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Love how I am normally Chill TM and then every once in awhile smth happens and I just. Explode internally abt how much I love sm1. Like. Yeah. If u asked me 2 I'd die btw. Or kill. If u asked me I'd tell u anything. I will almost definitely never say this to your face but I really really really hope you know this. Also how are you?
#thisnis almost always 4 my friends too. lol#like on here nd shit#anyways uhh ur#yeah*#emotions are either a 2 or 4 or a fucking like. 10 to 20 bomb#and also the fact rhay i cant randomly go upbto ppl i carr abt and gibe them weirdly tight hugs or just. exist in space near to them#nd such#is such fucking bullshit#enea rambles <3#lol#hhhhh#me trying to remember to do Affection directly: .... [melts into goop. dies. rots. fails miserably. shame] why am i like this
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yes he will….
#i sketched this out like….2 years ago….im trying so hard to get thru my art backlog nd stop making random halfassed shit#evn tho i gave up @ th end here still lol#iasip#always sunny#charlie kelly#dee reynolds#dennis reynolds#chardee#charden#chardennis#long lost siblings#fanart#mine#1k
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#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow the ninth#tlt#the locked tomb#intothearttagyougo#gtn#htn#the moon#tw blood#liike a litttleee bit of blood#whoo boy this one went so much better this time around#originally i had her as death because i felt like if i made her the moon gideon /had/ to be the sun... because gay obviously#death being all about transformations and endings nd shit iirc#i also thought of putting her as the tower because her entire life is an extended tower moment#but ehhh i feel like this arrangement came out the strongest and cleanest#what with the subconscious and the.. mystery? it works lmao. and i brought ties with gideon back in with the swords ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#(spoilers) gideon just works too well as the hanged man between the perspective shift and self-sacrifice/martyr meanings. like???#and if i eventually do nona i feel she would be the sun so that'd be a good pairing too. im kinda torn between sun and the fool for her#alecto being the world#so uh#yeah#here ya go!#also yall were really sweet and funny in the tags for gideon thank you one of my favorites was the person who said hell yeah she's hung#also to the person who started barking: same
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every day im reminded that though my parents may have wanted a dog they clearly did not want to take care of a dog
#and i KNEW this which was why i insisted on not getting dogs though they keep trying to gaslight me#into thinking that i agreed on the dogs. i didnt and i wish id railed against it harder#because ill be honest i knew i didnt want to take care of a dog i wasnt in the headspace#but i also knew that if they got the dog that the actual caring duties would be foisted off to me#and the things that They would have to do ie go to the vet nd pay the bills etc theyd complain about and avoid#and thats one thjng. but oh my fucking god. my dad specifically#its like hes trying to get these dogs to die. we have several plants in the backyard#bad for dogs. i point them out. i have pointed them out Several times.#theyre his plants the gardens his thats none of my things. he just goes oh they wont get into them#THEYRE DOGS. but he doesnt want to move his fucking plants#one of the dogs is on medicine but has a habit of not eating his food in the morning#which means if u leave his medicine in hjs bowl the other dog might eat it#one solution is to give him the tablet straight. because hes good about eating it#he doesnt want to because 'thats gross'. Are you five fucking years old#the dog doesnt like the texture of dry food so another solution is to wet it#dad wont do that either because 'hes too spoiled' and 'it takes time' ONE MINUTE?????????#like i have to assume this is some kind of ploy to make me do it instead when i dont wake up that early#because if its not then hes truly just incompetent or doesnt care about the dogs#which brings me back to WHY DID YOU GET THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE.#im sick of having to worry about them when he just does shit like this its wasting my time and its wasting money#but ohhhh we dont want to give the dogs away theyre part of the family 🥺#CLEARLY. because apparently u wanted kids but didnt want to take care of them either!!#im pissed off!!! im tired!!!!!!!!#i need to know im not going batshit here for being pissed off!!!!!#the dogs are getting back to back problems and at least some of it would have been mitigated by oh.#i dont know. the bare minimum?????#at least if the plants had been taken care of i wouldnt have to wonder if theyd just gotten into them#or if its an actual problem like a mass or bite. but no now i dont know#and at this rate were going to waste money going to the vet every fucking week
