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pigeons-scrawlings · 5 years ago

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"Oh no! There's two of us, and only ONE BED!" Ship of your choice! 💕

Heck yea, hittin' me with a classic! (Btw, sorry this took forever, my dumb brain kept getting stuck XP)

Alright, let's give this a shot, I'm going with Speeding Bullet cuz it's my OTP :D

Oh, and something to note: I know most people tend to headcanon Snipers first name as Mick but I call him Richard/Rich.

And idk why but I like to think that Snipes and Scout know each other's real names so yeah, their names will be used a few times here.

Anywho, on to the fic!

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Scout's been dealing with a lot of feelings lately that he doesn't know what the hell to do with. It's been throwing him off his game pretty badly, and he's gotten very irritable.

He's been picking more fights with his teammates and he can't seem to keep a clear head during matches.

He'd talk to the one friend he's got on the team to vent and get some advice but...

His one friend happens to be the cause of these issues.

He doesn't know how or when exactly it started, things were fine and they could hang out and chat no problem, but then one day all of sudden he can hardly hazard a glance at Sniper without his thoughts wandering to... things.

Things like... How great his voice sounds. How wonderful his eyes are. How much he'd like to touch him, to-

'Jesus, there I go again...' Scout thought as he sighed deeply and put his face in his hand.

A hand on his shoulder snapped him back to reality. Oh yeah, he was talking with Snipes.

"You alright, mate?" Sniper looked at him with clear concern written on his face. Scout brushed his hand off "Yeah, yeah, I'm fine."

Sniper crossed his arms and his expression became more stern "Scout, I know you, something's clearly off. Something's been off for a while now, everyone can see that."

"It's nothin', really"

"Jer, you know you can talk to me, what's-"

"I said I'm fine!" He said that probably a bit louder then he should have, he practically yelled. Scout sighed again and quickly left, leaving Sniper a bit shocked and very worried.

Scout locked himself away in his room and spent the next few hours thinking and sketching out his emotions.

"What the hell am supposed to do..." he muttered to himself as he half-heartedly continued on his drawing.

"The hell can I do? Jus' walk up an' be like 'hey you've been the subject of my fantasies lately'?" Jeremy sighed again and tossed his sketchbook and pencil onto his bed.

He laid back on the bed, put his hands over his face and groaned. 'Even if I did, what would even happen? I don't even know if he... if he even swings that way. With my luck, he'd probably just hate me, think there's something wrong with me.'

He jumped when he heard knocking at his door. "Scout" Fuck. It's Sniper. Fantastic. "Scout I know you're in there, an' that you don't want to talk but I need to speak with ya."

Scout didn't move, hoping Sniper would just go away.

"Jeremy, don't make me get heavy to break your door!" Goddamit. "Alright, fine! Jus' gimme a sec!" He hopped up from the bed and quickly went and opened the door.

Scout leaned against the door frame with his arms crossed, giving Sniper a half-hearted glare. "What?"

"We're going on vacation."

"What??"

"You need a break, everyone else needs a break from you, and I'm not comfortable with leavin' you alone right now, so you and me are gonna take a little trip." Sniper tried to give an encouraging smile.

"You gotta be kiddin' me. No." He stepped back and attempted to close the door only to be stopped by Sniper shoving his foot in.

"No choice, mate, like I said, everyone else needs a break from whatever the hell has been going on with you. Either take a trip with me or, well, I don't know what they'd do but I'm sure you wouldn't like it."

Jeremy mulled over the idea for a few moments before reluctantly opening the door.

"Alright. Alright fine, when we leavin'?"

~Time Skip~

The drive out was quiet. Sniper occasionally tried to make small-talk, to lighten the mood but of course, it wasn't doing much.

He wasn't pushing questions though, Scout could be thankful for that.

After another bout of silence, he decided to be the one to break it this time "So, ya gonna tell me where we're goin' yet?"

"You'll see in a bit, we're almost there."

And yet again, the Scout sighed. Sniper wasn't wrong though, in a just about ten or fifteen minutes the path they were following through the woods came to an end.

They were now in a wide clearing. Sniper parked the vehicle and they both hopped out.

'A campground?' There was a well-used fire pit surrounded by logs for seating and a few hiking trails here and there leading back into the woods.

Sniper grabbed a few bags and made his way over to the pit. Scout looked around to see if there was anything interesting to be found here.

He noticed some old, worn-looking railing on the furthest side of the clearing and went over to investigate. On the other side of the railing was apparently a cliff.

As Scout leaned over a rail to peer down it Sniper made his way over to him, grumbling a bit as he went.

Scout glanced at Sniper "Y'alright there, Snipes?" he asked as he continued examining the bottom of the cliff.

Sniper sighed "Well, looks like I somehow forgot somethings, namely the sleeping bags."

As Scout turned to look up at the tall man he was suddenly struck with the mental image of grabbing Sniper by his shirt collar to yank him down for a kiss.

Scout coughed and leaned back on the railing, trying to look calm and casual and praying to God he wasn't blushing

"Ok, so? We can just sleep in your van."

"I only got the one bed in there, mate."

"Oh. Right."

"Yeah. So unless ya feel like sharin', " Sniper began with a mildly amused tone, as he turned to walk back to the camper "I'll just take the floor."

Scout was glad Sniper had turned away because he was definitely blushing at the thought of sharing a bed with him "What? Wait a second!"

Scout quickly walked after Sniper, grabbed his shoulder, turned him back around and gave him an incredulous look "No way, man! I'm not makin' you sleep on the floor!"

"It's fine Jer"

"No, I'll take the floor."

"Wha- Jeremy no, you have the bed, it's fine. Besides, whatever's got you stressed'll just be made worse if ya don't sleep comfortabley."

"I don't care, just- ugh. Alright, ya'know what?" Scout immediately regretted what he was about to say but he didn't stop himself

"We're sharin' the bed!" and with that, he stomped off towards the pit, where Sniper had apparently already gotten a fire going

"Now get yer ass over here, your fire looks like it's dyin'!"

Sniper stood there a moment, a bit stunned, before moving to follow "... Ok, mate."

~Time Skip 2: Electric Boogaloo~

This place had a very relaxing atmosphere, it helped ease Scouts nerves a fair amount. As the sun finished setting the two men were sitting near the fire, eating s'mores and talking.

Sniper was recounting an interesting creature encounter he once had.

"Bullshit, that did not happen," Scout said through a mouthful of graham cracker and marshmallow.

"It's true mate! It was like a jackalope but big as a moose! I'd've shot the thing but I was worried a bullet wouldn't do more than piss it off."

"A big ass kangaroo with antlers, sure. I'll believe that if I ever see it." He finished off his s'more and yawned, feeling a bit drowsy now that the sun was down.

He looked up at the sky, appreciating the stars. Sniper let out his own yawn and spoke "Alright, think we might as well turn in for the night."

Scout hummed an agreement, stood up and stretched as Sniper put out the fire. As they walked to the van some of Scouts drowsy-ness was suddenly replaced with anxiety as he remembered what he'd said earlier.

'Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit,' He's gotta share a bed with Sniper. Well, he's not backing out now, he's too stubborn for that. Yup. Stubbornness.

That's it. That's the only reason. The only reason he's gonna go through with it. Certainly not because this has been a fantasy of his. Certainly not because he would very much like to cuddle with the man. Because he doesn't. Really.

After they entered the van they both set about removing their shoes, brushing their teeth, y'know, standard bedtime routine stuff.

Scout was the first to finish and climbed into the bed.

"Y'know, I can still just take the floor, we don't have to-"

"Rich, just shut up and get the hell over here."

Sniper chuckled "Alright."

Scout scooted closer to the wall to make space as Sniper made his way over.

Once he was in the bed Sniper pulled the blankets over the both of them and turned to face away from Scout "G'night, Jer."

"Night"

Scout stared at the ceiling. He wasn't gonna be able to sleep like this, he was far too aware of the warm body lying next to him.

He wanted to curl up to the bushman, to rap an arm around him, to tangle their legs together.

But of course he can't really just go and do that without having to admit some things.

He turned to face the wall and closed his eyes, deciding to at least try to sleep but he was restless, after a few moments he turned to lay on his back again.

Then sighed.

Then turned back to the wall. And tossed and turned a few more times.

Then Sniper sighed and shifted. Turning to lay on his back, he looked at Scout "Jer, you alright, mate?"

"Yeah, m'fine."

"Y'sure? Your tossin' about quite a bit there."

"Yeah, well, not every day I gotta share a bed."

"I can still take the floor if ya want."

"Nah, I'll live."

"Jer, I don't want you gettin' a bad nights sleep 'cause of me."

"Definitely will if ya keep talkin'."

Sniper huffed in amusement "You grew up with seven brothers, didn't you? Can't imagine noise being all that much of an issue."

Scout grumbled quietly, unsure of what else he could say.

Sniper sighed again and shifted to fully face Scout 'Oh God what now' Scout thought.

"Listen. I know you don't want to talk about it, and I promise you if you still don't want to say anything after this then I won't ask again.

But you're my friend, Jeremy, I care about you, about your wellbeing, and I want to help. You know you can talk to me about anything, I won't judge you if that's what you're worried about. So, please. Will you talk to me?"

Scout was quiet for a few moments, trying to think of what the hell he could say. He sure as hell wanted to confess but he was scared of losing his best friend.

He decided to test the waters.

"... Alright..." Scout sat up and turned to lean back on the wall, looking at anything but Sniper, as he collected his thoughts.

Sniper sat up as well and patiently waited.

"Ok, so... I guess it's, uh... I, uh... Ugh... I think... I've, uh..." Scout swallowed nervously and took a deep breath.

"I think I'm... I-in... love?" he glanced at Sniper who gave a bit of confused look

"Not to make light of it, mate, but... Is that all? All of this fuss 'cause of some sheila?" Sniper chuckled and grinned.

"I-it's a... guy... actually..."

Snipers grin dropped and eyes widened slightly "Oh."

"Yeah..."

"Alright, I suppose I can see how you'd be a bit more inclined to secrecy then. Still wish you'd've told me sooner though. Like I always tell you, you can talk-"

"Talk to you about anything, I know, but... I dunno, I just... I dunno..."

"S'alright, Jer... If you don't mind me askin', it's not someone on the team is it?"

Scouts eyes widened and he stared in shock at Sniper "What?! No! Why the hell would I fall for any of those bozos!"

"Jer,"

"That's fucking ridiculous! How can even you suggest that?"

"Jeremy."

"There is no way in hell I would ever even consider one of them-"

"Jeremy!" Sniper clamped a hand down on Scouts shoulder "Would you calm down?"

Scout shut his mouth tightly and stared at Sniper "Listen, mate if telling me who it is is that much of an issue you don't have to!"

"I don't-" Scout was about to deny the idea again but was quickly silenced by Snipers stern expression

"You know you're a terrible liar, mate. You ramble and get defensive every time."

"I- but it's not- It- Fucking Goddamnit!" Scout covered his face and groaned "It's not- ugh!" He sighed lowering his hands but not daring to look at Sniper

"I-I do... want to tell you, I just... I don't..."

Scout felt his throat tighten, his could feel his eyes start to water. Sniper pulled him into a tight hug "It's okay, Jer."

"I don't want you to hate me."

"I could never hate you, I don't give a 'roo's ass who you love, it could never make me hate you!"

Scout gripped tightly to his only friend as if he'd lose him if he let go, he certainly felt like he would.

He pulled back a little ways, still not letting go, and looked Sniper in the eyes, those fantastic eyes. He doesn't know what prompted him to to do it but,

Next thing he knew his lips were on Snipers. He jumped back as soon as he realized what he was doing.

Sniper looked just as shocked if not more so. Scout covered his face again, fully expecting some kind of negative reaction.

Instead, Sniper pulled his hands away, held one of them and put one of his own to Scouts cheek, wiping away a tear with his thumb and returned the kiss.

Scout couldn't believe it, he had to be dreaming! But it definitely felt real, and it felt amazing. It made his heart pound.

Sniper broke the kiss and looked Scout in the eyes "...Told ya I wouldn't hate you." He gave a soft smile and kissed Scout on the nose.

Scout smiled and couldn't help but laugh a little "Guess I was really worried over nothin', huh?" He didn't wait for an answer, instead opting to kiss Sniper again.

~The End~

#tf2 #tf2 scout #tf2 sniper #tf2 fanfiction #scoutsniper #scout x sniper #speeding bullet #writing #fanfic #fanfiction

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a-merman-not-a-guppy · 5 years ago

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15-20!

15. What’s your proudest moment/accomplishment in BDRP?

Man uhhh I think Finn revealing himself as a merman to Nemo is one of my big ones? It just it was so good and getting there was amazing. I just really really felt good about that? Also back in the day I wrote Rhiannon and I won’t lie, writing her blatantly murdering Snow was pretty good. I’m still pretty proud of that lol.

16. What thread that’s not your own do you remember watching closely?

In recent memory the whole Loud Bell thing. I was so hooked to that. I mean who wasn’t really? I didn’t think Lou would actually just straight up make out with Hades so I’m boo boo the fool xP

17. What locations do you normally use?

Hatter’s. Lol also Secondary for obvious reasons, and I very much love using the lake now too. Those are kind of the main ones though Hatter’s is my go to.

18. Pitch three different plots for characters that aren’t your own? What plotting opportunities may your peers be overlooking/missing out on!?

Nemo and Huey hang out cause Nemo needs a tutor and Huey’s an uber nerd? That’s not a big plot I just would like to see friends and siblings mingle more. That’d be nice.

Ariel and Nemo team up against Ashley A to protect their friend. idk again same reason as before I’d like to see them interact. I think they’d have an interesting dynamic. I’d want to see if they’d get along or not. Especially with some jealousy on one end over a shared friend. Idk just bring them together so I can read it all. Thank you.

Also what would be kind of funny is an awkward Al and Roo encounter now that break up’s happened and all. Maybe I’m just someone who likes putting people in weird situations.

