#like i said. going thru it
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#going thru it NDJJDJXJJXMMXM#i was gonna write every scenario running thru my head about this man n whether or not he'll actually get back to me but HDJJXNXNXNXN#i sounded Crazy so lets not HDJJDJDJDJJXMXMXMX#i should get out of bed LMAO#personal#it hasbt even been that long. and the issue is like. so big. like he might have to get a whole new car n everything n that could take awhile#hhhhhhhhh i hate not knowing. but he did specifically ask if we could go when his car is fine and then jept saying another weekend#and i really think i should just believe him bc hes honest to a fault. and if he didnt wanna go he'd just say HZJJZJDJXJJXJZMZ#you know how many times hes told me hes not going to graduation. omg HZJJZJZKZKMZMZMZ#i never even asked BJDJDJJDJDJX#we are so weird. but like. we were relying on school and other ppl so much before to meet but now its up to us and ya BJDJXJZJJZJZZN#we xant keep bein between the lines......#*can't#im just so scared. and bc of past experience with other guys im like... preparing myself for disappointment preparing#but really its been so different this time that i dont think i can even rely on past experience JDJDSJSJSMMSMMSMS#idk#like i said. going thru it#n i do think he'd be a Fool to let me go. like i think im confident enough to say now that im a catch like BJDJJDMMSS COME ON
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contents: a quick caleb (lads) blurb, adult content, minors do not interact!
oral (m! receiving), fingering, praise (mc kinda fucked outta their mind already if u squint)
Your head resting on Caleb’s lap, hands all over him grabbing and desperate, giving him the most pathetic cutest kitten licks with hazy dropping eyes as his hands work on you to ease you up, stretch you, open and massage you just perfectly- turning you into a melting puddle all over his lap as his free hand pets through your hair- in between your noises of pleasure and sopping wet lips around his length, you can hear him praise you, coo at you, telling you how good you’re being for him, how perfect and wonderful you are
He chuckles at your excitement and desperation to keep going further and he feels a tang of fear- concerned you might bruise yourself trying to take it all in but you give him the biggest teary eyes pleading, begging to have more of him, that it’s alright, you’re all grown now, that you’re not a little girl anymore, you can take it, take all of him-
#let this be my little gift here bc I think I might disappear for a while im going thru sm rn#took everything in me not to add a lil dialogue and slip in a ‘meimei’ ugh#not rlly said but like To Me it’s there ->#cw pseudocest#caleb lads#caleb x mc#caleb x reader#xia yizhou smut#caleb x reader smut#caleb x mc smut#lads smut#nova writes<3
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taash said "they were doing it" and people ran with the interpretation of an npc that doesn't know solas or the history of the elvhenan even when bellara interjected and said, no, that's not right. that's not how it was for the elvhenan. they formed bonds before they had physical bodies. and people ran to doompost or create weird anti-solavellan shit even though mythal & solas refer to each other as old friends and when she releases him there is no tenderness or love in it. it is the act of unchaining a dog from his post, the stepping down of a general. but to each their own ig.
