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"If You Don't Come Back" (1973)
Recorded July 21, 1973 at Stax Studios, Memphis · Released on October 1, 1973 · Album: Raised On Rock
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MUSICIANS Guitar: James Burton, Reggie Young, Charlie Hodge. Bass: Tommy Cogbill. Drums: Ronnie Tutt, Jerry Carrigan. Piano: Bobby Wood. Organ: Bobby Emmons. Vocals: Kathy Westmoreland, Mary (Jeannie) Greene, Mary Holladay, Ginger Holladay, J.D. Sumner & The Stamps. OVERDUBS Guitar: Dennis Linde
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"If You Don't Come Back" â LYRICS Songwriters: Jerry Leiber/Mike Stoller (Woke up early in the morning) (What did the poor boy find) Well the car was gone and you were gone And I almost lost my mind If you don't come back (if you don't come back) Hum, if you don't come back today (if you don't come back today) You can call up the people at the crazy house And take this crazy man away (He threw himself off a gas stone wall) (He tore his clothes out the door) I ran out on the street in my stocking feet Tell the police I've been robbed If you don't come back (if you don't come back) Hum, if you don't come back today (if you don't come back today) Well you can call up the people at the crazy house And take this crazy man away Mrs. Brown's been talking about me To the people across the street She said (I cooked that boy a pot full of stew, But the poor thing just won't eat) If you don't come back (if you don't come back) Hum, if you don't come back today (if you don't come back today) You can call up the people at the crazy house And take this crazy man away
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RECORDING SESSION Studio Sessions for RCA. July 20â25 1973: Stax Studios, Memphis On that first night Elvis left the studio after four hours, having recorded absolutely nothing. He arrived late again on the following night, his speech so slurred that he seemed scarcely awake. The sound of his voice on the session tapes makes it painfully evident that he had little interest in recording at all. Freddy Bienstock began by presenting a Leiber and Stoller number, âIf You Donât Come Back,â which he had secured under the new publishing arrangement, and Elvis barely managed to drag himself through five indistinguishable takes before Felton called him in to listen to the results. In the end the ninth take became the sorry-sounding master, devoid of anything like fire or enthusiasm. Excerpt: "Elvis Presley, A Life in Music: The Complete Recording Sessions" by Ernst Jorgensen. Foreword by Peter Guralnick (1998)
Elvis Presley at Stax Studios in Memphis, July 1973.
In order to understand better what was going on in Elvis' life at the time the first Stax recording session was held in July 1973, let's get some facts on his life during that year.
1973 RECORDING SESSIONS (BACKGROUND STORY)
The Aloha From Hawaii concert (January 1973) demanded a lot of energy from Elvis. Once it was over he was very tired due to all the months of preparation for this huge concert to which, for example, he went through an extremely restrictive diet to get in a good shape and, to make matters worse, couldn't get enough rest at night either; but things would get even worse in the following months with a very busy schedule ahead.
Following the Aloha From Hawaii was a four-weeks engagement at the Hilton Hotel in Las Vegas (January 26 - February 23, 1973), to which Elvis missed several performances due to a bad case of laryngitis (he wasn't even supposed to be working, according to doctor's orders). After the Vegas engagement Elvis had a mini tour in April (April 22 - April 30, 1973) when he performed in Arizona, California, Oregon, Washington and Colorado. Not enough, Elvis then had a two-weeks engagement scheduled at the Sahara Tahoe Hotel, Las Vegas (May 4th - May 20th 1973), to which some dates also had their concerts cancelled, allegedly due to the flu and a chest infection, and back on the road once more another mini-tour followed (June 20th - July 3rd 1973), with Elvis visiting cities in Alabama, Georgia, New York, Pennsylvania, Ohio, Missouri, Tennessee, and Oklahoma. Other than demanding a lot of him physically at a moment his health was as delicate as it was, those concerts ended up being emotionally tiring for Elvis as well. Some of those concerts were highly criticized by the press, highlighting that, for example, Elvis had gained thirty pounds, looked puffy and white-faced, besides he was blinking against the stage lights during the shows (due to secondary glaucoma to which he had been diagnosed in March, 1971) and on top of that, the worst for the audience, his voice sounded weak and his performance lacked in enthusiasm. It wasn't the Elvis Presley everyone knew, loved and praised, and knowing about all that criticism must have felt disappointing to Elvis himself.
The origin for all those health problems, apart from physical exhaustion caused by pre-diagnosed health conditions, adding to unhealthy eating habits and not enough rest, was also emotional. Elvis' personal life was not in the best fitting. He was dating Linda Thompson since mid-1972 but in 1973 he was still dealing with the divorce procedures with Priscilla; the heartbreaking part of it all, what could've been affecting Elvis' mind the most, was worrying about what the divorce would cause to his daughter, Lisa. That can be supposed by a bad reaction to a song Elvis would cut at the Stax, "My Boy"; He showed his feelings about that song telling Felton Jarvis that he wanted it to be done in two takes tops. When asked to sing the song for the third time Elvis snapped at Felton (record producer), "I told you to get this goddamn thing in two takes. I canât sing it no more." Elvis' divorce with Priscilla was only final on October 9, 1974.
As evident, Elvis was dealing with a lot in 1973. His choice of city for a recording session at that time was Memphis because he wasn't feeling specially excited with cutting records at that moment, let alone travelling to get to a studio in another city. The American Sound Studio's producer, Chips Moman, who had worked with Elvis in 1969, was no longer in Memphis, so the Stax and its crew was a fairly good alternative to them. The initial Stax recording session ended up being disappointing- with only seven songs getting a master approved to be released on the next album. With the lack of sufficient material for a new album after the July recording session at Stax, RCA managed to get their mobile-recording truck at Elvis' property for a home recording session at Elvis' home in Palm Spring (September 22-23, 1973) because Elvis was hesitating in going back to the studio one more time. The album Raised on Rock was finished after that home recording session, and it was released the following month (October 1973), but proved to be a failure in sales.
By December 1973 Elvis seemed to be feeling good again, at least good enough to go back to the studio for another recording session at Stax. He was in a better place physically and mentally by then. But as for the first recording session at Stax, that's the background story... things didn't worked that smoothly in that studio at first.
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FURTHER INFO Vegas 1973 engagements (cancelled concerts)
LAS VEGAS HILTON â January 26 - February 23
Elvis was supposed to perform two concerts per night â a Dinner concert at 8:15pm and a Midnight concert at 12:00am) â with an exception for the opening night, with only one evening performance. From January 26 to February 23, 1973 for that Vegas engagement at the Hilton, Elvis performed every single night but the January 31st, with both concerts being cancelled. The other cancelled concerts were exclusively the Midnight concerts, with Elvis performing the dinner concert in those dates. The days the Midnight concert was cancelled were: February 1, February 6 and 7; February 13, 14 and 15.
SAHARA TAHOE â May 4th - May 20th 1973 (ended up sooner, on May 16th)
As for the Sahara Tahoe Hotel engagement (May 4th - May 20th 1973), the agreement was similar in schedule as for the shows at the Hilton â Dinner (in Sahara Tahoe at 10:00pm instead of 8:15pm) and Midnight (12:00am), with the opening night having one evening concert only. On that engagement there was also an additional show ("Motherâs Day" concert) at 3:00am on May 13, apart from the Dinner and Midnight usual concerts prior to this one (which was a benefit concert; the proceeds would go to Lake Tahoeâs Barton Memorial Hospital where Elvis' mother Gladys had once undergone surgery). From a two-weeks engagement, both concerts from May 17 to 20th, 1973 had to be cancelled (eight concerts).
Source: elvisconcerts.com, elvisinfonet.com, graceland.com; "Elvis Presley, A Life in Music: The Complete Recording Sessions" by Ernst Jorgensen.
#i think the rhythm makes it one of elvis' sexiest song#like... his voice in the song too#the grunts#like... shit#i must be crazy#i feel like hes - forgive me god for saying this - fucking my ears#listen to this song with earphones and you might get what i mean#rolling eyes-breath catching kind of song#funny ernst jorgensen finds this recording that lame#i bet it could sound better... knowing elvis as much as we know the perfectionist he way when he was feeling good... but i love it#i love it just the way it sounds#its all a matter of taste really#i love this album#elvis music#elvis songs#if you don't come back#raised on rock#1973#elvis presley#elvis#70s elvis#elvis the king#Youtube
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KISS THE GIRL
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pairing: luke castellan x fem!reader
summary: two times luke knows heâs in love with you + one time he canât hold it in anymore
warnings: pre tlt luke, ooc luke
a/n: percy jackson đđ (request some fics for the characters), i think i ended this terribly, but iâll fix it later at some point!
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I. SCAR
âYou are an idiot.â
Thatâs the first thing Luke hears when he wakes up in the Campâs infirmary. He feels groggy, sluggish and slow and barely registered that you were in the room.
He faintly tasted his motherâs cooking. A small comfort for the consequences of failing his quest. His heart is filled with embarrassment and pity and dejection.
You snapped your fingers by his ears. âI know youâre awake. You hear me? You are an idiot!â
âIf youâre here to make fun of me failing my quest, go away.â Luke groaned and turned on his side, despite the pain flaring in his abdomen.
"Luke." You said in a much softer tone. You were concerned about his injuries since he returned from the quest. "You know I wouldn't do that, not with something this serious.â
You helped him sit up in the infirmary bed and cup his cheek. He felt a gauze patch rather then your warm palm on his right cheek. âIâm saying youâre an idiot for not letting me come with you!â
âYou canât do everything by yourself.â
Love is fickle and strange thing. Luke and you promised that if either of you went on a quest, youâd bring each other. Yet, Luke couldnât keep his promise.
He couldnât see his girlâbest friend, his best friend get hurt because of a stupid promise. He wouldnât forgive himself if you went out he quest and got injured in some way, shape or form.
Even if you hadnât gotten hurt, he mightâveâ he wouldâve gotten worse injuries from being distracted by your beauty. He could never tear his eyes from you whenever you entered the room.
In hindsight, it was a really bad way to go about things.
âIâm fine, arenât I?â Luke responded and couldnât hold himself back. He interlaced his fingers with yours, knowing you were still pissed when he didnât choose you or anyone, for that matter, to join him on his quest to retrieve a Golden Apple from the Garden of Hesperides.
He resented his father and the gods for not caring for his wellbeing during the quest.
âYes, butââ You protested.
At least you cared for his wellbeing. You caring about him was better than any god or goddess on Olympus.
His eyes softened. His mind screaming the words he was too scared to say to you out loud. âI love you.â He loved you for caring about his wellbeing. His safety.
âYes, but nothing.â Luke retaliated and squeezed your hand to assure you. âIâm okay, Iâm alive and have some cool ass scars now.â
Luke grinned as he was able to produce a laugh from you. Your laugh was like music to his ears. His own ambrosia in human form.
âShut up.â You rolled your eyes playfully.
âNever.â
II. SPARRING
âAgain.â Luke demanded as he pointed the celestial bronze sword at your throat. The sun beating down on the two of you as you trained. A past time as the days got boring.
âFuck off.â You scoffed and laid back in the grass that laid beneath the pairâs feet. The grass tickling your arms and legs.
âCâmon! Up and at it. The momentum will wear off.â Luke helplessly convinced you to try and spar him again.
âOh no, what ever will we do?â Sarcasm bled through your tone. You pushed yourself to sit up and leaned against the rack contained to celestial bronze swords.
Luke shook his head and grinned. He pushed back his chocolate curls to wipe the sweat from his forehead. He joined you on the grassy floor.
âFive minute break then.â Luke nodded.
âTen minutes.â You negotiated and looked over at Luke. His scar was healing nicely, no infectionsâjust a clean cut from his eye to his jaw. âYou canât expect to be up and at it after training with the greatest swordsman for an hour straight.â
Maybe it was the heat or maybe it was from the training. Lukeâs cheeks became pink. He knew his siblings and other demigods talked about him being the âgreatest swordsmanâ, but hearing it from you was different.
âYou think Iâm the greatest swordsman?â Luke said with a teasing grin.
âNot after Iâm done with you.â
âSay that to the many times you hit the floor.â
âI was going easy on you!â
Luke and you burst out in laughter at your banter, unable to keep a serious conversation. He thought your laughter could brighten up the Underworld. Hades would even agree.
Again, those three words would cross his mind. âI love you.â He loved bantering with you back and forth. How dare he try to ruin the moment with his romantic phrases.
âCâmon!â You huffed and pushed yourself to stand up. You were obliviously to the admiration in his eyes. The celestial bronze sword gripped loosely in your hand.
âWhat happened to the ten minutes?â Luke titled his head up only slightly to look at you. A stupid grin on his face. He stood up to get in position
âI can train when I damn want too.â
âDonât start complaining about being tired then.â
He never tore his eyes away from yours as you thrusted the blade at his torso.
III. STARS
Luke had no idea where the line between lover and friendship was crossed. He had absolutely no idea when he started to see you more as a crush rather than his best friend.
Though he did notice his stomach started to twist and turn every time he saw you. He noticed his heart raced a little faster every time he heard your laugh.
Luke found himself gravitating towards you during dinner, training, capture the flagâlike a moth to burning flame. Would he find himself getting burned for pursuing you?
âHey.â
Luke spoke as the wooden dock creaked beneath his feet. You were sitting on the edge of the dock. The night sky lit up with tiny bright lights. You gave him a smile (one that could melt his heart) and patted the space next to you.
âYou doing okay?â Luke asked and sat next to you. His leg touching yours. The lake rippled. The moonlight shining down on it.
âI justâneeded a break.â You reassure Luke. âFrom gods, goddesses, prophecies, questsâŠall of it.â
The chirps and cheeps of the birds and animals filled the silence. A background noise. Luke felt your head lean against his shoulder. His heart beat quicker. He hesitantly wrapped his arm around your shoulder. Comfort, he convinced himself.
âYou canât really escape being a half-blood.â Luke consulted and rubbed his hand up and down your arm. You hummed in agreement.
You were quite glad Luke joined you. These nights on the dock, after dinner, were getting lonely. The silence is comfortable save for the wildlife in the forest.
Faintly, ever so faintly, you heard Luke speak three words. Three words you would never hear from him.
âI love youâŠâ
Gods.
He didnât even realize it. His lips were making the consonants and vowel sounds. Luke didnât know until you picked up your head from his shoulder. Your eyes wide with shock and what he had hoped wasâŠrelief.
âWhatâŠ?â You mumbled.
Did he just ruin his friendship with you? Did he just lose his best friend because he said his thoughts out loud? Luke thought he had better control over that.
âWhat?â He responded and let his arm fall from your shoulders.
âWhat did you say?â
âNothing.â
âLuke.â
His breath hitched. He felt lovesick. Like Aphrodite personally made his body malfunction during this moment. âIâŠâ
âI love youâŠâ Luke avoided your gaze like he was ashamed to have a crush on you.
How did you feel? Would you reject him in a heart beat? Would you ridicule him? Thoughts swam his mind.
Before he could get too into his head, he felt a soft pair of lips pressed against his. Your eyes closed and he willed himself to close his eyes as well. Melting, melting into your touch, your lips.
When you pulled away, his eyes opened. He was graced with the sight of you in the moonlight. âWhat?â He spoke breathlessly.
âWhat?â You responded slightly confused and scared you made the moment uncomfortable.
âYouâŠâ Luke paused and closed his mouth as he tried to formulate the words. To form a coherent thought. He justâŠhe wanted that to never end. He finally got what he yearned for (and he wasnât rejected?). He got you.
âIs this real?â Luke asked and you laughed. His stomach churned with butterflies.
âYes!â You answered and interlaced your fingers with his.
âMay I?â
âYouâd be a pretty bad demigod if you didnât.â
And once again, Luke got the kiss the girl. He got the kiss the girl he been pining over for gods know how long.
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#luke castellan#luke castellan pjo#luke castellan x reader#pjo series#percy jackon and the olympians#luke castellan imagine#luke castellan fluff
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đđđąđ«đąđ§đ : mean jock!Ari Levinson x naive!reader, mean jock!Steve Rogers x naive!reader
đđđ«đ§đąđ§đ đŹ: smutt, noncon, dubcon, daddy!kink, dd/lg vibes, choking, spanking, anal play, fingering, size difference, innocence kink, naive reader, 18+ only, minors dni!
đđźđŠđŠđđ«đČ: You never thought you'd be stuck between two beefy basketball players who have it out for each other - but which one do you choose?
đ/đ: This is part 3 of my fic, Wicked Games. I'm literally so nervous about posting this. This is 21k words long. I hope you enjoy and forgive any mistakes!
âI told you, Wanda. I barely remember anything from last night,â you say, balancing the phone between your ear and shoulder as you manoeuvre the vacuum cleaner around your room. Youâd woken up feeling like shit â hungover and with a terrible headache to boot. But a warm shower and some skincare later, youâd decided to do some chores in order to clear your mind. âI do remember you ditching me though.â
âI didnât ditch you!â Wanda screeches from the other end of the line, and you wrinkle your nose, holding the phone away from your ear before she speaks again. âCurtis told me youâd left, and then he took me back to his place! I left you a message and everything, but maybe it didnât send because the service was so shitty.â
You hadnât received her message until you got home last night, along with about a dozen more from Ari which you also still hadnât looked at, let alone responded to.
âWait, you went home with Curtis?â
Wanda giggles, âYeah. I didnât think someone as popular as him would ever be interested in me but he was! And he was so good, and gentle too, andââ
You stay quiet, letting her gush on and on about her magical night with the basketball player, ooh-ing and aah-ing and gasping at all the right places. The truth was, the moment sheâd mentioned Curtisâ name, the memory of him cornering you on the dancefloor and giving you drink after drink had all come back to you. How heâd offered to take you upstairs before Ari had interrupted⊠Oh, but what did that matter? Itâs not like you didnât already have your hands full with a basketball player of your ownâŠ
âSo, what about you?â Wanda finally asks, âDo you really not remember anything?â
You inhale deeply, âI remember talking to Ari.â
No. You remembered more than that. You remembered the thumping music, the flashing lights, the crowd surging around you. His hands on your hips, his lips on your neck. His words in your ear. How heâd fucked you right there in front of everyone⊠All of that had come back to you in the shower this morning, but youâd been trying not to think about it ever since. All you could really do was persuade yourself that it was too dark and crowded for anyone to have seen that.
âEw. Not that two-timer. Please tell me you didnât fold.â
Scrunching your eyes shut, you bite your lip, âWe hooked up.â You werenât going to delve into the details of where youâd hooked up with him, though.
âOH MY GOD, WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS?!â Wanda screeches again, and you press your lips together. It was a valid question, but you just werenât in the mood for a lecture.
âYou ditched me and went home with Curtis. Please spare me the lecture, Wanda.â
Sheâs silent for a handful of seconds, âOkay fine. But how did you get home? Did Ari give you a lift?â
You frown, âHe must have. I donât really rememberââ
At that moment, your eyes land on a blue and white varsity jacket draped over your desk chair, and your heart jolts all the way up to the roof of your mouth. Wandaâs voice prattles on, but the phone falls slightly from your hand.
Steve. Youâd met a guy called Steve last night. It was slowly coming back to you now. How Ari had broken your heart in that bathroom, how youâd felt so alone and heartbroken the rest of the night. Blurred bits and pieces slowly join together like a jigsaw puzzle in your mind⊠Steve had found you, and youâd talked to him. And thenâŠ? Ari and Steve had faced off, and youâd chosen to leave with SteveâŠ
You couldnât remember anything after that. But surely Steve had called a cab and dropped you home, right? You had no recollection of what happened in the cab, however. You just have a vague memory of feeling cold and Steve giving you his jacket while you were both in the backseat. But that was the gentlemanly thing to do, as was dropping you home after the terrible night youâd had thanks to Ari.
âHello? You still there??â
You blink, pressing the phone back against your ear, âUh, yeah, Iâm here. I donât know what happened after that, but I got home safely so I guess thatâs a win, right?â
Wanda agrees, before launching into a detailed account of how Curtis had let her sleep over and heâd even gotten her coffee in the morning after allowing her to sleep in. You sit there, half listening and half staring at Steveâs varsity jacket on your chair. Inexplicably, your fingers itch to touch the soft material, to hold it against your nose and see if you can detect a scent to try and remember more of what had happened last night. You have a vague memory of how heavy and secure it felt around your shoulders, but you canât recall anything else no matter how hard you try.
A distinct rattling against your doorknob distracts you momentarily, and before you know whatâs happening, your door flies open, and Ari appears. The spare key youâd given him clenched tightly in his fist, and a scowl on his handsome face.
âWhy the fuck have you been ignoring my messages?â He snarls.
Seeing him now, seeing his devastatingly handsome face, his hair which is slightly wet at the ends, as if he just showered. His grey tank that clung to his body and showed off those incredible, tanned biceps. Oh God, seeing him now just makes you feel all weird, hurt and angry and helpless and yet so attracted to him all in one. And you wonder if all these conflicting emotions show on your own face as you stare him down.
You sniff in what you hope is a dismissive way, âIâm on the phone with Wanda right now.â
It takes him two seconds to cross the room, snatching the phone from your hands before speaking into it gruffly: âFuck off, Carla.â He hangs up while you gape at him in shock and annoyance, before throwing your phone to the other end of your bed. âAnswer me. I wonât repeat myself.â
Heâd been messaging you nonstop all night and even this morning, but you couldnât bring yourself to look at them. Not after how much heâd hurt you last night in the bathroom.
âWhy would I reply to your messages when I have nothing left to say to you?â You say, priding yourself on keeping your voice level and calm.
He scoffs, running a hand through his hair like he usually does when he feels insulted or frustrated, âWatch your tone. Thatâs no way to talk to someone whoâs been worried sick about you since you let that asshole abduct you last night.â
Your jaw drops open, âWorried sick? Are you for real, Ari? You werenât worried sick when you left me in that bathroom even after I begged you to stay with me.â
Ari blinks, crossing his arms over his chest, âYou remember that?â
You side-step your vacuum and square up to him (as well as you could possible square up to someone who is almost double your height). âI remember how heartbroken I felt, how hopeless and drunk I was. And you⊠you didnât even care! Not even a little bitâŠâ Your voice breaks, and you hate it and you wish you were stronger but you feel your shoulders crumple and your eyes well with tears.
âAww, babyâŠâ Ariâs strong arms wrap around you, and he pulls you into his solid chest. And he smells so good, like fresh soap and aftershave, and his embrace is so familiar, so safe, and you hate him for that. âDonât cry, baby. You know I hate it when you cry. Look, I didnât want to leave you, but I had to. Sharon was making a scene and multiple people were looking for me.â
At the mention of her name, you push him away immediately and take a few steps backwards to create some distance between the two of you. No, you wouldnât let him sweet-talk you this time, you wouldnât fall victim to his manipulations. You were going to stand your ground.
âDonât, okay? You donât need to make all these excuses because you basically laid it all out on the table last night, Ari. I remember everything.â
âBaby, listenââ
âNo, you listen! You strung me along for weeks, telling me youâd make me your girlfriend one day. I told you Iâd do anything for you. I let you fuck me wherever, however you wanted! I begged you to stay, but you told me you already had a girlfriend, and now I know that if it came down to it, youâd always pick her over me. So, Iâm done.â
You swallow back your tears and stand with your head held high, heart pounding at everything youâve just said. But you also feel exhilarated, liberated because youâve never voiced your thoughts to him like this before. And he just stands there, eyes narrowed as he stares you down and yet he says nothing, and you wonder if youâve finally rendered someone like him speechless.
With triumph, you turn on your heel, walking past him and into your bathroom. You have nothing to do in there but you busy yourself with rearranging your lotions and creams, determined to ignore him until he leaves.
âI could take you out tonight,â he calls from the bedroom, âLike a real date. We could go to one of those Italian restaurants downtown. And we could stay at a hotel after that, I can easily get us a penthouse suite at the Hilton, I know youâd like that.â
You would like that. In fact, your heart lurches in excitement. A romantic, public date with Ari? Oh, that would be incredible! But your happiness is short-lived when you realise that none of it meant anything if he was still with Sharon. That meant this date would probably take place in the shadows of the night, with him on edge over someone spotting the two of you together. And you refused to be his second-choice, his dirty little secret, any longer.
âIâm not interested, Ari,â you mutter, pretending to read the label of your shampoo bottle. A minute passes before you look up, disappointed when he doesnât answer. Had he left? Oh, you were hoping he wouldâve stayed longer and grovelled a bit more. Or even grovelled at all because he still hadnât apologised. You resist the urge to call his name as you stare hard at your shampoo bottle, so hard that the label blurs. Still nothing. You sigh before leaving the bathroom, heart sinking that he left.
But Ariâs still there, standing in the middle of your room. Deathly still, and in his hands is Steveâs blue and white varsity jacket. Shit. Youâd completely forgotten it was there.
âThis is his.â Ari says softly.
You donât say anything.
His blue eyes meet yours, narrowed and accusatory, his jaw tense with contained anger. He holds the jacket up as if itâs a piece of damning evidence in a murder case, and youâre the convict on trial. You see a glimmer of betrayal on his face, and his lips press into a thin line.
âWhy is this here?â
Your mouth suddenly feels dry. Itâs like his demeanour has completely changed in the past thirty seconds. Youâd never seen him so calmly angry before. Itâs almost eery.
âI asked you a question.â
You chew on your lower lip, âI-I was feeling cold, so heââ
Again, he closes the gap between you with just two long strides. But this time, he pushes you against the wall, his hand going around your throat and giving you the strangest sense of dejavu.
âWas he in here? Did you let him fuck you?â
He shakes you when you donât answer, and his fingers squeeze your throat threateningly.
âNo, okay!â You say, feeling your windpipes close. Of course, you and Steve hadnât slept together â all heâd done was give you a ride home, right??
âDid you let him touch you? Did you!?â He shakes you again, âDid you hook up with him? Tell me the fucking truth.â
âNO! Get the fuck off me!â You cry, pushing at him feebly.
