#like there is criticism to be made and if i wanted to i cld make a much more coherent post abt it but like
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sometimes i wonder if some ppl who made nsfw and ships things yet goes to have anti-like mindset, actually understood what proship is like. with some antis i feel like some did start off making lewd content and ships, but when taught about the fact that the content contained elements of "pedophilic", "sexist", "incest" etc, which are morally wrong IRL, thy end up it, and either thy stop doing the content or accuse those who do as shady ppl... (1/?)
forgetting that their content still exist or tries to hide the fact that thy made that, most out of fear of being accused themselves. and this happens with ppl and some sites, who have been posting nsfw content for most of their online presents, being into censorship and harassment for certain kinks and ships... (2/?)
some of it cld be because of the complains and harassment from antis getting to them that theyre trying to stop as no one wants to deal with it along with things changing online with fictional content, but its very contradictoring given what else theyre allow to post. and even if its because they have their own prefrences & are disgusted by certain things, thy shld know to not judge ppl on their content and leave them be...(3/?)
honestly i can't blame these ppl too much on not understanding this. when you join any fandom ya do it as a hobby, ya do it to have fun and meet new ppl who share yr interest. u don't exactly go to learn things like media literacy, critical thinking, internet safety and spotting red flags about ppl...(4/?)
considering that posting rule34 and shipping questionable things have ALWAY been a thing and most ppl wld have joined while they're minors or young adults, thy wld probably think it's no big deal to make until some tell them otherwise because of wat the content is based on. with hypocritical antis I'm not too mad on it (as they are still better than the abusive predators) and some of them can change for the better at least (6/6)
I think we lost part of this ask but I still think you make an interesting point
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hi mon amour 💌 i thought abt u earlier and i wanted to check in (also because i miss interacting with you T_T) ! how was your day today? i hope it went really well for you sweetie + i wanted to say you that you are such an sweet person and i see you interacting with people and it just u know reminds me how rare genuinely kind people are and you happen to be someone who touches people with kindness and i just think that alone is so beautiful \(//∇//)\ i also really wanted to say how much it means to me and probably to others how you make your blog a place where they feel included! im sorry to dump all of this on u and you dont have to reply at all but recently i feel like theres no place for me anywhere u know? and im not sad about it most of the time but it gets to me u know?? and it just makes me really fucking happy to be seen and not criticized for it? i dont know im just really sappy rn and i wanted to tell you that i really really like your blog and i really like you as a person (even if this is just a silly little blog you made with the intention of entertaining not comforting) 🐾 again i hope you had a great day today and i hope all the days for you will be filled with happiness for you because you seriously deserve nothing less (◞‸◟) take care of yourself and make sure to get plenty of rest !!!!!!!!!!!!! i heart u gabi 💭💭💭
love 🎀 anonie
hi my baby i miss u too !!!! i did have a pretty good day other than the thunderstorm -_- n i hope you had a great day as well! this is the sweetest thing ive ever received seriously :( im goin to cry!!!! agghh your words means more to me than u cld ever know n im so happy im able to make u feel a lil bit better!!! im always always always here for u for whatever u need, ‘kay? dont ever worry ab being criticized here bc i promise i will never do that :( n i will do my very best to always make u feel good n happy!!!!!!!! i love you soso very much you mean the world to me n im so sorry you feel like theres nowhere for u but i promise that you’ll always have a lil place in my heart!!!!!!!!!!! and on my blog of course i love u dearly :( pls take care of urself as well angel!!!!! kissing u so very hard rn ur soso kind and so loving and i hope you know ur always welcome here!!!!!!!! pls dont ever hesitate to reach out when u need something, sweetheart! i love u most n im always rooting for u!!!!!!!!!!!!