These aren’t that grand of ideas. lol sorry

19. Write some love for three Muns of your choice!

Alex has been super great to talk to and gripe about our characters some. It’s been really fun to share pictures and make jokes and I’m looking forward to making more jokes and stuff now that we have muses really interacting. Thank you for bringing the kickass Nyx. She’s dope as hell and all your ladies really are. I’m really excited to write with you more. =]

Hannah is so sweet and like has some super cool characters man. Always ready to hit me up with stuff (i.e. Finndri now) and plays my nerd brother and so many other babes I’m just firmly attached to. She’s done a great job. Not to mention we can be our Army selves and groan about how good looking Yoongi is and Yuta and ugh. I’m glad we’re friends.

Emma seriously great to plot with and I love the element of chaos you bring with Phineas because it gets my Louie muse like lit. I’m always like ‘oh boy these two really’ and I think you just have such an enthusiasm to jump into things and you were cool with me creating chaos with Wilbur and I love that. Thank you for creating chaos with me.

Lauryl introduced me to Jimin and therefore introduced me to BTS and so for that alone I must love her. xP Moving past that Lauryl is one of the best storybuilders and has taught me a lot about writing. Seriously. The reason my characters have more depth now is cause of the writing tips stuff that Lauryl put together. Literally genius. And then of course she’s got super dope characters, all of them really. You know who my lauryl biases are so I’ll leave it there. You rock.

[okay shh this is four leave me alone]

20. Write some love for three Muses of your choice!

Al though. He like really surprised me and came at me and stuff. Like I remember when I joked like ‘haha what if Al and Kanga just go on one date’ and Pet and I just haha’d you know and then it actually went really well? and things progressed and now I just have an Al hole in my heart cause I’ve grown attached? This just shows what a great write pet is really to make people truly care about this character. He’s so interesting and multifaceted and I’m excited to see how he fits in with the knights and where he goes from here. He’s awesome.

Olaf. I had to like pick between a billion of lauryl’s characters but I’m going to just barely pick to love on him over Nemo because Olaf’s story is so unique and creative and it’s been so magical to see the way you’ve shaped him lauryl truly. I think it’s also helped open my eyes more to like aro stuff. I mean you know you know about something but then you really get to learn through the writing and through Olaf’s story and I think that’s really special. I also love how warm and bright Olaf is. He brings a good presence to the rp.

Roo. My son! My baby daddy! Ha. Honestly hilarious I can put both of those in one line but Roo is such an interesting character. It’s been really interesting to get a sense of him as a kid and the way that he is with Ashley. I’m really looking forward to seeing where he goes from here and how he deals with things (and how he maybe might see his mom differently for the decisions she’s had to make). Idk he’s got an engaging story. I’m excited to see more.

#ohphineas

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boltsandashes · 4 years ago

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ultimate ship meme || accepting

@memoryhallowed said: ship meme but ur choice outta our ships :)

noooo making me choose ahh. ok, daaron? (bc i feel like they’re more likely to get married than desus)

Send in two (or more) names and I’ll fill all this out about the ship!

General:

How long will they last? - Once Daryl finally gets his head out of his ass and they get together they’ll be unbreakable

How quickly did/will they fall in love? - I think this one crept up slow and probably happened without either of them fully realizing it. They’re a true friends to lovers trope.

How was their first kiss? - in most ‘verses probably tentative at first, searching and slow, feeling each other out and then quickly going deeper.

Wedding:

Who proposed? - Daryl. I think Aaron would’ve probably brought it up, feeling the idea out, feeling how Daryl felt about it but wouldn’t want to push him. Then one day Daryl’d kind of casually be like “so... you wanna do the thing?”

Who is the best man/men? - god... me just sitting here trying to think who’s still alive/around that they’re friends with. I think depending on the timeline it’d be Jesus and/or Rick. ...Can’t actually think of anyone from s10 they’d ask though, huh.

Who is the bridesmaid(s)? - Gracie, Lydia, Judith, Michonne, Carol... many options. Ok forget the best men, just lots of bridesmaids XD

Who did the most planning? - Aaron, though Daryl’d poke his head in and point at food or floral arrangements from time to time.

Who stressed the most? - Daryl, probably. If only about the awkwardness of a ceremony

How fancy was the ceremony? - Back of a pickup truck | 2 | 3 | 4 | Normal Church Wedding (Aaron would probably want something nice with their friends around and Daryl’d want to give him that) | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Kate and William wish they were this big.

Who was specifically not invited to the wedding? - Negan XP

Sex:

Who is on top? - switch, probably

Who is the one to instigate things? - both

How healthy is their sex life? - Barely touch themselves let alone each other | 2 | 3 | 4 | Once a couple weeks, nothing overboard | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They are humping each other on the couch right now

How kinky are they? - Straight missionary with the lights off | 2 | 3 | 4 | Might try some butt stuff and toys | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Don’t go into the sex dungeon without a horse’s head

How long do they normally last? - A while, they like to take their time and enjoy it

Do they make sure each person gets an equal amount of orgasms? - I feel like amount matters less than quality

How rough are they in bed? - Softer than a butterfly on the back of a bunny | 2 | 3 | 4 | The bed’s shaking and squeaking every time | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Their dirty talk is so vulgar it’d make Dwayne Johnson blush. Also, the wall’s so weak it could collapse the next time they do it.

How much cuddling/snuggling do they do? - No touching after sex | 2 | 3 | 4 | A little spooning at night, or on the couch, but not in public | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They snuggle and kiss more often than a teen couple on their fifth date to a pillow factory.

Children:

How many children will they have naturally? - 0

How many children will they adopt? - a feeew

Who gets stuck with the most diapers? - Aaron, since he’s got so much experience XP (nah, daryl would do his share)

Who is the stricter parent? - oof. they’d both be marshmallows. Aaron would probably be stricter so far as bedtimes and homework and whatnot.

Who stops the kid(s) from doing dangerous stunts after school? - Daryl (because he’d probably find out about it happening more)

Who remembers to pack the lunch(es)? - Aaron

Who is the more loved parent? - my inner Daryl is saying Aaron, obviously 😅

Who is more likely to attend the PTA meetings? - Aaron

Who cried the most at graduation? - Daryl 😅

Who is more likely to bail the child(ren) out of trouble with the law? - Daryl

Cooking:

Who does the most cooking? - I think they’d trade off

Who is the most picky in their food choice? - Aaron. Daryl will eat literally anything.

Who does the grocery shopping? - Aaron

How often do they bake desserts? - Occasionally. Daryl wouldn’t be great at it but I feel like they’d have fun doing it together. Ugh, domestic feels

Are they more of a meat lover or a salad eater? - meat

Who is more likely to surprise the other(s) with an anniversary dinner? -

Who is more likely to suggest going out? - Aaron (unless you mean out past the walls bc then Daryl)

Who is more likely to burn the house down accidentally while cooking? - I guess Daryl but also definitely not Daryl. He’d be careful about that shit.

Chores:

Who cleans the room? - Aaron

Who is really against chores? - Neither (though Daryl’d definitely complain about certain “around the house” chores, like what is the point of this)

Who cleans up after the pets? - Daryl

Who is more likely to sweep everything under the rug? - Daryl

Who stresses the most when guests are coming over? - Daryl if it’s strangers, Aaron if it’s friends

Who found a dollar between the couch cushions while cleaning? - I genuinely do not understand this question 😂i guess whichever one was cleaning there that day idk

Misc:

Who takes the longer showers/baths? - Aaron

Who takes the dog out for a walk? - Daryl

How often do they decorate the room/house for the holidays? - they’d do it up for the holidays for sure. Aaron’d be all for it and Daryl would secretly love doing all the fun silly cute traditions he never got to before

What are their goals for the relationship? - loving, protecting, and accepting each other and their kids the way they didn’t have, growing up

Who is most likely to sleep till noon? - Aaron? Daryl’s up early

Who plays the most pranks? - probably Daryl. he does have a playful/mischievous side that miiiight come out once they’re real happy and comfy with each other.

#memoryhallowed #ask daryl #daaron #they are precious i love

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purplesurveys · 5 years ago

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When was the last time you changed your opinion on somebody? A few days ago I found out that someone I probably know (but is anonymous) filed a complaint towards another person that I also know for acting indecently towards the complainant. I always knew that person had a...vibe, but I just didn’t know it was going to be the worst vibe possible. I never want to see them ever again because I might actually kick them. When did you last change your opinion on a situation? I haven’t changed my opinions in a while... literally what I can only remember is listening to a few Billie Eilish songs and accepting that she has some okay music lmaoooo, and this was a few months ago. Why did you last visit the doctor? My left eye was acting up so I wanted to have it checked before the lockdown that we all knew was going to happen. What was the last thing that made you feel proud and why? Finishing my thesis. Because duh, I actually did it? Do you like salt? Sure, it makes a lot of food more delicious.

Do you feel uncomfortable when people you hardly know confide in you? Honestly yes. I pride myself on being a good listener, but it doesn’t mean I’m comfortable with listening to everyone. I prefer keeping that opportunity to my close friends. I suppose it’s flattering when people I’m not close to see me as trustworthy, but if I had it my way I wish they went to another person instead. Have you ever regretted what you said in drunken conversation once sober? Sometimes. Is there anything coming up which you're dreading? I’m a little afraid of the period following graduation because it’ll be the first time in 18 years that I’m not in school, and it’ll be such a crazy transition. Let’s hope it doesn’t eat me alive. Anything you're looking forward to? Also the period after graduation, because yay adult life and independence and no more exams and stuff. Idk, lots of mixed feelings about it obviously. Do you ever do tedious tasks just to keep your mind occupied? Yes. It actually really helps and I like having things to do when there’s conflict or tension going on in my personal life. Have you ever lived with somebody with truly repulsive habits? Nah, I don’t think that about my family. Repulsive traits sure, but not habits. Do you tend to say things because they're appropriate not because you mean them? Sometimes, and it’s usually to be polite and/or nice. It costs nothing to tell someone you like someone’s dress or makeup or shirt, and you can even help make their day. What was the last thing to perplex you? Probably some stupid, nonsensical thing Duterte said in one of his addresses. What was the last thing to fascinate you? I rewatched Beyoncé’s Homecoming on Netflix and everything about it fascinated me, as always. I will neverrrr get tired of watching her concerts; she always puts so much love and effort and soul into each show. What was the last thing to annoy you? I don’t feel like getting into it. When did you last work your socks off fruitlessly? A few months ago, in the earlier stages of making our thesis. Andrew and I would often bust our asses into the night, tweaking and researching and editing, and submit our work feeling proud of it only for it to be thrown back at us with a million comments and corrections in bloody red ink. I feel like we got a record number of sermons and unaccepted drafts compared to other students, so it just made me detached from my thesis altogether and in the end I mostly finished it for the sake of finishing it. I’m proud of finishing it of course, but I’m no longer passionate about it like I used to be, and I doubt I’ll ever bring it up in future conversations unless someone asks. When did your hard work last pay off? Today, in the final stages of our thesis. I really wish I loved it more, though. What is a word you hate? Grind makes me uncomfortable lol Do you have a favourite childrens book? Sure. If yes, what is it? Corduroy. I would go to the school library to read it almost everyday; I never got tired of it. I also really liked Tikki Tikki Tembo because his whole name was so fun to pronounce haha. When did you last feel a need to be alone? Last week when it rained and it was cold for the first time in months. The weather made me feel ~some type of way~ and I stayed in my room all day. I wasn’t sad, I really just wanted to savor the weather by myself. When did you last "need" to be around people? Right now. I’ve increasingly been feeling this way by the day.

Have you ever been in a job where you didn't fit in with your co-workers? Not a job, but this was me during my experience applying for a local chapter of an international youth org called AIESEC. I really thought I could fake my way in and I was adamant at first because I like what the org does and besides, AIESEC looks really good on a resumé; but it’s one of the rare times that even faking it didn’t cut it for me. I was miserable and no one talked to me every time I hung out in their lounge, and their org culture was so different from what I’m used to with my home org. I didn’t last long and I ghosted the application process after a month. What do you do to "expand" your mind? For me that’s always best achieved by trying out new things, so I make it a point to have brand-new experiences every time I can. When did you last REALLY want to go out but couldn't for whatever reason? LOL. March to present. Do you need a wee right now? I do not. Is there a certain noise/sound which scares you? Yeah, loud ‘DUN’ sounds that come with jumpscares, the Windows XP shutdown sound is also weirdly scary to me, and people yelling when they’re drunk. The last one particularly reminds me of fights at home. When did you last eat sweeties? Idk what you mean by sweeties, but the last time I had anything sweet was this afternoon when my dad made churros with a chocolate dip. Do you have a favourite micro-organism? No lol What was the last thing to upset you? The recent news about a wrestler, Shad Gaspard, who was reported missing after he got swept out to sea while at the beach with his family. He told rescuers to save his kid first, but they were never able to find him after. They tried to look for him for several hours but eventually, they called the search off and now he’s presumed to have died. It’s very sad and heavy and a lot to take in. He was one of my favorites growing up because he was in a hilarioussssss tag team with another guy, JTG, and both of them were always so entertaining. It sucks, and 2020 continues to suck. What was the last thing to make you happy? Like I said, I watched Homecoming earlier. Beyoncé always puts me in a better mood, so there’s that. Have you ever eaten chocolate for breakfast? Just hot chocolate. I’ve never eaten like a chocolate bar or anything similar. Do you like balloons? They’re admittedly fun, but I know they can also be harmful to the environment so I don’t buy or use them if it’s even remotely unnecessary to. Out of the people you know, whose birthday is next? Laurice. Does that person have any plans to celebrate their birthday? I’m sure their family has something planned out inside their house, but obviously they can’t celebrate by going out for now. Do you enjoy swimming? Yes. When will you next go to the beach? I have no clue. When at the beach do you like to swim in the sea? Ugh man. Awful timing for these questions... yeah I guess. But I don’t want to think about that now. If you have pet fish do you bother to name them? When I was a kid I did name each of my goldfish. Do you like adventure games like Monkey Island and Diskworld? No. Did you ever read the Terry Pratchet "Disk World" books? I did not. If yes to the question above, what are they like? Have you had to change a nappy lately? Nope, no babies around here. Would you like a holiday about now? Not really. It’s not like I can celebrate it or go for a vacation. What's stopping you from going on holiday right now? So tired of saying it every time. If you know you know. Do you keep your eggs in the fridge? Yes, we do. Have you ever owned chickens? Nope. Super common to just see chickens running about the highway once you reach the province though hahaha. Do you like classical music? Some. I sometimes like listening to classical playlists when I study, but not always. When did you last listen to music? An hour ago. Have you ever seen "Canibal the Musical"? I haven’t. Are your breasts sore? Nopes.