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pov: us
reminder that u are doing the best u can at the moment and that's okay!! i love u and i hope ur day got better 🫂💙
FIRST OF ALL‼️‼️
i love u sooo much 🫶🏼
second of all, that’s so us x9 🫂🫂🫂
#lake 🍓#gatekeeping ur other one for a bit but i’ll respond here#bc#lake bro when i catch u lake. when i take that flight to u lake??? see what happens.#ur gonna get the biggest hug + im gonna buy u literally everything u want (i’m saving up rn)#because my giving love language is gift giving#but also my receiving love language is words of affirmation and i feel like u have perceived that bc#somehow everytime i’m feeling very disposable u show up in my ask box with some soul shattering sweet words ☹️☹️☹️☹️ n like 🥺🥺🥺🥺☹️☹️#also the ‘share the load’ part is so real#i’m the kinda person that when i’m sad i literally only want my friends — to be around them to talk/interact with them#but i cannot actually reach out bc that would be real and sincere and true?? n like… miss me with that shit 🤣🤣🤣#n e ways oversharing in the tags time is over nd u put a smile on my face and i’m so glad we met
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(genderly) chill as hell if i was only ever glimpsed / detected like this
#Shrouded In A Rectangle neither sleeves nor an open front to be besieged with? yes#just doing whatever else like doesn't matter. tee cargo shorts which is my best guess rn of my ideal outfit. + sandals Absolutely#unfortunately my hair could never do that. somehow neither am i yet like forties fifties? have i not been at this for eons?#i Can be like uh let's just nobody talk to me i'm busy pensively perceiving truths that you don't ever actually wanna hear about#just the other day it was like hey....a [way Having To Talk could be a difficulty / problem] was under my nose in this lifelong pattern#certainly noticing the Verbal Exchange Demand heaped upon burnout as like [delay delay delay struggle weariness stress]#but also who knows like spent plenty of time just probably indeed Not having to have such exchanges while burned out. not noting them#anyway like this isn't even [dysphoric Ideal Outfit until i could [whatever supposed even more ideal than that gender euphoria]]#though shoutout to that but like nah get shrouded anyway. the only [how do i look] im motivated to consider is: when it's a costume#when it's just me it's like. i guess whatever pants and a comfortable enough tee. need glasses. hair's w/e so cut quite short ig#might accessorize w/things that are fun to me like hey yeah yknow i might want a calculator watch#[yea as a kid it was like :( im actively appreciating the animals supposedly Gross or Bad] if i had hated little friends Sure yaay#if i had disorienting light effects like a pelagic creature. but you don't even need that. like hey i'm nd in real life. i got it#chat i'm in the walls too bestie lmao. if only my bigfoot pose reference Step was this good#tl;dr long rephrasing of my being like; now the gender slay....#& nodding & Noting when [worksheet exercise: what's your gender euphoria look?] is like shrug idk. but this is serving maximally to me; so#going Chat how can i up my uncanny stats. looking up ''isn't it like Uncanny knowledge e.g. so like why not....canny''#but i think the un canny is the Uncanniness Accuser's perspective. not of My ken. your literal weird one maybe#so again apt to be like jk i'm just autistic & shit; i got it....horror shit challenge impossible: Don't have sm typical mundane#[disability moment] as like Unsettling danger/malice cues. challenge impossible; again#subverted here like as [horror holding hands touching foreheads w/comedy] w/o Rescinding just casual disabled behavior/qualities#just remembered like three witches weird sisters etc macbeth. weird uncanny soothsaying gendering. word#anyway i should be shrouded (made no any connection whenever i put the blanket now over my head & shoulders in place min ago)#perhaps the real Ideal Look insight: i do not have any way i wish to be observed by people. secret passages / removed room anytime
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ADHD screening test:
How frequently do you struggle with task A (that everyone insists is due to willful laziness)?
