#like these all are sexy songs man
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peachjaem00 Ā· 8 months ago
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Tagged by @kim-woonhak thank for the tag love šŸ’™
Ngl this is pretty hot of me
Tagging @neochan @neo-shitty @neoneun-au @ohmytyong @simplyquetzo @itsapapisongo @bykimchi
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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 2 years ago
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Critical thinking failure: did not consider all the options.
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tricoufamily Ā· 2 years ago
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speed cas!
there's some lag at the beginning but it fixes itself and i did NOT forget body hair i forgot to take out wicked whims before recording so i couldn't film it
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the-everqueen Ā· 1 year ago
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y'all are cowards for using the verses of "eat your young" for romantic dreamling fics instead of using the chorus for a fic that grapples with hob gadling being a hedonist who has always valued his own survival above anyone else.
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inkykeiji Ā· 2 months ago
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sobbing over this new chase atlantic album!!!!!!!!!!!!
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seilon Ā· 1 year ago
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every newer gen kpoppy who calls it revolutionary every time a big name bg member wears something vaguely skirt-like should be required to watch lee sungjong of infinite putting his whole pussy into performing coming of age ceremony by park jiyoon wearing the song's classic form-fitting black side-slitted dress with zero gimmicks way back in 2012
#its Required Material re: historical kpop genderfuckery#no but im 100% for real. this was in the middle of the era where bg members doing gg songs in drag and whatnot was a really#common gag at concerts and in variety shows and whatnot- especially using bg members who were/are considered the most effeminate#basically it was a big Joke and never taken seriously. alot of the time the dances would be exaggerated and whatnot and yeah they#werent like. REAL covers. werent usually respectful of the original gg/female idol's work and all that. haha man in dress type humor#i know if you're old enough to be following me and into kpop you probably know this already and im talking into space but whatever#anyway. sungjong said fuck that and fucking killed it with a genuine live cover (dance And vocals) of coming of age ceremony#which- as you can imagine based on the title- isnt just an iconic female idol song but one that's blatantly about female sexuality#and whatnot. wore the dress that's in the original mv (or something very similar) and didnt play it up with a wig or anything like that#(like what's usually the case when male idols cover gg songs to make it more clear that its a Costume and they are Crossdressing rather tha#just. being a guy and wearing a dress.)#did not shy away from the sexiness of the dance AT ALL to the point of riding the floor at one point more or less which. god fucking damn#but anyway. it's totally true to the original and is unapologetically sexy in an inherently orientation-fucking gender-fucking way and GOD#wish it got more attention than it did because THAT is revolutionary. thats the first performance i ever saw where a male idol did a#female idol song in the original female idol outfit live without any gimmick or even the implication that it COUNTS as drag. its SUCH a#big deal imo. and it helps that its really fucking hot but thats neither here nor there. anyway. i know its been years but i still have so#many feelings and opinions about sungjong's coming of age ceremony performance ghfgjhdgfdh WATCH IT#sungjong#infinite#kibumblabs
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hoarderheart Ā· 5 months ago
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Every time someone calls hatsune miku ā€œpure pureā€ an angel looses their wings
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millenari Ā· 10 months ago
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im watching tswifts macavity again and its really fascinating how that version of the song removes all of the classic's sexuality while also trying very hard to be sexy. i want to study it in a lab.
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jisungshotfirst Ā· 2 years ago
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I do not think I screamed enough at the time about how good roar is but FUCK ITS SUCH A GOOD SONG
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bibleofficial Ā· 2 months ago
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watching a video abt vampires & when she says ā€˜transylvaniaā€™ im forced to remember itā€™s actually a real place
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seventh-district Ā· 1 year ago
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in other news i cannot stop fucking listening to Brokenheartsville by Joe Nichols and iā€™m starting to annoy myself with it but. i cannot stop. itā€™s too good
#Seven.txt#music stuff#itā€™s this perfect mix of being applicable to my current taste while also being a very nostalgic song for me#ā€˜cause i liked it when i was a kid. and i recently heard it on my fatherā€™s radio outside. and man itā€™s been y e a r s since iā€™ve heard it#why is it so addictive to me#like. you cannot make a song that opens with the lyrics-#ā€˜He wore that cowboy hat to cover up his horns. *insert seductive guitar sounds here* Sweet-talkinā€™ forked tongue had a temptinā€™ charm.ā€™#and expect my southern and devil-loving ass to not go fucking feral over it#even when iā€™m not listening to it itā€™s playing in my head. was analyzing the lyrics the whole time i was in the shower earlier#but whatā€™s funny is i think iā€™ve listened to it so many times that iā€™ve developed a whole new story than the one actually being told#but like. with how much heā€™s supposedly upset that this guy stole his girl or whatever#which i know heā€™s probably just comparing some dude to the devil and not actually saying that it was the Devil Himself#but itā€™s so much better if u picture it as actually being the devil thatā€™s picking up this dudeā€™s girlfriend in a bar#but anyways given how thatā€™s supposed to be the point. he spends so much time describing the devil and ainā€™t got shit to say abt his girl#like okay buddy. we know you liked his cowboy hat. we know you liked his sweet-talkinā€™ tongue.#weā€™ve heard all about the make and model of his Long and Chrome Very Red Hot Sexy Devil Car#do u not have anything to say abt ur girlfriend. are u not gonna wax poetic abt her? no? too busy admiring the Devil and his Hot Car?? yeah#weā€™re gathering that#like.. brotherā€¦ i dunno how to tell u this but i think u might wanna fuck him a lil bit#ā€˜Loveā€™s gone to hell and so have I.ā€™ yeah!! iā€™m gathering that!! good for u dude!! get it!!#so now the whole time iā€™m listening to it iā€™m just like. this is a love song abt the devil!#which it isnā€™t. but it could be!! and so thatā€™s what iā€™m choosing to see it as. bc iā€™d feel the same way tbh#i much prefer the idea of him being pissed that he missed his chance to run away w/ the devil than being pissy over his girlfriend leaving#itā€™s just so much more appealing to me im sorry#also. side note. when i was a kid i thought the line was ā€˜that angel up in the airā€™ and not ā€˜that angel who did me inā€™#and i donā€™t know how i misheard it so badly but now i sing it wrong every fuckign time cause itā€™s still cemented in my head from childhood#how young was i. hold on.#oh yeah it came out in 2002. so yeah i was quite young when i heard it a lot so i think im forgiven for mishearing it so badly lmao
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orchid-sniffer Ā· 11 months ago
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Stay back!
My teeth are sharp and my eye shines like a crescent moon
Half blind with lust and madness and rage
Calmed only by the aoft song of the wind
And its cold, clawing caress
I'm warning you
The warmth of my blood is churned by the beating of my rabid heart
Consumed with desire
To become, to cease, to connect and to devour
Especially to devour
The steam of my breath is hot with lies
And my gaze is rich with envy
Surely, youll see my unreliability
If you can ever catch a glimpse of me as I tear across the horizon
Think not of me
For this hole i excavate with my claws
Is designed for disguising my disgusting flesh
The putrid fur which hangs limp from my bloated body
Erasing my very presence from this vivacious existance
Except when the hunger drives me outside
If you see me I will be a shrieking spectacle
Roaring to the stars in unintelligible fashion
Bolting across 6 lanes of traffic
Into the dense , shadowy treeline
i will leave a hideous trace
Broken belongings, looted, raided, worthless artifacts and daily necessities plundered ruthlessly
Ive left you a mess of crumbs and rotting meat to enjoy
I am unwilling to clean up my mess
Already 2 carcasses ahead, 4 states away
You deal with it
I almost remember what it was to be human
To laugh, relaxed and grateful to share a moment with another beating heart
Lighthearted and airy, to regale about nothing
My spirit breaks with the weight of expectation
My voice is quiet and stifled, my eyes full of fear when I am adressed
I know I've done it wrong
Please don't tell me how
Just leave me in my silence
A personal limbo
I now stand, dazed by unfamiliar lights
The friendly smiles are indescernable from grimaces
To my crescent moon eyes
I am alone, save for one
Every drop of grace is hungrily lapped from the saucer
Before i once again disappear
Dont talk to me
But my need is so deep
I can't go on without anyone
The beating hearts of others are what warms the hearth of our souls
the blood on the knife paints a cryptograph
The enigma states
TRUST NO ONE
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merakidoll Ā· 3 months ago
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the music from downstairs played in the bathroom like a muffled tone. you couldnā€™t even focus on what song it was, but only the man behind you - fucking you as if he had a point to prove. ā€œmmh, watch that shit maā€™ma, watch how i break you.ā€ connie was someone who you were not supposed to be with at all, and you werenā€™t with him; but god he was so much fun. ā€œc-con holdonnnā€ you tried pushing at his stomach, his cock so deep and the feeling of an orgasm at brink. he ignored you and pushed your hand, hicking up your leg to rest on the counter, while his tattoo hand wrapped around your throat.
your makeup was a smudge mess, the two seconds lip gloss re up, turned into an hour of your guts getting played with. your mouth watered at how sexy he looked. fitted cap slowly moving back onto his shave head, letting the pink design peak through.the gold chain danced around his neck and his pretty pink lips were wet, the bottom one sore from all of his bitting. your eyes met his in the mirror, and on cue your eyes rode to the back of your head. his cock repeatedly hitting your g-spot, mouth opening in an o shape but nothing could come out.
ā€œthatā€™s the spot? yea, cream baby. make a fuckin messā€ connie focused on slowing down his pumps, thick tip dragging on that one spot- you didnā€™t even realize you had orgasmed as your body fell limp on the counter. cream making a mess over the both of you. connie through his head back speeding back up and let all of his ropes out into you, making you squirt just a little! the bathroom was silent, the mirror slightly foggy and the heavy breaths of you both, stars still in your line of vision. connie slowly pulled out of you groaning when you dripped out the mix of you both. he mindlessly scooped it up and put it back inside of you.
his painted nails fucking into your sore walls and making sure that your pussy held all of it. ā€œbetter keep that shit in thereā€ he didnā€™t ask you- but told you. watching your pussy clench as he pulled back up his pants. you slighty rose your head watching him, a gasp coming from you when he slapped your pussy and kissed your cheek. he sat down a my melody ziploc bag that held two rolled blunts, walking out and leaving you to hear him immediately dap someone up while laughing. all you could think about was the mess you made on his hand moments prior
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shawtuzi Ā· 23 days ago
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JJK MEN AS: my favorite sexy songs hehe
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į”£š­©ą¾€ą½²ą¾€ą½²ā‚Š āŠ¹ pairing: suguru x reader, satoru x reader, toji x reader, nanami x reader, sukuna x reader
į”£š­©ą¾€ą½²ą¾€ą½²ā‚Š āŠ¹ cw include: [suguru] possessive!sugu, heā€™s kinda mean :((, kinda public sex?? they fuck in a bathroom idk man, unprotected sex, rough sex, he gags her w her panties, spanking, some choking, creampie bc DUH, [satoru] pathetic!toru, heā€™s so down bad but so sweet, oral f!receiving, gojo cums in his pants while eating her out, unprotected sex, backshots, choking, [toji] drug usage (weed) oral m!receiving, needy!reader, throat fucking, heā€™s kinda rough, riding, biting, and you guessed itā€¦a creampie!!, [nanami] shibari, use of a vibrator, oral m!receiving, unprotected sex, prone bone position, creampie, baby makinā€™ sex, [sukuna] i made him nice in this, public sex (nobody can see them), sex on top of a car, unprotected sex, semi rough sex, he pulls out!! shockingly, oral f!receiving, choking, squirting anddddd i think that it about it!!!! wc: 6.5k
a/n: i do NOT condone all the unprotected sex in this!!! yall better be safe šŸ«µšŸ½/// mdni boarder credit: @cafekitsune
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SUGURU GETO: haunted- beyoncƩ
ā€˜my haunted lungs, ghost in the sheets. i know if iā€™m haunting you, you must haunting me.ā€™
ā€œs-sugu,ā€ you mewled against the manā€™s lips, hissing when you felt his hands tug roughly at your hair. suguru brought his hand to your face, pushing on your chin with his thumb to part your lips even more. once he had enough access he wasted no time shoving his tongue in your mouth, groaning at the sweet yet bitter taste of the wine youā€™d previously been drinking.
he just couldnā€™t get enough of you.
you and suguru had coincidentally ended up at the same hotel bar, the two of you engaging in a silent battle of who would talk to the other first. it wasnā€™t until you got up to use the restroom that sugu threw all caution into the wind and followed you, quick to push you against the nearest stall.
