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god i will never stop fawning over how absolutely SPECTACULAR afo vs bakugou was. genuinely one of the best fights in the entire manga in terms of art, the themes, the pararells, the gayness, the fight itself, and just. everything about it makes me wanna scream into my pillow and chew on it
#MIND YOU this was the fight that made me interested in afos character#ugh like i shouldve known bakugou was gonna take on afo ... like i knew him and izuku were gonna take on shigafo#cus of the whole win to save save to win thing#and its perfect for shigafo cus yk!#but i didnt know tomura manage to break free out of afos grasp early on#(which srry tomura for not having faith lol)#but yeah pitting bakugou against the guy was fucking amazing#like theres so much layers to it#like first off making bakugou(and izuku) fulfill the save to win thing by rescuing all might from afo#like how all might did in the kamino arc with bkg but this time bkg didnt'end' all might he was the one who saved him#AND THE FACT THIS WAS FILMED TOO JUST LIKE BEFORE#BAKUGOU WOULD NOT BE KNOW AS THE ONE THAT ENDED ALL MIGHT BUT THE ONE THAT SAVED HIM#AND FUCKK bakugou and afo.......amazing foils seriously#boys with gifted powers but one grew up with almost nothing and the other grew up with love#they both turned out shitty but only one of them actually changed for the better#afo in a way is like bakugou past self. hes fighting on what he couldve been if he let his ego take hold on his mind#and no bakugou did not solely defeat afo himself . and god my boy is so grown he KNOWs if it werent for everyone elses effort#he wouldnt be able to take this bitch down#bakugou i love you so so much#you are such an excellent character fuckkkk#and afo...... well you see what happened to him. fitting end to someone who thought highly of himself#died in a pathetic subpar way. fighting an injured teenage boy lmao#OH AND SAID TEENAGE BOY THAT LOOKS LIKE HIS OLD NEMESIS LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO#ive said this before but bakugou is afos karmic incarnation#i CANNOTTTT wait for volume 40 to drop. possible dawn of quirks era content afo character page (please) and yoichi/kudou colored by hori?#bakugou katsuki#mha all for one#mha manga spoilers#OH AND bakugou telling afo to shut the fuck up!?!?!?!?!?!?!? AND PROCEEDS TO BEAT HIS ASS IN 3 DOUBLE SPREADS????? MY FUCKING GOAT.#dahlia.txt
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#i will warn you only once: tsc spoilers#literally just finished it as i am drafting this its 5am where i live#so you may be subjected to some nonsense#that all being said i have thoughts.and feelings#the kevin was lovely and tasted delicious! jean defending him at every turn even when he swears to hell and back he'll kick his ass#the kevjean was surprising i was only half expecting that#the dog metaphors i have to say i need this one cashed in. nora run me my check#im joking of course dont quote me on it#jean taking kevins promise to the end and living on it is seriously so. well.#'be careful with him' 'take kevin's name out of your ignorant mouth' 'you promised me'#also kevin getting called the court's queen had me tender and on my back oml#jean's relationship with the trojans is sweet and he is very interesting and complicated#a character with many moving parts im sure#there were a few things i did not care for#namely jeremy and the trojans felt remarkably flat to me bar lucas (by far the most interesting) and catalina on occasion#i didnt quite enjoy jeremy's pov and felt like he spent perhaps way too much time worrying over jean? if that makes sense#i wish he had some more complexity to him or really anything to catch a hook on#all we know is hes attractive and smiley and gets along terribly with his family#so much of his character is sucked out by jean he didnt feel like much more than a plot device to me#which i wouldnt mind if jeremy wasnt the literal main character alongside jean#i was living for everything jean thought but had to drag myself through jeremy's pov if im honest#uuuuh what else. neil! funny. deranged. i have to love him#andrew couldnt give less of a fuck about jean which is funny as all fuck#two bugs placed in the same habitat ignoring each other#the thing with elodie i thought was complicated. i wish we knew some more about her or that shed been mentioned a little earlier#but im assuming thats a topic to be revisited#uuuuuuuh yeah so thats most of it. i think my first thought and the one that sticked out the most to me is that the book felt remarkably#pedestrian#not necessarily in a bad way#it lacked to me one of the main appeals of aftg which were the numerous interesting side characters
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THE NEW ONE SHORT????? WOWWW
#hfjone#dont have a ton to say about this one but PARKER!!!! PARKER OMG#parker my beloved i am SO glad he's finally getting some attention#he cares so much about his friend :(#i like how we all kind of caught it that he wouldnt be taken seriously and that people would think he had something to do with it#and the guest animation was SO GOOD#the loose scratchyness really lends to the fact that he was probably losing his mind#also the minor swearing in the episode was oddly fitting#kind of wish wed gotten more of that in the actual show#anyways yeah PARKER#Im gonna draw his design later to celebrate#i missed him
