#like idrc glad youre happy !!

[spoookyb0t]

i dont care for dandadan swap aus or gender bends or whatever because i love pathetic men okarun is my little loser princess

[dragcnbreak]

AHHH THE AGE REGRESSION ONES R SO CUTE I NEED MORE!!!!! maybe one where reader is having like a breakdown/ptsd flashback which results in them regressing involuntarily and mike comforts them? could be headcanons or a fic idrc :3

IM SO GLAD PEOPLE GET THE CG MIKE VISION… here is my attempt at writing something along those lines!!! I hope u enjoy nonnie <3

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The Schmidt household was practically a second home to you. You crashed on the couch more often than not and even had a drawer full of your things in Mike’s room for easy access. Your living situation was less than ideal and you felt more comfortable with Mike and Abby than anyone else so it just worked out.

That’s how you found yourself outside their door one morning, knowing it would be just Mike at the house as Abby had already left for school. You used your key and offered a shaky smile to the sleepy man on the couch. “Hey.” He says at first, taking a few seconds to look up at you. When he finally does, his eyes widen at the tears running down your cheeks and he rushes towards you.

“What’s wrong, honey?” Mike asks, using his thumb to wipe under your eyes. You don’t answer but instead, you start to sob loudly. He’s definitely awake now, all his attention on you. He helps you the best he can to the couch so you can sit down. The second he sits down with you, you fling yourself into his arms and continue your breakdown.

Mike is quick to hold you, rubbing your back softly and whispering soothing things like “it’ll be okay” and “I’ve got you”. It helps more than he knows and the both of you sit there for what seems like hours.

When you begin to quiet down, you detach yourself from him and rub at your eyes. “Are you feeling any better?” Mike asks you and you nod lazily, a sudden tiredness washing over you. “T’ank you, Mikey.” The slurring and the nickname alerts Mike to the fact that sometime during your crying session, you slipped into littlespace.

You didn’t age regress too often, specifically around Abby. But Mike was always more than happy to take care of you when you did, especially when you were sad. “Of course, baby,” he uses his favorite nickname for you when you’re in that headspace, “how about we get you something to eat and drink and then you go take a nap?” He continues.

You nod again, “m’kay.” The idea of eating doesn’t sound too bad and you know you need to stay hydrated, even more so after crying. Mike grabs the television remote and turns on Abby’s favorite channel with all the cartoons. He gives you a kiss on your forehead and then hurries to the kitchen.

He and Abby had just had breakfast so he heats up the remaining pancakes and bacon, periodically checking on you. He slathers the pancakes with butter like he knows you like it and also cuts them up. Mike then delivers them to you on a plate.

You lighten up a bit at the food, starting to dig in as he goes to get you a glass of water. He comes back and sets it on the table in front of you. Before too long, you’ve finished your food and water and are back rubbing your eyes tiredly again.

“How about that nap?” Mike offers with a knowing smile. You nod and make grabby hands, indicating you want to be picked up. The man isn’t the most built but he works out enough to easily pick you up, knowing how much you like it when he does. You wrap your arms around his neck while he holds your thighs not too tight.

In a few seconds, you’re in Mike’s room and he deposits you carefully on his bed. He tucks you in so you’re nice and safe and comfortable. He’s about to turn away when you stop him. “Can we cuddle, please?” You ask and he already knows he’s not going to say no. He hums and slips into the bed, fortunately already in comfortable wear.

In the bed, you turn to face the wall opposite the door and Mike catches on, wrapping you up in his arms. Before he knows it, you and him fall asleep even with the sun peeking through the blinds at you both.

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this was kinda therapeutic to write because ive been going through a tough time myself :( tysm for the request <3

[eekitseve]

i cannae believe i reblogged something of yours not realizing it was your nsfw charpim blog 😭😭😭 i adore your art dude! i recognized your style and i saw the stretch marks on charlie and i was like WIPPIE YIPPIE YAY!!! and i blacked out and reblogged it immediately not realizing it wasn’t from your main.

idrc i just thought id tell you cause i found it funny 💪🔥💯🦅🦅

ABDJCJSJDJD YEAH!!! The secret secret nsfw blog hehehee. Thank you so much I’m so glad people like my art so much, it’s seriously been clearing my art block I’m so happy :’) and YEAH?! OFC HE HAS STRETCH MARKS FJFJDJFJ my favorite part of drawing Charlie is that I see so many features I dislike myself in him and it’s so wonderful to have a chance to romanticize it and even accept it like it’s so great. At this point drawing stretch mark Charlie is just self loving

[milesworld96]

GIRLLLL IM WATCHING COLLISION RN

AND THAT INTRO WAS SO🤯🤯😍, RICKY AND ADAM WERE FUCKING COOKING LAST NIGHT, HOLY SHIT😭😭‼️ THAT WHOLE SEGMENT WAS FUCKING GOLD DAWGS, THAS CRAZY. CHRISTIAN AND RICKY ALSO LOOKED SO FINE LIKE😍😍😍😍😍💯💯💯, FTR was kinda 😕 tho. Expected more ngl💔. (Bro I fr need Jack Perry to go back w Chris and be assholes together‼️ let Nick and Jack have the father they need. Also need junglecorpse back on my screen when Darby returns)

Also the MJF video was so sweet, glad they did that after the shit they pulled on dynamite. Love you mjf💛 #standuptojewishhate

That Samoa Joe v Willie Mack was pretty good too, I love when meaty men beat the shit out of each other😋😋

CJ PERRY⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ ON MY TV⁉️⁉️⁉️ GIRL YOU LOOK SO PRETTYYYYYYYY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 also Action Andretti🤨 back the fuck up, that seemed a lil to iffy for me man😒 MIRO IS THE ONLY ONE‼️‼️💯

OMF OMF OMF DANHAUSEN ALERT⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ EEEEEEENAHAHSJJSKAKSJDNSN OMLLLLLLL I CANNOT WAIG FOR HIM TO COME BACK, I HOPE HE’S EVILHAUSEN AND HE GOES AFTER ORANGE CASSIDY. EVEN THO I LOVE THEM 2GETHER, I STILL WANNT EVILHAUSEN BACK MORE. EVILHAUSEN IS 🔛🔝 (not to mention, I am extremely biased when it comes to my favorites💀 ily Cassidy but…..)