âDo you remember everything? Tell me right fucking now, because if you donât remember then that means that asshole took advantage of you while you were drunk.â
âI REMEMBER EVERYTHING, OKAY?!â You lie, âNothing happened. H-He gave me his jacket because I felt cold, then he dropped me home. Nothing else happened, just let me go!â
Ari does let your throat go, but his menacing eyes never leave yours. Youâve never seen him so⊠affected before. He was always so cool, collected, so nonchalant⊠but right now, he almost looks frenzied. The sneer never leaves his face as his hand slips up to grab your jaw instead.
âAre you sure?â His every word is enunciated slowly, in a frighteningly level manner as he stares you down. âYou better be fucking sure, because I know guys like him. Heâs a fucking slimeball who wouldâve been happy to touch you even if you were unconscious.â
Your heart sinks at that, but you know Ariâs just speaking out of anger. Steve had been so sweet, and heâd never do that. You were sure of itâŠ
âAll he did was give me a lift home!â You try to wiggle out of Ariâs grip but he holds you firmly against the wall, his huge body pinning you flat against it similar to how he had last night when heâd fucked you. Out of nowhere, a wave of anger surges through you, the memory of him using you and disposing of you flashing through your mind once again. And now he had the audacity to get mad at you for going home with someone else? The next words out of your mouth are spiteful:
âBut it wouldnât be a problem if I did hook up with Steve, would it? I mean, itâs not like I have a boyfriend.â
Quick as a wink, Ari flips you around, till your cheek is rammed up against the cold wall, and you can practically hear the angry rumble from his throat. He roughly yanks your shorts down your legs, along with your panties too. You struggle against him, but your protests die as his palm cracks down on your bare ass hard.
âDonât you fucking even think about that.â Ari hisses, smacking your ass four times in quick succession.
âStop!â You squeal, pushing back against him but heâs too big and strong, âStop, you jerk! It hurts!â
âDonât you ever even entertain the idea of hooking up with someone else.â Ari growls in your ear, his unforgiving hand raining slaps down on your poor, ass which already feels raw, âYouâre mine. I own your whole fucking body and nobody else can touch you. Say it.â
You sob in pain, fighting against him, âNo! You donât respect me, you donâtââ
âThat doesnât fucking matter,â he says through clenched teeth. Roughly, he pulls your pyjama shorts down, and your panties are quick to follow. His palm collides with your ass over and over again, alternating between your two bare cheeks with unforgiving slaps whilst ignoring your cries of protest. âI had you first. That means youâre mine, and he canât have you. No one can have you unless I fucking say so.â
Your eyes widen, his words chilling you down to the bone. Never before has Ari ever sounded so serious, so scary. You swallow harshly, before gasping when he pinches your ass meanly. It hurts, you feel like your ass is on fire as he resumes slapping it over and over again. His other hand holds you tightly by the hip to keep you in place â otherwise, with the force of his smacks, youâd have gone flying across the room.
âStop it, Ari! Fucking stop it!â You beg, trying to keep resilient despite the fact that your backside is stinging so bad. The last thing you want to do right now is start crying and fall into a submissive stupor that has you begging for his forgiveness and approval. And you know that very well could happen, because thatâs whatâs always happened in the past when heâs punished you.
âSay it. Say youâre mine.â
âNo! Fuck you!â You werenât gonna give in to him. Not this time.
You squeal when his hand presses against your lower back, bending you over slightly. He spreads your glowing ass cheeks, swiping his finger up your slit. You squeeze your eyes shut when you hear him smirk at your wetness. Your body canât help but respond to his touch⊠but itâs your mind and willpower that you need to keep strong right now.
âYou wonât say it, huh? What, you decided to develop a mind of your own overnight?â He gathers your wetness on his finger, steering clear of your clit completely as his finger moves upwards instead. You clench involuntarily when you feel his digit probe your asshole, âI make all your decisions, you got that, sweetheart? I own you. I decide what you do, who you talk to, all of that shit.â
Oh, how was he so possessive over you when he couldnât even call you his girlfriend? You just couldnât understand himâŠ
He forces his pointer finger into your asshole, making you scream out loud at the intrusion. Heâs fingered your ass before, but never as roughly as now. You bite down on your lower lip â youâve already screamed once but you donât want to give him the satisfaction of doing it again. His other hand leaves your hip to grab your hair, pulling your head back.
âSay youâre mine, or Iâll add another finger.â
âHow can I be yours when youâre the one who doesnât want me to be your girlfriend!?â
Ari scowls, and yet he doesnât respond. Instead, he continues to spank your ass. And his finger continues to pump in and out of you, and you find yourself biting your lip now to suppress your moans.
There was just something so carnal, so raw, about him finger-fucking your ass. He was stoic and angry right now, but in the past Ari would always tell you how obsessed he was with your butt. How cute and round it was, how it drove him crazy when you bent down in your cute little skirts. How you had the type of ass that was always just begging for a smack. And heâd always find reasons to âpunishâ you, insisting on spanking you for the smallest of offences. Heâd told you that he loved how needy you got when he spanked you, and how he knew it got you horny when he fingered your butt.
But right now, it seemed like Ari was more fuelled by anger and jealousy than lust. And a part of you, despite everything, the neediest and most insecure part of you is happy that heâs so jealous. That heâs so affected by the prospect of you getting with Steve. And yet⊠Yet it clearly isnât enough to get him to leave Sharon for youâŠ
âI own you.â He grunts in your ear, âI donât fucking care if you say it or not. But youâre not gonna speak to Steve Rogers again. Do I make myself clear?â
He doesnât wait for you to answer, probably because he knows you wonât right now. Thereâs a shift in energy, you both can feel it. You know he can sense your mind fighting against him harder than ever before. Itâs in the way you keep your mouth clamped shut, despite inwardly wanting to moan in pleasure.
Ari slips his hand down your front, cupping your mound as he continues to finger your butt with his other hand. You suppress another gasp, fighting the urge to press against his palm. You hear him smirk again from behind you, grinding the heel of his hand against your clit. You exhale loudly, thrill shooting straight down to your core.
âDonât think I give a fuck about you giving me the silent treatment,â he says into your ear, âDaddy can still make you cum harder than anyone else ever could, and youâll cry like a fucking baby while you do it.â
His words go straight to your pussy and you clench hard. Your hips move on their own accord, thrusting forward to hump straight into his hand before you still them. But it feels so sinfully good, your clit rubbing against the hard heel of his palm. And it doesnât help that he knows exactly how to move his hand against your bundle of nerves, circling and pressing and rubbing at you.
âFuck,â you breathe.
âThere she is,â Ari murmurs cockily, âThereâs my girl. I guess the little baby didnât lose her voice after allâŠâ
âI mean, fuck you.â
He snorts, rapidly pressing his finger in and out of your puckered hole with such force that he rocks you forward, making your pussy press deliciously against his hand.
âYouâll listen to me,â he says beguilingly, licking the shell of your ear, âyouâll do exactly what I say. I donât care if you want to throw a tantrum right now and act out and pretend you donât want me anymore. I own your pussy, and I decide when weâre done. Not you. Me.â
You drop your head in shame, the pleasure in your tummy making you almost dizzy. Your body sags, surrendering to him physically as he mauls you. The tight walls of your ass swallow his finger up each time he thrusts into you with it, the force jolting you forward, making you dry hump his hand. Your ass burns and yet it feels so sexy, and you know youâre losing yourself; you know youâre losing the battleâŠ
âSay it. Say whoâs making you feel this good,â Ari breathes, rubbing your clit sensually, coaxing you to rut against his hand, to chase your pleasure while he dangles it in front of you like a carrot. âNobody else will ever make you feel like this, you got that? Just me. So, say it.â
âAri,â his name falls past your lips in a choked whisper, and you scrunch your eyes shut as you cum violently. You spasm in his arms, pussy walls clenching and releasing over and over again as you squirt all over his hand.
âThatâs a good baby,â Ari coos, holding you up because your legs feel like jelly, and you canât bring yourself to open your eyes. âItâs okay, you can be mad at daddy all you want. But I know whatâs best for you, and I loââ He pauses, clearing his throat and pressing his lips down on your neck, kissing and licking at your skin, âI own you, you got that?â
You donât answer, and he walks backwards with you in his arms. He lays you down on the bed before making a show of licking your cream off his fingers. You lie there, watching him and trying to catch your breath. Coming down from that orgasmic high, a dark feeling manifesting in the pit of your stomach. Youâd let him get to youâŠagain.
âWeâll go out tonight,â Ari announces, âIâll pick you up around nine, and weâll go wherever you want to go.â
âNo.â
His eyes narrow, âWhat?â
It takes you a second to gather up your strength to sit up. Your orgasm has weakened you â or maybe itâs the emotional weight of what youâre about to say next.
âI said no, Ari. I donât want to go out with you.â
He blinks, but doesnât say anything. You take that as your cue to continue.
âIâm done, okay? Iâm serious this time. I donât wanna be with you if youâre still with her.â You suck in your breath, looking somewhere beyond his shoulder because itâs too intimidating to meet his gaze. âI donât wanna go on a date that starts at nine in the evening when itâs pitch-black outside, just because you canât risk being seen with me. I deserve better than that.â
Ari crosses his arms over his chest, regarding you carefully and yet he still doesnât say anything.
âA-And I deserved better last night. I didnât deserve to be left alone in that bathroom. I was high, and drunk, and I begged you to stay with me,â you bow your head, âI-I deserve someone who isnât embarrassed of being with me in public, Ari.â
âIâm not embarrassed of you, I just canâtââ
âYou canât risk it, I know. You have a girlfriend. And I wish to God it was me, but itâs not. So, Iâm done trying to persuade you.â
He scoffs, âYou donât mean that. Youâre just in a mood, but youâll come crawling back to me the moment you start feeling needy again.â
You shake your head sadly, âThink whatever you want to think, Ari. Iâm done.â
Sighing lowly, you keep your head bowed as you pick at a loose thread on your quilt. You canât bare to look at him, because a part of you knows that looking at him would make you melt and then heâd have you back eating out of the palm of his hand. But you were done this time, you were so exponentially done, andâ
âListen to me,â In a flash, Ari grips your chin harshly between his thumb and forefinger. Forcing you to look into his menacing eyes that flash with indignation and anger. âIf you end this now, then thatâs it. Weâre done. I wonât ever speak to you again.â
Your heart jolts, stunned by his harsh words. But that was what youâd decided youâd wanted, right? For you and him to be done? Or had you wanted him to grovel, apologise, break up with Sharon and shack up with you? Nevertheless, you try to remain strong.
âOkay. Thatâs fine.â
âIâm serious. I know you think this is some kind of game and youâre playing hard to get, but I swear to God, I will leave this room and never even look at you again. Is that what you fucking want?â
His face is inches from yours, and you try to read his eyes. Try to understand him on any level, try to detect if thereâs an inkling of care behind those eyes, even an iota of love or adoration for you. A desperation to stay with you, be with you. But you canât. His face is unreadable, like a mask. And so a lone tear breaks free and meanders down your cheek, and you speak in a broken whisper:
âMaybe itâs for the bestâŠâ
He backs away as if youâve stung him, or flung a vial of poison right in his face. His eyes narrowed, nostrils flaring, chest rising and falling with each breath as he glares daggers at you. And a large part of you just wants to take it all back, to jump into his arms and burst out crying like you always do, and heâd make you feel better for the night and then leave before you woke up tomorrow. No, you had to stay strong.
Easily, like heâs slipping on that damned mask once more, Ariâs features morph from anger to nonchalance, and he straightens up and shakes his head.
âFine. Then weâre done.â
âFine.â
âFine.â
He opens his mouth as if to say something else before thinking better of it. Instead, he turns and leaves without a second glance back at you, his fists balled up at his sides. Â
Itâs only when heâs gone, and the door slams shut with a crushing finality, that you allow yourself to burst into tears. Loud, wracking, sobbing tears, and one word falls past your lips in a choked whisper:
âBye.â
***
Heartbreak felt strange. For one thing, it was constant. You missed Ari all the time in the days that followed. You thought it would get easier after a few days, but two weeks later and you still felt like your heart had been sawed in half. And every time youâd see him on campus, your heart would jolt.
In the past, heâd always smile at you or give you a wink â even if he was with his girlfriend. Now? You may as well have been invisible for all he cared. He never looked at you, or whenever his eyes did glance in your direction, it was like heâd see right through you or over your head. You didnât exist to him anymore. And it hurt.
But isnât this what you had wanted?
Well, yes. And yet, you canât fathom how itâs actually happened. A large part of you had expected him to come crawling back to you like how he had last time. Youâd expected your phone to blow up with texts and calls from him, expected him to show up at your door at midnight for a booty call, even. But nope. Radio silence. You and Ari were well and truly done and heâd moved on.
And often, when you were getting ready in the morning, your gaze would fall on the blue and white varsity jacket still draped on your chair and wonder if it was time for you to move on to someone else tooâŠ
But Ari still plagued your mind, and you didnât know how you were supposed to contact Steve or even if you wanted to. After all, all heâd done was give you a ride home when you were messy drunk and probably at your most unattractive. He probably wasnât even interested in you like thatâŠ
âOh my Gosh, Curtis is coming this way. Do I look okay? Do I need to powder my nose again?â Wanda hisses at you. The two of you are sat on one of the wooden tables in the campus courtyard. She quickly grabs your compact, not waiting for you to answer as she scrutinises her reflection in the tiny mirror.
Oh, right. Another important advancement in the past two weeks: Wanda and Curtis were now a thing. Which made it even harder to avoid Ari, who was Curtisâ best friend. Even now, as you look beyond Wandaâs shoulder, you can see Curtis walking towards her with Ari right next to him. To your relief, Ari hangs back, getting his phone out instead.
âHey, babe.â Curtis pulls up behind Wanda, wrapping his arms around her while she throws your compact back at you so she can squeeze his bicep. It hits you in the face and you huff to yourself as you put it away, pointedly trying not to look at the two of them while they start to make out. Watching them be a happy couple especially stung seeing as your own ârelationshipâ had ended in such a disaster.
Looking beyond them proves to be a mistake, however. Ariâs now been joined by Sharon, and the two of them are also wrapped up in a kiss. God, what was with everyone? You scowl and look down at your lap.
âWhatâs wrong with your friend, sweetie?â Curtis asks Wanda, his voice dripping with smug amusement. You almost scoff out loud at the use of âyour friend,â as if this man hadnât been flirting with you the night of the party two weeks ago. You still havenât mentioned that to Wanda â not when sheâs so happy with him now.
âOh, nothing. Sheâs always moody nowadays.â Wanda says flippantly, pulling him down to sit on the bench next to her as the two of them continue to kiss obnoxiously. The buzzcut-haired man squarely grabs her breast and gives it a squeeze â right out in the open! But Wanda only giggles, letting him pull her into his lap and feel her up as their make-out session takes a quick, R-rated turn.
âThatâs my cue to leave,â you mutter to yourself, gathering your books and standing up. The happy couple doesnât even glance your way or even acknowledge youâve said anything. You sigh, wondering whether this was what the rest of your college experience would be like. Youâd had your fun at the start of the year and now you were doomed to be the third wheel to these twoâŠ
âOh my gosh, youâre the girl from that party, arenât you?â
A high-pitched voice knocks you out of your hole of self-pity, and you almost run smack into⊠Sharon. Sheâs standing by your wooden table now, hand in hand with Ari, who looks like he wants to be anywhere but here.
âH-Huh?â Your mouth suddenly feels dry. Youâve never spoken to Sharon before â and how could you? How could you even look her in the eye after youâd spent weeks and weeks sleeping with her boyfriend?
âYouâre the girl from the party,â Sharon repeats, elegantly raising her voice over the obscene making out sounds coming from Curtis and Wanda. âI was pretty drunk but I remember you! You were in that gorgeous red dress, right?â
Your heartâs racing, and you wish you could disappear. Instead, you nod and force a smile.
âYeah, that was me. Hi.â
âI thought so! You have to tell me where you got that dress, girl! I honestly couldnât stop talking about it. I mean, just ask my boyfriend!â She nudges Ari, who is trying his best to appear nonchalant, ignoring her as he texts someone on his phone. Sharon rolls her eyes before continuing, âI was totally off my face drunk, but if I remember anything, itâs that dress.â
You nod, forcing a tight smile. âI was pretty drunk too. And the dress is from this website called White Fox Boutique. Look, I have to goââ
âDid you get home okay?â Sharon interrupts, her face morphing into a look of concern. And God, you hate how kind sheâs being. It would have been easier to swallow the fact that youâd slept with her boyfriend had she been a bitch. Not a ray of literal sunshine who was so pretty to boot â with messy blonde hair cascading down her back in perfect waves, and the sparkliest blue eyes. No wonder Ari had chosen her â she was absolutely stunning, and even more so up close.
âYes, I got a lift homeââ
âOh, thatâs right! You were with Steve Rogers, that guy from St. Judeâs!â Sharon says excitedly, clasping her manicured hands together before grabbing Ariâs bicep, âI didnât know he had a girlfriend now. Although itâs a good thing we both had our boyfriends there that night to get us home safely.â
Ari snorts, finally deciding to contribute to the conversation: âHeâs not her boyfriend.â
âUm, okay. And how would you know that, babe?â Sharon smiles sweetly up at him.
The brunet freezes, glancing at you for a nanosecond before he clears his throat. âThat guy couldnât hold down a girl if his life depended on it. Heâs too volatile.â
Sharon rolls her eyes, âYouâll have to excuse my boyfriend. He has this weird rivalry thing with Steve Rogers. Theyâre both basketball players, you see.â
You nod, trying to pretend like this is all new information to you. âUh, right. Well, Steve isnât my boyfriend, actually. I only met him that night and he was kind enough to give me a lift home. Speaking of home, I gotta gââ
âYou and Steve would make a cute couple,â Sharon muses, âyou guys looked good together that night.â
You smile awkwardly, shifting from one foot to the other and not knowing what to say. She clearly had an excellent memory of that night considering she was off her face drunk for the majority of it.
You hear Ari huff while youâre wracking your brain for an excuse to leave. Sneaking a glance at him, you find him frowning, his hands curled up into fists by his side. Oh, he was affected! Did that mean he still cared? A lightbulb goes off in your headâŠ
âM-Maybe I will go out with Steve. Weâve been texting a lot since that night.â Your voice comes out shaky, the lie feeling foreign on your tongue.
Ari glares daggers at you, âThatâs a bad idea.â
Sharon slaps his chest lightly, âDonât be rude! I think thatâs a fabulous idea!â
The brunet bristles and looks down at his girlfriend with an annoyed look on his face, âDonât you have a class you need to be getting to?â
âI do butââ
âGo.â
Your eyes widen at his gruff tone, and youâre even more surprised when Sharon nods at his command. What was it about Ari that made every girl around him bow down to his authority so easily? Youâd been guilty of it too in the pastâŠ
âOkay, grumpy-pants,â she says easily before turning to you, âit was nice meeting you! Iâm Sharon, by the way.â
You tell her your name.
âCool, Iâll find you on Instagram. You can text me the details of your dress there!â She says happily, and all you can do is nod while Ari continues staring at you with a steely expression on his face. Clearly, he was bothered by the idea of you and Steve texting! So what if it wasnât even true?
You stare back at him defiantly, finally feeling like youâve gained the upper hand in the two weeks since you two have been apart.
In response, Ari narrows his eyes, grabbing Sharon as sheâs about to walk away. Your heart drops when he kisses her right in front of you, his gaze fixed on you as his lips move against hers. You feel your face grow hot, then cold, then hot again, heart feeling like someoneâs shredding it into pieces. How could he? Your eyes well with tears, but you fight to keep them at bay because you canât cry here, not in front of everyone.
He continues making out with her, being as obscene as possible as his eyes lock with yours, and you just stand there, frozen and gormless, not even able to look away. Finally, after what feels like ten years, they break apart. Sharon giggles, and Ari slaps her ass before sending her on her way. You wish you could gouge your eyes out.
âYouâre unbelievable.â You mutter lowly once Sharon is out of earshot.
âAnd youâre a liar.â
âWhat?â
Ari steps closer to you, âI can always tell when youâre lying. Youâre not texting Steve.â
You roll your eyes before pushing past him, âItâs none of your business anyways.â
Curtis â youâd forgotten he was even there â breaks a kiss with Wanda to grin up at you. âDonât mind Ari, heâs just been extremely crabby lately. Not getting laid does that to people.â He goes in for another kiss, adding against Wandaâs lips, âSame canât be said about you and me, huh, sweetheart?â
Ugh.
âWanda, Iâm leaving. Are you coming?â You ask, doing your best to ignore the two basketball players.
âWhat? Uh, no, Iâm busy,â your friend answers distractedly before Curtis pulls her back in for another kiss.
âYouâll stay away from Steve if you know whatâs best for you.â Ari says quietly.
Great. Was he seriously threatening you now?
âIâll do whatever I want,â you raise your chin up at him defiantly once more.
Ari scowls, running a hand through his hair. You know him well enough to know that he does that when heâs frustrated. âLook, Iâm being serious. Itâs for your own goodââ
âWhy do you even care? I thought we were done, Ari.â
âWe are done.â
âThen leave me the fuck alone, okay!? Iâll date whoever I want to date.â
âNot him.â
âYes, him.â
âNo.â
âYes!â
âWeâll vacate this bench if you two need the space to fuck.â Curtis offers jokingly, but both of you ignore him as you stare each other down.
Finally, you huff, attempting to sidestep him but heâs way too big and easily blocks your path. A second attempt, and he blocks you again â and this time he has the audacity to smirk amusedly. That boils your blood, and you glare up at him. How dare he try and tell you who you could and couldnât date? When he just made out with Sharon five inches away from your face not even two minutes ago!?
 âJust listen to me for once,â Ari grabs your wrist but youâre quick to tug it back. His scowl deepens, but he doesnât grab you again, âSteve is bad news. Heââ
âHe canât be any worse than the guys I already do know.â You cut him off pointedly before turning around and walking away without a second glance.
***
âI canât believe I let you drag me here.â
Youâre all too familiar with the universityâs basketball court â you used to come here all the time to watch Ari play. That didnât mean you wanted to be here now. In fact, it was the last place you wanted to be, and youâd told Wanda that several times but she wouldnât hear any of it.
Wanda rolls her eyes, âCurtis is playing, and as his girlfriend, I need to be there for moral support.â
You wrinkle your nose; sheâd only been going out with Curtis for a few weeks now and yet she was running around acting like Curtis was the president and she was the first lady or something. She didnât really have any time to be your best friend anymore. You and Wanda had bonded at the start of the academic year â doing everything from attending society meetings together to having movie nights and sleep overs.
But now, it was all âCurtis wants me to go to this new club with him,â and âCurtis says that itâs okay to bunk lectures once in a while!â and âOh sorry, I canât hang out tonight â Curtisâ schedule just got cleared up so he needs me to go to his room.â It made you wonder whether youâd been this insufferable too when you were with Ari.
âMoral support? Wanda, this isnât even a proper game. Itâs just a practice,â you remind her, âand anyways, I donât know what Iâm doing here. Itâs not like Iâm dating Curtis.â
âOf course not, youâre not his type at all. I just couldnât show up alone, thatâs just sad,â says Wanda before she spies Curtis in the corner of the court with a few other teammates, all of them stretching and doing warm-ups. She waves at him like mad, blowing kisses in his direction. He shoots her a quick smile before turning around to talk to a nearby cheerleader.
You spot a familiar figure, tanned, tall and muscular with his long brown hair pushed back with one of those metal wire headbands that men wore, barking out a game plan to the rest of his team. Ari. You freeze.
âWanda!â You hiss, tugging hard at her sleeve, âYou said that Curtis told you that Ari was sick and wouldnât be at practice today!â
Wanda blinks, âOh. That was a lie.â
âWhat!?â
She shrugs, âCome on. I needed you here today and I knew there was no way youâd come if you knew Ari was here. Hey, does my lip gloss look okay, by the way? Iâm gonna go say hi to Curtis.â
âDonât leave me all by myself!â
Wanda rolls her eyes, tugging her arm out of your grasp, âYouâll be fine. Iâll be right back anyways. In the meantime, just find us a good spot to sit. Somewhere close to the front where Curtis will be able to see me.â
And sheâs gone before you know it. Great. The last thing you needed right now was Ari thinking youâd come here specifically to see him play. And with his big head â thatâs exactly what heâd think. You contemplate just leaving â you could tell Wanda that youâd had a medical emergency or something. Or maybe you could just sit somewhere in the back or hide in the bleachers, and Ari would never have to know you were here. He was too busy ordering his team around, he hadnât noticed you yet anyways, and maybe you couldâ
âSweetheart, I was hoping Iâd see you here.â
A warm hand grasps your waist, and your first reaction is to jump back and smack whoeverâs touching you in such a forward way. But then you turn, being met by a sturdy chest covered by a blue and white St. Judeâs basketball jersey. Golden hair. Sparkling blue eyes. Angelic face.
âSteve!â You exclaim, before realising that you sound way too happy to see someone who is essentially still a stranger to you. You clear your throat, trying to sound more casual. âWh-What are you doing here?â
âOur court is being renovated, so we got permission to practice here with your team.â He flashes you a bright smile, his hand still on your waist, his thumb stroking you from over your blouse. His eyes rake over you unabashedly, and you find yourself growing hot under his gaze. âThis is a really pretty outfit you got on, sweetheart. Is it for anyone in particular?â
You were wearing a pink blouse and cardigan set, with a matching pink tennis skirt which had unfortunately shrunk in the washing machine. Youâd still worn it though, promising yourself you wouldnât make the mistake of bending over and giving everyone within close vicinity a good eyeful of your panties.
âOh, uh, no, not for anyone in particular,â you babble. You feel nervous around him, but not necessarily in a bad way. âThanks for getting me home safely that night, by the way. I, uh, I meant to thank you the next morning but I didnât have your number or anything.â
Steve nods, shooting you a wink, âThatâs alright, princess. I think itâs me who should be thanking you for that night.â His hand slips down to your hip, giving it a warm, meaningful squeeze.
