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#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing#writerscommunity#fanfic writer#fanfic#writers#fanfic writing#my wips#wip#writing memes#incredibles meme#literally discussing one yesterday and shes like 'wait which one are we talking about??'#my only response was 'thats fair its this one where...'#thats not kissing to music emojis btw#apparently there isnt a whistling emoji so i made one up
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I think Iâm healing.
Two specific moments.
I was teaching adult sex Ed at church yesterday. âOur whole lives.â Talking about consent and discussing what you want w your partner etc. the important shit.
One of my teaching partners whom I adore says he just finished reading the Handmaidâs Tale.
I responded surprisingly coherently. I lean over and say- Iâll share that Iâve written. ALOT of fan fiction for that story. Bc - the show fucked it up.
Heâs like how? Itâs a happy ending! Nick gets her out of the house!
Iâm like yea. Yea. So imagine if seasons 2 and 3 are her back in the house? Being raped and tortured?
Heâs like ⊠what?
And it was so validating. Like yea. Someone bought rights to a SACRED romantic feminist warning tale. And MADE IT INTO MISOGYNY PORN. Bc rape wins EMMYS!
Someone brings up the testaments.
Iâm like yup. Atwood saw where they were going. And wrote the ending. Which is love and hope. And she ensured nick couldnât be killed.
The original author wrote more. To save her narrative.
Thatâs what fic is. The reclaiming of narratives. By the people most effected by the stories.
Then I quietly, casually mention. That if (if) he watches the show, which I donât recommend beyond S1- IF he does. IF he gets to the S4 finale. To remind me to send him my 2 fics I wrote in 2018 that, combined, are the ending. Six feet deep and Ride or Die. I donât know if the writers read fic. Or if we had parallel identical visions for what a happy ending looks like in Gilead- but either way- it makes me feel - like all the time I spent in that world meant something. Like it was valid and real and important. To me and others. Like I was on the right wavelength. My guess was close to the final answer.
Anyway be proud someone mentioned Nick Blaine in a social setting and I didnât black out. I like- communicated all of that in 3 sentences. Yea. Thatâs one of my favorite stories. Iâve written a lot for them. Lmk if you get more into it. DONE! Like a normal person!!!
K so - then tonight my new friend (yes I have healed enough to make a new friend. I survived.) loves smut. Loves it. Seeks it out. Someone left a new comment on an old story tonight and it made my whole night. And my friend goes- send me a link! And I did! Bc Iâm like- fully healed and ok with integrating the parts of myself? I donât have to be high or drunk to be my sexual self. Iâm not ashamed of that part of me? Itâs not gross or bad. Like - this friend was AT THE ADULT SEX ED CLASS I TAUGHT! We are literally on the same page! She likes smut! I write smut! Itâs ok!
Anyway. Big developments.
And, most âšmagickal âšof all, Iâm finally working on my original story.
2 chapters down.
Itâs for all of you tumblr ppl. The way THT fic was for and about fandom ppl. HOS is about us. Filthy tumblr smut folk. Cannot wait to share it. Prob need about a year.
Iâm glad Iâm still alive.
I did not think healing was possible.
How fucking cool.
#if youâre struggling my DMâs are open#I love you#you matter#it will get better#recovery#nick Blaine
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mass effect replay thoughts, episode 11
episode 1Â /Â episode 2Â /Â episode 3Â /Â episode 4Â /Â episode 5Â /Â episode 6Â /Â episode 7Â /Â episode 8Â /Â episode 9 / episode 10
haven't updated these in a while! we're almost at the end of mass effect 3 now lmao. thoughts on mass effect 2 for the meantime?
we killed mordin solus in cold blood; did the math and everything--i enjoy padok wiks' company a LOT more. christ, he's weird. i like him
i'm never fucking playing arrival again, i swear on wrex's bollocks. a tiny room and five pyros??? NO THANK YOU
speaking of, if grandpa hackett doesn't stop calling me on my damn bananaphone the minute i enter a system where he's committed another war crime....... THIS PHONE IS FOR BANANERGENCIES ONLY
during every playthrough of me2 i successfully repress the memory of that damn reaper skeleton. it punches me in the face every time
the amount of times during me2 that chat was like "oh yeah that's an old bug," including for bugs i'd not encountered on my own before???????
now what about mass effect 3?
meeting anderson again: I HEAR YOU'RE AN ADMIRAL NOW, FATHER! GOOD FOR YOU!
that lil pat of shep's tummy after months under house arrest. father pls (i love their dynamic so much)
as always, we're fetching garrus first, as is proper and correct. we're not romancing him in this one, and i love how so few of their lines actually change. they're not together, but they adore and rely on each other. there's no shepard without vakarian, ain't ever gonna change
you know whom i do not adore? kai leng. god, i hate that railroady flippy bitch
he's not scary, he's not even interesting, he's just a plot device. BORING
which reminds me (sob): shep's fully ready to jump thane's bones in the atrium of a hospital. down, girl
speaking of: we're in love with traynor now, she's delightful. we played sweaty chess
speaking of speaking of: every stream we have a ten-minute section where we talk about how literally everything about mass effect would be better if everyone was queer
yesterday we played omega dlc and my GOD. the belligerent sexual tension, cut it with a knife. bioware are cowards for not just letting aria and nyreen fuck nasty on the floor of any of the dozen elevators we were on. shep can watch, she'd like it
(if you also like it, listen to "temper temper" by black pistol fire)
the section with the adjutants prowling around in the dark is my favourite thing in the world, it's so well done
"ask the ghosts if honour matters" is a raw af line
i can't believe that mr vega asks if we can adopt that husk head and then it ends up in my cabin anyway
also can't believe how married messers vega and cortez are I LOVE THEM SO MUCH YOUR HONOUR
steeb :'((
i've been having a rough time and i think a hug from jimmy vega would fix me. just compress me, bro
LEGIOOOOON :'((((
oh my god when grunt does the thing and you think he's gone and then he comes stumbling out of the cave and collapses
love how shep is like A LIL HELP HERE and garrus comes swaggering up leisurely to collect his krogan son (we're not dating but we're definitely co-parenting)
ADAMS IS SO HAPPY HIS ENGINEER DAUGHTER TALI IS BACK
i love tali's character arc
WE CURED THE GENOPHAGE BITCHES
dalatrass can go and sulk for all eternity, don't give a shit. wrex did the right thing
oh lookie here, ashley magically isn't racist anymore! hate how there's no discussion of that in the game. the writers just quietly retconned that shit when it could've been a genuine example of growth--something the other members of the og crew all got lmao.
fuck cerberus
FUCK CERBERUS
can't wait to blow up all the reapers
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Now that I'm home, face wiped off, bra off, changed into pajamas, let me tell you about this dogshit meeting.
First, some context: I've mention our overall team director, the one who's been on vacation for easily a month and a half of the total time I've been working for the city (since the end of Feb) and who also as a Reasonable Accommodation to work from home outside of the permitted 2 days per our union and the pilot program the city launched so some weeks she's literally only in the office one day, and then she has so many meetings it's hard to actually discuss anything. She shifts meetings and calendar events all the time.
She is constantly unprepared for meetings - emails sit for months and documents and memos also linger - and she's not only always talking about how overwhelming her email is, but she lets people know *in the meetings* that she is *just at that moment* reading the email or document being discussed.
My boss and I have sent several items to her that didn't get any responses (unless and until we cornered her in the office when she's in the office) and on that Big Project I'm still technically waiting to hear whether it's moving forward, she's been a bigger obstacle to our making progress and doing things than both NYC OMB and the budget and migrant crises, which is saying something. She's one of the biggest reasons why we've had to keep adjusting our plans and the work we're trying to do and she keeps either not paying attention or not being clear with us so we're constantly struggling. It's to the point where our other agency partners are openly asking me "Do you even want to work on this? Are you actually prioritizing this? It's a little ridiculous that we have other offices and divisions asking us to participate and you all keep holding things up and not doing anything".
All this to say that today was our monthly coordinating meeting with two of our key other partners in the agency. We have a lot of projects or topics that we needed to discuss and make decisions on.
Things get kicked off with the bulk of one of the other partner teams not being available, so we were initially going to try to shift some things. Then we got someone and could move forward with the original agenda/list of topics.
Y'all...she was the one who put the agenda together. And she made it very clear that she had basically not read or ignored the email (which I flagged for her! Yesterday!) that the other partner team's lead had sent with all of the details. So she was asking for him to provide and go over stuff that is not only in the email, which I flagged, but which is also now at least a month old from when it was originally sent. And we didn't make a decision. She and I apparently are going to "discuss" this and "get some insight" from program teams in our office/division and then come back.
We then moved on to the next topic, and she was a little incoherent and mentioned the memo that I and my boss and another coworker put together which she has decided now needs to go to senior leadership and which she is editing. A memo that was sent to her *in July*, I want to emphasize. And, again, no decision.
The next topic was The Big Project. And the other team's lead directly asked "Have you guys done anything like we discussed?" and she floundered and I had to jump in and tell him what I'd told him separately, which is no, because we'd been told we were waiting for xyz from senior leadership and so nothing has moved forward except the draft stuff I sent to senior leadership a few weeks ago. And then my boss mentioned the changes we'd made and my boss completely, again, either hadn't paid attention to the emails or wasn't agreeing with us and hadn't let us know until then so she started trying to go back on things and make further changes and I almost lost my shit but fortunately I was muted on the call so no one heard me.
And now tomorrow my boss has scheduled a meeting with me, her, and the overall team director to make sure we're all on the same page. I told my boss that I'm hesitant at this point because of the issues we've had with the director and the other obstacles involved. I also flat out said "If she could read her email and be prepared in advance, it would help. Because this was embarrassing."
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Wanna see the funniest thread of texts to wake up to ever-
It's either go back to college and get the psych degree or do what you're doing but not like that. The average viewer would go,
"Does she know what you're doing?"
The answer to that is yes, kinda, I think she does. I told her that I already talk about Milgram online and plan to make videos about it. So, I have to assume she knows.
Oh then no problem-
She does not want it to be about Milgram and is basically asking me to do intermediate counseling similar to an advice column in a daily newspaper. Something that came about yesterday. Because we were having a conversation about media due to discussing Milgram. A work she has deemed inappropriate for kids and society.
After she explained why she believed that which I explained,
"The complaints you have aren't about the media but media literacy as a whole. A piece of media can only go as far as the person viewing it allows it to."
This led to a conversation about the younger generation, which again tied back to media literacy. Then I woke up to these after do not disturb cut off at seven in the morning. Just to think,
"Boy, do I have a surprise for you-"
Wait, hold on to stop admitting you were at the devil's sacrament to our mother each time you talk to her. She looked up the series last night and is baptist we are going to get it, bro. Literally shut up about Milgram for ten seconds, I'm begging- Yeah, well, beg harder- because this task keeps getting failed.
I fully plan to bring it up when I go to clean at my grandma's house Friday. Vacuuming my grandma's room,
"Grandma, do you think there's anything that can justify or excuse someone killing another person?"
Our sweet old grandma (80s), whose first love is religion, and did volunteer work at our family church up into her seventies probably would say,
"No, though I'd suppose it'd depend on the circumstances."
She would also probably laugh at the question. The family response to Milgram has consistently been well- I have to know why they did it first to judge it. Like elaborate. Or in my mom's case oh that's so dark the things your generation gets into I swear. I like to ask my family's opinion on this stuff because I just genuinely want to know, and it makes for good discussion.
Since my family members are all very opinionated people. Except for my older brother, he's very chill and just usually lets the characters get away with it because whatever it is simply is not his business. Talking to people with various different circumstances on what they think about milgram is very interesting. Because half the time I can just go ah I see why you see it that way. Like my mom was like,
"Well, how can you prove her murder wasn't the abortion?" In regards to Yuno because her first song doesn't show anyone else there. Then I said there are other people implied to be involved, though. She again said implied but not shown. This is without watching it, but listening to me discuss her case. Her whole thing is since we don't really see Yuno with any other people outside of the implication she is with others it could rightfully make it difficult for people to believe she's in here for killing anyone at all and it's not like abortion counts as murder so no crime has occurred here.
Then I brought up how it'd be nice if that's true but guilt by association is a thing. We know at least several people within Milgram have killed directly and one bluntly asks why someone would bring a bunch of acquitted murderers together. For any of them to be acquitted evidence of a crime or at least probable cause something that ultimately implies the death of a living person has transpired for one would be needed to take them to court at all.
Now this character could be lying but the character that the stand in for the audience is subordinate to says if this was just about the law then we wouldn't need to be here. Making it more like that Kazui is telling the truth about the acquitted part. Since if they were all legally acquitted of any wrong doing already then if we were just going by modern law we would not need to be here. Abortion is also still legal in Japan so they couldn't criminally charge Yuno for using one of her legal rights. That'd be odd.
At which point she went, yeah, given that information, it does become more questionable if abortion is her crime or not and I wouldn't really think it was myself but still this all so dark. It's like it's teaching people how to get away with murder. Circling into what we discussed at the beginning of this post.
Though it was a really fun conversation. Also, no- I haven't told my mom about Mikoto. I would like to tentatively know peace.
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I'm waiting at the airport to pick up some camp people. I am pretty sure I know the one but I don't recognize the other name. They were both actually supposed to come in at 7 and it's almost 830. Thankfully I was watching the tracking and saw when it got delayed. I'm making it work even if I'm gonna be home a lot later then I expected.
Today was kind of a weird day. I felt stuck a lot. I sort of wished I did end up going to camp to get something done because I felt like I had a lot of time I didn't fill well. I tried but it just was a weird day.
I didn't feel great last night and woke up at 730 just to text Heather to see if they needed me and fell back asleep until 830 when she texted me that they didn't need me and I was like sounds good. And confirmed information about the airport pickups. And then just spent some time laying there. I felt like I was hearing a weird metallic/computer bell sound over and over and asked James but they said they didn't hear anything. It was bothersome.
I got up and got dressed and things were good. I spent a little time pulling outfits for the week since I never got around to that yesterday.
I would lounge around for a while. Did a little knitting. James made me a quesadilla. And then they went out and I spent 45 minutes vacuuming.
I just kind of felt directionless today. Like I could have been doing many things but I knew I had things to do later so it was hard to get motivated. I would mostly just spend time watching videos.
Eventually I took a bath just to shave my legs. Just to do something. And then finally it was time to leave for my rhumatologist appointment.
Which honestly didn't go how I thought. Like I got my medication and blood work. But I thought we were switching me to at home. And so I brought up at the desk that I didn't know how to order the medication. And she was like. I also don't know but this other person will. So I waited because he was on the phone.
Then I got called back for blood work and it was a different lady and she told me that being dehydrated doesn't have anything to do with my blood being slow to come out. But she also couldn't get my vein on my left arm to give her any blood. Literally just a trickle came out even when she wiggled it. So we switched to a butterfly needle and my right arm and it worked much better.
Then back to the waiting room. Where I did talk to the guy and he was like. You can't just switch to home. You have to request it and then get approved and then be trained on how to do it. And I was like. Okay. Well I asked about this two months ago. And last month they said that this month I would get trained. And he was just. Very much not on board. And said we could discuss it with the doctor again. And I just said forget it I'll figure out getting back here even though it'll be inconvenient because of camp.
The medical assistant was super nervous. I think she's like recently graduated. But she was super nice and complimentary. She kept telling me how much she liked my makeup and outfit and vibe. I told her how my chest hurts and I have been feeling bruised and she passed that info on but no one seemed to concerned. Especially since I wasn't hurting as much today. Just a little short of breath.