#survey #surveys

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fenharel · 5 years ago

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👽 i was tagged by @noonvraith ♥ 👽

Dogs or cats? As An Animal Person. BOTH. bad question But if u would hold a gun against my head i guess i would choose dogs

YouTube celebrities or normal celebrities? normal celebrities. i like youtubers, not youtube “celebrities”

If you could choose to live anywhere, where would it be? mars

Disney or Dreamworks? usually i would say disney but they’ve fucked me over a couple too many times these days so dreamworks i guess 😡👊

Favorite childhood TV show? buffy the vampire slayer & the o.c. :’) still watch them now from time to time whenever im feeling it

The movie you’re looking forward to in 2020? none right now? :’/ i do want to watch that rabbit movie because of my boi domhnall though

Favorite book you read in 2019? i read the folk of the air series and really loved it :D

Marvel or DC? ugh, marvel. but they’ve been disappointing me too much with their last movies (especially ragnarök, infinity war & endgame) i dont care for them atm, which sucks because i was usually on board for every single release by them. yet im 100% excited for the loki series im a clown

If you chose Marvel, favorite member of the X-Men? wolverine <3333 i watched the first 3 x-men movies like a thousand times hahaha

Night or day? night. higher chances to get turned into a vampire.

Favorite Pokémon? im boring and i dont know whats happening with them pokemons anymore but as a kid i loved pikatchu and that pink fox thingy

Top 5 bands/artists? [windows xp error sound] hozier gud

Top 10 books? asoiaf series, the witcher series, harry potter series, thg series, the picture of dorian gray, frankenstein, the folk of the air series,

Top 4 movies? star wars: the last jedi, the fall (2006), pirates of the caribbean, the mummy, 10 things i hate about you, knives out, the lord of the rings, mad max: fury road, harry potter 6, marie antoinette, [& more!! imagine me rambling on because 4 is def not enough]

US or Europe? europe, not just because of the diverse geography but also because of the different cultures, languages and general diversity and history. i also think it’s neat that i can visit a lot of countries “pretty easily��, in that sense i guess im lucky to live in germany, lol. environmentalism is also a much more important subject in europe than it is in the US, which is very important to me. also, of course, let us not forget eurovision. US culture has become more and more scary & disappointing the past few years to me. besides of that i think US countrysides can be very pretty, too.

Tumblr or Twitter? twitter. ive been on there even longer than on tumblr and it always was my little save haven if that makes sense. mostly because i really never followed real people, just memes and offical movie accounts & celebrities i wanted to get updated on lmao. so it was always chill. it has become a bit more crazy these days but not as bad as on here because i dont follow too many crazy fandom people

Favorite vacation destination? barcelona every summer, bebé

Favorite YouTuber? no one. NO ONE tops reviewbrah for me rn i LVOE him sdkfjjhsdkjhfjskdhfjskdf i dont rlly have one idk!! i watch a lot of shane, garrett watts, jeffree star, jenna marbles, i also love psychology stuff like todd grande or frank james, etc etc

Favorite author? again, don’t have one, my interests are too scattered and switch too fast for me to develop most #fave anything. idk i always read whatever seems interesting i never sticked to an author and read all their works lmfao (though i lowkey want to?). idk. george r.r. martin is cute (though a clown), i also love watching stephen king interviews

Tea or coffee? tea, coffee is bad and the devil. i only consider drinking it as a punishment

OTP? kylo ren x being alive, my oc’s x their love interests 😩

Do you play an instrument or sing? absolutely, but im not good at it or in any way talented

i tag: @thalasians @bleden-mark @mtethras @calebwidgast @cataclysmic-shadows and you!!!

#personal #guess i'll have to watch rabbit movie 1 first at some point 🤔#i'll do it for my ginger bf

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prince-of-places · 5 years ago

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1, 2, 11 :)

Thank you @claudyn! :)

1 - If someone really wanted to understand You,what would they read,watch and listen to?

For reading,I'm not really sure. Maybe my poetry? If it's a piece of media then oof...probably... idk XP I'll just say To Kill a Mockingbird since I like that book. If you'd like to hear me complain then Harry Potter... For understanding me,then maybe an encyclopedia I had when I was 9,since it was the first time I realised I liked learning and it helped carve my personality to what it is today.

For watch,I really admired Twin Peaks. It just combined a lot of things I really like (detectives,humour,scenery) into one incredibly pleasing show. And owls! To understand me,maybe Sherlock? I know there were some episodes (especially the wedding one) where I was able to really connect to what was happening.

For listen to,it's gotta be The Beatles. They've informed my music taste so much that I wouldn't listen to 99% of my music if I hadn't listened to them,so they're very important to me. Recently I've been listening to lots of Talking Heads. I really admire them for just creating music they wanted to and not worrying about people thought.

2 - Have you ever found a writer who thinks just like You? If so,who?

Um...ugh...a person who writes and thinks just like me?? That would be my brainmate,@sleepyselkiesiren! 💚 In terms of writing...I guess it would also cover some of their stuff XP

11 - Describe your ideal day

Any day spent with my girlf is ideal for me 💚 Guess I could go more in-depth with that but I doubt anyone would want me to XP

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lavender-annd-lilac · 2 years ago

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Author's Note: Its been like two years and I'm still not over this song.

Dude, exile was my fav song from folklore😍. Like, it was Red-era good. Honestly, delete that track w Ed Sheeran and replace it with exile lol. (Jk… I liked it but if there can only be 2 duets then “the last time” is the superior song)

but instead of putting criminals away, he was in-house counsel for a big pharma firm.

Wow @ this shade but like… I can’t say big pharma isn’t evil haha

He’d lost his home, while someone else had found a haven

He’s really doing the “woe is me” thing here huh

it had taken three whiskeys- neat- before he could even begin to believe it. And then another two to propel him out the doors

Blood alcohol level: u better be calling an Uber to get home

Him. His predecessor.

The Windows XP to his Windows Vista

“Here at the wedding, or here?” Andy probed,

This is such a lawyer ass question lol… like tell me ur a lawyer without telling me ur a lawyer lol

“Clearly not as good as you,” he nodded to her engagement ring;

He needs to check his hydration levels bc this is salty af

“And that was on you anyway,” she continued pointedly,

Yaaass girl, give him that reverse uno card

“Five fucking years and I still don’t get it where it went wrong.”

Like ok… I get “not being over” someone, but if 5years later ur like “ya idk what happened” it’s kind of a red flag. Imagine the Enron dudes being like “huh, wonder what we did wrong” 5 years after the fact lmao

“I don’t get it,” he shook his head, “Its like everyone knew but me,”

I CANT 😭😭😂😂 this is like the person that thinks everyone they meet is an asshole without realizing that means he is actually the asshole 😵‍💫

“Yeah, that’s the problem,” she sniffled, “Everyone knew but you,” her voice broke pitifull

If this was a sitcom/a Rachel and Ross interaction on Friends, they would play the laugh track here

“I was up for a promotion,” he argued firmly, “You know that.”

*Justin Timberlake falsetto* cry me a river 🎶

“I’m sorry, I should have been better. ”

Ugh, I hate when ppl say vague stuff like this lol. It’s like virtue signalling without putting any effort into identifying WHAT u should have been better at.

Like, imagine u design a crappy car that gets recalled and ur just like ummm I should have made it a better car 😂 dude, do u even know what went wrong? Was it the engine? The brakes? The cup holder??

“I want to be better,”

“I can be better

She should have lawyered back and asked him to specify BETTER AT WHAT smh

“I miss you,” he elicited, “I lost everything when you left,”

A lot of “I”s in this conversation huh 😒

“I couldn’t admit it because…..then I'd have to accept that I threw everything away. My second act,”

“My second act” lol @ him lamenting his lost potential 🙄

“But its too late now.”

Kitchen is closed, bitch!!! Get outta here 👋

she promised herself it was the right thing to do- even if deep down, she knew it wasn’t.

Me: …but even deeper down, it was actually right tho

Haha this was sooo good and deserves more than my immature comments lol but that’s all I got 😅

I actually loved the ending bc I was just reading this other post about Eugene Onegin and (spoilers for a 200 y/o Russian novelized poem) in that story the female love interest does pretty much the same thing - like she acknowledges that she still has feelings for him but she’s also like “but I got my own life now and I shouldn’t have to give it up for u so byeeeee Felicia”

I’m definitely a hypocrite tho bc sometimes I’m like “u need to give him a 7th chance!!!🥺” lmao

For some reason, the worse the person is, the more inclined I feel towards them having a redemption arc haha. Maybe it’s bc there’s more of a visible change in behaviour? Like previous hostage-taking, murderous cannibal is now just a regular cannibal? Good job buddy! Distant ex is now… a repentant but still kind of defensive ex? Meh…. 😅

Exile

Andy Barber x Reader

Author's Note: Its been like two years and I'm still not over this song. Summary: Five years after their break-up, one person's still reeling while the other's moved on. Warnings: Angst. Masterlists

It must have been ages since he’d last seen her; three, four years? Maybe five. It felt like a lifetime ago though, and still, he was stuck. Andy was stuck; stuck in a moment that might have been reduced to chump change for her, stuck in the hurt of their end, stuck in the confusion of their strange reality. How could one person feel like home one minute than become like a stranger the next?

Andy still didn’t understand where, or when, it all went wrong.

But it obviously had and now Y/n had found someone that could do better by her. From what he’d gathered, his replacement was also an attorney, but instead of putting criminals away, he was in-house counsel for a big pharma firm. Allen? Adam? Aiden? Andy couldn’t quite remember his name, though, he was sure he’d heard it when he’d asked another guest to confirm that he was in fact, seeing Y/n across the room, wrapped up elegantly in crimson satin.

“Oh, yeah. It’s her. She’s here with her finacee….”

Fiancee.

He couldn’t believe his ears when he’d heard it; Y/n was engaged while he was still trying to pick up the pieces. He’d lost his home, while someone else had found a haven- he wondered if the man knew how lucky he was; back then, Andy hadn’t. The news had been like a sucker punch in the gut and it had taken three whiskeys- neat- before he could even begin to believe it. And then another two to propel him out the doors when she slipped away to the balcony, following her the way he should have all those years ago.

She’d spotted him from the minute they’d entered, and at the sight of Andy, Y/n had shifted uncomfortably in Aaron’s embrace. He’d asked if she was okay and she’d lied and said yes, but really, Y/n was quaking inside. Figures that the first big event that she and her fiancee attend since getting engaged involved her ex, and not just any ex; Andy Barber, the only one she regretted breaking up with.

Though, it wasn’t like he’d given her much of a choice; for the most part, Y/n had felt lonelier in that relationship than she’d been while she was single.

“You okay?” He glanced down at her, easily picking up on her discomfort. Affectionately, he rubbed his hand up and down the small of her back, following her gaze before adding anything to his earlier concern, “Wait,” he knitted his brows, “Is that him?”

Him. His predecessor. In Aaron’s mind, the one that had, by some sort of divine consequence, made their relationship that much more worth it. Because of the carnage Andy had wrecked, Aaron had worked that much harder.

Still, without effort, she loved him.

“Yeah,” she elicited, “I didn’t think he kept in contact with Tammy and Greg,” Y/n mused absently, glancing down at the dry bubbly half filling her delicate champagne flute.

“Is this hard for you?” Aaron probed, bending to press a kiss to the top of her head, all while she kept her gaze trained on Andy, who suddenly looked ready to punch through walls- his pain always had a way of getting muddled with fury. She’d wanted him to see a therapist, he’d been adamant that he didn’t need one- or her. “I know its been a while but……”

But she’d once made a messiah of Andy in her mind; he was on a pedestal and she’d excused so much in the name of protecting what they had , until the grief of it all had become cigarette burns on her soul by their end.

“No,” she shook her head, finally breaking eye contact with Andy to meet Aaron’s hazel gaze, “Its not hard. Why would it be?” She drew in a large gulp of her champagne, all but finishing off the glass.

He knitted his brows, “Because….nothing. I’m glad you’re good,” he bent a bit lower, while Y/n tipped her chin, meeting his lips. It was a short one, though, she struggled to get through it; suddenly, Andy was all she could think about. When they broke, Y/n glanced back towards where he’d been standing, across the room only to find that the anger in his expression had melted away, making room for something else;

Jealousy?

Apathy?

If he was anything like the man she’d left behind, it would remain indecipherable; he had a knack for hiding what he was really feeling under stoicism. When they’d first met, she’d called it brooding and thought it gave him the most attractive edge but towards the end of their relationship, it had become one of their most glaring points of contention.

Still, she couldn’t help but wonder what it would have been like if she’d stayed; would he have ever changed? Or would they have gone to that wedding as strangers living in the same house- as opposed to strangers that stared at each other from across the room.

“I’m just gonna run to the restroom,” Y/n smiled tightly, finishing off the remainder of her champagne, handing her glass over to Aaron before slipping away. She didn’t know why she excused herself or lied about it, she actually had no intention of going to the restroom, nor did she think that it was wise to be alone with her own thoughts, not when they’d been run amuck with memories that were as sharp as broken glass……and others that were as delicate as daisies. Yet, despite that, as her fiancee took her empty glass, Y/n bent her head and crossed the large room, only glancing backwards to ensure that he’d turned to chat with someone else before heading for the balcony doors instead of the hall that would lead to the ladies room.