You frown, âWhy would you be thanking me? I didnât do anything.â Your Uber ride home with Steve was still a blur to you, but you doubt anything eventful had happened during it. âOh, donât tell me I kept you entertained with all my drunken chatter. Iâm sorry, I do that sometimes, and I was so embarrassingly drunk that night.â
He blinks, before a slow smile spreads across his face, âBaby girl, donât you remember?â
âI remember me being a total embarrassment, and you being a total gentleman. You even gave me your jacket and I still have it now!â You say brightly, picturing his varsity jacket still hung up on your desk chair back in your dorm room. âI wanted to return it to you but you never called, or texted, orâŠâ your eyes widen when you realise what youâve said, âI mean, not that I expected you to call me. I understand that all you did was give me a lift home. Iâm not insinuating that you had to call me, or that youâre attracted to meââ
âHey, hey, hey,â Steve easily grabs your chin before his thumb brushes upwards over your lips, effectively shutting you up. His eyes are intense, and so close, his lashes fanning his cheekbones as he looks down at you, âI am attracted to you.â He says squarely, before chuckling, âI thought that much was obvious. I shouldâve gotten your number that night, baby girl, but youâd been drinking a lot.â His eyes glint as he licks his lips, âAnd Iâd never take advantage of you when you were drunk.â
Oh, he was such a gentleman! Of course, heâd never take advantage of you while you were drunk! Unlike dumb, stupid Ari! As if on cue, you look beyond Steveâs shoulder, the tiniest part of you hoping that Ariâs watching this interaction between you and the blonde. But the brunet is busy warming up now, grunting as he does his push-ups in the corner of the gym, his tanned, muscular arms bulging. You almost bite your lip before focusing back on Steve.
âGive me your phone,â Steve says suddenly, and youâre obeying him before youâve even registered what heâs asked. He smirks, taking it from you and typing his number in, saving it before handing it back to you. âYouâll text me tonight, wonât you?â
Was he asking you or was he telling you? Either way, you find yourself nodding.
His eyes bore into yours, âSay it, then. Say youâll text me tonight.â
Oh, he was so intense! But you donât seem to mind one bit. Again, you nod. âY-Yes, Steve. Iâll text you tonight.â
He gives you a relaxed smile, âGood. We can discuss where Iâll take you on our first date.â
A thrill ripples through you. A date?! Youâd never been on a date before! Oh wow, this wasâ
âHey, you guys!â
Sharonâs bright voice echoes across the gym as she makes her way over towards the two of you. Sharon. Of course. Of course, sheâd be here â she was a cheerleader. And she looked beautiful as she always did, with her blonde hair piled up in a messy bun, her cute cheerleading outfit accentuating all her curves perfectly. Youâre hit with a sudden wave of insecurity â would Steve forget about you now that she was here? â but you try to keep it at bay.
The truth was, Sharon had requested you on Instagram a few days ago as sheâd promised she would. And youâd had to follow her back, which was painful enough seeing as half of her pictures were her with Ari. But she was sweet when she texted you asking about where your red dress was from, and a few more mini-conversations and a bit of small talk later, clearly, she thought the two of you were friends.
âIâm so glad youâre here!â Sharon squeals, giving you a quick hug which you reciprocate whilst wondering why exactly sheâs so happy to see you. She nods at Steve with a humorous twinkle in her eye, âAnd youâre Steve Rogers, aka Ariâs best friend in the whole world.â
Steve snorts, âYep. Thatâs me.â
She giggles, looking from him to you and back to him again, âLet me guess. You guys are a couple now.â
You shake your head, âNo, weââ
ââWe are.â Steve cuts you off, winking at Sharon before wrapping his arm properly around your waist and pulling you into him. Your eyes widen, cheeks feeling hot. You werenât at all used to public displays of affection like this, nor were you used to anyone being as forward as Steve was being right now. After all, this was only your second time meeting him- how was he already telling people you were together? And why werenât you objecting to it?
Sharon clasps her hands together excitedly, âYay! I told her you guys would make the cutest couple.â
Steve chuckles, and your eyes widen when his hand meanders downward. His palm settles on your ass, cupping it as he casually speaks to Sharon. Sheâs in front of you, so she canât see it, but your eyes nearly bug out of your head as you feel his big, warm hand cup your ass through your tennis skirt, even giving it a squeeze.
âCareful, Sharon. You might get in trouble if your boyfriend sees you talking to me.â Steve jokes airily, as if he isnât kneading your ass cheek at the same time. Your face is on fire, but you also feel your walls clench, turned on by the extra attention heâs giving you as he nonchalantly talks to someone else. Itâs hot.
âPfft, no way. Ari doesnât care who I talk to, heâs not really the possessive type.â
âInterestingâŠâ Steve murmurs softly, almost to himself.
âLook, there he is now,â Sharon waves across the court, âHey, babe!â
You follow her gaze, watching Ari as he dribbles the basketball casually. Upon hearing her voice, he looks up. Heâs got a disinterested look on his face as he nods in acknowledgement at Sharon, but then his eyes meet yours. And itâs like the whole world freezes over, and your body freezes and your blood freezes.
Ariâs face contorts from disinterest to shock as he drinks in you standing with Steve. You feel your chest tighten, as if your body canât decide between feeling triumphant that youâre making Ari jealous, or upset that youâre making Ari jealous. Either way, you hear Steve smirk, and then he pulls you closer, giving your ass an even harder squeeze that has you yelping.
The shock on Ariâs face quickly morphs into hatred and disdain. Heâs all the way across the court, and yet you can see his knuckles redden as he grips the ball so tightly you fear it may explode. A part of you wants to move away from Steve out of respect for Ari, but you couldnât do that even if you wanted to. Steveâs grip is like iron around you, his palm glued to your ass as if he owns it.
Almost like heâs doing it on purposeâŠ
You donât know what to expect from Ari, but you brace yourself nevertheless as he makes his way over. But the dark look on his face has melted away, and by the time he reaches you, he looks cool as a cucumber, almost as if heâs slipped on a mask of nonchalance at the drop of a dime. You always wondered how he did that so easilyâŠ
âWhy arenât you out there cheering me on?â He asks Sharon, pulling her into his chest and pointedly kissing her. Your blood starts boiling once more and you subconsciously sidestep closer to Steve, lifting your chin up in defiance in Ariâs direction. The brunette side-eyes you and clutches Sharon closer in return. Â
Sharon beams up at Ari, âI was talking to Y/N. Iâll go in a second, because the squad is starting a new routine today and I want us to get it down in time for the next big game, andââ
But Ariâs no longer listening to her; him and Steve have now locked gazes much like how they did weeks ago at the party.
âIâm not sure why you even decided to show up today, Steve.â Ari breaks the steely silence first, âNo amount of practice could help your godawful team beat mine.â
Steve smirks, undeterred. Pointedly, his arm tightens around you. âI wouldnât be so sure about that. Something tells me youâll be distracted tonight.â
Ari â somehow â looks equally unbothered, never breaking eye contact with Steve. You think you see his lip curl into a snarl for a millisecond, but itâs gone before you can be sure. âEven distracted, Iâd still beat your ass.â
The blond snorts, âYour overconfidence is going to cost you, Ari. Itâs what made you lose her.â
âLose who?â asks Sharon, but she quickly grows distracted by the cheerleaders that are in the corner of the court, âUgh, I gotta go. Theyâre trying to practice the pyramid and we need six of us to make it work. Iâll catch you later, okay? Please donât try to kill Steve while Iâm gone.â She kisses Ariâs cheek before waving at you and Steve and skipping away.
That just leaves you, standing frozen by Steveâs side while the two men lock eyes in their silent battle. And why does it kind of hurt, the fact that Ari hasnât looked at you even once throughout it? In a way, youâre relieved that all they seem to be disagreeing over is basketball and who would beat who (aka lame boy stuff). But then that in turn makes you wonder: Is Ari not even affected by Steveâs arm around you? But then why did you even care if he was or wasnât affected? And how was Steve being so forward, and, and, andâ
âI-I gotta go. Wandaâs calling for me.â You lie, slipping out of Steveâs grip and scurrying away. The energy bouncing off both of them made you feel nervous, on edge, almost unsafe. You look back over your shoulder now to see them still staring at each other. Cold, barren stares that seemed to have grown more intense now that youâd left. It makes you gulp, and you wonder if itâs just a basketball rivalry between them after all â or it itâs something more.
âWhere the hell have you been? Didnât I tell you to find us good seats?â Wanda rolls her eyes, grabbing your hand and yanking you over to the last remaining front row seats. You try to clear your head of any thoughts of Ari or Steve, instead marvelling over how many people had showed up to watch these two teams play together in what was just a practice match.
âI was, uh, I just saw Steve.â
âWho?â
âHeâs the⊠he gave me a lift home the night of the party.â
Wanda wrinkles her nose, about to say something before she grows distracted, âLook! Thereâs Curtis! The gameâs about to start!!â
You never held much of an interest in basketball, even when you used to watch Ari play. But now, you pay attention carefully as the teams hit the court. Ariâs team have maroon jerseys and Steveâs team are in blue. They huddle on opposite sides of the court before the coach blows a whistle and they start playing.
âLook how good Curtis looks in his jersey,â Wanda gushes.
Ari looks pretty good too, you almost say out loud. And Steve too.
Both Ari and Steve were very similar on the court. Both the respective captains of their own team, you observe them ordering their teammates around, calling out strategies and gameplans, hyping the players up. They moved around similarly too, both so big and beefy and yet so fluid and lithe when dribbling the ball across the court. They were both clearly the most talented players out of everyone, yet you couldnât tell who was better between the two of them.
âCâmon Rogers, is that the best you can do!?â Ari taunts after shooting an easy three-pointer about a minute into the game.
Steve rolls his eyes before beckoning one of his teammates closer. Heâs a brunette with âBarnesâ printed on the back of his jersey. The two of them confer for a few seconds while Ari and Curtis laugh and gloat with their own teammates. Then the coach blows the whistle again.
You zone out for a while, the maroon and blue jerseys becoming a blur as they whiz across the court. A bunch more points scored, the roar of the crowd, Wanda shrieking happily every time Curtis scores or jogs close to your seats. You, however, are much more interested in the way Steve had brazenly felt you up just now before this practice match had begun. Or how Ari hadnât even looked at you when heâd come over to confront Steve. Or howâŠ
âYou fucking tripped him.â Steve seethes, the frustration in his voice carrying across the court and making you refocus on the game which has suddenly halted. The blond looks pissed, a borderline lethal look on his face as he kneels down next to his teammate. The brunette, âBarnesâ is on the shiny floor, clutching his knee in pain.
Ari shrugs, âNo I didnât.â
Curtis snickers behind him.
Steve gets to his feet and shakes his head, but he barely has time to react before Ari throws the ball at him. Hard. It hits Steve squarely on the chest before he catches it, his jaw twitching as he does.
âCâmon, Rogers. You got a sub for your friend or are we gonna have to call it like last time?â Ari grins.
The brunet called Barnes limps to his feet, âNah, I can play.â
Ari frowns. But the coach blows the whistle and the game resumes. This time, you pay closer attention. You note how Curtis is playing dirty, shadowing Barnes till heâs nearly on top of him, even trampling on his feet a few times.
And itâs meant to just be a practice game, but Ari and Steve look like theyâre playing in the basketball world championships â or whatever it was called, itâs not like you would know. Both look stone-faced and determined, stealing the ball from each other multiple times, blocking each other, not letting each other shoot. They seem to be within a game of their own, one which was mental almost as much as it was physical.
âIs that all you got, Steve?â Ari taunts as he steals the ball from the blonde.
âShut the fuck up,â Steve mutters, stealing the ball straight back.
Back and forth it goes, neither of them letting the other shoot. Taunting and jeering each other every chance they get.
âWhatâs the deal with them?â You find yourself asking Wanda, your eyes glued to the court, âWhy do they hate each other so much? Has Curtis ever told you?â
Wanda shrugs, âAll I know is that the last time our team played against Steveâs, he lost it and got a yellow card, making his whole team lose. Curtis told me that. Basketball is a competitive game, Y/N. I thought you knew that.â
This seemed more than just a silly sports rivalry, thoughâŠ
âI fucking saw that, you bald fuck!â Steve rages at Curtis, halting the game once more. âIf you trip another one of my guys one more fucking timeââ
âYouâll what? Blow your top off and get another yellow card?â Ari smoothly steps in front of Steve, squaring up to the blond with a smirk on his face, âNot a single person in here would be surprised, pretty boy.â
In a flash, Steve has hold of the front of Ariâs jersey, âKeep fucking talkingââ
Ari doesnât back down, and your heart begins to thud like crazy as you watch them. Theyâre quite close to where you and Wanda are sat, but you have to lean forward to hear what exactly theyâre saying.
âNot so fucking smug now, are you?â The brunet sneers lowly. âThought you could dangle her in front of my fucking face? But you canât keep a girl, pretty boy. And you canât keep your cool either.â
Theyâre like two Adonises, one as ripped as the other. One every bit as tall and built as the other. One every bit as handsome as the other. And both with an equal look of hatred on their faces, a kind of deep-seated hatred that made you uncomfortable, that chilled you down to your bones as you sit frozen in place, watching it all unfold.
âShut the fuck up,â Steve murmurs threateningly, a blue vein in his forehead looking like itâs about to pop.
Ari smiles coolly, âOr what? Gonna let your team down again, Rogers? Maybe a yellowâs not enough for you, maybe youâre aiming for a red card this time, huh?â
âA red cardâs worth splitting your fucking skullââ
âROGERS, LEVINSON, BREAK IT UP!â
You jump when both the teamsâ coaches blow their whistles, making their way over to the two captains. Curtis drags Ari away, and a guy with âWilsonâ on his jersey, as well as Barnes both pull Steve in the other direction too. A five-minute recess is called, and you canât believe what youâve just seen.
In his teamâs respective corner, you watch as Ari snatches up a bottle of water and takes a long swig before pouring the rest of it over his head, as if to cool himself down. Swivelling your eyes, you see Steve in his teamâs corner of the court, his hands curled into fists by his side as Barnes and Wilson speak lowly to him. But his blue eyes seem far, far away. And his jaw remains tensed, a dark, almost unreadable look on his face.
The game resumes, but this time it feels different. The dynamic between the two men is completely juxtaposed from what it was the night of the party. Then, Steve seemed in control, laughing as Ari lost his cool. Now, itâs the complete opposite. Ari seems to have recovered from the scuffle, resuming his taunts and insults as he dribbles the ball up and down the court like a pro. But Steve is somewhat out of it, still playing well but almost as if heâs out-of-sync with himself, as if his mind is elsewhere.
And Ari seems to have picked up on it.
âWhatâs the matter, Rogers? About to lose it again?â Ari snickers after heâs dodged Steve and scored another three-pointer.
Steve says nothing.
St. Andrews (Ariâs team) is up by three points. Thereâs no scoreboard as it was just a practice and not an official match, but thereâs a freshman in the front row â Jake Jensen â whoâs acting like a play-by-play commentator.
âWill Steve Rogers lose his marbles and cost his team another match?â Jake speaks into his headset in a suspenseful tone, âWill this all-star athlete crack under the pressure? Will he succumb to the oppositionâs tireless taunts? Will the golden boy lose his cool once more? Will heââ
Steve swiftly tosses the ball aside, and the ref barely has time to blow the whistle to call for a time out before the blond grabs Jake Jensen by the collar and hoists him up in the air as if the freshman weighs nothing more than a feather.
âYou say one more fucking word, Iâll shove this headset up your fucking ass, got that?â Steve shoves Jensen back in his seat before throwing the poor freshmanâs headset at his face, knocking his glasses off. Jake swallows and nods, his mouth clamped shut and a frightened look on his face.
You bite your lip and watch as Steve returns to the game. Heâs still got that far-away look in his face, as if he isnât quite one hundred percent there. He also looks agitated, rattled, unnerved. You feel wary of him, and yet at the same time you also feel a pang of pity, a part of you wanting to go up there and give him a hug despite the fact that you donât know him like that.
The game starts up again, and quite frankly, you really just want this damned practice to end already. The atmosphere is so intense, so thick, you could practically cut through it with a knife. Steve scores a point, then Ari does, then Steve, then Ari â itâs almost like theyâre playing a one-on-one match and everyone else on the court is a paid actor.
âYouâre losing your edge, pretty boy,â Ari starts his taunting once more, âDo it. Lose it. Let everyone down, Rogers. Show everyone what aâ
âGODDAMIT, JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!â
 Steve explodes. What happens next happens very quickly. Steve, in a fleeting fit of rage, throws the ball straight at Ariâs face. Hard. Except Ari dodges it just in time. You hardly register what happens after that, and â
THWACK.
The ball hits you right in the face.
Commotion around you. Yelling. Whistles blowing. People talking. Whispers of your name. You think you even hear a snicker from right next to you. And yet you hardly take in any of it, trying your best to catch your breath. Your ears are ringing, your face burning with immediate pain.
Oh god, oh god, oh my god!
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you!?â Ari roars at Steve.
You try and find your voice, try to voice that youâre okay, try to grab for Wandaâs hand but itâs like youâre stunned into place. And truth be told, youâre not okay. The whole right side of your face where the basketball hit you hardest throbs in pain. You can even feel the tears brimming in your eyes. Oh, but you canât cry here, you just canât! But it hurts! Oh, it hurts so bad!
The next thing you know, youâre being scooped up into someoneâs muscular arms.
âAre you okay?â Itâs Ari. You blink several times to clear your fuzzy vision. Were you imagining him? No, his arms feel very solid and familiar around you as he lifts you up, carrying you out of the crowd and to the side of the court.
âIt hurts!â You canât help but whimper, feeling like a baby. A disoriented, helpless baby.
âOh my gosh, is she okay?!â You hear Sharon run up to you two. Shit. Ari wouldnât be caught dead holding you in his arms in front of his girlfriend, would he? Despite your disoriented state, despite all the pain, you brace yourself for him to drop you.
âGo get some ice,â Ari orders her. âThereâs an ice box in the locker room. Go.â
Youâre too preoccupied with your throbbing face to really notice Sharonâs reaction, but she dutifully does what he tells her.
âItâs okay, youâll be okay,â He murmurs, brushing your hair out of your face.
âIâm sorry,â Now you hear Steveâs voice, a scuffle which was him probably pushing past people. You try to straighten up in Ariâs arms so you can look at the blond, but dizziness overtakes you. You can still hear him though, despite the ringing in your ear, âIâm sorry, I didnât mean toââ
âYou stay the fuck away from her,â Ari growls.
âShut the fuck up, I wasnât talking to you.â
âYeah? Well, Iâm talking to you, asshole. Youâve already done enough.â
Ari walks away with you in his arms. Youâre finally able to look over his shoulder as he carries you, and catch one last glimpse of Steve just standing there. Heâs staring at his hand, flexing it in front of him as if he canât believe what heâs just done. But it wasnât his fault, was it?! You canât think straight, and your face throbs with pain if you try to touch it.
âI canât fucking believe him,â Ari fumes, as he walks the two of you into a bathroom off the side of the court. You welcome the privacy, being away from the multiple pairs of eyes that had been ogling you when the basketball had hit your face. He gently sits you down on the sink before grabbing a first aid kit thatâs conveniently in one of the drawers. âI told you he was trouble, didnât I? Now heâs physically attacked you in front of everyone. Heâs a fucking psychopathââ
âAri, it hurts,â you interrupt, your voice all wobbly.
The brunetâs features soften. Heâs got an ointment in one hand, but he uses his other one to brush your cheek, coming up to stand between your dangling legs.
âThisâll numb the pain.â He says, his voice soft like a cloud. And youâve never felt this type of softness from him before. Especially not in the past few weeks whilst heâs been giving you the cold shoulder. He spreads the numbing ointment over and around your eye, and you sigh, feeling a little relief.
âThatâs a good girl,â Ari murmurs, his hand coming to rest on your leg and giving it a squeeze, âHe got you straight in the eye, that dumb fucking prick. Itâs definitely gonna bruise, but youâre doing so good, baby. Youâre being such a brave little girl.â
Oh god, the way he was speaking was giving you butterflies! Why was he doing it? Did he still care about you?!
âWhy are you being so nice?â You blurt out, the pain on your face making you deliriously bold.
Ari snorts, squeezing your thigh, âBaby, I can be nice. You know that.â
Well, heâd been awful these past few weeks. Heâd been awful to you the night of the party, too. And yet⊠You can feel yourself slipping, getting lost in his blue eyes that seem to be sparkling with earnesty, andâ No! No, you werenât going to let yourself go there. Not this time!
âY-You werenât being so nice to Steve tonight.â You accuse, trying to shake off the romantic tension that seems to be creeping up on both of you, trapping you in that bubble of desire that you always seem to find yourself in alone with him.
Ari scoffs. âDonât defend that asshole, not after he gave you a black eye.â
âHe didnât mean to!â
âDidnât I tell you to stay away from him? That he was bad news?â Ariâs hand doesnât leave your bare thigh, and youâre acutely aware of his thumb stroking your skin softly. âNow heâs gone and hurt you just like I knew he would.â
âYou were goading him the whole time, Ari!â
âThat doesnât give him the excuse to physically assault you.â
âThatâs not what it was!â You try to frown, but it makes your eye throb with pain, and you wince instead.
âWell, either way, youâre never gonna see him again after tonight.â Ari declares.
Your jaw drops open, âExcuse me?â
He meets your gaze squarely, the hint of an amused smile touching his lips, âYou heard me. Heâs too volatile, and if you had listened to me, youâd know that.â
âHe only blew up like that because you wouldnât stop insulting him!â
Itâs his turn to frown, âHe blew up like that because thatâs who he is.â
You regard Ari suspiciously, âHow do you know him so well?â
Ari sighs, suddenly devoting all his attention to screwing the cap back on to the ointment bottle. He takes his time, carefully placing the bottle back in the first aid kit before he refocuses on you. You expect him to answer your question, but instead he cups your face (the side that hadnât been hit by a basketball).
âSweetheart, the bottom line is that he hurt you.â Ariâs voice drops a few octaves, his face suddenly so close to yours, so close that you can see his long lashes flutter as he blinks, âI didnât like that.â
You bite your lip, goosebumps running up and down your arms. You feel a sudden sense of dejavu â being in a bathroom with Ari alone like you were all those weeks ago at that party. The bathroom where heâd left you. âWh-Why didnât you like it?â
âYou know why.â He moves even closer, his lips looking so plump and pinkâŠ
âNo. Tell me.â
âBecause I care about you. And Iâm sorry for leaving you alone that night.â
Tenderly, he kisses you. And you donât even fight it, easily melting into it despite everything. Despite how much youâd coached yourself not to fall for him again. His lips just feel so good, so natural, so him. And heâs holding you so gently, almost like youâre made out of glass. Itâs like itâs a different Ari thatâs kissing you now, so different from the man youâd gotten to know, from the man whoâd hurt you and lied to you countless times.
The two of you pull apart, before instinctively pulling back in for another kiss. And you donât know if itâs you or him that initiates the second one, but itâs like thereâs an invisible string between the two of you, keeping you connected no matter how hard you try to run away.
âAri,â you whisper against his lips, âAri, what does this mean?â
He says nothing, continuing to peck at your lips. His hand slips up your skirt, but you quickly grab it to halt him. No, you needed answers this time before you took it any further.
âY-You said you care about me.â
âYeah, I did. I do.â
âAre you going to break up with Sharon?â
Silence.
And just like that, the bubble pops. You crash back down to reality. Your black eye throbs, your heart throbs, and now your headâs throbbing too. Sighing sadly, you push Ari away.
âHey, look, Iâll figure something out.â
You shake your head, âI donât have time for you to figure something out, Ari. Itâs either me or her. Because honestly, Sharon doesnât deserve this and neither do I. And Iâm not going to start sneaking around with you again if thatâs what youâre thinking.â
Ari doesnât say anything, but his eyes look torn. He opens his mouth as if to say something before clamping it shut again and sighing. Running a hand through his mane, he leans forward as if to kiss you again, but you turn your head, not wanting to give in to the temptation a second time.
His silence is all the answer you need. With a heavy heart, you sigh.
âWe need to pull the plug on this â whatever this is.â You say firmly, âand maybe itâs time for me to see other people so I can properly move on from you.â
Immediately, Ariâs eyes narrow, âWhat, like Steve? I already told you heâs dangerous.â
âHe likes me and heâs not afraid to be seen with me in public!â
âHeâs not afraid to physically assault you in public, thatâs for sure.â
Round and round the two of you went, in this never-ending circle of fighting then making up then fighting again. It needed to end. You had to end it.
âSteve asked me out earlier today, and I think Iâm going to go.â You scoot off the sink, feeling a bit shaky on your feet but overall alright enough to walk away.
âNo, youâre fucking not.â Ari blocks your path, looking frustrated beyond belief. âLook, the only reason he even asked you out is because he wants to get back at me.â
Your jaw drops open for the second time in the span of five minutes. Angrily, you push past him, âYouâre a fucking dick, Ari.â
âIâm not saying it to hurt you, Iââ
âNo, just shut up!â You interrupt, âAnother guy asks me out and you canât help but make it about yourself, can you? Because God forbid a guy likes me for me, right? Fuck you.â
He opens his mouth to as if to say something, but the door to the bathroom pushes open at that exact second.
âThere you guys are!â Sharon huffs, looking red and out of breath, with a bag of ice in her hands. âIt took me ages to find the ice box, are you okay?!â
âYeah. Iâm fine.â You answer, but she insists on icing your eye for you. It makes you feel even worse, standing there and allowing her to gently press the ice against your injury. The physical relief is instantaneous, but you feel icky on the inside. Yet again, youâd kissed her boyfriend behind her back. And it was even worse since you and her were kind of friends now.
Ari slips out of the bathroom without another word, and you watch over Sharonâs shoulder as he leaves. As he disappears down the corridor until heâs just a shadow, and only then you allow yourself to let out a long sigh. There. It was done. You and Ari were over now.
Forever.