ā€œmissed you baby, couldnā€™t stop thinking about you for days,ā€ he growled, bunching up the material of your dress to the tops of your thighs. ā€œhowā€™d you know iā€™d be here? i w-was waiting on someone,ā€ your lips had the cutest pout, your brows furrowing as you finally got a good look at him.
his pupils were the size of saucers, holding nothing but desire and want for no one else but you.
suguru chuckled, his head tilting back as he laughed. ā€œyour little boy toy? i wouldnā€™t worry about him,ā€ he hummed, cradling your face in his large hands. suguru shoved his ring and middle finger in your mouth, humming in content when you swirled your tongue around the digits. your breath hitched when you felt those same fingers press against your clit, the dull throb from it had suguruā€™s pants feeling extra tight.
ā€œw-whatā€™d you do to him suguruuu,ā€ you whined, hands reaching out for his broad shoulders to steady yourself. geto didnā€™t answer, simply done talking about the irrelevant man.
without warning suguru flipped your body, pressing your front against the stall door. his hands gripped onto your hips, traveling up to your breasts to give them a squeeze. ā€œi donā€™t want to talk about another man, not when iā€™m about to fuck you stupid,ā€ you heard the clank! of his belt being undone, your heart skipping a beat when you heard his zipper next.
ā€œy-you have no right to interfere with my daā€”hates!ā€ you felt like the air had been punched from your lungs when he slipped inside your pussy in one go, his teeth biting onto your shoulder to hide his groans. suguru didnā€™t move an inch, wanting you to feel how much he missed you with each throb of his dick against your squishy walls. his once perfectly styled bun was now almost completely disheveled, his baby hairs tickling the side of your face.
ā€œyou feel me honey? feel how much i love nā€™ miss you?ā€ his voice sounded breathless, boarder line drunk. suguru grinned when he felt the plushness of your ass grind against his front. heā€™ll take that as a yes.
suguru pulled almost all the way out, leaving just the tip in before slamming back inside of you, his hand slapping against your mouth to cover your squeals n moans. ā€œyou really fuckinā€™ piss me off you know that?ā€ his free hand wrapped around your throat, pulling you impossibly closer to him.
ā€œyou give me the best sex of my life, make me feel like iā€™m on cloud nine every time iā€™m with you nā€™ then you leave me? fuck that,ā€ his forehead fell against your shoulder, teeth digging into his bottom lip.
your eyes fluttered shut when you felt him hit that special spot deep inside you, fat tears welling up in your eyes. you wanted to push him off, tell him to fuck off and leave you alone for goodā€”but the thing about that is you really really didnā€™t want to. as much as he was an overly possessive asshole no one, and i mean no one could ever fuck you like he could. he had your bodies likes and dislikes down to a tee the first time he ever slept with you and it only got better from there <//3
you heard a small tear, your eyes widening when you suddenly felt more exposed. suguru removed his hand from your mouth, but before you could even get a sound out you felt the soft material of your panties being shoved in your mouth.
ā€œyouā€™re so cute,ā€ suguru pressed a sloppy kiss to the side of your face before gripping onto your hips, picking up the pace of his thrusts. your hands pressed against the stall for balance, nearly on your tippy toes in attempt to escape his brutal pace. suguru was absolutely mesmerized by the way your ass clapped against his pelvis, a shiny, white sheen of your essence coating his dick.
suguruā€™s thrusts stopped when he felt your hand tap urgently against his toned stomach. he swiftly pulled out and turned you around, concern swirling in his eyes. ā€œyou okay sweetness?ā€ he asked, removing your panties from your mouth, his thumb wiping off the drool on your chin. you bit your kiss swollen lip, nodding.
ā€œi justā€¦wanted to see your face when you finish in me,ā€ your cheeks felt blazing hot as you looked down bashfully. suguruā€™s nostrils flared, his chest heaving. you were absolutely gonna be the death of this man.
ā€œjump.ā€
you made quick work to jump in his arms, your legs wrapping around his waist. he slipped in with ease, the both of you moaning in unison. suguruā€™s strokes were slow, yet so so deep you swore you felt him in your tummy. ā€œsā€™good sugu,ā€ your hands were quick to take out the elastic holding his hair up, your fingers combing through the soft locs.
ā€œi know baby, i know. ā€˜missed you so much, did you miss me?ā€ you wanted to say no, deny him the satisfaction of hearing you say you indeed did miss him but fuck it! you really did miss your sugu.
a particular harsh thrust broke you out of your thoughts, making you gasp violently. ā€œy-yes i did! i missed you so m-much sugu,ā€ you pulled him close by his hair, giving him a bruising kiss. suguru moaned loudly into the kiss, his hips stuttering as he finally began to finish inside of you. his fingers were quick to rub at your clit, his eyes rolling back when you squeezed tightly around him.
your thighs trembled as suguru fucked you through your orgasm, the loud squelching of your pussy echoing throughout the bathroom. ā€œgood fuckinā€™ pussy,ā€ suguru grunted in your ear, pressing a soft kiss to the shell of it.
suguru set you down carefully, chuckling to himself when you grabbed onto him for dear life to steady yourself. ā€œyouā€™re such an asshole,ā€ you muttered, picking your ripped, discarded panties up off the floor. he gave you a toothy grin, plucking the garment from your hands and shoving it into his pocket. ā€œmm i know i am, now letā€™s get outta here your date gave me the keys to the room he booked for the two of you.ā€
as he ushered you out of the bathroom you looked up at him, your brows furrowing in confusion, ā€œare you gonna tell me how the fuck you found out about him? this date?ā€ suguru chuckled, his hand wrapping around your waistā€”
ā€œdonā€™t worry about that gorgeous.ā€
SATORU GOJO: the way- kehlani ft chance the rapper
ā€˜all i do, is stay up all night losinā€™ sleep over you. all i do, is drive myself crazy thinkinā€™ bout my baby.ā€™
ā€œi miss herrrr!ā€
ā€œtoru please shut up and focus on the game.ā€
ā€œbut i miss herrr,ā€ satoruā€™s head fell against his keyboard with a thud! making geto sigh in defeat.
ā€œwhy donā€™t you just call her thā€”ā€
ā€œi have been! she wonā€™t answer!ā€ satoru felt tears well up in his eyes as he stared at his texts with you. all he saw was blue bubbles from himself, along with ā€˜readā€™ at the bottom. he swiped over to the photos app, sighing sadly at his album of pictures dedicated to you.
why oh why were you so precious?
he clicked on a video he took of you while you were crocheting, sniffling at how cute you looked so concentrated on the hat you were making. he swiped to the next; a video of you sitting on top of his stomach, blunt between your fingers as you sang along to whatever song was playing.
ā€œi feel like iā€™m gonna throw up sugu, i miss her so much,ā€ he continued to swipe through the folder, a whine bubbling in his throat at a certain video. you were out at a club together and while you were grinding in his lap satoru whipped out his phone, flash on and everything, capturing the entire thing. you looked so pretty in that dress. you looked even prettier with it pushed up to your waist while he fucked you from the back.
satoru was broken out of his thoughts when geto spoke up, ā€œjust go over there man. the worst she can do is mace you, or like, call the cops.ā€ gojo huffed, his lips puffing up into a pout.
ā€œyouā€™re right mā€™gonna go talk to her.ā€
ĖšŹšā™”ɞ
ā€œgo away!ā€
you winced when you felt gojoā€™s body fall against your door, a sound of defeat leaving his lips. ā€œplease pretty baby mā€™so sorry, you know i am!ā€ satoru clutched the flowers in his hand, hot tears brimming his eyes. you huffed, pressing your back against the door. be strong. be strong.
ā€œyou missed our date, thatā€™s one date too many! you didnā€™t even call to let me know! i got all pretty for nothing,ā€ your brows furrowed, a fresh wave of anger running over you. ā€œall to be at home on your ass watching baddies, without me might i add!ā€
ā€œiā€™m sorryyyy! i really am just let me in!ā€ his shoulders slumped when he heard you yell back ā€˜no!ā€™, the pout on his lips deepening.
ā€œy/nā€¦iā€™m so sorry i forgot about our date i promise it wonā€™t ever happen again. wonā€™t ever let you waste a look on me again i swear. itā€™s been almost a week andā€”and i canā€™t sleep, i canā€™t eat, i c-canā€™t even play on my pc!ā€
heā€™ll admit he probably sounded like the biggest drama queen but these were desperate times! heā€™s never met a girl that took such good care of his heart the way you did. the way you let him feel every ounce of love and care you had for him with a single touch. my mans down bad mmkay?!
ā€œbaby? you still there?ā€
your hand was already on the door knob before he even finished his sentence, you just wanted to hear him grovel a bit. ā€œyeah mā€™here,ā€ you muttered, getting on your tippy toes to look at him through the peephole.
ā€œis that food i see?ā€ you mumbled, eyeing the bag in his hands. gojo nodded eagerly, holding the bag up. ā€œspicy ramen with two things of vegetable tempura from your favorite place,ā€ his lips quirked up into a small smile, you could never say no to your favorite ramen.
he heard some shuffling on the other side of the door before you opened it. he couldā€™ve ate you up the way you looked so cute in your fluffy robeā€¦.oh waitā€”
ā€œsatoruuuu,ā€ you head fell back against your pillow, thighs shaking against the snow haired manā€™s head. gojo moaned against your pussy, tongue lolling out of his mouth as he slobbered all over your clit. his large hands wandered from your thighs, to your tummy, to your exposed breasts.
ā€œmissed you so much sweetness,ā€ he whispered to your pussy, giving your thigh a sloppy kiss. his hooded, icy blue eyes flit to yours, ā€œmissed you even more pretty baby.ā€ before you could say anything back his lips were back on your clit, caressing it gently with the tip of his tongue. his hips ground into your bed, only adding to how overstimulated he was.
ā€œmā€™gonna cum toru,ā€ you mewled, fighting to keep your thighs open. gojo pulled you closer to his face by your hips, ā€œme too baby, cum on my face.ā€ you had no idea what that meant at the moment but regardless you did as he said, giving him your third orgasm of the night. satoru let out a pornographic moan against your pussy as his own orgasm hit him like a truck, his hips stuttering against the beg as he drank up your essence.
gojo laid his head on your trembling thigh, nipping the twitching skin. despite cumming in his pants he was still hard, painfully hard actually. with shaky hands satoru pushed himself up, his hands running over the silkiness of your thighs. you gasped when you suddenly felt his lips against yours, your cum smearing from his chin onto yours. one thing about satoru gojo; he was the king of sloppy kisses.
ā€œyou ready for me beautiful?ā€ he moaned against your lips, his hips now grinding into yours. you nodded and gojo wasted no time ditching his clothes, making quick work to rid you of your robe. you turned your back to him, arching into the bed, giving him a view of your glistening pussy. gojo gave his dick a few strokes before pushing it between your folds, fat, sticky tip nudging against your clit.
ā€œyouā€™re a fucking dream,ā€ satoru slurred, finally slipping into your pussy. your eyes rolled into the back of your head, mouth dropping open at the delicious stretch of him. once he was all the way in, he leant forward a tiny bit, his pelvis smushing against your ass. ā€œt-too deep toru! too deā€”deep,ā€ you whined, your hand coming back to slap at his stomach.
gojo chuckled, moving back to his original stance, ā€œjust wanted you to feel me wayyy in there.ā€ and with that he was locked inā€”leg propped up on the bed to give you the meanest strokes known to man. your nails clawed at your sheets, pussy gripping onto satoruā€™s dick like a vice.