I love your swag aura and feral dog personality Juice, you r such a dick. OMG WAIT JAY WHITE JUST PROPOSED TO JUICE ROBINSON🤯🤯🤯 LOVE WINS🥺🥺🥹❤️❤️. Still have troubling feelings over you bro sorry💔💔💔 but congrats on getting married tho🥹 (when is the wedding TK💥💥)

Bro I forgot Dustin Rhodes existed🤯😨 you ain’t winning bro

Omg Nick Wayne, my little Persian cat🩵 OH GIRL A SIT DOWN INTERVIEW W YOUR MOM PRESENT ⁉️ RIP DUDE, I WOULD NEVER. HAVE FUN😭😭

OMFFFFGGF KYLE FLETCHER MY BBGGGGGG😍😍😍‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ you’re so 💚💚💚 omg the ass eaters are here🤯 (got nothin gainst them, they just make me kinda uncomfortable. They silly tho so Idrc🤷‍♂️) bro seeing Kyle got me missing Mark rn💔💔

NAHHHHH NOT DADDY ASS AND BOWENS GIVING CASTER RELATIONSHIP ADVICE ON HOW TO APPROACH MJF😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 AINT NO FUCKING WAY, THEY REALLY TRYNA PUSH MAX2. glad Daddy ass and Bowens being good friends tho 🩷 OMMMMGGG ANGELO AND DANIEL ON MY TV😍😍😍😍 HIIIIIIIIII💁‍♂️🩷 let Daniel Garcia dance💔 (ALSO STOP TRYING TO BREAK THEM UP, LET GARCIA ANGELO AND DADDY MAGIC BE A HAPPY FUCKING FAMILY)

Oooooo girl KRIS AND SKYE😍😍😍 can’t wait 4 Willow and Skye’s official heel turn💙💜. Love how aggressive they getting. GOOD LORD, THEY BEATEN THE SHIT OUT OF EACH OTHER🤯 OMGGGGGG WILLLOOOOOOOWWWWWWW💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

KYLE STOP, YOU SAYING YOU LOVE AND MISS DAVIS IS GONNA MKE ME FUCKING SOB. WAIT OH SHIT OH FUCKING SHIT KENNY OMEGA VS KYLE FLETCHER ON DYNAMITE⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ TK YOU FEEDING US RIGHT MAN😍😍😍😍

OH GOOD FUCKING LORD, RUSH😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 HOW IVE MISSED UR PROMOS AND MATCHES. PLS COME BACK TO ME

KEIIITHHH HAIIIIII :3 !!!, nah they got turbo from Wreck it Ralph in the ring😨🤯 (bro fr looks like Wreck it Ralph’s Turbo and hulk holgan😨😨) FUCK YEAH, Keith won :33 . Moriarty i forgor u existed💔

MIROOOOO 😍😍‼️ YES YES DUDUSUAU MIROOOOO GOOD LORD THIS IS FOR ME, I AM THE DEMOGRAPHIC THIS IS FOR. RIP ANDRETTI RIP ANY OTHER MAN, MIRO AND CJJJJJ ❤️❤️❤️

Oh fuck this match….it’s so😍😍😍 I really do love men who are absolutely ballistic. I love my old men😍😍‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💯💯💯💯💯🔛🔝 DAMN CHRIS FOLDED LIKE CRAZY😭😭😨 I want them to maul each other even more. OH MY FUCK THIS MATCH IS MAKING ME GO FUCKING INSANE. I CANT DO THIS. OML THESE MEN. BIG BILLL‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ RICKKY THANK YOU OMFFFHFDHSHHSJSJSJSH RKSYYGSDBVKHSDGVKHAKEUCG🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 NAH RICKY WHY YOU OUT COLD ON THE GROUND💀💀 nah Chris and Ricky hold back they big ass bfs💀💀 NAHHHHHHHH THEY FUCKING KILLED NICK RIP BRO😭

[localthumbcache]

Hi it’s me again! Honestly that’s cool I thought it may have been omegaverse related but in case it wasn’t I didn’t want to embarrass myself. 😭 I blame wattpad and the fact like I really liked werewolves. 😔

Anyways! Definitely if you do post anything related to your characters I would be happy to read! They’re really stunning!

Also I was curious how you gain inspiration for your characters. I know you mentioned you put parts of yourself into their stories and/or them, but are there usually any other factors that help you figure out how they may look or who they’re personalities will be? Whether it’s a songs, lyric(s), animals, aesthetics, shows/movies, or anything.

Hey hey anon!! ᵔદᵔ

Loll tbh I kinda judged the omegaverse at first until I watched coleydoesthings video on it. She gives a very good explanation and it even got me interested soo here we are! I was a tiny bit hesitant on sharing the smut here bc "cringe" but idrc!! (This is tumblr lol we're all weirdos)

And tysm!! 🩷 I'm glad to hear that 🥺 I might work some more on the doc since I'm pretty much gonna be in bed all day 😭 probably won't get to release it today but hopefully I'll be halfway done or smth

Also, since I don't actually play the game a lot (I've even removed some gameplay mods) I've been thinking about making short stories until maybe one day when I actually want to work on a full series - once i get the lore and all that jazz locked down that is. For now they'd just be little scenarios and things that happen in their lives ᵔદᵔ I don't rlly like the gameplay so might as well use the sims as a creative medium lol

I get most of my inspo off of pinterest and sometimes other people's sims! I have a simspo board which has faces, character concepts, and even style inspiration. I also have moodboards dedicated to them, which helps me put together their overall vibe. Music is kind of a factor too, although I associate a sim with a song I already know instead of making sims based off of it. Some sims I've based off of people I know irl

I also want to work on a mini music project as well as a voice canon one :> ohh and an incorrect quotes one too! Just a silly way to understand their characters a bit better :3

I take inspo for world building as well! I'm really focusing on vampires rn. I took some inspiration from dracula, the vampyre, interview with a vampire, and various yt videos on vampire lore/history. This video explains the biology of vampires (he even scientifically explains how crosses are harmful to them!!), and this one explains their history.

For example: before the pretty, well put-together person that we envision when we think of vampires, vampires before that were depicted as more animalistic than anything. So why not have the best of both worlds!! When in human form, my vampires have very little vampiric qualities (ex. Keith's eyes have a red glint to them, the vatores ears are slightly pointed, and all of them have larger canines than the average human), they're able to show up on camera and have reflections, and crosses are only harmful to them if they're blessed. When they turn into their dark form (or "true form" as hunters call it), however, they do not have a reflection, they cannot be caught on camera, and like the old vampires, they appear monstrous.

[bbnibini]

HI! You don't have to respond to this, I just wanted it to let you know:

Your CYOA fic was actually the first fic I genuinely love and enjoy when I got into the OBM fandom back in around 2020 or 2021 ish?? I genuinely, absolutely love the amount of effort your put in. like FR, links embedded in the phrases or texts??? Multiple choices??? The story too???? SECRETS???? Your CYOA is incredible and I certainly don't mind having to wait years for it because I know without a doubt, it's going to be such a banger of a fic, its so full of life. So yeah, take as much time as you need, we all have our own lives, I, myself haven't caught up to the latest chapter because of work and life, but I'm glad you wrote it <3

Thank you! It makes me happy to have readers like you who understand. I'm just happy you enjoyed my series. c: Feel free to go back to it (or don't idrc; just really happy you took your time, went out of your way and placed a nice ask here. Really. You made my day c:) at your own pace! I used to have more time to write the CYOA but life happens so what can you do? Lmao it's a struggle the working class understands really well. 🫂 Let's get through this together! ;v;

[veikkoalen]

just assigned myself at least two side quests that are fully about my brain's mapping and it's so relieving. starting to perceive myself a little bit like a person who has depth to their thought process.

also makes me think that that's where all my energy goes so that's why i'm so unproductive but idrc? i'm glad i'm doing little things, having some energy to pursue hobbies. yeah i am aware i am a total failure compared to my peers and even people younger than me. counterpoint: they don't know the word councelling. kinda happy for you but also fuck you for having the nerve to oppose me on governmental fuckery while being born with silver spoon up your ass :)

[ranhaitanisgf]

i quite literally threw my phone when you posted that ace content:-) i love how you write and really embody the characters in your posts. i love twst so so much and it makes me so happy you are writing for it!!! yay!!! and question who are your top 5 twst bfs? :0 <3

me rn after reading this : (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)

IM SO SUPER GLAD YOU LIKED IT !!! i was like … nervous that it wasn’t going to do well cause it’s outside of my usual fandoms BUT IM SO HAPPY ITS DOING WELL !! also tysm for your sweetness U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT MEANS SRSLY !!! yall keep me goin frl (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ

also top five twst bfs is suchhhh a hard question cause i wanna say all of them …. but if i HAD to pick ….

