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incorrectroomerang · 2 months ago
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theburgertv · 1 year ago
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daily drawing 4: emotes
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i recreated some discord emotes i liked today
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daisies-on-a-cup · 1 year ago
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im sorry brown eyed community, i have failed you :(
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sweetshuga · 2 months ago
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Roommates ✧ CS [Finale]
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───~𓆩♡𓆪~───
roomie!chris! Finding the truth about your roommate—his dirty little secrets.
Everything went back to normal after your confrontation. You decided to forget about it all and go on about your day without thinking about the weird feelings you had developed.
Even so, you couldn’t ignore the way he would look at you sometimes – like he was checking you out – which the rational part of your brain kept telling you it was just your imagination and that you were delusional.
All the ground rules swirled in your mind like a broken record.
You can’t help but feel a small twinge of guilt when you remembered all the times you’ve broken the rules—without him knowing.
Rule number 1: Do not fall for each other.
You felt that spark you shouldn’t have felt.
Rule number 2: Do not invade each other’s privacy.
You eavesdropped his alone time.
Rule number 3: Do not touch each other’s belongings.
You took his camo tee.
Rule number 4: Don’t invite guests over after dark.
You let your friend come over despite it being late.
Rule number 5: Respect each other’s boundaries.
You went into his room while he was out.
Rule number 6: Do not lie to each other.
You lied through your teeth about not knowing where his camo tee was.
Rule number 7, the final rule: Clean up after yourself.
The final rule is the only one you haven’t broken yet, what to say, you were a bit of a clean freak after all. Chris, too, always kept his room tidy and cleaned after himself around the dorm.
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One evening, as you lounged on the couch, you felt a sudden feeling in your gut. You tried to shrug it off, thinking it was just a light stomach ache, but the feeling didn’t go away, only worsened.
Annoyed, you stood up—determined to get rid of the feeling. And as you walked, you couldn’t help but peek into Chris’ room; he had gone out.
Your stomach churned with nerves as you slowly let yourself in his room, yet again. You had broken the rule already, it wouldn’t hurt to break it again, right?
Your gaze landed on his bedside drawer, curiosity sparked within you as you took subconscious steps towards it. You wanted to know if that thong was still inside the drawer you previously found it in, and there it was, the same peach coloured frilly lacy thong.
You let out a small gasp as you checked the size and brand—it was without a doubt yours. You stared at the scrunched up fabric in your hands, questions flooded your head, the loudest one being, "why?" You echoed your thoughts out loud.
Looking around his room, you stood up, the thong clutched in your hands as you hesitantly opened his closet—only to find various polaroids of you and a few more of your lingerie.
The sight was almost too much to handle and you closed his closet, leaning against it, you murmured quietly, "what the fuck..." Confusion etched on your features.
You took a deep breath and turned around, facing the closet door once again and opened it. Crouching down as you inspected the polaroids. They were of you sleeping, looking away, cooking– he had taken them when you weren’t looking or paying attention.
"Jesus..." You breathed out, "what is all this?" Your hands reached for the lingerie. Pink lacy thongs, blue frilly ones, black g-strings—every one of them yours.
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Closing his bedroom door, you headed straight into your room. You plopped on your bed – looking up at the ceiling – with a drop in your gut. You only now knew who you were living under a roof with. A sick fucker, disguised by his good looks and innocent behaviour.
Despite your thoughts and the fright you felt, there was a small smile on your face—as if you were relishing in the newfound attention.
You weren’t as scared as you should’ve been, instead, his obsession with you seemed to make your heart race, in a sick, twisted way.
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When Chris arrived back to the dorm, he noticed that his room door was slightly ajar, and as he entered it, his heart dropped to the floor.
The things he so desperately wanted to hide – his dirty little secrets – were scattered all across his bed and floor. Lingerie and Polaroids adorning his once tidy room.
His heart raced with fear and excitement as he looked back at your bedroom door, closed but with a note stuck on it.
"I know."
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Rule number 7: Clean up after yourself.
You had left it messy, on purpose.
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rule. 1 2 3 4 5 6 Origin
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note. English is not my first language—if you didn't catch on with my poor vocabulary and writing skills.
Isa's notes. This is the last part of the blurb series! But spoiler? I'm writing the full length fanfic to the series! Dunno when I'll finish it, let's just say I got a writers block kinda situation going on right now, sucks ass but yeah... At least this one is the longest in the series. And as much as I want to continue this series, the rules are limited sooo... Here we are, saying goodbye to roomie!chris, for now ♡
Also, the fact that the blurb series started off with a cute little fluff kinda thing to this? Plot twist hoes 😋
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Taglist: @certified-sturniolo @sturnioloszn @ashlishes @slut4brunettes @wpcne8sr @ribread03 @poolover123 @h3arts4nat @freakbob15
xoxo 𓆩♡𓆪
© sweetshuga
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lucidfairies · 1 year ago
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drummer girl [a.a]
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pairing: punk drummer!abby x reader
summary: dina dragged you to a bar for a concert, and you naturally thought it would be lame as hell... you were wrong!
warnings: sub!top!abby, dom!bottom!reader, poc friendly (if it's not lemme know ASAP), begging, praise kink, face riding, cunnilingus [r], mommy kink uh [r], squirting, tribbing AHHHH, orgasm denial, masturbation
wc: 3.6k
collaborators: @enbesbian / @enbesbians
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"please, I will seriously pay you to come with me," dina begged, following you around the kitchen as you put away dishes. "you know how important this is to me, I can't just go alone!! I need you there. you're my wing woman."
you sighed, running your hands down your face. "dina, this is my one night off a week. why would I want to spend it at some bar seeing a band that I don't even like?" she frowned.
"how would you know that you don't like them if you've never listened to them before? just come with. you spend all your time at home and that's not how a young, beautiful college student should be spending her life." you rolled your eyes at her enthusiasm.
"look.. if I agree to come with you-" she squealed, "you're doing the dishes all month. deal?" dina clapped her hands and grinned.
"perfect. deal. now, let's go pick out your outfit." she grabbed your arm and pulled you in the direction of your bedroom, skipping all the way there while you walked.
you and your roommate dina had lived together for two years, ever since you met each other on campus. the first year was in a dorm... but that didn't really count. ever since then, you had become best friends, and essentially did everything together.
the first time dina mentioned this concert was two weeks ago, when she casually brought up that she was talking to a rockstar (her words). rockstar was a stretch, seeing as the band only had a few thousand followers on insta, but they were big on tiktok.
now, she was claiming that you had to come so that it wouldn't be awkward if her and this rockstar met up backstage and talked, and she wouldn't take no for an answer - no matter how much you said it.
that's how you got here, dolled up in cargos and a corset, going to see a band that you've never heard of with your asshole of a roomie. at least she blew your hair out for you and assisted with your makeup.
"jesus dina, it's packed. I thought you said this was gonna be a lowkey thing." you frowned. she didn't even bother answering, just locked her hand in yours and tugged you to the front of the crowd.
"you'll survive if you stop whining, y/n. just relax. you're way to wound up, I should get you a blunt." before you could ask her not to leave, she was gone. you didn't want a blunt, at least not right now - dealing with this many people high would probably give you a seizure.
the lights dimmed before dina got back, and when she did, she had two fruity drinks with her. "drink up, mama. tonight's gonna be so much fun."
the band was rock, and their lead singer and guitarist was the girl that dina was drooling over. her name was something like ellie, or eliza. you couldn't really remember, and the drink that she gave you was strong as shit.
maybe she was right, maybe you did just need to loosen up. by the time the drink was finished, you were grabbing her hands and dancing to the music with her, letting the alcohol take over your senses for a little while.
dina spun you, and while you were mid spin, you caught the eyes of someone on stage, and suddenly you felt incredibly sober, even if you were still buzzing. you let dina dance with herself for a minute as you tried to catch another glimpse of the drummer, but ellie was moving so much that you could barely see anything.
finally, ellie moved to a stationary microphone to play a slower song, and you could see the drummer in full view; hair pulled off her face revealing her blue eyes, high cheek bones, sharp jaw. she was in a loose muscle tee, and had a few layered necklaces from what you could tell, and she was looking at you.
you slapped dina's arm lightly and she turned to you, smiling like she had just downed four more cups of whatever you were drinking. "who's their drummer?" you yelled.
"that's abby," she yelled back, "you can meet her later." she went back to dancing, while you turned back to the drummer, abby, who was now focused on her music as she sang chords with ellie.
when her portion of the song was over, she looked back up for a moment and locked eyes with you again. you were truly the only one she was looking for, out of the few hundred people in the crowd. there was just something so perfect about the way the light hit you, making your face glow and your body look exquisite. you looked like an angel.
the concert went on for another hour or two, you weren't exactly tracking. all you knew were abby's eyes, and you didn't seek to be knowledgeable about anything else but her. you had to know her. had to have her.
when ellie sat her guitar down at quarter past eleven, you felt like you were being stabbed. the night was over. people were leaving. the band was walking off stage. "will you stay here while I go talk to ellie?"
"I thought I came to make it less awkward when you talked to ellie," your eyebrows knit in confusion.
"please don't hate me but I lied to get you out of the house," she was already backing up, "I'm gonna go do adult things with her so.. stay here. you're my ride." she turned on her heel and sped back stage while you scoffed. she was dead when she got back.
you slid into one of the booths and scrolled on your phone for a while, actually following the band's insta and tiktok. your phone was dying, and you needed the charge to get home, so you sighed and sat it down, staring at your hands while you picked your nails.
"did your friend leave you?" you looked up as you heard a voice, undoubtedly directed towards you. and. fuck. it was her - the drummer who you were making eyes with for three hours, who you were convinced you were never going to see again.
"she's in the back hooking up with ellie," abby snickered, cheeks a little rosey. you noticed some equipment she must've sat down, and you wondered how long she had been standing there before you acknowledged her.
"yeah, that checks. the door was locked when I tried to get my stuff." a silence fell between the two of you, and you tried to think of anything you could say.
"you had a really nice show," you broke the silence, smiling nervously, "I've never heard you guys play before tonight. it was crazy good." she stuffed one of her hands in her pocket and rubbed the back of her neck.
"thanks so much," she was practically giggling at the compliment. "uh, I gotta put some stuff away and head out.. d'ya think I could get your number?" you took her phone quickly, putting your number and name into it. you handed it back to her, smiling.
"abby, let's fucking go already," a man yelled into the bar from outside, looking at her with an annoyed expression.
she broke your eye contact to flip him off, then smiled. "I should probably go.. I'll text you." she picked up her bags and took them out to a van, then got it. dina came out seconds later, hair disheveled and makeup smudged.
"I don't wanna know." you said, sliding out of your booth and walking towards the car, your arm over her shoulders and her arm around your waist.
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an hour later, your phone buzzed. ideally, you should've been asleep, but you couldn't get over the prior interaction. how could someone get over that? a hot drummer, with arms for days (something you couldn't see on stage) and the prettiest face, wanted your number.
hey it's abby :)
you responded with your name and asked her how her night was, and the following hours were spent talking about random things until the sun came up. she told you about this annoying guy in her band, talked about her tattoos, explained why she became a drummer. you were essentially head over heels.
it wasn't until late in the morning that she asked you to dinner, but that hardly mattered. she asked you to dinner. abby. the insanely hot drummer.
"dina, help," you ran into her room, throwing your phone onto her bed and running your hands through your hair, tugging at your roots. "abby asked me out. I haven't gone on a date in years, what do I wear? what do I say?"
"abby as in.. drummer abby? ellie's abby?" you nodded and she gaped. "girl, you have game!! everyone wants abby and she wants you. this is big news. where are you guys going?" dina got out of her bed, dragging you back to your room to assist in your tragedy.
you weren't going anywhere fancy, just some pizza place, but dina seemed to have all the answers to every question. she gave you baggy jeans and a cute crop to wear, helping you style your hair and giving you a kiss on the cheek before she left to let you do your makeup.
"I would hit," dina joked when you came out of your bedroom. "but for real, you look so hot. she's so lucky." you rolled your eyes, but you couldn't help yourself from grinning. you and abby didn't halt your texting after she asked you out, and the more you learned about her, the more you liked her.
"does the jacket ruin the outfit?" you asked, pouting in the body mirror in the hallway.
"no babe, you're just overthinking. be safe, no sex without protection, talk about boundaries, if you need me call me. I love you, have fun!" dina pushed you out the door and shut it behind you, prohibiting you from second guessing yourself.
and dinner went... better than anything you could've thought. somehow, every bad thought, every intrusive thought, just relaxed around her. you weren't worried that she wasn't going to like your outfit, especially after the way she praised your body like a temple. you weren't worried about anything.
did it count as u-hauling if you absolutely undoubtedly knew she was the one?
she insisted on driving you home, claiming that Ubers were way too unsafe for such a pretty girl like you, and spent the drive back to your house singing along to music on the radio.
when she arrived at your apartment building, she walked you up to the door, blushing like a mad woman and smiling. "I.. um, we.. we have a gig next week, same place and time if you.. y'know.. wanna come."
"I'll be there. front row." you smiled, taking a small step forward. "is this when we say goodnight?" you giggled. she cupped your jaw and leaned in, lips hovering over yours.
"can I kiss you, y/n?" her mouth quirked into a smirk as you pressed your lips into hers. you felt that smirk under your lips disappear as your tongue breeched her lips, and your teeth took ahold of her bottom lip. after a while, she pulled away, cheeks still red. "sorry.. if we keep going I might start moaning."
"hm," you shrugged, "I'll see you next week, drummer girl."
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dina was on the phone, hyping you up for tonight's concert and apologizing for being unable to come. she was away for this week, visiting family, which conveniently left your house empty. it wasn't the first date anymore, right? that meant it was okay to do things now, and you were certainly thinking about it.
"girl you should get some action tonight!" dina squealed, "it's the perfect night. she'll be all hot and sweaty, and the house will be empty."
"d, we've been dating for a week. we're not even official." you laughed, propping the phone up as you touched up your hair and makeup.
"you're lesbians, babe. you could've never talked before and be fucking right now." you grinned, getting up and giving dina a full fit check. tonight's fit was parachute pants, a tube bra, and a bomber jacket.
"okay, I gotta leave. see you soon, my love." you kissed the screen then hung up, calling your Uber and heading to the bar. just like last time, the joint was packed, and it was incredibly harder to get to the front of the crowd than last time.
abby waved from between her drums, smiling. you waved back, smiling the same. she looked so good; hair down, pasties hardly covering anything but her nipples, tits on display. you couldn't wait to see her up close, have her pressed against you as she kissed you.. or other things.
they played spectacularly, blowing the minds of everyone who didn't know how amazing they were. when ellie gave closing remarks, you instinctively moved towards the door to backstage, waiting for someone to let you in.
ellie came out, smiling at you as she held the door open. you slipped in, finding abby in one of the backrooms packing up her stuff. "hey baby," you shut the door behind her, coming towards her. she looked up, grinning at you and pulling you in for a kiss.
you pulled away, taking in her appearance. the pasties covered less up close, and her abs, which you hadn't known she had, were perfectly sculpted and the waistband of her boxers were showing off from under her cargos, and she looked absolutely delicious. but aside from that, her blonde happy trail was leading to places you had to see.
"did you enjoy the show?" she was blushing again, noticing your gaze on her body.
"yeah, but I enjoyed the view more." you pulled her in again, kissing her harsher than before, running your hands down her waist and over her stomach. she gasped into your mouth when you ran your fingers above and between the ridges of her abs. "wanna go back to mine?"
"hell yeah I do." and that's how you ended up in her car, with her hand on your thigh, as you directed her to your apartment. you guys stumbled in, trying to get in as fast as possible. you kicked off your shoes and pressed your mouth to hers again, pulling at her neck as you stumbled towards your bedroom.
she fell back, pulling you into her lap and kissing your neck. hickies traced her path as she grabbed everything, gently grinding your hips or tugging at your shirt. the moment you ran your hands over her tits, she started whining like a bitch in heat. "please touch me, please put your hands on my tits baby, please," she pressed her nose into your jaw, moaning when you peeled the pasties off and started flicking her nipples.
her back arched against your hand, nipples clearly sensitive. she got louder when you kissed her chest, then took her nipple in your mouth, grabbing at your hair and trying to hold your head there. "does that feel good, sweetheart?" you asked, almost condescending because everyone in the room knew the answer.
"s'good. so good," she kissed your neck softly as she ran her hands over your sides and pulled your tube top up and off, letting your tits spill out. her tongue was on them in no time, licking and sucking and nipping. "please top me," she mumbled once she kissed her way back up to your neck.
"what was that, abs?" you giggled when she whimpered.
"want you to top me, mommy." you stood, shimmying off your pants and underwear and pulling your hair up.
"on your knees in front of me, angel." she hurried up, kneeling in front of you as you positioned yourself on the bed. she placed her hands on the sides of your thighs and pulled you forward slightly, kissing the inside of your thighs. "wanna eat my pussy?"
"yes, please let me," you grabbed her by her hair and pushed her head into your cunt, hearing her muffled moans. she licked a fat stripe up to your clit, sucking it into her mouth and licking harshly.
"fuck.. you were made to get on your knees, huh?" your voice came out as a pant, and you groaned when she moaned into your pussy. her boxers were weeping, drenched in how you made her feel. it was like she was being punched in a good way, in a way that made her clit ache and beat.
she continued to suck your clit as her middle finger gathered your slick and pushed into you, whining again at the easy intrusion. it's like she was getting off on getting you off, and you were living for it. but you definitely weren't going to let her cum until you'd had your fill.
when she added a second finger, your stomach was already flipping. she curled them up, matching her finger speed with the speed she was sucking your clit, and you felt the familiar tingle in your legs, that shot up to your stomach. "gonna come," you moaned, letting your head fell back as you saw stars.
she milked every last drop, waiting until you were absolutely finished to pull her fingers out. you cocked your eyebrow and almost instantly she sucked your cum off her fingers, eyes blown and dark. "what do you want, abby?" you asked, gently wrapping your hand around her throat so that she looked up at you.
"want you to sit on my face," she swallowed hard, "please, I can make you feel so good, I promise I'll make you feel good," you were definitely nervous, but you complied, letting her adjust and lay back on your bed, beckoning for you to climb over.
you placed your thighs on either side of her head and hovered, watching as she admired your pussy. her eyes were wide but the blue had almost turned grey, absolutely entranced by you. "you look so pretty, don't you?" you cooed.
you ran your hands down your body, spreading your lips with your fingers so that she could see just how wet you were. her jaw dropped, and you could feel her warm breath against you. you messed with your clit for a moment above her before sinking two of your fingers right into your hole.
you fucked yourself slowly, moaning as you hit your g-spot over and over. abby was just watching, eagerly waiting until you let her have her turn. you fucked yourself right until you came, pulling your fingers out and letting it drip onto her face.
