#like yeah. eventually. obviously the girl in the video was GETTING TO IT
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thing bout me is sometimes i like just telling people theyre annoying casually on instagram. maybe dont say dumb shit
#'im a trans allyyyy but you should tell any and every person you meet youre trans hahhahahaha esp if its romantic'#like yeah. eventually. obviously the girl in the video was GETTING TO IT#literally not her fault if the guy starts getting intimate/sexual w/o comunicating or consent#anyway i said 'damn u mad annoying'#nah and then they also aanna talk ab some 'straight men who like cos women obviously havw the right to like cis women#what does thatmean#what are you getting at#duh. ?? im confused#u tryna say they gay or sum for like trans women ? or its different? aight#I CANT EVEN SAY DAMN IN THE MESSAGE? instagram when i get you
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⇢ ˗ˏˋ broken promises pt. 1 ࿐ྂ
summary: Rafe promised to take you out and spend your birthday with you, but you don’t hear from him all day and then suddenly he shows up at your door trying to explain. (angst version to my first birthday girl blurb) (title changed for series — previous title “birthday girl angst version”)
cw (for whole series): 18+, rafe x f!reader, mentions of drug use, angst, eventual smut, violence
wc: 0.6k
notes: honestly i’m thinking about making this particular blurb a series but i’m not sure though
You woke up on your birthday excited to get your day started. Your boyfriend Rafe told you the day before he would pick you up for brunch, and then you would spend the day doing whatever you wanted.
By the time you showered and were ready to go, your stomach was growling, prepared to have some delicious food. You checked your phone and saw the time read 10:45. Rafe said that he'd be here by 11:00.
30 minutes later, you hadn't heard anything from Rafe, so you decided to call him. Each of your calls went straight to voicemail. You were starting to get worried, so you decided to check social media and see if he may have posted anything. You clicked on Kelce's close friend's story and saw a party happening at his house. A few videos later, you saw one of Rafe doing coke off the table in front of him.
Your eyes start to water. He had promised you that he would stop doing drugs when you guys started dating. You knew it made him irritable and hard to be around. It also made him forgetful, which means he was probably high out of his mind somewhere and probably doesn't remember he promised to take you to brunch. Or the fact that it's your birthday.
You wipe the few stray tears off your cheek, careful not to ruin your makeup, before calling Sarah, inviting her and the pogues to have breakfast with you at your place. When you asked her about Rafe, she said she hadn't spoken to him and didn't know where he was.
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The time was currently 10:22 pm, and you had just gotten home from your birthday dinner with your family. Rafe was supposed to be there too, but you had to lie and say he hadn't been feeling well. You could barely enjoy yourself. You still hadn't gotten so much as a text from him.
You slipped off your heels, but before you could make it up the stairs there was a ring at your doorbell. You opened the door to see Rafe standing there with flowers in hand.
"What do you want, Rafe?" You really didn't want to sit around and listen to his excuses.
"Baby, I'm sorry, really. Just please let me explain."
You scoffed but leaned against your doorframe, prompting him to keep going.
"Okay, so Kelce was throwing this party, and I wasn't going to go, but everyone kept messaging me saying I should at least swing by and everything since they hadn't seen me in a while. I went and it was supposed to be no more than 15 minutes, but things got out of hand..."
"Yeah Rafe, things got out of hand as in you stayed at the party and started doing fucking coke? Out of hand as in you got so high you didn't text me all day, on my birthday, while I'm worried sick about you?"
Rafe's eyes widened, obviously not expecting you to know about that. He outstretched his hand that was holding the flowers to you. "Baby I... I'm sorry. I can take you shopping to make up for-"
You smacked the flowers out of his hand and he flinched. Your voice was shaky as tears pooled in your eyes. "No Rafe! Money isn't going to fix this. Obviously, I'm not important enough for you to keep your promise. Getting high means more to you than being there for your girlfriend."
Before he could speak again, you slammed the door in his face and made your way upstairs even as he started to talk to you through the door before moving on to blowing up your phone. You blocked his number and went to bed, unsure of what was next for your relationship.
part 2
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⋆. 𐙚 ˚ streamer hc's ! . . . ( 西村力 )
— pairing: 西村力 x reader — contains: fluff — now playing: 一子青葉
Bro's definitely the type to stream for shits and giggles
Like yeah he likes streaming but he never takes anything srsly
Probably streams Genshin or overwatch, perhaps the occasional fortnite if Jake begs him enough to play
The first time he introduced you on stream was most likely an accident... Like you brought him food, not knowing he was streaming and he was just like "You guys thought i was single but I'm not cause I'm super hot and cool and have a super hot and cool girlfriend"
Fan's loved you obviously, and since they loved you so much he decided to keep having you on stream and videos
Honestly, he wanted to introduce you sooner but didn't get the chance to talk to you ab it, was kinda worried you wouldn't be up for it
Very relieved (and very happy) when you said you wanted to do more stuff with him
He started doing date vlogs
He didnt record all of your guys' dates cause he wants at least a little privacy, especially on more romantic dates
but def records the silly dates like going to the arcade or sum
If he's feeling clingy and you want to be in stream he'll have you just chill on his lap as he plays
Streamings probably one of the only places he's ok with pda...
especially because of all the girls that flirt with him in chat LMFAO
Most definitely jumped with excitement when you asked to do a baking stream with him
You guys baked strawberry - choco muffins one time and he got flour literally everywhere... naturally he put some in your hair and on your face which started a dual while the muffins were baking
Fans would always comment on how soft he is for you, especially compared to how he usually acts
he def gets all flustered and tells you to ignore chat cause they 'don't know what they're talking ab'
Niki's not a very clingy person when in front of other people but on stream he'll put his head on your shoulder (if your on his lap) or he'll let you play with his hair and hold his face in your hands just mindlessly
The main reason he's okay with it on stream is cause he sees all the comments flirting with you and so he'll smirk every time you kiss his head or call him baby
After awhile of being in his content, you'd get flirty comments on insta and shit and he would ALWAYS be the first to be like "that's my gf" with 13 heart eye emojis or he'd fight with the other dudes in the comments
If you lose the 50/50 for a character you wanted on your acc, he'd grind to get it on his acc since you play on his acc most of the time anyway
his genshin acc is practically just a farming ground for all the cute characters he knows you want
100% streamed for like a solid 5 hours trying to get kokomi for you... lost the 50/50 and so he whaled and just bought enough primos to get her
he loves showing you off on stream
And he most definitely loves having you in his content but if you were to get even one hateful comment or gross dm he'd immediately take down everything with you in it
even if you said he didn't need to
He loves you and is in no way going to let you be harassed and insulted online like that
Probably streams an explanation after fans asked ab you in every single stream
"She is NOT coming back till yall stop acting like incels"
and he is VERY srs ab it
doesnt even let you show your face once until he's sure you won't get any insults or anything
would eventually bring you back but would have a very long talk with his fans beforehand ab how they need to be on their best behavior
tldr; he loves you very much, he loves having you in his content, would totes let you take over stream whenever you wanted, would delete all his content and acc's in an instant if you asked him to for any reason, just completely whipped for you and its obvious
@ featki
#enhypen#enhypen niki#nishimura riki#enhypen riki#niki#riki x reader#nishimura niki#nishimura x reader#riki nishimura#riki#niki enhypen#niki fluff#niki x reader#taiyaakii ⭑.ᐟ
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lights up // one shot
harry styles x fem!reader
summary: based on this request.
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words: ~700
warnings: smut18+, dirty talk (degradation, praise), unprotected sex, creampie, fingering, spanking, hair pulling
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“last shot everybody!” director yelled, and your boyfriend Harry went into the group of people. it’s not like you were jealous at all, looking at him being touched by other people for music video purposes. it was even worse. as soon as they started recording and you saw all of that, you had to press your thighs together, feeling arousal spreading through your body. you felt it so hard you had to sit. Harry noticed that and right after last shot he immediately went to you, thinking you’re just not feeling well.
“baby, are you alright?” he cupped your cheeks in his hands. you looked up at him from the chair you were sitting at.
“yes, it’s nothing.” you smiled slightly. he narrowed his brows.
“i know it’s something. let’s go to my trailer, you’ll tell me, okay?” he caressed your cheek with his thumb and you only nodded. his trailer was big, but it has to be, right? you’ve been here already for 3 days to shot this music video, so you two obviously had to sleep somewhere. everything necessary was in here, starting with vanity table through shower and bedroom. he closed doors behind you. “so, what’s going on, hm?” he caressed your waist. you looked up at him, biting inside of your cheek.
“it’s stupid.” you mumbled, making him chuckle softly.
“it’s not baby, i’m sure. just tell me.” he kissed your forehead. you took a deep breath and you whispered.
“there is a possibility, that i liked what i saw a little to much.” his eyes darkening at your confession.
“is that so? my dirty little slut get turned on by her boyfriend being touched by the others?” he licked his lips, looking down at you. at this point your panties were drenched. he gripped your chin. “answer.”
“yes.” you said, making him groan. you don’t even know how that happened, but he was standing naked behind you and you were leaning on the vanity table in front of big mirror, with your panties inside your mouth. he slapped your ass, going with his fingers to your slit and pushing two, knuckles deep.
