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mindless touches & other sentiments [sunstreaker, first aid & skywarp]
personally, I donât pin sunstreaker for being much of a fan regarding anything touchy-feely, lest in public. circling back to this headcanon, here is where a lot of softer gestures and actions would occur, behind the privacy of closed doors. his thumbs settle on your front, just below your pelvis, and the rest of his digits curl around your back to interlock. sunstreaker probably finds out if youâre ticklish here too, accidentally nudging a sensitive spot that has you squirming away from his touch. just because heâs an instigator, often times he will map out the areas that get the most reaction out of you. your laughter is enough to keep a small smile on his face, before dropping his head back into your lap with an exhausted huff.
sunstreaker probably ruffles up your clothes. a lot. he tugs at your sleeve to get your attention, pinches the back of your shirt to gently pull you closer, sticks his cold fingers underneath your sweatshirt. in his mind, your clothes are replaceable, and you are not. early on in the relationship, heâs likely still figuring out the ratio of how benign and soft he has to be with his s/o. in more intimate moments, the placidness arrives on instinct, but in more quick motions or subconscious ones, heâs got some navigating to do. so, if heâs in a conversation he needs an escape route from, heâs reaching next to him for your sleeve to yank a few times.
he is definitely a âacts of serviceâ mech, in love language terms. sunstreaker will end up doing whatever his s/o asks, but heâs going to complain about it. he insists on driving you to and from work, running errands with you any chance he has. he's less likely to vocalize his affection and sentiments aloud, so demonstrating his love in other ways is a happy compromise for him. with time, sunstreaker may become a little more forthcoming and open to articulating his endearment in other manners. yet, he's a creature of habit, and tends to adhere to the gestures he and his s/o have already carefully carved out. as long as you're happy, he is as well.
first aid gently thrums his digits against his s/o side. it's often an instinctive and involuntary action, typically either when he's lost in thought, or listening intently to what you're saying. he also is guilty of slowly pulling you closer to his side, especially if he deems you are too far away after time spent apart. i don't see him as someone overly affectionate, but more lowkey and simple actions demonstrate his longing and caring nature. the sentiments he does display are crafty and artful. half the time, nobody knows nor realizes first aid has a palm on your lower back, or a digit slipped around your arm.
first aid will make it work so that if he can do everything one handed, but it mostly occurs while he's sat at his desk going over files and records. one digit comes to rest in your hand, mesmerized by the soft skin of your palm and how warm your touch is. if you invite him to do so, don't expect him to let go so easily. simple gesture such as this keep him grounded and soothed, feeling entirely at ease to have you so close. a curiosity arises, oftentimes his touch will traverse from your hand to your wrist, all the way up to the crook of your elbow and then back down. if you have a sweatshirt or long sleeves on, he traces over the cloth, completely unbothered by it.
time apart in all likelihood hits him pretty hard. mostly because it is more often than not his fault, responsibilities require his attention over other things and it's not a statement he likes to dwell on. first aid supposes and comes to understand it makes time together all the more important, treasuring it. he's very upfront about everything and wants to make sure you are alright with his occupational demands. though, this also leads to making time for his s/o in moments he never thinks are long enough, but desirable nonetheless. such as trying to line up both your breaks so you can catch up together, or even if he's running on empty he'll still pick you up from work. just so he can see you and have an exchange that isn't carried out over the phone.
the first time skywarp tried to affectionately touch you, he shocked you. and it's only ones natural reaction to sit up a little straighter at the noise of the static, to which he thought he actually hurt you, yanking his servo up and away. immediately, his brow furrows, a concerned expression arising, laced with some mild irritation. after you quickly explain the phenomenon, he's even less inclined to continue touching you. it takes a lot more coaxing and patience to build that confidence back up, firmly and relentlessly expounding that it hadn't hurt, not even a bit.
skywarp doesn't understand why, but you always fall asleep against his side. it's usually if he's preoccupied with work or a task in one hand, but the other is totally free to settle on your lower back, then over the curve of your hip. he claims he isn't doing anything, but the combination of his warmer touch and the shapes he's drawing on your upper thigh? game over. skywarp knows your about to fall asleep when he feels your cheek land on his torso, fingers grabbing at whatever plating is in reach. he teases you, enough that you burrow deeper into his side to evade his sweet jests, leaving a trail of mumbled, sleepy nonsense.
loves running a digit up your spine. it always, without fail, creates a chill, shuddering at the sensation. this is often a subconscious gesture to get your attention, but if he's doing it intentionally your reaction is heavily amusing to him, and what he's searching for. skywarp loves observing your shoulders jump to your ears, a red twinge appearing before you turn around, a sheepish smile already there. he would do anything in his power to make his s/o blush, and evidently hooking a digit underneath your chin and telling you how perfect you are is the number one culprit.
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Can we have some general Dandy headcanons?
Authorâs Note
For some reason, I ended up focusing a lot on him as a shopkeeper and managing his stall. Not sure why my brain fixated on that, but either way, I hope you all enjoy it!
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-ËË àŒ» FLOWER ON A LOG àŒș ËË
âż Summary: A Compilation of General Headcannons Featuring Dandy
âż Character(s): Dandicus Dancifer (Dandyâs World)
âż Genre: Headcannons, SFW
âż Warning(s): None - Completely Safe!
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â Dandyâs cheerful persona is meticulously rehearsed. Every morning, before the Toons wake up, he stands in front of a mirror and practices his smile. âAnother day, another fun adventure!â He says it with perfect enthusiasm, but some mornings, his voice falters.
â He talks to Pebble like heâs able to talk. Not just passing commentsâfull-blown conversations. When no oneâs around, he whispers secrets to it. âThey donât suspect a thing, do they?â Pebble, of course, only answers in barks.
â The shop is his domain, and he hates being ignored in it. The moment someone steps in, his eyes are on them. His petals twitch when they hesitate. If they leave without buying? His grip tightens behind the counter. âFriendâŠ?â The word tastes bitter.
â He refuses to acknowledge his Twisted counterpart. Even when itâs standing right in front of him. Even when its voice echoes in his head. He just brushes his arms, adjusts his petals, and forces a smile. âLetâs just say you saw nothing.â
â Dandy collects old shop receipts that he has, keeping them as âproofâ that Toons trust him. If a receipt gets crumpled or torn, he stares at it for too long, fingers trembling before he forces himself to throw it away. âItâs fine. Theyâll come back. They always come back.â
â Despite the fact that he himself is a flower, he despises them. He never says why, but when someone brings him one as a gift, specifically a bouquet, his smile doesnât quite reach his eyes. He holds it like it might burn him. âOh! How⊠thoughtful.â
â His paranoia runs deeper than he lets on. Late at night, when he thinks no one is looking, he checks over his stock again and again. He counts the tapes. He locks the doors. Then, he unlocks them, just to check one more time.
â Dandy keeps an old, half-broken sign from the early days of his shop. The writing is faded, but if you look closely, it says: âDandyâs Shop â A Friend to All Toons!â He canât bring himself to throw it away, even as the edges curl and darken.
â He remembers every Toon who has ever bought from him. Every single one. Their names, their habits, their preferred purchases. âOh, you liked that one last time, didnât you?â His voice is light, but his gaze lingers too long.
â When he says âJust as planned!â itâs not always clear who heâs trying to convinceâhis customers or himself.
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ESCAPISM

CHAPTER FOUR | BEST FRIEND
â Pairing: Jimin x Taehyung x reader (female)
â AUs: non idol!au
â Genre(s): dark romance, smut, mature, mafia
â Trope(s): club owner, selling pictures, drug use, forbidden romance, dark, slow-burn, seductive, mafia
â Rating: mature/explicit (this is mature/explicit content, so you have been warned.)
â Word count: 4.5k
â warnings + triggers: explicit smut, (female) Drunk, alcohol, possessive, but calm Jimin, clubbing, drug use, mention of drugs.
â Authorâs note: Escapism is a dark romanceâintense, poetic, and deeply atmospheric. It explores desire, deception, and the pull of the forbidden. This story contains mature themes, including: Drug use, Strong language, Explicit scenes, Mentions of S.A, Violence, Dark Themes, Crime Elements, Alcohol, Club setting, Obsession, Possessive, Protective Love, Emotional.
This story is also written by two authors. Both working on the two couple. Please read with caution. For those who stay, welcome to a world where love and darkness intertwine.

Moon sat in the driver's seat of her brand-new Range Rover, the scent of fresh leather wrapping around her. She drummed her black-painted nails against the steering wheel. Her lips curled slightly, amused by the theatrics of it all. A car, just like that. She shouldn't be surprised, and yet...
The scent of the leather, the way the car responded so smoothly to her touchâshe wouldn't admit it out loud, but it made her feel powerful. Like she had control over something for once. Jimin had made sure she had everythingâfull tank, insurance, registration handled like magicâbut he hadn't reached out to her since that morning in his kitchen even though she left her contact details on the paper as well. But she was glad he didn't. He got her what she wanted. End of story. Or at least for now that was the case.
With a quiet sigh, she reached for her phone. The city's late-morning sun bled through the windshield, catching the faint smudges of fingerprints on the screen as she unlocked it. A familiar name sat at the top of her messages, and without hesitation, she tapped it.


The mall parking lot was busy for a Saturday afternoon, but Moon didn't have to look hard to spot the thick, dark locks of Kim Taehyung. He was leaning against the wall dressed in silent casual luxuryâa black leather jacket with a white CELINE top underneath and blue jeans that probably cost more than most people's rent while he scrolled through his phone.
She pushed open the car door and stepped out, the cool breeze weaving through her long hair as she strode towards him. Taehyung looked up just as she approached, slipping his phone into his pocket. "Ah, there she is," he said. "Ready?"
She nodded, and together they entered the mall. The air-conditioning was a stark contrast to the warmth outside, sending a slight chill down Moon's spine. She adjusted the oversized blazer draped over her shoulders as they navigated through the crowd.
First, they stopped at a designer boutique, where Taehyung insisted she needed a few new outfits. She didn't argue. It wasn't unusual for him to buy her thingsâhe liked spoiling his friends, and Moon had long accepted that fighting him on it was useless. She let him pick a few things for her, pieces that suited her dark, effortless style.
"You're quiet today," he commented as they exited yet another store, bags in hand.
She hummed. "Just thinking."
He tilted his head, giving her a knowing look. "Thinking or plotting?"
She grinned. "Both."
And then, came the lingerie.
They made their way to Victoria's Secret, the boutique tucked away in the quieter part of the mall. The moment she stepped inside, her eyes swept over the delicate lace and silk displays. This was why she had come here. Painting was her main soruce of income, but Moon's side hustle required certain investments, and she wasn't about to slack on quality.
Taehyung leaned against a counter, watching as she sifted through the racks. "So, which poor soul gets these?" he wiggled his brows.
"None of your business," she laughed, and moved around the store while Taehyung waited. She picked out a few setsâ mostly black lace bralettes with matching panties, delicate but bold. They would sell well.
She placed her basket on the counter and the woman behind the desk began to scan the price tags.
And her phone vibrated in her pocket.
She ignored it at first, focused on finishing up, but when it buzzed again, she pulled it out and looked at the unknown number with a slight frown. She unlocked her phone and read the text.

She typed away on her keybored and pressed send, and the response was immediate.

Her lips parted slightly, eyes flickering over the name again as she miread it. But no, the message was clear.
She sighed, tucking her phone away as Taehyung swipped his card and took the pink bags from the counter.
"Hey, Taehyung," Moon said casually as they walked towards the exit of the boutiuqe.
"Hmm?" he glanced away from his phone.
"You heard about Kitty Gang?"Â
He frowned. "Kitty Gang?" and Moon nodded. Taehyung's expression shiftedâjust a flicker, but she caught it. They entered another boutiuqe. "Yeah," he nodded. "I go there sometimes."
"AND YOU'RE TELLING ME NOW?" she hit his arm.
Taehyung laughed and shrug, utterly unbothered by Moon's reaction. "You never asked me before," he said as he handed a few items to the store assistant.
Moon narrowed her eyes. "You mean to tell me you've been going to Kitty GangâKitty Gangâand I had no idea?"
"Seems like it," he said with a smirk, slipping his hands into his pockets.
She huffed, crossing her arms. "You do know it's not just a club, right?"
His gaze flickered with something unreadable, but he kept his expression smooth. "I know enough."
Moon studied him, the sharp angles of his face betraying nothing. That was the thing about Taehyungâhe could say everything and nothing at the same time. She had always known he had his own secrets, just as she had hers. But Kitty Gang wasn't just a nightclub. It was dangerous, a place that meant more than just drinks and music.
"Baby girl," he stopped walking and turned to face her. "Why are you so intrested?" He tilted his head, eyes flickering over her face like he was trying to piece something together. Then his lips curled. "Don't tell me you went there?"
She stayed silent.
His smirk widened. "You did."
Moon rolled her eyes and turned away while Taehyung watched her.
The clock on Moon's nightstand glowed 8:03 PM as she stepped out of the bathroom, steam curling from the doorway behind her. Droplets of water clung to her skin, sliding down the curves of her shoulders, disappearing beneath the fluffy black towel wrapped around her body.
Her damp hair dripped onto the hardwood floor as she made her way to the vanity, dragging a hand through the wet strands. The evening air filtering through the open window was cool against her heated skin, the scent of rain lingering from the afternoon drizzle.
Just as she reached for her skincare, her phone rang.
Moon sighed, already irritated before even glancing at the screen. But the second she saw the name flashing across it, her brows lifted slightly. For a moment, she debated ignoring it, letting him wait just because she could. But before the thought could settle, the ringing stopped.
Then, almost instantly, it started again. She exhaled sharply and answered. "What?"
There was silence on the other end for a beat, then his voice came, smooth and edged with something unreadable. "Why weren't you answering my calls?"
Moon smirked, adjusting the towel around her. "I was in the shower."
A deep sigh crackled through the receiver. "When are you coming to the club?"
She huffed out a quiet laugh, stretching one leg out on the vanity stool lazily. "I'm not."
Then, his voice dipped, quiet but firm. "You sound like you think you have a choice," he siad. "Be here in an hour."
Moon let out a long breath, staring at her reflection in the mirror. Her fingers tightened around the phone before she set it down with a dull thud. "Shit." She let the silence settle for a moment, then pushed herself up and started getting ready.
Moon stepped into Kitty Gang, the air thick with cigarette smoke, perfume, and the underlying scent of expensive whiskey. The atmosphere pulsedâdim neon lights flickering over velvet and leather, bodies swaying in slow intoxication to the bass-heavy music.
She wasn't nervous. That wasn't an emotion she allowed herself to feel in places like this. But there was something else, a quiet awareness settling in her bones as she walked through the club, the weight of lingering gazes trailing after her.
Before she could take another step, a woman blocked her path.
She was stunning in an obvious, sharpened wayâtall, dark hair spilling down her back in sleek waves, red lips curled into something between amusement and disdain. She wore a sheer black dress that left little to the imagination, a diamond choker circling her delicate throat.
Moon didn't need an introduction to know exactly who she was.
One of those girls. The ones who belonged to the darker side of Kitty Gang.
"You must be Moon." The woman's voice was syrupy sweet, but her gaze was all venom.
Moon met her eyes, tilting her head slightly. "And you are?"
"Min Soo." She smiled, sharp and saccharine. "Jimin sent me to fetch you."
Moon smirked. "Fetch?"
Min Soo's smile didn't falter, but there was something colder in it now. "Follow me."
With slow, deliberate steps, Moon trailed behind Min Soo through the winding halls of the club. She could feel the woman's irritation, the way she carried herself like she owned the place, as if she expected Moon to shrink beneath her presence.
She didn't. Instead, she let her amusement show in the slight curve of her lips, in the unbothered way she walked as if she were the one leading them instead.
When they reached the door at the end of the corridor, Min Soo turned to her, her expression unreadable. "He's inside."
Moon merely arched a brow before pushing past her, stepping into the room. The door clicked shut behind her, sealing her in with Jimin.
He was standing near the bar, a glass of whiskey in hand, but when he turned, something shifted in the air.
His gaze landed on her, and for the first time in a long time, he was completely, utterly still.
Moon was the kind of beautiful that didn't belong to this worldâdark and untamed, something crafted by ancient gods with wicked hands. The kind of beauty that wasn't delicate, but sharp. That cut.
The soft glow of his office lights kissed her skin, highlighting the slope of her collarbone, the sharp angle of her jaw. Her black dress hugged her frame like a second skin, the slit running dangerously high up her thigh, teasing with every movement.
He could feel itâdesire curling low in his stomach, slow and insidious, coiling like smoke.
Jimin had spent his life around beautiful women. Women who threw themselves at him, who whispered sweet things in his ear, who begged for his attention. But none of them were Moon. None of them looked at him like she did nowâbored, unimpressed, as if he was just another man in a long list of disappointments.
And fuck, if that didn't make him want her more.
But then, her voice slipped through the silence, snapping him out of his thoughts. "I have a couple of..." Jimin paused, rolling the whiskey glass between his fingers as he searched for the right words.
"People coming tonight."
Moon arched a perfectly sculpted brow, her expression unreadable. She knew exactly what that meant. People didn't come to Kitty Gang to simply drink and dance. The kind of men Jimin entertained had money and power, and money and power always came with expectations. She tilted her head slightly, lips curving in mock amusement. "People, huh?"
He nodded once. "Yes, and I need you to entertain them." A slow silence stretched between them, thick with unspoken things.
Moon's thoughts spun, sifting through the implications. Was this part of the deal? Did she agree to this without realizing it? She wasn't stupidâshe knew Jimin's world wasn't clean. But she had assumed, naively perhaps, that her role in it would remain separate from the... grittier aspects.
Still, she wasn't someone who cowered easily. Her lips parted, voice steady. "Why would I do that?"
Jimin stepped closer, his scent wrapping around herâsmoke, whiskey, something dark and expensive. His index finger brushed under her chin, tilting it up until their eyes locked. "Because we made a deal, baby," he murmured, voice like silk. "And this is part of it." Moon's pulse didn't stutter. But something inside her shifted, something dangerous and alive.
She let his words settle before stepping back, slow and deliberate. Her heels clicked against the hardwood as she moved, her fingers trailing over the polished wood of his desk.
"Maybe you can do something," Jimin said.
She turned slightly, fingers still ghosting along the desk's edge. "Like what?"
Jimin didn't answer immediately. Instead, he watched her, the way she movedâhow effortlessly she took up space, as if she belonged here more than he did.
He exhaled slowly, rolling the thought over in his mind. Then, he spoke. "You like dancing, right?" She hummed, nodding as she slid into his chair behind the desk, crossing one leg over the other.
Jimin remained silent for a moment, admiring the picture she paintedâsitting there like she owned the place, like she was the one giving orders instead. The corner of his lips curled slightly. "Dance then," he said finally. "Drink, danceâ as long as they're entertained."
Moon tapped her nails against the armrest, amusement flickering in her dark eyes. She leaned back slightly, a slow smirk forming. "What if it goes beyond just that?"
Jimin didn't hesitate. He moved, walking around the desk with slow, measured steps, gripping the chair and turning it so she faced him. For a second, neither of them spoke. His fingers still rested against the chair's frame, his gaze heavy-lidded, burning with something unspoken. She could see itâthe way his throat bobbed slightly, the faint clench of his jaw, the subtle shift of his stance, as if it took effort not to touch her.
Moon had spent years painting emotions, capturing them in brushstrokes no one else could see. And right now? Jimin was a masterpiece of restraint. His index finger reached out towards her chin and he tilted her head up. Hid lips parted, voice low. "That won't," he said, more like a threat. "Because I'll be there, baby."
The VIP lounge of Kitty Gang was bathed in deep, sultry huesâlow golden lights reflecting off the polished marble tables, the scent of aged whiskey and cigars curling into the air like a secret. It was tucked away from the chaos of the club, elevated just enough to give a perfect view of the dance floor below.
Jimin sat with effortless grace, draped across the black velvet seating like he owned the placeâbecause he did. A glass of whiskey dangled from his fingers, the ice clinking softly as he rolled his wrist, eyes sharp, unreadable. To his left, Moon sat in all her unbothered glory, her posture relaxed yet commanding.
Across from them sat the men from Havana. They were strikingâtall, well-dressed, the kind of handsome that felt dangerous. Dark eyes, sharp jawlines, confidence woven into the way they leaned back, exuding the quiet kind of power that came from knowing they controlled things others didn't dare touch.
Jimin hadn't spoken of business yet. This part wasn't about deals. Not yet. This was about the gameâthe prelude, the soft steps before the plunge. And right now, the leader of the Havana menâDiegoâwas completely captivated by Moon.
Jimin saw it the moment the man's eyes had landed on her. The way his interest sparked instantly, the slight shift in his demeanor, as if the room had blurred and only she remained in focus. It was inevitable. Moon was made to command attention. Her beauty wasn't the kind that needed effortâit was effortless, striking in a way that made men pause mid-sentence, in a way that made even the most powerful of them momentarily forget their own names.
"Come here," Diego patted the empty seat next to him, and Moon smiled as she got up and sat next to him.
And Jimin, ever the strategist, let it happen with a soft darkening gaze.
Moon was putting on a show, and Diego was utterly enraptured. From where he sat, Jimin could see it allâthe slow drag of Moon's fingertips down the man's chest, the way she played with proximity, always just close enough to tempt, never close enough to be caught. She was toying with him, keeping him on the edge. And Diego, like every other fool who thought he had the upper hand, was falling right into her rhythm.
The beat of Mayores pulsed through the club like a heartbeat, heavy, sultry, thick with heat.
"You're dangerous," Diego murmured, his lips hovering near Moon's ear.
She smirked, tilting her head slightly, her voice smooth like silk. "Am I?"
He chuckled, his hands tightening slightly at her waist. "More than you let on, I think."
Jimin rolled his tongue against the inside of his cheek, watching as Moon let Diego pull her in, her arms draping over his shoulders as they moved. She was playing the part flawlessly, and Jimin hated how good she was at it.
Diego's voice dropped lower, but Jimin could still hear it over the music, the way he murmured, "If I asked you to leave with me tonight, would you?"
Moon stilled for half a beat. Not enough for Diego to notice, but enough for Jimin to catch. She let the question hang between them before tilting her head, her lips curving. "That depends."
Diego arched a brow. "On?"
Moon leaned in, lips ghosting just over his ear as she whispered, "On whether or not you'd survive it."
Diego, oblivious to the warning in her words, only laughed, his hand sliding just a little lower down her back. "I think I like you."
Jimin took a slow sip of his whiskey, the ice clinking against the glass. His gaze flickered over to the other Havana men around the club. He had women tending to them just like Moon was doing with their leader.
Jimin turned back to Moon and Diego. Unflinching. Unbothered. At least, on the surface. Because inside? Inside, something coiled tight in his chest, something hot and unwelcome. He knew how to master it, how to keep his face impassive, his smirk lazy, his body language indifferent.
But his grip on the glass tightened.
And when Moon tilted her head, a slow, teasing smile curving her lips before she stood and reached a hand toward DiegoâJimin knew exactly what she was doing.
She was taking him to dance. And Diego, utterly bewitched, followed without hesitation.
The moment they stepped onto the dance floor, the music shifted. The beat of Buttons rolled through the club like honeyâsultry, intoxicating, a rhythm meant for bodies pressed close, for whispered words against skin.
Moon turned to face Diego fully now, one hand on his chest, the other trailing down his arm as she danced. The rhythm was infectious, and Diego, caught in her gravity, followed her lead without question.
She was breathtaking Moon moved like she had been born for this.
She turned, her back pressing against Diego's chest, her hands trailing down the length of her own body before she met his gaze over her shoulder, teasing.
Diego took the invitation, hands resting against her waist, guiding her as they swayed to the beatâslow, deliberate.
She was playing with him. Teasing.
And Jimin didn't move from his seat. Didn't speak. Didn't even blink. His gaze was locked onto the dance floor, onto Moonâthe way her body rolled, fluid and mesmerizing, the way she let Diego's hands rest on her hips but never let him fully have control. She led just as much as she followed.
She let him believe he was winning, let him think she was melting under his touch, but Jimin could see itâhow she controlled the pace, how she gave just enough to keep Diego chasing.
Diego was captivated.
And Jimin felt something dark simmering beneath his skin.
His expression didn't shift, but inside, he felt the slow burn of possessiveness curl in his veins like smoke. He knew this was part of the plan. He knew what Moon was doing. And yet, when her hand slid down Diego's arm, when she leaned in just slightly, lips close enough to whisper against his ear, Jimin clenched his jaw, his grip on the whiskey glass so tight it threatened to shatter.
But he wouldn't react. Wouldn't let it show. Because that would mean Diego had power over him. And no one had power over Park Jimin.
The music changed once more, Gasolina by Daddy Yankee. And fuck. The energy on the floor explodedâfast, wild, electric.
Moon's movements became sharper, hips swaying in perfect rhythm, her body moving with a kind of effortless confidence that had men stopping mid-drink just to watch. Diego's hands found her waist again, pulling her closer, but Jimin caught itâMoon's slight smirk, the way she let him think he had control before spinning away at the last second, laughing softly.
It was a game, and Jimin knew games better than anyone. He leaned back against the velvet, finally taking a sip of his whiskey, watching with hooded eyes.
She was hypnotic, and Diego had no idea that he was merely a player on the board.
Moon and Diego made their way back to the VIP section, their laughter trailing behind them like the lingering scent of expensive perfume and liquor. Diego's hand rested lightly on Moon's lower back, guiding her, as if he had any real claim over the moment. As if he had won something.