1. ace (my token white boy )

2. jamil (HE USED TO B FIRST but ace just kinda slid into first SOZ JAMIL ur still bae i swear )

3. riddle (natsuki hanae need i say more )

4. jade (mushroom man . no further comments .)

5. vil (very recent addition to this list but i kinda fell in love after reading ignihyde book like he was just so 😍😍 )

erm also i would like to say that rollo is also on this list but i was going by nrc boys 😣 yall better believe im gonna be supplying rollo content after i finish these reqs …. he’s so bbg w his fuckass bangs 😣😣 (fuckass bangs …….. he should be friends with our frenchman who has the fuckass bob what’s ur name b o b so they callin u bob )

I LIKE MOSTLY ALL THE TWST BOYS THOUGH SO THIS WAS RLLY HARD (i still don’t care for sebek idrc what anybody says he needs a redemption arc asap 💀💀)

[6yuns]

( 💤 anon just came back 2 life again omg..... ) HIIII YARIIIIII IM SO SORRY 4 DISAPPEARING!!!! i forgot abt tumblr & i didnt remember your username so forgive me pls my fav writer silly scrunkly sprinkle tinkle :( also, pls show that youre alive at least i can live in peace

you dont need 2 worry abt writing or some shit like that, everyone needs to take a break for themselves ! its okay, im sure anyone will understand it ^_^ i get that some days can be rough, but youve already came this far, didnt you? im sure such a amazing & strong person like you would get over hard obstacles, go yari go!!! dont be afraid to cry, crying is a way of our body to release tension, im sure you'll feel better aftwr releasing even a liiiiiittle bit of frustration. stress, frustration & etc is not something that you should only bottle up (emotions & feelings tbh) until you break, its good to let it out when necessary, ya know? i dont appear around here often, but i want to know if things are better, worse or the same as before!! im sure your existence already makes a lot of change in other people's life, anyone would be glad to have you in their lives ^_^ make sure to take break for yourself, dont push yourself too hard for others' wishes! drink water, eat & sleep properly, okay? dont eat more than you should BUT dont eat less than you should, dont skip meals or i will find you and kidnap you and torture you to kill you ❤ dont forget to drink water, its very important!!! sleep at least EIGHT hours, take a nap if you couldnt sleep before!! i believe in you, yari <3

enflish is not my first langauge I HATE BRITHS PEOPLE AND AMERIFCAN OJ MY FUCKINH HOD sorry for any spelling or greammar mistskwes my brain is not workrkinh too well rn. also i like to play these satusfifjnh games but it genuinely pisses me off when a level is hard WASNT IT SUPPOSED TO BE SATIDFYING. YOU STUOID FUCKINH BITCH I FUCKED YOUR MOTHER SHES SCREAMING HIGH PITCH (/ref) im also not good at comforting people sometimes sorry 4 anything

im actually crying, i love you so much. having you interact makes me so happy, ive been going through alot, found out my gma hot cancer (idrc cus i never liked her but its putting my mom in a bad place), im moving, also starting school again so this made me feel better and gave me the motivation to try again, i love you so much 💤 anon

and its okay that eng isnt your first language i cant even read the spelling mistakes cus im dyslexic and dont notice it so its spelled correctly lmfao!!! and im glad your getting into new stuff!!!!! pls reccomend some games to play cus all i play is honkai and idv [ i dont rlly play either of those games rn ]

[papadoupoulous-lester]

Also i just finished tsats and i really am glad nico opened up more. I ALWAYS here people say “nico doesnt act like him self blah blah i liked it better when he was quiet and didnt open up” 💀you liked it better when he DIDNT OPEN UP?? You cant build a relationship without talking to ur partner first of all. Will said and thought multiple times that he felt that nico didnt trust him because he didnt open up enough. You liked it better when he didnt open up? When he was fucking traumatized and instead of dealing with it he closed everyone off because he was scared and felt worthless??? Because he thought he didnt deserve genuine love and affection??? He was closed off BWCAUSE of his trauma. Him openining up is HEALTHY and its him HEALING. He litteraly has ptsd and that is stated in tsats. It pisses me off SOO MUCH because hes fucking healing??? No ones gonna act like that and be healthy and happy. Why didnt he smile ever? Because he didnt havw a damn reason. Sorry for ranting but i have trauma and fucking closing ppl off isnt doing shit and its unhealthy as FUCK. People can hsve their opinions about the book idc but its so annoying when ppl complain because nico is doing what your supposed to do in this situation. If he stayed closed off will probably would break up w him🤯🤯shocker ik.O have NOTHING against ppl who think this but i see posts like this so much and people always contradict themselves w ricks books. People were all like “jason should die in toa hes annoying” back before ToN was released and when he died they were like “noooo whyy😭😭” u got what u asked for??? And now ppl r doing this but if nico stayed closed off people would say “thats unrealisitc”. If u said any of that idrc i dont interact with posts like those nor do i express how i feel to people like that but im annoyed and i need to post. Dont attack me for this because this isnt meant to be rude despite how i might come off. Yes people saying this pisses me off but i have never in my life said something rude to them bcz of it- just wanted to get that off my chest

Tsats

the sun and the star is so cute because of solangelo but also its so sad because people always undermine how nicos trauma affected him aside from the whole being goth thing. When you read TSATS and see how often he has bad thoughts it really changes how you see him. Nico isnt ‘dense’ at all. Him and will are so cute and I love how will can go from being hurt to comforting in a second.

[not-your-fucking-kacchan]

yO omg i just found ur page and i love it so hi im requesting : )

can i get izuku x male reader (or gn! idrc) where the reader is pretty stoic, like todoroki times a billion, and is only friends (boyfriends LMAO, i should mention id prefer if they r already in a relationship) with izuku, like mutters to him to talk, n just follows him around most of the time, n is kinda insecure since he has a bunch of scars and his arms are messed up because of his quirk (like discoloured skin and such) and because him n izuku are childhood friends hes kinda clingy, and is only soft with izuku

but then one day izuku is kinda havin a tough time, and snaps at the reader by accident (the reader kept clinging to him cause he didn't know where else to go and couldn't read the social cues of izuku being frustrated) and just the most heartbreaking angst with a nice fluffy ending of izuku after like a day of realizing the reader hasn't been clinging to him or talking to him and him going to see the reader in his dorms and just walking in on him curled up with a plushie or smth that izuku bought him n trying to sleep and izuku just breaking

you dont have to do this!! have a great day/night and stay hydrated!! im gonna go stalk ur bnha masterlist now ;)

ndsjafbiw i love angst sm

And feel free to stalk my masterlist lmfao i get really happy when i put more and more stuff on there and it gets longer and longer...

brheupqbufverpw also i was listening to bad habits by steve lacy and i llove you so by the walters and bjhsbafw it set the scene so good yall omg.