ā€œso fuckinā€™ wet pretty baby,ā€ gojo moaned, teeth clamping onto his kiss swollen lip. how stupid could he have been to almost lose something so so good? satoru wrapped his hand around your neck, pulling you roughly against his chest. you turned your head, immediately catching his lips in a heated kiss. his free hand cupped your breast, tweaking at your nipple, making you whine into his mouth.
ā€œmissed you so much gorgeous.ā€
ā€œmissed you more toruā™”ā€
TOJI FUSHIGURO: james joint- rihanna
ā€˜iā€™d rather be breaking things cause we canā€™t see, weā€™re too busy kissing.ā€™
ā€œyouā€™re so good at that toji.ā€
you watched him with hearts practically in your eyes as he sealed up the blunt for the two of you. toji chuckled, leaning down to give your cheek a sweet kiss. ā€œthank you baby, hand me that lighter would ya?ā€ you were quick to reach for the lighter next to you, giving him a dreamy smile as you handed it to him. you werenā€™t high on weed yet, but you were definitely high on your man.
ā€œalright sā€™all done, letā€™s get comfy. itā€™s your turn to pick a movie gorgeous,ā€ toji laid on his side of the bed, head propped up with one of your squishmallows. you laid on his chest, remote in hand as you looked for a movie. you picked ā€˜texas chainsaw massacreā€™ because it was his favorite of course. toji gave the crown of your head a kiss before lighting the blunt, his hand finding purchase on your waist.
as the movie went on you became more high and restless. before you knew it you were running your fingers over the ridges of his abs over his shirt, teeth nibbling on your bottom lip. toji was too immersed in the movie to notice your hand was now underneath his shirt, running across his chest and abdomen.
suddenly he felt a tug on the waistband of his sweats. ā€œwhatā€™re you doinā€™ down there,ā€ he chuckled, giving your hip a loving squeeze. you let out a long sigh, sitting up, moving to sit on his stomach. ā€œyou just look sooo good toji,ā€ you gave him a dopey smile, running your hands over his pecs. you pressed your forehead against his, ā€œespecially when iā€™m on top of you like thisā€¦so handsome.ā€
toji ran his tongue over his bottom lip, tilting his chin up to let you know he wanted a kiss. you happily obliged pressing your soft lips against his, your hands now cradling his face. you nibbled at tojiā€™s bottom lip, wasting no time to slip your tongue in his mouth once his lips parted. ā€œmm you keep kissinā€™ me like that nā€™ weā€™re not gonna be able to finish the movie,ā€ he mumbled against your lips, grabbing a handful of your ass over your pj shorts.
ā€œfine by me,ā€ you giggled, wrapping your arms around his neck. after a few minutes of kissing you began kissing your way down his jaw to his neck, kissing and sucking on the skin. toji groaned, bucking his hips up into you. you pushed his shirt up, now kissing down his chest, stopping at the waistband of his sweats. ā€œcan i? please?ā€ you gave him your best doe eyes, already tugging at the elastic.
ā€œcould never say no to you, pull it out for me pretty girl,ā€ toji chuckled, running his thumb over your bottom lip, a groan bubbling in his throat when you started to suck it. you always loved giving toji head when he was high. he a little looser when it came to being rough with you, he didnā€™t try to hold himself back as much.
thatā€™s how he ended up fucking your throat, head tossed against your plushies while he used you. your eyes squeezed shut, nails digging into his thighs as he fucked your throat damn near raw. you gasped wetly when he pulled his dick out of your mouth, smacking the muscle against your lips. ā€œyou take my shit so good, i oughta be rougher with you more often,ā€ toji gave you a lazy smirk, tracing his tip over your pouting lips.
ā€œyou shouldā€¦i like it,ā€ you couldnā€™t help but look anywhere but his eyes as you said it, your cheeks heating up. ā€œyouā€™re so cute,ā€ toji grinned, pushing down on your chin to open your mouth wider. he slowly pushed his dick in your mouth, groaning when he felt the tip of your tongue lick against the underside. you gagged rather hard when he pushed your head all the way down, your nose bumping into his pelvis. tears began to well up in your eyes and you just looked so cute, he couldnā€™t help wanna take a picture of you.
ā€œlook at me,ā€ toji grunted, tugging at your hair. you blinked slowly, looking at him through your lashes. he was holding his phone up, teeth digging into his bottom lip. he warned you of the flash before taking a picture, dick jumping in your throat at just how gorgeous you looked with a mouthful of his dick. your eyes were red n glossy, practically eye fucking the camera.
you pulled off of tojiā€™s dick with a pop! wiping your mouth with the back of your hand before speaking, ā€œlemme ride you.ā€ toji tossed his phone with quickness, his hands already tugging at the waistband of your shorts. you pulled off your shorts, knees settling beside tojiā€™s hips, your dripping pussy hovering over his leaking tip. you slipped his dick in with ease, your pussy hugging his base as you slid down till your ass was snug against his thighs.
toji let out a deep sigh, rough hands settling on your waist. ā€œevery time iā€™m inside itā€™s like the first time, squeezinā€™ me so tight baby goddamn,ā€ you whimpered at tojiā€™s words, your hands pushing on his pecs for support to help you ride him. toji grabbed a handful of your ass, eyes flitting to the wet mess between the two of you. each time you slammed back down a squelching sound followed, your wetness dripping onto his thighs and the bed.
ā€œyou look soā€”fuck, so pretty, baby, canā€™t believe youā€™re real,ā€ toji chuckled breathlessly, hissing when reached a hand behind you to play with his balls. all you could do was give him a weak smile, your free hand yanking up your shirt to give him a nice lil view of your tits. toji wasted no time cupping your breasts in his hands, fingers tugging at your nipples.
ā€œhah! mā€™gonna cum toji,ā€ your thighs trembled as you tried to ride him as best as you could, but the way his tip hit that spongy spot deep inside you wasnā€™t making it easy at all. toji brought one of his hands down to rub at your clit, thumb drawing vicious circles into your sensitive nub. you came with a squeal, body falling limp against tojiā€™s as you rode your high out by grinding into him.
toji couldnā€™t a get word out before you were smushing your lips against his, whining about how you were ready to go again. ā€œyou sure baby? maybe you should take a little breather yeah?ā€ toji ran his hand up and down your back, grinning when you began to protest. ā€œmm well thatā€™s fine butā€”ā€ he planted his feet into the bed, lips brushing against your ear, ā€œiā€™m not gonna be easy on you.ā€
that was more than fine with you.
toji grabbed your ass with both hands before fucking up into you, groaning into your ear when he felt you tug at his hair. you pressed your lips into his once more, toji drinking up each moan that slipped past your pretty lips. ā€œthat feel good baby? hm? talk to me, i wanna hear you,ā€ he sucked on your bottom lip, nibbling on the plushy skin. you whined against his lips, the smell of his aftershave making you dizzy.
ā€œfeels sā€™good toji, y-youā€™re always so good toā€”s-shit! to me, so so good thank you thank you thank you,ā€ you were babbling at this point, tears brimming in your eyes from overstimulation. it hurt so good you just couldnā€™t tell him to stop, let alone to slow down. toji hissed when felt your teeth dig into his shoulder, his pace faltering ever so slightly.
ā€œs-shit do that again, youā€™re gonna make me cum baby, gonna make me cum so fuckinā€™ hard,ā€ he growled into your ear, giving your ass two harsh smacks. you did as you were told, biting into the same spot on his shoulder, your tongue lolling out of your mouth to caress the mark. tojiā€™s hips pushing into yours one last time, his arms squeezing around you impossibly tight as he emptied himself inside of you.
his orgasm triggered your own, your mouth dropping open in a silent scream as you creamed his dick. ā€œf-fuck stop squeezing me babe it hurts,ā€ toji let out a breathless laugh, giving your hip a rough squeeze. you shook your head, your nose nuzzling into his neck. ā€œi canā€™t help it, it feels like im still cumming, like i gotta pee.ā€ tojiā€™s eyebrows raised in surprise, his lips pulling into a smirk.
ā€œoh really?ā€
ā€œyeahā€¦.why are you smiling?ā€
KENTO NANAMI: god is fair, sexy nasty-mac miller ft kendrick lamar
ā€˜donā€™t you know your body been mine? i know you know i know.ā€™
ā€œhoney, can i take this blindfold off yet?ā€ kento chuckled, his back flopping against the mattress. it was your guysā€™ four year anniversary of being married and he had a pretty good idea of what you had planned for the rest of the night.
suddenly he felt a pair of warm hands on the tops of his thighs. ā€œyou can take it off now,ā€ he heard you giggle, the warmth of your hands now gone. nanami sat up slowly, removing the blindfold with eagerness. he put his glasses on, his mouth dropping slightly once his eyes readjusted to the light.
you were on your knees wearing a pretty baby pink set of lingerie, there were ropes placed on either side of you. ā€œi was thinking we could try that thing you brought up to me a while ago. i was a little nervous at first but mā€™ready now, i know youā€™ve been practicing,ā€ you giggled at the last part, heat rising to nanamiā€™s cheeks. it was true, he had been practicing shibari on himself just in case you showed interest. heā€™d also been doing extensive researchā€”which usually led to him fisting his dick at the thought of you tied up all pretty like that.
kento got on his knees with you, his shaky hands reaching out to pull you close. ā€œyou really wanna do this? you donā€™t have to just because i want to,ā€ he spoke softly, nudging his nose against yours lovingly. you hummed, bringing your hands up to scratch at his nape, ā€œi promise i do. i think itā€™ll be really, um, hot being tied up like that,ā€ you gave him a small smile, pressing your lips against his.
nanami had read that for your first time doing shibari with your partner itā€™s always best to bind them in your favorite sex positionā€”hence why he has your on your tummy. it took some time and a lot of patience but he eventually had your arms tied behind your back in pretty knots, checking every couple of minutes to make sure it wasnā€™t too tight.
ā€œhow does that feel?ā€ he asked, gently tugging at the ropes. you tried moving your arms and wrists but they werenā€™t budgingā€”he really had been doing his research. ā€œfeels okayā€¦not tight but, like, secure. keep going,ā€ you gave him a smile of encouragement, resting your head against the mattress once more. nanami gave your cheek a sweet kiss, then another one on your shoulder, and then another one in the center of your back.
ā€œmā€™gonna do your legs now, iā€™m gonna connect those ropes to the ones on your arms okay?ā€ he ran his hand over your thigh, giving it a soft squeeze. ā€œokay ken,ā€ you gave him a verbal answer to put him more at ease and it seemed to work, his body visibly becoming less tense as he looped the ropes around your shins.
kento sat back on his knees, admiring his work with hearts in his eyes. you looked like an angel all tied up for him. ā€œhow does it feel pretty girl?ā€ he spoke softly, brushing his thumb over the apple of your cheek.
