#like wtf has it always been this intense?

[clownaura]

i went to walmart for the first time in a while…oh my god i was so on edge

[alluralater]

i’ve been killing it in the gym + fucking a hot girl + working harder than usual lately but i’m BACK after a hiatus of five days. can’t wait to fill up your dashes with random hot silly things ;)

[yutadori]

it's always so jarring to have a really intense crush that ends so abruptly... like . one day you find yourself thinking about them for the eightieth time that day and then you suddenly no longer feel anything towards them

[wehelddarkness]

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[astrologylunadream]

How They Want to Please You [SPICY] 💌🌹🫦 (Pick a card/Tarot love reading)

Hey it's Lunadream~💋 This is a reading on your person and how exactly they would want to please you and their approach to that!!🤭❤️‍🔥 hope you find your message💌

(This is a spicy reading🔥 Some piles more intense than others)

Notice: Only take what resonates because the most important thing is your own judgement!♡ If anything doesn't resonate, don't worry! It's not your message right now <3 (Entertainment purpose only. All rights reserved)

Now, shall we begin~? ^w^ Think of the your person, and pick whichever pile that fits the energy you're feeling~❤️

Pile 1💋

Pile 2🔗

Pile 3❤️

Pile 4🍒

Take your time and choose carefully with the heart~♡

On to the readings —> ❤️‍🔥

Pile 1💋

Sign energy: Long, Threat, Marriage, Therapy, Stress, Jupiter, Libra, 8th house, Cancer, 3rd house,👈🧱🤴🤒

👤Your person's energy: Okay for some reason I was getting indirect Taurus energy but anyways your person VERY good at communication, omg they may take part in long discussions and like drawn out conversations or hypothetical stuff.. or simply just talk alot LOL💬😂 For signs we have Sagittarius, Pisces, Libra, Scorpio, Cancer and Gemini wow those may be significant. Some of my pile 1's are very attracted to the way this person talks.🗣🥰🩷 I'm getting that your person may always feel like they need someone to listen to them because my pile 1's your person has a lot of stress omg they need to let it out😭 Talking with others may feel like true therapy to them, they feel better when they have someone to talk to🥺💕 For some of you this person has long legs or even bigger features, something is definitely long about them.🙈😈 I'm also hearing "why the long face?" So maybe your person has a worried look washed upon their face, oh this could be because their stress.😟💧 Some of you are in a committed relationship to this person or you see them as marriage material.💍✔️ It is hard for your person to open up to just anyone on a deeper level, they may have been in bad relationships before or over shared themselves. This person might have even cut out romantic connections entirely.✋️✂️ Specific message for someone in pile 2 they could have a lot of siblings, I definitely feel your person knows many people or someone could be a therapist. They could have an ex still obsessed with them maybe they're your ex, divorce or break ups may be significant to your person. They do have a magnetic way about them, like I feel like them as a spouse would be so HOT😳 I'm hearing "trophy wife/husband" lol that is what they are like or would be like.🏆✨️ You guys may be a bit obsessed with this person, some of you don't wanna wait for Intimacy after marriage.🙈❤️‍🔥

🌹How they wanna please you: Self love, Fluff, Skill, Inner thoughts, Fairytale, Libra, Eros, Uranus, North node, Capricorn, 🏩😎🌹🐈 My pile 1's your person is so sweet and so naughty at the same time😭😭 First and foremost they want you to be happy and love your life omg they wanna make you feel like you're in a fairytale🥺💖 They also want to make you feel pretty and love yourself just as much as they do. There are so many things they wanna try with you pile 1!! They are literally thinking about a SOLID future with you, they want to provide and pleasure you and give you the love you deserve omfg this is too much💓🪽🥹 They have thoughts of your thing, if you know what I mean🙈🥵 They want to know your body well do everything right with you, like they want to be an expert at it. They may want to experiment a lot with you to see exactly what you like and what pleases you the most.🔥😈😭 Your person is kinky, They also want to use their fingers inside WTF they think about exactly how turn you on. They want you to think good about yourself and feel beautiful with them. Also taking you to a motel so you guys enjoy your time alone and be as unusual as you want?!🏩 Going hard on your 🍑 If you want it🥵 They also want to give you something to see, like doing things to themselves for you. OH MY pile 1 your person would do anything🫣💦 Your person is big on pleasing you visually, but not just with themselves but with everything. Like taking you to beautiful scenery and giving you flowers in hopes that you're just as pleased with that as you are with them✨️💐💗 They just really wanna turn you on and for you to be so happy with them, some of you may be very impressed how much they know what you like. I mean seriously this person thinks pile 1 is so lovely and attractive🥺 They want to please you at the highest level and just make you feel so in love and treated well😭💝

💌Messages from your person: It's okay to have high standards, I hear you, I wish I could, I think you're a great person, Your secrets safe with me, Your first love, What are your biggest fantasies? Put your hand on mine. (So sweet🥰🩷) Extra cards: Pisces, Focus, Up, Store, Abandonment, Gemini, Saturn, Uranus, Libra, 10th house

Thank you my pile 1's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!❤️‍🔥

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 1 with the kiss emoji~💋 Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading✨️🤭❤️

Pile 2🔗

Sign energy: Attraction, Sensitivity, Important, Only one, Mystery, Chiron, Aquarius, 3rd house, 5th house, 1st house,🖇♀️💼🥳

👤Your person's energy: This is someone very special, you may see them as one of a kind✨️ My pile 2's are attracted to this person and you want to connect with them and have sweet conversations with them😭💓 Signs could be Aquarius, Gemini, Leo or Aries in their chart. Your person has a soft feminine vibe to them (no matter the gender) They may talk in a gentle way. They may have a hobby unknown to you or they hide it, they could be interested in career/hobbies related to entertainment, artist, creator, or music.🎨 I'm getting anonymous vibes from your person, for some in pile 1 they have a secret channel or social media account they share their work on. Now your person may get hurt a lot on accident, they are very sensitive to injuries.😢🩹 Maybe they have a noticable scar for some of you? You feel very connected to this person, like they are your twin flame kinda thing.❤️‍🔥 They work for fun I'm hearing, or start a lot of fun little projects for themselves. They are very creative and sweet, I am getting gentle artistic energy. This could be a close friend for some of you, or a friendly connection between you both. This person may feel like the only one you can talk to like a best friend. They play a big role in your life, they also may be someone important online.📱✨️ They are very fun at parties, I think their sweet and charming nature makes them very attractive to you. This person has such lovely features and gestures!!🥺💖 They also have a senstive side to them, that may have been what attracted you to them as well. You have no idea how they have such a beautiful aura to them lol🥰🩷

🌹How they wanna please you: Pride, Competition, Long, Truth, Decor, Cancer, Water, 9th house, Venus, 1st house, 🗞👑💐🛎 Okay so acts of service may be something your person wants to do for you💓 They want to please you by doing sweet little things for you, this might be the most innocent pile omg it's just so cute🥹💓💕 They want you to make you feel cared for and take pride in yourself! So your person is a bit competitive about pleasing you, maybe there is a situation where they aren't the only one who's out to please pile 2 right now OMG for some of you this person is very defensive over being the only one that pleases you and the best at it. (This makes them so emotional😭❤️) Also taking you on a long trip with them somewhere beautiful ooh and I'm seeing somewhere near water so maybe they're wanting to take you on a vacation somewhere by a body of water so like lakes, rivers or the ocean.🌊🧭💘 They want to please you aesthetically most importantly, making sure your surroundings and over all environment is nice and beautiful enough for my pile 2's🥺💗 I'm getting they definitely wanna win your heart, also flowers!! This is so sweet, they would want to please you by giving you roses and pretty lovely bouquets to express just how genuine their feelings are for you guys omg.. I feel like if you come over to this person's space they will decorate it very beautifully for you to see, like they take pride in their decorating skills I'm hearing.🌸🛍✨️ Also with their appearance, they wish to look amazing for your eyes to see. I can see them wanting to restrain themselves for your pleasure.🫣 They want to serve you in any way they can, that may be something they wish to please you with, lol for some this person wants to clean for you like help with whatever's on your to do list so you can just sit back and be spoiled by them.👑😩💓 This person is head over heels for our lovely pile 2🥰 They want to hold you. I am hearing they truly care for you, they want you to feel comfy and pretty with your surroundings. Ahh pile 2 your person is such ring material LOL.💍

💌Messages from your person: Let me adore you, Focus on us, If I had you, This is madness, It's not what it looks like, I wish I could control it, We will find eachother again, I want to spend my life with you (AHH PILE 2 🥳🤧❤️) Extra cards: Situation, Competition, Fantasy, Worthy, Options, Earth, Jupiter, Sagittarius, 2nd house, Aquarius (Ohh so your person want's to be worthy to compete for your love and for some in this pile they may be a second option for you right now!!)

