#little!lottie mathews

[cryingatwindermerepeaks]

Yellowjackets Agere Hcs and Moodboards

Lottie: she regresses very young 0-5 mainly, but even when she is feeling a bit older it’s harder to tell because she doesn’t talk. She likes being called “sweetheart” but also any kind of animal themed pet name like “doe” or “baby bear”. A lot of the time when she’s little the others will call her “Lots” and under no circumstances can anyone call her Charlotte. Very quiet bub, almost entirely nonverbal unless she’s alone with Nat - her primary cg. She knows a few basic signs in ASL but not enough to properly communicate and the other girls don’t really know anything but figure out what she means eventually. The only things she will say is like “mama” or the equivalent for different characters and usually she’s not even talking to them just babbling to herself. Unless she’s having a particularly bad episode of visions or thoughts she’s a very happy baby. She is giggly and smiley and just happy to play with anyone or help out with chores. She LOVES story time with Van and sometimes if she’s feeling extra brave she’ll whisper story requests in Van’s ear. She has one of those blankies with a stuffie attached from when she was growing up, it’s pink and soft on one side and floral on the other… at least it once was, now it’s very tattered and faded but she always carries it around with her. The stuffie is a cat, it’s called Daisy. That’s the one toy no one else is allowed to touch. She also has a paci which she uses pretty much constantly. She’s the queen of parallel play and is sooo happy just to sit and mind her own business next to anyone. When she is having a bad day she becomes sniffly and clingy and very panicked. She hates having scary thoughts and sometimes turns to less than helpful coping mechanisms but the others are quick to catch on and Nat can always calm her down. After a particularly bad episode she almost always regresses and spends a few days just lying around with her stuffies. Nat never ever leaves her side during this time and will give her soup and cuddles till she feels better. Nat will slowly coax her outside to sit on the porch for some fresh air and it always helps. She’s definitely still a klepto when she’s small but she only ever does it because she thinks it’s funny. Someone will notice something small (like a spoon or a cup) has gone missing and then look up to see Lottie poorly hiding a giggle and holding something behind her back. She does learn very quickly not to take anything that belongs to Shauna. She loves playing tea parties and she’ll set them up and then drag whoever is nearby over to play. I like to think they make paints out of rocks and water and Lottie loves to make paintings. She follows Laura Lee around a lot when they are both little - Laura Lee is very good at knowing what Lottie is trying to say without her having to say anything. *when she’s not little she loves taking care of Laura Lee <3*.

Laura Lee: regresses 1-5 but unlike Lottie is always very articulate. She’ll talk to herself, she’ll talk to Leonard, she’ll talk to Lottie even when she knows she won’t get a response. She loves reading and Van is always very patient and sits with her and helps her read. Leonard obviously never leaves her side. She takes him on walks and tells him what she can see. Sometimes during story time Van will put Leonard on her lap and use a silly voice to pretend he’s reading. She’s the happiest baby 99% of the time. She doesn’t get irritated when Lottie quietly follows her around all day or upset when Shauna is having a tantrum so she can’t play with the toys she wants to use. She does get upset sometimes but tries to hide it because she doesn’t want to be a bother. She’ll go off and cry into Leonard’s fur but Lottie is insanely in tune with Laura Lee’s emotions and she’ll go help her out or if Lottie’s feeling too little she’ll make sure to find someone (usually Nat) who can. Usually she gets darling, sweetheart, sweetness or flower when she’s small. Van always calls her ‘clever little one’ and it makes her feel so proud. She’s super content with all of the cgs and doesn’t really have a favourite but she does spend a lot of time around Nat because she spends so much time around Lottie.

Van: cg!!! I don’t think they have a specific little but all of the littles love Van. They love story time, they love the silly games van comes up with and van can always make everyone laugh. I think cg names vary for van - nothing really gender specific but a lot of them have taken to calling her bubby !! Will always hold a little on their lap during story time (especially if one of them has been having a particularly bad day) and rock on the rocking chair. She has the best voices for all the stuffies when she plays with littles or reads stories.

Nat: usually a cg, mainly just because regressing generally isn’t very pleasant for her. It really takes a lot for her to regress - I think in s3 e4 she’s feelin’ pretty small. when she does regress I’d say anywhere from 3-6. when she’s big she is the most patient cg in the world. everyone thinks nat is tough n everything but she’s really so gentle with the littles, especially lottie who struggles to communicate her emotions. and she’s all smiley when the babies are smiling. she can calm anyone down. mainly the littles call call her ma or mama depending on how little they are feelings. I don’t know what it is about Nat but whenever any of the littles find something super cool like a rock or leaf they run up to show her.

Misty: regresses around 4-12, she’s definitely older and loves getting to take care of the younger ones (especially if it means the cgs praise her for being helpful). Shes usually very happy when she’s small and wants to play with everyone but if some people don’t want to include her in their games *cough cough* little Shauna and Jackie *cough cough* she will throw a fit. She tends to gravitate towards Nat when she’s upset because she knows Nat won’t take sh*t from anyone and will make sure she’s included in the games. She loves to sing and dance and put on little performances for everyone. Jackie I think also LOVES starring in these performances. She has this vintage baby doll called Clarissa which she adores and treats like a real baby but it creeps out everyone else (except lottie).

Jackie: regresses 3-7. She’s the most energetic little, she always wants to play tag or climb a tree. But she’s also such a princess about it. She refuses to get her hair messy or touch mud. Her regression is very deeply connected to Shauna’s they are almost always together if one of them is regressed. She can be very headstrong and if Jackie wants to play a game then they are playing that game. Other than Shauna she is very hesitant towards any cg figure at first, eventually she eases into it though. She has definitely tried to start a bunch of clubs, most of which have required cg intervention because she was being a bit controlling. She’s literally a fairy princess who rides horses in her ballgown and has a sword and single handedly battles off armies of evil goblins. She’s a big fan of pacis, she has plenty and she uses them regardless how old she’s regressed to. Sometimes she gets a bit shy about it because not all of the littles use pacis and if so usually only the younger ones, but Nat in particular is very good at calming her down about it. She loves doing everyone’s hair!!! She tries her best to be a good friend to everyone all the time, even if she doesn’t always know how. She has a toy bunny called Peter. She HATES chores. She’ll do them, but you can bet she’s going to be whining the whole time.*if she’s big and Shauna is little she’s the biggest enabler ever and will indulge Shauna so much*

