#literally just yearning rn
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#my chemical romance#mcr#mcr5#gerard way#frank iero#mikey way#ray toro#5oon#emily skaja#t.s. eliot#literally just yearning rn
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single femmes who stay inside all day and only go out to go to work, daydreaming about a butch just randomly bumping into them in the way the romantic movies do. i just want to let you know you are real, seen, and loved.
#like you know how they just bump into each other#and their stuff goes flying everywhere and they're both like omg im so sorry#and then they help each pick up each others stuff and the ''magic touch'' happens#WHEN WILL IT BE ME#lesbian#lesbian yearning#femme posting#dykeposting#femme4butch#femme4stud#sapphic#butch4femme#femme#femme dyke#queer posting#literally daydreaming about it rn as im on my PS5 😭
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Fuck he makes my brain so so mushy, heart pounding so loudly and gets me blushing way too easily!!! I love giving them my entire heart, knowing I'll be treated so so softly and caringly !!!!!
#xochimilli writes#🫀puppy#hehe reading every message she's ever sent to me and blushing so so fucking much even if he's just saying yummy or saying hi#I AM SO FUCKING RAHHHH I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM#i would literally give him my soul and heart for her to keep forever and ever if i could#shit i am just soooooo so aaa romantic love is nice feely#he's my first ever romantic love and i..... jdjddjksksjs fuCK#they're sleeping eeping rn and FUCK I WANNA SLEEP EEP ON HIS FLOOR NEXT TO THEIR BED RAHHHH#I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH IN EVERY WAY AAAAA aaa a a aaaa#if i drew a diagram of my heart.... it would only have their name all over it...#all of it is theirs.... i think i said that already JDJFKFKF#xochi goes crazy in his tags yipppeee#my puppy#🫀💛#my sweetheart#my boyfriend#my love#ftm t4t#t4t mlm#t4t nblm#t4t yearning#t4t#lgbt yearning#nblm yearning#trans yearning#queer#soft mlm#soft love#puppyboy#kitty boy
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tormented by the competing urges to kick sy around like the footbal and to nurse him back to health like a baby bird
#ramblings#obviously these go hand in hand quite easily#and also i literally am in the middle of a long fic that us the baby bird aspect#but like i really want to do the football punting rn#i yearn for whump#and i mean like obviously sy trauma is built into the setting of MotT but its never going to be so explicitly shown#and also pacing wise it probably won't even be touched upon for a ehile yet#i just wanna bully sy....... i yearn for gratuitous violence
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yall ever want to use a person as a stim toy. like i just want to sit and do my thing but i want to brush my fingers against his skin while i do it. you feel me?
#🌀#my demolition lover <3#this is literally nothing im aware i just really want physical touch rn#let me pet my boy pls#auti4auti#autistic mlm#autistic#neurodiversity#neurodivergent#mlm#alterous#achillean#queerplatonic#gay#alterous yearning#mlm thoughts#nd4nd
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Nobody could have prepared me for how despicably down bad Louis is for Armand in the books. Y'all this is literally the first time these two formally meet:
“I found him pressed against me, his arm around my chest, his lashes so close I could see them matted and gleaming above the incandescent orb of his eye, his soft, tasteless breath against my skin. It was delirium. I moved to get away from him, and yet I was drawn to him and I didn’t move at all, his arm exerting its firm pressure, his candle blazing now against my eye, so that I felt the warmth of it; all my cold flesh yearned for that warmth, but suddenly I waved to snuff it but couldn’t find it, and all I saw was his radiant face, as I had never seen Lestat’s face, white and poreless and sinewy and male. The other vampire. All other vampires. An infinite procession of my own kind.”
