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brooo even my guardian angel hates me
#depression symptoms again equals venty art#my apologies my apologies but i AM going thru it#like ill be fine i guess#logically i know that#but woof#pmdd#premenstrual dysphoric disorder#is a nasty one#my art#original art#self portrait#ig#vent art#vent#angelcore#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#religious art#clip studio paint#can u forgive the egregious amount of airbrush used pleaaaaaase
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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hate it when people are hating on an objectively poorly written female character for stupid reasons & treating her as if she's a real person. like no, this character ISN'T the devil for this perfectly fine action, you guys are just misogynists. which sucks because the writers are also misogynists and thats why she's got no personality or acts stupid or whatever. we could be having a 10x more productive conversation if we talked about how the writers had flaws in how they wrote her but whatever 🙄
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Only the most important bits of the dev stream (trust me) with subtitles!
#ultrakill#alright. now go watch that 7 hour vid if you haven't done so already.#is he... you know. domtext#i made this for ME but also to get used to my new video editing software lol#subtitles are not 100% accurate since i cut out most of the filler um/uh/likes#the subtitle feature does not have a spell check.... sorry if i missed a mistake somewhere lol#yeah lets post this at 11 PM what a good idea#video#the parts with quotes around them arent. consistent. i did not notice. oh well i guess ill just die then its fine
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you should know I could never make it work
it's pretend, really // do you like the way the water tastes?
it's like gunfire
#my art#lupin iii#lupin the third#jiglup#or evil jiglup i guess#deftones came on at work and i had to get through like four things before i could draw something for this song#its one of my all-timers for sure#the limbs dont make sense and thats fine btw#i'm tired and feel very mentally ill tm today
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Not etho deciding to cut out the bit where he says "Oh you know we joked about not being serious teammates, but uh.. maybe... maybe..." because that looks really bad when he finishes the episode by joining cleo and the others
#nics rambles#ethoslab#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#tuff guys#sigh. just when it was starting to look like it would work out <3#so many interesting things here actually. like i could SEE etho really contemplating whether the trident is worth it and thinking through#how he hasnt actually done this betrayal thing yet and Maybe itll work but also the tuff guys arent REALLY a team so its fine#and well of course he should join a team of three winners (and impy i guess) what are bdubs and tango going to do for him???#and he also HAS to put that plausible deniability in there (“i mean ive been pretty#much betraying EVERYBODY this season but ill try my best“ ”im a terrible teammate- just putting it out there-“)#i need to study him like a bug#sooo excited to see where he goes but also if he betrays cleo he deaaad so. heh.
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doodles of my fav sillies
anton belongs to @poicyss
#my brain is a barbie dreamhouse and theyre all just living in it#im especially fond of the second one because my mom used to hold me like that all the time <3#im drawing them a lot lately because im being crushed by the horrors and have to compensate for it somehow#homemade comfort blorbos......#watch me draw anton inconsistently bc i can never decide if i wanna draw him close to how he actually looks#or yassify him and give him soft fluffy hair and kind eyes and defined features. head in my hands#i dont really have a lot of drawing ideas for them bc they dont have like. a canon storyline or anything methinks#its just stuff me and bow toss around and giggle abt thru messages lol. maybe ill draw infant vincent one of these days#i just come up with stuff and draw them doing it. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside#cuz like anton works for lobocorp as an abnormality BUT hes super duper chill and cute and does his funny little tasks so its fine#AND hes unkillable. auggie is an oc ive had since like 6th grade and i smushed them together. and vincent was for fun but i got attached#i dont have much of a read on anton either bc i think hes meant to be more of an insert character??? if im using that right#on one hand i dont think too hard abt anything being ooc since im not taking it seriously. on the other hand i just hold them in my hands#and stare into space until i can come up with something to draw since i dont have much to go off of. but its fun to build on small tidbits!#i think bow called it an au so i guess??? its an au????? im not really sure. bow if youre reading this im just willy nilly#the only thing i know for sure is that they boink like rabbits. im talking gomez and morticia levels of boinking#maybe ill go back and look at my old doodles for them and redraw em lol#myart#my art#my oc#oc#friend oc#augusta#anton#vincent#sillies family#doodles
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hehehehehe got a book full of casey stoner pics from 2007 this is awesome
#two of three hundred. my best purchase other than my dovi die cast and my marc model that i still havent built yet#eight* i added more#i looooove casey stoner. it has some quotes from him but theyre kinda repeat so will be checking the legitimacy of them later#i got it for like 20$ thought it was a scam but praise be it wasnt#casey stoner#motogp#book is casey stoner campione del mondo motogp 2007#photos (according to the book) are courtesy of archivio ducati corse - foto milagro#in the fine print it says ill be prosecuted if i reproduce save or transmit anythign from the book. prayers ig#by any means and any forms 😕 guess allll these photos r for meee jajajaja#id go to italian jail for cool photos of casey stoner. hell yea
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what was intended to be a sort of "battle of the doppelgangers" has turned into "ally loves her very scary gf so much"
