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contemplating just letting my queue do its thing and shit leave lol
#i hate it here#so much#thanks matt for proving how terrible your company is#like every company honestly#hellsite#but taken a bit too literally
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I know a lot of fan theories have Shen Jiu going to the Warm Red Pavilion to 1) sleep in a safe space far from men, or 2) gather information from his courtesan network, but my hc is that SJ straight-up goes there because they're nice to him. And he never tells anyone because, to him, paying someone to be your friend is worse than paying them for sex.
#sqq: paying 300 yuan for an evening of tea and gossip#also sqq: i would literally rather die than let anyone know about this#svsss#shen jiu#shen qingqiu#although honestly this is even funnier if svsss universe lines up with actual historical china#where it wasn't even that unusual to see courtesans for just like. music and company.#yqy: shidi is a scholar and artist. he likely just goes to WRP for simple entertainment. right shidi?#sqq: no it's sex. wild monkey sex every night. hoo boy do i love pleasures of the flesh. die btw
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What does training for an insulin pump encompass? Why is it necessary to train for one?
so, i guess to answer this fully, i should clarify what an insulin pump is. it is a wearable medical device that continuously administers insulin. basically it's a very fancy box with a cartridge of insulin attached to me by a tube for the purpose of giving myself insulin, replacing the need for multiple daily injections
for me, training was a two hours one-on-one session. it included learning how to use the actual equipment (loading insulin, inserting the infusion set, how to unhook myself from the pump to take a shower, how to give extra insulin for when i eat, what warnings mean, etc) as well as setting up the pump with settings as suggested by my doctor & syncing it with my cgm, suggestions for how not to break my pump and set my settings so they're actually useful to me and my lifestyle, suggestions for my own safety & what to do in case of emergency, and also let me have one on one time with an expert to ask questions
many of these tasks could probably be self-taught with a few youtube tutorials, and i thought about just slapping it on without training more than once as i just had the pump sitting my my room for almost two months. however administering insulin incorrectly can easily lead to a hospital visit or death, so i held back lmao
#my training got delayed because the rep assigned to me was unresponsive and then when i complained#the company told me they were waitng on settings from my doctor#but my doctor's office says they were never contacted#however my doctor's office also previously told the insulin pump company i wasn't a patient there. so.#who actually knows what went wrong there#honestly this entire process from me deciding i want a pump to actually using it has taken over a year#as i feel every single healthcare person i have interacted with suddenly became incompetent mid 2023#like my previous doctor gave me entirely incorrect information on how to even obtain a pump and then left the practice#anyway if you are also thinking of getting a pump. i would just contact whatever companies interest you#they will talk to insurance for you and get you a quote and explain your options#i was led to believe i had to do it through my doctor and that resulted in six months of literally nothing happening#mixed bag
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#17 Snailshade
no one really knows what this guys deal is bc he doesn't like or talk to anyone. Honestly the only reason he stays in RiverClan instead of fucking off to be a loner is for the security. He prefers vanishing early to patrol by himself, which he usually can do as even the deputy occasionally forgets he exists for days at a time.
#warrior cats#snailshade#SunDrownCove#warrior cats oc#yarrow draws#local guy who has been quietly working the same office job for like 10+ years#and is clearly annoyed by the job and by all of his co-workers but this place pays his bills and offers good health care benefits#honestly i just wanted to explore the realistic idea that not every cat in the clan would be the same cookie cutter--#'im going to be the BEST warrior and i love the clan and have no other thoughts about it!!'#snailshade is a slightly more extreme example but luckily current riverclan leadership is pretty lax if ur not actively causing problems#sometimes a bitch is just there for the health care lmao#and the boss decides the pros of their service outweigh the cons of not always being a peppy Team Player#morningstar at his warrior ceremony / job interview: 'here at this company we like to think of each other as FAMILY--'#snailshade: shut up. here's the documents you wanted. give me my paycheck.