How frequently do you struggle with task B (that everyone insists is due to willful laziness)?
How frequently do you struggle with task C (that everyone insists is due to willful laziness)?
How frequently do you struggle with task D (that everyone insis-
#adhd#actually adhd#audhd#always been wild to me that people won't accept that you struggle with things without an 'official diagnosis'#when an 'official diagnosis' is often just you explaining the same shit to a psychologist#no joke my psych responded to my screening results with 'damn those are some gnarly symptoms you got there'#like ya that's why I'm here thank u#nd
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I JUST GOT A REALLY PRETTY PHOTO OF A TUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#birb#ill post it here after i procass ita nd shit#its on a camera#so high quality!!!#no idea why anyone let me withing 100 meters of the camera#it coats like three thousand dollars#and i have a habit of breaking shit#but here we are! (:
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people on here love neurodivergent ppl until they get confused on what's satire or not. or just like. need a joke explaining to them. then theyre stupid idiot babies that are ruining the funny shit. and its such fuckass nonsense
#sneefs text#let me be clear when i mean neurodivergent i am talking about like. autism. cognitive disabilities. intellectual disabilities#amything that affects social communication#its so fucking annoying#''i love autistic boy pussy'' you call the autistic boy stupid because he displays traits of autism you dont like#''support people w intellectual disability'' you wont take the time to explain a joke theyve asked about in a respectful/non patronising way#its all surface level#AND YES OTHER ND PEOPLE DO THIS TOO. youre not exempt from ableism abd publicly ridiculing disabled because youre autistic#so fucking annoying#SORRY 4 THE RANT. I GOT ANNOYED#obviously theres lots of nuance here and i didnt word everything perfect or whatever. just thought about some of the stupid shit ive seen
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its so embarassing likee. going to talk abt a feeling you have but you already know ppl will be like Oh that sounds like depression lol and its like. well yes . i know . trust me i am so aware i am depressed . but its still like a thing ive been thinking abt and wanting to talk abt but ik itll just be like Ok hun 👍. idk idk what response i would want tho ig FNFNFNF
#not anything serious i was just thinking how like. idk. this is gonna sound rly stupid#but for me personally like. sometimes. How do i phrase this without sounding rly evil#i think obv ppl can spend their money however they want but like. its kind of hard 4 me to grasp sometimes like. there r things that ppl#spend a lot of money on bc it makes them happy like umm. vacations or pets or hobbies or whathaveyou. and obviously thats fine but#i iust feel like its all so. temporary and like. idk. idt im ohrasing this right at all i just likee. the thought of working all year to#afford to take a vacation and then working again to afford another vacation just makes me feel like i want to die. like. idk... i like#vacations we dont need to go on them a lot but ig its just like. everything we do just feels like a waste of time. not in like a Ohh you#should be doing more work Obviously its just like. idk. maybe it is just me. but i feel like im just waiting until i die and can be done#with it i guess. and everything i do is just to fill time until that happens. yk ? which is silly bc of my whole. Thing i cant talk abt#but ppl talk abt like. going out and partying or going on vacation or whatever and i like. I like those things its nice when they happen#but they dont rly make me longterm any happier i guess. everything just feels like another thing im doing. idk. this rly isnt coming out the#way it is in my head. and Again i know this is just depression shit or whatever im just like. its all exhausting. it just makes me feel so#tired. to think abt working and working and working so i can pay to be alive and i can save to do one fun thing every so often to keep me#sane enough to keep working and working and working and i probably wont ever be able to retire itll just be. work. and then ill die. yk.#but i feel like the vacations and stuff dont like. refresh me very much. maybe its just bc ive only been on one 'vacation' as an adult and#it was just like. coming home to see my family. and realizing id have to move back home yk..