#let the record show i think love was there. do I personally perceive it as romantic / sexual? no.#mythal's perception of love & care is warped in and of itself#i think they loved each other. but she loved what she could take from him and what he could give in terms of service#not because she was romantically into him#also i wish we knew more about her & elgar'nan. her regret prison form says she holds no love for him anymore#and it makes me wonder when that love soured. was it when she was blighted? before that? was that love also born of duty and companionship?#this is the last post i'm gonna make ab this i think#bc i believe people are too caught up in the modern western ideas of love as thing we give solely to our romantic partners#and we literally have a character go ”our perception is warped bc of the age we live in” and some of you are still being purposefully obtuse#and i think trick saying it's up to interpretation is basically admitting EA had them dumb down the game anyway#if everything ab the rise and fall of the evanuris in game#was condensed to five 2min cutscenes it says enough that whatever the writers wanted#was swiftly cut down by corporate dept. basically saying it's in the fans' court now#also bc it's an easy cop out around new players & non solasmancers who are indifferent ab him / dislike him#as a way to appeal thru a more sympathetic lense of look!! he loved and was led astray#not to mention the clear justinia / leliana parallels#and leliana gets angry if you imply she was romantically involved / in love w justinia#and the romance descr when you remake your inq saying the dread wolf could not predict what it would mean to fall IN LOVE#implying he had never fallen in love before or at the very least experienced a romantic love#also him saying drinking from the well would make you a slave and he gets really upset#yet ive seen takes of ”hes doing this for her cus he dgaf ab lavellan” ?? he got mythal killed when he told her ab the blight#whatever feelings of admiration he had for her have rotted. he is literally burdened by his mistakes and his choice in joining her#i feel like if i were a spirit bound and twisted into a weapon i would need my creator to tell me i am Free. i would need that closure#like when cole says its not abuse to bind him if he asks and solas said thats not always true???#if you perceive her interaction w him in vg third act as#anything more than the way justinia released leliana in inq then im sorry maybe youre just obtuse#solavellan#mythal#dragon age meta
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papyrus teaches frisk his special attacks!!!
#guns#cw guns#letpapyrussayfuck#dude i went thru like 3 different sketches for this#bc the thought of him being a gun guy would NOT leave me alone#btw thats probably too dark for a shooting range but imagine its in papyrus' house#my fbi agent seeing me google 'handguns for beginners' 'how to hold handgun' 'can minors go to a shooting range'#my art#frisk#papyrus#undertale#lpsf#also the rules of the creator's post said i could add#letfrisksayfuck#bc they're in it and engaging in the same activities as papyrus#XD
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when youre in a selfless self-sacrifice competition and your opponent is blackleg sanji
#im so fucking in love with him some ppl said id hate sanji as i go thru wci but im getting more obsessed#this sweet perfect gentle angel#i have so many points to make abt him that's why im watching like two episodes per day and writing essays on sanji for the rest of the time#im savoring the wci arc like a fine michelin star meal#whole cake island#whole cake arc#one piece sanji#black leg sanji#kuroashi no sanji#vinsmoke sanji#sanji#one piece
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sighh late night extra bc i got pissed off and what i feel she feels
#futaba sakura#persona 5#futabadoodles#i hateee neurotypical people#ive calmed down since then but i got screened for adhd and she dismissed me a lot for not being stereotypical enough#and the POSSIBILITY that it was anxiety even tho i said like ten times it wasnt. pissed me tf off i swear#and i wouldnt have been given any information on how to get a proper diagnosis if i hadnt been like uhh ????#and i thought this was like a starting point to being refferred to someone else to go thru the process but i guess not??#like i have been screened before girl ik 😭 like i definitely have adhd and genuinely i think the only way im getting like#denied. would be w this stupid ass bs about not being stereotypical or struggling enough. anyways uh#i will be getting a proper diagnosis chat🫡#hopefully this time theyll actually look for both autism and adhd bc all the good ones do that 🙂↕️🙂↕️#and i suspect i could be autistic but im FAR less sure on that one than i am adhd thats up to them to say ya know#rant over bye bye
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The Arcane fandom, especially on TikTok is never beating the allegations because why, now, some fans act like it's too inconceivable to imagine that Ambessa was, not only, pregnant twice but gave birth twice as well? And their reasoning for this is "She looks like the type to get a man pregnant instead" or "She's too tough for that, I just can't see someone like her going through that." There are layers to these statements because, for one, just because someone, especially a woman, is a dominant force doesn't mean that they can't get/don't want to become pregnant (do you believe overtly dominant men can't be fathers?) It's also very weird because the undertones of misogyny and misogynoir and the overt masculinization of black women are there because, not only are they viewing pregnancy and giving birth, in general, to be viewed as something "weak" (even though it's grueling hours of labor that results in tearing the body apart, sometimes even death) but also attempts to strip Ambessa of her nuance. Yes, she is strong and very dominant, but she also deeply loved her children, who she birthed, and when one was taken away from her it changed her deeply. It's very gross to view a character like her in this way because it also reflects how you view dominant women in real life, pregnancy, and childbirth as a whole. Like how are you going to praise Arcane for having such a wide and diverse ensemble of female characters, but then have misogynistic takes like this? Make it make sense.