“so fucking wet, just for me, aren’t you?” you nodded, feeling him fingering you fast. he pulled out eventually, licking his fingers clean. he was looking into your eyes through the mirror this whole time. “gonna take me so well and deep as always, yeah?” without waiting for your answer, he pushed his full length inside you. your moan muffled with your panties. he gripped your hips, pounding into you fast and rough. “fucking whore, didn’t even flinch at my big dick.” he pulled out your panties from your mouth. you gripped the edge of the vanity table with your hands. your head tilting down from overwhelming pleasure, but quickly after that his hand pulled your hair back. “look at yourself in the mirror, cunt.” he panted, moving even faster. “dripping wet from looking at your boyfriend, so fucking sexy, don’t you think?” he slapped your ass, thrusting deep and fast.
“fuck-, yes.” you gasped, looking up into his eyes through the mirror.
“good girl, swallowing my whole dick with her pussy, just how i like.” he went back to grip your hips, feeling his orgasm approaching. “i’m close baby, gonna lick you, i can’t hold back much longer.”
“that’s fine, no need to, i’m gonna come, just few seconds.” you whined. at this point you were sure someone definitely knew what you two were doing here from intensity of it. loud moan escaped your lips when you finished. your pussy clenching on his cock, milking him deliciously. he groaned, his dick twitching inside you, emptying himself in your cunt. he stopped his movements, pulling out after few seconds. he turned you around, immediately pushing his finger inside you. you gasped at the feeling.
“shit, sorry sweetheart, but we can’t let you drip here.” he pecked your lips. “i’m gonna take care of you, my love.”
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Why are you an Uber Driver? - Liam Lawson x Teammate! Reader
Plot: Liam Lawson finally gets a seat in F1 signing with Audi Formula Racing in 2026 along with you the fiery new rookie, when you get a sponsor with Uber and have to shoot promos what happens?
A/N: I have taken some of these moments from Darren Levy, some of them are just random crap i've thought off! This is supposed to be short and silly and feel like your almost watching the video or like watching a tiktok compellation!
Credit to umflowers for the GIF
In a YouTube Video:
"Hey guys so today Liam and I are here with Audi and we are happy to announce one of our new sponsors is Uber!" you say looking at the camera a massive smile on your face.
"Today we are partnered with Uber to get you guys to your destinations" Liam adds swinging an arm around your shoulder.
"We've kindly been gifted an Audi RS E-tron GT to use as our Uber car. Its one of the fastest models in Audi and all electric its a beauty" you explain as you walk over to the car with Liam following behind you.
"Black car" Liam says pointing to the car jokingly after your detailed explanation.
"Whose driving first! Me or you?" you ask turning to him.
"Mmmm definitely you" he says before running round to the passenger side of the car and hopping in.
"Okay, so Audi have been very kind an set up a profile for us called Li/N (Liam and your name mixed) and used this awesome picture of Y/N and I" he says showing off the Uber profile that was on the phone.
"Okay, lets pick up our first person" you smile working out how to accept a ride.
"Bobby Knight, we are coming from you!" Y/N giggles excitedly pulling out the large overhead carpark they were in. She had one hand on the wheel and one hand on the gear stick. She follows the directions and eventually pulls into a quiet side street.
"Hello, for Bobby?" the man asks getting into the car flinging his briefcase the the other seat of the car.
"Oh i thought the guy was the driver. I guess you do it together ... cute" he says briefly looking up from his work phone. You took it a little slower just testing the waters, making sure before you pulled out that you knew where the destination was.
"Look, I'm going to a business meeting. Can you just make this a quick job" he sighs looking over at you. Before he can blink, your driving the car how it was built for, obviously safely and within the speed limits but still driving quicker than most Uber's would.
"Jheezus, you can drive" he says laughing a little making a chuckle come from Liam beside you.
"I mean, its my career. You'd expect me to be" she says smugly knowing that if he wasn't a fan he wouldn't actually know what she was going on about.
"Here you go sir" you say pulling up outside the building you requested and he thanked you before hopping out quickly.
"Okay lets switch" you say before it cuts to you and Liam in the opposite places in the car.
"Okay next ride we are picking up Abbey" Liam says having accepted another ride. He quickly drives there while you mess about with the radio finally connecting your phone to the Car Play. Ladbroke Grove by AJ Tracey started playing and you and Liam both started rapping and you drove through the busy streets with the window rolled down.
"Hey babes, got some mates with me yeah? Going to the Xidao Bar?" she says as she comes up to the window the was rolled down. Her and the two mates clamber into the back all squishing in.
"I love you dress, looking like fire girl" you say swinging round looking over the brunette in the middle. She blushed lightly, thanking you before both her friends start to tease her in the back.
"So you girls got a good night ahead?" you ask looking at them in the rear view mirror.
"Yeah, going pub crawling!" the blonde exclaims before whipping out a mirror and lipstick.
"Oh my gosh" the brunette in the middle exclaims her head shooting up.
"You guys are F1 drivers right?" she says looking at the both of them.
"You drive for Audi"
"Yeah!" you laugh. She asks for a picture and you offer her one once you pull up to the club, she gives you a hug and leaves with her equally confused friends.
"Switch"
"Oh my lord and jheez is that two people shaking up in that car? In the middle of the day?" Liam exclaims looking out the drivers side window, past your concentrated head. You look onwards to see what he is exactly looking at.
"Holy shit my eyes!" you cry looking at the intrusion.
"Damn that wild, he is going at it" Liam observes making you slap your hand over his eyes.
"Don't look Liam!"
"It's the middle of the god damn day Y/N its hard to miss"
"No awareness of their surroundings at all" you complain laughing along with Liam.
You reverse out the space, putting your arm round the back of Liam's seat turning the steering wheel with one hand.
"Oh for fuck sake that's going to be in one of your edits, all over tik-tok" he laughs, looking at the position you were in currently driving.
"Okay we have another ride"
"Corey?"
"This is far too nice to be an Uber car" he says getting in the back carefully as you look at the destination which was a 12 minute ride away.
"Yeah, its a company car mate, wish she was mine" you offer, while keeping your eyes on the road.
"Y/N you don't need a company car you're rich, you have an R8 and a vintage Audi at home" Liam laughs before the guys gives you both a strange look.
"Oh my god, your both F1 drivers!" he exclaims.
"That we are sir" you beam looking in the rearview at him.
"Nice race in Spain by the way!" he smiles.
"Thanks! We are both very excited!" you exclaim happy that you were having a conversation with a fan.
"So why are you guys Uber driving?" he asks.
"Well, we have a sponsor with Uber and we thought this would be a funny promo video!"
"That's pretty cool, I'll actually be in Silverstone actually" he says showing Liam his tickets.
"Ohhh, well on behalf of Audi, ill get you a paddock pass for being a 5 star customer today!" you offer and he gasps in shock.
"Thank you so much!" he exclaims before you hand him contact details for where he can get his pass from on the day of the race.
"Your welcome have a nice day" he exclaims and before you know it you and Liam have switched again and he's back to driving.
"I'm getting kind of hungry, Maccas drive through on the company card?" Liam grins cheekily making you nod vigorously. You were starving having not eaten since the morning and it was now rounding late afternoon.
You pull up to the drive threw and the voice sounds out.
"Hello, what can i get for you today" the bored yet youthful voice says behind the order board.
"Hi so I'm going to get a Medium Bic Mac meal, with chips and ermmmm I'll get a coke" he advises before looking at you. You just shove your phone in his face, asking him to say it for you.
"Anything else?"
"Yeah, erm A Garlic Mayo Wrap meal with Carrot sticks? Carrot sticks really? Who the fuck goes to a McDonalds and gets Carrot Sticks, erm and an Oasis please" Liam finishes shaking his head at you in disagreement.
"Anything else"
"Yeah a medium chips and a nugget sharebox" he informs and you look at him in shock, he just shrugs his shoulder pulling forward to the next window.
"What I'm hungry, the nuggets are to share and the chips are for you" he smiles.
You both make a little tray in the middle of the car so you can eat without being messy.
"So, on a scale of one-ten how strict are you parents" you ask after biting into your wrap and chewing the contents.
"Hmmm, well my parents have always been pretty chill! They push me when it comes to racing but other than that they are supportive but in a good way" he smiles.
"So answer the question" you comment looking at him with an 'are you fr?' attitude.
"Oh so like a two, no really that strict at all"
"What's been the best meal of you life"
"This right here with you" he smiles genuinely and you cant be sure if the cameras pick up the light blush that is grazing across your cheeks.
"This crappy McDonalds, in an expensive Audi is your best meal?" you tease back, taking a sip of your drink.
"Mmmhhh" he mumbles smiling.
"Okay, what about your favorite place in the world?"
"See this one is hard, because I move around so much as a driver. You know for most of the year I'm going from country to country driving in one of the most competitive sports. New Zealand has a special place in my heart, but at the same time England has become extremely special to me" he smiles again.
You guys finish up the food, and you end on a group of fan boys who all asked to get pictures with the both of you and the car. Liam drove down the motorway and they were all squealing like little girls by the time you dropped them outside of Stamford Bridge Stadium.
"Enjoy the match boys" you shout.