The frigid air hit her face, as well as the skin let exposed by her one shoulder gown, in a rush as a gentle gust of wind stirred the city the minute Y/n stepped onto the balcony, shutting the door behind herself. Inhaling deeply, she took a few quick steps towards the railing, only stopping when she could grab the cold wrought iron in her hands.

She shouldn’t have gone to that wedding, it wasn't enough to think he'd stopped hanging out with their friends.

She shouldn’t be giving that much consideration to a man who hadn’t appreciated her worth.

She shouldn’t-

“Hey,” the sound of an all too familiar voice was enough to make her breath audibly catch in her throat. Instead of turning around, Y/n clutched the railing tighter and squeezed her eyes shut; maybe if she pretended he wasn’t there, he’d go away.

Maybe she didn’t want him to go away.

Sucking in a sharp breath, Y/n whipped her head around, taking a moment to drink in Andy, illuminated only by dim city lights and the traces of intimate lighting that seeped out of the door, opened just a sliver. He looked like a dream; dressed to the nines in a tailored tux and when he absently smoothed his hand over the lapel of his coat, she caught a glimpse of cuff links she’d gifted him on his wrists- diamond encrusted horseshoes, for good luck. “Hi,” she breathed, shoulders falling, as if she’d just defeated herself. “I didn’t expect to see you here.”

“Here at the wedding, or here?” Andy probed, finally shutting the door in favor of stepping closer.

Y/n shrugged; the correct answer might have been ‘both’, but saying it felt wrong somehow, so she didn’t. “How have you been?”

Andy licked his lips, “Clearly not as good as you,” he nodded to her engagement ring; a stunning trilogy of diamonds set in delicate, twin sapphire encrusted bands. Scoffing, Y/n rolled her eyes; of course one of the first things he’d say to her after five years was a snarky swipe about her moving on. “Sorry,” he mumbled, shaking his head. “I shouldn’t have said that. I’ve been um….” He raked his short nails through his beard, and as she saw him do it, Y/n longed to do the same- she used to love the roughness of his scruff under the softness of her palms. “I guess I’ve been better,” he huffed a lonesome, dry chuckle.

Frowning, Y/n reached out to grasp his bicep, and while she knew the gesture might have been a tad too intimate, she couldn’t help but look at him and feel like he needed comfort; broken and tired. “What’s wrong?”

He shook one shoulder and threw a glance at her hand on his arm and relented, “You’re gone.”

Y/n sighed again, dropping her hand and taking a step back, “You can’t-”

“I know,” Andy hung his head.

“And that was on you anyway,” she continued pointedly, the twinge of heartbreak evident in her tone. She hated thinking about it; the moment that she’d come to terms with the fact that Andy was never going to change and being in a relationship with him meant always being kept at an arm’s length.

“I know,” he threaded his hand through his hair while stuffing his other hand into the pocket of his black slacks, “God,” he hissed, suddenly, driving his side of his fist against the top of the railing, “But I don’t fucking know. We were good, Y/n.”

She shook her head, “Don’t do this Andy,” Y/n reasoned, adding with emphasis, “We’ve done this before,” the whole song and dance; her explaining why she needed to leave and him arguing that he’d thought they were fine. “And its been five years,” she licked her lips, “You’ve had too much to drink and-”

“Its been five years,” he shook his head, “Five fucking years and I still don’t get it where it went wrong. Five years and I can’t get over you- you were everything, Y/n.”

She scoffed, casting her gaze towards the darkened distance, only illuminated by little yellow and white dots peppered in buildings, “You kept saying that-”

“Because its true,” he promised earnestly, “You were all that I had, you mean everything to me, and you left like it was all nothing.”

“I left because you started acting like were nothing! I was always the last thing on your mind,” exhaling heavily, Y/n shook her head, “You never talked to me-”

“Oh, come on,” Andy scoffed, “We talked-”

“Not about anything that mattered,” Y/n snapped, “You kept everything all…..bottled in. I felt like…..like I was looking at you through a window or something; I never knew what was going on with work, what you were feeling.”

Andy scrubbed his hand over his beard again, shaking his head, “You could have asked.”

“I did,” she stressed, moistening her lips, “But talking to you was like talking to a fucking brick wall,” he glanced away and Y/n could see him resisting fact; refusing to believe that he could have a hand in her leaving,

In their end.

“I don’t get it,” he shook his head, “Its like everyone knew but me,” he slumped his shoulders, and even in the dimness she could see his deep frown.

“Yeah, that’s the problem,” she sniffled, “Everyone knew but you,” her voice broke pitifully, “We’d been falling apart for months; all of our friends could see it, my parents- everyone. And you were just….” Y/n shrugged, “It was like you weren’t even there.”

Or maybe, it was like she wasn’t there.

“Do you know what that felt like?" Her shoulders slumped and she gestured absently with her hands, "You’d come home and barely say anything. We’d have dinner together and you’d work right through it- wouldn’t even notice if I got up,” she sighed, “When we went out, you’d spend half the time answering emails- or doing literally anything else. God," Y/n scoffed, "I honestly started to think that you thought the weather was more interesting than I was,” she chuckled dryly, “I don’t know if you were lazy or just comfortable, but it hurt like hell.”

“I was up for a promotion,” he argued firmly, “You know that.”

“Yeah, well that doesn’t mean I stopped existing," her tone was firm, despite the pain weighing it down, "I’m not a toy, you can’t just put me away when you don't have time to play,” knitting her brows furiously, Y/n folded her arms.

“That wasn’t how I meant it-”

“Well that’s how it felt,” she countered evenly.

Andy didn’t speak for a while and Y/n suspected that it was because he didn’t really have a way to defend himself that time. The silence must have persisted for at least five or six minutes, until he said softly, “I’m sorry, I should have been better. ”

Still angry, Y/n scoffed and swiped at her eyes, “Yeah, you should have,” so they could have stayed together, because as much as she hated to admit it, she still thought of him.

“I want to be better,” hesitantly, Andy reached out for her hand, and despite knowing that it wasn’t entirely appropriate, she let him have it. “I can be better, I know it. You know it,” he professed earnestly. Andy lifted her hand between them, and spared a moment to glance down at her ring, before stepping closer. She knew she should have stepped back, or even just pulled away. But she didn’t, instead, when he bent his head a little, Y/n tipped her chin and tried to meet his eyes.

“Andy…..” She rasped when his lips had gravitated so close to hers that she could almost taste the liquor on them.

He brought his free hand up to her face, touching her jaw in a backhanded caress and, unwittingly, Y/n leaned into his touch. “I miss you,” he elicited, “I lost everything when you left,” his nose was touching hers and Y/n’s breathing was heavy in anticipation of what was to come.

Shutting her eyes tightly, she felt a warm trickle seep from her tangled lashes; every memory she’d made with him flitted through her mind like a film on a projector. Every date, every kiss, every ‘I love you’. They’d had so many good times, and in that moment, standing so close to him, the bad ones seemed muted. “Don’t do this,” she pleaded weakly, knowing that there wasn’t enough will in her veins to tug her away from him, “Please.”

Y/n wanted to kiss him. She missed him too.

“I can’t stop thinking about you,” he choked out, tightening his grip on her hand a moment before interlocking their fingers, “Do you think about me?” There was an urgency in the question, one that almost hurt her to hear.

“Of course I do,” she admitted, breath hitching, “But you hurt me.”

“I didn’t mean to. I promise, I would never want to hurt you,” his thumb shifted to swipe her slow tears away and Andy sniffled softly, “If I could do it all again….” He didn’t need to finish for her to know where he was going; she’d only thought the same thing for the past five years.

“But you can’t,” her voice was thick with emotion as the realization dawned upon her; he was five years too late. She had a fiancee, her life had gone on after she’d walked out of that door and it wasn’t fair to Aaron, the man who never let her question his affections, to stand there with Andy like that. A strained sob broke from her lips as Y/n finally stumbled backwards, pulling her hand away from his so she could point weakly, “You can’t just apologize and expect everything to change.” Aaron was kind and sweet, he listened and let her in. They were solid, he was safe- he didn’t deserve her betrayal.

Maybe if they'd seen each other again before she’d gotten engaged. Maybe if he’d reached out after she’d left.

Maybe if he’d actually cared instead of throwing his hands up in defeat as she walked to her car.

“I should go back inside,” her low tone was husky and Y/n struggled to come by the words, “It was….it was good seeing you Andy,” swallowing thickly, Y/n turned away, headed back towards the doors.

“You want the truth? You wanna know how I really am? You wanna know how I fucking feel?” Andy began desperately as she closed her hand in on the knob, “Bad. I feel bad, I’ve been bad; I’ve feel like shit everyday because….because I pushed away the one person that actually gave a damn about me. And I’ve known it for a damn long time but I couldn’t admit it, not even just now. I couldn’t admit it because…..” His voice broke, “I couldn’t admit it because…..then I'd have to accept that I threw everything away. My second act, " he gestured widely, outstretching his arms before dropping them heavily at his side, "The first person that took a chance on me after my life went to shit.” He paused for a minute, and Y/n couldn’t bare to look at him knowing there’d been pain written all over his face, “All those people in there, all of them- they only give a shit about me because of you. I couldn’t do that on my own; get myself together, move on, make friends.”

When she’d met him, Andy had practically been a shell; caught in a work/home cycle with not even a trace of a social life. He was still reeling from losing Laurie and Jacob and it had taken months- almost a year- of work on her end for him to even entertain her offer to grab lunch together. She used to joke that she’d wore him down while Andy adamantly argued that he’d only refused for so long because he’d thought she was only asking him out on a pity date.

“I get that I’m not your problem anymore,” he added in a moment of tense silence, “But-”

“You were never a problem,” Y/n countered without turning around. Turning the knob, she tugged the door open, “But its too late now.”

Too late for apologies, too late for him to decide to work on himself.

Too late for her to turn back.

Clenching her jaw, Y/n headed back into the main room, desperately trying to keep it together. Like it had the first time, leaving Andy broke her heart, but like she had the first time, she promised herself it was the right thing to do- even if deep down, she knew it wasn’t.

#andy barber #andy barber x reader #tswift is the patron saint of fic writers 🙏

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wolfwhiteflowers · 7 years ago

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ranting on TWD s9 again. :] ... other rants in #*twd or #*twd s9h

uh this is more about recent news, recent filming spoilers. Also FTWD deaths. -Carol, shows, pro-Rick.

‘wait and see’ is hard. I guess I just want TWD AU to be good too and hoping/waiting is hard.

i guess i go rant till next year lol.

vvvv

Lately im just waiting for more info on Carol. I wanna know what Carol will be like in s9, TWD AU or the fumbling dead...BUT the filming spoilers tho...it’s like rubbing salt in my wounds about TWD’s potenial runied/AL leaving over and over.

It’s all just a bummer. I should not read into the filming spoilers that much. ..and omg avoid forum drama.

Like I wanna see spoilers and I can’t help but hope for good Carol spoilers. Like getting spoilers about Caryl (and answers about C/E), Carol & Henry, and Carick/TF. :((( But then I get sad again and again. Idk what’s going on. I guess I assume there’s no good Carol spoilers and no Carick. :(((( Actually it’s just seeing any Rick spoilers is just sad. Also this whole Rick (and Maggie) dying/leaving the show thing is like dragged out rubbed in our wounds all till like when the ep airs their death/leaving. Like November or December. Ugh. I just wanna get it over with it and to know what’s canon. Cry and move on. :\ So then we can make TWD AU fanarts..or do it now. ......I think it’s good to know what’s canon so then we don’t wonder and worry about avoiding it. It doesn’t mean to watch the show live but just reading it and know it and then just let it go and then make fanarts. xP

I was gonna not watch s9 anyways but dang just learning about s9 or what is canon ...is hard. sigh. but in time we will be alright. ...

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TWD s9 speculations ~

so some filming spoilers coming out sounds like the gory comic death scene will happen. The heads on the pikes, killed by Alpha. They’re gonna film a zombie herd soon and whisperers may be part of that, I guess. i think of FTWD s4A and the deaths of Nick and Madison and how it seems like cheap deaths. I guess Rick and Maggie will go out like that... boring. not moving,imo. Doesn't impact the story or..............I’m just bitter. I just really want a good ending for Rick (thee main character). Like he saved his people and he dies and everyones lives without walkers as a threat and they’re safe in a community forever.

Travis’ death was meh (k it was really bad. wtf). ..I know I just won’t like whatever will happen with Rick and/or Maggie. For some reason, I feel like some characters got a good death scene for the overall story. Like Glenn, Sasha and Carl,imo. Their deaths were like they brought a new chapter to the story/show. Idk I liked Sophia and Merle’s deaths too. Anyways, their deaths changed the story. ..Or I guess they changed Rick characterwise in his story. sigh.

Dang it’s like three weeks and AMC still didn’t confirm it or anything about AL leaving news. It makes me think AMC/writers wanted it to be a surprise that Rick dies/leaves the show (like how Nick and Madison died). ugh that’s even more lame.

Dang it’s like AMC/showrunners? doesn’t let fans to trust them or get them excited at all for the story. It’s like some writers/AMC don’t care about the story’s core story and the fans. So blah. I know some fans were disappointed that they were ‘spoiled’, but like that’s way to hard for me to handle that. I’m glad it was leaked and for me to know ahead of time...though the waiting and the dread sucks.

UGH Skybound mailbag thing makes this hiatus worse by dragging the unknown..rubbing the salt..with their vague spoilers. And saying it in a troll way too. It’s cos we don’t know what’s up with Carol and writers made it that dumb way on not making it clear in their lackluster s8 finale (s8 finale shouldve been like s2 finale foreshadowing timeskip and next arc-Michonne/prison). I just wanna know if C/E happens or not, or Caryl be endgame, or will Carol ever have romance, will Carol interact with TF/Rick/Henry, in this TWD AU. geez. ...I want spoilers. I want confirmations and then leave the show-canon alone.

Carol speculations in s9.