Jimin sat with the same unreadable expression, his glass still in hand, watching.
Moon slid onto the couch beside him, crossing one leg over the other, her dress riding just high enough to draw Diego's lingering gaze. Jimin noticed. He noticed everything.
Diego exhaled, running a hand through his dark, slicked-back hair. "Now thatâ" he said, grinning, "âwas worth the flight here." He leaned back into the plush seat, a sharp glint in his eye. "But, business and pleasure aren't meant to be separate, my friend. The best deals happen over good drinks and better company."
Jimin hummed, setting his glass down. "As always." His gaze flickered to Moon. "You may leave now."
Moon merely smiled, stretching her arms along the back of the couch like she owned the place. "I think I'll stay."
Jimin's jaw ticked, but he didn't argue. He turned his attention back to Diego, his voice smooth, calculated. "You've been trying to expland in Asia for a while," he said.
"Korea's been a tough market to break into," said Diego. "Distribution is tricky, and the right connections are... hard to come by. I know the right people exist."
Jimin's lips curled into something unreadable. "You're looking at him," he said. " Kitty Gang isn't just a club, and you my friend kinow that. It's a market. The kind of place where exclusivity meets indulgence." His voice was silk-wrapped steel. "The clients I cater to? They're not looking for cheap thrills. They want quality. They want discretion." He paused, letting his words settle. "And I can make sure your product gets to them."
Diego studied him for a moment, intrigued. "You're offering me a distribution pipeline?"
"I'm offering you control over a demographic willing to pay for exclusivity." Jimin's gaze sharpened. "And in return, I want access to your shipmentsâwhatever's premium, whatever's untouchable by the rest."
Diego smirked. "You want my high-grade supply?"
Jimin's lips curled. "Consider it an exchange."
Diego chuckled, shaking his head. "Damn. You don't just play the game, do you? You run it."
Jimin exhaled softly, lifting his glass. "Something like that."
Diego leaned back, tapping his fingers against his glass. He wasn't a fool. He knew power when he saw it, and Jiminâhe wasn't just another business partner. He was a player. The kind that didn't just move pieces on the board, but built the game itself.
A slow grin spread across Diego's lips. He raised his glass slightly. "You've got yourself a deal."
Jimin clinked his glass against Diego's, the weight of the moment settling between them.
Moon watched the exchange, sipping her drink. Kitty Gang had always been more than it seemed, but Jiminâhe was something else entirely.
Diego lingered for a little while longer, indulging in the last of his drink, flashing that easy grin of his as he exchanged a few more words with Jimin. But the deal had been made. Business was settled, and soon, he was goneâvanishing into the crowd of Kitty Gang like smoke dissolving into the night.
The music still pulsed, the energy of the club unfazed by the weight of power that had just shifted hands. But here, in the VIP lounge, the air was heavier. Moon stretched her legs out, crossing them at the ankle as she sipped her drink, her gaze flicking to Jimin. He was relaxedâor at least he looked it. But she knew better.
Jimin exhaled slowly, rolling his shoulders back as he reached into his jacket pocket. When his hand emerged, Moon caught sight of a small, glass vial pinched between his fingers.
She tilted her head, watching as he tapped a fine, white powder onto the smooth surface of the table in front of him. He worked with practiced ease, dragging the edge of a sleek black card through the powder, forming it into two clean lines.
Moon said nothing. She just watched.
Jimin brought a hand up, running his fingers through his jet-black hair before leaning forward, resting his elbows on his knees. He held the card between his fingers, positioning it near the first line, about to inhaleâ
"Can I do it too?"
His head snapped up. Moonâs voice had been calm, like she had simply asked for a sip of his drink.
Jimin blinked, the words settling over him. He was silent for a moment, his dark eyes searching hers, trying to find somethingâanythingâthat would explain why the hell she had just asked that.
âYou?â he finally said, his voice edged with disbelief.
Moon hummed, tilting her head slightly. âYes.â
Jimin sat back, his tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek. He had expected a lot of things from Moon, but not this. Not her asking him for something like this. âWhy?â His voice was quieter now, more calculating.
Moon exhaled, and tilted her head. âBecause I want to.â That was it. No dramatic explanation, no hidden pain behind her words. Just a simple, blunt statement.
Jimin studied her for a long moment. Then, without a word, he reached for the spare bill he had been about to use and handed it to her. âYouâve done this before?â he asked her, and she shook her head.
Something flickered across Jiminâs face, something unreadable, but he didnât stop her. Instead, he leaned back, resting his arm along the back of the couch, watching as Moon mirrored what he had done earlierâleaning down, her dark hair falling over one shoulder, positioning the bill just right.
He didnât look away. Not once.
#escapism#bts#bts fanfic#bts jimin#park jimin smut#park jimin fanfic#park jimin#bts jimin fanfic#bts jimin smut#bts taehyung#bts kim taehyung#bts kim taehyung fanfic#taehyug#jimin#bts fic#bts fanfiction#bts smut#bts imagines
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@rosekillermicrofic | 1,122 words
based on an interaction i had while shopping today.
Three hours.
It had been three hours since Barty started his shift and not once had he been presented with the opportunity to just sit down.
His legs were sore, his arms were shaky, even his eyes ached at the bright fluorescent lights overhead. Why he had chosen to get unapologetically hammered the night before an early morning shift - shouldâve been a question he could answer.
Yet, there he stood, cursing himself as he moved another box of heavy-weight hoodies from the cart to the floor.
On Friday nights, they received shipments - which meant the Saturday morning crew had the luxury of distributing it throughout the store. Although, if you were to ask Barty, heâd say it was the worst part about working at Pandoraâs Box.
He could handle the nagging parents and the rambunctious teenagers, but the labor - it exhausted him.
I should workout more, he thought.
Of course, he had considered it multiple times - had even made a New Yearâs resolution to hit the gym more, but by mid-January, he was already finding excuses to skip out.
âYou okay there Bartemius?â a soft voice spoke, pulling his attention.
Across the counter stood a short girl with light blue eyes and a heart-shaped face. Her hair was pulled back and held in place with two gold butterfly clips. She tilted her head to the side and furrowed her eyebrows.
âYeah, no, yeah,â Barty stuttered. He hadnât realized the physical toll moving over twenty boxes of merchandise would have, and his voice came out strained. âIs there more in the back?â
She nodded, âIâll have Mary pull it, can you take over at the register?â
Barty didnât bother hiding his relief as he ran his hands down the sides of his pants and gave her a wide smile. âOf course,â he shot her a wink and slowly backed away from her towards the check-out counter. It barely came up to his waist, but it was solid enough to bear the brunt of his weight so, he bent over and rested his elbows on the glass.
Within the display case were a variety of items ranging from precious stones wrapped in silver wire to crystal ashtrays, body jewelry embedded with amber to silk scarfs, and mini mythological statues to incense holders. They were some of the most expensive pieces in the store.
Barty wasnât allowed to have a key.
Something about protecting precious stock. The manager on duty was required to pull the it from the safe at the beginning of their shift and then return it once they clocked out.
âHello?â someone said, and Barty had to yank his eyes away from a particularly alluring piece of green aventurine set in a silver ring, to find the origin of the strange voice.
âHi,â Bartyâs cadence hitched up an octave, as it usually did when speaking with a customer, and as soon as he made eye contact with the foreign subject, he had to bite back the cough that built up in the back of his throat.
To say the man ahead of him was beautiful, wouldâve been an understatement. He looked ethereal, but not in a stereotypical way - more so in a biblically accurate way. His face was thin, making his cheekbones extremely pronounced, and his eyebrows were arched. He had wavy blonde hair that bent just above his eyes and curled inward at the base of his neck. His shoulders were broad, but he looked rather frail - even under the baggy brown jacket he wore.
âIs this register open?â He asked.
âOh, um-â Barty looked around, as if he needed confirmation that no one else was working the counter. âYeah - yes, yes itâs open,â he pushed himself off the display case and straightened up. âIs this all?â
âMhm,â the stranger mumbled as he removed a green hoodie from its wooden hanger and set it folded up on the counter with the tag sticking out.
How polite, Barty smiled to himself.
âWhatâs a good email?â he wanted to ask for a phone number or a name, but something in his throat pulled back like a fishing rod.
âE Rosier,â it sounded French, or at the very least Italian. Something romantic and divine, and Barty had to physically bend his neck to pop the tension that suddenly built up in his vertebrae.
Barty typed the letters into the keypad, but no results came up. âE Rosier?â he asked.
âYeah, E R-O-S-I-E-R,â he leaned forward to get a look at the screen, as if realizing the pronunciation of his name was contradictory to how it was actually spelt.
Barty followed the directions seamlessly but seemed to mistype - so when he read it back again, the stranger just smiled softly.
âNo, E-R, not A-R.â
âRight,â Barty nodded, trying to keep his focus on the computer. âI was testing you.â
âTo see if I could spell my own name?â
Barty huffed out, entirely unaware that he had been staring straight at the customer instead of his screen.
âYeah, yeah that,â and he sounded like a stuttering child asking for candy right before bedtime.
He probably tastes just as sweet, and the flush of heat Barty felt running up his neck and over his face had to be noticeable.
âUhm, here we go. Got it,â once the account was linked, it had only been a matter of seconds before they finished checking out and were walking away from the counter.
Barty looked back down at the display case, the palms of his hands resting lightly against the glass. He was sweating, actually sweating, and he had to peel his fingers off the class carefully, leaving behind a few smudges of condensation.
He looked at the marks closely, hoping for a distraction, but when he noticed the shadow of his index finger was pointing at the green aventurine he had been so intently looking at earlier, he stumbled back.
Barty didnât believe in signs. He didnât believe in destiny or fate, but he couldâve sworn that stone was the same color as Rosierâs eyes.
Rosier, he repeated, Rosie, and before Barty could fully realize what he was doing, he launched at the keyboard and started anxiously pulling up a list of recent transactions.
At the top was one sale for a large green hoodie with the reward email typed out at the bottom.
I mean⊠Barty shrugged to no one in particular as he frantically copied down the letters.
Whether or not it was against company policy, he didnât know - but he did know that he was going to email the pretty boy with the blonde curls.
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I will hear people talk about how much Maintenance long hair takes and I'm sitting here with like.. what I think most people would consider Long Hair and having grown up with hair down to my tits like ;;><> I don't... I don't do Shit to my hair and it's? fine? maybe my hair is just Weird idk???
#monster noises#I recognized certain Types of hair require more attention..#like having Curls and such requires more work#but my hair has like... between moderate wave and light curl and I just like.. quick brush in the morning.. wash it.. sometimes..#what would Hair Maintenance even Be???#cause I Also did those things when I had short hair#they maybe took less time but it's the same stuff#I thought maintaining short hair was more of a nightmare#I don't necessarily think I'm in the right here#because again My Hair is a bit of an odd case#so there's probably just this whole Slew of things I've never had to address that I'm just Missing#but it's one of those things that Flabbergasts me#cause I have No concept of What they could be talking about
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I can't stop thinking about Ghost being a better boyfriend than your ex, even without establishing that title....
This is a continuation of part one.
warning: mention domestic abuse
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Simon was there every night you worked. You never gave him your schedule, but he'd show up and settle onto one of the stools like clockwork. Soap often joined him, and while they carried on like always, you knew Simon's gaze lingered on your body. You could practically feel the weight as you took drink orders and pulled pints. It wasn't unwelcome. In fact, it made everything easier knowing you weren't alone if your ex dared show his face.
When your shifts ended, Simon would walk you back to your new place. The one time you insisted he didn't need to do that, he grunted and said, "What if I want to?"
You didn't mention it again. Instead you got into a routine of giving him a fifteen minute warning when your shift was going to end, and you'd head out into the cold night with him at your side. He was mostly quiet while you chatted about whatever was on your mind. When you'd ask him about himself, he'd reroute the conversation back to you. Then he would wait while you unlocked your door and stepped inside.
You always had the urge to invite him in, but you were taking up so much of his time already. And what would you do with him anyway? This hulking military man with kind eyes?Â
You thanked him and gave him a little wave before ducking inside, and you knew he always waited until he heard the sound of your door locking before he left.Â
"Y' alright, love?" he asked one night when you were starting to feel particularly good about yourself again. Your split lip had healed which required less makeup. You felt stronger for having left your ex in the dust. You were wearing a new top that made you feel sexy.
"Yeah. I'm alright, Simon. I feel really good, actually."
You served him a drink and refused to let him pay. You really ought to make him stop tipping you at this rate. He was doing so much for you and getting nothing in return. He was doing all of the boyfriend duties just as he had promised, but he never so much as touched you other than the occasional hand hold.
What if you wanted more?
He broke into your thoughts as he said, "I can tell. Ya' been smiling more. Almost ready to go?"
Tonight you felt like you were floating along the dirty sidewalk with your hand tucked in Simon's massive paw. He was keeping you warm without doing anything, and he listened to your nervous rambling as you tried your best to work up your courage. But the two of you reached your front door all too quickly.
"Get inside," he said, voice deep and tender in spite of the command. "An' lock up."
When he started to pull his hand away, you didn't let him. And you didn't budge when one of his eyebrows inched higher. "Not quite yet," you whispered, toe tapping the cement step you were standing on which put you slightly closer to him in height. "I have to tell you something."
Simon's lips pressed together in a tight line, and his chin dipped in a slight nod. "I need to tell ya' something, too. Just don't want to."
"What?" you asked immediately, the lightness you'd been feeling instantly replaced with a lead brick inside you.
"I'm leaving. Late tomorrow night. Not until after I make sure ya' get home from the pub."
"Leaving?" you whispered, heart pounding faster. He was in the military. Some sort of special mission involvement. You knew that much. And you could read between the lines to know that someone who looked and behaved like he did was probably about to risk his life, not for the first time. "Simon, where are you going?" you asked with tears in your eyes even though you figured he wouldn't be able to tell you.
Simon shook his head, his lips curling into a soft smile. It was a rare sight, and it made you dizzy. "Pretty little thing like you shouldn't be worried 'bout me." You wanted to tell him you would be. You'd worry nonstop until you saw him again. You'd come to rely on him, but mostly you liked how you felt when he was around. "There'll be someone to walk ya' home from work every night. I can promise that."
You wanted to lean in and kiss him, but instead you threw your arms around his neck. He was so solid and warm, and the scrape of his facial hair on your cheek was somehow comforting. "But I'll see you tomorrow, right?" you asked, voice breaking on a sob.
"I'll see ya' tomorrow, love."
He didn't move an inch as you extracted yourself, and the sound of his receding footsteps could only be heard once you'd locked yourself inside.
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Part three
#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon riley cod#simon ghost riley#ghost simon riley#simon riley#simon ghost x reader#simon riley imagine#simon ghost x you#ghost call of duty#ghost cod#ghost imagine#ghost riley#call of duty x reader#cod x reader#ghost x reader#ghost x you#call of duty fanfic#simon riley fanfic#ghostsprincess
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â warnings: mdni, this is literally just a cock analysis for sylus, zayne, and caleb


â a/n: SYLUS HOLD MY HANDâCALEB IS ABOUT TO DRAG ME AWAY!
rafayel and xavier ver.

S8GSBTV - #b0685a
As we all know, Sylus is tall, with a broad, muscular frame and an imposing set of shoulders. Heâs strongâinsanely strong. The man boxes, for godâs sake. I would hate to take a liver shot from him; he might accidentally send me straight to the afterlife. Heâs in phenomenal shape, with stamina to matchâbecause, of course, itâs a requirement for his sport.
And his cock? Well, it follows suit. A solid eight inches (20.32 cm), and yes, heâs a shower. I mean, have you seen that perfect print in his pants??? He doesnât even know where to put all that. Itâs bigâlong, thick, girthy. No wonder he has a size kink. And letâs be real, so do you. The stretch is delicious, always leaving you working to take him all the way.
The head? A deep, rich brown (go look at the hex code <3). His pubic hair? Trimmed, but left a little longerâjust how he likes it. And side note? He loves when you do the same. Says he wants to "explore the jungle." Oh, and letâs not forget: itâs straight and a slightly darker gray than his hair. Perfection.
And the veinsâthe veins. His cock is thick with them, pulsing, prominent. The most sensitive part? That sweet little slit. Run your tongue along it, and he will hiss, grip your hair, and growl something like, âDonât do that unless you want me to come in your mouth, kitten.â
And, of course, youâll keep doing it anyway. Hehehe.
Z7LSLCGBPLT - #9C524F
As we all know, Zayne is tall, with a lean yet well-built frame and broad shoulders. Heâs strongâmoderately muscularâbut more refined in his strength. Being a doctor, he has a natural responsibility to stay in shape and take excellent care of himself.
And his cock? It follows suit. A solid seven point three inches (18.542 cm), and heâs a grower. The print in his pants might be deceiving at first, but donât be fooledâitâs big. Not just long, but with an ideal girth. The best part? It leans slightly to the left, and when heâs inside you, he knows how to move his hips just right, angling to hit that perfect, sensitive spot.
The head? A beautiful brownish pink. His pubic hair? Trimmed lowâbecause he understands the importance of keeping some. Heâll never go completely bare, and honestly? He prefers when you donât either. And yes, itâs perfectly straight.
Unlike some, his cock isnât overly veinedâbut what it lacks in texture, it more than makes up for in sensitivity. The head? Insanely responsive. Pull back his foreskin, drag your tongue along his frenulum, and just like that, he might lose controlâmaybe even come all over your face.
C7GGPTV - #DF9796
As we all know, Caleb is tall, with a lean yet powerfully built frame. Heâs easily the most muscular of the bunchâhis body honed to perfection. Being a fighter pilot demands peak physical fitness, not just for endurance but for absolute control in the cockpit.
And his cock? It follows suit. A solid seven inches (17.78 cm), and heâs a grower. The print in his pants might not always give it away, but trustâitâs big. Long, with just a bit more girth than average, making every inch of it something to savor.
The head? A gorgeous pink. His pubic hair? Trimmed low for convenience, though heâll go completely bare if thatâs what you prefer. Naturally, though, he keeps it neat, with a slight, loose curl to it.
And letâs talk about that vein. A single, prominent one that runs up the length of his pretty shaftâone he loves when you trace with your tongue. Oh, and letâs be clearâheâs uncut. Donât care, wonât argue on that point <33
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btw this is what the codes mean (excuse my behavior because now that I actually typed it out i realize how crazy i look rn):
S8GSBTV: sylus-8inch-girthy-shower-brown-trimed-veiny
Z7LSLCGBPLT: zayne-7inch-left slant-long cock-grower-brownish pink-light trim
C7GGPTV: caleb-7inch-grithy-grower-pink-trimed-veiny
#this is how i know im ovulating because i wrote this when i was supposed to be studying#excuse my behavior because now that I actually typed it out i realize how crazy i look rn#i literally apologize in advance#yes i put hex codes....#sylus#lads sylus#lnds sylus#lad sylus#l&ds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#zayne#zayne love and deepspace#lads zayne#lnds zayne#l&ds zayne#caleb lads#lads caleb#love and deepspace caleb#lnds caleb#caleb lnds#caleb love and deepspace#caleb#lnds smut#lads smut#l&ds smut#love and deepspace#love and deepspace smut#sylus smut#zayne smut#caleb smut
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mariaaa!! i have another idea!! > 3 <
ok, soâŠ
sleepy, needy, & clingy bimbo!reader with hotch
either before they together or when they first get together <3
Hot & Bothered (No, Like, Literally, You Have a Fever) - A.H.
summary: bimbo!assistant!reader is feverish, clingy & just a little delirious, except, not too delirious to shamelessly flirt with your very attractive, very exasperated boyfriend. pairings: aaron hotchner x bimbo!assistant!reader warnings: sick!reader, no use of y/n, established relationship, soft!hotch, flirty banter, suggestive-ish content, clingy!reader, hotch ignoring all cdc guidelines, reader is kinda being a baby about everything (just like me fr), theatre kid hotch. wc: 2.3k
You started off playing it cute. All little sighs, sending Aaron pouty texts filled with emojis, making sure he knew you missed him, but in a haha, just kidding (unless?) kind of way. Now you're way past that. The cute phase had dissolved into something far more desperate.
You were sick-sick. The terrible kind of sick where your limbs feel like they're made of granite, and your skin somehow manages to burn and freeze at the same time.
Worst of all, Aaron wasn't here.
And really, what was the point of having a boyfriend as stupidly gorgeous, painfully competent, and naturally overprotective as Aaron Hotchner if he wasn't going to be around when you need him most?
You knew you were being dramatic. You knew this was your own fault. Aaron had practically ordered you to let him come home with you, standing there in his office with his disapproving frown, telling you that you shouldn't be alone if you weren't feeling well.
But in your infinite wisdom, you had waved him off, told him to stay at work. Because at the time, you were fine. Or, more so, fine-adjacent. And because sometimes, your brain tricks you into thinking you are a capable, independent woman who does not, in fact, require Hotch-shaped supervision.
So now you're curled up in bed, drowning in the well-worn fabric of his FBI academy hoodie, the one that smells like him. And it helps. But not enough.
Because if he were here, he'd be so good at taking care of you. He'd probably be all bossy and stern about it, telling you to drink your water, go to sleep, and stop pouting. But then he'd turn around and betray himself completely by smoothing your hair back so, so softly, by tucking the blankets up to your chin like you're something delicate. Contrary to popular belief, he did have a soft side.
Maybe you should call him. Maybe you should be really, really pathetic about it and beg him to come home.
Maybe you're just a little too codependent. (Just a little.)
The second the front door opens, you think you must be imaging it. You convince yourself it's the fever, twisting reality into want instead of what actually is. Because Aaron shouldn't be home yet.
You squint at the clock, but it's just a bunch of blurry numbers, and math is already hard enough without feeling like your brain is actively melting.
But then there's the sound of leather against hardwood, and not just any leather.
You know those shoes. The custom Italian Oxfords you forced him to let you buy. He'd grumbled about the price, all exasperated and dramatic (as if he had any real concept of what good leather actually costs), but he still let you drag him to the store. Still let you lace them up for him. Still let you kiss him senseless in the parking lot because he looked too insanely sexy in them to be allowed to exist without immediate compensation.
You'd told him once that good shoes take you good places. And now look where they took him.
Straight home to you.
The relief is so instantaneous, it makes your head spin. And suddenly, he's there, shoulders broad against the door frame, arms crossed, eyes warm despite the unimpressed look he's attempting to pull off.
"My poor baby," he says, half-teasing, but mostly just achingly soft.
Your bottom lip wobbles. "It's not that bad."
Aaron sighs loudly, already loosening his tie as he strides over, assessing the damage, which, in this case, is you, buried under what is objectively a very reasonable amount of blankets.
"Uh-huh." Flat. Dry. But he's already reaching to fix them, like he can't help himself. "That why you're buried in every blanket we own?"
You burrow deeper into said blankets. Maybe if you commit hard enough, he'll stop looking so smug.
"They're comfy."
He crouches beside the bed, undoing the last button on his cuff before pressing the back of his hand to your forehead. His touch is cool, and you lean into it immediately, shameless at how much you enjoy his skin against your overheated own.
"You're hot."
You blink at him, dazed, andâwithout thinkingâmumble, "So are you."
The moment the words leave your mouth, you regret them. Not because they're untrue, that's indisputable, but because of the sheer pathetic delivery of it, all scratchy and pitiful and nothing like the effortless flirtation you usually bring to the table.
You groan, squeezing your eyes shut like that might somehow reverse time.
Aaron, of course, is completely unbearable about it. His lips twitch, and you can see it happening in real time, his struggle not to laugh directly in your face.
"Flattered," he drawls, his thumb brushing over your temple, fingers carding through your hair in slow strokes. "Have you been drinking enough water?"
You wrinkle your nose. "Water is boring."
"You're boring."
You gasp, sniffling as you try to look offended, despite the congestion ruining your tone. "Boring? You weren't calling me boring last night when Iâ,"
"Okay."
Aaron cuts you off immediately, already leaning down, pressing kiss after kiss to your faceâforehead, cheeks, anywhere he can reach. You squeal in protest (or, well, try to, your voice is too weak for it to be truly effective), but he just laughs against your skin, relentless.
"Okay, I take it back," he murmurs, kissing your nose like an apology. Like a bribe. "You're the most exciting person I know. Now be exciting and drink some water before I have to force it down your throat."
"Force it down my throat?" you rasp, a weak smirk pulling at your lips as your fingers prod into his dress shirt. "You promise?"
"So inappropriate." He lets out a breathy laugh, shaking his head, but his hands are already cupping your face, his lips pressing to yours, like he loves kissing you too much to stop himself.
You barely have time to enjoy it before your brain remembers how sickness works.
"Wait, germs!"
Aaron just smirks, tilting your face up with a knuckle under your chin. "Since you brought up last night, that's an interesting concern, considering where your mouth was last night."
You should say something flirty in return. Something about how that was different because it was basically an act of public service (one you love providing). Because that's what you do. You throw him off, make him sigh like you're exhausting and adorable at the same time, watching his ears flush pink when he pretends he's not affected.
But the words never come, instead, your brain hands you a far worse visual. Aaron, like this, but worse. His face pale, head pressed against a pillow, forehead creased with discomfort he wouldn't acknowledge. You can see it clearly, the way he'd insist he's fine, the way he'd make it through a workday half-dead before even considering rest.
And suddenly nothing is funny.
Your fingers clutch at his shirt without thinking, like holding onto him will somehow fix the terrible, awful, no-good mental image you just had.
You're frowning, and you don't even realize it, not until Aaron does, his thumb pressing lightly against the center of your forehead, like he can smooth it away.