The injections went well. I told her how I get white splotches and she said that was super weird. So if it happens again I'll take pictures to show her.
I headed home after that. The plan was to have dinner and then James would put gas in the car and I would head to the airport. This is when I checked their flights and realized they were delayed almost two hours.
Annoying but not the worst thing. So I would sort of flit around the apartment. James went and got us cookies while they were putting gas in the car. And when they got back we chilled on the couch and eventually I went and worked on some knitting.
I would leave the house a little before 8. It's not a long drive here but it will be to camp. Which is fine I don't care. But also stressful!! Because they don't have service.
When I got here I saw that their flight just landed so I drove over to arrivals to see if I could find a spot to get them. I did find a good sign for British airways and then came back to the cellphone lot to wait.
I was able to get their Instagrams and then message them. And then coordinate them finding each other. Which they did. They didn't know they were on the same flight. Which makes sense. And now they are in customs. And when they are through I'll go grab them and we'll head to camp.
Tomorrow I have art with a heart. And then another airport run. Well see if that one is late too.
I hope you are all safe out there and having a good time. The sky was pink when the sun set tonight. The little bit of rain today was a blessing.
Goodnight everyone.
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The reason why this is bothering me is also because she is literally with a man who was doing nazi salute, is a racist, is a misogynist while she herself spoke up against it and said " Thereâs literally nothing worse than white supremacy. Itâs repulsive. There should be no place for it." As a POC WHY IS SHE WITH A MAN WHO DID THIS WHEN SHE HERSELF IS AGAINST IT? Dont even get me started on the disgusting comments he made about her
i know it, and i hear you all and share in this distress and empathize so much, it's just really hard because we can't affect or change it, which makes me unsure where we go from here.
my inbox was overflowing, but i didn't publicly talk much about the breakup because i was hesitant to speak about something we honestly have next to no information about, and for me (i know a lot of fans haven't felt this way, and that's fine, just speaking for myself), joe has never done anything to warrant vilifying him that we can concretely point to. inferences from surprise songs don't actually tell me anything. inferences from PR-speak articles don't either. i cannot claim to know what he/she/they did or said or what happened between them that ended their relationship, nor do i feel it's my place to do so. i can also admit honestly that i fell into the trap of romanticizing, because the songs she wrote were so beautiful and moving that it captivated my hopeless romantic heart in wanting to believe it would last and in rooting for their happiness (and some of that is projection, which i can also admit, because i don't know what it's like to experience a love like that, so it was a golden ideal in my head). if we eventually get more information or the situation changes in some way, then we can discuss it more, but as it stands, joe's only "crime" is...not being able to cope with the intense spotlight anymore? being too introverted (an accusation that hurts my feelings personally lol)? not showing up for her (definitely would be an issue)? we have no real idea, but to our knowledge, he also has no abusive or harmful behavior on record, and i'm still grateful she had him in her life, and that their love existed, and that the music still exists forever.
matty's whole deal is...like the opposite? which maybe that's what she's seeking right now, again, we don't and can't know. but it would be one thing if he was, like, a ~bad boy~ reputation with no verifiably harmful words and actions, and that isn't the case. he's said and done rancid stuff, and it's off-putting and confusing at the least, repulsive and bigoted at the worst.
i assume the misogynistic comments he made about her (which! ironically fans were accusing joe of thinking somehow, even though he's never once said anything close to that. um?), he apologized for or they worked out amongst themselves years ago directly, and i said this to animalanon in a comment yesterday (đ we love you, animalanon!), but the problem here is that, while there absolutely should be space to forgive people for mistakes and for grace following growth and recognition and whatever apology might be warranted - if matty had only done these things when he was in his twenties, i'd say, hey, people change, let's not immediately judge here, but it's all very recent. we're not discussing antics from a decade ago, we're discussing abhorrent comments from, like, six weeks ago. what he said about harry, what he said about ice spice which then extended into further racism, the n/zi salute, the edgelord behavior, it's all current, and the closest thing he did as far as remorse goes was an "i'm sorry if you're offended" apology, which isn't an actual apology. so. yeah. it's not great!
(i'm also very selfishly sad as a fan that all of this has taken away from tour and the celebration of her career and now even the joy for SNTV, which we've been waiting for so excitedly!)
he 100% deserves to be called out on these things, and we should question her willingness to associate herself with him when the things he has done are antithetical to everything she says she stands for and has spoken against. idk it feels demoralizing and helpless since there's nothing we can do but watch it unfold and hope for the best (she comes to her senses and emerges unscathed). we can allow her room to be human and flawed while still disagreeing (and feeling concern, which i do) where need be.
#it's ick and upsetting and i wish i could help you all but we're stuck in the same boat#anonymous#letterbox#thrown out speeches#it's also almost comical if it weren't gross because she is so gorgeous and talented and could likely have any man in the world#*HIM*?!?! girl???#as a mutual said:#'I want her to find all the love and happiness she deserves'#'preferably with someone who doesn't make me physically recoil at the sight of them'
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talk about whats on your mind right now, or about a wish you have right now
context: like literally 5 minutes ago, he informed me that his (n family's) visa applications were Done - as in, the paper to Get an Interview n acceptance, not official. ANYWAY- re: A wish, would be, 'get approved and COME SEEEE MEEEEE' [sobbing]
err⊠i'd like for my tablet to be repaired e_e fun stuff. if the technie equal of the Tooth Fairy comes by - to wake up tomorrow, to an un-shatter'd tablet. Would be nice. Sucks to be an adult and learn that it's all fake and about money - [BLEAK DISCUSSION. WOW!! BORING!!!!!!!!!!]
otherwise .. mmâŠ. my new, seemingly-permanent caregiver is rlly nice. She's [lesser so in severity] Also mentally disturbed, so we are in some 1:1 wavelength of⊠'oh, yes⊠BrainsâŠâŠ. the Lingering Fear,' and mutuality. it's. it has alievated my anxiety somewhat. RN? I can't wait for it to be Monday. n that's smth i don't, normally, look forward to? w/ such impatience? she just left!! "COME BACK!!!!!!!! CATCH UP W/ BTR!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA-" n her Boy fixed my bathrooms light yesterday. Really nice people.
we both, think. Wow has it only been a week? It feels like I've known you forever! Instant kinda 'click'. Funnily enough, due to my - previous, recent - issues, the company warned her to be 'wary' of me. 'Come in with a good attitude,' they told her. SO SHE WAS⊠SO⊠SOOO NERVOUS, the first day. But thruout the past working week she's catched some of the, Grumblings re: the temp. N she's now, understanding, my [grumble grumble] rather than her first fear of Bitchy Client.
if not for, Caregiver-Patient Hiring we'd probably be good friends. Which, I mean, I'd bumble n fail immediately. I only know how to communicate in 'medical' situationsâŠâŠ. not friendshipâŠâŠ. I'm horrible at it. The library ppl, the uh Attendants? At the welcome desk? Were welcoming n recognized me. "Come back n show us Barry Jr.," a link for his lore, and now I'm. FUCK. GOTTA GO TO THE LIBRARY. TO, MAINTAIN, THIS, 'IT'S NICE TO SEE YOU' THING. Do they want to be friends?? i talked abt kingdom hearts to one of them, and where I got my indie store mask, god, FU-
it's good. ^^
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so. at the beginning of the month i forced hidden agenda on my mom, right? and originally i was planning on spending my semester break watching also last twilight and only friends to talk acting. well, after hidden agenda we ended up doing a star in my mind rewatch instead (which she actually watched live with me back when it aired)
and at some point while we were discussing acting stuff about joong(dunk) i decided i urgently needed to watch mafia the series with her too bc i felt a desperate need to talk to her about joong doing comedy (bc he's fucking GOOD at comedy and i really needed to show her that)
the thing is, i didn't tell my mother shit about mafia the series. i just went "mom. there's a series i n e e d you to watch. it's a mafia series. i won't tell you the reason why i want you to watch it, but trust me, you'll know once you see it"
(oh and some extra backstory to make the whole thing i'm about to write about even funnier: right before we watched ep1 i actually showed my mom the tiktok trend videos that joong and dunk posted yesterday. meaning my mom actually saw joong's face RIGHT before we went into mafia the series. this will be relevant in a bit)
so we start episode 1 and get thrown straight into a fight scene. a minute or two in my mom says "i assume the cast includes someone we know" and i'm like :) and my mom continues "and i assume it's gun" and i'm like đ€đ€đ€ (while also wondering just how she didn't IMMEDIATELY clock that it was gonna be joong, considering how we've only watched joongdunk shows all month and how i've been showing her loads of excerpts from joongdunk interviews and behind the scenes or some of their social media posts, ESP after i showed her the joongdunk tiktoks right beforehand)
the episode continues and one character is asked about his son shortly before it cuts to the intro (which i skip as fast as humanly possible, praying it won't land on joong and ruin the surprise (it didn't)), followed by a scene at the character's house. the reveal starts:
my mom says "the son will be the actor we know". i quietly go đ
the camera pans up the bed and the actor turns around to face the camera as it reaches his upper body and we get the face reveal:
my mom goes "is that ohm?????"
i try to keep a poker face. internally i'm screaming in WHAT world does this look like ohm pawat?????? HOW do you not recognize joong here???? you LITERALLY SAW his face only 5 mins ago in their tiktoks?????
the scene continues. the character speaks. my mom knows she knows the voice. i'm giggling. the character makes his way down the stairs
"oh wait, is it the other one???" my mom says. i hesitate. did she finally get it? i wonder. i know she's been struggling a little with the names. she remembers what their names are but she keeps forgetting which one is joong and which one is dunk. she also knows dunk has done only two main roles, both of which we've already watched this month. is she thinking of dunk but can't remember what his bl-partner's name is?
i'm confused. "which other one?" i ask
"the other one from bad buddy."
"ohhh, nanon?" okay, she still has no clue. good thing i didn't say anything yet to confirm or deny and asked for clarification instead. "no, it's not nanon", i tell her.
the character sits down for breakfast
"AH!!"
there it is. my mom doesn't even say anything, she just makes a loud "ah" sound, but i don't need clarification this time. this time i know for sure she's correctly identified who it is. i start laughing. so does my mom. "alles klar", she laughs. and with that she has finally figured out the first part of the puzzle of why i'm forcing this series on her
*("alles klar" is a phrase that literally translates to "everything is clear" and means something like "alright" or "i understand" or "i know what's up" or "i got it")
i'm doing it, i just sat my mom down for mafia the series hehehe
#i can't believe how long my mom took to recognize him#as if we haven't spent the month watching only joongdunk shows and me showing her even more joongdunk content!!#from some behind the scenes highlights to the entirety of their hidden agenda ep8 reaction insta live to excerpts from interviews#to other social media posts and some singing performances too#in my opinion it's SO obvious who it is from the scene where he wakes up in his room#my mom was like ''i didn't see his face clearly'' but that's bullshit#we were plenty close to his face in the bedroom too fdkjkdfdfg#she did get it without my help tho. i figured she would. but those sure were the longest 40 seconds of my life kjsfjkfd#airenyah plappert#mts: gaf#mama schaut adrm#mama schaut mts: gaf#adrm#what was pretty amusing tho was how i just KNEW she got it from her âah!!â alone#my mom made a comment about how that was funny too#something about her tone when she made that sound told me that without a doubt she knew who it was and that she had the correct answer#btw part two of the puzzle is the comedy element btw. i'm making her watch the series for joong#but also to show her joong in a comedic role specifically#bc i mentioned to her that i have a dream of dunk in a serious/quiet role and joong in a comedic role#and i just wanted to show her that i'm not taking this out of thin air but that i know for a FACT that joong can do comedy#and i need to cry to her that i desperately need more of that#once again i am begging gmmtv to give joong a comedic role#yes he can do quiet and calm and reserved really well but!! he can do so much more than that#don't limit my boy please đđđ like he's got the range!! make use of it!!
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Drs Styles
paediatric heart surgeon harry, husband harry and dad harry. honestly the holy trinity.
warning: they did it in the car. bloody animals.
Harry
âMove your car, please!â
âWhat are you going to do? Write me a ticket?â
âThis is in the interests of safety for the children!â
I look at the time in the car. Iâve still got about twenty to twenty-five minutes to watch this drama unfold at the school gate. I just wish we had popcorn because drop-off and parking situations at the school gates are always more entertaining than Good Morning Britain.Â
The school gate is a strange social scene, and honestly, I donât blame my wife for trying to avoid it like a plague. Sometimes, you donât even have to talk to these people to know everything about their lives and more. I swear there are more gossips in the class WhatsApp group and daily playground chattering than in the copies of The Sun and Daily Mail combined. You know whoâs married, whoâs getting a divorce, whose husband shagged the au pair again, whose party you havenât been invited to, even whoâs looking for a builder.Â
I see the school caretaker chuckling to himself as he sweeps the autumn leaves off the pathway, no doubt also enjoying our morning entertainment.Â
âWhy is Mrs Chambers screaming like that?â Alma, our eldest daughter, asks from the back of the car.Â
âBecause that man parks his car in a drop-off zone,â I reply, still watching him as he removes a child from his car seat. âDo you know who that is?â
âI think the boy is your classmate,â Alma turns to her sister.
Fiona, our youngest, peers over to inspect. âOh yeah, thatâs Rufus and his dad.â
âDo we like Rufus?â
âNot unless we like boys who pee down the slides,â Fiona scrunches her nose up. âHe stood at the top and peed down like a waterfall. I havenât gone down the slide ever since.â
I shake my head and let out a chuckle. âMâsure theyâve cleaned it up since, button.âÂ
Did you know that choosing a school for your child after nursery can be a head-throbbing, stomach-twisting, heart-pounding experience? Well, it can. How is one supposed to choose a school anyway? According to the proximity? Leavers Results? Adorable uniforms? Parentsâ agendas?
After many, many discussions and visits through more schools than I can count, we ended up with Thomasâs Kensington. Itâs a great school, and only ten minutes away from our home, making school runs easier. The downside of this school is the fact that it costs us an arm and a leg and that theyâre always trying to rip us off any chance they get. Also, they only take the kids until 11, so after that, weâll have to look for other schools again. But since our girls are only seven and five, we can worry about that later.Â
Thereâs a strange mix of parents at this place. I went to school up in the North and the school gate scene is nothing like this. Here there are more au pairs, fancy cars, nicer clothes and people coming with impressive tans from their last weekend break in Antibes. The kids here are suited up too: the PE kit is the size of a small weekender bag, and we put them in uniforms that make them look smart, hoping that will increase the size of their brains. A child walks past our car with a cello case, another with a hockey stick. Itâs a different land here. One that my socialist in-laws constantly tease us about and one which my mum was hysterical about because she was scared her grandbabies would be little Tories. I promised her Iâd keep them grounded by only giving them plain hobnobs. None of those luxury chocolate covered ones.
Jokes aside, my girls are happy here. Theyâre thriving. They learn French and Spanish and Mandarin, even if they share a class with kids who have ridiculous names like Kitty and Archibald.Â
A knock at my window calls me to attention. I wind it down.
âAre you Fionaâs dad?â A mum asks me.
âI am.â
âItâs about Opheliaâs riding party this Saturday at the riding stables.âÂ
Like I said, itâs a different land here.
âI thought we RSVPed to that?â I look at her in confusion.
âYes, you did, but we have to change the food options as one of the partygoers is allergic to nuts. Iâm making everyone aware and we need to let the guests know that they canât bring any nuts on the day.â
A dirty joke is right there on the tip of my tongue and Iâm trying my hardest to keep it in. My wife would definitely find it funny though, Iâve got to remember this and tell her later.Â
âNoted,â I mean, I wasnât going to send my daughter to a party with a packet of cashews anyway but I nod politely.