- uh it seems like Carol is in Kingdom and just hanging out with Henry and Kingdomers in 9A. idk about Carick but we got a lit bit of something from filming spoilers, in 9x01. meh. :\ Some Caryl moments but how Skybound answered it, idk it depends on how I see it (on tumblr). As long as Caryl still be soulmate-y. Sigh I miss Carol or I miss what the show used to be and the potential.

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AMC is having a bad year/June, huh? lol ..partly their fault, anyways. wtf TWD shows are like destroying itself and then now the Hardwick (TTD) news of him being an abuser. sigh. Damn we really got BTS drama. :\ With the shows losing their leads, is it part of the lawsuits and diverting away from Kirkman’s story or something? idk.

I just wanna say, poor FTWD fans who watched recently. Writers/Gimple/AMC? litterally just scraped off the original storyline of the Clarks family for to focus on newbies, Morgan. So it’s a spinoff show within the show. ( It’s like TWD in s9 will be doing...with changing to Daryl’s) Anyways that’s really awful to the FTWD fans to suddenly to change the storyline. That’s like ..probably something I would just quit the show ..It’s something to feel like I won’t the trust the writers. Gotta have trust in the writers and the writers gotta gain your trust.

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I was thinking about fandom stuff..and reading some posts. i guess i let it slide that the TWD show was going downhill early on. idk when. most say s6 is when it got worse. i always say that TWD was not the best but it was just a fun drama ensemble show for me. Well thats what fandoms do..they want the very best of the show/media. Also fandom is all opinions...it’s best not to read into it too much.

s2 is my fave season...even when I didn’t feel the TF love like on other shows or when I got annoyed with Shane/love triangle. (why is everything relate to OUAT wank. I learned a lot from that show/fandom. maybe just being deep in the fandom. it hurts more.) Ok like s2 or other seasons compared to s6-8 is different.. Different style and stuff-writers/showrunners.., idk. There are some good moments. It’s also like based on the comics’ story. Most say s5 is the best is what comic fans say is loving the Hunters arc. (s3 and the prison arc-tho i dont like this season). So yeah ..kinda depends on the comics and it’s all show business. Kinda hard to compare or not idk, Kirkman’s comic story may be better because it’s original and flows better naturally. There’s more personal intimate moments with like 5 main characters but the show got other good parts too. (better medium story telling) idk. like the show has Carol and other plots went better, but lack TF moments and many dull characters. Also Kirkman isnt the best writer either so...idk what im saying. TWDG telltale game has the best storytelling. tho super depressing but also got realistic moments.

Just idk Oh well. I watched TWD for the main characters, Caryl, Carol. But lately things are not happening like I want or like it was in s5-6. There’s Less TF (like how the comics are..tho s9/after AOW was hopeful but AL and LC wanna leave.)Caryl and Carol/ TF interactions or Carol part of main plot haven’t happened since s6 and Idk if we come back to that. Like will Caryl’s relationship grow and does Carol and TF moment return-like will we have Carick moments? SIGH Waiting and hoping. It’s tiring. do whatever you want. I’m still a fan of Caryl, Carol/TF/Carick, Richonne.

Idk I’m just bummed and having a hard time with s9 and yet Rick and Maggie are leaving. Yeah ..I just wish I have an ending to just end it but I don’t have one. There’s no end...Idk it’s hard to make an ending to stop and to not hope or expect more.

I want to not watch s9 yet I want/hope this TWD AU to end it right..blah. I guess till I get more info ..wait and see...

Whatever this rollercoaster ride continues and I probably rant again soon. :P

#carol peletier #*twd s9h #*twd

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ameerawritesstuff · 7 years ago

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know-better tag-game^^

I was tagged by @nooneknowiblogthis

Rules: tag 10 people you want to get to know better. (idk if I’ll tag that many)

NAME: Anna

SIGN: Taurus

HEIGHT: 5′4″

MIDDLE NAME: Marie

PUT YOUR ITUNES ON SHUFFLE, WHAT ARE THE FIRST SIX SONGS THAT POPPED UP?

1. Soul of a Man - Kinky Boots

2. Raise Your Glass [Explicit] - P!nk

3. Take Me As I Am (LP Version) - Jekyll & Hyde the Musical

4. We Dance - Once On This Island

5. Stars - Les Miserables

6. Song of Love - Once Upon a Mattress

Wow... lot of musicals. I mean, I swear I have non-musical songs XD

GRAB THE BOOK NEAREST TO YOU AND TURN TO PAGE 23. WHAT’S LINE 17?

“Under those conditions, allegiance between adjacent quarks could not be unambiguously established,” -Astrophysics for People in a Hurry (Neil DeGrasse Tyson)

EVER HAD A POEM OR SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU?

Yes! Twice actually! My friend was really high and I texted him saying I had cookies waiting for him so he started to rap about me, lol. Then, when I was on medical leave and honestly in the worst place of my life mentally, I found out my dad wrote me a song about my depression and how he wished he could just wish away all of my troubles. I had him play it for me and I cried. I love my dad <3

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR?

The last time I can actually remember playing air guitar was when they talked about air guitar on an oooolllllld episode of NCIS and Ziva was like “what is the point??” And young me was like, “yeeee! Air guitar!” But I can’t remember another time since.

WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH?

There are too many tbh so I’m just gonna name one:

RONAN FARROW.

Not only was he instrumental in revealing the Harvey Weinstein scandal, he’s the son of Mia Farrow and Woody Allen and he has publicly denounced Woody Allen MULTIPLE TIMES. Like, the man is incredible and even worked for Obama. He’s only 30, still unmarried and pretty easy on the eyes. Just saying ;)

WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE?

There was this certain way of saying “um” that my first roommate would do. If she began with that, you knew she was about to be super condescending and nasty. I heard her do it to someone else months ago and I literally cringed at just the sound of it.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? HOW ABOUT ALIENS?

I definitely don’t believe in ghosts, sorry. Alien lifeforms 100% exists. Intelligent alien life? No idea. But totally some single celled organisms and such.

DO YOU DRIVE? IF SO HAVE YOU EVER CRASHED?

Yes I do! Finally got my license! I haven’t ever crashed but I was crashed INTO on an awful merge literally the day I got my own car. We had to replace it. Ugh. Now I’m afraid of merges.

WHAT’S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?

Still reading Astrophysics for People in a Hurry since I just started it and I’m slowly perusing through Fire and Fury just because it’s such a big deal in the news and everything. Last book I finished was The Last Black Unicorn by Tiffany Haddish. READ IT. It’s hysterical.

DO YOU LIKE THE SMELL OF PETROL?

Nope.

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW?

Just watched The Producers (the musical version) again with friends who had never seen it before.

WHAT’S THE WORST INJURY YOU’VE EVER HAD?

My ankle got sprained (right after my class ran the mile in gym so I didn’t get to get out of it XP) really bad when I was in sixth grade and I was on crutches for at least two weeks and then needed physical therapy.

DO YOU HAVE ANY OBSESSIONS RIGHT NOW?

I mean, obviously Star Trek. Peaky Blinders and Hannibal are pretty constant obsessions too tbh. OH! Brooklyn 99 is definitely an obsession.

DO YOU TEND TO HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST ANYONE WHOSE DONE YOU WRONG?

It’s very hard for me to and I’ve learned that I actually have to hold grudges to keep myself safe. A mistake is a mistake, but when someone purposefully screws you over? The trust is gone by that point. I often have moments of “you know, they weren’t that bad” or “I miss them” but I have to remind myself that these people really hurt me, show no remorse, and can never be allowed back into my life again.

IN A RELATIONSHIP?

Nope. I’d like one, but I’m not gonna rush or force anything. If it’s meant to happen, it’ll happen.

I tag @little-vulcan

#about me

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theaccidentalidiot · 3 years ago

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Reblogged due to hitting the link limit (didn’t even know that was a thing. huh)

Putting a read more here too (also bots stop liking this post challenge)

hey there, uh take the comprehensive torrenting guide link with a whole heaping bowl of salt please. i don’t know how safe it is, as i have never torrented anything myself. at this point i’m just keeping it there because it’s the very first thing i ever put on this list. seriously, be EXTREMELY careful.

click here if you’re tired of paying for college textbooks

sooo... is there a Mr Paint?

aptronym

green tea and watermelon sour patch kids

You’re a daycare worker, watching over toddlers, when the imminent end of the world is announced.

why The Boy in the Striped Pajamas should never ever be used to teach about the holocaust

never trust a secret librarian

how to determine if someone is an undercover cop

pov: ur scrolling thru fab and everyone from highschool announces their pregnancy

not ranch ●_●

message in a bottle

the homestuck gender colors post

The Orange by Wendy Cope

freelance jobs you do from home that look good on a future resume

it’s fun to stay at the

The Color Horoscope

hack the planet

dave’s piss flavored lava lamp

behold, the best mom in the universe

minecraft dice

when you’re overqualified for the job

MILF Mobile

“OH RIGHT HE WAS A WRESTLER”

i love u so much omega mart <3

Sex 4

beta kid valentines

*smash announcer voice* Gay!

have you checked your butthole

man has bisexual awakening live on… text

tumblr user jjbang8 is the master of poems

real good video essays

Jesus breakdancing to impress his friends

click here for homestuck fandom nostalgia

you've sunk the burger!

how to escape when your hands are ziptied together

fuck it up lord farquaad

queer as in…

the sans and papyrus dynamic

sneaker meetup

please do not let debt collectors play in your face

two beds tuesday

everyone was harmed in the making of this video

green’s my color.

the best scene in invader zim

ronald reagan is in hell and i am very happy about that

why the common interpretation of lord of the flies is full of shit

a comic about a dream i had about a snake

the skies at grocery stores

the most specific yet relatable shirt ever

Lord Foog the 2st

*chanting* autism hacks! autism hacks!

fighting fascism with food

the color theory post but something’s a little off

why they keep doing her like this

zelda cd-i cutscene but with nuns and a manbaby

this video officially ended homophobia

music for unproductive zoomers

background music from the Windows XP Installation (2001)

some neocities links to check out (they seem cool)

hello, uh, stop fucking buying apple products

funny fish friday

WHO PUT SPIDERS ON MY DICK

are u a grass

piracy guide but it’s good i think??? idk i need to check it out

ted, short for haunted

your computer fucking dies stimboard

this is your official sign to use firefox

WRITING THIS ONE TO BE REALLY NOTICEABLE SINCE I WANT TO REMEMBER IT THIS IS A MESSAGE TO YOU TWIG YES YOU REMEMBER TO GO TO THE BIKE STORE AND CHECK OUT THE ADULT TRICYCLES

the problem with amatonormativity

the most suspenseful video i’ve ever watched

oh shit i’m feeling it.avi

among us costume

“may i?” “you may.”

r/place is the best thing that has ever happened on reddit

parenting your toddler brain

the bee bee boo boo bop

defense against a guy in a chair

bead lizards

reblog for easter

you’re listening to little goblin radio

playing minecraft with the loudest volume you will ever hear

that time op had a birthday at the bowling alley and happened upon like forty furries

the haiku bot loves us :)

anaconda x phantom of the opera mashup

from a thread about cheese

whalefall

i don’t have a caption i just love this video

sonic x is the show ever

let me think about it 🤔 okay i thought about it

oh me? i’m the boss california

zack it’s not for the cat

note to self: when you get a pc, do all this shit

interviewing people with no drip 💧

you still haven’t made a neocities website? ugh, what a weirdo.

where to find good dice! (and who not to support)

*reverb* C U B E !

I love my fath- I'm so big what the fuck.

y’gathok, the all-consuming hunger

would you buy his jams

How to Webcomic!

this isn’t an introduction post or anything, there are just some posts that i really like and i wanna put them all in one place. btw some links may have very basic titles because i just don’t know what else to call it

hey this got pretty long so i’m adding a read more so you don’t have to scroll for so long

comprehensive torrenting guide

secret dashboards

“AC”

desire paths

pepper steak

kindness is not a weakness

ghost choir

welcome to windows 95

how to learn wingdings (reading and writing)

yoshi :)

what to expect from testosterone

a lesson in creativity

chikorita chuesday >:)

time loops

come and see him

telling the time

bamboozled

making a believable society

read this if you’re living by yourself for the first time

DO YOUR BUCKING VOCAB

empathy

playlists woooooo!!!!!

kris is so fuckin strong tho

gender is like ice cream

ground rules for beginning lucid dreams

bops bangers and jams

one weird trick

nothing

transformation

magnolias

*POUNDS ON TABKE* LANGUAGE IS FUCKING COOOOL

🔥🕺✨DISCO INFERNO✨🕺🔥

GET INSIDE THE VAAAAAAAAANNN

toby fox, condemned for homestuck crimes

words to replace said, except this actually helps

so my sister found out i was a furry

tension in stories: queer vs straight

new abyss just dropped

buenas noches :]

Yankee Candle’s levels of abstraction

yo what up i’m rice krispies

the funniest thing about being ftm

meeting in the middle

pepperoni 2 (WARNING: LONG FUCKING POST)

hrn…

where she gets the keyboards

duolingo bimboification

sonic boom is good sometimes

when you suddenly gain consciousness

GIR WRITE THE CALLOUT POST

there is nothing more human than to play

sweet cap’n cakes tea

idk what to call this one but it’s nelnal scc art

k_k doing a handstand

mark 😳

boy is he stupid

choese

meow

bigtits700: i am bigtits700

now you realize what that ominous entity was

man falls for 2 whole business days

Out of Touch Thursday

he’s got some pretty cool power moves too

hole

flower language could be so much more

man i don’t know i just like this one

they should make a full song out of this

is this your brother

me at 4am on a school night

learn to knit with scales

the things crazy people say mean nothing to them but everything to me

i tried making a video this morning & my roommate did this 🙃

please enter your phone number

that sexy clown girl from ace attorney

stronger than she looks

the most racist field trip ever

the legend of CatDad

whos this douchebag dot png

here is my tale of woe

that lion only eats good food

cant lose something you never had

the worst lie we tell ourselves is “it’s too late”

how to keep your body clean

the myth of “wasted potential”

play this at my funeral

gettin fitted for my wedding

i DON'T know what sex is

WEEDLE

science fictional gender symbols representing gay humans, aliens, and robots

mermaid tail that lights up with LED lights

important story differences

the real writer experience (and how to deal with it)

this person got 3000 followers so they're giving us general tips

new fursona just dropped

the pride rats

14,001 knives attack

the clown

happy balloons :)

demoman gibberish

barkour

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sleepymarmot · 8 years ago

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MEA liveblog #6

Spoilers!