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puppy dogs on a moon near you
#I love that spore lizard I drew I think I ate#I think I'm gonna start drawing traditionally more instead of digital bc it's more fun for me :)#and I like the look more#not too proud of the thumper but I like the arm#should draw more thumpers. tbh I always saw them as more cat-adjacent but I honestly couldn't tell you why#every self-respecting game should have at least a few dangerous household pet-adjacent creatures imo#lethal company#eyeless dog lethal company#eyeless dog#spore lizard#thumper
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For those who are unsure of whether or not they really have the "sensitivity to cold" symptom of fibromyalgia, because you think that it's just you not being able to handle colder temperatures like other people, that's one way of putting it. The other way is, when it's winter and the temperatures start dropping, do you feel your pain more intensely? Do you feel like you have more problems with your joints? Is your partner always commenting how cold your fingers and toes are, but it somehow gets more frequent in winter? Those are other ways to consider being sensitive to the cold.
#just a little food for thought#I'm thinking bc I'm high af#I had to take an entire 50 mg gummy tonight because I had some serious fucking pain#I didn't realize it was going to be a consistent pattern of winter making me feel like shit#but here we are in year two of No Longer Ignoring My Symptoms#and I'm still questioning whether or not it's actually fibromyalgia#like I 100% definitively know what it is#I just still don't have the doctors sign off bc I hate phone calls and I'm getting new insurance next month#so I figure might as well wait to see if the new insurance covers any differently#things to look forward to with the new job#anyways I'm forever grateful I didn't have to jump through every stupid ass hoop my husband did when he went full time with my company#it's explicitly designed against people who aren't neurotypical and it's honestly the most bullshit program ever#no they don't give full time by merit in my company#I really only got the job because my file boss wanted me explicitly for her job when she retires#and I will be eternally grateful that she saw something in me that no other manager saw#anyways ignore all these tags anyone who reads this that found this in the fibromyalgia tag instead of my blog#fibromyalgia#>.>#kudos to those who read this far#your journey shall reward you with a small token of my gratitude#🐦⬛ a friend for you
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hello! Quick question, my friend is writing a YHS FIC and they really want to get the characters accurate. Do you have any major personality details about YHS!Bunny and what their goals are? Of why they want to investigate and stuff like that?
Also, if you don’t mind: In the Mx. Sinister animatic, there was a scene with bunny and a bunch of written papers and we’re having trouble deciphering some of them. What does this one say?
Thanks in advance!!
Bunny is meant to be a character with schizophrenia, though I'm sure my portrayal isn't very accurate(partially just because I suck at staying in character lol) but this is nonetheless a central part of them!
Bunny's delusions and paranoia lead them to very frequently feel unsafe and isolated. Even when they aren't experiencing hallucinations, their negative symptoms mean they struggle to keep friends.
The disappearances caused a very sharp spike in their symptoms. Nova, previously being one of their few friends a suddenly withdrawing' and having 180 personality shift and was massive hit to their very slim social life and an even bigger hit to their paranoia. I'd say that was the moment when they went from a more passive paranoia to full blown red-string conspiracy, and obsessively taking pictures of everyone and everything (The polaroid camera is a result of one of their delusions, they are terrified of anything hosted digitally being tampered with and so the polaroid are loophole that they can use to assure themself of reality)
Bunny's main goal in life is to feel safe. Unfortunately for bunny, that's kind of unattainable in a town like that.
Especially in the current arc of having been kidnapped and tortured... yeah lets just say they aren't doing so well. Quite a few things they were paranoid about have been validated, they are in constant agony from their missing face chunk and they have developed multiple substance addictions from being force fed pills. Their safety is now totally and utterly out of their hands and I think its kind of broken them a little bit, they are so miserable and hopeless that its kind of wrapped back around. To put it simply they definitely have some Stockholm syndrome going on.
Fizzy takes care of them, Fizzy helps feed them, Fizzy makes sure they don't bleed to death after Chaos hurts them.
Chaos likes(?) their company, Chaos gives them happy pills, Chaos doesn't kill them.
In a very twisted way Fizzy and Chaos are all that they have, and the only people who still care about them.