"I need you to let me fuck you," she huffed, eyes still focused on your center as she stuck out her tongue. she finally looked up at you, so you tangled your hands in her hair and sunk down, letting her do the rest.
you ground your hips against her tongue until she slowed your hips and maneuvered her hands to rub your clit with her thumb, tongue fucking you as deep as she could.
she was mumbling incoherent things into your cunt, whining about how she never wanted to stop eating you out. you briefly pulled up, letting her get air. "you taste so good," she moaned, panting, "never wanna stop," the last word got cut off as you sat back down.
abby was having the time of her life - head tightened between the thighs of an absolutely gorgeous girl as you rode her face. but she was so fucking wet, and you had yet to do anything but touch her tits, and she was desperate for you. she needed you to tell her what to do and where to be.
your stomach flipped, the overstimulation from your last orgasm hitting you hard as you got close. "want me to come on your face, abby? wanna make a mess?" abby whimpered, vibrations pushing you over the edge.
after a few moments, you rolled off of her and fell next to her, breathing heavily. you sat up, moving between her legs. her stomach fluttered at the thought of cumming on your fingers or tongue. "you're soaking the sheets, princess." her hips bucked as you gently ran your thumb over her clit and down her slit.
you spread her legs then lifted one and straddled her hip, hovering again. "what-what are you doing?" she stuttered, but you didn't bother to answer as you lowered yourself down, cunts clashing as you rolled your hips forward. "fuck.. feels so good mommy,"
abby was practically screaming. her moans were almost shrieks at how heavenly it felt. she had never done something like this before, most of the time it was lowkey with her other partners and all they wanted was the strap - but this. this was different.
your pussy was covered in her slick and it felt phenomenal, she was pulsing and throbbing and so wet. you grabbed one of her tits harshly and pulled at her nipple, twisting it right as your clit landed against hers.
"I can't-I can't, fuck, m'gonna cum, m'gonna cum," abby wasn't ready for whatever feeling came next, but it was different - abrupt. there was no buildup, and it was probably the strongest orgasm she'd ever had.
you lifted off of her slightly, watching white pour from her swollen cunt, and giggling as she squirted. her head was back, chest rising and falling rapidly as she came down from her high. "you squirted all over my pussy, baby." she propped herself up on her elbows and blushed.
"I'm sorry," she mumbled as you climbed off of her.
"you don't need to apologize, sweet girl," she smiled into your mouth as you kissed her, pulling her in by her neck. "we should go shower, what do you think?"
"sounds good to me." let's just say that the shower was not rated pg.
a/n: this ended lowkey super weird BUT that's okay. THANK YOU SO MUCH TO FERN FOR HELPING MEEEEE they literally wrote this guys. go check on the art this was based on and give it SO MUCH LOVE or I'll hurt u ty ty. next time she'll fuck u with her sticks 😚
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madamechrissy · 9 days ago
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=͟͟͞♡ Healing Hearts =͟͟͞♡
=͟͟͞♡ Pairings:-Doctor Gojo x Intern F!Reader
=͟͟͞♡ Contents/warnings- MDNI- NSFW- a little light angst hitting here now, it's still decently light hearted, an INTENSE sex scene, we are back at the hospital for most of this chap! Warnings- light violence, there is also some insinuation over overuse of prescription meds, smacking (during sex), rough sex, oral sex (m and f receiving) teasing, prone bone, creampie. Reader, 26, Dr. Gojo 34- Grey's vibes ✨️
=͟͟͞♡ Word Count- this chap- 12k (longest by farrr)
=͟͟͞♡ Summary- You are the top Surgical Doctor intern, along with Maki, Yuta and Toge. You all are exhausted from passing the first month, sixteen plus hour days, days you don't even go home, all to get a top spot with the star Surgeon, Dr. Gojo, your resident doctor and boss. Or as you call him, Dr. Hojo. He's takes nothing serious but his surgeries it seems, and has a reputation for being a player, but he has that top spot, so you want to prove your worth! You just have to ignore those stupid butterflies he gives you, and those pretty blue eyes, along with his interest in you, and focus!
♡ Reblogs and comments appreciated, LONG chap to make up for taking so long ♡
=͟͟͞♡ Part Four =͟͟͞♡ Playlist =͟͟͞♡ Masterlist
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Part Five
Maki is snickering into her hand, while you palm your forehead, watching Satoru Gojo, your… boyfriend/lover!?- knock your ex down like he is nothing. Satoru is straddling Mahito, laughing maniacally, pulling back and punching his face with a resounding thwack.
“Oooh! We need snacks, Yuta bring em baby.” Yuta eagerly yanks the chips and dip, they both start munching as you glare at them. “What?”
“My money is on Dr. Gojo.” Yuta says.
“Well duh, no bets here!”
“You guys…”
Toge watches with a small smile, coming to stand next to you now, hands in his pockets. “Are you betting too?”
“No.” He says simply, and Maki and Yuta are munching on the chips, as Satoru is punching Mahito again, who is rolling over and grimacing in pain.
“He wants ‘em both beat up.” Yuta says, Toge lets out a little laugh, surprising you, but it’s hard to focus on your chaotic ass roomies when Mahito is getting the breaks beat off him by your very tall, very strong boyfriend. You’d be lying if you didn’t get this flutter in your tummy from it, from how good he looks, the pure manliness of him.
“You’re simping so hard.” Maki teases.
“Shush!”
“Who the fuck are you… ah shit… fuck…” Mahito pulls out from under Satoru now, getting on top of him for just a minute, and you go to yank him off now, surprising him and making Satoru laugh, knuckles sprinkled with blood.
“Mahito what the fuck are you doing? You’re going to need a doctor if you don’t stop now.” You shove at him, he glares, grabbing your wrist.
“If you’d just talk to me, and stop running like you always do.”
“Ah-ah. Off her now.” Satoru goes to walk up, but you hold your hand up, shaking your head.
“We broke up, what more do you need?” He sighs, putting back on these big sad gray eyes, trying to step closer to you, but you step back.
“Sweetheart we just need to talk is all, I don’t want to give up on us, even if you clearly have a… mistake you’ve made.”
“Mistake!? We’ve been done for months! And he’s not a mistake.”
“He is, you just don’t know better. Just give me a moment and I’ll leave you alone forever-”
“Gaslighter.” Toge grumbles, Satoru, Maki and Yuta all laugh, your living room is pure chaos, now Satoru is eating snacks while shirtless and messy, you notice, shaking your head at the people surrounding you.
“Satoru is my boyfriend now, and it’s none of your business. We are done. Talking alone won’t change it.”
“I can’t believe you’re doing this to me.” He whispers, leaning close, making you tense in disgust.
Fuck you had bad taste didn’t you?
“I am not doing anything to you, you’re the one coming here and punching my boyfriend, uninvited, crashing our party. I need you to leave.”
“Please just…” He grabs your shoulders, the entire room tenses, you wonder if he realizes everyone in here will beat the shit out of him. “Walk me to my car then, and give me just a minute.”
“No way.” Gojo says.
“No fucking way.” Maki says now.
“Fine.”
“What!?” Your friends all shout, even Toge, and you sigh.
“I’ll walk him out and we can get back to Friendsgiving. Okay?” You shake off his touch, walking next to him out of the door, Satoru pauses you, hand on your back.
“You sure?” He murmurs.
“Yes, I’ll be back in a minute.” You kiss his cheek, before stepping out into the evening, seeing your ex coughing just a bit, holding his ribs, you can’t help but feel a little satisfaction. “Listen…”
“No, you listen. I’m willing to forgive all your mistakes, take you back.” You blink at his audacity, while he caresses your cheek, your fingers itch to smack his hand off. “I love you enough to forgive you.”
“Mahito you never loved me, you only love yourself.”
“How can you say that? After all I did, after I stayed with you during all that schooling, during all that interning?”
“You didn’t support me, you just whined and were needy. Don’t even get me started on the rumors of you fucking around too.”
“I never-”
“Enough.” You cut him off again, shaking your head. “I have moved on, I admit I didn’t pay enough attention, but y’know med school is a bitch, and I was exhausted. I needed someone to just… be with me. Not demanding this, or that. I can’t deal with that anymore. Just let it go.”
“You’re such a cold bitch.” You glare then, smacking him right in the face, he glares right back, raising his hand to his cheek, stepping closer.
“Are you serious? No, I’m not cold, and you will not call me a bitch ever again. Literally, I’m done, you’re making a mutual breakup hell.”
“How can you leave me if you loved me?” 
“I… don’t think I did.” You start to let it sink in, what you felt the entire relationship wasn’t like one minute with Satoru, even the moment you met him, not that you can call it love yet, it’s too soon and scary.
But those feelings? Blow anything you’ve had out of the water.
“As I said you’re cold, and a-”
“If you call me a bitch one more time, I will dislocate your jaw and relocate it. You got me?” You ask with a pretty smile, and he steps back, going to his car door now and opening it.
“We’re not done with this conversation.”
“Yes we are.”
He speeds off, peeling tires, you roll your eyes, shaking when you step back into the house, Satoru has one of Yuuta’s shirts on now, it’s clinging to his muscles, way too small on his broad chest. They all look at you, Satoru holds up a glass of wine and you take it gratefully, while he pulls you against his side.
“You okay baby?” You nod, sipping the wine and sighing.
“Are you okay? He hit you.”
“Psh, that? Nah he didn’t do shit.” He taps his abdomen, when the stove starts beeping from the kitchen, you gasp when you see smoke, running over to it now, opening it and seeing the smoking turkey.
“Is it savable? Should I perform CPR?” Maki says worriedly, once the smoke clears however you have an only slightly darkened turkey, turning and grinning at them.
“It’s fine! A little well done.” You’re fanning it, and Satoru’s snorting in laughter.
“Your house is chaotic.” He says then.
Your heart hammers in your chest. Is it too much? He already doesn’t want commitment, and now you have baggage and-
“Love it.” Satoru puts his arms around Yuta and Maki's shoulders now. “I’m cutting the bird, daddy’s home you know.”
“Daddy’s home!?” Maki demands, snorting.
“Gojo I’m not calling you daddy.” He wiggles his brows, letting them go and then grabbing oven mits, helping you pull the turkey up and out, then leaning close after he shuts the oven door.
“Bet you will next time I get you alone.”
*****
Two days later
Friendsgiving turned out fun, but it’s back to work now, you’re getting changed into your scrubs, when your bra gets caught on your sweater. “Shit… Toge, could you help out?”
He’s the only one in there with you that you’re comfy with, but he turns bright red, just staring at your back. He then runs off, slamming his locker, leaving your upper half folded into the sweater, you curse internally, you’re already having a shitty morning. You found a zit on your face, you are a little hungover from too much wine, and you barely got sleep last night.
And now, you’re late, and Gojo hates when one of you is late, for someone so relaxed and late himself to shit, he seems to have no tolerance for it from his interns. You hastily keep trying to get out of your sweater until your arms are trapped, and you hear your name being called out, then a burst of laughter.
“Intern, ya need help?” Comes Satoru's amused voice, you glare into your sweater.
“Oh just do it!” He comes to you, quickly unlatching your bra, you free yourself, hair a mess, exhaling and looking at him, expecting amusement, but he's staring at your exposed breasts, eyes dilated. “Not gonna make fun of me?”
He gulps now, helping get the soft threads from the hooks of your bra strap. “Too pretty.”
You feel the heat on your cheeks from his praise. “Oh?”
“Oh. Turn around.” He clears his throat, you turn and he helps re snap your bra on, fingertips trailing down between your shoulder blades, making you tremble, when Dr. Nanami walks in suddenly, you step away, but Gojo’s fingertips stay.
“Satoru, seriously?” Nanami says. Satoru clears his throat now, looking at you when you turn, throwing the scrub top over your chest.
“Was helping her, she was… stuck.”
“That's what we're calling it?”
“I really was stuck, Doctor Nanami.” He shakes his head and sighs.
“Be more cautious.” He goes to his locker now, taking his jacket and shirt off, when you see him you're enamored for just a moment, earning Satoru standing in front of you.
“Are you checking him out!?”
“What!? No! I swear. No?” Nanami smiles just a bit, you swear you see him smirk, though you’re not sure if it’s your imagination.
“You'll make me jealous.” Satoru pouts and you giggle, looking around before giving him a little kiss.
“I love your body. He's just built like a whole action star, it threw me off. It's ridiculous how jacked he is.” You whisper, Satoru scoffs.
“I heard all of that, you know. You two calm down, get to work.” Nanami says, all dressed now and serious.
“Yes sir!” You both salute him, darting out now.
“You think he's hot!” Satoru huffs.
“Satoru really? Are you getting jealous?” He glares now, stomping away. “Really now?”
“You get to do charts, missy.” Satoru orders minutes later, as Maki and Yuta try to keep their laughter in, handing you stacks of them.
“What, I swear you're so immature!”
“Am not. Your turn for charts. Maki, wanna scrub in?” Maki grins.
“Sorry he's mad at you, but hell yeah.” You glare at the both of them, setting the charts down on the table with a sigh.
“Oh whatever. Go on then.” Satoru leans down over you as you plop down in the seat, breath tickling your ear, lips just a tease.
“You're my girlfriend and my intern.” You pause again, it makes you way too happy when he says it, damn near giddy. “Check him out with your mouth wide open again and I'll never let you out of paperwork.”
“My mouth was not open!” He just smirks and everyone runs off to their assignments.
Sleeping with your boss has the opposite of perks.
*****
Your hands are aching from paperwork, you’re stretching them as Satoru enters the elevator now, still glaring at you, you both are silent as the doors shut. You gently brush the backs of your fingers against his, thinking he’s so mad still he may pull away, but he brushes his back, looking down at you then with those eyes of his, the ones that ruin you.
“Satoru, I was just teasing, I think… well I think you’re the most attractive man I’ve ever seen, okay?” You say softly, he grins then, big wolfy grin.
“Knew it.”
“Oh god.” You roll your eyes, pulling your hand away, he turns and presses you against the wall now, making your breath catch. Your hands slid up his white lab coat, as his lips were just a breath away.
“I was jealous. I only want you looking at me.” He kisses you softly, a brush of his lips now.
“For someone who doesn’t ever want anything serious, you’re very serious about this.” He blinks, pulling back now, and you curse under your breath. “Sorry, I’ve been holding shit in I think.”
“About the no marriage thing? I thought you understood.” He eases back, you sigh, looking down at your shoes then.
“I understand just fine, but it’s nowhere near how I feel about relationships.”
“Are you so old fashioned?” He teases, you shrug, nodding.
“Yeah, I guess. Like I could maybe go without the paper, but I want to live with the person I end up in love with, I want kids.”
He blinks in confusion. “As a doctor?”
“Yes, as a doctor. I want a family of my own, I don’t really have one.” You break off a bit as it’s quiet now. “None of those things have to happen now, but they are things I will want in the future. I absolutely love being with you, but I don’t know if I can sacrifice that.” He blinks once more, opening his mouth and then closing it.
“Are you saying we’re done already?” He whispers, you shake your head then, a hand on his shoulder.
“Not at all. It’s just I don’t know what the future would be for us. I’m overthinking it, I know we’ve only hooked up and had like a couple dates. But…”
“I just can’t change overnight.” He says, breaking you now.
“I know. I don’t expect you to, but I had to get it out there, it’s been eating at me is all. For now, take it one day at a time?” He nods, leaning down and cupping your face, and you feel far too much.
“I respect what you want. Can you respect what I want?”
You nod, and he exhales again, kissing you, as the elevator dings, you both separate just in time, walking side by side, his kiss radiating off your lips. “I am sorry I threw that on you…” You murmur.
“Nah, it’s fine, intern.” He smiles just a bit. “How about another date, you need to make it up to me.”
“I can do that if you take me off chart duty.” He snorts, nodding then. “All right, date where?”
“Do you get motion sickness?” You giggle at the question, curiously shaking your head. “Alright then meet me after your shift.”
“Sounds good, Doctor Gojo.” You ache to kiss him then, you feel awful for having spilled all of that out, but he’s giving you a bright smile, so you hope everything will work itself out.
“Sutures now.”
“Really?” You glare, and he sticks his tongue out. Clearly he’s not done punishing you for the day.
You’re later sitting and stitching up a patient’s shoulder, when Maki walks in, all excited and waving her arms, breathless and excited. “Bitch we decannulated a fucking heart.”
“Oh go on, rub it in.” Yuta grumbles, the patient watches you all with amusement, you smile apologetically.
“Intern things.” You explain, when Toge comes in, glaring at you suddenly. “What are you so mad about?”
He says nothing, sitting down in a seat, as do Yuta and Maki, nibbling on snacks, the shift is finally almost done for the day. “You decannulate a heart and I was stuck on baby duty with Dr. Shoko.”
“Dr. Shoko is awesome though.” You counter, Yuta sighs.
“Sure, but I want to decannulate hearts. Who did you work under, Maki?”
“Dr. Gojo. Thanks for pissing him off babes.” She winks at you, the patient giggles now as you finish up.
“Have you angered your boyfriend?” They ask, you gasp, and Yuta and Maki snicker, but Toge still is glaring. “Or… is he your boyfriend?”
“Toge? No he’s my best friend, or he was. He’s mad at me.”
“Clearly.” The patient agrees, Toge stands then, glaring at you once more, walking right out, Maki and Yuta make an ‘oooh’ sound.
“What’s wrong this time?” You demand, and Yuta sighs, nibbling on his cookie and leaning back.
“You’re with Gojo, it’s got him upset. Plus I heard you got naked right in front of Toge this morning.”
“Whatever, I got stuck in my sweater and he ran. We all get naked, you know, it’s a locker room.” You’re using the antiseptic carefully, bandaging the patient up now. “How are you feeling?”
“The morphine is great.” You three snort in laughter now. “How’d you piss both your boyfriends off?”
“Oh god.” You lean back in your spin chair, yanking off your latex gloves and tossing them in the waste bin then. “I angered the one boyfriend by saying Dr. Nanami was hot.”
“You wanna bang the entire hospital.” Maki earns you throwing a paper cup in her direction. “What? It’s true.”
“Says you. Oh… they’re together, too.” You whisper to the patient, earning both of them blushing.
“No wonder Toge’s mad at you, you’re annoying.” Yuta sticks his tongue out now, and you smirk, wiggling your brows.
“Oh am I? Thought you all loved me!?”
“We do sometimes.” Yuta grins at you.
“Keep pissing him off please.” Maki says, standing and winking.
“Keep pissing who off?” Comes Doctor Gojo’s voice now, as he waltzes right into the room, and the patient gasps.