#arcane#ambessa medarda#arcane ambessa#anti arcane#anti arcane fandom#bc if i said the “she gets a man pregnant bc she's girlboss” also plays into misogynistic tropes bc it not only#devoids female characters of their nuances but also frames pregnancy as something “weak” or those who go thru it as “lesser than” but always#pressing the pregnancy in question on male characters who they either ignore (so they only view pregnancy for breeding and nothing else) or#infantilize (so you only view pregnancy as happening to someone who is submissive?) there's layers to this#and bringing it back to the masculinization of black women especially dark skin women people are already viewed as#existing outside the stereotypical lens of “femininity” and that in turn includes pregnancy and childbirth (which is viewed#thru a stereotypical lens as well) and bc people already don't view black women to fit the first box they definitely don't for the other#especially if she matches ambessa's body type &/or personality#even tho a big part of ambessa's character is literally her being a mom!#and don't get me started on how some of you view mother characters as anything outside of motherhood in general#(but a part of that is also bc the media doesn't give them much at times either but fandom still gets it's lashing too!)#like lets analyze: why do you think female characters who are “too tough” can't be pregnant as well? why do you think they can't be mothers?#why do you think they are “too tough” to give birth? is it bc u subconsciously view it as a weakness?#why do you think black women especially those like ambessa can't give birth & be mothers? is it bc you have biased views towards motherhood#where it's stereotypically “feminine” (yte) and black women don't fit that mold in your mind?#like i could go on!#(if i also said back to the girlboss & get men pregnant thing how a lot of it carries undertones of misogyny as well id be wrong but-)#some of yall did the same thing with mel & continue to do so when those pregnancy rumors were coming out#masc women can give and want to give birth while still being who they are (it literally happens in real life) so why people act surprised?#tw pregnancy mention#tw childbirth mention#fandom racism#fandom misogyny
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If there's one thing I learned from Transformers One, its that if you want to make a transformers fan happy, all you need to do is have one (1) scene where their favorite character exists.
No line deliveries, no standing in the foreground, not even being named. Just take a rendered character, place them randomly in the background, and you'll have fans hollering in delight while taking a million screenshots.
Remarkable, 10/10. Never have I seen people so excited to watch a movie where a random guy is acknowledged for half a second. Are you guys this starved or is this just what its like when the media has hundreds of different characters
#transformers#transformers one#maccadam#text post#shoutout to the videos ive already seen of 'every time prowl and ironhide show up'#and that one person w the bluestreak screenshot#im sure someone has a video of jazz#love the friend who lost their mind when i said 'oh yeah the announcer mentioned the name skyfire?'#i say this like i dont also go here now#friends got me invested in it like a week before transformers one dropped and now im going on insane ramblings about bumblebee#i started reading the comics. i have seen the entirety of cyberverse and s1 of prime#im like halfway thru s1 of earthspark and g1#i live here now#anyways#TRANSFORMERS FANS!#DROP ME A SIGN THAT DRIFT EXISTS IN TRANSFORMERS ONE#AND MY LIFE IS YOURS
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watched Winsweep's latest video, his pov of the finale. These are just my thoughts :]
I only now noticed that Blake is constantly being referred to as a puppy/dog by Lux and Rat. Idk there's gotta be implication there.
Blake's the one constantly referring to their rivalry as a war, even if it's really just him against Rat from the start, which yeah makes sense. But I'd also wanna add that the way Lux's death sinks in for him is reasonable in the sense that it's war. No one wins in a war, no one ever does. It feels like you win when you see your enemy lose something, but in turn everyone is losing something.
Blake constantly sees his way as the only way too. He thinks it's the only "good way", never once does he see his actions as actually worse than better.
Small detail that I found interesting, Rat chose Winsland as the battle ground. Blake wanted it to end at Market.
AND DAMN it ending with him saying "Why do I feel so empty?"