Thank you my pile 2's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!❤️���🔥

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 2 with the chain emoji~🔗 Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading✨️🤭❤️

Pile 3❤️

Sign energy: Synchrony, Respect, Diamond, Peace, Flirt, Aries, 3rd house, 10th house, Pluto, Sun,🕳❤️🎨🔙

👤Your person's energy: Okay so there is a masculine energy for this pile's person, very powerful aura about them✨️😎 Prominent energies for them are Aries, Gemini, Capricorn, Scorpio or Leo. The way this person speaks may stand out to you, because they are smooth with their words. For some of you this person is so good at flirting it's scary😳🥵 They can win anyone over with just their words I'm hearing, they have such a magnetic way about them omg🔥🧲 They can make people obsessed with them easily, their public image is seen as something rare. People view your person as sensually attractive. I think they are more playful with the people they know, but when they're interacting with acquaintances they can be very intimidating yet very hot.🤯 They have a bold energy to them, people immediately feel like they should respect or admire them in some way.✨️ Maybe you see yourself in this person, you may share similar views. People fall for your person's charms so quick, there is a deep love and admiration for their self worth. Your person is creative and very interesting in most conversations, they keep things interesting.💬🎉 They could have a deep voice, or a pleasing one that draws you in. They could also be in shape or bigger than you in appearance or vibe. Your person may own accessories made of jems or diamonds📿⌚️ This is a random message but you two would be very physically compatible?!🙈🔥 Yeah this person can draw you in deep and they just say one word and it turns you on LOL😭 Many of my pile 3's are in love with this person, I mean on another level. They are quick witted, I'm also hearing fast reflexes for this person. They shine like a jewel in their productivity or work, I mean they can be really smooth and calm like talking in a low voice but then when they're passionate about something they will consume it😳

🌹How they wanna please you: Pain, Big, Lay down, 11th house, Early, Lilith, Chiron, Cancer, Jupiter, Capricorn,🪫🌧🗒🔱 Omfg pile 3 your person is something else😭 They wanna please you in the most intense way you can handle, I'm hearing they want to drown you in pleasure until it drains you both completely...🪫🥵 They want to be so naughty with you, like filling out EVERY one of your kinks. They want to force you down if it's what works, laying you down and going hard on you💦🥵🥵 They have big fantasies about you and wanna achieve all of yours too. Like I'm not kidding I feel like they literally have a to do list of everything they want to please you with WTF🤯🫣 You bring out a different side of them for real. They would dominate you if it brings you pleasure. They want to record a lot of videos of you two, especially the times they can please you the most. They want to give you pain if it pleases you, but they will also match your intensity and be gentle if they need to.🥺❤️ They want to lay you down and let it out aggressively or just simply cuddle with you, whatever they can do to fullfill your fantasies. They want to make it rain and that's all I'll say.😳 (they could also wish to spend a lot of money on you). They want to give you lots of aftercare and heal you emotionally or physically any way they can. I'm seeing a lot of duality with this person, they could really please you in different ways. They want to comfort you and make you feel safe, but also please you like really hard😈 My pile 3's your person is so naughty for you😭😭 They want grinding and restraining, that's something they think would give you pleasure too. Their dark side really comes out for you guys wtf, I think you heal eachother's issues in some way😢🩹 I can see them wanting to post all about you on their social media, not the bad stuff but just cute photos of you. They save the bad ones for themselves🥵 Wow this pile got crazy also your person wants to suck on your skin (😳) or piercing sensations if that pleases you. Also they want to give you the best one you've ever experienced🔞💭 I'M ENDING IT THERE

💌Messages from your person: I've been so busy, I love us, I know you like me, You're the one that I want, When you look at me like that, Your eyes are beautiful, You have so much worth, Why can't you see? (OMG I'm flipping out that is so sweet😭😍⁉️) Extra cards: Down, Found, Siblings, Cherish, Maze, Juno, Pisces, Chiron, Mercury, 7th house (Your person loves the way you communicate btw they really see you as a straight up soulmate🙈❤️)

Thank you my pile 3's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!❤️‍🔥

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 3 with the red heart emoji~❤️ Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading✨️🤭❤️

Pile 4🍒

Sign energy: Right, Museum, Surrender, Reserved, Less, 11th house, Leo, Taurus, Earth, Jupiter,🆘️💁‍♂️💀⛓️

👤Your person's energy: Wow okay so this person is pretty straight forward I'm getting, they may communicate with others online a lot.📱💬 They have a unique look about them.✨️ Something is coming through, they had a bit of an ego death in the past so they became less self-assured or confident in themselves. They are good at making a community for themselves. Prominent sign energies are Aquarius, Leo, Taurus, Sagittarius or Earth signs (Capricorn, Taurus, Virgo) oh and Pisces too. Museums may be significant, also this person may work at in art gallery for someone in pile 4 haha.♥️ I think this person spends too much time online or involved in charity work, they don't speak up their own opinions much I'm hearing.💭🚫 They may change their hair often or they got a hairstyle in the past that significantly changed their whole vibe lol. They have online friends that may not be out for their best interest, I feel like they're kinda on display for everyone to see and pick apart.🥺😡 Maybe your person has some opinions that the people around them don't agree with, that could be why they learned to keep it to themselves and go along with everyone.😭🐑 Their self-expression has been somewhat locked away because don't want to be criticized by others.🔒 I think your person is an out of the box thinker, so they have some unconventional ideas.💡❤️ I don't think they're very self confident, or they have lost that over time. They are in a sort of repressed energy, like they have no freedom for themselves. I'm hearing "stopped being honest" omg maybe they gave up on sharing their opinions🤯 Some of you are at a long distance from this person, maybe you reach from online. Pile 4 your person needs saving omg they are around a lot of toxic people😥☣️

🌹How they wanna please you: Competition, Equality, Work place, Let go, Song, Water, 11th house, 9th house, 3rd house, Capricorn, 🍑🪐🧎‍♂️📸 Ahh okay🙈😍 Now I'm definitely getting a vibe that for some in this pile, this is a friend or they want to be friends with you. They want to get up to your level in order to please you, maybe they feel unworthy or unequal to you in some way😢💔 I can see them wanting to make a playlist for you to please you🤭🎼 They want to achieve success for you, aww like they want to be admirable to you. I'm getting this person could be younger than you a bit, or they just feel like you're superior to them in some way.🏆👑  I am getting similar vibes to pile 2 in terms of their sweet yet competitive approach towards you guys, this person is really emotional over winning you over. Maybe you have many friends and they feel insignificant to you.😰 They really want to rid of the toxic people around them in order to please you, like no gossip or anything.✋️❌️ They may want a healthy circle of friends to be associated with, because they feel like the people around them are ruining their image to you.🥺 Now they want to put in the extra work for you. Probably learn from word of mouth exactly what pleases you, asking your friends or coworkers what you like/dislike. They want to please you spontaneously, like a big surprise. This could be getting you alone and surprising you with a kiss!🥰 They want to please you in that way, also if they could go hard on your 🍑 if you know what I mean😈❤️‍🔥 They would want to use their hands to please you, and grabbing you there. Restraining you or getting you on your knees if you feel good from it.🥵 They may also want to send you photos of them, maybe of their 🍑??😂 Lol they would try anything weird or crazy if you asked them to, because they want to please you and see what works. Aww they want to make you smile and take photos of you like that.😁 They also want to travel with you, maybe taking you to higher places.🗻❤️ They would wanna give you kisses and your thighs/hands💋 I'm seeing they're on their knees for you omg. I could see them writing you a song and sending it to you out of nowhere like "hey I wrote u a song :)" Lol so cute, I can also see them wanting to so all the fun things you need a best friend for.🥺💖 Like they are down to be like a friend to you if you need that, and if you need a good partner? They can do that to.😏❤️‍🔥 I can see them wanting to grab your thigh and push your legs apart too...😳🥵

💌Messages from your person: Your laugh is contagious, You have no idea, Anything for you, Can't you see? Believe me, It's me or them, We are one, You're not interested in anyone right? (Ohh they are competitive over you🤭❤️) Extra cards: Siblings, Intuition, Prove, Over, Bad habit, Jupiter, Saturn, Pisces, 7th house, 2nd house (They also want to provide for you like buying you nice things and committing to this relationship🥺💋)

Thank you my pile 4's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!❤️‍🔥

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 4 with the cherry emoji~🍒 Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading✨️🤭❤️

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Thanks for reading! \(*^w^)/💌 -Lunadream <3

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Welcome to Something Eternal: A Website Forum in 2023 wtf lmao

It's 2023, and a single belligerent rich guy destroyed one of the primary focal points of uh...global communication. Tumblr is, shockingly, kinda thriving despite the abuse it gets from its owners, but that I will call the iconic refusal of Tumblr users to let Tumblr get in the way of their using Tumblr. Reddit killed its API, removing the functionality of mobile apps that made it remotely readable (rip rif.) Discord, our current primary hangout, has made countless strange choices lately that indicate it has reached the summit of its usability and functionality, and can only decline from here as changes get made to prepare for shareholders. (NOTE: WROTE THIS POST BEFORE THEIR MOBILE "REDESIGN" LMAO)

The enshittification is intense, and it's coming from every direction. Social media platforms that felt like permanent institutions are instead slowly going to let fall fallow incredible amounts of history, works of art, thought, and fandoms. It kinda sucks!

