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So many of you loved this that I wrote months ago, itâs my most liked/interacted with post â I donât know how to let you all know part 2 is here! Iâve tagged everyone who commented (although not all of them work) but there was so many reblogs and likes I wish I could send you all a notification like heyyy part 2 of cauldron-born is finally here đđŒ (I wish tumblr had this feature)
Also not that likes and interactions matter in the grand scheme of things đ«Ł but Iâm ngl it really does mean a lot when you guys comment and reblog! So please reshare, let me know what you think, let me know if you want more of this story or if I left it too long to continue and youâre not that interested anymoreâ tell me that too!
Your words go really far, and those of you who take the time to interact with my work. I want you to know it really doesnât go unnoticed at all. Iâd be lying if I said I wrote just for fun, thereâs a part of me that writes forâŠvalidation? Community? Connection? All of those things I guess đ«¶đŒ anyway Iâm rambling but Cauldron-born was my most popular piece that I wrote, Iâm actually an incredibly small account compared to others so to get over 1K interactions on a post is huge for meâ to get over 2K interactions is even bigger đł I think thatâs why it took me a while to write part 2, I wanted this next part, the whole series to be just as good as that intro. To live up to expectations etc anyway I really am just rambling Iâm not too sure what this post is even about other than part 2 is here (you should read it) and if you like someoneâs work commenting that you like it means a lot đ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒ
Cauldron-born
Pairing: Azriel x fem reader
Word Count: 1.7K
Summary: When an unexplainable energy pulls the Inner Circle to barge into the Day court, they're all shocked at what they find. But it's Azriel who can't help wonder if his dreams have finally been answered.
Part 2
âI hadnât meant to hide this from you Rhysand,â Helionâs usual warm tone was replaced with something sterner, bolderâ unwavering.
A breeze pulled on your skirt, the floaty material rippling under the wind. It was always warm in Day, but now, with the appearance of uninvited guests, there was a coldness in the air you hadnât experienced before.
A bite that pulled at your skin raising goosebumps across your arms.
You guessed this reaction wasnât a rare occurrence when facing the Night Courts Inner Circle.
Helion shifted his weight, his body stood in front of yours in a protective manner. A nervousness emitted from his energy, an emotion that actually seemed strange to even be associated with him.Â
Helion wasnât the nervous type. Charming and flirtatious, bold and defiantâ not nervous.
Helion pushed his shoulders back, his stance flexing against the shadowy group that had just arrived.Â
They had shaken him.Â
Perhaps you were naive to think these people wouldnât, naive to believe you could live your life quietly. Slip through the cracks. Go unnoticed. No you were not destined for that, as much as your dear friend may have wanted that for you.
So if a quiet life was not meant to be, then you would at least claim it as yours.Â
With a light step you moved from behind Helion to his side, coming into full view of the group who had appeared unannounced in the courtyard. Your hand came to Helionâs gently, giving him a soft squeeze and light smile that stretched to your eyes.
How they had gotten through Day Courts shields didnât come as a surprise really. Helion had divulged how powerful the High Lord of the Night Court was. That if he really wanted to take them all down, then Helion suspected in that unrelenting pit of power Rhys probably could.
But despite this power, Rhys had never ravaged control over the land. Helion was fond of Rhys and his family, they were allies. Perhaps he would even consider them friendly.
And yet Helion hadnât told them about you.
Energies and rhythms rippling from their bodies, all with their own melody of colours unique to them floated toward you. Your eyes scanned over their features quickly, reading their expressions, the tight lines their faces made before one look pulled you to a hasty stop.
A hazel lock held you tightly as a males gaze ensnared you.Â
Golden rays broke through a midnight blue aura, trapping you in a moment that seemed to expand and retract all at once. He was the most beautiful male youâd ever laid eyes on, and it took every ounce of will power to pull your gaze from his.
There was a simmering at the pit of your stomach, something familiar and warm, and you swore you could hear singingâ
âShe is like us.â A girl from the back of the crowd spoke, beautiful and sweet. Elain, you assumed. Her aura, one that resembled sunlight radiating in golden flicks. If you hadnât known who she was youâd had assumed she was a Day court resident from her glow alone.
Elain stepped forward, another girl stepping beside her as if theyâd both been pulled by the same magnetic pulse to the front of the group.
This girl. This girl was Nesta. You were sure of it. That silver flickering aura licked at her skin, an energy so similar and yet so different to her sisters.
âHm..no not exactly like usâŠâ Elain seemed to mutter, more to herself than anyone else. Her eyes scanning you as she tried to get a read, try and decipher what had pulled her here in the first place.Â
Why you had pulled them here.
âSomething other.â Nesta spoke.
You donât think sheâd actually intended for it to sound so venomous, but the words had snapped like poison. You noticed how for a split second there was a softeness in her energy. Whether she was regretful of her tone or not, you had flinched at the word.
Other.
Hm. Perhaps that was the best way to describe you.
Elain glanced at her sister, her face not changing as she digested Nestaâs words. There was a shuffling behind them, only slight and small. Would barely be noticeable if it wasnât so hard for you not to notice.
Him.
His scarred fingers twitched at his sides, shadows swirling around them as they peered over those giant black membranes that were drawn in at his back. A tattoo creeped up the side of his neck, peeking through his shirt as you followed up to his jaw. Black leatherâs covered his body, blue siphons shimmering under the setting sun. You tried so hard not to let your eyes wander back, but as though you had no control you gaze landed on his again.Â
Only to find he was already staring.
Azriel.
Helion had mentioned him to you before and you recalled how you had rolled the name a few times in your mouth. The name feeling so foreign and familiar all at once.
âNot cauldron-made, no not quite.â Elain had turned her attention back to you.
You had stepped forward now, stepped out from the shadow of Helion.
Stepped out to face what you had been avoiding.Â
âYou are Cauldron-born.âÂ
â”
âWould you like to join us for some tea?â Your response had been after Elainâs heavy statement.
Your words coming out in a flurry to cut through the heaviness in the air. Despite being outside it felt stifling. Several eyes piercing into you. You could almost hear the way they were trying to decipher youâ breakdown what Elain had said.Â
You hadnât allowed them the time. Quickly offering them tea, as you glanced at the small set up you and Helion had come to the courtyard to enjoy.
It was only a matter of moments before more furniture was erected and began the awkward silence while the piping pot of tea began to simmer to a cool.
Your hands were scrunched up in your skirt, fists full of fabric on your lap being an obvious tell of unease to those who knew what to look for. A strained smile was forced to your lips, expression light and brows arched in apprehension as you watched the uninvited guests silently take sips of tea.Â
With a quick sideways glance you gave Helion a nervous smile, your lips wobbling as you took a sharp inhale. Helion responded with a gentle pat of your head, his large hand coming to ruffle your hair while a lazy smiled adorned his lips.
His energy finally shifting to one you recognised more, warm and teasing. He was relaxed again. Whatever shock the inner circle had originally caused, Helion now seemed...somewhat nonchalant.
That should have been reassuring, but the tension in your muscles didn't want to relax.
âThis is y/n,â Helion finally spoke, addressing the people who had barged into his court.Â
At the revelation of a name, the inner circle cast their attention solely on you.Â
âThese are my friends y/n, Iâve told you about them already. We had anticipated your arrival at some point,â he continued giving a knowing look to Rhys.
Your eyes scanned the expressions of the five people in front of you.Â
Rhys, Amren, Nesta, Elain and of course Azriel. Not the whole inner circle, no there were members missing. But Helion had done such a great job at explaining them to you, that it really wasnât difficult to figure out who was who.
âItâs l-lovely to meet you all,â you managed out, voice falling softer than you had hoped. Your own eyes gently moving across them all before flitting to the shadowy presence that remained stood behind the Night Courts High Lord.Â
Azriel.
Spymaster and Shadowsinger of the Night Court.
You couldnât seem to stop yourself from looking, among all the noise he sung the sweetest. His energy, amongst those swirling smoke coloured tendrils was the most beautiful display you had ever seen. Not the most powerful by any means, Rhysand and Helionâs outshone his aura in many ways but his was the most enticingâ at least to you.
Composure wasnât something Azriel usually lacked, but after hearing the softness of your voice fill the warm evening air he had to collect himself entirely.
From the moment heâd set his eyes on you, he couldnât ignore the feeling in the depths of his chest. Maybe if you hadnât been the cause of it, heâd have assumed there was something wrong with his heart.Â
Azriel noticed the way your fingers nervously picked at your skirt, fists tight with the material as you sat up straight beside Helion. As if your posture would bring a confidence you were clearly lacking.Â
He could sense it, your unease, nervousness. Picked up on it before even his shadows could whisper it to him.
Nervous, nervous, nervous.
He blinked them away. He already knew.Â
Pretty.Â
Another whispered. He already knew that too.
Pretty was putting it plainly though. You were breathtaking.Â
Azriel wanted to reassure you. Comfort the anxiety he could tell you were drowning in. It was such a strange sensation, to feel this connection so deeply with someone heâd never met before, that Azriel couldnât help but question why.
Azriel allowed himself to consider that perhaps something heâd been dreaming of for so long was finally his.Â
That feeling, the ache in his chest you causedâ was almost painfully lovely. He swore this was exactly how his brothers had described it to him.
Azriel found himself allowing the smallest curve spread to the edge of his lips, a gentle, secret smile. Just for you.
A smile that softened your own forced expression to something more relaxed and genuine.Â
For a moment it felt as though it was just you two. The noise and vibrations of everyone else seemed to fade. An embrace of cobalt and hazel filling you with a warmth that felt so familiar.
âBut Elain is correct. Y/n is cauldron-born.â Helionâs voice broke the trance you both seemed to be in.
Your nervousness from before simmering hotter.
âIt cannot be,â Amren declared, disbelief tinging her tone as her gaze pierced into you.
âYou think I lie?â Helion challenged.Â
âHow do you know for sure?â Rhys pressed back, an uncertainty in his tone.
âBecause I know you all feel it too,â Helionâs voice was deep, a gleam in his eye as he turned to you proudly.
âShe is the Motherâs daughter.âÂ
A statement. Even more bold than Elainâs settled a silence across the courtyard. This time it wasnât stifling, their energy shifting to something of awe, admiration and then devotion.
In one quick movement a figure dropped to their knees. Head pressing to the cool stone ground.
Amren had bowed before your feet.Â
And Amren bowed to no one.
a/n: Okay I know this a whole lot more of elusive-ness and I'm sorry, I just thought sharing this little bit more is better than nothing at all. I wanted to flesh this first out properly so here's the full part one! I've been so swamped with work and inspiration struck this evening so I quickly wrote this in my notes. I promise I will eventually finish it, even if it's just little updates here and there. I'm hoping maybe 2 more parts, so it'll be a nice little mini-series!
I also took it upon myself to try and tag everyone who commented and reblogged because you all seemed very invested so didn't want you to miss this installment even if it is tiny<3
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#Iâve been sick all night so think Iâm a bit delirious#and selfishly Iâm missing the days tumblr was so busy that Iâd wake up the next day after posting and everyone would be so interactive#meh#let me wallow loooool
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"intimacy"
characters - katsuki bakugou x fem reader
synopsis - katsukiâs tough facade crumbles as soon as you two are together, and he loves every second of it.
genre - fluff!!! so much fluff đ„č
warnings - none đ«§
katsuki loves intimacy. he definitely wonât show it, but heâs all for it. that boy is so used to being tough and everything, that it makes him crave those tender and gentle moments.
just imagine simple things like making dinner. the world seems silent, the only things you can hear are the shuffles of yours and katsukiâs slippers and the raindrops hitting the roof of your shared home. bakugou is chopping food on the counter, with you sitting beside him on top of the island, swinging your legs and just observing his movements.
your presence brings him so much comfort, though you arenât even doing anything special. just the feeling of domesticity makes katsuki experience some weird warm sensation in his chest. he subconsciously smiles at that. itâs a faint smirk, but you still notice it.
after jumping off the countertop, you wrap your arms around his chest and place your head on his muscular back. he huffs with fake annoyance, but in reality, this gesture makes him incredibly happy.
âwhatcha doinâ, idiot?â he asks.
you roll your eyes at his question.
âiâm showing love to my incredibly strong boyfriend, donât pretend that you donât like it.â
at that moment, katsuki shuts up. he canât lie to your pretty face, that would be cruel, so he just decides to remain silently enjoying your presence and warmth.
some other day, you are lying under the covers with your boyfriend. itâs saturday afternoon, meaning that you two have a day off, just for yourselves. bakugo decided that both of you should watch a movie that just came out, but truth be told, he didnât even pay attention to it. the boy is simply staring blankly at the tv, visibly deep in thought. you quickly notice his weird behavior and decide to bring it up.
âkats?â you start.
his attention quickly switches to you, bright red eyes staring into yours curiously.
âwhatâs wrong?â the question falls from your lips.
his expression changes to one of slight shock. perhaps bakugou didnât realize that he was visibly zoning out, or maybe he just didnât expect you to mention it. after a few seconds of silence, bakugo finally speaks up.
ânothinâ is wrong, why you askinâ?â
you sigh at his words. he is clearly hiding something from you. just when you wanted to scold him for his obvious lie, he speaks again.
âjust thinkinâ⊠âbout how much i love you, i guessâŠâ he starts, but heâs not looking at you anymore; his eyes are fixed on the ceiling. bakugo feels so embarrassed after he says this. the boy silently curses himself for speaking up.
you look at him confused but canât deny the warm, fuzzy feeling in your chest. katsuki wasnât the one to express his love so directly, and that took you aback.
âevery memory i have with you makes me feel⊠weird. like, not bad weird, just⊠puzzled, i guess? iâve never felt that way, so itâs hard to expââ you cut off his rambling before he finishes.
âi know what you mean, kats. every moment, even the simplest and most boring one, stirs up something within you, am i right?â
your boyfriend sends you a shocked look. he didnât expect you to read his emotions so well. you just said everything right! how is that possible? did you read his mind or something? or maybe⊠it was because those were the same feelings you haveâŠ?
âyeah⊠i think youâre rightâŠâ he mumbles, visibly embarrassed by this conversation, so you think itâs time to cut it off.
âbut itâs a good feeling, right? like youâre not⊠overwhelmed?â you ask him worriedly.
katsuki shoots you a look that you think was supposed to be scolding.
âwhat? no, you idiot. itâs⊠itâs good, i like it.â
you smile at his words and tuck yourself closer to him, bathing in his warmth.
âthatâs goodâŠâ you whisper and feel yourself slowly doze off, as bakugou leaves a soft kiss on your forehead.
you sleep soundly, dreaming about every soft and domestic moment you had with katsuki. and there were many more to come.
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Bakugou with an anorexic reader? idk if u do this type of thing but im in recovery rn and it would help lol
you're in a safe space luv! I tried my best, have a speedy recovery! đ€
you sit at the table, pushing bits of food around your plate, mind fogged with an all too familiar chorus of thoughts. numbers float behind your eyes, calculations you've learned to do without thinking. maybe just half is enough. or a quarter. or maybe⊠maybe nothing at all.
across the table, your boyfriend watches you, his own food untouched as he takes in the slight crease between your brows and the way your fingers fidget with your fork. you can feel his eyes on you, his stare heavy, but you can't bring yourself to meet it. not now. not like this.
"what're you doin'?" he finally says, the tone rough but muted, almost careful.
you shrug, trying to make your voice sound light. "just⊠not that hungry, I guess."
he scoffs, a familiar sound that usually irritates you but now just feels exhausting. "bull. you barely touched anythin' yesterday, too."
you open your mouth to argue, to brush him off, but he's quicker, his hand landing over yours, stopping your fidgeting.
"hey," he says, softer this time. "what's goin' on?"
your throat tightens, and the words you want to say feel stuck, tangled in the thoughts that never seem to quiet. all the thoughts that whisper about control, about worth, about numbers... being enoughâor, more often, not being enough. "i don't know," you say finally, the words almost a whisper. "I just... can't right now."
his thumb traces a small circle against the back of your hand, grounding you in a way you didn't expect. you feel his eyes soften, a rare gentleness that breaks through the usual fury he wears.
"y'know, i'm not⊠good at this sorta thing," he mutters, his grip tightening just slightly. "but I get it. sorta. more than ya think."
there's a pause, and you can tell he's choosing his words carefully. "but you don't gotta do this alone. i'm right here, alright? even if it's ugly or⊠hard. i ain't goin' anywhere."
your vision blurs a bit, but you blink it away, nodding slowly. he shifts his chair closer, not saying anything more, just sitting with you, his presence solid and steady in a way that makes you feel just a little more anchored.
the silence stretches on, but it's comforting this time, giving you room to breathe. his hand stays on yours, reminding you that he's thereâthat he sees you, even in the parts of yourself you're afraid to look at.
"maybe..." you murmur, a hint of uncertainty in your voice, "maybe I could eat a little more."
a soft smile tugs at the corner of his mouth, and he nods, not pressing it. "good." he says. "take your time. i'm here."
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12 stuck with you â kiss kiss fall in love !
scaramouche x gender neutral reader
The ringing of a phone pierces through the quiet and drags you from sleep. Disoriented, you blink at the dim light seeping in through the skylight. The sound was vibrating against the bedside table and as you reached for it half-asleep you felt the unmistakable warmth of someone's body tangled with yours.
Your eyes fly open. Scaramouche.
You feel the way your body tenses up, as it usually does when youâre with the idiot. You turn your face and find him just inches away from yours. The pillow youâd place between you two long gone on the floor as the only thing separating you both was the thin comforter.
For a moment, Scaramouche looks oddly peaceful, with his dark hair tousled against the pillow and his brows not creased in its usual scowl towards you. Thatâs until his eyes open from the sound and he sends you a glare.
âShut that up,â he grumbles, sitting up and reaching over you to shut it off himself. His body hovers over you and you can see his shirt hang low enough to see his stomach. The warmth of his body radiates through the thin fabric separating you both, and for a split second, youâre hyper-aware of just how close you are. The gentle weight of him leaning over makes your pulse quicken.
You expected him to make a snide comment about how your legs were still tangled together but he doesnât. It's as if waking up practically wrapped around each other is just another morning for you two. He doesn't acknowledge it, doesnât even meet your eyes, and for some reason, that silence makes the moment even more charged.
With the phone in hand, he flops back into his spot beside you, muttering something under his breath, the tension between you two as palpable as the fading echo of the ringtone as he wordlessly lays away from you.
âFuck do you want you old hag,â Scara grumbles, putting the phone on speaker.
âGood morning!â Yae Mikoâs voice is far too cheerful for this hour. âWeâve got a little emergency. Some rumors are starting to circulate about the show being fake.â
Your blood runs cold. âWait, what?"
"Exactly what it sounds like," Yae continues, almost too calm for the bomb she's dropping. "Which means we need you two to handle it. Get dressed and head to the hot tub. Weâll film a âleakedâ kissing scene to throw people off. Make it look real.â
"At five in the morning?" Scaramouche groans, his voice laced with annoyance.
Yaeâs voice, ever so sly, comes back through. âIs there a problem? Oh, and donât forget to make it convincing. The public loves a good scandal!â
You reach over and hang up without answering, already dreading the awkwardness thatâs about to unfold. You both lay there for a few minutes, your upcoming fate and lack of sleep not motivating either of you.
