#like... no offense but if yall are gonna fight and then swallow a bunch of pills bc u wanna kill yourself can yall at least do that in- | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

diobrando · 4 years ago

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the duality of my mom is her threatening to slap me this morning bc i gave her attitude (i did it because she was out of line and giving me and my dad shit) and then speaking softly to me at home and thanking me for stupid insignificant shit like she wasn’t out of line with her behavior earlier

#text #she wouldve yelled at me and done it if we were at home and i def egged her on and ngl i probably wouldve hit her back too #i know i let her walk all over me but she does not know that i am not stable in any way rn and will not tolerate that shit rn #i dont care if she kicks me out and im homeless tbh #i worry about my dogs more than myself tho ngl im probably not doing anything drastic bc they cant go anywhere else #wow.... if i had hit her.... even if it wasnt hard..... oh my gosh i can just imagine what she'd say about me to everyone #always the victim and never the aggressor!!! NEVER THE ONE THAT LITERALLY MADE ME SPEND NEW YEARS EVE AT A HOSPITAL BC OF HER BS WITH MY BRO #like... no offense but if yall are gonna fight and then swallow a bunch of pills bc u wanna kill yourself can yall at least do that in-#private? WE ARE AT THE VET BC THE DOG MIGHT DIE FROM EATING POISON I HATE YOU BOTH SO MUCH #my mom also thinks she scares me bc she talks about how she wants to kill herself when im in the car with her and shes mad at me like IDC #DO IT RN BITCH DRIVE US OFF THE HIGHWAY IDC!!!!! and i tell her this to her face and she gets mad like ??? then shut up #why she thinks i place any value on my life is fucking insane #i am living bc of this awful catholic guilt and bc my dogs #i know my dogs dont care about me all that much but if im not around they have no one left #my brother abandoned them and my dad left so its like.... no way my mom is going to when she cant even bother to give them water #anyways im pissed off and i come on here bc its the only place i can post and most likely get away w/ ppl not messaging me

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