Shauna: regresses 3-7, same as Jackie. They are usually very in tune with their ages and often called ‘the twins’. She’s equally as rambunctious but couldn’t care less if she gets her hands dirty. She wants to make mud pies and make fake swords out of sticks. This is where being close with Melissa really comes in handy because Melissa is always happy to roughhouse a bit more than Jackie is. She’s a biter, obviously, and spends a lot of time in timeout for biting or taking a game too far. Shes looooves teethers and has heaps - sometimes she forgets to use them but the second someone notices her getting worked up they’ll just hand her a teether. She’s extremely jealous - especially of Tai and Jackie. If Tai is sitting curled up with Van, Shauna will wiggle her way in between to get cuddles from her Mama. If Jackie is playing with someone else Shauna will get pouty and grumpy and throw a fit. Jackie is equally as jealous so they even each other out. She loves story time with Van and sometimes she gets to help Van write new stories for the littles to read. If Shauna is getting really worked up Van will distract her by asking if she’s had any story ideas. She’s super attached to Tai. She’s always trying to hold Tai’s hand or babbling to tai about anything. Tai is the only one who can get her in trouble - she will literally just ignore the other cgs if they tell her off. She has a stuffed dog toy called Rupert. He’s a German shepherd and is best friends with Peter, Jackie’s bunny. They have a treehouse and Shauna loves to pretend she’s the guard. She gets called pup and kiddo a lot. She often gets baby from Tai but only Tai or Van can call her that. *she’s extremely good with Jackie when Jackie is little and she’s big, she’s super patient with her*

Tai: Shauna’s mama <3 she loves taking care of everyone but is especially good with Shauna. She loves making shadow puppets for the littles on the wall to act out whatever is happening in Van’s stories. Amazing for cuddles and the littles like to pile up on her. Tai gets extra scared about hurting the littles when she’s sleepwalking and gets super anxious about it. Definitely always the voice of reason and mediator for any arguments. The littles love to do drawings or paintings and show them to her because she always tells them how proud she is. Obviously they don’t have a fridge to hang the artworks on but they dedicate a small wall of the cabin to all the little’s artworks.

Travis: regresses 3-7. He doesn’t regress a lot and when he does he’s super shy about it. If Nat’s regressed and not super distressed they play a lot together. In fact, the only time Nat really regresses happily is when they go out for a hunt but end up spending the day chasing each other through the forest. He loves playing with little wood carved animals. I don’t think he regressed at all before the crash, hence why he’s extra hesitant about it.

Coach Scott: he’s everyone’s papa <3 peak girl dad. all of the littles adore him. They are always rambling to him about their games or their stories - they really want him to be proud of them. He’s amazing for hugs, they’ll curl up in his arms and he gives great bear hugs. Laura Lee sometimes begs him to go on walks with her because she gets worried about him being cramped up in the cabin and she’s super patient with how long it takes him. Jackie likes to decorate his crutches with flowers and vines she finds. He learns how to plait and in the morning the girls take it in turns to sit on the floor in front of him so he can braid their hair. He teaches them how to skip rocks and they all have competitions to see who’s can go the furthest.

Melissa: regresses around 5-8. Loves playing with Shauna and they have sword fights all the time. Loves getting called Champ or Buddy. Has a stuffed toy frog called Gregory. Gravitates towards Tai and Van as cgs. Built a rope swing out of rope and a branch hung around a tree and looooves to play with it. (idk how to explain it but I had one growing up and it was the most fun ever… also causes a lot of bashing into trees). Doesn’t like to sit still at all.

[jjtheresidentbaby]

hallo friend was wondering if you'd be open to doing babyre ! jackie with cg shauna or puppyre lawtie with cg laura lee ? i m litrly both of dem in the real ( very serious star ) and i miss laura especially recently ( ՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞ ) if it's too much i understand just wanted 2 ask cuz been hunting and i already read everythjing a billion bajillion times Xp thank u berry much if u do either tehe im SOOOO excited ur getting into yellowjackets agere ( <- number one yellowjackets autist evaaa ) sorry i'm yapping a lot eek

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» lottie mathews x laura lee

» a/n: this is my first time writing puppyre so pls be nice if it’s not the best :=

» warnings: teen storyline, set right after the crash, a little sad when you know context

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“Ready? Go get it!” For about the fiftieth time today, Laura Lee launches the makeshift ball into the lake and watches as Lottie’s dives in after it.

It’s been a slow day in the wilderness, Lottie and Laura were tasked with retrieving water for baths and while they’ve definitely done that, they’ve also decided to take a break for a little. Lottie quickly regressed to her puppy state that was all too familiar back before they got stuck in this hellscape, and sniffed out a ball of - something - that’s good enough to substitute her old tennis ball.

“Very good pup.” Laura Lee pets at Lottie’s wet head when she drops the ball into her waiting hand. It must be twigs and leaves stuck together with sap, honestly Laura isn’t too sure but it’s holding together enough for them to keep going.

“Do you want to go again or take a break?” She’s found it’s important to ask Lottie if she needs a time out or not because the pup really will go until she drops which can be dangerous for her health.

“Arf!” Lottie responds before curling into Laura’s side and laying her head in her lap with an expecting tip of her cheek on Laura’s thigh as she awaits to be pet.

“What a good girl communicating your needs, you get extra love.” The cold water dripping off Lottie’s hair is quite cold on Laura Lee’s bare skin but she doesn’t mind it too much and starts to run her fingers through Lottie’s hair.

“We’ll have to get back to the others soon.” Lottie whines and nuzzles into Laura more.

“The sun will drop soon, I wouldn’t want them to worry about us.” It’s a quite pleasant sight to watch as the sun slowly sets across the lake and leaves the girls cast in an orange haze.

“Arf?” The infamous puppy dog look crosses Lottie’s face as she tips her head up to stare at Laura.

“I wouldn’t worry pup, the rescuers will come soon. I’m sure of it.” Laura Lee smiles down at her puppy and rubs her thumb across Lottie’s forehead. Soon enough they’ll be out of here and she can play fetch with her girl without worry, they’ll be saved, she can feel it.

