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just python things. this operation to reverse a number:
rev = int(str(num)[::-1])
is faster than this:
while num >= 1: rev = (rev * 10) + (num % 10) num = int(num/10)
for reversing an integer, because why wouldn't it be lmao
yeah let's just cast to string then chop backwards, and cast back to integer then save as a new variable. i suppose mod is a more expensive operation ??
but yeah it's like roughly 4x faster to use string comprehension.
#daemon.md#progblr#python#like uh thanks ig#i mean it's still a whole order of magnitude slower than C#at least than the C version of mult + mod to reverse a number#i'm implementing a C version of the string comp method#which is basically convert int to an array and iterate comparing two pointer values moving in from each end#it feels like it should be slower#especially as it involves realloc() when the array is too smol#would it be faster to allocate half the digits each to two arrays and then compare arr1[i] != arr2[i] ??
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nate was really like "GUYS DONT MAKE SLOWED VERSIONS OF MY SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll do it myself :3"
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Hey, different post than usual, but this is just a PSA for people who may follow or have purchased anything from @/kagebros, or are looking to join any of the zines run by them @/allsparkzines. They have a history (and present) of tracing for profit.
I don’t think this one requires an overlay. It’s a trace of the yolopark bumblebee shockwave model kit promotional image, as a “sketch”.
Which they changed, once people noticed it! Changed most of it. They traced a different promotional image for the gun, which remained largely the same, even in the final piece (right).
Their matching Optimus Prime poster is a trace of the still from a [ Paramount promo video ], 36 seconds in.
There are several other examples that I can’t fit into this post without making it overly long, but if you have purchased or have been gifted anything from them, there is a chance it has been traced.
Regarding tracing as a tool:
Go hogwild! Trace all you want! Tracing is a very useful tool for learning shapes and forms, but like any other tool, it’s only useful if you use it correctly. The ultimate goal of tracing is to understand. It’s training wheels. Just don’t hide and lie about it, because as soon as you do, it becomes plagiarism.
Even within the finished versions of the Shockwave poster, it’s still clear where parts have been traced or copied without understanding. It’s a shame, because transformers as a franchise having so many toys makes it very easy to make references!
Here's an example of how I use them:
Luckily for me, the Cybertron toys and models are more or less exactly the same. I don't own the toys, so I have two images from a [ toy reviewer ] on top. Many angles to help me understand exactly what's happening. Granted, I could just ask my friend who does own the toy for him in the same pose, but tracing over that directly would make it too stiff and it wouldn't mesh with my style.
TL;DR: Kage traces, blindly and without disclosure, for profit.
#kagebros#not art#uh idk what to tag this#but watch out?#I'm sure plenty of their pieces aren't traced but really selling two posters with traced art as the centerpiece is a little... hm..#so sue me for being wary ig#take this as you will#edit: remember when I just thought it was two posters. better times#IGNORE HOW WIDE THE REF IMAGES ARE my friends and i were watching the 1080p upscale but for some reason the uploader fuckin#stretched the video out to fit the new aspect ratio instead of keepin it the og#but we didn't know? and didn't notice? until like. we were almost done#and then my friend was like hey guys uh they're not supposed to be this wide actually#uhhhh well thanks for reading if anyone read this to the end!#it's very disheartening to see ppl trace shit and then table with it like... what the hell am i doing then#edit: i also think my friend's cybertron optimus is buried under 50 boxes and askin him to move that much for a toy is a lil embarrassing#tfcon#tfcon baltimore
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hey im curious
feel free to rb & explain your answer in the tags!
#i will go first <3#i reread my own fics all the time!!!#it's so fun!!#i am the target audience for every fic i have ever written#like even if it's a gift/for an event i write it bc i am genuinely interested in it#so of COURSE im going to enjoy looking back on those fics#i have uh 24 fics on ao3 now?#so i dont reread All of them#i mainly reread my longer fics bc i just have the most fun writing them#i encourage ppl to reread their own work bc#1 its fun to see how your writing has changed#(my writing has gone through So Much since i started in 2019 lol)#2 if you write for yourself then youll always love what youve written!#n e way thats my 2 cents#pls share w/ me i am very curious#thanks love ya#fanfiction#fanfic#<- promo tags ig
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Happy new year!!