As for the photo:
it doesn't say anything in particular, its meant to be incoherent nonsense but if I remember correctly its "No" "Yakuza?" "Could be" "Spies?" "Maybe"
#yhs#yandere high school#yhs reboot#yhs bunny#On the Chaos' character not killing mine I am honestly so obsessed#The deal Chaos made with Fizzy was explicitly that Chaos could not kill Fizzy as long as I am still alive#Note that the deal does not say Chaos cannot kill me#Also note that Chaos' character fucking d.e. s.p.i.s.e.s being trapped this way#Chaos wants Fizzy DEAD canonically Chaos told me this themself#But they literally dont because they love torturing me soooo much#They literally refuse to kill me even though it would only benefit them in every way#All because they like my company('my company' being code for them torturing me LOLOLOL)#anyway I am so normal about our characters(lying)#Fun bonus: Bunny's default handwriting literally looks like they are going insane even when the contents are totally normal#Their grocery lists look straight out of a horror movie- writing sideways and upsidedown crammed onto napkins in chicken scratch handwritin
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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life
#like that's the point where we need to remind everyone around me that as much as I say#radio is 'a job'-- it's not 'my job' lol. I wish I was this interested in data science#but like. Honestly?? I'm not even a data scientist!? I answered a few questions about classical AI having come from a computer science back#background and now people are saying to me 'I know you're a data scientist and not a programmer' sir I am a computer scientist#what are you on about#and like I guess I get to google things and they're paying me so I'm not complaining but like I am not a data scientist#my biggest data scientist moment was when I asked 'do things in data science ever make sense???' and a bunch of data scientists went#'no :) Welcome to the club' ???????#why did I do a whole ass computer science degree then. Does anyone at all even want that anymore. Has everything in the realm of#computer science just been Solved. What of all the problems I learned and researched about. Which were cool. Are they just dead#Ugh the worst thing the AI hype has done rn is it has genuinely required everyone to pretend they're a data scientist#even MORE than before. I hate this#anyway; I wish I didn't hate it and I was curious and talked to many people in the field#like it's tragicomedy when every person I meet in music is like 'you've got to pursue this man you're a great interviewer blah blah blah'#and like I appreciate that this is coming from people who themselves have/are taking a chance on life#but. I kinda feel like my career does not exist anymore realistically so unless 1) commercial radio gets less shitty FAST#2) media companies that are laying off 50% of their staff miraculously stop or 3) Tom Power is suddenly feeling generous and wants#a completely unknown idiot to step into the biggest fucking culture show in the country (that I am in no way qualified for)#yeah there's very very little else. There's nothing else lol#Our country does not hype. They don't really care for who you are. f you make a decent connection with them musically they will come to you#Canada does not make heroes out of its talent. They will not be putting money into any of that. Greenlight in your dreams.#this is something I've been told (and seen) multiple times. We'll see it next week-- there are Olympic medallists returning to uni next wee#no one cares: the phrase is 'America makes celebrities out of their sportspeople'; we do not. Replace sportspeople with any public professi#Canada does not care for press about their musicians. The only reason NME sold here was because Anglophilia not because of music journalism#anyway; personal
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i've been considering resuming job hunting again but i think I'm still, like, traumatized from what i went through in 2021 lmao
#i keep getting in this cycle of 'well my current job lets me do pretty much whatever i want bc they trust me to get shit done'#(which honestly is really nice bc i am neither a team player nor a leader and i like being left alone lmao)#and 'my current job is otherwise unfulfilling in every way possible also it's for an awful company I'm ethically opposed to and i want out'#and my salary is garbage#esp as someone with 12 years of experience#and they dont even do cost of living adjustments#in theory they will give you a raise if you go above and beyond but i did that for a year and just got a thank you#which i dont need your fucking gratitude i need more money#but god i just cant do interviews anymore#i used to be such a good BSer in interviews#and now i just... cant lmao#so many places are all into the 'be your authentic self' shit these days#my authentic self is not employable lmao#and then i think about pursuing my creative passions for income and I'm like nooo i dont wanna do that either#bc that will make me hate what i love#i am so protective of my hobbies just being hobbies#idk whatever!!!!#t: wench.txt
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Me being the only one on team Ray since I’m not treating him like a villain like the rest of the fandom🙃! He’s not the villain y’all trying to making him be like I’m still rooting for sand ray to be end game
#I’m honestly tired like he didn’t force sand to sleep with him it just happened#he didn’t force him to stay with him after that one time he payed him he ended up liking rays company#y’all know Ray likes mew he can’t break that but it also doesn’t mean he isn’t growing feelings for sand#y’all always see things from a one sided perspective and it’s annoying it happens every show#anyways I love Ray I say more in Ray than most of the fandom do#he’s my bratty kid#and I love sand just as much#only friends the series#sandray#first x khao#khaotung#firstkhao#first kanaphan#onlyfriends the series
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i will forever be mad at sm for failing ridiculously with nct. especially 127 because how are you telling me that a third gen group that debuted nearly eight years ago isn’t able to perform on some of the world’s largest stages when other groups of similar background are. i truly just don’t understand why sm would make it so their own artists don’t seem as big as they actually are. why are you trying to convince me that nct can’t sell out. and why are you deliberately sabotaging them so that they purposely can’t make it!!!