[jackienatist]

the lottienat scene of all time

[paaandiculations]

i need a Lottie Mathews x fem reader, where the reader plays at the rival school's soccer team!!

[jollyreginaldrancher]

Exactly. Why do you think Natalie is the only one keeping her shit together?

It's them genes

I feel like people really underestimate how being hungry can affect the way you act and feel. Like everytime people get upset at Shauna or Van or Lottie I’m just like… what do you expect? They were hungry. The term Hangry (hungry+angry) exists for a reason. Now imagine going two weeks with the only food being belt soup.

[danisbrainrot]

lottie mathews x reader

all the yellowjackets had gathered for the new year's party that your girlfriend lottie was hosting. the alcohol was flowing, the music was blasting and the night was slipping away.

you grew more and more anxious about how close to midnight it was getting. lottie promised to be your new year's kiss, and you intended to make sure she kept it.

you scanned the room, sipping from the red solo cup filled with some fruity drink. you watched shauna and jackie dancing together, van and taissa making out in the corner of the room, natalie outside smoking—but lottie was nowhere to be seen.

you huffed, walking upstairs to lottie's bedroom; you were shocked to find she wasn't there. you checked in a few guestrooms, knocked on a few toilets, even turned the basement light on—that's as far as you were going in to that room.

you checked your watch nervously. 11.53 pm. you bit your bottom lip, running back to the party room with the rest of the team. still no lottie. was she going to miss the new year's kiss?

natalie came back inside; you quickly approached her. "have you seen lottie?" you asked, she shook her head.

"nope, sorry. have you tried her room?" she asked, walking towards the kitchen to pour herself a drink.

you followed like a lost little puppy, nodding your head vigorously, "i can't find her anywhere," natalie sighed, pouring vodka into a cup and shrugging. "ugh, fine. i'll ask someone else," you groaned, walking off.

you talked to mari, who was no help because she was too drunk to remember her name. you tried to talk to tai and van, but they just ignored you. you walked onto the dancefloor, anxiously checking your watch again. 11.58 pm. where was lottie?

"guys, it's almost midnight!" jackie called out. everyone flocked to the middle of the room, cups in hand; they watched eagerly as your new digital watch counted as the seconds went down.

"5. 4. 3. 2. 1. happy new year!" everyone screamed in unison. jackie wrapped her arms around shauna's neck and kissed her, whereas van pulled tai close and kissed her again.

you looked around, sad that everyone had someone they could kiss, before your eyes landed on lottie. she smiled softly, before grabbing your cheeks and pressing her lips on to yours. you sighed into the kiss, lips moving at the same pace as her.

"happy new year, babe," she mumbled.

"happy new year, lottie."

[augustvandyne]

Yandere Lottie Mathews ? 🥺

eek. first time writing yandere so pls be nice 😻 haha. side note, other requests will be out soon

warning: dark themes

the wilderness

Charlotte Matthews and you were the teams sick lovebirds.

The two of you met freshman year when you moved to Wiskayok after your parents divorce. Lottie was the first person to introduce herself to you.

You guys immediately clicked over your love for soccer.

Once you guys both made the junior varsity starting team, it was about a quarter into the year and you felt a connection. Turns out you weren’t the only one who felt it.

You persuaded her to let you take her out that weekend and you have come to be grateful you actually had the nerve to ask her out.

Now here you are junior year, more in love than ever.

Although, there was now an eerie feeling to you and Lottie’s relationship. When you crashed, Lottie promised nothing would change between the two of you. But, you, and everyone around you knows it has.

Especially since Lottie became the leader of the pack.

She was beginning to come possessive. And not in a good way. She insisted on you and her sleeping in the attic together so she could protect you in case of any accidents.

She wouldn’t even let you go off to get wood on your own. She always had to be near you at all times. As well as the fact that she was always touching you or holding on to you in some way.

You were worried about her at this point, but every time you asked she said she loved you and didn’t want you to be put in danger, so you dropped it.

But now Lottie is starting to force you into doing things you don’t particularly want to do. She insists it’s what the wilderness wants.

She made you cut off Shauna, whom was so close to you, she like a sister. Lottie said she was a threat to your relationship, and maybe she was right.. Shauna was beginning to get a little bit too close for your liking.

You trusted Lottie with your whole heart. No matter how much she was changing.

She suggested getting married after you get out of the woods, but you’re only seventeen. And how would your parents feel about this?

You loved Lottie though, and could see yourself getting married to her. Even if it’s as soon as tomorrow.

[mosspop]

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lane • he/they/she • 21

hi ! i’m lane ! i’m a little awkward but hopefully i make up for that with enthusiasm :D feel free to dm and chat, as long as you aren’t creepy. always happy to make new friends <3

i have plans to post lots of different things! mostly music related probs :3 so keep an eye out !!! [topsters, album reviews / mood boards, film reviews / stills, my photography, fashion inspo / ootds, + more]

my interests ᓚ₍ ^. .^₎

i’m a big music nerd ! i love 90’s music ! my all time favorite band is hole > i absolutely adore both the 90’s grunge and riot grrrl music ! extra appreciative of female artists and female lead bands ! i also love melancholy artists like fiona apple, elliot smith, and jeff buckley. my cd collection is my baby ԅ[ •́ ﹏ •̀ ]و

i love video games and comics as well !! my current game rotation includes the sims 4, minecraft, l4d2, fields of mistria, alice madness returns, the walking dead, and i will soon be downloading identity v !! i will probably post screenshots of my games especially minecraft :3 you have been warned !! anyways, my favorite comic series is scott pilgrim !! my fav characters are kim pine, knives, young neil, and julie powers ! (kim pine the woman you are…)

my current obsession is yellowjackets !! i love watching edits, so feel free to send some lolz :3 my favorite characters are lottie, shauna, misty, and adult nat !!! also van !! my all time favorite is lottie mathew’s !! i love lottie !! i’m literally lottie mathew’s irl !!!

extras; i love sea creatures, and the forest :3 once i go back to college i plan on majoring in forestry ! i also love dolls! especially monster high & novi star ! lately i’ve been getting into lps thanks to my dear friend, teddy.i love collecting things! my collections include; nail polish, cds, manga, and dolls. my favorite colors are dark red, green, and black :)

thank you for reading !! let’s be moots ! ฅ⁽͑ ˚̀ ˙̭ ˚́ ⁾̉ฅ

[xpurpleeclipse]

Forbidden Love ~ Chapter Two: Embarrassment | Mathew Baynton FanFic

The six cast members took their seats on stools that had been provided by the theatre. Each of the six was holding a microphone ready to talk to the students (and staff) sat in the auditorium. It was weird seeing the 'six idiots' as they were known in their casual clothes. I was so used to seeing them in their extravagant and often wacky costumes from the TV show.