"Have you ever been to a English Premier League game? We should go. I know Mason Mount, he could get us in" you wiggle your eyebrows.
And that's how you and Liam Lawson ending up watching a Chelsea FC match very very last minute.
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STITCHIN’ UP MY HEART
max verstappen x cosplayer! youtuber! reader
♡ general dating headcanons for max with a cosplayer partner!
୨୧ i’m so crazy excited for lollipop chainsaw repop so you know i just had to include a cosplay of my favourite girl ever, juliet starling! i really hope you guys are liking the headcanons so far, i’m actually finding them easier to work with than smau <3
♡ view my formula 1 masterlist here
reading music recommendations: superhero by hiroaki takahashi - everglow by shift up - snake eater by cynthia harrell
♡ you guys met after he stumbles across one of your videos on youtube!
୨୧ he knows what cosplaying is, obviously, and though he’d never really looked into it that much before there’s just something about your face in the thumbnail and the beautiful smile on your face that makes him click on it…
♡ he watched it all the way through <3
୨୧ he thought you were one of the most creative and passionate people he’d ever came across on the web and loved how softly you explained things to the viewer, speaking into the camera as if he was really there next to you and you’d been friends for years
♡ your videos very quickly became a source of comfort for max, he felt like you were such a well meaning soul and just loved your voice
୨୧ eventually, he gets the courage to send you a message on social media, professing his love for your videos and how passionate you are, offering you a vip paddock pass if you’d ever like to come to a race and chat with him
♡ to say you’re confused would be an understatement… who is this verified guy in your messages? f1? i mean, you know a little about it like how a lot of people watch it and it’s people driving fast cars but you don’t watch it
୨୧ but max’s message is just so sweet and heartfelt, you almost can’t believe it came from someone as famous as him… you thought most famous people were supposed to be snobby?
♡ eventually, you message him back! extending your gratitude for his viewership and kind words, making sure he knows how much they mean to you and you agree to visit the paddock, mainly just to have a conversation with max as you’re now enamoured with how sweet he is
୨୧ max practically screams in happiness when you accept his offer, already thinking over how he’ll greet you in person, and sends all the details over to you
♡ when the day to meet finally comes, you dress casual, not really knowing ( or caring ) about the “ right ” way to dress for an f1 race
୨୧ when you meet him, he’s surprisingly a little shy! having watched your videos, now seeing you in person for the first time, it feels like the roles are reversed, it feels like he’s not famous at all, just an awestruck guy meeting a celebrity
♡ you guys have a casual chat over some hot drinks in the paddock, conversation flowing smoothly and peacefully… yeah… you think this is nice… you think he’s nice… you could get used to this
୨୧ little do you know he’s thinking the same <3
♡ eventually, you have to leave but not before making sure he has your number to call you later, giving him a soft kiss on the cheek and bidding him a thank you and goodbye
୨୧ he didn’t want to wash that cheek for a week…
♡ fast forward like, two years and many dates later anddd you’ve been dating for a year and a couple months
୨୧ he’s absolutely your #1 fan, your biggest cheerleader
♡ you make almost all of your costumes by hand, purchasing fabrics and stitching it all
୨୧ so whenever max is out without you and sees some fabric he thinks you’d find useful, he’ll always buy it for you!
♡ sometimes you stream some progress of making your costume and there are SO many fan favourite moments of max popping in and out of the room to check on you
୨୧ him coming to give you some snacks and a drink ( usually a red bull ), asking how the costume is coming along, getting jimmy and sassy out of the room because they keep playing with the threads… even sometimes popping in just for a quick kiss which fans especially love
“ it’s looking good so far liefde, when do you think you’ll be finished with it? ” ( he just admires you with soft eyes and a smile as you tell him how many more days you think it’ll take to be done )
♡ he loves showing people on the grid your latest cosplay photoshoots! he’s like a proud mother, holding his phone up to engineers and other drivers so they can see and telling them all about how long it took you to craft the costume
୨୧ but they don’t mind, max is the happiest they’ve ever seen him with you and some of the drivers ( most of them ) actually think your cosplays are awesome, especially lando! he asks max to pass on recommendations of future cosplays to you and whenever you’re there with max, you and lando are non stop talk machines…
♡ his absolute favourite characters for you to cosplay are really badass girls, he thinks you look especially good in those and your personality fits them so well
୨୧ but he also thinks it’s so fucking cool when you cosplay male characters, keeping your hair the same and just slightly gender-bending the character
♡ one time you cosplayed as john marston from red dead redemption and it just completely rerouted his brain wiring… you think he might have a thing for outlaws now
୨୧ well honestly, you being a cosplayer introduced him to a lot of new attractions that he’d never think of himself having…
♡ when i say he was gagged when you cosplayed as lady dimitrescu from resident evil village, i mean he was fucking gagged
୨୧ he couldn’t get over it, when you walked out of your closet after putting on the costume he was slack jawed for at least two minutes! he almost didn’t want anyone else seeing this one because it just did something so special for him
♡ and don’t even get me started on the time you cosplayed dixie clemets from rumble roses…
୨୧ have you cosplayed aphrodite from god of war III just for max’s eyes before and it ended in your bodies being tangled in the sheets your shared bed, soft lips meeting in a dance of deep love and hushed sounds of pleasure filling the room?
♡ yes, yes you have…
୨୧ and obviously you don’t just cosplay characters because they look cool, you’re a huge gamer and are actually knowledgeable on the characters you’re cosplaying
♡ he absolutely loves when you go on rambles about the character you’re cosplaying! it mainly happens while you’re crafting the costume, you’ll go into a spiel about why this character is so damn good and he’ll just stare at you with his lips turned up in a smile and this look of pure adoration in his eyes ( which is sometimes captured on stream )
୨୧ often times you play games cuddled up on the couch together and he’ll point out characters he thinks would make a great cosplay
“ oh, look at her liefde! that design is pretty, no? i think you’d look pretty in that… ” ( he thinks you’d look pretty in a potato sack )
♡ obviously max streams racing games and what not but you actually get max into playing story games too!
୨୧ though he likes to keep those reserved for just the two of you, very rarely streaming them
♡ one of his favourite types of games to play with you are couch co-op games! brothers: a tale of two sons, unravel, it takes two, overcooked
୨୧ and of course, moving out… oh boy, that game has you guys either laughing so hard and giving yourself stitches or yelling at each other so loud about just going in the right damn direction
“ no! not that way liefde! oh my god, over here, please just come over here and help me with this ” ( you’re never actually angry of course, soft chuckles constantly slipping out in between yells )
♡ whenever you cosplay a character that requires a lot of make-up, he’s always right there waiting for you when you’re done with a make-up wipe in hand, gently helping you remove it all
୨୧ he really helps out a lot with stuff! whatever you need, he’ll try and help… holding down two pieces of fabric while you stitch them together? he’s on it! searching for a very particular patterned fabric? he’ll be looking at online stores every spare second he has! he says it feels good to help you
♡ and what a good helper he is…
yncosplays: this month’s cosplays so far! the latest being my favourite girl, juliet starling ( and a special someone’s head as nick ) this is my favourite one so far… watch how i made it here!
maxynforever: is that max’s head… ?
> f1lover: oh my god, it is 😭
maxverstappen ✔️: beautiful as always liefde! i’m always blown away by your talent to craft these costumes… though i must ask, was making a replica of my head to hang off your hip absolutely necessary?
> yncosplays: yes, yes it was <3
maxverstrapon: i don’t know wether to be impressed or slightly freaked out about seeing a replica of max’s head on her hip…
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based off the “driving with chris sturniolo” video Larray did with chris expect he talks about reader in a part of it; reader is dating chris and Larray does “driving with y/n” and they talk about stuff and Chris’s and hers relationship (shes also a YouTuber and lives with chris, Nick, and Matt). And then in the comments everyone is freaking out about how they both talked about each other.
in the car.
pairing: chris sturniolo x reader.
summary: same as request.
cw: fluff, nothing else.
word count: 985, not edited.
“So when did you and Y/n get together, huh?” Larray asks slyly, a smirk creeping its way onto his face.
Chris blushes and chews on his bottom lip, “Fuck you, dude,” he giggles, swatting playfully at Larray’s arm.
Larray laughs as he flicks on the turn signal, “Tell the camera, Chris. All the girls wanna know.”
“Well…” Chris starts with a giggle. “Um, we sorta just ran into each other one day a few years ago–she’s obviously a youtuber too. And so we started talking… and became friends, she moved in, and eventually, I guess it just turned into something more? I don’t know. I really like her.”
“Yeah you guys are too cute,” Larray says. “Do you guys like being PDA or no? I think everyone’s seen that video of you two making out at Tara’s party…” he says in a sing-songy voice, grinning again.
Chris covers his face with his hands, “Fuck, I know,” he groans. “That was a wild night, for sure. But um, no, usually we’re pretty private. I love being near her, you know? Like we don’t have to be doing anything to have fun, we can literally just sit on the couch on our phones and it’s enough.”
Larray’s eyebrows furrow and he forces a fake gag noise, “Ewwww, happy straight couple!”
Chris laughs, before Larray is already off to the next topic of conversation.
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“Alright, so today I’m driving with…” Larray points at you with both hands, awaiting your introduction.