âI can see you both slacking off!â Lisaâs voice from the intercoms yell, causing you both to sit up abruptly.
âFucking perv,â Scara mutters, sliding the comforter off as you follow suit.
âLetâs just get it over with,â you say, avoiding his gaze.
He scoffs but doesnât argue, instead dragging himself up and throwing on the same outfit from last night. You do the same, trying not to think about the fact that youâll be practically glued to him in about ten minutes.
By the time you make it to the hot tub, the early morning air bites at your skin, the sky still dark. The hot water looks almost inviting compared to the chill, though the thought of what youâre about to do makes your stomach churn.
You lower yourself into the water, already feeling the tension settle in as Scaramouche follows suit. Itâs quietâtoo quietâuntil he mutters, âSo, how are we doing this?â
You sink lower into the water, heat creeping up your neck. "I guess⊠I sit on your lap, and we angle ourselves so it looks like we're kissing."
He gives you a look, something unreadable flashing in his eyes, before nodding. âFine.â
âWell, get on with it!â Yaeâs voice yells from god knows where.
Reluctantly, you move closer an inch. And then another. And then one more.
âFor fucks sake, weâll be here all day,â Scara huffs, reaching out to slide a hand around your waist and yanking you closer. You yelp at the suddenness as you slide onto his lap. His hands find your waist, holding you steady as your heart pounds in your ears. This position is way more intimate than youâd expected. There was nowhere to look but at him with his chest solid against yours. The steam rising from the water makes the air feel thick.
You tilt your head back, just enough so that it looks like youâre about to kiss, hoping that the camera will get the right angle without you two having to go through with it.
âThis is good but while weâre here, why donât you both just kiss,â Lisa yells from the intercom, "Now that will shut down the rumors.â
Your entire body stiffens at Lisa's suggestion, the weight of her words settling in like stones in your stomach. You shift slightly on Scaramoucheâs lap, trying to ignore the situation at hand.
âYouâve got to stop shifting like that,â Scara says under his breath, holding your hips still with his hands. He lets out an annoyed sigh, his grip on your waist tightening just slightly. âLetâs just get it over with,â he mutters, leaning in a little closer, his expression unreadable but tense.
You open your mouth to speak, but the words catch in your throat. Instead, you manage to stammer, âIâve⊠never kissed anyone before.â
Thereâs a beat of silence. You brace yourself, expecting him to make fun of you, to twist this into some new way to tease you relentlessly. Maybe heâll laugh about how he knew you were a virgin like he usually does or call you pathetic for having no experience.
But that doesnât happen.
Scaramouche just stares at you, his eyes flickering with somethingâmaybe surprise, maybe something else entirelyâbut then he simply sighs, and his expression softens just a fraction. If you hadnât spent so much time glaring at him all your career you wouldnât have even noticed.
âFine,â he says, his voice calmer than you expected. âIâll guide it. Just follow my lead.â
Before you can process whatâs happening, he takes one of your hands and places it on his shoulder, the other by his nape. The heat from his skin is almost unbearable in contrast to the cool air, and you can feel the slight tension in his muscles under your fingers.
You swallow hard, unsure of how to respond, the weight of the moment pressing down on you. But Scaramoucheâs eyes are steady on yours, his lips close enough that you can feel his breath on your skin.
âRelax,â he murmurs, as if thatâs an easy thing to do. His hand on your waist moves up slightly, settling just beneath your ribs, grounding you as he tilts his head a fraction closer. âItâs not that hard, dumbassâ
Your body feels like itâs caught in two different worldsâone of panic and another of dizzying anticipation. Youâve never been this close to anyone, let alone someone youâve spent so much time despising. But thereâs no mockery in his gaze now, no smug grin. Just a quiet, unspoken agreement between the two of you to get this over with.
The last thing you see before shutting your eyes are Scaraâs lips, which fall gently open the moment he leans in to kiss yours.
Scaramouche closes the distance, his lips brushing against yours in a soft, hesitant way. Itâs not like you imagined a kiss would feel. Itâs⊠gentle, almost patient, like heâs allowing you the time to catch up. His hand shifts, guiding you closer as the kiss deepens, but not by muchâjust enough to make the world outside of this moment blur.
Your body, tense from anticipation, crumbles into abandon. The beat of your heart is too loud in your chest, emotions lodged in your throat, and soft dark hair curling through the spaces between your fingers.
You find yourself following his lead without thinking, your fingers tightening slightly against the back of his neck as you lean into the kiss. Thereâs no rush, no urgency. Itâs almost like heâs teaching you without words, each movement purposeful but slow, as if heâs trying not to overwhelm you. Itâs a contrast to his usual demeanor, where he seemed like he was always one step ahead. He seemed so out of reach.
But now here he was, barely an inch away from you and letting you catch up.
When he finally pulls back, itâs only by a few inches, and his gaze lingers on your lips before flicking back up to your eyes.
âThere,â he says, his voice quieter now. âWasnât so bad, was it?â
Youâre too stunned to respond right away, the world around you coming back into focus in slow motion. The water, the cold air, the fact that this was all supposed to be for show. But for a moment, youâd forgotten that.
âNo,â you finally manage, your voice barely above a whisper. âI guess not.â
âYour lips were chapped,â Scaramouche adds with a smirk, because of course he does. The teasing lilt in his voice grates on you, breaking the moment that had felt so strangelyâŠintimate.
Without hesitation, you flick his forehead, the satisfying thunk earning a small grunt from him. Before he can retaliate, you quickly slide off his lap, distancing yourself in the water. The warmth of the hot tub is nothing compared to the heat still lingering on your face.
âThat was GREAT,â Yaeâs voice screeches through the intercom, cutting through the awkwardness like a knife. âTHAT TWITTER USER CAN EAT MY ASS!â
You can practically see her smug grin, and it makes you groan internally. Great. Now your first kiss is going to be broadcast as a PR stunt to shut down rumors. You shift uncomfortably, trying to push down the strange mix of emotions swirling in your chestâannoyance, disbelief, and something you canât quite place. Your lips still tingle from the kiss that wasnât even supposed to happen.
Yae gives the signal that theyâve got the footage they need so you get ready to leave. As you move to climb out of the tub, Scaramouche stays behind, seemingly unfazed. Youâre doing your best to ignore him, but his voice cuts through the steam and your scattered thoughts.
âIt doesnât have to count.â
You pause, turning your head slightly. âWhat?â
âThe kiss,â he says, his tone almost casual, like this whole conversation is no big deal. âIf first kisses are something stupid you care about⊠this one doesnât have to count.â
You blink at him, trying to process his words. âWhat are you talking about?â
Scaramoucheâs gaze flickers over to you, his face unreadable but his voice softening just a bit. âYour real first kiss can be with someone you actually care about. Doesnât have to be this.â He gestures vaguely between you two, as if the kiss you just shared is nothing more than a contractual obligationâjust part of the game. Which it was. But at the end of the day it was still your first kiss.
You stare at him, trying to make sense of the words he just said, of the way his tone has softened like heâs actually trying to spare you something for once.
âIt was still my first,â you mutter, more to yourself than to him.
Scaramouche's eyes flicker, a shadow of something crossing his face before his expression hardens again. He leans his head back against the edge of the tub, arms crossing over his chest. âLook,â he starts, his voice dropping to that low, lazy tone he uses when heâs about to say something he knows is going to piss you off. âI know Iâm an asshole most of the timeââ
âMost of the time?â you cut in, eyebrow raised.
He glares at you, but thereâs no real heat in it. âShut up and let me finish, will you?â
You bite back the retort bubbling in your throat, nodding slightly for him to continue.
âIâm an asshole, yeah,â he says again, a little slower this time. âBut Iâm not that much of an asshole. If⊠if this is something that matters to you, then donât let it. You can still have your real first kiss with someone whoââ He hesitates, eyes shifting to the side for a second, and you could swear you see the faintest hint of uncertainty in his gaze before he forces it away. ââsomeone who means something to you.â
The words hang in the air between you, thick and heavy with something unspoken. You canât tell if heâs saying it because he genuinely believes it or if heâs just trying to make this whole mess easier for you. Either way, itâs not like him to care, and that fact alone makes your chest tighten with confusion. Maybe he just pitied you.
âAnyway, donât get all emotional about it,â he adds, his voice back to its usual flippant tone. âIâm not gonna hold your hand through it.â
âI wasnât planning on it,â you snap back, but thereâs no bite to your words. Instead, youâre left with the lingering thought of what he just said, the weight of his strange attempt at comfort settling in your chest.
Before you can say anything else, Scaramouche pushes himself up from the water, his hands gripping the edge of the tub as he turns his back to you. âLetâs just get out of here before Yae comes up with another stupid idea.â
This was what youâd expected. Scaramouche being uncomfortable with you both being so close and you feeling sick at the thought. There was a kind of comfort in predictability, and you and Scaraâs relationship was so goddamn predictable.
[00:00:00] KISS INTERVIEW ONE, TAKE ONE
YAE: So, tell us all about that little kiss that got leaked!
SCARAMOUCHE: It was alright. YAE: [GESTURES FOR HIM TO KEEP GOING]
SCARAMOUCHE: It was great andâŠ[SQUINTS AT SIGN YAE IS HOLDING] life changing, their lips were soft as flower petals andâŠYae this is stupid, Iâm not reading this. Who wrote this? Itâs terrible.
YAE: I wrote it! Itâs romantic!
SCARAMOUCHE: Itâs gross. Who the hell describes a kiss like this?
JEAN, SIGHING: Why donât you use your own words to describe it? SCARAMOUCHE: Fake.Â
JEAN: Cut!
[00:17:38] KISS INTERVIEW ONE, TAKE TWO
YAE: Letâs try this again. Can you describe the kiss in your own words?
SCARAMOUCHE: It wasnât planned, okay? It justâŠI donât know.
YAE: Thatâs all youâre giving us? Câmon, this is your big moment. Tell the fans something juicy!
SCARAMOUCHE: [EXHALES SHARPLY, LOOKS AWAY] I donât know⊠I guess I⊠I feel bad about it.
YAE: Bad? Why would you feel bad? Was the kiss not good?
SCARAMOUCHE: [RUNS A HAND THROUGH HIS HAIR, HESITATES] Iâm not the kind of guy people would want their first kiss with. And, yeah⊠it was their first. I know it was supposed to be this whole act, but I⊠I shouldnât have taken that from them, not like that.
YAE: [RAISES AN EYEBROW] So, you actually care?
SCARAMOUCHE: [AVERTS EYES] Care? I⊠[PAUSES] No. Maybe. It just wasnât fair to them, thatâs all.
LISA: When you say ânot like thatâ do you mean you wished youâd kissed them in a different setting?
SCARAMOUCHE: [GLARES AT LISA] Iâm not answering something stupid as that.
YAE: Oh, come on! This is what everyone wants to know. Donât you think the fans deserve a little honesty?
SCARAMOUCHE: [CROSSES HIS ARMS] Iâve given you plenty. I already told you, it wasnât fair to them. Isnât that enough?
LISA: [SMILING] Just admit itâyouâre dodging because you actually feel something.
SCARAMOUCHE: [LEANS BACK, SIGHING] Look, if youâre expecting some big confession, youâre wasting your time. It was a job. Thatâs it.Â
YAE: [SHARING A SMIRK WITH LISA] Right, because I also kiss my coworkers passionately all in the name of âjust doing my job.â
[00:00:00] KISS INTERVIEW TWO, TAKE ONE
YAE: Alright, Y/N, letâs dive in!Â
Y/N: [FROWNS AT CARD] Why does the thingy say kiss this time?
YAE: Because we all want to know what went down in the hot tub with Scara!Â
Y/N: [SQUINTS AT YAE'S SIGN] I canât even read the script youâre holding. My eyesightâs terrible. Does that seriously say, âHis lips felt like heaven?â
YAE: [GRINNING] Yes! Itâs good, right? Very romantic!
Y/N: [RAISES AN EYEBROW] Romantic? It sounds like something out of a cheap romance novel.
YAE: [GIGGLING] Well, Scara said my writing was terrible too. You two are totally synced, it seems.
JEAN: [SIGHS AND PLACES HER HEAD IN HER HANDS] We might be here a whileâŠ
YAE: Cut! Alright, letâs reset. [DEEP BREATH] Take two.
[00:05:43] KISS INTERVIEW TWO, TAKE TWO
YAE: [ROLLING HER EYES] Okay, just⊠talk about how hot his body was or something. Give the fans what they want!
Y/N: [STRAIGHT-FACED] Iâd rather not.
LISA: [GIGGLES] Then maybe just tell us what it was like losing your first kiss to him.
JEAN: Lisa! Thatâs kind of insensitiveâŠ
Y/N: [SHRUGS] Itâs fine. Surprisingly, Iâm not that mad about it. Iâve known Scara for years, so⊠at least it wasnât with some stranger.
YAE: [GIGGLING, LEANING IN] So⊠was it any good?
Y/N: [ROLLS EYES] I mean, I donât exactly have anything to compare it to.
YAE: [TEASING] So youâre saying he set the bar?
Y/N: [CROSSES ARMS, SHRUGS] Iâm saying I survived. Letâs leave it at that.
JEAN: [UNDER HER BREATH] Why do I feel like weâre making this worse?Â
LISA: [CHUCKLING] Because we probably are.
[00:00:00] BEACH INTERVIEW ONE, TAKE ONE
YAE: So, Childe, tell usâhow are you enjoying the beach so far? Getting some time to unwind?
CHILDE: [SMILING] Yeah, itâs been nice. But itâs a little too quiet without Scara and Y/N bickering in the background. Youâd think Iâd enjoy the peace, but⊠kinda miss the chaos, you know?
YAE: [CHUCKLES] Oh? Seems like you got used to it. Howâs everyone managing without Scara?
CHILDE: Well, he was the best cook, surprisingly. So now everyoneâs struggling. Dinner last night was... [SHUDDERS] Letâs just say nobody knew how to work the stove.
YAE: [LAUGHS] Sounds rough. So, I have to askâany romance brewing in the group?
CHILDE: [GRINS, LEANS IN] Between you and me, I keep seeing Xiao and Kazuha sneaking off for these little âwalksâ along the shore. But hey, maybe theyâre just out there for a smoke or something.Â
JEAN: [OFF-CAMERA, SIGHS] Childe, donât bring up smoking!
CHILDE: Right, right! I mean, theyâre, uh⊠stargazing. Totally innocent. Just two guys appreciating the stars.
YAE: Cut!
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synopsis â after the disaster that was the live award show, where you and scaramouche got into an argument on stage after both of your groups got a tie for top artists, your guys' PR teams have been in shambles trying to scrape up your mess. that's when the idea to send you both off with some other idols to a remote location for a survival dating show to mend your public image comes up. before you know it your bags are packed and youâre on a plane to a remote island. the only obligation is you need to end up with scaramouche at the end of the show, whether you end up liking him or not doesnât matter to your managers as long as the showâs ratings stay high. whatever you do in between to get there is up to you!
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Guessing Games: A Fast Car Interlude
Summary: You accidentally trigger Ari's jealous streak. Takes place directly after the events in Guessing Games.
Warnings: Mature Themes, Implied Future Smut, Ari Being A Menace, Brat!Reader, Jealous!Ari, Innocent Flirting, Stupid Men, Manhandling, Mentions of Spanking, Discussions of Self-Image, Mentions of Lingerie, Semi-Public Sex, Allusions to Fingering, Cursing, Minors DNI
A/N: After a shitty week, please enjoy this completely self-indulgent fic. Part of my Sweet Renegade Series. Semi-proofread, not beta'd. All mistakes are my own. Likes, comments, and reblogs are always appreciated. Thanks for reading!
âHey. I know this car.â You think as you come to stand in front of a vehicle on display that happens to look strangely familiar. Smoothing your hands down the skirt of your sundress, you manage a quick side-step, narrowly avoiding a collision with a small child who was too busy enjoying his ice cream cone to pay attention to where he was going.Â
Youâve been wandering around Fulton Countyâs annual Classic Car Showcase for the better part of an hour now, and so far things were going better than youâd expected. And not only that, but you were even beginning to have fun.
âI can see why this one caught your eye.â A familiar voice muses as he comes up behind you.Â
âIâm trying to figure out where Iâve seen it before. But Iâm drawing a blank.â Angling your body, you reach for one of Ariâs big hands, grasping it with both of yours. âAny ideas?âÂ
âYou really donât recognize it?âÂ
ââFraid not.â Your lips purse as you continue to wrack your brain.Â
âItâs an exact replica of The General Lee, the 1969 Dodge Charger driven by Bo and Luke.âÂ
âWho?â You stare up at him confused.Â
That earns you a chuckle, followed by him placing a gentle kiss atop your head. âBo and Luke. From The Dukes of Hazzard. It was a popular show back in the eighties.â He explains, brushing a stray curl away from your face.
âOh. Got it.â You nod, pretending to understand. âMystery solved.â
You both stand there a few moments longer â mostly so he can admire the engine, or whatever the hell you assumed he was doing. Once heâs looked his fill, itâs apparently time to move on to the next car that catches his interest. Youâre seemingly content to trail behind him until you happen to spot a nearby cluster of tents.Â
âAri?âÂ
âYeah, little Bird?â The rich timbre of his voice has you smiling before you even realize youâre doing it.
âI reckon all this car hoppinâ has me feelinâ a little parched.â You tell him, turning your attention to the concessions located just across the lot. âIâm gonna go fetch myself a lemonade real quick while the lines are short.â
As expected, your man responds without missing a beat. But not before leading you over to the shade so that you can continue your conversation. Which was a good thing seeing as the temperature outside was hovering around the mid-eighties.
âWell, we canât have that now can we?â Mirroring your smile, he brings your hand to his lips so that he can kiss the ridges of your knuckles. âLetâs go get you somethinâ to drink.â
âHey, itâs okay. Iâll go while you hang out here in the shade.â Your palms come up to rest against the hard wall of his chest. âBesides,â you continue when he opens his mouth to object. âItâs not like Iâm going far. Iâll just be right over there.â Â
âNah.â Ari swiftly disagrees, adjusting his sunglasses. âHow about you wait here while I go get us both something to drink?â
âAre you sure?âÂ
âYep.â He gently flicks the tip of your nose. âAfter all, what kinda man would I be if I left my sweetheart out here to melt?â
âI meanâŠif you insist.â Rising on your toes â a feat made easier thanks to your wedge heels â you plant a smooch on his bearded cheek. âHurry back, sugar.âÂ
Now that heâs officially a man on a mission, Ari wastes almost no time making a beeline for the concessions. But not before issuing a stern warning to you, his curious little Bird.
âDonât you go wanderinâ off on me, darlinâ.â He growls, leaning down to tenderly peck your lips . âI expect to find you right here in this spot when I come back.âÂ
And then heâs gone. You barely have time to respond with a playful salute before heâs striding off in search of sustenance for you both. Leaving you alone to twiddle your thumbs while you dutifully await his return.Â
Not that you minded. If anything, grateful for this brief respite from the heat. It never crosses your mind to abandon your spot in favor of looking at more cars. At least, not until you spy one that has you gasping in pure delight.