“Oh, no wonder, I’d date him too.” Gojo snorts, covering his face for a moment, as you’re a blushing mess now.
“Right? I’m the most handsome doctor, hmm?” He grins at the patient, who has to fan themselves then.
“Oh yes.”
“See? Maybe if you agreed you could have decannulated a heart.” Gojo says, and you sigh, standing up now.
“No date.”
“What!?”
You walk right past him, and soon Gojo has chased you down, you glare at him before shutting yourself in one of the bunk rooms, Satoru sneaks right in though, devious smirk still on his handsome face when he presses you against the door. Your breath catches, being alone with him always sets you on fire, the way his big hands slip under your scrub top.
Your body reacts when his hands press into your waist, sliding up the curve of it, thumbs under the swells of your breasts in your lacy bra. Your own hands glide up his chest, resting where his heart is thudding steadily, you see the glint in his pretty eyes, how they’re lidded, lashes casting shadows on his face in the dark little room.
“My intern is kind of a brat.” Gojo’s voice is husky, you giggle then, shaking your head. “Oh no? She’s been really bratty all day.”
“Maybe you should cheer her up a bit?” You tease, he moans softly, kissing you, tongues entwining as his hand slips down your tummy, it trembles when his fingers go under the waistband of your scrubs.
“Cheer you up, like this? Fuck…” He moans when he finds you, soaking wet against your panties, you whine out softly, covering your mouth then, when he rolls his finger in a little circle.
Gojo could say he did not want to date or even do anything but fuck, and you fear your body would go along with it. You’re crying out when you kiss him again, when he bends down and angles his arm just so, rubbing your clit side to side, pinching it with two long fingers. You’re rubbing him over his scrub pants then, feeling him thicken under your touch, he gasps against your neck.
“Fuck you’re so wet, baby. All for me, hmm?” You nod eagerly, as he nips your neck with sharp teeth. “Say it.”
“All f-for you-” Both of your pagers go off then, you curse, overheated, as does he, adjusting himself with a wince. “Dammit.”
“I know.” He cups your face with one hand gently, brushing back your hair gently, sending shivers down your spine at how good you feel when he looks at you. “Tonight, yeah?”
“Yeah.” He kisses you once more, then you both walk out, as an ambulance is waiting out front, carrying a woman on a stretcher, you both run out then together, Gojo starts asking questions as you get a look at her, covered in blood.
“Car accident?” He says, and the EMT nods.
“There is glass everywhere.” He takes his hand off where he’s applied pressure on her chest, you take over, placing your hand where there is blood gushing out, she smiles up at you as if she’s fine.
“You’re pretty.” She says, you smile softly then, as does Satoru.
“She is, isn’t she?” He says with a wink, as you all start walking her into the hospital and through the halls.
“You’re pretty too. Pretty doctors.” She muses with a giggle, you realize she’s so clearly in shock then.
“Right, we have all kinds of pretty doctors here.” You whisper, and now as you get into a room, Satoru starts ordering everyone, from the nurse’s assistant, to the nurses. They start hooking her up to an IV and oxygen, your hand is still pressed firmly against the wound, which is bleeding under your touch.
“Can you tell us your name, love?” Satoru asks, while everyone starts flitting around her, and Satoru is checking her stomach, seeing the wounds on her skin, but he maintains his calm and sweet demeanor, amazing you and everyone that ever watches him.
“Yes, my name is Michelle, pretty Doctor.” He smirks, you smile at her, while she finally looks down at where your hand is pressed.
“Call me Doctor Gojo. Alright Michelle?” 
“Doctor Gojo. And your name?” She repeats it, sighing then. “And you’re keeping me from bleeding out? You’re an angel.”
“She’s no angel.” Gojo teases, she laughs a bit then winces. “I know I’m hilarious but you’re not allowed to laugh, that’s an order.”
“Got it.” She takes a breath as Gojo gently takes your hand off her stomach.
“It stopped bleeding, that’s perfect. Good job intern.”
“I just put pressure, that’s all. Should I wrap her and get her to CT?”
“Perfect. After that give me the results so we can see our next step. Also, Miwa can you pump our lovely patient full of the good stuff?” He asks, earning Michelle’s grin when Miwa hits the button.
“Oh I’m in love with you Doctor.”
“Everyone is.” You roll your eyes and smile as he comes over to you then, leaning close to your ear. “We may be late for our date.”
“We can always rain check you know.” He peeks at his watch, humming to himself then.
“It’ll be too late for what I want to do when we finish, so let’s try tomorrow. Alright get to it, intern.”
You take Michelle to get a CT scan, and soon you’re in Doctor Gojo’s office, you’re so fatigued you can feel the day starting to creep on you, yawning as you hand him scan, he hangs it up on the board, turning on the light. You both stand over it, you feel a little dizzy, barely having eaten all day, like you’ll fall on your feet, but you push through.
 “Can I ask you something, intern?” Satoru’s voice makes you focus.
“Sure Doctor Gojo.”
“You want kids when you’re going on a seventeen hour shift?” He raises a thin white brow, you feel heat creeping up your cheeks at the question.
“I don’t want to stay doing trauma, Doctor Gojo.” Your admission has him confused, clearly.
“No?” He crosses his arms, looking at you curiously.
“No, I ideally would enjoy working for a cardiovascular office, but of course I have a lot to learn and go before I can do that.”
“So you’ll leave me when your internship ends?”
“I didn’t say all that. I think that if I had a family I’d need a more manageable schedule is all. But, why ask? I understand you won’t, and we are far, far from getting to anywhere like that anyway.”
“Did your ex want ‘em? Kids.”
“Yuck.” He snorts then. “Sure he did, but thank god I didn’t go there with him, what I felt for him…”
“Go on.”
“Satoru, we should focus.”
“What you felt for him?”
“It’s nothing like what I feel for you.” He exhales, eyes locking on yours, drifting to your lips. “Not even a tiny bit of what I feel, which is fucking scary.”
“It is scary, isn’t it? But you’re brave hmm?” His voice is like a caress that washes over you, as he steps so close to you, filling your nostrils with his expensive cologne, your body thrumming with want for him.
“I try to be.” Your voice is just a breath, really.
“I think you’re perfect for the trauma ward, I can’t convince you but I think you’d be bored doing anything else. And maybe I’ll convince you that you don’t want a little brat whining.” You glare at him, the spell he’s cast over.
“Satoru, you're the worst.” He’s chuckling now.
“I’ll make you work under Shoko all goddamn month, nothing but whiny babies slobbering all over your scrubs.”
“I love babies, so go for it.” He rolls his pretty blue eyes, shaking his head and pointing to her scan then.
“Sure you do. Alright, now take a look brat.”
“Brat!? You’re the brat here.” You lean forward, evaluating the scan, seeing her tummy then. “No internal bleeding whatsoever.”
“Mmhmm, she got lucky, what else do you see?”
“Aside from the nasty gash she had, just blunt abdominal trauma, of course her face also needs stitches in several areas from the airbag going off. Her spleen is a little swollen though?”
“So the best course of action?”
“Laparotomy.”
“Good girl.” You melt, and he knows it, leaning down and tapping your nose. “Wanna scrub in?”
“Is this our date!? Yes!” He pops a kiss on your nose now, the tension of your earlier conversations fading now.
Soon you’re scrubbing in with Satoru, masks on, he’s got his surgical glasses propped up on his nose as he starts drying his hands with you. “You know what we’re doing here, right?”
“Yes, I will follow your orders Daddy Gojo.” You wink and he snorts in laughter, leaning close to you for a moment.
“You make fun of that but just wait.”
“Mmhmm.”
You follow him into the O.R. which is freezing cold, goosebumps prick along your arms, the lights overhead glaring brightly, Michelle is already out. There are heat packs on her legs and arms when you start prepping her, Gojo’s hand is on your back when you are ready, giving you a gentle push forward, you blink in surprise then, looking at him.
“I’ll guide you through this one.” He murmurs, your heart thuds in your chest, as the surgical nurse starts handing you tools, you’re shaking internally but on the outside you are completely steady, so ready to show him what you can do.
The beeps of the monitors are a steady rhythm as you both work side by side, he is cutting into her skin with a scalpel, the smell of the disinfectant and antiseptic fill the room, but it mixes with Satoru’s scent. Gojo’s voice is calm, guiding you through the process, and you focus intently, not wanting to make a single mistake. This wasn’t a cadaver, it was a person.
Every movement is precise and careful, as you exhale into your mask, pressing down and separating the layer of fat over the spleen. “Perfect, you’re doing great.” He assures you, making the tension in your shoulders ease.
“Thank you Doctor.” Satoru begins to take over his incision, as you pack around it, watching his movements like a hawk, then you notice it, a faint little glimmer in several places on her spleen.
You look up at Gojo, and his eyes are narrowed, he’s frowning now. He leans in closer, looking at the area you’re working on.
“You’ve found something, haven’t you intern?”
“Yeah, I think so.” You whisper, and he takes the scalpel from your hand, making a small cut, and you see it, a tiny piece of glass embedded in the muscle. “A few pieces of glass, they don’t appear to be very big though.”
“Good catch intern. We’ll have to remove it carefully, we don’t want to cause more damage. So I think on this part you should watch me work my magic, hmm?” The nurses in the room sigh in adoration, you smile behind your mask at his overt confidence, but you love it actually.
“Yes of course, I’d love to watch.” You hand him the tools, watching as he works with the precision of a master sculptor, his hands work with effortless grace as he is carefully removing the shards of glass without causing any further harm. “You’re so precise.”
“You have to be, but it comes with practice. There.” The shards of glass make a little tink sound as he puts them in the metal dish.
The surgery continues, and you assist where you can, his hands guiding yours, showing you the right amount of pressure, the right angle to hold the tools. You’re lost in the rhythm of it, the focus so intense it’s almost meditative, it’s so comfortable working side by side with him, you try to absorb everything he’s showing you, hoping it all sinks into your brain.
You can’t even imagine being as good as he is, when he’s stitching her up, the sutures were absolutely perfect, but he gestures for you to come over when he’s stitching her skin. “Now, put those sutures to work, intern.” He teases, standing behind you.
“Is that why you had me on suture duty?” You whisper, taking the needle and thread, gently pulling.
“Nah, I was totally punishing you.” His words in your ear make you heat up, you shake it off, focusing, and as the time ticks by, the surgery is a success, you’re both exhausted but exhilarated. You step back, letting the nurses clean up, and Gojo turns to you, pulling down his mask.
“You did good, Intern.” He says, his voice tired but proud, and you feel a warm glow spread through your chest at his praise.
“Thank you Doctor Gojo.”
It’s only about an hour later than your shift, but your friends have already gone home, as you and Satoru get changed in the locker room. It’s so comfortable with him, everything, surgery, the quiet in the mornings and afternoons, it makes you wonder at the ease it is to just be with him.
He surprises you when you’re taking off your scrub top, his big hands grabbing at your waist, pressing kisses on the nape of your neck. “You know, if you want kids so bad, we could pretend that I’m knocking you up.”
The filthy thoughts he’s putting in your brain wreck you, you shove them down as best as you can. “You’re the worst, Hojo.”
He snorts, as you turn, his fingers caressing up and down your waist, you nervously peek around. “No baby I’m the best.”
You’re aching for him, for his fingers caressing your skin, wanting him so much you can’t stand it. All the memories of the other night fill you, remembering his lips, his touch. His…
“We shouldn’t.”
“Mmm, I know.” He kisses you then, mouth pressing against yours, your lips part in a gasp as his tongue overtakes your mouth, swirling with yours, as he presses your back against the locker. “Could fill you up with so much cum though, huh?”
“Shh.” You’re melting in his arms, as he’s slipping his hands down your hips, your back, gripping your ass over your jeans, your nipples press through your lacy bra against his hard chest, your hands entwining in his silky white locks. You feel your tummy clenching with desire when he pulls you against him.
“Come to my place for a bit.” He eases back as you both hear footsteps, Suguru walks in looking exhausted, smirking at the two of you then.
“The star intern, hmm? How’d the car accident surgery go?” He asks, heading to his locker and easing off his coat, Satoru covers your face then, you giggle.
“Stop it!”
“No I don’t need you ogling him, brat.” Suguru’s chuckle fills the room, you yank down his hand and Satoru’s face is directly in front of yours.
“Am I that attractive that you’re worried about me?” Suguru asks, you turn and slip your sweater on then.
“Sure are baby boy.” Satoru blows Suguru kisses.
“Ugh, you sure you wanna date this guy?” Suguru asks, you turn and find he’s already slipped on a sweatshirt and jeans.
“Of course she does, I’m amazing.” Satoru says, you finish getting your things together as Suguru, you and Satoru leave the hospital, all completely wiped.
“I’ll see you two tomorrow, lovebirds.” He says with a yawn, leaving Satoru and you by your giant old SUV.
“Why do you drive this ancient thing?” You glare at him.
“It’s my baby.”
“It’s hideous.”
“Well, I’m not coming over.”
He presses you against the car door, hands on either side of you. “Yeah you are, I’ll even let you stay the night.”
“You let girls stay the night? Isn’t that too much for a Hojo?” Satoru sighs, easing back just a bit as you take a breath.
“I liked cuddling with you, alright?” Your heart beats fast inside your chest at his soft confession. “You can wear one of my big shirts.”
“It’s sounding better and better… maybe.”
“I’ll make cocoa.”
“Sold. Follow you there?” With another kiss you’re back in your car, nerves hitting as you think of seeing his home, it’s not very far as you drive in the evening, right behind Satoru’s fancy little sports car.
When you pull up it’s about as beautiful as you imagined it would be, if not exceeding your expectations, the house is gorgeous and huge, but nothing as ostentatious as his parents mansion. It was a little more simple and modern, you step out of the car into the chilled air that’s rapidly cooling, making you shiver just a bit when he hops out of his car.
“It’s beautiful here.” You murmur, walking up to the porch now, Satoru unlocks the doors, ushering you in, you don’t know what you expect it to look like inside, but it’s so warm and inviting, the cream colored walls and polished wooden floors. The living room has a giant modern couch and a wall of windows showing the city skyline, black curtains pulled back just so.
“My humble abode.” You both take off your shoes then.
“Humble!? Nothing about you is humble.”
“Sure I am. I like your place too, you know.”
“Mine looks so trash now.”
“Nah, your place is just very lived in.” Your eyes dart around, it’s stupidly clean, aside from papers scattered across the dining room table, his kitchen is huge and has the newest stainless steel appliances, making your old oven and fridge look like shit honestly. But, it’s gorgeous, just like Doctor Gojo.
You eye a large black piano, a baby grand then, you have one of those collecting dust in the attic, it was your dad’s and it hurts too much to look at. But you remember playing next to him as he taught you, you remember loving it so much until he was gone, you wonder if you remember it, how to tap on the keys like you used to.
You realize you’re in a deep memory when his hands on your shoulders jolt you. “Like the piano or something?” He asks, you look away then, and he sees a glimmer in your eyes. “What’s wrong?”
“Just memories, sorry.” You brush your eyes, irritated at the emotions, looking away now.
“Why say sorry? What memories?”
“Just… I used to enjoy the piano. Do you play?” You ask, trying to keep your voice bright.
“A little, but it’s more for the aesthetic. Do you still play?”
“It’s been so long but, I was pretty good at it.” Your fingers run over the keys delicately.
“Would you play for me? I’ll make us that cocoa.” You feel your nerves as you nod, sitting down now.
“Let’s see if I remember anything.” The piano is well cared for, and the keys are smooth under your fingers as you start playing, the melody to a song you’ve had stuck in your head from a long time ago.
Satoru hears the melody then, and he watches you, enamored as he sees the way your fingers dance across the keys. You are clearly being modest because your level of experience seems ridiculous. Your brows go together in concentration, the soft lights overhead dancing across your pretty face, casting little shadows on your delicate features.
Fuck you’re pretty.
Your words earlier hurt him, to think he could lose you before he has even had a chance with you, somehow Satoru already misses you when he’s not in your presence, and it makes him ache. He knows he hurt you when he told you how he is, and that you could likely have anyone, just look at you, beautiful, smart, funny. Talented not just as an intern, but so much more.
He doesn’t know if he’s expressed just how much he cares, just how much he feels so quickly. You are smiling up at him, a little nervous he can tell, he should be making the cocoa but he’s frozen in place, as you don’t even look at the keys, fingers drifting across effortlessly. He’s seen your steady hands at work today, but now they glide perfectly, like you’re made to play.
You slow down then, finishing the melody, one he’s never heard, but it feels sweet and nostalgic somehow to him, it feels a bit like being with you. It was so easy to hold you in his arms, to watch that cute nose scrunch up when he taps it, it was easy to work with you. So easy it scares the fuck out of him.
But when he was inside of you? 
God that made it to where all he can think about is sinking inside your heat again, of burying his face between your thighs, lapping your juices up, and fuck there was so much, you get so wet for him. He’s never felt anything like his cock inside your perfect pussy, like your lips against his, there was nothing like when he’d cum inside you.
But you do want different things, and Satoru couldn’t give you that, could he? He couldn’t give you a ring and a wedding, and he’d never wanted kids. He’d want you to himself, he’d want you two to do anything and everything, and he wants these things insanely fast, a pace that terrifies him.
He gets jealous when men look at you already, and they all do, the beautiful intern with the sweet smile, even Nanami and Suguru had mentioned how pretty and sweet you were in passing. He had been angry before he even got with you, before he even felt you, before he even kissed you, even that day you had walked in for the first time.
He’d tried to ask you out, he honestly thought he’d love to fuck you, he didn’t date really, but you not were just hard to get, you intrigued him, your mind and how it works, the way you feel so passionately. You’re a little insane, you break the rules, you are competitive as fuck, he started admiring that all so much, along with your scent, your looks, your energy.
Satoru has it bad for you, in fact in his almost thirty four years he has never felt like this, he can’t think of anything but you. All the girls he’d messed with previously he’s had to firmly turn down, because just your kisses alone are better than anything they can do for him. You are something else, driving him to think of more, to question more, in the hospital and out of it.
But could you really handle all of him, the parts he has never shown anyone, aside from his best friends, the depression he hides behind jokes and smiles, the vices he has. Things he’d never share in a million fucking years with any woman, but he wants to share them with you, he wants you to know him, but when you really do, on top of your differences?
You’d probably leave him.
“You’re insanely good. How long has it been?” He asks then, your cheeks turn this cute shade, you’re biting your lower lip, hands falling off the keys nervously.
“Years, I guess the muscle memory is still there. Um… I played with my dad.” Satoru sits next to you on the bench then, his eyes on you are so intense it’s like he’s peering into your soul, you blush and look back down, continuing to play, feeling the emotions flow through your fingertips.