“Y/n!” you say gleefully, waving to the camera with both hands.
“So last week, I drove around with someone who I think means a lot to you. Do you know who that was?” Larray asks with a smile.
“I do!” you respond, “I watched the video as soon as I saw it, Larray. You know I’m your biggest fan.”
“Of course, of course,” Larray says with a hint of playful sarcasm. “So yes, I was with Christopher. And I asked him a few questions about your guys’ relationship.”
You giggle, “I saw, it was so cute.”
“So I figured, it’s only fair if I ask you the same.”
“Sounds fair enough,” you nod.
“So how is it living with the triplets?” Larray asks as he turns onto a busy street lined with shops.
“Hmm,” you think of how to answer his question. “They’re gonna clock me for hesitating,” you laugh. “Um, it’s really great. I’ve been friends with them all for years, so like, it wasn’t hard to live with them. It really makes paying rent a lot easier. It got a little awkward when Chris and I first started hooking up because Matt and Nick could definitely tell and didn’t wanna make it weird.”
“Hooking up?! Wait so you two started off as friends with benefits? In your own house is crazy,” Larray laughs, but the shock is written all over his face. No one would expect you or Chris to be the hookup type.
“Well, it was more like… we both knew there were feelings there, right? Like we knew we wanted to be a couple, but I think we were worried, you know, about living together and with his brothers. We didn’t want to ruin the friendship we had. But eventually we got tired of pretending there was nothing there. So kind of, in a way, we started as friends with benefits. But that only lasted like a week before we made things official. Just ‘cause one day, Matt and Nick sat us down and were like ‘you guys know it’s okay if you want to be together, right? we both know you guys like each other, it’s obvious.’ And so, after that we made things official.” You nod, remembering the conversation with your three best friends so clearly.
“Wow, that’s the first I’ve heard of this,” Larray says in even more shock.
“Well, we are pretty private. But anything for you, Larray.” You stare directly into the camera for a moment, “Sorry baby, I know you’re gonna watch this and be embarrassed.”
“Not the pet name,” Larray rolls his eyes jokingly. “Okay, so how is the relationship going? Do you feel like you can balance your romantic relationship with your friendship?”
“Yeah, definitely. He’s been my best friend for longer than we’ve been dating, so in a way, he’ll always be my best friend. It’s just now there’s more to it. I like it better this way, though. I liked him for so long before we got together, it was so embarrassing.”
“Oh, well Christopher was down horrifically for you too, by the way.”
You giggle, “I know he was. He made that very clear when we had the conversation.”
“What’s your favorite thing about him?” Larray asks.
“His kindness. He’s genuinely the sweetest person I’ve ever met. He never judges. He’s caring. He’ll drop everything to be there for his loved ones. He’s the most loving brother and friend anyone could ever ask for, and he’s the most considerate boyfriend I’ve ever had. I just love him so much, I love everything about him. It’s hard to choose just one thing. He’s perfect to me,” you smile, and a slight pink hue covers your face.
Larray moves on to another topic after that, and leaves you thinking about how much you love your boyfriend as he does. Later, when the video is posted, all of the comments are freaking out about how cute you two are.
user1: OMG THEY BOTH TALKED ABOUT EACH OTHER😭😭
user2: they’re actually my fav couple of all time
user3: the way they talk about each other is so genuine and sweet. it’s so hard to come by a love like theirs these days :)
user4: i love them (even tho ill always be a little jealous of y/n lol)
user5: BRO WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP LIKE CHRIS AND Y/N😔
hope you enjoyed <3
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⭑ Separate Worlds, Chapter Four ⭑
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Pairing: Michael Gavey x Popular!rich!reader
Warnings: 18+ mdni, michael getting caught, mentions of mastrubation, mentions of porn, michael being desprately horny for reader, kissing, making out, grinding, dry humping, michael cumming in his jeans.
Summary: Living two completely separate lives you and Michael had never really crossed paths and you’ve never really looked at him before. But when your worlds collide, affections arise.
Word count: 1.4k
Tuesday, October 18th 2006
After a literature class you headed to Michaels dorm where you would work on your project together. Before class you took a long shower, making sure that you smelled as good as possible, then you did your hair in one of your favourite hairstyles and of course put on the prettiest lingerie set you had. You put one of your nicer outfits on, along with a bit of makeup and the perfume you loved so much.
You arrived five minutes early and soon got to his door. You had only knocked twice before the door already opened, revealing Michael in the t-shirt you gave him and a pair of jeans- wait, had he showered too? He was clearly wearing cologne. He gave you a small smile and welcomed you in. His dorm was way cleaner then you expected but somehow that seemed even more fitting for him.
He sat down on his desk chair so you sat down on the side of his single bed. He looked around nervously as if trying to find something. “You okay?” He looked at you with widening eyes. “Yeah- yeah I’ve just never had a girl in here before.” Of course he hadn’t. “Really?” You asked. He scoffed at your question. “Well obviously, no girl looks at me and sees something they want.” Why was he so hard on himself?
“Michael come on, like I said before you are not ugly. Maybe you shouldn’t immediately assume the worst of people and be mean to them. I know that’s hard given your past but, just try.” He looked down at your words. “Maybe.” He murmured, softly, you almost didn’t hear it. To make it less awkward and let’s face it- depressing, you quickly changed the subject. “You smell great by the way.” He looked up at that and smiled at you. “Thank you.” Since he was still a bit quiet you decided to open your bag and grab your laptop along with the books you would need.
When Michael saw you do this he grabbed his own books and opened his laptop, when he did however a paused porn video showed up on the screen and he slammed it shut as quickly as he opened it. You were still pulling out books and hadn’t seen it but the loud sound of him closing the laptop made you flinch and look at him. “Everything okay? You do need your laptop, we aren’t allowed to write it on paper.” You said confused.
He looked at you nervously and then avoided eye contact. Shit. He needed to come up with an excuse quickly, which was rather hard. “Hellooo, you okay?” You laughed, why was he being so weird all of a sudden? “Yeah I’m fine my laptop is just not really working.” You could smell the lie from ten miles away. Then it dawned on you, did he have something inappropriate open? “Michael.” He looked down again. “Yeah?” He sighed. “Do you have something open on your laptop I’m not allowed to see?” You asked almost in a strict motherly tone.
“No- no I swear- it’s just- It doesn’t- ....yeah.” He rambled before just giving up, he already knew that you know. “Okay so…what is it?” His mouth almost fell on the floor and his face turned red. His heart had never raced this fast. Along with the paused video that was open was also the map beside it labelled with your initials. He was so screwed if you opened that laptop right now.
“Just uhm- well… you know.” He felt like he was either going to cry or throw up from embarrassment, he had finally gotten you in his dorm, to get closer to you, become friends and hopefully eventually something more, but he had never forgotten to close off his porn before. It was probably because he was so tired after jerking off that he had fallen asleep. He didn’t need his laptop in lectures today, thank god, but now you had to be mad at him, disgusted even right?
“Well that’s the thing, I don’t. So what is it.” You said again with a tone that made him horny and scared at the same time. “It’s uhm- just- it’s porn.” A warmth flooded through you at his words. How the fuck did this turn you on so much? The thought of him mastrubating last night on the very bed you were sitting on made you a little too turned on. “Oh?” The way you said it made his cock stiffen in his jeans. Oh no- he could not have you catch him with porn on his laptop and then also getting hard. “If you… want to leave, I understand.” He said anxiously.
“Why would I want to leave, you’re acting as if I just discovered a body in your dorm. It’s okay Michael I promise.” The sound of his name leaving your lips did not help his growing erection. And you noticed it. Fucking hell, he looked so big? He noticed you looking and buried his face in his hands, the poor guy was so extremely embarrassed! “I’m so sorry, you probably think I’m a pervert.” Face still buried in his hands, it came out muffled. Yes. But in all the good ways. Never in your life did you feel this attracted or turned on by a guy. And you were going to prove it to him.
You got up from the bed and walked over to him, when you stood in front of him you peeled his hands from his face. “Show me the porn Michael.” He was stunned at your words, at your commanding tone. He softly nodded and opened his laptop for you. You weren’t exactly shocked as the paused video showed the girl who looked like you with a blonde guy with glasses. Fuck. You bend down slightly near his left ear. “Do you imagine us doing that?” He slightly gasped at your words and warm breath hitting his ear. He nodded again, at complete loss for words.
“Have you ever been with a girl Michael?” He shook his head. “Words.” He looked at you. “No- I’ve never even kissed a girl.” This was going to be so fucking hot. “Really? Would you like to kiss me?” His lips were still parted and he nodded. You pulled him up from his desk chair with your hand and led him over to his bed, sitting him down as you climbed on his lap. His clothed erection touching your clothed cunt. Since you wore a skirt again today there was only one thin lacy fabric covering you underneath.
He moaned at the contact and even took himself by surprise. You smiled and leaned in. With your right hand on his neck and left hand on his chest you softly pecked his lips. “How was that?” You whispered against his lips. “G-good.” You leaned in again, kissing him deeper, his pretty lips slotted perfectly against yours. He tried to copy your movements and he whimpered at how heated the kiss was getting. Lost in pleasure you started to grind your hips against his. Making him fully moan in your mouth. You gasped at how good his clothed cock felt against your clit and moved a bit faster.
