#lily and me want cats

[kittensandforeheadkisses]

meow? Meow meow? Ily mwah

mrrrrrowwwwww

Ilyyy x100💗

[animentality]

I love video essays about topics I don't understand or have never thought of, where the OP is absolutely deranged with hatred or love. Explain your passion to me! I don't care what it is, I care about how you feel. Help me see your world, tinged with red.

[carouselunique]

Is it true that there's no animosity between you and... you know, you know who. You never talk about her in any way. I guess I'm curious. You guys seemed like really close friends and then just weren't friends at all. And there was some stuff she said that seemed very targeted at you...

I don't know if she feels any animosity toward me or not any more. Our mutual friends have said she doesn't and I take them on their word in that regard, assuming that if they have an answer for me it's because they're aware how she feels. I wouldn't know and it's not my place to put words in her mouth.

I haven't spoken to her/about her in a long time and the only time she even crosses my mind is when people bring her up to me. As for me feeling any animosity? I'll admit my feelings on her these days are complicated and way too nuance-core for people who aren't my friends to hear about but I wouldn't call them animosity in any way. I inherently want people my friends care about to live well because I care about my friends, and anyone my friends care about by proxy and I still share friends with her. I would never wish ill on people my friends care about so animosity doesn't fit into that by definition. I'd say I'm hurt more than anything and even then I've worked through a lot of it with trusted friends who have helped me deal with my emotions in a healthy way.

(Besides, my own life struggles keep me from even being able to invest time into animosity. I have to expend that energy loving my family, doing my best to support them during our struggles. And I've never been a hateful person it isn't in me. I would rather play 'Hot To Go' by Chappell Roan and teach my dad how to do the hand gestures to help him strengthen his muscles again than focus on hating anyone...)

I try not to think about her because it hurts. I often think that people forget that I'm a real person outside of her sphere, and that I wouldn't want to talk about what happened because I truly did consider her a friend for a long time. And when someone I consider a friend appears to not regard me with care any more suddenly and I don't even have closure on that... well... it hurts... A lot. Of course I never talk about it.

And I'm not stupid, I have seen some stuff she's said that I've gathered was about me. I remind myself that she has a right to vent in her own spaces and I truly mean that... it's just a shame that her own spaces have people who then have taken these things to me to show me (after all, I wouldn't have even seen these things myself if not for third-party anons going 'this u?') saying it is my own fault because I was a terribly cruel friend or my own fault for not listening to warnings about her when I had the chance and that makes me a stupid gullible bitch. You lot haven't seen some of the awful shit about me from some of her more ravenous fans and haters I've seen over the years that I've had to let roll off my back in the fear it would bring backlash - not even to me, to her. I don't want to be the cause of any hatred going to anyone.

Also I'm just not going to ever talk about the details of our fallen friendship or our fallen relationship. That's private. She might be a public person to some extent but I never was, even if I do gain some measure of small fandom for my work one day I'm just private about personal matters especially raw ones. I almost deleted this ask entirely but Idk I never stated that it bothers me when people talk to me about her from my own mouth, so I guess that's what this ramble is.

If you send me anything about Lily Orchard it will not be addressed. I am not a part of her life not even through our mutual friends. I do not know or care what's going on with her public/personal life. I haven't kept up. I will never keep up. Don't treat me as an extension of the situation because I am not in the situation. In the most plainly stated sense of the word: Leave me the Hell alone. (...pretty please.)

All I've wanted this entire time was to be left alone to process everything in a healthy, peaceful way. I'm workin' on it.

[aludraslytherin]

Jegulus and PandaLily raising Harry and Luna:

Ron: Hey mate, there's always a black cat following you, is that normal?

Harry: Hmh ? Oh yeah, that's Papa, he's just super protective and hates the idea of me being alone

Hermione: That red cat that's following you around all day, is it normal ?

Luna: Mhm, it's Mum, she is scared that something happens to me

[lavender-teardroplettes]

okay but let’s be real here, when’s your visual novel coming out? I know you aren’t friends with all those devs for no reason👀 /hj

but for real would you ever do a vn game?

Alrighhhhttt you caught me. 🙌/ very silly

I'm actually working on something with @queenlilithprime, but it's not coming out for a while- other projects come first after all! Butttt.... the plan is to put out a demo by next spring, and then go from there with my own story if it goes well! I don't know coding for shit so I'm essentially in a queue lol.

Who knows though, I might mess around with coding at some point and make something silly and small as a test.