ā€œit feels good ken, can you touch me? please?ā€ kento gave your cheek a kiss before getting up, rummaging through his bedside drawer to find the wand he used on you from time to time. ā€œis it okay if i use this?ā€ he asked, holding the wand in front of you, smiling when you nodded. he switched the wand on to the lowest setting, propping it between your thighs to sit directly on your clit.
your breath hitched, eyes fluttering when you felt him push the wand harder into your clit. ā€œis that good baby?ā€ nanami cooed, tracing hearts along your back. you preened into his touch, your nails digging into your palm,ā€ yes ken, ā€˜feels really good.ā€ you peeped the bulge in his dress pants, your chest feeling heavy at the thought of having him in your mouth. ā€œkenny?ā€ you whispered, gasping when you felt the wand being yanked from between your legs.
nanami was crouching by the bed, concern clouding his vision. were you hurt? were you starting to not like it?
you noticed his concerned stare, immediately reassuring him, ā€œiā€™m good! iā€™m okay, i promise! i just, um, wellā€”ā€
ā€œwhat can i do for you darling?ā€ his tone was tender as he spoke, thumb caressing your jaw. ā€œwellā€¦i just wanna suck you offā€¦ā€ your voice was tiny as you spoke. after all these years of being together, being intimate with each other, he still made you so bashful.
nanami let out a noise of relief, giving your cheek a soft pat. ā€œgeez honey, you scared me half to death i thought you were were hurt!ā€ after a sharing a moment of laughter together nanami placed the wand between your legs once more. ā€œif you need me to stop, kick your legs against the bed three times ā€˜kay? i made the knots on your legs looser just case. donā€™t want you getting hurt at all right honey?ā€ he cooed, leaning down to kiss your forehead when you nodded.
after turning up the setting on the wand he slowly began to undo his belt, giving you a warm smile as he did so. your mouth started to water when he pulled his dick out, tip leaking and begging for attention.
he didnā€™t have to say a word because you already knew what to do, your tongue sticking out waiting to please him. nanami let out a deep exhale through his nose when you kitten licked at his dick. he was about to remove his glasses when you suddenly let out a noise of disapproval. ā€œkeep them on pleaseā€¦you look so handsome with them onā€, your voice was small as you spoke, your wrists struggling ever so lightly against the ropes. kento grinned, grabbing a nearby pillow to place it under your head for comfort, ā€œof course honey, ā€˜can have whatever you want.ā€
kento fucked your mouth slowly, relishing in tiny mewls you would let out. your panties were a mess by now, the soft cotton material sticking to your folds. ā€œlook at you humping the bed, youā€™re so cute,ā€ kento smirked down at you, running his thumb over the bulge in your cheek. you hummed around his dick, your hips circling to get more stimulation from the wand. he pushed his hips forward, groaning deeply when he felt your throat constrict around his tip.
you gasped when he abruptly pulled out of your mouth, your brows scrunching together bc why did he do that??
ā€œas much as i love this and you for doing it for me i need to fuck you properly.ā€ he carefully, but swiftly began to undo the knots, kissing your wrists and ankles as he did so. nanami grunted when you jumped into his arms, your lips littering his neck and throat with sloppy kisses. nanami squeezed your hips roughly, not being able to contain himself from peppering your shoulder with kisses. ā€œbe rough tonight, i can handle it ken,ā€ you whispered in his ear, nibbling on the lobe.
thatā€™s how you ended up on your tummy, head tucked between nanamiā€™s arm and bicep while he fucked you rather roughly. sure, it was a challenge keeping his glasses on like this but it was all worth it to please his wife.
ā€œk-ken whyā€™re you fucking me like that,ā€ you sobbed into the sheets, your legs crossing over themselves in attempt to slow him down. keyword attempt because the second you did that his knee forced your legs right back open. ā€œarenā€™t you the one who asked for it rough honey? cmon use your words you can do it,ā€ he rasped next to your ear, using his free hand to shove two fingers between your drooling lips.
kento grinned when you whined out an oh so cute ā€˜i donā€™t knowwwā€™ over his fingers, your hot tears dripping onto his arm. ā€œthatā€™s right baby donā€™t think, just lemme think for you,ā€ he gave you a particularly harsh thrust, triggering your long awaiting orgasm. he hissed when you bit down on his fingers, his hips pushing into your ass one last time as he finished inside you.
nanami released his grip, rolling you onto your side before pulling you into him. ā€œthatā€™s was good,ā€ he hummed, caressing your back. you ran a shaky hand down his chest, stopping just above his dick. ā€œlets go again, i have a feeling this one took but you can never be too sure with baby making right?ā€ you nudged your nose against his, your hand now stroking his semi. nanami cupped the back of your neck in his hand, pressing your lips togetherā€”
ā€œyouā€™re absolutely right darling.ā€
RYOMEN SUKUNA: talk 2 u- brent faiyaz
ā€˜if you donā€™t mind i wanna be the only one on your mind.ā€™
ā€œfuckkk y/n,ā€ sukuna growled in your ear, fingers digging into the fat of your thighs. your mouth dropped open, hand slamming down on the hood of sukunaā€™s car as he fucked you like a madman. you felt sooo much better than he couldā€™ve imagined, pussy gripping onto him so tightly as if you just wanted to keep him there.
he had pursued you a few weeks prior, spitting out more game than you could handle which is how he eventually got you like this. he was just such a smooth talker. you werenā€™t able to contain yourself by the end of your third date, asking, no pleading with him to take you on top of his car.
ā€œso big ā€˜kuna,ā€ you whined into his ear, drool slipping from your lips and onto your exposed chest. sukuna pushed you down softly, throwing your legs over his shoulders before pounding into you once more. his teeth nibbled at his bottom lip, his eyes solely focused on the way your breasts bounced with each thrust.
ā€œso pretty,ā€ he rasped out, pressing a kiss to your ankle. as he littered your ankle and shin with kisses he eyes flit to your face, pupils dilating when he saw your fucked out expression. ā€œi-iā€™m cumming ā€˜kuna, iā€™mā€”ā€ your body tensed as you came with a loud moan. sukuna was only adding to the stimulation, now using his fat tip to tap against your clit.
he didnā€™t even give you a breather before he was pushing back inside, nearly knocking the air out of your lungs. ā€œsuch a good pussy baby, sheā€™s so wet fā€™me,ā€ sukuna leant down, capturing your nipple in his hot mouth. you scratched at his nape lovingly, your legs tightening around his waist. sukuna moved onto your other breast, his hand cupping the one he abandoned. he kissed, licked, n sucked all over your breasts until you were writhing in sensitivity, giving his hair a rough tug to yank him off.
sukuna pulled off your nipple with a pop! grinning at you as he gave it one last kiss. his once fast paced strokes were replaced with slower, deeper ones, reaching deeper inside you than anyone youā€™ve ever been with. ā€œyou like when i fuck you like that? hm?ā€ sukunaā€™s forehead was now pressed against yours, his nose nudging against yours.
you physically couldnā€™t find it in you to reply, too fucked out to even form a sentence. sukuna wrapped his hand around your throat, applying little pressure, his thrusts stopping completely. ā€œwha? w-whyā€™d you stop?ā€ you clawed at his leather jacket, your hips bucking up into his.
ā€œi asked you a question didnā€™t i?ā€ his voice was strained as he spoke, your pussy squeezing around him every second. the dull throb of his dick inside you sent shivers up your spine. ā€œyes?ā€ you had meant for it to sound more like a statement than a question, but he gave you some grace, seeing as you already fucked out beyond belief.
his grip around your throat tightened, ā€œso answer me. do you *thrust* like when i *harder thrust* fuck you like that? *really hard thrust* you better answer quickly before i pullā€”ā€
ā€œyes! yes yes, i like when you fuck me deep like that! please donā€™t stop ā€˜kuna,ā€ your voice was trembling as you spoke, your hands moving to his face to cradle his jaw. sukuna kissed your palm, pulling out until only his tip was in you before slamming back in. your chest arched into his, your already sensitive nipples rubbing against the soft material of his shirt.
ā€œthatā€™s a good girl, now cum on my dick,ā€ his thumb began to rub tight, little circles on your clit, cursing to himself when he felt his orgasm quickly approaching as well. you squealed out a symphony of ā€˜oh my godā€™s, you legs squeezing around his waist impossibly tight as your pussy convulsed around his dick. a steady stream of you cum shot out at his lower stomach only egging him on to fuck you harder, deeper.
ā€œgoddamn y/n, youā€™re fucking baptizing me down here,ā€ sukunaā€™s words were slurred, his eyes feeling droopy as he felt the coil in his stomach about to burst. he abruptly pulled out, jerking his dick until he nutted all over your pussy, smearing his cum around your folds. ā€œdonā€™t do that sā€™gonna make it even more messy,ā€ you whined, hiding your face behind your hands.
ā€œnone of that now, cmon lemme see you,ā€ sukuna chuckled, gently prying your hands from your face. he couldnā€™t help but internally coo at you, your post sex face melting his heart. ā€œyouā€™re so cute, be my girlfriend,ā€ his sudden change of tone caught you completely off guard.
ā€œwh-what?ā€ you sat up on shaky hands, sukuna bringing his hands to your waist to keep you steady. ā€œi said,ā€ he pressed a kiss to your forehead and then your cheek, ā€œbe my girlfriend.ā€ you couldnā€™t help the giddy smile that took over your face, your cheeks heating up. ā€œmm i donā€™t know, im not quite sure yet,ā€ you decided to tease him a little making him smirk.
ā€œi guess ill just have to be a little bit more convincing then hm?ā€ he kissed his way down your neck, his hands gently pushing you down once again. sukuna began to kiss on the inside of your thighs, nibbling on the soft skin and running his tongue over it afterwards. your thighs shut around his head out of instinct when you felt his breath against at your pussy. you moaned oh so softly when you felt his tongue cup your clit.
the way sukuna had no problem devouring your pussy that was still dripping with his and your cum together had your tummy twisting, itching to jump his bones again. he moaned against your pussy, his brows scrunching when you tugged roughly at his hair. ā€œwe taste pretty good together,ā€ the way he looked at your cunt it was almost like he was talking to it (he definitely was).
the car creaked under you as sukuna pushed your knees to your chest, slurping at your pussy as if he were a man starved. you mouth dropped open in a silent scream when you felt him push two fingers inside, instantly curling them. ā€œhah! hah! mā€™gonna cum again i canā€™t, i canā€™t,ā€ you were almost crying at this point, hot tears brimming your lash line.
ā€œyes you can baby, i know you can. been so good fā€™me all night i know you can make this pussy cum one more time,ā€ the pace of his fingers never faltered as he talked to you, the tips bumping against that spongy spot that had you seeing stars. youā€™d never experienced an orgasm so hard it had you sobbing, yet here you were thighs shaking violently as sukuna furiously rubbed at your clit, milking your orgasm as much as possible. his chin and the top of his shirt were soaked, but he was as happy as could be.
ā€œā€˜k-kuna?ā€
ā€œyes pretty baby?ā€
ā€œiā€™ll be your girlfriend ā™”ā€
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TOP 10 PERSONAL FAVE MOVIES TO WATCH WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE ASS
I don't like movies that stress me out because life is already stressful but I DO love catharsis comedy found family friendship fantasy and violence so here are my top 10 movies and series to have a good time watching
Numbered for convenience but not in any particular order
John Wick 1 and 2: An ordinary man grieving the loss of his wife gets dragged back into his past as a shadowy, invisible world of international killers for hire is slowly revealed to be living among us. A love note to set design, lighting, and choreography. My favourite part is fixating on the symbolism. DO NOT WATCH 3. 4 is okay. DO NOT WATCH 3. There is a dog death in 1 that will make you cry so skip that part if you have to. DO NOT WATCH 3.
The lord of the Rings, all 3, extended edition best watched if you're on the couch with the flu and expect to fall asleep OR if it's your day off and it's raining outside OR if you have like 5 people lounging around in pajamas
Six Underground: Essentially an hour and a half long car commercial music video with found family and a fresher take on acommon plot. Ryan Reynolds essentially writes and directs a Michael Bay movie where 6 independant criminals gather together to overthrow a violent foreign dictatorship. You show up for a dumb heist and walk out ready to build a guillotine. TW for violence, car crashes, chemical warfare, and genocide. A very cathartic ending. Does unfortunately do the whole "vague, impoverished middle-eastern country" thing but the citizens are actually show as human beings which is a nice change of pace and oh wow that's depressing isn't it
The Princess Diaries 1 and 2: A sort-of-a-loser teenage girl, played by a 2001 Annie Hathaway, learns that her late father was a king of a foreign nation and must become a confident and responsible leader for his people. There is a scene in the rain where you will experience emotions. Best watched with snacks. 2 features an enemies-to-lovers type deal with Chris Pine.
Ella Enchanted: A shrek-style semi-musical fantasy romance in which a young woman is cursed at birth to do everything anyone tells her to do. Features several Queen songs and dance numbers sung by Annie Hathaway and that guy who plays the sad dog guy in Hannibal.