Focused on your movements, your lips paused for a second as you gasped into each other's mouths. “Stop please-” You barely heard him as you rolled your hips harder against him chasing your release. A guttural groan left him as he whined buried his face in your neck. Warm seed seeped through his underwear and jeans, even you felt the wetness emerge against your own underwear. You moaned at the feeling and continued to hump him, you were so so close. With a final roll you cried out as your orgasm flowed through you. Michael still panted and whined against your neck. “Holy fuck-” You moaned. Your hips stilled and you felt both of your arousal against your underwear.
“I’m sorry- I tried to stop you I swear-” You cut him off with a kiss. “That was amazing Michael, so incredibly hot.” You breathlessly laughed. “Really?” He was still in a haze and couldn’t believe what just happened to him. “Maybe I could even suck you off next time.” You said kissing along his jaw. Now that you had a taste of him you were addicted. “For now though we should actually work on our project.” He nodded with a smile.
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Zutara Ship Baiting Moments
Before I start listing off the scenes I need to explain this: The scenes are coded as romantic, they're not explicitly romantic. I'm not saying Zuko and Katara were canonically in love with each other, I'm saying some scenes ended up tropy with romantic undertones.
THE WATERBENDING SCROLL:
"I'll save you from the pirates".
Yeah he's threatening her, but what is this line? Why did he grab her hands while saying that? Why did he get so close to her, even after she was tied? Why wrapping his hand around her? All of this is extra work to the animators. He could have just dangled it in front of her, but instead we got a typical enemies to lovers moment.
THE SIEGE OF THE NORTH PART 1:
(1th) "Well, aren't you a big girl now".
(2th) "You rise with the moon, I rise with the sun".
Once again he says these lines, that are completely unnecessary, shippy, enemies to lovers. Why? What is it doing here?
THE CROSSROADS OF DESTINY:
The soft yet exciting music, the shinning crystals, Katara's hand on Zuko's thumb, all speak for themselves. Katara absolutly didn't have to touch Zuko's face like this, they get interrupted. And when she heals she puts the water on the spot, so I'd make sense if they got interrupted. But they didn't, and she didn't even took out the water. Then it won't be shippy.
THE SOUTHERN RAIDERS:
This is a perfect example of the "Suggestive Collision" trope. An actual romance trope. And then, of course, the "Please Get Off Me" trope. They're used to create romantic tension. Whyyyyyy?
EMBER ISLAND PLAYERS:
Aang is about to sit next to Katara, and then Zuko steals his seat. Katara notices, tucks her hair behind her hair and gives Zuko a glance. Why do that? Why do something that really looks like it's foreshadowing a love triangle? Why do that when it goes by so fast and does nothing? Why animating this? Why writing this?
SOZIN'S COMET PART 2:
"She's not my girlfriend"!
Another typical romance trope, the "She Is Not My Girlfriend". Used for romantic leads/ eventual romantic leads.
SOZIN'S COMET PART 4:
What else can I say about this scene? It's very obviously ship baiting. But if you don't think it is, here's a video taken from here with Sokka inserted there. What a beautiful comclusion to a beautiful relationship.
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Lesson Nine: Anatomy of a Human Heart
cw: uncharacteristic fluff & mentions of making a sex tape
"Where's your guard dog?" Richie asked pointedly,
"Probably ripping someone's throat out, why?" you retorted and he sat down across from you,
"Because i need a favour."
"From me? Don't have like a hoard of little pals you could ask." you were only being dismissive because you knew Patrick wasn't far from you, he never was.
"Yeah but they're all stupid. Anyways, i need you to tutor me." he blabbed and you laughed,
"i can't, my roster is full little dude. there's a list of available tutors in the library." you offered,
"I know that but-" before Richie could finish, there was a pair of huge hands slammed down on his shoulders and yanking him up from his seat,
"But you must have a death wish if you're talking to my girl, Tozier." Patrick seethed, shoving Richie over, "Get lost." He watched Richie scurry away and then sat down with you, "The fuck did he want?"
"Tutoring. The fuck do you want?" you volleyed and he smirked, looking you up and down,
"You."
"You already have me." you whispered, standing up and walking away, "You coming?"
He stomped over the table rather than going around it and asked, "Obviously but where we goin?"
"Home."
"You wanna cut school? My little straight A, tutoring angel wants to cut school... i don't believe it." he teased you,
"I don't feel good," you faked a sad face, "i need you to take care of me."
"Whatever you need sweets. But seriously, talk to me." he encouraged, petting your hair as you walked away from the school
"I just wanna be at home... with you. That's all."
He wasn't buying it for a single second but he left it alone, you'd tell him eventually. You always did.
"Meet me upstairs," you instructed, handing him a video camera, "take this with you."
"What's it for?" he quizzed,
"An anatomy lesson... just go." you shooed him upstairs and took your notebook out to hide it. You were going to show him what was in it but after you felt safer.
Patrick was still positioning the camera when you walked into your bedroom,
"How's it going director?"
"Gonna be the biggest blockbuster ever made, princess." he declared proudly before sitting on the edge of your bed, "why are we making it though?"
"What do you always tell me... it's for the collection." you drawled, threading your hands through his hair as he very quickly ripped open the zipper on your dress,
"Then let's make a movie, superstar." he mumbled against your lips as he began to kiss you hungrily.
It took mere moments for you to forget about the camera entirely and just be caught up in him like always, he intoxicated you and you were his best high.
By the time the action scene of your film was complete, you were both littered with marks and remnants of each other like at some point you stopped being seperate entities. You were looking up at him adoringly, bathed in the beauty of afterglow
"Patrick... I love you."
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Kinda want to write a one-sided ronance post S4 au (within a fix it obvs) where the older teens start actually hanging out and Stobin (eventually + Vickie)confuse literally everyone. They greet each other with cheek kisses, call each other babe (or "Stevie Baby". Listen. Robin calls him bud or buddy or bub or bubba or babe and it's like why so many B's?? Argyle is vibing with it though and joins the bud train) and one time at two in the morning had a coordinated ramble about the names of the cats they will eventually get. (Sassafras, moonshine, and Garborator)
Nancy and Steve haven't really talked about anything, other than Steve saying "hey. I'm sorry if whatever I said weirded you out. I was definitely a bit delirious and Robin and Eddie AND Dustin were all making comments about winning you back or whatever which is stupid, you made it clear where you stood with me. Which wasn't with me. That's fine. and like. Okay yeah when we were together I'd daydream about you being beside me in the motorhome but thats-- it was a daydream. I was sort of thinking I was gonna die and. I wanted to share a little dream that made me happy. And then got everything confused in my head and made it weird and I'm sorry. what I'm trying to say is I'm sorry for being weird and making things uncomfortable. I'm over you. I loved you then, and you were my first real love, and maybe if things were different I could love you like that again but. But neither of us want that or the same things out of life. And we'd crash and burn again. Plus you and Jonathan are together which is a non-starter. Cannot believe I forgot that when it was happening. Jesus. So. Yeah. Sorry for being not a great friend and hitting on you in the Upside Down." And Nancy had nodded and told him not to worry about it. He had been sort of bleeding out and planning on going back into the upside down. They could both be normal about it.
Sometimes Nancy and Robin try to have "girl time" at Nancy's suggestion because they're the only girls in the older group (sometimes. But Robin is not going to let that slip out) but it's awkward without a buffer. Robin is too nervous and rambles and Nancy is too annoyed by it. But they do get on well in group settings, and Steve and Argyle are actually the keenest to smooth over any awkwardness.
Robin laughs more with the group, and grins at Steve and smirks at Eddie and has a sharp tongue Nancy can admire. She's more comfortable with Steve around, insisting he sit beside her or on the ground in front of her so she can play with his hair. (And Nancy is shocked the first time she sees it, because Steve was notoriously protective of his "best feature", but she'd asked and he'd hummed quietly as she takes her fingers through his hair and put tiny, lopsided braids in it.) It's nice to see Robin less jumpy, and wonders what it would take to see more of the side of her Nancy only sees when Steve's around. She just wants to get closer to Robin. Wants a friend.
And somehow, beyond Nancy's notice, Steve and Robin's friend Vickie slowly joins the group. She wasn't involved at all in the spring, but has been hanging around Family Video and a movie night or two often enough that when she settles more permanently in the group it isn't a very big surprise. Eddie and Argyle welcome her in with open arms, Jonathan is only his normal amount of weary of new people, and obviously Robin and Steve are excited for their friends to be friends.
But it just doesn't sit right with Nancy. She can't pinpoint why, it just doesn't. When she sees Robin and Vickie giggling together, or having some back and forth banter that seems to feed into both of them smiling, or Steve throwing his arm over her shoulder, or Vickie leaning into Robin's space as they talk. She always sits beside Robin, Steve on the other, with Eddie beside him. It's usually a tight fit for whatever couch they're on, but the four seem happy as clams to not have any personal space. Once Argyle decided to lay across all their laps, and they just...let him. Finangled themselves so everyone was mostly comfortable.