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nsbdnsbdjd one of my friends bought undertale and i started geeking out about it for like half an hour in the group zoom
#LISTEN UNDERTALE IS LIKE OBJECTIVELY THE BEST GAME EVER IT'S SO THOUGHT OUT AND EVERYTHING U DO HAS CONSEQUENCES AND THE CONSEQUENCES ARENT#MAGICALLY ERASED BY A NEW SAVE FILE AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAA AND EVERYTHING IS SO PERFECTLY MADE OK????#and i hadnt thought abt it for a while and i got EXCITED and it all went downhill from there sjjdjsbsjsjd#sometimes i do think i shld make like utube vids but then i remember how inconsistent i am w everything and how my motivation and#self-esteem fluctuates wildly every two seconds especially if i announce that im going to do something y se me quita#it wld b so fun :((((( i wld b able to rant abt topics im passionate abt w/o worrying abt annoying people (bc like idc abt views but also if#someone watches my video then it's their own fault and if they think im talking too much then they can just click out of my video thank u#very much) and hONESTLY im interesting and smart and fun and luz says im good at speaking abt stuff and i make thinks sound cool and#interesting and i make people learn stuff and WANT to learn stuff and things like that#but shes my best friend so idk if she just says that out of love but also i trust & believe her so it must b true <3#and also i have SO MANY WORDS inside of me it wld be so fun just getting it all out!!!!!!#but then id also accidentally make like. hour-long videos.......#and god knows i can barely watch half-hour long videos w/o losing interest in like. LIFE. so i dont rly want to subject ppl to that lmao#BUT ANYWAYS i started talking abt undertale and every aspect of it and before i gave too many critical spoilers i agreed to shut up but#goddddd i cld have talked for three more hours i SWEAR#jshfjdjdj this is why i love talking w david bc he's just as much of a chatty nerd as me sometimes so we can talk abt stuff for a good while#and hes so easy to talk to aaaaaaaaa i wish we cld see each other irl again#but also i wldnt want to bother him so sjbfdnfbdnfn idk idk#okie dokie im getting the bouncie kind of overthinking so i will go now <3#honey talk#ask to tag#i guess???????
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ppl who think only toby marlow wrote the show and that lucy moss didn’t ... also play an equal part in writing it i-
also i think it’s important to remember it was originally written by literal students for a thing for their drama group to perform at the fringe. it wasn’t like ... intended to be this completely accurate retelling it was meant to be like ... fun. and they have a note in the programme explaining that (and i do think they should have made changes to the book bc like. it could obviously be better n they don’t do a 100% accurate job and the fake competition setup is kinda ... ) but there’s also stuff they got so right like. the songs? slap. it’s one of the few things that doesn’t blame katherine howard. diverse casting n stating in their casting call that they Will cast nb ppl (and in a tweet toby said he would change keys for song) like obvs ok thts having the bar quite low but it’s still like ... a good thing.
but also then it’s like. where do u draw the line and how much do u then have to fit into a 75 minute slot (as they originally had, hence its current length) re: historical accuracy
also they did literally just watch one documentary and decide to like. write it based off that so like ... they didn’t do much research bc they didn’t think it was gonna have more than one v short life. but now it’s super big so .