Stardust: A huge loser travels from 1800s England (?) to a magical world in order to fetch a fallen star for the insufferable love of his life before she marries a massive douchebag. The huge loser? Charlie Cox. The star? A living person. Also a whole bunch of princes are ALSO looking for them as a race for the throne while discreetly killing each other off. And also a bunch of witches want to eat her so they can be young and sexy. 11/10. I used to watch this 10 minutes at a time on a YouTube channel that posted it in chunks filmed on a digital camera in their living room
The Last Holiday: Queen Latifah, playing someone played by Queen Latifah, has been working an underappreciated minimum wage job for years, living a safe and conservative life trying to lose weight and save money. Then she finds out she has months to live, and decides to finally quit her job and blow it all on one massive luxury holiday vacation complete with five-star dining, making friends and finding love and confidence along the way. It's definitely corny but it makes me so happy thank you Queen Latifah
Zathura: It's the plot to the original Jumanji but in space instead of the rainforest. But listen to me: There's a twist reveal at the end that you need to pretend isn't there. It is vitally important when you get to that part- and you will know what part when it happens- that you pretend it didn't. Otherwise, a fresh and enjoyable adventure for any age!
Redacted cause I haven't seen it in a long time and it may be worse than I remember, gotta rewatch
Bullet Train. You go in expecting a ham-fisted find-the-mcguffin style action comedy and are blindsided by excellent narrative symmetry and genuinely likeable characters. Fresh takes on old themes and creative action sequences. My little brother said "It's good", and he's a man who once sincerely argued that Lord of the Rings could have been better. It's fun and punchy violence with just enough smart stuff to not let your brain get bored
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FEELIN' LUCKY || GETO SUGURU
Suguru has a reputation of a playboy ā€” and rightfully so. He likes to change girls, bedding them as he pleases. He thinks he can have them all. He's a player, a red flag and you show him he's wrong. It's a story about a boy who has everything but craves to have you.
contains: frat boy!suguru x nerdy!reader, pining, maybe a little slowburn-ish, flirting, smut (unprotected sex, some body worship, mentions of hooking up, booty calls, sexting), wc. 9420 ā‹Æ reader discretion is advised
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Suguru knows how to navigate around the campus. Heā€™s tried all the shortcuts, been on all the parties, talked (and fought) with all the teachers. Heā€™s known around ā€” troublemaker, a frat boy, a heartbreaker. Itā€™s no news to anyone that Suguru Geto is a red flag personified; a ladiesā€™ man, playing with every beauty he deems worthy of attention. And heā€™s lucky too, girls tend to love him, all of them. After all, bad girls love bad boys and good girls, unfortunately, do too. Heā€™s a flame that attracts all the moths, a sin that tempts and renders every heart helpless. Heā€™s a siren song luring women towards their doom. The ultimate playboy, reveling in the attention he gets everywhere he shows up, soaking it up like a cat basking in the sun.
Itā€™s unfair, he jokes sometimes, when he aims to add another notch to his bedpost. Unfair how easy it is for him to have what he wants, how all that meets his gaze is heart-eyes and flushed cheeks. But he likes it, he likes to take, he likes to be wanted and pick from the crowd. It boosts his ego. He is, after all, drop dead gorgeous. He is, truly, with his long, raven hair and purple glint to his eyes, all surrounded by an air of sexy danger coming from his piercings, his clothes and the way he acts.
ā€œWhoā€™s that?ā€ He wonders, mind rushing through the extensive catalogue of female students he knows. ā€œSheā€™s new.ā€ Clearly. He doesnā€™t know you yet.
Youā€™re pretty, too pretty for him to let you go just like that. You came to the party at the frat house, but you donā€™t seem to fit right in. Maybe youā€™re a transfer student? Or a friend of someone? It doesnā€™t look like youā€™re someoneā€™s girlfriend. A man thatā€™s sane would not let you wander around such place alone. Not in that dress. Youā€™re gorgeous, breathtaking. You make Suguruā€™s heart beat a little bit faster, his pulse quickening and he can hear it in his ears, a steady thump echoing over the sound of music. Itā€™s excitement ā€” something he has not felt in a long time.
His friends say something. Heā€™s not listening, eyes laser focused on you and only you. You move with grace, your hips sway from side to side like a pendulum as you find your way through the crowded living room. Your cup is empty, itā€™s clear from the way you tap it with your fingernail every time someone tries to stop you ā€” youā€™re pointing on it, gesturing your intentions as you try to speak over the loud music and blurring chatter. You seem polite too, the way you smile brightens the area. He likes how it reaches your eyes, how your nose scrunches a little and the skin near your temples crinkle. Everything about you is hypnotizing, you know what youā€™re doing. You have to know what youā€™re doing. Youā€™re magnetic and he wouldnā€™t be able to resist even if he wanted to.
He doesnā€™t.
You push through the crowd and Suguru follows, a predator stalking its prey. You are, after all, like a sweet little rabbit tonight. His eyes never leave your back, watching the way your hair sways and bounces with each step you take, how the fabric of your dress hugs your delectable curves. You look soft, heā€™d love to touch you, to squeeze those plush thighs, to feel the pliable flesh of your rear, to have your chest squeezed against the hard planes of his muscular torso. He wonders how soft your skin is under the fabric, if itā€™s smooth and warm to touch. He wants to find out, to explore every inch of it until he maps out every mole, scar and birthmark. He licks his lips subconsciously, his tongue swiping over the piercing in his lower lip and he wonders if youā€™d like it ā€” if the cold metal decorating his mouth would be something youā€™re into.
He catches you in the kitchen. Youā€™re holding a can of strawberry flavored soda and looking around, and he knows what youā€™re searching for. ā€œHey there, beautiful,ā€ he greets smoothly, flashing you a smile thatā€™s known for making girls weak in the knees. ā€œAllow me,ā€ he reaches, taking the cold metal from your hands ā€” his fingers brush against yours as your eyes met, the touch lingering a little longer than necessary but heā€™s content as he swiftly opens the can for you, earning himself a chuckle.
Heā€™s already got you.
ā€œThank you,ā€ you smile, taking the drink back and filling your cup with the pinkish liquid. It smells sweet, the delicate aroma of artificial fruit breaking through the typical mixture of sweat and alcohol that fills the room. Itā€™s refreshing, the scent, the look of bubbles dancing at the edges of your cup. You take a sip, tasting the flavor on your tongue and he wants to try it too. From your lips, preferably. Those glistening, cherry-colored lips. Oh, you look delectable.
ā€œIā€™m Suguru,ā€ he grins again, his eyes scanning your breathtaking features and committing the picture to memory. ā€œI donā€™t think weā€™ve met before.ā€ He already envisions you below him.
ā€œI doubt that too,ā€ you nod and you know heā€™s attracted to you. Itā€™s clear from the way he looks at you, eats you with his eyes only. Obvious from how his gaze lingers on your lips a little longer than he should but you allow him. You introduce himself too and he repeats, testing the name on his tongue.
ā€œWhat brings a gorgeous woman like you to our little shindig?ā€ He extends his hand out to shake yours, his thumb brushing over your delicate skin as his touch lingers.
ā€œI got invited by one of my friends but I canā€™t seem to find her in this crowd. Iā€™m sure sheā€™s having fun somewhere though, itā€™s alright,ā€ you explain, briefly looking over the students crowded in the main area of the house. Most of them are drunk already despite the quite early hour but you donā€™t mind it. A frat party is exactly what you expected it to be. ā€œI wouldnā€™t honestly dare to call this a little shindig.ā€
Suguru chuckles lowly, the sound rumbling in his chest. ā€œWell, I suppose ā€˜littleā€™ was an understatement,ā€ he grins and sips on his own drink. ā€œHow do you like it so far? Do you enjoy the mingling masses and blasting music or maybe I could steal you away? My room is just upstairs.ā€ His eyes flick down to your lips once more before meeting your gaze again, a hint of mischief dancing in their violet depths. One step closer and heā€™s invading your personal space just slightly. ā€œBecause I could show you a good time, if youā€™d like. Just the two of us, away from all that noise and chaos,ā€ he finishes a little quieter, a little lower. His tone is meant to seduce, to tempt you and he knows it always works. In his mind, heā€™s already alone with you, he imagines tracing your curves as he trails kisses along your jawline. His touch feels electric against your skin and you have to give him that ā€” he sure does know how to get the attention he wants.
ā€œI appreciate the offer, but I came here for the noise and the chaos,ā€ you reply, smiling as your hand finds his wrist in a gentle caress meant to put some distance between his fingertips and your skin. ā€œItā€™s not every day I get to attend a party such as this one,ā€ that said, youā€™re ready to retract when his free hand meets the curve of your hip. You hear a hum and heā€™s suddenly much closer, you feel his breath on your lips, a mixture of mint and something strongly alcoholic. A little sweet too. A coke, maybe. Thereā€™s warmth bouncing off of him, one that you feel tingling on your skin when he leans down to meet your height. The tip of his nose teases yours before it moves to the side, running over the lines of your cheekbone.
ā€œAre you sure?ā€ He asks, smirking as he waits for your resolve to crumble. Not a single girl before you had resisted his charms and you surely are not going to be the first. He enjoys the challenge you present. Most girls would have melted under his touch but you remain composed. He likes that. He likes a woman who knows what she wants. ā€œWe could make our own noise, create our own chaos.ā€
ā€œIā€™m content with all thatā€™s happening here,ā€ you hum, slipping out of his embrace. ā€œThank you for the company, Suguru. It was nice to meet you,ā€ and youā€™re gone.
He stands there, dumbfounded. He stands there, once more looking at your back and he cannot believe what happened. A bunny that slipped from the hands of a wolf, girl that rejected Suguruā€™s charms, A moth that said no to the flames of his lust. A challenge heā€™s not going to pass on.
He smirks.
Before, he just wanted to have you.
Now, he has to have you.
And he will do whatever it takes.
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Over the next weeks, Suguru has not given up. He hasnā€™t been able to get you out of his head, his interest in you hasnā€™t diminished; if anything, itā€™s grown stronger with each passing day. Heā€™s determined to unravel the enigma that is you, to uncover the secrets hidden behind your captivating eyes and sweet smile. Thereā€™s something about you that made him desperate. A mystery he cannot quite unravel, a puzzle he canā€™t solve. And he thinks of you. He finds himself lost in thoughts of you more often than heā€™d care to admit. He spots you around campus occasionally, always looking effortlessly stunning and each time, he feels that familiar pull, that undeniable attraction that draws him to you.
Maybe itā€™s him, whoā€™s the moth.
He doesnā€™t like this. How you always brush his advances off, how sweetly you smile while doing so. Every time he wants to touch you, you slip right through his fingers. You have tainted him with longing he has never felt before, you ruined him. He doesnā€™t want other women anymore, the line of booty-calls and flings blocked and removed from his phone. The nights he spends thinking of you, fucking his fist and swearing to all gods above and below to change, asking for a chance to sink his teeth into you. Because he doesnā€™t want anyone else. And he doesnā€™t know what you have done to him.
ā€œFancy seeing you there,ā€ he remarks, settling himself beside you on the bench outside the library. The afternoon is particularly sunny, warmth caressing your skin as you sit comfortably, engrossed in a book. ā€œMind if I join you?ā€ He asks, but he doesnā€™t wait for the response, as he leans over to glance at the title of your read. ā€œAh, philosophy. A deep thinker, huh? I like that.ā€
ā€œDo you?ā€ You ask, nudging a bookmark between the pages. ā€œYou donā€™t strike me as a philosophical type. You seem to me more of a live-in-the-moment kinda guy.ā€
He chuckles. ā€œYouā€™d be surprised,ā€ he replies, his tone light and teasing, ā€œthereā€™s more to me than just good looks and undeniable charm. Although, I wonā€™t deny that those are pretty great assets,ā€ he winks playfully. Suguru leans back on the bench, stretching his long legs out in front of him. The ripped, black denim exposes a bit of his thigh, the ink of his tattoos peeking through the dark threads, drawing your attention.
ā€œOh, the confidence. Itā€™s much more valuable trait than the outside looks,ā€ you hum, leaning against the backrest too.