#The Vampire Chronicles#Louis de Pointe du Lac#Armand#Interview with the Vampire#DELIRIUM!!!!#YEARNING!!!#AN INFINITE POSSESSION OF MY OWN KIND!!!!#literally going insane rn#also louis explicitly saying armand was hotter than lestat by a country mile is killing me#its also hilarious to imagine that claudia is also just there watching all this go down#I CANNOT wait for Jacob and Assad to recreate this moment#mine
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i Hate being sick
#♡.gabi barks#hatehatehatehatehate Sickness and colds and being sick and#Eugh. i feel gross. i feel icky. i hate it.#the cocd is so bad guys. sososo bad. its awful#i just want to be normal and not sick and be on my phone#ill reply to asks soon but. i have been going through it#been deprived of my dogtime#calling it dogtime and not what I Call It bcs im possessive….#been deprived of dogtime and have had stuffy nose and been tryinf to ignore my cold by still doing my makeup wnd trying to Appear Normal#but i cant do it anymore 💔💔💔i slept So Much today#not even like. the Amount of sleep. just how many times i slept or took a nap#i think s because i Usually hibernate at the beginning of my cold so i can sleep through the fever and the worst of it#but. didnt want to bcs… dogtime..#and now its catching up to me…#literally hibernating and my sustenance is cough drops to soothe my throat#also. cant even sleep rn bcs s dark and i watched two scary movies n im a scaredy cat and i cant stop thinking of it#need my guard dog 💔💔💔 i feel ill#WHATEVER GOODNIGHT. sorry for yearning…. im sick u have to look past it…#goodnigjt i love u all#merry (late) christmas im sorry i didnt post anything butlike i said.. sick#just know i love every single one of u and i appreciate you all soso much and im happy u all enjoy my work and sometimes even enjoy#interacting with little ol me <3 love u guys im kissing you all rn
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Ugh I hate living in a small town sm 😫 I’ve been around the same people entire life and all I want is to find a cute girl to cuddle with but there’s literally no lesbians here 😢
Honestly feeling like I’m gonna be alone and a virgin forever (yes I know that sounds pathetic but stfu I’m in my sad girl era) cuz there’s just like no one here to really get with here. Everyone’s either homophobic or old or both. It sucks :/
#doesn’t help that I don’t really drive either#so it’s not like I can really drive anywhere to meet anyone#hate it here#there’s literally like six thousand people and most of them are old and homophobic#feeling really touch starved rn#I just want some cuddles#okay sorry rant over#not nsft#for once lol#wlw#sapphic#lesbian#wlw yearning#sapphic yearning#lesbian yearning#wlw and nblw only#sapphic problems#lesbian problems
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when im in a yearning competition and my opponent is toshiro kasukabe
#persona 5 tactica#toshiro kasukabe#we dont talk enough about how pathetic toshiro is when it comes to eri. he just melts#like he yearned for her SO MUCH during the time period when they were separated#like. he always thinks of her and in leblanc he tends to think about her and he even said he always thinks of seeing her again#its so much to the point the physical manifestation of his soul is LITERALLY HER#THATS CRAZY#sorry just yapping rn#even in the 3rd kingdom the clock is stuck at 6pm (eri train accident time)#he just couldnt move on#toshiro said he keeps thinking about reaching out to eri again. but what about eri#did she think of seeing him again too??#i imagine she tries to reach out every once in a while#but toshiro just. he tortures himself by letting his phone keep ringing with eri on the other line#because he thinks he doesnt deserve to see her again after all that#oh toshiro you dont know how much she loves you. she doesnt hate you at all#and its like. wait I'll try to make this comprehensive#eri found toshiro in their school days. she was the one who came up to him and offered him help#and after the whole train incident toshiro just. pushes himself away because oh god he thinks he did that to her#but no#she finds him AGAIN. and i think thats beautiful#and as toshiro turns around and sees eri THE WHOLE SCENE CHANGES INTO A LIGHT PINK#yes its romantic n stuff but its such a good moment that toshiro realizes that eri still loves him as much as he loves her#AGHHH MY T4TS EVER#and by t4ts i mean toshiros the wife and eri is the husband#its 12am im pulling thoughts from my ass#eritoshi#persona 5 tactica spoilers
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My coworker trying to set me up with any man that comes in is absolutely hilarious.
Was the technician cute? Yeah kinda. But he also turned out to have a wife and a 19 year old child so my initial “ah he’s a technician and therefore and expert and therefore probably way too old for me” was absolutely correct.
Also one of our coworkers but while he’s cute he smokes which is an instant dealbreaker. Like if I come in when he’s smoking I have to hold my breath through my mask it’s so fucking bad. (This goes for everyone that smokes outside the entry door but. Anyway)
#she’s. yeah. I’m not bringing up that I’m queer. she’d probably be ok bc she knows a coworker has a boyfriend but. I don’t want to.#shatters’ fragments#shatters’ nonexistent love life#and again. I’m not going to try to build a life with you if I don’t generally feel safe with you#and most people don’t wear masks anymore#so I’d never really feel safe with them#and this is kinda huge for like. boundaries I enforce and revelations#bc I’d rather be lonely than six feet under now#whereas before if you promised to say you love me I’d let you do anything to me#which. I know. is Bad#and it’s all still hypothetical bc I haven’t fucking dated anyone#and still flip flop on if I even want to (the yearning says yes. the mind says uh. no wtf not right now at the very least)#bc the physical touch I yearn for is. again. literally. a cuddly cat would be perfect fuck people I don’t need them.#and if it’s sex (which I am also unsure I want bc texturally it’s a nightmare for me) I have toys#like yeah maybe my bar is on the floor ‘wears a mask and is nice’#but also my willingness to use some Time that I could be doing literally anything else (art/friends/etc) to be now put aside for a romance??#UNSURE#sure it would be easier if someone else finds someone for me. but do I even want that?#(visions of being snug in the middle both being spooned and spooning another dance in my head.)#(but toss a heat bag over my waist and nestle myself between two giant stuffies and it’s close enough on my twin bed anyway)#hmm. could always say If You Want Any Chance At Grandkids You Have To Pay For My Therapy but. hmmm (I’m still owed therapy bc I said so)#(they took it as a joke when I said if they went with that option they’d owe me therapy for it though)#bc fuck bodily autonomy of children amiright 😭#I used to have crushes that I would TRY so hard for. but currently I just? don’t. well.#maybe that one couple that has come to both my workplaces as customers were nice THEYRE CUTE and they wear masks. for them I’d try probably#but there’s literally no reason to assume they’d ever want me. or that they’re polyamorous. or that they’re open. or anything.#but I very much enjoy seeing them around town every time I do :)#I always prefer to be enamoured with characters instead. it’s safe bc it’s not real. (I don’t want to examine that rn)#I’ll probably turn right around and change my mind and have a crush on my Sailing Guy again next time I see him but. alas. he’s wonderful#idk idk. I should. I should get up and have food
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yes i agree!!! i am single and happy that way as well, not searching for anyone to date rn because i don’t wanna. i’m happy with my fish and frogs and myself 😌 it isn’t shameful and i have no clue where that anon or the person who called you a femcel got that from. and even if you were a femcel, so what??? i could name a million WORSE things that a person could be but okay… 🤨 don’t worry about it too much!!! haters are jealous of your game.