While one of Rat's last lines before the vid ended was "But now I get it, I'm a monster."
smth smth about loss and realization. How even after experiencing loss that hit hard, they realized different things after it, but both are (in the sense) consequences of their actions until now.
#content smp#doctor4t#winsweep#luxintrus#mcyt#wys posts#i put off watching winsweep's vid because lux's death keeps replaying in my head and i wasn't ready to hear rat go thru it again#i have so many thoughts about this#AGH THIS SMP HAS OVERIDDEN ANY INTERESTS I HAD AND MAKES ME THINK OF ONLY THIS#which isnt bad cause it got me writing again#i feel like i said way too much but i also have too much thoughts here
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reposting some old doodles i still enjoy a bit
#a doodley#guys im having realizations i dont really know what to do with#ive said this tons before but my main issue with art rn is like#i Know anatomy. and what it's Meant to look like. my issue is straying away from Correct and going with Good like how some of my stuff was#before i really started learning. loose and not restricted#but my obstacle is that nobody draws the way i want to draw. and im bad at coming up with my own stuff...i need to copy and osmose off#someone else. well. it turns out there is someone who draws the way i draw. and its cheye of the past.#dont get me wrong if i look thru the rest of the art in the (year) folder these came from; 80% of it sucks#i wish i cld have what past cheye had but with current cheye tweaks and refinement#but idk how to do that. something weird has happened to my mind i really cant envision and make art the same way anymore#idk how he did it back then....i wish i Knew bc current me cant make anything out of sketching or thumbnails or just going at it#arghhh#i try and force myself to draw stuff like this now (interactions) and it looks. so stiff. and bad proportion wise but idk how to fix it#which isnt to say the proportions (for example) in THESE drawings are perfect but they dont scream Wrong or Bad or Incorrect to me ykwim...#idk! idk what to do with this. ive never known how to go back and study my own stuff
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AT LAST, EVIL IS UNLEASHED!!!!! 😈 and I'm the Character Colorist of the new WEBTOON project, A Practical Guide to Evil!
Super happy to be part of this dream team! And I hope you all enjoy it!
#interrupting my portfolio blog and krgeats fever for a bragging update#a practical guide to evil#pgte#webtoon#remember all the times i've said thru the year i've been working a lot and etc etc etc#well tHERE YOU GO#and fun trivia this is the first webtoon project i'm in since the pilot hence why i'm a bit more vocal on that :´D#and the important reminder it's a full team of artists behind this project so props for all of them as well#hope you all enjoy the ride!#at last i would like to thank evil for helping me pay my bills lol
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in which the metaverse is a dangerous place
#my art#persona 5#goro akechi#joker p5#p5 spoilers#p5r spoilers#i was going to draw a partial background but i couldnt quickly find a ref for 3rdsempalace saferoom. lol#wasnt going to turn on my playstation or search thru a playthru so lazier version for u👍#i never draw blask with the mask or helmet on for a reason and that reason is hes goofy as fuck lol. this outfit man <-said with love#i drew his arm belt too high but whatever. is it better or worse that he didnt design the fit it just came from his psyche#anyway how did he survive in the metaverse for 3 years without healing skills. items only challenge.#(lavaeteinn costs 25% hp) (less relevantly it also has a godawful crit rate :/)#i had to revise his dialogue like 5 times to make him more of an asshole.i love him btw he sucks so bad#oh yeah. finally: robin hood is traced. i only drew him once for that animatic and that was enough. <3#anyway fuck school.shoutout persona five#comics
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i love watching a show about death and trauma and the dehumanization of people by the top 1% just to see endless posts about ships