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Im so sorry i played Our Life: beginnings and always and not only has it sucker punched me with bittersweet feelings of life and change and relationships but its also thrown me into brain rot hell of it. Im sorry if ocean boy cove floods your feed get it? Its a pun
#t-n talks#personal#our life: beginnings & always#olba#i love him so much i love them all so much i need to replay with all the dlcs and get shiloh to come to our wedding#because i named a fosh after him in like step 2 or 3 and i missed him and i dont care if he lied to us im sorry shiloh#come baaack#but also baxter what happened baxter we missed you so much youre important to us youre important to meeeeeee#everyones my friend now how do i have jeremy at my wedding but not shiloh? jeremy you should have made shiloh suffer tooooo#im so glad i got jeremy though god i felt for him so bad like genuinely what was wrong while he was mean to us#i just wanted to be nice and friends but also dont be mean to cove and im so glad hes mellowed out a bit hes really a good kid sometimes#i love them all so much dereeeekkkkk hes such a good friend god hes SUCH A GOOD FRIEND im screaming#and baxter baxter baxter baxter sometimes i dont think hes in love with us but in love with our relationship but also like#i wouldnt mind us three being closer because youre fucking important to me baxter just like jeremy#youre all part of this found family gay as shit now if i can be adopted then that means i can adopt you too!!!#god but seriously? like i expected to cry because of relationship love drama at first not because i was having#complicated feelings about being adopted and my relatiinship with my sister god ive never had an older sister really#and my siblings and i arent super close but im adopted and i dont think ive ever wanted something more than this family#this game man i just god my fiance was like “i dont think this game was meant to be so deep/intense” but like its a visual novel#novels are meant to invoke feelings and thoughts and discussion and reflection at least thats what i believe every story has a purpose#its up to us to figure out what its purpose is maybe not in general but to us what can we take away from it and god#it makes me want to hold onto my friendships tightly and reach out to everyone i knew/know#i have too many tags on here because of brain rot but i love this game and im so excited for the next one and i would love to download#like my log of the entire game so that i can recap everything at like my leisure#just cause im not gonna remember all my choices and stuff
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ah go me. trying to ignore last months cliffhanger for noragami and thinking that the events of this month chapter might not actually happen. serious case of hopium overdose.
all i could say was 'ahhh fuck' over and over and over again. cause you see it coming, but you hope it doesn't and its a slow motion car crash and has been for months now.
#noragami#noragami spoilers#ill be honest it was the outcome I was seriously against out of all possibilities#i kinda trusted the author to not let this happen#but when everything started just getting so messed up it definitely came to mind that they were capable of doing it#i think im dissapointed#but like not as well#just because something i hoped wouldnt happen happened doesn't mean the right message isn't going to be said about it#and like this is so fucking sad#literally the worst case scenario#this is literally the most tragic manga iv had the pleasure of reading#but like tragic and not in the original genre description#I had the audacity to hope.#for the record im not upset or angry or mad at the writing this is stellar shit#its just a fucky tragedy and a very intentional and artfully crafted tragedy#god im so sad
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my repost policy is: no reposts. except if youre me LMAO
#shui talks#if youve ever seen that person on reddit who posts my art.... yeah thats actually just me lol#im not well known enough for my art to get stolen!#the day that i get my art stolen seriously will be a wonderful day i will celebrate there will be confetti and cake#but in all seriousness my actual repost policy is:#ask for permission and credit me when you post it#the shui_w account is just for me to talk in an actually educated way#but i cant do it on my main because#well i learned my lesson about that when i got into an argument with someone and they started pulling up my old posts as 'receipts'#so i cant just change my way of talking online like that because people will see the difference between how i talk#i have taken up the persona of a cishet man#it is very strange#also fun#it means i can write full length essays with proper punctuation and grammar#while also saying some pretty out of pocket stuff about male characters without coming off as being serious#be a man and say that you want to breed sonic and no one bats an eye...#but be a woman and say that you want sonic to breed you and everyone loses their minds#i wouldnt say that ofc#not my type of guy#yk i probably shouldve wrote all of this in the actual post.#welp
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my therapist fr just asked me if in asexual. gagged and gooped, sitting across from her on that dumbass couch like a fool.