Some doodles I did today to unwind + test a lineart brush
#Dungeon meshi#mithrun#chikchuck tims#Laios please I swear you’re my fave I’ll draw you next Laios I promise Laios no don’t leave-#The mithrun one is so low resolution… Well it was supposed to be a quick doodle after all#Maybe i should post these sort of sketches I do more often#Coloring Chilchuck felt like therapy legit. Thank you dad#The mithrun one is a little fucked up but idk. It’s so aesthetic to me. Enjoy the many vers lol#Idk how long i’ll keep the new icon though#Hey my art style are you Chilchuck’s wife? Because I can’t help but feel like you left me for no reason#Jkjk my art style crisis usually stops whenever I just draw for the sake of it with no goal in mind lmao. Which is why I should do it more#Often!! I am so stubborn & stupid. Doing that shall be my New Year resolution ig#Y’all still here? Uhhh uh happy holidays good day!!
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SO WAS NOBODY GONNA TELL ME THAT MY FANART WAS. SHOWN ON THE TAG??? WHEN IT WAS??? TRENDING???????????? HELLO HUH WHAT IS THIS SHIT
#I???? UH#BUT LIKE. WHY#just chatting#in stars and time#isat#trending#NO BUT FR THANKS IG????#IDK HOW TRENDING WORKS ON THIS SITE BUT. UH. UHHH#HOW DOES TRENDING WORK ON THIS SITE AM I INSANE????#THIS IMAGE WAS FROM ANOTHER ACCT BTW I JUST SAW IT AND WAS LIKE. OH
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another comfort media. crash bandicoot cutscenes
#relic answers#I know I know I keep mentioning that damn game#but it is my Faborite Game Series of All Time so like#what do you expect#also can you tell I’m not doing well rn. going through my comfort media ajdnkcmckfmekskjxjxjenwjsjde#anyway. the animation on crash 4 is incredible I wish it was on a better game with a better story#WOAH HOT TAKE ALERT ‼️ 🚨 ‼️ 🚨#crash 4 was genuinely amazing as a revival of the series#as a game itself? perhaps it is my nostalgic bias speaking but it could have been better in some places#I am saltiest about coco. why does she look act and sound like a DreamWorks character (derogatory)#I miss when she was voiced by Debby Derriberry 😔#I know she was in like the n sane trilogy + ctrnf but that was still with her dreamworks personality#I need. her crash nitro kart personality#where she was cutie and sweetie :> and also beat ass when needed :> but also cutie and sweetie :>#it was a good contrast against crash’s wild personality#meanwhile in crash 4 coco was like. confident and snarky#which like. good for her ig#I just personally prefer when she was the cute smart girl which contrasted the fact that she could beat ass#this coco you’d *expect* her to beat ass#which I guess is fine#I just prefer the older one#myself#personally#lol#uh if you read this far thanks i love the crash games and I could discuss them an unhealthy amount 👍
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I’m curious if you have any thoughts or headcanons about Onslaught and alcohol. I imagine being a semi-functioning evil team is stressful and if Psimon is chucking everyone’s vapes then cigs and 420 isn’t an option, then alcohol is the second best thing right? Besides drinking together is team building and leads to this wonderful thing called “actually talking about your trauma instead of bottling it up for once”.
AAAA sorry about taking so long to get around to this.
I need to stop checking my inbox until I’m FULLY ready to yap and ramble. I need that lil blue dot reminding me I have asks so bad.
That IS a good question and I’m so flattered that y’all bother with my content. <3 I think they’d be at least somewhat different about alcohol.
(Sorry for any typos in advance, I wrote this mostly at various doctor’s appointments. ALSO. Last thing to apologize for. I’ve never vaped or smoked when I wrote the last part, but I also have never consumed alcohol and that fact may be more evident in this one)
Cw: Alcohol and some references to alcoholism, uh…references to angst but maybe more comfort than angst, kinda all over the place <\3
Okay so, in the beginning, Onslaught was Mostly teens. Psimon was BARELY even old enough to drink in America at the ripe young age of 21, flat. And I thinnkkkkkk Psimon is American? Even if he’s not, it seems the rest of Onslaught is, so I think Psimon would probably step up and be all “No, no,” confiscate all the bottles and cans and it’d make the teens so mad and indignant. Literal felons are being BABYSAT. Even when they travel where the drinking age is lower.