'Hello everyone!' Jim took the lead of the Q&A session. 'We're very excited to be able to work with you today! We're going to kick-start the day with a Q&A and then later you will be doing a workshop with myself, Larry and Mat.' Out of the corner of my eye, I could see some of the students, especially the girls, looking at one another and whispering 'yes' and 'get in!' To be fair, I'd be lying if I wasn't thinking the same. It's not every day you get to meet people from TV as part of your teaching career.

The Q&A started. The students eagerly put their hands up waiting for their questions to be asked. It was going pretty well until I noticed a certain student who was bouncing in their seat with their hand raised. I saw Aggie go over to Harry and whisper something to him. In my head, I knew exactly what she was saying. 'Harry, please sit properly in your seat and wait patiently to be picked to ask a question.' I saw him roll his eyes and slump into his seat but his hand was still raised and flapping trying to get the attention of those on stage.

Larry pointed in the direction of Harry and his friends and said 'the young man in the second row.' Harry jumped back up, eager and bellowed his question. 'If you could only pick one song to sing from the show for the rest of your life what would it be?' The cast looked at one another and smiled. Larry responded with 'that's such a great question. I'm going to hand this one over to Mat first I think.'

Mathew Baynton. Ah, what a man. The students didn't know this but on the inside I was fan-girling myself. It was an added bonus that I got to see his face every day at work even if it was only on a whiteboard for a few minutes. I guess in my head he was everything I believed a perfect man would be like but then again, I had Eric so... Anyway. He looked like he was pondering his answer to the question. I knew instantly what my favourite song was from the show and it was one of his solos. 'You know, I think I might have to go for Charles II: King of Bling. It was really fun to film and I know the majority of people adore the character.' Out of nowhere, there was an outburst from Harry. 'Oh my god! That's so cool! You know our teacher Miss Thorne plays that all the time! Like every single day! Miss, that's your favourite song isn't it!?' I could feel myself turning red. The blazing heat taking over my cheeks. Not only were all the students looking my way but I knew that the six grown adults on stage where also looking directly at me too. I wanted the ground to swallow me whole. Thanks Harry!

Aggie rushed straight back over to Harry and I knew she was scolding him for jumping back into the conversation. I didn't know what to say or do. Was I embarrassed because one of my students had acted up? Was I embarrassed that my colleague now knew that I played the song pretty much every day? Or was I embarrassed because one of my students had unknowingly outed me for having a huge crush on Mathew Baynton who was literally a couple of metres away? I looked sheepishly back at the stage and let out a small smile. 'Tell you what, shall we have a sing-a-long?' Jim chimed in. I could feel myself looking around at the students. Some of them responded with a loud 'yeah!' 'Okay then! Let's do it! Shall we start with the Monarch song!? Who knows that?' A sea of hands rose into the air. Lots of excited students ready to have an impromptu sing-a-long of their favourite songs from the show. I felt someone behind me before they started whispering in my ear. 'Why don't you go call Sue and let her know how the trip is going? It will give you a couple of minutes to have a breather too. You're looking a little flustered.' I looked behind me and saw Aggie there. 'But...' She put her hand up to stop me. 'I'll be fine looking after this lot. Go ring Sue and let her know how it's going. Off you pop!'

I walked out of the auditorium through a side door and ended up in corridor that was quite narrow. Where did Helen say the toilets where again? I wandered down the corridor and eventually found the ladies toilets. Was I even meant to be down this corridor? I got in and saw my reflection in the mirror. Yup, those rosy cheeks didn't give anything anyway did they? I had to stop myself from going up to the wall and bashing my head against it. After I composed myself, I scrambled in my pockets to find my phone. I dialled the school number and waited for Sue's voice on the other end. No answer. Great.

'Hello, you have reached the reception for Humphrey High School. Unfortunately, the school receptionist cannot take your call right now but if you leave a message, we will return your call as soon as possible.' I checked my watch. It felt like I had been in the bathroom for ages even though it had only been at least five minutes. The phone beeped. 'Hi Sue, it's just Lottie. Aggie asked me to give the school a ring to let you know that we have arrived at the theatre safe and sound and the children are enjoying the workshop so far. If we have any issues, I'm sure I'll ring you back. See you when we return to school. Thanks now!' I hung up my phone and sighed. Right time to get back to the auditorium and make sure that Aggie wasn't left alone for much longer.

I looked in the mirror, took a quick glance at myself and straightened up my glasses. I made my way out of the toilets and back onto the long corridor. The hallway was long. The carpet the same rouge colour that matched the seats in the auditorium. Obviously that was the colour scheme of the theatre. The corridor was filled with posters from previous productions that had performed at the theatre. Some of the faces I recognised, various celebrities from TV and films. I was lost in my own little world until I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.

YOU HAVE ONE NEW MESSAGE.

I looked to see Eric's name with the message 'Another night eating tea alone. Guess you can just make up for it at the weekend. That's if you are not too busy? See you tonight.' I rolled my eyes. I hated his mini guilt trips. You'd think he was 15 never mind 35. I wish he would understand that my profession sometimes meant putting others before myself and this was a fantastic opportunity for the students.

I started heading towards the auditorium, phone still in hand. I had no clue what to reply. Could I be bothered arguing back? Was it worth it? As I started typing, I felt myself bump into something... Or someone...

'Oh my god, I am so sorry! I should have been looking...' I looked up and there he was. He had grabbed hold off my arm as we collided. Possibly in the hope of catching me before I hit the deck. I could feel myself getting lost in his dark brown eyes. 'I, urm, I....' I was lost for words. That was the second time I'd managed to embarrass myself today.