"I don't want you to get sick."
"My sweet girl," he murmurs, fingers threading through your hair once before he stands. "I can handle a cold. What I can't handle is you being miserable and dehydrated. Be good and let me take care of you."
Aaron disappears before you can argue and by the time he returns, a glass of water in hand, you've barely had a chance to process how much you missed him in those few seconds.
You watch as he puts it down on the nightstand beside you.
"There. Now drink."
"Yes, sir," you mumble, taking a few small sips just to prove that you're listening.
But if he really wanted you hydrated, he should've just kissed you again.
Aaron's eyes narrow, shooting you a pointed look.
You sigh, loud and put-upon, then take another sip, longer, just to appease him. You make a show out of it, before immediately reaching out, patting the empty space beside you with undeniable urgency.
Aaron snorts. "Didn't last long, did you?"
"I'm sick. I need warmth and love."
He exhales so dramatically, shaking his head. "If that's what my poor, suffering girl needs, then I suppose I have no choice."
Alright, theatre kid.
You bite your tongue, not because you're wrong, but because self-preservation is a skill, and you'd like to see another sunrise. And, fine. If he wanted to pretend like sitting still for five minutes was his own personal crucifixion, then who were you to deny him. It wasn't your fault, he ran himself into the ground, like he was trying to beat time himself, working to the bone until someone (you) had to physically drag him to bed.
You watch, maybe a little too intently, as he kicks off his shoes, undoes his belt, and swaps out his boring, stuffy work pants for the sweats. Your sweats. The ones you have a deeply personal attachment to.
You have history with those sweats.
"You know, you put those on and suddenly I start feeling a whole lot better." Call it divine intervention, maybe. "Do you think if you let me sit on your lap, I'd be at full strength again? Because I think we should at least try. For medical purposes."
Aaron settles in beside you, pressing one, two, three kisses to your lips, because he can, because he wants to. When he pulls back, he's smirking.
"Cheeky girl," he murmurs, thumb skimming your jaw. "And here I was, thinking you needed me to take care of you. Turns out you just wanted an excuse to climb all over me. How tragic. I've been completely fooled."
You brain-to-hand coordination is questionable at best, but that doesn't stop you from attempting to very subtly slip your fingers along the waistband of his sweats.
Aaron grabs your wrist instantly laughingâan actual, real, Hotchner laugh.
"Sweetheart," he muses, so damn amused, his thumb tripping over the pulse point of your wrist. "You can barely hold your head up, and you're trying to start something?"
"With a boyfriend like you, I'm like, legally required to start something."
Aaron lets out the longest, most suffering sigh known to man.
Like you saidâtheatre kid.
"Don't I know it. You're insatiable."
You open your mouth, fully prepared to launch into a passionate defense of you very reasonable levels of attraction to him, but a sneezeâtiny, weak, kind of embarrassingâruins it.
Aaron's smirk evaporates. It happens fast, like a switch flipping, like he's just remembered, really remembered, that you're not at full strength, that beneath all your teasing, you're a little delicate, too easily worn down.
For a second, he just stares, jaw tight, brows furrowing ever so slightly, like the sight of you, flushed cheeks, fever-glazed eyes, pathetic sneezy, physically pains him.
And then you're moving, no he's moving, pulling you in, tucking you into his chest, as if you were something his hands were built to protect.
"And yet, here you are," he murmurs, kissing your temple, breathing against your hair, "disease-ridden and tragically adorable."
You sigh, shoving your face as close as humanly possibly, like some kind of human limpet. His heartbeat is strong beneath your ear, soothing, a constant thump thump thump that makes your eyelids droop.
"I really missed you today."
Aaron's arms tighten around you, but then you sniffle. Not the same pathetic little sound from earlier. This one's different. This one is softer, wetter.
He tenses just enough for you to feel it, enough to make you regret it, because now he knows.
You blink rapidly, tilting your face down, trying to breathe past the sudden, stupid sting behind your eyes, willing it go away before heâ
Too late.
His arms loosen just enough to tilt his head down, scanning your face like he's already trying to figure out how to make it better.
You turn, burying your face in his chest. "I'm fine."
A lie. A bad one at that. So laughably transparent that even you wince a little.
Aaron doesn't call you on it, however, just pulls back slightly, just enough to cup your cheek, catching the tear before it falls.
"Oh baby," he breathes, voice a little rough, like he wants to pull the sadness out of you and keep it for himself.
He presses another kiss to your temple, then another, then another, like he needs to fix something unfixable, his fingers curling around the nape of your neck.
"You're killing me here."
You sniffle. Again.
"M'sorry," you mumble. "This is probably like... super unattractive."
Aaron shifts again, tilting your chin up as his thumb brushes against your cheek.
"Still the prettiest girl I've ever seen," he murmurs, but his jaw is tight, his fingers flexing against your skin. "I should've come home sooner."
"You wouldn't have lasted," you mumble, voice slowing, words dragging just a little.
Aaron raises an eyebrow. "And why's that?"
"Because you'd stress yourself out." You hum sleepily, tracing absent circles against his shirt. "You'd take my temperature every hour. Make me drink disgusting tea. Then, once you ran out of things to fuss over, you'd start deep-cleaning the grout just to feel useful."
He snorts, shaking his head. "You make me sound unbearable."
"You are unbearable," you murmur, but your grip tightens around him, contradicting yourself entirely. "But in a very sexy, very productive way."
He laughs and presses a kiss to your temple.
"You know what would make me feel better?"
Aaron's chest rises with a deep inhale, like he already knows. His arm tenses around you. "Sweetheartâ,"
You grin against his shirt, weakly.
"A very hands on wellness check."
Aaron chokes out a laugh, tightening the blankets around you. "Christ."
He presses one last kiss to your forehead and you think you hear him mumble should've seen that one coming under his breath.
You hum in agreement, mentally ranking all the times he should've seen something coming.
This moment, obviously.
The time he let you fall asleep on him once and then acted surprised when it became a permanent thing.
The time he told you to be serious and then immediately realized that was the worst possible way to get you to stop joking.
The time he tried to fight it, tried to keep you at arm's length, tried to act like this thing between you wasn't inevitable.
You should tell him. You should. But then he tucks you closer, breath hot against your temple. And before you can launch into your incredibly important findings, you're already too far gone.
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  about ! âa little girlâs first love will always be her father." three scenarios in which the daughters of three jjk men introduce their boyfriends to their fathers. ( 5.7K )
warnings ! minors blank and ageless blogs do not interact. video banner. not beta read. sfw, fluff, angst if you squint, no-curses!au, mentions of pregnancy, children and babies, the children have no names, some family issues, married life, domestic bliss, husband + father!jjk men, mother + fem!reader.
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SATORU GOJO:
before meeting you, satoru gojo had never been fond of a family dinner.Â
in his childhood home â they were cold and quiet, pockets of clattering cutlery would cut through painstaking silence and distract from the loud emptiness of the seat at the head of the table where his own father was supposed to be. his mother, often solemn and sunken in the shoulders, never spoke. never cooked and slipped small bites to her son in between preparation or steps.
they had staff for that, they had staff for everything.
to keep the household clean and together. to keep him fed and breathing. to keep him alive. all requirements felt almost clinical, the environment in which he was raised almost like the white walls of a hospital â without a trace of love needed for a child like satoru gojo needed to thrive.Â
even if he had all the money in the world, he hadnât a drop of love. he wasnât ever sure if he was capable of the warm and fuzzy emotion, didnât know if it was something his heart could ever open up to â sealed in by layers of cool, cold concrete and cement. kept in a safe without a key. at least until you miraculously found it and melted the thick layers of ice blocking satoruâs veins. you brought back colour to his cheeks and light to his eyes, taking up the space in his heart where his family had left a swirling, black void.Â
to satoru, you were a saving grace. his everything⊠and he swore heâd never be like his father; who left his wife unhappy and empty, like a abandoned shell. he promised; heâd do much better than his parents ever did. especially when you found out you were pregnant, even more so when your little girl came into the world with plentiful white curls and lashes, screaming at the top of her teeny tiny lungs.Â
at the time, you were sure youâd never seen satoru gojo so in love ( and so teary eyed too ) â but you knew what becoming a parent meant to him. what it meant for the new life you now shared.
but now, having met you and married you and created life with you â satoru had found a new appreciation for family dinners. they were a sacred event, a special time for him to keep up with the lives of his children and let them know he was there. present.Â
it wasnât a time to be imposed on and certainly not by meddlesome boyfriends brought home by sixteen year old daughters.
âso kid, whatâs your 401K look like?âÂ
satoru carries a look of disdain, his nostrils flared, blue eyes narrowed and perfect pink lips curled in an unhappy frown.Â
the young boy opposite him, a little scrawny and awkward, shrinks underneath the white haired manâs intense gaze â if you squinted, you could probably see him shaking like a little leaf in the intense wind from across the table âum⊠i donât know?â
âhear that little guy? no 401K⊠howâs he meant to take care of your sister. yeah, yeah.
youâre right, iâll give him a chance,â he mutters to the baby boy snoozing happily in his arms under his breath, engaging in a one sided conversation before switching his focus back to his daughterâsâŠsorry excuse for a partner. âokay then⊠finances, clearly not. academics and common sense ââ pausing, the white haired father of two clicks his tongue, pushing it into the soft flesh on the inside of his cheek as if to feel his next words out in his mouth. âdo you even know what a bouquet of flowers is, kid? a corsage? gojo women donât play about their flowers, yanno.âÂ
âsirââ
without giving the boy a chance to speak, gojo drops his intrusive gaze under the table and back up again â pointing an accusatory finger at his little girlâs partner. âyour top buttonâs undone and your shoe laces are untied. you might wanna fix that! if you care about my daughterâs safety!â he turns his nose up all petulant like a picky toddler being forced to eat his veggies, he even sticks his tongue out for good measure. gojoâs eccentric movements nearly jostle his sleepy son in place. the baby whines and gurgles a little bit, only soothed by a pat to his back from dad â who repositions him to snooze over his shoulder.
in a silent, quieter gesture, satoru uses two fingers to point between his eyes and the boyâs. almost as if to say âiâm watching you.â
catching him in the act, the eldest gojo daughter bounces into the room carrying plates of steaming hot food, exhaling with worm down patience evident in her body language. âdaddy please, you donât act like this normally. stop messing around.â rolling her eyes, she sets the dishes down, freeing up her hand to smack the back of her dadâs clearly empty skull. just like her mother.
âwell sooooorrry for being a good dad and caring about your wellbeing! who youâre dating! who youâre bringing into our bloodline!â gojo rebuttals with petish grunts, unable to cradle the back of his injured head like he does with his son. Â
and as if by magic, you, his beautiful and loving and gorgeous wife appear with dinner plates in hand to double down on a scolding the white haired man. amused, you also swat at your husbandâs head and tut down at him. âsatoru? what are you doing?â thereâs something about the way you tease and tell gojo off that always makes his heart race, even after all these years of marriage and raising his kids. he loves you, his family so much. he almost keens into your touch like a pathetic dog, until your daughter starts gagging at the sight â slipping into her set. you were supposed to be watching the baby. not interrogating the poor kid.âÂ
âweâre having a heart to heart, babe,â gojo swoons, clearing his throat as his head bobs in the direction of his daughterâs boyfriend. âjimbob here was just telling me about his 3.4% grade point average.â
âitâs hiro sir! and uh⊠3.5% sir.â the boyfriend in question chirps shyly.
you know that your husband feels⊠almost threatened by another man entering your daughterâs life â theyâve been practically inseparable since the moment she first opened her eyes. to give up the duty of loving and protecting her and pass it onto someone else is probably what scares him the most. âthatâs pretty good hun!â you comment absentmindedly, hoping to pull satoru away from the conversation.
âno itâs not! our daughter has a 4.0%.â
âs-she was failing in math, i was tutoring her.â the boyfriend hopefully interjects again, whispering next when the baby stirs at the dining table. âi hope that makes up for my 401K sir. i-i also work part time to save for college andâ!âÂ
âhaha â no i wasnât!â the younger gojo girl tenses in place, elbowing her date in the ribs not so discretely from under the table. itâs this interaction that makes her father smile, only briefly, before you scowl his way.
âi thought you told them we met at a tutoring session.âÂ
âyou were failing?â you raise a brow, taking your own seat beside her father.Â
âsee! this boy failure is a bad influence on our daughter!â a glare settles on the slopes of satoruâs angelic features, mirrored by your childâs unimpressed expression across the table. in his arms, your youngest fusses about as if he senses the mounting tension at the table â earning a bounce or two from daddy, who turns your way all matter-of-factly like. âsee, this why he doesnât have a 401Kâ
âwhy would a teenager have a 401k, satoru!â comes your exasperated sigh.
âi had one when i was his age.â satoru shoots back and the kid sinks nervously in his seat. the poor boy looks as though he wants to disappear, squirming in place like heâs no better than a worm on a bait hook â itâs torture being interrogated and inspected by someone so close to the person you love most, but even he knows how important satoruâs approval is to your daughter.
she wouldnât say it now, not when she was all grown up and finding her way out in the world â but she idolised gojo, all of her fondest memories are painted in his colours. shades of sapphire and azure like his vivid eyes, snowy white from his hair that almost rivals the clouds in the sky â the backdrop to days spent riding her fatherâs shoulders through the big wide world, racing down grassy green hills and wasting the hours away. she wouldnât admit it here, today, but she never wanted to leave those memories. leave her father behind in her youth â it was written on each dip and curve and highlight on her youthful face, she wanted her father to move into this next phase of life with her too.
âdaddy, you were a trust fund baby with shit grades and no prospects until you met mum,â she huffs but her words hold no malice, even if the sass brims over the edge of her tone like an emotionally charged, overflowing glass of water. youâd chide her for cursing â but you know she means well, stubbornly expressing her desire for approval to her man child of a father. âa loser, if you will.âÂ
gojo slumps, the rosey petals of his plump lips pushing into an age old pout. âhow could you say that about dear old dad?â he whines, as though heâs a wounded animal.Â
âwell sheâs not wrong, baby. you were a loser satoru, you still are.â the words are fond and light hearted on your tongue, a similar state to the wisps of a smile that trace over your own lips. leaning in close, you tickle the nose of the gurgling baby boy in his arms, heart heavy with affection â grateful that the one interaction you had with your husband all those years ago ( when he was a scrapier and misunderstood ) led you both to the beautiful chaotic family you have together now. âa hot one at least.âÂ
âgross.â your daughter groans and buries her embarrassed gaze in the spread of food on the neatly laid table â grabbing a plate and piling it high to cope.
her boyfriend chuckles nervously, wanting nothing more but to eat and do the same. desperate to hide from gojoâs intimidating aura, but too afraid to cross another one of his ridiculous invisible lines. âi think thatâs very sweet mrs gojo!â
the brief moment of peace in the war of dad v boyfriend is then interrupted by the white haired manâs temper tantrum, realising that his only daughter is still in the room. âdonât push it kid.â the father of your children all but wails and finds something else about the young couple to pick apart. âyouâre sitting too close together! move apart!âÂ
âdaddyâ!â
âw-what?â
âi said move it or lose it kid, before i keel over and die of heartbreak.â âbetrayal. my own daughter, leaving me for someone else.âÂ
the two separate, shifting their chairs away from one another despite never actually being too close. you share an empathetic look with your eldest, empathetic to your husbandâs actions. you both knew he wouldnât handle the meeting well, but this was beyond your whilst dreams. the young coupleâs hands remain intertwined under the table cloth as the meal begins properly, and when satoru notices, he doesnât comment â biting down hard on his unhappy tongue. he knows all too well what itâs like to love against the odds, his father in law hardly wanted him around you. itâs not like he wasnât aware how bad he was for you, how your standards might have even dropped for the man to be with him. but you loved satoru with your entire being, wholly and against all of your own parentâs wishes.Â
in a way, the dinner tonight reminds him of himself meeting your father for the first time â how he had to work for his approval too. prove that he was more than just a spoilt brat. too caught up in the memories, the odd sense of loss threaded between his every breath and the love he holds for his daughter settled in his lungs â gojo almost kissed the way you whisper to him adoringly, head drooping to rest on his shoulder mostly to look at your baby but partly to comfort him. âyouâre being dramatic satoru. look at them, donât you just love young love.âÂ
and he does, he looks, really looks â softly staring across the table and through the haze of his own judgement, noticing how happy his little girl looks all wrapped up with her boyfriend. all heâs ever wanted is to keep her smiling, give her a life that his parents couldnât give him, he feels all of his resentment and fear or losing his daughter melt away like a plain sheet of paper dissolving in water. he loves her too much to not let her be happy, his baby. his little girl.Â
âno, not at all,â satoru finally relents with a wobbling voice and silvery tears that dot his vision â shaking his head back and forth to stop them from dropping onto his sleeping son gathered in his arms. âw-why would you say that? god, is it allergy season? my eyes are killing me. theyâre not cute at all, why would you say that iâm crying?âÂ
your teenage daughter glances over, relief evident in all of her identical gojo features. âno one mentioned you crying, daddy.â she coos softly in an attempt to console satoru.
it doesnât work, he starts dry heaving and sobbing. which is new for her, he hasnât cried this hard since her baby brother was born.
the kid scrambles into his pocket and damn near stumbles over the table in order to hand your white haired lover a tissue. âi donât think youâre crying sir!âÂ
âshut up!â gojo sniffles dramatically, putting on his best theatre kid act and drapes himself ( and the baby ) all over you. âshit, is this cushioned tissue? three ply?â pale, deft fingers swipe at the blue pools of eyes which well with tears while the kid nods over enthusiastically â desperate to please his girlfriendâs guardian. âgood stuff this is⊠but this doesnât mean i approve of you for my daughter!â
âgojo!âÂ
âwhaaaaat!? he doesnât have a 401K!â
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RYOMEN SUKUNA:
if youâd told sukuna, almost a decade and a half ago, that he would end up with a life shrouded in domestic bliss â he would have laughed in your face. maybe even called you a cunt whilst telling you to fuck off. back then, when he was younger and the spirit of ambitious fire burned brightly in his veins as though he had petroleum for blood, the pink haired man never dreamed of settling down. buying a house. getting married. or having kids.
he was as untameable as a wild horse, with only one goal in mind. to open up his restaurant and get his family out of that shithole town by all and any means. heâd cross whatever rivers he had to, climb whatever mountains he needed to â push past societal hurdles that judged him for the pink in his hair and the thick ink on his body. ryomen sukuna did not care. not about anyone else, only about his goals.
at least, until he met you.Â
in many ways, you were a blessing to the world where sukuna was a curse. his complete opposite, the day to his night. though the worlds and lives you came from were completely different âÂ
nowadays, the man is a little softer around the edges and weaker in the heart â they say thatâs what true love does to you.
a set of keys jingle at the front door, followed by the dull thud of trainers on the shoe rack and footsteps on the mahogany wood floor. sukuna hardly looks up from the article heâs reading â something about the best recipes for autumnal vegetables. who would have thought, ryomen sukuna, reading up on gardening. he would tell anyone who asked it was for his restaurant, not because he actually enjoyed it. would make him look soft.Â
âhey, iâm home!â the voice that calls to him is sweet and youthful, a dulcet symphony that tugs paternally at the pink haired manâs heart strings. âis ma here?âÂ
sukuna smiles to himself behind the newspaper, inhaling its fresh ink scent. âin the kitchen, workinâ,â he replies absentmindedly, listening to his daughter skid down the hall after dropping her backpack. âoi squirt, you ainât slick. you know what day it is, report card. now.âÂ
thereâs a dramatic sigh that follows footsteps trailing back into the living room. sukunaâs daughter, his pride and joy clings onto the doorframe with a scowl that could very well rival his own, ruby red eyes twinkling with annoyance â sheâs in a rush to chat with her mother after school, he knows, but he canât help but to tease her just a bit. âsâin my bag, can i go now?â she whines impatiently but takes off at the first gentle nod from her father in reply.Â
but the pink haired parentâs peaceful evening is quickly turned upside down at the discovery he makes in the bottom of his pride and joyâs bag. no matter how much time has passed, how many decades have gone by in which heâs been a father â nothing could prepare him for this new challenge, the new wave of emotions that come with having a tween daughter and swirl hotly in his chest.
âwhat the fuck is this?â he announces with a foul snarl, slipping into the kitchen where his girls chitchat idly over a test batch of cookies sukuna had made earlier in the day. for his restaurant of course. not because heâs a doting husband or loving father. heâs got an image to uphold and itâs not one of domestic bliss.Â
his daughter chirps, not looking up from the sweet treat she picks apart and pops into her mouth â seated on the kitchen island while you work away on your laptop. âwhatâs what, daddy?â her innocent nonchalance about the older sukunaâs discovery almost makes him pop a vein. âalso, ma told you to stop saying the f-word. so, swear jar.â
the hulking man with the contrastingly soft pink pokes his tongue into the soft epithelium of his cheek, his jaw ticks and a playful frustration tingles throughout all four of his limbs. the swear jar was something youâd brought into play as soon as [daughter name] had learned how to talk, afraid that your rough and rugged husbandâs potty mouth would rub off on her young impressionable mind. every time a cursed word falls from between ryomen sukunaâs lips, a couple hundred yen is popped into the jar as punishment. the thing was practically full by your babyâs third birthday, so youâve been putting it down as her college fund ever since.
paper rustles between deft and tattooed fingers as sukuna reveals not a report card, but a crinkled note like the kind passed back and forth between distracted kids in the middle of that one class before lunch. âdonât play dumb with me, squirt.â ryomen holds the note up to the light so that both of his girls can see, blood diamond eyes squinting so he can inspect it better. somebody get this guy his glasses. ââdo you want to go out with me? tick for yes, cross for no.ââ he reads out loud, each word leaving a bitter taste on his tongue, his frown so deep that lines of disapproval form on his well-aged face.
thoughts of the once all-important report card vanish into thin air, the relaxed aura in the room replaced with a palatable tension that not even your husbandâs finest knives could cut. your precious baby girl shoots up from the counter to scramble with her dad over the note in hand. he holds her back with a large palm to the forehead.
âoh my god! you werenât supposed to see that! daddy, give it here. please!â
âfat chance, squirt,â the tattooed man retorts. âyou passinâ notes in class? that why youâre hidinâ your report card?âÂ
âyou can have my report card, when you give that back!â
with the two standing side by side, the resemblance strikes you as clear as day. they share the same hair, same scowl and same rugged intonation to their voices. theyâre both yours, your entire world under one roof. before they can blow said root off, you stand between the elder and younger sukuna â turning to your husband with hooded eyes and a gentle hand on the centre of his broad chest. âoh ryo,â you coo in flirtation, slowing his train of thought as you sneakily swipe the crushed paper from his grip. âshut up ân let me see that.â
your daughter gags behind you at the display of affection, contrasting with the amused smirk you share with your long time lover. after all this time, marriage and the perfect kid, youâre still able to make a fool out of him â make sukunaâs heart skip a beat and a heat he refuses to acknowledge crawl up the back of his neck. heâs gone soft, for you and his family. for now, for you, he relents on taunting his precious little girl.Â
casting your gaze over the note, you grin at the pink-ink chicken scratch scribbled across the page. itâs sweet and endearing, reminding you of young love. âdid atsushi finally ask you out?â you ask tenderly, handing the paper back to your daughter who cuddles it to her chest like the physical version of a precious memory.Â
a bashful expression lines the contours of her face, seeping into features youâd recognise from your husband on her. sukuna would argue that she has the shape of your eyes and your beauty too â but all you see is a culmination of love. âma you were so totally right, playing hard to get really works!âÂ
she gushes dreamily over her crush like itâs puppy love, biting her lip and bouncing on the spot.Â
âlike a charm, every time.â comes your entertained response, much to your husbandâs dismay.
âyou werenât playinâ hard to get with meâŠâ sukuna questions rather than states, trying to piece together parts of the gossip that heâs missed. an anxiety corners the beat of his heart at the thought of his daughter dating, something in which the burly man never thought he would be afraid of. the world had been hard on sukuna; he only worries that itâs not as safe for his pride and joy as it were for him.  ânever mind that; the brat asked you out with a piece of paper? yâbetter not have said yes. we have standards here.âÂ
his words make you roll your eyes with the hint of a smile. ryomen almost reminding you of your own father around the time youâd met him.
your daughter scrunches her nose petulantly, gearing herself up for a witty reply. âwell ma married you, so her standards canât be that high.â she snaps, earning a stifled laugh from you and an unimpressed grunt from her hardheaded dad. âand no, i didnât. told him he needed to ask me out properly. face to face. with words. he said to meet him on the running track tomorrow at lunch for a surprise!â
pulling her into a hug, you kiss her round youthful cheek. âoh baby, i'm so happy for you!â
âwell i ainât! show me the damn kid, need to see what kind of pitiful brat wants to ask out my little girl,â sukuna crosses his arms and grumbles to himself, black ink tattoos flexing menacingly as he does so. almost as if heâs preparing to threaten the kid before even meeting him. âwhatever happened to askinâ for permission to court or whatever. he should have been on my doorstep asking for your hand.âÂ
âfirstly you would have said no, and secondly this isnât the olden days, dad. nobody does that anymore.â your cheeky daughter chides him loudly, her words slipping over her snarky little tongue. like father like daughter, the way they snip and snap at one another has an uncanny resemblance.
tilting your head upwards towards your fuming husband, you laugh breathlessly in a way that washes away his anger.âsheâs right ryo; though my dad hardly approved of you either.â you say softly. even now, you make him feel weak in the knees and dizzy in the mind, like heâs so anything for you. whoever dates his daughter should feel the same about her.