But when the teenagers turn old enough to drink, they have a whole little birthday celebration with what they can get, and of course, offer the first taste of alcohol. Their choice for what it is, as long as the team could afford it. Of course, they laugh and tease if they recoil from the taste.
Most of the team is pretty fond of drinking, usually together. It’s nice bonding.
Devastation is the only exception to the “Psimon Says no alcohol until you’re 21” rule from the beginning. The team can argue “She is LITERALLY one (1) year old” all they want. She is LITERALLY built different, Psimon is fine with her drinking.
Idk if she particularly has a preference for any kind. She’s probably one of those who subscribe to the belief of “It ain’t right if it doesn’t burn a bit going down”. Wine is probably somewhat…nostalgic. For some reason. Takes her back to someplace she can’t name, someplace she’s never been, but I think that’d be one of the only reasons she might prefer wine. Her taste may be all over. May be whatever’s strong and good. I’m no alcohol savant, what do I know?
She likes to drink to celebrate and to bond, sometimes to ebb at stress. It takes a LOT to get her drunk, but that’s not gonna stop her from getting drunk when she has the time and money burn on it. She gets drunk and gets even more jovial and warm and open, though she’s usually relatively open. Also, haphazard. She becomes a big fan of violating people’s personal space. Hugs, patting backs, throwing her arm around them, leaning on people shorter than her, etc.
It can annoy a lot of people if she does it too much, Psimon strangely doesn’t seem to mind too much tho…aheem…
Besides that, Psimon’s generally against the team drinking to the point of drunkenness, but there’s little to actually do about it; he struggles to track all of their limits, and when he’s focusing on one, that leaves all the others alone. He tries to avoid getting drunk himself instead. Someone has to stay sober, and his psionic powers don’t mix well with too much alcohol. And he’s the leader. It makes the most sense that it’d be him to keep his wits about him.
The Terror Twins are hearty drinkers; they also can drink a lot and get very warm and jovial when drinking, like Devastation. Any outing to a bar feels celebratory with them. They decided they don’t like to get fully drunk though, not too regularly. First Tuppence decided this, then Tommy when she pointed it out to him. They don’t want to open up more quickly than they intend. Psimon can relate to that, so he defends them when they drop out. That doesn’t stop them from having fun with everyone else though, or helping when things get bad. They’re usually decent at opening up on their own time anyway.
Shimmer and Mammoth like to follow Psimon’s lead and keep excess drinking to a minimum. A couple of shots, a glass or maybe two, it really depends on what it is, but that’s it. Mammoth can take more than his sister, just by merit of him being so much larger, but he doesn’t like the taste of alcohol at all while his sister does. However, the second either of them get any kind of buzz ebbing at their senses is the second they quit.
If they’re found sitting down and downing drinks, something is wrong. They’d only let go so much if they’re trying to drown their problems. Then, they can use some company. Someone lending an ear to their sorrows doesn’t sound half bad.
If another team member is in a similar situation and needs someone to simply sit next to them and just be, or listen, Baran and Selinda are quick to be there for them.
Junior drinks for fun, he’ll seize any opportunity to drink. That man is getting “Krunk” as the kids say. He doesn’t know his limits and if he did, there’s no telling if he’d actually adhere to them. He WILL blackout if no one keeps an eye on him. He will be puking in the trashcan. The rest of the team has to steer him away from opportunities to drink lest he develop alcoholism at the tender age of 5-minutes-into-being-able-to-legally-drink.
His mood becomes turbulent and fragile. He’ll typically be happy, loud, reckless, aggressive; but at the mention of the wrong thing or at the sight of something that takes him way back, he can breakdown rather easily. It’s actually pretty common for his drunken stints, when they get out of hand, to end in tears. Junior has to be one of the least repressed members of Onslaught, due in no small part to moments like these; where he lets his emotions run rampant and they go down a bad path.
