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queen of diamonds, upright + reversed 💎
I've redone this like eighty times, I have to just be done with it now and stop staring at all my mistakes oh no 🫠
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers#coming in well after the fact but that's what happens when the art doesn't cooperate#and i just HAD to draw something for vil's ob (re-ob?) because i loved it so much#legit put my hand over my mouth and went “oh!” when i realized what was happening#i thought it was just going to be an idia thing because. y'know. closing out his character arc from episode 6 and all#so this was like. oh! oh we're going to get ALL the inky boys!!!!!#i wonder if this is why we got a malleus flashback so early...#not to mention everyone's dreams?!#i am braced for 90% of the dreams to be kind of jokey/inconsequential because we have SO many characters to get through#and most of the time will probably be spent on our lads (literally) dropkicking their emotional problems#but i am excited to see everyone regardless!#and also kind of terrified! what on EARTH will floyd be dreaming about. do i want to know.#i do but do i want to.#man. they're probably not going to get back to it but i do wonder what silver's dream was#what was he doing when he was like 'wait a minute' and noped right out of there#lilia: here silver i made dinner :)#silver: oh boy this looks great! ...YOU'RE NOT MY REAL DAD#ouuuagh i'm still deep in the blotsauce guys and i'm loving it#come make snowangels in the ink with me it's great
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"Hey Keith, what else is in your belt pouches?"
Keiths belt pouches 2/2
#and then later#keith: i nailed the comforting thing!!!!#lance: you guys will never believe what just happened#voltron#klance#keiths belt pouches#also are these in the same timeline or different ones? you decide#personally think its kinda funny if keith just has. a weird assortment of earth snacks#and keeps it a secret from everyone until the time is Right#but also having literally no clue what he has in the pouches and seeing him hold out gummy worms (months into space) is so fucking funny#another mystery: does lance eat the worms??#(yes he does. they all try a gummy worm. the question is if theyre still good)#edit: i tried adding an ID but let me know if its weird and ill fix it#voltart#voltron comics
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OSSAN'S LOVE THAILAND (2025) episode twelve
#ossan's love thailand#ossanslovethedit#ossans love thailand#olth#olthedit#hengmo#mix sahaphap#earth pirapat#earthmix#thai drama#thai bl#bl drama#boyslovesource#asianlgbtqdrama#may.gifs#gifsets taken immediately before floor sex <3#mo's expressions really REALLY good through the whole thing.#it’s a small detail but i love how it’s shot so the light fades behind each of their heads in the fourth and fifth gifs!#official translation for the last bit is 'are you going to do it here?/yes.'#maybe for clarity? but 'right here' is a literal translation of ตรงนี้เลยหรอ/ตรงนี้แหล�� and. i feel like it's clear what is happening.
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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#If I had to rank from my Favorite to Least it'd be:#Gentleman -> Monster -> Pocketcat -> Weeping Scope -> Valkyrie -> Dysmorphia -> Cocoon -> Mechanical Dance -> Mastermind -> Giant ->#Chaugner -> Judgement.#Little Details I like:#Daan's medical report on Monster saying: “There is very little humanlike in this monstrosity.”#The detail that if you ask Mechanical Dance “What on earth has happened to you?” they'll respond “𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃!? 𝐈'𝐕𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑!”#Weeping Scope 𝗦𝗢𝗕𝗕𝗜𝗡𝗚 if you try intimidating it.#How Giant screams 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐓!!!#Valkyrie LITERALLY carrying fallen soldiers AKA Blend.#THEY'RE ALL SO 𝗖𝗢𝗢𝗟!!!!!!#Fear & Hunger: Termina#Fear & Hunger#Polls#MaddyMoreauPost#Levi#Marina#Caligura#Henryk#Daan#Marcoh#O'saa#Tanaka#Samarie#Karin#Olivia#Abella
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see i do think there have been actual instances of fandom people just deciding two characters are siblings with no real basis and acting like its canon and forcing that interpretation on others and getting mad at people who disagree . but a lot of the characters i see people list as examples of this happening with are just actually stated to or heavily implied to see eachother as siblings by the source material and at that point i think you just dont see adopted siblings as real siblings idk what else to tell you
