#like if substances are involved
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spilledmilkfkdies · 6 months ago
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Grown men btw 🗣🗣
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laufskadus · 1 year ago
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so i wanted to buy an official siffrin plush but, as usual, i got there late and they were sold out!!!! so!!! guess i had to make one myself!!! thanks capitalism!!
anyway: here he is!! all finished up!!
and yes, every single item he's wearing is removable because i like making things harder for myself BUT HEY i adore how he came out and this was super fun to make, so please enjoy him with me
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laundryandtaxes · 5 months ago
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I think that comparisons between access to prescribed stimulants and medications like insulin are categorically inappropriate, and I will personally hand to anyone a card to mock people making that comparison. However, today I called Walgreens to ask whether they'd gotten Adderall in (because I called last Wednesday and they were out of stock, and I know from having experienced this multiple times over multiple months that they get new shipments on Wednesdays) and the woman on the phone told me they were out of the generic (which my prescriber only began prescribing because the name brand was out of stock) and that the name brand would be $326 unconvered, but that my insurance would cover a 5 mg dose, which, due to the laws around schedule 1 substances, means I would have to call my prescriber to have them resend the Rx to the phamracy, but this time for 3x daily 5 mg capsules. And I just said thank you and hung up but inside I was like ma'am, I know it isn't your fault but this is actually exactly what one would cook up if the intention was to torture a person via the process of accessing their stimulant prescription.
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mamawasatesttube · 1 year ago
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do you ever think about how kon got drugged to the point of inability to think clearly and then enslaved for Two Fucking Months and then we just never mentioned that again? that is, except for when he went back to visit and help out the guys who enslaved and drugged him because he was lonely enough to befriend them after they said oh sowwy we didn't know you were a person uwu. i think about this a normal amount
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rosespark2 · 7 months ago
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putting this under spoilers but i am INTRIGUED FASCINATED AND I WANT TO SAY THINGS ABOUT TMAGP 21
I am really intrigued at the choice of a scorpion for the chosen tattoo and I know it's probably more of a "let's have fun killing you with scorpions" type of deal but I do wonder about what that kind of thing could mean.
I am not really good at symbolism and analyzing but I can say a part of me first went to that old story, about a scorpion promising a frog they wouldn't sting them if they helped them across a lake. Breaking the promise later out of instinct and killing them both.
there is something here probably but my brain has been multitasking for like 3 hours and I am not the correct person to analyze this honestly.
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revvethasmythh · 1 year ago
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An idle thought, really, but I think it's interesting to see fandom latch on the metaphorical interpretation of things like Laudna's relationship with Delilah as a metaphor for addiction or Imogen's psychic powers as a metaphor for either chronic pain or queerness, but there's much less attachment to or discussion of the characters who explicitly, canonically dealt with exactly those things. By which I mean Scanlan's substance abuse, Veth's alcoholism, and even Ashton's chronic pain (which feels like it was discussed much more before it was confirmed canon, and seems to be brought up mostly just as ship fodder these days). I suppose one could argue the devotion to the metaphorical interpretations lies in the fact that it's an interpretation of canon as opposed to being explicitly so, meaning there's more wiggle room to project a personal interpretation onto it. Explicit canon is more concrete, less malleable to the individual viewer. Still, if we're going to talk about addiction now in a metaphorical sense via Laudna, it leads me to wonder if we will see further discussion of the characters who explicitly dealt with addiction (Veth and Scanlan), as opposed to Laudna's purported allegorical version of it
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lilacerull0 · 4 months ago
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i think i will make a lilaenzo + the kitchen post tonight... it will also be about a chem experiment i did...