“Did he teach you?” Satoru asks softly.
“Yeah, he did. But I don’t think anyone was as good as him, he was a professional for sure. Now it’s gathering dust.” Satoru brushes a lock of your hair behind your ear as you finish and he’s quiet for a moment.
“That was beautiful, how you play.” He says, so softly you almost don’t hear it, but his words warm you up inside, making your heart flutter.
“Thank you, Satoru. Thank you.” You feel emotions hitting when he leans down, kissing you on the piano bench, so soft and sweet, not the hungry passionate kisses that you two have shared. It’s so gentle it breaks your heart, you pull back then, blinking tears back. “I shouldn’t have been so harsh on you, about your opinions. I respect them, I promise I don’t want to change you.”
He gulps then, thumb brushing over your lower lip. “I don’t want to change you either, I want to know you, know all of you.” His hands slip down to your waist now, pressing you against his side as he hugs you, resting his chin on your head. “Every bit, what makes you tick.”
“I want to know you.” You kiss up his throat now, earning a quiet little moan, pecking a trail up his sharp jaw, all the way to his ear. “I want to know what makes you tick, what makes you crazy.”
“You make me fucking crazy.” He lays you down then, right on the piano bench, kissing down your throat, your back arches, his hands slipping up your sweater. “You turn me on by suturing a spleen somehow.”
You giggle, breathless, he hovers over you, soft white hair falling just so, you brush it back as his swirling blue storms drink you in. “You’d turn me on more if I got to see you decannulate a heart.”
Satoru smirks, shaking his head. “You were a bad girl, maybe that will teach you, hmm?”
“Maybe it will. Maybe I need more lessons-ah!” Satoru snatches you up then, your legs are around his narrow hips, arms wrapping his neck, his hands gripping your ass over denim as he carries you through his stunning house, directly into his bedroom, spotless aside from rumpled sheets, he lays you down then, you hastily pull your top off, as he works your jeans.
He’s wiggling them down off your hips, leaving you in your bra and panties, you yank off his shirt, revealing his chiseled frame, the one that makes your pussy clench around nothing. Just looking at his hard body, when he’s down to just his black boxers, laying over you and yanking you by your hips, his hands press into your pelvis as his lips kiss down your tummy.
Satoru’s lapping at the lacy fabric covering your cunt now, tongue slathering the thin material, as he looks up at you, so sexy you can’t really explain, you can’t explain what it’s like to have Satoru Gojo between your thighs. He’s open mouth kissing you through your fabric, teasing you, as your wetness drools down, making your panties sticky and dewy.
“Please, Satoru…” He is looking up at you under his snowy lashes, lips turning up at one corner, toying with your panties now, a finger just barely brushing, your hips jerk, soaking him from a touch.
“Please what, baby?” Satoru asks, feigning innocence.
“Please take them off.” Your voice is hoarse, he kisses back up your tummy, now lavishing your nipples over the lace, your fingers grip his strong shoulders, head falling back in pleasure. “Take that off too.”
“So slutty for me, aren’t you? Desperate, whiny, almost pathetic for me, but not quite enough.” His words fuck you mentally then, you’re sputtering, trying to think of a damn thing to say when he’s biting your nipples over the lace.
“Please! Off, please, please off.” Soft cries echo in his quiet room, Satoru smirks then, leaning on one arm over you, the other rubbing your clit over your panties in little circles. “Satoru t-take em off.”
“Are you going to be a good girl for me?” He cooes, smacking your pussy then, you yelp at it, making you ache, you go to slide them off and he grabs your wrists with one big hand.
“I’ll be good, I’ll be good Satoru. Please.” You look up at him, tears of frustration in your eyes, he moans then, kissing you, slowly unsnapping your bra, tossing it on the floor, staring at your pretty titties hungrily.
“Look at you, fuck.” You’re pulling at him desperately, tugging him closer, until he’s got a thigh between yours, and you’re grinding your cunt on him. “So desperate you’ll hump my thigh?”
“Shh.” Is all you manage, cheeks flushed as you rub up and down, he’s kissing you, chuckling like the cocky asshole he is. “Need you, please.”
He pauses then at your words, leaning up and looking down at you, his expression going feral then, pupils shrunk to pinpoints. “Need me?”
“Need you now.” He groans, finally taking your panties off, but he rips the delicate fabric, shocking you as he reduces it to scraps.
You would complain about the expensive underwear, but he’s bent his head down between your thighs, diving his tongue deep into your tight little hole, spreading your lips wide as he drinks you. His hot wet muscle is fucking your walls, which convulse around it, his nose bumping your engorged clit, you’re jerking, hips rising up, his hands bruising your hips.
“Oh my God, oh my- ah!” Satoru moans against you, watching your every move, each way your body moves, pulling back and slipping two long fingers in you, crooking up just so. “F-fuck!”
“Your anatomy, it’s so perfect, so easy for me.” He whispers, lapping the tip of his tongue against your clit while his fingers curl, your juices flowing down his fingers, loud and sloppy in the room. “That’s it, you’re close aren’t you?”
You nod weakly, Satoru looks at you then, and you’re lost in him, how can he look at you that intensely, like you’re the only one he’s ever looked at. Your nails press into his shoulders when he works you so well, with his tongue, with his fingers, pressing you over and over the edge until you're falling.
You see white hot stars burst behind your eyes as your orgasm wrecks you, to the point you’re drooling while Satoru’s sucking and humming on your clit, body coated in a thin sheen of sweat when he leans up, kissing your tummy. You’re literally jerking as he exhales over your skin, sobbing out at how good every inch of you feels, he’s trailing fingertips up between your breasts, to your nipples.
“T-Toru…” You’re breathless when he’s leaning over you, hand under your chin, gripping it tightly.
“Toru?” His voice is soft, as he kisses your lower lip, teeth indentations from you biting it. “You’re so fucking beautiful.”
“You’re messing my head up, don’t say things like that.” Your voice is hoarse and weak, he frowns then just a bit, eyes assessing your every feature.
“I don’t say things I don’t mean. Let me call you beautiful.” You blink back emotions when you try to gather yourself, he kisses your lips, taking you over now, you taste your honeyed arousal all over his plump lips. “You are.”
“Bet you say it to all the girls.” You tease softly, he shakes his head, leaning back up and tracing your face with his thumb.
“No, I use terms like hot, or pretty, or cute. Beautiful applies to my very annoying little intern in my bed.” You melt fully for him, dragging him down, sighing at how good he feels as you arch your hips.
“Thank you, Satoru.”
“There, was it so hard?”
“It is pretty hard.” You reach down, stroking his length then, he sucks in a breath, pink tingeing his cheeks when you slide down his boxers over his firm ass, hands gripping it as you grin. “You have a bubble butt, Toru.”
“A what now?” He glares, but it doesn’t last long, not when you’re stroking his length from the base to the tip, rolling his pearly precum along the slit, sliding it up to your mouth, kitten licking it. “Fuck.”
At that he’s got your thigh up high, filling you with his cock in one stroke, you scream out, the last two times you all had played, you stayed moderately quiet, but you were all alone, and your cries are echoing in the room as he thrusts his cock in deeper. In just a couple thrusts, he’s shoved all his inches in you, and fuck there are so many, you’re pulsing around his length, whimpering.
“Fucking feel her, gripping me s’tight…” He’s huffing, pulling back, shoving his cock to the hilt, tip smashing your cervix, you’re convulsing around him, cunt drooling all the way down until it’s pooling down your ass, down to the blankets. “Hear your slutty pussy huh?”
“Mmhmm!” Your brain is fucked right along with your body while he pumps his cock inside you, stretching you so deliciously, skin burning now, you’re clinging to him when he flips you suddenly, taking your breath away.
He pulls your hips up, smacking your ass, you gasp at the sensation, when he’s inching back inside you. “Look at you, gonna leave handprints all over your pretty little ass.”
“Please.” Is all you manage, he moans, smacking each cheek again, you’ve never done anything like this, but you’re cumming when he shoves in fully, rolling his hips just so, his drooly tip pressing on your cervix. Your eyes roll back as he smacks your ass again, the stinging making you wetter.
“That’s it, feel you tryna milk me.” Satoru is so fucked out right with you, viewing your ass covered in his hand prints now, he takes your hand, putting one behind your back, gripping your delicate wrist. “This okay?”
“Y-yes, god yes.” You’re moaning into the pillows when he shoves both of  your arms behind your back, big hand holding them, fucking into you harder, each movement making your ass jiggle. “Ah!”
Satoru groans, feeling you pulsate around him, you’ve never been fucked so good, even the first time by him he was just a little easy on you, you almost think you can’t take it but you’re arching your ass back for more. You earn his satisfied groan as he slams into you over and over, grip on your wrists binding you to him, the feeling of him taking you over so addictive.
“Know how crazy y-you drive me, in those little s-scrubs?” He’s stuttering, his rhythm faltering as he lets your hands go, gripping your hips instead, thumbs pressing into the dimples at your back. Your fingers are gripping the satin black sheets of his bed, whining pathetically, shaking your head. “No, ya don’t know, hmm?”
He yanks you up by your hair now, the pull painful but just making your pussy so wet, Satoru in two times has somehow figured out your entire body, things you have never tried or would ever think. You’re cumming on his cock when he’s bending over you, chest against your back, dripping sweat as he works you so good, cock wrecking every sweet spot you have.
“Drive me fucking insane.” His voice is in your ear now, he’s completely bent over you, back bowed, using the hair by the nape of your neck to turn your head toward him, and how he looks at you then?
You’re so fucked.
You desperately kiss him when he slows inside of you, feeling the aftershocks of your orgasm squeezing him relentlessly. You whine into his mouth, he drinks them up, pulling back and then pressing you down on your tummy, prone over you. You’ve never done it like this, the intimacy overtakes you, his fingers entwining with one of your hands as his other braces himself on the bed.
“I’ve w-wanted you since… I first saw you.” You’re blinking back tears, hiccuping when his tip drags on that spongy spot in your gooey walls.
“Wh-what?” You whisper, confusion addling your fucked out brain, he moans then, kissing you deeply, drool falling down between your lips as your body tenses, feeling him thicken in you now.
“Since I saw you, I didn't know you’d feel this good, gripping me like that.” You’re whimpering, mumbling, mouth wide open in a slutty O, as Satoru fucks you so slow, hand wrapped around your throat under your chin, thumb pressing on your pulse point, feeling it flutter. “You’re never fucking anyone else.”
“Y-you’re stupid.” You grumble, earning his chuckle, his white grin and insane blue eyes, taking on some psychotic look he seems to get when he’s close, you can hardly stand to look, eyes fluttering shut.
“Stupid, huh? You know you won’t ever… fuck feel you… ever…” He’s burying his head against the crook of your neck now, squeezing your throat as he starts slamming into you so deep, you feel him in your tummy, feel him everywhere. “Ever be with anyone.”
How can he talk like that?
How can he say shit like that?
You know he doesn’t mean it.
“D-don’t fuck up my head, please. C-can’t handle it. Hurts too much.” He pauses then, his movements halted.
“Open your eyes.” You do as he commands, it’s so easy to follow his every word. “It’ll only be me inside you, got it?”
“Why?”
“Why?” He laughs then, shaking his head, hips jerking just so, thrusting his cock to the hilt as one arm wraps around you, dragging you down his length. “I want you to myself, all to myself.”
You want to say yes, but you pause, lips parting as you struggle to keep eye contact. “M’not gonna f-fuck anyone else.”
“Just me.”
“Just you.” You whisper, and he moans now, moving again, you see the veins of his forearms bulging as he presses against the bed, fucking you once more.
“Gonna fill you up s’good, gonna drip me at work tomorrow.”
“You’re c-crazy- mnh! Cumming!” You’re gasping, head falling back against his strong chest as his tip presses your cervix, then you shatter, feeling his hot gooey cum coating your walls, filling you so much he’s pulsing. You’re both whimpering then, mumbling, kissing each other sloppy.
“F-fuck, perfect pussy, takin’ me so well.” He’s pushing his cum further and further inside you, cock coated in your slick and his white ropes, which are getting pushed out by your muscles as you’re riding out your climax. “Oh my god…”
“Oh my god…” You both say at the same time, he exhales then, breath tickling the nape of your neck, pecking kisses along your shoulder blades.
It’s perfect, too perfect.
And you know it then, what you don’t want to be true.
You’re falling in love with him.
With Doctor Gojo, with Doctor Hojo, with Satoru. Your boss, your mentor, your very new boyfriend you’ve slept with twice. There’s no other explanation for the way his kisses make tears fall from your eyes then, for the way your heart clutches in your chest, as you think to yourself…
This will hurt you.
“Are you okay baby? Too rough? You’re tiny down there… Did I get carried away?” Satoru leaned up, easing out of you and turning you then, concern written all over his beautiful features.
And he’s caring?
He’s perfect aside from…
What future could you have, getting kicked out after a couple nights here and there, no engagement or wedding ever, just a situationship and a perpetual girlfriend? You never wanted that to be your future, but right now you can’t even focus on it, you’re too sucked into his gravity, into the way he’s looking at you, holding you like you’re so precious.
 “No it was perfect, I’m sorry.” You take several breaths, and he watches your face, the tears trailing down your cheeks, clenching his heart.
“Don’t apologize, what is it?” You shake your head, he can tell you’re holding in something, his mind is still reeling from you, from how good you feel, from how beautiful you look, from the intensity of being inside of you. His hands trail down the nip of your waist, the jut of your hips carefully.
“I feel too much too fast.” Your words hit him like a punch to the gut. He doesn’t want to disappoint you, he doesn’t wanna drag you down when you’re so bright and perfect. But to know you feel things like he does, like he has since he first met you?
“What’s wrong with feeling things, intern?” He asks carefully, you sniffle then, while he brushes tears from the apple of your cheek.
“Scary how much I do. It’s overwhelming. I swear I’m not such a crybaby.” He brushed his hand against your cheek again, feeling the softness of your skin under his touch, wondering what goes on in that brain of yours.
“You think I’m not feeling things?” He asks, and you sigh, shaking your head then and burying your face against his chest. “You don’t know me yet, though, what if you don’t like what you find out?” He asks, so vulnerable then it breaks your heart, you lean up on an elbow, cupping his face.
“I want to know you, good or bad. Don’t hold back with me.” His jaw tenses under your delicate touch, you watch him gulp, opening his lips then closing them. “One thing at a time, though.”
“One thing at a time.” He kisses across your forehead gently. “Want a shower, pretty?”
“Yes please. You also owe me cocoa.” He stands up off the bed up then, picking you up in his arms bridal style, you giggle, clinging to him.
“Hot shower then hot cocoa.” He carries you into his bathroom, which is even more lavish than you can imagine, it’s huge with an insane tile and glass shower, bigger than your entire bathroom and then some.
“Holy shit.” You murmur, he sits you down then, heading over to start the hot water, which starts steaming in the bathroom, smiling at you and cupping your face with both hands, pressing you into the sink just a bit as he kisses you again.
“I’ll get towels.” You smile, turning and looking in the mirror, seeing your bright eyes and flushed cheeks, the marks on your throat and chest from Satoru’s fingers and teeth, your lips swollen from his kisses. Your eyes catch all of the orange prescription bottles decorating the sink, then.
It’s not your place to care what he takes, but your eyes dart on multiple anxiety medications, with pretty high doses. Xanax, you narrow your eyes just a bit, it’s 2 mg bars three times a day, next to them are Klonopin, 1 mg two times a day, two benzos you have never seen mixed. He has several other things, Ambien to sleep, 12.5mg at night, and Aderrall, 20 mg twice a day.
It’s a whole fucking cocktail, you don’t even know how he functions and with so much energy, he should be some drooling zombie with this. You touch them tentatively, there’s Zoloft as well, though of course that is something you’re on, but the mix of everything is too much. It’s as if he has something to wake up, to keep himself blissful all day, then something to sleep.
He walks back in with two fluffy towels, you back up, smiling up at him, he brings you against him, naked bodies pressed against each other, kissing you over and over, his lips devouring yours. You have never even seen Satoru have dilated eyes, you think then, did he not take these? Were they just… there?
It’s not your business, right?
“Ready for a shower? I’ll wash your hair and everything. I bet I have way better shampoo than you.” He teases with a big grin.
Satoru Gojo, the happiest dude you’ve ever met, needs a million medications to be that way. What darkness lies behind his blinding grin? You want to know him, all of him, all the facets that compose of him, of the man that you’ve fallen for so quickly, head over fucking heels.
Satoru knows you saw it, but you smile sweetly at him, not mentioning anything, not immediately judging him or saying something. You just lean up on your tiptoes, kissing him softly, he wraps his arms around your bare body, which feels perfect in his embrace, better than any drug could ever make him feel.
There’s not one time of the day or night he’s not on something to function, to alleviate the way his brain runs constantly, to try to keep it calm while also making it run. His own cocktail of perfection, he’s found it, and he knows you saw it, he can feel what you’re holding back, maybe you’re too enamored, as he is.
You’re both under the hot spray when he’s running his hands in your damp hair, lathering it up, it feels too good with you, he wonders how long until he fucks up, how long until you decide you could do better. He’s wanted you since before he officially met you, since he chose you to be his intern based off of stats and scores alone, so curious who this brilliant girl was.
Brilliant, beautiful, sweet.
He didn’t expect to feel this much, for the first time ever. Having had the arranged marriage so young with Utahime, he never got to feel, to be. And when he was done, Satoru has since slept with hundreds of women, easily, mind numbing sex with girls he couldn’t remember their damn name, but nothing has ever come close to how you feel wrapped around him.
You’re addictive, aren’t you? But you don’t seem to know, when you turn and slip your hands up his body, eyes drinking every bit of him in slowly, he gasps when you get on your knees, thinking he must be in some ambien wet dream of you. Your blunt nails press against his slick thighs, as your eyes look up at him and break him, your tongue lapping at his tip.
“Fuck…” He moans, as you look up at him, sucking him deeper into your throat, watching his every reaction, how his muscles flex and tense under your touch, feeling his cock hit your throat, then he shocks you, picking you up right against the tile of the shower wall. “Need you again, baby.”
“I need you again.” You whisper, gasping when he sinks inside of you, and that night you never get hot cocoa, you two can’t stop fucking each other, licking each other, devouring each other. It’s heady and insane.
Satoru is addictive, you’re sure he knows this too.
*****
The next day
“Rough night, babes?” Maki asks, as you wince, lifting off your shirt and throwing on your scrub top. “Holy fuck, hickies!”
“Shush!” You cover her mouth with your hand, she’s laughing against it, lifting your top back up.
“Damn, is he a vampire or some shit?”
“He thinks so.”