Kadara

Alright, let's hope this virus sample is as harmless as SAM said... Why doesn't this scene have an interrupt? Why does Andromeda have so few?

Oh, right, there's still a quest with Reyes and Drack's story about Spender

I think I should also try the monolith again. Regardless of politics, activating the vaults for Ryder is like closing rifts for the Inquisitor.

Thank you internet for telling me how to activate the southernmost monolith! There's a cave entrance at the base of the mountain, on the road to the east of the monolith and north-east of the forward station.

Ugh, navigating this vault and trying not to die took a long time...

Why do I get flirt options with Reyes in 90% of dialogue wheels?

Okay, I finally crafted something. Chest and legs for armor. Iitiative V. Together they give +11% XP instead of +15 I had on the pre-order set, but I could put lots of bonuses onto them. Used "25% shields on kill" as enhancement and "+50% recharge speed, -30% weapon damage" as a mod.

Yikes! It looks so ugly! Here I thought Deep Space looked mediocre compared to Scavenger, but this...

My adept profile is now rank 4!

Zia's voice sounds terribly familiar.

I literally met murderers disposing of a body, why can't I interact with them?

Two Hydras, more like "run around the entire time". Ugh, why are biotics in this game so weak against armor? And where's the fall damage? The entire point of biotics is killing enemies with physics! Why does a combo, on normal difficulty, not kill a mook, but throw him somewhere I can't see him with a sliver of health so he continues to shoot at me? This is ridiculous!

Me: Ugh I don't wanna do Kadara Also me: *does every single sidequest in the Badlands, raises viability to 70%*

Tempest

Peebee: idk why I wanted to write to you -- Aww :D

Yay, finally I can make my inventory bigger!

"I like it when you flirt" is still an option smh. Clicked it because I think someone mentioned that the zero-g scene is repeatable, but nope.

Alright, time to finally move on to the loyalty missions!

Cora's LM

Convenient when you can reuse an entire map huh :D

TBH most of the things people are saying are flying right past me. I'm just following the quest markers. So, is the arc pretty much empty now?

Asari sword V!!! Something I wanted to craft or find a long time ago.

This ascendant wasn't even dangerous. Just a boring bullet sponge. I need to get more weight capacity so I could always carry a sniper rifle just for those guys...

I'm a biotic too!!! I walked through this entire mission as an adept! Why am I not helping with the shield?

Revealed the truth, then said Sarissa should stay as the Pathfinder. Not a difficult decision.

Tempest

"Outcast HQ" sounds ridiculous...

Meanwhile, my Bronze/Silver strike team has five positive traits and no negatives...

Nexus

Good thing I went here before moving on to Vetra's mission! There's a follow-up scene. And apparently, there were a lot of asari still in cryo?

Is this the guy who already sent me a grateful email? This game really fails at continuity sometimes.

Fuck! Jien Garson "died alone"?! All this time I was suspicious about her absence, but people talked about her death so confidently I was sure there were witnesses!

lmao a burned body in an unexpected place. suuuuure

Oh, so she is dead :(

Okay, this is simpler than I thought. The Initiative was about escaping the Reapers. And I thought they were looking for something in Andromeda...

If there's really nothing more to it -- I'd actually be disappointed. The game just continues to subvert its own most ridiculous statements. Pretty much everyone assumed that building something called Arcs and moving to another galaxy right before the Reaper invasion is an attempt to preserve people and culture. The game insisted that wasn't the case, except of course it is. There were only two new races, suspiciously alike -- are they related? Nobody even mentioned the possibility in the game until it was confirmed. On the one hand, it's a relief that the game doesn't believe its own bullshit. On the other, I'd like not to be treated like an idiot. I'd like a story with a premise that makes sense by itself, and with reveals that are genuinely surprising. What's next on the list of predictable "plot twists"? Is Alec alive? Is Reyes the Charlatan?

Tempest

What, I got a bunch of AVP just for promising to do Drack's mission?

Fuck yeah vanadium

H-047c

When you land, the subtitles just disappear...

I almost fell off a cliff and Liam shouted "Ryder!!" in a very startled voice

Whoa, a Reegar!

Took the interrupt, of course.

After Liam's mission, the other two seemed bland...

Havarl

Thanks to the internet, finally found the Fusion Mod of Adrenaline. How can anyone find that by themselves?!

Archon's ship

I'm tired of messing around, let's get on with the plot

Let me guess, I'll have to choose between the map to the Meridian and the salarian arc's survival?

This Pathfinder actually sounds like a Salarian!

A new carfalon, nice

this fight didn't go well lmao

Oh great, now we wiped everything but the ascendant and then he killed me

Ughh, on the third try...

Poor Ryder

Yeah, yeah, we've already heard all that from Harbinger...

Archon's chamber, health and ammo packs... Annoying boss battle, here we go

oh great, it's the Krogett

ah, so it's a mix of Virmire and Priority: Tuchanka

Ouch, I wish I didn't take Drack on this mission...

Well thanks I feel like a monster now

And of course, the autosave is after the choice. I've long suspected that the lack of saving in priority mission is designed to make us live with our decisions...

Honestly when I was making a choice it seemed simply whether a bunch of krogan or salarians are saved from exaltation, the krogan are connected to your friend but the salarians have a Pathfinder. But then the game seems to present it as "many krogans, your friend's friends, vs one Pathfinder"?

So, where to now? After the Nexus.

I have 3 loyalty missions in progress, Peebee, Jaal and Drack, and the last one seems pretty urgent.

I need to go to Elaaden, especially because after this I need to restore my relationship with the krogan.

I need to activate the vault on Voeld, people in my outpost and my angaran allies has been freezing their limbs of for a long time.

Kadara is the only place where nothing important is happening, but I need to get it to 90% asap to unlock the fusion mod perk.

Tempest

Poured some more points into combat to decrease the weight of sniper rifles, and crafted a Vintage Isharay V. Now I can carry it along with the Hornet and a shotgun of my choice. Some power user I am... :D

No, Gil, I don't really want to meet your friend. Though on second thought, maybe if the Pathfinder tells her we're not here just to breed, maybe she'd believe...

"My mother created the implant in my head, and my father created the AI that uses it. I haven't lost them either" ;_;

Suvi organized a comparative religion seminar, and Jaal and Kallo signed up!

Got myself a bald space mouse

"Okay, I'll learn a new party trick" :D

"You are daring. I had to up my game" It's just a casual option, but sure sounds like flirting... :D

"Just don't get yourself exalted" -> "Just don't relax too much" The translation is getting worse and worse... There's some nonsense in almost every conversation.

Aw, Vetra!

Nexus

Thanks, Tann! Now I have time to do sidequests and loyalty missions without guilt!

No thanks to other Pathfinders, seems like I have to rush the main plot after all :(

Scott!!!

Why is Ryder asking him about things she must know just as well?

Honestly, this game design is super stupid! Kadara opens up a lot of new quests, but also the rushes the main plot like hell! Am I supposed to do the loyalty missions and shit after the end of the story??

Wait, how exactly did Keri scare people? Why was she arrested? I don't understand.

Tempest

Aw, Liam is worried about how I'm coping with my clinical death! *Shepard sighs with envy from another galaxy*

Kadara

Why does the game shower me with shippy Reyes material even when I'm not trying to romance him?

Finally another interrupt lol

"Try to settle here, and I'll consider it an act of war" If I took the story seriously and roleplayed honestly, this would be the point I'd abandon this planet forever, even if I didn't do it far earlier. There's no reason for Ryder to plan for an outpost here -- and I only do because of the queat description. Ughh, the writing in this game is killing me.

How do you take a recipe anyway? How do you make sure there isn't a copy left on the person's computer? Anyway, took it from the asari because I assumed I could destroy the info instead of giving it to the doctor, but had to give it back anyway.

Whoa, the date with Vetra is incredibly romantic

Was it really necessary for two freaking eirochs to greet us as we exit the cave?!

People who lit Sloane from behind so that every time there's a closeup on her, the camera adjusts to that bright light and her face becomes a pitch black blob: please don't ever stage anything again

Travel from the Badlands to the Port, meet Sloane, immediately travel back to almost the same place in the Badlands. Is the game intentionally trying to waste as much of our time as possible?

I think my game ran out of save slots... Without any warning. When you try to write in a new slot everything seems normal but the save just doesn't appear.

Whoa! Ryder WASN'T surprised that Reyes is the Charlatan! I didn't expect her to figure that out...

I'm not sure how Reyes's actions were supposed to weaken Sloane but whatever

First I shot him because I use interrupts instinctively, then replayed and didn't. I don't give enough fucks about this petty war.

100%! Now I can finally leave this snake pit.

BTW, re: the choice: Sloane is almost as bad as Aria at this point, the only redeeming quality is her backstory. And she's proven herself a bad leader, while Reyes could turn out to be better. But deciding to let her die within a split second -- that's not something I or my idealistic character could do. And now Reyes has a potential for a cool comeback story, and Sloane -- for a redemption arc. We have both characters alive and active, while the other option kills one off. (Which, I realize, is a reason that we might never see an interesting follow-up.)

Tempest

Reyes bothered to send a letter! I hope we'll see his dramatic return in a sequel or a DLC. Imagine if you romance him and then save Sloane -- that's a good story! Also, glad I didn't shoot, because the internet says the letter is very bitter and ominous in that case.

Aaand what some people on the internet were saying is true. Fusion Mod Support, which was the sole reason I went to complete Kadara, is broken and deprives you of all buffs. Well, whatever.

Drack doesn't tell me to fuck off anymore. Does this mean I don't need to "give him space" anymore and can plausibly do his loyalty mission? It's weird that the game just ignores all that's happened -- it's not like he tells me he forgave or anything. Consequences my ass. Just lazy writing.

And Lexi just repeats her first description of Drack -- that he's "always good". Ugh. No, he's not!

NOW you want to talk about my death, Cora! Not when I approached you after that mission!

Elaaden

The krogan have a nice flag!

Logical: "Don't make me headbutt you. I absolutely will" Ha! The emotional option was some shit about friendship...

The worm? That thing from the promo pictures, right? Is it the same thing as the Architects people on the internet are mentioning?

Aww, is this a letter from multiplayer's krogan engineer?

A krogan LARP!

The krogan are literally the only people whom I can understand and support in a decision to jump galaxies

Drack's LM

I don't understand how Vorn got here...

For once I'm not the one with a dilemma lol

"There's only one thing getting destroyed today (...) So there are a lot of things getting destroyed today, actually"

Drack please don't talk during fights, I don't hear a single word, too busy charging people and slashing them with my sword

I still don't understand what all of this has to do with Spender, and don't remember Drack ever mentioning before that the botanist is so important and irreplaceable.

I love being a vanguard on normal because even with an incomplete build you can tank two hydras. To be fair I was standing right on top of a health box...

That's all?? So short...

At least Drack hasn't forgotten my choice...

Ah, so the botanist who sent us on this mission and the botanist we rescued are two different people? Okay, one question answered.

Elaaden

Hmm, this puzzle seems more difficult...

The second monolith has a console puzzle instead of sudoku. I spent a pretty long time on it before realizing there were three consoles, not two...

WHy am I breaking into this base and slaughtering everyone inside??

Couldn't solve the console puzzle in the vault, looked it up, didn't understand the explanation, clicked some more and activated it by accident.

Shit, is this the same puzzle but on pillars?

I fell into the water and the game respawned me into the same fall -- but in the Nomad.

Jumped around and activated the bridge somehow, but the door behind it is still closed

How am I supposed not to fall from the pillars? It's impossible to know if you're jumping not far enough, too far, or not high enough.

Oh, here's that difficult sudoku. I spent like 15 minutes on it and still can't solve it...

Holy crap, I solved it! Took me about 25 minutes...

The purification field was already in the room when I closed the door on it...

Lmao apparently the main krogan on this planet is right in the starting zone... I searched the entire colony for him! And now, with the planet at 83% viability, I finally meet the guy I came here for :D

I clearly was meant to do all of this right in the beginning lmao. But I was in a rush to do Drack's mission...

Pressuring women into childbirth is bad enough in normal circumstances, but when children have about 1% chance of surviving? Back the fuck off.

Messages on the terminal are interesting. I don't like the confirmation of too-earthlike misogyny on Tuchanka, but at least things are getting better here. And I'm still impressed by the letters from the krogan engineer -- do other multiplayer character have presence in the main game too?

And here's the deal with the Remnant ship! I was waiting for the reason to visit it...

I like Morda. I hope I won't have to fight or depose her.

(Btw she's Norda in translation because "morda" means "face, mug")

It'd be much more fun to fight fiends if they weren't sync-killers. I can't even use a shotgun -- the entire fight consists of running away, throwing powers at them when at safe distance, turning around to run again, and if I'm very lucky, finding a moment for a sniper rifle shot a couple of times.

Btw this entire time I thought fiends were exalted eirochs -- but they're just a normal local species? What?

Lmao the viability is at 99% now

The Remnant Ship is a lovechild of the Collector ship/Derelict Reaper and all those veilfire dungeons from DAI

The Nomad looks bad in this planet's lighting... Or is it because I raised texture quality? On Eos and Voeld the entire hull looked the same, now I can see the difference between two areas.