#LIKE#CLAIRE IDK 💀🙏#i dont think im asexual i just think i have trust issues ⚰️#like i cant ever imagine myself happy in a romantic relationship. what does that say abt me 🧍♀️#nah i need to fall in love with someone bro i cant be a hopeless romantic for nuthing!! 😭#actually. controversial opinion thats not going to help me beat these ace allegations BUT#in an ideal world romance wouldnt exist. bc like. who needs it? lmfaoo just have friends or sumthing. we all just do our own lil things-#-seperately and live cool eco lifestyles and no one is in poverty or fighting in wars and everyone is funky fresh#like why u gotta be in love for? doing too much 💀🙏#marry ur bsf or something and let it be platonic. why u gotta invest so heavily in ur feelings for 💀💀#nah. im not abt to tell claire this bc shes gonna truly suspect im asexual or a very bitter single person LMAO#romance is good for one thing and that’s fictional shipping and making fun of ur friends TERRIBLE taste in men 💪#(im aware this post might age badly. if i ever lose my mind and start posting abt someone on here yall humble me with this)#(probs bc i view falling in love too seriously. i cant even think of dating someone w/o thinking of marriage and THAT FREAKS ME OUT 😭😭)#not hp#rewriting
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look i know a lot of people want news about beau and caleb or for keyleth (and vex) to find out about vaxil’orb screaming but by far my unreasonable and impossible previous campaign pc interaction wish is for them to miraculously run into jester. for two key reasons: so her and fearne can kiss and also so she can fix imogen through the unrelenting force of her friendship.
#this is above all. a joke. matthew would never voice jester if he could avoid it as he (i say with affection) shouldn’t#but i was rewatchin some c3 today and rewatched a bunch of c2 while makin my edit and .#imogen is exactly jesters I Will Pester You Into Friendship type. standoffish quiet irritable#trying to be Good but not good at it#bc i truly think laura’s pcs have the least likelihood to get along#but w imogen and jester i do think imogen Wouldnt like jester the way like . essek didn’t like jester#like let us not forget that jester lavorre was called disarmingly charming by. Ludinus#like if jester found out imogen could read her mind AND hand sending? she would never leave that woman alone#anyway. tagging this for blog organization please don’t take this seriously#critical role#cr3#imogen temult#jester lavorre#fearne calloway
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my thoughts on this finale are so mixed but. skidmark & alicia comeback, victor fully redeemed and happy with his family AND gets to go on knowing that madison is alive, sherry & dwight survived and back together, daniel survived... yeah it could have been worse
#im not even a huge troy otto fan and i was really annoyed to see him brought back but i was starting to get really interested in what they#were doing with him this season and that sudden death felt like really wasted potential#i wouldnt have minded him getting killed off i dont think hes deserving of full redemption at all but id rather they at least cleared#everything up with him and didnt just leave it hanging in the air like that#but yeah its ftwd my standards for this show have never been super high#its fun and i dont take it too seriously#i enjoyed it overall im upset abt some deaths along the way but im happy with where all the surviving characters ended up#ftwd#fear the walking dead#madison clark#alicia clark#tracy otto#troy otto#daniel salazar#ftwd dwight#ftwd sherry
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oh yeah, for the sake of any wanderers that may be concerned about this and want to keep certain info safe i offer you a very long explanation of how pluralkit's privacy system works and how to use it to keep yourself more safe on the internet! - first off and most important, you can check how something looks publicly by adding -pub to the end of your command in almost every situation. this does not work for lists like member lists and i would assume group lists, but most commands (like pk;s, pk;m, or other commands that pull up actual pages where you can see what others can see) support this. if needed, you can have a friend attempt more specific commands to make sure things are properly private, as there isn't a close friends system or anything like simply plural, it's either public or private. use this to test out profiles to make sure none of the more sensitive information can be pulled up by others, if you for some reason feel the need to put it there. - people can pull up your pk;s if they have your pluralkit system id, one of your member ids (which usually will give them your system id), and your discord user id (pk;s [user id here]). additionally, pk;s [ping user here] also works if you're in a server together. please keep all of these in mind! you also cannot private your system id or your member ids on any profiles relevant to them, they will always be present. - there are three categories of privacy: system, members, and groups. they all work somewhat separately from each other.