#+ like. my mom nd my gran taking me out for a weekend when i lived up there#nd those things were nice and all but once its over its like. it doesnt fuel me to keep going it doesnt make me feel any better abt having#to work for the rest of my life#ik im being ridiculous bc im literally unemployed and i cant even get up off my ass to get my stupid fucking ged so i can get a job and be#Useful to my family its just like. idk.... i try so hard to be like Oh nothing mayters and thats why everything matters type thing like. Yes#all things end and the point is to just try to be happy until it does#but i feel like it just doesnt happen for me. i feel like any happiness i feel is so insanely like. it happens and then its gone. and its#back to just. the knowledge that im still fucking stuck here. and i will be until it happens. yk. i play video games tomoass the time until#i go back to sleep then i wake up and i make a spreadsheet to pass the time until i go back to sleep#and everyday just feels like passing the time until i go back to sleep and itll just keep going until it happens. and its nice to have nice#days but whats like. the point. yk. everything just ends#IDK. this is all very whiny im sry. ive just been feeling it a lot lately . i hope this doesnt feel like me being like Ohhh you ppl r so#dumb participating in hobbies and going out and having fun dont you know yr gonna DIE? thats not what im trying to be like#its just like. i feel like it doesnt make me as happy as it does other ppl like. none of it refreshes me or makes me want to keep going
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the issue with the prime!sonic shenanigans is the fact that. i agree with the twitter users but they r taking it too seriously. like yeah i agree, sonic wouldn't be too open with his affection and emotions, yeah i agree that the folks on the crew saying it's canon to the mainline thing should've showed it through the actual writing, yeah this kind of characterization goes against the point of the show, yeah they kinda maybe nerfed sonic etc etc
but here's the THING tho: it's not that serious? i can point out 300 other mischaracterizations that are 10000x more serious. like, sonic is going to be the type of character that changes thru time to match the demands of whoever they wanna cater to. it's obvious. and for sonic prime? didn't one of the crew of this show straight up say that yeah they are targeting a younger audience but still allow longtime fans to have a piece of the cake. it's obvious from the absurd amount of flashbacks, it's obvious from the dialogue. i think this is just smth thay they think the kids want, most esp with the sonic films.
Yeah, you can be upset that ur fave version of this character might get lost to time. yeah, you can be critical of the show and the way it handles everything. but lord almightyyyy this is a cartoon hedgehog!!!!! this is not thay serious!!! talk about it but don't be a bitch about it oh my godddd
#sucks to be on the side where they're just. fucking toxic as hell like.#sonic prime isn't my fav sonic either!!!! but he's fun and cute!!!!! stop being a bitch please plemakdiskzjsksjd#u can talk abt it w/o being mean#bc i'm pr sure i've talked abt this So.ewhere#prbly not on here tho#maybe just a ramble w friends#bit even if noone But them saw i still didn't be a bitch abt it#i just. idk dude#sth#sonic prime#sonic the hedgehog#it's so funny seeing fans be up in a frenzy over this kinda mischaracterization#meanwhile amy got mischaracterized to hell and back— with writers just playing w misogynistic tropes— just for her to suddenly be the#annoying girl#but also there r peoplw being annoyed of this version of prime!sonic while i keep seeing a lot of nd fans rlly relating to him...#please look inwards 🙏#like this shit isn't a barbara gordon situation or some shit this is the writers emphasizing other traits and just playing around w#the Character Settings Sliders of sonic#hnnndjshdjsj whatever#people are abnoying god bless
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#iasip#NO MISSES IN SEASON 5. NONE. PEAK ERA SUNNY#honey nd vic vinegar?? 'ill back u up man' roadtrip?? frank suicide arc?? frank INTERVENTION arc?? dee waitress jealousy??#'o shit thers stickers' love letter??? da maniac/desert grape/birds of war?? kitten mittons?? MACDEN BREAKUP?? DENNIS SYSTEM??#DEE DRENCHED HEAD TO TOE IN BLOOD?? CHARLIE AND MAC BODYPAINT/I CHUG DICK/IDIOTS SAVAGES IDIOTS IDIOTS?????#NOTHING BUT BANGERS im abt to rewatch it all right now wtf thinking abt its getting me riled up#currently watching resident alien on my friends suggestion nd saw him say this abt s5 law & order nd was like ME ME ME ME ME XACTLY ME#same season nd EVERYTHING my dude i get u#also th double layered inside joke w myself here cuz of charlies obsession w law & order so he'd get him too#'describing an episode of law & order n full detail is not a story' once again ME WITH SUNNY LMAO#(triple layer if we wanna count rob nd charlie literally being on L&O nd th reason bhind th jokes n th first place)#[humming law & order theme song]#ok im done#shitpost#resident alien