***
âSorry again for the black eye,â Steve says, his hand pressing against the small of your back as he leads you up the cobblestone pathway to his front door. âI promise I donât usually have to resort to violence to get a girl to go out with me.â
Itâs been a week since the fateful basketball practice game. Steve had texted you that very night, apologising over and over again for throwing the ball at your face. You were forgiving, naturally. It wasnât his fault, and itâs not like he was aiming for you anyways. After that, the conversation had quickly flowed over to other things, and you found Steve easy to talk to over text. It wasnât as intimidating, and he led most of the conversation, telling you how heâd love to take you out that weekend. The two of you had texted all week â and it was a welcome distraction from Ari, anyways.
Now, you giggle, feeling all glowy and special because the day of your date is finally here. Youâre outside, the sun is shining and Steveâs confidently taken your hand in his. In comparison, you canât even remember the last time youâd held hands with Ari â or if youâd ever held hands with Ari for that matter.
âThatâs alright, Stevie. Just as long as you promise not to do it again, I donât think Iâd fare well as a battered and abused wife.â You answer before your eyes widen once youâve realised what youâve said. Had you just referred to yourself as his⊠wife? On your very first date? God⊠What the fuck was wrong with you?
But Steve only smirks, pulling you up the stairs leading to the front door of his house before yanking you into him, taking you by surprise. Your face collides with his hard chest as he kisses the top of your head. Your cheeks immediately go hot â he was so forward sometimes! No. All the time. He was incredibly forward all the time. And you donât think you mind it in the least.
âTrust me, sweetheart. If you were my wife, I wouldnât have allowed you to run around in that slutty little outfit at practice in front of so many feral basketball players.â He says, grabbing his keys from his pocket and going to unlock the door.
You bite your lip, âAre you calling yourself feral?â
His gaze is intense as he looks back at you, but then he chuckles, âBaby girl, with you prancing around in that tiny excuse of a skirt, who wouldnât be feral?â
Your eyes widen and you stare down at the floor again, cheeks forever hot at his way with words. Steve smirks, pulling you inside. You find yourself in a massive foyer. Youâd never seen anything like it, because the front door to your familyâs house back home simply led into a living room. But this place was all marble floors and crystal chandeliers and grand staircases â like a fairytale palace.
Everything leading up to this moment had felt surreal like a fairytale. Steve had picked you up promptly at 4pm, just like he said he would. And heâd checked every box on the imaginary first date checklist in your mind that you didnât even know you had. His hair was all windswept and gorgeous, starting to grow longer down his neck. His face was clean-shaven, blue eyes sparkling as heâd kissed you on the cheek when youâd opened your dorm room door to greet him.
With your hand grasped tightly in his, heâd tugged you to his car. Held the door open for you, helped you inside and heâd even secured your seatbelt for you.
âIâm so excited!â youâd blurted out when heâd got into the driverâs seat. And Steve had smiled, leaned over the console and kissed your forehead, murmuring in agreement. And it had made you swoon, your eyes widening at how forward he was, how comfortable he was with you when this was only the first date.
And then heâd grabbed your chin and looked at you with those intense eyes, âBaby girl, you know what would make this date even better?â
Entranced, youâd asked him: âWhat?â
His features had hardened for a second, and his grip on your chin tightened all of a sudden too, âYou donât mention Levinson tonight. Or ever again. Not when youâre with me. You got that?â
Your jaw wouldâve dropped open had he not been holding your chin so hard. But youâd shaken your head hastily, not wanting to do anything to upset him or ruin your first date, âO-Of course, not, Steve, I wouldnât, Iââ
âIâm serious,â Steve had said softly, and yet he sounded almost threatening, âI hear his name come out of your mouth even once, and Iâll be very angry. Got that?â
âY-Yes, Steve.â
âAnd if I find out youâre dating me just to make him jealous, I wonât be happy. Understood?â
You had swallowed harshly. Was that what you were doing? Oh, you didnât even know! But you decided to focus entirely on Steve after that.
âI understand.â
And then heâd changed, letting go of your chin and shooting you a winning smile. His demeanour relaxed once more as heâd started up the car, and all the tension in the air dissipated. He began complimenting your dress, your hair, telling you how beautiful you looked and how much fun the two of you would have tonight. His warm hand patted your bare leg, and then it stayed there for the duration of the car ride, making you relax, making it seem as if that moment had never happened.
And thatâs how youâd ended up at Steveâs house. And sure, it was a bit strange that you were at Steveâs house for your first date with him. But heâd said something about checking on a few things at home before he took you out. It was a casual date anyways, so you didnât mind. Plus, he looked so handsome and earnest in his pressed white shirt and navy jacket, how could you ever say no?
âThis place is huge,â you canât help but marvel.
Steve shrugs, âI guess. Itâs pretty empty nowadays â my parents are both surgeons and they travel overseas a lot to perform big surgeries. And I live on campus at the frat house, so itâs just my little sister here now. I like to check in on her every now and then.â
Oh, he was so sweet! Nothing like Ari, who was looking worse and worse by comparison. Ari, who never took you out on dates. Who only ever wanted you for sex. Whose love language seemed to only consist of lying to you, and the only times he was ever sweet was when he was manipulating youâŠ
And yet⊠despite everything, your mind flits back to the way heâd carried you off when Steveâs ball had hit your face. How tenderly he had stroked you and tended to you. How sweetly heâd kissed you, making the butterflies in your tummy grow alive with excitement and nerves.
Stop, stop, stop thinking about Ari!
âSo, where are we going for our date?â You ask brightly, letting Steve grab your hand again as he pulls you through a large, carpeted corridor.
âOh, youâll see,â Steve says vaguely, âBut I thought we could hang here for a while. Do you want anything to drink?â
He leads you into a modern yet grandiose looking front room, with luxurious leather couches and a fireplace and an ornate coffee table that looks more expensive than your whole house back home. Thereâs also an open plan kitchen, also modern and minimalistic, and Steve drags you over, pulling out a chair and pushing you down by the shoulders to sit at the marble island.
âWater is fine.â You answer politely, not wanting to ruin your appetite before the date itself had even begun. Again, you start to wonder what he has planned for you two⊠A cute cafĂ©? A posh restaurant? An aesthetically pleasing diner, even? Your heart somersaults excitedly at all of the potential prospects. The closest youâd ever gotten to a date before this was Ari ordering Nobu to your dorm room and the two of you eating on your bed while you forced him to watch Gossip Girl with you on your laptopâŠ
 âWhatâre you smiling about, gorgeous?â Steve interrupts your thoughts.
âHuh? Nothing.â
He shakes his head and gives you another one of his charming, lop-sided smiles, âYou sure you want just water? Weâve got some good bottles of wine down in the cellar. Or I could mix you a drink, although Iâll warn you now, Iâve been told Iâm a bit too generous when it comes to measuring out the alcohol.â
Your eyes widen â was it a thing to drink before a first date? You didnât know, since youâd never been on a date in your whole entire life. Would you look dumb if you just stuck to water? Could he tell how much you were currently overthinking things? Itâs not like you were against drinking â itâs just that you had done so much of it on the night of the party that you were looking to steer clear. Plus, you wanted to be completely sober for your first date, andâ
Steve chuckles, âOkay then, water it is.â He tosses you a bottle of still water and you catch it gratefully. Unscrewing the cap and taking a swig, you watch him as he moves around the kitchen island, settling down on the seat next to you before grabbing your chair and pulling it over till youâre very close to him.
âIâm really happy you said yes to this date, baby girl,â he says in that intense way that he speaks, all up close and his blue eyes sparkling like a crystalline lake where the sunâs hitting it just right. It reminds you of Ariâs eyes, actually â and it was crazy how both Steve and Ari had the exact same shade of blue eyes.
âOh, uh, Iâm happy too,â you say shyly, gulping as he pulls you even closer, his hand coming to rest on your bare thigh. He strokes your skin, leaving goosebumps in his wake before he fingers the lacy hem of your sundress.
âAnd I love this little dress youâre wearing,â His voice lowers, and your lips part as you watch his Adamâs Apple bob as he swallows, his face so close to yours. âI love that you wore it for me today, sweetheart. You did wear it for me, didnât you? Just me?â His grip on your leg hardens slightly, but youâre too busy focusing on his long lashes to even notice.
âY-Yes, I thought it would look cute for our date,â you breathe, acutely aware of his fingers playing with the soft material of your dress, lifting it up slowly.
Steve smirks, âYou do look cute, in your pretty pink dress that you wore just for me.â He grabs the back of your neck and pulls you forward, his eyes hooded and lips hovering over yours. Just an inch away, and your heartrate quickens, and you move closerâ
âSteve! I thought I heard you come in!â
You and Steve spring apart when a girl appears in the doorway of the kitchen. But her wide smile is immediately replaced by a look of embarrassment and even fear the moment she sees that youâre there too.
âO-Oh, Iâm sorry, I didnât realise you had companyâŠâ she stutters, backing out of the room.
âKira, wait, donât go,â Steve jumps up and grabs the girlâs arm before she can escape, âCome meet my date. Babe, this is my little sister, Kira.â
For some reason, when Steve had mentioned his little sister living here earlier, youâd automatically just assumed there was a pre-teen running around somewhere in the house with a live-in nanny chasing after her. But Kira looks about the same age as you, and she also looks somewhat petrified. Standing there next to her brother, wringing her hands together and barely being able to make eye contact with you.
âHey, Kira, itâs nice to meet you.â You say pleasantly, and she returns your smile awkwardly for a nanosecond immediately looking back down at her feet, as if she felt embarrassed in her own skin. Sheâs pretty, with pale skin and blonde hair just like her brother. But Steve was big, assured and confident, whilst Kira looks extremely shy, with a slight build â much smaller than him. Her hair is scraped back in a tight plait down her back, and her glasses were slightly crooked on her face.
âHey,â she whispers softly, and she looks at you for a second or two, but seems to grow alarmed when you meet her gaze. Quickly, she looks to the floor again, her fingers fidgeting nervously.
âSheâs the girl Iâve been telling you about,â Steve says to his sister.
Your heart swells, and you beam up at him, âYouâve been talking about me?â
He gives you a wink, âOf course. Youâre practically a household name, sweetheart.â
Kira clears her throat, backing away slowly, âI-I should go, uh, it was nice meeting youââ
âStay, Kira, please!â Steve says, âWeâre leaving in a second anyways, then youâll have the whole place to yourself.â
The poor girl looked extremely awkward, and a part of you feels sorry for her as she stands there quietly, with Steve beaming next to her.
âI like your sweatshirt.â You say after a few seconds of silence.
âTh-Thank you,â Kira answers, glancing down at her front before shooting you another quick, tight-lipped smile. âI â uh â I thrifted it a while back.â
âI love thrifting! Iâm new to the city though, so I donât know any of the good places.â
âKira could show you around!â Steve suggests. You nod politely. Kira smiles too, but you can tell she still looks mortified. You try not to make it obvious, but youâve noticed how her hands are shaking as she keeps them clasped in front of her. A part of you can relate â you still get shy and awkward around people you donât know, too.
Kira starts backing out of the room again, âI â uh â Iâm so sorry, I have a report, Iââ
âNo, please! Youâre good!â you say, âIt was really nice to meet you!â
âYou too,â she answers, before leaving the room and closing the door gently behind her.
A few beats pass before you speak.
âShe seems really nice,â you say, taking another sip of water.
Steve nods, looking distracted as he watches after his sister through the glass pane of the door. His smile from earlier is still plastered on his face, but it no longer seems to reach his eyes. The atmosphere, the air itself, suddenly feels heavier, different in a way, and you canât quite pinpoint what it is.
When Steve finally looks at you, heâs got a dark look suddenly shrouding his face. But he smiles nonetheless, grabs your hand and pulls you up to your feet, âYeah, sheâs great. I know she didnât talk much but thatâs only because she tends to get really anxious around people she doesnât know. But I promise you, sheâs a good kid.â
âI totally understand.â
âNo really, if you get to know her, sheâs a lot of fun. She doesnât really go out muchâŠâ His voice trails off, but you feel him squeeze your hand tighter as he leads you out of the kitchen and into a spacious corridor.
âI get that,â you answer honestly, wondering if you should say anymore or whether it would be overstepping. But Steve still looks distracted, and you want to show him that youâre present and attentive and interested in what heâs telling you â which you are. âHonestly, I get it. Does she have a good group of friends at her college? I know that friends can beââ
âShe went to your college.â Steve interrupts you.
 Your eyebrows shoot up in surprise, âShe goes to St. Andrewsâ? No way, thatâs so cool! I donât think Iâve seen her around but thatâs probably âcause the campus is so big, but wow, Iââ
âNo, she used to go there,â he says, stopping in front of what you assume is his bedroom door, and turning to look at you with a peculiar expression. Steve, always so forward with his emotions, but right now his blue eyes gaze at you with a look thatâs almost unreadable, and his words come out blunt. âShe doesnât go there anymore. She dropped out.â
Oh.
You can feel his hand clutching yours very tightly, his grip almost crushing. And yet, despite the physical contact, he seems far away. Like heâs lost in his own world, like thereâs something brewing inside his head but you canât seem to read him and figure out what exactly it is. His full lips are pressed into a thin line, and his other hand grips the doorknob tightly for a handful of long seconds before twisting it and pulling you into his room.
âSteve, IâŠâ
He shuts the door before turning to face you once more, and heâs still got that stormy, distant look on his face, a look youâve never seen before now. Itâs almost eery, how quickly his demeanour had changed. Just a minute ago, he was being charming as hellâŠ
But then his face suddenly relaxes, lips twitching into that lop-sided smile of his. The familiarity of it relaxes you too, makes you not fully notice how it still doesnât reach his eyes as he tugs you into him.
âWhy did she drop out?â You breathe.
Steveâs face is so close to yours, his blue eyes blazing and his jaw tensing and untensing almost rhythmically. He sucks in a breath, his charming smile freezing on his face as he looks somewhere beyond your shoulder.
âShe just didnât have the best time there,â his eyes darken, the grip he has on your hand not relenting in the slightest, âThere were some people â one person â who justâŠâ He trails off once more, before his gaze suddenly snaps back to you, and he clears his throat, âIt was just one of those things where she decided it was best for her to drop out. That was last year, and sheâs taking some courses online now.â
âIâm sorry, Steve. That mustâve been so tough for her,â you exhale, unaware that youâd been holding your breath in.
He nods, and you watch him closely. His eyes twitch before he smiles once more, pulling you towards his bed, âYeah, it was.â
He backs up till heâs sitting on the edge of his bed, pulling you on top of him till youâre straddling his lap. Automatically, your arms wind around his neck, and you donât think youâve seen a more intense-looking pair of eyes than his in that moment. Neither of you say anything, but his fingers dance up and down your bare legs. Slip up your hips and give them a squeeze, and you bite your lip.
He kisses up your neck, the first few being feather-light before they grow more frenzied. His hand cups your ass through the material of your dress, giving it a squeeze that has you breathing hard.
 Wait, what was happening? Just a second ago he was opening up to you about his sister, and now�
âSteve, whatâre you â ah â wh-what about our dateâ?â
Heâs got a glint in his eye when he looks up from kissing your skin, âI didnât forget about our date, sweetheart. I just thought weâd take a little detour first.â
Oh. Okay. Itâs easy to grow distracted when his kisses on your skin are making the butterflies spiral and flutter in your tummy. You want to melt into his arms, let him kiss you all the rest of the day and all night too. Let him take you on this amazing first date that heâd painstakingly planned for you, and in doing so erase the thought and touch of Ari from your mind completely, till your body forgets about the man youâve been nonstop thinking about for the past month. Maybe this was it, maybe it was time for something new. Someone new. All Ari ever wanted from you was sex, but Steve? Steve was different.
âI wasnât â ah, Steve â I have to say, I wasnât planning on kissing you until the end of the date, definitely not before it,â you giggle, pushing at his chest to try and get a word in as he tugs the strap of your dress aside and trails his lips down your shoulder blade.
You feel him smirk against your skin, âDonât worry, baby girl. Iâll be a gentleman and save our first kiss for the end of the date, but that doesnât mean we canât do other things right now.â
You feel your core thrum with excitement at his words, and you look up to beam at him except heâs too busy pushing your dress down to meet your gaze. The sun shines through the open window, making his hair glisten golden, and you wonder if the sunlight makes his eyes glimmer like that too. But heâs not looking at you.
âSteve,â you push at his shoulder, âSteve, wonât we be late for our date?â
His fingers find the zipper at the back of your dress, and with ease he unfastens it before looking at you, and his eyes are so dark, âWhoâs planning this date, sweetheart? Me or you?â
You giggle nervously, âYou, of course. Butââ
âWhoâs in charge?â
âY-You, butââ
âNo, no buts. Weâll go when I say weâre ready to,â he runs his hand down your bare back through the gap created by the open zipper of your dress, his calloused fingers running over your sensitive skin and making your heart skip a beat. His tone is distracted, and yet thereâs a finality and authority to it that makes you listen to him.
Before you can think of a response, he grabs you by the waist and pushes you down on the bed before climbing on top of you. You gulp, a huge part of you so turned on by how in control he is, and yet itâs such a contrast from the easy-going Steveâs youâve gotten to know today. But at the same time, you get a strange sense of dejavu, as if youâve been in this situation before with him⊠But that wasnât possible at all, was it?
âStevie, please, my hair and makeupâs gonna get ruined!â You laugh, trying to bat him away as he kisses down your chest, pulling your dress down with him, âI worked really hard on it, you know!â
You wait for him to quip back, say something funny or charming to reassure you and make you feel all warm inside. Like how heâs been doing today ever since he picked you up from your dorm room. But he doesnât reply at all, too focused on tugging your dress off. Itâs crazy, almost as if his personality had completely switched since heâd dragged you from the kitchen into his room. He seems distracted, frenzied, unresponsive almost as he licks and nips at your chest.
And a large part of you wants to give in. You know your panties are soaked through, and it would be so easy to just relinquish control completely, till you did that thing where you went all dumb and submissive. But then⊠what about the date? Youâd been looking forward to finally going out with a guy, really going out instead of just hanging out in a bedroomâŠ
Was that all you were worth?
âSteve! Stevie, câmon. I donât wanna wrinkle my dress before our dateââ
âThen just take it off,â he yanks at the fabric hard, and you hear a rip.
âMy dress!â You cry, but he pins your arms above your head with just one of his hands before you can survey the damage. His face is hovering over yours, so close that his nose brushes against yours, and yet despite the closeness, his eyes look so far away. So dark and far away, even the sunlight from the window doesnât seem to reach into them.
âSteve, please slow downââ
âCâmon, baby girl. The innocent act is cute but everyone knows youâre not exactly a prudeâŠâ
âHuh?â
His kiss swallows you whole, and his lips are so soft, so warm. They mould perfectly against yours, and you momentarily forget everything, your arms winding around his neck as you kiss him back. For a few seconds, itâs magical. Itâs different from kissing Ari â but not at all in a bad way. When Ari kissed you, it felt like the whole world stopped moving, like everything came to a halt except him and you. But with Steve, it felt like the world was spinning doubly fast, making you feel light and heady and excited, like you were in the midst of a whirlpool, like Steve was consuming you whole.
But only for those precious few seconds, before he bites down on your lower lip, and you feel a jolt of pain. He ruts against you, his movements rough and animalistic. You make a sound of protest, but itâs drowned out by another loud rip, and you feel your dress coming further undone.
âHey, stop!â you manage to pull away, the metallic taste of blood invading your tastebuds. You wipe your mouth, heart beating faster than a drum. You look down at your dress â the front of which has been ripped down to your waist, and a horrified feeling spreads through your chest. âM-My dressâŠâ
âItâs not a big deal,â he tries pressing his lips against yours again but you dodge him.
âIt is! H-How am I gonna go on our date if my dress is all ripped?â
Steve blinks, âWeâll figure something out, sweetheart.â
âNo, wait! Please⊠I was looking forward toââ
He cuts you off with another rough kiss, his hands spreading the tear of your dress to expose your bra. He palms your breasts through the lacy material, and you donât know whether to give in to the pleasure or address the sinking feeling in your chest. Youâd gotten all dressed up for him, for this date! And now?
âS-Steve, can we please just stop for a second â ah!â
He pulls the cups of your bra down, his mouth latching on to your nipple. And oh, it feels so good! And yetâŠ
You push him off you, âPlease, Steve. Slow it down!â
Steve blinks, his eyes looking so deeply stormy, so dark and far away despite the fact that heâs making direct eye contact with you, âThatâs strange.â
âWhatâs strange?â
He grips your chin roughly with his thumb and forefinger, âPlaying hard to get isnât really your strong suit, so I donât get why youâre doing it now. You didnât do it the night we met.â
Heâs back on you once more in a flash, when his words havenât even properly sunk in. His lips brush past your collarbone, kissing back down to your bare breasts. He circles your nipple with his tongue, grabbing your hands and squeezing them before bringing them up to his abs. Your breath hitches, the feel of his mouth on you⊠and his body, so hard and masculine and big, itâs got your mind clouding over. You almost forget what heâs just saidâŠ
You force out another giggle, although you donât much feel like laughing anymore. âWhat do you mean? Look â ah! â please just stop for a second ââ
âThatâs not what you were saying the night of the party,â Steve mutters against your neck, pushing your hand past his waistband, his grip too strong for you to pull away from. âYou clearly didnât have a problem spreading your legs for me then.â
Your blood runs cold. What did he mean by that?
He gets rougher, biting and sucking on your nipples, manhandling your body till heâs got your legs spread and heâs slotted himself between them. Lewdly, he thrusts his clothed dick against your panty-covered pussy, and you suppress the need to moan. Your entire bodyâs screaming for you to just lay still and let him do what heâs going, because it feels so fucking good. And yet, once more, your palms press hard against his chest to push him off.
âSteve, stop, I donât thinkââ
âShut up.â He bites down on your nipple harshly and you gasp, continuing to push at him. How had his whole demeanour changed in such a short amount of time? Where was the sweetness and the charm heâd shown you less than half an hour ago?
âWh-What, Steve, Iââ
âYou heard me. Donât act like a nun all of a sudden, not when you let Levinson fuck you in the middle of a party in front of the whole fucking world.â
Your heart drops all the way down to the pit of your stomach. Your blood freezes up, making you go deathly still. You feel like thereâs poison in your veins all of a sudden, turning all your insides into black tar. Your hands stop pushing him, dropping to your sides like youâve forgotten how to use them.
Steve stops too, blinking suddenly as if heâs just woken up, as if heâs just been doused by a bucket of ice water.
âFuck. Sorry. I didnât mean to say thatââ
âGet off me.â Your voice sounds oddly thick, and you feel the sudden urge to cry.
Steve doesnât budge, still on his knees on top of you. He frowns, running a hand through his hair. âLook, I said Iâm sorry.â
âGet off me. Get off me. GET OFF ME!â
He does, regarding you carefully as he stands up beside the bed. Watching as you scramble to your feet, feeling disoriented, confused, hurt, used, upset â oh, and so much else! So he knew about what youâd done with Ari the night of the party⊠But for him to use it against you? After being so charming and perfect all day? You donât know what to think anymore as your mind feels like itâs moving a hundred miles per second.
Steve sighs, reaching for your hand, âBaby, I didnât meanââ
âIâm going home.â You say quietly, fixing your bra back into place before reaching behind you to zip your dress back up. Praying to God that you donât struggle with the zipper just this once. And by some miracle, you get it zipped up in one go. Not that it does anything to rectify the fact that the front of your dress is torn down the top. Another wave of tears threatens to spill from within you.
Steveâs eyes narrow, âHome? Why?â
You stare at him incredulously before quietly making a beeline towards the doorway, holding the front of your dress together almost pitifully. You need to get out of here, get out before he sees you burst into tears.
Steve grabs your arm before you can get to the door.
âLook, letâs just go on our date. We can talk it out, I just said I didnât mean to say that.â
You shake your head, âI just want to go home.â
His eyes flash dangerously, and you find your heart beating faster than normal as you shrink back, trying to tug out of his grip but to no avail.
âI fucking apologised.â He says sharply, âIâm taking you out now, so stop trying to leave.â
âYou never wanted to go on a date with me.â You say shakily, tears welling in your eyes. And thatâs when you realise it, like itâs just dawned on you that all of this⊠him asking you out, picking you up in his car, acting all sweet, introducing you to his sister⊠All of it was just so he could get you into his bed.
All men were the same. Ari, Steve, all of themâŠ
âDonât put words in my mouth. I do want to take you out, so letâs just go.â
Steve tugs hard on your arm, making you cry out in protest. His eye twitches, and he reaches down towards your face as if to tuck your hair behind your ear. But you canât help but flinch, and then another realisation slowly dawns on you. Youâre afraid of him.
You tug with all your might, freeing your arm from his and shaking your head profusely.
âI-I-I need to go home. Just, please. I need toââ
âGODDAMIT, I SAID I WANTED TO TAKE YOU ON THE GODDAMNED DATE.â
Thereâs a loud crack. You duck in fright, hands covering your face. When you peak through the gaps of your fingers, you see Steve breathing hard. His fist, driven straight through the wall, has created a massive hole and several cracks in the plaster.
Silence. Except for the sound of your heartbeat. You donât even think you breathe; youâre so paralysed with fear. You watch Steve as he slowly removes his hand from the wall, as he examines his fist with an unreadable expression on his face. He flexes his fingers, and his whole hand looks red â as does his face. His jaw is tensed, almost to the point where itâs vibrating.
And then he looks at you.
âLook, Iâm sorry. Sometimes IâŠâ his voice trails off, and he shakes his head as if trying to clear his own thoughts. âLetâs just go on the date, okay? Just let me explainââ
âP-Please, just let me go home,â you beg, and it comes out as a broken, scared whisper. You canât take your eyes off his fist, or the gaping hole in the wall. Youâd seen men punch through walls in movies, but never in real life. Your heart still hadnât calmed down, and now youâre even more sure you have to leave.
 âGoddamit, why canât you just listen to me?â He takes a step towards you and you flinch, cowering back once more as if heâs going to hit you next. Instead, he freezes, taking in your expression. He swallows, blinking several times. âLook, letâs just calm down. This doesnât have to ruin the date, you can borrow something from Kira and Iâll buy you a new dress, alright?â
âI c-canât, IâŠâ you donât even know what to say to him. What could you say? That you felt unsafe? Afraid? Not to mention, betrayed and used too? How could he possibly expect you to forget all that and go out with him?