He’d expect ridicule, but Onslaught is actually very sympathetic to his struggles and complaints, whatever they may be. He can air his dirty laundry as much as he wants with little to no judgement, something he’s not used to. Once he starts, it’s hard to stop, but the team will listen until the end and it’s something he’s really grateful for. Despite being a troublemaker and general criminal, he tries to pay the team’s kindness towards him forward as much as he can.
If Psimon does end up drinking to lose his troubles, he usually does it alone, when everyone else is asleep. Or at least when he thinks everyone else is asleep. Sometimes someone will wander about looking for a late night snack or a glass of water, or even search for him himself. He dislikes being caught like that, dislikes not being so impervious and put-together for the team.
Without fail, they’ll sit with him awhile. They’ll ask, they’ll listen, they’ll joke or comfort or sit in silence. Psimon will wither in place or try to get them to leave him be, but they’re a stubborn lot. They’re far from the most “upstanding” of company, but they treat him with the same care, empathy, and concern he tries to treats them with; and Psimon finds afterwards that, despite not enjoying being caught in a state of weakness or forced to open up, he wouldn’t have rather it have gone any other way.
#thank you for the ask! I hope I actually Said Something in all of these paragraphs I feel insane#Feel like the world’s brokenest record rn. If this is so slapped together after all this time I’m so sorry.#Have I been tip toeing on the edge of burnout for months or is this a Mental Illness#Eh back in the day it was all called laziness I’ll call it laziness#Laziness can be conquered‼️💪 WE BALL‼️#h hopital#I do have one more ask in my inbox. It’s relating to The Love Glove. But it’s from a mutual who said I could take as long as I want so uh#I AM OVERSTAYING THAT INVITATION! In my defense I need to see Clockwork Orange first it’s actually imperative to the headcanons bro I swear#Psimon Says y’all suffer the weight of crime until you’re 21. Go mutilate a furby or raid a candy shop to feel better. (/j /hj)#psimon#simon jones#yj! Simon jones#Yj! Devastation#Icicle jr#cameron mahkent#Selinda flinders#Yj! Shimmer#Baran flinders#Yj! Mammoth#Tuppence terror#Tommy terror#Terror twins#Businesscasual writing#…when did I start taking tumblr writing requests#Ig these are so half hearted wishy-washy in terms of “is it writing? Or is it blorbo rambling?”#Blegh. Thank you anyway#I’m so sorry for the delay#I love when people ask about my Blorbos. My lil guys.#Onslaught my beloved#Young justice
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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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I got an email from my grandpa today and all the draft responses I’ve been working on in my head sound like an 18th century letter that’s going to have to travel for months to reach him.
pandemic year 5 really has me feeling like me and a very small handful of people I know are living on an entirely different plane of existence than everyone else
#like I haven’t seen him in over a year. I’ve seen him 3 times since 2020#so I guess on the isolation and slow communication front it’s pretty similar#he used my chosen name. I haven’t changed my email yet but he used my chosen name#I don’t even care at this point if he never gets my pronouns right#I thought I’d never be able to tell him. I didn’t want to find out his politics were more important#he’s quiet and kind and he gives people expensive gifts any time he can afford it but he constantly forgets people’s allergies#so he might get you something you can’t have but whoever you pass it along to will love it#he cries at weddings and during church services and sometimes random holidays#he passes out in his rocking chair at every family function#he’s the unofficial photographer of every gathering ever since my great grandfather stopped being able to walk as much as the job requires#and he voted for trump in 2016 and has afaik an active nra membership#he once complimented my outfit by telling me he’d call me a stud if I was a guy#which like. ok. I have some notes#but uh. thanks?#idk I’m just. it sucks being so far away from everyone and everything because the rest of the world is ignoring an ongoing pandemic#I’m missing so much of my life and others lives and even parts of my own transition#I can make steps to reach out but it only goes so far if poeple#are unwilling to mask or vaccinate or even just ask what needs to happen to make it safe#so I don’t. idk. kill my partner#or become even more disabled than I currently am#my family’s been making steps and they’re taking me seriously but it’s all so slow and I’m still sore from bracing for rejection#I’ve been bracing for rejection for so so long it’s terrifying to reach out. about anything#this is not condusive to a healthy relationship lol#not sure what to do other than bonk myself on the head and say ‘get better’ tho#*bonk* ‘try again’#one step at a time ig#ahshitherewegoagain.jpg#.txt