#like if i were to give some sonic examples of this happening i would say (game/comic/etc) sonic and knuckles or sonic and shadow#ive literally seen people get hate comments on their art of those ships saying its incest or whatever even though. thyere not brothers ..?#but whenever i see people talk about this sort of thing happening in the sonic fandom their examples are always fucking.#sonic and tails?????? or shadow and maria?????????#what are you TALKING about those characters are literally outright stated to view eachother as siblings#and in sonic and tails' case even if they werent brothers the age gap is still reason enough to be grossed out by people shipping them ..#i think your ejust being stupid about it on purpose#also to be clear i dont care if people wanna decide characters are siblings with no real basis ive literally done that before#i love doing that actually#i just dont think its reasonable to do that and expect everyone on earth to agree with you#thats not the point of the post though the point of the post is people pretending that adopted siblings arent actally siblings
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Blorbo moment
(Please don't mention the fact that I forgot Molly's star dandruff aka her second most iconic design element)
#babs does art#epithet erased#prison of plastic#i love putting my blorbos in situations!#sometimes the situation is a warm blanket and a mug of hot cocoa. and sometimes the situation is anvil on head.#but yes I like Lorelai more than Molly. didn't mean for it to turn out like this. it's what happens when the autism speaks#these two make me crazy by the way. did I mention that. if I think about them too hard I explode#Lorelai in particular is just so compelling. girl isolated herself so hard she literally went feral#like. straight up forgot how to be a human being#i don't think she'll be okay for a while actually I think she's entering her corpse era for a bit#she has to metaphorically kill herself a little. she has to rot for a while before [AC spoiler].#her mental health is going to plummet into the earth's core before the thing happens. and then she can get to be a person again.#<- do you see the anvil in my hands#molly blyndeff#lorelai blyndeff#anyway I'm back home and need a couple days to recoup and go back to work on the animatic
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ill probably delete this in a minute but ive just been fuckin boggled by what ive seen across tumblr in the last few days in particular. its why i havent really been around. like holy fucking shit, its really like some of yall just dont want a chunk of the trans community to exist. like some of yall are thisclose to saying it verbatum. way too many already have. 'shut up sit down be quiet and smile for us' type shit, gee where have i heard that before. oh yeah my entire life cause i was forcefully gendered as someones daughter. shock horror i know. you might be surprised to remember and/or learn that very few trans folks know theyre trans before we're 5, or even 10, and that that gendered experience stays with all of us in both/either small or large ways. either bc we literally dont have a solid identity yet (bc we're very small children), dont have the words, we're repressing it out of fear from how others will treat us, we're actually enjoying or enjoyed being another gender in our childhood, or we just genuinely didnt fuckin know until shit lined up later in life. weird isnt it that transmascs dont pop out as 6'1 brick shithouse cis men when we're born so yall know for certain that we're confused lost girls/women oops i mean big dangerous scary men. its almost like we're transgender too. none of yall actually know what intersectionality is or means
#my t#transandrophobia#yeah ill tag it why tf not#i just dont understand why transmasculinity is scrutinized and dissected like this within the trans community#when its just not the case for other gendered trans folks amongst themselves more often than not these days#which is a good thing! a really really good thing! but why are we scapegoating transmascs#''we need more weird trans people!!'' yall cant even handle like. a pre-everything trans guy coming out for the first time#yall cant handle a pre-everything tguy wearing a tshirt without tearing him to shreds & calling him shit like afag/theyfab & ukelele boy#im tired of my identity being treated as a debate. i had enough of that in highschool as#very literally. **the only trans kid in my grade** surrounded by cis teachers & peers USING ME AND MY BODY AS A TALKING POINT#i was the only one who wasnt deeply closeted that is. and holy fuck do i still not blame anyone for being closeted in that school#why is it only okay to try to separate trans ppl from our gender when we're not fem/me#why is one celebrated and the other treated like radioactive waste **within our own community**#god i need to find an irl community fuckin badly online trans circles are hell on earth#ill be describing smth that happened to me as a clocky tguy and someone else will say TO MY FACE#that what happened to me wasnt bc i was a clocky guy but purely bc i was trans#like i. what. how. how does that make any kind of fucking sense#i wouldnt be clocky if i wasnt trying to look like my gender. like i. hello?#would u say that to any other trans person or am i just that special?