“So that’s why you weren’t home last night.” She says, as Toge walks in, glaring at you again. You sigh, walking up to him, sitting on the bench, holding your hand to tug him to sit next to you.
“Toge, I need you to be my friend, stop being so mad at me?” You say softly, he sighs then, looking at you with violet eyes.
“Serious?” He asks, you blink then.
“Serious about Gojo?” He nods. “Yes, I think I am, but it’s only as serious as he’ll get.”
“Not good enough.” Toge says, standing then and leaving, you cover your face and grimace, as Maki sits next to you, hand on your back.
“He just wants what’s best for you. The whole no marriage thing? Kind of opposite of your old fashioned ass. Plus… do we know how serious he is?”
You look at her then. “Thought you wanted me to go for it?”
“I do, but getting head over heels so fast, you worry me. You… babe you have a shit track record with men. Not just Mahito, remember Naoya?”
“Oh fuck don’t remind me. But Gojo is nothing like them.” She hums to herself a bit.
“True, he’s nothing like those two, but you suck at picking men, so be careful is all. I’m not saying get with Toge, I know you’re just friends, but he has a point.” Your mind goes to what you saw that night, what you don’t know just yet. “I’m not trying to kill your buzz, if you’re happy, I’m happy.”
“I love you.” You hug her tightly, when Satoru walks in, Toge and Yuta behind him, he smirks as he takes in your exhausted state, but Satoru looks fresh and bright, like you both hadn’t fucked all night.
“Morning, interns. Come on now, hop to it.” You yawn as you all line up behind him in the halls, he looks at you with a sadistic ass grin. “You tired, intern? Did you get no sleep?”
You just glare at him, Maki is snickering, Yuta is rolling his eyes, Toge is glaring at Satoru. “No sleep unfortunately, but I’ll go get lots of coffee.”
“That works. Maki, Yuta, you’re on Pit duty. Toge, you’re scrubbing in with me for surgery today.” Toge brightens up then. “And you, missy, you’re getting coffee, stat.”
“On it.” You walk by him, Satoru leans close against your ear, his hand just barely brushing your arm.
“Don’t slack on me intern, I won’t take it easy on you in bed or at work.” You scowl now, earning his laughter as you turn away, flicking him off before darting to the cafeteria.
Your pussy is throbbing, your body is sore like you worked out or something, arms like gelatin, and your eyes are trying to close on you. How the fuck even with Adderral can Satoru be that energetic? You try to not let Maki and Toge’s words get you, but you’re distracted when you’re getting coffee, and Suguru is there, saying your name and smiling at you.
“Rough night?” He asks.
“Do I look that bad!?” You peek at one of the windows to gauge your reflection.
“You’re still lovely, but your eye bags are rivalling Shoko’s.”
“Ugh but she can pull them off! Yes, a long night.”
“Uh huh.” You look at him then, as you both walk and sip on your hot cups of coffee.
“You’re Satoru’s best friend, right?”
“I am. He’s annoying as shit though.” You snort at that, he grabs two muffins, handing you one then. “You should eat after a fuck marathon.”
“Oh gosh, Suguru really!” You nibble the muffin though, chewing thoughtfully as you both walk out of the cafeteria and towards the elevators, he presses the buttons, leaving you both alone then. “How is he so energetic?”
Suguru frowns then, looking at his cup, his dark brows lowering over his eyes. “Satoru’s always been pretty annoyingly perky.”
“Yeah, I guess, but he got no sleep.”
“If you’re asking me something personal about him, he’s my best friend and I won’t share things like that. You’ll find out more in time if you’re serious.” You nod, biting your lip, eyes catching his dark violet ones.
“I get it, I don’t mean to pry. There’s a lot we have to learn, but… I already feel so much for him.”
Suguru smiles softly then. “That’s good, because he’s been borderline obsessed since you got here.”
“What!? No way. He’s a Hojo.”
Suguru chuckles once more, the sound warm and inviting, you just feel so comfortable with him all the time. He’s very much like Satoru in that way. “He is indeed a ‘Hojo’. But I’m glad maybe he’ll get someone good for him. He needs that.”
“Hmm. Mysterious, Suguru.”
“I have to keep a certain allure.” Suguru and you both step out now, he tilts his head to you. “So you know, wicked hickey your makeup isn’t covering.”
“Oh god!” He’s left you now with that information, you quickly shove your hair over your neck, as you see Satoru now, who jacks the rest of your muffin and chews on it.
“Tastes yummy.” He says, looking down at your body then.
“I have a hickey that’s not covered all the way!” You whisper.
“Multiple.”
“How are you so perky, hmm?” He blinks a bit then, tilting his head.
“I feel like you kind of know that answer, yeah?” You shake your head. “No clue at all?”
“Suguru says you’re annoyingly perky and hyper.”
“Hmm.”
You don’t want to ruin this, to burst this bubble of happiness, when you just don’t know anything yet, so you try to stop thinking of it, as he walks you further and further across the hospital.
“So, remember what I said yesterday?”
“Are you serious?” You ask later, as you’re standing next to the maternity ward, and Satoru places his hands on your shoulders.
“Give me a week with babies, tell me how you feel.”
“I don’t like you.”
“Mmm, well I really like you.” He tilts your chin up as Shoko comes, smiling at you.
“Ready to learn more than you will with this idiot?” She asks.
“Excuse me!?”
“Ready.” You agree, sticking your tongue out at Satoru.
“You’re both mean, mean women.” Before he leaves he captures your hand in his, kissing you so quick in the nearly empty hall.
“I’ll love it.” You assure him, a challenging look in your eyes.
“We’ll see. You should get sleep tonight by the way, your dark circles-”
“Fuck you, Satoru.” You can practically feel his stupid smirk and blue eyes burning a hole through your back.
“Pissed him off huh? He’s so petty. I hope you’ll love this though.” Shoko says later on, you smile at her.
“No I will love it, I’m eager to learn.”
The maternity ward, huh? You are eager to learn from her, you know she is the best in her field, and something else you want to figure out?
The mystery that is Dr. Gojo.Just who was the man you’re falling for?
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A/N- this is OBVIOUSLY heavily inspired by Grey's lol! There is def some angst going on in the future, as hard as reader is falling Satoru and her have some INSANE differences, along with the overall exhaustion of being doctors and some issues they'll both have. I hope you enjoyed the long chap, sorry this one took a few weeks! can't wait to hear what you all think!
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hometoursandotherstuff · 3 months ago
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Isn't she pretty? 1870 Victorian in Marengo, IL has 3bds, 1.5ba, $325k.
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Light, bright, open entrance hall. I don't even mind that they painted the moldings white, b/c look at the original front door, paneled walls and original floors.
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Beautiful keeping room where guests sat to wait for the host to appear.
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Lovely light blue sitting room. It's got white woodwork, but it all seems to be there, even the ceiling molding and a small medallion.
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It looks like they use this as a TV room. It's so nice when people actually use the house.
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This is nice and appears to have an original light fixture. Not sure about the fireplace, though.
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The dining room is so pretty. Looks like there're pocket doors, too. I'm wondering if they restored this house, b/c the fireplaces have been replaced by non-working ones.
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The kitchen's cute and has a modern/vintage look.
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Chef's stove. Look at the lanterns.
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There's a vintage sink and a fridge in the pantry.
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Isn't this fun? They have an antique penny lock on the powder room door, that was used in a public restroom.
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The bedrooms are blank slates. In the primary bd. the panels can be painted a different color or finished with wallpaper. There's a small walk-in closet, too.
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Bd. #2 also has a closet.
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Bd. 3 is quite large. They're waiting for some beautiful decor and look at the carpet. It's brand new.
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The bath has a lovely sink vanity made from an antique piece.
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The tub looks so elegant with its gold feet. Nice job.
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I don't know why they list 3 bds., b/c here's a nice roomy 4th.
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Plus, a 5th. And, they all have closets. Maybe b/c there's only 1 bath?
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In the back hall, there's a laundry room under the stairs.
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This is lovely. A large screened in porch off the pantry.
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There's a small patio and a beautiful garden.
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Full 1 acre lot.
https://www.zillow.com/homedetails/406-W-Prairie-St-Marengo-IL-60152/5033844_zpid/
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spidybaby · 3 months ago
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do another pedri the type ❤️ please
Pedri the type 2
Summary: The type of boyfriend Pedri would be in different situations of life.
Warnings: cursing.
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He's the type to do activities with you without questioning them.
"Okay, now that's a coffee cup." You giggle. "Look at mine." You say, showing him your cup.
He smiles, looking at how happy you look with your work. "Está guapa eh!" He smiles. "I'm painting mine blue and red, like the club."
You try to decide what color you should paint your cup. You wanted something cute, maybe some pastels.
"Try some light green." He suggests. "Or some white and some flowers."
You nod, doing the flowers one. You grab a white coat of paint, making sure to create an even canvas for your painting.
You two work on your own pieces. Laughing at how concentrated and cute your faces made. Pedri showed you his work, explaining the drawing he did.
"Muy guapa," He says, looking at your cup. "Mine has a small dog, like nilo."
You smile at how much you love doing these activities. You love that he takes the free time he has to spend it with you.
He's the type to let you ramble about your day. If it's bad, he let you talk your anger out. If it's good, he celebrates with you.
"Una putada!" You say, frowning. "He fucked up and decided to throw me under the bus by saying it was me."
He passed the salt to you. Letting you talk about your day, letting you get your frustration out.
"I had to stay two extra hours." You move the pasta you were cooking. "And they told me that I need to go to work this weekend."
You slam the kitchen rag on the counter. Frustrated. He grabs two plates, serving the pasta on them.
"Want some cheese?" He asks.
"Si," you say. "A lot." You pout.
He nods, adding extra extra cheese to your plate. He brings the plates to the table, watching you serve the drinks.
"And my bubblegum fell on the ground today." You pout, handing him his drink.
You frown for a little, staying quiet. He's smiling, trying not to chuckle at how you look. Looking at your food with your serious face.
You sigh, relaxing a little now that you told him about your day. You stop the frown on your head, sipping your drink.
"How was your day?" You ask him, now smiling.
He smiles back, grabbing your hand and kissing it. "It was good. Today, I scored the winning goal of my team."
We all know his parents and Fer live with him, so I think he's the type to crash your place. Like on a random Thursday, you would get back home and find him watching a cartoon.
You open the door, watching the video your friend sent you. You leave your bag on the couch. Taking your shoes off and walking to your room.
You noticed the sound of the TV. Thinking that maybe you didn't turn it off. You hit yourself mentally.
You open the door, finding a very concentrated Pedri. He's eating some pistachios, enjoying some Sponge Bob.
"Hola, pepi." You smile happily. You move closer to him, kissing his lips. "What are you watching."
He moves to the side, so you fit on the bed with him. You join him, hugging his side. "I'm watching Sponge Bob." He says happily, kissing your hair.
He offers you some of his snack and drink. You accepted happy. You love watching cartoons and better if you have him by your side.
He's the type to add his touch to your place. Even if it's a room on your parents' house, a room on a shared house with roomies, your own place. He would add his touch.
"Pedri, this is too much." You say, rolling your eyes at him. "You just got me a new TV. The gifts need to stop."
Pedri stands with his hands on his waist, smiling at his new purchase. A new ps5 with a cover on your favorite color.
"It's your favorite color." He says. "And the controller is the same color." He points at it.
You shake your head, smiling at how cute he looks. "Amor, thank you for the thought of picking the PS5 with a cover of my favorite color." You say, hugging him. "Thank you for the new TV, for the drinks you got me, for the snacks and everything else you got me."
"You don't have to thank me." He smiles, hugging me harder. "I'm going to teach you how to play, I even got you your own fifa."
You frown, still smiling. "Amor, I can't play fifa."
"That's why I have my own controller." He points you at the boxes. "I'm teaching you how to play."
You feel his happiness and instantly feel really happy. He was doing this as a way to spend time with you and to let you into his favorite things to do.
When you do your makeup, he will try to ask you what for is everything you use, even if it's only mascara and blush. He would ask.
"And why do you wet the strawberry?" He asks.
You laugh, taking the water excess out of your strawberry shaped sponge. "It's because if you wet your sponge, it gives the skin a more natural finish."
He nods, paying attention to your movements. You grab your concealer, applying some to your undereyes.
"I know what that's for." He smiles.
He looks at you with puppy eyes. You tell him about different things.
"Why are you leaving that white powder?" He asks, confused.
You chuckle. "This is called baking. It's a makeup technique." You smile. "I like how it makes my makeup look."
"And this other powder?" He points at the compact.
"It's bronzer. It's used to contour the frame of the face." You say, showing him how you do it. "I apply it on my nose to mark it."
He can't help his smiles.
"Can I help you with your blush?" He asks.
You nod, passing him the brush. "You can pick the shade." You show him the options. "I have rare beauty, I have fenty, I have some bissu." You place the blushes in front of him.
"I like this shade." He grabs the blush. "Can I use this?"
You nod. "Si, dale."
You love how he's so careful and caring. Kissing your nose when he's done. He grabs your hips, making you turn back to the mirror.
"Do you feel bonita?" He asks. Remembering the tik tok sound. You nod, smiling at him. "Wonderful because you look bonita." He hugs you.
He's the type to watch you do your skincare routine. He would stare at you in awe.
You apply your cream, feeling a lot better now that your skin is clean and your fresh. You feel more relaxed.
You turn back to the room. Finding Pedri's eyes focused on you. "You okay, pepi?" You ask him.
He nods, giving you a half smile. His eyes never leave yours. You smile back at him, turning back to the mirror to keep applying your next step.
You grab your last step. From time to time, you look over the mirror to where he is. You notice that his eyes are still focused on you.
You place everything back in order. Taking a last look in the mirror and walking out of the bathroom.
You walk over to where he is. Grabbing his cheeks and kissing his lips and forehead. "Night Night, pepi." You smile.
"Night Night, preciosa."
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🏷: @gadriezmannsgirl
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leah-lover · 9 months ago
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First time. Alessia russo x reader.
Smut 18+
Alessia's first time.
You loved England camp. You didn’t get to see a lot of your friends because you played abroad. So you get to make up for lost time. Since the beginning of your career Alessia lotte you have climbed every ladder together. Then at the beginning of your international career you added Ella to the mix. The 4 of you were inseparable.
You spent a few years at Man United and your relationship with Ella and Alessia got even stronger. You seem to understand each other just by eye contact.
After a few years at United you got picked to go to france. This move affected your relationship greatly because you didn't have timùe to hang out, or talk at all. This drives a little wedge in your relationship.
The only time you guys hung out was in camp.
This time was no different, after training and the team dinner, you lotte, ella and alessia went to your and alessia’s roomù to hang out.
The conversation flew by as you caught up with their lives.
“ So are you seeing anyone?” asked lotte who was sitting next to me in bed, ella and alessia were in the opposite bed.
“ define seeing.” you replied.
“ dating.” she clarified.
“ Well that's not it, but I have been with people, yes.” you answer with all honesty. “ What about you lessi.” you ask.
“ You see less face blush and she turns red quickly. '' I still haven't found the one, '' she replied.
“ It's not about the one lessi bear, it's about basic human needs.” you add.
“ Well no not for me. I want to feel safe and comfortable and I still haven't found the person yet.” she says now turning completely flushed.
“ Well I think you are less beautiful and that person would be lucky.” you say
“ stop it you lot flirt with each other when we are not here.” said Ella jokingly.
“ I think that's our que toone . I am tired, let's go.”
“But i'm having a blast” she complained which earned her a smack on the arm. They quickly got up and left.
You were left with your roomie and you both went separately to do your nighttime routine. After a while you were both comfy in your separate beds but neither one of you could sleep.
“Do you think I am wrong for waiting?” She asked out of the blue.
“ I don't think you are wrong but I think you are missing out.” You responded with your eyes closed. The only light source in the room was a small lamp in the far corner so you couldn't read Alessia’s face but you heard her shift to her side facing you.
“ I think I waited too long . I am just embarrassed.” She says
“ No, the point you made about needing someone you trust is valid.” You responded. You feel her progressing blue eyes staring at you but you don't look back afraid of what you will see.
“Look at me.” she ordered.
You slowly shift to face her only seeing her shape because the room was dark.
“Less, don't mess with me.”
“ I trust you. I… you know.”
“ I don't actually.”
“Please come here.”
You obey her order, go next to her and slip under her covers.
“ Use your words start girl “
“Please kiss me.’
You do as she says, and give her the sweetest, most lovely kids in the world.
“ We can stop if you want to.” You insist
“No, I want this. I want you. I want to feel you.” She says before groping your face and kissing you sensually.
You stay like that for a while before you move to her neck and kids it softly. Then get coalker bone Al while you hands are roaming her body and hers are feeling yours.
Alessia was patient, she didn't rush to ask for anything, she was the most perfect girl.
“ You are such a good girl baby.” You say when you take off her shirt and bra to test if she would like it. You only got a sweet little moan in response.
“You are so beautiful.” You praise her as you move to her breasts.
You give each one a good amount of kissing and attention wanting to use other things so as not to overwhelm her.
You then slide your hands in her panties discovering the wet patch
“Somebody is excited.” You whisper in her ear only to see that her eyes were glued shut
“You are the most beautiful, perfect girl in the world. You are doing exactly what you should do, which is to enjoy yourself.” you whisper again in her ear soothing her.
She relaxed before she jumped again when your finger touched her swollen clit.
“It's okay baby girl.” You whisper again soothing her
You start rubbing little circles on her clit. You find a place that you think satisfied her as she becomes a moaning mess
“ Less I am gonna slip my finger inside you stop me when you feel uncomfortable.” You say to which she nodded.
“ No less your words please.”
“Okay I will.” She says while panting.
The first finger you slid in was painful as you watched her mix up a moan with a hiss. But when you loosened her up and slid the second one she got comfortable.
After a while of fucking her she says.
“Please I.. am… go…” she stutters.
“ It's okay, star girl, come for me baby. Come on my fingers.” You say as she releases the filthiest moans and comes on your fingers.
“That is a baby Ride it out.” You say kidding her again
‘ that was fucking amazing.”;She says.
“I am supposed to return the favor right?” she asks nervously.
“ Not today you need to rest.” You respond.
“Can you sleep next to me tonight?” She asks .
“Okay.” You say kissing her again.