âAnd just gift vouchers for gifts please. Smiggle, if you can.â
Again, I nod, biting my tongue at the presumptuousness. But then I suddenly panic, because we havenât entered the realms of pony riding just yet. Do I have to buy jods and boots? If I donât, will my daughter be the odd one out? But Opheliaâs mum saunters off before Iâve got the chance to ask.
âDo I have to go to that party, daddy?â Fiona asks.Â
âWell, weâve already replied, poppet,â I tell her. âDid you not want to go?â
âIâll go if I have to.â
I donât answer because I get distracted by a vacant space. I edge the car forward so my girls can hop off.Â
âI love you both. Have a good day, make good choices.âÂ
âBye daddy! Weâll see you after work!â
***
Evelina London Childrenâs Hospital is our second home. Of course, as a childrenâs hospital, we try to make the place as fun as possible as not to freak those little patients out at being ill. It is bright and primary coloured, and each ward is decorated according to its own theme with different colours and lovely artworks. There are televisions and toys almost in every corner. We have a giant slide on the ground floor, and even the bins are shaped like red London buses. The aim was to help the children to forget that theyâre in a hospital and take their minds off their sickness.
Since my wife and I are in the same department, our offices are next to each other, both overlooking the Thames. Itâs nice up here. Wouldâve been nicer if we could sneak in a quickie, but thatâs practically impossible with our shared secretaryâs desk sitting literally in front of our doors.Â
Speak of the devil.
âGood morning. Hereâs your tea,â my secretary follows me into my office with a cup of tea and a tiny plate with a couple of rich tea fingers. âClinic until 3 pm, scheduled PDA ligation in the laboratory for 4 pm and then evening rounds on the wards.â
âMorninâ Rhonda, you look lovely today,â I greet her cheerily. Sheâs a stern-looking woman who definitely likes her tea as strong as tits and who has probably never cried in her life. With such severity, she runs a tight ship, but she secretly has this affectionate side in her too. Not only is she a great secretary, but she also takes care of us in a way as a grandma does. She makes us tea, feeds us in between surgeries with biscuits or nice baby cheeses and crackers just so we wouldnât starve.Â
See that sofa over there in the corner of my office? Rhonda got me that. It was around the time when I had just become a new father with the sweetest, most gorgeous little baby who did not sleep. Alma wasnât a fussy baby though. For some reason, she just wouldnât go back to sleep after her midnight feed for months. Believe me, I tried everything. I changed her nappy, I swayed and jiggled and rocked and sung her to sleep. Odd nonsensical songs like, âAlma darling go to sleeep. Sleepy sleep sleep. Pleeeeease. Iâm so tirrrred. My eyeballs may actually exploooode. I donât want you to see thaaat.â And she would just look at me all wide-eyed like Iâd lost the plot. Those were song lyrics? That was rubbish. Please donât give up your day job. Also, itâs not sleeping time. Iâm awake. Iâm ready for life. Come on, entertain me, old man. Isnât this nice, just you and me? Tell me everything you know. EVERYTHING.Â
Except of course she didnât say all that. She would just stare at me and I had no idea what was going on in her little head.Â
I took over my wifeâs patients at the hospital during her maternity leave, so I had longer hours at the hospital. One day Rhonda found me napping on the floor between surgeries, so she sweet-talked some porters into looking for any old sofas on the go and paid to have this one reupholstered. She even bought me a fleece throw for it too. We really donât deserve her.
âYou hittinâ on me?â She deadpans. âYer wife not doing it for you these days?â
âItâs the blazer. Iâm a sucker for a blazer.â
âIf Iâd known, I wouldâve worn it more often,â she replies. âDid my nice dress yesterday not give you the fanny flutters?â
âItâs schlong shiver for me,â I roar with laughter. âAnd itâs the tartan, makes you look well old.â
âYN, yer husbandâs a bloody git, did I ever tell you that?â Rhonda says loud enough for my wife to hear, and I can hear my wifeâs laughter from her office next door. âDrink your tea. Your first clinic appointment is in twenty.â
âYes maâam,â I salute her.Â
***
The Arctic ward in the Evelina is home to many of our imaging, heart and kidney services. The name is probably giving it away, but everything is decorated in blue and white to go with the theme. We have several zones, and since paediatric cardiology clinics are held in the Walrus zone, I spend a great deal of time each day looking at walrus and snowflake decals.Â
âDoctor Styles!â I hear a little voice shouts in excitement as I walk towards the waiting room in the outpatient ward. I smile, because I recognise that voice even before I see the little person.
The waiting room is very open here compared to other hospitals. Thereâs a sea of noise, snacks, tiny juice boxes and colouring pages. Thereâs also always a look of expectation, judgement on the faces of parents and guardians every time I walk in. They want to see if their doctor is old or qualified enough to see their children. Thereâs always one child who has the whole gang with them; parents, two sets of grandparents and even several aunts and uncles, and thereâs also at least one child running around in circles out of boredom.Â
This little lad bounces off his chair and hurls himself at me in a way like a little puppy would when its owner comes home from work. I put an arm out, hoping that heâll apply the brakes but no such luck and he bundles himself into my arms. âNice to see you, mate.â
His parents smile as they watch their sonâs antics, who then runs off as I shake their hands. I turn around to see what caught his attention, and I canât help but chuckle when I realise itâs my wife.Â
âDoctor pretty Styles!â He exclaims excitedly as he bundles himself into her arms. She gets a mouthful of curls in the process.Â
âHi Rory,â she greets him as she runs her fingers through his curly mop.Â
âOi,â I pout as I walk towards them. âYou donât think Iâm pretty?â
âYour wife is prettier,â he says with a shrug, his tone matter-of-fact.
She laughs and gives him a high-five. âRory, you are officially my favourite patient.â
She is right. Rory is one of our special patients for sure. Weâve both known him for about six years now, ever since Roryâs mum gave birth to this tiny human next door at St Thomas and his heart was literally broken. I remember watching proudly from the theatre when my wife replaced two of his valves when he was born. It was in our early years of training. Long time patients like Rory almost always feel like family. Weâve seen all their parentsâ tears and watched over their children throughout the years. They send us cards and wine every Christmas and despite all attempts to keep a professional distance, their kids do feel like our own.
Rory shrugs off his dinosaur rucksack and unzips it, pulling out a drawing of a blue whale and an opened packet of KitKat. I like that the whale wears a top hat and appears to also don a moustache.Â
âI drew you both a picture. Only one though, because I figure you can share,â he says with a big toothy grin and hands the packet of KitKat to my wife. âAnd Iâve got half a KitKat here. Do you want it?â
âIâm good for now. Keep that KitKat for later on the tube,â she smiles and waves at Rory as she begins to walk away towards the fetal cardiology ward just down the hall. âBye Rory, thanks for the picture.â
âBye doctor pretty Styles,â Rory replies, making my wife laugh as she walks away. I give her a wave and a wink.Â
âHey Rory, did you know a blue whale has a heart the size of a small car?â I ask him and his eyes widen.
âNo way! Thatâs mega!â He exclaims. âDo you think you could operate on a whale heart?â
âI would need a very big ladder,â I tell him. âAnd a wetsuit. Iâd give it a go though.â
A senior nurse from the outpatient ward, Florence approaches us with a junior nurse trailing behind her. âDr Styles, always a pleasure.â
I smile at her. âFlorence. How are we today?â
âBusy as usual,â she replies. âWeâre about twenty minutes behind Iâm afraid. We had Dr Goodridge in this morning and you know he likes to talk.â
âHe always runs over,â I chuckle. âWell, donât worry. Iâll skip lunch and get us back up to speed.â
âIâll make sure to send some snacks for you. Hereâs your chart, your files are already in your office. And this is Alice, your nurse today. Sheâs newly qualified so might need some instructions.â
The new nurse looks terrified so I smile at her to try and calm her fears. I totally get that. When you work in medicine, unfortunately, youâll realise that there are a lot of rude self-important wankers.Â
I look down at my chart and find Roryâs name on the top of the list. âWell, look whoâs coming with me to the exam room.â
Rory reaches out to hold my hand and we walk towards the examination room. His parents follow us closely, carrying the usual coats and devices that people do when they know theyâre bound for a hospital waiting room. I see them inside and sit behind the desk.
âSo, young man, I hear weâve had a touch of drama with you. Can you tell me what happened?â
Iâve actually already got the information in the file, but I like the way this kid tells a story. He reminds me of my youngest.Â
âSo⊠I was at school and we were doing PE and I wasnât really feeling it because it was cold and really we should have been inside but Mr Witter makes us go outside because he used to be in the Army apparently and he says we should get used to the cold but thatâs what they do in prisons.â
I smile. âGo on.â
âAnd then my heart started running.â
âYou mean racing?â
He nods firmly. Racing isnât even the word. It sprinted to the finish like Bolt at 252 beats per minute, three times the speed it should.
âIt felt like bubbles in my chest and then the school went crazy panicky and they called the ambulance and they brought me to the hospital but not this one, it was another one and it wasnât as good because you werenât there and they had really bad biscuit.â
His mum adds. âAnd they gave him some drugs to bring it back to a steady rhythm; they were close to shocking him.â Her voice trails off and both parentsâ faces look drawn and pale remembering the incident.
Rory looks absolutely unbothered by this. To be fair, we have put this little man through everything. Weâve cut his chest open more times than is necessary for someone so small, we hook him up to machines and put him on treadmills. His resilience and character amaze me, and I really canât imagine what it feels like to see your child so vulnerable and helpless, to be paralysed and weighed down with such worry.
âAlright then, little man, we need to make sure that your heart is working as it should. This is Alice, and she is going to take you over for an ECG and we just need to make sure your tick-tock is in good shape.â
Rory nods and jumps off the chair. His dad offers him a piggyback, and his mum smiles at them. I can hear Rory offering that half KitKat to Alice as they leave the room.Â
His mother turns to me as the door is closed, her shoulders relaxing, allowing herself to breathe. âAnd how are you?â I ask her.
âYou just think itâs done and then something like that comes along to scare you,â she says with a sigh.
âLetâs have these tests and then see if itâs anything major to worry about,â I try to calm her. âEpisodes of rapid heartbeat is quite common in Roryâs case, and we can look into drugs to remedy that if necessary.â
She smiles, nodding.
âDid you have any other questions for me?â
She studies my face for a moment too long. âI⊠well, it will show up in Roryâs records soon, but my husband I are⊠I mean weâre getting a divorce.â
I pause for a moment. Of course, I know these things happen in life, but Iâve known this couple for years. Iâve seen them at their lowest ebb, bound by friendship and their love for that boy. I really do feel sorry for them.
âOh, Iâm sorry,â I mumble.
âWe just⊠weâre terrified about telling Rory.â
âHe doesnât know?â I ask.
She shakes her head. âWeâre scared of breaking him. I mean, look at him. All of this stuff heâs been through and he carries on like nothing has happened. We donât want to upset him.â
âIt took a team of us the best part of six years to build Roryâs heart. There's a warranty on that workmanship,â I reassure her. âHave that chat with him. Heâll be fine.â
***
âHave we got time for dinner first?â I turn to my wife as we walk out of the hospital. We donât normally have the luxury of ending our shift at the same time, but today is exceptional. We have parentsâ evening at the girlsâ school so Rhonda made sure to clear up our schedule after our evening rounds at the ward.Â
âNo, but we can raid M&S and eat in the car?â
Iâm starving and I almost cry with relief at the suggestion. âAlways knew I married the right woman.â
She chuckles. âDamn right you did.â
We leave the car at the hospital and she drags me along the walkways to Waterloo, the breeze biting at our cheeks. I pull her into M&S, dodging the marching commuters and grab a basket.Â
âIâll look for some wine,â she says before she saunters off. âOh and I want sushi. None of that crap with the mayonnaise please.â
âAlright.â
I skipped lunch today so the whole place calls to me. I start taking very random things off the shelves: a packet of raspberry iced buns. Thatâll do. I also take some hummus for my wife because she bloody loves hummus. Iâm not even joking, Iâve seen her down a whole pot of it. Then I take some sushi as requested, some coleslaw, a family bag of mature cheddar and red onion crisps and a trifle. I hope I donât bump into Rhonda. Next are cheese twists, noodle salad and cocktail sausages.Â
It takes me a while to notice that there is a man right next to me with a roll of yellow stickers in their back pocket. Hello there, you are one of my favourite people tonight. Have I managed to find that sacred hour when all the food is being marked down? He labels some prawns with dip and even though I get a little squeamish about eating fish near its expiry date, I put it in my basket. I then follow him around the corner. Now, this is dinner. I put all sorts of random food in my basket and smile at the thought.
Ooh, knockdown pizzas. I should get a pizza. Thatâs tomorrowâs tea sorted, the girls will love it. Although I canât help but wonder, whatâs the limit for us to feed our daughters frozen pizza in a week before they get taken away from us? But eh, we might be able to get away with it if we give them frozen peas on the side.Â
âLook at you,â says my wife, depositing two bottles of red in the basket.Â
âYes, itâs me. Iâm the yellow sticker bitch.â
She snickers as we turn to head for the tills. âExcellent work.â
***
âMr and Mrs Styles, welcome.â
âMrs Ebner, always a pleasure,â I shake the headmistressâ hand whoâs standing at the door.Â
âBusy evening?â My wife asks her as she shakes her hand next.
âAlways,â the headmistress replies with a smile, then proceeds to speak like sheâs reading out of brochures. âBut such a wonderful opportunity to connect with our parents and build on the special relationships we have with our school community.âÂ
Two uniformed minions appear.
âLewis, Maggie, could you please show Mr and Mrs Styles through to the drinks reception?â
They both nod in unison. The boy holds his arms out like a waiter showing us to our table. We follow them through the schoolâs grand corridors to the main hall. Itâs the one thing I like about this place. Itâs very Hogwarts-like with hefty engraved name boards and sepia photos of successful sports teams. In the hall, a throng of parents mill around waiting to see respective teachers. Itâs the same every year. We all dodge the people from the PTA trying to sell us quiz tickets, and the bowls of crisps out of hygiene concerns.
âRed or white?â Asks a lady in an apron.
This right here is the very reason we get through parentsâ evening. From the look of the bottle, itâs decent wine too. I think thatâs where a good proportion of our fees is going.Â
âRed, please.â
We both take our glasses and walk to the corner of the hall. Itâs essentially a holding area without the background music. The idea is that all the parents will get on and create a party vibe but it just becomes a strange family gathering. As terrible as it sounds, itâs sorted into cliques: parents who know each other via NCT groups, the international expat brigades who keep to themselves, the parents whoâve ostracised themselves by gossip, the ones who you know regularly brunch and ski together.
The boy from earlier suddenly appears in front of us. âMrs Hughes is ready for you.â
I put my hand on the small of my wifeâs back as we walk towards the classroom. Fionaâs teacher first and then Almaâs straight after. Right, we can do this.