#and they’re male obsessed ships at that#u watch a show where the man orchestrating another man’s demise and takes enjoyment out of his misery and u say it’s bc#he wants to fuck him#this doesn’t go for just that weird ass frontman/gihun ship but Any ship#if u watch smth like squid game and all u focus on is who’s making out w who#u are so out of touch i fear#‘let ppl do what they want’ yes and i will judge <3#bc yall are WEIRD.#‘they have chemistry’ they should ?????#why would u watch smth where the cast doesn’t have chemistry w each other#ur just weird.#i’ve said it before that i wouldn’t be as annoyed by it if wlw got the same treatment in the same shows but they do Nawt#tell me why it’s ‘let ppl have fun’ with frontman and gihun but u have to fight for ur life shipping two canon lesbians that are. canon#also side note im skeptical of western muses being put in the games. bc it hinges on this further romanticization of what they go thru#anyways#2025 i will be more annoying
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caps from comic Im doing
#not art yet. sorta#yeah that's one piece#outing myself this year as a sanji enjoyer#idk what compelled me to come back here (that's a lie I know 100% and it's haterism) but I did finally sit down and put down#this idea I've sat on for a Long time. bc I think I just. finally feel ready for it#or rather. both it and myself have been worn down and moulded enough by just. time passing. to be able to sit with each other in peace#but yeah I'm now neck deep in this (almost halfway thru inking!!) and Im learning a Lot#whatever u say abt one piece oda is a Phenomenal comic artist. one piece art-wise is dense on a level that makes me feel insane#like you barely see more than one type of screentone used and it's mostly to separate planes. its Just Ink. its fucked up#and drawing this comic is forcing me to show up on my a-game on a craft level as well. I love so much a Large part of it so far#comic is good guys. did u guys know that has anyone said this before#but yeah this one will! probably get posted to my main blog when the posting version is done. which is why I said in the prev ask#that the spheres might intersect soon lol#Im aware this is a stupid way to go about it if u look at it from a marketing/advertising angle. but thats not what Im here for#Im showing u cool bugs I made basically. and when the exhibit happens its gonna have mostly nothing to do with this#but yeah. if u see a comic with these caps in it in the future u will Know#otherwise we keep up kayfabe yeah? for fun. for comfort
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therapy sesh
#fuck imma ramble in the tags actually lmao#i said this on twitter but i hc that iso gained some knowledge of octarian thru meeting so many octoling kamabo participants#so 8 has an easier time talking to him since she doesn't have to butcher inkling lang. to be understood#plus idk iso is a chill and insightful dude#he has a lot of care n respect for 8 and the work shes putting in#giving him the mem cakes without expecting anything#he wants her to slow down some tho idk i feel like shes desperate to find all the thangs/mem cakes and starts rushing thru tests#queue iso therapy sesh#he gives her his lil octo doll B(#raaagh#i can go forever lmao#maybe i should write a fanfiction or some shit christ#anyways#if u read this idk#thanks#ask me stuff abt 8 and/or iso and ill love u forever#or not thats chill lol#rambles#splatoon#iso padre#agent 8#myart
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MERRY CRIMAS MIMI I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY EVEN IF YOU DAY CELEBRATE !!!! did you see someone ( @sunnyskiestls ) tled rnnk's date plans btw i think niki's is one of the cuter ones . mayoi wants you to travel in the vents and rinne is trying to kill you via overstimulation whereas niki says Strawberry eating contest ❤️ so silly . i have nothing much to say but I HOPE YOU'RE WELL !! 🫶
MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS, EVE!!! and happy new years since thats tomorrow basically LOL
i just read these thank you so much for showing me 😭 its funny bc rinnes sounds like an actual nightmare to me (or since i make everything abt rnnk, i dont think niki would find it pleasant either LOL) whereas nikis a much cuter safer plan. and even if u dont like strawberries, how can u say no to him!? he can pretend to be rly chill about it tho but i know he'd be picking strawberries like his life depends on it (both quantity and quality, ofc, he for sure knows how to recognize the best tasting ones just from a glance) and somehow when you end up with like. 5 hes amassed 209329048 strawberries and eating them within 2 seconds
i can imagine it being like this. he really likes those strawberries
#niki shiina#rinniki#sorry anzu i always draw you appalled. i should draw you Not going thru it someday#damnnn niki got in the strawberry juice again (said like smokey got in the nacho cheese again)#obligatory rinne included bc i love rinniki <3 and also it was funy#mine
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