#listen... i know i sound crazy but...

[chirpsythismorning]

I’m sorry but nothing will ever beat Finn’s drive playlist that he made during s3 filming, with songs like Me and Michael, The Basement, Gay Thoughts and No Woman lmaoooo

[izel-scribbles]

just finished malevolent relisten. needless to say the obsession has been rekindled tenfold its previous magnitude

[moonchild-in-blue]

Okay I know I said I was going to stay offline for a while because headache, but I just had the most horrible thought and have to share.

You know the piano on Drag Me Under? The rhythm at which the keys are pressed? Is it just me, or it sounds eerily like a heartbeat? HEAR ME OUT.

I'm not saying it's supposed to sound like that, and I'm aware the tempo is slightly off from the normal/usual heartbeat rate BUT. What if it is? What if you look at it from that perspective?

In the lyrics, Vessel says that they are lying down together. What if this is his/his lover's heartbeat, like when you rest your head on someone's chest and can feel it echo in you?

If he is indeed being dragged down, maybe this is the final moment before the descent? Into Them or down under, I'm not sure. "To merely behold you" - what if this is him remembering their last encounter before They abandoned him? Before Atlantic took place? Since they can't be together? Since the rhythm bleeds nicely into Blood Sport, their parting song? The one before the Big Sad? Does this make sense or am I crazy??

[albino-parakeet]

the ominous aye Kenji I was talking about in Heidi’s last stream.

(I don’t have the video it comes from. This is a screenshot from the one year of jwcc/dinotwt recap video)

Context: During the wait between the early seasons, dinotwt all of a sudden watched this kid vampire movie that was based on a book. There’s a scene where the main character was getting tossed into a lake. Someone took a screenshot of said scene and put this Aye Kenji variant in the background. The video would slowly zoom in on the Aye Kenji while the beginning of “The Lion Sleeps Tonight” plays quietly.

[channie-binnie]

As a huge fan of The Sound album (that shit is so underrated the album has some of my most played SKZ songs), you bet I will be so fucking excited for the new Japanese album

[ad-1812]

they look so good with their traumatic moments😍🥰

[earthgrudgefear]

bro are we gonna kiss rn

[unclemoony]

Ok so tell me if I'm crazy, but I think when the recorder goes long after Alice and Sam leave, I think that muffled whisper bit is when Martin stabs Jon at the end of episode 200. Specifically the moment he is stabbed. That gasp. Listen to it.

[kikuism]

OKAY I have an actual question now LOL. Is there a song that screams kikou to you? Or multiple songs ! I have an idea of their dynamic but I'd love to be able to like...hear it. If that makes sense.

hi ayaka!!!

oh that's hard bc i am not very good with music in the sense that i don't pay attention to lyrics :') even in the character playlists i have (which have been gathering dust....i really don't refer to them or add to them now or anything), it's all based on vibe more than like. the actual content of the song. also there's the fact that i mostly listen to jpop/jrock. and the songs that i do think have some connection are all kiku based!

(im going off on a tangent but you know it's funny after all these years kou still evades me as a character i don't quite have him pinned down the way i do kiku....i always discover a bit more about kou as i write. bc his genesis was just this elusive kind gentle healer that has tidbits of wisdom and insight to offer a sheltered prince. but there was always something simmering just behind that persona and it's taken me a while to know what that is, to flesh him out as an actual person. basically, it took me a good long while to focus on the negative traits of my characters and it's actually quite fun to do so. i like to take the inverse of a good trait. for example kou is quite a devoted person, but that can also manifest in stubbornness. and ofc the fact that he is blind means he learned early on how to present himself in a certain way)

but ANYWAY!!! here are some kiku-centric kikou songs i could think of....roamed high and low through my spotify for these please accept my rather meager offerings

every pore—tamino

shame—mitski

bloom—the paper kites

also i would love to hear your idea of their dynamic, im curious how my kikou posting comes across as :')

[jahsontodd]

Hello has anyone gone to a concert alone and how did it go/would u recommend

[hooked-on-elvis]

One of my absolute favorite of Elvis' songs ♥

"Runaway" (Live, 1969)

[boxwinebaddie]

if you don’t mind me asking, how in the everloving fuck did you get mercury AND arsenic poisoning?? is that common??

siiiiiiiiiiiigh.

so, no...thankfully, my dear, sweet darling:

i don't think it's terribly common, ( neither was the arsenic i guess, but i'll get into that ) but it is when you're stupid as fuck like me.

because i am too lazy to type it all out again and don't have it in me to be eloquent ( i am saving that for writing about the boys, now that i, thankfully, can coherently write again ) i will send you the synopsis that i sent elite sickfic style dr. ana ( god's fucking angel )

**it's the updated, more articulate ( give or take ) version because i tried to explain it to the girls the day i got home ( take it easy on them please, i couldn't text or call and gave them quite a fright, ily girlies ) unfortunately, i was still not super good at making words and processing things, so i wrote this now that i am functioning better.

sorry for spooking you all about the parasite; long story short, it was not as deadly as i thought -- I DID, HOWEVER, STILL HAVE A VERY NASTY BACTERIAL INFECTION, LIKE WHEN I SAY NASTY, I MEAN VERY, VERY, VERY BAD AND I WAS FIGHTING IT CONCURRENTLY WITH THE PARA WHICH MADE IT SEEM A LOT WORSE, VERY ASS!

but long story, medium:

alright! gather round kids --

it's uncle nina story time.

tw for gross medical stuff / me being in mentally ill hell

anyways, looking forward to sharing my writing with you all again and answering my asks if we still care!

love you and hyh,

metal head uncle nina

[spaciebabie]

count how often i make a post about missing choir here's post number whatever. i miss choir

[akkivee]

i’m not entirely sure if it counts, but the closest thing hypmic i think has gotten to this as a concept is the base line melody that loops throughout ore ga ichiro (underneath all the keyboard noises and synth) is the main melody in faces, except in faces it’s in reverse. ichiro may not have entirely been calling out rei but rei sure answered lol

[ballerinalouis]

all that's known! In History, in Science, overthrown at school, at home, by blind men. You doubt them and soon they bark and hound you! Til everything u say is just another bad about you. All they say is trust in what is written. Wars are made and somehow that is wisdom!! Thought is suspect! and money is their idol! and nothing is okay unless it's scripted in their bible..... if u even care....

[ningtual]

oh i'm gonna be so annoying about this album..... i even took notes while listening to this just now...