âMrs Hughes, we meet again,â I shake her hand. Iâve got no qualms about Mrs Hughes. Sheâs a seasoned teacher who likes a slack and sensible moccasin and weâre familiar with her since she taught Alma two years previously. When we enter the classroom, Lewis bows in reverence, taking his leave and I wonder whether to tip him.Â
âItâs always lovely to have another Styles girl in my classroom. Fiona is a particular delight.â
My wife and I smile proudly. Iâm sure Mrs Hughes says this to every parent here about their child, but thatâs always nice to hear.Â
âShe talks a lot about you,â my wife says. âShe seems to have settled in well.â
Mrs Hughes opens up a couple of books and itâs classic Fiona. Alma is ordered and neatâif she makes a mistake then she erases it completely and she underlines things with a ruler and listens to instruction carefully. She gets that from her mum. Fiona though, on the other hand, sheâs all me. She has more wild abandon about her; no rulers, no rubbers. She puts giant crosses through things that donât work and likes her bubble writing decorated with doodles of many, many cats.
I glance around the classroom as Mrs Hughes talks to us about standardised scores. The theme of the school is to show you how smart and educated these children are. Look at the copperplate handwriting, their reproductions of Van Gogh and our languages corner where theyâve all had a go at telling us what they like in French. I spy a contribution from my girl. Jâadore les chats et le gĂąteau au chocolat.Â
Iâve lost track of the conversation so I try to catch up.
âSo to push Fiona into those top scores, perhaps we can look into tutoring? For maths, in particular, so she can grasp some of the concepts a little more tightly,â says Mrs Hughes.Â
My wife and I look at each other confused. âUh, I donât think thereâs a need, right? Sheâs only five.â
âItâs never too early,â replies Mrs Hughes. âWe run an after-school tutoring club on Tuesdays that would help.â
Back when I was a youngster, clubs were fun endeavours that involved matching baseballs caps or were a chocolate biscuit that you had in your lunchbox. Maths tutoring session was not a club.
I ask her. âIs it free?â
âItâs fifteen pounds per session.â
See? My point being this should be a parentsâ evening, not a sales session.
âWell, then itâs something to think about,â says my wife. âIt could be that Fiona catches up with people throughout the year.â
âPossibly,â Mrs Hughes nods. Still, though, she proceeds to go into her folder and passes me a form. Sneaky. âFiona has also shown great interest in languages and art. Her pictures have been a joy.â
Mrs Hughes goes to a file and pulls one of Fionaâs drawings. I glance down at it. Itâs a standard child piece of art. The grass and sky are strips of colour to the top and bottom. Itâs a family portrait, and we are as tall as the broccoli style trees. Wait, hang on a second. I count the number of people in the picture again. Is that-
âAnd Mrs Styles, I gather congratulations are in order,â she says with a smile. âSuch lovely news.â
âIâm sorry?â
âFiona told me itâs a boy,â she adds, and the sheer terror on my wifeâs face at the realisation is priceless. âYou must be very thrilled.â
I study the picture. Thereâs a house in the middle, and standing in a line in front of the house is our family. The one slightly taller than the broccoli tree is me. Iâve got my white lab coat, and I look like a serial killer because Iâm holding a scalpel with the size of a butcherâs knife. Next to me is my wife, also with a white lab coat, but instead of a scalpel, sheâs holding a very chunky baby who rather looks like a basketball with a head.
âOh dear,â I chuckle. âGuess now we know what sheâll ask for Christmas.â
âYeah,â my wife shakes her head. âWeâre not expecting.â
âOh, I apologise,â Mrs Hughes says with a sheepish smile.
âNo worries, Mrs Hughes,â I tell her. âSo, what else has our girl been up to here? Besides gossiping of course.â
Mrs Hughes laughs under her breath. âWell, in class, Fiona is attentive, bright and very helpful. She is a credit to you both.â
***
âI swear your daughter, Styles.â
Weâre sitting in the car now. Finally done with parentsâ evening, still laughing at the slightly creepy, chunky basketball baby in Fionaâs picture and the fact that three people, including Mrs Hughes, have congratulated us for the âbabyâ.
âYou havenât called me Styles in years,â I turn to her with a grin. âNot since medical school.â
I canât help but flashback to the good olâ days when we had matching university hoodies and weâd test each other on the parts of a kidney whilst walking into lectures, sitting next to each other, sharing pens and cans of Lilt.Â
âWell, after that I became a Styles too,â she chuckles. âWould be confusing then, wouldnât it?â
âTrue,â I laugh under my breath, then I grab her hand and pull it to my mouth so I can kiss her knuckles. âThank you.â
âWhat for?â
âFor being a Styles.â
âAw, arenât we soppy tonight?â She smirks. âAlright, stop the car.â
âWhat?â
âThere,â she points to a dark empty spot and I oblige.Â
Then, before I can even ask her why, she reaches over and grabs me by the collar. Pulling me close to her and gives me a kiss. I kiss her back, and I smile when she bites gently on my bottom lip.
âOi, oi. Somethingâs got you randy.â
The next thing I know, she undoes her seatbelt and then rolls her trousers down her legs along with her knickers, fumbling and giggling at the awkward movement. I push my seat back and pull my trousers down.Â
âDonât fall on gearstick now,â I joke as she climbs over to straddle me. âWell, unless you want to, of courseâŠâ
She laughs as she lowers herself over my lap. I really canât believe whatâs happening here.
âMrs Styles, weâre about to have sex in a car. Around the corner from our daughtersâ school.âÂ
âI know,â she says with a smile before she runs her tongue along my neck. âNot our first rodeo though.â
âOh right, we did it in our Volvo years ago, didnât we? Thought the suspension couldnât take it.â
âAnd it turned out fine. Told you that you needed to have more faith in the Swedes, theyâre a reliable breed.â
âI love it when you talk about Sweden.â
âIkea.â
âFuck.â
âMeatballs.â
âBilly Bookcase.â
She throws her head back in laughter and I take this as an opportunity to run my tongue along her collar bone. She gasps. I reach down to lift her before I slowly lower her over my cock. We both sigh as I enter her, a long exhalation with our lips barely touching.Â
âViggo Mortensen.â
âIsnât he Danish?â
âTomato, Tomahto.â
I smile at my wife and push my hips up, silently telling her that we donât need to talk about Swedish people anymore. She grabs onto the car seat and levers herself up and down. I look at her in the eye, a goofy smile still plastered across my face.
But then I squint. Light. Bollocks, whatâs that? Whereâs that light coming from? Crap, thatâs bright. Shit. I see the flash of a hi-vis jacket, a knock at the window and someone shaking their head.
Oh sodding fucking bollocking shit wank.
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Hii!! I was wondering if you can write a dream imagine where like you guys are secretly dating and you sometimes post you and dream holding hands but you never tag him so like people know that you are dating someone but no one really knows who and one day you and the guys were talking and you say something like âoh yeah my boyfriend gave me this this and thisâ and everyone else is all like omg thatâs cute but sapnap is over here like âdude dream literally had that here yesterdayâ but like sapnap doesnât say anything to you guys he just tells the rest of the guys that he thinks you guys are dating but has zero evidence so the next few weeks they are just trying to catch you guys and one day when they suspect that dream is cheating (when he was actually like asking your mom for your hand in marriage or something) the boys are all like âdude we caught dream talking with someone else Iâm so sorry to tell you thisâ and like you and dream start laughing so hard bc it was your mom and you guys are like âyeah Weâve been dating for like a year now did we not tell you guys?â Or something like âoh yeah did we not make it obvious?â Idk if it made sense đđ
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You leaned back in your chair, listening to the conversation unfolding before you. You turned the volume up slightly as Sapnap began to tease you about your gaming techniques. You giggled as others began to weigh in, joking about this and that. Georgeâs voice came in above the others. âGuys shut up, her boyfriend works for Microsoft and can get you banned,â he mocked, making you snort.
The image of Dream trying to figure out how to boil water flashed into your mind. âYeah, heâs terrifying,â you chided.
Sapnap was the next to pipe up. âYou can tell us you donât have a boyfriend, you know. No one will care.â
âNo yeah, I do. He bought me this shirt,â you defended, lifting the hem of your hoodie to show the group of them, earning a chorus of sarcastic cooing. Sapnapâs eyebrows furrowed slightly as if heâd seen it before.
George smugly grinned at you. âOh, yeah? Does he go to another school?â
You snickered. âShut up,â you mumbled, the chat switching to a new subject. Little did you know, Sapnap was texting George and the rest of them about his suspicions that this mysterious boyfriend of yours was actually Dream, knowing full well that heâd seen Dream buy that exact shirt a few weeks prior.
Youâd been dating him for nearly a year, choosing to blatantly disregard any questions about who he was and vice versa. Most of your photos on Instagram involving him were vague and gave your audience more confusion than understanding. Comments about searching for your OnlyFans to see if they could recognize his voice began to circulate and your friends even fueled that fire.
You werenât sure what Dream had told Sapnap all those months of secrecy, but somehow it seemed like the t-shirt was the first hint at your relationship. After heâd addressed his suspicions with the rest of your group, it was like a hunt to find out if it really was Dream or if Sapnap was just a few marbles short of sanity from one too many late nights.
In the midst of this wild goose chase, Dream was focused on getting your mom to warm up to him. She was a difficult woman to impress, but he was just as (if not more) stubborn than she was. It wasnât that she didnât like him, but heâd rather have her favor him over your past boyfriend and there was one she was determined to prefer over him until the end of time. You often joked about him getting close to you only for him to date your mother, which drove him absolutely sideways.
When she visited, he made dinner for all of you andâafter studying for a week priorâdiscussed various books and authors she loved. It wasnât until he exhaustedly brought up The Crown that the two of them finally clicked. Heâd found her âg-spot,â youâd often tease.
After that, they were practically inseparable and he was the one that took her to lunch and sightseeing when she was in town until you got out of school. It was on one of these visits that Sapnap had spotted the two. She was talking Dreamâs ear off about something, touching his arm to articulate her points and mockingly appraising him for opening doors for her without being asked.
At this point, Sapnap and the group were certain the two of you were together, therefore when Dreamâs voice picked up on his radar and he saw him schmoozing an older woman, his stomach sank. He watched the two of them for a bit, not seeing much change in the way they communicated, but through the glass of the front of the restaurant, he was shocked that Dream was going behind your back in such a way.
That night the group was rather quiet, only a few mumbles from the others would pitch in as you and Dream basically had a conversation amongst yourselves. âSo whatâs the news. Why is everyone suddenly so mellow?â You joked, making a few of them chuckle awkwardly.
George cleared his throat. âUh, we have to tell you somethingâŠâ he muttered. âDreamâs talking to someone elseâŠâ
Your eyebrows perked slightly. âWhat do you mean?â You queried, Dream sending a silent what into the air.
Sapnap sighed. âI saw him with someone else earlier today. They looked like they were on a date or somethingâŠâ
Dream laughed into his microphone, wheezing as he went about. âYou bitch! I knew you were hooking up with my mom!â You joked, biting back your own giggles. You could hear the physical embodiment of a question mark ricocheting through the chat. âDream and my mom are absolute besties. I wouldnât be surprised-â
Dream drew in a sharp breath, his laugh making his voice barely audible as he cut you off. âSTOP donât encourage them!â He bellowed, struggling to breathe through his chuckles.
âWhatâs Dream doing with your mom?â George asked, tilting his head with a probing expression.
You wet your lips. âSince weâve started dating, heâs been obsessed with being her favorite,â you jested.
âSince youâve started dating?â Sapnap repeated to the group as if proving heâd been right the whole time.
Dream sighed, catching his breath. âYeah, Iâm at her place right now,â he spoke. âHold on, Iâll prove it.â You let out a small chuckle as you heard him set his headphones down, followed by his footsteps thundering up your stairs before he was standing behind you. He briefly pressed his lips against yours in a greeting before leaning toward your microphone and sending a âhello from the othersideâ to the group.
He leaned his arm against the back of your chair, you switching on your camera mainly because it was just the group of you. âI thought we were pretty obvious like you guys were just making fun of me because you knew it was him,â you stated.
Sapnap looked over his shoulder slightly as if he were listening for movement in his own home. âWait, when did you leave?â
Dream scoffed. âIâve been here all day. I literally woke you up to tell you where I was going.â Sapnap furrowed his brows in disbelief at this.
George was clicking away at his computer. âSee, I knew I recognized your hands in the Instagram photos,â he mumbled. âI hate it here.â
You smirked slightly. âThat being said, my boyfriend does own your guysâ server so he will ban you if you make fun of me.â
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Warren Worthington III x Reader
Fandom: Marvel/X-Men
Summary: Warren has been through hell and then some, but will meeting his soulmate turn that around?
Note: Thatâs right, itâs ya girl, back on my BS. I watched Apocalypse again and BIG SURPRISE, Iâm in love with Warren and Kurt all over again. Still hyperfixating on Pietro also, soâŠexpect more fics for him as well. Anyway, Iâm a ho for soulmate aus and I havenât written one for birb boi in literal years, so here ya go.
Reader is: Gender Neutral
Warnings: swears, mentions of alcohol
Word Count: 2.8k
Warren knew one thing beyond a shadow of a doubt: he didnât deserve a soulmate. He didnât. There was no question in his mind. Anyone who was destined to end up with his winged, alcoholic ass had been fucked over by the universe. No one deserved to be stuck with him for the rest of their lives. And yet, these thoughts didnât seem to erase the words written on his forearm:
Hey, um, youâre Warren, right? The Professor wanted me to talk to you.
Professor. He scoffed. He was never going to college. If his parents had gotten their way, their son âcuredâ of his wings, he would have ended up at Harvard or Yale or somewhere similar. But it was far too late for that. Sitting in a cage in the back room of an illegal underground mutant fighting club in BerlinâŠit was far too late for that. Heâd probably die before he met his soulmate anyway, rendering the prophecy on his wristâand theirs, for that matterâuseless. A waste of space.
That was all he was anyway.
He spiraled. His dependence on vodka got worse. The fights got harder. He wasnât making it out unscathed anymore, winding up with burns and scrapes and cuts, depending on what kind of mutant he was up against. One night, one of his cuts had gotten dangerously close to the writing on his wrist. He stared at it for a long time, tears burning his eyeballs until they escaped and dripped down his cheeks, angry and hot.
He hated it, but even after everything, he still had hope. He still had hope that things would get better; that he could be better, even if it seemed impossible.
And then it gotâŠworse.
Apocalypse had come, turned his wings to metal, tuned into his anger, his rage at the world, turned him into a monster, complete with knives for feathers and winding tattoos framing his face. He wished he could blame it on mind control or something, but Apocalypse hadnât brainwashed him, only used his anger against him. Turned him into a weapon.
And then everything went black.
When he woke up after the battle, he was in an unfamiliar room, large and white and sterile; it smelled like hand sanitizer. He heard the steady beeping of a heart monitor and when he sat up, he noticed how sore he was. His whole body hurt. His head spun. But he was alive. And when he looked down at his tattoo, the words were still there. Wherever his soulmate was, they were fine. His stupidity in joining Apocalypse hadnât caused anything to happen to them.
For the first time in what felt like years, he breathed.
âYouâre awake.â A voice said as a tall man with brown hair entered his room. âIâll let the Professor know.â
âWhereâŠâ his deep voice rasped and the man pointed to a glass of water sitting on the table adjacent to the cot he was situated in. He picked it up and took a few long, greedy sips, not realizing just how thirsty he was until the cool drink hit his tongue. âWhere am I? What is this place?â
âThis is the infirmary at Xavierâs School for Gifted Youngsters.â The man told him, pushing his glasses further up the bridge of his nose. âYouâre safe here.â
Warren nodded hesitantly, but didnât say anything else. Safe. The word was almost a myth to him at this point. But at least he felt like he could rest for a little while.