Whew this has been sitting in my drafts collecting dust since I lost the motivation to write when my account was nuked, but it's back, so I'm back and you guys can have this as your peace offering :D

Masterlist <3

Warning: Scarring, mentions of vomit...

Izuku x Male!Reader - Quiet

You were practically Izuku's shadow. Everywhere he went, you went too. At the beginning of the year you were incredibly quiet and didn't really react to much. You just kept to yourself, really. You had been suffering with some pretty damn crippling anxiety at the time, and it almost had you staying home and ghosting the entrance exam because you couldn't stop thinking about what could go wrong.

You had nearly forfeited your dream because you were scared.

What if you're too weak? What if they reject you? What if you humiliate yourself?

What if somebody sees the horrible scarring on your arms and says something? It's not your fault you're so hideous, but that doesn't stop you from feeling like it is.

Things stayed that way until Izuku spoke to you again for the first time in a few years, making your little heart thud in your chest as he mumbles and mutters hypotheses about your quirk and about how glad he was to have seen how you'd grown. The boy is so open and friendly, and so talkative that it more than makes up for your lack of input in the conversation. It had been that way before as well.

You both had been childhood friendsat some point, but for some reason you'd grown apart. It broke your heart, but lo and behold the quirkless boy is entering the exam too. Who knows, when you both fail maybe you could be friends again.

At least that was what you'd thought.

Except, you didn't fail. And neither did he.

You had stuck around him after that, following him to class and for lunch until he started to get a little freaked out when leaving for the dorms only to see you still trailing behind. He confronted you and bashfully asked why you've been shadowing him the whole day with an awkward smile, unknowingly hurting your little guarded heart as you realised that your company was apparently unwanted. Of course it was. What were you thinking?

When he saw your dejected face, and felt you practically deflate in front of him, speaking up quietly for the first time the whole day, he immediately felt bad and invited you to his dorm room to talk at you some more, since he knew you wouldn't be replying much.

"S- sorry... i'll go. 'didn't mean to bother you. I just felt safe..."

His poor little (gay, but he doesn't know that yet) heart melted on the spot.

It was from then on that the two of you stayed as close friends again, and Izuku became your safety net. Every time you would panic or cry and cower away in your dorm room he was there, ready to help you challenge your negative thoughts and give you the confidence to step outside again. You had grown even closer than before despite the rift that had previously grown between you.

When he had gained the patchy, discoloured scarring on his arms from abusing them so much with his quirk, he had smiled, and held your arms close together with his.

"We match! ... You still think we're so hideous?..."

Your heart had skipped a beat when he said "we", implying that he would share this burden with you.

Over time, you started to grow closer and closer, until one day, you cleared your throat to speak while sitting in Izuku's bed with him, some random hero documentary playing on his TV. He immediately shut up at the time, listening to you speak because it's so rare that you'd break your silence unless you were with him and he was honoured that he was the one to make you feel that comfortable, and you would never forget how his cheeks started to glow when you confessed to him that day. He was so proud that you were able to tell him, and immediately accepted your confession of love.

Ever since then you had hung around him at all times, clinging to his blazer with an outstretched hand when the halls got busy and even following him to the bathroom, his blush ever present every time you did. He didn't truly mind though.

But today, he had been in a rather sour fight with Bakugou, and he was reeling. You had never really been privvy to social cues, so when he let out frustrated sighs and huffs, and held his head in his hands during break, you just thought he was feeling a little off today.

Discoloured, scarred fingers reach out to hold onto his blazer sleeve when you start to feel a little unsettled, huddling close to him and showing him your affection, but he does not take kindly to it.

A sharp smack fills the silence of the room as Izuku swats your hand away harshly, growing irritated with and overstimulated by everything around him. You know he must have been having a bad day, but it must've been you. You didn't realise that you had ruined his day and part of you almost thinks of this as his way of breaking up with you, but you don't have much time to think on it before your boyfriend is yelling at you.

He had never yelled at you before.

"What's is it now?! Can't you see i'm not in the mood?! I can't do this right now. You don't have to cling to me every second of the day!"

Everything feels numb when, for the first time ever, Izuku raises his voice at you. He definately wants to break up. Didn't you hear, idiot? He said he doesn't want you near him anymore. He doesn't like you anymore.

It doesn't even take a second for the overwhelmingly depressing and intrusive thoughts to infiltrate your mind and swarm you, and you freeze up as he walks away from you, your throat suddenly closing up as your eyes sting from the salt in your tears.

For hours you sit alone in your bedroom, curled up under your sheets and crying so hard you almost vomit. Of course he doesn't want to be with you anymore, look at you. Your face is bright red and your skin is raw and sore from all of the tears and the wiping of your face. It hurts. And it looks like it does too.

You curl up into a large dragon plush that Izuku had won for you at an arcade date the two of you went on. It was one of your first dates and still remains one of the best memories of your life. The fur of the plush is absolutely ruined with snot and tears, and your voice is hoarse and it carries in your cries how torn apart you are. It's sad, the first time you've used your voice this much in such a short space of time is when your crying into a plush over your boyfriend. Or your ex.

Your hair is slick with sweat and tears and a few strands cling to your face as you cry, and you're completely exhausted by the time midday rolls around.

The next day, you skip school and stay in your room, your head pounding from the dehydration of crying out all the fluids in your body. You're only brought out of your trance as you hear a tentative knock on your door. Is the school day over already? Oh...

You didn't even bother to go to dinner, and you haven't eaten all day because you hadn't the guts to come out and face everyone after sonething like that. You may be a strong hero, but without Izuku, your crutch, you felt like nothing.

The last thing you expect to see is Izuku walking in to find you curled up in your bed, in a state worse than any he's ever seen you in. Considering that he's seen every one of your panics attacks since you had grown close, that's saying something.

Immidiately he's by yourside, relising how bedly he had fucked up. You were still cradling your hand close to your chest in an effort to stay close to the last place he touched you.

The freckled boy had come to apologise for snapping at you the way he did, but he never expected it to be this bad, and he truly worried when he didn't see you in class this morning. He felt unsettled not having you there beside him since you were both a package deal, and everywhere you went, you went with Izuku in tow.

His heart just about shatters as you look up at him with confused eyes, the colour in them appearing so much more intense with the flood of emotion and the redness of your sclera. your eyelashes are dark and bunched together with little tear droplets and the image is so etherial to him. He's so in love with you that it hurts, and there's an uncomfortable tightness in his chest and a lump in his throat at the sight of you like this. The second he saw you curled up and crying into his plush his heart had dropped to the floor and he had physically felt it.

In seconds he's apologising and tearing up, crying with you while he gets under the covers to cuddle.

"Baby, I- i'm so, so sorry! I never meant to hurt you like that, I swear! I was stressed and I took it out on you- i'm sorry! I've been a horrible partner- but i'll make it up to you, I promise..."

You didn't doubt him. The boy was torn up about how he treated you and the relief and comfort of finally being back in his arms again, coupled with the realisation that he didn't break up with you had your heart stuttering and racing and a hundred miles an hour while you cuddle the fluffy haired boy.

Your hands are already buried into his hair and he practically whines as you press your forehead against his under the sheets. As he rambles about how sorry he is you just scratch his scalp, still recovering from the heartbreak of what you thought was a split between the two of you, and you say nothing back.