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kawaikute gomen and sukicchuno really would’ve been fun beatmaps on honeypre…
#waiting for chizuchan’s next cover~~~~~~~ dear my friend by ag plsplpsspslplsplssplssss—#you dont get it guyssss i only logged back into garu.pa bc sukicchu was added today#is this how im coping with the loss of honeypre? well. kinda.#honeypre’s beatmap for heroiku (part one) was way more fun though. part 2 was a nightmare (what do you mean that was lv 22??)#well. ig i should try to fc romeo on jp too… i only have it fced on en lmao#hhw romeo you will always be famous#throwback to hhw’s romeo being the first time i heard romeo bc i. uh. genuinely had no interest in lxl back when the mv first dropped sorry#‘how much did you not not care for lxl?’ well. back when i had dled the nandosuki album for $0 i saved all tracks (except romeo) to my phone#so thank you hhw. if it weren’t for you i prolly wouldn’t be here today lmao#(still waiting on pr.sk rks romeo cover thoughhhh cmon if garu.pa could get romeo in so can pr.sk r i g h t —)#anyway look at my dreamfes(?) hiichan from years ago. i only liked her at first bc she looks like setogucci hina lmaoooooo#(dw guys nagisaposting will return. soon. after i fc romeo.)#((aka instance 137832715262626 of forgetting to turn rbs off aaaaaaaaaaa this app s u c k s))
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IF ANYONE WANTS TO HEAR BLUE'S NIGHTLY 9-10PM CONVERSATIONS WITH THE GHOSTS, HERE YOU GO:
(you will need to turn up your sound but don't worry, even on full blast it is not nearly as loud as it is in person)
yes the video is pitch black, that is because I am laying in bed due to the fact it is 9-10pm at night and I am trying to sleep. yes when I say nightly I mean this happens every single night without exception. yes the video is in fact a lot quieter than it is in person, it doesn't quite get across how obnoxious this is.
photos of the offending criminal:
#its usually closer to 9pm than 10pm but i think bc i didn't go to bed until a little after 9pm he put it off til later tonight#he also got offended when i played the video back cus it was like 50 seconds long originally and had a lot of#silence towards the beginning that i wanted to cut out#but i was playing his screams back at him so ig he got mad cus he stopped soon after fjjsjvjcj#i also would normally be yelling back at him#usually things like 'okay' 'thank you' 'uh huh' and whatnot but my face was considerably closer to the phone mic than he was#and thus yelling out to him as usual wouldve been VERY VERY loud on the video so i chose not to#anyway#enjoy my cat screaming ig jfjsjfjjsj#vid#old man blue#shh ac#cats of tumblr
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love this website <33
(its here if you wanna give it a shot)
#i tend to do this like once a year just to see what my new insult is#i love it its awesome#somehow my taste in music has gotten more obscure???#since i last did this??#which is surprising because last time it was at 2% thanks to blixemi and one other artist im not going to name for fear of embarrassment#is only sun obscure???#ig i havent actually looked at their monthly listener count#but like i just assumed it was a decently well received alt indie band#because holy shit their music goes fucking crazy#i probably shouldn't even say anything about nicholas podany because i am insane#also i couldn't have listened to candy wine /that/ many times could i#i only found that song like a month ago#and its higher on the list than nice to meet ya!#which has been on of my favorites for like over half a year#so uh#worrying#i also dont even listen to beabedoobee and marina that much#okay well actually#thats probably a lie but still:((
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"its just like cain when he rides a horse" CAIN RIDES HORSES ? AND MITILE HAS SEEN IT??????