[cryingatwindermerepeaks]

and if i said i was thinking of writing a short series based on yellowjackets (but if instead of eating eachother they just like … age regress *much healthier coping mechanism imo* and no one dies and they just start a happy little found family farm) then what?

[cryingatwindermerepeaks]

Little!Lottie Mathews Outfitboard

Regressuary day 28 !!! I cannot believe I actually made it through the whole month :0

aesthetically this one is a little messy but so is sweet baby Lottie so 🤷‍♀️

[cryingatwindermerepeaks]

i love your yj fics so much😭😭 would you be willing to write one about a very small regressed lottie dealing with some big big feelings (maybe delusions/hallucinations as well) with a cg nat maybe? it would probably make me cry. /pos

Little!Lottie x Cg!Nat - hold me, console me

Regressuary day 27 … thank you for this request it was insanely fun to write!! Sorry I haven’t edited it at all, I’ll do it when I have more energy.

Set at the end of s2 e4 after Nat and Lottie go hunting

cw: violent stimming, unintentional self harm, blood, distress, panic attack, visions, bad thoughts, let me know if there’s something I’ve forgotten !!

Word count: 1199

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Except for Lottie’s heavy and ragged breaths, and the sound of the water lapping against the edges of the tub, the room was silent - still. Almost too silent. Nat watched over Lottie’s shivering body. How had she been so stupid? There had been nothing safe about sending Lottie out into the wilderness by herself. “Is the water getting too cold, Lottie?” Nat asked gently, unsure if the shivering was being caused by the cold or the shock. Lottie only blinked in response, seeming to have barely comprehended Nat speaking at all. “Lottie?” She prodded, worry quickly setting in.

Nat shook Lottie’s shoulder lightly, trying to bring the girl back. “Hey, Lottie,” she called out. Still, nothing. Lottie’s eyes were trained on the murky water which encapsulated her body, Nat’s eyes fell to it too. She watched in horror as red blood slowly began to leech into the dirty grey water. Lottie jolted, sloshing water over the floor and Nat.

“Get it off,” she whined desperately, splashing the water away from her. “Get it off.” Nat watched in shock, unsure why Lottie was so upset by a bit of blood from the cut on her hand.

“Lottie, it’s fine. It’s just coming from your hand - see?” Nat yanked Lottie’s hand out of the water, desperately showing her where the blood was coming from. Lottie shook her head, her eyes clenching shut tightly.

“No, no, no,” She stammered, ripping her hand back. She tried to rip off the cloth Nat had wrapped around her hand but when she was unable to get it off she smashed it down against the side of the tub angrily. “No,” it came out as more of a cry now, both her hands rising out of the tub before desperately smashing back down with a thud.

“Stop it,” Nat hissed in panic, grabbing both of Lottie’s hands and holding them out of the water. Lottie dissolved into violent sobs, squirming and shaking against Natalie’s grip. When she couldn’t physically overpower the blonde she pushed herself down into the tub, her head dropping under the water until all that could be seen of her were the tips of her brown curls. A sharp gasp escaped Nat’s lips as on instinct she pulled Lottie up by the arms and all the way out of the tub. Lottie held no further resistance, tumbling out of the water ungracefully.

She splattered and coughed for a few seconds before the sobs returned - loud and soul crushing as before. “I’ve got you, I’ve got you, it’s ok,” Nat whispered desperately, pulling Lottie into her arms and wrapping a towel around her trembling body. Lottie groaned sadly, pounding her head weakly against Nat’s chest. A few of the other girls, having heard the commotion, through the door open to make sure everyone was ok. At the intrusion Lottie whimpered, burying her face into Nat’s soft but damp jumper. “She’s fine.” Nat hissed before anyone even had the chance to ask. “Someone go get her pyjamas.” Sensing the protective and almost threatening tone in Nat’s voice no one dared argue, leaving the girls alone. “It’s ok little bird, I’ve got you.” Lottie sniffled quietly, her hands wrapping tightly around Lottie’s top to ground herself. “Are you feeling small, doe?” She asked gently, combing her bony fingers through Lottie’s damp curls. Lottie hummed with a soft and teary nod but didn’t speak. “Can you tell me what happened?” Lottie’s face scrunched up sadly before she tapped one of her fingers against the side of her head. “Thoughts? Did you have bad thoughts?” Nat asked patiently. Lottie nodded again before tracing her hand over her eyes. “You saw something too?” Lottie nodded, tightening her fist back around Nat’s sweater. “Ok, well you’re safe here with me, alright? Nothings going to bother you here.” On one hand Nat desperately wished she could see and hear what Lottie did during these episodes but on the other hand a part of her dreaded the thought of ever knowing. Whatever it was without fail always left Lottie silent and small, it scared Nat to no end. At least she wasn’t crying anymore.

There was a knock on the door and Nat invited them in, looking up to see Mari holding out a pair of pink striped pajamas. Lottie looked up too, her body tensing at the sight of the items. She let out a visceral screech, hiding herself against Nat. “For fucks sake Mari, you know she doesn’t wear those anymore!” Nat snapped, instantly recognising the pajamas. “Go get one of Laura’s dresses.” Mari, confused and slightly irritated, turned on her heel. “You’re alright Lottie,” Nat cooed. Lottie had worked herself up again, rocking violently back and forth in Nat’s arms as hot tears dripped down her cheeks.

Patiently Nat brought her back down, pressing Lottie’s head against her chest until their breaths aligned perfectly. Shauna brought the pyjamas back in, one of Laura Lee’s old nightgowns. Lottie quickly snatched it up to her chest, clutching the fabric tightly. “Better?” Nat questioned, Lottie nodded. “Say thank you to Shauna, hm?” Lottie looked up, her face crumbling at the struggle to use her words in her regressed state. Instead, she made an arch-like symbol with her hand - neither Nat or Shauna entirely understood but they got the idea.

“It’s no problem Lot,” Shauna hummed softly, stroking the girl's damp curls before leaving.