Oh. Is this why I was supposed to break into the scavenger base lol

Well, this was a good planet to bring Drack and Peebee with you everywhere! Sorry Peebs, but even you didn't feel joy when we finally found that drive core after all the bloodshed; plus it's your own philisophy to look into the future instead of the past; plus we might find other Remnant ships but this diplomatic opportunity is huge and unique. It's a laughably small price to pay for so many good things -- not just the outpost, but paying our debts and renewing friendship with a good ally led by an admirable woman. This makes me feel really good, unlike Kadara. New Tuchanka in generally is a feel-good place. The krogan look more real with their occupations and interests, their reason for being here makes perfect sense unlike the rest of the Initiative, and they're happier than in the Milky Way (at least until the end of ME3. Yeah, they have the genophage here, but also the Reapers aren't killing and harvesting them, so I'll call it a draw).

Oh my god, the translators misread "fiends" as "friends"! "Even if it means taking out three friends at once"! L M A O

"We're all a little krogan in here" That sounds pretty racist, Ryder

Nexus

Wait, how is exile harsher sentence for Spender than jail? In exile he'd just be free to continue his racist criminal activities.

"It is the will to continue living" Ugh, don't give me that Padme bullshit

Eos

That's all? This short rude conversation is why Gil called me to meet his shitty friend?

Aw, Cora started a garden! Right on a nest of poison-spitting bugs, but still cute.

Just as I switch from Flamethrower to Annihilation, I get attacked by two fiends -_- Where's my biotic armor damage, Bioware?!

Btw the Nomad now looks plastic on Eos too :(

And here's the Architect! I avoided looking up videos because I wanted to find out how this fight goes by myself.

And of course, when I died the autosave was glitched and froze my entire game -_-

And it happened again -_- The cutscene doesn't start and I can't do anything

For fuck's sake, on its leg WHERE?

Managed to shot down a leg, got killed trying to shoot its head

Whoa, I won! Ate like 20 shield boosters, though. What a bullet sponge, I felt like I was doing no damage at all. And in the final section of the fight it spent like 5 minutes just shooting and throwing grenades at me without ever exposing the vulnerable spot, I thought that maybe the game just forgot to indicate it. I used Vanguard, Charge/melee/Lance for adds, gun/Lance/Charge for the Architect itself. For some reason it didn't occur to me to switch to Infiltrator or Soldier or even Explorer for sniping lol

Now that I finally leveled up Lance today, I tried a lot of setups... Flamethrower/Energy Drain/Lance (Sentinel), Annihilation/Energy Drain/Lance (Sentinel), Annihilation/Charge/Lance (Vanguard), Pull/Charge/Lance (Vanguard). Next time I'll try Singularity as the first primer. I don't have the final evolution of Annihilation yet, so it's not at full synergy. I really don't know what I like better -- ED/Sentinel or Charge/Vanguard. The latter is novaguard reborn, basically, but I already have one Vanguard profile, which is melee/tank oriented, and I don't want to remove Backlash, especially to replace it with a power that slows down Charge. Four favorites are not enough, Bioware! At least seven -- one for each profile. I still don't have a build for Remnant VI and I really want to use it! Btw, my final blow to the Architect was with Lance -- ending the testing session with style!

I can craft N7 armor X already! Wow. Why no level requirement? I'll replace my chestpiece -- massive buffs to biotics >> 4% XP. Don't know if I should disassemble my old armor or just buy more enhancements...

I just (re-)realized that Charge/Lance/asari sword is basically N7 Slayer... I definitely need that N7 armor!

I'm watching other people's Architect fights -- and turns out, Backlash can deflect its attacks! That's what I should have used as the third skill.

Not related at all, but I hate how people put spoilers in thread titles on Reddit :/ I guess the most obvious ones get filtered out, but indirect spoilers stay. "What are your theories about [thing]?" -- thanks a lot for telling me it won't be explained in the game, dude!! >:[

#mass effect #mea spoilers #blah blah blah

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fanwright · 8 years ago

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@seyaryminamoto

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// Loading // -:- // Please wait… 21% // --- Goria’s Lakes are renowned throughout the lands of Dannan for their legendary healing properties. Take every opportunity to make use of its special powers, but be wary – Kelpies may lurk by the waters’ edge and forest bandits prey on vulnerable travellers as they rest here. //

// Loading // -:- // Please wait… 29% // --- The world of Dannan strives to bring Celtic mythology to life to create a fun and welcoming gaming experience for all users.

// Loading // -:- // Please wait… 35% // --- Described as aquatic shape-shifters that usually take on the form of powerful black horses, kelpies are known to inhabit the deep ponds and lakes throughout Dannan, preying on travellers as they rest, at times using their shape-shifting abilities to transform into humans and lure their victims into the water to devour them. //

// Loading // -:- // Please wait… 39% // --- The town of Yalen is tucked away between the heavily forested lands around Goria’s Lakes and the rolling green hills leading to the coast of Fife, where thriving fishing villages cling to the water’s edge – a vital trade link to the Lowlands where coal, linen, salt, and wool are exchanged. //

/ Loading // -:- // Please wait… 46% // --- The Lame Horse is just one of many popular taverns for adventurers coming in and out of Yalen. Rest up, stock up, drink up, and plan your party’s next destination into lands beyond. //

// Loading // -:- // Please wait… 68% // --- A Blackhammer Smithy special, Seamus’ specially crafted longbows are some of the finest kiln-dried white ash bows sold in the area around Yalen. They were banned in nearby counties for their preset pull-force of fifty pounds – guaranteed to put a four-ounce shaft through a two- inch plank from a safe distance. //

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// … //

// Gilded_Fire – Accessing Chat-feed //

// Gilded_Fire // : Just great.

// Gilded_Fire // : You two are lagging behind. When you load in, we’ll go immediately.

// … //

// SilentxShot has logged on //

// Gilded_Fire // : Marvelous. The mute is here. Where’s your other half?

// … //

// StraightSilver has logged on //

// Gilded_Fire // : There she is.

// StraightSilver – Accessing Chat-feed //

// StraightSilver // : Other half? And fuck you, he can type.

// Gilded_Fire // : XD Wow, you even act like his wife.

// StraightSilver // : Jesus, can we go already?

// Gilded_Fire // : Why are you asking him? You should be asking me if we could go now, I’m party leader.

// StraightSilver // : >: (

// Gilded_Fire // : XD Someone’s salty today.

// Gilded_Fire // : I hope you’ve buffed up since the last time we took on a party quest like this.

// StraightSilver // : My character is fine Gil. STR is up 5, AGL up 8, I have Ironflesh unlocked, plus new ULT skills for a good defensive combo. Lot of grinding for this shit. I’m good to go.

// Gilded_Fire // : You better be. Don’t want a repeat of what happened in the Firth of Falwin.

// Gilded_Fire // : That shit was hilarious XD Who fucks up a combo like that??

// StraightSilver // : Well maybe someone should have messaged their fucking partner to log on and tank along side me! Fucking swarms of bug-bears, and I didn’t have enough poison resistance.

// StraightSilver // : Where’s BoomerAwesome anyway?

// SilentxShot – Accessing Chat-feed //

// SilentxShot // : Bee. Come on. Let’s just play.

// … //

// Gilded_Fire // : So you can type after all.

// Gilded_Fire // : And what’s with the name “Bee”?

// StraightSilver // : None of your business. Let’s just go yeah?

// Gilded_Fire // : Whatever. Getting bored with this conversation anyway.

// SilentxShot // : Where?

// Gilded_Fire // : Loch Innis? Beyond the Goria Lakes? That’s where the quest marker is pointing. Don’t you see it on the map? Check the quest log for once.

// StraightSilver // : O_O The fuck? That far west?

// Gilded_Fire // : Duh. We’re going to kill a legendary each-uisge named Brennus. Sound fun?

// StraightSilver // : WHAT.

// StraightSilver // : The hell am I supposed to do against an Each??

// Gilded_Fire // : Stand and take the hits? Idk you’re the warrior. You’re the one that should know. Just tank for me and Shot as we dish out the punishment.

// StraightSilver // : Fucking hell.

// Gilded_Fire // : Stop bitching already. Unless you fucked up, your build should be resistant to pure damage attacks.

// StraightSilver // : Those fucking cannibal water horse things are kelpies on steroids. Each’s deal stun damage every time a target is staggered, and then stack that with a bleeding effect.

// StraightSilver // : 8 HP per sec, for 10 seconds. Every. Fucking. Hit.

// Gilded_Fire // : I KNOW THAT.

// Gilded_Fire // : Look, obviously you’re not going to just stand around taking hits, all I’m asking for is to keep the thing within our range. Keep it on you while Shot and I grind it down from a distance.

// SilentxShot // : Black arrows from Yalen. Ignores 40% of enemy DMG resist.

// Gilded_Fire // : Agneya’s Blessing sets the target on fire dealing 20 DMG per strike and increases with each consecutive hit. Fucking brilliant. And I’m accurate, same as your husband.

// StraightSilver // : OMG stop calling him that!

// Gilded_Fire // : WHATEVER. Can we just go already??

// Gilded_Fire // : I mean, are you seriously going to pass up the loot dropped on this one? I need the XP, but both of you need the loot this one carries.

// StraightSilver // : Cicollius’ Sword and Vindonnus’ Favor weapon mod, I know.

// … //

// StraightSilver // : Fine. Ugh, this is gonna suck.

// SilentxShot // : :)

// StraightSilver // : Thanks Shot.

// Gilded_Fire // : Finally. Lets go. Loch Innis is a long way from here.

// StraightSilver // : Those attacks of yours better work.

// Gilded_Fire // : Chill, my bitchy little fodder friend, I got this. I’ll be your hero today.

// Gilded_Fire // : My chi is mad focused, music’s bumping. I am going to put down a mutant horse with fire today!

// Gilded_Fire // : Nothing’s going to ruin this quest for me. I’m on a warpath. I’m going to straight up murder anything in my way.

// StraightSilver // : We get it, you’re a pyromancer. You can stop jacking off to how great you are.

// Gilded_Fire // : Hey bitch. The only one who is allowed to do that is my boyfriend. And only when he’s in the same room as me, so I can watch :)

// … //

// SilentxShot // : DDDDDD:

// StraightSilver // : You actually have a boyfriend? Liar.

// Gilded_Fire // : Am I suppose to think that you have one? You’re vibrator doesn’t count you know. Curious – have you also named it Straight Silver? :)

// … //

// StraightSilver – logged off of chat feed //

// Gilded_Fire // : XDDDDDDDDD LMAO

// Gilded_Fire // : Fragile little snowflake couldn’t handle the heat XDDDD

// SilentxShot // : >: (

// Gilded_Fire // : Oh, your wifey will get over it. If she were really that mad, she would have logged off the game.

// SilentxShot // : -___-

// Gilded_Fire // : Get over it, Shot. That legendary drop outweighs her anger toward me. We’ll beat the quest, you’ll get your items, I’ll get my XP, and everyone will log off happier than before.

// Gilded_Fire // : Oh and just in case you forget to say it – you’re welcome. It’s my pleasure to assist those that suck at playing this game. :)

// SilentxShot // : Feeling’s not mutual? : /

// Gilded_Fire // : Whatever. Get back to me when you actually have more than three words and an emoji to start a conversation.

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tigrerramon · 8 years ago

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Hey look @meetmyinnerdemons I finally did it ^^

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

My mother. She likes to use me as a walking stick on our strolls.

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

I’m probably the shyest person you’ll ever meet tbh.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

All of my friends! I love to be around them ^^

4. Are you easy to get along with?

I suppose so? After you’ll break trough my first inner wall, of course. And if you don’t mind keeping the conversation going by yourself pretty much all the time.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

The part about “person I like” confuses me a bit, but I don’t see any reason why anyone would take care of me anyhow, so I guess no.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

Either smarter, nicer and more outgoing than I am (which are actually rather easy to find ^^’) or nerds and losers as miserable as me (which are a lil’ bit more difficult to spot XP).

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Bwahahahahaha!!! X’DDD

...Oh wait, you were asking seriously?

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

Sherlock Holmes and doctor Watson, but they’re on my mind 24/7. As for real people... no one.

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Yup, actually. What do you know, I have the mind and maturity of an 8-year-old, of course I’m going to be uncomfortable.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

My mother, I think.

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“Good night (^^)/”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

In no particular order:

Zinogre Theme [Intense Symphonic Metal Cover] by FalKKonE

Adrenalize by In This Moment

Dear You -Cry- by Yuduki (the original and -Hope- versions could’ve also been there, but I decided to put this one on the list, since it’s probably my fave Dear You so far)

Magia by Kalafina

Lone Digger by Caravan Palace (DON’T JUDGE MEEEEEEEEE)

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

I kind of don’t have a choice X’D Really tho, I don’t mind.

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

If the fact that I’m still alive and well doesn’t prove it’s existence, then I don’t know what does X’D

15. What good thing happened this summer?

Asagao Academy: Normal Boots Club and Monser Hunter Generations were probably the best things to happen.

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

You mean, to never kiss anyone? Sure, why not.

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Maybe, maybe not. I don’t have much hope for that tho.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

I was never talking to them in the first place, so X’D

19. Do you like bubble baths?

Waste of my precious time and water. I prefer quick showers.

20. Do you like your neighbors?

I don’t even know them.

21. What are you bad habits?

Fiddling with my hair and fingers, talking to myself, leaving dirty dishes in my room/sink, tapping my foot on the floor, drumming my fingers, biting at my nails, dozing off at random, giggling for no fucking reason in the middle of the conversation, procrastinating...

22. Where would you like to travel?

Either Scandinavia or Canada. Maybe Australia too.

23. Do you have trust issues?

I’m way too trusting, if anything. Does that count?

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Coming back from dinner, laying down in my bed and checking YouTube/Tumblr/Facebook/Twitter/whatever.

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

All of it, but if I had to choose, I’d say belly =,=

26. What do you do when you wake up?

I used to check Tumblr notifications when my mobile was still working, now I just kind of... Lay there... Trying to get to my senses.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

I’m perfectly comfortable with the tone of my skin, thank you very much.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My father and one of my childhood friends - the only one that hadn’t leave me behind (^^)/

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

I’ve never been in a relationship, and I don’t think that I ever will.

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Not really, no.

