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[queervegancryptid]

Hi, all. For those who don't know me, I'm Nik. I'm 35 years old, I'm a trans man, and I'm really, really struggling lately with anorexia and PTSD flaring up. I'm disabled because of those conditions, but because of some extremely difficult times in the last several months, things have gotten a lot worse.

My husband isn't working as much as he would otherwise be doing because he's taking care of me. We can barely pay our rent, and I don't know what's going to happen there. I'd love for someone to cover the $1400 for rent, but I'm not expecting it.

I'm asking for about $110. Because of the aforementioned difficulties lately, neither of us has been at our best. The apartment is a disaster. Our dryer was broken for a long time, and it still doesn't work right, so we're constantly stepping over and navigating around piles of clothing.

I get Medicare and Medicaid, but I've been unsuccessful finding treatment that takes my insurance. And I can't afford to pay out of pocket, clearly, so I just have to figure it out. But I'm stuck. And a major reason for my stuck-ness is this apartment.

This is making everything worse. I feel stuck, and I can't do much of anything because of how lousy I feel. But it's hard to feel less lousy when you live in a chaotic, dirty place and have no clean clothes. That's been our reality for a while. I don't know how much longer I can deal with it.

So, like I said, I'm asking for about $110 total.

I'm trying to get laundry done and someone from like Homeaglow or something to clean for a few hours. It would be $60-75 for the laundry, about $20-30 for the cleaning, and a tip for each of the people doing it, so that's about $110 total I'm looking for.

Literally anything helps, but I feel like after I get over that hurdle I can make progress in other areas and get my life back. I just miss feeling halfway okay, and this is going to go a long way towards that.

$20/$110

Paypal: https://paypal.me/niksnotdead

Venmo: @Nik-Hartsfield

Cashapp: $niksnotdead

[dashingwishes]

I messaged like 5 people today and nobody responded.

[sykei]

ABOUT ★ 23 ★ agender ★ mexican

go 2 hell: zionists, terfs, transmeds, proshippers

[stupidg0th]

forming close friendships as an adult is such a strange thing to me??

like I went through my teenage years only having online friends, so I'm used to only expressing emotions through text, but, now I've actually managed to find good people geographically close to me, I don't know how to communicate!!! my communication skills are that of an anxious 12 year old, and the only way I've managed to communicate my deepest thoughts and feelings with friends is when I'm drunk.

how tf am I supposed to work through that lol

it's not healthy!!!

[inseparableduo]

Jennifer couldn’t help but be captivated at the ocean. The water was so clear just earlier in the day, and now in the moonlight it perfectly reflected the sky above them. Only being broken by the ripples of fish moving just below it. 

This moment alone made her bout of seasickness earlier in the day worth it. She’s never spent so much time on a boat but, the smell of the ocean breeze as it softly ran through her hair and the peacefulness that overcame her at this moment, she could get used to this.

She hears the sound of footsteps but, she’s already turned her gaze to the sky and doesn’t bother to look behind her. Not wanting to bear to turn her eyes away from the sight.

“I’m surprised you aren’t taking photos.” Matt said softly, looking up as he stood next to her.

“I actually just got done but... I’ve never seen anything like this before.” With all her years traveling, she doesn’t think she’s ever seen the sky so clear. Dotted with so many stars. Theirs constellations she’s never seen till today. The only other time she’s seen a sky, this close to being clear, was when she went camping. The white noise of ocean waves, forever more pleasing to her ear than the sounds of bugs when she went camping, 

“Yeah, it’s beautiful, isn’t it?” Matt said, not even bothering to hide the fact he was looking right at her. He was standing on her blind side after all, so her peripheral vision kept him in the clear to admire her all she liked. 

The way the moonlight cast her in a gentle, soft glow. Highlighting her features. The way her eyes seemed brighter in the light, the slope of her nose, her plush lips, how her hair curled around her face, the way her neck seemed longer now that she was looking up. The look of pure awe on her face as she looked at the sky above them. 

He truly loved every part of her. If only he had a camera to capture her.

“I think I get it now...” She whispered.

“Hm?” For a moment he’s worried he accidentally tuned a bit of her out, too busy looking at her.

“Why you love the ocean so much.... It really is pretty.” And it’s now she turns to look at him. His heart skips a beat at the smile she gives him.