âWoah.â You breathe as you come to stand in front of the one vehicle with the power to transport you straight back to your childhood: a 1958 Plymouth Fury. Â
Better known as the car from Stephen Kingâs novel, Christine.Â
Youâd absolutely loved this movie as a kid. So much so that your Uncle had bought you your own personal copy after he got tired of renting it for you weekend after weekend. Why, you mustâve seen it over a hundred times.Â
But as luck would have it, your private glee is interrupted by the sound of a voice coming up behind you.Â
âSheâs a beaut, ainât she?â The man asks, his southern drawl growing even more inviting when he tips his black stetson. âRestored her myself.âÂ
âHoly crap! It looks just like the one from the film.â You chirp, reaching out to run your fingers along the shiny finish before swiftly thinking better of it. âSorry.â Is all you can manage as you turn to face him. âI justâŠnever thought Iâd get the chance to see it in person.â
âWellâŠâ The dark haired cowboy admits, flashing a chagrined smile. âItâs not actually the car. But itâs pretty dang close. Took me a few years, seeing that pretty smile of yours makes it all worth it.â His smile only grows wider as he holds out his hand to you. âThe nameâs Russell, by the way.â
You two spend a few more moments exchanging names and pleasantries before he politely redirects the attention back to the prized vehicle in front of you. Russell invites you to ask all the questions you like, only to laugh when you eagerly take him up on his offer.Â
In fact, youâre enjoying the conversation so much that you hardly notice when he slowly begins inching closer to you, his leanly muscled frame almost boxing you in. He was charming â youâd give him that much. And easy on the eyes.
Russell was the type of man who warranted a second look. Or at least he would. That is, assuming you hadnât already been blessed with the gift of Ari Daniel Levinson.Â
âYou know,â He murmurs, his cool gaze warming as he boldly peruses your dress. âSomething tells me this conversation would pair wonderfully with a glass of wine.â His hand reaches for yours once more. âPerhaps over dinner?â
âOh, Iâm sorry...â The shocked apology comes tumbling out of your mouth. âIâI canât. I actually came with someone. Heâsââ
âLook, I donât wanna be too forward.â Russell smoothly interrupts, stroking his thumb along the ridge of your knuckles. âBut I havenât been able to let you out of my sight since I saw you damn near an hour ago. Honestly canât remember the last time I came across a woman as sweet as you.â
âThatâs awfully kind of you to say.â You reply, intending to let him down easy.
âI saw that fella you were with.â He continues in earnest, still refusing to relinquish his grip on your hand. âAlso saw him walk off and abandon you too.âÂ
âHe didnât â no one abandoned anybody!â Closing your eyes, you canât help but laugh at the absurdity of the entire situation. You werenât used to men hitting on you like this. It has you feeling way out of your depth.Â
âBe that as it may, I also believe in fate.â His already gravelly voice dips an octave. âI mean, Iâve come to this showcase year after year and never once have I met someone like you.âÂ
âIâŠIâm not sure Iâd go that far.â You hedge as you weigh your options.Â
On one hand, you really did want to be polite. But you also needed to be firm. You already had a man in your life. A man who owned you â mind, body, and soul. Not that youâd had any say in the matter. But these days, you were well past complaining about the handsome Beast of a man youâd come to cherish.
âThink about it.â Your would-be suitor implores, giving you a gentle squeeze. âThere has to be a reason our paths crossed today.âÂ
Alright. It was officially time to put a nail in this coffin. You open your mouth to respond, only to have someone else beat you to the punch.Â
âI think itâs about time you let go of her hand.â Ari rumbles, the sound coming from somewhere deep in his chest. âNow.â
âSomething I can help you with, buddy?â Russell responds without hesitation, clearly annoyed by the other manâs sudden reappearance. âBecause the lady and I were in the middle of a conversation.â
âAnd Iâm sure it was a great one.â Your bounty hunter is too busy glaring at his apparent rival to pay you any real mind. Although, heâs quick to shove a cup of what you suspect to be lemonade into your palm the second Russell releases his hold. âToo bad itâs over now. Letâs go, sweet Bird.âÂ
The ice in his tone is enough to make you shiver. It didnât take a genius to figure out that Ari was none too happy to find you entertaining the company of another man. But the last thing youâd expected was for him to be jealous.Â
Unless you were reading things wrong.Â
âIâm afraid youâre gonna have to wait, fella.â Russell surprises everyone by coming to stand almost nose-to-nose with Ari. âBecause she and I were about to take the ride out for a little spin.âÂ
âWe most certainly were not.â You try, impatiently tugging on his arm. âAri, letâs just go.â Although, youâre not surprised when you end up being completely ignored.Â
âOh yeah?â
âGuess thatâs what happens when you abandon a pretty little flower like her all alone in an empty field.â Grinning like a Cheshire cat, Russelly makes a point of poking your man in his chest. âIâm just glad I was lucky enough to be here to catch your mistake.â
Worry fills you when you see Ari simply nod along, his brawny shoulders wrought with tension. Sucking on his teeth, the bounty hunter briefly looks away as he forces himself to take a calming breath. Not that it seems to help any.Â
âYou know what? I get it. No, reallyâI do.â Ari smirks, reaching up to lightly scratch at his jaw. âI knew what I was getting into, walking into a showcase like this with a beautiful woman on my arm, wearinâ the hell out of that dress.â One thick arm wraps itself around your waist, hauling you close. âMy girl turns heads everywhere she goes. Sheâs just too sweet to realize it.â
Tucking you behind him, your man bridges the last bit of distance between himself and Russell. And while you canât see his face, youâre shocked when he gently lifts his rivalâs hat from his head, before tossing it in the direction of his forgotten plymouth.Â
âAnd sometimes that sweetness makes cowboys do stupid fuckinâ things.â Ari continues, sounding almost smug. But you donât miss the danger in his tone. âWhich is why Iâm gonna be the bigger man right now and walk away, before I give into the urge to find out if you have what it takes to make the long drive home with a fractured arm.â
âAlright, thatâs enough from you two.â You snap, finally fed up with all this male posturing. After all this nonsense, you just wanted to sit down and enjoy your drink before all the ice melted. âRussell, cool car. But Iâm not interested, okay? And as for you, AriâŠâ
In lieu of responding, your man chooses to quirk one impatient, tawny brow.Â
âYouâre looking a little flushed. I think itâs time we got you outta the sun.â Grabbing his wrist, you proceed to physically drag him away from the scene. It takes virtually all your might, but youâre grateful when his legs finally begin to move.
You donât stop walking until you reach a set of picnic tables that are far enough away from the show to give you both some much needed privacy while you hashed things out.Â
âDarlinâ, I can tell by your face youâre fixinâ to yell.â Ari growls, yanking his arm out of your grasp. "And I'd like to make my case before you start." His frown only deepens as he watches you perch on the edge of a bench, but not before taking a dramatic sip of your ice cold lemonade.Â
It tastes divine â the perfect treat for a hot summerâs day.
âDid you really have to throw the poor manâs hat?â You ask, fanning yourself.
âProbably not. But it felt good.â He shrugs, jamming his hands into the pockets of his jeans. âShouldâve stuffed his ass in the goddamned trunk while I was at it.âÂ
âI donât know what you think you saw, but I was in the process of letting him down easy.â
âCouldâve sworn I told your bratty self to stay put where I fuckinâ left you.â His normally clear blue eyes glitter dangerously, letting you know that heâs pissed. âI mean, it was bad enough waitinâ in line listening to two idiots talk about which one of âem was gonna be brave enough to ask for your numberâŠâ
âYeah right.â You scoff, looking up at the sky as you pray for patience.
âRoll âem at me one more time, baby. Swear to God.â Scrubbing a hand over his jaw, he finds himself wondering for the umpteenth time just what the hell heâd been thinking bringing you to something like this with you wearing a dress like that. âIâm just itchinâ for a reason to lift that skirt and redden your disrespectful ass.â
In Ariâs mind, you were always the prettiest girl in the room. But on a day like today? You were downright irresistible. And what made it even worse is that you honestly had no idea the effect you had sometimes â on him and damn near every other man who came into your presence. Â
âYou canât talk like that!â You hiss, hoping that you werenât being overheard.Â
âAnd just why the hell not?â
âBecause weâre in public, you Beast!âÂ
Rising to your feet, you set your drink on the table, deciding it might be better if you put some distance between you. Too bad Ari chooses to follow, walking you backwards until you feel yourself collide with the base of a nearby tree. His hands come to rest on either side of your head, effectively caging you in with his much larger frame. Â
âI shouldâve known what I was getting into the moment I decided to let you walk outta the house wearing that dress.â Ari rasps, trailing his nose along the delicate column of your throat. âI thought I was safe, even with that lacey little scrap of nothinâ youâve got hidinâ underneath.âÂ
You barely manage to stifle a moan when your man captures your bottom lip between his teeth, sucking hard before releasing it with a soft pop. One of his hands leaves its purchase to settle dangerously low on your hip.Â
âBut I see now thatâs not enough for you, is it baby?â You press your thighs together when that same hand moves once again. This time working itâs way under your skirt - his short, blunt nails dancing along your skin as his mouth hovers a mere centimeter above yours. âIâm not sure why you thought it might be a good idea to tease me like this. Not too keen on you flirting with other men.â
âI promise I wasnât.â Your eyes flutter closed as he grinds his growing erection against the softness of your belly. âI just got excited about the car. Itâs from one of my favorite Stephen King stories.âÂ
âIs that why I found you two holdinâ hands?â You let out a whimper when you feel the roughened pads of his fingers dig into your heated flesh, making you squirm. âBecause you were excited?â
It wasnât often that your man got riled up like this. But when he did there was almost no getting through to him until he calmed down. If you were lucky, you could typically drag him to some place quiet, away from prying eyes and listening ears.
âOkay, okay. Iâm sorry, sugar.â Leaning up, you press a kiss against the corner of his mouth. âI suppose I wouldnât like it either if I saw you holding hands with a random woman. Promise it wonât happen again.â You add, weaving your arms around his trim waist after all you receive is a grunt for your trouble.Â
Although you canât help but notice that some of the tension seems to have finally left his shoulders.
ïżœïżœïżœThank you.âÂ
Ari allows his forehead to rest against your own as he struggles to collect himself. Wanting more, you cup his face with your hands, bring his mouth down for a much needed kiss. His eager tongue dances with yours, demanding more of your submission as the passion builds.
Youâre both breathing hard when you finally come up for air. However, you realize your manâs not done. At least not yet.Â
âYouâre enough to drive a man insane. You know that?â He groans in between soft, yet feral kisses. âI swear I try to be progressive â I do. I got sisters. A niece.â A sound almost like a purr rumbles in his chest as he nuzzles his nose in the crook of your neck. âBut Iâm also man enough to admit Iâve got a bit of a jealous streak. Never was much of a problem until I met you.â
âIâll be sure to keep that in mind.â You murmur at the same time as your pussy spasms, dampening your panties with your slick.Â
âGood.â Ari lifts your leg, hitching it around his waist and not giving a damn about who sees. âAnd Bird?â
âUh huh?â A shiver courses through you as he begins covering your exposed flesh with tiny, possessive love bites. This time you make no move to stop him. Thank goodness youâd had the foresight to pack some concealer.
âI hate to break it to you.â His mouth finds yours once more, deliberately teasing you with each sensual stroke and flick of his tongue. âBut you and me, weâre not gonna make it back to Bellâs Creek tonight.â
âAnd wâwhy is that?â Your eyes threaten to roll back in your head as his fingers find your clit, toying with the swollen nub through the soaked fabric of your panties.Â
âBecause Iâm having the damnedest time trying to talk myself out of fucking you hard and fast on the hood of my truck.â He responds with an unapologetic shrug. âBut I suppose Iâll just have to settle for a hotel, huh?â Grinning, he increases the pressure on your sensitive bundle of nerves, loving the way you buck and writhe beneath his touch.
âIâll start hunting for reservations.â You move to reach for your phone even as you feel your vision blur and your toe s curl. âBut whatever you doâŠoh GodâŠjust please donât stop.ââ
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The Season 2 Opening. We Must Discuss.
First of all, small beans. Instead of static, lifeless statues, this time we get moving humans. Mel features significantly more than I expected, so she'll probably be a much more major character than I expected for a non-champion character and I'm so happy for her. I believe the use of moving people instead of statues signifies that immense change will be happening. What we thought was literally set in stone in Season 1 will be turned on its head in Season 2.
Okay, on to the really concerning matters.
Yuhuh. Jinx moves too fast for me to get a good screenshot, but she gestures like this around her face a lot. I think we all already know about the Caitlyn-Jinx parallels, but my sister suggests it could be a red herring for the actual resemblances she has to Silco.
Sis gets credit for the following observation, but Caitlyn's daydream sequences about shooting Jinx are controlled and clearly separated from reality unlike Jinx's.
However, sis has not seen ep 2 yet, where Caitlyn does have that moment in the arcade where she shoots her vision of Jinx among the wooden dummies. Not only does this more closely resemble Jinx's hallucinations, it also parallels Jinx shooting the harmless crow in s1 e5. By the time the strike squad are about to leave, she can clearly tell that what she thought might be Jinx was really just a harmless wooden standee. Startling, but harmless. She shoots it anyway.
Caitlyn is totally gonna spiral more, and maybe she'll start losing her grip on reality too, but for now, she has more in common with Silco than she does with Jinx. Did anyone else get reminded of Silco's coat when Ambessa put the supervillain cape on Caitlyn? The collars don't look similar but they still eerily resemble each other, you get me?
Ok back to intro stuff
Vi wipes off her name from her face. That's two tattoos that are rendered impermanent in this opening theme. In the Fenty x Arcane video, they mention that Mel's golden freckles are tattoos. Later in the intro song, we also see her golden freckles gone. Change, impermanence. That seems to be a theme here.
Vi is literally erasing her name from her face. In any normal circumstance, I'd say that means she wants a change of identity, a desire to start over. However, I know that Vi's League lore involves amnesia. Does she really drink herself into that bad of a stupor? Jkjk. I assumed that her amnesia was replaced by the Stillwater imprisonment to explain how she got topside and with the enforcers, but perhaps I was wrong. Maybe they do still intend to go the amnesia or partial amnesia route with her.
The teasers implied that Vi shares the genetic trait that has Jinx predisposed to hallucinations. It's possible that this eventually contributes to her loss of memory, but I wouldn't call it quite yet. However, if this happens during her emo era when I'm assuming she has no support system, she'll be very vulnerable, unlike if it were to happen while she was still partnered with Caitlyn, in which case they could easily fill in most blanks in her memory.
I have no idea what to make of this. It's clear as day what they're paralleling, but why? Why the flashlight scene? My best guess is that they're trying to draw on déjà vu, implying a repetition of history, but why this particular moment? They could've easily chosen anything else in Jayce's s1 arc. He has many more memorable moments than this. Let's see, I'm literally making this up as I go.
This meeting was a pivotal moment for Jayce. Both his meeting with Viktor and his meeting with Mel changed his fate. The Viktor one is pretty self-explanatory, but without meeting Mel, they would've both just gotten exiled or locked up again. With Mel, they had someone in power who could vouch for them.
That begs the question, is Jayce meeting someone new? Or is this a reintroduction to someone he's already known before, a new meeting after a long time apart or after a significant change, maybe a change in them both. I believe it must be someone who was involved in the original hallway scene.
Jayce is either looking at Mel again or at Viktor. Given the amount of Viktor/Mel parallels in Season 1, I believe Jayce is looking at Viktor after he's undergone his likely final evolution. That'll obviously be another pivotal moment for him... but will it be a good one like it was with Mel? Viktor has power now. He's performing miracles. He's, like, two steps away from parting the Pilt River like it's the Red Sea. He seems to hold a grudge against Jayce, though, for *checks notes* saving his life? Jk I know he feels like he's losing autonomy and like Jayce didn't respect his wishes with the Hexcore and Jayce obviously couldn't let Viktor die when he'd fought so hard to stay alive before.
Anyway, I feel like this could easily be both a good omen and a bad omen for Jayce. More than anything, I feel like it'll be an epiphany. He is quite literally seeing the light. The light at the end of the dark tunnel? The light of the heavens at the end of his life? The light of a revelation sent by a god he once knew as a man?
Seeing Mel screaming bloody murder during the opening, this was the first place my mind went to. The pose doesn't match up exactly, and Jinx/Powder's screams are definitely wilder, but I feel like there's definitely something here. Is there anyone else who screams like this, thrusting their head forward and keeping their arms back?
We also see the shadow hands from this earlier shot:
I'm thinking of the Black Rose (is that their name?) kidnapping her in thin air, incorporeal hands reaching at her and snatching my joy the love of my life Mel away. It could also represent people grasping at the power Mel wields, both as the wealthiest Council member and as a Noxian princess, one of the closest people to Ambessa, the one wielding the most power right now.
Mel is really out of her depth right now. Her power and influence is up for grabs if she dares to blink and let her guard down. I'm also surprised that we don't see her fight back at all when there's danger around. I thought she might have more battle experience as she was raised by Ambessa. For those people wondering about her magical powers, I think she would've used them by now if she had them. Council attack aside, which could've been Viktor's magic, she wasn't able to do anything about the memorial attack or her own kidnapping. I think they're trying to show us that Mel is not as untouchable as she presents herself. Under the right circumstances, she's just as vulnerable as any civilian.
The sliver of light? My sister pointed out that it looks just like the crack of light between two double doors. Almost closed... or barely open? It appears in pretty much everyone's shot in the opening, but it's right down the center of Mel's face here. Is she torn between two sides? Is this about an impossible choice she has to make?
The spotlight is also on her. That's two sources of light. It looks like a red sun. All eyes on her as the surviving voice of the Council?
And her expression... shock, fear, horror. The heavy breathing, the look on her face... I feel eerily like I've seen it on someone else before. I can't place who, but I'm getting déjà vu from this. Does anyone else recognize this expression and these mannerisms?
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funny seeing you here | Drew Starkey x black!fem reader
summary: after seven months of not seeing his face, you find yourself at the same party heâs at. And he clearly made it his mission to be noticed by you. So what are you gonna do now?
warnings: alcohol consumption, suggestive smut
a/n: Here's part 3 of nothing to say when heaven falls. As the title called it, it was 100% inspired by âfunny seeing you hereâ by Jack Harlow which I recommend listening to during the reading. Comments and reblogs are never required but always very much appreciated đ«¶đ»
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"Hey," he said and you could barely hear the smile on his voice. "I didn't expect to see you here tonight."
No escape.
"Hi," you replied with a low voice, unsure if he had heard it over the loud music. "Yeah, I'm with Frankie."
"Uh, yeah, I saw her," he voices as he scoots slightly closer to you. "This does look more like her scene."
At that, you nod and mentally curse the fifth generation of this damned bartender who has yet to finish your drinks.
Everything around you is spiraling at this point. You were not ready for this, especially with how casual he's being about everything. It was not in your plans to run into him tonight and all you wanted was to get as far away from him as you could.
Your salvation comes in the shape of your friend, who you can see right past her excitement about how much she just wanted to take you out of that situation. She held your arm lightly and, it was as if you weren't waiting for almost ten minutes the bartender returned with both your drinks.