***
It had been a few weeks since Apocalypse and his horsemen had almost ended the world. Erik had decided to stick around, and two of the younger horsemen, Storm and âthe Angel of Death,â respectively, had been absorbed into the schoolâs student body. You didnât know the Angelâs name. No one really talked to him, not even Ororo, Storm, who had been quickly adopted by your friend group.
Supposedly, Peter had tried to talk to the Angel guy, but he didnât say anything to him. Ororo theorized he probably felt guilty about the whole thing. She did. But you all knew she didnât know what Apocalypse was really trying to do. He probably hadnât either, but that didnât seem to keep the grim expression off of his face.
It was on a nice, sunny day that Xavier called you into his office, and you went down without complaint, knocking on the door a few times before he called you inside. You sat in the chair across from his desk.
âHi, Professor. Whatâs going on?â You asked.
âAh, yes. Just the empath and healer I wanted to see.â He smiled brightly. â(Y/N), if you donât mind it too terribly, I have a small job for you.â
âOf course! What do you need?â
âIâm sure youâve seen our newest pupil, Warren, around.â
You thought for a moment. âThe, uh, guy with the wings? The big metal ones?â
âPrecisely.â He nodded. âWarrenâŠheâs been having quite a hard time adjusting.â
âIâve noticed.â
âHe came to me yesterday discussingâŠwell, quite simply, he was wondering if any of our mutants here would be capable ofâŠreverting him to his previous state. His wings, before Apocalypse, were made of feathers. Theyâve been serving as quite a reminder to him and itâs been weighing pretty heavily on him, both literally and emotionally.â
âYeah, Iâve, uh, caught his vibes from across campus.â You nodded. âItâs like thereâs always a rain cloud hanging over his head.â
âYes,â Xavier agreed. âIt doesnât have to be right away, but at your nearest convenience, if you see him around, would you talk to him? Tell him I sent you?â
âYeah, of course. Iâll see what I can do.â You promised him.
As an empath and a healer, your first priority was helping others. And even if he was known to be a bit intimidating, you wanted to help him if you could.
So, you walked out of Xavierâs office, attended your final class of the day, and when it was over, you wandered out into the courtyard where, because of the nice weather, students were everywhere. And luckily for you, just as you suspected he might be, Warren was sitting under a tree, still sporting his leather jacket despite the warm weather.
You shielded your eyes from the sun and walked over towards him, your heart racing as you built up the courage to talk to him. So, you took a breath and said, âHey, um, youâre Warren, right? The Professor wanted me to talk to you.â
He stared up at you for a long moment, his green eyes wide in shock. He took a breath, blinked a few times, glanced down at his wrist, and then back up at you. You could have sworn you saw tears beginning to form along his waterline, and you didnât realize why until he said, âYouâre myâŠNoâŠOh my GodâŠIâmâŠIâm so sorry.â
You froze, your knees going weak. You glanced down at your bare forearm and read over the words heâd just said, exactly the way heâd just said them.
Youâre myâŠNoâŠOh my GodâŠIâmâŠIâm so sorry.
âWhy are you sorry?â You whispered, lowering yourself onto the grass beside him, not trusting your legs to support your weight for much longer. Now you were the one with tears in your eyes. âDonât be sorry.â
âYou deserve so much more than me.â He insisted, his eyes locked on his boots, unwilling and unable to meet your gaze. âI canât drag you intoâŠthis. Me.â
His emotions were heavy, a bleak blue and gray haze and you felt it radiate off of him in waves. His pain, his everything. And you felt it, deep within his chest. He thought you wouldnât want him anyway.
âWarrenâŠâ You shook your head. âWhyâŠWhy would you think I donât want you?â
He was shocked into silence for a few seconds, thinking over his words carefully, his jaw tense and hands shaking. âYouâre a telepath?â
âEmpath.â You corrected quietly. âAndâŠa healer. Which is why Xavier sent me.â
âOh. Right.â He swallowed thickly, nodding. âDid heâŠtell you why?â
âHe did.â You smiled softly. âAnd Iâm willing to try if you are.â
Finally, his eyes met yours and he could tell that you meant more than just the healing when you said it. The weak little voice in the back of his head was screaming for him to push you away like he pushed away everyone else, but looking into your eyes, a genuine and warm smile on your face, he justâŠcouldnât lose you.
He couldnât lose anyone else.
***
Today was the day. Warren was sitting on a stool in the infirmary. Hank had run his vitals and the two of them were in the room waiting for you to come down after your class was over.
â(Y/N) is the one who saved you, you know.â Hank told Warren while he jotted down some notes.
âWhat?â Warren asked, snapping out of whatever daydream he had been caught up in. âWhat do you mean?â
â(Y/N) found you in the rubble. We didnât think you would make it, butâŠthey healed you. They insisted we bring you back here. Give you a chance.â
Warren was quiet for a long time, thinking about what that meant. Part of him wondered if (Y/N) had known back then that he was their soulmate, but he decided that would have been impossible with just their tattoos alone. Especially without context. They hadnât known and yet, theyâd still wanted the best for him.
âDidnât know that.â Warren said, his voice soft and deep. He stared at the words on his wrist for a little longer, a hint of warmth swirling around in his stomach. Was this happiness? Was that what happiness felt like? He barely remembered anymore. But he knew there must have been a reason that when you walked through the door, his heart started beating a little bit faster.
âSorry Iâm so late. Professor Leaf kept us a little later than she was supposed to. Are you ready?â You asked taking off your backpack and setting it against the wall. As soon as you looked up at Warren, you felt the way his heart rate was increased and you didnât miss the warmth swirled with the anxiousness. The anxiousness, you had expected. Even you didnât know if you could pull off what you were going to attempt to do, but the warmthâŠit was a pleasant surprise.
âDonât worry about it.â He told you, shaking his head. Was heâŠwas he smiling? It was a small smile, sure, but you didnât think you had ever seen him smile before. It looked good on him. âIâm ready when you are.â
âAlright.â You nodded, walking over towards him. Underneath where he was situated on a stool, Hank had laid out some pads from the training room, you assumed, to catch his metal feathers if they fell out rather than transforming back to his normalâŠfeather feathers. None of you really knew how this would unfold. âAgain, Iâm not sure this will work. I donât want to get your hopes up in case it doesnât.â
âIâm not expecting it to.â Warren assured you, but it wasnât in a rude way. âIf it does, Iâll be pleasantly surprised. Cross my heart.â What he didnât say was: You could never disappoint me. Not even if you tried.
âOkay.â You nodded, taking a few steps closer until you were standing right in front of him. He looked up at you and for the first time, you didnât feel any negative emotions from him. Only anticipation and that lingering warmth. âHere goes nothing.â
You focused on the warmth in your own chest, the tingling yellow healing power that constantly swirled around your heart, and you forced it into your palms. You reached forward for his hands and he took the hint, his larger hands wrapping around yours.
Immediately, he gasped at the sensation, warm tingles running up his arms, down his spine. It stopped in the center of his back, right where his wings intersected with his body. At first, he didnât feel anything. And then, he felt everything. The pleasant warmth flooded his metal wings, and one by one, the knife-like feathers fell out, each one landing with a thud against the mat situated underneath him.
Hankâs pencil jotted against his notebook as he took notes. He knew you were powerful, but heâd had no idea you were capable of something like this.
Neither had you.
Once the metal wings were gone, Warren felt a new sensation: another pair of wings, this one soft and familiar, slowly emerging from him. Part of him expected the process to be painful, like the one Apocalypse had forced upon him was, but it wasnât. Warren chuckled to himself. Of course you would never hurt him. Not even unintentionally.
After a few minutes, the feathery wings had fully emerged, stretched out to his full former wingspan and he stared up at you in awe. You stopped your flow of power to him, but he held onto your hands, squeezing them to keep them in his grasp.
He looked back at his new wings, flexed them and moved them. They felt familiar, like they had always belonged to him.
âThank you.â He said, giving your hands another squeeze, the warmth in his chest brighter and bolder than it had been before. âThank you so much.â
âOf course.â You told him, squeezing his hands right back in a way that caused his heart to lurch. âIâm glad I could help.â
âI donât mean to interrupt, but do you mind if I keep some of these for research?â Hank asked.
âKeep all of them, if you want. I donât want them.â Warren told him, standing up from his stool, his hands still in yours. âSo, umâŠdo you want to go grab dinner or something?â
âSure.â You nodded, smiling up at him. âSee you later, Hank.â
âBye, guys, have a nice night.â Hank said as you and Warren walked out of his lab. He couldnât help but notice the way one of your hands remained in one of his as the two of you left.
***
Later that night, after dinner and after you and Warren had split for the evening, you were walking back to your room from Jean and Jubileeâs and you found Warren, lingering in his doorway, his toothbrush sticking out of his mouth. His eyes widened when he spotted you and he held up a finger, indicating you should wait for him, so you did while he went into his bathroom and rinsed out his mouth, returning a few moments later.
âHey.â He said, the word casual as it fell from his pink lips.
âHey yourself.â You chuckled, feeling ridiculously underdressed in your pajamas. But then again, he was wearing his pajamas, too, a large black Metallica shirt and a pair of plaid pants.
âHowâŠhow are you? Feeling?â He stumbled over his words, chuckling as he rubbed the back of his neck. You felt a wave of nervousness rush through him. âHank said sometimes you get tired after, uh, bigger healing jobs?â
âIâm fine.â You nodded. âFor whatever reason, I never get tired when Iâm healing you.â You chuckled, your cheeks heating up the slightest bit. âWellâŠI think I know whyâŠâ
âHeh, yeah.â He nodded, mulling over his next words very carefully. âDid you, umâŠI donât know how to ask this. Did you mean what you said aboutâŠtrying? About us tryingâŠthis. Trying us.â
âOf course I did.â You nodded and took a few steps closer to him. âYouâre my soulmate.â You reached for his hand and he gave it to you, letting you play with his fingers. You felt the way his heart fluttered when you did. âOf course I want to try.â
âIâm broken.â He told you. âIâve never done this before. IâmâŠIâm a lot, and I know that.â
âWell itâs a good thing Iâm a healer, huh?â You tilted your head. âAnd if weâre being honest, Iâve never done this before either. So how about we teach each other? Learn together?â
He smiled softly, nodding. âYeah. Yeah, letâs do that.â
You let go of his hand and instead took the last few steps between the two of you, wrapping your arms around his torso. He froze for a few seconds, unsure of what to do. It had beenâŠa long time since anyone had hugged him. But after a few moments, his arms got the hint and wrapped around you, pulling you to his chest. He rested his head atop yours and exhaled a long, long breath. And for the first time since youâd met him, you felt a wave of peace wash over him, encasing him entirely as his wings gently cocooned you in their warmth.
You felt his lips brush against your temple, pressing a soft kiss there. You looked up at him and his eyes met yours before fluttering shut as he leaned in to press his lips to yours.
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Hii :3 i love your blog, can i have headcanons of ayato, Subaru and shuu having a big crush on a girl but the girl doesnt like them back :3 thanks
When their crush doesnât like them back
ft. Ayato, Subaru, and Shu
Hi there, Anon!
Aw, thank you, I appreciate that. Thank you so much for requesting as well! Tbh, I think I may have overdone it with how much I wrote here, but I was just so inspired lol. Hope you enjoy reading it. Feel free to request again anytime. :))
Parallel post: When their crush doesn't like them back (ft. Reiji, Laito, and Kanato)
Ayato:
Oh boy, heâs not going to take this lightly--oh no, not at all.
Ayato was literally raised to think that heâs the best out of his brothers and anyone else.
So, you not liking him back is not something heâs not going to accept . . . at least, not easily anyways.
However, before we get to the negative, letâs begin with how all of this started.
Ayato first noticed you at cheerleading practice.
(Okay, so Iâm not sure if their school in DL necessarily has a cheerleading team, but considering the students play sports, thereâs a chance that there might be, but letâs just imagine that there is one for this scenario.)
Anyways tho, you were busy practicing the cheer choreography for the next basketball game, and with Ayato being on the schoolâs basketball team, he noticed you practicing from far away as he was practicing on the court with his team.
He grew interested quite quickly to know who you were; the way your uniform displayed itself against your body, the gleam that sparkled in your eyes as you cheered with the rest of your team. From that point on, he was determined to get to know you and make you his girl.
Since he likes to make a grand entrance, how he met you was staged with a few of his guy friends since he wants to leave an impression.
You were standing in the crowded hall with your group of friends, just talking about the most random of things whilst you held your textbooks for next period until a guy with a hoodie ran past you and knocked you over, making you lose your balance as you started to fall.
To your luck though, someone swooped in and caught you before you could hit the ground, his red locks falling into his face as he held you securely in his arms, pulling you upward to help you stand on your feet again.
You were shocked. Not being able to hold back gratitude for saving you from such a fall, youâd thank, âThank you for-,â
âNo need to thank me, babe . . . . The nameâs Ayato by the way.â Heâd smirk, walking off to join his group of friends that were waiting for him at the end of the hall, soon cheering him on as they rounded into the next hall knowing that it had all gone according to plan.
Through witnessing everything that happened, everyone was whispering and gossiping about it in the halls. This would lead one of your friends to comment whilst giggling with the other girls in your group, âWow Y/N, heâs quite the keeper.â
âHe just saved me from falling, not death--honestly.â Youâd remark, finding this to be blown out of proportion as the girl gang simply laughed at your reluctance to overreact like everyone else was--you just werenât that type of person.
Now that you knew who he was, the game was definitely on.
He tries to impress you in lots of ways.
Such as with his basketball skills when heâs practicing with his team or during an actual game since youâre cheering for his team.
Heâll literally point to you from a distance every time he makes a shot, leaving you to blush while youâre standing at the side with your cheer team.
With him being quite cocky, he definitely tries to make you laugh.
During school hours, if youâre busy in the halls getting ready for next period, he tries to get your attention from afar--even if itâs from the other end of the hall--with the rest of his guy friends, a smirk on his face as he blows a kiss to you from a distance, leaving you to blush.
Eventually through him trying to impress and talk to you so much, he takes the opportunity to ask you out.
And of course, with you not having feelings for him, youâd say no.
He was expecting that youâd say yes, so getting rejected was really strange to him, but of course, he wasnât going to give up that easily.
Since he has a major crush on you, heâs going to be insistent about going out with you.
Like, heâs not taking no for an answer.
Heâd constantly harass you in the halls or in class about this, saying to stop playing hard to get when youâre making it perfectly clear that you have interest in him at all.
Heâll even pass you notes in class asking about the same thing or try to get your attention in class by whispering your name while everyone is busy and mouth âyou look hot todayâ, leaving you to turn around in your seat and frown as this was getting annoying, his arrogance being a turn-off.
With being desperate, Ayato will even go as to steal your cheerleading uniform from your locker and hold it for ransom.
There was one time where you were walking to the girlâs locker room to get ready for cheer practice, which meant changing into your uniform. You were already late due to talking with a teacher after class, so you knew the locker room was empty since it was after school and most students had already gone home, and that your team was already practicing without you.
You went inside and opened your locker to find that the uniform was gone. Instantly, you questioned where it could have gone since you had just washed it yesterday and had placed it in there this morning before school had started, but a familiar, yet annoying voice soon rattled your thoughts.
âHey babe, looking for this?â
Youâd turn to see Ayato walking toward you, the uniform in his hands as a smirk displayed itself on his lips. You literally almost screamed knowing he was in the girl's locker room as this was not a place for him to be, your privacy feeling disturbed.
âAyato, give it back.â Youâd say, trying to take it from him, but he would be quick to hold it up high and out of your reach as you gave your best attempts to jump and grab it.