Izuku knows you though, and he knows your silence isn't one of rejection. He holds you close with surprisingly strong arms, holding the hand he slapped away in his and trailing his thumbs over the discoloured scarring there. As much as you see Izuku breaking every record with his astounding strength, he's still just that squishy baby in your mind, with hamster cheeks and big, beady eyes that are like glass windows to his soul.

It brings a smile to your face and fresh tears to your eyes. You're so in love that it hurts.

[bbyboybucket]

Hey so idk of requests are open but I had an idea and I like your writing so I figured I'd share it with you. So basically the idea is pretty simple but reader has a cast on her arm (cause it's broken or something) and can't like put her hair up or anything and the other girls are on a mission so she asks bucky (whether they are dating at the time is up to you idrc) because he had long hair and he puts it up for her and then on his own time decides to watch a bunch of YouTube tutorials to be able to help her because she'll have the cast on for a while and he wants to help her to be able to do lots of things with her hair. Idk I'm a sucker for fluff so yeah. If requests aren't open then feel free to just ignore this and you in no way are required or anything to do this I just had the idea so I felt I should share.

Omg, you don’t know how happy you just made me. This is the first request I’ve ever got, thank you so so much! And I’m really glad that you like my writing. Requests are always open if you or anyone else wants to send one! Also, I LOVE this idea. It’s so soft and cute and fits with Bucky so well since he’s such a caretaker. I added a few little extra things, but I hope you like it! <3

Ponytails

Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

Warnings: language, injury, Best Friends to lovers, Bucky making a few trauma jokes, very fluffy overall tho, reader is described with hair long enough to be in a pony tail/braid but no further descriptions on hair type

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You were not Steve Rogers, you weren’t Bucky Barnes. You didn’t have a serum that’d prevent you from getting hurt. You couldn’t be risky and careless, then leave with out a single scratch the way they did. Funnily enough, you’d constantly scold the two of them for pulling ridiculous stunts. Yet here you were, actually hurt because you stupidly tried mimick them. You were mentally berating yourself now. Because a few days ago, you had the brilliant idea to jump 30 feet, through the glass of a 3rd story window as an escape. In the moment, you rationalized, they do it so I can too. No. No, you could not. The broken arm was a great reminder to not try something like that again.

To make things more annoying, it was your dominant arm. It now was covered by a blue cast and sat in a sling, making it unusable. You had to use your non-dominant hand for everything, writing, eating, etc. and it certainly wasn’t easy, but you were starting to get used to it. Anything that required both hands however, was the death of you.

Putting your hair up, especially. You’d been learning to do things one handed, finding little tricks and hacks to make things easier for yourself, but this was unshakable. Every attempt was a failure. You’d been trying to avoid that style, but this day specifically, you wanted nothing more than to just put your hair in a ponytail.

After your tenth attempt of standing in front of the mirror and once again, dropping the hair tie to the floor, you gave up. You decided to ask for help. You knew Natasha was out on a mission, you couldn’t ask her, so you went to Wanda’s room instead. You knocked gently twice and waited for a response, instead there was nothing. You hadn’t seen her up yet that morning, so you figured she may be sleeping in late. You knocked again, a bit louder, yet still got nothing.

“Hey, F.R.I.D.A.Y? Do you know where Wanda is right now?” You called out.

“Ms. Maximoff is not currently in the compound.” The A.I. replied.

You let out a sigh as you leaned against the walls of the hallway. You had no other options. Perks of there only being three female avengers, right? Thor probably would’ve been able to help, he’s always had those super long locks, but he wasn’t there either. You had no damn clue where he’d been lately. You continued to think about it, dramatically complaining to yourself in your head, until you remembered there actually was another person you could ask and you knew he had to be home since he hardly ever left the compound.

You didn’t knock, you were at the point in friendship where both of you were past the formalities. You opened the door immediately and popped your head in. “Buck. You busy right now?”

The man was sitting in the floor, on his phone, when he looked up at you. “Yup. Go away.” Bucky said blankly.

You rolled your eyes as you fully entered, shutting the door behind you. “I’m serious. I need help.” You huffed.

“With what?”

You sat down on his bed, diagonal from his position on the floor. “Ya know how you used to have really long hair, ya know…the whole Jesus look…”

He quirked up his eyebrow at you. “Maybe?”

“Well…I need help puttin my hair up but neither of the girls are here. And I can’t do it myself cause ya know…” You gestures towards your cast and grimaced. “I’m down an arm.”

“Welcome to the club.” He said sarcastically with a little smirk before picking himself up off the ground. You chuckled a bit, realizing you walked right into that.

“Is one of the membership benefits, you helping me fix my hair?” You played along with a smile, as he took a seat next to you.

“Guess so.” Bucky said, then stuck his hand out for you to give him the hair tie. He moved your shoulders gently to turn your back towards him. His hands gripped your hair. He pulled it all into one large section, running his long fingers across your scalp softly and barely brushing through the top to smooth it out.

You loved feeling his hands on you. Bucky was your best friend, so it wasn’t unusual for him to touch you, though any time he did, it still felt special. Your heart always fluttered a bit, you always savored every second of feeling him. You couldn’t help but feel giddy inside every time because of the school-girl type crush you had on him.

Okay, maybe it was a little more serious than that. Maybe, you were totally in love with him. Either way though, you didn’t know how you managed to function around Bucky with the way he pleasantly turned your brain to mush. Case in point, you loved being tactile with him.

When he finished wrapping the band around your hair, he gave you a little pat on the head. “Done.”

“You’re a life saver.” You said, leaning your head on his shoulder.

“Wanna do something today?” Bucky asked quietly, a little bit shy as his hands wrinkled in his lap. You always thought it was cute that even after being friends for so long, he still got nervous when asking to hangout.

“Later, yeah. Got some stupid paperwork to go do.” You patted his thigh before standing up to leave.

“Oh, I see how it is. Too busy for me, hm?” He joked.

“Blame your bestie. Better yet, tell him to quit loading it all on me.”

“Excuses. Making your rudeness all Steve’s fault.”

You laughed at him before turning the door handle. “Seriously, I’ll text you when I’m done.”

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Bucky took a seat in the living room, sipping hot coffee with one hand and holding his phone horizontally in the other. He was intensely concentrated on the screen in front of him and his AirPods blocked out everything else around him. They’d been a gift from you for his birthday, since he’d grown to like borrowing yours beforehand.

He had a little notebook and pen setting in his lap. Sam walked behind the couch to see what the man was so focused on to where he hadn’t realized Sam’s presence. When he saw the screen he started laughing. It was a video of a mannequin head wearing a wig and a girl braiding it. A tutorial of some kind.

Sam reached over and snatched the phone out of Bucky’s hand, causing him to whip his head around. Ignoring the deeply offended and annoyed look on his face, Sam closed the video to look at the title. Yup, a tutorial. A YouTube video called How To French Braid.

He kept chuckling as he went to the search history, completely disregarding Bucky’s chants of “stop” and “give it back” as well as his arms flying to grab the phone. Reading the searches made him hysterical, things such as what do girls do with their hair, how to use straightener, how to braid, what is French braid, how to French braid.

He turned the phone off and threw it back to the other man, who was giving him a death glare despite blushing profusely.

“Gonna retire to be a hairstylist?”

