i was so caught up in the euphoria of the third dan and phil tour that for like a minute i lived in a world where i would be able to go there
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TW: suicidal thoughts
You're ugly
You're worthless
You're dumb
You're lazy
You're just a burden
You have no future
The world will be a better place without you
You'll die alone
Everybody will finally be happy if you will kill yourself
Kill yourself kill yourself kill yourself kill yourself kill yourself kill
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despise how hard very menial tasks are for me. like my dad asked me what my plans are for today are and i just went "mm shower" 😐😐😐😐😐😐BROTHERRRR THAT'S NOT– THAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A LITTLE THING WDYM THAT'S YOUR GOAL OF THE DAYYYYY😐😐😐😐😐😐
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yayyy my sister's work has started stocking the irn-bru energy drinks
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it's so frustrating how so many of my problems could be solved fairly easily with money, in many cases not even very much money, and i just can't make that shit happen like a normal person and any actions i might take to try to make myself marginally more employable all also cost money that i don't have. kind of like that book you read in high school about some gay guy who hates flying planes in wwii.
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It's like I can't function without being addicted to something and since I quit everything months ago I've turned to binge eating again which is triggering my restrictive urges as well in the days following a binge so I'm wondering if I need to pick nicotine back up again so I can do that instead as maybe it's less damaging in the long run? Or maybe I can start chewing 2 packs a day of gum like my grandpa did for like 20 years
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