-anon who thought you had 100 cats
hell yeah me too!!! it started because an anon clocked me w a message that said that it seems like i’ve been single for a while, and i was like HOW did they get that thru my blog like how am i blogging like someone who is single? how would they know that? i was so confused so i sent it to my irl and she (whom i love dearly) was like no dude they’re right it’s giving desperate & femcel energy and i was like HELLO?? REALLY?? HOW?? im not upset at all i am just so confused as to what is giving that energy, i’m just girlblogging!!!
#i can understand yearning but desperate? i am chillin so hard rn#to me my blog is fun and cutesy and maybe even dare i say cozy#i still don’t know how people can tell one’s relationship status thru tumblr like it genuinely does not make sense to me at all#it still doesn’t make sense to me so if u know please let me know#i feel like i’m normal idk#ALSO it’s not that serious i’m not upset or anything i’m just so confused on HOW so i needed to ask the audience#like femcel is CRAZY right i’m literally just chilling#am i losing my damn mind#also if shes reading this hi babe heart u#no hate to this friend btw i just NEEDED to know if my followers got the same impression from me
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uughhgh I wanna get dicked down so bad but the idea of actually having sex with another person is incredibly unappealing
#txt#like. yeah im definitely ace. but also very gay and horny. picka struggle good god#im at work rn and have literally nothing to do. im just here cause i have to be. and im bored as hell. so im yearning ig
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very much having one of those nights when the yearning mice have seemingly discovered megaphones
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#y’know. the yearning mice. the mice that yearn.#do they know what they yearn for?#not really tbh#but they sure to yearn anyway!!!!#and that’s me rn#what do i want? no clue!#but i want something i know that much#do i want to lazily cuddle with someone?#do i wanna run away and start a new life?#or just disappear into the forest?#do i want to LITERALLY run? like am i just wanting an intense workout??#i genuinely do not know#i feel restless#things are changing so fast and instead of digging my heels in#part of me desperately wants to see if i can outrun them#the changes can’t come if i change first#maybe it’s about wanting control back#who knows. not me.#personal
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God, I just wanna lay across your lap as you punish me play with me & tease me.
#literally all I want rn#all I literally think about#but it’s just a dream and not reality#I will continue to yearn
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#I am horrible at being lesbian rn#on all levels but physical I wanna fuck/be with my best friend#who also happens to be a guy#and it’s so frustrating bc like my body goes ‘ew man’ whenever I’m close to him#but I’m literally unable to sleep bc I sent him an ‘I miss you’ text and ja hasn’t replied in 2 hours#(it’s 2 am)#like I’m literally thinking thoughts about yearning and absence#BUT ITS A GUY AND IM ALSO PHYSICALLY DISGUSTED BY HIM????#sorry for my rant but jfc body can you chill can you ether be bi or just not make me desire a man despite my gayness????
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It's probably a result of Missing My Boyfriemd (/lh) but... rn I'm just in the mood to submit so much easier than I usually do 👉👈
Just wanna nuzzle into him, bucking my hips on nothing, til he presses his leg between my thighs and lets me grind on that. Then I wanna be taken care of since I'll be so good for him already <3
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#⚡️ partner if you see this dhmfhsndhsj no you dont /j /nsrs#⚡️ I know I literally see you tomorrow I am just yearning 👉👈#☀️bottom moods#⚡️#⚡️ but yeah usually when I feel subby I feel like bein a brat and making myself have to work for it but rn I just...... 🥺 wanna be good 👉👈
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