#i dont know why im going off abt six rn but like#i jst absorb ppls opinions on stuff i like rly easily n its why i did a 180 on heathers#n its why i go off stuff rly fast n if anything i like gets unpopular/is widely disliked i pick it up FAST so i feel the need to defend it#i know thats My Problem bt anyway yeah#i also shld point out this is one of the things where at this point in time half the reason i stan it is bc im too invested in the cast#also some of the ppl that dont like it are straight up outright rude like ok we get it. u hate it. Okay and#like there is criticism to be made and if i wanted to i cld make a much more coherent post abt it but like#it was never meant to be perfect . and basically some producers have picked it up n are putting money into it (a LOT) and are like ah yeah#its fine as it is bc its popular n also im not sure how they would change it without changing a lot of the core parts of the show#idk ngl i could probably draft edits for a laugh
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Happy New Years to you all! I’m a bit late in writing and posting this but I wanted to take the time to properly thank everyone who follows me for sticking with me :) I know I’m not the most active when it comes to writing or even making shitposts so I hope you know it means the world to me that you enjoy my content. While just because 2020 has ended does not mean things will get automatically better, know that you have the capability of making a difference both for yourself and others. I’m proud of you for coming this far and please remember to take care of yourself when you can <3
And I’d also like to take the time to thank some individuals who have made a huge impact on my tumblr experience and have made this year better under the cut! Be warned there are many words and also sorry for any typos I wrote this at 3am :D
I’m going to start off with a few major lo$ers (joking) aka my irl friends that have tumblr
@kbh-ton, @ashr00m, @kae-and-the-lost-dragons
Okay the fact that you all follow me here is EMBARRASSING because you have to endure perceiving me from a sorta totally different perspective but surprise hi,, ily 😹 I know ⅔ of you don’t even use tumblr that often but I digress!! Thank you?? Like I’m not kidding when I say I don’t know where I would be without any of you guys. Stinky pp Paul, you’ve been here with @/sugasugawarau since the beginning-ish and have always been supportive of my absolutely stupid ideas. And my sons AKA get cucked squad, this is going to be ultra sappy but I hope you know how proud I am of the both of you (but no thanks to one of you for teaching us about nussies 😕). Thank you all for tolerating my overthinking ass as well as whenever I get high from a lack of sleep and just in general bc I’m a constant mess of a human being; you are all the best people ik stfu I don’t take criticism.
To my first ever tumblr mutual, @tendouthighs
Hi Codie!! Ik we haven’t talked a lot lately but just know that I appreciate your endless kindness and how you’re able to keep up with my smooth brain antics in dms so much. You’re so funny and I’ll treasure all the jokes and headcanons we’ve made, I hope you’re taking care and doing well heading into 2021! 💖💕
To wife Lyra @yacoka
Miss… Thank you sm for dropping by my inbox all the way back in like June/July because otherwise I don’t think I’d ever have gotten the courage to dm you LOL. It would be an understatement to say that you’re the kindest and most easygoing person I’ve met on here - I hope you know how grateful I am to have met you and read your works (and for lending me your knives and just being so?? supportive??? truly idk how you do it but ily 😣❣️)
To wife Joy @lesbians4yaku
Joy!!! I really don’t know where to start because you’re just so amazing?? And we’ve been mutuals for as long as I can remember ajdjfka I’m just,, so glad to have met you and I hope you know how much I love seeing you on the dash, whether it’s being able to marvel at the genius that is your mind whenever you make a haikyuu shitpost or reading your tags. You always make me laugh and smile and I am wishing you both of those things in 2021 bc u deserve the best, love u 🤍🤍🤍
To Arell, the sweetest soul I know @g4nyu
You have a natural talent for being able to make me both soft ™ and also laugh as freely as Tanaka and Nishinoya with your relatable quips and jokes and I adore you for it. (Also.. can we talk about how absolutely gorgeous your writing is I will nvr shut up.. also also I am here whenever u need to be enabled to rave abt any and all Haikyuu or Genshin characters <33) ily and ty for being my mutual, I feel v lucky to have u in my life 🥺
To Cal, a goddess in her own right @heyhinata
Ma’am the way ily?? You’re beautiful inside and out and I have sm fun talking to you. Being able to call you a mutual and read your works is a blessing and I’m so glad we started talking in dms ajsjfja I’ll never forget plotting smaus with you to raving abt Genshin and making fun of B*n Sh*piro, hidden muppet 😍 Wishing you the best in all that you do!