âi freakinâ earned it, didnât i?Â
âjust barely.â
sukuna huffs but settles a hand on your waist from behind and his head atop yours. he needs to soothe himself somehow, his daughter is growing too fast. âstop ganging up on me and lemme see the damn kid.âÂ
âhere, isnât he cute.âÂ
lips downturned, sukuna craned his neck to look at your daughterâs phone from over your shoulder â scrutinising the instagram page that sheâs opened now offering the kid his only child has taken an interest in like a lamb at the slaughterhouse. âbrat looks like a noodle.â haughty laughter fills the kitchen, reverberating against the bones and organs in ryomenâs chest and buzzing right though your back. âyouâre right i woulda said no as soon as he fuckinâ turned up!âÂ
two sets of scolding eyes similar in shape, belonging to the two girls he loves the most swivel around to face the pink haired man disapprovingly.
âryomen sukuna!âÂ
âdaddy!â
âyeah yeah, i know. swear jar.â
áŻâ
SUGURU GETO:
âmy love, were you aware that our little munchkin has a boyfriend?â
suguru looks up from the bubbling pot of child friendly pasta sauce on the stove. if it were just the two of you having dinner tonight, like it was merely three (nearly four) years ago â he would have planned for a more adventurous meal. perhaps sought out a bottle of fine aged wine for you both to enjoy on the balcony and even gotten a dessert to sweeten the date in. but now, you both had more than two hungry tummies to worry about, and bottles of wine could only be purchased when the little one was off with her uncle satoru.
âno, i wasnt. i don't believe thatâs come up in discussion before,â your dark haired lover turns his narrow gaze to the giggly little girl swaddled in your arms â her chubby cheeks and dark, curious eyes just peeking out of the fluffy duck-themed towel youâve wrapped her in. bath time is usually after bed, but someone got into the paint pots at nursery school and managed to get blotches of blue streaked through her hair and under her fingernails. âcare to elaborate sweetheart?â
suguru taps the wooden sauce spoon against the side of the pot and swipes his hands on a nearby tea towel before allowing them to rest on his hips, look of faux irritation settling on the contours of his face and slopes of his features. thin brows draw together like closed gates in the middle of his forehead â the expression earning airy light and squealed laughter from your baby girl.
ânuh uhhh! not my boy-fend!â she babbles her way through the big girl word, missing a few syllables here and there, but geto still grins with pride â happily leaning forward to press enthusiastic kisses to his little angelâs damp forehead. âno boy-fend papa!
bouncing your daughter slightly, you cock your hip out to hold her weight and cheekily roll your eyes. âsuch a daddyâs girl, lying to him already? heâll let you get away with anything if you keep that up,â though you muster up a pout to rival the toddlerâs, the uncanny resemblance warming the cockles or your husbandâs heart, your tone is playful and adoring â itâs lilt full of love for the baby girl you made together. you pinch her chubby cheek, waggling it from side to side as more of her childlike laughter tangles with the scent of pasta in the air. âwe bumped into the fujioka boy and his mother at the gates this morning, he held her hand all the way up to the classroom. it was quite cute. you had to be there, love.âÂ
âiâm sure,â he responds, gentle mirth and protectiveness swirling in dark framed eyes.
you relay the information to your husband as though itâs hot gossip fresh from the press, whispering over your dark-haired daughterâs head not so secretly. even with the hair and eyes to match suguruâs, sheâs still just as much your carbon copy as she is his â he tends to say all of her spirit comes from you, not to mention the way she laughs and smiles.
shaking her head between you, both â your baby chimes in brightly. ânoooo mama!! boys are gross, i donâ hold hands with boys.â
this time suguru manoeuvres to pinch her other chubby cheek, clicking his tongue as he does so. ânot even papa?â he pretends to pout, crouching down with his hands on his knees to coo into her sweet little face.Â
ânuhhh, papa isnât gross!! papa is my favourite boy!â she quickly tacks on with a dribbly smile.
âthatâs right. iâll be the only boy in your life always, just you and i princess,â your husband reaffirms with a firm shake of his head and presses a promise in the form of a kiss to your daughterâs nose. her chubby little hands, still wet from bath time, smack either side of suguruâs face and keep him close â close enough for her to plant a soggy smooch onto his forehead affectionately. a wet kiss only a father could love. âthat settles it, iâm no longer sharing my kisses. papa says no boyfriends until youâre ninety.â
once your two loves are done sharing their candied affections, you seat your daughter on the edge of the kitchen table to allow geto the room to finish up with dinner. the comforting symphony of baby babbles and kitchen utensils clanking and food boiling fills the steamy air, it makes you smile. it feels like home. âoh come on suguru, theyâre only three. donât you think itâs the tiniest bit adorable?â you say with a sing-songy voice, entertaining both your little one and her father.âthey even share their animal crackers during break time and crayons when itâs time to colour, one of the supervisors told me.â
with his back now to you as he stirs through the pasta sauce one final time, you hardly miss the way suguruâs shoulders tense at the mention of the little boy your girl has taken a liking to. he wouldnât dare frown about it in front of her, what upsets daddy upsets baby too. thatâs why heâs always smiling for her, and you find the manâs subtle jealousy endearing. itâs always supposed to be suguru and his princess, with no room for anyone else ( aside from you, of course )Â
ânope, no boyfriends. no amount of cuteness can convince me otherwise.â voice falling tight and flat, suguru reaches into the cupboards for plates and bowls to dish up his lovingly prepared home cooked meal, slamming them into place at the table with a little less patience than before.Â
the idea of some⊠little boy chasing after his daughterâs heart? over his dead body.
âboy-fends are gross!â but your daughter is forever a daddyâs girl, furrowing her brow and crossing her tiny arms in an act of defiance â supporting her papaâs cause. boyfriends are bad!Â
fuelling her excitement and even more support for papa â food is served shortly by your husband, who plates up as best as he can with toddler safe dinnerware. you adjust your little girl into her high chair at the table, giggling to yourself softly when she cranes her neck to keep an eye on suguru. âdoes that mean papaâs gross? heâs technically mamaâs boyfriend.â
âhusband, love, thereâs a difference.âÂ
three plates of hot, aromatic spaghetti are organised in a table â each a domestic reminder of the family suguru geto has been blessed with. in that moment, he thinks he would be happy if he spent the rest of his life as just the three of you. briefly his mind wonders to setting a fourth place at the table in a decade or soâs time, once his daughter truly is old enough to date. the very thought makes him feel ill.Â
round, doe eyes dart between you and suguru as you take your seats either side of your darling daughter at the table â she mimics you both with fumbling little fingers that reach for her baby fork and concentrates as she attempts to repeat your husbandâs words. âcan i have a husbsband-love?â
you laugh and kiss her cheek, helping her to gather a bite of pasta on the full end of her fork. âhusband. just husband, my love. make sure you blow on your food please!â she follows your instructions with a comical air, cheeks puffing and breath huffing while you explain why her father is a second away from blowing his top. âgood girl. husbandâs arenât for babies, baby. and i think papa might not like it if you got one now.â
âif you got one ever!â suguru interjects, eyes narrowing while he fights with his lips to avoid a scowl. âthe answer is still no, princess. no husbands and no boyfriends until papa is old, cold and in the ground.âÂ
now that your hands are free, you grab the nearest tea towel and wind it up in your grip â launching its tail end at geto as though to swat at him. he jumps in surprise and your daughter shrieks in amusement as she begins babbling again. âdon worry, papa!. fujioka is no my boy-fend!!â she says over food in her mouth and happy tummy. geto wipes over her face again. sheâll definitely need another bath later. âhasegawa is!!â
the pair of you share a look and this time, you really think suguru might just throw in the towel.Â
how could he compete with pre-school love and paint pots shared over playtime gossip?Â
âtwo boyfriends? oh god, love⊠i think need some air.â
ê°Â end. â all rights reserved © tteokdoroki 2024. do not copy, repost, translate, feed into ai & recommend elsewhere.
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â anything for you
itoshi sae x f! reader
summary: sae finds himself doing things he wouldnât normally do. all for you.
warning: english is not my first language. apologies for any grammatical or spelling errors.

â itoshi sae knew he was beyond saving the moment he set his phone against his pillow and clicked the record button, holding up three boxes of what seemed to be pr boxes for the brands heâs sponsoring.
no, said brands did not require him to film the pr boxes. they only wished for him to use and test it out in an attempt to gain his brutally honest feedback. so why is it that he has his camera open to do a little review?
itâs because heâs deeply and undeniably in love with a so-called idiot named you. you have him wrapped around your finger, and sae was the one to curl your fingers around him for you. a little while agoâright after emerging from the shower of his hotel roomâhe sent a photo of the three pr boxes that laid on his bed. his manager did tell him heâll drop it off around the night.
itoshi sae: theyâre here.
itoshi sae: [sent an attachment]
you: ohhh! unboxing vid, pls!
itoshi sae: not my thing
you: aww :PP
you: anyhoo, donât forget to eat dinner!
you: iâm just pinning my sketches in the new mood board, then iâll head back home.
he knew there was nothing else to your response. sure, you were a bit dampened by how he flat out rejected your request, but youâre not one to dwell in such silly things either. sae knew that you would be the last person on earth forcing him to do something he doesnât want to do, and video reviews might as well be nonexistent in his vocabulary.
even so, he decided to give it to you. reviews of the products heâs sponsoring.
oh, may god save his soul.
âweâll start with this one.â he holds up a pastel yellow box displaying the name of his favorite skincare brand. âi heard theyâre releasing a new formula for my moisturizer thatâs less sticky. if it works well, then iâll be using that for my games.â
he takes out a tube from the box and showed it to the camera, plucking the lid open. âthe bottleâs bigger than the previous one too, and the designâs more minimal. i like it.â
for the next hour, itoshi sae filmed each and every reaction he had for every product he tested, telling you his brutally honest reviews and picking out which ones he considered purchasing upon launch.
sae didnât even bother screening the videos before sending them to you, well-aware that you prefer his rawest form than anything else. it is a factor as to why he feels so lucky being with you. though, heâd never admit it right at your face, he simply hopes he shows it enough.
imagine the look on your face when you just finished locking up your office, fishing your phone out to let him know youâre about to head home. instead, you were met with three 15-minute long videos of each promotional box sent to him.
itoshi sae: [sent 3 attachments]
itoshi sae: i have to admit, i like the new sunscreen the most. iâll contact the company and have another delivered to you.
itoshi sae: you should also try the lip glaze. i remember youâve been complaining about how your lips dry up in the winter. iâll give it to you next week when you fly over.
your heart swelled at the sight of him actually filming his reactions, nearly slamming into a lamp post if it wasnât for your driver tugging you back lightly to prevent you from doing so.
you: you really filmed!
you: iâll watch it on the way home!
you: i love you, querido <3
and your appreciative messages were enough for sae to know that leaving his heart to rest upon your care is the best thing heâs ever done. you have always been the most positive influence in his life, and you never shame him for anything he does out of his character.
itoshi sae: i love you. head home safe.
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Hey angel!! hope ur doing well!!
i was wondering if I could request roommate!marauders where they have crushes on reader buttt she already has a bf but he's just a total jerk.... and u sorta get the idea?? (if u haven't done one like this already)
much love!!! <3333
Thank you for requesting lovely <3
cw: douchebag boyfriend, marauders fancy reader but don't genuinely want her to cheat or end her relationship for them
(poly)roommate!marauders x fem!reader ⥠1.1k words
Itâs heartbreaking how lovely you look first thing in the morning. Sweet, rumpled pajamas, plodding gait, sunlight stretching over features still soft with sleep. You raise your hand to cover a yawn as you enter the kitchen, eyelashes still drooping like theyâve weights sewn into them.Â
âMorning,â you say on the tail end.Â
âMorning.â James opens one arm to you. You step into the hug automatically, and he drops a kiss to your head, his own private indulgence. Youâre eyeing the omelet heâs frying up with his other hand. âWant one?âÂ
âMm, wish I could,â your voice is a somnolent mumble, âbut Daleâs taking me to breakfast in a bit.âÂ
James tries not to react, but his hold on you stiffens some. From the living room, he hears Sirius scoff. âOh.âÂ
âIâm sure your omelet would be better.â You pat his side, moving out from under his arm to go to the coffee pot. âWeâre going to this cafe he likes, and they never have anything I want. Still, I can hardly show up full.âÂ
James feels himself frown. Typical of your boyfriend to take you somewhere you donât even like. Perhaps heâs a tad biased, but James thinks you should eat one of his omelets and show up full just to teach Dale a lesson.Â
He plates up the one heâs just finished. You tail him into the living room as he delivers it to Sirius, curling your feet up underneath you on the couch. Remus is sitting in the armchair reading the paper. He and James have already had their breakfasts, but you and Sirius are always the last up on weekends.
âAre you finished with the funnies?â you ask Remus.Â
He looks up at you with a tenderness James doesnât know how you canât see. âYeah,â he says, shaking out a page. âHere.âÂ
Sirius snickers at your choice of reading material as you reach across him for it. You nudge his thigh with your knee. âBite me.âÂ
âAnywhere youâd like me to, babe.â He winks.Â
You roll your eyes and fold the page to read, well used to Siriusâ flirting. Similarly to how heâd done with Remus, Siriusâ ill-advised tactic for winning you over involves alternating between taunting you relentlessly and acting like his affection for you is all one big joke. It only barely worked on RemusâJamesâ interference had been required there, and that was before heâd admitted to himself his own feelings for either of the two boysâso James doesnât understand why Sirius would give it another go with you.Â
âOh.â Remus closes his paper, seeming to remember something. âI was wondering if you might have time to go with me to the farmerâs market this morning. Weâre out of eggs, but I canât haggle with the woman like you do.âÂ
You give him a sorry sort of smile. âI would, but Daleâs meant to pick me up at ten.â
âOh, well.â Sirius rolls his eyes, chewing malignantly on a bite of omelet. âIf Dale said heâll be here at ten, then surely thatâs whatâs happening.âÂ
You bump his thigh again good naturedly. âBe nice.âÂ
James bites his tongue, and even Remus reopens his newspaper with a tad more vigor than necessary. Sirius is by far the most vocal with you about your boyfriendâs flaws, but your roommates all hate him. The guyâs a prick. James would never in a million years try to convince you to leave your partner for themâand despite Siriusâ joking, he knows neither of the other boys would feel right about that eitherâbut if you broke up with Dale, he would be very tempted to throw a party.Â
James really doesnât understand how someone like you could end up with someone so holistically unpleasant as your boyfriend. Heâs rude, inconsiderate, he doesnât express any gratitude for the sweet things you do for him, and he is never where he says heâs going to be when he says heâs going to be there. He shows so little regard for anyone but himself. If he told you he was going to pick you up at ten in the morning, heâs just as likely to arrive at three in the afternoon. Even for your half-hearted defense of him, itâs nearly ten and youâve made no move to change out of your pajamas or get ready, because you know he wonât be here on time. It irks your roommates to no end to see you tolerate such poor treatment.Â
âMaybe you can go with Remus to the farmerâs market,â you tell Sirius. âYou seem like you could negotiate.âÂ
âSirius doesnât know how much eggs are supposed to cost,â Remus says idly.Â
âOi!â Sirius objects through a mouthful of omelet. âI do so.âÂ
James smiles at him. âReally. How much do you think eggs cost, love?âÂ
Sirius manages to take another bite while James is asking, so his mouth is conveniently too full to answer.Â
âI can manage it on my own,â Remus says with indulgent fondness. âDove, do me one favor, though?âÂ
You lift your coffee. âSure.âÂ
âDonât let him summon you outside with his horn again.âÂ
Thereâs a brief but thick silence while you finish swallowing your coffee and all three boys try not to look too obviously judgmental (Sirius trying the least, naturally). The purse of your lips reveals some embarrassment.Â
Still, your voice comes out unconcerned. âItâs not a big deal to me. Itâs not like weâre in school and I need him to come to the door and meet my parents. Itâs a time saver.âÂ
âItâs rude,â says Remus gently. âYou deserve someone who will come to the door for you.âÂ
Jamesâ thoughts exactly.Â
âSure you donât want some toast or something while you wait?â James asks, partly to dispel the tension and partly because he really does think you should eat something if Dale isnât likely to be here until the afternoon. âYou could call it an appetizer.âÂ
You stand with your emptied coffee mug, passing an affectionate hand over Jamesâ hair as you move between his legs and the coffee table. âThanks,â you say genuinely, âbut Iâm alright. Iâm going to go get ready.âÂ
However eager James is to avoid the tension that comes from insulting (or, really, just speaking frankly about) your boyfriend, Sirius has no such concerns. âWhile weâre telling Dale things,â he says after you, âbe sure to remind him that our flat has a three-strike roommate tears policy. Next time you come home crying, Jamie and I get to make a house call.âÂ
Your laughter echoes down the hallway. âSure, Iâll let him know.âÂ
Sirius looks at James, perplexed. âDid I sound like I was joking? I was not using my joking voice.âÂ
James pats his leg consolingly.
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contingency operations
n. def. - a situation requiring military operations in response to natural disasters, terrorists, subversives, or as otherwise directed by appropriate authority to protect US interests.
who? spencer reid (s7) x analyst!reader summary: when a former navy SEAL threatens your base of operations, your safety is the only thing on spencer's mind. content warnings: jealous and pining spencer, gun talk, spencer kind of manhandles you, spencer getting cockblocked by jj word count: 1.8k a/n: don't hate me, i didn't have his confession speech planned.
Itâs not that far a stretch for you to be the first person he thinks of â while JJâs negotiating with her DoD contacts to get them a look at a classified operation, heâs gone upstairs to look for you. Working in counterintelligence meant you had access to all kinds of information, whether that be domestic or international. Spencer carefully carried the cup of coffee, file pinned under his arm, aiming to find you at your cubicle, except youâre standing at another one, perched on the table while you talked to another person.
Spencerâs not the kind to get jealous, or so he thought, except the guy youâre talking to isnât like the others who occupy the floor â heâs got broad shoulders and an easy smile, and at least if he was blond, he wouldnât have been competition. He just had to be a brunet, charming to top it off. Spencer doesnât know if heâs ever made you smile unless you were teasing him.
The longer he stands there, the more awkward he feels, and he eventually gets the nerve to knock on your desk and make you look up â an improvement to a year ago where he would have just pretended to look lost and leave. His stomach turns when he watches you place your hand on the guyâs shoulder, squeezing as you walk away.
âIs that a bribe I see?â you asked, the corner of your lip curling as you spied the coffee in his hand.
âNope, itâs completely unrelated to the favor I came to ask,â Spencer said, earning a rueful look as you take it and sit in your chair.
âWhat do you need?â you asked, sipping the coffee that was made perfectly to your liking â he'd gotten to know your preferences better over the last year, spending more time together since the Doyle case. You'd been an escape from the suffocating emptiness of the bullpen, and he'd been good company when you had been barred from Penelope's lair for 6 months.
âAnything you might have on Dorado Falls,â Spencer said, his voice rising an octave in hope that you might help as you go through your files.
âAnd Pen canât do this because?â you asked, pulling up your file directory.
âShe doesnât have clearance,â Spencer said, lacing his fingers together and twisting it in his nervousness. As expected, you turn your head to look at him.
âYou want eyes on a classified op you donât have the clearance for?â you asked, raising a brow at him.
âYes?â He's got this puppy-eyed look, like when he asks if you have lunch plans, or if you want to see a 4-hour long sci-fi film that's only available in Russian.
âReid,â you said with a sigh, rubbing your forehead. âI canât justââ
âHe killed 8 people in one day,â Spencer insisted in a hushed voice. âHeâs got a U.S. General as a hostage, I wouldnât ask if it wasnât important.â He watched your folded lips, your contemplative look, and he can finally take a breath when you turn your chair and acquiesce.
âYou people are gonna get me fired one of these days,â you muttered under your breath, Spencer leaning over your shoulder as you find the file youâre looking for. âNavy SEAL operation, 2003, this what youâre looking for?â you asked, his breath fanning over your cheek, warm and coffee-tinged. If you turned your head, you could probably kiss his cheek â not that you would. But the thought crosses your mind as he nodded.
âThatâs the one,â he said, and moved when you had to reach for the drawer, copying the file onto a clean flashdrive before ejecting it.
âI like my job, Reid,â you said, turning to look at him, which you could do forever with his coiffed hair and blue sleeves rolled to his elbows, paired with a grey vest. âIf I get fired, youâre paying my rent,â you continued, pressing the flashdrive into his hand and his lips break into a smile.
âYouâre a lifesaver,â he replied, closing his hand over the drive and leaving you to your work, and you watched him walk until he got to the glass doors, holding back a laugh as you watched him break into an awkward run for the elevators.
The next time he goes to your floor, he doesnât bother waiting for the lift, running up stairs as fast as he can to get to you before the unsub does â even though itâs wholly unprofessional. He needs to be with his team, ready to talk down the unsub at a momentâs notice, but his focus shattered the moment he found out you hadnât evacuated yet. Instead, you were focused on activating a failsafe program, in case anyone other than the members of your division moved to access the network on your floor.
âWhat are you still doing here?â Spencer yelled at you, almost skidding to your cubicle.
âAlmost done, give me a second,â you said, gritting your teeth, fingers flying over your keyboard as you authenticate yourself. âJesus Christ, I need to make this program faster,â you muttered and Spencer swears that if the unsub doesnât kill you, he might.
âReally? Thereâs a Navy SEAL breaking into the building, and youâre thinking of more projects to work on?â he demanded, his hands pressed to his revolver.
âThereâs a Navy SEAL on his way and you think a cowboy pistolâs gonna save you?â you retorted sharply.
âWhat do you have against my gun?â he asked, his voice rising in octave again.
âUh, how about the reload for one,â you said. âWhat, do you carry around spare bullets in your pocket? Plus the recoil rules out rapid fire. What are you gonna do if you get pinned down?â
âIâm gonna keep you from getting killed,â he said, reaching out to grip your bicep. âYouâre right, I donât have the firepower of an uzi, what I can do is get us out of this room,â he finished, tugging your arm.
"Hold on, it's almost done," you muttered.
"No, I'm dragging you out of here now-" He said, but you just shrugged, still tapping away at the keys with only your left hand free.
"No, you can't," you said idly as you continued to work. "You haven't the strength to get me to move without cooperation, and I'm not leaving until I finish this."
âI-â he opened his mouth, then closed it. What was he going to say? That you were being stubborn for the sake of it? That your life was more important than this task? That you should get up, and run with him? That heâd save you? He couldnât voice any of those. You both knew them all anyway, and youâd be able to rebuff them with ease. âJust hurry, please.â
He leaned closer to you, trying to ignore the soft scent of your hair.
"Oh, well, now that you've told me to hurry," you responded dryly, turning your face to look at him, inches away from his. The proximity surprised him, but he barely had time to think about it before you were hitting return and taking your hand off the keys.
âDone,â you announced, standing up. âTime to run. Unless, of course, you want to argue about that too?â
"Can we?" he asked, pulling you along the corridor. "I do have a list of complaints about your recklessness."
"You have a list of complaints about everything," you retorted as he opened the fire escape door for you. You stepped through, Spencer closing the door behind you both.
"Your general attitude is up there," He admitted, running down the stairs and pulling you after him. "Your inability to keep yourself safe, your tendency to throw yourself into danger for the sake of a projectâ"
"Jesus Christ, Reid, if we find out a rogue operative is going to break in, you don't think we'd have a protocol for it?" you argued, frustrated.
"Yes, I believe the protocol is to evacuate," he reminded you, reaching the landing. He kept you close, though he'd never admit that it was to reassure himself.
"God, for a genius, you really are daft," you muttered, rounding the corner to another flight of stairs. "You think we'd just leave the entire network open for him?"
"No," he allowed, following your hurried footsteps. "But I don't think your life should be worth the risk. No data is worth you dying."
"Yeah, how about dozens of classified operations and cover identities that need to be kept under wraps?" you snapped at him. "I was doing my job, you're the one who came looking for me when you should be with your team."
"The team knows my priority is with you," he admitted, then immediately regretted it because that was information that he hadn't been planning to tell you.
You stopped in your tracks, staring at him. "What does that mean?"
His eyes widened and he backtracked. "The team knows that if you're threatened, the likelihood is I'll disregard protocol," he said. Well, it was the truth, even if it wasn't really what he'd meant. "We should keep moving," he said.
"No, you can't keep doing this," you demanded, pulling at his arm. "Every time, every time, you say this cryptic coded thing that I don't know what to do with. Just say what you mean, already!"
"I-I don't..." Spencer's heart was hammering in his chest, his eyes wide. The truth was, he wanted to tell you. He wanted you to know where you stood with him... but the fear of rejection would stop him every time. He was in love with you. He hadn't had the courage to admit it yet. His earpiece interrupts him, and for once in his life, Reid is almost glad to have his earpiece interrupt his thoughts.
âReid, weâre seeing movement on the 7th floor, where are you?â JJ asked, her voice rushed.
"I'm in the stairwell with the most stubborn woman in the world," he said, looking pointedly at you as you scowled at him.
âGet back up here,â JJ replied. âWe need all hands on deck.â
"I'm coming," he said, and looked at you. "So much for getting you out," he murmured. "If you run now, can I trust you won't go back to your desk?"
âBelieve it or not, I have no interest in facing a 6 ft Navy SEAL,â you replied dryly.
"So that's a yes," he says, smiling despite his attempt to remain serious.
I'm in love with you, he thought, but he wasn't brave enough to say.
I don't want to lose you. He was even less willing to voice that.