A couple years ago, I posted about a new plan with a new domain, to focus on the archiving of media content, as I saw that to be the fatal weakness of the current ways the internet and fandoms work. Much has happened since to convince me to alter the direction of those efforts, though not abandon them entirely.

Long story short? We are launching a fucking website forum. In 2023.

If you remember In the Rose Garden, much about Something Eternal will be familiar. But this has been a year in the making, and in many ways it's far more ambitious than IRG was. We have put money on this. The forum is running on the same software major IT and technology businesses use, because I don't want the software to age out of usability within five years. It has an attached gallery system for me to post content to, including the Chiho Saito art collection. It has a profile post system that everyone already on the forum has decided is kinda like mini Twitter? But it is, fundamentally, a website forum, owned and run and moderated by us. We are not web devs. But we have run a website on pure spite and headbutting code for over twenty years, and we have over a decade of experience maintaining social spaces online, both on the OG forum, and on our Discord. Better skilled people with far more time than we have can and will build incredible alternatives to what is collapsing around us. But they're not in the room right now. We are. And you know what? Maybe it's time to return to a clunkier, slower moving, more conversation focused platform.

You're not joining a social media platform with the full polish of dozens of devs and automated moderation. Things might break, and I might need time to fix them. The emojis and such are still a work in progress. Because e-mails no longer route in reasonable normal ways, the sign-up process instead happens within the software, and has to be approved by mods. Design and structure elements may change. Etc. The point being, that the forum isn't finished, but it is at a place where I feel like I can present it to people, and it's people I need to help direct what functions and things will be in this space. You all will shape its norms, its traditions, its options...choices I could try to make now, but really...they're for us to create as a group! But the important stuff? That's there. Now let's drive this baby off the damn lot already!

Come! Join us!!

PS. As always, TERFs and Nazis need not apply.

[davenporttf]

Gaynz: Luke

Luke was loving the results of the protein powder his best friend, Dillon, gave him. He was working hard at the gym to gain muscle but it was proving to be extremely difficult. Dillon stopped by Luke's place and gave him a new powder he never heard of before called "Gaynz." He said it was the best protein powder out on the market, and it would get him seriously shredded.

Luke prepared his protein shake and headed to the gym. He always saved his shake for after an intense workout to replenish his body with protein. After a killer workout, he slipped out of his gym clothes in the locker room. He chugged the drink and he felt the effects immediately. His veins bulged out of his skin as protein surged through him. His body began to inflate with every pump of blood. Wave after wave, his pecs ballooned with pure muscle. The fat that was giving him such a hard time melted away to reveal an 8-pack. His arms cracked and shifted as his biceps gained mass, and his arms became heavier. His legs became sturdier and his glutes inflated to fill out his boxers.

"Bro! This shit is crazy!" His boy Dillon really came through. He needed to head over to his place to show him. He got into his truck and drove out of the parklot. With his large arms on the wheel driving down the highway, he felt a contraction in his shorts. His boxers were starting to tighten around his ass. "Ughhh, the fuck?!" He felt the material of his boxers began to shift and move up his cheeks. It began to round his dick in the front, and mold into two straps around his ass in the back. With one hand on the wheel, he pulled down his shorts to reveal a hot pink jockstrap where his boxers used to be.

He was dumbfounded, and felt like he was losing grip on reality. He was starting to love the way the jock wrapped around his muscle butt, outlining his best asset when he snapped out of it. "No! This is crazy! I need to find out what Dillon put in this shake." He finally reached Dillon's and pulled into his driveway.

As he turned the car off, he felt a tingle in his dick. He pulled down his shorts to catch sight of his dick shrinking in the jock. He squirmed in his seat from the sensation of his bulge going from a mound to a thimble. He needed to talk to Dillon now. He walked up to his door, the mesh shorts sliding against his bare ass. He knocked on the door, and Dillon answered with a smile on his face.

Luke wasted no time, and pushed Dillon backwards into his house and pinned him against the wall. "The fuck did you give me, bro!!" Dillon chuckled unaffected by Luke's demeanor.

"Let me go and stand at attention." he said calmly. Luke felt himself resisting against his body as he backed away from Dillon. His arms went rigid against his sides and he stood tall in his best friend's living room.

"I see the shake has been working wonders for you, bro. I forgot to tell you that it also makes you super submissive as well."

Luke's guard started to come down as he started liking the idea of being dominated by his best bro. He snapped back again, "No, bro! Wtf! I'm not into dudes!"

The words fell on deaf ears, as Dillon moved closer to Luke. "I want you to be the little bitch I always thought you to be. Take off those shorts, and get on my bed, slut."

Luke's resistance was no match for being called what he truly was. He became filled with lust for such dominating language. He pulled down his shorts, and crawled onto his buddy's bed.

Dillon pressed himself up against Luke's ass, and started to slap his dick against his cheeks. With every smack of his bro's dick, his thoughts became more and more aligned with that of a pure bottom bitch. His 2" dick didn't needed to be the center of attention anymore, and he only felt the need to be dominated by his best friend.

Dillon dropped a wad of spit onto Luke's revealed hole. The splash against his hole was driving Luke crazy. He leaned further back as Dillon slid his 8" cock into his perfectly round bubble butt. "Ohhhh fuckkkkkk brooo" Luke moaned as Dillon thrusted into him.

"That's right my big slut. You only serve to be my fucktoy." Dillon said in a deep sultry voice while he piledrived Luke's bussy. Luke's reality continued to shift away from his straight fuckboy life to being a perfect muscle stud for his bro to enjoy when he desired.

Luke began to diddle with his tiny cock as Dillon hammered his p-spot over and over again. "Such a good slut. Here comes your reward." Dillon said as he slammed into Luke one final time. Wads of cum shot into Luke filled him with the juices of his master. The sensation sent Luke over the edge and he came into his pink jockstrap.

Luke slowly flipped over onto his back and looked up at Dillon with a small belly bulge from all the cum in his abdomen.

"I'm ready for round 2 when you are, bro." Luke said smiling.

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Two stories today for the long wait :)

[justplainlovely]

No, Christine Daaé is not 15-19 years old. No voice that young can sing the works of Gounod or Wagner. Heck, even some 20 somethings damage their voices by singing Wagner too soon. And Faust is a very intense opera for a singer, let alone the role of Marguerite. Much stamina is needed to perform it. She is likely 20-23, given Raoul’s age and the fact that they’re said to be around the same.

In my opinion, I think people put her in the 15-19 age bracket because they don’t want to believe that a young woman can be just as naive as a teenage girl (in the novel it says “she has the heart of a 15-year-old”, not that she’s actually 15). Hate to break it to ya, but some of us adults are also gullible/naive. It makes her a well-rounded, believable character and it’s not her fault that Erik played into the lie. After all, if a voice like his, described as angelic or otherworldly, started speaking to you in your dressing room (I would likely faint cuz wtf, but if I didn’t, I would ask what’s going on) you would likely err on the side of the supernatural too.

Edit: I got the Wagner mixed up with other rep - that’s my bad. In case it wasn’t obvious to the tags (did not expect to get so much attention on this post, but ey, shiz happens) I hate the 2004 movie. They had to make Erik that kind of a creep to get across that he’s scary? My guy is a psychologically damaged, living corpse, but they had to make him a pedo instead? It just shows what I’ve always assumed about Phantom is true: we lean away from his deformity and into his character (cuz yes he’s still awful, I’ve never denied that) because we are too uncomfortable with his ugliness. He is who he is because the world has been unimaginably cruel to him over his features (an explanation, not an excuse - Erik is bad for the 100,000 time). What makes Christine who she is is her choice to forgive him - it’s what I love most about her, her compassion. I have been in abusive relationships myself, in case I haven’t made that clear, and yes, oddly enough, I’ve forgiven them. That’s my interaction with this story. That’s why I’m here: to explore the dynamics in a safe way. But some of y’all truly don’t understand how people can enjoy bad things when they’re in fiction. It’s fiction.

Sorry for my ramble and thank you for reading.

[luvhughes43]

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jackhughes suit jacket looks a lil familiar...🧐

blake.hughes oh really?😁

nicohischier whoevers jacket it is has really nice taste! liked by blake.hughes

trevorzegras 🤭🤭

user00 wtf are u giggling about?

blake.hughes wait trev do u know?

trevorzegras yea jack called a mandatory ft a few days ago

blake.hughes omfg??

trevorzegras im happy for u goldie!

user01 BLAKE WATCH OUT!!! THERES A MAN BESIDE U!!

user02 blakes got a bf? omg im so happy for her

user03 monroes the cutest cat omfg

user04 wait can we acknowledge trevor calling blake goldie? what is that

user05 its been a thing for awhile now! he started calling her goldie after she won olympic gold! he mentioned it in an interview or something i think

user04 NICO NICO NICO

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jackhughes 🔥🔥

blake.hughes 😈

user09 using the "😈" when soft launching ur teammates sister is crazy

user10 waittt who's he dating?

user09 streets are saying hes dating blake hughes! she recently posted a soft launch AND she was caught liking thirst edits of him😭

user10 oh theyre so unserious😭😭

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nicohischier the best december :)

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blake.hughes :)

blake.hughes you make me beyond happy

nicohischier Du bringst mich zum Lächeln❤️

jackhughes nice but was the last pic really necessary?

nicohischer my bad

lhughes_06 does this mean I get to call you dad now?

jackhughes no

_quinnhughes no

user17 BLAKE???????

user18 OMFG ITS CONFIRMED THEY BOTH POSTED

user18 at the same time too like thats soulmatism😭🙏

user19 nicos reply in german... im gonna kms theyre so cute wtf😭

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jackhughes … yours🤨

jackhughes pretty sure he was mine first bud

blake.hughes right but out of the two of us, who does he spend his nights with?

jackhughes WOAH?????

trevorzegras i think he’s ALL of ours

jackhughes no

blake.hughes no

nicohischier my girl❤️

trevorzegras 👽🍿

blake.hughes ok

_quinnhughes FINALLY🙏

jackhughes ?