Nancy figures she is uncomfortable with it because she hasn't ever had a close friend since Barb, and was possibly hoping she could be close to Robin along those lines. So seeing her so close with the others and mildly uncomfortable around her hurt, and seeing her and Steve incorporate someone unversed in the Upside Down into their little trauma club also hurt. Because what did Vickie have that Nancy didn't? That made Steve and Robin and now Eddie stick to her like glue? That made them want her there when she didn't know anything about what they'd been through and could probably never understand?
What made Vickie Summers so special that she's taken what should have been Nancy's place beside her friends? Because that's what really bothered her. It wasn't that Vickie didn't know, it's that Nancy felt she took her place. That Nancy wanted to be where Vickie was, and she didn't know how to ask for it. Asking, trying to talk about how Steve and Robin had bonded so well after Starcourt while she ignored them and then how they bonded with and absorbed Eddie halfway into their bizarre dynamic after vecna, would feel too much like begging or admitting that she isn't quite sure how to make friends.
Nancy is jealous. Jealous that she isn't friends like Vickie and Eddie and Steve and Robin are. That she isn't the one making Robin smile and giggle so cutely. So. She tries harder. Tries to be the friend that Robin and Eddie and even Steve deserve. She tries not to be annoyed by Robin rambling (it really isn't that bad, just. Not relevant. She likes heading Robin's voice, but thinks she could really work on having a filter.), or the way Steve always asks clarifying questions when he should really have known better, or Eddie talking half in different character voices. She thinks it's getting better, her relationship with them. But, still, Vickie is always there, glued to Robin's side almost as much as Steve is, and that always annoys Nancy. Niggles at her brain, that she doesn't deserve to be there because she didn't know what Robin had lived through and fought. Nancy did.
Eventually, Nancy figures out that she wants more from Robin. Doesn't want to be a friend she smiles at occasionally, wants to be the reason she smiles all the time. And that's terrifying. Because Nancy had never considered liking girls, never thought liking girls was a thing she could do. It was something other women did, not Nancy. She liked boys and always had, but. But maybe she always liked girls...too. maybe it wasn't something she that was one or the other. Being different in a town like Hawkins puts a target on your back, being queer in a town like Hawkins even moreso.
She's leaving Hawkins in the fall. But she thinks she wants someone to come home to. She wants Robin to come home to. Robin and Steve seem to be okay with it, from what she can glean of some veiled comments they've made that she's only caught now she's looking for them. They've made some remarks around the kids that make it seem like they'd be safe to come to, no matter what. And sometimes, some of the comments Robin makes about actresses seem a little...well. admiring.
They probably, hopefully, wouldn't hate her for this. And now Nancy and Robin have a friendship, she thinks she can. It's early July, and Nancy is going to ask Robin out.
She gets her alone, bites her lip, and asks Robin in no uncertain terms to go out on a date with her. Robin stares, mouth agape.
"oh," she says.
Nancy smiles, a little. "Yeah. So. What do you say?"
Robin blinks, and takes a shuddering breath. "Oh my god. I. Nancy I'm really flattered but I'm no-i dont- uhg. I'm dating someone." she groans, rubbing her hands over her face.
And oh. Nancy read the situation wrong "oh. Steve. It's fine! You don't like girls, thats--thats totally fine! Id just, um. That is,-"
Robin waves her hands. "No, no! I'm not dating Steve! You clocked me correctly. Definitely gay! Don't worry about that! Hah."
Something in Nancy twists. "Oh?"
"yeah. Yep. Not only am I a lesbian in a small town, I'm a lesbian in a small town that somehow also has a girlfriend." Robin says the word dreamily. Like she still can't believe it. Nancy's brain fills with static. She was too late. Too caught up with how she missed so many chances in the past, that she missed her chance now.
But Robin keeps talking. "And, like. Even if I didn't, I don't think it would have worked between us anyways. Too different, y'know?"
"what?"
Robin gestures with her hands between them. "Well, like. I like being your friend. But, I mean, I wouldn't date you?"
"why not?"
Blinking, Robin tilts her head. "Because of Steve?"
Something bubbles hot in Nancy. "What the fuck does Steve have to do with wether or not we would date?"
"Nancy. Steve's my best friend." As though that explains anything.
"yes? And?"
Robin looks uncomfortable, shifting sideways. "listen, Nancy. You're a good friend. And I've just rejected you. Maybe we should just. Ah. Leave this? I'm really sorry. I'll give you some space, just find me when you're ready?"
"no. What do you mean that we couldn't date because Steve is your best friend? Why would that have any effect on how you date?"
"it doesn't! Not really! Just. Nancy, you broke his heart. His soft, squishy heart! You kinda sorta cheated on him-details very unclear-and then just. Moved on. Pretended like nothing happened. I couldn't do that to Steve. Dating a friend's ex is a bad move. Dating an ex that broke a friend's heart is just cruel." She sighs. Looks sad. As though she isn't the one rejecting Nancy and tearing her apart for how a relationship ended almost two years ago. What did that matter, now? "You're my friend, Nancy. I like you! But even if Steve has moved on, forgiven and forgotten, and if things were a bit different given his full support for us dating if that's what I wanted, I think I'll always remember how he-- how much it hurt him."
"oh"
"I'm. Nancy I'm really sorry. I know how scary it is to put yourself out there, especially like this. It's not fair. I'm just sorry. But. It was true. Steve's the most important person to me. I couldn't ever hurt him. Not like that. Not even if he said he was fine with it."
Nancy stands and walks away. She doesn't cry until she locks her bedroom door.
#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#stranger things#ronance#one sided crush#spicy six#steve harrington#i just think a confrontation between robin and nancy would be really interesting#and robins feelings about things between nancy and Steve and how that would be something of a non starter for a romantic relationship#even if steve was like super cool with it i dont think robin 'held a grudge agaisnt steve for a year bc her crush had a crush on him'#would axtually let it go#and also nancy wanting friends! give her friends. i have so many emotions about nancy not really having friends#since barb died. :( i want her to have friends that she isnt dating ir wants to date!!!#finda writes stuff#finda's rambles#implied ships are#steddie#robin x vickie#robickie
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Let's Keep This Moment Forever - JJ Maybank x Reader blurb
Summary: All JJ wants to do is add another video of the two of you to his growing collection. And, as always, he's willing to do whatever he has to in order to convince you.
CWs/TWs: feminine nicknames used, obviously the beginning of some hot and heavy times with JJ.
Words: 400
Note: LMAO this just kept needling at my brain but I just am not in a writing mood right now,,,perhaps eventually. You know, after I finish the other chapter for the Rafe thing I wrote lmaoooo
“Come on, darlin’ it’ll be fun,” JJ said, the words a whisper against your ear, somewhere between a whine and a purr.
Between the words and the tone, your heart fluttered. It was certainly enticing. Even so, you shook your head in refusal. JJ groaned and doubled down in his efforts of convincing you. His hands, already cupping your ass, squeezed and pulled you into his lap and he kissed your neck. He chuckled when you shivered from the feeling.
“Jayj,” you giggled, half-heartedly attempting to get away from him.
He ran his hands up to your waist and then back down, settling right back where they began. “It’ll be like fucking art or something,” he hummed as he continued pressing a series of kisses up and down the column of your neck. He laughed as you leaned more into him, moving your hips half-heartedly to try and create some friction. “I need a new one of us.” He sunk his teeth into your neck gently, making you shiver before sucking it to soothe the ache. “I don’t wanna watch porn when I can watch us, darlin’.” He chuckled darkly against your skin, and let out a breath. “So much hotter.” He moaned softly in your ear, gripping you to create more solid friction. “I wanna see how I own your fucking pussy, darlin’, please. Wanna see it forever. So good.”
“J,” you moaned, eyes fluttering as you felt him bite your neck and his dick twitch in his pants. You gripped his blond tresses and turned your head giving him more access. “Baby…fuck…baby please.”
JJ chuckled, keeping a distinct, slow rhythm as he moved your hips against his. The friction between the both of you was delicious even with the clothes. But, you had to admit…the longer he canted his hips against yours the more you wanted to give into him.
“Can I please record, darlin’?” he cooed. “I promise I’ll make ya feel real fucking good.”
You let out a high-pitched whine and you pouted at him, driving your hips more purposely against his. “Yeah,” you agreed breathlessly. “Okay, J.”
“Fuck yeah,” JJ groaned, immediately moving one of his hands out, fumbling around to grab his phone while the other remained glued to your hip. “You’re gonna be so pretty all fucked out. So fuckin’ pretty. God, I fuckin’ love you, my pretty fuckin’ girl.”
#jj maybank x reader#jj maybank x you#jj maybank#jj maybank imagine#jj maybank blurb#jj maybank fic#jj maybank smut#jj maybank snippet#obx x reader#obx smut#obx x you#obx fic#obx fanfiction#obx angst#outer banks x reader#outer banks x you#outer banks fanfiction#outer banks fic#jj imagine#jj maybank outer banks#jj maybank obx#jj outer banks#jj obx#my writing#obx
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Not a thot but a question, do you have any headcanons for Frank/Matt/Bucky?
Ohhh yeah I have a few. Thanks for your patience, I wanted to respond to this when I could sit and think and type everything out on my computer, not on my phone. Normal HCs at the top, spicy stuff below the cut.