“Screw you.” Bucky grumbled, closing his notebook and shoving the phone in his pocket quickly.

“Seriously man, whats all that about?” Sam asked as his laughter faded but the smile remained.

“None of your business.” He huffed bitterly.

Sam hummed as walked around the couch to sit beside Bucky. He rested his arm on the back of the couch and propped his head up with his fist. He continued to stare humorously into the menacing blue eyes.

“Lemme guess, this is all because your big fat crush on-“

“Shut up.” Bucky cut him off. His eyes darted around the room to make sure you were nowhere in sight. The pink, overbearing blush had returned to his face as his embarrassment continued to grow.

Sam smirked at him all too knowingly and Bucky sighed. “Look, she asked me to put her hair up for her…so…I guess I…I just thought I should learn how to do other stuff…in case she needs help again.” He whispered.

“What about the book?”

“Few things to show her how to do with one arm. Gotta good bit of experience with that, might as well put it to use, I guess.”

“Well, how thoughtful of you.” Sam half-teased. He also knew how much Bucky liked you though, or more so, that Bucky was absolutely, one hundred percent in love with you. He’d spent a lot of time trying to convince his friend to confess, trying to reassure Bucky that you felt the same way. Nothing ever worked so the most Sam could do was drop a few hints of encouragement. “She’d think it’s cute, you goin through all this trouble for her.“

“She doesn’t need to know.”

“Oh really? How are you gonna do all this for her without her knowing?”

Bucky shook his head as his eyes rolled. “Mention it casually. Anything else and I’d look like dumbass.”

“You are a dumbass.”

“I hate you.”

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After you finished your paperwork, Bucky surprised you by saying he wanted to go into town for the day. Most of the time, you hung out at the compound. You always picked on him for being such a homebody since anytime he actually did go in public, you had to drag him. However, this time he straight up offered. He even drove your car since that was another thing you’d been unable to do.

You somehow managed to convince Bucky to take you to Starbucks. You’d been trying for months but he was weird and stubborn when trying out modern things. Truthfully, you knew he always said no to purposely be a pain in your ass but for whatever reason, he finally agreed.

Bucky had been all too helpful, more caring than usual. He was offering his help with everything, barely teasing you as he usually did. He carried your purse, he paid for your drinks and pastries, then refused to let you help carry them back to car. Bucky was practically spoiling you. You were starting to get a bit skeptical.

He drove to a near by park, and the two of you sat on a bench, practically having a picnic. You were leaned up against him as you sipped away at your drink and chatted.

“Being someone who said Starbucks is coffee for annoying teenage girls, you sure seem to like it.” You laughed and gestured to the way he was still trying to noisily suck the on his empty, venti frap.

“I don’t completely hate it. I’d maybe get it again.” He feigned dislike with a light smile.

“Mhm.” You hummed sarcastically then shifted a bit. “Will you tighten my pony tail? It’s gettin loose.”

His cheeks turned a bit pink and he started to fiddle with the hem of his shirt. “Um…I can, I can just take it out and braid it if you want.” Bucky stuttered, then cleared his throat in an attempt to seem less nervous.

You twisted your face, a bit baffled at his offer. “Since when can you braid hair?” You questioned.

His eyes widened a bit, which you knew was one his tells when lying. “Uh…I learned it in Wakanda. Yeah, uh, they taught me there.”

You nodded at him with a tight lipped smile, knowing damn well not a word of that was true. You’d already been curious about his strange behavior but even more so now. “Okay.”

You turned you back to him as you tugged on the hair tie to remove it. “You can braid it.”

With a deep breath, he slowly brought his hands to the top of your head and tried to recollect everything he’d watched in the tutorials. You sat silently as he maneuvered his hands across your scalp, picking up strands and folding them into each other. It was comforting, almost intimate feeling. As much as you were enjoying your hair being played with, you were still a bit confused and curious.

“What’s up with you today?” You blurted out while his hands were still in your hair, very slowly forming a loose French braid.

“What do you mean?” Bucky asked back, sort of monotonous from the way he was concentrated on the task of braiding.

“You’re being too nice. What’re you scheming?” You half-playfully said, then leaned your head back to squirt your eyes at him.

Bucky tugged slightly of a strand of hair, making it hurt a bit. “Rude. I’m not scheming anything. And stop moving your head, you’re messing me up.” He grumbled.

You moved your head upwards again for him. “Ouch, for one. And two, something is up with you. What happened to the grumpy asshat I know?”

Bucky chuckled a bit, finishing up his work. “Being mind controlled again, so he got kicked out for a bit. Hair’s done by the way.”

“Not funny.” You scolded and poked him in the chest.

“It’s a little bit funny.” He argued as he watched you pull out your phone camera and examine his work.

“Not too bad for an old man. Might have to fire my hairstylist and start coming to you instead.” You complimented before shifting to lay your head on his lap. You looked up at him admiringly, taking in his pretty face and sweet smile. He draped his arm around your body and rested it on your stomach.

“Did you learn how to do that for me?” You asked softly.

“Maybe.” He whispered back, sounding a bit shy and having his cheeks flush.

You grinned at him, silently conveying your appreciation. Your head was full of thoughts about him, contemplating on wether to speak up about your own feelings. You’d been wanting to for a while but held back because of your friendship. However, this whole day, along with little past things here and there, had you inclined to believe he felt the same.

“You know what, Buck?”

“What?”

You placed your non-casted hand over top of his and interlocked your fingers. “You would make a really, really good boyfriend.”

Bucky got flustered, batting his lashes as he averted his gaze shortly and gave a genuine, toothy smile. “You think so?”

“Yup, like the best.” You assured, then paused to work up the courage for the words to follow. “One that I wanna call mine.”

“Y/N, are you asking me out right now?” He questioned quietly.

“Possibly…” You tried to say nonchalantly but you couldn’t hold back the slightly cocky giggle that came out.

Bucky moved his arm underneath your back to push you upwards. He then pressed his mouth into yours, kissing you affectionately. “I’m all yours.”

[elytrafemme]

thank you very much for all the updates mare... i don't mind your so-called ramblings at all by the way, i love to read them in fact, if anything i just apologize that i cannot effectively respond to them at all 😭 And thank you so much for the math homework luck i. already forgot i made that one post about it. i am so sorry you saw that 😭😭WDJDIODSIDHFSDI I didn't.. finish it either... but that's ok WE'RE FINE!!!!! IT'LL ALL BE FINE 💪🔥💯

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?? YOU KNOW WHAT MY SCHOOL/GRADE DID A FUCKIN. SENIOR SUNRISE TOO!!! a couple weeks ago! And i. was. completely asleep during it. because... i didn't know... that it was happening .. Well it's ok there are other senior events (like my school does SENIOR HALLOWEEN where us seniors can wear our costumes to school and yeah my costume isn't decided yet but still i'm SO EXCITED!!!!!) so idrc but i'm glad you had a good experience with your senior sunrise, yours sounded really lovely :']

and just for future reference, if you ever do have some music you're super into, ever, i'd still be TOTALLY open to recs!! honestly idrk if i'm one of those people who Like All Genres of music but especially if you're really passionate about a tune i'd love to listen to it, hell i probably would like it too then... though thank you For the death metal wishes they HAVE been treating me good. <3 So awesome. and i am happy so thank you for that as well :'D