_quinnhughes i’ve been waited for MONTHS for them to go ig official you don’t understand

jackhughes how tf did you find out so soon? Dawson literally told me like 2 weeks ago

_quinnhughes I know everything.

jackhughes alright mr. “i don’t really consider myself someone who knows what’s going on”

_quinnhughes they probably could’ve made out in front of you and you still wouldn’t have realized… mr. “I didn’t know there was a city in New Jersey”

trevorzegras Trevor ZEGRAS🧡

user20 in every pic of blake and nico hes always touching her in some way... like he loves her so bad they are my parents

user21 THE WAY BLAKE LOOKS AT NICO IM GOING TO JUMP OFF A BRIDGE THEY LOOK SO IN LOVE

user22 oh to be a fly on the wall when jack found out about the news...

user23 bro was definitely pouting he has such intense middle child syndrome

user24 MY NICO... MY GIRL??? ?OHHH ITS SO OVER THEY'RE SO DAMN CUTE

user25 i'm so glad that blake is happy after everything that happened... she deserves it the most<33

user26 NICO AND BLAKE ARE FR DATING??? WHY WHY WHY WHY

user27 ? get serious

[rotthepoet]

Theodore Nott and The Late Night Smoke Breaks

or, The time Theodore Nott realized he fucked up.

Theodore Nott x gn!Reader

Content: Modern AU, Language, No use of Y/N, drug use/smoking in order to cope(Nicotine/Weed), angstish to fluffish, Theo has daddy issues, a jealous Theo is a sad Theo, they make up in the end. Not my best work by a long shot, and I hate it actually, but stories are stories and I want to put mine out there.

The breeze high above Hogwarts was cold and Theodore Nott, a seventh year nicotine fiend draped in green to honor his prideful house, sat on the balcony of the astronomy tower. The castle stone pressed against his back, digging past the thick sweater he wore and into his shoulder blades. Theo didn’t bother to adjust himself, just opting to fumble with the joint between his fingers. His third of the night to be precise, but no amount of smoke in his lungs and fog in his mind could undo what he had done mere hours ago.

A simple question. That’s all it had to be. That was all it was supposed to be. Just a quick question to quell the burning anxiety in his stomach. Just a friendly question. Of course that wasn’t how it played out. He was never quite able to communicate with you.

Theodore’s fingers itched towards his phone, and he cursed under his breath. A glimpse of twelve new messages did nothing to ease the licking flames of guilt burning in his chest. He had really fucked up this time.

Perhaps he was higher than he had initially thought as he picked up his phone, allowing muscle memory to unlock the screen and let him view his missed messages. Although, missed isn’t the right word. ‘Avoided’ might be more fitting in Theo’s circumstance. Long paragraphs blurred together, simple phrases like “wtf is wrong with you?” and “you do this every time Theodore!” Stuck to his mind like flies in a glue trap; or maybe a rabbit in the jaw of a wolf. You were the wolf, weren’t you? Or had he been the predator the whole time?

He had his father’s tongue, this fact was quite familiar to Theo, who spat vile words and insults in fits of rage before he could fully process what he was saying. It often led to physical altercations, bloody knuckles and bruised eyes. He hated the way you looked at him afterwards. Ashamed. Embarrassed. Disappointed.

He sent the text without even thinking, the burning anxiety twisting in his stomach. “K” was all he sent. All he could manage. He shut his eyes, cursing himself aloud. He couldn’t do this. He couldn’t just avoid you. It hurt.

One missed call. Two, then three.

One new voicemail.

Curiosity- more-so an intense desire to hear your voice- clawed at his mind, and with a simple press of his fingers he closed his eyes and listened to your words. Angry or not, he missed the way you talked. He missed you.

“You can’t keep doing this, Theo!”

Guilt twisted at his stomach. You sounded like you had been crying, your voice raw and cracking.

“You keep shutting me out, you get so angry when I tell you about any of my friends, or any of my plans! You ask, I answer, and then you lose it. Every single time. You threatened to beat the shit out of that Gryffindor after they asked me to help them study-“

Untrue. He threatened to beat the shit out of that Gryffindor after they obviously hit on you.

“-then you claim that I’m ignoring you- or that I take your friendship for granted! You talk to me like your friendship is some privilege I don’t deserve. You just… You dangle it over my head like it’s a prize! I don’t understand why you’re so mad at me. I don’t know what I did wrong.”

Your voice cracked. It made his own heart shatter. He hated it when you cried. He hated the long breath you took to steady yourself. He hated that he wasn’t brave enough to look you in the eyes and tell you he was-

“Draco said you stepped out for a smoke. You’re always avoiding conversations like this.”

You stopped talking for a moment, letting the microphone pick up your soft breathing and light footsteps.

“I can’t keep doing this Theodore, I can’t be your friend if you just keep treating me like this. I don’t know what to do to make you feel better.”

The voicemail ended, and Theo wished the stone of Hogwarts would fall upon his head and crush him. Tears welled in his eyes, and it took more than a minute to will them away. He stood, slowly and shakily. He fucked up. He couldn’t lose you, not like this, not now.

His feet carried him without a second thought, breaking into a sprint down the darkened hallways of Hogwarts. He raced down and up stairs, listening to the annoyed groans of paintings he disturbed. He didn’t even bother to avoid the ghosts patrolling the halls, sure to rat him out. He’d take a year’s worth of detention just to have a moment with you.

He was at your door in mere minutes, fist rapping against the heavy wood of your dorm room.

It wasn’t you who answered, but your roommate instead. Their “Can I help you?” was ignored, and their body was shoved out of the way and out of the door. He slammed the door behind him.

Your eyes met his. They were sad, red and puffy. He reached for your face, and you pulled away. The nerve pulsating through his veins dissipated. He fucked up majorly.

“You shouldn’t be here, Theodore.”

“Not Theodore… please. Just let me talk to you.”

You shook your head, but ultimately scooted over in bed and allowing Theo the space to sit down. He looked at you, desperate to see your face, to fix his mistake. You didn’t look back again him, instead picking at the dead skin around your nails.

Theo’s heart raced faster as he inched his hand towards yours. He couldn’t formulate the words. This was all wrong. He wasn’t supposed to tell you like this, not when you were crying. Not when you were angry at him.

“You’re my everything.”

“Are you serious?” Your eyes blew wide with rage. “You tell me that I’m a waste of time, then avoid me, and you come in here to tell me that I’m ‘your everything’? Have you lost your mind?”

Theo had in fact lost his mind. Everything he said made it worse. Every move he made caused an avalanche of consequences.

“I can’t lose you.”

“Why? So you can yell at me to feel good about yourself? Do I fuel your ego, Theo? Do I make you feel special? Is that all I am? Just here to make the ‘oh high-and-mighty Theodore Nott’ feel powerful.”

He gripped the loose fabric of his pants. He couldn’t do this anymore. He lost his nerve.

“No…”

“Then what am I to you Theo? Am I a friend because it sure as hell doesn’t feel like it. You make me feel like-“

Theodore didn’t let you finish your sentence. His lips pressed against yours in the blink of an eye, and while he closed his eyes, yours stayed wide open in shock.

Theo moved one hand to your cheek, barely letting the skin touch. You could feel him shaking. You could feel the heat radiating off of his cheeks. You could taste the cigarettes on his lips and the smell of pot was overwhelming.

He pulled away, opening his eyes, watching your face. His heart sunk when you wiped your mouth, declining to speak.

“I need you.” He whispered, voice cracking with the words. “I’m sorry. I was so…” he couldn’t even find the right words. “I just needed you to be mine.”

You stared at Theodore. A blush crept up to your cheeks, and the rage boiling inside of you slowed to a simmer.

“Why didn’t you just tell me?”

Theo gripped your hand, “I wanted to- I just couldn’t…” he paused, “I just couldn’t find the right way to say it.”

“So you threatened to beat up everyone who talked to me?”

“Only the one’s who were interested in you.”

A small laugh left your lips, and it made Theo’s heart swell.

“I’m still angry at you.”

“How can I make it better?”

You thought for just a moment, the blush pushing up to your ears. “You could start by asking me out.”

“Will you go out with me?”

“Maybe.”

And that was all Theodore needed to hear.