Matt
Okay so I had this friend in highschool who was beyond disgusted by peanut butter, no allergy just totally hated the stuff. Like wouldn't kiss his girlfriend if she'd eaten it recently. I feel like Matt has an extreme food ick like this. Def not peanut butter but something like olive oil maybe? With his sensitive senses he gags when he even gets a whiff of whatever it is.
Speaking of peanut butter, I think it's a food staple of Matt's. The man can't take care of himself, so cooking full meals is just not a thing for him. So 2AM, back from patrol and he needs something to eat. Matt just eats PB straight out of the jar with a spoon like I did for meals in college.
Frank
Loves karaoke. Well, used to when he lived a more normal life. I don't think he sings amazingly well, but he doesn't care. He plays guitar obviously and Col. Shoonover mentioned his impressions skills, so that all concludes me to the fact the Frank likes to sing. He sings to himself/along with the radio when he's driving by himself between jobs. A lot of John Denver and Elton John.
For a holiday/birthday/anniversary gift one year he absolutely recorded Maria a CD of him playing and singing a few of her favorite songs. He'd probably do the same for you too if you were dating.
Bucky
Has a bit of a video game addiction. He was so fascinated by Stark tech at the fair, that I imagine he loves learning about everything that has come along since, but really got hooked on video games. I'm thinking your standard XBOX, Nintendo or Playstation games like the MLB/Baseball game and the Mario collection. Not big on first person shooter games like Call of Duty cause he's lived it obviously. But he can literally spend hours playing like FIFA or something. Absolutely gets on live to play with Sam, AJ, and Cass all the time.
Spicy Thots under the cut, 18+ please, I tried to keep it gender neutral in terms of x reader
Matt
Is really touchy during sex and also not during sex. Since the visual stimulation of sex obviously isn't there for him, he makes up for it by always having to be pressed against you fully or by having hands roaming and groping everywhere.
But also not during sex he's always grounding himself to you by being pressed as close to you as possible. Only time he isn't is when he's in a Matty Mood™ and feels like he doesn't deserve you or you deserve better or whatever Catholic guilt BS he tells himself. He gets over it eventually.
I feel like he likes really intimate sex but also is really playful during it as well. We saw a glimpse of this in She Hulk but I also think his just generally flirty demeanor hints at this. I'm talking like does things to make you giggle in the middle of sex.
Man also has a bit of a breeding kink. He's absolutely not ready to be a parent because his life is in shambles and as much as he loved his dad, he did not have good parental examples in his life, but regardless of his partner's gender or bodily anatomy, he likes the idea of filling you up, knocking you up and having that claim on you. I'm again blaming the Catholicism somehow.
Frank
The eye contact during sex!!!! Dude lost his whole family so anything good in his life he is afraid is going to slip away so he treasures it and takes it all in. We saw this during S2 with Beth but yeah, big guy just loves to watch every facial expression you make during sex.
He's also just really tender in bed. He's not big on kink stuff but will try it if you want but just wants to feel really connected during sex. He's mostly serious in bed but in a really beautiful and intimate way.
Mostly groans and grunts but loves to thrown in a "c'mon baby girl/boy" and begs for "just one more for me"
Bucky
I wrote a whole spiel about my Bucky bedroom hcs, but here's some more.
Of the three, I feel like Bucky is most playful and open to new things in bed. I don't think any of them are open to a full on Daddy kink, dom-sub kind of play but Bucky is the most likely to lean into elements and try things. After his time being under someone else's control I think he likes to feel a little in control, especially of his own body and sex life. But again, not fully into that type of dynamic. Like he might like to boss you around a little or call you dirty names in bed. Afterall, 1940s Bucky was a total flirt and very smooth with the ladies, so it stands to reason in bed he'd still bring some of that out.
#bucky barnes#matt murdock#frank castle#sebastian stan#charlie cox#jon bernthal#bucky x reader#bucky barnes x reader#matt murdock x reader#frank castle x reader#the punisher#daredevil#winter soldier#mcu#mcu headcanons#headcanons#nmcu
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One mistake - Part Seven.
Pairing: Simon 'Ghost' Riley x fem!Reader - She/her pronouns being used
Summary: Simon lost you after making a mistake on a mission.
Wordcount: 1280 | Rating: E (18+ only!)
Warnings: cussing, swearing, grieving, angst with no comfort, conversation, blaming, therapist, moving on after losing a loved one.
A/N: Part seven! Simon is moving onn.
Part 1 ~ Part 2 ~ Part 3 ~ Part 4 ~ Part 5 ~ Part 6 ~AO3 Link
243 days.
God it has been 243 days. And while his grief for you is a token of the love he holds for you, life is moving on, Simon is moving on. He no longer spends his days and nights in his bed, instead he goes out, out in the open, out to visit a coffee shop, a bookstore, the park.
He treats life as if he had died and had begged God for a second chance, taking in every detail of the beauty of life.
243 days. He has missed your birthday, you have missed his. But don’t worry, he took a cupcake to your empty grave and sang for you. You still visit him in his dreams, and while he still wakes up missing you, longing for you in his bed, he is grateful to have you visit him even if it is through his nightmares and dreams.
He no longer has therapy sessions with Sarah, although they have helped him a whole lot, he is okay by himself, the flashbacks no longer taunt him and when this mind wanders back to that day, he can put himself back in the narrative, telling you that he loves you, that he wishes life could have been different.
Simon even went back to work, not to his full extend yet, that is a little too much, just yet. But he is getting there, and he hopes that you’re proud of him.
The grieving has become easier over time, and with it came a little bit of guilt, for the longest time it felt like he was forgetting you.
But he is not. You’ll always have a spot in his heart, he can never really forget you. Although he can only remember your face from the pictures and video’s, he remembers you. Although your voice isn’t the same in every dream, flashback or video, he still remembers you. You left your mark on his heart and he won’t get rid of it.
Simon takes in the ambiance of the little coffeeshop that he is in, waiting for his date to arrive. Sophie had been a nice girl, she isn’t you, obviously she isn’t you, and it took him a few weeks to get used to it. He stopped looking for you in her eyes, and while she will never leave such a mark on him as you did, she is pretty amazing. Simon told her upfront about you, how you always be a part of his life, through his work, through the apartment he shared with you, through him. And Sophie was okay with that, Sophie had no intention to replace you, no Sophie knew that she could live alongside Simon’s love for you.
A smile breaks out on his face when he spots here, a little wave following quick.
“There you are!” Happiness in his voice.
“Yeah, sorry I’m late.” You were never late.
“Don’t worry about it, I’m glad you’re here.” She kisses him on his cheek after those words.
And it took him a while, but he can smile after the small gesture, it no longer feels like a betrayal towards you, after all, he would’ve wanted you to move on too, it is only fair that he allows himself the same.
His eyes soften when he smiles at her, it was like a tug at his heart strings that he had long ago thought were cut.
“Going back to the taskforce.” Simon eventually says.
That piques her interest. “For long?”
“Nah, it’s for a birthday party.” Simon shrugs.
A little bit of an awkward air lingers around the both of them, neither of them sure what to say next. Sophie wants to ask if she can come, but she respects his space too much, she respects the walls around him too much to just barge in and demand he takes them down. Besides, the base is the only place where she hasn’t stepped foot in to replace you.
On the other side of the table is Simon, wanting to invite you, but worried that he is just using her to drive out the memories of you, worried that his teammates will think that he is getting over you way too quick. Worried that people will judge the level of love he has for you.
“So,” Simon clears his throat. “It’s Soap’s birthday, and we’re celebrating tomorrow evening.”
“And I know we haven’t been dating for long, but maybe, maybe you’d like to come?”
A deep breath. No reaction.
“Yes.” Sophie smiles while she talks. “Yes, I would like that. I’ve heard a lot about them, can’t wait to finally meet them.”
A smile tugs around his lips. “Good, good.”
“So, I’ll pick you up around 7ish, and I’ll drive us to base. Just wear something casual, they’re soldiers, so don’t expect anything too fancy.”
Even after 243 days he can’t help but feeling like a traitor, inviting another woman to the base the two of you used to serve at.
Sophie smiles at him, her worries melting away at his relaxed demeanour.
“8ish.” She repeats. “I’ll make sure to be casually dressed.” She presses a kiss on his cheek again. “I have to get back to my work, but it was nice to see you in my lunchbreak.”
Simon lets out a sigh when he is all alone in the coffeeshop again. Oh how life went different than he had hoped, but he was content. His eyes take in the scenery once more.
You would have loved it here.
He puts his car into park while he waited for Sophie to get out of her apartment, his leg bouncing against the steering wheel, he could feel himself getting nervous, as if he would bring Sophie in to your territory. As if he would take away the final thing on this mortal earth that was only yours. Simon tried to push those thoughts away when he saw Sophie leave her house, a bright smile on her face. He could see that she had tried to dress casual, but it was a little too perfect to be casual, and it warmed his heart.
She kissed him when she entered his car. It was endearing to him, all feelings of guilt being pushed to the side when his lips touched hers.