PLS DON'T APOLOGIZE EITHER POINTS GUN AT U , listen to me. rattles you like a maraca. you respond to as much as you (1) can (2) feel like , do not tire urself out i will wait for u!!! even if you reply to my ask in like 3 weeks from now u know what. i am still going to read it and cherish it just the same <333

NO WORRIES I will probably be in similar state of desolation when i have to do my multivariable calculus hw this shit is so hard i swearrr 😭

NOT ME LAUGHING WHEN I READ "I WAS ASLEEP DURING IT" CALLI ASDFKJHKJDSF YOU KNOW WHAT. that is fair of you The reason i was awake was bc i have to take a class an hour before schol starts daily except they swapped it w the senior sunrise SO I WAS ALREADY AWAKE! WIN :D but oh my God senior halloween sounds so fun if u want to pls feel free to update me on ur costumes , i think im doing my halloween costume still w aforementioned ex (srry she keeps coming up Not this) where im dressing as veronica from heathers. I have no clothes she would ever wear and cant do makeup #Slay

:DDD if i have tunes i think u will like i will LET U KNOW!!!!! i will do thinking on it <3 im happy ur happy and im also happy so this is a win for all of us in society here on this fine october 3rd. <3

[yanbub]

mutuals appreciation post !! happy 1.3k milestone ♡

not @ me just randomly doing this 🤡 anyways yes happy 1.3k 💞 posting this early just in case someone unfollows 🙄 but i'm sadly not done with the event yet so i don't have any milestones planned for now so i just did this instead ;;;; maybe if i reach 1.5k i might do smth tho ??

in no order whatsoever

@starglitterz ; bye ilysm 🙁🙁 literally one of my best mutuals xdxd quill x yuyu 90k words frustrating slowburn teethrotting fluff friends to lovers asf. ok on a serious note IM SO GLAD THAT YOU'RE A LU JINGHE STAN⁉️⁉️ literally the cutest, hottest and richest man alive i tell you not 🙄 !! anyways i hope we can get to know each other more <3

@kazuqha ; im so scared to know what your "yan simping for marius" album contains ..... like literally. AND IM STILL GONNA BE INDENIAL ONE MORE TIME,,, just so i can get his event cards probably ❤ HAHA. being indenial has it's pros ok i rlly want that electrifying night sr and the symphony of the night ssr like oh my god not to ramble but he looks so hot in it 😩 i want him to kiss me so bad?*,?*@?!?@(#) ily i hope you get more zuo ran cards bc youre his wife 🤪

@noirkkat ; it's the way i've been wanting to be mutuals with you for so long bYE. I THOUGHT YOU WERE REALLY COOL AND WHEN WE FINALLY BECAME MUTUALS YOU WERE MORE THAN THAT 😍 anyways youre so sexy and stay bad 😜

@dilucbar ; let's go bili some noodle soup and egg waffles kasami si thoma and childe 😩 #conyo bye he might type in a jeje way i cant do this today HWHAHWJAHWHAHSHA anyways conyo thoma and childe our beloved 💗

@test-tube ; why are you so sweet it's too much for my health but idc youre literally one of the sweetest mutuals i have :((( we rarely talk these days but im glad that i can still see you on my dash slaps you with my affection and support asf

@baeshijima ; my fellow lu jinghe stan haha manifesting more of his cards for us <33 im so close to spend money on the matching tattoos one but 🙁🙁 i hate wasting money on games uGHHHH anyways lu jinghe supremacy insert heart

@eternism ; hi giggles i havent sent my yoimiya angst idea to you but i might do it later 😍 unless i forget again 🧍‍♀️anyways HAHA <3 ILY !!!! youre so cool?*?(?!?!? i hope you get yoimiya ur beloved bestie !!

@ganyuslily ; bye you're the only one who can understand me when it comes to mo yi insert pensive emoji they keep saying hes sus or a red flag but like,,,, idrc????? i still love him either way and i doubt mihoyo would make a love interest a literal red flag like that man,,, anyways congrats on ur xia yan again and i hope you get zuo ran's ssr <3

@kazuhavo1r ; yOUR. YOUR MARIUS CONTENT. I SCREAM EVERYTIME I GET TAGGED IN IT LIKE?&#(@?@*#(#?# I LOVE IT WHEN MARIUS I SWEAR YOU NOT 😭😭 but tho gl on ur exams/school :(( i love how we invade the tot fanfiction tags 😍

@astrealia ; xia yan <3 thats it for you LMFAO /j ok but. xia yan personal story is breaking me how can you just endure all of it wtf ily btw

bye i can't think of anyone else i am so sORRY if you aren't included ;;;;; i only rmb the ones ive been interacting more recently <//3 anyways ily all mutuals yall r so coolsies as yall should !

[mallowstep]

Hi! I was planning on making some fanart for your wonderful fic Ashes, and I was wondering if you have some type of allegiances or references for what your versions of the characters look like?

fajkdl okay i'm glad i checked my asks b4 i went to bed!

for the three, i wrote design notes a while ago, and @fishbaitslime made this drawing of their designs based on that. hollyleaf still has her green eyes in ashes, but yeah. i cannot draw for shit, but that is basically my Intended Visualization of the three.

i'm not a super visual person, so describing things does not come naturally to me, so uh. i usually just default to moonkitti's designs? especially for poppyfrost...her poppyfrost design is Cute and Good and I Love It.

dovekit has white paws! and possibly white tailtip haven't decided. it's my general hc for her, in a sort of...it bothers me that she's supposed to be solid grey. she's got long fur, ivykit has short fur.

uhh icecloud! damn ice&fox haven't been mentioned in ages. icecloud isn't white, she's a blue chinchilla. kinda like this.

i don't think i've changed anyone else, tho. ashfur and ferncloud are spotted tabbies, jaypaw's eyes are like. more normal than his canon art. idk exactly what they look like, but they're not the weird solid blue color the canon art tells me they are, bc that's stupid. (tbh they prob shouldn't even be blue, but idrc abt that, n it's kind of an Iconic part of his design, and i like ashfur's blue eyes, so we leave it be.)

n for leafpool's litter, i know i have scattered descriptions, but:

chickadeekit is mostly brown, with a white chest triangle that makes a full circle, and darker head/paws/tail (points, basically). he's supposed to be a chocolate sepia but really he's inspired by the chestnut-backed chickadee so you know.

cricketkit is a pale grey ticked tabby, so like. ohh hold on i'm so happy i found a tumblr blog with cat color pictures thank Fuck. right so lilac ticked tabby.

snailkit! is based on mostly this photo, and she's just. a stripey girl. very stripey. high contrast.

last but not least, marigoldkit is solid cinnamon. she's definitely on the very reddish side of the spectrum.

if there's anyone u want to know about that i didn't mention? let me know. i don't have any super exotic headcanons for characters, so other than jayfeather's slight design change to a sandy grey, and leafpool's kits not being canon, that's what i've got.

[borom1r]

uhh for those f/o asks: all of them for both roger & doug!! (& lawrence but only if you want to! I know that's probably a lot hfjdksks)

NOOOOOO I WAS SO CLOSE TO DONE W THIS AND TUMBLR FUCKING. FROZE AND I LOST EVERYTHING KMS. ok here. we go again. (also skdjshfjk no F/O ask is ever too long i love them all So much!)