Geto laughs, a rich, warm sound that carries easily in the quiet outdoor setting. Then, he turns to face you fully, his expression turning serious for a moment. ā€œBut youā€™re right, Iā€™m not usually one for heavy books and deep discussions. I prefer to keep things light and fun.ā€ Itā€™s a confession, he admits to it with a hint of vulnerability thatā€™s quickly pushed behind his typical grin. ā€œBesides, a guy can learn a thing or two from a smart, beautiful woman like yourself.ā€ He flirts, but thereā€™s an underlying sincerity to his words. He leans in closer, his voice dropping to a murmur. ā€œTell me, whatā€™s so captivating about this particular tome? What insights does it hold to have captured your attention so thoroughly?ā€
ā€œItā€™s a tale of a man discovering what really matters in modern life, a story of loss and reconciliation. The narrator, whose days are counted due to sudden diagnosis, meets the Devil who offers him an extra day of life in exchange of making one thing in the world disappear,ā€ you explain briefly and he watches your fingers dancing over the front cover of the book, tracing the lines of the simple graphic of a cat. ā€œThere comes the question, how do you separate out what you can do without from what you hold dear? I think itā€™s something we donā€™t pay much attention to in our lives because we have everything within reach, but what if something justā€¦ disappeared? The narrator has to take responsibility for each one of his decisions. Thereā€™s no going back, there never will be, once a thing is gone, itā€™s gone.ā€
Suguru listens intently, his expression thoughtful as he absorbs your words. ā€œThatā€™s quiteā€¦ It makes you think, doesnā€™t it?ā€ He muses, nodding slowly. ā€œIt makes you wonder what youā€™d choose to erase if given a chance to live just a day longer.ā€
ā€œThe question of how to decide whatā€™s okay to remove and whatā€™s not is what makes me think the most,ā€ you look up. The day is beautiful today, fluffy clouds travel sparsely over the azure blue sky, the sun warms your skin with its golden rays and the birds sing, hidden within the crowns of the nearby trees. You hear some chatter, somewhere from the distance where other students pass by, you hear the cars that honk impatiently as they stand in the traffic and you hear a dog barking. Thereā€™s a park not far away. ā€œSome things that are insignificant to me might be the entire world to someone else.ā€
ā€œSo you think the burden of consequences might outweigh the price of life itself,ā€ he notes, his eyes studying the lines of your profile. Your eyes, reflecting the blue of the sky, your cheeks flushed from the wind and sunrays. He thinks the color of your scarf makes your complexion looks brighter. ā€œI donā€™t know if I would be capable of eradicating something from the world permanently. At first, I thought it might be easy, just get rid of something small and simple, but then it made me wonder if things I think are unimportant, truly are so.ā€
Truth is, Suguru doesnā€™t think he would dwell much about the topic if not you, but he wonders what if. What if he made a decision that would cause a war? Or someone elseā€™s loss? What if a thing that he picks results in him not meeting you?
ā€œThatā€™s what philosophy does to you,ā€ you chuckle, turning your gaze back to him, just to meet his eyes glued to yourself.
ā€œBut maybe thatā€™s what makes life worth living,ā€ he turns to you fully, his eyes wondering as he drops his usual playfulness and mischief. ā€œItā€™s much easier to pretend we have control over our lives and the world around us rather than confront the harsh truth that we are all just tiny cogs in a vas, unpredictable machine. But maybe itā€™s the uncertainty, the constant surprises, the knowledge that anything can change in an instant what makes the journey worth the effort.ā€
ā€œMaybe it is,ā€ you nod, taking a moment to let his words sink in. ā€œI wouldnā€™t expect you to engage in topics such as this. I apologize,ā€ you offer a smile and he melts.
ā€œYou know, most people assume Iā€™m just a pretty face. They donā€™t expect me to have substance beneath the surface,ā€ he muses, his expression turning thoughtful before he lets out a breathy chuckle. ā€œI guess I do give them the reasons to do so. But I really enjoy talking to you. Itā€™s nice to have conversations that arenā€™t just surface-level flirting and innuendos. Thereā€™s just something about you...ā€ He trails off, reaching out tentatively, brushing a stray lock of hair behind your ear. His fingers linger against your skin for a moment before falling away. ā€œI like how you challenge me, make me think deeper than I usually do. You are a puzzle I canā€™t wait to solve.ā€ His gaze locks with yours, his expression open and vulnerable in a way you havenā€™t seen from him before. ā€œCan I see you again? Like this, I mean. Just talking, getting to know each other better.ā€
The question hangs heavy in the air as you consider it. You will meet him again, one way or another, somewhere around the campus or at another frat party. You will see him again as he targets another girl, flirting his way into another pair of panties. And you exhale, your lips curving upwards slightly as you lean your head on your fist, elbow on your knee.
ā€œSuguru,ā€ you begin, his name slipping over your tongue with ease you enjoy. But you know better than this. You have seen it all too well how he treats women. ā€œI enjoy conversing with you and if itā€™s just talk that you want from me, then I will find time to meet you again. But I need you to know that I will not allow myself to be another notch on your bedpost. Itā€™s easy to get swayed by your charms, but I know your reputation and I know it for sure that if I had to give up one thing in the world, it would never be self-respect.ā€
And he knows for sure that if he had to give up romance for the rest of his life just to have you, he wouldnā€™t think twice about it.
ā€œI donā€™t want to charm my way between your legs,ā€ he swears, too quickly, too desperate to make himself believable and he groans, annoyed by his own self. He nervously runs his hand through his dark, raven hair. ā€œJust, please, give me a chance. I wonā€™t lie to your face and say that Iā€™m suddenly ready to settle down or that Iā€™m done sowing my wild oats entirely. I know what kind of reputation I have and I canā€™t deny that Iā€™ve played the field more times than I can count. Iā€™ve earned it fair and square,ā€ he admits, his voice tinged with a hint of bitterness. All of the lustful nights flashed before his eyes, the nameless girls, the empty promises and unanswered calls afterwards. All the nudes, all the sexts, all the quickies in the locker rooms and dingy bathrooms. Suguru would give them all away if only earned a chance to be with you. ā€œI want to change. I already started to change. You donā€™t have to believe me right away, but you are different. From the moment I laid eyes on you, I knew there was something special about you. And I wonā€™t lie that Iā€™m not attracted to you physically. That would be impossible. But thereā€™s more to it than that. Something worth pursuing beyond just a one-night stand.ā€
ā€œAnd what change are you talking about?ā€ You quiz. ā€œBecause as far as I am concerned, Iā€™ve seen you flirting with some girls just yesterday.ā€
And he winces, unable to deny your accusation. ā€œYouā€™re right, I did flirt with them. Itā€™s become a second nature to me, a habit I canā€™t seem to break easily.ā€ He sighs heavily, running a hand through his hair once more, frustrated. ā€œBut it didnā€™t go further than talk. I didnā€™tā€¦ Iā€™ve stopped sleeping around. I blocked and removed all the girlsā€™ numbers from my phone, deleted the pictures I had. Fuck, I even declined an invitation for a party with my pals, for the first time since high school. Look,ā€ he leans in, his eyes locked with yours and his hand finds yours. You feel his thumb rubbing soft circles on your knuckles and you wonder if itā€™s to soothe you or himself. ā€œBeing with you, talking to youā€¦ itā€™s opened my eyes to what I have been missing out on. Iā€™ve spent so long chasing meaningless encounters, never allowing myself to form real connections with anyone and now, Iā€™ve tasted something more substantial and realized just how hollow my previous pursuits have been. I want to do better. For you, yes, but also for myself. I want to prove to you that Iā€™m capable of more than just cheap thrills and empty promises.ā€
Itā€™s true, everything he says. He is ready to drop the player mask, to shed his frat repute just to have a chance at something real, something that makes his heart flutter in his chest and his stomach bubble with butterflies. He is ready to say no to easy sex just to fight for your attention, your touch, your heart.
He is genuine, but you just hum, your expression unreadable as you weigh your next words. You like him desperate. You like how his violet eyes sparkle with puppy-like vulnerability rather than a flirty mischief. And he is beautiful, you cannot deny it ā€” a man of impressive built, clad in ripped jeans and leather, heavy boots and a band tee. He looks like he bites, and you know he does. You take in the sight of his piercings, the large gauges, the snake bites in his lower lip, the piercing across the bridge of his nose, right between his captivating eyes and the one right above his left brow. You wonder what kissing him would feel like. Would the metal come in the way? Or maybe it would add to the experience?
ā€œIā€™m not sure what to tell you,ā€ you sigh. ā€œI will give you a chance if you think you can change. But youā€™ll need to prove it. Think about it.ā€
And he did.
The lonely nights he spends at the frat house, laying in bed instead of partying with his friends, he wonders where the path of his change will lead him. What if itā€™s him, confronting the devil and having a chance to lose himself just to earn a day with you? He thinks heā€™d take it. Heā€™s sure he would. He flips on the mattress, his eyes squinting as the lights from his phone blinded him with a new message. An unknown number. He opens it, itā€™s a picture, a bare body that he recognizes by the butterfly tattoo on the ribcage. A nude from one of his exes. She must have gotten a new number because he remembers vividly how he blocked her. Usually, he wouldnā€™t think twice about it, heā€™d reply with something cheeky, possibly send an explicit picture of himself, maybe set up a meeting or invite her over. His fingers typed the message before his brain managed to intervene and once he hit ā€˜sendā€™, he cursed out loud.
ā€œFuck, you idiot!ā€
A pillow flew across the room as he stared at the ceiling. Would it hurt to go once more with no strings attached? Itā€™s been some time since heā€™s gotten laid and the vision of tension coming off of him was a temptation beyond measure. But what about you? What about a change he had promised?
Is the change even for him?
Suguru stares at his phone screen, the message he sent glowing mockingly back at him, a shameful reminder of his weak self-restraint. The girl already replied, they always reply so fast, and he doesnā€™t know what to do. He knows he fucked up, he knows he shouldnā€™t have responded. He shouldnā€™t have even entertained the idea of hooking up with his ex, or any other girl. It goes against everything he told you, everything he promised.
With a heavy sigh, he tosses his phone aside, despite the notifications flooding his inbox. More pictures, the location, the time ā€” an annoying ding makes his blood boil and he groans, burying his face in his hands. He feels conflicted, torn between his desire for physical release and growing feelings for you. He wants to be better, to be the man you deserve, to be the man that deserves you. He wants to prove to you that heā€™s serious about changing, but old habits die hard. The temptation is still there, lurking in the shadows of his mind, waiting for a split second of vulnerability.
He tosses and turns in bed. His thoughts race with the pictures of you, his mind replaying every conversation, every shared laugh and stolen touch. He remembers the way your eyes sparkled when you discussed philosophy, the passion in your voice as you told him about the importance of self-respect. He realizes that those moments were more fulfilling than any other fleeting pleasure heā€™s experienced before.
But he gets up anyway, he pulls up his dark-washed jeans and a hoodie, socks and boots and heā€™s ready to go. With a jacket grabbed in the hallway and a phone in his hand, he leaves the house. The crisp air of near winter hits him the moment he steps outside, cooling the blood in his veins and clearing his thoughts.
12 unread messages.
He groans again, this time into the nightly silence as he strides through the pavement, legs leading him in the direction of his doom. Suguru slips the earphones in, plays on the music but the melody and lyrics are helpless against the chaos in his mind.
Itā€™s pointless, to resist his own body. He knows itā€™s pointless, he knows he has control over his legs and deep down he knows he would reject the booty call if he truly wanted. You deserve a better man anyway, not a player that fucks around like itā€™s a sport. You deserve someone who would worship the ground you walk on, a man of culture and manners with whom youā€™d engage in long, deep conversations late in the evenings, not a man-boy who cannot control his own dick. But fuck, does he wants you.
He wants you so bad, he wants to be all those things for you. He wants those discussions about philosophy and life, he wants to kiss your knuckles and be the knight in the shining armor, carrying you in his arms and shielding you from the world and assholes such as himself.