Nat gently helped Lottie dry off before gently manoeuvring her arms through the dress. “There you go, you’re doing so well,” Nat praised gently. Noticing Lottie’s face was still frown riddled and teary, she decided it was time to cheer the girl up. “Why don't we go see if Van has a story for tonight?” Lottie’s face perked up quickly, she nodded. “Ok baby bear.”

Lottie grabbed on tightly to Nat’s hand as they shakily walked back into the main room. Most of the girls had split off to occupy themselves but Van was in her seat in front of the fire and Taissa was on the floor by her side. “Lottie was wondering if Van had a story tonight,” Nat asked gently, nudging Lottie’s side. Lottie nodded shyly.

“Of course I have a story,” Van smiled warmly, opening her arms up for Lottie. She dropped onto Van’s lap, curling her legs up and resting her head on Van’s shoulder - though she still kept her hand in Nat’s.

“I’ll be back soon, bear. Ma is just gonna go get some dry clothes on ok?” Nat whispered gently, prying her fingers free from Lottie’s grip. Her sweater had grown damp and cold from the struggles of bathing Lottie.

By the time she returned Lottie was slowly drifting off to sleep in Van’s arms while listening to what seemed to be Alice in wonderland. “I’ve got your blankie,” Nat hummed quietly, gently placing Lottie’s blanket - barely more than a worn slither of pale pink fabric now - into her hands. Lottie quickly tucked her blankie up to her chest before reaching back out, making sure Nat held onto her hand until she eventually drifted off to sleep in front of the warm fire.

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hello, :3 i really liked your recent yj fanfic! would i be able to request one of cg!lottie and little!nat? im thinking maybe nat has a nightmare that causes nat to regress, pretty young too and lotties there too help little!nat, who's often a little ashamed of her regression :)

(don't really mind if it's in the wildrensss, pre crash/no crash au, do as you please <3) Thank you so so so much !

Little!Nat x Cg!Lottie - Nightmare

Repost cause tumblr glitched

Cw: shame about regression, nightmares

Word count: 609

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Lottie liked to watch over them while they slept. When the cabin was quiet and still she felt at least for a moment like she actually knew what she was doing. No matter how much Lottie believed she could keep them all safe, in the middle of the night when she could see them all, safe and warm under the firelight, Lottie actually knew they were safe. The visions stopped and Lottie felt in control of herself. Her eyes flickered sleepily over the tangled mess of bodies. In contrast, she sat up straight, cross legged with her hands folded in her lap. Alert, but at peace. A sudden movement from across the room snapped Lottie’s eyes away from Shauna - who was curled protectively around her ever growing bump - and towards Natalie who had shot up stiffly. Other than her bleached hair which was only visible from the faint fire light creating a halo around her head, it was almost impossible to know it was Nat - her shoulders were hunched over with uncharacteristic weakness. “Nat?” Lottie called out tepidly, not wanting to startle the girl.

Nat’s head snapped around to face Lottie, her eyes wide and fiery - almost Woolf like. She tensed quickly, her fists curling up tightly by her sides. “It’s ok,” Lottie promised, carefully climbing over the other girls' sleeping figures to reach Nat. Natalie shuffled back, dragging her blanket with her. Lottie stopped a few centimetres away from the edge of Nat’s blanket, not wanting to startle her. “I’m not going to hurt you,” she promised gently, holding her hands out as if she was pacifying a wild animal. Nat sniffled, rubbing her fists harshly against her teary eyes. Her heart was hammering so loudly and her brain felt fuzzy. She let out a strangled sniffle, heat rising in her cheeks. Lottie could see right through her, she always could. Nat hated it. “Bad dream?” Lottie asked, slowly crawling closer.

Nat nodded, burrowing her face against her knees. She could feel shame rising in her chest, constricting her throat. She wanted to push further away from Lottie but she could feel the flickering fire warm against her neck and she wanted to run away from that too. “Come on, nothing to be ashamed of,” Lottie soothed, beckoning Nat forward. Reluctantly, and keeping her eyes trained on the floor away from Lottie, Nat crawled into Lottie’s lap. “There you go,” Lottie whispered, wrapping her arms around the smaller girl. “It’s ok to feel small after a bad dream,” Lottie assured her gently. Nat huffed indignantly, pressing her face aggressively into Lottie’s shoulder.

Lottie sighed, not bothered to push Nat into accepting this anymore than she was willing to. She gently rocked Nat, pressing soft kisses to the top of her head. “It’s all in your head, ok?” She promised, though if Nat was feeling any bigger she’d have argued the hypocritical statement.

Once Nat’s breathing had calmed down Lottie helped her stand up. “Come on, the sun will be up soon,” she cooed. Lottie took Nat’s hand and led her over to the window. She pulled Nat down onto the small couch, and then into her arms once again. “The sun comes up through here, everyday.” Lottie whispers this right into Nat’s ear, her voice gentle and soft. “That doesn’t change. It rose at home and it rises here too.” Nat was too small to care much for the nonsense Lottie was whispering, but she liked the sun. It was warm. And as it rose above the snowy tree line, Nat stopped caring so much about the nightmare. It was daytime now, the darkness couldn’t touch her here.

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Little!Nat x Cg!Lottie - Nightmares

Regressuary day 25… this was a request but I accidentally deleted the original ask !! Very sorry about that, I hope you find this anyway anon who asked <3

Cw: shame about regression

Word count: 609

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Lottie liked to watch over them while they slept. When the cabin was quiet and still she felt at least for a moment like she actually knew what she was doing. No matter how much Lottie believed she could keep them all safe, in the middle of the night when she could see them all, safe and warm under the firelight, Lottie actually knew they were safe. The visions stopped and Lottie felt in control of herself. Her eyes flickered sleepily over the tangled mess of bodies. In contrast, she sat up straight, cross legged with her hands folded in her lap. Alert, but at peace. A sudden movement from across the room snapped Lottie’s eyes away from Shauna - who was curled protectively around her ever growing bump - and towards Natalie who had shot up stiffly. Other than her bleached hair which was only visible from the faint fire light creating a halo around her head, it was almost impossible to know it was Nat - her shoulders were hunched over with uncharacteristic weakness. “Nat?” Lottie called out tepidly, not wanting to startle the girl.