#genuinely like what a shit company genuinely it’s so infuriating#and every single nct member putting their lives into this only to be sabotaged by none other than their employer#i sincerely hope riize does not endure the same fate#i mean i’m saying this because i’ve never seen nct and i honestly don’t think i ever will#bc they’re under sm!!!!#and i mean any unit because you make them do all these side quests and for what#why … aren’t we focusing on the real deal#why aren’t we promoting a third gen eight year old group the way we should.#shut up vee#nct
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Being incredibly social and thriving in a company of literally anyone pleasant enough to talk to and also having an extreme social anxiety is not an easy work but somebody has to fucking do it
#don't you love feeling physically sick when you just embarrassed a bit. or your message in a group chat hasnt been noticed by anyone#i sure do#i just love company and having dialogue so so much#i love talking#when im having a chat with my mate i just put aside everything and i just spend like 40 minutes just talking to them and nothing else#and i love hanging out#but having social anxiety makes it extremely fucking hard to ask anyone to hang out#but nobody fucking asks me to hang out and i know like that people are busy#but when i force myself to finally ask someone its so easy to arrange a meeting and we have such a nice time and then it repeats#fucking clawing and biting my way out of my extreme anxiety every other week to just like go to a museum. on a walk#love hanging out too much for my own good#shitpost#anxiety#social anxiety#also like. discord servers my beloathed. im trying so hard. but there are always so much going on i just cant#honestly im just trying so hard lately to be more social#but god forgive its so fucking hard holy shit 🙏 Literally sweating crying throwing up trying to write a message first#or like join some social event and then actually be social in it#fucking. struggle on earth man. what the fuck for real
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good god girl get over it
#every few weeks i get nostalgic n make myself sad#i had a friend that i rlly miss like 5yrs ago but idek how i would get in touch or if it would be intrusive n awkward#im sure we'd still rlly like eachothers company idek why we stopped talking#i think it's bc we both never had phones at the time#i kept breaking mine n they owned an old nokia that was never charged#plus some other weird social stuff that's immature now that i think of it#it doesn't matter honestly i just got into a “i miss that dumb mf he rlly got me” kinda mood
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the new crypton sp voicebanks sure are a choice
#its a good value i Guess but what did they even do to the voices......#honestly not a fan of how many vb remasters we've been getting lately just in general tbh lol#like especially crypton you make more money than god off miku alone. you're telling me you couldn't swing getting the VAs back?#feels like every company just wants to cash in w/o moving the tech forward at all
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I'm grateful for having a nice body but god i feel like every person i ever got with wanted one thing and one thing only
#like i know why youre here you can stop acting like you care now#I want to be seen#i want to be heard#i crave this type of intimacy#it's honestly just sad#I've been thinking about this a lot lately#the guy that i like started to show what he truly wants#and i feel like every nice word that comes out of his mouth is dirty with bad intentions#i don't enjoy his company anymore#and i don't know if that's true but it feels like it#i don't know i don't think that it'll work but#let's see
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Alola rounds out to 64 'mons after the elims (if I wiggle it a bit)
#love the pokemon company for doing that for me#lol#not a poll#the wiggle is solgaleo and lunala don't go into the elem round#which honestly i like better#that does however#mean every single wormhole pokemon makes it past elem#which sure is something lol
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