no time for the sacred
Fandom: FFXIV
Pairing: Alyzen Kaide + Zenos yae Galvus
Rating: T (mild violence)
Words: 1671
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Sleep is a luxury denied to her.
Alyzen paces around the confines of the broken aetheryte in the House of the Fierce, careful not to disturb the many sleeping occupants in the next room. Around her, the night is still and calm, a sharp, stark contrast to the tempest roiling in her chest.
Her muscles still ache from that failed assassination attempt. Her legs wear bruises, each yellow-green patch a symbol of her failure.
It doesn’t feel like a failure now, not after– Blue eyes that saw through the core of her. Oh, how right I was to spare your life.
Her fingers twitch, curl into her palm as through wrapping around an imaginary hilt. There’s a buzzing beneath her skin, an itching, a rabid–
she exhales angrily, jaw clenched
– a rabid beast in the pit of her stomach and it yearns for violence in this dead of night.
But she can’t feed it. Shouldn’t. She’s the Warrior of Light. She should be–
Lips curled up into a mockery of a smile, gleefully, maliciously delighted. For the rush of blood, for the time between the seconds.
Her feet move before she’s aware, take her to her neatly arranged bedroll. Her weapons, cleaned and polished and ready for use, lie in a soldierly line for her to pick from. Alyzen ignores her bow, ignores her glaives, the entirety of her focus on two wickedly sharp, curved daggers. She’s not very good with them, not yet, but they call to her. She can picture how well Zenos’ throat would fit in the conclave of that blade, and it makes an appealing picture.
For the sole pleasure left to me in this empty, ephemeral world – live!
She nods to the guard by the doorway. “I will be back soon,” she says, “I need some fresh air.”
“Be careful, warrior. There are garlean patrols around.”
“I will,” she promises with a little smile, a bitterness on her tongue at the use of her title and not her name.
A soft breeze flows through the verdant landscape, the scent of star jasmine and honeysuckle heavy in the air. Aly’s still restless as she meanders around without a destination in mind. There are predators in the far distance, Yanxia’s famous rainbow tigers; she could hunt them, but that idea holds little appeal.
No, she wants a fight. She wants that rush - of adrenaline, of blood, of dancing on that razor’s edge of life and death. Distantly, she knows this isn’t a healthy way of thinking – but her veins are clogged with a brutality that must be unleashed; it’s been eating away at her and it will continue to consume her unless she finds an outlet–
The fine hairs on the nape of her neck prickle.
She’s being followed.
Her blood thrills; she is both predator and prey, she is going to– find herself blocked in by a tall, sheer cliff.
Alyzen huffs, a sound of disgust. How many times has Yugiri told her to be more aware of her surroundings?
“It seems you’ve trapped yourself, my beast.”
She stiffens, every muscle so tense there’s every chance she’ll shred a tendon if she moves. Her heart skips a beat, then starts to race, pounding against the cage of her ribs, drumming out a savage rhythm. Turning on her heel – slow, so slow, on hand on the hilt of her blade, the other clenched into a fist – she faces him at last, mouth set in a snarl, teeth bared, looking every inch the beast he thought her as.
Zenos, to her surprise, is not in his armor. He towers over her in a simple shirt and breeches, that massive contraption that held his swords swapped out for a single katana. His broad, imposing frame blocks out the moonlight and casts her in shadow; his gaze is almost a physical burn as they rake over her, leaving crackling embers in their wake.
He will turn her into wildfire, she knows it. Her blood hums with anticipation, the metal of her dagger vibrating with impatience in its sheath.
For a moment, they stare at each other, waiting. She has the disadvantage here, she knows; there’s a wall to her back, and the only way out is through him – if he deigns to permit her departure. But from the pleased curve of his lips, the delight in those cyan eyes, she does not think he will let her go without a fight.
Which suits her just fine.
She’d like to see him bleed. For Y’shtola. For Yugiri.
For me, a small voice whispers gleefully. I am the only one who can pull crimson from that skin.
He arches a brow. It is a clear invitation, but she doesn’t take it, instead responding with a tilt of her head.
Zenos frowns, and it’s when that perfect brow is marred by furrows that she strikes.