âNot so fast, sweetheart. Youâll get this back on one condition.â
âFine.â Youâd retort, feeling tired from all your attempts. âWhat is it?â
âGo out with me.â
âAyato, how many times am I going to tell you that itâs not going to happen?â
âYou can try to deny me all you want, but a girl has never said no to yours truly.â
âWell this one has.â Youâd hiss, jumping up high enough this time as you finally grabbed hold of it and yanked it away from him. âI donât know what itâs gonna take to make you understand that Iâm not interested.â
There was an awkward silence between the two of you and you thought he would just leave. You were going to walk away and change, but you noticed he just continued to stand there. Being fed up with this, youâd hiss, âWhat?â
âYouâre already late for practice. Youâll get there a lot faster if you let yours truly help you with your uniform.â Heâd grin.
âGet out!â Youâd scream, pushing him in the direction of the door.
It took an endless amount of attempts, but heâd eventually get the message that you just werenât into him.
Once Ayato came to terms with himself and that you had no feelings for him, he basically ignores you at all costs.
For example, if he sees you in the hall, heâll look or walk away and pretend he doesnât see you--youâre basically erased to him.
Even if you tried to pull him aside to talk to him to work things out and just be friends, heâd simply brush you aside, hands in his pockets as heâd mutter âtchâ before walking away.
âTch! How can she not like yours truly? . . . . Whatever. Itâs her loss. Sheâll never find another guy like me.â
Subaru:
Oh my, for him to like someone is quite difficult since heâs not even a fan of himself.
However, there was something captivating about you that caused this vampireâs undead heart to throb.
He hated the fact that he had feelings for you since he doesnât want to feel weak for anyone, but you made him feel things in ways he couldnât explain.
Every day at school was the same to him until he saw you. You were new to his school and the teacher introduced you to everyone and this was when he took note of your existence.
Since Subaru is a loner, you really had no idea who he was or that he even existed at first.
Just like everyone else, you would walk right past him in the halls, but itâs not because you were rude, you just didnât know him and it would be strange to just start talking to someone you didnât know without a reason.
He on the other hand noticed everything about you--your every movement, the way your smile would gleam, the way your style bewitched him along with how your intelligence astonished him during class discussions.
How you noticed him though was quite the opposite of ordinary.
You were once walking through the crowded halls at school and witnessed a physical fight taking place in the middle of the hall with two male students, Subaru being one of them as everyone huddled around to watch.
You saw the way his fist collided with the other maleâs face as he sent him to the ground, several teachers soon arriving as they broke up the fight and sent both of them to the principalâs office.
At that point, you knew who he was and everyone was talking about that fight for weeks. Due to this, you heard rumors about him as well--about how getting in trouble was common for him due to him getting in fights with students in the past and that he was quite brash in general, but you werenât one to judge.
Now, returning to him having a crush on you.
When in class with you, he will stare at you but will look away quickly since he doesnât want to take any chances on being noticed by you or anyone else. The last thing he wants is for someone to suspect that he has a crush on you.
You were once assigned to be his partner in class and letâs say he was a nervous wreck about it all.
He was a lot meaner than usual, mostly because itâs a defense mechanism he uses to demonstrate his tough exterior so no one can take advantage or hurt him.
But deep down, we all know that this bby car is a total softy :â)).
Since you both had a project to complete together, you both met up in the library to prepare for it. You were both looking at the textbook to find the information you needed when your hand accidentally brushed against his. He instantly withdrew it, muttered âtchâ as he walked away to hide the blush that bloomed on his cheeks. This left you confused, but you decided not to question it since he was quite the enigma.
Iâve cannoned this in the past with @liannelara-dracula that he likes to corner you when youâre alone, especially during break, so he can have a small conversation with you.
He may say something slightly perverted to flirt tho ;)).
Through knowing each other, you like waving to him in the halls as youâre walking to class with your friends, your endearing smile dawning on him quite incandescently.
Heâd never wave back at first, always muttering his infamous âtchâ, and was usually just annoyed by your kindness, but with you not withdrawing your gentle nature, he soon started to grow a bit more comfortable with this.
When he reached this stage, heâs always taken back by you saying hi to him casually like that. He doesnât really know what to do, a minor blush appearing on his cheeks as he'd slightly, but very awkwardly, lift and wave his hand, quickly looking away from you to avoid eye contact.
Your friends, however, would take note of you saying hi to him and would constantly be asking you as to why since heâs bad news and isnât very approachable.
âGuys, heâs just misunderstood. Itâs not like we really know him and we canât just judge by whatâs on the surface.â You'd say.
He really isnât the type to just confess due to fear of rejection and his feelings grew more and more as he got to know you.
You really brought a lot of fun and joy to him, something he isnât too familiar with due to his upbringing, in fact, he even started to smile a little bit each time he saw you.
Even his brothers took notice of his new behavior, a certain fedora-wearing vampire wanting to know more than what was on the surface when they were all riding home together once.
âFufu~, whatâs with the new attitude, Subaru? Why the smile? Is it about a girl?â
âTch! Shut up!â Heâd retort, looking away from all of them as a minor blush appeared on his cheeks, leaving them all to laugh at him.
Later on though, Subaru caught on to the idea of you not liking him back due to seeing you kissing your boyfriend in the halls one day.
He was crushed in all honesty and ended up recoiling back into his old life of being lonesome.
He rarely talks to you now. Since he knows you have someone else, he doesnât want to bother with getting to know you any further since it would just hurt him more.
Heâd also be a lot meaner and irritated than usual. In fact, it wouldnât be surprising if heâd get into more physical fights due to his anger towards this situation.
He hates the idea of you not liking him back . . . but to be honest, he kind of expected it because he thought it was something that was too good to be true.
âIt only makes sense that someone like her is already taken . . . . Tch! Like sheâd ever date a piece of shit like me.â
Shu:
Considering his childhood trauma, for him to take an interest in someone is quite rare and almost unexpected.
Especially since he believes that if anyone associates themselves with him, they either end up dead or are left in a really bad situation they canât get out of.
It took him a while to realize his feelings for you. He honestly just kept denying them for the longest time, but he accepted them later on since you were always on his mind.
However, even though he's realized them, bear in mind that he is an ass about his feelings since he always tries to push them away. This is mostly due to his experience with Edgar since it left quite a mark on his childhood.
Anyways, Shu first took notice of you during homeroom--which he actually bothered to attend for once xDD--and noticed you sitting in the far corner writing some things down in your notebook whilst your ears remained attentive to what the teacher was saying, your beauty being captivating to him.
By him not going to class a lot of the time, he wasnât too familiar with a lot of his classmates. But with you being in homeroom hour, he actually started to attend it a lot more because he found you interestingâthe way you focused throughout the period as you listened to instructions and paid no attention to the other boys who sought your attention when the teacher was either too busy teaching or doing something else.
By seeing you a lot in homeroom, heâd notice you in the halls whenever you were either conversing with your friends or going to your locker to grab the stuff you needed for your next class.
The way your hair would whip every time you turned, the sound of your laughter echoing in his ears every time you and your friends joked about something.
It was all so amusing to him, something he wouldnât typically see.
With you piquing his interest, he wanted to make himself known to you. In other words, he wanted you to talk to him in some way, so he staged an opportunity.
You were running late to class one day. Since it was on the second floor you had to use the stairs, but you soon stopped when you saw someone occupying one of the steps that prevented you from ascending, his figure asleep as you recognized it to be Shu.
You had heard of Shu before due to his family name and because he was so popular with the girls, along with the fact that he always skipped class, but you never paid him much thought since you had your own clique of wholesome friends.
Since you were already running late and that was the only way to get to class, youâd politely approach him and ask him to move, but of course, he didnât give a response or budge.
You supposed he was in a deep sleep, so you reached out to tap his shoulder, his eyes snapping open as heâd quickly grab your wrist, preventing you from giving him a nudge.
âHuh, touching a man you donât even know. Thatâs quite lewd of you.â Heâd smirk.
His remark caused you to slightly blush, âThat- thatâs not- I wasnât doing anything like that.â
âHuh, surely doesnât seem like it.â
You grew pretty annoyed as youâd send him a frown. âLook, can you move? I have to get to class. Iâm already late and youâre making me get there even later.â
âYou being late isnât my problem. If you wanna pass, just pass.â
Youâd sigh taking his suggestion, taking a step forward as you attempted to skip over the step he occupied. As you stepped over, he lifted a leg causing you to trip and land on the landing, pain traveling through your body as you shot him a glare knowing that what he did was on purpose.
âHey! What the hell?! You did that on purpose, you jerk!â
âYouâre imagining things. First you trip and then you wanna blame your clumsiness on me.â
He was so lying, and you knew that for sure. You didnât just imagine it. You literally saw him do it.
âBut you-,â Youâd sigh, knowing it was going to be pointless to continue arguing with him, plus, you had a class to get to. âWhatever, I donât have time for this. I have to get to class.â
As youâd leave, he would make a perverted remark about your skirt, a blush rushing up to your cheeks as youâd walk away and up the next flight of stairs to get to your class.
After class, your friends had asked why you were so late and you had told them about your encounter with Shu. They were in awe at the story and even teased you about it.
With that incident, things only escalated, especially with his endless flirting. He honestly gets a kick out of it.
Since he skips class a lot of the time, if you happen to pass him in the empty halls as you walk to class or elsewhere, heâs going to say something to you for sure.
This can range from him making more perverted remarks about your skirt, or your panties if heâs laying down; even going to the point of teasing you about being perverted when youâre not.
That motha.
He even accuses you of bothering him when heâs the one who started the conversation.
Says that you âwalk too loudâ and that youâre spoiling his music because of that reason.
Youâd grow fed up with this and with being so distraught about it, your friends would be bound to ask what was bothering you. Youâd mention why, but they would only find it amusing considering who he is. After all, Shu isnât really known to give much of his attention to anyone.
âYâknow, if heâs talking to you in the halls for no reason, that says something. He only talks to girls he has an interest in.â One of your friends would say.
âInterested my ass!â Youâd retort, rolling your eyes. âHeâs such an ass. Heâs just some spoiled rich kid thatâs probably never worked a day in his life.â
Honestly, Reiji would love you on account of this xDD.
Iâve also cannoned this with @liannelara-dracula that even though heâs lazy, he would take the time to get to know your schedule and show up everywhere youâd typically go.
And then, heâd accuse you of stalking him since youâre always running into him.
Since heâs pretty perceptive, Shu eventually noticed that you didnât like him through one incident that he took note of in the hall one day. You were walking and you ran into your crush, your heart racing as he stopped to talk and say hi to you. You were pretty good friends with him and he was just the sweetest guy ever. You always felt butterflies in your stomach whenever you were around him and deep down, you hoped that things would change between you two eventually.
To Shu, it was plain as day that you liked someone else. Heâs centuries-old and definitely knows how this stuff works, heâs not stupid. Plus, the asshole he was also listening to your heartbeat when you spoke to your crush, making it far more evident to himself that you had an interest in someone else.
By knowing about your crush, he does use it to piss you off. Heâll act like an even bigger ass now because he knows you donât like him.
âYâknow, itâs never going to happen.â Heâd tease, his infamous smirk being evident.
âA girl can dream.â Youâd retort. âYou seem to do it all day, so why canât I?â
Based on his fear of someone getting hurt because of being involved with him, heâd never tell you that he liked you.
Is actually pretty accepting of the fact that you donât like him, and to be honest, he thinks itâs better off this way due to his fear of destroying something he would later on cherish, but yet, he still carries on with being an ass towards you since it amuses him.
âYouâre better off without me. Dream all you want about that guy, but I know heâd never satisfy you the way I could.â
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Family Ties - Charlie Gillespie x Reader (16+)
Request: Can you please do one where either Charlie is meeting your family or youâre meeting his and he keeps trying to be touchy/wanting to have sex but you/him donât want to get caught xx
Word Count: 1721 wordsÂ
Summary: your annual family trip gets a little bit more hands on when your boyfriend Charlie and his family join you
Warnings: heavy makeout, touching, a little bit of grinding, swearing, mentioned and implied sexÂ
A/N: sorry if this editing is shit my brain is not working lol hopefully yâall like this one, ive been debating on rewriting it for what feels like years but fuck it i dont have that motivation lol also idk if theres beaches in canada like what we have here in aus but if there isnt oh well in this fictional version of canada they have aussie beaches anyways, enjoy!Â
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It had all started when you had jokingly suggested that you should invite your boyfriend Charlie and his family along on your annual family trip to the beach. Your mother had agreed, and before you knew it she was on the phone to Charlieâs mother working the whole plan out.Â
Your family lives in Quebec, and Charlieâs in Dieppe, so your mumâs quickly decided that your family would drive to his house, and then the two families would continue the rest of the way together.
So thatâs how you ended up in your dadâs old truck, pulling into the driveway of the Gillespie house at 6am in the morning after almost 8 hours of driving.
You jumped out quickly, wanting to get away from your brotherâs annoying rap music and your sisterâs constant whining about being bored as quickly as you could. The front door of Charlieâs house swung open and within a few seconds you were being pulled into the arms of your boyfriend, inhaling his familiar scent.
âGod I missed you.â He murmured into your shoulder and you grinned.
âI missed you more handsome.â You replied, exchanging a soft kiss.Â
Charlieâs family joined him outside and after a few quick introductions, you were on your way to the beach, this time tucked away in the passengerâs seat of Charlieâs car.Â
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Once you arrived your families spent the day at the beach, and Charlie couldnât keep his hands off of you. By the time you finally headed off to bed you were certain that every other person in the house was sick of his touchy behaviour.Â
You made yourself comfortable on the bed, watching Charlie as he entered the room, shutting the door behind him.Â
âI donât think your dad likes me that much.â He said with a giggle, flopping down onto the bed. You rolled over to look at him.
âHeâd like you a lot more if you stopped looking at me and touching me like you want to fuck me at every free moment you have.â You stated, and a light blush appeared on Charlieâs cheeks.
âYou think he noticed that?â He asked, pressing his nose against yours.
âI canât imagine he wouldnât. You havenât been subtle at all. Weâve only been here for the day and youâve tried to jump me three times and thatâs not even counting the shower sex.â He grinned cheekily at your words.
âI canât help it, youâre just so hot.â He whined, and you rolled your eyes.
âBut weâre on a holiday with both of our families. You gotta tone down the horny.â You said. He sighed dramatically.
âFine, Iâll try to be better tomorrow. But for now, weâre all alone... and itâs our first night...â He trailed off, pouting, his eyes dark with lust. You nodded once and that was all the consent he needed, crashing his lips against yours and making quick work of climbing on top of you and sliding his tongue into your mouth.