You take a deep breath, tightly holding the top of your torn dress together with one hand. You dart towards the door, hoping to slip out without him catching you. But heâs too quick, and once again takes hold of your elbow just as you exit his room and come out into the hallway. This time, you canât help the tears as they spill down your face.
Steveâs blue eyes flash once more, âWhere the fuck do you think youâre going? Didnât you hear what I just said? Borrow something fromââ
âLet me go, Steve,â you tug once, before growing more panicked and tugging again, harder. âLet me go, let me go, let me goââ
âIâm sorry you feel scared, I didnât mean for that. Sometimes I get like that â just stop fucking struggling for one second, okay?â
âSteve, let her go.â
Both of you look up to see Kira standing in her doorway across the hall. Steveâs grip loosens momentarily, and you take his distraction as your opening. You break free, hastily making your way down the stairs. You donât dare look back, focusing on the steps beneath you because the last thing you want to do right now is fall.
âLet her go, Steve. Just⊠Just sit down.â You can hear Kira say.
âNo, she canât just leave. I need toââ
âPlease, Steve. Youâre freaking out again. Iâm gonna have to call mom and dad if you donât sit down right now.â
And thatâs all you hear, both Steve and Kiraâs voices fading as you descend further down the stairs. Through the kitchen, your shoes pitter-pattering over the marble floors of the lobby. The ornate front door is heavy as you pull it open, escaping to the fresh air outside. You donât dare look back, too scared to see if Steve has followed you or not.
Youâre halfway down the porch steps when you hear the door open behind you. Youâre about to break into a run lest Steve grab you again, whenâ
âH-Here.â
Itâs Kira. You turn around and she throws you something soft. A pink hoodie. Despite your frazzled, haphazard, frightened state, you canât help but feel gratitude. You quickly put it on, and it smells sweet â like candy perfume. It solves the problem of your ripped dress, and yet it does nothing to calm your frenzied heart, or stop the tears that drip past your cheeks. You back away from the town-house quickly.
âThank you, Kira. I need to go, I need toââ
She nods as if she understands, âW-Will you be okay?â
You bite your lip to stop from bursting into full on tears. All you can think right now is that you need to get away. Far, far away. Somewhere quiet where you can think, where you can straighten your thoughts out, somewhere where youâre alone. Away from Steve, away from Ari, away from boys like them, away from everyone.
You leave, hoping sheâll understand. After all, sheâd helped you â and it wasnât her fault that her brother had been so⊠soâŠ
Oh, you donât even know whatâs just happened! Your speed walk turns into a slow jog before you all but break into a run, only slowing down once youâre off his street. How had he just said all those things to you? How had he known about Ari fucking you at the party? And what did Steve mean by you spreading your legs for him the night youâd met him?
He thinks youâre a slut, you realise. All he ever wanted from you was sex, and you were stupid, stupid, stupid to think this first date was going to be something special. Or anything at all apart from sex.
You feel like crying, screaming, sobbing, pulling your hair out. But you canât do that here, not while youâre on some random street so close to Steveâs house. Instead, you take a few deep breaths to gather yourself. Wait until you get home, wait until youâre alone in your room, you coach yourself, desperately holding on to the single thread thatâs keeping you together right now. When inside you feel all torn â heâd torn up your heart just like heâd torn up your dress.
You call an Uber, luckily only having to wait a minute or two before it arrives. The ride home is silent, you just stare out the window and try your hardest to keep your tears at bay. Oh, why couldnât you be like those other girls? The ones who could easily find a boyfriend who loved them for them? Boyfriends who liked to hang out, go on dates, cook together? Why did no boy ever want that with you? Were you only ever worth their time when you spread your legs for them?
You feel numb by the time you reach your dorm building. It feels like youâre wading through cement as you forlornly walk inside, not even noticing the familiar car parked outside. You fish your keys out of your purse only to find your door already unlocked. You swing it open, ready to just burst into tears and sob into your pillow andâ
âI broke up with her.â
Ari is sitting on the edge of your bed â youâd forgotten he still had a key to your dorm â with a bouquet of pink roses his hand. Pale pink, delicate, tied together with a pink satin ribbon. But you didnât care, not anymore.
He stands up as you walk in, slowly shutting the door behind you. You hardly register him, your mind still racing with thoughts of: Steve used you; he didnât really want you. No man could ever really want you. They all just want one thing. They all justâ
âI broke up with Sharon,â Ari repeats. âItâs over between me and her. I told her I wanted to be with someone else.â
You still donât say anything. He may as well be speaking in gibberish.
âGo away,â you say, but it barely comes out as a whisper.
Ari grabs you by the shoulders, his blue eyes sparkling. And he looks so devastatingly handsome, his hair brushed back, wearing a crisp white button-up as if heâs gotten ready just to tell you all this. âYou were right, I shouldâve done it a long time ago. But who cares, we can be together now.â
âGo away.â
âI told you Iâd make you my girlfriend, didnât I?â He says cockily, thrusting the pink roses into your hands. And yet the bouquet feels like nothing, like youâre holding on to air. Ari doesnât seem to notice your lack of enthusiasm as he continues, âAnd now we can do all that shit you always told me you wanted to do. Iâll take you out somewhere nice, in fact we can go right now, we canââ
âGo away.â You say it much louder this time.
He hears you, his brows etching upwards in a frown as he regards you almost suspiciously. As he looks at you, really looks at you, slowly drinking in your shrunken demeanour, your dishevelled hair, the numb look on your face, the dried tears on your cheeks, how your eyes donât quite meet his.
He squeezes your shoulders before his hands freeze, and you look up to see him staring at the hoodie youâre wearing. You see a flicker in his eyes, but itâs so fleeting itâs almost like you imagined it. He inhales deeply.
âWhere did you get this?â He asks, before he grows distracted when his gaze flits over to your dress. Your poor, torn dress. His frown deepens, slowly turning into a snarl, âWho the fuck did this to you?â
You shrug out of his hold, feeling like youâre a million miles away, âJust go away.â
Ariâs lips press into a thin line, his jaw tensed up as he surveys you carefully. His hold on your shoulders never loosens.
âHe did this to you, didnât he?â
âGo away.â You feel like a broken record.
âIâll fucking kill him,â Ariâs features harden like stone, his fists curling at his sides as he surveys you. âI knew this would⊠Fuck, I canât fucking believeââ
âDIDNâT YOU HEAR ME!? I SAID GO AWAY!â
You erupt like a fucking volcano, tears flowing freely down your cheeks as if you canât hold them in anymore. But you feel more rage than sadness: rage at him, at Steve, at yourself. You throw the bouquet of pink roses at his chest. Hard. They bounce off him at fall to the ground in a dejected heap. The look of seething anger on Ariâs face is replaced with one of shock, and then concern. But was it even real? Was it ever real when it came to you?
âJust get out of here, Ari!â
âHeâs a piece of shit, and Iâll fucking kill him, alright? I promise heâll never hurt you again.â Ari says it slowly, trying to step closer to you but you immediately push him back. One shove turns into two before you lose it, your tiny fists landing on his chest over and over again.
âI DONâT CARE, OKAY!? I DONâT CARE WHAT YOU DO JUST GET OUT OF MY FUCKING ROOM!â
You scream it at the top of your lungs. Youâre pretty sure everyone in the building heard you, but you donât care. You donât care about anything anymore. All you want to do is be left alone.
âHey, hey, stop. Calm down.â Ari grabs your fists in his hands but all you feel is trapped. Like you did back in Steveâs bedroom. Like Ariâs about to administer his sweet manipulations once more so that you end up in bed with him. It was all you were good for after all, wasnât it? Â You jerk away from him, shaking your head fiercely.
âGET OUT, GET OUT, GET OUT!â
âWhat the fuck did he do to you?â Ari looks like heâs at a loss, and yet at the same time he looks livid, âHey look, youâre okay now. He canât hurt you anymore, youâre okay. Just calm downââ
âGet out!â
You scream it over and over again, till your throat feels hoarse and yet you still donât stop. You just want him out, want him gone. You push at him again, and then again, and heâs so strong and solid that he doesnât even budge, and this makes you even more upset. Heâs looking at you like youâre crazy, but thereâs also a softness in his eyes but you donât know if itâs real or if you even want it to be real anymore.
âBaby, youâre okay. Just calm down, youâre safe now, I wonât let him hurt you again.â
He sounds so soft, so kind, so unlike himself. Heâs acting, you think to yourself. Acting just like how Steve was acting. He doesnât really care about you. Neither of them do. Youâre the idiot. Youâre the fool. Youâre the slut.
âGET AWAY FROM ME OR IâLL FUCKING SCREAM!â
Ari is the most stubborn man youâve ever met, and he never takes orders from you, that much you know. And yet, by some miracle, he backs off. Maybe he sees how broken you look, how thereâs nothing he could really do in this moment that wouldnât just make you angrier, and push him away even more. You also believe thereâs a large part of him that wants to genuinely kill Steve â for whatever reason â probably pride â and yet, you donât care.
And so he does leave, but not before promising once more that he was going to murder Steve Rogers. He says some other things too, but youâre too distraught to even take them in. He tries to touch you again, but you bat him off, screaming even louder. Finally, he just leaves, an unreadable look on his face and his hands still curled into fists, undoubtedly going to find Steve.
And thatâs when you collapse to the floor, the tears uncontrollably rolling down your cheeks as you cry and cry and cry. You grab the pink roses, and in a fit of uncontrollable rage, you rip them apart. Rip flower from stem, petal from petal, throwing them on the floor with such vitriolic rage and sadness all rolled into one.
Ripped flowers. Ripped dress. Ripped heart.
AHHHHH OMFG OKAY!
I want you guys to know that I literally don't even know if I like this. I do but I also don't... Basically I'm super insecure about it. Nevertheless, please do tell me what you think!!!! ANY SHOCKS?? ANY SURPRISES?!?! OMFGGGG.
I prepared a few questions, although you guys don't have to answer them!! These are just for fun hehehe.
So... whose team are you now on? Team Ari or Team Steve? Hehe.
Why did Steve's mood suddenly change during their date???
IS WANDA A GOOD FRIEND?!?!?!
Any ideas NOW on why Steve and Ari hate each other?? What could it have to do with... I wonder...
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starring: mingyu x male reader
summary: Mn wakes up confused and not remembering what he did the last previous night but gets the shock of his life when he is in the bed with the school jock.
nsfw, cute yet sexy mingyu
Mn groaned as he tried to get up. He slowly opened his eyes and began to stand but immediately fell down as he felt pain in his nether region. He looked and widened his eyes.
He was naked.
'Ahh shit. What the hell happened last night ? All I did was go to Jacksonâs house for the party and I was pretty sober but then I went home withâŠâ, the boy sat there in confusion as he couldnât recollect who he went home with.
He looked around and realised that this was some strangerâs house atleast. âThank God! None of my friends fucked me. But who is it ?â. He decided to inspect. Mn tried getting up but fell down creating a thud sound. The huge noise woke up another man sleeping naked on the bed.
"What happened? Who's there ?", a tall and buff man got up and went to see the other side of the bed. He too widened his eyes as he saw a naked Mn. He helped the said male to get up and sit on the bed. The two stared at each other. There was nothing but confusion and anger and embarrassment going on.
âKim Mi-Mingyu ?â, Mn stuttered as he realised who the other guy was. Mingyu too was stunned with confusion but he was a bit shy. Mn widened his eyes as everything came into vision.
âOH MY GOD !? WE FUCKED !?â Mn shouted and got up and hid under the covers. Mingyu witnessed the otherâs outburst and went beside him. âHey ! Hey Mn calm down. Iâll tell you what happened. Just please listen to meâ. Mn pouted and looked at Mingyu who completely lost it after seeing the cute expression.
âAfter Jacksonâs party, you decided to go home alone and some random stranger decided to flirt with youâŠand..and I didnât like that. He was trying to take advantage of you and you were completely drunk. So I saved you and brought you homeâŠbutâŠyou basically whipped out my cock and started sucking it. I stopped you but you wouldnât stop so one thing led to anotherâ.
Mingyu finished re telling the story while Mn had a horrible expression. âI donât have any wordsâŠ..why did you protect me..?â, Mn asked with a questionable expression. Mingyu immediately looked away.
âMingyu tell meâ, Mn said as he got up and took the tallerâs hands in hand. âI..I like youâ. Mn was shocked to say the least. âThe school jock likes meâ. â You! Like me!! Kim Mingyu likes me!?â, Mn exclaimed as he closed his mouth with his hands in shock and denial. Mingyu chuckled seeing the cute reaction. He cupped Mnâs face and made eye contact.
âI do, I have liked you since Junior year. AndâŠI'm sorry for doing this to you. I'm sorry for taking advantage of you. I hope you forgive me", Mingyu said as he looked down in shame. His eyes were prickling with tears.
The boy broke down. Mn was stunned, he cupped (m/n)'s cheek ," No no Mingyu. Don't cry. I was drunk and.. I too like you. And Iâm glad that my first time was with you⊠and if anyone..I wanted to do it with you. And you didn't take any advantage of me. I love you Mingyu". Mingyu didnât realise that he was full on crying with Mn crying too. He looked up as he heard those three words," Do you really mean it?". Mn smiled seeing Mingyu look so cute..âYes I do Mingyu ".
Mingyu smiled as he leaned in and connected his lips with Mn "I love you too baby. Will you be my boyfriend?". Mn blushed at the nickname and nodded.
Mingyu chuckled and pulled a naked Mn in his naked lap "Last night was pretty intense". Mn could feel Mingyu's dick getting bigger. Mn smirked and whispered in his boyfriend's ear, "Who said last night was over? " and with that , Mn was thrown on the bed with a sex beast hovering over him.
âDamn baby you just look so fuckable right now", Mingyu growled as he eyed Mnâs body before he hungrily kissed his lips. Mn loved this side of Mingyu. Mingyu is a calm and nice guy but seemed like the bedroom makes him change his aura.
Mingyu smirked seeing his boyfriend already becoming a moaning mess as he placed hickeys all over his neck and chest. With one hand he proceeded to pump the submissive's dick. Mingyu looked at Mn with heart eyes. He was finally with his crush, and thatâs all he wanted and to make his lover satisfied was the only goal he had in mind.
Mn could feel himself become closer to release but Mingyu suddenly stopped." Daddy why did you stop?" whined a needy Mn. "Tell Daddy nicely what you want and daddy will give it to youâ, Mingyu whispered and bit Mnâs ear. "Daddy please fuck me till I forget my name. please daddy", Mn said innocently which only turned his boyfriend on.
"Okay since you asked so nicely", Mingyu said as he flipped Mn on all fours. Mn was taken aback he looked back but only moaned as he felt a hot muscle lick his rim.
Mingyu swirled his tongue as he ate his boyfriend's ass. Mn moaned like a madman. His moans were music to Mingyu's ears. Mn felt his prostate being hit. "F-fuckkk ~.. d-daddy~more-Ahhh", Mn couldn't even finish his sentence as he felt two fingers enter him .
"You like that babyboy ", Mingyu growled in the bottom's ear. Mn nodded his head as he felt another finger enter him. "Damn shit baby you are still tight. My fingers will snap off", Mingyu moved his fingers at fast pace." Unhggh~ d~addy I'm gonna~..", Mn said as strings of white liquid came out of his dick. "Already came babyboy", Mingyu laughed huskily.
He flipped Mn as he positioned his monster cock at the entrance of Mnâs hole." Don't worry I'll make sure you cum again", with that Mingyu entered and started ramming in an inhumane speed."Ah-shit baby so tightâ. Mn only felt pleasure as he was filled up completely with his boyfriend's dick.
"A~hh ~~daddy f-faster p-please~", Mn pleaded as he wanted more. "Of course baby ", and with that the Dom kissed Mnâs lips as he thrusted inside.
Mn scratched his boyfriend's back but he didn't care, he was lost in the ecstasy. Mingyuâs dick hitting all the right spots making Mn tremble.
"~D-daddy ahh-m~d-daddy I'm gonna cum ", Mn said as he felt his cum sporting right out his dick. âCum for me baby",and with that Mn came clenching his asshole .
âBaby~-ahh daddy's gonna cum "and with that Mingyu came inside Mn. Mn felt satisfied as he was filled to the brim by his lovers cum.
Mingyu laid on the bed and pulled Mn and kissed his temple." I love you my Mn". Mn smiled . "I love you too Mingyu". They both slept in each other's embrace. Mingyu looked at a sleeping Mn and smiled knowing he was holding his entire world in his arms.
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The Imperfect Couple - 15
Character: politician!Bucky x ex-wife!reader
Summary: A separated couple must pretend to be happily married while the husband runs for Vice President, dealing with old issues and political pressures during his election campaign.
Warning: The couple's arguments could be triggering.
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âSeems like you're declaring war on me,â Bucky said, his voice steady but his eyes narrowing slightly.
âDoes it sound like that? Forgive me.â Steve set the golf club down, a smirk playing on his lips. âWhat I meant is, we have to be aware of everything. We're this close to winning.â
âI agree.â Bucky replied, his expression calm, though his mind churned with unspoken thoughts.
âThis is why I trust you.â Steve clapped him on the shoulder. âRemember, we're playing in the highest league now.â
Steve paused before adding casually, âBy the way, my son wants to visit Nate. Is that okay with you?â
âI'll let my wife and Nate know,â Bucky responded, his voice neutral, though he felt a flicker of unease.
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When Bucky got home, he saw you sitting cross-legged on the floor with Nate, working on a puzzle together. You both seemed relaxed, unaware of the weight he carried from the conversation with Steve. He walked over, his movements deliberate, and knelt beside Nate.
âNate, buddy, can you go to your room for a bit? I need to talk to your aunt,â Bucky said gently, placing a hand on Nateâs shoulder.
Nate, always obedient, nodded. âOkay, Uncle Bucky,â he said before scooping up a few puzzle pieces and heading inside.
Once it was just the two of you, you glanced at Bucky and noticed his exhausted expression. He looked like he was carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders.
âWhat? Did something worse just hit you?â you asked, raising an eyebrow.
Bucky took a breath, his jaw tightening. âDid you just involve Ian?â His tone was calm, but his eyes betrayed his frustration.
You widened your eyes, momentarily caught off guard by the question. That single look was enough for him to sigh deeply, running a hand through his hair. âIâŠâ His hands clenched into fists momentarily. He wanted to be angry, knowing full well this would put you on Steveâs radar.
âJust⊠tell Ian to slow down,â Bucky muttered, clearly uneasy.
âI canât,â you said softly but firmly. âThe way Ian works is far more efficient than anything I could do.â
Bucky rubbed his temples, his frustration mounting. âThen I hope God protects him.â
âBuckyâŠâ you stepped closer, your voice serious. âBe honest with me. Is he in danger?â
Bucky looked down, his hands braced on the counter, his shoulders tense. âSteve just gave me a warning. It wonât matter to him if thereâs blood on his hands.â
Your heart dropped. âFuck,â you thought as panic began to bubble inside. You immediately grabbed your phone and dialed Ian, but there was no answer. Frustration and fear mingled in your chest as you quickly texted him instead: Be careful. Eyes and ears everywhere.
You glanced at Bucky, your stomach twisting. âBy the way, the Rogers twins want to come here to play with Nate,â Bucky added as if it were a casual comment, though his voice carried an edge.
âYou allowed that?â you asked, the disbelief evident in your tone.
The mention of the twins unsettled you. Your mind flashed back to watching The Shining in secret with Tim, and how the twins in that movie had always given you the creeps. That eerie feeling wasnât just from the film anymoreâit was rooted in real life. You had learned the truth: William and Charles, Steve's sons, had a reputation for bullying other students. The thought of them around Nate made your skin crawl.
Would they be a good influence on Nate? You highly doubted it.
Bucky gave a tired shrug. âI canât say no to the future president, right?â
You pressed your lips into a thin line, knowing there was little you could do to stop it. But one thing was clearâyou would be keeping a very close eye on them when they came to visit.
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The twins arrived at the house, their faces lit up with matching grins, excitement practically radiating off them. Nate, catching sight of them, bolted to the door, his small body bouncing with joy.
"William! Charles!" Nate called out, bouncing on his toes as he welcomed them in. His innocent joy was palpableâhe was simply happy to have people he knew coming to play with him.
"Hey, buddy," William said, ruffling Nateâs hair as they walked inside.
After a brief exchange, they settled in front of the game console, and soon, the twins had chosen a violent shooter game. The screen flickered with gunfire and explosions, the sound effects jarring in the otherwise quiet room. Nate, seated between them, initially watched in awe but quickly became uncomfortable.
His tiny hands shot up to cover his eyes, and he flinched with every loud noise, his body tense as he pressed himself into the couch. He covered his ears, trying to block out the unsettling sounds, but he didnât say a word, not wanting to ruin the moment.
You watched from a distance, trying not to be the nosy adult. You wanted to give them space, but seeing Nateâs frightened reaction twisted something in your gut. Likewise, you couldnât stand by anymore. Walking over to the boys, you kept your tone polite, but firm.
âGuys,â you said, your voice cutting through the sounds of the game, âis there another game thatâs not as scary? Look, Nateâs getting scared.â
William glanced down at Nate, who was huddled close to him. âOh, why didnât you say something, buddy?â he said, patting Nateâs shoulder as if that would fix everything.
Charles sighed and turned off the violent game, switching to something more child-friendly. "Here, weâve got a game for you, Nate." He scrolled through the options and selected a bright, colorful one with cartoon rabbits running a restaurant.
The second the screen changed, Nateâs face lit up. âWow!â he exclaimed, his fear dissolving as he leaned forward, eager to play. The teenage boys, now seemingly patient, guided him through the simple controls, explaining how to serve food to the cartoon animals. You felt a wave of relief. Maybeâjust maybeâthe twins werenât as bad as you had feared.
Later, the boys decided to go swimming. You sat on a poolside chair, keeping a close eye on Nate. He was wearing a floatie around his small frame, happily splashing in the shallow end while William and Charles horsed around further away.
Suddenly, your phone buzzed. It was Ian. "H...ell...o"
You stood up, checking the signal, which was terrible. Frowning, you moved toward the balcony. The pool was indoors, so you stepped outside, hoping for better reception.
âI just got your text,â Ian said when the call finally connected. His voice was rough, but you could hear his smirk through the line. âYou know this isnât going to stop me.â
âIâm serious, Ian,â you replied, leaning against the balcony rail. âBucky told me directly. Youâre in danger.â
A pause, and then Ianâs voice, low and almost teasing, came through. âHmm⊠Guess where I am right now?â
You sighed, trying to play along. âLondon? Since you went home, right?â
âNope. Paris. And Iâve found somethingâsomething lethal enough to kill Steve,â Ian said, his tone dark with implication.
Paris? You froze. Was this related to Hazel? Your heart pounded with a new surge of anxiety. âIan, donâtââ
But before you could finish, you heard it. A splashâloud, frantic. You turned around, the blood draining from your face. In the water, you saw a small hand desperately reaching out, the floatie floating uselessly nearby. It was Nate.
Panic gripped you like a vice. âNate!â you screamed, dropping your phone as you sprinted back inside.
Without hesitation, you dove into the pool, your body hitting the cold water like a shock to your system. Your hands reached for him, pulling Nateâs tiny, trembling body to the surface. His arms latched around your neck in a vice grip, coughing and sputtering as you lifted him from the water.
He gasped, burying his face against your shoulder, his small body shaking as he clung to you. âHeâŠhe canât swim!â you snapped at the twins, your voice filled with raw anger.
William and Charles stood there on the edge of the pool, unfazed. âThatâs why we were teaching him,â they answered in unison, their tone almost dismissive.
Nate let out a pained cough, his voice weak. âMy nose hurtsâŠâ he whimpered, rubbing his face against your neck.
Your heart ached at the sight of him, vulnerable and hurt. Anger surged through you like a tidal wave, and you glared at the twins. You remembered that they both just watched while Nate was drowning. Without raising your voice, you pointed to the door, your finger shaking with fury. âGet out. Now.â
The command echoed in the room, sharp and unforgiving. William and Charles flinched, startled by the intensity in your voice. Without a word, they quickly grabbed their things, shooting one last glance at each other before rushing out the door.
You stayed in the pool, holding Nate close, your teeth gritted in anger and your heart still pounding. You knew thenâthose boys were never going to be allowed near Nate again. Not after this.
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The twins walked into the Roger household, their shoulders slumped, clearly sensing the storm waiting for them. Behind them, Peggy followed with a stern but composed expression. As they stepped further into the room, the tension was palpableâSteve stood there, arms crossed, his face hard as stone. He had heard everything from you, and his sons could feel his fury even before he said a word.
William and Charles instinctively moved closer to Peggy, seeking the safety of her presence as if she could shield them from the inevitable.
Peggy, sensing the mounting tension, stepped forward slightly, her voice calm but firm. âSteve, calm down. I will talk to them.â
Steve let out a frustrated sigh, his clenched jaw releasing only slightly. âIâm not going to yell,â he said through gritted teeth. âBut I need to say something.â
He fixed his cold gaze on his sons. âBoth of you will be homeschooled from now on.â
The twinsâ faces fell in disbelief. âDad, no!â William blurted, and Charlesâ mouth hung open, too stunned to speak.
âI know,â Steve said, his voice quieter now, but there was no softness in it. âI know the main reason for your behavior is because your mother and I have been too busy for you. We never spent time together as a family.â His arms unfolded, and to their surprise, he pulled them into a hug. âSo, homeschooling is the best option, isnât it?â His tone sounded almost tender, but underneath it lay a cold warning.
William and Charles glanced at each other, then back at Peggy, silently pleading for her to intervene. But she didnât. She stood still, her lips pressed tightly together, offering no rescue.
âGood children donât question their parents,â Steve said, his voice dropping low. âYou just say, âYes, father.ââ
The twins swallowed hard, a sinking feeling settling in their chests. âYes, father,â they muttered in unison, their voices barely above a whisper. It felt as though their every move would now be monitored.