Nat’s head snapped around to face Lottie, her eyes wide and fiery - almost Woolf like. She tensed quickly, her fists curling up tightly by her sides. “It’s ok,” Lottie promised, carefully climbing over the other girls' sleeping figures to reach Nat. Natalie shuffled back, dragging her blanket with her. Lottie stopped a few centimetres away from the edge of Nat’s blanket, not wanting to startle her. “I’m not going to hurt you,” she promised gently, holding her hands out as if she was pacifying a wild animal. Nat sniffled, rubbing her fists harshly against her teary eyes. Her heart was hammering so loudly and her brain felt fuzzy. She let out a strangled sniffle, heat rising in her cheeks. Lottie could see right through her, she always could. Nat hated it. “Bad dream?” Lottie asked, slowly crawling closer.

Nat nodded, burrowing her face against her knees. She could feel shame rising in her chest, constricting her throat. She wanted to push further away from Lottie but she could feel the flickering fire warm against her neck and she wanted to run away from that too. “Come on, nothing to be ashamed of,” Lottie soothed, beckoning Nat forward. Reluctantly, and keeping her eyes trained on the floor away from Lottie, Nat crawled into Lottie’s lap. “There you go,” Lottie whispered, wrapping her arms around the smaller girl. “It’s ok to feel small after a bad dream,” Lottie assured her gently. Nat huffed indignantly, pressing her face aggressively into Lottie’s shoulder.

Lottie sighed, not bothered to push Nat into accepting this anymore than she was willing to. She gently rocked Nat, pressing soft kisses to the top of her head. “It’s all in your head, ok?” She promised, though if Nat was feeling any bigger she’d have argued the hypocritical statement.

Once Nat’s breathing had calmed down Lottie helped her stand up. “Come on, the sun will be up soon,” she cooed. Lottie took Nat’s hand and led her over to the window. She pulled Nat down onto the small couch, and then into her arms once again. “The sun comes up through here, everyday.” Lottie whispers this right into Nat’s ear, her voice gentle and soft. “That doesn’t change. It rose at home and it rises here too.” Nat was too small to care much for the nonsense Lottie was whispering, but she liked the sun. It was warm. And as it rose above the snowy tree line, Nat stopped caring so much about the nightmare. It was daytime now, the darkness couldn’t touch her here.

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Little!Laura Lee x Cg! Lottie - Leonard

Regressuary day 23

Word count: 899

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There were only so many ways for the littles to keep themselves occupied in the wilderness. “We could play tip?” Jackie suggested, as she dragged her feet across the rough forest ground.

Laura Lee scrunched her nose up reluctantly, they played tip all the time. She brushed Leonard’s fur across her cheek as she walked. She’d brought him to keep her company because Jackie always ran around lots at the lake and Laura preferred to just sit and watch the water. “Nat is better at tip than me.”

“But Nat isn’t here right now,” Jackie pouted, shooting puppy dog eyes at Laura. “And you are.” She stopped and leaned back against one of the dark trees which paved the forest. Laure froze in place too, turning back to look at Jackie. Shauna had just said they should go for a walk down to the lake, not that they should play tip. But Jackie looked bored of walking and she could understand that, there wasn’t a lot to do here. She was about to agree to the game when Jackie leapt forward, almost like a wild animal, and tagged Laura on the shoulder. “Tip!” She shouted excitedly. Laura sighed, clutching Leonard’s paw tighter in her hand before taking off after Jackie who was already sprinting off.

Laura’s dress was a lot harder to run in than Jackie’s shorts but the tree roots and uneven dirt slowed Jackie down anyway. They played a few rounds of back-and-forth, Jackie always managing to be in for much less time than Laura Lee.

As Jackie chased Laura back up the hill in the direction of the cabin, Leonard’s fur snagged against the bark of a tree she’d gotten too close to. “Oh.” Jackie whispered, coming to a sudden halt right behind Laura. The smaller girl’s eyes immediately welled up with hot tears as she examined the tear in Leonard’s soft caramel fur. She sniffled sadly, tracing a shaky finger along the small rip.

“‘Nenard,” she mumbled, her voice shaky and sad. Laura’s breath quickly became ragged and heavy, anxiety settling in quickly. Leonard was her only comfort in the whole world - she needed him. And now she’d hurt him! And he’d never forgive her and he’d just fall apart then she’d be alone. Her thoughts kept racing and her tears falling. Jackie realised quickly that she was very out of her depth.

“It’s ok,” she promised nervously, helping Laura pick off some of the bark that had gotten caught in Leonard’s fur. “We’ll go back to the cabin and someone will know what to do.” She promised.

They started back towards the cabin. Laura Lee never stopped sniffling and crying as they walked, she cradled Leonard gently in her arms like he was a sick baby. Jackie didn’t know how to stop Laura’s crying, in fact it made her a bit uncomfortable. She’d never really had a comfort item like that so she couldn’t understand why Laura Lee was so upset about it.

Thankfully they made it to the cabin quickly. Shauna and Lottie were sat out on the porch, soaking up the little rays of sunlight that cut through the dense trees. Both their heads snapped up when Jackie and Laura cut through the forest - concern hitting them quickly when they saw Laura Lee’s tear stained face. “Mama,” Laura whimpered, climbing into Lottie’s lap and burrowing her face against her shoulder. Jackie crashed into Shauna, less upset but still worried about Laura Lee. Shauna wrapped her arms around the girl.

“What happened, Jacks,” Shauna asked gently, tucking a strand of Jackie’s hair behind her ear.

“We were just playing tip in the forest and Leonard got ripped on a tree,” Jackie explained quickly - not wanting anyone to think she’d done something to upset Laura.

“Ok, ok baby,” Shauna nodded, rubbing circles against Jackie’s back.

Lottie gently rocked Laura Lee in her arms, whispering softly till the girl stopped crying. “May I see Leonard?” She asked gently. Laura nodded and lifted her head hesitantly from Lottie’s shoulder, her cheeks were red and puffy and her lips were wobbling. She moved Leonard away from her chest, gently holding him with both hands as she looked up at Lottie with wide, teary eyes. Lottie traced a gentle finger along the small cut. “Not to worry little dove, we’ll take him to Misty and she can stitch him up.”