1. pk;s privacy brings up system privacy options. you can private your system name, your system avatar, description, pronouns, member list, group list, current fronters, and front/switch history. all of these are public by default, and i do recommend tweaking these settings yourself. breaking it up further, - name, avatar, description, and pronouns are all aesthetic options that are pretty self explanatory. you can't private banners however, so please keep this in mind. (i'm not sure why) - member list is the most important thing here. i recommend you private this. this gives people access to see exactly how many members are in your system, and the ability to pull up your pk;l or pk;list. by privating this, you are denying them the ability to see who is in your system, how many, and their ids. that being said, if you proxy in a server with them they can use the question emoji feature or go to the apps options to pull up that member's profile (and gain their id!), the latter of which is completely invisible to you, so please keep this in mind. member profiles cannot be mass-privated, you have to individually change the privacy settings on each one. imo mass privating should be an option and i'm not sure why it isn't. - group list is pretty important if you have any important groups, but if they're all aesthetic or formatted for public viewing it can basically be ignored. note that even if your group list is private, groups will still show up on your public profiles unless you individually private them. no, i'm not sure why this doesn't have a mass privating option either. - current fronters and front/switch history can be grouped together, they're both related to pk's fronting system. if you don't log your fronts on pluralkit, you can ignore these, but if you do, i would consider if you want them to be public or not. current fronters displays who's set as who's currently fronting on pluralkit (i am unsure if this is properly synced with simply plural, i think it depends, but i would not take the risk!) on your pk;s. this can be used publicly and responsibly, but if you don't want to take the risk or just don't feel like anyone needs to know that info, private them. - you cannot private your linked accounts, creation date, system tag, id or color on your pk;s. please keep this in mind! your timezone is also public, whenever you pull up a pk;s profile it gives you the time it was created at the bottom in your timezone, no matter who's profile you may be pulling up. other people can see that, so be wary! they can't find out your timezone by pulling up your profile though, to my knowledge. this can be thwarted on member and group profiles, as you can disable the time it was created through the metadata option.
2. member privacy is also important, and brings up privacy options specific to each member. unfortunately there is no mass privating as i mentioned, you have to do it individually. the command for this is pk;m [name or id] privacy, and it gives you the options of name, description, avatar, birthday, pronouns, proxy tags, meta, and visibility. that being said, you can use pk;config private member [on/off] to set it so that any new member you create's privacy options are all private by default. that being said, pluralkit also removes members with their visibility set to private from your list when you pull up pk;l, so keep this in mind. you can thwart this by adding -all or -a to the end of your pk;l command so it pulls up all hidden members as well. members being hidden from lists also doesn't stop people from pulling up a profile from an id, so keep this in mind as well. it does not hide anything other than your name in the member list.
- name, description, avatar, birthday, and pronouns are all aesthetic functions that are self-explanatory. still can't private banners, for some reason.
- proxy tags privates your proxies, removing them from your profile when someone uses pk;m [your member id], or in other words pulls up your member profile. i usually keep this disabled, but it's up to you as most proxies tend to not involve any specific sensitive information. you can use the shorthand "proxies" for this command instead of writing proxy tags each time. or proxy, apparently. didn't know that, i'm testing out all these commands as i write to make sure the info is accurate.
- metadata is pretty important, and i would keep this private. this includes when the member was created, how many messages that have been sent from the proxy, the last time they fronted, and allegedly their last message, something i just learned about. i assume this refers to the command addition -with-last-message or -wlm, which you add to the end of pk;l (pk;l -wlm) which tells you when the last time a message was sent from each specific proxy.
- visibility i went through at the end of the opening message for member privacy.
3. groups, a privacy setting i personally neglect as i don't use them (other than sometimes to host images for my simplyplural. lol.) groups function similarly to members, where there are no global group privacy options, you have to individually private them all yourself. if you want your groups to be private by default on creation, use the command pk;config private group [on/off]. keep in mind this affects visibility as well, however the same visibility command applies here as it does for members. they work functionally the same. your options are name, description, icon, member list, metadata, and visibility. all of these are pretty subjective to how you're using groups, so use your own discretion to figure out what should be public and what should be private.
- name, description and icon are all aesthetic functions. rinse and repeat previous categories.
- member list dictates if others can use the command pk;g [group] list, from what i know. this will not remove them from your profiles though, that command would be visibility.