Steveâs lips curled into a smile, but it wasnât warmâit was the smile of a man in control. âGood. Now, go back to your rooms.â
The boys moved quietly, retreating upstairs, the weight of Steveâs words heavy on their shoulders.
Once they were out of sight, Steveâs smile faded. He turned toward Peggy, his tone biting. âThis is why I never wanted to send them to boarding school in the first place. They needed parental guidance, not strict school rules.â
Peggyâs eyes narrowed, a tired look crossing her face. âDonât start again, Steve. That decision was made by my father.â
Steveâs expression darkened at the mention of her father. His voice dripped with bitterness. âOh yeah, him. I almost forgot. Iâm glad heâs dead.â
Peggyâs face tensed, a flare of anger sparking in her eyes. âWhen will you stop badmouthing my father?â
Steveâs cold stare met hers. âNever.â
Steve had lived a life bound by duty, his role in the military shaping every part of him. He was a good soldierârespected, disciplined, and obedient. But despite his loyalty, promotions came slowly. His lack of a powerful family background meant he was always overlooked by those with better connections. Essentially, Steve was an orphanâwithout anyone to vouch for him, he was left behind.
He knew how the system worked. If you didnât have the right name, the right family, there was always a price to pay. And Steve had paid it, doing the dirty work of his superiors without question, sacrificing his principles just to keep his place. The worst part of it all was that his commanding officer, General Carter, was his father-in-law.
Every step of his career, Steve had been a puppet for the man who held both his professional and personal life in his hands. The weight of it bore down on him every day.
âGood soldiers donât ask why,â General Carter always said this to him. âThey just say, âYes, sir.ââ
"Yes, sir." Steve answer it like he's a robot.
At some point, Steve had everything heâd ever thought he wantedâmarriage, a steady career, money, and status. On paper, he should have been happy. But he wasnât. His life felt dull, empty, like the spark had been drained from it.
The day he realized the truth hit him like a punch in the gut. He wasnât his own manâhe was nothing more than a tool for his father-in-law, a puppet dancing to someone elseâs tune.
That was the moment he had enough. The frustration, the years of silently obeying, simmered into anger. He wanted to be the one in control. He was tired of taking ordersâhe wanted to be the one giving them.
Steveâs life had been dull for years, a constant routine of military duties, politics, and the weight of expectations. Until the day he met Hazel. She was much younger than himâvibrant, full of lifeâand he was supposed to give her advice, to help steer her back home. Julius and Caroline had asked him to help their daughter stop running away. But when Steve sat with Hazel and listened to her story, something shifted. Her reasons for running, the pressures she feltâher life mirrored his own struggles. For the first time in years, he felt empathy.
He told her, quietly, âIf you ever need someone to talk to, you can find me.â
And from there, things changed. They grew closer, and eventually, more intimate. He knew it was wrongâcheating on his family, betraying his friendsâbut for the first time, Steve felt alive again. The numbness of his life vanished in her presence, replaced by something that burned, something real. And then came Nate, the baby born out of that connection, out of a love he hadnât felt in years.
Steveâs thoughts snapped back to the present. His jaw clenched tightly as he faced Peggy. âDid you tell them to hurt Nate?â
Peggy stood her ground, her face a mix of frustration and cold calculation. âNo,â she said flatly. âBut theyâre smart enough to figure out why their father cares so much about that kid, and why heâs alwaysâŠâ She hesitated, her lips curling into a thin smile. âSpending time with his little girlfriend. Maybe theyâre just releasing their anger.â
Steveâs fists tightened until his knuckles turned white. âWhen I get into the White House, you wonât be coming with me.â
Peggyâs eyes narrowed, but she didnât flinch. âAnd what then?â she said with a mocking tilt to her voice. âYou think youâre going to put that girl in my place? Have you forgotten who you are? You were a beggar, crawling to my father for help.â
Steveâs eyes darkened, a dangerous calm settling over him. âAnd this beggar has crawled his way to victory,â he said slowly, his voice low but filled with menace. âYou can act high and mighty because of me. Donât forget that I can take it all away from you.â He stepped closer, his words laced with venom. âRemember how your family got their business permits? How they were saved from corruption charges and tax evasion? That was because of me.â
Peggy let out a scoff, her eyes filled with disdain. âYou think youâre a king now?â She crossed her arms, shaking her head. âI actually pity her, you know. Because one day, sheâll feel exactly what I felt. Youâll never be satisfied, Steve. Youâll never have enough.â
She turned to leave, her hand on the door. Before stepping out, Peggy glanced back at him, her eyes filled with cold certainty. âNever.â
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You sat beside Nate, your heart heavy as you watched his small chest rise and fall, his face flushed with fever. The doctor had just left, handing you a bottle of medicine. "Make sure he drinks this, and let him rest completely," heâd said before exchanging a few quiet words with Bucky and leaving the apartment.
Nateâs red, feverish face made your heart ache. He had been through so much in just a few hours. You gently wiped a damp cloth over his forehead as Bucky sat beside you, silent and tense.
"Never, ever let Nate be alone with them again," you said, your voice firm.
Bucky nodded, his expression serious. "I agree. And Iâm sorry. I never thought theyâd pull something like that."
âDonât underestimate underage kids,â you warned, your voice sharp. âThere are so many cases where perpetrators canât be jailed because theyâre underage.â
Buckyâs jaw tightened. "Noted. I wonât forget that."
A brief silence passed, then you asked, âHave you called Hazel?â
âI tried, but I couldnât reach her. I called her assistant, though.â
You nodded, your mind still spinning. The memory of Nate sinking beneath the water haunted you, but there was something else gnawing at youâyou hadnât finished your conversation with Ian.
Excusing yourself, you left the room and grabbed your phone, your stomach dropping when you noticed the cracked screen from when youâd dropped it before diving into the pool.
You dialed Ianâs number, your fingers trembling as you pressed it to your ear. The first ring echoed, unanswered. Your heart pounded faster. The second ringânothing. A cold sense of unease crept into your chest. Why wasnât he answering?
On the third try, the ringing stopped abruptly, and you exhaled in relief. âHello? Ian?â you asked quickly, your voice tight with worry.
There was a pause on the other end, then a voice you didnât expectâfamiliar, but not Ianâs.
âY/N?â
You froze, confusion flooding your mind. âHazel? Why are you answering Ianâs phone?â Panic started to rise inside you, the pieces beginning to fall into place. Ian had gone to Paris. He had found somethingâsomething connected to Hazel and Steve.
âHe⊠he canât answer it,â Hazel whispered, her voice breaking.
Your breath caught in your throat, a chill racing down your spine. âWhy?â The word came out in a shaky breath.
There was a long silence before Hazel finally spoke, her words hitting you like a sledgehammer.
âBecause heâs dead.â
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the marauders as. . . whatever these love languages are (ii).
âiâm so fucking tired, please god just let me rest for five minutes.â
đđđđđ đđđđđ sees a monster staring back at him in the mirrorâyou tell him that you see a kind, gentle soul deserving of all things beautiful. he wants to bury himself beneath the ground, where the earthworms burrow and the primroses bloom one day. the mornings after the full moon are always the hardest. a new scar to his growing collection and fresh blood spilt on his wretched hands. he is a monster and there is no better word to define him than that. so why do you burst into his room, much like the morning sunâwithout a care for the moonâs sorrowâand smile at him like you actually care?
he doesnât believe youâre realâonly a mirage sent by his darkest nightmares to torment him. yet, how can torture feel so delicate and forgiving? still, you insist on seeking him out despite knowing he is a cursed man. you see the bloodied tips of his fingers where claws have grown the night prior, the crimson smudges in the corner of his mouth, teeth stained with the lives of innocent creatures heâs taken. he is a killer, and yet you stay by his side.
donât you see?
heâs trying to keep you safe by pushing you away. one day, youâll tire of him just as he has grown weary of living in his own skin.
why do you look at him as though he cannot rip you apart, limb by limb, with just a flick of his hand?
âbecause you are remus lupin,â you say, a cruel whisper in his ear, holding his head close to your heart, and shouldering his burdens, aches, and pains. âi will be here when the sun rises, and i will be with you until the earth knows the taste of our existence, when the vines creep over our legs and arms, and until you understand that love is not strong enough to explain why my soul calls out to yours.â
ah, remus sees it now.
he needs you just as a canary needs their wings to fly. his tears soak the fabric of your shirt, and you hold him closer until he feels youâand only you. you are the reason his heart still endures, hammering inside his ribcage as though it knows you are nearby. his body is but ruined fleshâeven so, if the gods think he is deserving to bear witness to the innocence in your eyes, then perhaps he is not so much of a monster as he thought.
please, he begs to all the deities listening, do not take this pure creature away from me.
he would never ask you to share the weight of his damned fate, but he grieves at the thought of losing youâfor remus might know true death, then.
a/n: did i go overboard with this one? probably. . .
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đđđ đđđ©đđĄđđđđ'đš đđđđđđšđ© đđĄđȘđ©
Pairing: Modern!Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader
Summary: Eddie warms you up for "work."
Warnings: +18, Smut, unprotected sex, insults like 'slut', mention of drugs, slaps, Dom!Eddie, mention of 'Daddy', pornographic video. (I think that's just it haha)
Author's Notes: This is my first work, I couldn't proofread it so don't throw stones at me for mistakes lol. English is not exactly my language, forgive me if something is wrong. đ«¶đŒđ©·
You and Eddie are best friends with benefits. He calls you when he wants to wet his cock and you call him when your pussy needs attention. But what no one knew was that you two made videos during sex and posted them on a famous porn site, you two were famous on the site and made money. All of this had advantages, after all, who wouldn't want to make money just by having sex? Especially with Eddie Munson.
Having money was good and having sex with Eddie Munson was even better, he was her best friend but God, how could someone like him, who hadn't had that many experiences with girls throughout his life, be so good at fucking? It was a secret, maybe he was so fascinated in pornography since he was young and now he was doing his own with you.
Lying on your best friend's couch, wearing nothing but Eddie's old shirt, white lace panties, white socks on your feet and a herb wrapped in silk between your toes, you watch your best friend sitting on the other side of the couch, his skillful fingers, which They were in your pussy a few minutes ago, typing on the laptop on his lap, probably checking the comments on the video he posted of fucking your breasts earlier.
His curly hair was a little messy, shirtless, the tip of his tongue between his lips and the buttons of his black jeans were open, showing the happy trail of his pubic hair. He was sitting lazily on the couch, his legs parted as if silently inviting you to sit on his lap or kneel between his legs to suck him off. Both options were really good.
You pass the herb wrapped in silk for him to take a drag of which he thanks you with a wink and squeezing your thigh with his hand, leaving the marks of his rings and fingers on your skin.
Eddie laughed at a particularly nasty comment about her tit-sucking skills. "Looks like the Hawkins Freak has a new skill." He says with a smile as he squeezes your thigh, enjoying the sight of your ass peeking out of those white panties. "I bet I could make them cum just by sucking on those tits right now." Eddie blinks and blows a smoke ring, flicking the ash from his cigarette into a nearby ashtray. "Want to make us more money, baby?" Eddie asks as he caresses your bare, reddened thigh with his fingers.
You laugh, slapping his hand playfully and making a fake pout with your lips. "Doesn't the star here deserve a rest?"
Eddie smiles smugly, stretching and flexing his arm to show off. "Nah, we're doing good now, honey. I know you can take more." He suggests, pressing a finger against your cheek to gently turn your face to his, and looking at you lustfully. Eddie hands you the weed as he puts his laptop aside and lays down next to you on the couch, turning you onto your side to fit on his side. You feel his bare chest against your back. "I know you can. You never let me down." Eddie whispers, slowly rubbing his hard cock against your ass. Eddie's breath tickles your ear before kissing it softly. "Are you going to deny me, slut?"
Your breathing becomes shaky when he calls you a slut, kissing your ear and making you shiver. You bite your lip and then take another drag of the joint, playfully blowing the smoke in his face. Eddie laughs at your playful teasing and takes a deep whiff of the smoke, then takes the joint from your fingers. "So fucking sexy, baby." He murmurs, pulling your closer by your hips until they're flush against each other. "We'll give our fans something to jerk off to." He hand slides over your stomach, running his fingers over your sensitive skin, causing a soft moan to escape your lips. "Tell me, slut. How do you want to fuck tonight?" Eddie's fingers curl around your waist, giving your ass a gentle squeeze as he ponders your answer. "On your knees, on your back, bent over... It's your choice." His lips brush against her cheek, making her shudder as his hard cock presses against her ass. "We're going to make our fans cum, baby. Let's have fun."
You smile at him, rubbing your nose against his as you blow smoke into your half-open mouth, in which Eddie swallows the smoke satisfyingly. "Anyway you want."
Eddie laughs, placing a lingering kiss on your lips before pulling away. "Open your legs, baby." His voice is full of desire, the command mixed with a harsh tone. "I'm going to touch your soaking wet pussy." Eddie's hand slides up your thigh, pushing your panties aside to expose your slick folds. "I bet your pussy is already dripping for me, isn't it?" He murmurs against your earlobe, his finger tracing circles around your swollen clit as you gasp, your hips arching. "What a horny slut..."
Eddie's finger slides inside you, making you moan louder. His fingers curl deeper, teasing your sensitive spot as you throw your head back, your body shaking with pleasure. "They want to see us cumming on each other... And that's exactly what we're going to do." Eddie's free hand runs down your chest, pinching your nipple as he pumps his finger inside you, until the rings are inside you too.
Eddie pushes a second finger inside you, stretching your wet pussy as you whimper his name. "So wet, slut." He rubs his fingers against your G-spot, his cock throbbing in your ass as you pant. "I want to see that beautiful pussy when I fuck you, baby." Eddie slowly withdraws his fingers, tracing a wet path towards your clit before rubbing it firmly. "Get ready... I'm going to make you cum and we'll film it for our fans." His warm breath on your ear, sending shivers down your spine as you nod anxiously. "Let's give them what they want, slut." His thumb pressing against your clit as he hooks another finger, rubbing your swollen bud until your hips buck uncontrollably, your wet heat squeezing him. "Come for me, baby..." Eddie's voice is low, a whisper harshly as you choke. Your body shaking as you scream and whimper his name, your juices covering his hand.
You cum in his hand, panting and your chest rising and falling. You take a drag on the joint before passing it to him, placing the joint between your lips for him to take a drag on, since his fingers were busy in your soaked pussy.
Eddie sucks on the joint, shaking it as he strokes her tender, sensitive pussy, admiring your sensitive flesh glistening with her arousal. "Perfect, slut. It's show time..."
He kisses your hip, trailing down your inner thigh as you let out a satisfied sigh. "Get on all fours, baby." Eddie orders softly, pulling his fingers away from your pussy, making you moan softly, eager for his touch. âNow.â Eddie says in a husky voice, pulling your hair playfully, his cock throbbing with excitement as you obey, spreading your legs wide. Eddie smiles satisfied, taking the video camera with his hand wet with his cum, the other hand slaps his ass hard before starting to lower his black jeans to his knees, he wasn't even in his underwear.
You tilt your head to look at him over your shoulder, but Eddie grabs your hair and forces you to face forward. "Not yet, porn star." He plays with you, although his tone is hoarse with desire and commanding. He watches your panties stuck between your soaked folds. Eddie basically preps you before turning on the camera, adjusting your shirt above the waist and taking one last drag on the joint. The joint always made him hornier than normal.
Eddie turns on the camera, pointing at your wet pussy from behind, making you blush slightly. He records his finger playing with your wet lips, teasing you and hearing you whimper softly. âPleaseâŠâ You whimper, breathing labored. Then suddenly he stops and you know what that means, it means he would continue if you called him..."Daddy. Please, daddy..." You add and that makes him smile, murmuring a "good girl" while pushing your panties to the side, revealing your slippery folds.
"Open your legs wider." He commands in a husky tone, his finger tracing circles around your sensitive flesh, making you moan softly. "What a horny slut..." Eddie teases your clit, making your hips shake as he takes another hit of the joint. "I'm going to fuck you deep, baby. So deep..." Eddie's voice grows husky, his cock poking your pussy from behind, teasing you. "Ready?" Eddie asks, his dick pressing harder against your wet entrance.
"Yes, daddy." You say with a trembling voice, unable to take the delay any longer. But Eddie has some fun, pointing the video camera at the hard cock at the entrance to your wet pussy, the pink head of his cock rubbing teasingly against your wet folds, threatening to penetrate, but only penetrating the head of the penis and pulling away to rub the tip on your sensitive clit.
"Eddieeee..." You whimper, already starting to feel your eyes watering from wanting his hard cock filling you so much. Eddie smiles and gently probes your tight opening with his swollen head cock, enjoying the feeling of being enveloped in your heat. "You're so tight, slut." He murmurs against your ear, pushing deeper, filling you slowly.
âThis pussy is going to take all of meâŠâ Eddie moans in the back of his throat, sinking completely inside you, your bodies connected in a way that was intended to be filmed. "They're going to love this, baby..." His fingers curl around your hips, holding you firmly as he begins to pump his cock in and out of you, the sound of flesh hitting flesh echoing in the room , captured on camera. Eddie leans over you, his bare chest against your back, the camera suddenly thrust in front of your face. He was recording your face as he fucks you hard.
"Tell 'em, tell 'em you're my slut..." Eddie's breath is hot against your ear, his body tense as he fucks you harder, looking down and growling as he enjoys the sight of his disappearing cock inside your tight pussy. "I-I'm your slut, daddy.." You say, voice shaky and drunk with pleasure and his big cock fucking you.
"Cum for me... Cum while they watch us fuck..." His voice is rough, full of desire as you moan, your body shaking beneath him, close to your climax.
Eddie grunts, his cock throbbing as you squirt around his cock until it leaks out of your pussy, a wave of pleasure rushing through him. âFuck, babyâŠâ He gasps, his release imminent. He pulls you close, burying his cock deep inside you as he unloads inside you, the sight of your cum-filled pussy caught on camera making your climax even more intense.
"Perfect, slut. Just perfect..." Your breath hitches as he slowly pulls out, his cock glistening with your juices. Eddie smirks at you, rubbing his cum covered cock against your sensitive flesh, enjoying the way you shudder beneath him. "For my horny slut, here you go." He grinds his hips against you, recording with the video camera and flooding your pussy with his hot cum, making you whimper even louder as you grip the couch, your body shaking with pleasure. "That's it, slut. Take Daddy's cum..." Eddie's voice is full of satisfaction, his gaze fixed on the sight of your cum-filled pussy before he pulls away gently, collapsing against your back, panting.
His chest rises and falls against you, his arms wrapped around you as you bask in the glow, completely exhausted. Eddie then turns the camera to focus on his sweaty face and his face, sweaty and flushed with pleasure. He gets up and hits your ass hard, making you jump and moan. Then he smiles, giving the video a thumbs up.
"Use a condom, kids." He says, ironically and playfully.
"You are so stupid." You say breathlessly, playfully rolling his eyes.
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pit in my stomach - lando norris
rating â mature (cheating, language, sexual references) requested by @landograndprix - hugging you tight, my friend!
it was hard to pin point the moment his love for you had been diminished by his crippling guilt or when you knew there was nothing he could say or do to piece you back together. maybe it was around the time youâd asked him point blank whether he saw you in his future and he stuttered over his truth with an unconvincing of course i do when the dagger had already been deployed into your unsuspecting back. naively blinded by love.
or maybe it was the night lando stumbled home from the local, half a pint of slushing lager still in his hand while the other held a small, black velvet box. he dropped down on one knee, eyes bloodshot with tears and a trembling bottom lip â a stark contrast to your hardened stare and crossed arms shielding you from the blow, physically and emotionally spent.
âi fucked up⊠i-god i hate that i've hurt you, baby and i wish i could take it all back â i fucked up so bad and iâm so sorry.â
âyou didnât fuck up, lando â you fucked someone else for six months and lied to my face and made me feel like i was losing my mind! do you have any idea how much pain youâve caused?â
the room fell silent, boiling blood pumping in your ears.
âhuh?! do you?â
ânoââ
âno you donât! i've been stupid enough to keep chasing after you and all youâve done is let me down and made me look like a fucking idiot! everyone knew about her, about what you were doing behind my back and you knew it was wrong but you couldnât stop! youâre a monster and iâm not going to cry over a mistake you madeâŠ"
sadness welled as you stared down at the man kneeling at your feet. he was a stranger who only resembled the man you loved in appearance, not in honour or integrity or character â you were grieving the lando who had showed you the world with so much love and adoration and hope.
"you will have to live with this mistake for the rest of your life.â
âyouâre right. i will never forgive myself 'cause she meant nothing and i have to fix this â i need to fix this because i love you.. so much. iâll get help, iâll see someone just give me a chance to fix itâŠâ
âdo you really think that is going to fix it?â
you pointed to the dainty box that held so much weight. in a way it represented a future founded on four years of memories, of something resembling happiness. sure, there had been disappointments, hundreds of missed calls, a few missed anniversaries and your gnawing intuition saying that maybe the paranoia wasnât just inside your head. but ending like this, in betrayal and heartache â you hadnât seen that one coming.
lando swallowed the lump forming in his throat, queasy from the drunken stupor heâd drank himself into and the dread settling in the pit of his empty stomach, âthought it might be startâŠâ
a strained laugh slipped from pursed lips as venom coated your sharpened tongue, âand that is how i know you will never change.â
âplease,â lando scrambled to his feet and reached out for your hand in an attempt to stop you from walking away, âplease donât leave meâŠâ he begged, voice barely above a whisper.
lando knew he would never forget the look in your eyes when you slowly turned back to him â they were cold and punishing, bone-chilling. they swirled with the web of lies and sorrow that he had inflicted upon the person he loved the most in the world, who had given him everything she had, who loved him unconditionally, which made it nearly impossible to accept that he had lost you.
âyou left me six months ago when you slept with her, lando.â
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'all night'
summary: during le sserafim's appearance at the nba game, you couldn't help but to admire her wearing that jersey, and after voicing out your thoughts, she decides to help you out.
tags: this is literally just smut, reader calls yunjin mommy, rough fingering, clit rubbing, reader wears a skirt, begging, orgasm denial, implied multiple rounds, semi-public sex.
a/n: im so sorry i had to make smth for THIS yunjin i really had to, so this is my first smut dont judge, also this isnt proofread forgive meâŒïž
"really couldn't wait after the game." pressing you against the bathroom door, keeping up the fast pace of her fingers inside you.
"m-m'sorry" biting your lips trying to hold your moans back, which now became impossible as her thumb found it's way on your clit.
"such a whore, you want us to get caught?"
trying to form a sentence has never been this hard for you, not with the way her fingertips are hitting that sweet spot inside you, and rightfully so, you slowly feel yourself losing composure as your legs begin to tremble.
"y-you're so p-pretty jen." focusing your lust-blown eyes on hers, even with the huge instinct to close them from all he pleasure you're receiving.
like a light bulb turned on inside her head; "oh, i get it now, you got horny because of this outfit, huh?"
nodding was really the only thing you could do at the moment as her skillful fingers never ceased with it's ministrations.
"y'wanna cum baby?" now rubbing your clit faster than ever.
"yes! yes, please let me cum!" desperate to have that release, you hold onto her wrist in hopes that she doesn't stop.
"well, i guess you're gonna have to beg." slowing down, she removes her thumb over your clit and wraps it around your throat, though her other hand never stopped inside you.
"oh my god, jen please! please let me cum, i'll do anything!" attempting to ride her fingers, she removes them and places it against your hip.
"c'mon baby, you can do better than that." taunting you, if you weren't in this situation, you would've fought back, but you really couldn't afford to as your cunt is in desperate need of attention.
"please, let me cum. i'll do anything!" the desperation in your voice undeniably made yunjin wetter than she was before.
stopping herself from bending you over the sink and fucking your brains out, she leans over your ear.
"oh c'mon, i that all you've got?"
with your clit throbbing, and your hole dripping wet, you struggle to think.
"p-please mommy, let me cum, i'll be a good girl."
eyes widening, yunjin's pupils shrink as she processes what you said to her, wasting no time and plunging her fingers inside you, adding a fourth.
"yeah? you wanna be mommy's good girl and cum?"
she's relentless with the speed and proceeds to roughly thumb your clit, successfully pushing you dangerously closer to your edge.
a pornographic moan escapes your lips as the familiar feeling of climax approaches fast.
"gonna cum! gonna!"
and it finally snapped, your fluids coated yunjin's fingers beautifully as she spreads it over your sensitive cunt.
kneeling down to get your panty from where she absentmindedly threw it, she stops you.
"what do you think you're doing?"
you were least to say, confused. did she want you to go out there with no underwear?
"i'm fixing up..?"
she lifts you up by your thighs and places you on the sink, the cold metal feeling so good on your heated body.
"oh, but we're not done."
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aki threatening to make us housewivesâŠâŠâŠ. the way i physically gasped đ. heâs the worstâone year as your senpai and heâs already decided youâre his.
itâs so vile too bc you want it, want him more than anything. want aki to cream your cute pussy âtil youâre bloated. wanna hold up chunky lil babies that giggle and pull at their daddyâs topknot :((
the way i immediately opened my docs this ask sent my brain into overdrive
Glutton.
cw: car sex. breeding. dumbification. overstimulation. choking (aki wraps his hand around your neck) creampie. 1.1k
You already know heâll name it after his little brother.
Or his mom. Whatever her name was? Youâve been chalking up ideas since he put it in your head and now it feels like you canât remember a thing. Just your hope that if itâs a boy itâll look like him and if itâs a girl - for her sake - she wonât have her motherâs tendency to misbehave.
Youâre nothing if not a glutton for punishment.
You know, youâve always assumed that Aki was a smart guy. I mean heâs team leader for a reason? Heâs level headed in most cases, stalwart when it counts, a little demented but conscious of the things he does, and stubborn. Heâd walk on a plate of fire just to prove a point - but itâs not a bad thing to stay true to your own ideals. This is a guy who keeps his promises. Every single one of them.
Heâs too ticked off to put two and two together. âItâs like you like pissing me off.â
Akiâs heated breaths burn sear marks into the crook of your throat, just over the open wing of your collar and love notes left by his lips from earlier. Your brainâs too mushy to do anything but pant into the air, blowing thicker tufts of condensation that have already turned his car windows misty.