To Rae, fellow Tim Hortona enthusiast @mehreya
Hi bae I just want to start off with a big thank you. You’re such a wonderful and invigorating person to talk to and I always feel at ease talking with you, and seeing you on my dash with your interactions with others is always a light in my day. And for u I will embrace the Oikawa kinnie in me any day <33 ly and have an amazing New Years 🥰
To Ria, the absolute best and only Ria ik @kumaoi
Omg hi sexc 😍 ahdjkfka idk if you’ll see this but hey,, fun fact even if we don’t talk as much as we used to I still love u sm and I hope you’re staying healthy and happy !! Meeting you was and still is one of the best highlights of my tumblr journey and I’ll always be grateful for your existence
To Gracie, writer of all things beautiful @sneezefiction
Gracie!! I hope you’ve been doing well since the last time we talked and that you’re enjoying the New Years to the fullest <3 You were also one of my earliest mutuals and I just wanted to say thank you for all the kindness you’ve shown me and for writing and sharing your works on tumblr. Sending love ! 💖
To the one and only angel, Yas @whipped-cream-writings
Yas bb we only became mutuals rather recently but I have sm love for you 🥺 Your kindness inspires me and your fics are the cutest things ever (pls,,, teach me how to write fluff ahfjfkka) Ilysm and I want to remind you that you’re so wonderful and amazing, sending you all my love for the upcoming year ahead !!
To Kay, who I will protect with my life @kayzume
Kay I don’t know how to even begin to put in words how glad I am to have met you in Lyra’s server,, you’re so sweet and you make me feel safe every time we talk. (Also THE DRAWINGS u made and shared with us,,, have I alr said ily bc ily and all that you do.) I know we haven’t chatted in a while but I’m sending you all my hugs and kithes always 💕💕💖
To mutuals I’ve interacted with some time during these months on tumblr and cherish a whole lot @taiyaaki @kageyuji @sophiawithstars @buddh-art @sa-suga @baeshijima @cherryonigiri @catharsisbabey @tris-does-stuff @tetsurolls @come-on-shitty-boys @iwas-angel @star-puff @voxamcris @azucanela @heartjime @miyafeuille @suikazura @deerixiie @hajiimes @skateme2yokohama @aliteama @yuujiya @omijime and many others but I think I hit the tagging limitajdhfka
Hi ily. You’re all such inspiring and talented individuals and while we may not interact frequently or know each other as well I wish we cld be ajfjjfa but I adore you all and I wish you an amazing New Year 🥺💖 (and if you ever want to talk, feel free to dm or smth! and I’ll try my best to be more active in popping into my mutual’s inboxes amhahshsj)
To the pillars of tumblr @sugardaddykenma @hina-wit-da-glock @nidaenk
You are all so special to me in that you are the reason I would wake up and get my butt on this hellsite and find so much fun and joy in the fandoms I enjoy - it’s not even the content you post but just,, your amazing and stellar personality and interactions with your followers and mutuals alike. Thank you for being a part of this weird space on the internet and I hope you are taking care and being kind to yourself, love u very much <33
#long post#happy new years !!#again#proud of everyone for making it here#bye i dont mean it to but that sounds so cryptic#i shld stop rambling in tags
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my Thoughts about mcc14, because this is my blog and the official year of no cringe (in that i will no longer regard my interests as cringe and enjoy them wholeheartedly and post about them if i want)
overall !! it was a really fun event, i was watching blue bats punz pov and they popped off so it was a really good watch for me, the updates to the games were sick as hell and i cannot wait to see these get more refined as we go along plus see what they have in store for bingo and sands of time
putting everything else below the cut for the sake of all the mutuals i have on here that have never interacted with a mcyt in their life!