"Don't stop running till you're out," he told you instead, his voice as firm as he could make it.
"Don't get killed by a SEAL," you replied, your sense of humor never failing you as you add, "Although, it would be a cool way to go out."
"I'm sure you'll be very smug about it at my funeral," he said, but neither of you were really smiling anymore. "I'll be okay," he promised you. "Get out of here."
You take one last lingering look at him, then started running down to the exit, leaving him behind.
It took him a full 5 seconds to start moving after you finally left, and the feeling of emptiness in his chest only grew with each step up the stairs.
He was in love with you, and he was determined to tell you.
Just not yet.
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hey so how do you think the batboys would deal with them sat in their chair reading a book or doing work, and their s/o just casually sits in their lap, curls themselves a bit into the boys so theyâre not in the way, and reads their own book. And s/oâs just like âDonât mind me. Just keep doing what youâre doingâ?
Casually Sitting In Their Lap (Batboys)
Dick: Dick is one of those people that has to make sure everyone is well, and it tends to stress him out frequently; currently, it was Damian; Damian had had a rough time trying to acclimate to normal life outside the League. Dick is naturally a nurturing person, so he does his best to help Damian the best he can.
Dick texted Damian as fast and as quickly as his fingers would move. You noticed the tension in his shoulders and figured a thing would be good, but considering he was sitting, that's a bit harder, so,, therefore you climbed onto his lap and hugged him, wrapping your arms around his neck and hugging him tightly just to remind him he's not alone. Dick put down the phone and wrapped his arms around your waist as he breathed in the smell of your hair.
"You know I love you, Honey? I love how much you do for me and everyone else. You're amazing." You asked as you ran your hands through his hair.
"You keep sayin' that I might be inclined to believe it." He quips trying to sound happier and less stressed than he is as he rubs your lower back.
"Good, I might as well say it about a million-gazillion times more." Smiling as you gently massage his neck to try to help ease his tension. You rest your head on his shoulder and allow him to go back to texting Damian. Right now having you close was a lifeline or a godsend.
Jason: Jason, for once, was relaxing but being across the room from him felt too far, and his gaming chair only seated one. You slyly and very carefully, as not to interrupt his online Call Of Duty game with Gar and Connor, slipped into his lap. He lifted his controller and looked around you before you slotted your body between his arms.
"Yeah, go right! He's on me!" He yelled through his headset; his mind hadn't even registered that you were in his lap.
"Yes! That's right! Get fucked assholes!" He yelled at the other players with pride in his voice before he looked down.
"Oh Hey, Babygirl." He smiled and kissed your forehead before going back to his game, it didn't phase him at all. He just kept playing his gun and would give you occasional kisses on the forehead and squeezes. His heart warmed at the feeling of you climbing up in his lap for no good reason, it felt nice that someone just wanted to be close to him just for the sake of being close. It felt nice to be wanted rather than just needed.
Bruce: Bruce, at this point, he is beyond used to you sitting in his lap whenever he is at the Batcomputer. You realized very quickly that begging him to come to bed was never gonna happen so you would climb into his lap with a blanket and snuggle yourself into him. He won't say anything, but it means the world to him that you wanna be around him.
"Evening, Darling." He'd say as he moved his arms to make space for you in his lap, but his eyes never leave the screen; they're red from the screen. You wrap the blanket around each other and press your warm body into his, and you both relax. He rubs your back as he takes in information. You don't know it, but just this small action in itself makes his job so much easier.
You just sit in his lap and it allows you both to spend time with eaxhother considering how little the both of you get time together.
You read your book or play on your iPad whilst you sit in his lap making sure to not be in the way. His hands gently and subconciously rubb your back or twirl your hair as he look up the information required for his next mission. Bruce might be busy due to how calculated and busy Batman is but times like these just made it all worth it. Your safety, security and happiness is all that could matter to him.
Tim: Tim was in the middle of researching new materials for his suit, he needed something more breatheable and didnt leave him drenched in sweat. Sometimes when he reads he gets tunnel vision so you'd often find yourself having to throw a pillow or stuffie at him or at times you'd have to literally wave your hand infront of his face to get his attention.
This time you decided now was a good time to get his attention in a more obvious way, you slipped into his lap and he immediately froze as his face turned beet red.
"I've been calling your name for like fifteen minutes, Baby."
"I- I- I- don't know what to do with my hands." He stammered out as his hands hovered over your body before he relaxed and put them on your hips.
"You know I don't have cooties right? I lost em when I got with you." You tease and poke fun at him a tiny bit.
"Cooties? Does that go along with the Cheese Touch from middle school?"
"Something like that I suppose." You smiled as you hugged him and he hugged you back.
"Sorry, sometimes I get lost in my iwn little world."
"You're my world." You said in a very truthful tone.
"Cheese." He quipped back and gave you a squeeze and a peck on the cheek.
Damian: You slipped into Damian's lap while he was doing something or the other and he immediately froze.
"Beloved, not right now." He said as he gently moved you off his lap before he promptly noticed your shoulders fall.
"I said not right now, that doesnt mean I don't want you up here. If I'm entirely honest I'd rather you be up here than me having to read these long ass annoying documents. You know what? This can wait for now, I've got a headache and I need a break. Come here."
You swiftly moved back into his lap like a cat that heard a treat container. Damian's arms wrapped around you as he breathed you in.
"You might be the only good thing in my life." He mumbled into your neck and squeezed you tigher which prompted you to squeeze back.
"I love you, Dami." You said to him to reassure him you'd be here as long as he'd have you. Damian isn't obvious about it but it's in the small things most people would thing are trivial that you find your answers most. Is he angry? Is he sad? Is he happy? Its all so glaringly obvious one you figure him out. Like a puzzle you cant unsolve.
Damian needs you even if he wont admit it upfront, you're the only thing right now thats keeping him from drowning in the vast ocean he's in. He's used to swimming on his own but now that he found a life raft, he'd never go back to before.
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all mine | spencer reid x reader (nsfw)
because your job required so much travel, you and spencer were well practiced in quiet sex. at first, when your relationship was just clandestine meetings in hotel rooms, it was out of necessity.
the first time hotch allowed the two of you to room together, he handed the keys over with a firm look and âbehave yourselves,â muttered under his breath. spencer flushed and morgan whistled.
âthank you, sir. you wonât regret it, i promise.â
you cut your eyes at morgan, who quickly fell back in line for the elevator.
spencer pulled away from your feverish kisses, chuckling under uneven, rapid breaths.
âwhat?â you questioned him, his amusement contagious.
âitâs just⊠whenever i imagined the first time we were assigned to the same room, i expected to feel relief at not having to sneak around anymore. but really iâm even more aware of our coworkers in the next rooms over.â
your lips curl into a smirk as you bring your arms around his neck, staring up at him.
âiâm naked in your bed and youâre thinking about our coworkers?â
âi just,â he brings his hips back to yours, settling himself right when you need him, âi donât like anyone else hearing your pretty noises. all for me,â heâs mumbling against your neck. âplus, weâd never hear the end of it from derek.â
you gasp out a laugh in response as his hands find your waist, squeezing their way down to your ass, the backs of your thighs, repositioning your hips slightly to meet his at the perfect angle. you groan together, and spencer is quickly smashing his mouth against yours to muffle the sound.
heâs everywhere, hands on your breasts, kissing the jut of your hip bones and pulling your panties to the side. as he tweaks a nipple between the fingers of his left hand, his right holds your leg up as his tongue dives between your folds. your back arches as your hand flies to cover your mouth. you know the routine.
he eats you out sloppily for a few minutes before surging back to your lips. without breaking the kiss, heâs reaching for the pillows above your head. immediately, you know what he wants. you flip onto your stomach, lift your hips in muscle memory. spencer settles one pillow under your hips, the other under your head. he pets your hair and leans down to peck your shoulder before shoving his boxers off. on nights when spencer is especially worked up, often still buzzing off the adrenaline of capturing a particularly difficult unsub, he wants you from behind. this way, your noises are muffled by the pillows, his against your neck, while he sinks onto you. faster and faster, until the bed begins to squeak and he has to change his pace.
heâs bucking into you slowly now, his chest flush with your back. with your hands intertwined, his lips against your ear, hes whispering, more to himself, over and over, âall mine.â
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pomegrante part two: y/n finally convinces harry to go out with her and her friends, but the night really starts when they make it home
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"What's for dinner tonight?"Â
(Y/N) peeked over Harry's shoulder, her hands landing on his back to keep her steady. There was a whole empty stretch of counter she could have stationed herself, where a well enough view would have shown her what he was doing at the stove, and yet she chose the option to put her hands on him and let him breathe in the bouquet of her scent.Â
His lungs squeezed on instinct.Â
"Jus'âuhâsome macaroni and cheese. Thought it would be easy and all," he murmured, attempting to keep his voice even and mind from wandering.Â
It had been a week since the drunken night in his bedroom had turned into the morning spent between his sheets, and yet Harry wasn't sure he'd ever actually recovered. Every now and again, when a particularly vivid memory of her hand fisted around him came to the forefront of his mind, he was out of commission for a few moments, something akin to an aftershock racing up his spine.Â
(Y/N) definitely wasn't making it any easier to move past the intimate moment with the way she seemed to have completely forgone any kind of barrier that had previously kept her from being touchy-feely with him. It was moments like thisâwith her hands on his back in the middle of the kitchenâthat had plagued him and kept him stuck on the week prior.Â
Most mornings now included a lingering hug goodbye with a kiss to his cheek. The days where he beat her home, she would make a point to come and say hello to him once she'd returned from her own work day. Cuddling on the couch during a show or movie, was something that no longer required any build up; from the moment they sat down, she was at his side with her shoulder bumping his and knee skimming the cuff of his own with every shift of her form.Â
Tonight, she held no hesitation before she was draping herself over his form, the warmth of her body sinking into him. Instinctively, he wanted to melt and relax, allow his bones to go malleable so that he could wrap around her the way he wanted. At the same moment, his spine went stiff, keeping him at attention as he was unwilling to miss even a single brush of her fingers.Â
"That sounds good, H," she smiled, decidedly much more at ease than her counterpart, "Do you want any help?"Â
"No, I've got it," he swallowed, curling his mouth into a smile as he turned his face to find her gaze already trained right on him, "Thank you, though."Â
"Okay," she sighed, dropping down from her tip toes and edging out towards the living room, "I guess I can just watch our show then."
He laughed at her exaggerated show, playing along as if she were the one doing the hard work for the night. "I hope y'can manage."Â
"We'll see" she sang just before sweeping out of the space and taking the butterflies in Harry's stomach along with her.Â
His chest deflated as a deep breath left his lungs. It was embarrassing to admit that, from just the smallest moment, his cock had stirred for no other reason than the fact that it was (Y/N) that had touched him. There was a part of him that figured that after that night in his bed, that he would have been freed from that lingering kind of desire; that he would have gotten everything out of his system and would have been able to move on as only her friend, but everything appeared to only have intensified.Â
That's why every touch and every moment seemed to make a larger mark on him. More often than not, he was transported right back to his sheets, (Y/N) tucked to his side and his chest heaving. He knew what she felt likeâthe touch of her hands, the heat of her skin, the pump of her heartâand he wasn't going to be able to easily forget that.Â
A furrow appeared in his brow as he forced himself to focus on the task at hand. He needed to finish making dinner, and then he would worry about (Y/N) and what it meant that he couldn't look at her now without a rosy glow glossing over his vision.Â
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Scratching his head, Harry stared at his laptop screen. A spreadsheet illuminated his face.Â
While he loved his project team and enjoyed his department colleagues, there were timesâjust like this oneâthat made him wonder if he was going to be driven mad on their account. The equations and rules posted in each of these cells made little to no sense, he couldn't fathom why Tylor would think this was good enough to pass along anâ
"Boo!"Â
A fumbled curse fell from Harry's mouth as he practically jumped out of his skin. Snapping his head to look over his shoulder as he roughly pulled his headphones off of his head, he saw (Y/N) giving him a goofy grin, biting back a laugh.Â
Harry let out a heavy sigh, his heart rate settling back to normal.Â
"Did I get you?" she giggled, her hands still on his shoulder though now her grip turned into a massaging roll.Â
"Yeah," he laughed, sagging in his chair, " Y'scared the shit out of me."Â
Her laughter only bubbled brighter. "Sorry, I couldn't help myself."Â
"'S alright." He shook his head as his eyes followed (Y/N) as she fell back to sit on his bed, "You're home early."Â
"Yeah," she sang, propping herself up with a hand behind her on his mattress, "My supervisor let me go early since I finished all of my reports yesterday."Â
"That's nice," he smiled, making a point not to focus on the fact that seeing her in his bed elicited a much different reaction than it used to. "What are y'gonna do with all of your extra free time?"Â
Something sparkled in her eyes then, a smile tugging at the corners of her mouth though she made an effort to keep it from stretching wide. "That's what I came to talk to you about actually."Â
"Yeah?" A flush crept up the base of his throat.
"Yeah," she chirped, "I talked to Rue and Kim, and I think we might go out tonight. They're bringing a couple of friends and I think Kim is asking her roommate to come too."Â
"That'll be fun," Harry encouraged, pretending everything that happened after her last girls night didn't happen. "Y'gonna be here for dinner then, or do y'want me to save the leftovers for tomorrow?"
"Actually," she started, canting her head with a blink of her eyes, "I was wondering if you might want to come with me tonight."Â
Harry's mouth suddenly ran dry. (Y/N) had talked about him joining her and her friends on a night out many different times, but he never gave it much thought. He was never one for big parties or crowded clubs, even during his university days. He was sure (Y/N) knew as much.Â
He fumbled for an answerâa kind way to decline her invitation once moreâ, though (Y/N) seemingly met him halfway and cut him off.Â
"I know you don't usually like going out like this," she started, eyes turning pleading, "But, I really, really think you'd have a good time. The bars we pick are fun, I mean it." He watched as her expression shifted, a glint passing through her eyes though her smile turned coy. "And you could meet someone, you know."Â
That was the first illusion to any facet of the conversation that had taken place in his bedroom that week and a half ago. She wanted him to meet someone, still?Â
While Harry had been well aware that what had transpired wasn't going to, and didn't change a single thing between them, she also hadn't again brought up the idea of setting him up. He had figured that now that she knew his secret, that she understood why he wasn't looking to find a random person in a bar, or be set up through anyone.Â
(And, maybe there was the smallest, most minuscule part of him that hoped that, maybe, she was no longer interested in seeing him with someone else anymore. That, maybe she had found the same book he had pulled, and was working herself to the same page. A futile hope, he supposed).Â
"I don't know, (Y/N)," he sighed, bringing his knuckle up to brush the tip of his nose, "I've still got a lot I need to get done today."Â
He dared to match her gaze from where his eyes had skated over her shoulder. Her glittery, pretty, clear eyes didn't shy away from him. Her lashes flared when she blinked at him, a small gape to her lips.Â
"Please, H," she murmured, a small curl touching the corner of her mouth, "You're really going to make me begâjust for a couple of hours of your time?"Â
Harry swallowed, making a point to drop his gaze from hers. Beg? She was going to beg for him?Â
Why would she say that? Was she trying to make him fall to the floor? Light on fire?Â
A warm flush crept up his neck. "Beg?" he choked out.
"I will if you really want me to," she offered, amusement in her voice though Harry wasn't finding the joke.
"No, no, 's alright," he rushed out, sparing himself and his briefs the trouble, "Y'really want me to go?"Â
"Of course, I do!" Harry hadn't realized how the air had stilled, or the way her voice had dropped until she suddenly perked up. The cheer now injected in her tone was a stark difference to whatever it was that had been between them just a moment before. "I promise you'd have so much fun; if anything we'll get to have a night out for the first time in forever."Â
Truthfully, did he really think he was going to be able to say no? Especially when she sat so prettily on his bed and was willing to beg for him.Â
He took in a deep breath, as if he were taking on a heavy burden before he looked to (Y/N) with thinned lips. "Okay."
It was the joy and excitement that lit her up that had Harry feeling certain in his decision. He'd never had a chance.Â
"Harry, really?! I'm so excited!" She popped up from his bed only to hug him as best she could while he was still stationed in his desk chair.Â
He only hesitated for a moment, his limbs stiff for a breath before he succumbed to the warmth. Feeling the strands of hair on the crown of her head tickling the tip of his nose strung memories back to the front of his mind, the kind that had his heart plunging against his ribs just as she pulled away.Â
"I'm going to tell everyone, and I'll let you know what time and everything." Her chattering voice filled his room even as she began towards his door. "We should probably eat before we go out, but I'll let you know what we figure out." She paused in the threshold. "Are you excited?"Â
The way she was looking at him, grin wide and eyes bright, he was only able to answer honestly. "Very excited."
With one more grin over her shoulder, she disappeared out of view.Â
Harry had his eyes fixed to the door frame for a lingering moment. His lungs expanded at full capacity for the first time since she had barged in, his heart beginning to even out. He blinked as he attempted to get back to work, urging himself to focus on something familiar before he was going to have to deal with the deal he made for the night.Â
When she was sitting in front of him, the perspective of a smoky bar with her sounded fun and exciting. Now he was alone with the reality of a sticky, overpriced bar being his plans for the night, he could only hope that his original excitement prevailed.Â
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(Y/N) had her hand wrapped around Harry's wrist as she led them through the congested line in front of the bartop. He couldn't help but to mumble his sorrys and excuse mes despite knowing not a single person was listening. Holding up the rear, Harry could see ahead to where Rue and her roommate lead the charge, followed by Kim, and her boyfriend, along with Cora and her brother. The usual suspects in (Y/N)'s life; some he met back when they were both in university, others she met through work.Â
Meeting up outside of the bar didn't leave much room for small talk and catching up before they were herded inside, but it was long enough for Harry to see the surprise that crossed Rue and Kim's faces. They hadn't believed that he was really going to show up tonight. And, he couldn't blame them, even if it did make him feel a bit sheepish; he hoped none of them had an ill opinion of him because of that.Â
The so-called bar that had been chosen for the night was verging on a night club with the way the music was pounding loud through the room. There wasn't a designated spot for dancing , but it appeared the space had been made with the way there were few tables in the room aside from the bartop and the booths lining the room. The empty space before the DJ became the dancefloor, their warm bodies swaying and moving together. Other than strobing party lights, the bar was left in the dark.Â
Rue, thanks to a connection with one of the bouncers and a bartender, was able to sweep them through the congestion in the bar to find an empty booth in the back. It was secluded, behind the large speakers of the DJ. Harry was sure he was going to have a ringing in his ears for the rest of the weekend after this, but it was a preferable spot compared to just standing around while others pushed around.Â
"This good?!" Rue shouted to the line behind her (or at least Harry figured she shouted, he was just making do with reading her lips).Â
It only took a few nodding heads before the group took over the vinyl seating. (Y/N) kept him close, pulling him to sit on the end of the curving booth beside her. She grinned up at him, her teeth splashed in flickers of blue and magenta thanks to the lights above.Â
"What do you think!?" she bubbled, close enough that Harry could just hear the octaves of her voice.Â
"'S a lot," he answered, ducking down to hover his lips by her ear, "A little sticky."Â
She laughed at his words. "Yeah, I never wear cute shoes here. Thank you for coming, though."Â
The way she smiled at him made up for the sweat already beginning to slick the back of his head, and the way the soles of his shoes may never be the same after this. When she looked up at him with eyes sparkling, grin wide, he wondered why he'd never said yes to a night like this before.Â
"(Y/N)!"Â
Whipping their heads to look across the table, Cora's brother, Colin had his gaze on (Y/N). The planes of his face were highlighted under the beams of strobing light, long shadows cast by the length of his lashes and the point of his chin. Harry knew Colin was a good looking man, and maybe that was why he felt a pinch of jealousy sting the middle of his chest. Especially when he smiled at (Y/N) like that; Harry wondered if that was what he looked like when he gazed at her too.Â
"I'm going to the bar, what do you want?"Â
She rattled off a simple order, something fruity and sweet that he knew was her favorite. As soon as she finished though, she looked at Harry, brows raised in question. "What do you want?"Â
Flicking his eyes to Colin, Harry saw the way his lips thinned. Maybe it was because (Y/N)'s attention was spread elsewhere. Or, it could just be the way his face looked, Harry reminded himself.
Nonetheless, Harry met Colin's eyes across the table and shared his own order. "Thank you," he smiled, even if Colin didn't give more than a nod of acknowledgment.Â
He and Cora excused themselves a moment later, heading back into the throes of patrons towards the bar.Â
Harry didn't want to, but he had a feeling he was going to be keeping an eye on him through the night.Â
At his side, (Y/N) bumped him to grab his attention. "You're going to dance with me tonight, right?"Â
A smile crept onto the corners of his mouth. "I don't know, (Y/N)," he drawled, "Are y'sure you're ready for everyone to know 'm a better dancer than you?"Â
She let out a peal of laughter, bright and tinkling compared to the heavy bass rattling through his bones. "I guess I'll have to manage," she teased, both of them knowing the truth about his coordination, "I promise I'll get out of your way when people start cutting in to take my place with you."Â
Harry played along, graciously accepting her offer. "I think that's best for the both of us." With a moment's hesitation, he gently laid his hand on her knee. While (Y/N) didn't even blink at the contact, Harry could feel his heart rate jumping as if he wasn't the one who had made the first move.Â
Especially when she threw her head back laughing and leaned right into his touch, angling her body just so, he questioned if there were any others in the room.Â
As if Harry would accept anyone else's hand tonight.Â
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Bringing the small black straw to her pursed lips, (Y/N) bit back her laughter as she saw Harry move horrendously so to the music pumping around them. Tonight's game apparently was going to be one where they threw out the worst moves they could, leaving the other to replicate them and make them that much more uncoordinated. It wasn't the right game to play if they were attempting to catch anyone's eye, but that was far from Harry's mind at the moment. All he wanted was to keep (Y/N) having fun.Â
Rue, Kim, and the others weren't very far away with Colin and Kim's boyfriend having taken to staying in the booth to stake claim of the space. It wasn't hard to catch Colin looking (Y/N)'s way more than once. Even if he didn't seem particularly happy with the fact she had been sticking with Harry through most of the night, Colin hadn't tried anything more than watching on with a slight pinch to his features.Â
Just as (Y/N) was going to match his move and add on something extra ridiculous, her eyes lit up, flicking over his shoulder. Spitting the chewed up straw from her mouth, she crossed the few steps between them with a giddy smile. She gestured him to lean down for her, leaving his ear level with her mouth.Â
"There's a girl behind you that's been looking at you! I just saw her say something to one of her friends and point at you," (Y/N) bubbled, almost stumbling over her words, "I think she's going to come over here!"Â
Harry wanted to match her excitement. He wanted to look at her smile and offer up his own. But there was nothing about this revelation that made him as excited as she wanted him to be. Was it nice to be admired, and have someone know nothing about him and still want to get to know him just from one look? Sure.
But, if that person wasn't (Y/N), he didn't have much interest.Â
"I can leave if you want," she rattled on, "So she doesn't feel weird coming over here!"Â
"No, no," Harry immediately fired off, "'S alright. I want to keep dancing with you."Â
It was a simple admission, one that could be easily shared between friends, but felt loaded falling from his tongue.Â
"But, H," (Y/N) countered, "This is the best time to meet new people! It might be fun to have someone other than me hanging around, don't you think?"Â
Immediately, Harry wanted to say no. It wouldn't be very fun in his opinion, to retrace all of his vulnerabilities and secrets to be shared with someone else when (Y/N) was right there. She already knew any and everything there was to know about him, he didn't need to share any more.Â
His silence was taken the wrong way by (Y/N). A gentle hand settled on his shoulder. "If you're still nervous about what you told me, I promise you'll be fine. Don't let it stop you from meeting a nice girl." She paused for a moment, Harry's throat bobbing as he swallowed around his dry tongue. "I can still help you with all of... that, anyway. If that makes you feel better."Â
Suddenly, he could feel the heavy beat of his heart as it matched the bass of the music pouring from the speakers. What kind of twisted pep talk; one where she was encouraging him to meet other women and to not hold back due to his lack of prowess, while also offering to help him get some of those firsts off of his plate.Â
He took in a heavy breath, grateful that he could still glean notes of her perfume over the rest of the sticky, smoky scent that filled the bar. "Yeah?" he breathed, already getting much too wrapped up in the implications of her offer.Â
"Of course," she bubbled, entirely too bright for where his mind was going, "You don't have to worry about things like that. If any girl is worth your time, she'd never feel any kind of way about that part of you."Â
Harry gave a slight shake of his head. "NoâumâI mean... Y'really mean y'still want to help me?"Â
(Y/N) reared back just enough to catch his eye, her half finished drink left to the wayside as she chewed on her bottom lip instead. "Of course."Â
It verged on embarrassing how just those two innocuous words were able to cause a stirring in his stomach, his pants needing an adjustment.Â
Before he had a chance to say anything in response, Harry felt a hand settle on his arm. (Y/N)'s expression loosened, her eyes widening when she saw whoever was behind him. She didn't say anything before she urged him with her hand on his shoulder to turn around, a bounce of her brows.Â
Forcing himself to turn over his shoulder, Harry found a pretty girl with lengthy brown hair and honey eyes looking up at him. Her skin was powdered and highlighted to perfection, her lips a juicy pink with blush to match. Her lashes flared around her eyes, like a cat's eye.Â
"Hi," she smiled, bouncing on the tips of her toes, "Sorry if I'm interrupting. I hope this isn't weird, but you're just really cute; my friends have been telling me to come and talk to you since we came in."Â
Harry wanted so badly to feel flattered. He wanted to feel a flush go up his cheeks and warm his already glistening skin. But, he just didn't.Â
All he felt was reluctance when (Y/N) excused herself, muttering that she was going back to the table.Â
"Um," Harry fumbled, forcing a dimpled smile onto his cheeks, "Thank you. I think you're cute, too."Â
It was true, the compliment. Though that was where it stopped. She was a pretty girl, but not the one he wanted.Â
She let out a sweet giggle, her drink sloshing in hand. "Do you want to dance?"Â
He couldn't help but to cut a look over his shoulder, finding (Y/N) sitting with Colin and Rue's roommate. An encouraging smile beamed from her features.Â
He swallowed thickly. She wanted him to take this girl up on her offer.Â
Honestly, he would have, if not for that smile on her face. As pretty as this girl was, she wasn't ever going to have the same creased by her eyes, the same crinkle to her nose, the same grin on her face. She wasn't the one that he saw himself readily watching reality dating shows with. She wasn't the one he wanted to end his night with. Not when (Y/N) was right there; not when she was the one he trusted the most.