#puyo puyo#arle nadja#doppelganger arle#ally#rafisol#allysol#i guess.#at this point i think this is a whole thing#i should make a tag for this tbh. the uhhhh#puyo school au...... puyo academy......... ill workshop this#puyo puyo school au#anyway this was like tje caption says. meant to be a kinda.. doppelganger recognizes doppelganger.#i have a scrapped page of doppel and rafisol having the world's worst handshake#and then i was like no... wait.... ally would say more about rafisol than just 'this is rafisol my gf' and we ended up here#this is fine also. i like it#also if anybody has any doubts theres no homophobia here arle is reacting the way she is because#well how else would you react if the nicest girl you know got a girlfriend that glared you down as soon as you met her#doppel's teasing#anyway well ill be back apparently with more of this#ive got ideas on how to tie in at least a couple more dudes into this school#my stuff
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Update on my health that no one asked for: mmmmbad
#back pain#ouwch#like ig kidney pain#idk#it hurt tho#at least my tummy doesnt hurt anymore ig#it was signifcantly more annoying but this hurts like way more#haha#owch#ummm also might have embarrassed myself at work#cause Ive got stuffed sinuses and was a bit loopy#anyway i sleep now#im not sure what exactly to do about thus#but i have work tomorrow and the convention on Saturday i need to continue prepping for#so i guess probably nothing :)#whatever ill be fine#thats all ive got planned for a while so i can finish the next Kid Leo updates and then relax#yappee#i dont ever actually get sick so i promise i will be fiiine#idk what the kidney thing is aboit maybe i pulled a muscle
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crying throwing up because i didnt write 'stay frosty' on the back of the iceman/angel/beast photo of my last comic
#snap chats#NOOOOOOO I FAILED THE PUN-LOVER COMMUNITY CMON IT WAS SO EASY AND RIGHT THERE#I LOVE 'STAY FROSTY' ill just have to pocket that phrase for the future .. hehe .. top 10 reasons i love iceman IS his puns idc#I COULD HAVE. its indecipherable as hell but on the og5 pic i tried to squeeze in 'and lots of love from their professor' on the back#i think i tried to think of something for the bob/hank/warren one but i gave up two seconds into it evidently#AND ONLY AFTER LIKE AN HOUR OF COURSE I FINALLY THINK OF SOMETHING I HATE IT HERE#theres so much more room on the back of the photos in that comic too ..... never living this down <- ill be fine in the morn#i posted it to twitter its too late to amend this on account of you cant edit posts on twitter#sure i could delete and reupload but i dont work like that we just have to move on#sorry ever since that Pride issue with mags and bobby ive decided they have like. A Moderately closer bond#not by much compared to the rest of the og5. scott does in fact exist. but i just think its always fun when mags is close with one of them.#even on the smallest scale#ok bye thats literally it thats the end of this post i just wanted to say i like the idea of mags being bob's fave uncle#his only uncle. apart from juggernaut ig but anyways#im gonna sit here and drink my whiskey sour. its PEAR flavored.#wait did you guys know my tags were cut off in that post. i guess i underestimated adding an additional like. what 12 tags jALAKVLAKJ#so used to just drawing the two homos but whatever ...
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in case you think "well at least this guy's life probably sucks" when you read my bad poasts. i have a partner i love very much, many friends, a good relationship with my family, school studies i like and find interesting and rewarding, a job i like, and goals in life . jsyk
#iso.txt#yea i actually like being a ta. explaining stuff is nice#i guess the mental illness ruins some of it but it's mostly fine at the moment
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painting....
#i HATE. mixing colors just cause my pallet is a MESS#ITS A FUCKIGN MESS I CANT WOKR#work#also i suck ass at proportions what two years of art school without drawing or painting from reference will do to you i guess...#im missing the 1st year me rn tbh#like im messing up proportions SO BAD#i think its fine but im like... i think theres some tiny error here.. and i take a photo and EVERYTHING is wrong#of well#i knowww ill get better at it if i try uhhhhhh..... i wanna try id loove to paint and take a painting workshop next semester maybe...???#if im good enough
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It's a pleasure to meet you. I'm Harvey, the local doctor.
#i saw a tiktok of him to the song too sweet by hozier#and its been stuck in my head and so i was like fine i guess ill make him in the sims#anyway i hope i did him justice#ts4#ts4 cas#ts4 edit#ts4 screenshots#the sims 4#sims 4#sims 4 cas#sims 4 edit#sdv#sdv harvey#my sims
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I just don't understand people who don't do a COVID test when they get sick
#like yes of course for some people thats not affordable#but for the vast majority money isnt the issue#i picked up a sore throat and congestion over the weekend and figured it was allergies#i was pretty damn sure but i coughed last night and thats unusual#so i bit the bullet and at 7 fucking am this morning i went and found a covid test before work#good thing too because by the time i got to work the test was positive#because of that im within the window for paxlovid#and i havent really exposed that many people#my brother in christ this shit kills people#its not the common cold#the responsible thing to do is to test when youre fucking sick#and isolate if you know its covid#i have no idea on what criteria i qualified for paxlovid but im guessing it was asthma#heres hoping my mcas doesnt throw a tantrum about this#its entirely possible i caught this from my coworker#who did not test at all and stopped wearing a mask after a day or two#they know about my health issues and i cant help but feel hurt about how little they cared about the possible consequences to me#i should be fine btw im not even feeling particularly sick#salt baby talks#disability#chronic illness
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Right, so. Today I learned that some people in this fandom can get really fucking weird when you say that you don't like m/m content.
#my babygirl#homelander#antony starr#the boys#fine i'll create my own content#homelander fanfiction#the boys fanfic#homelander x oc#homelander x reader#homelander x you#homelander x y/n#nothing wrong with liking m/m content i used to be really into it in middle school#getting angry over the fact that other people don't share your preferences reeks of mental illness and internalized misoginy though#if it's literally the ONLY content you can consume imma take a guess and say that you're just sexualizing The Gays#if you're a cis woman i mean
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