"Hey, uhm, what's taking so long?" Frankie says and pretends to be shocked when she looks up at Drew. "Oh hey! Long time, no see." As the words leave her mouth you notice how the stiff smile on her face shows her displeasure at his presence.
"Hi Frankie," he says a little taken back by her and you notice how he starts tapping his fingers against the glass the same way you were doing moments ago. A shared habit that the both of you didn't get to brush off of one another it seems.
"Let's go, babes! I still have so much to tell you."
With your drinks at hand, you followed her and immediately felt a weight fall off of your shoulders. Still, you weren't able to hold back and you looked over your shoulder just to see him checking you out.
Your face was burning after that and you just prayed to whatever God that Frankie was able to distract you enough to make you not act on the alcohol in your veins.
It wasn't a secret to anyone the effect that he had on you. I mean you were together for years and about to get married - obviously, you had to be attracted to him. And he just had this thing about him that made it very hard for you to ignore.
He looked handsome, but that was no surprise. He always looked so fine, except this time it seemed like he had filled out more. The black shirt he was wearing fitted him perfectly, the sleeves stretched around his biceps, and even from a glimpse you were able to notice how much bigger they were since you last saw him. His outgrown hair now looked more like a growing mullet and, god, that did work with him. At this point, you werenât sure if it was the alcohol or your brain talking about how insanely good he looked.
âY/N, honey, you good?â She asked once the both of you got back to your spot.
âYeah, yeah. Sure, why wouldnât I be?â You retorted to which she just stared at you with uncertainty.
âI donât- I donât know, you just looked like you were about to vanish in thin air back there,â she voices smoothly still looking at you.
âYeah, I uh, I guess I just wasnât expecting that to happen,â you confess.
She nods and sips on her drink, her own eyes scanning the room this time, and once she looks up at you once more you see a glimpse of regret there.
âI didnât know. Had I known I wouldnât have brought you here,â She declares with sorrow and you shake your head quickly.
âHey, I know that! Donât worry, Iâll be fine.â
At that, neither of you is sure enough.
You could feel that it was way past one in the morning, the air just felt different. The party was less crowded but the music was still blaring through the speakers. Frankie was entertained in a talk with a tall dark-skinned man who was whispering in her ear every now and then earning giggles from the brunette.
You had been nursing the drink in your hand for a while now, the condensation around the glass caused your fingertips to be wet. You were much more drunk than youâd normally get, but for once in a long time it felt good to let yourself go.
Still the numbness the alcohol brought, did not evade the feeling of what happened earlier. It had been so long since the last time and you were not expecting to see him like that. What wouldâve happened if Frankie had not interrupted him? What would you have done?
âHey,â You heard Frankieâs voice closer to your ear this time, âWould you mind if I left for a while? I promise Iâll be back and you wonât even notice.â
It amazed you that even with the amount of drinks she had, her pleading eyes didnât fail to convince you. And honestly, she needed to have fun with the hot guy as well. So with a nod you sent her off watching her excitement as she followed him.
At least you were alone with your thoughts and could think and rethink everything, from your coffee orders to your love life as you downed the last of your blue coloured drink. But as if they were trying to prove a point, the spot next to you did not remain empty for long.
The same cologne that woke forbidden memories hours ago was flooding your space once again but this time it was subtle. Almost as if it was fading and taking with it your sanity.
âI thought weâd never get the chance to talk again,â was what he said and it didnât take you long to notice that he too was a few drinks in.
Guess this isnât a sober conversation, huh.
âIâd rather if it stays like that,â you mumbled as you watched him push a bottle of cold water towards you.
âCome on, this is a quieter spot. Iâve been wanting to talk to you for a while now,â He leans in, just like Trent did with Frankie.
It felt so weird being close to him like this after so long. It felt like getting something youâve wanted for so long but you were scared that you got the wrong thing. Does that even make sense?
âHow's your sister and your niece?â You asked since there was no escape.
âTheyâre fine. Both of them, Lily still cries a lot but theyâre good,â he voices as he sips from his own drink.
You unscrew the water bottle and take a big gulp out of it. Why were your hands so sweaty now? You didnât have an answer to that so you just nodded and looked around the room as less and less people filled the dance floor and the bar.
âYou look beautiful,â his compliment breaks the silence and goes straight to those confusing thoughts you were having. You have to control yourself. âI thought a lot before talking to you earlier, but I just couldnât help myself when you looked like this. So prettyâ
Even with his sweet words you couldnât forget who he was and the history between the two of you. It was hard because even if you denied it a part of you still missed him so much. I mean, you shared years of your life with him so it isnât that easy to ignore how much his absence affects you sometimes.
âWhat are you doing here, Drew?â The words leave your mouth before you could even process the thought.
He doesnât say anything for a while and you finally look at him. His hair was slightly darker than it was months ago, the low cut shirt he is wearing gives you a peak of his chest hair and some freckles he has there. Looking into his eyes made your blood freeze for a second, it was like you were drowning in the bluest sea.
He scratched his overgrown beard while he looked down at the cup he was drinking from.
âI miss you,â He confesses with a sigh.
You shake your head as you set the water bottle back on the table.
âNo, you canât do this now,â You say and pray that he can hear you over the music. âNot after everything.â
âI-I fucked up and I know that,â he admits and that makes you feel dizzy. âI want to make things right between us.â
âOh, now? You donât even know if I have someone,â you scoff. âHowâs Odessa by the way?â
âI wouldnât know. Itâs been a while since I last talked to her,â he says.
âWell so itâs best if I look over your shoulder since she might pop up from thin air,â your snide remark doesnât go unnoticed by him but he doesnât say anything.
âIâm not here to talk about anyone else but us. So can we please do that? Letâs find somewhere where we can actually talk because you just left and I know that what I did was the radon to that, but still.â
Your eyes met his for the second time that night and without much thought you found yourself nodding. You texted Frankie letting her know that youâd be getting an Uber home so she didnât have to worry about you and in the next second you were following your ex out of the club.
It didnât shock you that he was still living in the apartment you used to share. It looked almost the same just a few new pieces of furniture decorating the space and you couldnât help but ask yourself if she had helped him to pick them out.
âDo you, uhm, wanna drink something?â He asked after he locked the door behind you.
âYeah, I could use a glass of water.â
âOkay, lemme get that for you,â he says and walks to the kitchen.
You stay in the living room and take it all in. Why does his house feel this warm? Why did you feel comfortable in a place you chose to leave? Why wasnât this freaking you out anymore? Before you could begin to dwell in any of those questions, his footsteps against the wooden floor pulled you from your thoughts.
âHere,â he hands you the filled glass.
âThanks,â you say before taking a small sip from it.
âSo, how have you been?â He asks and you can see that he immediately regrets it, âFuck thatâs a stupid question.â
You canât help but chuckle at that and he quickly follows suit.
âI am okay. Iâve been worse, Iâve been betterâ you admit to which he only nods.
âI felt like shit, you know? I knew I was fucking up but I was so entranced by everything that was happening that I didnât realize how much it was affecting you,â he says as he leans against the wall.
âIt wasnât easy for me to come up to you and say those things but I was so fed up that I didnât know what to do anymore,â you admit as you take a step closer to him without even realising.
âIâm sorry. I never wanted you to feel like I didnât care about you or your feelings.â
âI guess I just didnât want to be an intruder in our own relationship. There was a point where I felt like I needed to talk to her to get to you. And I know there is history between you two, I just didnât want to doubt that there was still something going on.â
You sigh as one of your fingers traced the rim of the glass.
âI mean, there were a few times that I called your phone and she was the one picking it up. That made me feel so insecure and so scared that I was being lied to.â
âI-what? I didnât know that.â He truly seemed surprised by your words.
âWell,â you scoff as you shake your head, âI guess she never told you that I called you then.â
You turn around and put the glass on the centre table. He simply watched you and even if he might not admit it yet seeing you in his house again made something in chest warm. Something in him just told him that you belonged there.
âYou see, this is what I am talking about.â You add without turning to look at him. âThis shouldnât be normal.â
âI really didnât know and when I looked at my calls registry your name wasnât there so I assumed she was telling the truth.â
He did feel guilty about that, but he wasnât lying. He truly didnât know of that happenstance.
You sigh and you look back at him, your eyes burning as you feel a deep sense of deja vu.
âI really thought you were it for me, you know?â You confess and a tear streams down your face.
As if it was a reflex thing, he immediately reaches for you and wipes the tear off your face.
âI am so sorry. You didnât deserve any of that,â he says looking into your eyes.
You didnât know if it was the alcohol or the vulnerability that enveloped the both of you, but you couldnât help more tears from following that first one. It felt so calming to be talking about this with him after so long, like a ton was being taken out of your chest. Obviously you had people to talk to but it wasnât the same.
You rested your head on his shoulder as his hands were on the back of your neck. He went in for the first touch, his lips kissed the top of your head. That made you tense up for a second and as you looked up your gaze was immediately captured by his.
His nose touched yours first and as he leaned in for your lips, you couldnât help but pull back. That happened twice more and you knew that he was frustrated but you were just so scared of opening up to him again.
âPlease,â he begs with a breathy voice and as you look into his eyes you are able to see the same man you fell in love with years ago.
After that you didnât resist anymore and his lips quickly found yours.
Oh.
One of his hands cradled your face as he deepened the kiss and the other was occupied squeezing the softness of your hips. Now, you couldâve lied to yourself about many things, but this was never one of them. He knew exactly where to touch you and how to do it.
You pressed your body against his and the sigh that left your lips when you felt his bulge pressed on your stomach. He moaned on your lips at the pressure and in a blink of an eye you had your legs wrapped around him.
He now held you with one of his arms as he guided the both of you towards the bedroom. His lips didnât leave yours, the only time he broke the kiss was when he pulled your lower lip between his teeth, but in the next second he was devouring them again.
When he reached the bedroom he didnât bother to close the door. He laid you on the bed and you breathlessly watched him pull his shirt off with one hand before he knelt between your legs.
Please God, donât make me regret this.
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Thought about this for a long while and i see your point, i just don't believe that this game deserves to be ostracized from the rest of the series and i don't see it working as a stand alone game.
I really don't know what happened to this game's development, from what i can piece together its like a tragedy of really poor marketing choices. Like they at some point gave up on the ip and tried to at least make it more for larger audience so they can recoup the development price.
I had the blessing of zero expectations for this game. I didn't believe this game will come out at all, or that it'll be any good (judging by what Andromeda turned out to be). It was a big surprise for me that I'd get such a sand off for my beloved game series, it's not perfect by any means but i see the work and all the sweat, blood and tears that were put into it.
Mostly I'm just sadenned by the whole situation and sorry that it was a let down for fans of the series. Like i don't even know how to put it into words, it's like a cheap cake for a birthday from an important person. There was a cool and delicious cake planed for the birthday but somehow it got destroyed minutes before celebration, and to save the day they tried to scramble at least for something. The new cake wasn't good, and if you don't like the taste or the situation that you're in its your preference and its valid because it's true. I guess i live in the world where i didn't even think that there will be a cake or that I'd like it?
The tragic mishap
Also i live in this franchise from 2009 and love its lore to bits, and from where i stand i think they stretched the limits of canon just enough where it won't break the feel of the series for me. Like with the crows, they didn't kidnap kids, they mostly adopted orphans or bought slaves (not the biggest difference but makes them more grey). I saw them kinda like Sparta in this matter. I can see the excuse where Zevran did some cleaning amongs tallons so some reforms took place before the game. It's a stretch and i see that it asks a lot from the player.
I guess the difference of opinions in this matter stands in the choice were you can accept these compromises or can't.
AMEN đ
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GOOD SIBLING, BAD SIBLING: THE FIRE SIBLINGS VS. STARFIRE AND BLACKFIRE
What could two siblings born in a royal family where one is scapegoated and the other treated like a golden child possibly have in common? More than you think.
This post is making the rounds again and I thought it would be fun to make a longer post going into depth why I think Starfire and Blackfire avert the common trope of good sibling bad sibling, by comparing it to something that fails to avoid that trope. If you like doomed siblings or bad victims then click the readmore.
Good Sibling, Bad Sibling
To start off with I'm going to explain what I mean when I use the words Good Sibling, Bad Sibling. It's a trope that's an extention of what I call Good Victim, Bad Victim. It's when a story compares two victims of abuse, and one victim is a more acceptable victim while the other is a bad victim because they're not perfect suffering Cinderellas.
Victims of course still have agency in their responses, they're still culpable if their actions go on to hurt someone, they don't have a right to hurt others, but I think it's also true most people are quick to judge victims for not being strong enough to endure abuse when they haven't been in the same situation.
It's easy from an outsider's perspective to be "I wouldn't do that". It comes from a pretty shallow view that villainizes abusers and renders them as inhuman monsters when the truth is all abusers are still humans and anyone can fall into patterns of abuse whether they mean to or not.
One reason I hate this trope besides like, the fact characters that aren't perfect victims are often considered "too far gone" and murdered by the narrative, it's also just really shallow. In the end it usually comes down to the victim getting love and support healing and the victim who didn't have support getting worse. Which is like, a no duh of a situation. A person without friends or a support system or love in their life tends to not get better? Who woulda guessed.
Good Sibling, Bad Sibling shows up when two siblings are raised under the same house, sometimes even in the same abusive circumstances and one is a hero and the other is a villain. Another version of this tropes is the fact that if there are twins one of them is usually going to be a good twin and the other is an evil twin.
I can understand where this trope comes from because like siblings are a naturally close relationship, so it makes it a deeply personal conflict when a character's sibling turns against them. I don't even think it's a necessarily bad trope, if both characters are humanized equally which almost never happens.
Examples of this trope: Gammorra and Nebula, Mai and Maki, Shoto and Toya, Dick Grayson and Jason Todd, Itachi and Sasuke.
And of course, Starfire and Blackfire, and Zuko and Azula.
My goal is to show by breaking the source material, New Teen Titans and the Avatar Cartoon down the former averts the trope and the latter plays it straight.
The Golden Child and the Scapegoat
A common trope used in dysfuctional families is dividing children between a golden child, and a scapegoat. The parent often projects all of their positive qualities on a golden child, along with high expectations. While the Scapegoat has all their negative qualities projected on them, and is often blamed unfairly for the dysfunction in the house. They are scapegoated so to speak, and constantly the victim of things like shifting goalposts.
It's like a more extreme version of playing favorites with an extra dollop of abuse on top. Also to be clear, this is an abusive dynamic where both sides are abused. They're not being seen as parents by their parents, and they are essentially being pitted against each other. There are plenty of parents who will be just as harsh on their perceived favorite. Being the golden child doesn't really safeguard you from abuse, even if it seems to be the more favorable position to be in.
Also in general when discussing abuse, arguing over who has it worse is kind of a pointless argument.
Also sometimes the playing favorites is intentional. By splitting up siblings and putting them against each other, the parent gets more control over each of them like a divide and conquer strategy. After all an abusers primary objective is to maintain control over someone by patterns of abusive behavior meant to wear down their sense of resistance.
With that being established, comparing the two royal families is interesting because the "hero" sibling is the golden child in one version, and the "villain" sibling is the scapegoat in another. If anything this proves that both forms of abuse can be the reason for a villain's tragic backstory.
STARFIRE AND AZULA THE PERFECT PRINCESS
Starfire might appear at first to be the total opposite of Azula. One of them is a hero who's like entire character is built around her overflowing emotions and the love she feels for people. While Azula is cold, calculating, and often treats her own friends like pawns instead of people. Starfire also doesn't repeat the cycle of abuse, while Azula does.
If you look past that there's a lot of comparisons to draw between the two of them. They are both raised in warrior, war-like cultures. The Tamaraneans may be all about that peace and love but like, an early conflict with Starfire's is that because she was raised on a planet as a warrior she doesn't understand why other heroes have a no-kill rule.
Azula is also a product of her culture. To begin with she's raised as a child soldier, of a nationalist and imperialist nation who are actively colonizing half the war. Azula also contributes significantly to the war effort, and never shows any doubt to the values of her culture.
As a brief summary of their early characters, Azula is princess of the fire nation which went to war with the world. She's the daughter of the Fire Nation's absolute ruler. She's however, the second born and not ever expected to inherit the throne. She is introduced in season one when Zuko vents to an unconscious Aang about how everything has always been easy for his sister. In Season two she becomes the main antagonist, first tasked with retrieving her brother, and then decides to try to capture the avatar on her own. I'd also be remiss to mention that Azula is the most personal antagonist the heroes face, because Ozai is more of a final boss. Starfire is an alien that was sold by her sister into slavery essentially (Blackfire is not a good person). She escaped to earth and became a member of the Teen Titans where she found a new family and worked as a hero. She's basically an immigrant to earth and there's a lot of culture shock. Starfire eventually returns home to her planet when it's in danger, and faces her sister as an antagonist.
This is another way in which they differ, Azula is the primary antagonist and negative foil to Zuko, and Blackfire is the primary antagonist and negative foil to Starfire.
While both basically have the tentative position of the favorite, while their sibling is demonized, it's made clear to them that they're not actually "safe" with their parents. Both sets of parents are awful and the origin of all abuse within the household. These characters also receive a slap in the face after being in denial for a long time that these parents will even mistreat their "favorite" child and treat them like an object.
Though, I would argue that Starfire is more in denial about her parent's abuse and will still see them as loving parents, while Azula is aware that her father could turn on her and strives for perfection to keep herself "safe".
Note Starfire is still saying this stuff after her parent's sold her into a political marriage.
Ozai: My decision is final. Azula: You ... you can't treat me like this! You can't treat me like Zuko! Ozai: Azula, silence yourself. Azula: But it was my idea to burn everything to the ground! I deserve to be by your side!
I've seen some people's unsympathetic readings of this line that Azula throws Zuko under the bus, but like... Azula doesn't want to be abused like her brother. What a monster. Let's see how you react when the father you thought was safe turns on you, I think most people would say or do anything not to get hurt.
I don't want to sound too critical of Starfire because she has her reasons (Blackfire abused her severely) but both Starfire and Azula seem to justify their parent's abuse to themselves by saying Blackfire or Zuko did something to cause the abuse. Sliding the blame from the abuser to the abuse victim. They participate in the parent's scapegoating of the the least favorite child.
I'd like to point out though that the ultimate cause of the situation is the parents themselves. The abuse started when they are children, and expecting Starfire and Azula as children to like, go out of their way to protect their abused siblings is expecting a lot out of them.
Like Azula is afraid to lose her position as the favorite because Ozai has demonstrated before that he'll horribly mutilate his children. Who would have guessed. Blackfire severely abused Starfire in their childhood, so she sees Blackfire as her enemy and not her parents who would have guessed.
In general too, expecting Starfire and Azula to be perfect siblings in an abusive household, and always protect their siblings, is once again a lot to expect from literal children who don't have fully developed brains.
However, I would say in both cases, they both try harder to connect with their sibling. This is where I get angry anons in my inbox, yes I'm going to make the argument that Azula was a better sibling than Zuko was to her. No I also don't expect Zuko to be a perfect big brother when actively being abused by Ozai. No I don't think Zuko owes Azula anything because she too prioritized her own well being over him that's what abuse victims do.