- metadata functions quite similarly
- visibility dictates if the groups show up when you query them in pk;g l, and also if they show up on public member profiles, at least from my experiments. the entire groups system is frustrating to me, so use your own discretion here.
4. for some additional advice: - check every member, system or group profile with the pk;[m,s,g] -pub command in order to make sure it displays information you are okay with having public when you are creating them. - don't put sensitive information (like triggers, personal info, etc) anywhere on pluralkit. that's not where it belongs. - if you have a high headcount (me too)... good luck. - using pk;s or any of the different category variations without using -pub at the end will bring up a profile with all of your private information. if you are pulling up your profiles somewhere (for example, a server) remember to add -pub to the end so people only see what you want them to see! - banners have no optimization and i still have no clue why - if you need to for some reason specifically use discord for your logging purposes (god i feel ya), consider creating a private discord server! that's how i do most pk work and keep my private stuff there too - you can use pk dms to work on pk as well! it works the same as if you had pk in a server.
- for other places to put your information, consider notion (app and website, there are a couple plural logging templates on the internet you can use), obsidian (app and website, it's got a learning curve, but it has tons of features), writelighthouse (website, created as a plural logging software, has tons of helpful system-centric features), simply plural (the one and only), or a good old fashioned notebook! - before you post anything on the internet, consider: "could people use this to impact me maliciously?" if the answer is yes, consider not posting it. it's not worth the risk. private conversations between friends are one thing, but public discord servers or tumblr posts are a whole different ball game. you can never truly get that stuff off the internet, it will haunt you forever. be sure to create a path on the internet you're proud of creating. - if you have to question if something should be private or not, nine times out of ten it should be private. - don't post your triggers or talk about your trauma on the internet, especially if you are under the age of 18. - being a more private individual is a good thing. most people nowadays leave giant digital paper trails, and minimizing that is one of the best things you can do for yourself. i'm not saying you can't open up to people, i'm just saying to treat sites like tumblr like a public park or a convention. there are certain things you wouldn't talk about in those places, cause you wouldn't want people you don't know to hear and use that maliciously, and the internet is no different.
that's all for now! i'm only human and thus will make some mistakes and most of this information is subject to change on pluralkit's part, but i hope it helps you pave a safer, more secure pluralkit experience for yourself! if you need any help with anything, feel free to contact me and i will do my best to assist you, though i only check tumblr once a week or so so it might take a while. be sure to check out the pluralkit forums and command lists and the pluralkit official discord server in order to learn more about the bot! learning proficiency in any tool is a good thing, and knowing these little tips and tricks can be really helpful! now if only i could get this kind of motivation to learn about excel or spreadsheet.
*sigh* just a friendly reminder that PluralKit attaches a unique code to your system that allows anyone to look up your system - and if you look up a system on discord using pk;system [code], gives a link to all of their public system data on PKs website, which for some of you includes information on triggers, sexuality, and other things that cyberbullies may misuse.
I have been messing around with the settings as much as possible and I cannot find a way to avoid this beyond privating all alters and all system info, which many users don't do.
Even with information privated, it still seems that PK will link your discord handle with your Pluralkit user if the unique code is plugged in.
Sharing as this seems to me like a breach of privacy at best, and dangerous at worst.
#pluralkit resources#pluralkit#pk help#pk rambles#pk resources#please private things on your pk!#it can only be good for you#i do think that communication on pk's privacy settings should be more readily available#the fact people can use the app without knowing the extent of what is or isnt public is frankly worrying#treat it kind of like a rentry. you wouldnt post your credit card on a rentry#you wouldn't pirate a rentry /ref#actually#maybe you would#i don't know you#you probably shouldn't though#those are the works of individual creators and not the works of corporate figures after all#seriously though please be mindful of what you put out on the internet#once its there its basically impossible to get rid of it#i have my own regrets regarding how flippant i was about internet safety when i was younger#stay safe out there#especially you minors#please#use your noggin
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#planets fucking my shit up again can i catch a break. seriously.#i cannot do this anymore. im losing my mind n im seriously suicidal AGAIN like .#why does shit ha e to ve so hard why do i have to keep fucking pushing through what is ths point.#its 2#2:30pm and im wanting to die . sick i love that .#fucksake i cannot keep doing this. i seriously cant lmao if shit doesnt changs and get better within the next . week i am#going to off myself fr. its been 2months (actually its been longer but whatever)#trying to use loa to help myself n i feel lile its just making iy worse bc how am i doing everything right#or think im doing everything right. but nothinf has changed yet.#i want it to change . i cant do this#i cant b unemployed anymore. i cant be missinh him this intensely anymore. im so angrt and upset im#i wanns fucking scream.lol . i want to do stupif shit and wreck my fucking life to feel something that isnt this .#bc doing everything right and staying correct is getting me nowhere so far#ivw beem awake dor 3hrs and ive been sad this whole entire time. ive showered n eaten !#am . probably gonna ask irl if she . wants to come.to beach w me this afternoon so i can feel less shitty#and have company. while im Sugfering at least .#i dont know i dont. i get sad n suddenly deel like a vurden#even tho im NOT and she . probsbly wouldnt mind being there for me but .#i dont . h :( i just want this to end#brain keeps gettibg worse ! how am i supposed tocget better !#anyway whatever its fucking fine. ill be fine but hesus christ im so tired of going through the worst fucking pain#every few years / months . what is the point od all of this#im depressed agaon ik that . i have neen for nearly a mojth but . i dont.