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mikaaki · 1 year ago
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✧ ⁠— COLD HEART OF SNEZHNAYA
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characters : tartaglia / childe / ajax
warnings : fem ! reader ( she / her pronouns ) , angst ( no comfort ) , childe & reader have a son. childe leaving. ALSO POSSIBLE MAJOR SPOILERS?? mentions of the reader being pregnant & labor. death threats. SIGNORA & SCARAMOUCHE SPOILERS
word count : 1.5k
notes : i am so sorry.
also i haven’t written in months so welcome back me !!🫶 i wrote this in like 30 minute so i am so sorry if it came out choppy
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being a harbinger had never been an easy task. surviving the abyss , climbing the ranks of the fatui , and surviving constant attacks from enemies was not a lifestyle for the weak.
it also wasn’t a lifestyle he wanted for his family. he had never planned to fall so in love with you. when he first met you at liyue harbor , it was just a chance encounter. but then he kept seeing you.
over and over and over.
childe figured he may as well get to know you. he had always been a charming man , almost too charming. it always worked out in his favor…
he wondered how long he could keep the balance of his personal relationship with you and his life as a harbinger up for. it had been going so well.
he remembered the day you announced your pregnancy so clearly.
it was a bright sunday morning and the two of you were having breakfast together. it was rare for him to be home on the weekend , but there he was , happily eating a serving of eggs and toast with you.
you had been holding off the announcement for a few weeks. you knew exactly how busy he was. something about seeing him so content with your presence made you spill the beans.
he had never appeared happier. childe made it clear in the past he had always wanted to be a father , but now that it was exactly happening? he couldn’t contain his excitement.
it was hard keep the pregnancy a secret , but it was necessary. the less people that knew , the better. the 11th harbinger having a family wasn’t supposed to be public knowledge. it made everybody involved a major target to his enemies.
one of the hardest days of your lives came a few months later , when you went into labor. childe stood by your side the whole time. he held your hand tight while you struggled with the birth of your son.
love at first sight had always been an odd phenomenon to childe. his son changed all of that. seeing the bright ginger tufts of hair and light blue eyes of his son , he instantly fell in love.
childe was a man who’s life was full of blood and gore , but this child brought out an entirely new side of him. he wanted to change and be a softer , kinder man.
but he couldn’t do that. the fatui would never allow him to do such a thing. he was a weapon , not a father , as much as he wanted to be one. he had a place in the tsaritsa’s chess game. you were nowhere to be found on that board.
it didn’t take long for the first threat towards his family to come in.
childe had never been so antsy in his life. he rushed home as soon as he could , only to find you and your son alive and well. that was the first time he considered leaving.
would it be better if he left? he knew it would hurt you. he knew it would be difficult to care for your son alone. maybe he could transfer money to you so you could have a well - off life.
he couldn’t risk your life by being in it. hate him all you want , but at least you would be alive.
the night he finally decided to leave was the worst night of his life.
his family had received too many threats. too many people knew of you. your small home in liyue harbor was a target of the worst enemies of the fatui.
childe had spoken of moving several times before. after bringing it up for the upteenth time , you finally agreed. it was a small home on the outskirts of the city. it was certainly an upgrade from your prior home , though still small. it was big enough for three , but would be quite roomy for two…
the thought of leaving made him sick. childe would never get to see his son grow. maybe he could come by liyue and see glimpses of him , but he would never be able to be his father.
he felt ill every time he returned home. you’d happily greet him with a kiss , whilst your son laid in his crib , playing with toys or babbling senselessly in an attempt to speak his first word.
sitting in your small home , the moonlight shines brightly through the curtains , resting on childe as he held your son in his arms.
you were sleeping comfortably on your shared bed , blissfully unaware of the mental battle childe was having with himself.
maybe he was being dramatic. he was a harbinger. nobody would truly be dumb enough to go after his family. that’s what he thought…until signora was killed , and only a few months later scaramouche disappeared.
with harbingers beginning to drop like flies , he knew it was only a matter of time until he was targeted , or worse ; his family.
he held his son gently in his arms , taking in every detail of the small boy as if it were the last time he would see him…
because it would be.
he intended to enjoy the last few moments he had with his son. once the boy was asleep , he planned to put him in his crib , kiss your forehead , and never come back.
“i’m sorry,” childe whispered, his voice soft and nearly breaking as he spoke. it was so different compared to his normal boisterous personality.
a sudden stiring from your bed caught his attention. he quickly turned to look at you , his gaze meeting yours as you sat up.
in a tired state , you glanced around looking for your son. your eyes softened as you noticed the small boy in his arms.
“he’s precious, isn’t he?” you whisper , a tired smile pulling at your lips. you were never quiet about how much you loved the small family you built for yourself.
oh how unaware you were…
childe struggled to reply. he felt as if he were going to snap and spill the fact he was planning to leave you and your child behind.
“he is.”
“he looks just like you , you know?” you laugh. you’d made it clear that you were jealous your son took after his father. they were practically twins. it was ‘unfair’ how you carried him around for months only for him to be identical to his father.
childe didn’t respond. he quietly held the baby in his arms , gently rocking him back and forth.
“it’s rather late , ajax.”
childe looked up at you as you stated his real name. somehow , that name made him leaving feel worse.
he loved you. he truly loved you. he loved the family you built together. but he couldn’t stay. he didn’t deserve it. he couldn’t risk either of you to stay and enjoy this.
“i know,”
“i can take him if you -”
“no. he’s almost asleep anyway,”
a silence fell between the two of you as you stared at your son.
to you , it was a comfortable silence. just a small family enjoying a late night with their small baby.
to childe , this was worse than the abyss. he felt like he was lying to your face. he was leaving , and he couldn’t even muster the strength to tell you that. he didn’t deserve to be a father. he didn’t deserve to love you.
“go back to bed,”
“i am,” you smiled, laying back against the bed. you rested on your side, watching as he continued rocking your son back and forth.
“i love you,” he whispered. the words felt bitter coming out of his mouth. he knew it was true. but he also knew it would be the last time he spoke them to you.
“i love you as well,” you replied in that tired voice he loved so much.
it didn’t take long for you to fall back asleep. only a few moments passed before your son fell asleep as well.
childe gently placed your son in his bassinet. a feeling of guilt overwhelmed him , but he couldn’t stay. this wasn’t the life he deserved. his family deserved better. you deserved better.
he wasn’t going to put you at risk every day of your life just so he could be happy.
he wished he could tell you how much he loves you , but that was no longer possible. you were already asleep , and he intended to be gone by sunrise.
he leaned over to your side of the bed , pressing a lingering kiss to your forehead.
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the next morning arrived , waking you with the bright beams of sunlight. looking to your side , you realized ajax was gone.
that was nothing unusual. he often ran errands in the morning , or he was at work.
either way , you decided to start your day , picking up your small son. the two of you would get some housework done while waiting for ajax’s return.
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respectthepetty · 11 days ago
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It's the 10th episode of Perfect 10 Liners, and I'm getting POLY! Not really. Not even close. But I did get a moment of clarity about Yotha and Faifa's bed sheets. I was confused because Black Brooder Yotha has the blue ones instead of his brother who is a Blue Boy, but then it occurred to me that since Yotha is dark and Faifa is light, Yotha is the moon (blue bed) and Faifa is the sun (yellow bed), and Gun (green) is the earth right between them.
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Because Gun is definitely a Green Guy since he is so fresh.
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So that's why I think Green Guy Gun wore blue a few times since he is already embracing Yotha's darkness.
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Yotha is definitely a Black Brooder who enjoys the darkness.
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But even the blue moon shines some light every now and then, and I know the moon doesn't actually shine, and it's merely a reflection of the sun's light.
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Which is why his mentor, Yellow Yal Arm, is going to make sure he gets some extra help by sending him all his light.
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In the form of those ridiculously bright pajamas.
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And Yotha's brother, who loves the spotlight, is also hyping him up to his new roomie.
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So Yotha really doesn't have an option to remain in the dark.
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The narrative simply won't allow it.
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The brightness is always shining through in the form of his mentor and his brother.
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And now Gun.
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So even when he tries to put back on his black and go out into the darkness,
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He'll always return back to his brightly lit room and his radiant roommate.
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So, once again, while Yotha is getting lighter and brighter, I think ingenuous Gun, who loves him mother dearly, will get darker.
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And him wearing blue to match Yotha's bed is the beginning of his journey.
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They are balancing each other out.
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Because no matter how solemn Yotha is,
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And how bubbly Gun is,
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They need to find a middle-ground, and I think this episode was the beginning of that for them.
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But first, we have to figure out who hurt Yotha bad enough that he wears a "I Dream You Love Me Again" shirt.
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Yet hopes he doesn't dream at all, so he doesn't wake up with the pain of knowing it's not real.
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And I pray that my fellow chismoso figures it out quickly!
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Hard to keep secrets when you can't hide in the darkness, Yotha!
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Other color observations:
Sam is for sure a Red Rascal.
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So I'm hoping he is the good kind instead of the bad kind, like the devil.
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I have no idea what was going on with Arm and Arc's colors this episode.
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Or Orange Oddity Pond's color since Blue Boy Sand still retained his even though he was losing his mind.
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But I'm going to excuse it because this episode featured eight other characters that I didn't even get to, and I'm consistently hindered by this ruthless thirty image limit, so I cannot imagine being the wardrobe department and props department for this show with a limited budget and a brutal timeline.
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Basically, they deserve a raise!
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incorrectroomerang · 6 months ago
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jamdoughnutmagician · 22 days ago
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Private Eyes (18+)
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Steve Harrington x Fem!Reader
Ever since I saw those s5 set pics of Steve with his new truck I haven't really stopped thinking about him so here's a short-ish, quickly written bit of filth for you to enjoy!
Word Count:1,565
Masterlist // Steve Harrington Masterlist
Ever since Steve had swapped out his now long-past-retired BMW for his new light blue Silverado truck all you could think about was breaking it in the same way you had with his once beloved car.  
The christening of Steve’s beemer had ended in a secluded spot near Lover's Lake, with you stretched across the backseats whilst Steve tenderly kissed every inch of your body, before pulling you close and taking you under the fading light of the evening's glow. 
And now, the heady mix of that new leather smell, the suggestion of pine from the hanging car air-freshener dangling from the rear view mirror, and something distinctly warm and comforting and so very Steve was enough to have your senses tingling.
You admired him from your passenger seat, as he just drove with you, with no particular end destination. The way the last glittering rays of sunlight bounced off his perfectly messy hair, and the soft freckles scattered across the gentle slope of his nose never failed to have butterflies fluttering in your stomach. His strong, capable hands gripped the steering wheel as he pulled around the corner, and suddenly you were imagining those strong hands being put to better use elsewhere. Somewhere more intimate.
It’s his gentle voice that breaks through the Hall and Oats tape that's quietly playing from the car radio as he catches you staring at him.
“What's going on up in that big brain of yours, hm?” he asks, flicking his eyes over to you briefly.
“Nothing, I just like looking at you, Stevie, that's all.”
“Ohh okay, I see how it is.” He chuckles lightly. “You only call me Stevie when you want something from me.”
“That's not true.” You refute.
“Oh, but it is.” He smiles so effortlessly. “So whatever it is, lay on me.”
“I was just thinking, we've haven't taken your new truck out for a test ride.” you say, daring to let your hands stray from where they're safely sitting in your lap. Creeping over to his thigh, where the light-wash denim pulls tight across the strong muscles.
“What are you talking about? I've driven you around in this truck since I got it…ohhh” his brain connects the dots when he feels your dainty hand beginning to rub over his crotch. His cock immediately takes interest in your exploratory touches as it kicks up in his boxers. “Oh! You mean…a test ride.” He laughs lightly, his honeyed hazel eyes sparkling with desire. 
“Now, you're getting it.” You smile as you nod along with him.
“Hang on in there, I know just the place.” Steve grins, and with that he's turning down a quiet little back-road that is all too familiar to you.
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 The branches dapple the moonlight gleaming down as the evening draws in and Steve pulls his truck up to a spot just a stone's throw away from Lover's Lake. The stillness of the water and the quiet hum of chirping crickets set the scene for your intimate date.
You flick your head around as if to check that there was anyone around, but as you do Steve is there to quickly assuage any of your worries.
“Don't worry, it's just us out here, Honey.” Steve smiles. “Now, why don't you come sit over here and let's see if we can christen the new truck in the way it deserves, hm?” He says, his smile stretching into a cheeky grin.
You try your best to climb over the seats and centre console as sexily as you can, although in the less-than-roomy front cabin of his truck it proves to be trickier than you'd imagined. 
But you manage it, and soon enough you find yourself sitting pretty in the denim-clad lap of your boyfriend as he looks up at you with a lustful glint in his hazel brown eyes.
You can't help but shyly grind your hips down against the growing bulge underneath you, mentally high-fiving yourself for having chosen to wear a short skirt and soft cotton panties today. Steve always loved easy access. And the rough material of his jeans provides just the right amount of friction as you grind your hips further down into the insistent press of his erection. You’re keenly aware of the steering wheel edging close to your ass as you shift to get comfortable on his lap
The confined spaces forces you together, with his big hands settling over the curve of your hips and his lips nibbling bruised kisses along your collarbone and throat
“Honey..” he pants, pulling away from his assault on your neck with pink lips, “please you're killing me here…I gotta have you.”
You do your best to rise up on your knees enough to pull your panties to the side whilst Steve works on popping the button off his jeans and wriggling them down his thighs along with his boxers just enough to free his cock, which was flushed pink and dripping with needy arousal.
Steve’s hand slithers under your skirt, brushing against the soft plush skin of your thighs as his thumb toys with your clit before sinking a single finger into you. A quietly growled moan tumbles from his lips at the feeling of your wetness coating his finger.
“I don’t need your fingers right now Steve, I promise you I’m ready.”  you nod as his finger slips from your centre.
“Are you sure? It’ll be a tight fit.” he asks. He’s not cocky when he says this, he’s just well aware of all the times he’s needed to warm you up to take him. He just doesn't want to hurt you.
You silence his worries with a kiss placed to his lips, your eyes looking deep into his honey-golden ones.
“I just want you, Stevie.”
Stroking a firm fist down the length of his cock, he smears the bead of pre-cum pooling from his tip enough to slick him up; he presses the head of his cock at your entrance. Then he looks up with your knees straddling either side of his hips, waiting for you to take up the reins.
And so you do, sinking down more and more, inch by inch until he’s fully seated inside you. He fills you so perfectly and he feels like he’s reaching so deep inside you that you swear you can feel him in your stomach.
You begin to rock your hips over him in a slow swivel, just letting yourself adjust to the stretch, before picking up speed in your movements and lifting your hips to ride him the way you want to.
You bounce up and down on his cock, eager to chase the feeling of his thick cock filling you over and over again.
Little whines of pleasure whimper past your lips, which he’s all too quick to swallow down into a kiss of his own, letting his tongue sweep into your mouth to taste every inch of you.
He pulls away from you kiss-swollen lips with a lazy grin pulling at his lips and a gloriously pink sheen blooming on his freckled skin.
“That’s it honey, make yourself feel good on my cock.” he says from underneath the crop of messy hair that’s fallen across his eyes in sweaty strands, each of his big hands settling on the curve of your hips to help steady your movements.
The windows of the truck have fogged up with the condensation, both your heavy breaths and shared moans filling the intimate space.
“Fuck…You look so goddamn pretty like this baby..” Steve paises, one of his hand daring to stray from its place on your hip to slip underneath your shirt enough to caress your tit in his massive palm.
You’re not sure how much more of this you can take. Steve’s meeting your every movement, thrusting his hips up into you, whilst you grind down into him. The nest of dark hair at the base of his cock tickles against your clit with every roll of your hips.
The knot in your stomach is beginning to get tighter, and you can feel yourself clinging on to the cliff-edge of pleasure, just waiting to fall and hoping that Steve will be there to catch you. 
With every bounce of your hips you can see the need on Steve’s face enough to know he’s close to his high too. His brown eyes are glazed with desire and wants nothing more than to make you feel good.
“f-fuck..I’m close, honey…please..I know you’re close to..god I can feel you fucking clenching around me.” he stifles out through his teeth continuing to piston his hips up into you.
And then, with your arms looped around his neck and your fingers tangling in the soft strands of hair at the back of his neck, you find yourself falling over the edge of pleasure, shuddering out your release as you slump against the safe hold of Steve's broad chest.
And soon after, Steve follows you, thrusting up once, twice more before he's pressing in deeply and filling you with rope after rope of his release.
When he comes down from his high, and his breath catches up with him, he tilts your face under his finger, getting you to look at him.
“Hey there, Honey..” he says softly, the pink haze still flush against his cheeks.
“Hey Stevie..”
“Now, that, was a test ride.”
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janeyseymour · 9 months ago
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Ooh prompts! Okay okay okay
How about Melissa finds a roommate who is not Jacob. And she's cute and nice but Melissa just keeps to herself because she's Melissa. Until one day, Mel is trying to read but can't focus for whatever reason (bad day, just in a mood, whatever) so her roomie reads out loud to her
And They Were Roommates
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WC: ~2.8k
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Moving is always stressful. But moving in with a gorgeous, fiery haired woman who could kick your ass in an instant and you’re pretty sure could be part of the mob? You quite literally think that you’re in over your head.
But her ad seemed good enough, her career of being a teacher wasn’t a front, and as of right now this is your only option unless you want your rent to be out of your budget or your commute to be double what it is now. So, you spend the weekend moving your things into Melissa Schemmenti’s townhouse.
She doesn’t offer to help you- you just flash your smile at her as she hands you the key that she had made for you before she’s off. Honestly, your new roommate and landlord really isn’t even around for most of the weekend. The woman stays out for most of the weekend, claiming that she has errands to run or friends to hang out with. That’s fine by you because at least then you know you won’t be in her way, and she won’t be there to glare at you while you do your best to unpack everything.
The redhead only comes in at night once you’ve given up on unpacking for the day and you’re preparing to head to bed, just filling up your water bottle before you head to your room for the night.
“Hey,” you smile at her softly.
The woman, who was still trying to relook the door, jumps at your voice. She turns sharply, fist curled into a ball and ready to fight. Once she realizes that it’s just you, she lowers her hand and uncurls it. Then she catches the way you look…
You’re simply dressed in your night shorts and a tee-shirt, hair thrown up carelessly with your blue light glasses sitting on your face, and you have no makeup on. It’s a drastic change from the way that you came in, even just to move all of your stuff. You had come in clad in a sweet, floral jumpsuit with your hair beautifully framing your face, not one hair out of place, and just the lightest amount of makeup on to highlight all of your best features. Both ways, you took her breath away, not that she would ever admit that.
“Hello?” you say again, confused as to why she’s staring at you.
She blinks a few times. “Sorry, sorry. You startled me. I didn’t think you would still be up.”
“I won’t be for long,” you chuckle quietly and raise your water bottle. “Just came down to fill up for the night. Goodnight, Melissa. I hope you had a good night.”
“Y- yeah,” the redhead says, although it’s clear to you that she still isn’t really all there. Maybe she just had a bit too much to drink, you think to yourself (she was stone cold sober). “Have a good night, Y/N.”