so. will preface this by saying i’ve watched every mcc live starting with mcc9 and am . just very very into this tournament, i’ll probably do a little analysis post next mcc because i just find it all very fun !! and tumblr is like a void i can scream into and sometimes it screams back so it’s the perfect place to let myself ramble. that being said, here’s my thoughts on this mcc from the blue bats punz pov, with vague knowledge of what happened in a few other povs
build mart: so sue me, i’m a build mart fan. the new map build is INCREDIBLE and i love the choice of elytras rather than the scuffed boats!! the new addition of the golden build is really fun too! not something that could necessarily be changed but build mart is definitely a killer for teams that don’t have good comms and coordination, and having it as a first game can really shake some teams and cause a drop in morale that could affect the rest of their performance in the event. overall, though? im loyal to build mart and i think it only got better with the updates
tgttosawaf: i love how pedantically long that acronym is <3 i think some of the changes really threw players into the deep end, that one round where they had to break the wool in the targets to get through especially, and terra swoop force Definitely threw some players that are otherwise cracked for a loop, especially if they were unfamiliar with the map, but this one was also super fun to watch!! definitely a good game for the first half of the event
sky battle: at long last, sky battle returns <3 as a shameless inniter sky battle is one of my favourite games simply because i Know tommy will always pop off, but it’s also such a fun twist on classic minigames like sky wars and a faster version of skyblockle done super well! i like the new map layout a ton as well, the little towers in the middle ring plus the structure of the innermost ring made for some really interesting plays all around. this game’s another one that can go south really fast if your team comms aren’t great, but definitely more forgiving than build battle, and a hell of a lot more adrenaline-inducing!! in terms of the updates i think this one was probably one of the best, tied with build mart.
survival games: survival games was CRAZY i do think this is one where you need to get good rng with your loot pickups as well as have good team coordination but it’s definitely a really fun pvp game!! only thing i will say is it can be a bit bland next to the rest of the crazy games in mcc but it’s definitely a classic and depending on how its played (cough red rabbits cough) can definitely turn things wayyyy around for a team!! very high stakes in a fun way
hole in the wall: god :sob: the glitch. ohhhh hbomb you and your glitchy ways. this glitch was definitely a new one compared to the usual “spam-space-bar-and-pray” glitch that our dearest tommyinnit has taken advantage of before, but i honestly can’t really blame him too much for using it? it did give aqua an advantage but it’s only slightly different from falsesymmetry using the spam-space glitch to win a few rounds of hitw in a more recent mcc (would have to double check which one, but i do remember hbomb taking note of this when he was reviewing mcc vods the day after). hole in the wall has been a glitchy bastard for as long as it’s been in mcc and it was truly hilarious to see hbomb clip through walls, so - all in all i think if the glitch could be fixed that’d be great but it was still a fun watch! also, pete zahutt is CRACKED.
ace race: whoo boy. ace race. honest opinion? i think the map is REALLY cool and has a lot of potential, but there was a lot of confusion and bugs that need to be fixed for next time - the fact that the players could reset back to a previous checkpoint, the general confusion over where to go which cld mean they need to add more directional arrows. overall i’m really really excited to see how people will perform on this map when they’re more familiar with it and some of the kinks have been worked out on the developer end. i do think scott had a Huge advantage here and it was really prominent due to the fact that this was a new map for everyone aside from him, albeit him seeing a much earlier version that wasn’t the same as the version that existed in the event, and it would definitely be wise of noxcrew and the developing team in the future to be more aware of how much involvement scott has in the gameplay side of testing. the general confusion and checkpoint resetting also did Not help anyone and i do think a few teams really lost out this event because of the issues with ace race, but this map has a ton of potential and im really excited to see what they do with it in the future.
battle box: oooo battle box !! this one didn’t really leave too big of an impression on me but the new map was definitely interesting!! the fact that the way to get to the middle was a bit unclear was ,, definitely interesting to watch :sob: but you can’t go wrong with battle box to be honest. solid team pvp game!
parkour tag: PARKOUR TAG!!! having this as the final game was so fun :] the map they had this time was complicated which definitely comes with its pros and cons: pros being that it creates potential for a lot of really interesting routes and unique usage of the area and environment, and cons being that it can feel really cluttered and overwhelming especially when its your first time playing. overall i liked the fact that it was busier but i think striking a better balance between full and barren could really elevate parkour tag from a good game to a great game
dodgebolt: blue bats </3 they had a fantastic run in the games and had an awful dodgebolt and sometimes that’s how it shakes down !! i always always love the unpredictability to the final winner that dodgebolt gives - the first place team pointswise isnt guaranteed a win, reverse sweeps have happened multiple times in the past, and dodgebolt is always nail-bitingly exciting to watch!