I'm just making the argument with in text examples that Azula does more things to help Zuko, and Starfire actively tried to befriend Blackfire before the sibling abuse started. In fact I think that's what makes both relationships incredibly tragic. It's not really two siblings who love each other on opposite sides of a conflict. It's that Blackfire and Zuko can't see past their own abuse, and can't love their siblings.
Once again I'm not blaming Zuko for priotizing himself, but I also think it's unfair to critcize Azula for taking care of herself and not sticking her neck out for Zuko when they were both being abused. Wow why are people extra harsh on Azula and extra forgiving on Zuko. It's almost like women are always expected to be perfect nurturers, and when they're not allowed to be complex human beings with flaws. My old enemy the Madonna Whore complex you strike again!
Anyway onto the examples. The big one is that Azula invited Zuko back after Ba Sing Se, seemed genuine about wanting to help resstore his honor. This is also a sacrifice on her part, because as I said even when he was banished Zuko didn't lose the title of crown prince. His status as the heir was never in question and like, letting Zuko stay a prisoner in Ba Sing Se would have ensured his inheritance would fall to her.
Why don't you let him decide, Uncle? [To Zuko.] I need you, Zuko. I've plotted every move of this day, [Makes a fist.] this glorious day in Fire Nation history, and the only way we win is together. At the end of this day, you will have your honor back. You will have Father's love. You will have everything you want.
Now common criticisms people use to argue that Azula has good intentions.
1) Azula needed Zuko to turn the tides in battle. While Azula was kind of in a corner in the fight where Zuko turned she also had Mai and Ty Lee and the entire Dai Li on her side so I don't think she'd really assume she needed Zuko to defeat the avatar. Also she starts getting backed into a corner long after she made the offer to Zuko so she had no way of knowing that ahead of time. Also, also, she might have just been backed into a corner for the sake of drama, making it more impactful when Zuko shows up and turns the tide.
2) Azula somehow knew she might not kill the avatar and needed Zuko to take the fall. This one doesn't make sense because Azula doesn't have any idea that Aang didn't die, until Zuko hints at it. After that point, Zuko kept it a secret from her and refused to tell her even though the truth being revealed would impact both of them. Like for Azula to know ahead of time she'd fail to kill the avatar when she made her offer to Zuko, and then bring him back to take the fall would require some 4d chess on her end.
Two more examples are Azula goes out of her way to warn Zuko that he might get in trouble for visint Iroh so often. On the Beach she's the one who comforts him and retrieves him from their old vacation house. When they're in front of the fire and Zuko is troubled she asks him what's wrong and even asks if she's the one at fault. Whereas Zuko mocks her for not having problems when Azula confesses her mother thought she was a monster he doesn't say anything in response.
In Tales of the New Teen Titans we get a closer look at Starfire and Blackfire's childhood, and we're shown Starfire tried hard at first to get along with her sister. Starfire also, in spite of being a victim of Blackfire's abuse went out of her way to save her life twice.
Something Blackfire responded with by immediately trying to kill her. Blackfire, you are a piece of work. In both cases, I'd argue Starfire and Azula try at least to have a positive relationship with their siblings. Attempts that are almost completely one-sided. I don't want to demonize Zuko too much though, because as I said when you're actively being abused it's number one easy to see the other sibling as being better off, and only natural you would prioritize yourself.
Also, Blackfire was an adult and continued the abuse later on in life when she had more agency, whereas Zuko for most of the tv show was a minor and you shouldn't hold minors to adult standards. If I judge characters for having an imperfect reaction to abuse, or not being perfect siblings I can no longer call myself a bad victim enjoyer.
Both Starefire and Azula as I said, participate in the scapegoating. In both cases it's out of a desire to maintain their spot as the golden child, because they want to assume they're safe.
Starfire actively defends her aprents all the time, while insisting that Blackfire was evil to begin with. Which is understandable again because Blackfire's abuse is just so much worse than anything Azula does to Zuko. It's expecting a little too much for Starfire to see the humanity in her abuser when she's a lifelong victim.
Like little blackfire things: Killing her sister's pet.
Phsyical abuse, actively trying to kill her even before they were on opposite sides of a war.
Selling her into Slavery (where Starfire was sexually abused).
It's extra tragic because both are essentially blaming the other for their parent's abuse. Blackfire takes out her pain on Starfire as revenge for her parent's favoritism, even though it's not her fault. Starfire demonizes Blackfire because she refuses to confront the fact that her parent's are abusive.
This is behavior Azula engages in as well. If you read into her actions, you can tell she blames Zuko for his abuse, you can't treat me like Zuko, while also believing that if she can just make Zuko act more like a prince he won't provoke his father anymore. Once again, sliding the blame on the abused rather than the abuser makes Azula feel more safe, because she also believes if she's perfect Ozai will leave her alone.
Zuko and Blackfire: The Banished Prince and the DIsowned Princess
This is another pair of seeming opposites. Blackfire is essentially Starfire's most personal arch enemy, occupying the same spot as Azula. Zuko is a villain for awhile, but honestly he's bad at it, and until the end of Season 1 he's so ineffectual he's more comic relief. Blackfire like Azula is insanely competent and causes a lot of genuine harm to the protagonists, and is far far worse than Zuko or even Azula obviously. I mean I've already listed some of the things she did above, but she also let her planet be conquered by aliens, orchestrated not one but two cues, and tried to have her parents blown up on live television.
However, both characters are effectively disowned and banished from their country for their inability to fit in. Both are banished and excessively punished.
Blackfire is the first born princess of Tamaran and she should have been heir to her family, but she was stripped of her inheritance because she was born disabled. Every Tamaranean can fly except her because of a sickness that nearly killed her when she was younger.
That's right everyone, the disabled representation you've been waiting for the sibling abuser and war-mongerer.
I think Blackfire's abuse covers a common way parent's treat their disabled children, where they don't want to make accomodations and make it clear they' don't want to take care of a disabled child and spend all their attention on their abled children instead. This trope is often called "Better dead than disabled."
Also I'd be remiss to point out that Tamaraneas have access to hover technology so Blackfire's disability doesn't inhibit her in any way. Like damn, parents will do anything but try to accomondate their disabled child.
Zuko is punished needlessly for a small offense of speaking out of turn in a meeting for not wanting to sacrifice young soldiers, and then refusing to fight back against his father in an angi kai. At which point he's banished and sent on a fool's errand of hunting the avatar.
Blackfire's reason for being banished is uhhh, because she tried to kill her sister in combat training, but also she was stripped of her inheritance just before being born disabled. She awas punished for things she couldn't control before she did anything wrong.
Both siblings also try to make up for their trauma and perceived deficiencies by constantly projecting violence. Blackfire is like, obsesed with war, Zuko's definition of honor is more focused around glory gained by combat more particularly killing the avatar in the first season. Both of them actively participated in colonization, Blackfire helped colonize her home planet, Zuko burned Kyoshi village and helped Azula with Ba Sing Se. Blackfire brought back an army to colonize her home planet, then attempts a military coup of a rather peaceful reign her parents secured not once but twice.
Both are blamed for their parent's abuse, it's Blackfire's fault because she was a violent and unlikable child she made it impossible to love her. It's Zuko's fault, he just didn't try hard enough to please his father and fit in as a prince.
While I may sound overly critical of Avatar's writing I do like how they gave Zukio a lot of chances to make mistakes and screw up, and instead of condemning him or dismissing him as too far gone they kept reinforcing that he always had a chance to better himself.
Both characters are really jealous and tend to blame the other sibling who's treated as the favorite for their abuse.
Zuko:Â "You're like my sister. Everything always came easy to her. She is a firebending prodigy and everyone adores her. My father says she was born lucky. He says I was lucky to be born... I don't need luck though - I don't want it. I've always had to struggle and fight and that's made me strong. It's made me who I am".
Though to give credit to Blackfire, while as a child she blamed Starfire for everything and used her as a punching bag, as an adult she seems to understand that the cause of their conflict was their parents and in fact tries to explain this to Starfire multiple times. So she's matured enough to see that Starfire is ultimately a victim too.
As I said too, Zuko is a child, he's also like still actively being victimized by Ozai while at the same time under the notion that if he does the right thing he can earn Ozai's love for 3/4ths of the show it's easy to understand why he'd blame Azula for his position as the scapegoat instead of Ozai.
Zuko never attempts to convince Azula to change sides with him, or considers that an option. When Azula is like, falling through the air about to die he doesn't tell his friends piloting the bison to try to save her. His stated goal when fighting Azula in the fignal agni kai is to put her in her place. That's literally a line he says.
Zuko, the empath when noticing she's having a total mental breakdown says "She's kind of off" and decides to take advantage of that to win the fight. When Azula finally breaks down and is screaming and crying, he just kind of sits there looking bored.
I'm not arguing that Zuko owes her anything that's a personal opinion, just that it's inconsistent with Zuko's writing. Zuko is presented to us as a character revolving around redemption, that learns that love and forgiveness are key to growth and healing and then just... doesn't apply those same lessons he learned to his sister.
That same kind of hypocrisy is present in Starfire, but it's like intentional. Starfire's inability to empathize with her sister, when her entire character revolves around empathy and love shows just how damaged her relationship with her sister is. Even then Starfire like, saves her life twice and was never able to kill her. With far more reason to not empathize with her sister, while blatantly hating her, Starfire still has that tiny bit of empathy for her. It's also like, Tamaraneans are a violent warrior people, and they're also extremely emotional and full of love, Starfire embodies both sides of that.
It's not just Blackfire either, it takes Starfire a long time to learn that she can't just kill criminals (again understandable, a cultural thing, in fact people like Dick are a little bit too harsh on her for this instead of trying to explain and understand where she's coming from). It is consistent with Starfire's writing, she is openly loving, but she's not the team mom that's Donna.
Zuko like, not even trying to redeem Azula or just like, not really caring is inconsistent with the writing that's trying to tell us that deep down Zuko is a caring person that is going to help heal the fire nation by showing them a better path forward. Zuko's double standards towards his sister, and his unfairly blaming her for his father's abuse is not written as a flaw. Blackfire unfairy blaming Starfire for her parent's abuse is a flaw. Blackfire's abuse of Starfire is her own fault, which is something she continues to do well into adulthood.
Which is why it's kind of all the more baffling, that Blackfire is way worse, is humanized a lot more by her narrative than Azula is. Now we reach the final part.
The Final Agni Kai
Now to trash on everyone's favorite scene that I absolutely despise as the end to Zuko and Azula's arc, while praising what is my favorite arc in the whole New Teen Titans manga. In the series finale of Avatar, Zuko after reuniting with Iroh is tasked with challenging Azula for the throne in the Agni Kai. They fight, and Zuko comes out on top.
In what is essentially the final fight between Starfire and Blackfire, Starfire is alerted by her brother that things are going down on her planet. She leaves earth with the Teen Titans and returns to her planet for a second time. Where she learns that she is being sold by her parents into an arranged marriage, as a part of a peace agreement with the invading force of her planet. Something that Starfire does not take well too, because she's currently in love with her longtime boyfriend Dick Grayson.
I'm going to skip over the Soap opera that is Starfire and Dick, because it's soon revealed that Blackfire too has returned in order to orchestrate a coup to overthrow her parents once more.
In the end Blackfire reveals her plan that she's set up an ion bomb to hold the whole planet hostage unless her parents abdicate and declare her ruler. At which point, Blackfire succeeds.
Both plots involve the scapegoat finally reclaiming their heritage and beating their sibling for the first time, one is the hero, the other is the villain... or are they?
There's a reason I love one arc and hate the other. It's that Blackfire is eventually allowed to be her own seperate character from Starfire, whereas Azula is ultimately just a plot object to strengthen Zuko's arc. This is shown in just, the amount of focus Zuko and his inner world are compared to Azula, how he has one of the most lovingly tailored redemption arcs shown throughout the entire show whereas Azula's mental breakdown is rushed through the entire end.
However, to further illustrate this let me show how well the New Teen Titans humanizes Koriand'r. To begin with, we see their childhood from both perspectives, to show both are biased narrators. Starfire represents her sister as being born evil, while Blackfire believes Starfire being the favorite took all her parent's love away from her.
Blackfire also gets, sympathetic motivations that demonstrate she's also capable of love and craves it deep down but suppresses it because she believes she needs to be a weapon of war. Something that is directly stated by the comics and only like implied by offhand by the avatar show.
In fact Blackfire gets to star in her own comic which tells a story where she is temporarily blinded after her first defeat to Starfire. After feeling helpess she feels like she's lost the will to fight, the will to kill, the will to rule which is how she defines herself.
Blackfire survives with one of her soldiers who doesn't abandon her, and helps teach with her rehabilitation teaching her how to fight while blind. Their relationship grows so close that Dorion feels like the first person that ever took care of Blackfire, and she breaks down and admits how much she wants to be loved. She almost seems willing to give up her conquest.
However, Blackfire misses out on the chance to be loved because her fanatically devoted soldier tricks her into killing him in order to show her that she still has the edge to kill.
This also clues us into more complex motivations for Blackfire. She is actively a patriot who believes that her father's rule is weak (she turns out to be right) and believes that conquering her planet is in effect her way of saving it. She has to put on this persona because the cause is more important than anything in her life, even love.
(This also contrasts Starfire who has no interest in being a ruler and runs away to live on earth with her love).
Also I'd be remiss to mention at the end of this particular arc Starfire doesn't forgive her sister or reconcile with her. I've never believed she owed her that. The arc just shows that Blackfire a human being (or a tamaranean I guess) who is capable of both good and evil. That her motivations are more complex than being a power hungry usurper and she actually can have good intentions. She's more of an example of the 'Well-intentioned Extremist" trope.
It's the complete opposite of Azula who's reduced to the mad queen stereotype in the end. Which is another knock against Avatar, Blackfire might not be the best disabled representation in the world but as I said parent's only treating their disabled child as a burden and that disabled child watching their parents take care of and love their abled children is a real thing that happens all the time. The comic also goes to show how competent Blackfire is in sipte of her disability.
Whereas, I can't imagine what it feels like to see yourself in Azula's mental breakdown, only to watch her last moment on the show have her offered no support, and not even a single sign that she might recover one day. Blackfire's motivations are tied to her abuse, but she's not demonized for being disabled in fact she's fantastically competent. Azula's like, readuced to an inhuman, ugly monster, and her mental illness takes all of her agency away and once again we're shown no hope for recovery.
Azula is reduced to a screaming incoherent mess. She has basically no agency in the end. Not only does Blackfire have agency, but like she has acutal points to make? The story values her point of view and gives credence to it? Myand'r is a weak ruler. She's not wrong when she says that their parents are the source of abuse for both of them. In fact, the narrative directly states the ones who started the abuse are their parents while it only implies it again with Azula and Zuko. Maybe the reason so many people deny that Azula is an abuse victim is because we only see the abuse from Zuko's perspective not Azula's. Whereas we get both conflicting accounts of Blackfire and Starfire's childhood and the narrative trusts us to judge things with nuance rather than needing it fed to us.
The planet has been invaded twice now. She's also, like, more popular with her father's weak rule?
Also like the story shows us why Blackfire will make a better ruler than Starfire. The narrative doesn't really illustrate how Zuko will be a better ruler, it just follows the "good king" trope.
I mean it's a fun little parallel that both Zuko and Blackfire are both an exiled prince and princess respectively, who return home to take back their throne. On one hand though, it feels like Zuko does it out of like, wanting to reclaim his birthright, or his feeling that the throne is his destiny. That's part of Blackfire's motivation too, but as I said, Zuko never states onscreen how he plans to improve the fire nation, Blackfire's got like actual policies.
Which is where the difference ultimately lies, Blackfire and Starfire are ultimately characterized as two sides of the same coin who need to come together to save the planet. Killing blackfire or putting her down won't fix shit or end the cycle of abuse on Tamaran. Blackfire and Starfire are much like Tamaran defined by love and war, and there's love and war in Starfire, and love and war in Blackfire and they both need to find a balance between the two.
This is in contrast to Zuko and Azula who's final conflict is just putting Azula down like a mad dog, quite literally. Blackfire is allowed to be human, with good and bad traits, and like actual points to make whereas Zuko's narrative only cares about Zuko's thoughts, and in general instead of coming together the narrative seems to think the only way that Zuko can triumph is if Azula is dragged down into the mud.
Blackfire is a character, and Azula is ultimately just a plot obstacle.
So that's my long ramble on a sibling relationship I absolutely love, and a sibling relationship I can't love no matter how much I like Zuko and Azula individually.
#avatar meta#teen titans meta#blackfire#starfire#azula#zuko#fire siblings#azula meta#new teen titans#teen titans#atla#avatar the last airbender#doomed siblings#I like blackfire#but if you don't like blackfire that's fine#she does a lot of stuff that's hard to swallow#just please don't come on my post and say she's not an abuse victim#after reading my thesis paper on how she's shaped by abuse but also an abuser but also very human
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Breaking down all the Buddie from "Confessions"
Did I write a photo review with over 5000 words dissecting the episode? Yeah, I did... Hope y'all enjoy!
Gonna ignore the first call because other than the bad mustache CGI/shots where it's not even there, there wasn't anything of substance. I wonder if they used that old call cause they had to fill up time, were short on budget, something else fell through or what happened.
So let's move to Eddie going to church. After 23 or so years he felt the need to confess his sins. But after an explanation of the crazy stuff that went down with Kim, including mentioning how Eddie lied to his son, his best friend and his girlfriend, he concluded he's not deserving of forgiveness and fled. The priest looked conflicted and that's supposed to be that.
Eddie, catholic guilt and all, went to church to confess. It's like the most desperate measure, I imagine, but desperate times... He gave the priest his name. Interesting. I got so emotional when he described Chris and talked about his optimism. Lying to Buck was pretty much at the top of the list, huh? Like, Eddie knew how bad he was behaving because their relationship's made up of truths. His talk in the kitchen with Buck was actually instrumental to him seeing how wrong all of it was. They need to be married immediately. The fact that one of the prayers (?) Eddie was meant to repent with was called "Our Fathers" was also interesting because it's coming from a priest or father but also, more obviously, Eddie's got a million daddy issues. RamĂłn traumatized him and Eddie said he traumatized Chris and Chris ended up going to Texas to live with Eddie's father.
The Buck and T date scene was super interesting for many, many reasons:
Buck thought he had the upper hand, saying he'd pay for dinner and trying to get T to guess the reason behind it.
T already knew it's their anniversary, which Buck clearly didn't expect.
T didn't just know, he actually brought Buck a gift for the occasion.
Interestingly enough, last season we learned that Buck didn't like basketball in the episode in which his jealousy and Eddie and T and him being bisexual happened.
T, after SIX months of dating the man, somehow didn't know that and gifted Buck tickets to see the Lakers.
For some odd reasons, T told Buck he didn't even have to take him to the game, "Take Eddie if you want," he suggested.
Buck looked confused but not exactly averse to that idea and asked, "really?"
And then T went, "and die" and then Buck replied, "okay, that sounds right."