He lights up the cigarette, taking a deep breath in and looking up. The night is pretty. Calm. He wonders if you are already sleeping. Or maybe itā€™s one of those nights that you pull in order to study and secure your grades. The semester just began but he learned it already that you care about your future more than he does about his own. Youā€™re a little nerdy. He thinks itā€™s cute. He can imagine himself wrapping a blanket around your shoulders when itā€™s late and carrying you to bed when youā€™re falling asleep on top of the books and notes. You would fit perfectly in his arms.
ā€œYou fucking moron,ā€ he slanders himself quietly, already seeing the motel in front of him. He shouldnā€™t be there but he moves forward anyway. He knows his ex is already waiting for him, he can tell by the lights in the room they always used to book for the casual encounters. He stops before he enters, giving the smoke few more moments to burn. He can feel it in his lungs, somehow calming as he checks his phone, scrolling through the notifications.
One of the messages is from you.
Itā€™s innocent in the sea of suggestive texts. Thereā€™s an apology for the late hour and a book title that you promised to send him a day before. The one youā€™ve been reading for the last few days and the one that made him rethink his entire lifeā€™s choices. Thereā€™s not much substance in the message, but it shakes him awake.
The turn he takes is aggressive, itā€™s resolute. Heavy boots thudding against the concrete panels as he walks away from the motel. ā€˜Sorry, not coming.ā€™ He sends the message and blocks the number, feeling lighter the second he removes the nude picture and the unwanted contact.
It takes just an hour before he knocks at your door, the dormitory silent in the nightly time so he keeps himself quiet. You open after a long moment, dressed in a make-shift pajama. He likes the way your hair is messy from the pillows, how you smell like vanilla and flowers and coffee. You look so pretty like this, so undone, so unexpecting yet not entirely disappointed to see him. You seemā€¦ content?
ā€œSuguru?ā€ His name comes from your mouth and you usher him inside, afraid of someone seeing him. Once the doors shut behind him, your eyes search him for answers.
ā€œBrought you some food, I thought you might need it,ā€ he grinned, showing off the box of pizza and a bottle of soda. ā€œI figured youā€™re studying tonight and might need some fuel.ā€
ā€œSo thoughtful,ā€ you tease, but the smile that shapes your mouth reaches your eyes, so he knows itā€™s genuine. He follows you to your bedroom and heā€™s not surprised seeing the notes all over your bed and scattered on the floor. The papers full of sparsely highlighted knowledge that you want to transfer into your brain take most of the space before you gather them onto a neat pile. He sits right there, on the newly uncovered spot on your mattress. It feels intimate, to be in your room, to rest on your bed, to see you in your pajama. He wonders if you know what the sight of your thighs does to him, the plush, tender flesh begging to be touched, kissed and kneaded. Suguru thinks your skin would look beautiful with bitemarks all over.
ā€œSo, pizza,ā€ he clears his throat after letting his eyes linger for way too long on your bare legs. ā€œI took pepperoni, I hope you like it.ā€
ā€œItā€™s perfect,ā€ you smile and separate the barely cut pieces for easier access. ā€œI appreciate the thought, really. But there was no need for you to leave the house just to do this.ā€
ā€œFor you, I would do it at every hour,ā€ he says and then sighs deeply. ā€œBut truth is, I didnā€™t plan this.ā€ Suguru feels like heā€™s inside the confessional. Itā€™s a foreign tension, completely different from the one he felt just hour before. The knot in his stomach has nothing to do with lust and desire and all to do with stress and regret. ā€œIā€™ve received a booty-call from my ex. Thatā€™s why I left the house,ā€ he spats it out quickly, thinking itā€™ll hurt less if he does it in rush. ā€œI didnā€™t go there though. I told her Iā€™m not coming, blocked the number and came here instead.ā€
You stay neutral, chewing on the pizza as your tired eyes size him up. ā€œOld habits die hard, huh?ā€ You mock, slightly amused by his tormented expression. His eyebrow creases before he lets himself drop back onto the mattress, a soft grunt escaping his mouth as he covers his face with his hands.
ā€œI meant it. I want to change and Iā€™m working on it.ā€ He says, his voice quiet and devoid of his usual cheekiness. ā€œI fucked up when I entertained the idea of hooking up with a random person tonight but cut me some slack, I didnā€™t do it.ā€
Ā ā€œGood boy,ā€ you mock-praise and he groans again, but then his entire body tenses when you lay next to him. He feels your breath against his cheek, the tip of your nose prodding the flesh. He doesnā€™t move, too afraid to ruin the moment. ā€œDo you regret it? Not going, I mean. Be honest, donā€™t say what I want to hear.ā€
ā€œI donā€™t,ā€ he replies, his tone resolute. ā€œI donā€™t regret not meeting my ex and not having sex tonight. I was pent up ā€” fuck me, I still am, and when I replied to her text, I didnā€™t think much about anything except for my dick. But I donā€™t regret not going because I didnā€™t want to go. And Iā€™m grateful that you texted me because you reminded me what really is important. Right now, itā€™s you.ā€
It makes you smile. Heā€™s torn inside of his mind but you take it as a win anyway. Before, Suguru wouldnā€™t second-guess pulling his pants down and now you made him think. Now, you made him reconsider; wonder who he is without the faƧade of the charismatic ladiesā€™ man. He will have to learn to navigate social situations without relying solely on his charm and wit to get what he wants. But he can do this. For you.
Before he speaks again, youā€™re asleep already. Sideways on the bed, most likely uncomfortable but right next to him and he doesnā€™t dare to move a muscle in his body. Youā€™re sleeping, your face just an inch from his own. The soft fragrance of your skin fills in his nostrils and not even the smell of pizza nearby can disturb it. Thereā€™s a hair somewhere around his face, he doesnā€™t know if itā€™s yours or his own, but it tickles his cheek every time you exhale. Itā€™s fine.
An hour passes and he finally gathers the courage to shift, as carefully as he can, he turns to his side, to face you. Youā€™re a vision he takes in with his eyes wide open, committing the picture of your peaceful expression to memory. He likes everything about you, every hair of your eyebrows, every freckle and beauty mark. He likes the way you look so unbothered, so comfortable next to him. He wants to touch you. Oh, how much he craves to caress your cheek, to thread his fingers through your hair. His heart thumps in his chest, reaching speeds matching those of sprinters. The feeling is foreign. Is thisā€¦? It cannot be. Suguru Geto is not aboutā€¦ that. His entire life he believed heā€™s meant to have fun, no strings attached, no responsibilities. What did you do to him?
You move and he stops breathing. Itā€™s an instinct, he thinks, that you shift closer to him, but he tells himself you want that. And you fit so well against his chest, your head below his chin, your hand around his middle. The room spins and he wraps you in the embrace of his arms.
He feels your heartbeat, the gentle rise and fall of your breathing and suddenly, he calms down. It sinks into his mind that itā€™s where he wants to be. All the years of empty flings, the mediocre orgasms, the shameless pursuits could never compare to the feeling of you in his arms. Thatā€™s what he has been missing on. And he will do everything to be the man deserving of you.
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Time passes, and Suguru slowly falls into the rhythm of his newfound resolve. Itā€™s easy to decline hookup invitations when he can spend time with you, but maybe he did feel a little too confident when he decided to attend the big, annual party at the frat house. Itā€™s Halloween, after all, how could he not go there when everyone will come? Quickly he falls into familiar routine of charms and alcohol, nursing a beer from a red plastic cup and chatting playfully with attractive attendees. His friends push him towards temptation, inviting more and more girls to the crowd and Suguru feels drawn to the lively atmosphere, the flirtatious banter comes as easy as breathing.
That is, before a pretty sophomore dressed in a devil costume takes a seat next to him ā€” a seat he has kept for you, because you promised youā€™ll come, despite the need to study. Itā€™s fine if the girl sits there for a moment or two, he thinks, as he engages in a conversation. He knows, itā€™s as obvious as day, that the second-year beauty is interested in getting into his pants ā€” her hand on his thigh, the fluttering eyelashes and pouty lips say everything about her intentions. As the night progresses, he finds himself more and moreā€¦ uncomfortable. Surprisingly.
And so, he feels relieved when he sees you in the crowd, late but looking absolutely adorable in your sweet bunny costume. Itā€™s simple yet makes his pants grow tighter as he takes in the way the plain black dress hugs your curves. The fluffy tail bounces with each step you take through the filled living area and the long, pink-lined ears swing just slightly along with your hair whenever you move your head around, looking for something ā€” for him and his heart skips a beat. In that moment, everything fades away ā€” the raucous laughter, the pulsing music, even the sophomore girl next to him.
Excusing himself from company, he forces a smile as he brushes the invasive hand off his thigh and gets up from the sofa, making his way over to you. ā€œHey there, cutie,ā€ he greets, pulling you into a hug and you melt into his chest in an instant. ā€œGlad you could make it.ā€ He breathes in your scent, letting it calm his nerves but it does little to calm other things down. Fuck, you look perfect.
ā€œHow could I miss my favorite frat boy sporting a vampire costume?ā€ You quiz, backing up a little to take in his attire. Heā€™s wearing all black, a dress shirt unbuttoned halfway down his chest, pants that make his legs look even longer than they are. His eyes are smudged with little bit of black eyeliner but it works for him, he looks sexy. ā€œArenā€™t you a pretty one. I might consider letting you bite me,ā€ you tease, and he knows youā€™re joking but it doesnā€™t stop the blood in his body to travel downwards.
ā€œCareful what you wish for, bunny,ā€ he muses, ā€œI might just take you up on that offer and sink my teeth into that delectable neck of yours.ā€ His fingers intertwine with yours as he lifts your hand to his mouth, pressing a kiss to your knuckles before he leads your arm up onto his shoulder. ā€œGod, I missed you,ā€ he murmurs as he lowers his head, burying his face in the crook of your neck.
He feels you chuckle, your nails scratching at his scalp as you thread your fingers through his dark locks. Once more you proved him that the change is worth it, because itā€™s you whoā€™s on the line. ā€œDance with me?ā€ He asks and you move with him towards the makeshift dancefloor.
Suguru pulls you closer as you enter the rhythm of the music, one hand resting on the small of your back while the other twirls you around gracefully. Youā€™re giggling, amused by the undivided attention he pays you ā€” heā€™s sweet when he has his eyes on the target, when he has to work for something. He dips you dramatically and your hand tighten on his shoulder, but itā€™s secure, the way he holds you as if he wished to protect you from all the bad in the world. His eyes lock with yours as he pulls you back up, flush against him. The heat radiating off both your bodies mingles together, creating an intoxicating aura that threatens to consume you whole.
You donā€™t really listen to whatā€™s playing, a melody mellows in the background as his hands trace patterns along your sides and hips, follow the line of your spine, sometimes teasing the fluffy ball that is your tail. His touch ignites sparks wherever he grazes, leaving trails of fire in its wake. Heā€™s hungry, for you, and you are too. Itā€™s hard to deny it any longer and you think that maybe, just maybe he is ready to commit to something more than just a fleeting romance. Itā€™s been months since he began pursuing you and his attention has been focused solely on you, despite the obstacles and temptations of his life. A reward wouldnā€™t hurt now, would it?
ā€œI need a drink,ā€ you tell him and heā€™s quick to react, taking your hand and leading the way towards the kitchen. He knows what you like, snatching a can of strawberry soda from the counter. When you nod in approval, he opens it, too hasty, too eager, that he doesnā€™t realize the way it bubbles over, spilling over the aluminum container and his fingers. Before he can react, your lips are already on his skin, licking away the sticky trail of pinkish liquid.
Suguru freezes as he feels your tongue glide across his skin, tasting the sweetness of the spilled soda. A shiver runs down his spine at the sensation, his breath hitching in his throat. Desire darkens his eyes, pupils dilate as he watches, transfixed, how you lick the sugary mess from his fingers. The sensation sends jolts of electricity coursing through his veins, pooling in the pit of his stomach. He breathes out your name, but youā€™re quick to shut him up.
