#like. yeah. it’s the suffering
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I saw a friend the other day and she was like “have you read the great divorce” and I said no “and she said well it’s very hard to explain but basically the souls in heaven are more solid than the souls in hell and I just wanna tell you that you’re getting more and more solid every time I see you” and when I say that’s one of the most personal things anyone has ever said to me
#like. yeah. it’s the suffering#Also not to belabor the point but it IS the growing up#my mom in her wisdom keeps being like ‘and what is grown up’ and she is real for that and I’m sure right#but I’m like. well it exists at least relatively and it’s been happening to me
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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Yeah. so. episode three
#im SO normal about them#kinger likes to sleep in darkness bc he feels closer to his wife#can i kms#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#also yeah. he's using her coat as a pillow#haha#suffer with me#the amazing digital circus#tadc#kinger#tadc kinger#queenie#tadc queenie#kinger x queenie#tf is their ship name btw#the amazing digital circus kinger#the amazing digital circus queenie#the amazing digital circus fanart#tadc fanart#my art#fanart#checkmates#found their ship name!
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say what you will about leigh bardugo's worldbuilding choices but "guy who's hiding his superpowers is so constantly understimulated he developed a gambling addiction to cope" is fucking brilliant actually
#like. yeah! it probably WOULD be understimulating! and he would suffer for it!#and learning to use his powers would make the problem go away!#the more I think about this choice the more I like it#six of crows#six of crows spoilers#jesper fahey#quoth nsd
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#shiguang dailiren#時光代理人#link click#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#aashi doodles#im suffering rn and want to suffer with others so here's my contribution#lu guang stayed pretty composed on the plane but would that always the case after he wakes up from his cxs is dead nightmares...#lu guang...😔#this was inspired by that one comment in an jnterview where someone asked why lg's bed rails were so high#and i think it was producer who said it was to keep a certain someone from sneaking into his bed but i was like get real#nothing can stop cxs when he wants to do something. and if he wanted to be up there he would go no matter what#anyways lets imagine this as a scene from s1. back when we all had theories that one or both of the boys were trapped in a time loop#we have this scene where lg is having a panic attack and not even cxs is sure why exactly this is happening but plot moves on we h#yeah plot moves on and we shelve this for later and bam. s3 yep lg stuck in a time loop with cxs always dying trauma is confirmed#anyways thats enough from me for now. ima go throw up byeeee
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wilbur was tubbo’s big brother too
#i hate that ppl forget this#like yeah wilbur will always be tommy’s brother but the only reason he has such a strong connection to him was bc they were exiled together#the only reason tubbo doesn’t have that connection with wilbur is because he didn’t suffer enough#my art shit#dsmp fanart#angst angst angst#ctubbo#dsmp tubbo#cwilbur#dsmp wilbur#tubbo fanart#wilbur fanart#wss dni#wilbur supporters dni#idk their duo name :/
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Consequences of your actions
#mgs#metal gear solid#revolver ocelot#kazuhira miller#ocelhira#tfw you have the stupidest safeword ever#‘2+2=5 dude someone pulls you a erm actually 🤓☝️ at you and its over’ the comic#hes def at his weakest both physically and mentally when hes taken out of his hypnosis#so why not make him face one of the 2 people he trusts the most that he betrayed horribly#right when he gets his skull cracked open and remembers that all the suffering kaz endured is thanks to him#anyways#yeah i like to make them suffer#my art
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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I've given in, this trend got me.