[blueninjablade3]

Yandere Frollo Alphabet

Real quick for my regular readers who are waiting for the Hades Angst I’m working on it at a snails pace but it’s shaping up nicely. I’m publishing this solely because it’s been in my drafts taunting me.

TW: Yandere themes, Slurs/ talks about slurs, genocide, medieval torture, isolation, abuse, gaslight, lack of right, racism, and religious themes.

If you are uncomfortable with any of this scroll on. I won’t be offended. If you are in a bad mental state I don’t recommend reading this Yandere relationships are extremely toxic and dangerous. If you or someone you love are in an abusive relationship, please remember you have resources to help you. I believe I’ve covered most of my bases so without further ado Yandere Frollo alphabet. Ps, left a little music if anyone wants to listen to that while they read.

Affection: how do they show you love and affection? How intense can It get?

I view Frollo somewhat like “I never quite learned to verbalize my feelings so I’m going to do very small things to tell you I love you.” Also, he brings you grapes. It’s every day he brings you grapes. (Unless you’re getting punished.) He does do the traditional kiss-your-cheek and forehead tho.

Blood: How dirty is he willing to get when it comes to you?

He’s willing to burn down all of Paris to find you. You and Esmeralda are gonna be best friends and shit talk Frollo together.

Cruelty: how will they treat you once kidnapped will he mock you?

Yes. Wtf do you think I would say “No he’s an angel” Brother has no problem calling someone a slur. Hell, I’d put money on the fact that he’d call a black person the N word hard R to their face. (He’s seriously the worst tho. Get y’all a man like… uh Prince Naveen. He’ll treat you better)

Darling: besides kidnapping you would he do anything else against your will?

Being an active part of the Romani people’s slaughter, being horrible to Quasi, and whipping people are the ones that are off the top of my head. I’m probably missing others but the point is he absolutely would.

Exposed: How much of his heart do you bear?

I think you actually bear 40%. The other 60 goes to the Bible and Christ. Don’t worry that’s still more than his family ever got.

Fight: How would he feel if you fought back?

CHOOSE ME OR YOUR PYRE BE MINE OR YOU WILL BURN~! But in all seriousness, he’s going to be so upset and do the same thing that he does to Quasi.

Game: Is this a Game to them? Would he like watching his darling try to escape?

No! This isn’t a game! Those filthy gypsies can’t be trusted! (it feels wrong even typing that 😭) They’ll harm you! You need to stay safe. In the bell tower.

I also don’t think he’d enjoy you escaping. He wants you at arm’s length at all times.

Hell: Your worst experience with him.

After one of your little “stunts” he had you flogged for a few hours and then you didn’t get lunch for a few days. (like three)

Ideals: what he sees in the future with you.

He sees a traditional Christian marriage (pretend male x male relationships were most of the time accepted by the church), a couple of NORMAL kids (he is the worst), and all the Romani people dead. (ICK)

Jealousy: does he get jealous and if he does, does he find a way to cope or will he lash out?

He gets very jealous and never controls it. He always lashes out. At this point, don’t even look at a fly anymore. He’ll get jealous of it.

Kisses: How does he act around you?

He’s possessive, creepy, and lustful. Think about how he behaves with Esma and multiply by two.

Love letters: how would he go about courting/approaching you?

He’s very traditional. He’s the type who’d buy a goat to give to your dad and then just be like “Gimme.” But he would approach you beforehand and have some small talk in passing.

Mask: Are his truth colors different from what people think?

No. He’s very publicly creepy and weird it seems. People also fear him and view him as dangerous which you can say firsthand is true. Creepy bitch.

Naughty: how would he punish you?

He’s the type to flog you for a little, isolate you, and then limit food consumption. You’re extremely afraid of acting out or acting against him for fear of his reaction.

Oppression: what rights did he take away from you:

Freedom, religion (if you’re anything other than Roman Catholic you’ll have to practice and pray in secret.), privacy, and if you’re American the right to bear arms. Really any weapons he’ll take away. (Maybe see if you can hide a dagger?)

Regret: does he regret kidnapping you? Will he ever let you go?

Haha! You’re so funny if you think he’d let you go or think he’d regret kidnapping you! The Lord brought you two together! You two were meant to be! Now stop struggling unless you wanna go back to the palace of justice.

Sigma: what brought this side of him?

I think his lust, pride, and lack of getting any bitches over his years all contributed. He got lustful for you, and he didn’t know how to react, then instead of admitting that he was in the wrong his pride got the best of him, and blamed you. When his lust won caused his Yandere actions.

Tears: how would he feel if you cried screamed or Isolated yourself?

He doesn’t care! You’ll learn to love him eventually. If you don’t… you won’t like what’s gonna happen. But do go ahead.

Unique: is there anything different from a normal Yandere

He has a massive superiority complex? He also can have people flogged and not be questioned.

Vice: what can you use to escape him?

I’m not quite sure. I guess maybe you could hide in the court of miracles?

Witts end: would he ever hurt you

Without a second thought.

Xoanon: how much does he revere/worship you and to what extent is he willing to go to win you over

He’s willing to go to extreme lengths. I know I’ve talked a lot of shit about him in this but in all seriousness, he views you as a gift from the heavens. An angel sent to him. His angel.

Yearn: How long before he snapped and kidnapped you?

He’s a patient man. I’m going to say if you play your cards right and Quasi is still young about 1.5 years till he snaps.

Zenith: would he ever break you?

Oh definitely.

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[diorkyeom]

: : songbird.

joshua x dokyeom, idolverse, hurt/comfort, pining, set post-caratland '24 bc wtf were carats on that day

4k+ words, no warnings

also on ao3 | kinda me projecting thru josh in this fic,,, seokmin deserves to know he's loved and i think shua deserves to be the one to tell him

summary: “hey,” joshua said again, softer. seokmin didn't meet his eyes, gaze flitting around like a nervous bird, panicked at being caged in. joshua's heart constricted. “just slow down a little for me, okay? what’s wrong?” - or seokmin has always been delicate, in joshua's eyes. and he'll hold seokmin's face gently, even when the tears begin to fall.

In some kind of delicate, precious way, a way that extended far beyond the restrictive spheres of “romantic” or “platonic”, Joshua kind of belonged to Seokmin.

It was the same way that Seokmin kind of belonged to Joshua, too: a mutual possession, a mutual protection, a mutually beneficial sort of scheme. Where Joshua could hold Seokmin’s face in his hands, call him his entire world, and Seokmin could do the same to him, and they’d both instinctively know that they meant it in ways that no one else could ever explain.

Part of Joshua was always, eternally, everlastingly, owned by Seokmin—sweet, golden, angelic Seokmin. It was something that hardly needed pointing out, as ingrained into the universe as it was.

Though, on some days, Seokmin hardly seemed to know that at all.

“Hey,” Joshua said as Seokmin brushed past him, looking intent on booking it out of the waiting room, making it out of the stadium and getting home as soon as possible. “Seokmin, wait.”

He placed a hand on Seokmin’s arm, before his eyes widened and his fingers gripped tighter, startled. 

Seokmin was shaking.

“Hey,” he said again, this time far softer. Seokmin wasn’t meeting his eyes properly, his gaze flitting everywhere around them like a nervous bird, panicked at being caged in an unfamiliar place. It made Joshua’s chest constrict, and he took a rattling breath. “Hey. Just slow down a little for me, okay? What’s wrong?”

Seokmin hadn’t even let the stylists remove any of his makeup, his hair still stiff with hairspray and his eyes lined with dark eyeshadow and little smudges of glitter. None of them had even begun to get all cleaned up yet either, with only he, Seokmin, and a few others with their mic packs removed at all, and it was a testament to how startlingly eager Seokmin was to just leave.

He kind of thought he knew why—what had happened at the concert would hurt anyone, and Seokmin was one of the gentlest people that he knew—but he still wanted Seokmin to let him know, to talk to him, to reach out and let Joshua hold him in his arms. 

Joshua tried to follow Seokmin’s gaze, tried to make him look him in the eye, but it was a fruitless task. Despite all the makeup designed to make his eyes larger, more intense, more there, Seokmin’s irises were brittle and he looked so small, eyelashes shuddering with every breath he took.

Seokmin finally met his eyes for a brief moment, and then looked away.

“Nothing,” he said, with a smile. “I’m fine.”

Then he tried to pull away, tried to finally leave the room and escape, but Joshua simply held tighter, bringing his other hand up to hold Seokmin’s shoulder, keeping him in place. 

Seokmin wasn’t trying to escape whatever cage of intrusive thoughts he’d gotten himself stuck in this time. He was merely flying headlong through the door, willingly flinging himself inside and letting others lock the exit behind him.

Joshua sighed. Seokmin was a fool if he thought Joshua would allow that to happen.

“You’re not,” he said gently, and then let go of his shoulder, using the hand on his arm to drag him back further into the waiting room. 

Around them, the rest of their members were bustling noisily about, removing mic packs and kicking off shoes and arguing over who could get into the stylists’ chairs first to remove their makeup. Jeonghan, however, had situated himself on one of the couches, eyes shut and arms crossed, looking like he’d accepted he wasn’t going to win that fight any time soon. For all his mental intelligence, he was still built like a fragile paper doll, after all. 