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"They dehumanized the qunari in the first two games"
Yeah this game used to have themes of how everyone who isn't a human had it pretty fucking rough. They shouldn't be humanized because THEY'RE NOT HUMANS THEY'RE QUNARI. They shouldn't fit in your box because it's not their box. There's no justice to be had so they can just look and act like everyone else. They're literally IN THE LORE a little bit of a lot of things, elf, human, DRAGON, etc. They're not going to look visually appealing just because they have the same level of intelligence and same abilities as the rest of the races of thedas. This is a fantasy world.
VG never should've made them more human because it turned the Fandom into a bunch of spineless whiney babies about it. "Oh their depiction in DA2 is so animalistic, how could they do this disservice!" That's like looking me dead in the eyes and saying "that werewolf is too wolfy".... yeah it's a FUCKING WEREWOLF. Vg made them all just tall people with various shades of grey skin and horns. The only bit of bite they had left from previous games was the qun society itself and holy shit did they fuck that up. It became less about being a qunari and more about being in the qun, which was going well in dai because it was a lore opening. They threw that in the trash and made a new "bad guy" offset of the qun because people in the fandom kept applying real world shit to them.
Thedas didn't need your real world justice, it needed your fucking eyes and ears.
"Oh (insert race) is based off of (insert marginalized culture)." You don't know how fucking cringey that makes you sound and that shit is precisely what ruined the games. Now they're trying to not step on toes and you get the Disney-fied bullshit that veilguard was. The qunari are not Mongolians/Africans/Native Australians, they're qunari. The elves are not American Indigenous people, they're elves. This is Thedas not Earth. If yall just let them tell the fucking story the way they intended, we wouldn't have this mess.
I'm definitely missing key arguments here but I don't have the energy to articulate a full fucking rant rn. I'm aware this will be twisted like I'm saying some awful shit because the way I speak/type and what I mean tend to have a disconnect. That being said...discussions welcome. I'm not entertaining people who just wanna scream that I'm racist without reading this or without asking me to clarify.
#im not denying the real world inspiration for these cultures#but applying the real world to this game is literally what ruined it#anesthetic inspiration is different#“but the races were inslaved”#yeah that's world building#calm the fuck down#if we jumped at every dark gritty thing that happens we get oversanitized nonsense#all that matters is that YOU know slavery is wrong#seperate yourself from earth and walk in thedas#this will piss someone off and i dont care#its a fantasy game where horrible things happen#grow up#dragon age#dragon age 2#dragon age inquisition#dragon age veilguard#da#dragon age dreadwolf#rant#this fandom is a prison#this rant was all over the place as well#im seeing so many bad takes its ridiculous#sjw stupidity#dragon age qunari
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no offence but are you telling me that some people genuinely don't understand why they would use a scene from miguel's first tournament win, one where he was focused on winning at all cost, full of anger and fought dirty as a flashback during miguel's sekai taikai fight where he was told and shown to understand he can't go into a fight filled with anger or wanting revenge, acknowledged that he's going to fight for himself and how far he's come along with honouring everything johnny taught him, was told repeatedly that winning and point scoring isn't everything and to put everything out there, the good and the bad and just do his best and when fighting against axel, he fought clean and won fair and square.