Heâs fucking you like he means to turn your guts around, pistoning into your poor overstimmed cunt like itâs all heâs meant to do. Not even faltering when the acrylics of your nails tear shallow gashes into his button up - If you had the half of mind, you could even say he enjoys it.
Feeling you cling to him so desperately as he grunts in the crook of your shoulder, tighten when he curses at you. Maybe heâs too blissed out. Maybe heâs not as smart as you took him for. But you seem to be taking the repercussions of your misbehavior in stride.
âDid you think I wouldnât find out?â Aki hisses in your ear. âYouâve got a lot of fucking nerve going over my head after what I told you.â
You croon when he lifts one of your legs and fastens it over his arm to get you at a better angle - a deeper angle. God, his seats are probably ruined.
You already knew you were in trouble when he offered to drive you home. You knew the look in his eyes, and you knew Makima was obviously gonna tell the guy overseeing you that you requested clearance to be contracted with a new devil, especially one so substantial. You even pulled the extra stop of shoeing in a compelling argument. âThe life of a hunter is short anyway. Why not make it mean something?â
Like getting knocked up by your boss in the back of his Lincoln. âP-âŠPlease forgive me, senpai! Iâm- fuck, mâso sorry-â
âYou might as well get used to calling me by my first name.â He grunts. âItâd be pretty fucking confusing when we start sharing my last.â
Aki lets out a broken curse when you tighten up again. âGod, I canât believe you. Were you even gonna tell me? Was I just supposed to find out when youâŠâ
He doesnât even finish the thought. Instead he blows out a puff of air against your pulse that makes you shutter. Lifts his head to look at you more directly and stares at you for a moment. Thereâs a lot of emotions behind his eyes that youâre not exactly cognizant to decipher. A way the tendons in his jaw tense - that seems less angry and more âsomething else entirely.â But before you can zero your misty eyes on what exactly that could be, heâs already pressing his lips against yours.
A slow kiss. Not messy and unrestrained like earlier but savory. Sensuous lip smacking all the more sultry when he tilts his head to follow the current of the kiss. His loose hair falls freely over your face, lax from all the tugging youâve been doing since he started turning your insides to bisque. But a kiss like this is the kind you give when it means something. Goosebump and butterfly inducing - You moan in his mouth and he swallows it heartily.
And then he deepens it.
That earnest passionance becomes lustful and raunchy before you can even realize heâs sucking on your tongue. Deepening his thrusts until youâre feeling him in your stomach and groaning down your throat when your fingers start to dig into his scalp. If you didnât know any better youâd say Aki was hoping for this kind of outcome just as much as you were. Especially when he starts to angle his thrusts for the spot that has you gushing around him like he likes.
The kiss leaves a gossamer trail of his spit when he pulls back for another look at you. Your pretty doe eyes have gone teary.
âDonât even worry about your resignation, I fired you as soon as I found out.â Aki grunts. âWeâll figure out the living arrangements later.â
Your eyes roll back when he settles for a firm grip on your throat. âIâll have to get a bigger car. Oh fuck - And a car seat.â
You babble something that sounds like a cross between âSo good!â and âIâm cumming!â but itâs more a jumbled mess of moans and overstimulated whimpers. Heâs stopped counting the amount of times your pretty pussy has gone into the process of milking him for all heâs got. But even as he follows you over the edge does he continue to fuck you brainless.
Aki peers down at the mess youâre making on his leather seats. âS-Shit. Quit wasting it. Iâm not stopping till I know itâll take.â
âSâgood, senpai! A-Aki-senpai! So good! Itâs sâgood!â
He pulls your other leg up till you're folded in a mating press, groaning at the difference in angle. âYou know - mhph - Youâre even cuter when youâre all fucked out like this.â
His dick twitches at the way you start to drool. âGonna be my pretty wife? Gimme some pretty babies?â
âSso prettyâŠ!â You slur. âGânna make you a daddy!â
He gives you a blitzed smile that definitely says heâs as far gone as you are. âYeah?â
Your mouth gapes as he bends over you, much too deep with your legs hooked over his shoulders and pressing his hips flat against your ass to grind in as thoroughly as possible.
âSo stupidâŠâ Aki skims his lips over yours. âYouâre stupid if you think Iâm done with you after that.â
He hums as he brings you into another kiss, briefly pulling away to murmur drunkenly. âGimme a pretty family, baby.â
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Riddle + Yuuâs telepathy for an hour+ Floyd next to him= Why is Riddle looking like he is about to have another Ob?
He now know Floyd is into him, more wild if Floyd has the same 18+ thoughts as Jade. Riddleâs hair is becoming white and his cheeks go as red as his hair because Floyd is also thinking of the most domestic scenarios with him.
He canât catch a fucking break.
Worse if Yuu and Jade are there. Holy fuck Riddle will die.
When you begged Riddle to let you test your new power and transfer your telepathy over for just a class period, he was just trying to be a good friend.
And he was mildly curious how your mind reading powers worked. He was under the assumption that you had to choose a specific person and listen into their thoughts for it to work. Which made your predicament with Jade all the more humorous to him. If you were so bothered by it all, then why did you listen in?
My cute little Riddle~ Aaaah, you're so bright. So red. I love your red hair, your red cheeks when your mad. Should I call you Goldfishie again? To piss you off? So you can yell at me with those pretty gray eyes and voice? Aha, maybe I should~
I think I should beg for the Prefect's forgiveness after this. I am so, so sorry. I didn't realize how bad it was.
Riddle had no clue how you handled the influx of noise, color, and feeling bashing into your head all day. It was like having a horn ringing straight into his ear while a truck's headlights flashed right in his eyes.
Even worse than that? He could make out the singular, most irritating noise, louder than the rest.
My little goldfish, my little tyrant, my little Riddle~
The bane of his existence. The enforcer of Octavinelle. Currently, the third-tallest student at Night Raven College.
"Uh, Riddle?"
Riddle took a deep breath, closing his eyes and turning towards Silver with a polite smile.
"Yes, Silver?"
Silver opened his mouth, closed it again as he paused, and opened it again.
"Are you alright?"
Cute little goldfish~ So bright and red~
"Yes." Riddle ignored the heat pooling under his face. "Why do you ask?"
"You're incredibly red right now. I think even your hair looks pink compared to your face."
Riddle made a strangled sounding noise as he buried his head into his arms and hid against the desk.
"Riddle?" Silver sounded concerned, and Riddle could sense his hands hovering over him, like he wasn't sure if Riddle needed a pat on the back, or to be left alone.
"I'm fine, I just need a momentâ"
"Little Goldfishie~"
Riddle bolted up, his head nearly smacking against Floyd's chin based on the way the teal-haired man felt backwards.
"Wow! Cool it Goldfishie!" Aw, he's so cute! "Just tryin' to say hi~"
The image of himself in Floyd's arms and lap, nuzzled up against each other as the other contentedly played with his hands flashed in his head.
My goldfishie! My little red tyrant! My Riddle! Mine, mine mineminemineminemineâ
"NO I'M NOT!"
The room went silent, everyone looking over at the group of three. Noticing that Riddle and Floyd were interacting, everyone shrugged and resumed their conversations after a moment.
"Uh, what?" Floyd looked and sounded confused. Now that Riddle was paying attention to him though, he could make out a soft look in his eye.
Aw, are you red 'cause you're sick? Is my mean little mate sick?
Mate? Mate?! MATE! OH GODS NO!
Do I gotta take you to the nurse? I can do it! Anything for my future mate! Aha~ I love my mate, I'll take such good care of you.
Riddle was met with another image of Floyd and himself in another...sweet scenario. One where Floyd was watching him sleep in with one of the most tender looks Riddle had ever imagined on Floyd's face. As he slept, Floyd played with the coral colored ring on his left ring finger.
"Nothing! It's nothing! I'm fine!" Riddle scrambled out of his chair, face still warm and his stomach nauseous.
"I think I'm just feeling a bit feverish, I think I will step out for a bitâ"
"You want someone to take ya to the nurse?" Floyd asked, while Silver nodded along. "I can take ya, come on Lil' Goldfishieâ"
"I DON'T NEED AN ESCORT!" Riddle shut his mouth as soon as he opened it, some of the other students giving him a look for his volume.
Aw what, come on! Floyd frowned, though it breifly was hidden by one of Floyd's lazy smiles as he shrugged.
"Whatever you say~" Floyd cooed, his eyes following Riddle as he rushed out of the classroom. Riddle could feel his entire body heating up, like Floyd knew that he knew.
Once he was out of the classroom, he near bolted to the nearest bathroom. Locking the door behind him, Riddle turned to look at himself in the mirror.
He was indeed his characteristic shade of red. Instead of his usual angry expression, though, was one of fluster and breathlessness.
Riddle let out a small, high-pitched whimper as he turned for the faucet for some cold water, splashing it on his face. He looked up at the mirror again, cheeks still bright red, and let out a whine.
I will never make light of you again, Prefect, I promise.
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Taste (m)
synopsis. He loves your taste so much.
pairing. yandere!bunny hybrid jungkook x fem!owner noona!reader.
warnings. MDNI. YANDERE, EXPLICIT THEMES, fingering, lots of praise, heâs such a tease, and needy af, soft dirty talk, soft smut, obsessive koo, heâs kinda a whore but⊠confused noona, marking, unhealthy possessive behaviour, heâs so obsessed.
disclaimer. Please do not romanticise this topic/behaviour, this is purely fictional. I do not condone this behaviour irl!!
note. I hate myself. Send bunny koo asks? share feedback? Remember that I suck at writing smut, sorry jungkook plz forgive me xx. not edited btw.
You love Jungkook with all your heart.
There is no doubt in your heart that you donât, heâs the only one youâve loved so much enough to look past his flaws.
He is not perfect, at all. Your bunny boyfriend is far from perfect or normal.
Heâs obsessive, unhealthily dependent and possessive.
But heâs the only one thatâs ever loved you with his whole heart. Heâs the only one thatâs loved every single part of yours.
Every flaw and every perfection.
You donât know why. You can never understand why he loves you so much, his love burns for you hotter than the sun.
He is so in love with you it hurts.
âI love you so much.â He says it again, his eyes make your heart pound, the brown orbs filled to the brim with intensity, his eyes are fixated on your face.
Your throat escapes a trembling breath as he confesses, the room is so quite, you feel so hot, he has you in his arms.
âNoona, I love so much.â He says it again and again, kissing you so deeply, swallowing away your breath, you canât feel anything but him, his love, his passion.
It overwhelms you.
But heâs such a gentle lover. His kiss is passionate, but you can feel his vulnerability, you know that heâs scared to loose you.
Jungkook dives into the kiss deeper and caresses your naked flesh, his fingers feel so warm, you close your eyes and feel him.
His touch burns on your skin, you can never get used to it.
But itâs so addictive. The way he touches you. He knows your body, your heart, your mind better than your own self.
And you know thatâs scary.
His fingers play with your sensitive spot and you whimper, âjust relax, noona.â He whispers in your ears, his fingers feel so warm inside you, you cannot relax.
It feels so good.
âJust let me love you.â He almost begs,
nuzzling his face in your neck, you feel his breathing shaking, âF-Fuck⊠youâre caging my fingers in.â
He fastens his pace and you moan, his teeth graze your neck and he sinks them in. âYou-You feel so good around my fingers, noona.â
Heâs filthy, absolutely shameless as the way he teases you, heâs breathing so hard, you can hear him so clearly, he bites hard onto your neck.
Sucking onto the spot so itâll leave a huge mark.
âMineâŠâ he mutters to himself, you feel your toes curl, âgotta mark you upâŠâ heâs so lost in his own thoughts, itâs like his personality shifted.
âGodâŠâ he cries suddenly, ââcould fuck you with my fingers forever, noona.â
âAre you going to cum?â He asks you, you feel your mind freeezing.
Yes.
Your hips buckle but you fail to give him a response, only mewling at the pleasure.
ââs okay, come on, pretty girl.â He doesnât need to hear a yes from you.
âMy good girl⊠my pretty noona. Y-Yeah thatâs it!â He sounds so drunk, feeling you come has his own pants tightening so much more painfully.
Youâre such a goddess.
âO-Oh my God.â He gushes, pulling his fingers out, you canât help but whine, the cold air hits your body and you want him.
You need him so bad.
âK-KookieâŠâ you cry softly,
He lifts his head up from your neck, whilst pressing butterfly kisses on your shoulder.
âYou did so good, noona!â He grabs your face and lifts his hands up.
You see his glistening fingers and you feel yourself getting embarrassed.
âYou see that?â He asks you, a wild look in his orbs, he looks like a feral animal, you feel so small under his predatory gaze.
You are unable to respond, a shocked gasp leaves you when you see him put his digits into his own mouth. He laps onto the liquid like his life depends on it.
You feel yourself getting aroused once again, he drives you so insane.
âH-HowâŠâ he moans, his eyes are rolling back. âHow can you taste so good noona?â
He stops sucking onto his fingers and looks at you once again, caging your body in as he climbs on top of you, your body falls back onto the mattress.
You know he wasnât going to let you go.
You didnât want him to.
âWanâyou to taste your heavenly self noona.â He doesnât wait for your response once again and pushes his lips so hard onto yours.
He moans into your mouth, you can taste yourself on his tongue.
You grab his hair and pull on it. His dark wavy locks are so soft, Jungkook enjoys it, moaning into your mouth in encouragement.
He grabs the blankets avd covers both of your bodies, finally disconnecting your lips.
He pants hard, âyouâre so fucking addictive noona.â He cries, ân-need to fuck you so hard..â he kisses your throat.
âN-Need you to cum on my cock.â
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At long last here it is, the unwilling sex slave of The Balladeer pt 2!
(note; It's stated in canon that Scaramouche of course refuses to allow himself to feel his emotions. So I believe that unless he was EXTREMELY obsessed with someone, he would probably just deny himself any romantic feelings and focus on his own goals even if it hurt. So I made my bro COMPELLED to love Y/N so he couldn't ignore his feelings. It's giving yandere but I tried to keep his internalized hatred for humans and mistrust of them as much as I could too. I have to get this part of the story out of the way, so I apologize if it feels forced or slow. I promise Wanderer will deliver in part 3 to make up for things though;))
The man who called himself Aether had stayed with you for the first few days after he brought you to the place called "The Grand Narukami Shrine" but then he had to leave for reasons you couldn't comprehend. You felt so unbelievably lonely and homesick. Longing for your master's embrace every day and dreaming of him every night.
You struggled to talk back with him at first, but eventually you found your inner voice again and were able to properly speak to him when he visited your dreams one night.
"Master I miss you so much. I don't know where I am but I want to be with you. I wish you were real so much! " You whined as you tried to reach out for the black and white apparition that surely was just a figment of your imagination. To your surprise he took your wrist and pulled you closer to him as his other hand found the small of your back and kept you in place. His monotone voice spoke in a shockingly calm tone this time as he whispered huskily in your ear.
"How do you know I'm not, sweetheart?" God this felt so real to you.
His lips trailed down your neck and his chin gradually came to rest on your shoulder as he held you tightly in his arms.
"It took you so long to speak to me again Y/N. Tell me, are you angry with me? Is that why you ran away?" He purred. An underlying predatory tone in his words as he turned to inhale the scent of you. Still not daring to ease his hold on you.
"No master I would never get angry with you! And I didn't run away, someone took me while I was sleeping! Please forgive me!" You pleaded. You felt him shudder a little.
"Liar. You left me to go back to that TRAVELER didn't you? Why else would you have let him take you away so easily?" He suddenly began to squeeze you so hard that it hurt. You struggled to take a deep breath as he continued.
"Don't worry, my pet. I will forgive you on one condition. Come back to me. I promise I'll let you off easy for this transgression if you just give up now and return home like a good girl ~"
You finally got enough oxygen to respond.
"master please I'm not lying! I don't know where home is or I would! Please don't be angry!"
He eased up a little. A soft hum leaving his lips as he then asked you something else.
"Tell me where you are then Y/N. Where did he take you? Give me the truth and I promise I'll have you back home with me before dawn. Speak my pet. Give me as many details as you can." Master sounded so comforting...so familiar. Archons you just wanted this nightmare to be over already so you could feel him again. So you told him the truth.
"Some big shrine. It's really high up. They won't let me leave because they say it's dangerous. There's also a huge tree in the center. Oh please save me master! I want to be with you!"
He pulled away then. A deranged smile crossing his face as his eyes dilated as he seemed to be thinking about something then. His voice was now shaky sounding.
"That place? Of fucking course he brought you there." Master started to laugh then. A very scary sounding laugh.
"He'll regret this. They all will. Don't worry dear. I'm going to get you back. Just stay where you are. I'll see you sooner than you think. "
You feel him release you. A terrible feeling of loss entering your body as he pulled away from you and disappeared entirely. You called out for him. Now all alone in what looked like a shadowy abyss.
Was this a nightmare?
You opened your eyes suddenly. Sitting up quickly in your bed as the sounds of explosions could be heard from outside.
You got out of bed and carefully went to open the window of your room and look out into the courtyard just beyond.
It was actual chaos.
Masked people were fighting armed soldiers. meanwhile several people including two shrine maidens lay dead in the sand as a fight raged on with no purpose from what you could see. However you weren't stupid and decided to get away while you had the chance.
No one had seen you yet and as you crept out of the opposite door to the small building you were in and fled down the mountain side, no one saw you then either.
Well you thought so at least.
You were halfway down when suddenly you felt a strong hand grab a fistful of your hair and yank you backwards onto your ass.
You looked up into the infuriated gaze of your master as he stood over you now.
"Well well well. Trying to run away again Y/N? And here I actually thought-" he suddenly started laughing again. Sounding very scary and even unstable as he suddenly kicked you HARD in the side. You screamed as his psychotic eyes leered down at you with little sympathy.
He rolled your foot over with his own and then began to press down on your ankle as he smiled cruelly at your tears.
You heard the bone snap before you felt it.
You were screaming and crying now as you felt him then kneel down and spread your legs before aggressively pulling your clothed sex against his own. He groaned before slowly grinding his hips between yours. His hands finding your throat as he began to use your body to get him off probably for the last time while he began to strangle you.
You tried to kick and fight as your survival instincts were activated then but it was a futile effort.
His hand traveled down your chest as your vision darkened then. Stopping suddenly as it landed on your lower abdomen.
You felt pain. But not fear as your world then went dark.
Your last thought being a pleasant one as your damaged mind could only be grateful that your death had been at the hands of your beloved master.
However things weren't over for you just yet.
You found yourself suddenly standing in the same shadowy abyss that you had seen in your dreams earlier. Except this time instead of Scaramouche, you saw a woman who resembled him in an almost uncanny way.
Scaramouche. So that was his name. Funny how you just seemed to forget for a while...at least your spirit could still remember your tormentor's name.
The woman with long violet hair suddenly turned to face you. Her eyes were kind. She even greeted you with a soft smile as you looked down and noticed a fox asleep in her arms.
"who are you? What is this place? Also am I dead?"
The young woman slowly walked over to you then. Reaching out as if to take your hand.
"here, I believe these belong to you."
You took her hand and suddenly every question you had was answered. You could remember EVERYTHING.
The vision hunt decree.
Scaramouche kidnapping you.
Miko leaving you to save your friend.
Aether coming back for you.
The child you were supposed to bring into the world.
How could you have forgotten so much?
The woman began to fade away just as quickly as she appeared then. A soft pink glow emitting from her silhouette as her spirit vanished.
After that you were thrown back into a world of excruciating pain as another bright violet light suddenly struck you in the chest.
"fuck. Fuck! Open your eyes damnit! Open them NOW! I swear...if you don't-" you slowly gained awareness as your eyelids flew open then and your gaze landed on a very disheveled and distraught looking Scaramouche. He had been pushing down on your chest. Practically crushing your ribcage in an attempt to restart your heart. Your body pulsed with electricity as you felt nothing but stiffness and agony in every inch of your body.
He immediately lifted you into his arms and planted his lips on yours.
Yet this time you felt nothing.
You wanted him to get the fuck away from you actually.
But something told you to hide this and play along.
So you did.
But it was too late.
He noticed the difference.
"You're acting cold sweetheart. Have I truly made you resentful of me this time? Oh well." He reached out to lay his palm against the top of your head.
"I guess I should've expected this. Don't worry, I'll make sure you learn to be a bit more forgiving."
You felt the tingling sensation you felt the first day he took you then. Your body wanted to relax but this time, anger welled up inside of you quickly, and despite your sore and broken body, you suddenly reared back with your good leg as hard as you could in the small space it had and kicked Scaramouche straight in the dick.
He dropped you for a second but didn't yell or even move. You barely even had time to try and pull yourself up before he was on you again too.
He wrapped his arms around you from behind. One holding your waist and pulling you back against him as the other went up your shirt and roughly groped your boobs.
His cool breath against your ear only disgusted you now.
"don't be like that my heart. Just relax. If I wanted you dead you would be. Though I'm tempted to choke you again for that little stunt you just pulled, I do understand your anger towards me. You should have told me before though my sweet. All of this would have been avoided then." He cooed as you felt his hardness against your ass then through the layers of fabric in between you both.
"ugh! Told you what!?" You snap.
You feel him squeezing one of your breasts much harder at the sound of your tone. A warning.
"that you're pregnant with MY child. Congratulations by the way dear. You're mine forever now no matter what ~"
This man was sick.
You immediately went limp and tried to loosen his hold on you. He was prepared for this however.
He almost sounded disappointed as he suddenly struck you in the head from the side with one of his hands. Moving faster than any man you've ever met.
His voice is the last thing you hear before you're knocked unconscious.
"rest my pet. You're not well right now. Don't worry... I'll make sure you're taken care of."
When you opened your eyes again you were no longer in Inazuma. To your surprise however, you were still... sentient this time. However you couldn't feel most of your body either.
In fact the only thing you COULD feel was someone's hands carefully caressing your stomach and chest as the other held you up from behind.
You looked around and suddenly you wished you had just stayed dead as you realized the new situation you're in.
Scaramouche was holding you in his arms as he gently massaged and kissed you as if you were his lover or something. What was left of you that is.
Because as you looked up and noticed the large reflective wall in front of you and saw yourself in Scaramouche's lap, your eyes widened in sheer horror as you notice that all four of your limbs had been amputated in your sleep.
He noticed your horrified expression and leaned down to speak to you in a soft tone which was unlike him.
"I know you're unhappy with me. And this will take a while to get used to. But if it means keeping you close and keeping our child safe from harm, then I'll do whatever it takes..."
You feel his hand slip under your dress then. You aren't wearing anything besides the thin silken garment and his fingers find their way into your cunt easily.
You watch in the large mirror before you as your body gets aroused and he plays with you in an almost gentle manner this time. Yet even as you cum on his fingers multiple times despite yourself, something inside you feels almost defeated in a way. Broken.
Is this really your life now?
Did you do something wrong?
What god had you angered to have earned an ending like this in the loving embrace of a vile man with a crooked view on love and family who claimed to only want to protect you and hold you close?
You didn't have much time to think before you felt Scaramouche lift you up a little and then slam you back down onto his cock roughly.
You were completely helpless to him in every way.
***time skip***
3 months have passed since you were made into nothing short of a living sex toy for the self absorbed and insane harbinger Scaramouche. Your belly was much bigger now and despite everything else, you found that in order to keep your own sanity perhaps, you learned to cherish the small things in your new life.
The man was very much willing to give you anything you wanted.
From the lavish silk robes and gowns he adorned you in daily, to the expensive perfumes and soaps that were used to enhance your beauty and soften your skin, to the pricey foreign delicacies he had brought in daily for your snack time and meals...it was very obvious that Scaramouche spoiled you and did everything in his power to make you comfortable.
And at night when he would visit you in his bed chambers, sit beside you as you lay on your new satin cushion and begin to kiss and pleasure you, you realized that you had started to enjoy it.
You had no worries in this world anymore. He handled everything from your medical checkups to your hair appointments.
You just had to rest and grow the life inside you for him.
You were getting comfortable in your new routine when suddenly one morning, Scaramouche confessed to you that he was going away for a while but would send for you in the future to join him in time.
Fear and anger immediately flooded your tiny body upon hearing this.
He was just going to LEAVE you like this?
He had told you that he would just be in Sumeru working on a personal project and that you would be well looked after while he was away.
You pleaded with him. Demanding to know why you couldn't come with him.
He just shrugged and said if he told you, you'd be in trouble. So it was better that you remain hidden and waited for him to finish things in Sumeru City first.
The conversation had ended there.
You were at a loss.
What was going to happen to you while he was away?
What about your baby?
All you knew, was when he left that night, that you had a terrible feeling in your gut.
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Feyd Rautha x Wife!Reader
Series: Part 1, Part 2
Warnings: MDNI, canon-typical violence (knives/blood - READER IS FINE THO), oral, praise, light smut, dirty talk, general filth
Words: 1.5K
Description: Feyd has been busy with meetings. You take matters into your own hands.
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âEveryone out!â You order as you walk into the meeting room. The silence was deafening as the military commanders and low level officials glanced furiously between you and your husband. Feyd had been in constant meetings for the last week. After sleeping alone for the third night, you were determined to get his attention. That morning, you dressed in a sheer gown that left nothing to the imagination. You were hyper aware of the eyes in the room as your nipples pebbled under the cool air of the room. Â
âAre you all fucking deaf,â Feyd yelled. âOUT!â Ignoring the protests of the men in the room, your husband stalked towards you. He stopped in front of you, tilting his head as he took in your appearance and brushed a stray lock behind your ear.Â
âGirl, leave! We cannot just stop a meeting fo-â Feydâs advisor raced towards you both. Feyd stopped the smaller manâs advance, wrenching his arm behind his back and forcing him to kneel before you.
âWhat did you say?â Feyd growled, sliding a knife from his thigh holster. âRepeat it.â
âI meant no offense,â the advisor pleaded. âThis is ju-â
âNo. Thatâs not it. I want you to look my wife in the eyes and repeat what you said.â
âna-Baron, please! I was out of turn! I apologize, I wo-â
âWhy are you speaking to me,â Feyd was deadly calm. âBeg my wifeâs forgiveness and I might let you live.â Feyd slid his knife to the advisors throat, blood beading where it met his throat.