Now, let's go through all that. It's their anniversary, they're out for dinner, and they apparently had a good time and then it's like they're completely out of sync. Buck wanted to pay for dinner to commemorate their anniversary, thinking T had missed it, whereas not only did T not miss it but he also bought him a present. Problem was said present wasn't something Buck actually cared for, which T seemed unaware of. The joke about taking Eddie... Why even suggest that? Was that a test? Did Buck fail it by wondering if that was really a possibility?
Then the woman interrupted the date and asked for a picture, with some unnecessary touching involved. I truly didn't get why Buck grabbed his own phone to take the pics... Was this second nature to him? A practical way to have an excuse to ask for the woman's phone number to send the pics? She wondered this and Buck denied it but there's literally no other reason to do that. T looked at the whole thing amusedly. Buck took the pics and went back to the table, expressing how weird that was.
Was that weird? I'm honestly so confused by that scene, like... people ask strangers to take their pics all the time. Yes, some of those might be an excuse to flirt but they're at a restaurant, which isn't exactly the greatest place to be trying to pick up someone. Also, Buck made it weird with the whole using his phone thing. Even if the woman was flirting, which she seemed to be, it didn't have to be made into anything. We can assume from this that Buck is uncomfortable being flirted at in front of T but he might also not feel great about feeling attracted to somebody other than his boyfriend who's right there to see it all.
Here's where it actually got weirder. T acknowledged the fact that it's okay to look and then Buck remarked that T didn't do that. T explained he's gay by saying he's a Kinsey 6. Buck, for some reasons, didn't pick on the meaning of that so T had to explain it. That's just... I call bullshit on that. Buck, recently bisexual, lover of research and internet deep dives would know ALL about it. This scene, I gotta say, felt super wonky. At points it was meant to but at others, like this one, it just... felt off. There's also the fact that Oliver and L have zero chemistry...
Anyway, back to the date. So T didn't know that Buck disliked basketball and Buck didn't know that T was gay? After SIX months of being together? What in the hell? Why were they only talking about that at this point? I don't think full disclosure or knowing your partner's history is a must at all, but considering Buck's curiosity and the fact that he was newly out, I figured all these subjects would've part of the first conversations between them. I'm not sure what to think. Was the writing completely off? Were they unable to come up with a better excuse to bring about the past partners talk and resorted to this? It's baffling. And since it's canon, whatever the reason, I found that the whole date showcased how little they actually knew about each other, which could only be a bad sign of the things to come for their relationship.
Of course, after that comment, T revealed he was engaged to a woman and called it off. Once again, the dialogue... T saying the woman went "nuts" after their break up, taking up some "himbo" half her age... Buck figured she was just trying to get over T, and then he mentioned the name of the woman. Of course it was Abby. Of course. Buck was literally having a crisis there, but the waiter showed up and asked how everything was. T, completely out of tune with what Buck was clearly trying to process, said it was "perfect." The waiter asked if he could get them anything else and T said "no, I think we're good." Buck looked so the opposite of good. Then the waiter wondered "who gets the damage" and, at last, a flawless piece of dialogue with T pointing at Buck and saying "That would be him." Buck was handed the check and the waiter told him, "whenever you're ready, no rush" and left while Buck looked like he was having a heart attack.
So, yeah, the date was a complete disaster. It's a mix between the actors not clicking, the dialogue serving the plot instead of Buck as a character (and Abby and even the show) and finally the actual plot dictating that it had to be a disaster. Honestly, the moment this bit ended, I knew they were going to be done.
Next, Buck went to dispatch to talk to Maddie. Why didn't he talk this through with Eddie, Hen and Chim? Curious... Maddie wondering how many men Abby had turned gay was hilarious. But I can't believe they didn't squeeze in the fact that Buck's bi there. They didn't do it during the date, though it was implicit, but here they had the perfect opportunity since they hadn't done it before. It would've taken a second for Buck to correct Maddie. Again, the writing this episode was all over the place, specially cause Buck looked at Maddie offended and Maddie clarified she was joking but then Buck sorta explained himself and T... anyways. Josh showed up then, and something was totally off with the actor's hair btw, I couldn't focus for a second there.
Josh eavesdropped and caught the kissing a boy part and eagerly asked if there was another boy... Buck was quick to deny that. Well, there's Eddie... Maddie and Buck explained the whole situation and Josh apparently knew her but they weren't close. And then, again, this whole thing just didn't make sense. Buck remarked that T led her on, said he loved her and then hurt her. Maddie thought Buck was afraid T would do that to Buck but Buck denied this and said, "I thought I knew him" and that he didn't think T would be capable of being dishonest and cruel.
Let me rewind for a second. Why was Buck under the impression that he knew T? Buck didn't even know T was gay... Also, didn't Buck know about T's past? He was worse than cruel to Hen and Chim... Truly, was he not told about all of that? I just, the use of the world cruel here... don't get me wrong, leading someone on is cruel but the whole being gay and repressing it part, while not excusing it, would at least explain T's actions. But the way he acted towards Chim and Hen... that had nothing to do with self-repression. It just didn't. I need someone to explain to me in detail how come Buck was deluded to think he knew T when at this point I'd be shocked to learn he knew T's last name.
Then the Josh speech happened. I wasn't happy with it at all. First of all, what's Buck loving him to do with any of it? If T was a cruel person, then Buck loving him wouldn't justify any of what he did to Abby. Buck looked super not in love as an answer, which was hilarious to me because of course he didn't love T, he didn't know the man!!! Josh backtracked from that word and asked a series of questions aimed at... gauging how much Buck cared for T? IDEK, it was all pretty ridiculous from the start. Also, first two questions made sense for Buck to answer affirmatively but T was literally such a plot device that there hadn't been a single instance in which Buck had shown that he was thinking about T or making T's concerns and happiness his own. These things, though, get positive answers in canon as far as Buddie is concerned. The future question was interesting because Buck's answer was "I could." It's never a definitive answer, it's another instance of "I guess" from the time T echoed "my attention?" when they first kissed. It's like Buck was convincing himself then. Josh took that to advice Buck to stop judging T because Buck didn't know what he was talking about.
The speech went into pre and post Glee world and all that nonsense. I truly hate a lot of things this episode chose to be. Was mentioning a Ryan Murphy show in a RM show a necessity? I don't wanna get into what Glee did or didn't do for the queer world, the point here is actually moot because T and Abby weren't a thing before Glee. Again, whatever experience with coming out T and Josh had, it had nothing to do with what Buck was asking. Buck was worried about the side of T he claimed not to know and how cruel he could be. I think the way T referred to her and the situation was also pretty awful, in the present tense. Even if one thought T was protecting himself by being with Abby, there is still room for judgement. We have Hen and Karen, in this same show, not being cruel to anyone, for one. Also, T didn't fight a single battle. He treated his coworker who was out like scum and was racist towards Chim. T wasn't an activist fighting for his life and his rights, he was just a bad person all around as far as we know. He had no scars to show. We can pretend he had an internal battle, maybe a family issue with his coming out but there's nothing to honor him for.
I cannot believe this show did that speech so awfully and pretended it was the greatest thing since Jack Shephard's "live together, die alone." Truly, they thought they had done a brilliant job and it's utter bullshit throughout.
Moving on, Eddie went to get juice... but then he changed his mind and got water instead. Who's there to witness that but Father Brian. Eddie's outside, drinking his water looking gloomy about it when Brian asked him of he could take a seat. Eddie allowed him to and for some reason, as Brian was sitting down, looked around. Brian told Eddie about being there for the first time, as if compelled, and then asked Eddie if he went there often. Eddie immediately assumed he was being hit on. Now, whether this is indicative of Eddie being hit on a lot or he just took those words as the line they sometimes can be and interpreted it that way, I hope we'll find out soon. Either way, Eddie told Brian "no offense, I'm straight." The lady doth protest... Hilariously enough, Brian's answer wasn't "me too" or "I'm not interested" but "I'm celibate". Eddie took that in and then Brian introduced himself and revealed that he knew Eddie. Eddie was processing that and the Father part, his hand still in the air.
Brian mentioned that he noticed that Eddie chose the juice initially and then got the water instead. He asked Eddie why he did that and Eddie kinda asked "decided I wanted water?" Brian posed that Eddie was punishing himself, denying himself because Eddie didn't feel worthy. Eddie sighed and, "I don't feel worty of juice?" Brian went straight (haha) to the point, "Of joy." Eddie chuckled and looked around and spoke in a low voice as he said he didn't have a lot to be joyful about because Brian was bringing up something Eddie had confessed to him in public. Eddie's well aware he's in public... Brian started listing the things that Eddie had, Chris, his parents, his job and his mustache. Eddie was kinda not happy but that last one got him laughing and blushing. He then confessed that he grew the mustache because he couldn't grow a full beard due to the LAFD. Brian concluded the mustache was a disguise and Eddie said it was something like that. Brian asked what Eddie's afraid of seeing in the mirror and Eddie said, "A failure. A man who doesn't deserve forgiveness. Or joy." Brian said that's now what go wanted for Eddie, that he'd already forgiven him. Eddie repeated that he doesn't deserve that and uncapped the bottle to take a sip of the water. Brian told him to earn it, and to stop punishing himself in the meantime. He remarked that Eddie spent his life in service and he understood that but they couldn't take care of others if they didn't take care of themselves. Eddie smiled and said he understood and Brian told him that after praying, he wanted Eddie to do something frivolous, something fun, something that expressed pure joy. Eddie told him he'd think about it.
The Eddie scenes were clearly written by someone else because they were all pretty on point. We had Eddie conflicted, and while it could just be him preferring water (the alternative is truly devastating to me so I want to believe Eddie isn't punishing himself through food), Brian decided to go with it to get Eddie to reflect about what he was doing to himself and it worked. Eddie didn't run away like he did in church but Eddie was shown to be aware of his surroundings, so the fact that he claimed to be straight with all of his chest... Why did he do that? Why did he think he was being hit on in the first place? Why was that moment necessary within this scene? Was juice really a representation of joy? Was joy a metaphor for something else? What were tptb trying to show or say here? Would a heterosexual character need to affirm himself as such? Would a repressed one? Thoughts, so many thoughts!!!!
The well emergency happened and it wasn't about Eddie, but it was interesting cause they seem to be doing Greatest Hits for some reason... Now I gotta ask, wouldn't Eddie, as a medic, know that getting the kid oxygen wouldn't work? Why was Hen explaining that to him? Honestly, the writing this episode... Buck's first idea was to dig... funny. Eddie said someone had to get down there and Bobby told him he wasn't gonna fit this time. Interesting. Bobby announced they would pull the big brother out after two minutes no matter what, specifically addressing Buck and Eddie. Interesting.
So it wasn't about Eddie because it wasn't the same Eddie. The pipe was smaller and Eddie didn't fit. But Eddie also didn't fit himself. He disguised himself with a mustache to avoid looking at his face in the mirror because he felt like a failure. He was shown in an episode entitled "Masks" at home taking down Halloween decorations all on his own. Bobby made sure that both Buck and Eddie knew the clock was ticking and they had to abide by it this time. Unlike Eddie's well, when Eddie cut the line and Hen refused to have Buck look for him because they'd end up with two cut lines. No more lines being cut? No more alternative ways to escape? Maybe I'm reading way too much but the camera did show Buck and Eddie's reaction as Bobby singled them out.
Back at the loft, T said he had a spot right out front and they should Uber to the movie so he didn't lose it. That phrasing... Buck agreed but asked to talk first. T replied positively, "we got time." Again, funny way to put it. They were both going to the movies so why was T the one who was going to lose it if they didn't get the Uber? You know who actually got an Uber with Buck recently, right? Also, "we got time".... famous last words. He'd just said they didn't have time but then said they did and, well, as it turned out, they didn't.
They sat down around the island and Buck brought up the story at the restaurant that T shared with him about how he "almost got engaged." This was odd and T corrected Buck, "I did get engaged. What I didn't do is get married." Buck said he appreciated T's honesty and that he wanted to be honest with him. T knew this spelled trouble and Buck denied it before taking out his phone and passing it over to show T pictures of Buck and Abby. T was surprised at first but then he scrolled to a pic of Buck and Abby kissing. Buck announced he was the himbo. T agreed it was crazy, after Buck put it like that, but added it was a little awkward. Buck decided to go closer and said it was like that for him as well at first, and that he should had been honest at dinner, but T asked or gathered that it had freaked him out a little. Buck said yes to this and T explained that if he had known, he wouldn't had used the word himbo because he didn't think Buck's one. Buck claimed that he was, at least before Abby, because what they had wasn't that, not for him. Buck said it was the most transformative relationship of his life until then. Buck said one of the reasons he's comfortable with T was that T's comfortable with himself. T said he wasn't always that way and Buck said he's aware and it made him admire T more. And then dropped the bomb, saying he wanted T to move in with him. WHAT?
No, really, WHAT? Buck really got deranged thoughts cause why on Earth would he ask T to move in? They clearly didn't know each other, they didn't love each other either, so explain how this made sense?? I'm hoping that it's a case of tptb purposefully having Buck spiral and go from zero to a hundred. There's also parallels between this and Eddie and Marisol, with Buck and Eddie asking their partners to move in when their relationships were clearly not at that stage.
T's reaction to Buck's words was crystal. While Buck said he was ready to take the next step and then, for entirely insane reasons, made it clear that he wasn't proposing marriage and or an engagement, though that'd be a possibility thanks to the brave people that came before like T. WHAT? Really, no, I'm so serious. I fucking cannot with this dialogue. Moving in, the suggestion, was bad enough, but bringing up marriage? Attributing the fact that they had that right thanks to people like T? SERIOUSLY? This was atrocious. I know Oliver was thinking of his bank account while delivering those lines because they were as non sensical as they could get.
"Why be apart when we can be together?" Buck finally asked. T said that's sweet but he couldn't move in. Buck wondered the why and T answered, "Because... I know how this ends." And my heart literally stopped or skipped a beat or something. I legit thought he was gonna bring up Eddie or a hint and, well, he kinda did, though not directly.
Buck asked what that meant and T explained. He mentioned Buck's qualities but then said that Buck's feelings were new and so it was all exciting and it felt like forever but he's still figuring himself out, which was good. Buck asked what he was saying and T said that no matter how bad he wanted to be, he wasn't his last but his first. Buck interjected that they could be the same but T said they usually weren't. If he were to move in, Buck wouldn't mean to but he'd end up breaking T's heart and he didn't think he could deal with that. He got up to leave, saying he should go and Buck told him to wait and asked him if he had just broken up with him, to which T replied, "yes, I guess I did. Believe me, I didn't see it coming either. Should've known that parking spot was too good to be true. I'll see you around, Buck."
At last, free! But while the beginning of the conversation was terrible, it ended on a high note. There's a lot of questions, like: according to what he said, T knew there wasn't a future between them. So I'm guessing here that after six months, they hadn't actually discussed that because Buck was clearly on a different page. T knew they weren't long term while Buck was thinking of moving together and being together for good. Make it make sense, how were these two dating not knowing anything about each other and not discussing basic relationship stuff??? T knew that Buck had to figure himself out yet he was still with him hoping it'd be casual without actually talking about it??? Yet he later claimed he didn't see a break up coming and he could see his heart being broken?
Now, my shipper heart wants to believe the between-the-lines reading of this scene had Eddie written all over. Eddie is how it'll end... And the fact that T's answer to Buck's question contained the "guess" this time around, mirroring Buck's response to "my attention"... INTERESTING. It was all a guessing game between BT, It's also the first time he called Buck by his name, which was the first and probably last because we're not gonna see him ever again. I was glad Buck asked if they were done because we all know he got confused about it with Abby... So long, T, you will not be missed. Buck's loft door opened and later on, another did...
Finally, we had Eddie. My boy. Looking at himself in the mirror and getting rid of his disguise.
And then... I literally felt so many things at once, y'all! The music, the shot... I couldn't believe it was about to happen. And then the mole made an appearance and Eddie was wearing pink and tighty whities and I swear I couldn't. I just, even rewatching to write this... I love him so much!!!!!!!!!! I was so happy to see Eddie letting go of his disguise and allowing himself to have that joy. The fact that Ryan looked like that... I was fighting for my life the whole time, NEGL.
I kept thinking Buck was going to show up midway. I was truly bracing myself for it. But the doorbell rang. Eddie looked through the peephole. Buck was there. Eddie opened the door, nodded at him and Buck gave him a beer as an answer to an unasked question and got in. Eddie closed the door and looked at the beer, at Buck and at the beer again. He made a face and then climbed the sofa. Buck was already drinking when the camera panned to him. Eddie opened his beer and drank from it. Scene.
LISTEN. I was unhinged already because they had Ryan dancing like that. But then the final scene happened and I just... I don't know how I'll survive what I hope it's to come.
Let's break that one down:
Eddie decided to follow Brian's words. Eddie didn't forgive himself but he decided to stop punishing and disguising himself in the meantime.
The way Eddie looked at himself in the mirror, both before and after he shaved off his mustache... My heart!!!
Eddie allowed himself to do something frivolous, something fun, something that expressed pure joy. The fact that he chose to dance half naked around his house... that's very babygirl of him, and I don't say this lightly.
The pink... the moves like the ones from the bachelor party... I felt crazy.
I kept waiting for Buck to show up, like my mind was half insane at what I was seeing and half insane at the possibility of Buck seeing it as well.
The doorbell rang instead.
Why didn't Buck use his keys?
It was the perfect opportunity for Eddie to put on some pants. Eddie didn't do that⊠Neither before or after looking who it was.
But, really, why didn't Buck use his keys? WHY????????
Was it to hammer the fact that Eddie was comfortable opening up his door to Buck while not wearing pants?
Was it so Eddie could see him standing on the other side of the door, mimicking Brian's view of Eddie in the confessionary? Will there be something for Buck to confess in the future? To Eddie specifically???
Buck wasn't looking at Eddie when Eddie saw him behind the door, btw...
Eddie opened his door and they looked at each other and said not a word but understood each other perfectly.
I truly hate the continuity error with the shirt collar. It's gonna hunt me forever.
Buck made himself at home while Eddie considered the beer.
Remember how Eddie's choices were water or juice? Well, what about a third secret option? BEER. Buck's beer, in fact. INTERESTING.
I went nuts and will continue to go nuts at Eddie climbing the sofa. Whose choice was that? I need to know. It was so freaking cute!!!
The camera went steady and Buck was already drinking from his bottle. Eddie, on the other hand, uncapped the bottle like he did with the water, and the shot ended as he drank the beer.
The contrast in the colors of their clothes⊠the fact that Eddie was looking to the side while Buck was looking ahead.
Was all of this symbolic of the fact that Buck already figured his sexuality out while Eddie's just starting? I'd like to think so.
Was it symbolic of Buck reaching conclusions he'd later have to confess to Eddie before Eddie arrives to those same conclusions himself? I'd also like this very much.
Now, the episode was called "Confessions" and Buck and Eddie didn't speak to each other. Not a single word. Even in that last scene, the only one in which they actually interacted, they didn't use words to communicate.