You brush past her in order to make your way up the steps, and the teacher can’t help but watch you as you go. You were… wow. Again, she blinks a few times, wondering why you’re making her practically short circuit. She knew you were cute when the two of you first met, but there’s something about seeing you in your natural state that has her entranced. 
The next day, you wake up and continue to unpack. She hears you shuffling around up in your room while she’s getting ready to head out herself. 
The knock on your new bedroom door startles you.
“Come in!” you call once you’ve collected yourself. The door swings open gently to reveal your new roommate looking absolutely stunning.
“Hey. Just letting you know that I won’t be around much today. Heading to church and then I have a bunch of errands that I have to run,” Melissa tells you as she avoids eye contact- she doesn’t want to get caught staring at you again like she did last night.
You nod and smile at her. “Have a nice day, Melissa.”
“You too,” is all she gets out before closing your door again.
By some grace of God, you’re able to finish unpacking your things by mid-afternoon. Exhausted, but knowing that you still have to go grocery shopping and pick up a few little odds and ends, so you drag yourself out to the store.
While you’re perusing the aisles, you just so happen to run into your roommate. Quite literally- actually. She accidentally hits you with her shopping cart in the hip. You squeal out in surprise rather than pain, and when you look up to see who did it you’re met with the softest green eyes you’ve seen out of the woman.
“Y/N!” she says quickly. “I’m so sorry, hun.”
You laugh with a wave of the hand. “All good, Melissa. All good. Just startled me.”
“Are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” you promise her, extending a hand out and touching her forearm gently. You would be lying if you said neither of you felt the little jolt of electricity between the two of you at the contact.
Her eyes immediately go down to avoid your own. “Alright, well… I’ll see you later.” And she’s off.
As you continue to shop down the aisles you can’t help but wonder why your roommate is acting the way she is. In her emails, and even the first time you met her to interview for her extra room, Melissa Schemmenti gave off that she was a tough woman- someone who didn’t put up with any sort of shit. But now that you’ve seen her over the past few days, you’ve only caught her acting like a deer in the headlights or like a flustered schoolgirl.
Melissa, as she continues to waltz up and down the aisles at the Giant, she too wonders why you have her acting like an absolute idiot anytime she sees you. You’re cute and you’re sweet, but so are a lot of other women that she’s encountered. Deciding that she can’t get wrapped up and hypnotized by you and your sweet, soft eyes and voice, she vows to herself that she’ll just keep to herself while you live with her. She can surely do that for the next year that your lease is, right?
And she does- she does a nice job at keeping her distance, really only running into you in the morning and occasionally at night when you’re filling up your water bottle and heading to bed. 
You won’t deny that this roommate situation is odd, but you don’t press. You technically live here, yes, but you feel like a guest. Melissa’s name is on the lease, and you pay her the rent directly.
But even then, when the two of you don’t directly interact a lot, you both learn a lot about each other.
You’ve learned that Melissa always does her grocery shopping on Saturdays at 2, she goes to church every Sunday, she loves her students more than you thought was possible. She prefers coffee in the morning and tea in the evening, occasionally with a glass of wine. You’ve noticed that she is very particular about how food is made, and she always cleans up her materials as she cooks- and that she only ever cooks what could feed a family of twelve. Despite that, she never asks if you want any leftovers, and you don’t press for them even though the smell is near heavenly. The redhead likes to curl up on the couch after a particularly hard day with a good book, a glass of (always red) wine, and what seems to be her emotional support Eagles sweatshirt- her cat-eyed glasses either on her face or on the tip of her nose are a staple. She’s usually in bed by 10 or 11, and she’s never a morning person.
Melissa, on the other hand, has learned that you’re just as enchanting as she thought you to be. You never fail to give her a smile and a soft hello as you make your way in or out, despite the fact that you may be exhausted or frustrated. She’s learned that you aren’t particular about where your food comes, but that you are particular in how it sits in the fridge- she never touches your things. The woman has come to learn that you have a ukulele and a guitar up in your bedroom, and she can occasionally hear you strumming it softly. She’s come to find that your singing voice is just as soft and as soothing as your speaking voice, a bit of a folky twang to it, and it often takes the place of a calming lullaby for her. She’s found that you are a bit of a writer, having found little scribbles of lyrics or chord progressions on sticky notes that you throw on the fridge in the morning to retrieve later once you’ve taken on the day and are ready to relax. It’s charming, and it gives her insight as to who you really are.
Although the two of you live very separate lives living in this one space, you’ve both found yourselves falling for each other. Both of you can only hope that you are falling in love with the real person and not some image that you’ve made up in your mind.
It’s about two months into living with the redhead that when you come home she isn’t stationed in her kitchen and cooking a meal for twelve. Instead, she’s sitting on the couch with her feet propped up on the coffee table. Her book is open in her lap, and yet her eyes aren’t trained on it.
“Hey,” you smile warmly at the woman that you live with.
She just grunts in your direction.
You just give her a knowing look as you head into the kitchen to start your own meal. “You aren’t cooking yourself dinner?” you call gently. Your voice floats through the house and she hears you.
“Shit day,” she sighs. “Don’t feel like cooking.”
“Do you want me to cook something?”
“I was just gonna order a cheesesteak,” she says shortly.
You head back into the living room and bite the bullet. It’s been two months of you living here, and to be quite frank, you’re not very happy with the fact that all of your conversations with your roommate are as short as they are. You genuinely want to talk with Melissa and make some sort of connection, although now that you’re standing here you aren’t sure if today was the best day to pick.
“That sounds nice,” you say as you rock back and forth on your feet. “I can pick them up if you want so you can relax?”
That gets her to look at you. “What?”
“I said a cheesesteak sounds nice,” you repeat. “And I can pick them up so you can relax. Just tell me your order and where you want them from.”
“I- wow.” She looks you up and down before rattling off her order and where she wants it from.
“That’s where I like to get mine,” you grin. “Perfect. I’ll be back in half an hour.”
You place the order, and when you head out for the order, she’s still sitting there looking absolutely lost with her book in her lap. “Try to relax,” you tell her gently before closing the door behind you.
When you return, she’s still sitting there, although now she’s at least trying to read her book. You set her order down in front of her and take out your own. Then you head into the kitchen, pour yourself a glass of wine, and pour your roommate some as well.
“Mind if I join you?” you ask as you settle on the couch next to her, but still keeping a fair distance between the two of you.
She nods with a shy smile, although she still doesn’t look to you. You end up pulling a novel out of your purse and open it.
You read a few pages as you eat your dinner and sip your wine before you notice that Melissa is still just staring ahead- actually, she’s kind of watching you.
“You okay?” you furrow a brow. “Did I mess your order up? I’m sorry.”
She shakes her head. “No. Not at all. I just… You’re stunning.”
You blush and tuck a hair behind your ear. “No I’m not.”
“You are though,” she says softly. “You… come bringing dinner, you know exactly what kind of wine I was in the mood for, and then you just sit there and read as if you’ve not just made my day so much better.”
“I just figured you could use the pick-me-up,” you shrug. “You look like you had a tough day.”
“I did,” she sighs. “Those kids today really gave me a run for my money, and all I wanted to do was come home and read my book, but I can’t find it in myself to focus.”
“What’re you reading?” you ask her.
“The Girl On The Train,” she tells you as she shows you the cover.
You smile a bright smile. “That’s one of my favorites. I’d be happy to read it with you.”
“Really?” she asks quietly.
You outstretch your hand to take the book. She hands it to you with a raised brow, and her jaw drops just slightly as your soft voice starts to read aloud. She’s able to fully relax as she eats her cheesesteak, listening to your warm and light voice as it reads about some of the darkest tragedies in life.
When she’s finished eating, she holds up a silent hand, asking you to pause your reading. She cleans both of your areas up before she’s plucking both of your glasses up and taking them to the kitchen. She returns a few minutes later with full glasses and sits significantly closer to you.
“Can you keep reading?” She asks you gently once she’s pulled a blanket over the two of you.
You just smile as you nod. You begin to read aloud again. It’s a nice little bubble that the two of you are in, and you can’t help but let your eyes go soft as you look at her. 
It’s a bit before her head falls to your shoulder, and you can’t help the small little chuckle that bubbles up out of you. The redhead is asleep, so you close her book a few pages before where you had paused and relax back against the couch cushions. The television is playing music softly, so you stretch just slightly to pick up your own novel and crack it open.
You stay there in your place for about forty minutes before your roommate wakes with a small jolt.
“Hey,” you whisper, trying to keep your tone soft and warm. You crane your neck just slightly to look at her, and her cheeks are just about as red as her hair.
“Sorry,” Melissa mumbles as she lifts her head from your shoulder.
You chuckle and shrug. “I didn’t mind. It was nice, actually spending time with my rooommate- even if she was asleep for about forty minutes.”
The teacher smiles softly. “It was really nice. Thank you for reading to me so I could enjoy the story.”
“Of course,” you reply gently. “I love that book, and most of the books you have on the shelves, so I’m always happy to read with you.”
So, the two of you often find yourself curled up on the couch together after enjoying a meal together. Sometimes she cooks, sometimes you cook, and sometimes the two of you go out and grab food. But you almost always end up on that couch with her head on your shoulder as she falls asleep to your soft and soothing voice. Sometimes you’re reading to her, other times you’re sitting there strumming a stringed instrument or writing while she watches her reality television shows. It’s a nice little routine that the two of you have found yourselves in, and it’s been a hell of a lot nicer actually talking to your roommate and getting along as opposed to the coexisting that you had done for the first few months of living with her.
And then one night, it all changes. As you’re reading to her, you can feel her head fall to your shoulder. With a knowing smile, you turn your head to glance down at her, expecting her eyes to be closed. But they aren’t. Those sparkling emerald eyes are looking up at you with such a fondness, and almost in slow motion does she lean up to kiss you.
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doormatty3 · 1 year ago
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Ocean Eyes: Chapter 5 (Orm Marius x Reader)
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Summary:
[Orm Marius x Female Reader] [Orm Marius x You]
The ocean has always fascinated you - the ebb and flow of its water, the marine life in the sea and the wild and untamed beauty it exudes. Your attempts to explain this fascination have always fallen short. But when you meet Orm at the seaside one rainy day you find, that he just understands.  You offer to show him around since he is not from the city. And you are intrigued by his rather strange quirks and his regal demeanour.  After all, how could you not? When his eyes mirror the ocean itself, deep and incredibly blue. OR: You impress Orm with the surface world and he impresses you with his Atlantean cock
Wordcount: 4881
A/N: And so the smut starts. Also: I wrote this while both of my hospital roomies were snoring... HOW CAN ONE SLEEP
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His response is immediate, as something seems to shortcircuit in Orm’s brain. A low growl escapes his throat, and he captures your lips in a hungry kiss before guiding you down onto the bed with a firm yet gentle push. 
He swiftly follows, laying down on top of you, his weight supported by his strong arms.
You gaze up at Orm, your eyes tracing the contours of his features illuminated by a soft glow.
In the ambient light, his blonde hair appears to catch highlights, and his piercing blue eyes exude a magnetic intensity. They carry the depth and richness of the profound cobalt depths, a mesmerising blend of dark sapphire and hints of mysterious indigo. 
As he leans over you, his shirt strains against the bulging muscles of his thick, muscular frame. The fabric clings tightly, highlighting every ridge and contour of his sculpted physique. The strained material accentuates the power in his broad shoulders and the well-defined muscles beneath, creating a visual display of strength.
Your breath comes out in heavy puffs as you feel the heat in your belly settling low and wetness pooling between your legs.
His darkened eyes lock onto yours with an intensity that speaks volumes. A low, almost inaudible mutter escapes his lips, a manifestation of the emotions coursing through him. 
Before you can fully grasp the meaning, he leans down and kisses you deeply, igniting a new wave of desire.
You return the kiss with the same fervour, a mutual surrender to the emotions that swirl around you. 
In the wake of the intense kiss, he becomes omnipresent - his broad, muscular body presses you into the mattress, his other hand trailing softly up your neck, leaving a trail of tingling sensations in its wake. 
Reaching up between your bodies, you slide your hands over his wide shoulders, the strength beneath your touch undeniable. With a subtle urgency, you push your hands into his hair, pulling him closer and pressing him harder against you in a silent plea for more.
Simultaneously, you both pull back, though your bodies remain tightly wound together. Panting slightly, you gaze into each other’s eyes, the shared intensity lingering in the charged space between you. 
Before you can say anything, Orm presses his lips to yours once more, his tongue sliding over them with hunger. In response, you immediately open your mouth, allowing him to explore, and a quiet moan escapes you as the sudden storm of intensity from Orm envelops you.
His hands drop, gripping your waist with a possessive urgency. Thumbs slide along the band of the leggings you wear. The touch is both intimate and electric,
A shudder courses through you at the sensation of the slight skin-to-skin contact, and involuntarily, you unconsciously roll your hips. The friction of your movements against Orm’s firm touch sends a jolt of desire through your entire body.
Orm breaks the kiss momentarily, his lips lingering near yours as he breathes heavily, his gaze fixed on yours with a wild hunger.
He withdraws from you by a mere whisper, his warm blue eyes searching your face for any signs of discomfort. “Is this okay? Do you want me to stop?”
“Please, no!” you whimper, caught in the magnetic pull of his intense gaze. 
Orm smirks at your reaction, a confident expression that makes your insides turn to jelly. As he skillfully slides his dominant hand below the waist of your leggings, his eyes never leave yours. 
The dim light casts a sensual glow on his chiselled features, accentuating the desire etched into every line of his face. 
The touch of his hand sends a thrill through you, a delicate dance between urgency and tenderness - the fabric yields under his skilled touch, baring a fraction of your skin to the heated atmosphere.
As his fingers trace patterns along your skin, you can feel the heat intensifying.
His fingers, warm and skilful, find their way to the fabric of your underwear; the anticipation is electrifying, and you whimper.
As he leans in, his lips find yours again, capturing the moans that escape in the dance of desire. 
When Orm ghosts his fingers over the front of your panties, you buck against him. You’re sure that he has to feel how completely soaked you are.
His eyes remain fixed on your face, an unwavering gaze that holds you captive. Despite the intensity of the moment, you find it impossible to look away from him.
Every nerve ending in your body feels alive, electrified by the intensity of the moment, and a low whine escapes your lips when he lets one thick finger glide over your clothed cunt again, nudging your clit in the process.
Amidst the whirlwind of desire and sensation, a subtle confusion creeps in. You find yourself perplexed by the stark shift in Orm’s demeanour - from the earlier image of someone somewhat distraught to the current manifestation of a feral intensity. 
To you, it feels like this change may be a result of the revelation about his Atlantean identity - the burden of guarding his secret has lifted, and the freedom from having to make up excuses seems to have liberated a different, more unrestrained aspect of him.
A low, desperate moan escapes your chest when he dips below your panties for the first time. You cannot form a coherent thought as you feel one of his long, thick and warm fingers at your wet pussy. 
In response, Orm lets out a groan and brings his free hand up, gripping your jaw possessively. His blonde hair, tousled from the intensity of the moment, frames his face, and his piercing blue eyes lock onto yours with a feral hunger. Before claiming your lips in a firm, hungry kiss, he captures your gaze, the play of desire evident in the depth of his oceanic eyes. 
Orm’s voice undergoes a transformation, deepening into a raspy timbre that resonates with desire. “You feel that, don’t you?” he murmurs, his words carrying a magnetic weight.
His eyes hold yours when he flicks the pad of his finger against your clit, making you moan against him.
“I’ve wanted this, wanted you, for so long,” Orm confesses in that raspy voice. “Now that you know everything, it feels right.” 
With that, he sinks one finger inside you. You clench your cunt involuntarily and mewl, and you didn’t know that just a single finger could feel so good.
“You’re beautiful,” he adds, his voice sincere and filled with raw honesty.
Orm begins to trace circles over your clit with his thumb while he pushes his other finger in and out of you. His eyes are firmly locked on your face, savouring your every reaction.
The whole situation overwhelms you, and you feel already close to an orgasm. Just the sheer attractiveness of Orm, his words, delivered in that deep, raspy voice, and the expert movement of his fingers are your undoing.
You don’t think you’ve ever been so turned on in your life - you may have had sex before, but this was on a different level. 
You can’t contain a loud moan when he pushes a second finger inside you. The thick digits inside you make you already feel full, a pleasant stretch that makes you buck against him.
Orm starts to pump them in and out in confident, hard strokes and when he curls them just right, your hand finds his back, digging your fingernails into the muscle. 
“Shit, Orm,” you whine, your voice breathless.
You feel the shiver of electricity coursing through your veins, and you know that you are close. 
Desperate, you meet his thrusts with his hips, the wet sound of his fingers in your cunt obscenely loud in the room. 
When he presses his body closer to you, grinding his hard cock against you, you come apart at his fingers. You clench down around them and cry out as your orgasm overwhelms you. 
Orm doesn’t let up and continues to thrust leisurely into your pussy, ”Take it,” his voice, low and wrecked against your ear.
You whine as his movements gradually slow before he stills completely, pulling his fingers out of your cunt.
When he pulls back, you are both flushed and breathing heavily. You watch, mesmerised, as he raises his fingers, soaked in the wetness of your pussy, a satisfied smirk playing on his lips. 
In the soft glow of the room, they catch the ambient light and glisten with a sheen of desire. Each curve and contour of his strong, calloused digits tells a silent tale of the intensity you’ve just experienced.
Orm, with a sultry and deliberate gaze locked onto you, brings his fingers to his mouth. He sensually sucks them clean, his eyes closing as if appreciating your taste.
The dim light accentuates the contours of his features, casting shadows that dance across his face as he indulges in this postlude of shared desire. 
His blonde hair, tousled and damp with sweat, frames his forehead, creating a halo of dishevelled strands that hint at the fervent energy that just transpired.
Orm’s ocean-blue eyes, still glistening with the remnants of desire, meet yours in a playful exchange. The mischievous spark in his gaze reflects the shared intimacy you both experienced. Each droplet of sweat on his forehead seems to capture the ambient light, creating a radiant glow that adds to the allure of the moment.
“That was a first - I’ve never tasted a woman,” Orm states, his voice carrying a teasing undertone. His postlude comment is accompanied by a genuine chuckle, and you can see the happiness etched on his face.
As your brain basks in the post-passionate haze, you find yourself gazing at Orm with a contented, almost dreamy expression. A blissful emptiness fills your mind, leaving you momentarily speechless.
After a beat, you manage to form a question, your words tinged with a bashful blush, “Did you... um, like it?”
Orm’s eyes shine with contented happiness and a hint of feral satisfaction. 