#miguel diaz#cobra kai#cobra kai spoilers#ck spoilers#that scene is there to demonstrate how far he's come and how much he's grown and the major difference between the two tournament wins#sorry but none of this should even need to be explained - johnny literally says put everything; the wins and the losses on the mat#aka the good AND the bad and the show made it abundantly clear that miguel fighting dirty was NOT a good thing#like did people just forget that? that the show explicitly stated miguel fighting dirty was not a win or something to be proud of?#the show never said it was a good thing so why on earth would you ASSUME it was included as a flashback as a good thing?#because robby was involved?#also all the s1 flashbacks are the things that miguel learnt; things that made him stronger and helped him grow and develop#it's how storytelling works - it's what happened back in s1 & s2 and using them as a flashback reminds you of how far he's come#and sorry not sorry but this moment is about MIGUEL! it's not about robby! and if you understand that and what each of those#flashback moments represent TO MIGUEL and his journey than it's not hard to understand why they're there
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New article with more details (from Jason Schreier who first broke the story). If you can't see it, I'll copy the whole text under read more.
About 100 employees were laid off in total (8%) and one of the main reasons listed is "underperformance," "sharp drop in popularity" and "poor reception of Lightfall."
So you know when for the last year and a half content creators have been shitting and pissing on the game as a full-time job and the amount of negativity and ragebait content became the only thing to make content about for them? Well they certainly won't take the blame, but I will let it be known. These people either don't understand the influence they have or they do and they're doing it on purpose, and I don't know which of these two options is worse, but I am 100% confident that their campaign of rage and hate contributed to this.
You don't base your entire community around constantly hating everything about the only game you play (despite clearly not enjoying it anymore) and somehow avoid galvanising thousands and thousands of people into perceiving the game negatively. Imagine being employees who have barely worked there for 2 years and the only community reception they've seen is 24/7 hate train for their work and then they get fired because of "poor reception" and "drop in popularity." How can they not take that personally? I am absolutely devastated for these people who delievered a banger product and who were met with an unrelenting barrage of toxic gamer children which ended up having more sway over their boss than them.
Which brings me to the next bit and that's FUCK THE CEO. He is now my mortal enemy #1. I am projecting psychic blasts directly into his brain. What an absolute spineless coward who is more willing to bow down to fucking gamers than to protect his own employees. This is absolutely rage inducing because this has happened before. From the article from 2021 about the toxic culture at Bungie:
Reading this shit from the new article absolutely fucking sent me into blind rage because I immediately remembered this. Another instance of employees suffering because of comments on reddit. And because of toxic players. And proof that leadership is not protecting employees and is instead siding with players.
Match made in heaven. Asshole gamer content creators and asshole CEOs, all of whom sit at home on piles of money made from someone else's labour. I hope they all explode. None of the people that worked on this game deserve this.
Another article with an infuriating comment from the CEO:
In an internal town hall meeting addressing a Monday round of layoffs that impacted multiple departments, Bungie CEO Pete Parsons allegedly told remaining employees that the company had kept “the right people” to continue work on Destiny 2.
"Kept the right people." Really. Veteran composers weren't the right people? Die!