ROGER—

1) what’s a Hot Take you have about your f/o?

Everything That Happened To Him Was Tony's Fault.

2) on what do you disagree with other fans of your f/o?

sjkdfhks nothing bc there are like. 3 and a half LTTC fans.

3) did you used to ship your f/o with anyone before realizing you wanted to ship them with yourself?

no?? sjhfksd

4) do you feel like you have to defend your f/o all the time?

YES. that is my babygirl that is my PRINCESS i will fight and die by his side.

5) what’s the dumbest thing you’ve heard about your f/o, either on the internet or irl?

idk bcuz everyone besides you n Seb that ive seen who likes this movie is only there to fuck Martin Sheen. this is a blessing and a curse. no stupid takes abt Roger but no content either.

6) what are some tropes that fan art of your f/o tends to follow?

NONE. BC THERE IS NONE. (but Seb said hed make me a Roger dakimakura so do w that info what u will)

7) did your f/o deserve better?

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8) do you even like the source your f/o comes from or do you only watch it for them & nothing else?

i have a love/hate relationship bc Tony Towers is a piece of shit. but also its a cute movie that makes me laugh

9) do you distance yourself from other fans of your f/o or their source?

What Other Fans?

10) how did you feel when you realized “oh of course i had to like That Character”?

skjdfhsdfj it was just like. Ah. Of Course The Most Pathetic Little Man Is My New Boyfriend. (affectionate)

11) do you think it’s better to have a copious amount of content for your f/o, even with the risk of finding a lot of ship art, or better to have a lot less?

idrc bc i don't generally get upset abt ship art! and i ship my F/Os with other characters too so i don't get jealous or anything. its a double edged sword of "more popularity=more content but also more rancid fucking takes" so.

12) aren’t you tired of being nice? this is an excuse to rant.

I HATE TONY TOWERS TONY TOWERS IS A PIECE OF SHIT AND EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED TO ROGER IS DIRECTLY TONY'S FAULT. fr Roger went from being moderately successful n happy to being EXTREMELY successful. to fucking committing suicide. ALL because of Tony fucking with time!!!! if Tony had just been mature and humble and actually COMMUNICATED that he needed help nothing would've happened Roger would've had a happy life!!!! but instead Tony fucks with the timeline More and More and i dont wanna be like "he's directly responsible for his brother's suicide" bc that's a shitty thing to say except him screwing with the past is literally directly responsible for Roger getting into fights, starting to drink, getting arrested, getting into a toxic relationship, and fucking committing suicide!!!!!!!!! chomping and biting.

DOUG—

1) what’s a Hot Take you have about your f/o?

ummmm none?? i thinkwe're all generally in agreement tht hes just. a sweetheart

2) on what do you disagree with other fans of your f/o?

nothing?? hes just a little guy!

3) did you used to ship your f/o with anyone before realizing you wanted to ship them with yourself?

mm nah,, i think he's close w everyone else but there was no one i rlly shipped him with!

4) do you feel like you have to defend your f/o all the time?

nahh! he's got terminal lil guy syndrome which m very glad for

5) what’s the dumbest thing you’ve heard about your f/o, either on the internet or irl?

nothin??? do ppl say bad things abt Doug? shdfjsfd

6) what are some tropes that fan art of your f/o tends to follow?

everyone draws the "im wearing gloves" scene bsdjkfhds

7) did your f/o deserve better?

uhh nah!! he's just a strange off-putting dude w a group of friends who care a lot abt him! thats his best case scenario i think

8) do you even like the source your f/o comes from or do you only watch it for them & nothing else?

YES. I LOVE COOTIES

9) do you distance yourself from other fans of your f/o or their source?

uhh yea bc of the overlap w/ SAW fans im pretty nervous to interact w/ anyone im not already mutuals with....

10) how did you feel when you realized “oh of course i had to like That Character”?

SBDJFHLJSDF SO EXCITED!! SAME AUTISM.

11) do you think it’s better to have a copious amount of content for your f/o, even with the risk of finding a lot of ship art, or better to have a lot less?

uhhh idrc bc i don't interact w/ it anyways (see SAW fandom overlap)

12) aren’t you tired of being nice? this is an excuse to rant.

I DONT HAVE ANYTHING BAD TO SAY M JUST SO HAPPY LEIGH CONFIRMED DOUG IS CANON AUTISTIC!!!!! SDFLSJFSLKDF HE'S EXACTLY WHAT I WANNA SEE FROM AUTISTIC CHARACTERS EVERY TIME I WATCH COOTIES I JUST:

LAWRENCE—

1) what’s a Hot Take you have about your f/o?

It Is Actually Narratively Fulfilling For Lawrence To Become A Disciple + Makes Complete Sense

2) on what do you disagree with other fans of your f/o?

that he's. a bad father/a bad person in general ig?

3) did you used to ship your f/o with anyone before realizing you wanted to ship them with yourself?

Uh Yeah Obviously (points @ the fuck-off big SAW polycule)

4) do you feel like you have to defend your f/o all the time?

not ALL the time but like... a lil bit.

5) what’s the dumbest thing you’ve heard about your f/o, either on the internet or irl?

if i see bad Lawrence takes i block on sight + clear them from my mind so i dont have any examples sbsjhdfsd

6) what are some tropes that fan art of your f/o tends to follow?

Adam ghost guilt art. y'know

7) did your f/o deserve better?

YES. RIPPING JOHN KRAMER'S THROAT OUT WITH MY TEETH.

8) do you even like the source your f/o comes from or do you only watch it for them & nothing else?

YES VERY MUCH SAW IS.

9) do you distance yourself from other fans of your f/o or their source?

YES i do not. like the SAW fandom. ive jokingly talked abt it but i literally do have an ongoing SAW blocklist tht ive shared w/ one friend that's abt 1/3 petty reasons + 2/3 people who were directly antagonistic/vagued me/sent me death threats on my old blog.

10) how did you feel when you realized “oh of course i had to like That Character”?

s(me every time i look @ lawrence)

11) do you think it’s better to have a copious amount of content for your f/o, even with the risk of finding a lot of ship art, or better to have a lot less?

same as my answer for Doug; idc bc i dont interact w/ it outside of a small trusted circle

12) aren’t you tired of being nice? this is an excuse to rant.

while ill die on the hill that Lawrence becoming a disciple was the best decision for his character given Adam's death + what little we know about John and how he handles survivors that he was directly taking revenge on ("it can't be personal" shut the fuck up John *holding Amanda and Lawrence like Jake Gyllenhaal holds ferrets + shoving them in his face*), i will ALSO die on the hill that he's like. not directly to blame for what happened. like did he do awful things? is he the reason Lynn was chosen + inevitably died? yes. but we see that he's a fundamentally caring person (starting the survivor's group) through it all and like. He Was Brainwashed Into A Murder Cult And Made Physically Dependent On John Via A Prosthesis That Is Literally Just A Torture Device (when combined with his improperly-healed residual limb). while i love ghost!Adam content, like. not to be openly Adam Kinnie On Main but i wldn't HAUNT him. im haunting Mandy and John and DEFINITELY Hoffman (me n Eric are tag-teaming his ass) but Lawrence i am sitting gently on the edge of the bed and making sure his pillow is always cool.