You moaned, your fingers scraping down his back as he grinded his hips into yours.Â
âFuck.â You mumbled against his lips, your hands finding a place in his hair. You tugged lightly on his hair causing him to moan into your mouth.Â
âHey Y/N?â Your mumâs voice called.Â
âShit.â You exclaimed, pushing Charlie off you. Not expecting the reaction, he jumped slightly, falling off the edge of the bed with a thud.Â
You giggled as your mum opened the door, frowning as she took in the sight.Â
âCharlie, why are you on the floor?â She questioned. You laughed harder.Â
âFell.â He replied simply, rolling over to stand up, climbing back onto the bed.Â
âWhatâs up Mum?â You asked, hoping that you didnât look like you had been making out with your boyfriend only moments ago.Â
âDid you remember to grab the bag of board games? We were going to play Monopoly.â She said, leaning against the door. You nodded.Â
âI put it in the little den room.â You told her and she smiled.Â
âThanks Hon, you two are welcome to join us if youâd like.â She invited. Charlie shook his head.Â
âWeâre good thanks Mrs Y/L/N. My mum is scary good at Monopoly so Iâd rather not lose to her again.â He grinned and your mum returned the smile.Â
âWell the offer is there if you want it.â She said, before leaving the room. You let out a sigh of relief.Â
âThat was a close one.â You mumbled. Charlie nodded, leaning in to kiss you again. You pulled back, giving him an incredulous look.Â
âReally? Youâre still horny after being interrupted by my mum and monopoly?â You asked. Charlie pouted.Â
âA bit.â He admitted. You rolled your eyes at him, pushing him away. He whined but gave in, curling up next to you instead.Â
âTomorrow night.â You said, flicking the tv on. Charlie snuggled his face into your upper back.Â
âYou promise?â He mumbled against your skin. You nodded.Â
âI promise. But only if youâre good during the day.â You bargained. He thought for a moment before humming in agreement.Â
âDeal.â
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âThis is not being good.â You whispered to Charlie as his hand crawled up your thigh at lunch the next day.Â
It was tradition for your family to get lunch at your favourite restaurant on the second day, and you had barely been there twenty minutes when Charlie started to get fidgety.Â
âIâm not doing anything.â He lied, giving you an innocent smile.Â
âBullshit.â You muttered in reply, and Charlie shook his head, making a disapproving sound.Â
âLanguage.â He faked disappointment.Â
âFuck you.â You rolled your eyes. He gave you a flirty smile.Â
âOh I wish you would.â He teased, his voice deepening slightly.Â
âCharles.â You warned, and he sighed, sitting back up again, his hand returning to your knee.Â
âRemember our deal?â You said quietly, and he nodded.Â
âHow could I forget, Iâm so sexually frustrated I might explode.â He admitted. You stared at him in disbelief. Â
âWe literally had sex yesterday evening.â You whispered, your voice hushed. Charlie nodded, eyes wide.Â
âExactly! Itâs almost been a whole 24 hours.â He sighed.Â
âA whole 24 hours since what?â Meghan questioned, and you choked on a mouthful of fish, grabbing your glass of Coke quickly to wash it down.Â
âNone of your business.â Charlie retorted. âStop eavesdropping.âÂ
âDonât have private conversations around other people then.â Meghan bit back, but dropped the conversation anyway. Charlie gave you a relieved look.Â
âThat was close.â You muttered.Â
âYouâre telling me. Almost enough to get rid of the semi in my pants.â He winked and you hit his arm.
âCharles. Stop it.â You reprimanded. He grinned cheekily.Â
âYou love me.â He sung, placing a wet kiss on your cheek. You couldnât help but roll your eyes.Â
âIâm reconsidering.âÂ
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âSo what were you and Charlie discussing at lunch that was so private?â Meghan questioned, once you, her and your sister Isabella were alone sunbathing later that afternoon. You cringed slightly.Â
âYou donât want to know.â You replied.Â
âOh god was it a sex thing?â Isabella gasped, and Meghanâs eyes widened in fear. You blushed.Â
âI told you that you didnât want to know.â You said simply, and they both squealed in disgust.Â
âDo mum and dad know that youâre sleeping with Charlie?â Isabella asked after a pause. You rolled your eyes.Â
âIâm a fully grown adult Bel, I donât need parental permission to have sex with my boyfriend.â You told her. Meghan fake gagged.Â
âCan we not talk about this? I do not want to think about my brother having sex.â She begged. You grinned slightly.Â
âYou were the one who brought it up.â You said. Meghan sighed.Â
âIf Iâd known it was a sex thing I would have never.â She replied.Â
âWith Charlie itâs always a sex thing.â You answered.Â
Meghan and Isabella groaned in unison as you giggled, flopping back into your chair.Â
You really needed to get some girl friends who werenât your sister and your boyfriendâs sister.
-Â
âWas I good today?â Charlie questioned, jumping onto the bed next to you as you scrolled through Instagram that night.Â
You put you phone down, pretending to think.Â
âWell, you tried to tease me at lunch and then tried to discuss it, which then led to me having a very awkward conversation with our sisters about our sex life. So Iâm gonna go with no.â You said. Charlieâs eyes widened.Â
âY/N!â He gasped. âYou canât do that to me.âÂ
âWhy not? I told you to be good and you werenât so thatâs on you.â You replied, returning to scrolling on your phone. Charlie placed his head on your chest, pouting.
âBut...â He trailed off. You raised an eyebrow.
âBut what?â You questioned. He sighed loudly.
âBut Iâm so horny.â He complained. You rolled your eyes.
âThat sounds like a you problem.â You replied.
âBaby.â Charlie whined, dragging out the âyâ. âIâm gonna get blue balls, do you want that?âÂ
âYouâve got hands. And I know you know how to use them.â You said. He sat up, giving you his infamous puppy eyes. Â
âPlease?â He asked. You stared at him, not wiling to budge.
âYour sex drive is frankly disturbing Gillespie.â You told him.
âI know.â He agreed, batting his eyes at you. âPlease?âÂ
You groaned.
âFine.â You said. His eyes widened.
âReally?â He questioned, a grin appearing on his face.
âYes. Quickly, before I change my mind.â You nodded. Charlie moved forward but paused.
âWait.â He said. You frowned.
âWhat now?â You questioned, your tone clearly showing your exasperation.Â
âYou want to do this, right? Iâm not making you do anything you donât want to be doing?â He asked, suddenly serious, and your frown fell as your heart filled with love for the boy in front of you and the fact that he was still asking for consent despite how desperately horny he claimed to be. You lent in, kissing him gently.Â
âI promise youâre not forcing me to do anything I donât want to do.â You said softly.
âYouâre sure?â He checked. You nodded.Â
âPositive.â You reassured him. He grinned.Â
âI love you.â He whispered, leaning closer.Â
âI love you too.â You replied.Â
And with that Charlie pulled you towards him, ready to show you just how much he really loved you.Â
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Canary, Part 5
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Tim tipped his head to the side as he considered the woman in front of him.
She had a slightly nervous smile as she pulled one of her earbuds out of her ears. âHi.â
Her eyes flicked past him and, after quickly glancing back to make sure no one was about to attack him, he realized she was feeling cornered.
⊠probably because she was currently being cornered.
He hesitantly took a few steps to the side until he could lean against the wall. âIâm not here to hurt you or anything, I just want to talk,â he promised.
Her hand slipped out of her pocket. He was willing to bet that she had some kind of weapon in there.
Which was good, honestly. Gotham was a dangerous place for newcomers like her.
â... so, whatâre you here for?â She asked when he didnât say anything for a while.
He bit his lip as he considered her.
Marinette Dupain-Cheng, 27.
The first time theyâd spotted her following them around, theyâd assumed she was just another alias of Canary⊠but the fourteen aliases they had found for Canary so far had always had one thing in common: despite how far back it may have gone or how many connections she may have had, there was never anyone alive to corroborate her story.
She would have definitely done that this time since there was a 100% chance that the bats would notice her. Canary would have made sure that, no matter what, they couldnât pop on over to anyoneâs house and ask about her.
But Marinette had two parents. They were back in Paris, of course, but they still existed. Babs had spotted them walking to the grocery store just yesterday. They had a consistent call history with them dating back years.
He had entertained the idea that they could be paid actors⊠but Canary worked alone. She had informants and sponsors, sure, but partners? No. It had been nine years, if she was going to start working with people she probably would have done that already.
Marinette checked out.
⊠or, at least, she checked out in all ways but two.
âHow did you get here?â Asked Tim.
Marinette frowned a little. â... plane?â
He shook his head. âWe have footage of you at Roissy Airport, but you never arrived in Gotham.â
Her skin paled. âMust be a glitch.â
Okay. Thatâs definitely not suspicious at all, no way.
He raised his eyebrows. âI donât think so, no.â
âMaybe you missed me.â
âWith our facial recognition scanners? And three people checking it over?â
Her hand was back in her pocket and her eyes were flicking to the exit nervously.
âIâm not going to deport you or anything,â he added quickly. âLots of people here arenât documented and thatâs totally fine, the immigration system is totally messed up⊠Iâll shut up about that now, thatâs not helping... I just⊠want to know. Curious.â
âParanoid,â she corrected with a hesitant grin.
â... cautious,â he said after a few seconds.
âSure, if thatâs what you want to call it.â
âItâs much nicer than paranoid, thatâs for sure,â he said, crossing his arms over his chest.
She rolled her eyes and he smiled as some of the tension in her shoulders disappeared.
âThe horse miraculous,â she said after a few seconds. âThatâs how I got here.â
He sighed internally. Metas in Gotham. Not good. There was a reason that rule was in place. If metas -- even good ones -- started coming then there was nothing stopping the huge, otherworldly threats from following them over. Theyâd stick with their overdramatic fucks that need therapy, thanks, their gadgets didnât exactly hold up against literal gods.
And then Marinette giggled. âYou donât need to look so scared. The weird old guy who holds onto all the miraculous⊠he doesnât really use them, he just keeps them locked in a weird box thing. I justâŠâ She shrugged. âI had something on him and he was more than happy to get rid of me.â
⊠well, thatâs a little concerning, thought Tim.
Not exactly unexpected, though. Sheâd very publicly gotten a restraining order by Chat Noir around ten years prior and, while none of the other miraculous holders had come out against her, many of the ones that had revealed themselves as holders had already denounced her. Tim wouldnât have been surprised if she had stalked more of them -- hell, she was stalking him and his family, clearly she hadnât limited herself to Chat Noir.
But this raised his second question: âWhy now?â
She cringed. âWell, Iâd thought about moving a long time ago. No place in France was going to hire me with the whole âstalking one of their beloved superheroesâ thing⊠but I decided to stay for a while. I didnât want it to seem like I was running away, yâknow?â
He nodded his understanding slowly. That made sense. It wasnât a decision based on logic, but not all decisions are.
She smiled awkwardly, rubbing the back of her neck. âAlso, I kind of missed having superheroes, to be honest.â
Tim raised his eyebrows. He wasnât going to correct her use of the word âsuperheroesâ instead of âvigilantesâ, English was at least her second language and that would be rude, so he went down a different route: âI thought they still had their miraculous. Itâd be stupid if they didnât. Mayura is still out there and all.â
âAs far as I know, everyone but Ladybug and Chat Noir gave up their miraculous. Everyone knows Mayura is just Adrien Agreste even if we canât prove it. Nothing else makes sense,â she said with a shrug.
He bit his lip. âI thought that the secretary disappeared that day, though. Wasnât it her?â
âNathalie Sancoeur? I heard she moved to America,â Marinette said with a shrug. âBut America hasnât had any attacks, so no one in Paris thinks it was her. Adrien is probably just waiting until the miraculous holders drop their guards.â
He nodded slowly. He didnât realize he was going to be gossiping and discussing conspiracy theories with a person who stalked heroes but, he had to admit, it was kind of fun. Reminded him of the good old days when he was just a kid who followed the bats around for fun.
⊠but that wasnât how things were anymore. He had responsibilities now. Which he was currently not doing. Oops.
âI should get back to work.â
âI should get back to watching you work,â she half-joked.
He hesitated. âIs there any way I can convince you not to do that? Gotham isnât Paris, itâs dangerous here.â
She grinned. âI stalked a guy who had a literal god at his beck and call. I can handle a few odd goons,â she said.
He bit his lip but nodded. âCall for help if you ever need it.â
âFine. Fine.â
He got the distinct feeling that she wasnât going to but he was going to give her the benefit of the doubt just for now.
He pulled his grapple gun from his belt and hooked it around the rooftop.
âSee you later.â
âWell, you will see me later, Iâll --,â she began, only to cut herself off with a gasp: âNO!â
He quickly checked over his shoulder but he didnât see anything. He turned back to her, questioning look on his face, only to see her devastated expression.
âCedric died,â she said sadly, pointing at the ear with the earbud still in it.
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Marinette sat in a coffee shop, sipping at a drink as she worked on her computer.
Tim Drake had five coffee shops that he enjoyed. The tiny tweet sheâd sent out a little over a week ago ensured that he wasnât going to be allowed coffee at his place of work. So, he was likely to go and get coffee somewhere else. She was currently sitting at the one closest to WE.
⊠it was very expensive. She needed to drink her coffee slower.
She squinted at her resume with a frown.
She was pretty sure it was good enough to get in, butâŠ
Marinette sighed lightly and let her head hit the table. Fuck. She hated this stupid job so much.
She heard the chair across from her scrape against the wooden floors and slowly lifted her head. She squinted at the guy in front of her for a minute.
âHello,â she said carefully.
The brown-haired man smiled at her.
She glanced him up and down. He was clean in a slimy kind of way. He was too nice. His hair was coiffed perfectly, his suit neatly pressed, his face clean-shaven. People who had the guts to dress like that in Gotham were always the worst of the worst.
âHi!â he said cheerfully.
She sighed. âYou werenât even going to ask if you could sit here?â
âYouâve been alone for a while. Figured it was safe to assume you didnât have anyone.â
Cool. Cool cool cool. Her hand slipped to the dagger hidden in her hoodie pocket. She may not know what kind of bad he was, but he was definitely bad news.
âNo, actually, I was just waiting for my friend to get off work so they could join me.â
âOh! Iâll keep you company until they show up!â
Damn. She hated when people called her bluff.
She forced her most pleasant smile to her face. âNo thanks. I have work to do, actually.â
âApplying for jobs, right?â
She paled.
âSorry, but I was curious so I just peeked over your shoulder a little bit. I actually had a couple of openings at my job, and you seem like a good candidate, if youâd like --.â
âNo!â She said quickly.
His smile didnât waver, but his eyes narrowed just a little. âI was just offering you a job.â
âI donât want to get a job this way. I prefer the formal interview process and everything,â she lied.
âOh, well, my company is having interviews tomorrow and there should be an open spot around --.â
A hand came to rest on the manâs shoulder.
âHey, bud, she said no.â
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TheBetterCanary: @/BrucieWayne give me a hundred million dollars and ill stop doing crime
BrucieWayne: Done.
TheBetterCanary: i take it back five hundred million
BrucieWayne: Sure.
TheBetterCanary: a billion
BrucieWayne: Alright.
TheBetterCanary: what the fuck
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Afterglow (A Bucky Barnes AU fan fiction) - Chapter 17
Afterglow chapters
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
One of the advantages of being a photographer â or a self-taught photographer in your case â is having the ability to acquire an eidetic memory. You remembered the hat that the little bitch (a four-year old) was wearing when she pushed you off the swings in daycare, or the little stain on your father's doctor's lab coat when your family had to rush him to the hospital, or what Peter was wearing the day you guys first met (some oversized flannel he borrowed from Bucky), or the look on your ex-boyfriend's face when you punched him in the face for cheating on you.
The attention to every pretty little detail is, and always will be, a must, and so not remembering where you had seen Bucky before killed you, or rather, was killing you.
It was a normal morning, well, better than your normal mornings to say the least, with Bucky spending the night in your bed. This time, you woke up first, all wrapped in nothing but sheets and Bucky's arms just like yesterday. You rolled over to his side and admired him in his sleep. Then, sudden flashes of Bucky's face from before flooded your memory. You didn't know when exactly was before. It felt like a kind of a deja vu moment.
While eating Bucky's homemade breakfast, in your mind, you listed all the possible places where you could've seen him before: a café, a bar you once went to in college, a bookstore, a museum, a convivial gathering, a convenience store, and any other places you could've bumped into him.
The morning grew unusually quiet and clouded, eliciting concern from Bucky.