Here's what they look like. I'll color them eventually. Probably.
I might write a fic, i might not. Idk i just think their neat.
#my art#sonic the hedgehog#traditional art#shadow the hedgehog#fucking sick lil buddy#shadow the ultimate lifeform#sonic x shadow#sonadow#yeah idk#shadonic#shadow x sonic#sonadow fankid#sonadow fanchild#fankid#fan child#mostly for me#9 months in my womb making me suffer#and he looks like his stupid mom#reference
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im not american but some of you guys are just fucking stupid ong what do you MEAN youre not gna vote because you disagree with like one part of what youre voting for. like okay me when im fucking thick
#you guys are being FUCKING STUPUD#vote i actually swear to fucking god dont be THICK#“genocide joe” yeah i agree hes supporting a genocide thats a face#fact*#but hes three billion times better than trump in EVERY OTHER WAY???????#USE YOUR COMMON FUCKING SENSE#genuinely its not hard#“dont vote guys both parties are bad” ARE YOU STUUUUUUPID ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP#would you rather a) have rights + disagree with one policy or b) be imprisoned for basically just being alive + disagree with every policy#YOURE FUCKING STUPID#like im not gonna force you to vote for someone or to vote at all but Jesus fucking christ#mate do you want rights or not#do you want the ENTIRE PLANET to suffer because of something you think gives you moral superiority (hint: IT DOESNT)#fucking vote#blah blah!#not 75 stuff#smart posting wow#should i tag#you know what i fucking am because youre STUPID#i dont CARE if you disagree with some of their morals. i agree the ones that you dislike are TERRIBLE but dear fucking lord#idk how to tag wait#kamala harris#joe biden#idk man#just fucking vote#us politics#election 2024#us elections#american politics
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Some Bumblebee and mother Ratchet :)










I dont know if that's the artstyle but is Ratchet crying?? That's kinda sweet if he is 😭

Here's some G1 shots where it's just them cause I'm a sucker for these 3



#yep 3 bumblebee posts in a row#he and optimus were the only autobots on my top ten fav transformers list for the longest time until ratchet came along#i drafted a fic of ratchet adopting bee then suffering happened#and then i was like 'damn sorry for doing that to you ratchet at least i like you alot more now'#shipping him with optimus was probably the thing that sunk him into my brain#I probably know the most ratchet lore out of any transformer#he went from a 'yeah hes pretty cool background character ig' to '5th or 4th most favorite transformer character of all time' so fast#ratchet#bumblebee#official content#transformers
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dead end.
#revolutionary girl utena#mikage souji#mamiya chida#rgu#biruesque art#drawing this was an entire experience idk how 2 say it#i was like yeah i'll draw mikage and mamiya for spooky season#and then i discovered i really really really really hate mikage but in a funny way#like in a obsessed with making him suffer kind of way#and uh. well. this piece happened so um uh#enjoy what came out of being deranged about mikage for two whole days lol
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✨my doomed yaoi in the same pose as my other doomed yaoi✨


#I do this to suffer#yeah uh I would like to collect compensation for my mental and emotional distress after watching round 6#I’ve had enough doomed yaoi in my lifetime and would like to not have more thanks#ivantill#alien stage#alnst#alnst ivan#alnst till#vivinos#doomed yaoi#tragic gays#banana fish#asheiji#alien stage round 6
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Bobby Nash + smiling in 8a
#911#911edit#911 abc#bobby nash#yeah i'm pretty sure i've made gifs of all of these moments already#but who can really blame me#this is a birthday gift from me to me tbh#i was gonna say that i need him to smile like this all the time#but that's a lie#because i also need him to suffer#he can smile 80% of the time and suffer 20% of the time#ALSO#bobby and athena need to start building their house because it's impossible to gif the scenes in their current apartment
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almost forgot because i wasn't particularly sober at the time but i ended up infodumping to an interested audience about the silt verses at the party last night, and while trying to describe the concept of sainthood and specifically hallowing came up with "it's basically like if they managed to depersonalise martyrdom, distil the essence of it (suffering and dying in the name of what you believe in), and mass-reproduce it on an industrial scale", to which i received several silent stares of sheer abject horror and disgust. that's how you know it's good.
#🐉#part of that might have been bc i was dressed as VAL so it was kinda like saying#oh my halloween costume? yeah im the embodiment of human suffering and cruelty#the silt verses
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was possessed by the need to draw something related to @jellynut's bill still au it's such a cool au and I'm not normal whenever he posts art of it



also did kind of a comic:









#i didn't really communicate this in the comic but the idea is kinda that like. stan doesn't wanna rest bc then he won't have a distraction-#-from bill and all the pain and horrors that come with that#but like of course he's not gonna tell ford that that's what's happening bc he wants to protect ford from bill#and deal with it all on his own secretly#🔥the pain and suffering brothers🔥#also i really enjoy drawing ford looking like a sad puppy lol#anyways!! yeah i'm not normal abt this au lol#stanley pines#stanford pines#bill cipher#billstillau#gravity falls#s0dabeach art
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