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blackvahana · 2 months ago
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I am getting... so many flashbacks to things I purposely purged my mind of writing about ANVD. I am reminded constantly of the. Uh! The fact that this is exactly as we described the Nightmares - what the Nightmares were covering. And it's revealing more about the logic of them that I never fully pieced together or didn't gather/discover/realise in a general sense back then. I mean. OK. Story of my life is that it's a story following a laid out path, the period of rejection and forgetting about a fucktonne of shit was indeed a necessary period where I was. working. OK. I see
#All the noncannon data and revelations and stuff on the Irl Nightmares.... What we were talking about is functions ANVD has#~abyssal murmurs#Ugh man. Sitting here remembering about Speaking Nightmarish ie the process of learning to manifest things based on the language#of the individual Nightmare/Dream as a product of coding and ink on paper... Talking about Vardix. language of ANVD -#Words and such are arbitrary vessels and are like the theatre of a ritual. Vardix is the water in it of legitimisers and offered#substance... But specifically it involves revelation. You have to add a thought and knowledge to the Mother Brain and she the Nightmare#I mean ANVD will manifest it as a product of her own speaking. Not a choice. this is hard to explain in English. But as the process#of dialogue with her. You reveal and have it revealed to you and that manifests the thing. That's how your mind gets added to#and expressed by the Mother Brain... Your revelations in Vardix are brought into reality. You can learn the art of hooking your#flesh-wires into her heart strings and your revelatory language shared with the Nightmare I mean ANVD becomes her revelation#thus Revealing the speaking and changing reality and it's internal coding. Which. This is channelling ANVD.#but. It's answering so many questions on the Nightmares we were working with Supposedly that I didn't even know we had#Anyway! Ugh. I. Last few years I never thought I'd be glad to be back here. Because I never realised back here#might have nothing to do w bb. I finally understand the truths I was clinging to underneath the masks and the pretend#astral diary //#ANVD //
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lungthief · 1 year ago
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tiktok is such a cesspool man after receiving thousands of hate comments over 5 years i FINALLY responded to a random one VERY REASONABLY being like “hey maybe don’t do this because it’s mean” people are like “wowww silly woman on the internet doesn’t know how to take a joke” and im just like. so tired lol
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cockroach-boyfriend · 4 months ago
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so anyways how the fuck do we relate 2 a body horror movie about "one(1)" consciousness jumping between 2 different bodies and not the stupid fuckin split movie
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ant-diary · 9 months ago
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I think I have maybe decided to tell someone I no longer want to be friends with them, but I'm wondering if I should give it a few more days before I commit to it
#anthill#pretty much everyone except the one mutual friend I have with this person has said I should#the one friend said that what she did was shitty and could I understand if I did#but also thinks that it is something that we could maybe work from#I'm not really asking for advice I'm just processing my feelings out loud#I kind of had a revelation about boundaries today#and I've been really blaming myself for not being firm on mine and letting this person cross an emotional boundary#but that doesn't exist in a vacuum#I can say no to things and often do#its when substances or I guess in this case horniness is involved that creates problems#if she were completely platonically cuddling I would have said no to anything further#but with reasonably doubt adjusting positions turned into active grinding#and when she asked if she could touch me further I said but that will turn me on so idk#it wasn't an enthusiastic consent#which she only got after continously grinding on me#and like the situation that my ptsd is like hey this is just like this other time#involved someone asking to make out 3 times which I said no to consecutively until they got me crossfaded#its not a not setting boundaries problem so mu h as not recognizing patterns of behavior that people employ#until they can dubiously get my consent#and needing to learn those patterns#also saying 'be firm on your boundaries' is about as helpful as saying 'don't be anxious'#like wow! I've never thought of that before! youre a vissionary thank you!#like I don't blame myself enough.
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mel-hath-no-fury · 7 months ago
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Had a Witcher/Sesame Street crossover dream last night. I wish I could tell you what it was about but I woke up and forgot most of it. All I remember is Geralt of Rivia teaming up with Big Bird buddy cop style.
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somethingserious · 1 year ago
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why does everyone think Phil was high during the q&a?? we should all be used to him being this unhinged by now, it’s his default setting
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trekwiz · 10 months ago
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I watched a training on career development; the premise was that project managers should treat their career like a project. And one really stupid comment stuck with me: "salary should not be in your goals. That's like choosing your software before knowing the project requirements."
It was ironic, because one of his goals was "work-life balance at a remote workplace." 🙄
It was a lot of fluff about making lists of what you like to do at work and what you don't, and that somehow translates to finding your dream job. He discouraged using luck-based strategies, in favor of...a luck based strategy of mentoring people who will hopefully inspire you. 🙃
And I'm just like. "Ok, project manager. You haven't accounted for your assumptions."
But also. Knowing your budget is important to being a project manager. There's a minimum budget needed to succeed. If you're not planning that out early, you didn't really plan your project.
And I'm sitting there thinking that next, for me, isn't a reassessment of the tasks I perform. I like the tasks well enough. Next is getting a $50k-70k wage increase, to be in line with the industry average for people with my skills, performing my tasks, at my level of experience in this region. It's a 32 hour work week. And more paid time off.
I don't care if I get a fancy new title. I don't care if it's a more prestigious company. I don't care if there are more interesting challenges. I've grown my skills. It's past time to grow my lifestyle. And that's not going to happen from a like and dislike list, and mentoring people.
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lokiinmediasideblog · 1 year ago
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How is the drugged pie fic going. I had an idea that eating the drugged pie could lead to the threesome
LMAO. I am kinda leaning to more of a thrillery angle. Trying to think of things to be forgotten. The drugged pie fic will probably be my least fucked up work yet. I see you are a Sylkius truther and I respect that.
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dongfangxunfeng · 2 years ago
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there is so much caffeine in me
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