The clash of metal against metal is loud in the silence of the night, and it echoes against the stone walls surrounding them. Alyzen pulls away before the tip of his sword can reach her, dropping to her haunches and slicing upwards in a fluid motion, a grunt falling from her lips as her daggers rip through cloth. When she climbs back to her feet, she’s pleased – in a satisfied, almost possessive way – to find a thin wound across his abdomen, his blood staining the no-longer-pristine tunic.
Zenos touches his fingers to it, examines his blood in the pearlescent light of the moon.
And laughs, delight and mania both prevalent in the sound.
It doesn’t scare Aly. It inflames her blood, makes her want to snarl so she does, a low growl pouring from her throat.
“Good, good,” he praises – it’s so wrong but the sound of his voice rolls through her, soothing those frayed edges of the brute that lurks beneath her skin.
They clash again, over and over. His blade kisses her shoulder, her waist, the back of her thigh. Her dagger caresses his arm, the broad expanse of his back; she tries to return the affection he’d given her shoulder but is thwarted, the edge of her blade meeting the edge of his sword, both metals copiously coated in carmine. The scent of copper is heavy in the space between them; when her gaze meets his, his eyes are so vibrant, so alive, so happy; she can feel his pleasure for it burbles within her.
When he drops his blade from their impasse, she dances out of its swinging arc, and he hums with elation. She twists around, her front to his back, raises her blade to strike. He catches her wrist with his hand, pulls her into his line of sight; his grip is tight, painfully so, his nails digging into the scars left by Nidhogg. She squirms, tries to pull herself out of his hold, but he shushes her, his thumb running over the smooth, raised edge of the scar.
His examination is too intimate, reminding her of that confrontation, reminding her of how hard she’d fought to save Estinien, and how he’d abandoned her without a word. It’s too private, too personal, it’s not meant for him – but he strokes them like they’re a precious thing, like a prized jewel, and it’s infuriating. Alyzen gnashes her teeth at him, tugging with enough force to dislocate her shoulder; Zenos lets go before she can injure herself. The look he gives her is thoughtful, appraising; it’s like he’s seeing into the heart of her and she doesn’t want that – can’t have that – and with a frustrated, strangled yell she launches herself at him, wanting to strike him down for the audacity of being the sole person who can understand the fervor in her flesh– clinging onto him like a burr, she bites down onto his shoulder, blunt teeth cutting through his skin, his blood flooding into her mouth, staining her lips and teeth.
Zenos grunts, drags her off him and flings her against the stone cliff. Alyzen yelps soundlessly as the jagged rockface digs into her, the action having knocked all breath out of her lungs. His blade at her throat – that sharp edge pressed against her skin, so ready, so eager, to draw blood – keeps her still.
She licks her lips, gathering up his blood, and spits it at his feet. “Go ahead,” she taunts. “What are you waiting for?” The rational, cautious part of her mind is screeching in alarm, that provoking him is a terrible idea, that she has obligations and duties to fulfill, that she can’t afford to be so reckless with her life – but that voice recedes into the background when she meets his gaze.
Zenos looks positively enchanted.
Blade still at her throat, he reaches out to grab her hair, twining fingers into her cropped locks to tug her head back. The action pushes her throat into his sword, and she can feel the sting as the edge leaves a cut. He leans in, close, closer, blotting out all light, everything, till she’s surrounded by him. “Not yet,” he murmurs, his breath a kind of almost-kiss. “Soon, but not yet.” The cut- the kiss - from his blade widens as he pulls it away; it will leave a wound that she’ll have to explain to the others, but she doesn’t care, not now. “Endure, my beast.” He steps away from her, stares at his sword - stained with her blood - before smiling and sheathing it, his expression daring her to do something about it; but she’s numb now, the rush of adrenaline receding, her body very aware of these new injuries she will have to tend to.
Zenos turns his back on her. “Prove yourself worthy of the hunt,” he rumbles – whether it’s a demand or a plea, she can’t tell.
He walks away as she stares wordlessly after him. The beast in her veins is quiet.
There’s an uncomfortable knot in her chest.
There’s an even more uncomfortable desire to chase after him.
His blood still lingers on her tongue.
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