"Actually," Harry started, morphing his features into an apology before the actual words even left his mouth, "I came here for a friend's birthday tonight; not really trying to meet anyone tonight."Â
The lie came out less than smooth, but it appeared that was all the explanation the girl required.
Her lips formed an O as she gazed up at him. "I see, no worries," she bubbled off, shaking her head, "I totally get it! Maybe I could give you my number or something? So next time you go out, you can just text me if you want to meet up."Â
Harry felt terribly guilty the more sweet and understanding she was. Rejection had never been and would never be his strong suit. And he wasn't going to be able to hone his skills tonight.Â
"Sure," he choked out, already unlocking his phone to be passed along to her hands.Â
She happily tapped away at his screen as she added her number to his contacts, a winking emoji stamped at the end of her name (Viola, he learned).Â
"Have a fun night!" she beamed at him before leaving to rejoin her friends.Â
Following suit, Harry pretended he didn't feel any eyes on him as he retreated towards (Y/N) in the booth. It was then that he caught the wolfish smile on Colin's face dissipate when he realized Harry was on his way back.Â
"What happened?" (Y/N) chirped, throwing a glance around him towards the woman he retreated from.Â
Harry shrugged, sliding into the booth at her side. "She and her friends are leaving soon. She gave me her number."Â
(Y/N) clasped her hands in a giddy clap. "No way! She so likes you, H! I'm so happy for you!"Â
It was cute, the way she bubbled his praises, as if he'd done anything at all to warrant the approach from Viola.Â
"When are you going to text her?" She leaned towards him (and away from Colin) with a conspiratorial smile.
Once again, Harry lifted his shoulders in a shrug. He dropped his gaze from hers, hoping she wouldn't press for more explanation when he answered, "Not sure yet."Â
"Oh," (Y/N) sounded, drooping some, "Well, whâ"Â
Just then, thankfully so, Kim approached the table with clear eyes, her boyfriend draped around her with his own gaze looking much less coherent. "Hey, I think I'm going to take him home," she shouted to (Y/N) over the music, "Do you want to ride with us, or are you going to stay? I think Rue and Cora are planning on staying until last call."Â
(Y/N) immediately looked towards Harry, brows raised in question. "Are you ready to go home? Or did you want to stay?"Â
He gave a small cant of his head, warmed by the attention she gave him. "'M alright with whatever y'want to do."Â
Before he even finished speaking, (Y/N) shook her head with a roll of her eyes. "No, H. What do you want to do?"Â
Rolling his lips between his teeth, Harry didn't stand a chance before his mind wandered right back to the offer she made to him on the dance floor. He... Well, he would never assume that (Y/N) would drop and follow through right away, though there was a higher chance if they weren't in public.Â
"I could be ready to go home, if you are."Â
(Y/N)'s features softened into a smile. "Okay," she said just before turning to Kim, "We'll go home with you, if that's alright."Â
It was her turn to drop a hand on his knee, a slight squeeze of her fingers around the cuff. That was all it took to have his stomach tightening and heart choking his throat.Â
Harry wondered if he would always be this easy, or if it was just (Y/N).Â
Hopefully, going home early would help him find out.
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Harry waved one last time to Kim and her boyfriend before they drove off. Behind him, on the small tiled space just past the threshold, (Y/N) struggled with her teetering heels.Â
"Are y'alright?" he murmured as he closed the door, the lock clicking into place a moment later.Â
"Kinda," she sighed, "Hold on." Just as he turned to face her, (Y/N) placed her hand on his abdomen. Her fingers pressed through the material of his top just over the ridges of muscles lining his torso, steadying herself as she carefully attempted to shuck her shoes off.Â
His lungs stunted, his eyes dropping to where she was just short of kneeling in front of him. The last time she touched him so low on his stomach was when he had guided her palm down his abdomen before she had taken his cock in her fist. The memory had his throat bobbing as he swallowed thickly.Â
"Sorry," she muttered, looking up at him through the fan of her lashes, a curtain of her hair hanging over her features, "I didn't want to sit on the floorâI don't think I would have gotten up."Â
He knew he was supposed to laugh along, especially when she let out a breathy laugh as she was finally able to kick off her shoes. Kicking her shoes to the side, she gave a chummy pat to his stomach before she rose to her full height. When she met his gaze, her demeanor was decidedly brighter and lighter than the direction his thoughts had taken.Â
"What's wrong?" she immediately chirped, her brows slanting as she gazed up at him.Â
Harry forced himself back into the moment, blinking back into the middle of his home. "Um," he coughed, turning away from her prying eyes, "Nothingâsorry, I zoned out."Â
"Are you sure?" (Y/N) pressed, canting her head. Her eyes fell from his face and down the line of his neck. "Do you feel hot? You're turning red, H."Â
A streak of guilt trickled through his system. She was genuinely concerned for him while he was a moment away from allowing himself to imagine if she had actually dropped to her knees in front of him and made good on the offer she extended only hours prior.Â
Shaking his head, he tried his best to fight off the natural reactions his body gave when it came to his roommate. "'M alright, really. Jus' a little tired, I think."Â
(Y/N) initially seemed to buy his excuse, but in that same moment, he saw something flash across her gaze. Her concerned features shifted until there was a sly smile on her lips, brows bouncing above her accusing eyes.Â
"Ohhh, I see," she sang as she all but bounced on her toes, "You want to go talk to your new girlfriend."Â
His eyes widened at her accusation. What map had she used to get to that destination?Â
"Th-That's notâ'M notâ"
"It's alright, I get it," she teased, putting her hands up as if in surrender, "I'll let you get to bed. Just let me know if you need any help deciphering what the amount of i's in her Hi mean, or if the exclamation points mean she's flirting or just happy."Â
Harry swallowed, shaking his head. "'M notâI don't... She was nice, but I don't think 'm going to text her."Â
"And, that's alright!" she bubbled, realizing he wasn't planning on playing into her chiding, "I was only teasing. At least you put yourself out there, that's all that matters."Â
A short smile touched the corners of his lips. He wasn't very interested in putting himself out there when what he wanted was right here at home. "Thanks," he mumbled nonetheless.Â
Her expression grew gentle then, the look of a best friend who wanted to know what was going on in her companion's head. No more teasing was going on as far as he could see. "Why are you all flustered then? You didn't drink much tonight, but it's okay if you're feeling sick."Â
"No, Iâ" he cut himself off before he stumbled into revealing the truth. "'S nothing."Â
(Y/N) was skeptical, that much was obvious on her face. "Harry."Â
"(Y/N), 'm fine."Â
She canted her head, looking up at him through fanned lashes. "Harry."Â
"(Y/N)."Â
"Harry, there's no way anything you're thinking can be that bad, that you can't even tell me."Â
There was something in the lilt of her voice, the way she so innocently pushed to know more about him in that moment. Harry wasn't sure what exactly it was, but there wasn't much fight left but the time she finished speaking.Â
Truly, once again, he'd laid bare each and every of his secrets and most embarrassing moments before her. What was one more?Â
For a split second, he thought back into that crowded bar.Â
I can still help you with all of... that, anyway.Â
He could still feel the fan of her breath tickling across his neck. He saw the way her lashes fluttered as she looked up at him with clear eyes. He saw the sincerity in her irisesâboth just before in the bar, as well as when she was wrapped up in his sheets.Â
All of this because he had the breath taken away from him when he saw her almost kneel in front of him when taking off her shoes.Â
"Hâ"Â
"I was thinking about you," he rushed out, unintentionally cutting her off, "And, theâuhâthing y'said at the bar. About... helping me."Â
A look of confusion struck her expression before she seemingly caught up. Her eyes brightened, a near imperceptible drop of her gaze down his form before she returned to his face.Â
"Oh. Are you... right now?"
 They both knew the answer to her question. The suspicion only confirmed when he didn't offer any response.Â
Her socked feet shifted over the carpet, the front door still only mere feet away. A small reminder that he'd not even fully made it into his home before he was taken by the sight of her alone.Â
"You want... me?"Â
The genuine curiosity in her tone was enough to have Harry's insides beginning to roil. Of course, he wanted her; she was the only person he can remember wanting enough to act this vulnerable.Â
"Um, yeah," he answered, tongue fumbling over the words, "By the door, you were... almost on your knees."Â
Peeking at her, Harry gauged her reaction to his admission.Â
He watched as she blinked, lashes fluttering. Her eyes dropped down from his eyes, skipping to his pelvis. Harry didn't have to follow her gaze to know that she was seeing the slight semi he was sporting through his trousers.Â
"Really?" she chirped, looking up at him through her wispy lashes.Â
Harry shrugged, only a single corner of his lips daring to give a slight curl. "Back at the bar," he started, "Y'said... y'still wanted to help, so."Â
He didn't need to say more, not when a light entered (Y/N)'s gaze. She tilted her head as she looked up at him. A sweet smile bloomed over her lips.
"And you've just been thinking about that?"Â
His smile turned sheepish. He didn't think this was the time to really detail just how often she was on his mind.
A sparkling laugh fell from her lips then. "C'mon then, H," she bubbled, taking his hand in hers.
Something akin to a daze fell over his body. Harry didn't feel a single breath of hesitation as he followed (Y/N) from the front door. All he did was follow her steps to their sofa, his eyes unabashedly landing on her backside and the way her skirt hugged her hips.Â
"You said you liked me on my knees, right?"Â
Harry didn't think before he was humming a confirmation.Â
"Then I have an idea for something new tonight."Â
It was then that she dragged him to sit down on the sofa. Harry blinked, unsure of what to do with his hands before (Y/N) took her spot before him. On her knees.Â
His heart was reeled right up to his throat. She wasn't...Â
With her knees cushioned by their plush area rug (one she bought into the equation when she moved in), she scooted towards him. Her skirt rolled up over the smooth skin of her thighs, revealing more and more of her, parts that Harry couldn't help but to imagine gripping and squeezing in the heat of the moment.Â
"Is this okay?" she asked, so sweet and kind. Her hands landed on the cuffs of his knees.Â
"Um," Harry started, his mouth incredibly dry as it fell into a gape as he gazed down at her, "YeahâYes. Really okay."Â
The smile on her lips was so pretty. It wasn't fair that she would just look like that, not when she was working her hands up his thighs.Â
"You're funny, H."Â
He wanted to respond, really. But then she started undoing the fastenings of his trousers. He could do nothing other than watch her manicured fingers unbutton the waist and pull down the zipper. His cock stirred even just from the slight brushes of her hands.Â
Goosebumps erupted on his skin when she started pulling down his pants. Harry could feel her eyes on him when he lifted his hips to help her along, the kind of warm feeling that had his spine stringing up straight.Â
The warmth was no doubt becoming visible on his skin, a flush creeping up from the base of his throat to the apples of his cheeks. His lips were parted, breaths coming out in quiet puffs as (Y/N)'s deft fingers crept up his thighs. The inky tiger tattooed on the meat of his leg was delicately traced with the tip of her fingernail. His cock jumped.Â
"You said you've never done anything before?" she pressed, her voice drawing him in as if he weren't already hooked.Â
Harry swallowed, his throat bobbing. "Other than what we've done, yeah."Â
"Okay," she sounded, her fingers now creeping under the hem of his briefs, "We'll figure out what you like then. If I do something that feels good, just tell me and I'll keep doing it."Â
She said it so simply, as if they weren't talking about what he was going to feel when she put him in her mouth. The feel of her touch under the legs of his briefs was enough to have his toes curling in his shoes, his hands reaching for the fallen throw blanket behind him.Â
Had it really only been a week or so since they were holed up in his bedroom? His body reacted to her like he was starved, hungering for even a brush of her hand over his bare skin. Had he really thought that having her once was going to be enough to get her out of his system? Had he thought that just one touch was going to be enough?Â
Harry practically sunk into the sofa when she pulled one of her hands from the leg of his underwear and instead brushed over the bulge of his cock. He felt the press of her hand over his length, the ridge of his head pressing into her palm. The catch of her nails over his thigh as she scratched down over his tattoo was felt through his body, his bottom lip being caught between his teeth.
He was only slightly aware of her eyes skipping up to land on his face while his own were trained on her hand palming his length through his boxers. The material began to stretch further as he stiffened against her touch, the cut at the front of his underwear pulling open.
When the first blurt of precum stained the front, Harry felt more of that heat creep up his skin.Â
"Sorry," he murmured, already anticipating the mess that he was going to have to clean up tonight.Â
"Why?" she asked, so easily with her eyes peeking up at him.Â
So badly did Harry want to answer her, but she also decided to hook her fingers underneath the waist of his underwear in that same moment the question was posed. His mind went momentarily blank. All he could process was the catch of her nails over his hip bones, the drag of the material over his sensitized length, the fact that it was (Y/N).
Her question was lost when they both turned to focus on his cock as it bobbed free of the confines of his boxers. The head was already ruddy, veins roping around the length. Thank god he had just trimmed up down there before going out.Â
"Okay?"
Blinking back to the world, Harry looked to (Y/N) with a gape to his lips. "Huh?"Â
Her smile was too pretty to be fair. Especially not when she was seemingly bracing herself from her spot on her knees between his legs. "You're okay?"Â
"Y-Yeah," he breathed, mouth moving faster than his head, "'M so okayâso fucking okay. I've been thinking about this all week."Â
Her brows shot up over her eyes, light flitting through her eyes. "Really? Even when you were talking to your girlfriend tonight?"Â
He knew, in the back of his mind, that she was teasing him. The way she said the word full of extra sing-song syllables, the same way she would have teased him if he weren't half naked. But there was absolutely no room in his head where he could find any joke to play along.Â
"I was thinking about y'the whole time," he confessed, "SheâShe's not you."Â
"Harry," she crooned, her eyes soft and rounded, "You can't talk like that. Not when I'm about to suck you off; you'll make me cry instead. And not in a hot way."Â
Unable to hold back any more, Harry let out a flowing moan. The gravel of his voice filled their home, disrupting the hushed tones they had been using before.Â
Why would she say that? When he was barely holding everything together, why would she say that?
He couldn't keep his mind from wandering to the idea of her blinking back tears with her lips stretched around his cock. Harry never wanted to see her shed any tearsâespecially over himâbut this idea, full of smudged mascara and glossy eyes, didn't sound so bad at all.Â
His composure being something just out of reach, Harry didn't have a chance before he could feel the breath of (Y/N)'s slight laugh fanning across his heated length. Just barely was he able to force himself to peel his eyes open to catch sight of her pressing her lips to the head of his cock.Â
It was a gentle kiss, the same kind that she would plant on his cheek when in a particularly touchy mood. Not the kind of thing that should have made the muscles banding his thighs and blocking his abdomen grow exponentially tighter.
Harry tightly clutched the throw blanket at his sides, the material thinning against the force of his fingers. Nothing could have prepared him for how deeply something so simple affected him.
(Y/N) continued with only a small crease appearing between her brows. She kissed the crown of his length more than once, dragging the pillows of her pretty lips over the heated skin. As innocent as the act appeared, it was immediately stomach twisting when he saw the way the thin strings of his cum connected her mouth to his head. The gloss she had lost back at the bar, was back in the form of Harry's own pleasure.Â
Pinning his bottom lip between his teeth, he watched with clenched hands while (Y/N)'s own moved along the strength of his thighs. One stayed braced over the ink of his tiger, fingertips denting the plush skin in an anchoring touch. The other continued on until her fist was wrapped around the base.Â
A swift breath was sucked in through his nose at the touch. Once again, he was reminded that his hand paled in comparison to hers. No one else in the world could be as soft, as gentle, as firm, as perfect as she was.Â
Her name fell from his lips in crooning prayers, Harry sinking further into the cushion.Â
Though he was sure his lungs stopped only a heartbeat later. Silence fell over the house, Harry's mouth dropped open in a soundless moan as she took her kissing a step further and tucked his head between her lips.Â
The heat of her mouth felt scorching over his sensitive skin, her soothing tongue laving over him. Her hand at the base of his cock worked up and over his length in lingering strokes.Â
Why hadn't anyone told him it could feel like this? No wonder there were millions of videos on seedy sites just about this subject alone. After last week, he doubted any pleasure could top that, and yet, here he was.Â
Before he had a chance to become accustomed to the feel of her mouth, (Y/N) pulled away with a soft pop of her lips. She kept her hand moving along his length as she gazed up at him, head canted.Â
"Do you want me to go deeper? Or do you like that?" she murmured, her voice lingering and warm.Â
"Deeper, deeper," he rushed out, lips slicked and swollen.Â
She didn't give anything more than a short smile before Harry watched as she dipped her head and took him back between her lips.Â
A moan of her name fell from his lips, sandwiched between swears too jumbled to make much sense of. True to her offer, she lingered over his head for only a moment before she surged forward, taking him deeper. Harry felt hypersensitive at that moment. Â
He swore he could feel each bud on her tongue pillowing against his sensitive length. The gentle suction of her cheeks hollowing out around him. The coaxing of her throat as she swallowed him down the further she took him.Â
Saliva dripped down his length, slicking her hand as she continued the rhythmic pumping. Harry couldn't look away, but could barely keep his eyes open.Â
Watching her felt like looking into the sunâlike he was going to go blind, like he couldn't watch for longer than a moment before was going to lose it. But, he couldn't look away. He was lucky enough to have had her touch once, let alone twice. He couldn't act like this was ever going to happen a third time. He had to savor each and every moment.Â
Even when he felt the tight channel of her throat closing around the very tip of his cock, he forced his eyes to stay open. Even when he saw that moment that had his muscles going taut with (Y/N)'s eyes growing glossy. It should have broken his heart to see her blinking back tears, but he only felt the winding of the pit of his stomach.Â
Twice in a row, he was not going to be able to last. Twice in a row was he going to embarrass himself in front of his ultimate dream girl.Â
But, god, was it worth it.Â
"(Y/N), Iâ"Â
She cut him off with a slight gag closing her throat, enough for her to pull off for a steadying breath. Her mouth was slick and swollen, dropped in a gape as she dragged in breath after breath.Â
"Sorry," she mumbled, continuing the strokes of her hand, "Scared myself. I just need a second."Â
"Don't be sorry, don't be sorry," he muttered, finally giving in and throwing his head back with his eyes screwed shut. Precum streamed out of his cock, vein throbbing "You're perfect, love. So perfect."Â
The breathy laugh she let out was watery. "Thanks, H. You're perfect, too."Â
He should have felt silly, having given out such rambling praise right now, when it would no doubt sound like the lusty thoughts of a horny mind. Not like the honesty that slipped out in a vulnerable moment.Â
Though, he didn't have any longer than a pair of heartbeats to dwell before (Y/N) wiped any and all thoughts from his head. The glorious, wonderful, perfect heat of her mouth enveloped him once more. She sucked around him, matching the tight grip of her fist around his base.
"Fuck, fuck, (Y/N)," he chattered, surprised he hadn't ripped a hole in the fabric of the throw blanket puddled around him, "'M gonna cum, 'm sorry, 'm sorry. Y'don't hav-have toâ"Â
Pulling off of him just enough to press her pursed lips to the tip again, (Y/N) shook her head. "I want to. It's okay, honey. Do whatever you want."Â
Maybe it was the vibration of her voice echoing around his length, or the sight of her pretty mouth parting for her soft tongue to lick over his head, or the encouragement that she wanted to take his cumâwhatever it was, was all he needed. The bunched muscles lining his bones finally gave way, releasing him like a rubber band snapping as his hips lifted from the cushion.Â
He unraveled on the sofa, a warning on his lips that didn't make it in time before the first rope spurted out of him. His lungs were stunted as he watched the first dredge released over her mouth, following the line of her nose and dripping to the shape of her lips. (Y/N) closed her eyes, a soft gasp falling from her pretty, swollen, glazed lips. It was only a second before she tucked the head of his cock back between her lips, swallowing the rest of his release.Â
She continued the stroke of her hand, working him through the throes without lagging. Every pump of his release was swallowed down by (Y/N), the motion sending aftershocks through him. The grip she held on his thigh, with her nails digging into the skin was the only bite of clarity offered in that moment.Â
The world felt so small then, consisting of only he and (Y/N) and the throw blanket he was never going to complain about being balled up on the sofa ever again. There could never be anything else worthy of his attention when (Y/N) looked up at him with glossy eyes, bottom lashes clumping together. All with the traces of his cum having painted over her face.Â
"What the fuck?" Harry breathed out, a slight bit of delirious laughter falling from his lungs as he melted against the couch. His head fell back against the cushion, fingers cramping as he unravelled from the throw blanket.Â
Pulling away with a pop, (Y/N) allowed him to come down without the distraction of her touch.Â
"Good what the fuck? Or bad?" she breathed, letting go of his leg with one final squeeze.Â
"Good," Harry cemented with a nod, "So good."Â
Sucking in a deep breath, he pulled his head from where it had lolled against the cushions. Just in time to see her swiping her fingers through the mess on her face, licking his cum from her fingers.Â
Maybe his head was still in the clouds, the lack of oxygen having made him delirious and impulsive, but Harry didn't give a second thought before he was leaning down and pressing his lips to hers.Â
He could taste something salty and heady on her mouth, but he didn't care. There had been plenty of times before this that Harry wanted to kiss her, but this was the first time he couldn't find a single reason not to. He was convinced that this was the only way he could possibly show her how much he appreciated, and revered, and cared for her after she did such an act for him.Â
Her skin was just a touch sticky as he cradled her cheeks between his palms, their swollen lips sealed together. The very tip of his nose grazed the bridge of her own as he tipped his head just enough.Â
By the time his head caught up to his body, he realized she had gone stiff, mouth parted as if in the process of gasping.Â
A string of curses ran through his head. What was he thinking? Is he stupid? Or just so horny and touch starved, this seemed like a good idea?
Just as he made a move to pull away, (Y/N) pressed forward, kissing back. Matching his movements, she tilted her head and pursed her lips. It was Harry's turn to feel the slight gaze of her nose tracing his skin. The creases in their lips lined up perfectly, fitting together like jigsaw pieces.Â
Now was far from the time to confess just how many times he pictured and wondered what it would be like to kiss (Y/N), but suffice to say, the reality was galaxies better than the fantasy.Â
It was a short kiss, lasting only long enough for Harry to hear his heartbeat in his ears before he pulled back. Â
(Y/N)'s eyes were bright as she gazed up at him. "What was that for?" she whispered, voice croaky.Â
Harry shook his head. He could go on, listing for days, though maybe that was for another time.Â
"Jus' thank you."Â
The smile that bloomed over her mouth was sweet and sticky, glossed by saliva and a mess Harry was going to feel more guilty over once his head was clear.Â
 "You're silly, H," she murmured, tipping her chin just enough to peck his lips, "You're welcome." With that, she stood to the full of her height, Harry's hands falling back to his sides. "I'll be right back. I'm going to clean up my face, but maybe we could have a sleepover out here tonight?"
It was the way she looked at him, like this was just another night of bonding with her best friend, that was going to make his heart both bloat and break.Â
Harry nodded instinctively. "That sounds like fun, (Y/N)."Â
She bounced in her spot with a chattery cheer before starting off to her room, promising to be back in just a moment.Â
He watched her bedroom door swing closed behind her, left alone in the quiet of the living room. Harry made an effort to put himself back together, underwear and pants pulled back up though he didn't bother to refasten them before he started towards his own bedroom. He needed to gather a few things for their sleepover, and that was what he was going to focus on and not the buzzing of his lips. Not the way his legs felt like jelly, his lungs rivaling the pounding of his heart.Â
How much of a fool was he? He was never going to be able to keep from crossing that flimsy, self-appointed line that reminded him that she was nothing more than his roommate and wasn't going to ever be anything else. That boundary was miles behind him, unable to be seen. Not anymore, at least.Â
Not after tonight.Â
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5 times you slept in places you shouldnât have + the 1 time Wanda dragged you with her
Wanda Maximoff x Spider!reader
Summary: Youâve always had trouble sleeping, and Wandaâs always been there to see it.
Warnings: fluff, slight angst, poor readers not doing so well in the sleep department.
Word count: 10.7k (I am so sorry)
A/n: Iâve always wanted to try this troupe Iâm very excited with how this turned out. Took me literal months (started in march) anyways!! Reblogs or no more Wanda đ«” /j happy reading!!



The couch
Sleeping had never been your thing, but you could sleep through it all when it was. You were never a heavy sleeper, in fact, a light sleeper. Just the slightest of noises were enough to have your body ringing and if you refused to comply your very friendly spider-sense would have no problem in senselessly jolting you awake till youâd arrive half stumbling into a nearby crime scene.