misc thoughts: i do think aqua had an advantage but from the sounds of things scott and noxcrew will be taking genuine criticism into account for next time and have learned from this event, i DONT think that removing parkour warrior was unfair because it wasn’t an event that noxcrew could ever successfully balance by making it hard enough to not have the same guy dominating every event and creating a gap, especially when played later, that no other players had HOPE of reducing and i think parkour tag was a really really fun alternative to it especially since runner and hunter play to diff strengths of the team members and it has a bit more strategy to it plus team comms than parkour warrior did, and i think build mart is a good game and i WILL die on this hill
if you read this far, fantastic, you madlad, i appreciate you
#minecraft championships#mcc#mc championship#blue bats#mcc14#mcc 14#look i just really really love mcc and have so many thoughts all the time#and i no longer care about being cringe#i like the minecraft tournament#and i will post about it if i want
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listened to blackpink on my way to asking sensei to be friends. owe jennie lisa jisoo and rosé a lifelong debt lmao. amazing how sassy kpop girl group songs can get you into the right headspace for confessing your interest in a crush haha
long story short, the response was “lukewarm” (as dad said)
this was how the day’s events unfolded:
- after class, i thanked sensei sincerely and lingered, saying i had a qn for him. he seemed to know what i wanted to ask and looked down at his desk
- came closer to him and read out the two lines i had tried practising ytd to ask if we cld be friends, saying id like to practise speaking japanese with him
- he said we cld interact over text, that’s OK w him. i said that sounds great, do you have an email address i cld reach you at? and passed him my notebook to write it down on
- he said he doesnt use email. wld facebook be ok?
- i said i dont have facebook. and that exchanging phone numbers wld be too private right?
- he agreed and, i suggested the email address idea again and he said he rly doesnt use email. wld i have LINE or telegram?
- i said i didnt have LINE, but i had telegram. i don’t use it often but wld check my username. he pulled out his phone and opened the telegram app, passing it to me to key in my telegram username
- he then sent me a “こんにちは。” text to link us up over telegram
- at this point, i shd have thanked him and taken my leave. but ME, being the IMPULSIVE IDIOT I AM, ruined it by asking if him if it was OK to ask him out some time to practise speaking
- he broke eye contact with me (and tbh, he wasn’t really looking at me during the whole exchange; he was looking down and all around) and said something in japanese, which i didn’t understand except for “ありません” so i understood that it was a negative reply. he then said it in english again, still without looking at me: “i don’t go out much”
- i awkwardly left, gathering all my stuff in a hurry, and said thank you and bye
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i might have misread the signs:
other signs i noticed were:
- he tends to stay in the classrm during breaks/bef class starts if im arnd
- laughs at all my in-class jokes (and im rly not that funny lol)
- seems to make the most eye contact w me in class
- i can feel him watching me from my peripheral vision sometimes
- he looked at my hand (cos i wore a ring on my fourth finger before i swapped it to my third one)
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signs he isn’t attracted
- treats me differently from the other students. he’s fairly casual with the others but doesn’t get casual/personal with me. eg. he’ll ask what the other students are doing (are they working, are they still in school, where their families are etc) but he only ever asks me class-related questions, which means im very much just a student in his eyes —> it’s possible though that he’s attracted and this is a boundary he’s setting for himself
- didn’t make much eye contact with me when i “asked him out”, as if he didn’t want to look at me because i made him uncomfortable —> again, possible that he was just shy or was worried about that conversation being overheard
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let me rationalize my feelings. why am i attracted to him?