You could see the sweat dripping down the advisorâs temple and tears welling in his eyes as he looked up at you. âPlease my lady, I made a mistake. I didnât mean it. Forgive me!â You hummed, looking away from the advisor to gently kiss Feyd.
âWhat do you think, my love? Should I forgive him?â You ask.
Feyd retracts the knife from his throat, standing back up to his full height. âWhy donât you show my wife how grateful you really are?â
âYes na-Baron,â the advisor said, grabbing at his throat to feel the damage. âAnything.â
âKiss her feet.â
You give Feyd a bewildered look, raising a brow in question. His expression broke out into a wolfish grin for a split second, and he gave you a quick wink. The advisor stumbled to comply, lowering himself to the floor to kiss your feet. You struggled not to laugh as you saw the horrified faces of the remaining advisors and officials in the room.
âEnough.â Feyd said as he pulled the advisor from the floor to stand in front of you. âWhat do you say?â
âThank you my lady, I-â his groveling was cut off as Feyd slit the advisorâs throat, and tossed his body to the side. You donât flinch as the blood sprays across your gown. The advisor never had a chance of leaving the room alive. Feyd wiped his blade clean on his thigh before turning to the advisors who were foolish enough to stay for the show.Â
âWould anyone else like to voice their opinion? Or would you all like to get out before my bloodthirsty little wife asks for your head on a pike?â Feyd sheathes the knife, backing you into the wall with a fierce kiss. âGods, youâre beautiful like this.â He breathes out as he breaks the kiss. You moan as Feyd lowers his head to kiss across the swell of your breasts and lick the splattered blood from your skin.
Gripping the back of his neck, you arch into his touch. âPlease Feyd, need you.â Your husband laughs as he retreats from your breasts and stands to his full height. Your breath hitches as his hand clasps around your throat, pushing you back into the wall.
âNow darling, no need to act out. Next time you need me to take care of that filthy pussy, just say something.â Feyd purrs into your ear. His hand tightens around your throat you gasp, eyes rolling back at the firm pressure.
Your hands trail down from his chest, hooking your thumb under his waistband to pull his hips flush to yours. âWhere would be the fun in that, my love?â you murmur. âI think you need to talk less an-â Feyd cuts you off with a kiss, his lips pressing roughly into yours, teeth clashing. Feyd was never a gentle man, but you wouldnât have him any other way. You moan into the kiss, straining against the hand on your throat to deepen in.
Pulling back, Feyd grins wickedly. âI think my darling girl needs put in her place. Maybe then she wonât feel the need to try and embarrass me in public.â A devilish smirk plays across Feydâs lips, and he falls to his knees before you. You glance around to make sure everyone has gone, but any objections you have evaporate as he lays a swift smack on your ass.Â
âIf this is the treatment I get for misbehaving, I just might interrupt you more often.â You tease. Feydâs hands trail up your thighs, sliding your dress up.
âNo panties?â Feyd teases, brushing his fingers across your pussy. âItâs almost like you want me to take you right here, in this room for all of my advisors to see.â You moan, grinding down into his hand to get more friction. âMy darling girl would love that, wouldnât she?â When you donât respond, Feyd delivers another light smack on your ass. âAnswer me.â
âYes!â You gasp.Â
âYes what?â
âYes sir!â
Feyd grins and rewards you with a bite to your inner thigh as he hooks your leg over his shoulder. Your dress is hitched up by your waist, exposing your pussy to the cool air. Feyd groans at the sight. âFuck thatâs my darling girl, dripping and ready for me at all times.â He swipes his tongue across your cunt, moaning at the taste of you. âShould I call my advisors back in and take care of my needy girl? Fuck you in front of them and show them who you belong to?â
âPlease,â you whine. âPlease, anything. I need you.â You grind your hips down into his face as he dives back in. Feyd slides two fingers into your cunt, fucking you with them slowly as he sucks at your clit. You moan, grasping at your dress to hold it up with one hand. You place the other on the back of Feydâs head, attempting to guide him as he eats you out.Â
Feyd bats your hand away and pulls back as he huffs out a laugh. âNo, I donât think I will. I would kill any man who dares see you like this.â He continues fucking you with his fingers as he shrugs your leg off his shoulder and stands up. Feyd steals a kiss, before pressing his forehead to yours. âI would take their eyes and give them to you as an anniversary present.âÂ
âFeyd, please,â you beg. âEnough of this, please fuck me.â
He ignores you, fucking his fingers into you at a faster pace as he sucks your nipple through the fabric of your gown. You moan as Feyd bites lightly at your nipple, laving his tongue over it to soothe the pain. Whining, you reach down to rub your neglected clit. âThatâs it, thatâs my good girl.â Feyd growls. âGo on, take what you need.â He continues to fuck his fingers into you, angling them forward to hit your most sensitive spot.
Your breath hitches and you moan as Feyd begins matching his thrusts with the pace of your fingers against your clit. He switches to torment your other nipple, whispering filthy praises to you whenever he comes up for air. âCome on darling, so good for me. I can feel you clenching around my fingers.âÂ
âIâm close-â You whine, arching into his mouth.
âDo it, come for me. I can feel you dripping down my hand. Just a little more darling, come on, make a mess for me.â You moan, your head jerking back as you quicken your pace on your clit. Youâre right at the edge.Â
As if sensing that you need one final push, Feyd bites at your breast harshly. You cry out as you climax, Feyd fucking you through it. âThere you go, right there. Good fucking girl, thatâs my darling girl.â You whine in overstimulation, pushing at your husbandâs shoulders.Â
Feyd gently slides his fingers from you, popping them in his mouth to suck them clean. You grip at his robes, pulling him in for a kiss. Feyd grips your waist, holding you steady as he moans into the kiss. You bite his lip gently, swiping your tongue over it to soothe the ache. âMy love,â you murmur, pulling away for air, âlet me take care of you.â You reach for his pants to undress him, but he stops you.
âNot here,â Feyd shakes his head. âI plan to make up for a week without you.â He picks you up, slinging you over his shoulder and planting a spank across your ass. âI will take you on every surface of our rooms. We arenât leaving until I fuck an heir into you.â
Note: This was inspired by a lovely little request. Also, I'm not responsible for your media consumption, but if any of you silly goofy geese would like a part two....ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS ASK. <3 - Lacie
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Playing Prey Again?
A/N: I FINALLY GOT IT DONE. Please forgive me if itâs not as good as the first one đ§ââïž I never intended to write another predator/pray kink related fic BUT Iâm happy to do it again and again cause theyâre so fun and soooo hoottt. Also thank you to everyone who supported my last one I was so worried it wasnât good. Also sorry for any typos or grammatical errors.
Reader referred to as you, she/her and pet names
König x AFAB!reader
Contains: predator/pray kink, 18+ things đcrying kink, oral, it gives off dubcon/noncon but everything is consensual.
Summary: official part 2 of Playing Prey so if you havenât read the first one long story short, reader and König have made up a game called âPreyâ they both consent to playing and have set rules for themselves, everything is consensual. Believe it or not reader and König have a safe word in place just in case but itâs never been said.
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König left for his morning run and left you home to do well, whatever. You started by cleaning up the house then sat down watching a show, but really it lead to you scrolling on your phone.
Time had past and you felt you had seen all social media had to offer which lead you to looking through your photos, deleting unusual ones. You swiped through a few until landing on a photo you took just a week ago: König smirking, laying on his back, nude with you on top, you two had just cum and you wanted to take the photo for when he was away, so you had your own special porn. You sighed with a smile feeling yourself heat with the memory of the feeling of him propped up inside you. König always felt so fucking good.
As you reminisced on the photo, right on time, you heard the front door and Königâs foot steps in. You smiled and brushed your dirty thoughts aside getting up, walking around the couch.
âKönig~â you call out walking to the front door and there he stood in his running clothes; a zip up hoodie, now hung open, unzipped even in the cold weather outside.
His under shirt slightly wet with sweat, you couldnât help but love seeing him sweaty.
âGood run?â You ask innocently but your mind sparked at his mannerisms. Heavy panting, sweat forming and the way his shirt clung to his chest. His smell.
âNo. Not nearly what I needed to get my stress out.â He answered while pulling his headphones out of his ears and into the tray next to the door. You knew König had a stressful week with work and training new recruits, so you shook your head in understanding, knowing he exercised to think. Clear his mind of worries or stress.
âIs there anything I could do to help? Maybe run a bath? A massage?â You ask tilting your head to look into his eyes and show your genuine sympathy. König locks eyes with you and steps closer towering over you, so easily for he is taller then anyone else you know.
âJa. You can help me.â König grabs your jacket off the coat rack, never breaking eye contact, you suddenly feel small and in danger as he pushes the jacket into your chest.
âRun.â He says sternly yet almost a whisper, like if what heâs said is a sin meant for only you to hear.
âS-sorry, what?â Your heart skips a beat registering the word right after your response.
âI said, Run. I wonât be repeating myself.â He said sternly, his voice growl-like. A true monster.
You feel like you couldnât move fast enough, taking the jacket from his grasp, turning around and running to the back sliding doors. Your heart races faster than time it feels, pounding already from the sudden game play. Prey so suddenly and so early in the day makes it so exciting, so devilishly hot.
You swear you hear König start running at the same time as you, god canât help you if he has. His strides are massive compared to yours, not to mention his stamina. König was built to be a predator for sure and he knew that.
The fear of him being right behind you causes you to panic more and jump off the-two step-porch that lead into the backyard, you rush across the lawn to the forest. You already feeling your lungs burn from the cold air, itâs so crisp out with a slight fog. Itâs freezing, but you could careless. Your temp runs hot from being turned on about the chase, cheek rose tinted and nose slightly too.
König actually did chase you to the back door, only he paused watching you jump from the porch and off into the woods, he smirked and felt the burn in his chest run down his spine to his cock just watching you sprint. Like a fresh doe whoâs finally found her legs while running from a beast. He slipped on his sniper hood, breathing in the predator he is, his eyes heavy with desire. The desire to chase and devour, the feeling of taking you and ruining you, the thought made him radiate heat. His teeth clenched together. He wants you to spill your insides all over his cock, while you whimper and plead for his mercy. Which will not come easily.
You rush yourself not stoping you have to push yourself, your breath is heavy but you mustnât give him you so easily.
âHe didnât say a timeâ you thought.
âIs he behind me?â You thought more âI canât hear himâ you took a quick second to look over your shoulder and nothing only trees and a distant house. This kind of calms you, but still keeping up your run. You break from the straight path going right leading to a heavily wooded area and down a small hill. The paths were sometimes big enough for a car to drive on and others were just enough for one person to walk, those are the ones you chose most of the time or youâd make your own path. The paths were out of view or so you hoped. There was a couple big rocks; you knew were there, but so did he.
âonly a short pause here.â You thought.
You crouch down finally putting your jacket on, you honestly forgot you were holding it. You chose the wrong day to wear a tank top, inside the house you had the heat on but out in the forest seemed to be freezing even mid day like this, the sun still wasnât hot enough to warm it.
You got up slowly looking around and moved out of the rocks, deeper into the forest, a path you had taken before but, deciding to switch up and go farther left, you slowed on running and just kept a steady pace, your breathing was catching up even though your heart still pounding.
König always seemed to know where you were even when you had lost yourself in the forest he knew. He knows.
You hear leafs rustling making you squat behind a tree quickly and looking in the direction of the sounds.
âThereâs no way already?â You think, but itâs simply the wind moving fallen leafs then a bigger gust shaking the leafs that have yet to fall. You swallow hard being a bit scared, embarrassed that the wind made you think youâd been caught but König was good like that and quiet, youâd never know unless he wanted you to.
You get up and start walking but it turns to a jog then run as your mind races. He could be close, he couldâve already spotted you, now playing with your own mind, you feel the fear of the game prey, but also the excitement, your pussy heats and starts softly coating itself.
You find a couple trees and bushes you havenât seen before squatting behind them, you put one knee on the ground, ready to sprint if needed.
You began slowing your breathing once more, closing your eyes to ease your mind, resting your legs as they have began to slightly sting from your running up and down hills and carving your own paths in this forest.
You had gotten good with covering your tracks, not stepping on twigs and if you noticed mud or soft ground you tried avoiding it or covering your foot prints.
You open your eyes looking around and where you sat wasnât very open and actually great coverage from all angles.
You wait a while; thinking of how scared and unprepared yet, of how hot and bothered you felt. The feeling filled your gut with mixed emotions but your heart fluttered with desire and your mind buzzed with survival instinct.
You stayed in place listening, hoping you wouldnât be found.
You slowly moved out of your spot after some time had past in silence.
You took light steps away watching the leafs under you crush quietly you hope they donât tell König where you are. You keep up a nice stride through the forest keeping your head on a swivel. You see a place up ahead that seems out of sight and a good area to just sit for awhile. The closer you get to the area with two overgrown bushes and a couple trees you realize itâs kind of a small place to sit behind the bush against the tree and when you do your head pokes out right above the bush.
Sigh.
You start getting up using the tree to steady yourself as you step out of the spot. Sounds of moving make you turn around quickly.
âPlease no Iâm doing so goodâ you think.
looking in the open, you spot the thing making noise.
âKönig?!â You think but you realize.
A real Deer, eating something off the ground and you slowly start to back up as it lifts his head up to look at you. Itâs antlers taller the König perhaps, you couldnât really tell while slowly walking back from it, its fur was dark brown and seeing it was kind of magical.
âI hope itâs friendly enough to just leaveâ you think not really knowing if they were violent seeing you in their home.
Your back bumps against something hard making you gasp loudly which makes the Deer turn and run away. You turn quickly, heart pounding and its rock⊠a start of a cave that seemed rather deep.
âI think that might be too far⊠tooo scary.â You thought to yourself.
You hear the sound of something approaching and your heart still quick with all the jump scares so you decide to start running, heavy breath and your mind wonders if it was dumb to not hide in the cave. You try and clear your mind and keep your eyes on lookout and your pace conserved.
You hear something⊠maybe the leafs under your feet? The sound of foot steps? Another deer? You look back keeping your jog up, just over your shoulder, you see him.
König is maybe 10 feet away running towards you, seeing this you start spiriting harder then before you push yourself to your full speed even though it feels like heâs running only at half his full speed and heâs closing the gap.
You feel your chest heat in excitement and a slight fear but just seeing him desire took over. You see a clearing up ahead and decide to pass it but you think:
âMaybe I can trick himâ you look back and heâs so close. His foot steps are so loud behind you, you feel like itâs a whole heard following you, youâre panting heavy now and your horny thoughts make you wanna lay down and get your pussy mauled already. You know with how long heâs been running and searching for you he was hungry for you; after the week heâs had heâs ready to tear you apart, become the animal he is out there but inside you.
You reach the clearing and turn as if you were taking it left speeding up and then cutting down a path on the right you knew there was a heavily wooded path you could get lost in; you hear a slide followed by a crash and his hand nearly grabbed your back missing you. Looking over your shoulder once more, König had tried keeping up with you and turned on the lose dirt at full speed and slipped slightly his knee and hands catching his fall it didnât stop him much from getting up and running again. You took the couple seconds to get lost in the trees and you finally found another path switching up and you turn around no sight of him.
âI have to keep going. König must be pissed at fallingâ you think.
You run some more and turn around once again looking around, heâs not there.
âHeâs slowed down?â You think and once more you look over your shoulder and with a thud you knock into him. Königâs so strong he barely budged. His hands wrap around your upper arms squeezing you tightly to lock you in place.
You thrash around screaming out of fear and shock. You try ripping away but heâs got you tight.
âLet me go!â You holler.
Your eyes wide and staring at the masked man.
âhow did he get in front, how didnât I hear him.â
he truly struck fear in you at this moment your heart felt like it couldâve exploded from its rate. You tried once again pushing off him or trying to; he just pulled you closer, so close his eyes felt like knifes and his hands are so tight heâll make your arms bruise. His chest heaving up and down you can hear his breath deep in his chest. You feel your legs shake and your pussy begs for him.
âYou almost had meâ his voice raspy his accent thickly dripped. âToo bad Meine Maus, Meine Doe is so slowâŠâ he teased slowly with a hidden smirk. You thrash and squirm hoping to get lose but he chuckles at your attempt. König starts to push you to walk backward.
âYouâre so small out in these big woods I almost lost track of youâŠâ he pricks you up bringing you eye level, your feet dangle and he makes holding you look so easy. âbut when you stood at the cave entrance I knew there was a percentage youâd run away.â König chuckles to himself âI still waited in the corner. In the shadows of the cave hoping youâd step in⊠so innocentlyâ you could practically hear him lick his lips and you knew under that hood he had a devilish grin.
âPlease~â you beg not to be let go but for him to take you, for him to ravish your body.
âPlease? You beg for mercy but I will not show you any.â He then takes you closer to his body making you wrap your legs around his waist as he drops to the floor which makes you lay on the ground.
König unzipping your jacket, ripping your tank off exposing your bare chest and his mouth immediately takes mouthfuls of your soft skin in his mouth making your back arch off the ground, rolling his tongue over your sensitive nipples, your mouth goes slack and you gasp in pleasure. His mouth works little red and purple bruises on your chest.
Königâs hands are working on pulling off your pants and once theyâre thrown to the side he canât help himself from sitting back on his knees and watch himself peel your wet panties off, the way that there is a tiny wet spot on them really makes his cock twitch he thinks to himself âshe smells of heat.â You look down at him your breathing labored you catch König in a desired daze as he throws your panties to the side.
You take this opportunity to roll to all fours and make a run for it, you feel your adrenaline rush getting two feet on the ground, nude with only shoes on and everything slows when you feel a heavy hand on your ankle yanking you back tripping you to fall and König climbs on you pinning you down.
âStop!â You scream out but you really mean donât stop keep going, all the way. Please.
He pulls his hard cock out his breath is heavy and he pushes in you all the way; making himself whimper/grunt.
âShut up!â He says raspy through tightened teeth.
âFuck~â he whispers, thrusting hard; his thrusts make slap sounds between you two, your gasp and soft whimpers drive him to keep going hard and fast, his cock kinda stings from stretching you so fast which makes you whimper and stifle a moan. König reaches up from your hip grabbing a handful of your tit squeezing tight. After a couple blissful minutes or so the sting inside you slowly replaces with one of the best feelings, you tilt your head back, your eyes rolling back, heâs done it. Heâs fucked your orgasm out of you in minutes, your walls start pulsing and milking his huge cock.
Königâs never been so rough, his hands are holding you so tightly his cock is relentless in your soft warm cunt. He bites his lip and canât help but moan out whimpering at every pulse, your pussy clenches in rhythm as he chases his own orgasm, you come down and slowly feel yourself becoming so over sensitive you whimper and whine âplease!â Tears softly leak but your cunt leaks more as chills spread over your body and König continues just fucking his heart out he curls his back in towards you and he feels that familiar feeling crawling in his core; his balls slapping your ass at a steady pace.
König leans his chest on thrusting as much as he can fit in you, over and over. His mask slightly covers your face as he leans in and he licks your jaw then biting your neck a bit hard still panting hot air on you. He holds your skin in his mouth like itâs his last meal.
Hello feels his core burning and his knees slightly sting while digging into the ground. He pushes up to get a full picture in sight of your body jolting with every thrust.
âYouâre crying so pretty for me⊠my sweet doeâ he grunts out in between thrusts. You feel your body building another orgasm and your heart pounds and your chest burns and sweat sticks to both you and König. He suddenly loses rhythm in his thrust making you realize heâs almost done. His body is flexing tight his legs locking in place, his ass tight.
âWait Im gonna cum againâ you beg for just a few more thrusts but with the sound of your cries it has König spilling his loads inside you, hot streams of cum puddle in you and out of you as he still tries to thrust, his mouth hung open slack from the feeling of his orgasm his eyes rolled back and his body shook with tingles.
He tries to continue, but ends up pausing, catching his breath; he slides his cock out slowly. Heâs panting so hard. You bite your lip looking at him feeling your orgasm at the edge slowly fade back slightly and all you want is to get that last orgasm and König wants nothing more than to give it to you.
König pushes your legs up to lay on your lower tummy then picks up his hood to expose his mouth and latches his mouth on your cunt rolling his tongue and sucking at your clit making you moan out so loud youâre sure you heard birds fly from their nests.
He laps at your clit as his fingers find their way into your pussy fucking you just as fast as his cock. König moans/whimpers at your sweet taste it makes him slightly suck harder. You feel your body shake and flex causing you to shut your eyes tight. Your cunt starts squirting and contracting pushing Königâs fingers out and your orgasm hits so hard you see stars; itâs brain numbing.
König rides out your orgasm by licking a few stripes up and down then a few just to clean you up. And to taste you more. He sit back on his knees and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand then pulling his hood down over his mouth once more. You stay there catching your breath and also coming back down to earth. Königâs never felt so much stress leave him at once: seeing you withered away on the forest flood.
âIs my Doe spent?â He smirks feeling himself slightly tired.
You softly nod your head slightly and laugh softly. He chuckles and gets up dusting himself off then tucking his cock back in his bottoms. König grabs your clothes in one hand then picking you up carrying you home like a toddler whoâs fallen asleep in the car.
Thank you so very much for reading! I hope this is a good part 2! Please leave a comment I love reading them and if you reblog I love the captions! đ
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mickeyyyyy *smiles too wide* i would love to hear ur thoughts about snow leopard hybrid!gojo if ur up for it,,,the words themselves just itched something in my brain
MOSS<333333333 i love ur smile btw I AM KINDA NEW TO HYBRIDS OKAY BUT THIS ONE IS JUST SOOOOOOO MMMMMMM also wait here is the twt art that made me lose it (everybody say thank u logan we love u logan for showing it to me) AAAAAAAAAAA IT'S SOOO FUCKING GOOOOOD HE LOOKS SOSO PERFCECT it suits him so well my brain is all mushy already
geto locking him out bc he purred too loudly fuuuuuuuuckkkkkkk he's so cute i want him. like he'd be sooooo clingy right?????? always trying to settle down in your lap always trying to get you to pet him to scratch his ears and he ALWAYSSS PURRS SOOOO LOUDLYY although i would never lock him out sugu is weak for that smh... i think he'd kind of like it when you played with his tail too?? usually felines don't like that too much but since it's you - he loves that shit. he likes to twirl it around your arm and his eyes go so big whenever that makes you laugh GOOD GODDDDDDDD look this is a full on ramble i hope something makes sense too i'm sorry for that i justđ„Žđ„Žđ„Ž
oh my god he probably waits for you by the door when you come home, biting down on his tail just like in the picture?????? i'm kinda torn between whether he'd be good while you're gone or would he act up bc i mean it's satoru. the ultimate brat. so maybe he does scratch the couch a little or something? to show how upset he is over you leaving him at home:(((( you can't stay mad either bc c'mon look at him:((((((((((((((((((((((( god i wanna pet him sm
he probably likes to take care of you in his own way too right? like groom you? is that the word? he'd want to lick you, clean you, make sure you're all relaxed and feeling good after a long day. he's such a good boy:(((( he loves you:((((((((
oh and obviously he's super fucking clingy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean that's canon for him anyway but now even more. he always wants to drape himself in your lap, his tail curling around you like i said before too. please scratch his ears please please please:((( when you're trying to cook he's glued to your side, nuzzling into your skin - whether it's into your neck or just your back, he just wants to be close to you:(((
he also likes to nip at your skin!!!! there have been a few times where he bites down just a tad bit too hard and it drew blood but it was an accident!!!! he never wants to hurt you he felt so bad after that:(( went at sat in the corner with his tail between his legs:(((((( but you of course forgive him and coax him back to you with some belly rubs
after that he learned how to be more gentle, though. so now he often just fakes biting you just to hear you laugh or playfully scold him. when he does sink his teeth in - maybe your arm or your thigh; he always keeps eye-contact.
when you're just lazing around - reading a book, playing a video game - he's always next to you. always. maybe every once in a while he decides to take a nap, belly up, paws kind of folded and oh, he looks adorable like that. he's just a big kitty okay. btw he's always touching you. clingyclingyclingy. even when he's sleeping, he has to be touching you in some way.
SUGGESTIVE! gets upset when you come home and you have other smells on you. especially other mens' smells. maybe your co-worker hugged you goodbye or something and now his cologne sticks to your skin and satoru can't have that. he's just immediately pawing at you - begging for your attention and when you grant him that, he's jumping on you, pushing you down and licking over whereever the stench is. after he deems you clean, he just rubs himself against you - his way of marking you. you don't know that though... you just think he really missed you...... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
can hybrids go into heat............................? LOOK I'M NEW HERE OKAY I NEED TO LEARN. if they do.............. if he does............ oh boy... you need to get something to surpress those bc he will lose it. he's humping your bed, he's humping your pillow, he's sniffing your clothes. your underwear. sometimes he's pawing at your dresser, looking for more clothes but mostly his target is the dirty laundry basket....................................... everything goes when you're out....... he's gonna make a big big mess..............................................đ„Žđ„Žđ„Žđ„Žđ„Žđ„Žđ„Žđ„Ž ok i think i need to stop myself here otherwise i'll really lose it........................
moss i need to hear your thoughts on this. NEEEED TO HEAR THEM. DESPERATELY NEED TO. if u know about hybrids u can teach me. i'm..... in it now......................... heheheheheh this was so fun i'm sorry it took a min love but yeah i can't wait to hear your ideas aaaaaaaaaa I LOVE YOIUUUU I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD DAY MY BELOVED<3333
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#SNOW LEOPARD!GOJO LIVES IN MY HEADDDDDDDDDDD#HE'S CRAZY#HE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE#I NEED TO PET HIM I NEED TO SCRATCH HIS EARS I NEED TO PLAY WITH HIS TAIL#RUB HIS TUMMY??????????????????????#yeah he's gonna make me spiral#moss thank u for indulging me on this hehehhehehehe#love u#moss <3#friends!!#angel boy#mickey can't stop thinking#gojo headcanons#gojo satoru#snow leopard!gojo
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