"You seem awfully quiet this morning." He observed. "Are you alright, doll?"
"Y-yes, I am."
"Uh-oh, was the sex not great last night?" He joked, nudging his elbow against yours.
You shook your head, trying to smile a little. Thankful that Bucky was trying to keep everything light. "No, no, it was great. You were great. It's just... I'm just quite anxious for today."
Today, you were going to Sam's office and to his store on Fifth Street, to discuss the details about the project. It wasn't what you had in your mind this morning but as you told Bucky about it, you realized you really were getting a bit nervous about the meeting. It was a big deal, after all.
Sam's business, The Falcons, was getting more recognition than you thought. He was now in near competition with Nike and Adidas, especially with the rumors of him releasing brand-new footwear, that could â and you quote one of the articles you read while on break â âoverthrow the big leagues.â That alone, already put you in the spotlight. So, whatever you put out there should only be a success, and not a flop; because if it were a failure, you wouldn't only be humiliating yourself, but Bucky as well.
"You're gonna do great!" He assured you. "Plus, it's just a meeting. You two already seem to have a grasp on the project, anyway."
"Yeah." You sighed. "You're right."
You wanted to ask Bucky if you had ever, ever, met each other before â perhaps during a party where youâve rescued Peter before? â but you bit your tongue to stop yourself. You already did when you met, anyway. And everything was going great between the two of you â whatever the hell this was; besides, labels are overrated nowadays â and you didn't want to say anything or do anything that could potentially ruin it. You were beyond happy in your little bubble, and you could tell Bucky was, too.
You brushed all those thoughts at the back of your mind as you and Bucky strolled through Sam's building's hallways, ironically telling yourself it was all just in your head, that you were just quite edgy about this damn meeting, that you were just thinking about Bucky all the damn time; and the more you told these things to yourself, the more you believed it, and the more you hoped you would never have these thoughts again.
Today, you wore something a bit different than what you usually wore down at the bar. A blazer and pants set, adorned with black and white stripes, a tube top inside, and a white belt that kept the blazer on your sides. You got the set when you and Bucky were out shopping on Monday, of course, Bucky paid for it no matter how many times you refused. Your hair was let down, all the ends flowing down your shoulders until the bottom of your breasts. Lips painted bright red (which Bucky really, really liked). A bit of shimmer on your eyelids as well.
Today was a huge deal and you wanted to look your best.
Bucky kept his hand on the small of your back the whole time you walked, giving a sense of comfort and familiarity you now learned to be fond of. He told the story of how he met Sam (at a bar, where else?), how he had seen him grow in the industry (all the ups and downs), and also how they've always supported each other â the three of them.
"Wait, the three of you?" You asked. "There's another one?"
Bucky almost wanted to stop in his tracks but decided against it. He avoided your gaze, his eyes straight down the hallway. "Yes, but we've fallen apart." He said. "He has his own thing now. Anyway, let's not talk about it. We have more important things to deal with today."
Before you could even ask what the name of this third friend was, Sam appeared at the end of the hallway, with his arms wide open, like a king opening his arms to his heir. Bucky, without leaving your side, proceeded to hug Sam only using his free arm, "Hey, man," he said, and retreated back afterwards.
On the other hand, you shook Sam's hand and gave him a smile.
"Hi, Sam." You greeted. "Nice to see you again."
"You too... y/n." Sam replied, hiding a smirk you knew he was itching to show, hiding the fact that he wanted to mock Bucky by calling you "babydoll."
"You guys made it in time." He said. "Come with me to the conference hall."
Sam led you to his right where a white long table stood in the middle with a bunch of vacant office chairs around. A projector sat on the center of the table, a series of displays of sports apparel lying around, perfectly organized by color. A blonde woman had her back on you, flipping papers on a clipboard. Once she heard you come in, she swiveled around and put the clipboard on the table.
"Y/n, this is Sharon Carter, my assistant and the project manager assigned for this new release." Sam spoke. "She knows everything there is to know about how my business works, all the ins and outs. And if in any case I won't be around, you can always rely on her."
"Hi, nice to meet you." You said.
Sharon Carter, instead of answering verbally, just offered you a smile and a small nod. Her gaze shifted towards Bucky, and then Sam. "Mr. Wilson, does he need to be here?"
"Always a pleasure to see you, Sharon." Bucky chuckled.
Sharon ignored him and continued to talk to Sam; well, tried to. "All the details in today's meeting are confidential and he â "
"He's good, Sharon." Sam cut her off. "I doubt he'll be interested in this, anyway. He's just here for his... doll." Sam chortled and Bucky winked and clicked his tongue in response. "Besides, he's the one who introduced me to y/n."
Sharon sighed in defeat and tried to smile at her boss. "Very well then."
"Please, take a seat." Sam offered, leading you towards the vacant chairs.
While walking towards the chairs, Bucky bent over on your side and whispered: "Don't worry, she's usually like that" which gave you relief.
"Good," you whispered back, "for a moment there, I thought she hated my guts."
"To be fair, she usually hates everyone's guts. Especially mine." Then, he placed a small kiss on your temple before pulling out a chair for you. "You'll do great, doll."
"Alright," Sharon started, glaring at Bucky, "shall we begin?"
The meeting lasted longer than you had liked it to be, and for a little while, it suddenly became an understanding of the difference between working with small, independent businesses and big businesses such as Sam's. Usually, you had a lot of artistic upper hand when it came to the small ones, seeing as they were still starting â and it was also where your college degree came in handy. You would talk to them about advertising, and marketing strategies through product photography. And that was that. But Sam's business already had something to start with.
Something already big.
In the middle of the presentation, Bucky reached for your hand under the table (which took you by surprise), hooking his pinky into yours.
"Just hold my pinky like this if this is too overwhelming for you." He whispered.
"Why the pinky?"
He just shrugged in response, a smile playing on his lips.
Sharon walked you all the way through it, careful not to miss any kind of detail, small or big: from the moment the business started (Sam working in retail, then reselling clothes, then making streetwear designs of his own until he landed on sporting apparels), and to what made the business grow what it is right now.
"Inclusivity." She continued, clicking on the next slide, "This is what The Falcons is going to be all about. Plus-size workout clothes, a huge array of colors suited for every skin tone â literally any color you can think of. We also have workout clothes and streetwear in one which means new designs and new materials. And of course, the new footwear. Bringing the light in speed, bringing new comfort, a new aesthetic, footwear for all. Again, inclusivity. Right in front of you," she pointed to all the sports apparel lying on the table, "are the new designs. We just received the first batch yesterday and we're expecting the second and last one hopefully this weekend just in time for the photoshoots any day next week."
"Me and the marketing team haven't actually discussed the photoshoot details, but they've had that with Sharon, seeing as she's the project head. All I have to do is approve it," Sam said, looking at you, "with you here, of course."
You nodded in agreement, then looked at Sharon. "Will we discuss, perhaps, half of it today?"
"Oh, I can discuss all of it." Sharon smugly replied. "I have a very promising proposal right here." She clicked the next slide, showing photos of various known models. "Let's start with the models. The new faces of the Falcons â "
"Hi, sorry. Can I weigh in on this one?" You interrupted as you scanned the faces of the models in front.
"I haven't finished yet."
You looked at Sam, who had his finger on his chin (assessing the situation), pleading with him with your eyes. "Go ahead, y/n." He said, nodding.
"Thank you, Sam." You replied then went back to the screen. "If I'm not mistaken, that's Kendall Jenner."
"Yes, it is."
"That's not exactly a new face." You argued. "And isn't she already an ambassador for Adidas?"
"It is a new face of The Falcons." She answered. "And she's actually ending her contract with Adidas. Something about breach of contract or some sort that I cannot legally discuss with outsiders."
"Where are the plus-size models?" You asked.
"I was actually getting to it." She clicked the next slide.
"Ashley Graham?"
"Yes, her. She's the perfect candidate."
You bit your lip, leaning forward on the table and unhooking your pinky with Bucky's. "Look, all of these models are gorgeous and handsome and good models but they're faces you see every single day on billboards â "
"Exactly. They're faces you see every single day." She repeated. "That means that these faces sell. And that's what we want for this release."
"I thought what you wanted was inclusivity." You frowned. "We should get people who are real athletes and models from different races, colors, and sizes. Real people, not these people you see every day on your phone or everywhere you go. These models are overrated, anyways." You faced Sam, who was listening intently. "Let's not get faces but stories instead. I believe that's what will separate The Falcons from these huge brands. It's a new release, right? Might as well make everything new."
Your words hung in the air, rendering the whole conference room quiet. Until Sharon broke it off. "Business doesn't work that way. I went to business school. I know how the system works."
You chuckled. "I majored in business and finance. Trust me, I know everything there is to know about business, not just you."
She was dumbfounded but tried to hide it, anyway. "But this is my proposal. You don't have a say on who we should get. You don't work for The Falcons."
"I know." You sighed. "But I'm working with you, and I have a say in this as much as you do." You glanced at Sam who was deep in thought. "But of course, Sam will always have the last say."
You leaned back in your chair, your chest heaving. With your eyes straight ahead, you grabbed Bucky's hand and hooked your pinky with his.
"Sharon," Sam started, "that was an excellent presentation and I humbly appreciate it but y/n does have a point. I wouldn't want these people representing The Falcons. I want people like me, people with stories to tell. Inclusivity isn't a marketing strategy, or a statement. It's what I believe in. And you," he swiveled his chair in your direction, "made a good case out of it."
You broke out in a smile, glancing at Bucky who also did the same. He now intertwined his fingers with yours, squeezing your hand three times.
"Sharon, find new models and athletes and have their profiles by next week. Let's think of it like... Kind of like a casting call." Sam said, standing up. "Now, let's dismiss this meeting 'cause I am starving."
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"You have got to get a new assistant, Sam." Bucky groaned as you got inside Bucky's limo. You had lunch at some fancy restaurant in Manhattan before Sam showed you around the main store down Fifth Street.
You laughed, greeting Howard who gave you a smile through the rearview mirror. "She's the best assistant I could ever get."
"Please." Bucky said. "You could have better. She's just, ugh, I don't know, what's the word for someone who thinks she's better than everyone else in the room? Who hates practically everyone but goes to great, great lengths just to kiss your ass â "
"Alright, alright!" Sam cut him off, laughing. "I get it, man. But y'know I can't afford to lose her. It took me months to get a loyal and honest assistant."
"Ugh, fine."
"You just want her out because you're protecting your little babydoll."
"Jesus, Sam." Bucky said. "Stop calling her that."
"Yeah, stop calling me that." You frowned, leaning on Bucky's side and wrapping your hand around his muscular arm. "Only he gets to call me that."
"You guys make me sick." Sam joked.
You turned towards Bucky who had the end of his eyes, crinkled, and nose, scrunched. "Hey," you said, grabbing his attention, "did you get a text from Parker last night?"
His expression became relaxed, and looked at you. "Yes, actually. Something about a kid named Schmidt."
You chuckled. "Yeah, he's kind of a bully. Remind me to beat his ass when he comes to the bar. You won't miss him. He's got way too much gel in his hair, and too much of a know-it-all, kind of like, Ross Geller."
"Oh, I'd like to watch you beat someone up." Sam nodded, smirking. "You know what, I'd pay you to punch Parker."
"Oh come on, Sam." Bucky laughed.
"Nah, I'm kidding. I love that little kid. Speaking of Peter," Sam cleared his throat, "what are you guys gonna do when he gets back?"
You and Bucky fell silent, hooking your pinky with his once more. "We, uh," you glanced at Bucky who had his eyes on his shoes, "we haven't talked about it yet. But we will tell him, that's for sure. Right, James?"
His eyes shot up to yours, then at Sam. "Yes, yes, of course. I mean it's Peter. Of course, we'll tell him. Just not right away."
"What do you mean not right away?" You frowned.
"Well, we can't flat out tell the guy we're dating the moment he comes back. I don't want him to have a heart attack." Then, he bent down a little, leveling his mouth on your ear. "We are dating, right?"
"Well, we haven't talked about it and we're certainly not talking about it in front of Sam." You replied, glancing at Sam who was just staring at the both of you.
"We're here, Mr. Barnes." The partition pulled open, revealing Howard's voice. The three of you got out of the limo, the bar right just right in front. Before we even got to enter the bar, Sam tapped your shoulder and called out to Bucky.
"Do you mind if I borrow your girl for a moment? I'll just have to discuss something work-related."
Bucky turned around and glanced at the both of us. "Yes, sure." He pecked you on the lips then turned around to enter the bar.
"This is actually about Bucky." Sam said.
"Oh." You said. "Okay. What about Bucky?"
"I have to say, I haven't seen him that happy."
"Uh, isn't that supposed to be a good thing?"
"It is, it is! And I'm glad he has you."
"But?"
He sighed. "But just be careful with him. Look, y/n, he's a good guy and all; we're practically brothers... But he's a child. I've known him since we were teenagers. He's almost forty and not once has he had a serious relationship."
"What are you trying to say, Sam?"
"You've only known him for, what, a couple of weeks? Don't you think this is going a little too fast?"
"I like Bucky." You replied. "I genuinely do and what we do or how we do is honestly none of your business. It doesn't matter how long I've known him. I appreciate you looking out for Bucky, but Bucky's an adult. We're all adults here. We can handle ourselves."
"Just promise me one thing."
"Sure."
"Don't hurt my friend." He said. "He may act like this rich bitch just parading around town, getting by with his manly looks and shit, but he's a child. He doesn't know what he wants. If you hurt him, you'll also end up hurting yourself. So, be careful, alright? Think this through, and talk with him."
Silence.
"Promise me, y/n."
You nodded. "Yeah, I promise."
"Good. Now let's head in there, I need a drink."
"Wait, Sam." You said, making Sam stop in his tracks. "Do you think Bucky likes me as much as I do?"
"I can't say for sure." Sam replied before walking inside.
You leaned your back against the brick wall, hitting the back of your head. You closed your eyes, letting all your thoughts rush in.
Still feeling a little bit light-headed, you went inside (which was still empty except for Nat, Sam, and Bucky) and as soon as Nat's eyes landed on your figure, she whistled. "Oh wow, Mrs. Fancypants!"
You chuckled, removing your blazer, revealing the tight black tube top as it was getting a bit hot. "Shut up, Nat."
"Woah, somebody call the fire department 'cause it's getting hoooot in here!" Nat continued then tilted her head towards Bucky. "Hey big guy, if you're not gonna hit that, I will."
You rolled your eyes, chucking the blazer to her face. You turned to Bucky who was sitting in the usual booth with Sam. "She said the same thing to me about you."
"Don't expose me like that, y/n. Not. Cool."
You giggled, sliding in the booth and greeting Bucky with a kiss on the cheek. "Hey, you."
"Hey, doll." He smiled, placing his hand on your thigh and pulling you closer. "We were just talking about you."
You glanced at Sam, who was smiling at you. "Oh, really?"
"Yeah." Sam nodded. "Don't worry, it's all good. And, y/n... That thing we talked about earlier."
"What about it?" You asked.
"We're good." He answered. "And to answer that last question, he does."
You beamed. "Really? He does?" You asked, as if Bucky wasn't even in the room.
"Yes, he really does."
"Hey, what are you guys talking about?" Bucky asked out of curiosity.
You glanced at Sam, smiling, "Oh, just this model I want for the shoot," and then you looked back at Bucky, "I was kind of having doubts for a hot minute over there about him, but, everything's fine. Everything's good."
"Good." He kissed your temple softly, making your heart flutter. "It should be."
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