situational reasons
1) a lot of shit is lost in translation — he’s japanese and thus kinda exotic, no lie. also since english isn’t his first language, i can’t properly scrutinise what he’s saying and be critical abt his speech, like i usually am
2) im on leave and thus in a holiday mood, and everyone and everything is just lovelier
3) i work in a female-dominated environment and ive never felt attracted to any of the few men there, so i crush on the first decent male specimen i come across beyond my existing social circles
4) the teacher-student situation makes me feel safe. i trust people older and in a more senior position than myself to respond to my feelings responsibly lol. so because of this unique position im in, i was bolder about my feelings
the sensei himself
1) similar sense of humour, or at least it appears that we laugh at the same things despite the language barrier
2) i like what ive learnt about him in class so far: that he grew up in shikoku and is a countryside-to-city boy, went to uni in yokohama, some of his family is in kagawa and some are in tokyo, is the middle child, has a younger and older brother, gets his shirts from uniqlo and his shoes from crocs, that he has quit smoking, knows the floors and stores of takashimaya inside out like a loser with nothing better to remember, is fairly localized with his grasp of singlish
3) physical appearance — slim build and monolids, my favourite. im always a sucker for east asian boys with monolids. he has beautiful eyes and a gorgeous hairline. i thought he was handsome the first time i saw him but it was far from love/lust at first sight — more like the way that i look at faces and take mental snapshots of them because i think theyre pretty
4) his propriety and work ethic — the usual japanese hard worker, comes early for everything and is very prepared, works hard and long hours. we actually met a week before our first class tgt bcos he saw me in the school’s lobby looking a little lost and came to ask if i needed assistance. was then surprised when i saw him in the classroom a week later
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why i should get over my feelings
1) straight up always thought male teachers were some of the most unattractive ppl on the planet lol. never thought id crush so hard on one
2) we don’t even speak the same language 🙃
3) given his age, he’s probably married or already has a long-term girlfriend
4) he’s possibly gay lol but he seems to look at things thru a heteronormative lens so that’s unlikely
5) 9 year age gap lol
6) maybe he isn’t attracted, and is just kind to me because im a student and he enjoys how participative and engaged i am. im also a little faster than the other students, which is sort of a “compliment” as to how well he teaches
7) im just trapped in a situation where i dont go out and meet people much, so i develop crushes on the slightest things
8) im attracted to japan but not its ppl. it’s not society or culture i wld want to live in
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why i should try to pursue my feelings
1) i havent felt so strongly about anyone before
2) im not interested in a relationship in any case, but i do want this person to respond to me and be my friend. i need to know that they’re alive, breathing, waking, and doing the same shit the rest of us do
3) i want to learn more about them and through them
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SCREECHES at the top of my lungs as i barge onto the dash w my second chara. hlo. clears throat. it is i.....nai. i wnt ramble on too long bc u already kno me so! u know the drill like this or hmu for plots and u can find more abt skye underneath the cut. OH and p.s. here’s her pinterest board so u can get an idea of her Vibe
( lily collins / cis-female / she/her ). skye montgomery is a twenty two year old undergrad student studying art history. they are known for being charismatic and ambitious, but also being manipulative and domineering. it didn’t take long before everyone started to call them the sovereign. ( ooc: nai/ 21/ gmt/ she/her) she’s also!! the undergrad president of sigma epsilon chi, an attacker in women’s lacrosse, member of the student government and undergrad member of the elites social club
ok SO this is a rly old chara of mine tht i honestly lov to death. a true icon of her time.... tht im reviving from the great beyond
in terms of inspirations she’s loosely inspired by: blair waldorf, bree van de kamp, selina meyer, kathryn merteuil, lucille bluth and monica geller. honestly jst....a whole bunch of ppl tbh. all u rly need to kno is she thinks shes queen of the world n most of the time ppl treat her like it
her mum is HIDEOUS like jst... the most critical woman ull ever meet. whatever skye does isn’t good enough for her n no matter how hard she tries she never ever ever gets her approval. it’s probably most of the reason why she feels the need to try n b the best at everything bc she’s hoping somehow it’ll make her mum love her bt NEWS FLASH, LADIES! she won’t