I see this lack of dialogue between Buck and Eddie in two ways:
First, it could show how good a relationship Buck and Eddie have in order to not utter a sound and still get each other completely. Regardless of all the issues I had with the writing, I can safely say that Buck and T were the complete opposite and lacked communication all around. The space and lack thereof reflected this too. Buck and Eddie know each other so well and Buck went directly to sit down on the couch, waiting for Eddie. Eddie followed right behind. BT, though... Buck stepped away from their table and the whole conflict with T's dating history started. Buck sat very far from T at the loft and only got close to be broken up with. Incredibly enough, that final shot with Buck and Eddie sitting together at Eddie's couch was the first that ever happened... Maybe that's foreshadowing something else, like couch theory related stuff? I never really spiraled about it before but I might soon.
Second, it could indicate there's something Buck and Eddie aren't saying to each other. They didn't speak to each other because they can't -- they're not ready or aware that there is something to confess. They remained silent because it isn't time yet but if they were to confess something, it would be impossible to take back. It would change everything. It will.
This is a legit insane post. When I say they're driving me nuts, I mean it and this is proof. Even though it's the longest ever, I probably forgot stuff that I might add tomorrow.
Now please share your thoughts on the episode and Buddie and everything so I don't feel alone in my madness. <3
#911 ABC#911#Buddie#Buck and Eddie#Eddie Diaz#Evan Buckley#Buddie Meta#911 Meta#Ryan Guzman#Oliver Stark#realchemistry#this is actually crazy#Like I literally lost it#but I needed to say something or some things and so I did and now... here it is#I truly can't believe myself but after all this writing this is getting posted#The fact that I'm thinking I might make separate posts about certain things later just to expand...#send help
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"I was expecting something far worse then that." He felt he couldn't be blamed for his reaction as he had lived through the end of the world only to face the WAU's wrath, so hearing the worst he hd to worry about was ghost left him a little shocked and confused.
Carl nodded as he turned his attention to Willow. "Asking an android would probably be the best bet, they're more likely to give the best answer as humans usually just recommend who they like and sometimes it's a friend who might not do the best work. Or have a good attitude." He felt an android would give an answer based on facts well a human would give one based on personal preferences.
He turned to follow Brandon back to the lab so they could be ready to help Strohmeier answer any questions the others just waking up might have when the time came.
Strasky watched them as he slowly started to understand what they were talking about, it seemed like a fine idea to him. He turned his head to look at Rook, nodding slowly. "Uh, yeah. It was tough seeing everyone like that... Calm, relaxed, and happy... Not dead or mutated... Just the people they were before everything went to hell. But I think I held it together well, even if it kinda hurt to hide how painful it was to see them like that... Even myself." He knew everything would be normal again soon, but it didn't make seeing everyone healthy and well any less upsetting.
"I guess I just feel bad about what happened to everyone, even if I had no control over it, I feel they deserved better then spending their last moments fearful of what might happen." He sighed and looked away for a moment to calm himself down.
"But it's over with and soon everything will be okay... So I guess we should go do whatever Carl was talking about. Sounds exciting and like a good temporary distraction, and well I could really use one right now."
"Really? Wandering souls are where you draw the line?"
"Now, you must know that Willow here is a strongly opinionated person." Bishop chided, "Nothing of what you're saying will change her mind."
"Agent Bishop is correct." Willow confirmed, stepping away from the ARK, "Although I must agree with Carl as well. I shall look for a competent technician, who's most likely to be able to hold a secret and who isn't a miserable excuse for a human being. Then, I will murder Kamski."
It was the casual tone of it that amused him the most. "Well, if we're done here, we should return to the lab."
Rook gently nudged Strasky's arm, "Are you okay?"
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I feel we are all super mean to the reader with Siren Vil??? Are they actually stupid or is it just that they canât understand whatâs going on? Which is kinda valid considering their situation?
I mean it has to be hard for them, right? Not only do they have trouble communicating with THEIR world since they are almost 100% deaf, but then you have the extreme cultural differences of trying to communicate with someone who exists in what is basically from a completely DIFFERENT world (part of your world reference anyone?).
I just feel like, while they may not be a genius or anything, itâs kind of mean to be expecting them to know whatâs going on when they have so much working against them. Weâre calling them stupid for not understanding that the necklace was a courting gift and that the siren would come back for them⊠why would they think that?
They could tell the necklace meant more to the siren than they thought it should have and it made the siren more friendly, but why would that equate to what is basically marriage and never leaving them behind? And the reader knows the siren wants to get back to his pod really badly. While they became friends and got attached, that wouldnât mean he would come back to help the reader. Of course the reader is going to see a ship and try to get off of where they were marooned.
As dumb as the reader CAN be sometimes (like when they took a bite of the cooked crab without removing its shell đ€Šââïž) I really donât think theyâre THAT stupid. Theyâre just⊠on the level of someone who was probably an uneducated kid when they snuck aboard a pirate ship and never looked back and now theyâre an adult. You mentioned in one chapter I believe that Riddle taught them to read I think? Or something?
I LOVE this story, donât get me wrong. At all. Ever. I adore it.
The fact that Iâm even here hanging out on the authorâs blog shows how much I love it - and your other writing. I guess itâs just been getting to me a little how we all seem to slam Siren Vilâs reader so much. Maybe Iâm just making mountains out of molehills. Maybe youâre just being sarcastic and Iâm missing the cues because Iâm neurodivergent and I do that sometimes. If so Iâm sorry.
To end on a good note, Iâm really happy youâre back and are doing better. I know how much brains can suck. If your demons are too mean to you, just send Reaper Rook after them. Heâll take care of them for you, Iâm sure of it! đđ€
I think itâs mostly said out of love, like how when you pick up a cat to give it cuddles and call it a stinky lil garbage gremlin even though you would die for that creature. The Reader in this is someone I try to write as having inconsistent levels of intelligence. Great planner, great at setting goals and reaching them, but TERRIBLE emotional intelligence all around. Not just in Siren Language. Just overall is blind to a lot going on around them. And yes, the added layer of communication difficulties certainly donât help, but this is a reader I fully see as one who even *if* they had super sight, hearing, and intellect would still be missing the point of things simply because theyâre stubborn in their perception and lock onto that One Thing rather than being willing to see the bigger picture. Even when the evidence is staring them right in the face. Which is why we lovingly call them a big ol doofus.
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Hi! Can I request "you act like a brat all day and you expect me to do nothing about it?" but with the entire Kid Pirates đ„”đ„”đ„”
Thank you so much! I love how you write Kid đ
KIDD, KILLER, HEAT, WIRE; brat
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dialogue: "you act like a brat all day and you expect us to do nothing about it?"
warning/s: sooo nsfwđ this is the filthiest thing i've ever written up to this day! đ„”, fem reader, 5some (kidd, killer, heat, wire, reader), idk if this is considered dubcon?, implied established, no plot really just p0rn, rough seggs, fingering, cunnilingus, flame/fire play?, voyeurism
note: hi anon! i hope you mean just the main gang of kidd pirates? i CANNOT for the life of me construct a smut with an entire pirate group omg đł, this is my first time creating smut for more than three people i hope i did it justice >__<
if there's one thing that pushes kidd to his limits, especially when it comes to you, it's his jealousy. it's not that he's not secured enough about your loyalty with him, it's the way you act like nothing is going on between the both of you. frankly, the five of you.
killer, heat, and wire were no strangers to this feeling either. they felt indignant as you sat with a couple of dudes, blatantly mingling and flirting with them. although there was nothing further than a friendly interaction with the foreign batch of men in the pub, laughing at their jokes and brushing arms and hands with them from time to time pissed off your crewmates. most of all kidd, who's gone down way more than a couple of barrels of rum for someone who says he'll just have a drink.
"oi, slow down, captain. thought we'll resupply today." heat nudged kidd, a dry laugh as he looked at his unfazed friend. his eyes boring holes through you.
"bout that, think we have to postpone that. let's stay in 'ere for another day for tomorrow." he finally placed the mug down, wiping off the remnants of liquid on his lips with the back of his palm.
"postpone? have we got other plans?" killer asked, turning to kidd who turned stood up and padded off his pants.
"her." wire immediately caught up, following after kidd who walked undeterred towards your table. they were from the bar and you were sat on some table across somewhere. they think it's almost intentional at this point that they have a full view of this. if you're trying to rile them up, you've suceeded.
though you're not sure if it ends good for you, with the way each of them are glaring at you when they stood before your table. their eyes raising goosebumps on your skin making your throat run dry.
"we got any problems, gentlemen?" the foreign men around you initiated, referring to kidd and his men looming over you.
"they're my crewmates." you introduced with distinterest, pissed that they're gonna ruin a moment for you because you know what those looks mean. "you know what? i think i should get going, thanks for the drinks." you smiled and bid goodbye to them, expression faltering as you met kidd's eyes.
"hey," one of them had a hold of your arm and kidd and the others almost whipped out their weapons to slash that guy's arm because of his motherfucking audacity. "you sure you're all good?"
you nodded with a smile, a pained one now that it got cut short. you later asked kidd and the others to come with you outside.
"what is it? do we have to go now?" you crossed your arms, sighing and looking at each of these hulking men.
"still don't get it do you?" kidd shifted in his foot, chuckling soullessly.
"guess we oughta remind it to 'er again, captain." wire butted in, putting an arm around you. you glared at him as you looked up, face contorted as you knitted your eyebrows in cofusion.
"what? guys? am i missing somethi- hey! kidd! put me down!" kidd swept you off your feet, he carried you on his shoulder like you weigh nothing. you drummed on his back while muttering out curses on his way back to the ship.
there was always this tension around the five of you, particularly on your end and it's towards theirs. it's begging to be addressed. it's so precarious and it stifles you to your very core. so much so that the mere sight of them looming around you right now drives you nuts and the fear shudders down your thighs. you're wet as hell.
he placed you down the couch on his room, wire sat on one side while heat on the other. killer stood not far from where you were, leaning his bum on the furniture with his arms crossed on kidd's dresser beside the couch; keen on observing. while kidd paced before you in a slow manner, he did it in a way that instigated fear in you for what might be in store for you.
"strip."
it was an order. eyes right at you as he stopped to face you with his arms crossed. kidd's gaze was dark amidsts his bright yellow irises, it was demeaning and you felt your chest tighten.
"what? kidd, what the hell?"
"you heard him, name." killer spoke and it somewhat made the air thicker because he's usually quiet. when it came out of him, it feels more stern that the acid in your stomach starts crawling up your throat. "you've been a brat all day and you expect us to do nothing about it?"
killer's blue eyes felt deadly behind his mask. despite being covered, you can feel the holes boring through you as he kept his voice in the same tone yet with a foreboding volume.
but shit. you wanted to have some fun and meet new people, and if things work see how things will go from there. but you didn't realize that it'd be a problem with them. after all, no strings attached right? but it's attention you really wanted and they couldn't give it to you because they were too into their guy shit. so you got annoyed at them and opted to find some other people to satisfy your needs. apparently they're too busy talking about how one metal differs from the other to spare you some sort of affection.
"y'all weren't even batting me an eye, for fuck's sake." you crossed your arms, gazing to the window with crashing waves. avoiding eye contact at all costs, but you know damn well they had all their eyes on you. "didn't think the lot of you would care if i mess around a little bit. and now you're asking me to fuck you guys? hah."
"so you missed us, that it?" kidd raised a brow, grinning at the realization that you wanted them again.
"aaaw, that stings, name. you're cruel." heat mumbled, his inked hands precarious on your thigh. "think you can be a doll and make it up to us?"
heat and killer were always the sweet ones, wire and kidd are the most vicious; during sex and well, your relationship. the former would always be some sort of your best friend and would be kind enough to think about you than their own pleasures during sex. but the latter will always be on their mission to fuck you up in the most demeaning way possible, they're never fucking kind. they always teased and fucked with you, be a little shit around you and annoy you in the worst ways possible. and during sex, their benevolence isn't to be expected. they'd always finish with you in the filthiest way possible that you wouldn't even remember your name right.
which explains why wire was the first to catch your lips and bury his tongue down your throat. he initally had his arm around you but when you wouldn't stop bitching about them letting you go, he'd had enough and ought to just shut you up in the best way he thinks he can. you squrimed under his lips, eyes shut tight. he held your wrist with one hand while the other settled in pushing the back of your neck to his. you pulled away by force, staring up at him as he donned a pompous smirk and eager eyes.
"oh? what's wrong, name? thought you wanted attention?"
"fuck off, wire. fucking get off."
"and hey, for the third time, you heard the captain. otherwise we'd rip off your favorite dress."
you rolled your eyes with a deep blush on your cheeks. whatever, this'll be quick. you struggled to reach behind you the zipper that goes way down the bottom of your spine. heat chuckled, placing his hand over yours so he could take over. he gave your shoulder a dry peck before helping you out of your dress.
killer took matters into his own hands and sauntered towards you, holding your jaw with one arm as he discarded his helmet with the other. he ran his thumb across your cheek, smiling as he looked into your eyes down to your naked frame. like a kitten, you nuzzled your face deep on his calloused palms. he unzipped his pants while keeping his grip on you, he soon held of one of your hands and guide it down his groin where his painfully hard boner is begging to be released.
"handle it for me, yeah?" he rubbed circles on your cheekbones, soon brushing your hair out of your face as he combed through your locks. "i'll let it slide this time if you do well, dove."
and it shocked you to your very core when killer was quick to push himself so far down your throat when you had just put his length in your mouth. your tears fell as his head touched the back of your throat forcefully. you had to grab a hold of his hips, nails digging by the sides of his pelvis. you whined with your mouth full, he was too kind to pull away and give you a break.
you panted, drool and bubbles on your mouth dripping as it coated your chin. killer grimaced, rubbed his length on your cheeks and teased his head on your numbing lips.
"'s wrong? can't fuckin' take killer when he's not bein' nice?!" kidd grinned behind him, wrapping his hand around your throat to spit in your mouth. "you know damn well you're not gettin' off this easy. now, suck it." kidd fisted your hair, letting killer fuck your mouth the way he pleases with kidd in control.
heat and wire were palming themselves in their pants, the feel of your bare body next to them is enough to render their cocks hard. they yearned to touch you, explore your body and pleasure you the way you're pleasuring killer.
there was a good while where killer's grunts and the gurgles and gags of your throat filled the room. you were crying not from pain but from the blond's intense pace. you had never seen him this eager and rough, maybe you really did piss him off that's why he had to take it out on you. but soon enough, killer came down your throat, taking a long while to keep his cock inside you while you drink up every bit of his release.
your chest heaved as you sat on the couch, head hanging loosely from the backrest. dizzy as you try and recover from a mouthful of killer's load.
you turned to wire who touched you a little to precariously down to your soaked panties. you hear a lowly chuckle vibrate from his chest, amused at your state. he palmed you through your panties, while the other had wrapped around your throat. you placed a hand over his arm, as if begging to give you a break and recover. but he just grinned and his fingers became faster. the grip around your throat became tighter.
heat was just reveling in the feel of your skin and rubbed circles back and forth close to your inner thigh. he placed your thigh above his so you can open up more for the brunette.
kidd got behind you, pressing your cheek to his crotch, his head peeking out of his underwear. you looked up at him with glassy eyes, but of course he wouldn't care. you fucked up that bad.
killer was still at high from earlier, but he stroked his cock at the sight of his friends fucking you up. it got him off as you try and take all of kidd in behind you while quirming as wire got his fingers buried deep in you.
"so overstimulated already and we haven't even gotten to the best part?" wire taunted you as he stared down at your half-lidded eyes, his thumb teasing your clit.
they all laughed a little when you tried your best to curse out a muffled 'fuck you' as you struggled with kidd abusing your mouth. the redhead had a hand around your throat to keep your head bent backwards, cum spilling down your cheeks mixed with the tears in your eyes from gagging to much. he really doesn't know when to stop, this man.
and when kidd was finally done with you, killer held your head delicately on his toned stomach, supporting it as you fell weak. he fetched a towel and wiped off the filth on your face, placing a kiss down your ear afterward.
but wire wasn't done with you yet, he was so keen on curling his long fingers in you that you continue to lose all sense with your eyes rolling at the back of your head. "f-fuck, wire. please..!" you whined, gripping his arm and trying to stop him. but really it felt good.
"please what? let you cum? go faster? stop? what is it, angel?" he raised a brow, cunning as he acted coy. and you honestly didn't know what to answer, so you just threw your head back and scratched at his arm so hard it left a scar.
"ah you're way too mean to name, wire. come on, i still haven't gotten my turn yet." heat jumped in, stroking your hair as he brushed the hairs sticking on your forehead out of your face.
"well, you heard him, name. what do you say we finish up, hm?" his pace went so fast you thought you were going to die, you felt your saliva caught in your throat and you couldn't mumble your words right. it was all slurring from here on out.
but your throbbing cunt wasn't even spared by heat, who was starving the moment he helped you out of your clothes. your thighs rested on his shoulder while kidd took the mint-haired's former place beside you, snaking an arm around your waist as he played with your tits from behind while his mechanical arm had a firm grip around your throat.
kidd always had a penchant in choking you, along with the filthy little praises he's whispering at you. he adored how you looked at him with so much indignance, almost wanting to kill him but you can't. cuz what he's doing feels good. the constriction around your throat as he degrades you and tells you how much of a little whore you are.
"seems you're enjoyin' your punishment a little too much, huh? matter of fact this ain't even punishin', aye? it feels so good being treated like the slut you are, doesn't it?" he growled in your ear, his guttural whispers sends shivers down your spine and it doesn't help that heat's way too busy devouring you down there.
by this time, you were feeling so drunk and you're incapable of any sound other than sinful slurs and moans. you whined against kidd's frame, crying as he peppered your face with his crimson-stained lips.
heat had this habit to use 10% of his firepower to warm up his mouth for you, it tickles and it feels amazing. he first teased a tiny bit of flame between your chest, his lips precarious on your skin, so close yet he doesn't touch it. he took a peak at you through his dark eyes, his pants growing tight as he saw you squirming at his actions, looking down at him with begging eyes.
he trailed his flames down your belly button, tickling a giggle out of you as your stomach heaved. soon and it reached your cunt, which was gaping and clenching at the eagerness of heat's stimulation. he wasted no time sucking you up, interspersing his warmth in your soaking folds. it was ecstatic and you didn't know what to do with yourself.
you couldn't even reach down to fist his mint locks because kidd and wire had you restrained. all you could do was drool from moaning too much, the overstimulation driving you nuts.
you grunted, writhing in pain and pleasure as that same warmth pooled in your stomach once more. you had lost track of the number of times you came. it was starting to feel numb and you had lost all sanity to even think about how filthy you look right now, sitting down the damp fabric of kidd's couch soaked with your juices.
it tickles when heat eats you out, so you were wriggling in your seat as he refused to breathe out and continued suffocating himself with your cunt. you mumbled curses and insults, eyes rolling at the back of your head as you choked out a moan when you finally came. your thighs shook and you panted like hell. heat gave you one last kiss on your inner thigh before wiping off his mouth with the back of his hand.
kidd carried your limp body towards his bed, you hadn't notice he was completely naked now if not for his cock poking your back when he carried you bridal style. you were so clearly out of it, eyes half lidded and hazy.
"oi, oi." kidd had a grip on your jaw, kissing your nose afterward. "think you can do more than have a couple of orgasms, aye? come on, that all you got? let's enjoy ourselves, hm?" kidd really does his best rile you up in any fucking situation and it irritated you.