Lottie took Laura’s hand and led her inside to where Misty was sitting by Coach. “Hey Misty?” Lottie called out. Misty looked up. “Leonard’s got a little owie, isn’t that right Laura Lee?” Laura nodded, holding Leonard out to show Misty.

Misty shot up quickly, eager to make herself useful. She gently examined the cut. “I can stitch this up.”

“Should we be waisting materials on a bear?” Travis questioned. Everyone in the room shot him a glare. It was a pretty well established understanding that Leonard was critical for Laura Lee to keep functioning out in the wilderness - especially when regressed.

Misty grabbed a blanket off the floor, tugging a loose thread out of it. “I’ll use this, it’ll be fine.” Leonard was stitched up quickly, Laura Lee watching closely from Lottie’s lap the whole time. “And there you go,” Misty grinned, handing Laura Lee back her teddy bear. She hugged him tightly to her chest, deeply breathing in his familiar smell.

“Thank you,” she whispered contentedly.

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Forbidden Love ~ Chapter One: The 'Horrible' School Trip | Mathew Baynton FanFic

*Beep beep!* *Beep beep!*

5am. Time to get up. Today was going to be a long day. A longer day than usual. But today was THE day. I honestly think I was more excited than the kids.

I turned over, snoozed the alarm on my phone and pushed myself out of bed. As I looked back, I could see that Eric was readjusting. I didn't know if he was actually awake or not. Quite frankly I didn't want to poke the bear especially at this time of morning. I got up and started to scramble for my work clothes. I needed to make sure that I looked at least half decent today. I was going to make sure of that!

'Why are you getting up earlier than usual? It's only a silly school trip. Come back to bed for half an hour.' Eric mumbled as I tried to escape the bedroom with the items of clothing that I needed to spruce myself up in my hands. 'I can't. You know how important today is. I need to make sure I'm prepared for a very long day.' I heard him groan. He had never been a fan of me taking on extra commitments at work. 'Like I said, it's a silly school trip. It's not really that important Lottie. I hate how you always end up working long hours. I thought teaching was meant to be a 9 to 5 job.' I rolled my eyes, ignored his comment and headed to the bathroom to get ready.

No one, not even Eric, was going to rain on my parade today.

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As the coach pulled up outside the venue, the bus started to buzz with excitement. 'Right Y9, you need to listen very carefully to the following instructions...' Aggie or Mrs Carter as she was formally known by the students was the head of the History department. She was a lovely woman but she was regimented in her ways. Everything needed to be done a certain way and everything had to be done correctly otherwise she would turn into the teacher from hell. Or it seemed that way anyway!

I waited for the cohort of students to leave the bus before I did a quick sweep of the seats to ensure that nothing had been left behind before joining them outside the theatre. 'Miss Thorne, what are we actually going to be doing today?' One of the girls near me asked. The agenda for the day was to meet with the Horrible Histories cast and have a Q&A session before the students participated in a workshop with some of the cast. It had been a long time since the troupe had done anything related to Horrible Histories so it was a special one off occasion. The cast had taken time out of their busy schedules filming their new series 'Ghosts' for the BBC to come and work with the students from Humphrey High School. I didn't know exactly who was going to be conducting the workshop or what to even expect from it, but I was hoping that I'd get to meet him at least. Either way, it seemed like it was going to be a fun filled day.

Before I knew it, I could hear Aggie bellowing over the students. 'Please keep to the left! Come on Y9, you need to make sure you are on the left so you are out of the way. Harry! Are you listening to my instructions!? Move to the side!' Well, it might be a fun filled day if everyone managed to behave.

Whilst the students were lining up, a lady appeared at the door. Her name tag said 'Helen.' She was going to be our 'guide' for the day as the theatre wasn't prepared to let us run riot. I couldn't blame them. Just from the outside you could see how glorious and glamorous the building was. 'Morning everyone! My name is Helen and I'm going to be looking after you all today. If you could follow me inside please, that would be lovely.' She smiled before opening the door and gesturing for the students to start following her inside. Aggie followed the first lot of students. I stayed behind so I could keep an eye on the students at the back, Harry being one of them.

As we walked into the theatre, some of the students looked around with awe on their faces. 'Wow! Miss, I've never actually been to a theatre before. It looks well old in 'ere.' I chuckled. Although we lived near London, it never ceased to amaze me how many of our students had never explored the sights and sounds of the city. Helen guided the students into the auditorium where the students were going to meet and greet the cast of Horrible Histories and participate in a Q&A.

As the last of the students filed in, Aggie came over and said 'they seem settled enough. Let's just keep an eye on the usual suspects.' I nodded and smiled before taking a seat on the end of one of the rows. The seats were a little bit stiff but the fabric was so soft to touch. The regal red of the fabric really matched the décor in the auditorium too. Helen took herself up on the stage so that she could greet the students and staff properly.

'Right, good morning everyone! It's lovely to have you here with us today. Are we all excited for the day ahead?' The students gave an unenthusiastic 'yeah' in response. I chuckled as secretly I knew they were all excited but they never truly wanted to show off their emotions in case it came across as 'uncool.' Typical teenagers. Plus, I think Helen's energetic and enthusiasm was far too much for them to take on board. 'Oh I think we can do better than that. As you know, the cast of Horrible Histories is here! Very exciting!' There was no response to this. I felt sorry for the woman as she tried to hype up the tired teens. 'Yes, exciting indeed. We will get started in approximately five minutes. Whilst we wait, I just want to go over a few 'house' rules that we have here at the theatre...' Poor woman. She wasn't helping herself. Students rolling their eyes, muttering under their breath. Typical teenagers!

After what seemed like an eternity, some movement in the wings caught my eye. I couldn't see who it was but I'm sure it meant that Helen's speech on the dos and don'ts of the theatre was coming to an end. 'So please remember, no mess is to be left in the auditorium. We want to make sure we keep our theatre nice and clean.' Helen looked both ways into the wings. It appeared that something, or someone had caught her eye too. 'Right, so without further ado. May I present to you the cast of Horrible Histories!' Onto the stage walked the six familiar faces that graced my classroom's interactive whiteboard every week. I could see the students' faces light up. Harry was sat bouncing in his chair with excitement. Here we go...