Your spider senses only worsened to the point where sleeping was becoming harder to do and at some point you stopped trying altogether. Night after night youâd stare aimlessly at the ceiling above you, just, waiting for the prickling sensation to eat at your flesh until you couldnât handle the needles seeping through your skin. The lack of sleep and the cruel anticipation were eating at you, and you were starting to grow desperate.
Over dinner you complained about it to Steve one Friday night when all the Avengers took time off for some one-on-one time (despite not being an official member you graciously accepted the invitation), he noticed your sluggish behavior and recommended you avoid living near the danger until you could learn to control your powers better. His reasoning being; âIf youâre not near a crime scene, your senses wonât have anything to wake you for, that way youâll receive the proper rest you requireâ.
The strangest part out of all of it was; his advice worked. At the compound, you slept like a baby, in your apartment in New York? Not so much. You were very appreciative of the man, and he was even kind enough to offer you a room which you accepted immediately.Â
One person who had been initially excited about your move-in was Wanda. You were lucky enough to consider Wanda one of your closest friends aside from Peter. She was absolutely brilliant and you both got along well. Similar to an unfinished puzzle piece she was the last puzzle you didnât even know you were missing. She needed company, and you were glad to provide it.Â
You didnât visit often, but with this newfound arrangement, you would be. Wanda didnât know if the idea of spending more time with you or potentially sleeping one room away from you excited her more. Either way, the thought of you being a door down had her cheeks flushing and Natashaâs lips curling into a knowing smirk.
So yes, Wanda was excited about your temporary stay.Â
That was until she realized how annoying of a sleeper you could be. No, you didnât snore, nor drool in your sleep.Â
Your problem wasnât any of those. And honestly, Wanda wouldnât have noticed if it wasnât for a late-night last-minute grocery run. Earlier that morning she had promised the team sheâd cook her famous paprikash for tomorrow and had miscalculated exactly how many ingredients were in stock.Â
As Wanda stepped out of the elevator, she shifted her weight to better handle the bags, struggling only slightly before releasing them onto the counter with a sigh of relief. With a flick of her wrist, the lights turned on, and to her surprise; you were there too. Not in the kitchen but sprawled out on the couch where soft snores were leaving your lips.Â
âHuhâ
Wanda bit the inside of her cheek, chuckling to herself. You looked like a starfish and your attire was⊠well, certainly something. You were completely knocked out beneath your Spider-Man suit andââ were those sweatpants? She guessed you must have been swinging through the city on patrol again. As for how sweatpants ended up on you, a mystery.Â
You still had your mask on, and before Wanda could give it much thought she was already walking in your direction, step by step, until she was kneeling beside the couch. Carefully, her fingers reached out, slowly lifting the edges of your mask. Just as she was about to peel it out, you stirred beneath her touch, causing her to still.
âWanda?â You whispered hoarsely, elbows lifting to get a better look at your surroundings but Wanda was quick to push you back down.
âRelax, you fell asleep in your suit again.â Wanda shushed you, and you hummed, not really fighting it, settling back into the couch to give her more control. She gently pried off the rest of the mask before placing it on the coffee table.Â
Leaning down she ran her hand towards your hair, pushing away strands from your eye and you grumbled sleepily.Â
The witch chuckled, leaning down to press a kiss to your forehead before straightening herself up again. âThere, you can sleep now.âÂ
âYouâre the best.â You mumbled as she walked away, taking a deep breath, and burying your face back into the cushions.Â
From the kitchen Wanda smiled fondly, a blush tinting her cheeks as she unpacked the groceries; moving quietly to not wake you. Youâre all she thinks about as she organizes things, glancing in your direction every so often.Â
And you find yourself doing the same, seeing her in your dreams, and sleeping with an even bigger smile than before.Â
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2. Tonyâs deskÂ
The compound is surprisingly quiet the next day, considering Tony was paying a visit Wanda wouldâve assumed exactly the opposite in his company. But there were no out-of-the-ordinary noises, just the occasional banging of his hammer and welding machine.Â
Overall it was pretty peaceful and the weather was just beautiful, a perfect blend of sunny but not insufferably so, a sight that would go well with some lunch. Naturally, youâre the first person that comes to mind that Wanda thinks to ask.Â
Yet, a problem arises when Wanda canât seem to find you anywhere. Youâre not in your usual spots, including the bean bag chair in the movie room, or the outside bench next to the pond.Â
Noticing Wandaâs dejected demeanor, Natasha has enough of it after all the aimless pacing. The assassin suggests that you might be downstairs in Tonyâs lab, and Wandaâs eyes light up the next second. A brilliant suggestion indeed, after all, he was your mentor.Â
Unsurprisingly, Wanda finds you exactly where Nat said youâd be. Hunched over, asleep on one of Tonyâs desks, snoring ever so softly. Next to you were your web shootersâor pieces of them.Â
The sight wouldâve normally made Wanda smile if it werenât for your uncomfortable position. Any more time spent like that and youâd surely be retired before 40 with chronic back pain. Previously, you had told Wanda not to worry about it, mumbling on about how you spiders could sleep anywhere.
Wanda didnât believe it for one second, knowing you immediately had to pop a few pills to relieve the pain in your spine. As much as you were a superhero, you werenât immortal, humanity never left youâsomething Wanda had to remind you of whenever you pushed yourself to a certain extent.Â
Feeling a weird sense of dĂ©jĂ vu, Wanda removed the gears from underneath your arms, carefully placing them aside, mindful not to ruin the process you had sorted out.Â
Placing the items aside, you sigh on the table, stirring softly, but you remain blissfully unaware. A gentle smile curls on Wandaâs lips as she watches you, her soft palm coming to stroke your back.Â
That was enough to jolt you awake, snapping up with wide eyes, and grabbing the nearest screwdriver to threaten whoever was there. Your posture was contrary to intimidating, and Wanda couldnât help but laugh, lifting her hands in mock surrender.Â
âPlease have mercy.â She teased with a playful grin, using her finger to push back the âweaponâ.Â
You blinked confusingly, glancing down at the item in your hand before chuckling. âConsider yourself lucky it wasnât Thorâs hammer I picked up.â You quipped, placing the tool down and stretching your arms above your head.Â
And Wanda sighed, watching you struggle to get that knot out. Standing up from her chair she came to your aid, massaging at your shoulders and back. You sighed in relief, leaning back into her touch as she worked her magic.
She really did have magical fingers.Â
âYou really have to stop resting in places thatâll give you backaches.â Wanda chides, hands sliding underneath your shirt for better access, sending a shiver down both of you.
âIf I stop then how will I get more of those delightful massages from you?â You murmured with closed eyes, completely drunk off the feeling of Wandaâs warm hands on you. âItâs what I love most about you.âÂ
Wanda tensed, flattening her palms on your back, before continuing with trembling fingers to not raise suspicion. âIs that all?â She retorted, voice low.Â
You posed a thoughtful expression, letting out a hum as you leaned back. âAlso for the delectable cooking, so, two reasons.â You teased, holding up two fingers. Wanda scoffed, slapping the back of your head and removing herself the same second. You giggled mischievously, trying to get her to come back.Â
Swiveling your chair around, you reached out for her and effectively trapped her between your legs, and Wanda rolled her eyes, ignoring how the position made her feel things.Â
âSo Iâm just a housewife to you then?â She prodded, tilting her head in a way she knew would have you stumbling.Â
You shook your head, gently uncrossing her arms and taking her hands between yours.
âYouâre more than that to me WandaâŠâ Standing up you brushed the strands of hair away from her eyes, leaning in close enough to feel Wandaâs breath hitch and you smirked; whispering.Â
âYou're my housekeeper.âÂ
Approximately 0.5 seconds was what it took for Wanda to gasp and shove you back towards your desk, and you let out a hearty laugh.Â
âSee if I ever cook for you again.â
Her voice means to come out stern but you completely ignore it, thinking how adorable she looks with arms crossed and an almost annoyed pout on her face. Itâs your arms that wrap around her that make her break, bringing her into a hug and making her cheeks flush again.
âIâm simply teasing witchy, you know I love you, all of you.â The words slide out easily from your lips as you lean down to press a tender kiss to her head and Wanda looks surprised, but then you quickly redirect your attention to the basket with a cheesy grin and Wanda stumbled. âNow how about we go enjoy that picnic then?âÂ
Your steps are quick as you grab the basket, ignoring her piercing gaze.
And with how unaffectedly you move, Wanda wonders if you could possibly love her differently in the first place.
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3. In a tangle of webs + Peter
Some nights were harder than others for a mind reader. It wasnât an uncommon fate for any Avenger either, everyone had their own issues and Wanda had just been so lucky to view all of them. If she had the choice sheâd never choose to see them but if Wanda had learned something from all her years; nightmares were loud.
Loud enough to startle people from their subconscious, and loud enough to provoke detailed images of their clouded lives into replaying scenes in her mind. A horror Wanda didnât yet have the strength to ignore.Â
It didnât help that most nights, they had them.Â
Empty walls stared back at Wandaâs dimmed green eyes. Her hands firmly wrapped around her headâin a fashion of both comfort and control, trying to ease the pulsing, luring her into a state of ease just to slip into someoneâs mind again. She wanted to stop the feeling and visions but couldnât.Â
After twenty more minutes of hopeless starring, the memories grew weaker.Â
Still, her mind remained trapped in what she had managed to see. Deciding that sleep wasnât going to help Wanda groggily stood forward, trudging down the stairs to grab a glass of water in the common room, maybe some chamomile tea.Â
Part of her heart sought company, and if given the courage sheâd knock on your door and ask for it. But this time, for once the universe seemed to be on her side when her eyes landed on you.
âwith Peter. Laying in a tangle of limbs, and webs. Not exactly the conscious company she was hoping forâŠ
Despite your clustered position on the floor you both seemed at peace. You were both fast asleep and for just a second her heart clenched with envy before simmering into a soft sense of affection. How was it that you could be so cute without even trying?Â
Slow droplets poured from the facet and into her cup as she took in the sight, forgetting why she was even there in the first place. But then her eyes wandered over to the calendar, right, Friday.Â
She felt silly not noticing sooner. Had she really been so caught up in her head that she didnât notice what day it was?Â
The unfinished Lego Razor Crest propped on the table should have given it away.Â
Fridays were âFundaysâ.Â
Wanda thought it was stupid, which was probably why she wasnât invited to the events. Not that she minded, considering all you ever did was build legos with Peter and occasionally talk about girlsâand why would Wanda want to hear that purposely?Â
She knew she had no right to feel jealous, it wasnât wrong for you to think about other girls. But did you have to be so damn obvious about it? Your mind was a fortress when it came to penetrating your thoughts, it so rarely happened, but when it did she caught glimpses of the girl who was (annoyingly) always on your mind.
The girl with green eyes.Â
Too focused on figuring out who that girl was again, Wanda lost track of how much water she really needed when the cup began to overfill.Â
âShit.â Wanda hissed, turning off the tap before the water could spill further. âGrossâŠâ she grumbled, scrunching her nose as she dabbled at the wet spot on her sweater.
That was enough water for the night. Â
Briefly, before she leaves, Wanda considers waking you up again. Maybe coax you into a proper bed this time around, but before she can make up her mind Peterâs bursting awake, looking panicked. His widened eyes meet Wandaâs equally alarmed ones and he sucks in a breath.Â
âOh, sorry⊠I thoughtâŠburglar.â He stammers, scratching the back of his head, albeit confused. âWhat time is it?âÂ
Glancing towards the oven, Wanda squints. âLate, itâs 3 AM.â She replies and Peter grunts, mumbling about how itâs way past his bedtime.Â
Amid his movements to stand up, your head slips from his grasp, colliding with the foot of the table with a heavy thud and he stumbles back. Wanda gasps, shooting Peter a glare, (who doesnât really register it in his state of distortion) before she rushes to aid you.Â
âWhat the fuckâŠâ You mumble groggily, hissing at the stinging coming from the back of your head, slowly lifting yourself up to find a concerned Wanda helping you sit. âWanda?â Now you were really confused but nevertheless allowed her to move you.Â
The room was cold, chills rushing through your body in the absence of warmth, but the soft touch of warm hands felt incredible against your skin. Not being able to help yourself you leaned into her touch, noticing the way Wandaâs breath hitched.
God, she was so cute.Â
Wanda swallows dryly and you think you mightâve said that out loud, judging by the way her fingers tremble and sheâs turning away a blushing mess. But you donât dwell on it as she continues to rub the back of your head to ease the pain.
âAre you okay dorogoy?â She coos and you nod wryly, her face contorting into one of mellows but neither of you says anything. Instead, you will your eyes to focus on her own, gazing into the depths of the forests that haunt your heart, and you have no clue why.
Sighing, she redirects her attention, eyes flickering between the both of you who are lost in thought. Part of her feels itâs from exhaustion but thereâs something else written on your face that has her curiosity peaking.Â
âWhy arenât you in bed? Both of you, itâs late.â She chides gently, and you flinch.Â
âWe got caught up withâŠâ Peter starts to explain, motioning towards the Lego set and his demeanor avoidant. âthat.âÂ
Wanda notices his shaken tone and frowns. Itâs clear she doesnât fully believe him and she opens her mouth to indulge him further but you squeeze her hand, pursing your lips to ask her to drop it. Her brows furrow in silent question, eyes glinting with whirlwinds of misunderstanding and hurt, but youâre too tired to answer any.Â
Instead, you give her a reassuring smile.Â
Peter had a rough time yesterday, thatâs all, little witch, You whisper into her mind, seeing Wandaâs eyes turn a shade of red before returning back to you, accepting the response with a hesitant nod.Â
âYou really should get to bed Y/nâŠâ Wanda tells you, rising to her feet and offering you her hand in the process. âYou too Peter.âÂ
Peter nodded in agreement almost instantly, not wanting to stay any longer in his state of lethargy. Wanda makes a mental note to speak to Tony about decreasing his work hours.Â
However, in contrast to Peterâs compliance, you deny her suggestion with a shake of your head.Â
âSâtoo far.â You mutter under your breath, tugging webs to the corners of each room to create a hammock so naturally as if you had done it a thousand times. Which you probably have.Â
For a moment Wanda looked amazed, marveling at your abilities to manipulate and create whatever you needed with just webbed fluids. But then you were snoring soundly on the makeshift bedâhammockâoblivious to the concerns you had stirred up and Wanda realized that wasnât the point.Â
When she turned to Peter for help, the younger boy scratched the back of his head nervously, shrugging his shoulders and giving an apologetic look.Â
Seeing as there was nothing else she could do, nor did she wish to wake you again for the second time tonight, a sigh escaped Wandaâs lips. Red tendrils wrapped around a blanket, pulling it closer until it encompassed your body completely. She felt the urge to press a kiss to your forehead, but with Peter in the room, she held back to avoid any awkwardnessÂ
Your lips curled into a soft smile, and Wanda returned it before turning on her heels to guide the other spider into bed.Â
At least this one listens. The thought came bitterly, causing Wanda to grimace.Â
âI honestly donât understand why she keeps doing this when she has a perfectly good mattress.â Wanda sighs deeply, her voice laced with exhaustion as she walks up the steps.Â
Peter blinks, giving another helpless shrug, gripping onto the rail for dear life. âI think itâs just a spider thing, sleep is anywhere you make it.âÂ
âBut you sleep in your bed every night.â She points out, shivering at the sudden temperature.Â
The air is turning colder and Wanda wonders if the singular blanket she gave you would be enough. Sheâs tugging at her sleeves when Peter interrupts her thoughts.Â
âThat is trueâŠâ A yawn cut through the younger boy's speech as he approached his door, looking dangerously close to passing out. âBut I don't have problems with sleeping alone.âÂ
Wanda furrows her brows as the words register. Alone? You canât sleep because you feel alone? But before she could pry further Peter was leaning against the wooden frame, fast asleep. And Wanda didnât have it in her to ask anymore.Â
Once she had successfully tucked in Peter, she closed the door gently, never once did you leave her mind. Leaning against the door, Wanda tugged her bottom lip between her teeth, her mind caught in thought but one remained a constant.Â
Spiders really can sleep anywhere.Â
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4. StaircasesÂ
Tired was an understatement, Wanda was spent. Completely and utterly exasperated by your behavior. There was an outstanding record for the amounts of migraines youâve given her this month, knocking Pietro off the scoreboard by two.Â
She was starting to feel annoyed and rightfully so as she stared at the crowd with a sour expression on her face. For the fourth time in a month, you were nowhere to be found and it was your party.Â
Before Christmas, it was a tradition in the compound to throw a Gala in honor of the friendly neighborhood spiders who had worked overtime to keep New Yorkers safe for the holidays and throughout the year.Â
More so an excuse for Tony to itch that insatiable party nerve of his before the big Christmas one.Â
Of course, this gala was no exception to a roaring crowd. The dance floor was packed with sweaty people grinding on one another and Wanda swears she could see even Bruce getting into the groove of it. At the bar, only Natasha remained with a couple of straying men. So where were you?
A completely plastered Tony walked past the witch, stumbling as he did so and fiddling with his pants. Immediately Wanda grasped on his suit before he could get too far, enticing a yelp when she tugged the man to a secluded corner.Â
âTony, where's Y/n?â Wanda asked through gritted teeth. She didnât know whyâcall it intuitionâbut for some reason, she felt your disappearance had something to do with him.
Tony scrunched his face, glancing over her shoulder with urgency and shouting back louder. âWhereâs the restroom? Thatâs what Iâm trying to figure out Maximoff, Iâm pissing myself here!â
âY/n, Tony, Y/n.â Wanda says exasperatedly. Â
Tony's mouth forms an âohâ as the realization dawns on him before heâs giggling like a schoolgirl which only heightens Wandaâs worries.Â
âAh, Y/n, funny story actuallyââ
It was not a funny story, and hearing the end of it had Wanda feeling even more upset and aggravated at the man.Â
She didnât know whether to be more angry at the fact you âconsentedâ to that stupid dare in the first place or Tony coming up with the bright idea to launch you midair while intoxicated in his death trap tin suit.Â
Which is how Wanda found you, through Tonyâs utter stupidity and your sleepiness. Much to her relief, you werenât dangling from a ledge or on top of the Empire State Building; instead, cozied up on the staircase with a beer bottle in hand threatening to fall off at any given moment. Tonyâs red helmet sat snuggly on your head, leaning against the wall.Â
Wanda huffed in annoyance, rolling her eyes and approaching swiftly to wake you. Her hand collided with the back of your neck, sparing you absolutely no mercy as you sputtered awake.Â
âOuch,â You groaned, blinking dazedly beneath the helmet as all your senses came back to you, along with a searing headache.Â
You grimaced at the sight of the bottle in your hand, setting it aside as if it could burn you with one single touch.Â
That explains the headache.
âWelcome back, sleeping beauty.â Came that voice you knew all too well. You swore you could feel the hairs on your body standing as you slowly turned to see, shivering at the goosebumps, and being met with the sight of a very displeased Wanda.Â
Her arms folded against her chest, head tilted at just the right angle to make you scared shitless. Still, the slight furrow to her brows and teary glimmer in her eyes had you thinking she wasnât entirely angry, just, upsetâsad.Â
And maybe if your mind wasnât so foggy, you wouldâve taken it into account, and taken her into your arms.Â
âWandaâŠ?â You murmured, attempting to feign innocence as if she wasnât glaring daggers into your skull. âOh! Wanda!â You exclaimed, mustering a very nervous chuckle.Â
As if the helmet could sense your distress it decided that opening would be the best option and smiled sheepishly. Wanda raised an unimpressed brow, green darkened eyes digging into your soul and you sighed in defeat. Not exactly the happy welcome you expected.
Worth a shot.
âDonât âOh Wandaâ me! Seriously? Sleeping at a Gala!?â She hissed, and you stiffened, feeling the need to back up. âAnd on the stairs of all places, do you know how much of a hazard that is?â
You scoffed disbelievingly, feeling the need to defend yourself. âCome on Wanda, we both know Tonyâs partiesââ You cut off your speech, putting your fingers up in quotation marks to quote her. âSorry, âGalasâ are anything but formal.â
Then youâre pointing at the rousing crowd above you who you can hear yelling through muffled walls âChug! Chug! Chug!â and give Wanda a pointed look, who then rolls her eyes again.
âThatâs not the point Y/n. Itâs your party.âÂ
Itâs Wandaâs diminished expression that has you sobering up instantly. Her tightened eyes stared back at your own, and you hated the guilt tugging at your chest. In the worst of states, you wouldnât want her looking at you like that, not when youâve seen her look at you better. It was selfish, but was it? To wish to see her smile again? You didnât know, but it was worth more than whatever goddamn partyâgala they threw at you.Â
With a new mindset in mind, believing youâd have more fun with Wanda than without, you dusted yourself off, properly taking the helmet off this time. You carried it under one arm and offered the other. Wanda looked at you quizzically at the sudden change but you didnât let that faze you, taking the initiative to wrap your arm around her own.Â
Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe you just wanted to, so you did, leaning over to plant a short kiss on her cheek and Wanda lost all train of thought then and there.Â
âYouâre right, Iâm sorryâI donât know whatâs the matter with me lately.â You sigh, running a hand through your hair and Wanda gives you a look of sympathy.
She squeezes your arm with her other hand, shaking her head. Her tone is soft as she rubs a comforting hand. âThereâs nothing wrong with you Y/nâŠwe all have our rough patches. Just, let me be there for you. You donât have to hide away.â
 You suck your teeth, the urge to disagree coming in strongly but you resign, feeling embarrassed under her gaze and your confidence ends short-lived.Â
Pursing your lips, your eyes drift downwards to your arms, not really sure what to do next. Noticing your struggle, Wanda takes pity on you and decides to drop the subject for another day, softly tugging on your forearm as she speaks.Â
âLetâs dance?â
âYes please.â You groan, barely finishing your sentence before Wanda leads you up the stairs and you almost stumble. Grumbling to yourself as you straighten up, you level Wanda a look in caution. âJust be warned, I canât really tell the difference between my left and right foot right now.â
âItâs okay, you were never much of a good dancer anyway.â She hums teasingly, failing miserably at hiding her smirk.
You let out a gasp, feigning mock offense as you raise a hand to your heart, wounded. âGeez Maximoff, you know, typically youâre supposed to woo your dancing partner, not crush their hopes and spirits.â
The witch scoffs, rolling her eyes. Once youâre off the stairs and stable enough, she makes no point in waiting for you or giving you any answer as she walks through the bustling crowd and you quickly rush to catch up with her.
âWow! And now youâre ignoring me!â You yell over the noise, a pout adorned on your lips. âAnd leaving me?! Wanda I must say, Iâm not quite enjoying these new colors on you. What happened to mannersâ?â
Youâre cut off abruptly by a sudden tug to your arm by Wanda, whoâs pulling you to the side and you grin. She has two cups of what you assume is tropical punch in her hand and hands one to you. Lowering your nose, you smell the drink to check if itâs spiked. Wanda gives you an unimpressed look, and you think she looks hot when sheâs annoyed with you.
Suddenly sheâs slapping your shoulder with a burning pink tint on her cheeks, completely exasperated as she replies âMy god, do you have an off switch?â
You shine a toothy smile, leaning against the wall for support as you bring the cup to your lips, a familiar mischievous glint in your eyes that has Wanda regretting saying anything.Â
You cautiously lean into the space, whispering for only her to hear, âNo, but I do have a couple of ideas on how to keep me quiet.â
To say it comes out more suggestive than you intended was an understatement. But Wanda doesnât let that deter her, doubling down.
âOh really?â Her head tilts, quirking an amused brow and you clear your throat to regain yourself.
The air becomes a little thicker than before and no amount of alcohol can save you from the blood pounding in your ears. The space between you has become thinner to the point where you can feel her breath on your lips and you pretend the close proximity holds no effect on you but your trembling fingers say otherwise.Â
âMhm, two words,â You murmur affectedly, and Wanda swallows. Your mind is clouded by all that is her so you speak slowly, feeling your throat dry. âDuck Tape.â
âOne of these days, Iâm gonna throw you out of the building.â Wanda huffs as you snicker, crossing her arms as she tries to fix her hair.Â
Unable to help it, you tentatively reach your hand out, waiting for Wanda to pull away. When she makes no move, you carefully brush the strands away from her face, the warmth of your touch sending a shiver down her spine.Â
Pulling away, you meet her hazy gaze and you swallow wryly, trembling. Giving her a lopsided grin as you stumble back, equally as affected. You really have to stop doing that.Â
âJokes on you, Iâve already done that tonight.â Comes your attempt to clear the air, resulting in another cross expression from the witch and you smile sheepishly.
âY/n.â
Sucking your lips into your mouth, you nod. You raise a finger as you take one last sip from your cup, placing it on the table as you grab her hand again. âRight, sorry, dancing.â
Dragging her towards the dance floor, you spared one last look. This time finding pure adoration shining through her features as she stared at you almostâŠlovingly before she rolled her eyes. A look you preferred to see instead. Even if it had your brain short-circuiting.
A look that thankfully carried on when she found you half crashed into the Christmas tree after Tony had asked you to put up decorations, almost fast asleep.
âYouâre an idiot.â Wanda sighed with a slight curl to her lips and you took that as a silent victory. She shook her head as she carried you down the hallway with her magic.Â
âYeah, I knowâŠâ You mumbled, still grinning which was quickly wiped as she let go of the magic carrying you. âHey!â
Wanda squeaks as you reach out to grab her, running away the next second and you quickly follow with the promise that youâll catch her, laughter echoing through the corridors as you chase each other.