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biphobic of my professor to make me do homework when I want to completely restructure the concept of my fic. for the fourth time
#IM JUST. I KEEP CHANGING MY MIND ON WHAT I WANT THE CAGE TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like im genuinely so torn bc there's potential in everything ive seen or thought of#but i cant use them all in one story itd be very contradictory it wouldnt make sense#i seriously cant figure out which interpretation i want to use here!! idk which one works best with what i want to do!!#i think i need to write down each option and how it would impact the plot and character stuff#and then just pick which one seems like the most fun and also sexy. who said that#avery.txt#averywriting#nyfic
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cant believe i just graduated but then im already starting to feel anxious about plans for residency which i ideally should start in early 2025
#the plan is a 1 year internship from early 2023 to 2024#and i probably wouldnt make it in time for the mid 2024 term#so calculating the numbers it still feels quite far away#like 2 years for preparation is a significant amount of time i think#but once i remember that 1 of those 2 years would be taken up for internship#that kinda……. hmm#ik ik ik getting anxious doesnt help but like#mmmmmmmmmmmm#i… i could and most probably should prepare for residency all throughout my internship#and i should… probably… like…. idk start joining some internal medicine workshops and symposiums#and gather the certificates and qualifications and all that#(i still plan on eventually becoming an internist)#(though some of my extended family have some other ideas which i might elaborate some other time but wtv)#basically… like… i should start seriously considering my preparations asap#but like wow i really just got out of 6 years of med school and my mind is already back on school#the hustle really doesnt stop
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omg........... bsf lix............. WHAAATTTT!!!!! now im thinking abt sitting on bsf hyunes lap while sitting around with the others but reader unconciously squirms around and and and he gets hard and and tries to brush it off but he gets hard anyway and and and omg reader being an innocent virgin who doesnt really know whats going on in hyunes mind................. maybe she knows that hes hard and plays it off??? maybe she doesnt? 😮💨
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i... got carried away. 😭 this has like 800 words
but god do i love the concept of accidental stimulation.
ur just so pretty on his lap and you smell SOO fucking good, he's actually losing his mind. he's been struggling from the get-go, but he eventually gets used to it! like he always does, because this is a normal occurrence between the two of you
but for whatever reason you just cant seem to sit still tonight.. he doesn't know if its the sugary drink you just had, or maybe youre just hyper today?? he doesnt understand!! but he doesnt really have the time to think about it because you seem to forget that he's your bestie and not a chair!
so when you move to position yourself on his lap better because you were "slipping off" and he gets a nice, warm drag of your clothed cunt against his clothed dick, he short circuits ><
he absolutely buffers after that. it only takes him a few seconds to snap out of it though, thanks to jisung whining that his hyung is ignoring him. and then they talk like normal until you move AGAIN. this time seemingly harder. you cant help it, his shorts are just so slippery!
jisung doesn't miss the way hyunjins face contorts and the way he bites his lip almost hard enough to make it bleed, but you sure do. jisung only snickers and gets distracted with something else, allowing hyunjin to turn all his attention to you
but the second he goes to ask you what you're doing, you squeeze your legs together and lean back just the slightest bit,,, he almost moans on the spot
he catches it thankfully and takes a moment to breathe and calm himself and his little friend down. but finds himself getting distracted by the fact that youre still not looking at him and that the only thing facing him is your pretty little ass.. right within reach and he knows he could grab a handful if he really wanted
and he also knows you wouldnt really mind. youre his sweet bestie who trusts him with every secret under the sun!! like your biggest secret that youre a virgin who is waiting for the right guy. youre just his adorable partner in crime who just so happens to come to him to cry about stupid boys so he can kiss those annoying tears away. platonically, of course
but he swears he's never thought about you to this degree before! hes never thought about you riding him and watching your pretty ass bounce and ripple every time your hips hit his! or even about sliding a hand in your hair and tugging it back until you arch your back all nicely while he hits that special spot inside of you that makes you cry!
