#lilybean

[miniastr0naut]

@lu-bean has been appointed our chief of medical. She’s gonna have a blast 💕

[mrsfrecklesmarauders]

"You're a selfish person, Lily" Severus had said. Now Lily couldn't stop crying at his words. Because he couldn't be more wrong. Lily was no selfish. Anything but selfish.

Lily was constantly thinking about others. She praised her sister like an idol, although Petunia didn't appreciate it. She had a lot of pressure on her shoulders. Being the only one of the family to go to a private school, put her on the spotlight. Even if she didn't want to. Aunts, and Uncles, even cousins kept asking her about her posh school. They congratulated her for doing good, which made Petunia constantly angry with her.

Lily had to do the impossible to keep impecable grades to keep her scholarship. Even that stopped her from enjoying things like a normal teenager. She was praised by teachers for doing her homework and not breaking the rules. Lily knew she was constantly compared with the rich students. She had to try ten times harder than them. Because she depended on scholarships. And that stressed her out.

Lily was constantly giving advice to others. Somehow she was always the shoulder to cry on. Most of the girls told her their love stories or their issues with their boyfriends. And Lily tried to play nice and listen, talk to them even if she had never have a boyfriend before. Even if she'd never been in love.

It was always about Mary and her being the center of attention amongst boys. Because she was pretty and confident. Something Lily would never be.

It was always about Marlene and her constant energy, her ability to be the rebel one and break the rules and be cool. Always the type of girl that defied misogyny, and stupid toxic men. Lily was not as brave as her.

It was always about Alice and her extraordinary love life with Frank. Alice was like the protagonist of a romcon, the princess that had found her prince. Lily was jealous of how beautiful, delicate and perfect she was. And how she wished she could live a love story for herself.

It was also always about Remus. Lily worrying about him not thinking himself enough. Lily knew he was treated differently and he was always giving too much of his heart but wasn't treated like he deserved. But also, Lily was tired of Remus trying to convince her to give Potter a chance.

And Potter only asking her out as a joke, because she was a silly game for him. How could he like her this much? Lily was not that attractive anyway, not like other girls. Although sometimes Lily felt guilty for rejecting him because he was accused of being a prude for not giving Potter a chance. Any boy for that matter. And Lily didn't know what it was or what he looked on a boy but she didn't feel sparks for any of them.

And it was always kids like Sirius Black (or sometimes some Slytherins) who called her a snob or a boring nerd for maintaining the rules and trying to get them to do the right thing. She was not a privileged girl who could ask her father to donate some money to the school to keep her in.

Lily had prefect meetings, and classes, and homework, and friends asking to talk to her or asking for her help.

Lily had to be right, perfect and studious for school but she also had to be a cool teenager who had fun, drank occasionally and pretended to be too busy to be snogging around. But also wishing she was snogging around.

It was too much, actually. Lily didn't even remember when was the last time she had some spare time for herself.

Now Severus accused her of being selfish only because she (God forbid) started being friendly with James Potter and the rest of the boys. After everything Lily had done for Severus especially. All the advice, all the support, all the love she had given him. How much she had wanted to protect him from his horrible father. But she had stand a lot. Severus had lied and manipulated her. He was the real monster. Lily realized now that he never liked her. He was just obsessed with her.

"Lilybean" her father would say if he was still alive "When do you have time for yourself? When do you matter? Sometimes it is fine to be a bit selfish, you know?"

Lily could hear his voice perfectly in her head.

"You know what, Sev?" Lily answered "Perhaps I am being selfish for the first time in my life. So what? Maybe I want to clean the trash in my life and only be left with good people and good friends..."

"Yeah, me...I am a good friend, Lily. Not them"

"No, you are the trash" Lily snapped "And now I want to be clean. We are done, Severus"

She walked away ignoring her ex friend's calls. And for the first time, she tried not to feel guilty about leaving him behind.

[strangeandun-muse-ual]

It’s been a heck of a night but everyone please enjoy my wee Lilybean being cuter than anything has a right to be

[topfloorprincess]

LilyBean The NomNom Queen

[cookiegayedits]

some lilybean for my soul pwease :3?

!! yes!!- mod fire spirit

[quackspot]

red bean x tiger lily? pls

rAWR

[brokeassgoing]

Gently, gently, he runs his palm along her spine, gently, gently.

Yeah, he's going to have to figure out who did this, somehow. Talk to Tae, that sort of thing. To have her this scared, naturally, beating herself up about this as if this is her fault-- her entire world crumbled before her.

Mmmhm, someone's going to get a visit. Surely it'll be a nice one!!

"Lilybean, you didn't bring it onto yourself. Even if he directly told you he would-- he had no right to do that to you just cause the bastard said he would."

She's such a gentle girl. To have this earth shattering thing happen...

"I don't think telling you you were reckless is gonna help you, kid," he tells her softly. "Don't think you can feel any worse than you already do."

⋆˙⟡ She practically melted while she was curled up into his side. In her heart, she couldn't find it in herself to not trust him. Despite it all, she felt safe there. She had hoped he was looking out for her, just like all of her friends had been.

Lilith certainly didn't feel that strong, either. And Badou did not know the circumstances of what had occurred. If he knew then he would be correcting her naive behavior, just as would be correct to do so. Like anyone else in her life would.

" But... " She sniffled, more tears rolling down her cheeks. " H-he said to me- the next time we would meet... he would- " A hand went up to cover the bruises around her throat. Every mirror reminded her of them just as every word did.

" You... say it is not my fault- but I brought it onto myself... even after he warned me. " she spoke, as plain as day with little vibration or emotion. She could feel the numbness coming back as she tried to just make all of the pain disappear.

" I believed he was lying, but at what cost? "

[loup-malin]

Lily loves when we “beat” on her with empty paper towel rolls. She’s so abused...

[tuhndownfawhat]

I seriously have the cutest dog. Happy Easter; from my family to yours! #dachshundsofinstagram #lilybean #mychild #ohana (at Jasper, Texas)

[nambyhamby]

Get yourself a best friend who can do both. #prettygirls #lilybean #lily #selfie #saturday

[smariee87]

I love coming home to this silly goober after a long day 😻 #laysonanything #kittensofinstagram #Lilybean #furbaby #cuddlebuddy

[rumrumaway]

A Morty Mix-up

The Morty Adoption Center: An Agency dedicated to finding Rick-less Mortys a new Rick, while supplying Morty-less Ricks a generous amount of new Mortys... well, almost every Rick.

“Here’s the thing, Rick,” growled the other Rick in annoyance. He leaned over the desk, elbows bracing his weight as he said, “rules are that I report you to crime-stoppers and let McGruff reprimand your ass for intentionally killing your Morts. You’ll be hauled off to the funny-farm without a hearing, because Ricks like you are the reason we have these regulations in place--Family-less Rick.”

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