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

Ya bet!

(ps. Why is there an “if” in the beggining of the question?)

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

None =)

33. Spell your name with your chin.

WQjkkjtrlkrfdjkaZ - welp, close enough XD

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Nope, sorry. I’m a lazy fatass wasting my whole life on the couch.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

TV, easly. I’ve stopped watching it three years ago anyway.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Oh, if it was only once...

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

I try not to speak in those situations, but I often start blushing and giggling uncontrollably against my will.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

They truly love me and want to be with me no matter what. This is pretty much my only requirement. For extra flavor, they might also be intelligent and patient with me.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Empik and other bookstores. ‘Cause we’re talking shopping, like, in the broad sense, right? Right?

40. What do you want to do after high school?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Of course!

42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?

Being extremely quiet is pretty much my natural state, but if you mean exeptionally quiet even for my standards, then it means that my anxiety and self loathing are probably stiking back. Or I’m just in a bad mood/overwhelmed and need a moment. One of the two.

43. Do you smile at strangers?

Sometimes, if they strike me as nice.

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

Outer space, it’s less claustrofobic. At least a little bit.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Elementary sense of duty. That’s when I have school. At the weekends and breaks it’s usually the grotesque and outright GROSS nightmares that I have when I sleep for too long. Seriously, some of them work better than a gallon of thick, black coffee mixed with RedBull and a bag of sugar. Ugh.

46. What are you paranoid about?

Failure, making a fool out of myself, being ridiculed and made fun of, being used, all of my friends leaving me behind and forgetting about me, future in general...

47. Have you ever been high?

No.

48. Have you ever been drunk?

No.

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

No, fortunately :D

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

I’m wearing one right now, and it’s... *sigh* ...pink. I freakin’ hate it, but it’s just so comfy...

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Oh hell yes, time and time again...

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

E V E R Y T H I N G

53. Favourite makeup brand?

??? I don’t do makeup. Ever.

54. Favourite store?

Didn’t I answer this one already in point 39?

55. Favourite blog?

Piwnica Prezydenta Internetu (The President’s of the Internet Basement), Przyczajona Logika Ukryty Słownik (Crouching Logic Hidden Dictionary), Niezatapialna Armada Kolonasa Waazona (Kolonas Waazon’s Unsinkable Armada)

...But you don’t care about those, do you? No, of course not. You meant Tumblr blogs, didn’t you? Oh well. there are some good blogs on here too, like Sameshack, Skylordlysander, Maxa-postrophe, Zaby’s Mind and, of course, Adventures in Lurning.

(No I’m not going to tag any of this people I’m not crazy)

56. Favourite colour?

Still purple, still black.

57. Favourite food?

Four cheese pizza. I’m ready to kill and die for one at any time, anywhere.

58. Last thing you ate?

Haribo gummybears. Yummy~

59. First thing you ate this morning?

A homemade hot dog.

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

There was some sort of scientific contest in the elementary school? Something about nature and the enviorment, anyway. I’ve no idea how I did it, but I did.

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Nnnnnope. I’m generally not a troublemaker.

62. Been arrested? For what?

Nnnnnope. I’m generally not a criminal.

63. Ever been in love?

Yeah, once. Although, when I look at it now, it seems more like a deep, intense, unhealthy fascination and obsession with a person rather than love... Poor guy.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

There was none. The end.

65. Are you hungry right now?

I’m always hungry.

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

No way!

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Facebook, even tho it’s a total mess.

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr. You see, it’s an easy choice because I’m addicted

69. Are you watching tv right now?

Nope.

70. Names of your best friends?

Wiktoria is my bestest friend since elementary uwu And yes, we have the same name. Funny, isn’t it?

71. Craving something? What?

... Too far?

72. What colour are your towels?

Blue, yellow, pink, white and striped with a fuckton of others.

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

Three, two big + one small.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

Not anymore.

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

In my room there are four - a bear, a duck, a snake and a Pikachu. I used to have a lot more tho. They are still in the attic.

75. Favourite animal?

Owl, especially Eurasian Eagle Owl <3 Idk man, they’re just so cool~

76. What colour is your underwear?

Cream

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Vanilla. Chocolate is overrated.

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Cheesecake and lemon <3

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

I’ve just changed, so now it’s red.

80. What colour pants?

Cream with blue and red patterns.

81. Favourite tv show?

Sherlock, South Park, Monty Python’s Flying Circus, Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Free!, Steven Universe, My Little Pony.... Oh, what? WHAT?!

82. Favourite movie?

Monty Python And The Holy Grail - say what you want about it, but it’s one of the few comedies on which I’m laughing trough the entire thing every time I watch it and I absolutely love it <3

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

I’ve never watched any of those, sorry ^^’

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Never watched 21 Jump Street either.

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

Why the hell are you so obsessed with Mean Girls?!

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

Gill was pretty cool, I guess.

87. First person you talked to today?

My mother.

88. Last person you talked to today?

My father. He made a margheritta candle for me from the leftover wax I hadn’t thrown out yet. No, really - the candle legitimately looks like a top of a marheritta pizza. Only it smells like orange, raspberry and vanilla...

89. Name a person you hate?

Every single person that was bullying me for the six years before I started high school. I know it’s petty, but I still hate every single one of those motherfuckers.

90. Name a person you love?

My parents, for starters.

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

The entire Mag publishing house for delaying Wings of Fire: The Dark Secret for another four months =,= It was supposed to be out almost half a year ago, dammit!

92. In a fight with someone?

No, fortunatelly. I hate fighting. (AndI’m not very good at it either XD)

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

Around 6, I believe.

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

9 or 10.

95. Last movie you watched?

Harry Potter and The Deadly Hollows, pt. 1 - I haven’t watched it all the way trough, however. At one point my parents has thrown me out of the room, because I was constantly comparing it to the original, explaining background and unintentionally spoiling later scenes XD Don’t watch adaptations of things that I like with me. Ever.

96. Favourite actress?

I don’t have one.

97. Favourite actor?

I don’t have one either ^^’

98. Do you tan a lot?

Not really. I just burn, usually.

99. Have any pets?

A lovely dog and a small pack of chickens, whih I consider to be pets too <3

100. How are you feeling?

Mostly relaxed, although kind of tense. Better than yesterday, at least.

101. Do you type fast?

Fast enough not to drive pepole that I text with insane.

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

*breaths in*

B O I

103. Can you spell well?

Well enough, but I still make stupid mistakes every now and then.

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

My cousins, best friend from childhood and one particular friend from elementary/middle school.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Yep, yep, yep!

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Never!

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Yeah, and I still remember some of the basics of riding it ^^

108. What should you be doing?

Getting pissed at Mofftiss while watching The Final Problem, but ehhh... I’m kinda scared ;^;

109. Is something irritating you right now?

My father flashing a flashlight right into my eyes trough my room’s window. He’s just an asshole like that.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Yeah, once or twice.

111. Writing or drawing?

I hardly do any of those anymore, but I’ve always felt more confident with writing.

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Oh my, uh... I think it would be my entire fucking polish group at school. This was probably the most embarassing thing that I did this school year...

113. What was your childhood nickname?

I didn’t really have any? ;^; Everyone was always calling my by my real name.

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

Yeah, pretty much every year since I was eight.

115. Do you play the Wii?

No, sadly ;^; I’d love to try it someday tho, I’ve heard that it had some good games.

116. Are you listening to music right now?

Yup, to the Ace Attorney series soundtrack. It never gets old.

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

A lot.

118. Do you like Chinese food?

I like the noodles, but I don’t think that I’ve ever tried anything else? I probably should...

119. Favourite book?

Gaaaah, so many to choose from! Uh, um... Jurassic Park? It’s nostalgic at least ;^;

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

A little bit, especially if I’m not at home.

121. Are you mean?

Way more that I would like to be.

122. Is cheating ever okay?

Nope.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Not to save my life X’D I have a peculiar talent to get dirty all the goddamn time.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

No way in hell. It’s weak, stupid, unrealistic, juvenile and lazy.

125. Do you believe in true love?

Absolutely. I’ll most likely never find it, but I know that there are people who did.

126. Are you currently bored?

And why do you think I’m answering those questions?

127. What makes you happy?

Peace and quiet at home, my friends giving me some of their precious time anywhere at any time.

128. Would you change your name?

Why would I? It’s not that bad. My surname is way worse.

129. What your zodiac sign?

Virgo

130. Do you like subway?

Never was in any. If you’re talking about the restaurant tho... Nnnnope, still wasn’t in any. Oh well.

131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Pretend that I don’t know and nothing has happened, while simultaneously screaming and absolutely panicking on the inside.

132. LGBTQ+ right supporter?

YES, DEFINITELY!

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

The crowd wears a dress of hypocrisy

Am I decieving?

Am I being decieved?

Does it even have any...

...impact on the future?

(Jekyll & Hyde - Hatsune Miku and IA)

134. Can you count to one million?

If I was really, really bored, then I think I could.

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

“Yes, mom, this year I’m going to work hard.”

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Closed. I don’t want my dog to get in in the middle of the night and wake me up (and believe me, he does that).

137. How tall are you?

About 170 cm.

138. Curly or Straight hair?

Straight, it’s easier to take care of.

139. Brunette or Blonde?

Indifferent, but let’s say brunette.

140. Summer or Winter?

Summer! I don’t have to do anything!

141. Night or Day?

Night. I love to sleep.

142. Favourite month?

July - the holidays has just begun and I have the time for literally everything <3

143. Are you a vegetarian?

No, I love my meat way too much <3

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

White, even tho it technically isn’t even chocolate anymore.

145. Tea or Coffee?

Tea. I can drink it anytime I want without consequences.

146. Was today a good day?

It was okay.

147. Mars or Snickers?

Mars, I hate the nuts getting between my teeth =,=

148. What’s your favourite quote?

It varies, but in this very moment, I think that this one speaks to me the most:

Almost nobody dances sober, unless they happen to be insane.

~ H. P. Lovecraft

(Just try to guess what is my biggest problem right now)

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

No.

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it somewhere, what’s the first line

(Translating translation, sorry)

“Glory has leaped forward with bared teeth and catched the nearest spear.”

I still won’t tag anyone since I don’t want to get into people’s hair for no good reason

#this is oficially an ask meme account now #holy molly that was a lot of questions #but it was fun #morda tig

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batsutousai:

Seriously. Like, clearly if they’re looking for more they enjoyed it, but that still doesn’t mean they can’t throw out a few more words to actually say so. *grumbles*

Don’t lie, you’re a terrible influence; I’d still be happily living in just the Supergirl part of this world if you hadn’t gone posting all the pretty pictures and dragged me back into Flash and Arrow. XP (Curse you, fandom/shipping life, and your rude habit of getting us to participate. *flops* Is there a ColdFlashWave Week? *goes searching* Oh no. That’s this week. That’s…probably not happening. *saves prompts to snoop through for ideas later anyway*)

I was really torn over LoT and Arrow, tbh, but I was kinda hoping for some ridiculous Wentworth on the LoT gag reel (not so much, alas, but you get him laughing at the others screwing up a few times XD), and you can’t go wrong with an Arrow gag reel (those were funny, btw; the how-we-did-it features were pretty interesting, too, tho I know not everyone’s in to that sort of stuff). I’ve actually had Supergirl in my wishlist since the DVD first released last year, but I’d never got around to actually buying it, so I can’t really judge. XD

♥♥♥♥

I’ve actually just finished it last night! :D (It took me a while because I had to take a break mid-season 4 when they were all just being a lot of way-too-dumb, what the actual fuck, assholes. Stop double-crossing each other and just fucking work together. Ugh.) I sort of love it a lot (other than wanting to kill the lot of them for complicating EVERYTHING, omfg)! I do adore Sucre, yes! I wanted him to stick around forever, but I also wanted him to be able to go home to his family? Ugh, such struggle. *flops* But, yeah, it was a bit of a mind-fuck the first time Michael cried, but I eventually got used to him emoting. XD Linc wasn’t hugely different from Mick, I don’t think, other than his obsession being more protecting his family than fire.

Okay, so maybe I like being a bad influence, but if it brings me good fics I can’t really be sorry *cheeky grin* AND it gave me a friend to flail and squee about Flash and Arrow with. You love my bad influence, admit it. :P

It’s coldflashwave week!? How did I miss this?? Is there a blog for it? I need to follow and save all the stuff to read later. And I want to check out the prompts too. Maybe I can get something done in time for that. I’ve noticed the fandom weeks have been giving people about a month’s extra time to submit stuff, which is really nice and helpful.

Not much of ridiculous Wentworth in the gag reel? :( That’s too bad, but I wouldn’t mind seeing him laughing at the others. And I tend to love behind the scenes and how-we-did-it stuff ever since I got my Film degree, back in the days when I thought I’d be helping make this fun stuff, not just watching it. So I’d probably love to see that. I’ll have to remember to buy them at some point.

Yeah, they made things too complicated on Prison Break sometimes. It was a really addictive show though. I know how you feel about Sucre! With the sequel, or whatever the new season they did was called, I kept wanting him involved but I also wanted him to go home and enjoy being safe with his family. Michael was so hard to get used to since he was so much younger and more emotional than Len, but it made me realize how awesome Wentworth Miller is as an actor. For some reason Lincoln has always looked so different than Mick to me that it took me seeing him in a few scenes to really realize it was the same actor. I almost didn’t recognize him. Idk I just see Linc as cleaner and more put together. I think he’s a little more level headed, and has more morals. I love Mick, but I think Linc is way more likely to put himself in harms way for strangers, and maybe even loved ones. I’m sorry, but I will never forget when Lisa told Team Flash in Family of Rogues that Mick ran away when Len was kidnapped and she was knocked out. I will always find that hilarious. Who knows when he bothered to check in with them to see if they were okay. That is definitely not something Lincoln would do.

#That is literally my favorite part of season 2 #Lisa: Len got grabbed. I was knocked out. And Mick took off #what the hell mick #batsutousai #adult responsibilities ruin everything #why cant we just make money to spend only on obsessions #?

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