"where the hell is this coming from?!?!" he would scream into the abyss of his own head
well... he would swear although he knows its a damn lie.
this little situation only makes him want to take things further and actually bend you over every surface on the horizon, and he would genuinely talk to you about those thoughts of his if you just gave him the chance and stopped fucking talking to chris!!
but alas, he's still your bestie and he just wants to be patient for you. and he's just so sure its all an accident! so he just sips his drink and digs his nails into his thigh as you continue to 'obliviously' talk to chris
but, lets be real... there's literally no way you cant feel his hard-on. at this point, he seriously doesnt think he's been so hard before and he can tell your hips are caught on his from the way his dick sits perfectly between your thighs. right under that skirt where he could just pull your panties to the side and give you a real reason to cry-
ahem... anyway!
he quickly catches on how obvious his hard on is when he notices the pink tint on your ears as your hands move to pull your skirt down, seemingly covering his dick from being shown to everybody in the room
oh. so youre just fucking with me? ok. two can play that game
wraps those long arms around your waist and puts his chin on your shoulder, getting all close ><
if you ignore him he'll blow lightly against your ear and then on your neck and will let out a deep, breathy chuckle against your ear when you jump askdjaklsdaklsjdashdja
or if you turn to him right away he'll feign innocence and just tilt his head at you with his lips puckered, "hm?"
will let you go back to talking to chris but will test ur patience now that he thinks that youre teasing him, & starts by rutting his hips up and tightening his arms around you.
to anybody else it would look like he's fixing both of your seating positions, but to him and to you, its just an excuse to feel his tip rub against your pretty, wettening, panties
ends it with squeezing you into his chest tighter and sighing deeply into the crook of your neck, maybe feigning being drunk just to trick his members into leaving the two of you the hell alone!!!
and for some reason it actually works?? so the guys scatter into their rooms with a pat on your shoulder for good luck, assuming that he's super drunk and that you'll have to babysit him for the rest of the night
and he completely ignores you when you poke at him and call out to him until he's sure he heard the last bedroom door close
"honey. do you think you're funny?" places a soft kiss on your shoulder before moving up, placing wet kisses all the way to your jaw where he sucks your first ever hickey into!!
and he knows its your first. cause unfortunately for you, you've told him literally everything.
"you better behave yourself before i bend you over right here right now."
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Jealousy, Jealousy
Pairing: Sylus x Reader
Warning: OOC (this was made pre-release of Sylus) not proofread
Fuyuu-chan: Some thoughts about how you and sylus react when someone else flirts to the other
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~You getting jealous~
You know with just his looks alone he already has a lot of girls around him. Fonding and admiring him. Some girls just do it from a far but this time...one of them actually had the guts to go to sylus and try to flirt with him. You were actually walking in front of him excited to go to your next destination but you heard someone approached him so you looked back and thats when you saw the girl walked up to him.
If only she knew his personality. You do give a point for her braveness and boldness. But oh well, he's already taken. You shake your head, feeling sorry for the girl. But when you looked back at her and sylus. They way she still tries to flirt with your man even do he already dismiss it in a "polite way."
The way she twirls her hair and blinks at him, you're cringing but to be honest you feel a tug of jealosuy, cause you're the only who flirts with sylus.
Sylus who sense your stare, immediately dismiss and glared at the girl "cant you understand? I already said no" he says coldly as he immediately approached you and put his hand on your waist as he continue to lead the way making you look away from the girl and look at him.
"You know, i can sense your jealousy from there, your stare already screams it" he tease as he glance at you smirking.
You looked away from him. "no im not" you defend.
"Oh really? So you dont mind someone flirting with me?" He asks and you frowned. "I mind, im the only who can flirt with you" you said.
"So you're jealous, just admit it" sylus says as you roll your eyes playfully. "Okay fine..."