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sometimes i look at the whole Thing that western gay culture got goin on and just. man. none of that's for me bro idk
#on the funnier and bitchier note its always the Top Musicians for lesbians nd queers like. oh honey that's not..... h.....#on the more isolating note. there is a weird nonexistent space between being a super mean gay and a Softe Baby Gay#(gay being an umbrella term here ofc)#and i sit in that grey (gay) area#straight up rich gays thinking it's cunty and cool to be rude to poor people or queer ppl who dont have the money to live their lifestyle#(or who dont want to live their lifestyle)#lesbians hating men. including queer men. so so much that its cruel and horrible#gay men sayimg shit like the one comment I saw that went “this was a good video until the girl came in” and it was just some random#clip of people chilling or whatever. stfu#and then on the other spectrum its like. these eternally victimised softe baby beans that are so clearly on tiktok and Tumblr too much#and think being gnc or queer has to Look or behave a certain way#i feel SICK. but maybe its not so much the queer spaces i hate. as much as americanised cultures in general#anyway flashback to when i was seeing Genuine Posts about how if you dont listen to girl in red ur Not a lesbian#or the opposite being like. if she listens to girl in red she's gay she's just in the closet#and they were dead serious abt it every time#now im seeing it about ch*pelle r*an and just. guys please shut up fr 😭😭😭
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should i organize our sp. or smth
#fox when theyre gonna get back to yapping here#fox's thoughts#+ sp is a silly app for systems or smth to like. catalog alters nd shit
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i feel like what rubs me most wrong abt a lot of blanket nd vs nt statements is tht for the love of the creators of the universe neurodivergency has no standard behaviour except tnt it's not 'standard' behaviour. so ur shitting on nt for doing whatever n glorifying and exalting nd bc they are the opposite and better and Superior is most times actually just shitting on a human quality exhibited to some degree by a large number of humans nd n nt alike. n the nd subset reading tht are just gonna wrongly feel bad abt themselves. i wld add tht the nt ppl are also gonna wrongly feel bad abt themselves but tht was your goal all along so you already know tht.
#it's very hard to distinguish certain behaviours as explicitly nd when nd is such a wide huge enormous category#so most times it's just coming across as i only recognize asd/adhd as nd#also idk like#as a kid two of my peers had high needs asd n down syndrome siblings#so when those parents were waiting with those siblings for us to finish class#the nd kids wld interact#n it's like it was nvr smooth?#as in were there more or less 'conflict' than 'typical' kids tht age? tht i cnt recall#but was it just all smooth sailing n perfect understanding n interaction between them bc they're both nd? for sure no#like obvi a majority of ppl with a certain nd wld share certain traits which may make interactions among them perfect#as compared to when they interact with nt population#but if u mix said group of nd with another group you're gonna again encounter not as smooth interaction ps#this site is always so ready to shit on stupid tiktok nd claims etc#but all the popular posts made here on the topic are just as silly#cloud nonsense
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forever fighting the urge to give jegulus my specific brand of mental illness just split in half
#like do i need to air out my dirty laundry for all else to see#no#but yes maybe#i’m just thinking okay#i’ve had revalations and#it’s been a shit week#i just think regulus deserves to have mental breakdowns if i’m having mental breakdowns#throw in some heavy insomnia#sprinkle in a dash of family trauma#bake a self projecting cake nd call it a day#i have no clue what i’m saying i just rly say anything on here cause no one sees
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