their family is v v v wealthy. her mum’s an old money socialite / did a few campaigns way back when n her father is the heir to a rly wealthy real estate business tht caters all kinds of million dollar mansions to the stars. any old hollywood starlet w a big house u can almost guarantee skye’s dad/grandfather’s real estate company were the name on the transaction documents
grew up on the upper east side, v much living in that gossip girl culture where the kids all grow up way too fast n think they kno everything
skye was always.... p ruthless to say the least. she’ll do anything to get what she wants / to climb to the top of the social chain n she’s made herself a throne there p much since high school now
she was at the movies w her best friend indiana one time n she saw her dad getting into a car w a strange woman she’d never seen before. she ended up telling her mum n being like who the FACK was that n her mum said it ws nothing bt skye heard her crying later tht night locked in the bathroom. basically her father’s just....a completely chauvinistic pig tht has multiple affairs n her mum pretends not to notice / know anything abt it n drinks to cope w the heartbreak over it
bc of this skye pretty much.... hates romance. like she jst thinks love is disgusting n awful n destroys a person n tries to avoid it at all costs
she also!! had like a 3 yr long relationship w a guy called ethan kingsley who ended up cheating on her w one of her minions n it was just a whole Mess so she just. HATES men even tho she still loves them it’s all very Complex
models sporadically!!! listen. i kno lily is small irl but for the sake of Letting Me Live i’m saying she’s kind of taller so it makes sense bc models can b 5′6 smallest bt anyway. she’s done some runway work n tends to do that in fw season bt she predominantly does campaigns when she can schedule them in between schoolwork and other commitments (she has a rly full plate what with presidential duties n student government n women’s lacrosse)
she struggles w bulimia altho it only rly flairs up in times of extreme stress. she kind of has it under control fr the time being bt it’s never been something she’s been able to be rid of for good. she’s currently discharged from her treatment program for it n fingers crossed itll stay that way bc she lowkey Hates therapy n just... being vulnerable w anyone never mind a complete stranger
ull always catch her wearing some form of prada or balenciaga piece. she luvs her designer clothes n is a true Heaux for fashion. also adores red / dark red / plum lipstick n wears it like it’s war paint
ummmmMmmmmMMMM honestly i. cld go on forever bt ill save u reading it all.
in terms of connections!!!!! skye is the sort to hav.... like... not Minions per say bt i mean.... looks at the camera. minions. theyre mre jst. friends she bosses around a lot. id also like the connection of her ex bf!! obviously names r interchangeable n he doesnt hav to b called ethan kingsley or w.e bt basically he just ended up cheating on her n he was p big into coke n their relationship just.... went from something rly sweet to something rly Not. for other plots honestly just... anything u name it friends enemies i want it all go Wildt
#bu:intro#ed tw#eating disorder tw#alcoholism tw#on...her mums behalf#i think thts it for skye bt if i missed any lmk!
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* ANONYMOUS SAID : in a political rp someone needs to be "the bad guy", no? if everyone's a democrat who fights for the same causes, no drama happens; there's no plot. i feel like you're making a molehill into a mountain. especially if you never even spoke to the player/admin.
you vc we all love a bad girl though, don’t we? / me vc yeah, but not someone who’s real life counterparts are trying to strip thousands of people of their basic human rights, ‘non. i’m gonna b HONEST with u : i have no idea how to make u use ur critical thinking skills, if u are not already using them. i am of the not so unique opinion that politics rps should never be made in the first place, so no, i don’t agree that someone ‘needs’ to be the bad guy - the group never had to be put into the world. people LIKE that character exist. there are real people who think like that, who also would’ve ‘voted tr*mp’, who are using their policies to strip people of their basic human rights. this is not the platform for u to be playing ur anti feminist, racist, pro life, pro gun, tr*mp supporting character. its also not the platform to put an rp into the world that is romanticizing a system that cares abt gun rights more than human rights, wants to send gay ppl to conversaion camps and would be happy to deport people who have lived in america their whole life. if no one wanted to be criticized for the choices they made, then they had a really easy option : they cld have kept that weird shit in discord dms.
#rpt#rpc#rp#tt.#answered#anonymous#racism ment cw#trump ment cw#homophobia ment cw#im srry but r these good tags to u . does this seem like 'mountain out of molehill' content .
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