#stardust speaking !#wonderous reveals in this event. T_T much to say about it in general..........mitile whos been looking out for the younger kids in his#village a lot but rn he is THE youngest so hes the one who always gets doted on...and how that feels since he wants to be strong so bad...#since hes surrounded by ppl like arthur and shino and heath too....(and figaro who actively avoided his growth considering his prophecy#rlyyyyy loving this as a mitile eventT_T as well as akira thinking about how differently riquet & mitile reacts to the things#faust the only one who Properly planned something and ended up with a 'is it me whos too harsh....' LOOOLLLL#when the others r shylock a western wizard. the twins. and oz who had too many plans and couldnt decide and therefore had no plan#(whicj is SO cute)#riquets 'it makes me rmbr the church:] its comfortable:]' and fausts 'uh....thanks..? ig??' IDBFKWISBSKSKLSKDBD#WHEN URE TOLD UR SCHEDULING IS LIKE THE THING U WISH DIDNT HAPPEN TO A KID U KNOWWWWW#arthurs r so cute..............#akira hanging out with both mitile&co and the teachers...T_T lov#ill finish tmrw perhaps ill have more to say perhaps i wont
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Hi!
So, making posts on my phone isn't working right now, but I've started a gofundme to help my get my first car. I'll explain more in a post tomorrow when it isn't midnight, but could y'all please interact with it so more people can know about it? I don't know many people, so I'm relying on others to help spread this to their own circles and communities and what have you. I have plans to get a job to start saving soon anyway, but it's really stressful and I'm very overwhelmed. I don't want to land myself in a nervous breakdown, so I'm getting help where I can to help make this transition in my life easier for me to navigate, though fully prepared to navigate hell. I looked at local job listings earlier today and filtered through 32 pages until I found 13 that I like. Tomorrow I make a resume, and then I'm seeking out support from a local place that helps people get jobs. It's truly amazing and I think will make this that much easier for me so I'm not a clueless little baby-adult.
Reblogs, likes, comments, sharing the gofundme link, whatever. I'm truly grateful to whatever y'all do to try to help me, and I hope to get enough support for me to comfortably get everything ready for when I move out in March next year.
My Nana was pretty iffy about the idea of me starting a gofundme, and gave me vibes like she thought we were better than beggars. Well, cheers to her, now she just won't know about it. Good job, Nana -.-" But that also means I can't really share this with family, because I do NOT need a bunch of people telling me "oh that's a bad idea" right now. I don't think I'd feel comfortable asking family for money anyway. Which is weird because I think the opposite is true for most people. But they can't give me anything anyway so eh. I'm just trying my best, life is hard and I just nervously started doing laundry because I couldn't sleep. And now here I am!
I'm going to watch some asmr videos and hopefully get some sleep amidst the oppressive clammy heat in my room right now but be on the lookout for that post! I'll make it tomorrow, and I'll also add a link to it to my masterpost so y'all can find it in the event it gets buried. bye bye and thank you <3
#i'm so stressed rn#my grandma went and got some natural stress pills at the store#said "trust me#like okay nana#thanks for the drugs ig /j#but no I've been overanalyzing everything since this started#budgeting#goals#deadlines#ya girl's been making moves#but i also cried over a totally optional class i could take because i was so overwhelmed yesterday#so uh#maybe nana has a point lol#either way this gofundme is meant to make me stress less#share#reblog#like#comment#interact#it means a lot#<3
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silly smear frames (?) i find funny/cute :D
startin off with the first one- uhm uh you uh,, perce' you good?
shit shes been turned into a mound o' hair
i also find this similar one silly :3
what has he seen...?
i have nothing to say about this he just looks like a disgusting rat man. (/aff)
okie time for the cute captures :3c
guh- (ILOVETHISWOMANGAHAHAAAAAHHHLOOKLOOKLOOKKKK)
she look :Dc
awewewwewe
AWEWEWE
MOLLY AEEEJEJEJEJFH
I LOVE YOU YOUR SO FRIEND SHAPED !!
#cut me some slack for this absolute bullshit post#its midnight and instead of sleeping im rewatching epithet erased#i have stuff to do tomorrow.#BUT. thats not important#the important thing is uh#looking at the smear frames of the intro song#also i ain't throwin shade to the animators AT ALL. smear frames are pretty damn necessary and they often look kinda silly goofy#and i like em#anyway thanks for readin my rant ig#heres a cookie 🍳#fuck thats a egg.#i am so tired#char speaks
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