[cruesuffix]

How would Sharon react to kitty!Mick getting a piercing/tattoo? Like I'm not sure when he got his first tattoo...but I know he doesn't have anything pierced (besides his ears I think..? Like he had that one singular hoop earring that one time..) but still!

ok you’re actually making me wonder when he got his first tattoo… maybe a bit before the crue started?? probably… because i think i read somewhere that tommy was the only one out of the three of them that didn’t have a tattoo when they started out. mick exclusively wore his leather jacket during ttfl era so i can’t even guess when exactly he got it (and chron crue won’t tell me that either :/) ALSO… oomfie i hate to burst your bubble (that’s been said to me way too many times lmaooo) but he never wore a hoop earring… that was the wires of his inner ears :/ it would have been sooooo cool if he did wear earrings though!!

ok reality check over, lets pretend everything i said was a lie so we can get into cute territories! I bet she’d feel almost like an overprotective mother when she sees the tattoo on his arm. she immediately gasps and grabs his arm to get a better look at it. maybe mick squirms around cause he’s a bit embarrassed. he assures her it didn’t hurt but she’s just like “you know this is permanent right? like you won’t be able to get rid of it!” and he’s very adamant about how much he loves his tattoo and how he’ll never get rid of it ever. and then when he gets his ears pierced she’s even more concerned… mainly because that means he’ll be able to steal away her good earrings! luckily this time around mick managed to buy a nice pair of hoop earrings and he gets to wear them onstage from time to time. overtime she gets used to the tattoo and the piercing… because she sure can’t rid of them herself either way! she just hopes he doesn’t get anymore tattoos (cough foreshadowing cough), cause she just can’t imagine her little kitty with a whole bunch of tattoos on his arms (cough! foreshadowing!! cough!)

i will be fooling around on chron crue to see if im right about the tattoo thing though… though its a bit iffy on the chronological timeline of all his tattoos tbh.

[flightlessfinch]

james is more compelling if you let him be a bit of an asshole instead of just a ray of sunshine. he’s self-absorbed. he is naturally mean. he’s a bully. regulus is usually characterized as bitchy but james is literally actually fucking cruel and doesn’t realize it because his self image is built on being a “good person” so he thinks everything he does is justified. he won’t interrogate his own actions because he is scared of seeing himself in a bad light. he’s a prick. i love him more when he is a prick. he’s more human. he’s obviously loving and caring to his friends, but people who are not his friends? no. he’s judgemental. he hurts people when he knows he can get away with it. in my mind he is kinda narcissistic. (James, in his head:“how could you say that i hurt you? you accusing me of hurting you makes me feel bad. you’re being mean.” James, out loud: “Sorry you feel that way.” *doesn’t speak to them for 3 days until he thinks they forgot he pissed them off, then acts like nothing happened. never properly apologizes.*) he’d rather get mad than reflect on his actions. he’d rather other people feel discomfort instead of being uncomfortable with himself. he was raised in a silk nest. he can’t handle criticism. let him be mean and snappy and say hurtful shit he doesn’t mean. he deserves it. as a little treat.

[antique-symbolism]

She is baby!

[flovverworks]

i need to write more silly opens. i need to add sakitty more to them in general.......

[tankgotstuckinthecircusgate]

play with fire by the rolling stones is my roman empire tbh

[somelazyassartist]

!!!!! The first lilies of the year finally bloomed!!!!!! Feat. My kitty in the window :]

[watermelinoe]

at first i felt really guilty that the cat i picked out had all these expensive health problems and i was scared we'd find out she had internal problems as well but my dad adores this cat now lol. he can tell when i feel guilty abt money things so he's made a point several times to say how worth it it was to take in this cat and get her the surgery and treatments she needed

[ratgingi]

talking about stromboli and his sister tortellini comes over and starts biting my arm because im not petting her girl can i help u

[umilily]

Lily help some of my friends and I have been playing Stardew Valley as Crazy:B and I ended up as HiMERU but I'm starting to relate to that identity thief blueberry

omg that sounds so fun!! i hope you've been growing loads of blueberries, got some blue chickens and made himeru wear the silliest hat you could get your hands on lol

[seijuroww]

smoking and watching adventure time may be one of the best gifts given to man

[thenicestthingiveseen]

Thought I had written at least a paragraph for a scene in the chapter about second year.

I was flipping through my little notebook like, “I know I wrote this” “it’s either in the document already” (it wasn’t) “or it’s in this notebook”

A wrote one single sentence.