You pull him down, your hand in his hair as you press your lips to his own. He tastes the strawberry sweetness of the soda on your tongue as it dances with his own, the flavor mixing deliciously with the taste of you. The dripping can is soon forgotten on the fake-marble countertop as he scoops you closer, arms wrapping around your waist securely. He can feel the heat of your body through the thin fabric of your costume, the softness of your curves molding perfectly against the hardness of his muscles. Heā€™s eager, he moans lightly into your mouth, the sound vibrating against your lips. You feel the cold metal rubbing against your face, itā€™s interesting, itā€™s addicting. You like it.
ā€œAlways wanted to try that,ā€ he pants out when for a moment you pull back. He chases your mouth, hungry for more, desperate.
ā€œThe soda?ā€ You ask, pressing soft pecks to his pout.
ā€œYou.ā€ He lounges forward once again, unsatiated and you donā€™t stop him. You donā€™t hear music anymore, all thatā€™s rumbling in your ear is the sound of your heartbeat. You feel the heat in your veins, the flooding of ecstasy filling your cells one by one. Thereā€™s no space left between you, but you take a step forward anyway. You feel his hips rolling, a desperate cry for any sort of friction and when you slip your hand down, palming his groin through his pants, he groans into your mouth as his hips buck involuntarily into your touch. ā€œPlease,ā€ he begs, eyes locking with yours as he leans his forehead against your own. He can feel himself throbbing beneath the confines of his pants, straining desperately for more of your attention. ā€œYou want me too, please tell me you do. I canā€™tā€¦ It hurts, I crave you so much, it hurts.ā€
ā€œLetā€™s get out of here,ā€ you murmur. ā€œYour room is upstairs, isnā€™t it?ā€
ā€œIt is,ā€ he breathes out. ā€œBut I wonā€™t take you there. You deserve better than this place and my filthy bed. Let me take you to my apartment.ā€
He doesnā€™t wait for an answer and you follow him anyway, your hand incased in his large one, sticky from the spilled soda but none of you seem to care as you saunter through the dancing crowd of young people. Just to get outside.
The walk is a blur, you donā€™t remember much of it and so does Suguru. The night air is crisp, sending chills down your spine and the boy teases you about it, promising all the warmth he can produce in just few moments. You laugh with him, unbothered by the cool wind that tousles your hair. ā€œItā€™s just around the corner,ā€ he promises and you hum, matching his pace as he leads you through the neon-lit streets of Tokyo. The world blur into nothing, all you see is the man that holds your hand, the blue-ish hint to his hair whenever the lights fall on it just right, the sticky heat of his palm. You can still smell the faint strawberry aroma; you can definitely feel it on your tongue even though you didnā€™t manage to truly take a sip of it.
And you laugh again when he fumbles with the keys to his apartment. ā€œNervous?ā€ You tease him playfully. ā€œYou have no idea,ā€ he replies, smiling sheepishly and the entry finally swings open. He ushers you inside, kicking the door shut behind him and flicking the lights on.
Suguru wastes no time, pulling you flush against him once more as he presses you against the nearest wall, his lips finding yours in a heated kiss. His hands roam your body greedily, mapping out every dip and curve, learning the shape of you and you do the same. He shrugs the jacket off and youā€™re quick to explore the broad lines of his shoulders, the hard muscles of his chest and stomach. You feel him everywhere, the hungry touch devouring every inch of your form. He breaks the kiss, trailing his lips down the column of your neck, sucking and biting the sensitive skin and you whimper breathily ā€” the sound undeniably similar to his own name.
Your fingers tangle in his hair, guiding him lower as he reaches your chest. His kisses grow more wet and delicate as he meets the soft mounds of your breasts, tightly confined by the neckline of your dress. He breaths in your scent, an intoxicating mixture of sweet and floral. It makes his head spin, itā€™s addicting. He wants more.
Itā€™s easy to slip the dress off of you ā€” first the straps and then the garment goes down, inch by inch revealing the smooth expanse of your skin to his starved gaze. He drinks in the sight of you, his eyes roaming hungrily over the newly exposed flesh and in that moment he swears he has never seen a more beautiful woman in his entire life. His fingers skim along the edges of your bra, tracing the lace delicately before he leans in again, kissing your lips with softness that speaks more than any words could. He wants you, but he wants to worship you. He doesnā€™t want to make it all about lust and desire, he wants to make it about you and him. About whatever is this feeling that bubbles between you.
And so, he moves down slowly, lips mapping out the curve of your collarbone and down the path to your sternum. His hands follow your curves with gentleness he doesnā€™t recognize in himself. ā€œYouā€™re beautiful,ā€ he whispers, his hot breath meeting the skin of your stomach, ā€œjust breathtaking,ā€ he lowers himself to his knees ā€” something he has never done in his entire life, used to have women at his feet.
ā€œSuguru,ā€ you breathe out but he doesnā€™t listen. Not when the skin of your thighs feels so soft against his cheeks, not when it tastes so delicious as he trails wet, open-mouthed kisses along the plush flesh. Your fingernails find a way into his hair and he dives between your legs, encouraging one of them to hook over his shoulder. He savors the scent of you, his nose rubbing against the fabric of your underwear, prodding at the little wet patch. He licks it, his tongue flattening over the cotton, catching a hint of your taste ā€” and thatā€™s enough to make him go crazy for you.
ā€œFuck, youā€™re so sweet,ā€ he breathes out, every exhale that meets the wetness of your panties sends jolts of electricity up your spine and back down to your core. He presses his lips to where he thinks your clit is, you feel him sucking gently and itā€™s enough friction to feel yourself pulsating. You moan quietly, the sound escaping your parted lips easily as your hold on his hair tightens. Thereā€™s no denying that you want him just as much as he wants you. Heā€™s desperate but so are you.
Your knee buckle as he continues the torture and he coos sweetly. ā€œLetā€™s take you to bed, you sweet thing,ā€ his tone is sugary, a melody dripping with honey as he smiles at you in a way that makes you blush. Thereā€™s adoration written all over his face, his cheeks are flushed, lips red and glistening. You want to follow him when he stands up, but he swoops you off your feet, carrying you bridal style towards the bedroom. It makes you giggle.
ā€œPracticing already?ā€ You muse and he just smiles.
ā€œPerhaps.ā€
Your back meets the cold bedspread as he lays you down delicately. No time is wasted before heā€™s right above you, right on you ā€” you feel the weight of his body pressing you into the mattress. No complains about it. He feels good, his hips rolling in a way that has his bulging erection grind along your panties. You hate the fabrics between you two, you hate how they make you feel less of him.
So you move your hands, slide them between your bodies, fumble with the buttons of his shirt. ā€œImpatient much?ā€ He teases, but helps you, pulling the shirt over his head, saving you trouble of the bottom fasteners. His lips find yours in a kiss that burns and you whimper into it, feeling the warmth spreading all over your body.
You reach down. Button, zipper. Your hands tremble as you push the fabric off his hips and he kicks it down. He helps himself with a hand and soon, his pants are on the ground, along with his socks and your bra, that you impatiently toss away. Suguruā€™s heart rumbles against his ribcage as he takes in the sight of your bare chest. Itā€™s perfect, you are perfect and he cannot believe the luck he has ā€” after years of chasing simple pleasures and meaningless peaks, he had finally found someone he wants to call his.
He feels your heart underneath his cheek as he leans down, inhaling the scent of your skin ā€” his nose trails patterns over the soft flesh before he presses his lips to it, kissing his way towards one of your nipples. It pebbles beneath his touch, hardening as he latches onto it, sucking and teasing it with teeth, twirling his tongue all around. He matches his ministrations with his fingers, not letting the twin feel left out. Your taste is of pure heaven and the sounds that leave your mouth are ones of an angel.
Thereā€™s a patch of wet on his boxers, right where the throbbing head of his cock strains against the fabric ā€” the precum oozing out as he grinds his hips against yours. It makes him insane how you reply with the roll of your own, to match his moves, to cause more of that delicious friction that sends both of you into a spiral of desire.
Unable to wait any longer, you hook your fingers at the waistband of his underwear, tugging it down and Suguru replies with the same ā€” pulling the soaked cotton off of you. He wants to taste you, and he will, but not now. He reaches down, guiding the tip of his cock between the folds of your pussy, the head sliding with ease as your slick mixes with the pearly beads of semen. He loves the way your thighs tremble every time he glides over your sensitive clit, how your breath hitches and eyes close.
ā€œReady?ā€ The question falls and you nod fervently, your hands finding his shoulders for balance. ā€œUse your words, beautiful.ā€
ā€œIā€™m ready,ā€ you assure and then, your back arches off the mattress. He slides in inch by inch, stretching you, filling you so completely, making you go blind for a moment. The pain burns just faintly, losing its flames to the flooding of endorphins and pleasure. He goes in to the hilt, his body shuddering as he drops his head to the crook of your neck.
The feeling overwhelms him. The way your pussy grips him, like a vice that almost pulls him in more and more. Itā€™s delightful. Ecstatic. Itā€™s something heā€™s never experienced before. Is that what love feels like? He moves, slowly backing his hips until thereā€™s nothing but a tip nestled inside you before he pushes forward again, knocking the air out of your lungs and his own too.
You paw at his arms, his back and chest. You want him closer, you want to feel all of him. Stars are clouding your vision, the world ceases to exist and thereā€™s nothing else in it but you and the man on top of you. He feels so good, like heā€™s meant to be right there with you and Suguru feels the same. Like he found home, like he belongs there, in the warmth of your embrace, in the tightness of your walls. He loves the way you cling to him, the way your nails dig into his skin and your heels dig into his ass, urging him to go harder, faster. He complies, his hips snapping against yours as the wet sounds of your bodies colliding echo through the room, alongside your moans and gasps.
He changes the angle, shifting his hips to hit that spot inside you that makes the stars glitter before your eyes. He knows heā€™s found it when your back arches off the bed, your nails scoring down his back and a scream tears from your throat. He loves the sound, he loves the sight. He loves how you come undone, how beautifully blissed out your expression is, how your eyes lock with his even though you see nothing but haze. He grins, a smile lost against your skin as he continues pounding into you relentlessly, chasing his own high. He can feel it already, it threatens to consume him. His balls draw up tight, his heart races in his chest.
He buries his face in the crook of your neck, muffling his groans and whimpers against your tender flesh as his hand grips your hip tightly. You match him thrust for thrust, nails leaving angry red marks in their wake. You feel the pleasure building inside you, coiling tighter and tighter until you feel you might explode. Your walls start to flutter around him to the rhythm of your heartbeat and the desire coursing through your veins.
ā€œFuck, youā€™re so tight,ā€ Suguru gasps, his voice strained with exertion. He knows youā€™re close, it drives him insane. ā€œIā€™m gonnaā€”ā€ He cuts himself off with a guttural moan as his climax hits him like a freight train. He follows you into the pit of pure delight, headfirst, no thoughts. Just pure, overwhelming bliss.
He collapses on top of you, his weight pressing you into the mattress, as his hips buck forward few more times, riding out your highs with stuttered thrusts. You both lay there, panting and sweating, basking in the afterglow of passion. His softening cock slips out of you, followed by a gush of combined fluids but none of you worries about the mess, too blissed out to care about a thing.
ā€œWow,ā€ he breathes, nuzzling his face into your neck, finding your pulse with his lips. ā€œThat was incredible.ā€
You giggle softly, carding your fingers through his sweat-dampened locks. They feel like silk, soft and luxurious. ā€œMm, it certainly was.ā€
ā€œI donā€™t deserve you,ā€ he exhales, rolling off of you and pulling you into his arms. He presses a tender kiss to your temple, marveling at the intimacy of the moment. It feels new, like an uncharted territory that he wants to explore further. With you. ā€œI meant what I said earlier,ā€ he murmurs, his voice barely above whisper and sincere. ā€œI want to be better. To be worthy of you.ā€
You hum, lifting your head to look at him and all you see in his violet eyes is raw honesty and a depth of emotion that takes your breath away. ā€œI believe you,ā€ you tell him, leaning in to capture his lips in a slow, lingering kiss. Thereā€™s no more rush, no more lust ā€” just pure, soft affection. ā€œAnd I want to help you change. Together, yeah?ā€
Suguru smiles against our mouth, his heart swelling with love he never knew he was capable of.
Together.
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