Bloomberg article in full:
Bungie’s decision to cut an estimated 100 jobs from its staff of about 1,200 followed dire management warnings earlier this month of a sharp drop in the popularity of its flagship video game Destiny 2. Just two weeks ago, executives at the Sony-owned game developer told employees that revenue was running 45% below projections for the year, according to people who attended the meeting. Chief Executive Officer Pete Parsons pinned the big miss on weak player retention for Destiny 2, which has faced a poor reception since the release of its latest expansion, Lightfall. The next expansion, The Final Shape, was getting good — not great feedback — and management told those present that they planned to push back the release to June 2024 from February, according the people, who asked not to be identified because they weren’t authorized to speak publicly. The additional time would give developers a chance to improve the product. In the meantime, Parsons told staff Bungie would be cutting costs, such as for travel, as well as implementing salary and hiring freezes, the people said. Everyone would have to work together to weather the storm, he said, leaving employees feeling determined to do whatever was needed to get revenue back up. But on Monday morning the news got worse: Dozens of staffers woke up to mysterious 15-minute meetings that had been placed on their calendars, which they soon learned were part of a mass layoff. Bungie laid off around 8% of its employees, according to documentation reviewed by Bloomberg. Bungie didn’t respond to requests for comment. Employees who were let go will receive at least three months of severance and three months of Bungie-paid COBRA health insurance, although other benefits, such as expense reimbursements, ended Monday, sending some staff racing to submit their receipts. Laid-off staffers will also receive prorated bonuses, although those who were on a vesting schedule following Sony Group Corp.’s acquisition of Bungie in January 2022 will lose any shares that weren’t vested as of next month. The layoffs are part of a larger money-saving initiative at Sony’s PlayStation unit, which has also cut employees at studios such as Naughty Dog, Media Molecule and its San Mateo office. TD Cowen analyst Doug Creutz wrote in a report Monday that “events over the last few days lead us to believe that PlayStation is undergoing a restructuring.” PlayStation president Jim Ryan announced last month that he plans to resign. Many of the layoffs at Bungie affected the company’s support departments, such as community management and publishing. Remaining Bungie staff were informed that some of those areas will be outsourced moving forward.
#destiny 2#bungie#long post#and like i don't care what's anyone's opinion on lightfall. it doesn't matter#the expansion is fine. there's some bad shit in there as there is in every expansion#literally nothing on this earth was so bad to deserve the amount of vitriol that lightfall got#it was purely motivated by hate and rage from people who have clearly lost their interest in the game a long time ago#no one else normal enough would respond even to a weaker expansion this way. and lightfall wasn't even weaker#literally nothing ever released in destiny deserves to have comments bad enough to end up affecting employees#there's been some bad expansions/dlcs/seasons. whatever. none of them were like... gollum level. not even close#people genuinely treated lightfall like it personally killed their dog. it was insane. the reaction to it was insane.#it stemmed from people who should have stopped playing a long time ago and stopped being content creators for one game#i can't even properly explain just how long and tireless the ragebait content campaign for destiny has been#opening youtube and seeing 10 videos in a row of just complaining and bitching#opening twitter and seeing thousands upon thousands of posts and comments dedicated solely to hating the game#imagine being an employee trying to maintain some communication with the community#hippy was relentlessly bullied by people I've seen suddenly lamenting that she was fired. you caused this#they will never accept even a miniscule portion of the blame for this ofc. they will just keep claiming they don't have that influence#but they do. it's been proven years ago. in the same way#community comments DO reach devs and community comments DO influence what happens to them and the game#'the event is bad' 'meta is bad' 'pvp is bad' 'raid is bad' 'story is bad' stop playing. no longer asking.#it's a video game. if you hate it stop playing. you don't have to justify it to hundreds of thousands of people and take them with you#especially when it leads to employees taking the fall#so to all content creators who are appalled and baffled after spending 2 years hating the game: you did this.#and to the ceo even more: explode into dust and be forgotten
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I need twitter and elon to burn to the ground NOW
#memos#im so sick of looking at it#it just feels so much more disgusting than ever after what’s happened#if I want my art to be seen i have to post it on the place where the guy who run’s it helped tr*mp win#literal hell on earth
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injured my hand in a truly incomprehensible way yesterday
#quite literally nothing happened to it#unless that branch hit me in some secret weak point#i don't think it even hit me that hard#but even a day later i can't move my finger without significant pain#and it was even enough to wake me up if i put pressure on it while i was asleep#what on earth
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sylusmc gladiator au… you move me.