“Well... the fact I’m the god of storms probably plays a bigger role.” He jokes. His reward is to hear her laugh, and he falls more in love with her. “But... yeah. I really do love the ocean. I find few things can compare to it’s beauty.”

[frankierohugejorts]

also I appreciate the gesture but it drives me up a goddamn wall when I say like "sorry I didn't text you back, the depression got me lol" and ppl respond with the v srs "are you okay?" and like getting all worried and shit bc it's like.

I appreciate it! I do! I understand that you care about me and you're worried about me and it means a lot to me! but also! that wasn't a cry for help! I was just giving you context so you understand I'm not mad at you and also wasn't being a dick for no reason when i accidentally ghosted.

now that you've asked if I'm ok I have to insist that I'm fine now or whatever bc regardless of how I'm currently doing the initial admission used up all the vulnerability I'm capable of at one time. and Then you being openly worried abt me and insisting we can talk abt it right now if I want makes me feel even more vulnerable (derogatory) and then I'm well over my vulnerability threshold and the fight or flight kicks in and it turns very awkward bc I just gave a hard rejection to ur offer of sincere human connection :/

[surfindead]

hey im still updating these tags if anyone wants to look at them:

bullets (i brought you my bullets you brought me your love)

revenge (three cheers for sweet revenge)

the end (the black parade)

zones (danger days)

[rinsoap]

ATLAS! 16. theythem. multifandom! (hq, tokrev, jjk) . ༉ ₊✩ ‧༒ rintaro's favourite girl & mitsuya's partner in crime <333

01. about me 02. mlist 03. tag system

🎧: caught their eyes (ft. frank ocean) by jay z 🎥: love lies bleeding (2024) 💭: currently on hiatus!

[thatspencerinthesky]

Taking a vyvanse and then eating an edible is an absolutely wild experience i can’t focus on anything i want to do but i can focus on on the little bullshit things easily. Typing is hard, the letters kinda don’t seem real. It feels like im in a dream. Wild.

[demainest]

nox or linh - fae/hx/he - newbie giffer

One of the only de:lights and LOΛEs on this site :') kpop fan since 2018 and unfortunately multi. Viet american; I speak french and english. I queue things a lot because I love forgetting what posts I've already seen. I'm an adult but barely thumbs up emoji

Things: every demian mv, audio tag, talking tag

dni: swifties; transid; tsoa*/circe, harry potter, lore olympus blogs; terfs, bigots of any kind; the block button is my bestie

*not like Miller's *problematic.* I just have personal beef with her books lol (I'm a classics student)

[queervegancryptid]

my personality is actually just like 17 disorders in a trenchcoat

[dashingwishes]

I played One Direction at work omg I was about to cry 😭

[borom1r]

⬆️ autism update ⬆️

🐺🌕 Strider/Theudwulf | 20s | he/it/wer 🌕🐺

this is my silly sideblog for silly posts— i.e. any fandom stuff that doesn’t fit anywhere else!!

im too lazy to say more lol but here is a link to my carrd if you’re curious. i also really dgaf abt being cringe so here's my prounouns.cc w/ all my microlabels lmao

i follow from @ulfhednn (tw for untagged fake gore) — if you don’t follow me back i won’t be offended ✌🏻

i make gifs + take requests for Sean Bean/LotR gifsets + gif icons :3

🔥 keep the flames 🔥

[stupidg0th]

vent!!

[inseparableduo]

Grey frowned as he looked at the screen. The information on it was something that he hadn’t excepted to find. When his two friends had asked him to find what their mother's name was and where her grave was, he never expected to go down such a rabbit hole.

The two had never met their mom but, he could tell just by the way they spoke of her, they loved her. Part of him found them a b it stupid for loving someone they never even knew. How could they be so sure she was who they thought her to be? They didn’t even have any memories. Any proof she loved them but, they always sounded so sure of it.

He’s never felt so bad about being right before. Looking into their mom hadn’t died before they were born like, they told him much. He didn’t think too hard about it as he’s heard of people giving birth after they died and, clearly, the two never thought much about it either. Why would they? The two never seemed to think much about anything, honestly.

Their mom didn’t die till they were 3. That was old enough to have memories of someone but, they had none and were told their mother was already dead. He had a good idea what that mean but, how would they handle that? If that wasn’t enough, looking up their mother's grave lead to finding their graves as well. Which meant it had to be something their dad had to pay for.

… This was going to be a fun conversation.