He smiles and looks at you. "Thank you...but seriously no need to be jealous you know i wouldnt let anyone replace you, nor would i entertain someone when i already have the most gorgeous person in the world"
"Thats cringe" you comment even though your cheeks got tinted red to what he said. "But you like it" he adds. "Anyway, if that really upsets you, i could-" "no dont do that, dont do anything to them, im okay" you cut him off, knowing what he would say.
He merely chuckles at that.
(。・ω・。)ノ♡
~Sylus getting jealous~
This man wouldnt get jealous easily and its also hard to make him jealous, he wouldnt get jealous to just some random guy who wants your number because they found you beautiful. I believe Sylus would just chuckle watching them shoot their shot only for them to get rejected by you.
Though....its a different story when he sense that a guy could be a threat. Thats when he will step in or take action. First he would glare at the person. Dude his aura alreadys screams danger. If that guy still wont budge then he better enjoy this day as this would be the last time he would see the light of day.
Sylus would go beside you taking your hand while staring at the guy infront. "Do you know this person (nickname)?" He ask as he glance at you. You shake your head as you look at him and back at the guy.
"Well then, i apologize but you're disturbing our time together, and as she says earlier, she's taken, so please step out of the way and dont push yourself when theres no space for you" he says as he glares at the guy and lead you away from that place. Sylus will make sure he would deal with that guy later tonight.
"Umm what was that?" You asked. "What?" He immeadiately responds.
"Are you angry?" You said a bit surprised, normally he had his composure in check but his tone while he said that to the guy was dangerous. It literally sent a shiver down your spine, so what more about that guy? Poor him.
"Im pissed. I mean you already said no, does he think he have a chance? Does he think he could replace me? Never." He says as he finally stop walking and face you. "He thinks he would have space when i already taken all of the space in your heart"
You chuckled at his jealousy. "Why are laughing at me?" He asks. "You're just sooo cutee" you coo making him pout. "Im not cute" "yes you are" "im not" "yes you are~" you said as you tiptoe and peck his cheek making him freeze and look at you a bit shock.
You chuckled once again before you start walking, leaving him a few steps behind. Sylus watch you hop on your steps before catching up on you.
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"harry wasnt that powerful, he literally only knew 3 spells and had a horcrux in him and he wouldnt have survived without-"
listen to me, LISTEN TO ME
the boy was in survival mode for literally all of his life. almost all of his defense teachers tried to kill him. he was more worried about surviving the next voldy jumpscare. his "mentor" was raising him to die.
do u think he had the time to learn and master an arsenal of spells when everyone who was meant to help him are either dead or keeping him in the dark ? do u think he had the time to train when hes getting into life or death scenarios practically every year ?
he was a growing teen who had to deal with a murderer going after him, a world who thinks hes just off his rockers, adults who rarely take him seriously, the natural hormonal teen years, and the typical fights between friends who have vastly different life experiences but arent emotionally mature enough to address those yet . i dont think he even had that much positive reinforcement from everyone around him
stop calling harry james potter a weakass fuckass just because he doesnt have a shiny arsenal of weapons and the mind of a master strategist . thats literally a child and then a teen who keeps on getting retraumatised over and over and over, and you keep on taking the piss on him because he doesnt react like a levelheaded YA protagonist who has everything under control ?
hes just a dude who had to practically raise himself, who tries his goddamn best but fucks up constantly and is always haunted by his fuckups, and who still manages to get the job done at the end
AND EVEN AFTER THAT the people still put more responsibilities on his shoulders like "he couldve redid society with his influence" "he couldve done this he couldve done that" "he couldve done more"
how much more of himself does he have to give before society is satisfied ? why cant the adults take charge for once and rebuild the system that THEY broke ? why's it all on harry's shoulders ALONE ?
"he couldve used his influence-" did u conveniently forget how the wizarding world showed him over and over how easily their views and treatment of him cld change at the flip of a coin ? do u think he'd trust them to listen to him after all this time ? NO
like i get it, "chosen ones" have the influence and the responsibility . "chosen ones" should be powerful and their skills and abilities varied by the end of the series . they could do more and many chosen ones have done more . but harry's just part of the subset of chosen ones that is just tired and beat down at the end of the it all .
idk give him a break, hop off his back, let him retire to the countryside
#harry potter#harry james potter#harry potter meta#i think?#idk im just emotional abt harry james potter
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