“You look amazing.” He complimented her. A soft blush forming on her face. Her hand rested on his knee when he started the drive. It was quiet and he still wasn’t used to it. You, his teammates, his captain, the lot of you would always tease him about his bad driving skills. But not Sophie, she was missing out on the inside joke.
“It can be quite rowdy on base.” Simon warned her.
“That’s okay.” She said with a faint smile.
“Good, good.” He muttered.
A soft squeeze on his knee, and a smile formed on his lips.
Simon tried to focus on the road, pushing away every single thought inside of his mind. He shouldn’t feel guilty for moving on, he shouldn’t feel guilty for bringing his new girlfriend to his base. He shouldn’t be so nervous about his teammates meeting Sophie.
He shouldn’t. But he was.
A deep breath emerged from his lips when he parked the car on the base, taking in the atmosphere.
“Ready?” He asked.
“Ready.” She nodded.
When he exited the car, he took in his base, the memories of you flooding in again. Sophies hand in his shook him out of it, and he smiled at her.
He let in the commotion, the rowdy, loud cheering happening all around.
“Simon!” Price calling out over the parking lot. “We have something you should see.”
#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#call of duty#cod mwii#cod x reader#angst#ghost x reader#ghost x you#mw2#fanfic#fan fiction#fanfiction#fiction#call of duty modern warfare#cod#ao3#ao3fic#ao3 fanfic#ao3feed#ao3 link
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winter dates w nishimura riki
pairings: riki x poc fem reader
genre: fluff
warnings: none
synopsis: you n rikis cute winter date after the macys parade
after the macys thanksgiving day parade was over, they decided to stay in new york for a bit more
which to no one’s surprise makes riki ecstatic (he is whipped for u)
you live in new york so you had been waiting to hang out with riki more.
he texted you that he was allowed to spend the rest of today and tomorrow in new york and he had made the executive decision to spend every moment with you <3
(i need a man like him)
after receiving the message, you got ready, picking out an outfit and doing your hair
now on this particular day, your hair wasn’t hairing
you had a million tangles
your left side looked different from your right side
and so many other problems
by the time riki came by, you were still working on your hair
you had gave him the code to your apartment so he was a little confused when he opened the door and you weren’t already waiting for him
he walked around the rest of your apartment calling out your name, eventually finding you in your bathroom with a million products out and multiple hair ties and a brush that you were seriously considering burning it outside in the dump
riki immediately noticed your frustrated state and went to help you with your hair
now riki obviously doesn’t have the same hair texture as you, so when he was in korea he was always watching videos on your hair texture
how to style it, and what products to use
at this point riki knows your hair better than you do
he literally bought one of those mannequin heads with your type of hair texture on it so he could practice
so while you were over here freaking out, riki was so ready
hes been waiting for this day for so long
he takes your comb and detangler spray and gets to work😤
he gently takes care of your hair, section by section, and finishes detangling it in 6 minutes (he made you time him)
he helped you finish your hair and once you guys finish you give him a kiss for his “amazing styling” (his words)
as you guys headed out the door, you pulled out your navigation because apparently living in new york your whole life does not help your sense of direction whatsoever (its okay mine sucks to)
you guys avoided the subway because he probably would’ve been spotted so riki called his manager to drive you guys to your date spot
you both decided to go to rockafeller center and go ice skating
now, at first riki was excited but then he remembered that he hasnt skated since that one en o’clock
boy was shaking in his boots, but he still wanted to go skating with you because you absolutely love skating<3
you’re a new york native so you’ve been skating since you were a little girl
riki argues you’re a better skater than sunghoon and he will fight anyone who says otherwise
(he has almost fought sunghoon who challenged you a while back to a skating duel)
as you guys pulled up to the rink you got the skates and got out on the ice.
ar first riki was a little wobbly but you helped him a little bit with his balance.
at first he held onto your shoulders from behind like one of those little supports for kids
at first you got a little annoyed but you actually found it funny
you decided to show him some tricks you could do and boy when you do
he looks at you like you held the stars and the moon
to him you looked the most gorgeous in this moment
doing a little twirl and looking back at him with the brightest smile
brighter than the tree in rockafeller center to him
you were confused as to why he was just looking at you and skated towards him
“you okay riki?” you asked as you look up at him holding his hand
he looked at you with those lovesick eyes and said
“yeah” as he kissed you
you were surprised that he kissed you so suddenly that you fell over
(its okay bae it happens)
after he kissed you you giggled and look at him but suddenly people crowd you and start taking photos
when you fell over his hat got knocked over and he pulled down his mask to kiss you earlier
you quickly got up on your feet and helped him up
you skated away and riki was right behind you
riki had called his manager to get your stuff and pull the car up front
you both waddled off and out the rink to the car
when you got in the car you both collapsed into a fit of giggles
while his manager was scolding him in the front seat you were in the back with riki pretending to be him while he was talking
riki dropped you off at your apartment and gave you a kiss
“even though we got discovered and i’ll probably get in trouble, this was one of the best days of my life”
he gives you a hug, one last kiss and walks back to the suv
although you do feel bad about the whole discovered thing, you enjoyed the day too
back at the rooms in the hotel all the other members were scolding him
but riki just sat there with the most lovesick grin on<3
authors note: this is my first oneshot and i was very tired writing the last half😭😭 but feedback is greatly appreciated!
#nishimura riki x reader#enhypen riki#riki x poc reader#riki fluff#riki oneshot#enhypen imagines#nishimura riki
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AITA for being petty with my friend and not telling her what’s on our quiz tomorrow? 💐
Obviously by the time this will be posted it will have been a While but I figured I’d ask anyway.
I (17X) eat lunch with two friends every day. Let’s call them Jane (17F) and Tina (16F). For the past few months, I’ve been getting increasingly annoyed with Jane over inconsequential things. I don’t genuinely know if these things are actually as bad as I see them because I already know I struggle with jealousy and extreme FOMO, so my judgement is clouded. It doesn’t help that I have trouble making friends, constantly feel isolated, and I only really have these two people that I sit with every day.
One of Jane’s friends Chloe has been sitting with us at lunch because of some drama that Jane didn’t share with us (valid, it’s not my business), and all they do is talk to each other. If someone’s telling the group (we used to be a group of 4+Chloe, doesn’t really matter what happened) a story from the day, the two will continue talking to each other and not listen. Chloe also never engages with us, and if I ever try to contribute to their conversation or even just start one/ask her a question she’s always lowkey weird about it. She’ll answer my question but then want to stop talking to me immediately. Also this is probably a me-problem, but I have literally never seen Jane as happy to see me as she is to see Chloe, and it bothers me a lot, especially since we’ve been friends way longer and she’s never acted that way towards me.
Lately, Jane will just bring her other friends by to sit with us, either for a few minutes or all of lunch, (valid, I don’t mind, especially as sometimes one of my friends will pop by and say hi so it’s be hypocritical of me) and then doesn’t even introduce us to each other (not valid), and then Tina and I just have to sit there awkwardly while they all talk and laugh with each other. Meanwhile I don’t even know these girls’ names. They don’t even like to acknowledge that we exist. They all just kind of sit off into their own little group as part of our big group and Tina and I just stare at each other or hold our own quiet conversations. Once, I mentioned something Tina and I joked about when Jane was in conversation with Chloe, and when Jane said “yeah I heard you guys say that” and I straight up said “oh I didn’t even know you were listening” and Jane got quiet. The only time it feels like Jane and I are normal again is when we’re in our one shared class, but schedules just changed and we’re not together anymore.
That was all prologue, sorry about that, but I needed to be able to explain my annoyance towards Jane for my actions to make sense. Last week, Jane was super busy during lunch all week and didn’t sit with us/didn’t even get a chance to eat once. Understandable I guess but she also never once communicated this to us. Ever. Presumably she told Chloe because Chloe doesn’t sit with us when Jane isn’t there. So that ticked me off a little, but I was able to recognize that I was being irrational and so I was just stewing under the surface. Today she sat with us for the first time in a while but she could not be bothered to engage with us. Tina asked her a direct question twice and she just didn’t respond because she was too absorbed in her phone or just like staring off into space(?) (not sure). I was telling a story and she was literally listening to a video or a voice memo or something with her phone up to her ear and I trailed off before accepting that she didn’t GAF. Tina and I stared at each other with big eyes like ‘is she fr?’ Eventually I just stopped engaging with her and we just chilled in silence.
Here’s the part where I’m not sure if I’m the asshole or not. All 3 of us are in calculus, but different class periods. During my calc, Jane texted me, asking me to let her know if the teacher said anything about what’s on tomorrow’s quiz. I was pissed. Here she was, unable to speak to me during lunch, unable to say “I’m super busy this week so I won’t be around,” suddenly interested in talking to me. To ask about the calc quiz. I wasn’t even planning on asking the teacher, but I said fuck it. I asked the teacher what was on the quiz… and then never texted her back. It’s been 9 hours now and I’ve just left her on delivered. I don’t plan on telling her what’s on the quiz. I plan on telling her that he never said anything to the class (true) or that I didn’t see her text in time (false). This doesn’t hurt her chances on the quiz in any way btw.
I’m just wondering if it’s assholish to find out when I didn’t even care and then keep it from her when she’s the one who wanted to know. Low stakes and stuff but I’ve just been wondering all day now.
What are these acronyms?
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