Seokmin frowned as Joshua dragged him across the room to where Jeonghan was napping, forcing him to sit down on the couch. “Hey. Hyung, what are y—”

Joshua tapped Jeonghan on the shoulder, making the man scrunch his nose in annoyance. “Jeonghan, could you watch Seokmin for a moment for me? Just while I get a few things.”

Jeonghan just grunted noncommittally, but he adjusted his sleeping posture so he could see Seokmin better out of the corner of his eye.

“I'll be right back,” Joshua said to Seokmin, who looked both tired and confused. “Don't go anywhere.”

And then he was gone, set on carrying out his task. 

The entire room was thick with noise and cologne and the sticky heat of too many bodies sweating in a small space, so Joshua made quick work of gathering up his and Seokmin’s belongings from where they’d been scattered everywhere due to their pre-concert stress. He ended up shoving two phones in one bag and definitely accidentally gave Seokmin his chapstick that he was now never going to get back, but it didn’t matter.

What Seokmin needed was to be somewhere quiet. Being somewhere too loud only amplified his own thoughts, multiplied his feelings, until he was overwhelmed both by the noise and his own fears. Like being trapped within a devastating storm, the destruction would only increase until there was no other option than to just pray and wait it out.

So it had made sense that Seokmin had originally tried to leave on his own. But that wouldn’t do, either: if left unattended, Seokmin would throw himself back into that cage, and it would be nearly impossible for him to escape.

“Chan,” Joshua said to their youngest member just as he was about to sit down at the last empty vanity, “Could you go and grab my charger for me? It’s over by the clothes racks there.”

Chan looked up from his phone and whined. “Can’t you get it yourself? I literally had to fight for this chair, and if I get up, Mingyu hyung will definitely—”

“I’ll guard it for you,” Joshua promised. “Please, Chan? I don’t ask things from you often.”

“Fine,” Chan conceded with a sigh, standing up. “Be right back.”

As soon as he left, Joshua took the opportunity to swipe several makeup wipes, cotton pads and the entire makeup remover bottle from the vanity. He struggled to fit it into both his and Seokmin’s bags for a few moments before promptly giving up and simply running off before Chan returned.

“I’m back,” he said, coming to a stop in front of the couch he’d dropped Seokmin off at. He was still there, thankfully, and Jeonghan still looked to be fast asleep. 

Seokmin looked up at Joshua, taking note of the two bags and the makeup removing equipment that he hadn’t been able to shove away. There was a flicker of confusion in his gaze before he sighed.

“Hyung, what are you doing?”

He looked exhausted beyond belief, and part of Joshua—the part that belonged to Seokmin—ached. That kind of bone-deep, heart-paining exhaustion wasn't something that Seokmin deserved to experience at all. Nevertheless, he just smiled, extending a hand in Seokmin’s direction and pulling him to his feet, wrapping that same arm around his waist. 

“I’m taking care of you.”

Seokmin looked at him, lost, but Joshua just smiled again, pulling him in close.

“Come on. Let’s take you somewhere else.”

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Somewhere else ended up being the bathroom, because it was the nearest, quietest place that Joshua could take him to in the shortest amount of time. 

The thirteen of them weren’t actually cleared to leave the stadium just yet, with fans still clogging up all the hallways and exits, so he couldn’t even head towards the company cars which would have given them more room to sit in. (Now that he thought about it… with the clearance not even being granted yet, Joshua didn’t know how Seokmin had originally planned to leave.) He couldn’t have taken him back home, anyway, because it would have taken far too long, and he needed to help Seokmin as soon as possible.

So here they were, squished into the bathroom which was, thankfully, one of those single-person places rather than full of communal cubicles. Joshua sat Seokmin down on the toilet lid before rummaging through the things he’d brought with them, busily pulling out tissues and that large bottle of makeup remover that hadn’t fit in any of their bags. His movements were unusually messy, clumsy in a way that he rarely ever was, but. This was because of Seokmin. Because Seokmin always made him do things like this, act out and say and do things he’d never do otherwise, all to help him and remove him from danger as fast as he could. 

Because Seokmin was his to keep safe. 

Seokmin watched him, and he was acting unusually too, sitting there far too docilely and far too quietly, his irises still devastatingly too fragile when he met Joshua’s eyes.

“We’re going to remove your makeup, okay?” Joshua said softly. “You’ll forget if we don’t do it now, and you’ll end up with bad rashes tomorrow.”

Seokmin blinked up at him. “Why…” he paused. Swallowed, then nodded. “Okay.”

Joshua smiled as reassuringly as he could, before bending down and pressing the cotton pad against Seokmin’s face.

Holding Seokmin’s chin steady with one hand, he swiped the cotton over his cheek with the other, rubbing off as much of the products as he could. Seokmin was still shaking under his hands, the slightest tremble like he was a little wren whose heart was beating too fast in its ribcage, but he seemed to calm down the slightest bit as Joshua removed the rest of his makeup with slow, steady strokes.

Neither of them uttered a word. Joshua was too focused on getting Seokmin cleaned up to say anything, and Seokmin seemed too focused on tracking his movements with those autumn-browned shivering eyes. 

Finally finishing with the first cotton pad, Joshua released Seokmin’s face and straightened up to set it aside on the sink before prepping another. Then he bent over Seokmin once again, hand cupping the side of his face and gently tilting his head up towards him. Inexplicably, the movement made Seokmin’s breath hitch.

Joshua paused, worried, and drew back. “Is this okay?”

Seokmin’s expression had softened, just the slightest, and his voice was a whisper when he spoke again. “Yes,” he said, eyelashes shuddering. And then he added, “Thank you.”

It made Joshua smile, bending down over Seokmin once again even though his back groaned in protest. 

“No need to thank me,” he responded in the same soft voice. “You know I’ll do anything for you, Seokmin.”

It was a soul-achingly truthful thing for Joshua to say. He winced internally, briefly embarrassed, but Seokmin didn’t seem to mind. He breathed in slowly, then exhaled, relaxing into Joshua’s hands. 

“Yeah,” he said, and when he smiled, it looked more genuine than before. “I… I do.”

Joshua smiled back, and continued his work. 

It was a kind of mesmerising process, being able to watch and feel in real-time as the idol skin was wiped away, leaving just Seokmin sitting there before him, less polished, but more real. More vulnerable. He brushed a finger over the bare skin of Seokmin's cheek, wiping away the tacky moisture left behind, lightly pressing against the pretty little mole that was now visible on his skin. 

Seokmin watched him do so, his expression curiously unreadable, but when Joshua's fingers pressed down against the soft skin of his cheek again, imitating a gentle, adoring pinch, he closed his eyes and smiled. 

After using up the second cotton pad, Joshua straightened, deposited it away and prepared yet another. Before he could reach for Seokmin and bend over him again, however, a hand wrapped itself around his wrist, staying his movements.

“You’ll hurt your back if you keep doing it like this,” Seokmin murmured. He looked up at Joshua through half-lidded eyes, thumb rubbing feather-light circles around the wrist bone. 

If Seokmin was feeling a little better, Joshua would have grinned and replied with something along the lines of it’ll hurt me a lot less if you just did it yourself, all teasing and light in the way he always talked to Seokmin. But Seokmin wasn’t feeling himself, and that was the entire reason Joshua was here. And when they were like this, just Joshua and his Seokmin, Seokmin and his Joshua, he couldn't help but soften his words with a honey-sweet, truthful sort of care, baring parts of his heart which would have been teased and jabbed at in the light of day. 

So Joshua just hummed contemplatively, straightening up once more to look around them. 

“There aren’t any stools here. It’s alright, I’ll be fine,” Joshua assured him.

Seokmin didn’t look convinced. He looked up at Joshua properly, tilting his head back further, and though his irises still looked a little glassy, he melted the moment he met Joshua’s gaze.

“We can just sit on the floor,” he suggested. Before Joshua could even protest, he was already sliding off the toilet, tugging Joshua down with him. “It’s okay. It’s not that uncomfortable.”

“But it is dirty,” Joshua chided, despite the fact he was already sinking down to sit in front of Seokmin, shuffling closer. “Oh, well. Just send me your dry cleaning bill after, okay?”

Seokmin laughed at that, a tiny hiccup of noise like the chirp from a baby chick. Joshua smiled and reached forward to cup his face again. He noticed that he was no longer shaking. The smile was returning more naturally to his expression, now, and Joshua hadn’t realised he’d missed it so much.

This was good.

Seokmin was finally remembering that he had Joshua, always.

Quietly, Joshua continued to clean him up, moving from the cotton pads to wiping the entirety of his face with wipes. He hadn’t brought any cleansers with him, having been too rushed in his grab for anything he could find. Briefly, he wondered what the rest of their members were doing, and if they'd noticed their absence. He wondered whether Chan had ended up finding the nonexistent charger he’d asked him to fetch.

In the end, only Seokmin’s eyes and lips were left, and a little colour had returned to his face, the natural warmth blossoming across his cheeks, spring-like. He hadn’t stopped following Joshua’s actions with his eyes, and now, when they made eye contact, he smiled.