#lads spoilers#lnds spoilers#. totally did not expect for them to go the childhood friends to lovers route with sylus but they did#. they did this for me#. angst included#. the art for timelock key is so gorgeous i really hope we get art like this for all the li’s 🥹#. there is sooo much to say after reading his chapter ..#. i love their chemistry .. the way they fight together#. it’s like mc is free and able to use any strategy because she knows sylus will keep up#. they are both truly trusting of each others abilities :’3#. i love it .. i love it#. ‘with you here i only need one plan.’ / ‘with you- guaranteed victory.’#. sobble bobble ….#. horrible things happening in the dilly brain#. i love sylus soooo much … it’s crazy#. when he placed a bet on you LOL …….. guy who just loves his wife#. i am so emo about this#. i do enjoy how they casually dropped ‘oh yeah btw you guys were apart of this random fight to the death thing but decided to both run away#. together but then you were split apart as you were escaping and that’s why you landed on earth and he had to find you again.’#. AND THATS LITERALLY ALL THEY MENTION OF IT#. LIKE WHAT ELSE HAPPENED HOW DID WE EVEN GET THERE#. no but this is okay because we can always make up for it with our imagination and fic writing abilities#. i was blown away …#. just look at baby sylus 🥲 in the arena#. this is killing me bad#. sylusmc were never enemies to lovers !!!!!!!!!#. they were constantly pitted against each other !!!!!!!#. in the end they are always each others protector :(#. each others safe house#. a hand to hold … one might say
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Personal vent time
This is a purely personal complaint but I think one of the major reasons why I'm so disappointed with how things are currently going in the manga is how they kept teasing us with this "once the agency is together there isn't anything we can't do" thing and ultimately divided them again AND killed off Kunikida. They took the idea away before we even got anything 😭😭



They even had Atsushi say this in one chapter ago which got my hopes high and now obviously it's not gonna happen with how easily Amenogozen can slurp people up. I know eventually it's gonna be a SSKK battle in the end but heck, I'd take any crumbs they would offer but give us something?? I just wanna see some ADA action, is that too much to ask for?? 😭😭
#bungou stray dogs#armed detective agency#yosano katai kyouka and even lucy has been gone for a g e s#including ango#what on earth is happening anymore 😭😭#someone seriously remind me if there has been any team moment that i missed cuz i genuinely remember nothing#there was even that time when kunikida and tanizaki were tgt but Fukuchi ended them in 2 seconds#IT WAS LITERALLY THE SAME AS WHAT HAPPENED IN THIS CHAP#like why cant they have one good fighting moment together#how much longer till they ACTUALLY get to fight together??#im sorry half my tags probably dont even make sense#I'm just a simple girl who wants to see ada again#pls tell me i'm not the only one#bsd spoilers
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Wow. We’re so back? I don’t know why but I have been feeling so great this week. And not just “okay” but actively happy, giddy, full of zest for life and whatnot!
#and this is despite being in a couple thousand of debt for the secondhand car I just had to buy to replace my old car which died!#and despite having just had covid!#like yesterday I was just washing the dishes and I was like ‘why is my face sore’ and realised it was bc I had been smiling the whole time#like just passively. and I keep feeling my heart leap with joy at random moments and my resilience has come back#stuff just isn’t getting me down. I dropped a clean fork on the floor and didnt go ‘ughhh fuck my stupid life’ or whatever I’d usually say#and nothing actively good happened. I’m just like this now like a switch was flipped. I don’t understand but I’m grateful!#and I don’t feel lonely either? I’ve been in my room with the curtains drawn for a week and not going outside or leaving my bed much#(because I had covid)#but I don’t feel isolated or like I’m missing out on anything. I’m actually kinda relishing it#I literally haven’t felt this way since like 2019 and it was out-of-the-blue that time too. and that was the best year of my life#like I feel reborn almost. again. no idea why on earth this has happened to me (twice now??) but I’m glad!!#i was really not doing well for the past like. year. because lots of bad things happened and I just in general wasn’t feeling like myself#but I feel SO myself right now. I feel like I actually know who I am and what I want#ive even been doing creative stuff again when its been SUCH a struggle in recent years#drawing feels so much easier and I feel like I have the energy to try new things#anyway. that’s a lot of tags. I’m just really happy that I can be happy again!
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