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5. Pillow Forts
Construction wasnât exactly your forte unless it involved miniature bricks with instruction manuals. Aside from that, it was very obvious that Peter was the more resourceful spider as Steve liked to put it. You knew the man meant well when he said it and your ego completely shattered but despite the mental bruise, you never made a move to practice.Â
It wasnât like stopping trains or stringing a boat back together required much engineering when you had webs stickier than epoxy.Â
And now, veins popping, sunk to your knees, you deeply regretted that decision. You wanted to strangle Peter, you envied his master builder abilities. The jumble of pillows on the floor mocking you with a stare that you could only describe as insulting if pillows couldâŠstare.Â
It was pathetic really, no, extremely pathetic and sad. Who has trouble building a pillow fort?! What was supposed to be a simple project, was the newfound bane of your existence. No matter how you positioned them, they tumbled. Limiting yourself to building by web fluid was becoming a choice to regret too. It made sense, every superhero grows dependent on their powers, itâs only natural, but this time you were determined to build something without your abilities.Â
Glancing over at the clock, it read a little past nineâbordering on lines of ten- you bit the inside of your cheek, figuring you probably had a couple of minutes before Wandaâs arrival.Â
Huffing, you returned your attention to the pillows and took them in your arms once more. This time with determination in your eyes and the thought of who you were building this for, remnant in your head and heart.Â
As you stood back to admire your finished work, you surprised yourself. It wasnât perfect and some pillows were more crooked than others but it was comfortable. Just as you had envisionedâfrom Pinterest boards.
It almost looked just as good as the ones Wanda had built for you after long missions and you wished you had spent less time staring at her and more time focusing on how she was arranging the blankets.
But the fortress only became better when you clicked on the tiny remote, turning on the fairy lights that hugged the curves of the pillows, bringing it all together in a bright vibrant glow and you smiled to yourself as the lights glimmered, imagining how happy Wanda would be.Â
Your eyes returned to the clock and immediately widened next. âShit!â You gasped, rushing upstairs to pick out the main attraction, silently scolding yourself for forgetting in the first place; Sitcoms.Â
You grumbled to yourself as you dug through the drawer at the multitudes of never-ending options. Wanda had always preferred to watch sitcoms on a VHS tape, although the compound had access to all streaming services she claimed it didnât feel the same. Truth be told, you didnât understand why they were in your room in the first place but you assumed it had to do with the fact that Wanda always left them, tucked neatly in her nightstand before she curled underneath the covers with you.
You paused.Â
Her nightstand?Â
Your eyebrows furrowed as you looked across the room, realizing that there were a lot of things she left behind. Ranging from articles of clothing to a spare toothbrush in your bedroom and since when did you get decorative pillows? And why were there so many? Â
You shrugged the thought off, assuming she was just really forgetful, besides it wasnât like you were usually sleeping here anyway. You continued to dig through the classics until your eyes landed on the familiar I Love Lucy cover.Â
Bingo
Smiling to yourself, you walked downstairs with the tape pocketed. Now you just had to be patient and wait a few until Wanda arrived from the hangerâ
âY/n?â Your heart startles and you're clutching your chest, turning to scold whoever scared you before the words die in your throat as you take in her appearance.
You suck in a deep breath because you feel as if all the air in your lungs has been taken.
She was breathtaking without even trying. Wet strands of hair clung to her face as she stared at you incredulously, eyes flickering between you and the fortress. Clad in nothing but a loose graphic t-shirt (that you briefly recognized as your own), and shorts that were making you dizzy.Â
You cursed yourself mentally, shaking yourself out of any inappropriate thoughts. Sheâs your best friend for God's sake!
âSurprise?â That is what you say with a weak smile and a much higher pitch than intended. Keep it subtle. Things werenât going entirely as planned, however, you could improvise.Â
Wanda stares back amused, an unfamiliar glint in her eyes pooling, taking a step closer until her hand is dragging against your forearm. âDorogoy, whatâs all this?â
âI built it for us, I figured maybe youâd like to unwindâŠI know you had it pretty hard today and youâve looked stressed all week.â You mumbled meekly, shifting against her touch. Pull it together man.
âReally?â She picked up her head, looking at you adoringlyâthat you missed from the bundle of nerves wracking at your mind, mistaking the look for one of contempt.Â
But you pushed forward, believing it was a nice gesture. And even though all the logical parts of your brain tell you not to, you slowly untangle yourself from the witch anyway, missing the hurt that crosses her expression.Â
You didnât know why you were so nervous today.Â
âYeah, I picked out your favorite too.â You say half breathlessly, reaching for the tape in your pocket to show her. âSnacks and sitcoms, and more if you need anything. Iâve just gotta set up the TV before this and all since you came back a little earlier than I expected.âÂ
During your rant, you walked towards the television to find the player. Fiddling with it to distract yourself from the rising goosebumps picking at your body, but Wanda didnât need to know that. With your back turned you failed to notice the scene unfolding behind you. Her eyes were slightly watered and she lingered by your side. Part of her, hesitant to reach out so instead she let them fall to her side, fiddling with her sleeves in a manner of comfort.Â
Rummaging through the cabinets you exclaimed as you found it, turning forward with the device held to your chest, completely oblivious of the inner turmoil youâve caused inside the other girl.
âMaybe even grab some popcorn unless youâd prefer chips? Seriously Wanda, whatever you want, I just want you to feel betterââ
âY/n?â She cuts in.
âYeah?â
âHug me, please?â She whispers, her voice cracking with desperation, her eyes unable to meet yours, ashamed of the vulnerability, and waves of regret crawl over you for letting go of her in the first place. âIâm sorry, I just really missed you and things went pretty badly- I justââÂ
Itâs you who cuts her off next, pulling her into your embrace, feeling her tremble against you. Wanda chokes back a sob, and tears blur your vision as you hold her tightly.Â
You whisper words of comfort, murmuring, âI know, itâs okay, I know.â, while cradling her head against your chest. Despite being only slightly taller than her, you fit together perfectly, and you rest your head atop her chin. She exhales softly, her breath hitching with each shudder as she inhales your scent. Her arms move from your chest to return the embrace, burrowing herself into your chest and clinging to you as if youâd vanish again.
After a few moments, Wandaâs breathing begins to even, but she shows no signs of releasing you anytime soon. You gently squeeze her waist, hoping to draw her attention. Pressing a kiss to her hair, murmuring softly as you ask:
âIsâŠIs there anything else you need?â
Sighing, Wanda shakes her head, nuzzling further into you. âJust you, I donât need anything else.â
âOkay.â You mumble into her hair, your fingers tracing gentle patterns across her back. For a moment, you stand there, bodies swaying softly as you hold each other. Selfishly allowing yourself to soak in the feeling of having her so close to you. âBut if you even dare to grab my Cool Ranch Doritos just know I told youââ
Wanda groans, and you stifle your laughter when her hand playfully smacks your shoulder. You can almost feel her eyes rolling.
âShut up, I donât even like those.â
âYeah right! I can still see the crumbs on your chin from last time!â You laugh in disbelief and Wanda pulls back gaping, completely affronted.
âThat was one time!â
âOne time too many! It was a party-sized bagâthat I was planning on saving by the way, and you finished it!â
âOh my god, just get in the fort before I change my mind and leave.â
It doesnât take a lot of convincing to get you in the fort when soft hands lace into your own, dragging you inside. Youâre more than willing to follow her anywhere.
Sheâs quick to push you into the pile of pillows, laughing when you squeal from the sudden impact. Shuffling underneath your arm and making herself comfortable against you, she turns to look up at you with a smile and you quickly turn into a flustered mess. With how sheâs looking at you, you canât help but feel that sheâs doing it on purpose.Â
Using her magic Wandaâs able to connect the TV from your position, not once disconnecting your bodies. She smiles in success when it works, sinking further into the comforting atmosphere as the show plays softly in the background.Â
As the lights glimmer between your bodies, Wanda finds herself more captivated by you than the show itself. How could she not? After youâve devoted so much of your time just to make her smile. A pang of gratitude hits Wandaâs heart, mingling with a feeling she knows all too wellâa feeling she had tried to pass off as something smaller than love. But the more she spent with you, the more she realized it was pointless to deny.
Part of her hoped youâd choose to stay, to stay with her, because she isnât sure how sheâd be without you.Â
Wanda knew she was letting it get into her headâbut then you look at her, tenderly, as if she was the only girl in the world and fantasies resurfaced along with uncontrollable feelings that felt stronger than herself. Fantasies of one day being together, like this forever. Not just one singular moment but for the rest of your lives.Â
The feeling of your body vibrating with laughter quickly snaps her out of her senses and she turns to look at the screen where a joke plays out. And god is that feeling one of her favorites. What drives her crazy is how you donât seem to even notice how affected you make her. The way your hands would gradually grow bolder, slowly slipping past the hem of her shirt and grazing the skin underneath, leaving a trail of goosebumps in your wake. And how, whether consciously or not, youâd tighten your grip around her, pulling her in closer in a possessively deliberate way that had her biting her lip.Â
Was it really selfish to want more?Â
The thought swirled in Wandaâs mind heavily, but unbeknownst to her, it was in yours too.Â
Wanda yearned for more than fleeting touches that led to nowhere. She craved more than unspoken vows you carried in silence, being too afraid to say anything, mortified by the thought of ruining what you hadâunknowingly missing how you could have better.
Wanda Maximoff wanted to be yours.
The thought awoke her with a slight jolt and it had taken her a second to comprehend that she was asleep, the TV long since turned off then. Her cheeks flushed with embarrassment as she recalled her vivid imaginations, realizing what had been originally just a second of resting her eyes had resulted in a 3-hour nap.Â
But with the thoughts still fresh in her mind, Wanda couldnât bring herself to care. She was on a mission.
âY/n?â Her voice calls out slightly hoarse, breaking the silence. But the silence remains unbroken and Wanda frowns, removing her head from your shoulder to look at you.Â
Youâre sound asleep next to her, a faint trail of drool lining your lips. Bags are evident below your eyelids, and Wanda lets out a small âohâ. You had fallen asleep too.
Biting the inside of her cheek, Wanda shook her head softly, an amused smile playing on her lips as she admired you. Deciding that confessions could wait for another time, she leaned back and tugged a blanket forward, encasing you both again into that warm atmosphere.Â
Recalling words you had said before: âA little back pain is worth the sleepâ. She couldnât help but agree more when it was next to you.
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Together
There were two things you loved more than being Spider-Man in the world.Â
Lightsabers, and maybe potentially Wanda.Â
The latter being much more intimate than the first but you get the jist. The point was, that you liked Wanda. You were sure of it, with everything in your mind, body, and soul.Â
So, why were you avoiding her?Â
Cowardice.
Weeks had passed since that night. You still vividly remember the feeling of waking up to Wandaâs sleeping form, resting comfortably on top of you. After all, it was the best sleep youâve had in a while.
The sight had initially startled you, but what scared you most was the normalcy of it all. The domesticity, how bright Wandaâs eyes shone in the daylight, looking at you as if you were a treasure from the depths of Atlantis. How eager she was to make you breakfast and how her touch never left yours throughout the process.Â
Miles away in New York, you could still feel her.Â
âChocolate or blueberry?â Wanda asked, tilting her head to the side to look at you.Â
The familiar scent of pancakes wafted through the air and you knew it was only a matter of seconds before the team came to steal them all.
Your hold remained firm on her waist as you hugged her from behind, swaying softly to the tunes of nothing. Not wanting the moment to end just yet, you remained silent, allowing yourself to bask in the peace. But Wanda had other plans, quickly squeezing at your arm to grab your attention and you rolled your eyes, amused by her impatience.Â
Posing a thoughtful expression, you eyed the batter before turning to the basket of blueberries. They looked fresh, not too ripe to be sour, and not too soft to be soggy.Â
âHmmm, how good are the blueberries?âÂ
Wanda shrugged absentmindedly, whisking at the batter as she leaned back into you, stealing whatever warmth she could. âPretty good, I grew them myself.âÂ
The mental image of Wanda in her gardening gear made you smile a little more than expected, and you hid into her shoulder, inhaling her scent. Absolutely hooked.Â
âDid you?â You reply, watching as Wanda nods her head shyly and you chuckle. Unintentionally dragging your lips across her cheek as you press delicate kisses to her skin, murmuring softly in her ear, âWhat a talented little witch.âÂ
Wanda laughs, blushing as she attempts to shrug you away, not really understanding why youâre being so touchy but not opposed to it either. âStop it.âÂ
Your lips tug into a lazy grin as you laugh with her, avoiding her attacks and keeping your grip firm. âItâs true WandsâŠyouâre great at everything really. Never once have you failed to amaze meââ
âHere, try this.â That is all she says before shoving multiple berries into your mouth, distracting you before you can pay too much attention to her flustered state.Â
You gasp at the sudden impact but graciously accept the blueberries into your mouth, playfully glaring at her as you chew. Her nose scrunches adorably, turning in your arms to watch you eat them, her face lighting up and offering you some more.Â
Though, when you lift your hand to take them, she swats it away. Cupping your cheeks in her hands, softly stroking at your face with her thumbs, you rolled your eyes. Complying with rosy cheeks as she fed them to you.
As you held her, the world outside seemed to disappear. It was just the two of you, wrapped in a safe haven youâve created. This moment was everythingâa fragile glimpse into a future you desperately wanted but were too afraid to reach for.
Although neither of you seemed too keen on parting, Wandaâs hands were preoccupied with the feel of your skin underneath her own, repeating senseless patterns. That is until the oven goes off with a loud bang and you both break away bashfully.Â
Before you can make a move, Wanda lets out a deep breath. Hands gently smoothing over your shirt, her touch lingering with tender care. She pats your chest softly, her eyes sparkling with warmth and affection.
âBlueberries it is.âÂ
You run a hand over your face as the memory washes over you, letting out a shaky breath. It shouldnât affect you this much, and you didnât want to read into it because that would require acceptance.Â
The risk of ruining something you held so dearly hurts you more than the silence you keep. Heroes arenât supposed to be afraid, and yet itâs all you felt in your heart at the thought of losing her. But your heart ached for more, just even the slightest glimpse into what could be. And when you closed your eyes, you could almost see it. An alluring figure stringing you along, captivating you with their lush green eyes, promising you that theyâd be yours forever.
But those were dreams, not real life.
A real-life you wanted with Wanda.
You slowly sink into your thoughts, your mind both your stronghold and a labyrinth of sorrow. As you wipe the tears that blur your vision, you gaze down at the streets of New York. Despite the hour, the city remained wide awake. Citizens walked with pure radiance of confidence, towering buildings seeming so distant and away from where you sat. Did they know? Did anyone know that one of their beloved Spider-mans was capable of turning a mess so easily?
The weight of it all feels suffocating and no amount of air can prevent the tightness that clogs at your throat, heavy breaths leaving your body as you recount your errors. You were raised to believe that love was this grand, amazing thing. But now you want to scoff at everyone who fed into your hopelessness, fed into those lies. If love was so wonderful, then how come it hurt so much?Â
But then, without warning your senses are ringing, and your eyes widen as a figure lands in your space with a slight stumble. The clouds of smoke that surround them make it hard for you to tell who it is and you raise your hand, ready to attack.Â
And then, recognition dawns on you as the smoke settles. Your body easily relaxes and loosens the grip on your strayed mask next to you. With a trembling exhale, you lower your hand to take a moment to breathe, drawing in a deep calming breath and your lungs silently thank you.
âHey, kid.â Tony greets, exiting his suit with a lopsided smile. One that doesnât quite meet his eyes but you know better than to pry.
âTony?â You furrow your brows, wanting to ask why heâs here but the bag in his hands tells you all you need to know. âAnother late-night donut run?â
âPepper thinks I should lay off the suits for a while.â He explains with a sigh, grunting as he sits down next to you, rattling the bag in his hands for emphasis. âAnd donuts are the only thing that both keep me busy and fulfilled. Win-win donât you think?â
âDepends on what type of donuts you picked.â You mused with a hum.Â
âThatâs where youâre wrong, Long John.â He retorts with a smirk, reaching into his bag to place a donut in your hands. Patting your shoulder as he did so. âHere, for your troubles.âÂ
You cocked your head curiously, examining the sweet with a soft smile. âA maple bar, sweet.âÂ
Thanking him, you took slow soft bites, savoring the sweet taste in your mouth as you looked towards the city in thought. You felt Tonyâs stare and tried your best to ignore it, not wanting pity.Â
âIn my entire years of living, not once have I ever seen someone looking so sad while holding a donut.â He commented, taking a bite of his own donut and you release a sigh. âItâs really depressing to look at.âÂ
He spoke between bites, causing you to grimace. Backing away, you studied your mentor incredulously, analyzing his facial features in the hope itâd give you a clue as to why exactly he was here. Finding nothing, but an unusual softness to his features, you raised a wary brow.
âDid you come all this way just to patronize me, Stark?â You sneered with a glare. Feeling like the donut was really just bait to lure you into a conversation.Â
Which you had admittedly been postponing from both Steve and him, using the city as an excuse to step away from your problems. It was only a matter of time before they caught up with you again.Â
And here he was, the tightness behind his eyes diminishing as he stared at you, carefully, with laces of soft affection instead. You werenât sure if you liked this look.
âA little birdieâor should I say spider, told me about your troubles with our resident Maximoff and I figured itâs time you got advice from the love doctor.â His hand came to his chest, motioning to himself and you scoffed in disbelief before turning into one of disgust. âAnd listen, I love Pietro, but I really donât thinkââ
âPietro?! Ew, god, no.â You say hurriedly, eager to dispel those rumors. Your distaste quickly turns into irritation as you realize with an offended gasp. âIs Peter seriously going around and spreading this?! Tony what the fuck.â
âRight, witchy then.â He sucks his teeth, waving a finger your way and you shove at his shoulders with embarrassment. Not letting that deter him, he scratches his chin, posing a thoughtful expression as he begins, âLove is scary, isnât it? Youâre scared. Scared of messing things up, scared of hurting her, losing herââ
âThis is really inspiring Tony.â
âPipe down Pipsqueak Iâm not finished,â He huffed, clearing his throat before returning to his speech. âThe point in all this is that youâre afraid. And thatâs okay, so long as you donât let those fears hold you back. Hell Iâm still scared Pepper will leave me for someone more sensible, someone who wonât constantly be putting her in danger.â
His admission doesnât come easy, and you notice the frown and crease in his eyebrows as he says so. Releasing another breath, you think about his words, and how fear could hold someone back. Reflecting on the past days, all you notice is clear examples of how itâs done this, stopping you from chasing what you really want. Still, you shake your head, voice cracking as you admit:
âI just don't want her to get hurt, or get hurt.â
Tony blinks, looking at you with an emotion you donât know. But in his eyes, he sees himself, speaking gently, âYouâll never know if you donât try, Y/n.â
âThink about it.â Comes the last thing heâs to say as he stands up with a grunt. Hands dusting himself off and bending over to grab his bag, pointing to you with a reassuring grin.
The words swirl around your head like a roundabout, leading to only one conclusion and you know what you have to do. Face those fears, even if the words get stuck in your throat. Before Tony can get too far, you stand up, stammering on your words as you thank him.Â
Tony nods inside his suit, propelling himself as he speaks. âAnytime, stay in school, and help Peter with his history homework will you?â
You shake your head, chuckling softly and Tony ruffles your hair, flying off with a booming âCiao!â Leaving you alone to collect yourself, bidding him goodbye.Â
Placing the last bit of the donut in your mouth, you slip on your mask. Launching yourself through the city to reach your destination, flying past buildings and deep into the wooded suburbs where youâd find the compound.Â
There wasnât a world in which you could successfully avoid Wanda, not forever at least. It was torture for yourself too these past few days, and youâd be dammed if you did it again.Â
As you reached the vicinity, fear washed over you again, your heart beating rapidly the closer you approached. Tonyâs words rang in your mind and you huffed, ignoring whatever your senses were telling you and letting your emotions speak louder.Â
Rest could wait until later, for now, you had a witch to confrontâconfess to.Â
You decided to take the easier route, being her window as you had down many nights prior. As you swung towards the wall, you found yourself stuck. Hanging from the rooftop, hand frozen midair as you stared at your reflection, was this really a good idea? In the middle of the night?Â
It was a tranquil, beautiful night, with fresh air flowing through the trees, and the only source of light being the soft glow of the moon. Your eyes softly traced through the beauty of nature, losing yourself in the picturesque landscape. Perfect conditions for an Avenger to catch some sleep in and you quickly found yourself double thinking by her window. Anxiety crawls through youâwhat if she was asleep already and didnât wanna see you? Surely you shouldnât interfere with Wandaâs beauty sleep. Or should youâ?
âDid you really come all this way to see me just to hang outside of my window like a creep?â Your heart startled at the sudden voice and you didnât even notice when Wanda had opened the window but there she was, a crooked smile on her lips with a curious tilt to her head.
The moonlight only enhanced Wanda's beauty further, and you knew you were staring. But you couldnât tear your gaze away, mesmerized, counting every freckle you could spot; dreaming of one day kissing each speck you could find.Â
You wondered if women like Wanda inspired philosophers to write the most beautiful sayings because youâre certain if you had the intelligence youâd do the same. Itâs only when Wanda cleared her throat, a small blush tinting her cheeks, that you turned away.Â
You sighed to try and collect yourself, letting your previous anxieties disappear. âWell, you know how much I love hanging out with you.â You joked, grinning at the groan Wanda let out as she shook her head disapprovingly.
âDork.â
âMaybe.â You shrugged.
âMost definitely.â She says before moving closer, touching the ridges of your mask, and your heart races when she pulls it down just the slightest. You lean eagerly against her palm without a second thought, savoring her touch. It feels as if time freezes, and you realize how intensely youâve missed Wanda these past days.
You think Wanda feels the same with how she looks at you, hand tracing the small scar etched into your chin with a frown. Her hand shutters a bright red and you lean into it like second nature, knowing what she seeks; to feel you. Something that came often after missions back home, a reminder that you were still here, but as you opened your eyes to stare back into her own, it felt different. Dangerously close to intimate and emotions build against your throat, constricting you because you canât handle how close you are. How close you could be to changing things. Your defenses fly up again and youâre inching away despite not being able to get far with Wanda keeping you stillâso you rack your brain, trying to find something to say to ease the tensionâdeflect, maybe a joke?Â
But any witty retort you had is quickly forgotten as Wanda hesitantly leans closer, testing the waters, and freezing you on the spot. Youâre sure Wanda can hear your heart racing, but she doesnât seem to care. Itâs only when you make no motion of moving that she brings your mouths together. And you think youâve just taken a glimpse into heaven.
It's just as sweet as you imagined and more. Her lips are soft and sweet and welcoming, easily enveloping you in all that is her, something you fall into hopelessly yet again. You want to ask why she chose now to do this, but you donât want to part. The position is less than ideal, and sure your neck is straining but you wouldnât have it any other way. Wandaâs the first to pull away, equally taken by surprise by her actions, a deep flush taking her the next second with a small shy smile and you feel yourself swoon.Â
You hesitate as you try to speak again, find the proper words to say but Wanda stops you, taking off your mask properly and lifting herself off the frame, walking back into her room. She throws your mask aimlessly away behind her desk but youâre not paying too much attention to it.
âWhy donât you come inside for once? Catch some real sleep, on a real bed.â She suggests invitingly, throwing you a playful look over her shoulder. You let out a breathless chuckle, flipping yourself over to enter her window, and closing it behind you in one smooth motion.
Wanda doesnât say much else as you help her un-tuck the sheets, shooting you an appreciative glance and you pause, realizing it is her from your dreams. Sheâs the girl. The girl you canât escape at night. It baffles you how you didnât see her sooner. And suddenly you understand.Â
You understand why youâre always thinking of her, why even in your sleep you donât wish to leave. Itâs not just some crush youâve been harboring, no, itâs something more intimate. And you want to say itâs love, but you want to say it better. Not when youâre both so absorbed in the moment, so you wait, because for Wanda Maximoff youâd wait for any length.
âI do sleep.â You spoke softly, ignoring how nervous her stare was making you and the stare made you believe that she already knew. You sucked in a breath, knowing if you didnât say it now you wouldnât say it ever, âIâd just sleep better with you.â
Wandaâs eyes widened in surprise before softening in a way that made your resolve crumble and you looked away with a clumsy smile. It feels like a silly confession to make, but unbeknownst to you, itâs enough confirmation for Wanda.
Shuffling into the sheets, you turn to meet Wanda only for her to advance on you the next second into a much more tender kiss than before. Itâs soft and a reassurance that she feels the same way, her lips tasting of strawberries and love. You melt into the kiss once again, placing your hand on her wrist that holds your face in place, deepening it to convey.Â
âIâll keep you to that,â Wanda murmurs between kisses, placing one last peck on your lips before curling in closer to your body, hiding in the crook of your neck. You chuckle and wrap your arms around her.Â
Her presence enveloped you instantaneously, reducing every muscle in your body into mush; a wave of relief washed over you, almost in disbelief that this was real. It was almost overwhelming, how easily you found peace in her arms. Tears pooled at the corners of your eyes, threatening to spill as you realized that this simple moment was all you had ever wantedâa night of rest with the girl you cared for most, free from all the world's problems and whatever else dared to ruin you.Â
As if she could sense something was wrong, the witch shuffled closer, her lips tenderly grazing against the skin of your neck and you tensed as she pressed. Her lips lingered against your skin, repeating the process over and over until you relaxed as if to say I know, itâs okay. When her legs intertwined with yours, you didnât resist, understanding that she needed you just as much as you needed her. Instead, you held her tighter as if she could slip away if you didnât.Â
Truly believing that this was where you were supposed to be. Â
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