Joshua smiled back, relieved, as he discarded the last of the wipes, finally bringing out the last of the cotton pads.

No longer did Seokmin look like a terrified little wren whose heart was too big for its chest.

“There we go,” Joshua said with a smile. “You're looking much more like yourself again.”

Seokmin raised an eyebrow, a half-teasing, half-honest vulnerability in his next sentence. “Much more ugly, do you mean?”

Joshua tilted his head, as if he were truly considering Seokmin's words. He took in his warm skin, the little dips and divots from acne scars, the dark moles and those gentle eyes. He smiled again, and ruffled Seokmin's hair: his dark hair, back to its natural colour that made him look younger, sweeter, like the feathery colours of an adorable wren.

“No,” he said decisively, truthful. “Much prettier, in fact.”

Seokmin smiled, and it was clear he didn't believe him, but Joshua let it slide.

“We’re going to do your eyes, now,” he carried on, lifting up a liquid-soaked cotton pad. Seokmin’s eyes drifted away from his face to look at what he was holding. “I’ll do them one at a time, if that’s okay.”

Seokmin nodded. “It’s always okay.”

Joshua smiled.

He raised the pad closer to his face, and Seokmin instantly fluttered his eyes shut, trusting. The skin around one’s eyes was the thinnest, and Joshua held his breath every time he applied pressure, but Seokmin didn’t seem to mind. He looked almost… content, a relaxed air settling over his frame as Joshua held his face with one hand and patted cotton over his eye with the other.

Joshua ceased his movements with the pad, eyeing Seokmin carefully to see if he’d missed anything. Seokmin peeked at him with his untouched eye, curious. They made eye contact, and Seokmin laughed softly.

“This is kind of weird,” he said. “We’re sitting on the floor, in the bathroom… and you’re taking off my makeup for me.”

“It is kind of weird,” Joshua agreed. He quirked a grin. “Did you only just realise?”

“Yeah,” Seokmin said, as Joshua wiped the moisture off of his eye and then moved onto the other. Without being asked, Seokmin shut his eyes again, letting Joshua carry on as he talked. “Also, hyung, did you steal these from the stylist noonas?”

Joshua laughed. “Maybe.”

“Hyung! Stealing is bad, you know.”

“Uh huh. Running away from everyone else to wallow in your feelings is also bad, you know.”

Seokmin stilled, quietening under Joshua’s touch. “That wasn’t what I was going to do,” he protested under his breath. Joshua continued to gently dab at his eyelid, removing the last of his makeup.

“I’m not scolding you,” he murmured. “It's understandable. And it’s alright.”

He finally set down the cotton pad, brushed away the remaining moisture, and coaxed Seokmin to open his eyes. Eyelids fluttering, nose scrunching at the uncomfortable change from dark to light, Seokmin eventually looked at him, eyes flitting back and forth between Joshua’s own. His expression was troubled, emotions all tangled together like tree branches tangled together by harsh winds.

“But I’m here,” Joshua added. “I want you to come to me. It’s okay to need some time to be quiet, but I want you to come and be quiet with me.”

Seokmin swallowed, lips parting just slightly, and it was only then that Joshua noticed how close they were sitting, Seokmin pressed up against the toilet bowl, Joshua crowding into his space, practically in his lap. He could almost see every unreadable thought darting through Seokmin’s mind.

“Just come and use me. Be with me. Make me do things like—like removing your makeup in a tiny bathroom in the middle of the night, because I’ll do anything you need me to do, Seokmin. All I want is for you to feel safe again.”

It sounded like a confession, almost. Seokmin breathed in sharply, and Joshua panicked, fearing that Seokmin would now draw away, only for his eyes to widen as he did the exact opposite.

Seokmin’s eyes welled with tears, and he leaned into Joshua’s space, burying his face into Joshua’s shirt, clinging to him as he let out a sob, the shudders returning with full force.

Seokmin began to cry.

“Oh, angel,” Joshua breathed, automatically pulling Seokmin in for a tighter, more secure hug as he shook and cried into him. “It’s okay, it’s okay. It’s alright. I’ve got you.”

Seokmin didn't respond in any sort of coherent way, simply pushing himself further into Joshua's arms, thighs spread over his lap, fingers twisted into the fabric of Joshua's shirt as his cries gradually raised in volume until he was wailing brokenly against him. 

Joshua hadn’t planned on making Seokmin cry like this. He’d never want Seokmin to cry at all, but on days like this, where everything had felt so off and Seokmin had done his best to push through and make others happy only for that to be thrown right back in his face in the end, Joshua had accepted that, perhaps, it needed to happen. Seokmin needed the chance to release all those complicated, complex emotions that had been warring inside him.

He’d planned to let Seokmin cry it out back at his apartment, though. In a safe, comfortable space, where he had tissues, hot chocolate, and all the soft blankets that Seokmin would need to clutch onto like a lifeline. 

Not here, on the bathroom floor of a stadium, where Joshua only had a few stolen makeup wipes and his own concert-sweaty self on hand to comfort him with.

Seokmin deserved more than just him to be there as his comfort, really. He deserved all the most comforting things in the world, especially when he cried. But still, Seokmin clung to his shirt, pressing his face into Joshua’s neck even though he probably smelled really bad and was still sticky with sweat, looking like he had no thoughts of moving away for a while, and Joshua thought that perhaps, sometimes, Seokmin thought just Joshua might be enough.

“You did well,” Joshua said, rubbing circles into Seokmin’s back. “You did so well today, angel, I promise. You really did. Anyone who tells you otherwise is being foolish.”

Seokmin didn’t respond, still too busy trembling in his arms.

“Even if it’s you telling yourself that,” Joshua continued, gentle. “You always do your best, so why shouldn’t that mean you did well, too? There is no universe where your best efforts equate to something bad.” 

Seokmin gave a hiccupping sob and made a strangled, distorted noise, evidently trying to mouth words into Joshua’s skin. “I… hyung… I-I just feel so bad for being so—”

Joshua gently stopped him, threading a hand through his hair. “Shh, it’s okay. You have nothing to feel bad for. I promise, okay? You did nothing wrong. Everything you feel guilty for, everything you feel went terribly… none of that was your fault. It's the fault of the people who made you feel this way, not you. Never you, angel, never you.”

As Seokmin trembled and cried against him, Joshua continued to soothe him as best as he could, making soft noises and patting his hair. He was so small, and Joshua knew he was anything but, knew the broadness of his frame had almost rivalled his own until Joshua decided to work out intensively a few months ago, but Seokmin had always felt delicate, to him. He looked it now, too, as he hid himself in Joshua's arms, buried himself against Joshua's chest. 

He sounded so hurt, sobs fragmenting with every other breath he took and it pained Joshua to think that some people—some terrible, terrible people—had done this to quite possibly the kindest person he knew. 

Joshua pressed a kiss to the top of Seokmin's hair, blinking rapidly to push down his own feelings that were welling up in the face of Seokmin's sadness. 

“I’m here, shh, it's okay. I’ll be here for however long you need. We can talk later, but now, you can just cry. I’ve got you.”

Joshua could feel Seokmin's pulse thrumming rapidly from where his chest was pressed against his own. It was as if he really had turned into that little wren, whose heart was too large and beating too fast and threatening to swallow him whole.

Seokmin was just a devastatingly tiny songbird, in Joshua's eyes. A little wren, with a rapturous, magnificent voice that seemed almost ridiculously at odds with the delicacy of his stature. Because for all his blindingly golden smiles and loud and boisterous expressions of love, Joshua would always see who he really was, right down to his very soul.

Seokmin’s dawn-pale soul, begging to be cared for, to be cherished, to have its feathers stroked by someone who would adore him no matter how big or small he may be. 

Joshua could see it all. He could see it now, as Seokmin draped himself over him, clung to him tight, sobbed into him like the world was ending around them and Joshua was the only person who could save him. 

Seokmin just wanted to be loved.

And, well. Joshua just wordlessly pulled him in even further, blinked away his own tears rocking him from side to side and let him cry until his skin and the shoulder of his shirt was stained with tears. He held him impossibly close and impossibly tight, as if holding him tighter could help put back all the small, soft feathers Seokmin had lost from people cruelly ripping away at his kindness with their words. Due to the amount of people who couldn't see just how much love Seokmin was giving to them, whilst humbly asking for only a fraction in return. 

It was a good thing that he had Joshua, then, who would always be there to love him. 

After all, a part of him would always, eternally, everlastingly, belong to Seokmin. 

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[yutofia]

Hi

Been thinking about pussy inspector ruben

Can you please write a blurb about it?

Have a nice day

Xx

GIRL WTF THIS IS A FANTASY OF MINE😭

so imagine you're fully clothed on his lap and after a sensual make out session, he'll tease you saying he's sure you're so wet right now cause he always easily makes you wet. You feign offense, teasing him saying you're not wet (we both know you are). "Prove it" He will say in a low husky voice. You know you've lost and it's already over but you still take your skirt and panties off and lay on your back. "Spread your legs for me" He will say, the commanding tone of his voice making you shiver. You do as he says and the moment he sees your pussy, he looks up at you with a smirk. He'll lean in, taking a good look at it. He'll then ask you to spread your folds to get a better look at how "dry" you are. He'll chuckle and lean in, breathing in your arousal. "You're leaking like a slut babe."