"fuck, this really is a punishment." you covered your face, still blushing from the previous encounters. "will you go easy on me, kidd?" you peeked between your fingers but he just laughed at you.
instead, he flipped your frame the other way where your ass is facing him and you were facing the guys. his favorite position always. you were on your fours, he bent down to whisper in your ear. "never." he bit on your ear before pushing your head down the bed and sliding his cock so mercilessly in you. it helped that you were so wet that he was able to push right through.
you groaned in the sheets, fisting it so hard it ripped a little. your muffled screams were soon turned into cacophonous moans that said a lot about how good you felt when he pinned your arms behind you and held your neck up from behind.
"see them? they're just as hungry for you, waiting for me to be finished with you." kidd whispered in your ear, his pace unforgiving as he continued to kept pulsing on your cervix, holding your jaw so you could take a good look at the others pleasuring themselves at the sight of you. "you see, we wouldn't have to go this rough if you had just told us you missed us. didn't have to go an extra mile and mess around with some damn nobodies, hm? so take it like a fuckin' brat that you are."
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hii! Iâve been in a Kageyama and Suna mood lately, could I be so vague as to ask for anything cute for either of them? I love your writing, Iâm so glad you started posting!đ
Alphabet Dating
note: thank u for the kind words :â) means so much. I hope you enjoy this :p I might turn this into a series for the rest of the alphabet tbh.
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Though you and Tobio cherished each other dearly, you both had to admit your dating life had gotten a bit plain. In the beginning of your relationship, you used to go on exciting dates with each other as often as you could. Itâs not like you donât still love each other, you just have gotten used to staying in together. You were both cuddled together in bed, each during your respective things. He was currently flipping through one of his volleyball magazines, as you were scrolling on your phone. Suddenly, a video popped up on your feed.
âTobio, look! We should totally do this.â You say excitedly. He puts his magazine down and scoots closer to see what you're referring to. It's a video of a couple talking about âAlphabet datesâ. âBasically, each week they go on a date based on a letter of the alphabet. Like, for âAâ we could go to the arcade or something. Does that seem fun to you?â You give him a hopeful smile. He nods, just as excited.Â
âYeah. How do we decide what to do, though?â You hum thoughtfully.Â
âI guess we could split the letters, so I pick some and you pick some. That way we both get a say.âÂ
âThat sounds fair. Good idea, baby.â You sigh contentedly, resting your head on his chest.Â
âI know. Iâm full of them.â
â
A- Arcade: The first week, you both agreed that you would get to pick, and he would pick next weekâs date. You had already used it as an example, so you thought you might as well go to the arcade. That, and you know how much Tobio loves a good competition. You were holding hands as you and him entered the building.Â
âIâll go get us some tokens.â He kisses your head and jogs to the counter.Â
You leaned against the game machines, scanning the bright, flashing lights and sounds that filled the room. The arcade was busier than you expected, with groups of people laughing and yelling out in excitement as they played. Tobio returned with a handful of tokens, his usual confident smile in place.
âAlright, which one should we start with?â he asked, holding out the tokens.
You grinned mischievously, pointing toward the racing game in the corner. âYouâre on. But I warn you, Iâm really good at this.â
He raised an eyebrow, clearly not impressed. âYou think so? Iâll show you how itâs done.â
The race began, and you immediately shot ahead of him, your fingers flying over the controls. Tobio, despite his competitive nature, was caught off guard, but he quickly adjusted. You could hear him muttering under his breath as he tried to catch up.
âYouâre not going to beat me that easily,â he said, his voice full of determination.
You couldnât help but laugh. âWeâll see about that, Tobio!â
The race ended with you narrowly winning, and Tobio let out a dramatic groan, shaking his head in mock frustration. âOkay, okay, you won this round. But Iâll take the next one.â
You could tell he was enjoying himself, even if he didnât want to admit it. After a few more rounds of gamesâsome you won, some he didâyou both wandered around, playing everything from claw machines to rhythm games. At one point, you even challenged him to a dance-off on one of the dance machines, and though you got a few more perfect steps than him, it was clear he was having fun.
As the night wore on, you both were out of tokens and laughing, your competitive streaks fading into a comfortable camaraderie.
âThanks for agreeing to this,â you said, leaning into him as you walked toward the exit.Â
He kissed your forehead again, a rare soft smile on his lips. âThis was fun. We should definitely do this again.â
â
B- Bowling: The next week, it was Tobioâs turn to pick, and of course, he chose something that could fuel his competitive natureâbowling. You arrived at the bowling alley, the neon lights casting a soft glow across the floor, and Tobio immediately headed for the counter to get your shoes.Â
âWhy do we always have to wear these ugly shoes?â you muttered, wiggling your feet in the bright orange pair.
Tobio smirked at you. âItâs part of the experience. Deal with it.â
You rolled your eyes but accepted your fate. After a quick warm-up, you were both standing at the lane, picking out your bowling balls. Tobioâs form was impeccable, smooth and practiced, and you couldnât help but admire how effortlessly he lined up his shots.Â
He grinned as the ball rolled down the lane, knocking down nearly all the pins. âYour turn,â he said with a smug look.
You were determined to show him that you could be just as good. You stepped up, took a deep breath, and threw your ball with confidence. Unfortunately, it veered slightly to the left and only knocked down a few pins.Â
Tobioâs smirk widened. âOof. Better luck next time.â
You stuck your tongue out at him. âShut up.â
For the next few frames, it was a back-and-forth between you, with a lot of joking and laughing, and a bit of trash talk from both sides. At one point, you even managed to throw a perfect strike, which you proudly pointed out to Tobio, who merely nodded in approval.
The game continued, and by the final frame, you were trailing behind by just a few points. âYouâre not going to beat me now,â Tobio said, raising an eyebrow in challenge.
But with a wink, you proved him wrong, hitting another strike to seal the win. âGuess I did.â
He shot you an exaggerated glare. âLucky shot,â he muttered, but his smile betrayed how much he enjoyed the friendly competition.
âMaybe,â you said, slipping your hand into his as you walked toward the exit. âBut I still won. So, how does that feel?â
âFine,â he sighed dramatically, âBut next time, Iâm definitely beating you.â
â
C- Cooking Class: It was your turn to pick, and after thinking for a moment, you suggested something that would definitely get Tobioâs attention: a cooking class. When you mentioned that the class would teach you both how to make curry, Tobioâs eyes lit up, and you could practically see the gears turning in his head. You knew his love for curry was well-known, but you also knew he'd never pass up the chance to learn how to make it from scratch.
âCurry?â he asked, sounding pleasantly surprised. âThat sounds... interesting.â
You smiled. âWell, itâs your favorite food, right? I thought itâd be fun to learn how to make it together.â
Tobio nodded, clearly warming to the idea. âAlright, Iâm in. As long as I get to eat it afterward.â
That settled it. You booked the class, and soon you found yourselves standing in a cozy kitchen studio, surrounded by the scent of fresh herbs and spices. There were a few other couples in the room, all eager to learn how to make the perfect curry.
The instructor, a cheerful woman with an easy smile, introduced herself and began guiding everyone through the process. Tobio was already paying close attention, his eyes narrowing slightly in concentration.Â
As the class went on, you and Tobio worked well together, passing ingredients back and forth and making sure everything was perfectly seasoned. By the end of the class, you had created a beautiful serving of pork curry.
The couple next to you complimented your dish, and even Tobio seemed impressed with your teamwork. You smiled up at him. âSee? That wasnât so bad, right?â
He looked down at you, eyes softening. âIâll admit, it was kind of fun. Maybe we should do more of these.â
You grinned, feeling the warmth of the evening. âMaybe next time, we can cook something for just the two of us.â
He smiled, clearly content. âDeal.â
â
D- Dancing: By now, you were both getting into the rhythm of trying new activities together. For the letter âDâ, Tobio had picked dancingâsomething neither of you had much experience in, but it seemed fun.
You both showed up at a local dance studio for a beginnerâs salsa class. Tobio was clearly nervous, glancing around at the other couples who seemed to know what they were doing. âI donât know if Iâm cut out for this,â he admitted, tugging at the collar of his shirt.
You chuckled, stepping closer to him. âDonât worry, Iâll help you. Weâll just have fun.â
The class began, and the instructor walked everyone through the basic steps. You and Tobio stumbled through the movements at first, your feet not quite in sync. Tobio was a little stiff, but after a few tries, he started to loosen up.
âSee? Youâre doing better,â you said with a laugh as you spun under his arm.
âYeah, Iâm not as bad as I thought,â he replied, a small, amused smile tugging at his lips.
By the end of the class, you both managed to keep up with the routine, laughing at your missteps and high-fiving after you nailed a particularly difficult spin.
âYou know,â Tobio said as the class ended, âthis wasnât half bad.â
You leaned against him, smiling. âI told you. We should do more of this kind of thing.â
Tobio smirked and kissed your lips. âMaybe. Weâll just have to see.â
â
You two had just gotten home from your dance class, and as you were taking off your shoes you heard him let out a deep sigh. You turn to him, eyebrow raised. âYes? Whatâs bothering you?â He gives a slightly embarrassed look and mumbles something. âHuh?â
He sighs again and says louder, âI said I wish we could skip to âVâ.â You blink in confusion.Â
âWhy? Thatâs weeks away.â He pouts.Â
âI want to teach you how to play volleyball.â You let out a laugh and rest your hand on his cheek.Â
âTobio, you realize we could do that any day we wanted, right?â His mouth opens and closes before he tries to play it off.
âPsh. Yeah. I knew that.â
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well olly you know i'm obsessed with these so unforch you leave me no choice *cracks knuckles*
overall impression: very lovely and moody and spooky!! i kinda expected more blood-reds from devlin house but i should've known better, you wouldn't go for something that cliché. as always the shots you chose are SO good, love the combo of very dramatic shots with way more subtle ones!
gif 1: cindy my beloved!! oh my god i need to see edwin laughing like that. i need CHARLES to see edwin laughing like that! and niko is so precious, i love her and her green coat. speaking of! love the way she moves past the colour blocks and almost adds contrast to them until she reaches the green and basically blends in?? SUCH a cool effect. and i love the colours themselves, the green + goldish vibe is everything. the green in the shot is so dramatic that it's like a fun little puzzle to find the rest of the colours! and then you realise, oh wait, that's the majority of the picture. ceiling, chairs, cabinet, niko and cindy's hair. and cindy being represented by the colour palette, drawing her undeniably into the picture because she can actually be seen by everyone around her, the opposite of ghostly, is SO cool. and then the contrast of the bright (blueish?) white?? the way it contrasts so much with niko's coat that at first i couldn't see where you got it from, only when niko moves back it blends perfectly into the window in the background?? olly you are a GENIUS
gif 2: JENNY JENNY JENNY! this is a wild one because it's such a mundane part of the scene and yet i can't stop looking at the dramatic colouring. SHE!!! also the colours you chose feel very similar to the jenny gif from ep1, which, to be clear, i mean SO positively. i love that it ties them together! also something something jenny in her black clothes being surrounded by so much colour as symbolism to what crystal and niko bring to her life. brb crying
gif 3: HI SPOOKY SHOT OF ALL TIME đđđ one of those dramatic ones i NEVER want to look away from. loveeeeeee the red-orange reflections on them, the purple of crystal's coat, the blue of edwin's shirt. also getting into the symbolism again but the way most of the colours are drawn from crystal and the background (even the blue is present in her grey shirt/jacket/whatever that is) and it makes the boys feel even more ghostly. ESPECIALLY CHARLES?? WHO ONLY RECEIVES RED BACKLIGHTING?? AND SPENDS THE EP GRAPPLING WITH HIS OWN HELPLESSNESS?? THE ONLY ONE UNTOUCHED BY BLUE (AKA SYMBOLIC OF HEAVEN)?? I'M MAKING MYSELF SICK WITH THIS OH GOD
gif 4: SUCH a lovely little shot! the blues from edwin's outfit, the greenish-gray i'm guessing from the stripes (very nice and subtle, love the choice to emphasise them!), the white from his shirt. and then BAM, gold for the bracelet of homosexuality. but even then it's a very subtle colour choice for it, i can see some of the background is the same colour, even the darker parts of edwin's shirt cuffs. it's like you, via the palette, are helping him hide the bracelet and. i'm just in love
gif 5: monty!! the return of niko's green coat!! love the cool (ha!) colours, mixed in with the warmer browns. the blue is so subtle in monty's plaid shirt (and the port townsend sign if i'm not mistaken?) the brown/burgundy in monty's scarf and shirt and the trees in the background really draws it all together! plus the green in both niko's coat and the trees' leaves! also interesting to see here the colours you didn't choose for the palette, like the white of niko's hair and monty's books. not to get too deep into it but it feels like a sign that it's not niko monty's trying to connect to, even though edwin isn't even in the frame! and the darker brown feels sort of similar to edwin's coat but that might just be grasping at straws lmao
gif 6: OH DEVLIN HOUSE WE'RE REALLY IN IT NOW. obsessed with the way you subverted expectations with the devlin house being so blue and monotone, vs how we tend to read it as this dramatic high-stakes situation with so much blood spilled. again with the symbolism but it feels like it speaks so much more to the nature of the thirty-year (!!!) loop and how to the victims of it it's not dramatic but just the same cycle they can't get out of. over and over and over. and crystal and charles' expressions in this one OUGH. crystal trying immediately to find a way to help, to free these women, and charles is seeing his worst nightmare and trying desperately to suppress it. again, charles' helplessness represented by none of his colours making it onto the palette, even though his shirt is still pretty red. his hero colour is represented only as its worst in this house
gif 7: can i just say. obsessed with the parallels of the last two gifs, showing the pre- and post-devlin house feelings? at first i thought this one was from the end of ep3, after gif 8, but just from seeing charles and crystal's interaction it's obviously not OUGH. love the wide shot of them (and the cinematography lessons!! the focus falloff at the top. i am Looking), the greens of the trees and the brown of the leaves and the purple of crystal's coat (ooh and the sign!). some of the purple even seems to come across in charles' jacket! and the blue of the statue also being in edwin and charles' socks and crystal's shirt. it ties them all together in a way that contrasts so much with the effect devlin house has in breaking them apart. forever emotional about ittttt
gif 8: AND FINAL SHOT. devlin house is over (or is it??) the colours nearly blending in with the background and then contrasted against charles' coat. i'd say SYMBOLISM but i'm sure you're sick of hearing it by now lmaooo. the bright lights in the background are SO striking. and the green??? the way it reflects so dramatically against the orange specifically on edwin's face??? i know that's not death's light shining on them but it sure is interesting how often edwin is the one bathed in that colour of light.......... also this might be a reach but the way crystal's jacket/hoodie/whatever seems to be a similar shade of green-grey, tying her and edwin together as having found common ground in the devlin house, vs charles again being the least represented by the colour palette -- devlin house might be over but he still feels helpless. i'm sure nothing bad will come of that!
i'd say i can never be normal about this but you already know that. love this, love you, thank you forever for blessing us with your gorgeous gifs!!!
Dead Boy Detectives (2024) 1.03 â The Case of the Devlin House (insp)
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Bishova: alcohol
just a little shorty im writing instead of sleeping bc i donât! like! storms! i donât think Iâve quite got yelenaâs vibe but it was fun to write. set in the same stories as the others
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when her phone buzzed fourteen times in one minute, that was when yelena knew she had made a mistake.
âkate bishop, you are pushing my patience,â she said to no one and the empty safe house.
snatching up the phone, she considered crushing itâthey could part ways like that, easy, and she would not ever have to think about clint barton or kate bishop againâbut it was the only burner phone she had and kate bishop was not the only message she was waiting for. plus, she liked the dog.
the first eight messages were all photos of said dog. it had snowed since they arrived at the barton farm and lucky wore booties on his paws. from the photos of his bizarre walk and tail tucked between his legs, yelena guessed the pizza dog didnât like them.
the other six messages were not photos and they were not short. yelena groaned at the first wall of text but she had four hours until extraction and nothing else to provide diversion.
âyou are the lucky one, kate bishop,â yelena told her, which would have sounded menacing if the girl were here but, since she was not, was just kind of sad.
(21:50) hey sorry about sending a dozen photos, i didnt really think about it first because lucky was just so cute but you feel like the kind of person who would get irritated by that sort of thing so iâll keep it to a totally normal & very chill number of messages from now on! promise!!!! anyway i just wanted to say merry christmas, i donât know if you celebrate because you said an awful lot about american christmas like it wasnât super familiar and idk if russian (?) christmas is different but either way, i hope you have a rly nice day
(21:50) this is kate
(21:50) bishop
(21:50) fyi
(21:50) in case you didnt realise or save my number
(21:50) ok im done now i promise good night
yelena had to laugh. she swiped her thumb up the tiny dim screen of the flip phone, pressed it to the many exclamation points.
kate bishop.
what a surprise she had been.
what a surprise she remained.
yelena was not surprised at herself, for being intrigued by the girl. she was not much younger but she was so different and it was the itch, wasnât it? the need to scratch at the persistent question. what would she have been like if the red room had not been?
yelena did not think she would be much like kate bishop. even as a little girl, she did not talk as much, share as much. kate bishop walked through the world without any shields, all soft eyes and soft skin. it made yelenaâs skin crawl to be around it, still not sure the softness would not infect.
and yet. she went back. she had her answer but she went back to her. with alcohol, for the proper drowning of sorrows.
yelena cut her eyes across the horizon. the hills were silver under the moonlight and she would be able to see any vehicles or bodies long before they reached the house. she was sat on the empty table in the centre of the living room; it was the only piece of furniture and from her place she had a sightline out in every direction.
she had not expected such a night they spent drinking together. when the fourth shot hit kateâs system, she was very chatty. yelena learned much that she asked and more that she had not.
kate bishop was hiding something.
she learned that very quickly, and enjoyed trying to pluck it from the girl. to no avail. if she had more time, maybe, but kate did not handle alcohol well.
she would not have handled the red room well.
it hurt to think it, which was foolish. yelena was not there and she would never go back. it was gone, the men who ran it were dead.
it hurt to think it because the red room still sat in her head, still was tangled in everything she was, still soaked her hands, her history, her name. when she walked, she thought of it. when she talked, she thought of it. when she sat beside this girl, listing from griefs weight on her shoulders and drunkenness, yelena thought first that killing her would take no effort at all. kate bishop had a long, pretty neck and she could put a blade, a piece of glass, against her carotid andâred. she had done it before. to girls less soft.
taking her money was easy and more practical.
leaving her number wasâŠnot.
and now this.
yelena tapped a button to light up the screen. it did not get good quality photos, this phone, but the pizza dog was funny anyway.
(21:54) i will dispose of this phone tomorrow.
(22:00) yelena! hi! okay?? because i sent too many messages or??
(22:00) you are funny, kate bishop. and you talk so much.
(22:01) i know. sorry
(22:01) i am glad you were never assassin. it would be a shame to kill you. return safely to nyc.
(22:02) thanks. you too
(22:03) or wherever youâre headed
(22:03) which isâŠâŠ..?
yelena huffed a laugh. a brick of a car shouldered over the hillside and rattled down the long long road toward the house. she dropped the burner to the floor and hopped down from the table, crushing it beneath her boot.
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