A triumphant and lopsided grin plays on his lips, reflecting the joy and fulfilment that courses through him. 
In an unhurried approach, Orm leans in, his presence a magnetic force that draws you closer. As he nears, you can feel the warmth of his breath gently grazing your lips.
His eyes deepen in their intensity as he murmurs, “I loved it.” His words hang in the air like a promise, and before you can fully process the sentiment, his lips meet yours in another passionate kiss. 
You sigh happily against Orm’s lips, your hands finding their place in the tousled strands of his hair and the muscular expanse of his shoulders. 
As the kiss deepens, the world around you dissolves into a dreamlike haze, and the only reality is the warmth exchanged between you and Orm. His hands, firm yet gentle, trace patterns on your waist.
Orm breaks the kiss with a gentle stroke through your hair before gently pressing another short peck to your lips. With a soft smile, he gracefully stands up, his captivating ocean-blue eyes sparkling with contentment and his skin delightfully flushed.
He extends a hand towards you to help you up from the bed as well.
You accept his hand, and Orm’s fingers intertwine with yours, feeling the strength in his touch, and rise to your feet with a fluid grace.
As the warmth of the shared moment with Orm envelops you, a sudden realisation jolts you into awareness – Arthur is probably still patiently waiting in your living room. A blush creeps up your cheeks, and you break away from Orm’s gaze, feeling a mix of embarrassment and concern.
You clear your throat, “Uh, Orm, maybe we should, uh, check on Arthur. He’s been waiting, and, well, you know...He may have heard us .”
Orm’s ocean-blue eyes spark with amusement as he registers the change in your demeanour. A small, knowing smirk plays on his lips. “You’re right.”
Almost possessive, his hand wanders in your hair to tilt your head up before he says low and husky, “If he heard, then he at least knows you’re mine.”  
Then, he pulls you into another bruising, needy kiss. He presses his thick frame against yours, making you feel the effect you have on him.
You whimper when he says that, momentarily stunned, before he grabs your hand again and leads you to the living room.
In the haze that still lingers within your mind, there are only three things you’re aware of as you marvel at how good Orm’s hand around yours feels again: Arthur may have heard you, both you and Orm appear sweaty and thoroughly wrecked, and Orm still has a massive erection tenting the front of his pants.
As you open the door, the living room reveals an emptiness that catches you by surprise – Arthur isn’t there anymore. A flicker of concern crosses your face, but a quick glance through the terrace windows unveils the sight of him sitting outside.
Orm and you exchange a curious look before deciding to join him. The door to the terrace swings open, and the cool breeze carries a hint of salt from the nearby ocean. The three of you are now under the vast expanse of the sky, the ambient light casting a warm glow on the terrace.
Arthur glances up as you approach, a mischievous twinkle in his eye, suggesting he might know more than he’s letting on. “Took you both long enough,” he quips, a playful grin tugging at the corners of his lips.
You feel a rush of embarrassment, your cheeks reddening. “Sorry about that, Arthur. We got a bit, uh, caught up.”
“Well, caught up indeed,” his eyes shining with amusement, “I hope it was successful and you’re not angry at my brother anymore.”
You offer a sheepish smile, “It was...successful. And no, I’m not angry anymore. We worked things out.”
You glance at Orm, who still holds your hand and feel your heart beat a bit faster when you notice the soft look he has in his eyes. Smiling tenderly at him, he returns it, squeezing your hand gently.
Arthur interrupts the moment, “I’m glad, really, really glad. He deserves some happiness after all that happened.”
You furrow your brow at the unexpected revelation - you haven’t talked so far.
Arthur, letting out a hearty laugh and shaking his head, says, “Brother, brother.”
As Arthur’s playful remark lands, a flush of embarrassment paints your cheeks, creating a warm hue that’s hard to ignore. The mischievous twinkle in his eyes suggests he’s relishing your discomfort. Sensing your unease, Orm intervenes, his grip on your hand a reassuring anchor.
Turning his attention to his brother, Orm raises an eyebrow, “So Arthur -Why exactly are you here?”
Arthur takes a deep breath, the playfulness in his eyes replaced by a more severe and earnest expression. 
“Look, Orm, you know I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t important. The Council of Houses is making my life difficult, and these kingly duties are turning into a real headache. I figured, who better to guide me through this mess than you?”
The sincerity in his voice carries the weight of genuine concern and a hint of vulnerability. Orm, still holding your hand, regards his brother with a measured gaze. 
Orm finally speaks, “Arthur, if you need my help, you’ve got it.”
Arthur exhales a sigh of relief, gratitude written across his face. “Thanks, Orm. I really appreciate this. Can we get this sorted out now?”
Orm turns to you, grabbing your other hand as well. You gaze into his eyes, a serious expression in them as they seem to carry the weight of impending responsibilities, and his demeanour reflects a sense of burden. His ocean-blue eyes, which were once warm and inviting, now hold a stoic resolve, reflecting the gravity of the situation.
“I’ll return to you later, honey,” his voice is a comforting murmur, and the endearment, casually slipping from his lips, warms you from within.
You squeeze his hands, conveying reassurance, “You better do, Orm - we’ll talk when you get back,” your voice soft, “You’re a good man. I don’t know if I ever said that to you.”
“Thank you. I’ll see you later,” he responds, his gaze lingering for a moment before he turns to join Arthur.
You watch in stunned silence as Orm and Arthur exchange a few final words before making a dash towards the cliff’s edge. Their figures blur momentarily in the midday sun, and you can feel the rush of wind as they take a leap into the brightness below.
The silhouette of their forms disappears against the backdrop of the daylight, and you’re left standing on the terrace. The distant sound of the splash echoes in the stillness, marking their descent into the unknown depths below.
The warm midday air envelops you as you process the abrupt turn of events, feeling a mix of awe, concern, and a tinge of loneliness.
As you peer over the cliff’s edge, the sunlight reflects off the water below, leaving you with a sense of wonder and anticipation. The ocean, vast and enigmatic, seems to cradle the secrets that now intertwine with the destinies of those you care about.
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As the sun gradually descends towards the horizon, casting a warm and golden glow across the ocean, you find yourself standing at the edge of the cliff. Hours have passed since Orm and Arthur left for Atlantis.
The vibrant hues of the sunset paint the sky with shades of pink, orange, and deepening blues, creating a breathtaking canvas that mirrors the emotions swirling within you. The rhythmic sound of the waves crashing against the rocks below provides a soothing backdrop to the quiet tension that has settled in.
Your gaze is fixed on the vast expanse of the ocean, each passing moment filled with a mix of hope and concern. The silhouette of the distant cliffs is outlined against the vivid sky, and you find yourself lost in the contemplation of what challenges Orm and Arthur might be facing beneath the surface.
The fading sunlight bathes you in its warm embrace as you wait, the cool breeze tousling your hair. 
The rhythmic sounds of the ocean mask Arthur’s footsteps, and it’s only when he’s near that you become aware of his presence.
“My father also used to wait for my mother like this - staring into the open ocean at sunset,” Arthur says, his voice carrying a hint of nostalgia and understanding.
Startled by his sudden presence, you let out a spontaneous scream, the sound echoing against the cliffs. Chuckling at your reaction, Arthur offers a wry smile, realising he caught you off guard.
With a nonchalant shrug, he continues, “I’m happy that he finally found someone who loves him as he is.”
The weight of Arthur’s words settles upon you, and your heart quickens with a mix of emotions. “What?” you stammer.
“He loves you too, you know,” Arthur adds, his eyes meeting yours. “I’ve never seen him like that before - like he is with you.”
A complex mix of emotions surges within you - surprise, gratitude, and a newfound understanding of the depth of Orm’s feelings and you feel yourself blushing.
If anyone were to ask you, you would have told them that you saw Orm walking towards you - but the truth is that you felt him.
A subtle shift in the atmosphere alerts you to Orm’s approach. It’s as if an invisible current is threading through the air, a palpable energy that you can almost taste. The hairs on the back of your neck stand at attention, a gentle shiver coursing down your spine.
There he is, walking towards you with purpose. The soft glow of the fading sunlight bathes him in an ethereal radiance.
Dressed in a tight, dark blue long-sleeved shirt that clings to his form, every contour of his muscular physique is accentuated - the fabric moulds to the powerful lines of his chest and arms. The hue seems to echo the ocean’s depths, and the shirt’s wetness from his aquatic excursion shimmers in the soft light.
The shirt seamlessly transitions into a pair of fitted blue pants, which hug his hips and thighs with tailored precision. The pants, wet from his immersion, cling to his form, outlining the powerful sinews beneath. His steps are deliberate, every stride resonating with the fluidity of a creature accustomed to underwater realms.
Water droplets trickle down his hair, slicked back from his forehead, creating a mesmerising play of light. The damp strands retain a certain wildness, and the golden sunlight catches on the drops, turning them into ephemeral jewels that adorn his blonde hair.
The fading sunlight illuminates the angles of his face, accentuating the strong jawline and sculpted cheekbones. A subtle flush adorns his skin, a testament to the exertion of his aquatic adventure. In the soft glow of twilight, he looks ethereal, a being who belongs to both the sea and the land.
You, momentarily rendered breathless, gaze at him in awe, captivated by the striking image he presents - everything from the play of light on his damp clothes and the intensity in his eyes makes your heart beat faster.
When he’s close enough, his eyes lock onto yours with an intensity that sets your nerves alight. 
The deep azure orbs reflect the rich hues of the ocean at dusk, where the sun’s last rays dance upon the water’s surface. Flecks of indigo and hints of mysterious shadows are mirrored in his gaze, creating an otherworldly blend of colours that mirror the hidden depths of the sea.
It’s as if you can see the ebb and flow of tides, the rise and fall of emotions, in the captivating swirls of blue that make up his eyes.
As he stands before you, his eyes continue to carry the essence of the ocean at dusk - a captivating panorama where the elements converge. 
His hand reaches out, fingers intertwining with yours, and the warmth of his touch sends a shiver down your spine.
“Sorry for the wait, honey,” he says, his voice a low, soothing cadence. The pet name slips from his lips, and you feel a warm flutter in your chest just like every time he says it - you don’t think you’ll ever get used to it. 
In the gentle breeze, you catch the scent of saltwater clinging to him, a reminder of the ocean’s embrace.
“I missed you,” Orm confesses, his voice carrying a mixture of sincerity and longing. The words, like the gentle lapping of waves on the shore, resonate in the quiet space between you.
“I missed you too,” you reply with a smile.
As he wraps his arms around you, the dampness of his clothes transfers to your skin, but you can’t seem to care when he holds you so close. 
You gaze up at him, smiling and notice a subtle shift in his expression. The intensity softens, and a tender smile graces his lips. 
“I brought you something,” he says, reaching into the pocket of his damp pants. With a teasing glint in his eyes, he reveals a small, seashell-shaped trinket, its surface shimmering in various iridescent hues. “It reminded me of you,” Orm confesses, his voice carrying a hint of vulnerability - an innuendo to the sea glass from the beach a few days ago. 
As he places a seashell in your palm, you can’t help but marvel at the intricate patterns and colours it holds.
“Thank you,” your voice is soft as you run your fingers over the surface. 
The last vestiges of sunlight dip below the horizon, and Orm tilts his head, his eyes locked onto yours with a newfound softness. The ambient glow casts a warm radiance on his features, and the surroundings seem to blur, leaving only the two of you in this timeless embrace.
As Orm leans in, his lips brush against yours in a tender kiss. The sensation, like the meeting of sea and shore, is both comforting and exhilarating. 
At that moment, you become acutely aware of Arthur’s presence nearby as he coughs.
Breaking away, Orm turns to Arthur, a genuine warmth in his eyes. “Thanks for giving us a moment, Brother.”
Arthur grins, a playful glint in his eye. ”No problem. I should get back to my duties, Orm. I appreciate your help with the council matters. We’ll talk more tomorrow.”
Orm nods a sense of responsibility in his gaze. “Of course, Arthur.”
With a final nod to both of you, Arthur strides away, disappearing into the dimly lit surroundings. The gentle lapping of waves against the cliffs is the only audible sound.
You turn to Orm, catching his gaze in the fading light. “Well, I think it’s about time we head inside, don’t you?” you suggest, a gentle smile on your lips.
Orm nods in agreement, “Yes, I believe that would be a good idea.”
Together, you both make your way back into the warmth of the living room. 
As you step inside, Orm turns to you, a soft expression on his face. “Are you okay?” he asks, concern evident in his voice.
You sigh, running a hand through your hair. “It’s just a lot - today, I mean, ” you reply, your eyes meeting his.
In response, Orm reaches out, his hand gently enveloping yours. 
Orm looks at you, a sincerity in his eyes that echoes the quiet of the room. “I want you to know how truly sorry I am,” he begins, his voice carrying the weight of remorse. 
His grip on your hand tightens as if trying to convey the depth of his regret through the warmth of his touch. “I know that today was a lot, and I should have told you sooner.”
Orm’s gaze remains fixed on yours, and in the stillness of the moment, you can sense the genuine remorse etched across his features. 
You meet his earnest gaze and offer a reassuring smile. “Orm, I appreciate your apology, and I want you to know that I’m not angry anymore,” you say gently, reaching out to smooth the lines on his forehead. 
Orm’s gaze softens further as your fingers glide over his forehead, and a subtle warmth emanates from his expression. His eyes, still reflecting the lingering vulnerability from earlier, now carry a touch of gratitude. 
He reaches up, gently placing his hand over yours in a tender touch. His eyes hold yours, conveying a mixture of remorse and gratitude, as if he’s silently promising to do better. 
Your fingers intertwine, and Orm brings your joined hands to his lips, pressing a soft kiss. 
Breaking the silence, he speaks in a low murmur, “I never wanted to hurt you, and I’m sorry for any pain I’ve caused. From now on, I promise to be more open with you.” 
Your fingers gently trace patterns on his hand as you broach a topic that has lingered in your thoughts since the morning.
“Orm, when you spoke to Arthur earlier about him taking your throne, your betrothed, and your peace of mind, it left me wondering. And I’d like to know what happened,” you inquire, your gaze locked with his.
A part of you is hesitant as you broach this subject, a subtle fear lingering in your mind. The apprehension stems from the worry that Orm might reveal a betrothal in Atlantis, even though your rational self knows it’s likely not true.
Orm takes a deep breath, his gaze briefly drifting through the living room before settling back on you.
“As the rightful heir to the throne of Atlantis, I was prepared to ascend and lead our people into a new era. But things went sideways, and Arthur ended up taking the throne.” Orm explains, his voice carrying a mixture of frustration and resignation.
Orm’s eyes hold yours, revealing the layers of irritation and acceptance in his narrative. “Mera was my betrothed - we were destined to marry and unite our kingdoms. Yet, she sided with Arthur, and after everything settled, she married him.”
His tousled hair catches the light as he leans in, his features now a tapestry of vulnerability and resilience. The soft glow accentuates the contours of his face, and you can see the subtle play of emotions in his oceanic eyes. 
“I fought for what I believed was right - the surface world’s intrusion into our oceans, their pollution. I sought to protect Atlantis from the perceived threats, even if it meant confronting my own family,” Orm continues, the vulnerability in his eyes belying the complexity of his emotions, “And I paid the price for that.”
“Well, for what it’s worth - I am glad you’re here. With me,” you admit, and your eyes meet him, and you take a deep breath before continuing, “I really like you.”
His eyes, a reflection of the moonlit sea, lock onto yours with a mixture of surprise and genuine warmth.
Without a word, Orm leans in slightly, his oceanic eyes fixated on yours. You feel the warmth of his presence, and as his lips inch closer, a soft electricity permeates the space between you.
“I like you too,” he whispers, his voice a gentle echo. “Being with you feels different, like a calm in the midst of the storm.”
And then, with a tender touch, Orm’s lips meet yours.
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Sleepless Nights
Married Jason Grace x Reader
Female Reader/Feminine Pronouns
It was a silent night at Camp Jupiter. The sky twinkled with tiny stars and detailed constellations. Jason Grace laid awake in his bed, next to his sleeping wife. His rough hands ran through your hair, careful not to disturb you.
He pulled away, looking back up at the plain, white ceiling of their bedroom. He did this many nights. As much as he wanted it, their bed was just not a place he felt at home.
Jason slowly pushed himself up, his eyes having adjusted to the dark long ago. His glasses were left on his nightstand as the door creaked open and shut behind him. His feet were planted on the cold, hardwood floors as his back pressed against the entrance to their room. The hallway always felt a little less suffocating to him, though not good enough.
The lock on the front door clicked open, revealing their grand wrap around porch and roomy yard to Jason. The air was chilly with winter and snow shimmered all around, the moonlight reflecting off of the white powder.
The simple porch swing creaked under his weight. He leaned back and tilted his head towards the sky, taking a deep breath as if he had been drowning since his mother first left him. Just two years old.
The icy air swirled along his skin, reaching through his gray sweatpants and baby blue t-shirt, turning him to frost. He flexed his hands as they moved behind his head, giving it something to rest on as his eyes drifted shut, heavy with exhaustion.
Then, the thoughts came flooding in. Every soldier he watched die, unable to do anything. Every child that died because he made a mistake. Every injury and screw up and grudge that he believed were his fault.
Jason liked to walk the entire length of New Rome on nights like these. Tonight, he couldn't even bring himself to stand. His eyes flicked around. The neighbors were dead asleep, all lights and life invisible from his seat at his own home. He could've spent all night out there, guilt ridden and drained, never taking a break.
However long it had been, his wife had woken up to him missing from their bed. You stepped outside into the cold, adorned in your regular pajama shorts and tank top, along with a heavy winter coat suitable for the current weather.
"I didn't mean to wake you," Jason glances over to you. You didn't look happy to be up this late.
"You didn't," you stepped closer sitting down next to him, the cold air bristling against your skin. Jason threw his arm over your shoulders, pulling you into his side. Neither of your bodies gave off very much heat.
"Come back to bed, Jason."
"I can't sleep."
"I know."
Silence enveloped the world once more. Jason's hand slowly moved along your arm, creating some sort of friction, some sort of warmth, some sort of love.
You tilted your head and placed a gentle kiss to his jawline, "Please, Jason, come back to bed. We don't have to sleep. Just be there with me."
"Of course, love."
And with that, Jason swooped you into his arms and carried you back into the house. Inside was much warmer. Your muscles relaxed, partially from relief that you were no longer freezing, partially from relief that Jason wasn't going to intentionally freeze to death.
He laid you down on your bed, peppering sweet kisses all over your neck. One arm trailed down your side, caressing your waist, while the other cupped the back of your head, keeping you close to him.
"Jason," You giggled.
"I love you so much, my darling."
"I love you too, Jason Grace."
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