His degrading tone making you feel even more vulnerable and exposed.

"Show me that pretty clit baby, let me see how hard it has got" He'll murmur as his eyes are glued to you. His intense gaze mixed with the excitement of being so exposed in front of him makes you even more wet, causing your arousal to drip down towards your ass. He will bite down on his lip at the view

"Gosh you're such a mess..."

[lexithwrites]

we need more (nsfw?) prongsfoot

yes thank you ive been hoping someone brings up prongsfoot okay:

i feel like their relationship will almost always start as them experimenting for the first time at like 15/16 with the same gender, james is curious and sirius is curious and they trust each other so why not? then they just,,,cant stop kissing? like effie knocks on the door telling them dinner is ready and thats what breaks them apart and its something they dont talk about for a few years, then they're roommates in uni and they're going to parties and meeting people and sirius is a bit more sure of his sexuality, he's always been super confident, whilst james sticks with girls as he's a bit shyer around guys (plus he has a crush on sirius and only wants to kiss sirius) and then at one point they do seven minutes in heaven and they're in a closet together and sirius is like its just a game jamie no harm in a kiss and once again, they're making out, but this time they're more experianced and know what they like so james is having his neck kissed, sirius is having his hair tugged, and then they're interrupted and its just frustration at that point. i feel like they have an awkward night where they're both home and in their beds and just thinking about the other one and the super romantic thing happens where they both get up to knock on the others door and meet in the hallway and its just KISS. they 100% have sex, idk how far they go but its the most intimate theyve felt with anyone and its intense.

nsfw warning for this part:

they try and discuss mid make out what they'd prefer to do and since james has never bottomed in his life and sirius has a couple times they decide that way is the easiest, and then sirius is blowing james and hes in pure heaven its because its sirius that its the best because he loves him and also sirius is great at sucking dick, and then james tries to do it and sirius guides him so sweetly but then james gets into it and gags and drools and sirius is like 'oh i can ruin this man' and then sirius is fingering himself for james and turns out he's been doing that frequently so james is lying back on the bed, sirius on top of him, watching him open himself up and just wondering how tf they got here but then sirius is sitting on his cock and he shuts up. sirius is that kinda dick rider that grabs the headboard or someones hands and just goes for it rodeo style, james is moaning so loud too and its turning sirius on even more because wtf he's so vocal this never happens, and james is like steaming up his fucking glasses, then james is flipping them over and fucking into sirius properly and now sirius is the loud one, its just messy and fun and they're laughing but panting and tugging at each other's hair and skin and its HOT and the cum right after the other before james rolls onto his back and they both just lie there sweaty and satisfied and sirius lights up a cigarette and they share it before actually turning over and talking about wtf happened and sirius admits that he's always fancied james and james admits he fancies him too and they're kinda like well,,,maybe this could be a regular thing and then sex turns into dates then sex and then eventually they're just holding hands all the time and calling each other boyfriend AHH I LOVE THEM

[ohbo-ohno]

i had this idea today- no worries if it’s not your style or if your uncomfortable with it but what about if Johnny and Simon have an established relationship already and have a flat in the city near their base. then bc there rarely actually in the flat they decide to find a flatmate to occupy it and look after it while there away. then they get obsessed with her and create a plan to get her to be a third- just like constantly acting like their both already dating her and eventually she is like “wtf are you guys doing?” and they sorta manipulate her into thinking it’s normal and that’s just how they act. (ofc they manage to seduce her and they become a cheeky lil thrupple)

i know for a FACT that someone on this hellsite has written about obsessive neighbors ghoap before but i cannot find it despite endlessly scrolling the entire ghoap x reader tag so!!

i read a (very soft) marvel fic yearssss ago with basically this premise and it has always always always been one of my favs. an established couple taking one look at someone else and going "we want you"? oh i'll eat it up every time!!

i also love the idea of the reader insert struggling and being Very Very determined to not ask anybody for help. ghost and soap have to find increasingly underhanded ways to like, make her let them fix her sink or smth stupidly simple like that. they (really just ghost, johnny's not so sneaky) disguise their very intense desire to help by just pretending they care about their neighbors

they'll bring you food, help you carry groceries, give you rides to work, like if there's something these two can do to be around you for longer, they're doing it. you cannot catch a break from either of them - when one isn't there, the other is, and most of the time they both manage to sandwich you

(ghost is absolutely the kind of asshole to ask you to watch his dog while he travels for work, only for you to walk into their apartment and see johnny lounging on the couch. when you try to explain the miscommunication johnny just laughs and goes "that bastard, he thinks he's funny. might as well stay now though, huh bonnie?" and you're not leaving that apartment for at least three hours)

[katsutora]

— DIAL

ft. isagi yoichi ; itoshi rin ; nagi seishiro ; bachira meguru ; itoshi sae

summary: call routine with them

note: i’ve seen some shit bro. being on this hell-site changes you fr. tag system is an absolute bullshit too. i can’t link jackshit. wow too many “shit” mentioned. shit.

⚘ ISAGI YOICHI

ㅤㅤcalls you at a sensible hour if you haven’t agreed on a specific time. he knows your schedule by heart so don’t worry because he won’t bother you in the middle of work, etc. if you do have a call schedule, then he’ll make sure to call at exactly that time. can be very punctual about this and will start seeing everyone as bowling pins once he realizes he’s gonna be a minute late. they don’t call him a STRIKEr for nothing. will listen and rant equally! he always has interesting stories; wbk being in a call with isagi is never boring. also expect his teammates popping up in the background because of course they want to bonk him in the head after running them over know the person who can temporarily turn him into chigiri. ah yes, the furious yelling ambient noise, a classic. “isagi yoichi istg—” “get your ass back in here wtf was that about?!” “you have a competition, princess.” “EVERYONE STFU!!!” never fails to make you giggle. bonus: screenshots you laughing because he adores you sm <3

⚘ ITOSHI RIN

ㅤㅤhe has a routine and you’re in it: three times a day; square meal style. his early calls are short and mostly consist of “good morning”, “have you had breakfast yet”, and “take care”; (borrowing his word) lukewarm shit like that. i love you. even though he usually prefaces his afternoon/evening calls with “i pressed it on accident” (back to back for months straight? yea sure), it’s clearly an excuse because he just wants to hear your voice but his pride isn’t letting him. i love you. it has also recently been brought up to his attention that he can’t seem to sleep peacefully without hearing your voice first. so tell him something, anything, or don’t. he’ll settle with just the comfortable silence after a “hello”. it’s also the only time of the day he’ll say it loud and clear: “i love you”.

⚘ NAGI SEISHIRO

ㅤㅤwhat’s a timezone? it can be in the middle of the day after practice or he can randomly hit you up at 2am after losing yet another round of game. acts out of impulse: when he misses you that’s when he calls you. it’s mostly video calls too! props up his phone so you can see choki his beloved but gets so pouty when you open up the conversation with “how’s choki?” before he can even show you the cactus lmao. “y’re supposed to be asking about me ( ´•︵•` )” he loooves long calls too (re: letting you watch him play without him saying a word whatsoever and no he did not lose track of time + the game after dedicating his next win to you?). is absolutely against ending it unless you really need to go. rip your phone battery.

⚘ BACHIRA MEGURU

ㅤㅤyou’re like an emergency call button but for whenever there’s something crazy going on. his living diary. a breathing, talking, and confused log entry. that being said, he contacts you at least once a day without a fail. well, that’s actually an understatement because he keeps calling then hanging up after telling you one (1) sentence?? “chigiri just ran me over; ok bye!” “my mom painted something inspired by you; later!” “rin-chan just said we’re all lukewarm, boo— ow, ouch!” gotta rely on his teammates to inform you about his well-being because calling him back is no use. “meguru?” “[unintelligible] [intense fighting ensues]” it’s fine, he makes up for it by showing up at your door later in the day. you think it’ll be funny if you close the door as soon as he finishes a sentence? “hi!!” [door closing] “h-wha- you won’t believe what happened today—” [door closing #2] “?? ok so it wasn’t chigiri who ran me over but isag—” imagine doing this after every sentence to teach him a lesson lmfao.

⚘ ITOSHI SAE

ㅤㅤhonestly? in the middle of a fucking interview because man is so unhinged i tell you. “so sae, are you ready for the next match?” ugh, this is so boring. “wait let me ask my s/o.” ??? this is broadcasted live, btw. you think just because he has a tight schedule and it’s nearly impossible to have a free time he won’t call you? he’ll find a way, he always does. likes to call you at the end of the day too and will never lose to the “who can stay awake the longest” game. is more of a listener than a talker, so go ahead and talk his ears off. he doesn’t mind if it’s you + he loves being the last one to end the call, making sure you get some rest (ps: he’s counting on you to wake him up the next day). you’ll receive a call from his manager in the morning saying that he won’t answer his phone and that they’re gonna be late for the next event. “goddamnit sae, not again.”

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