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kirakirabug · 11 months
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A look into my own psyche (heh), I may have autism, but my doctors are looking more into that so I can't say for sure yet. Also I may be lithromantic.... I have no idea how I feel about romance tbh. But I relate to it quite a bit, so, I think I'll use the label for myself ^-^.
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milkbreadtoast · 9 months
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thinking abt how the original QPB trio wouldve been just 3 mentally unwell adults w lifetimes of trauma and KdjfksjdKFJJS...
#no wonder they were beefing /j#they need yeseo... AHAH#idk like#i still dont know ga-in's full deal but from what ive seen...#def parental (and workplace) abuse going on...#cedric... self explanatory#and jesse like... being an illegitimate child ooh and his stepfather dedicating every min to trying to ruin his life umm#yeah...#not that i dont think yeseos also had a perfect life... im keeping my eyes open at the bits of foreshadowing for him i wanna know his deal#cant stop thinking abt how he almost never mentions his parents? whats up w that#twsb#twsb spoilers#(just for the ga-in bit)m#i wanna know more abt jesse tho...#sigh will never stop losing my mind that cedric went from beefing w jesse as a love rival#to falling in love with him (but its actually a diff guy. our yeseo...🤧#im crazy for this but cant stop thinking abt QPB cedjess.....#esp since apparently they couldve gotten along if it werent for the circumstances... ough#idc abt romantic cedchris at all tho like thank u for resetting the timeline <3#i wanna know what... that last moment was like...#when jesse sacrificed himself to save cedric....#jesse telling him to be happy with christelle/take care of her...#what was cedric's reaction... what was the look on both of their faces in that moment...#ghhHHH i would want to see og cedjesschris but not as a love triangle w chris at the center like it was before...#i'd just wanna see platonic shenanigans#but the og novel wasnt like that... 😔#actually it makes me wild considering that the original QPB trio didnt have/use powers#like thats wild to me. they were so different.....#the genre switch was so good for them <3#went from shoujo to shounen /j
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kyouka-supremacy · 8 months
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#Woha... Alright read the chapter 🫡#It's just. I get where Fukuchi is coming from and I feel like after rereading it the whole thing was a little more clear but...#Did it *really* have to be so complicated. Like dude did it **really** have to be so complicated.#Maybe it had to idk. After all I'm always the first to say that a complex reality can't be reduced to simple axioms–#and that semplifications never bring anything good.#But at the same time was there REALLY no other way#Couldn't you promote your ideas diplomatically instead. Couldn't you become a democratic activist or politician.#Couldn't you write a book‚ person named OUCHI FUKUCHI#Also couldn't you? Talk about it with someone before executing your crazy plan so that anyone else might have pointed to you how crazy it i#But I suppose the whole central theme of this arc ultimately was “people who try to do everything by their own are destined to fall”#And to an extent it does still feel kinda self-contradictory of a plan. Like ahah my plan included not to make anyone suffer!!!#[turns half world population into a vampire]#Like c'mon? Violations of human rights can happen even without killing people dude#(Also Akutagawa)#(Like I get it he's only one (1) person. But he's also the only (only) person for me so I can't bring myself to ignore him y'know)#Mmmmmhhhhhh that's of the main things ig. I YELLED when they brought up Max Weber and the what-is-a-state question#That's like. One of the main questions my whole life studies centers on.#The adrenaline that gave me to see it mentioned in my current hyperfixation ahfjvafjhcvlawsvfblwhkv#This chapter was just so so political theories packed I felt like I was just still studying lol.#I feel like this was a true “get why bsd is labelled as seinen”.#You just can't do this kind of in-depth political theory discussion in shonen manga ig#What else. Still patiently waiting for ss/kk 😔#random rambles
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lususnatura · 22 days
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a song that i associate with my muse meme!
AHH, hey, ramone!! thank you for sending in this prompt :D since you sent in three of the mic's, i shall now be treating you to three songs that make me think of blamore when i hear them / that i associate with it. an explanation of why i chose them will be in the tags <3
hozier - who we are.
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icehouse - crazy.
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depeche mode - personal jesus.
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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#asks - answered.#ooc post.#okay but ESPECIALLY heavy on the last one because it literally all about the idea of someone that people can turn to in hard times-#like a god or a prophet who will listen to your plights and help you + who you should believe in. and i say this because one major theme-#to blamore's character is the concept of being a false prophet and someone who essentially unfortunately takes advantage of people's-#longing for things to get better in gotham. bc i feel like a lot of people there have either been failed by the system by other's or-#possibly both and this is so that blamore can get people to voluntarily want to consume the 'seeds' it distributes in order to uhh...#well purge gotham of its undesirables basically as terrible as that sounds. but yeah that depeche mode song? it's such a good one for-#him and definitely has helped me before to write things related to him since blamore does sometimes believe in its own hubris.#but as for the second one by icehouse that one i associate with it because although it doesn't exactly consider itself to fully identify-#with the label of being a 'man' i feel as if blamore will still talk about itself that way sometimes. its relationship with its gender-#is honestly a little bit complicated NGL because him using it/its pronouns as well is something blamore adopted recently even-#though he'd always sort of felt like disconnected and/or like it didn't really align with how he saw himself completely. BUT yeahhh#i honestly could start a whole discussion about that but i shall do that another time perhaps ahah. anyhow though besides that-#elephant in the room ever since it has transformed into this half-human half-plant monster being... although it does love any partners-#it has very much (trust me) i feel like it does wonder why they chose to be with him more often than he'd like to admit.#so that's where the whole 'crazy' part comes in and as for the hozier song that song is about how you kind of have to carve through-#this 'darkness' to rediscover ourselves and who we want to be as a result of going through a rough time or just something tough in-#general and that is SO freaking fitting in my opinion for blamore because it definitely had to completely reframe the way it thought-#about itself when it transformed. and he also had to figure out what he believed in / what his values were now which can be suchhh-#a messy process TBH but this isn't the first time that blamore's had to rediscover itself as life is honestly kind of this ongoing-#process of losing yourself and trying to find yourself again you know? but yeah. i hope you enjoyed my explanation here tehe <3#and also that you enjoy the tunes!!
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lesbicastagna · 25 days
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what a lot of my friends sadly do not pick up on when we discuss about "insane people" we know is that the women are usually weird assholes while the men are like. active serial misogynists
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cripplecryptid · 26 days
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Date night w dan and phil........ "if this game tickles your pickle I'm sure it'll be great to play with your best buddy.. as well!"
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thatjadedhotmess · 2 years
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francofolle · 2 years
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y’know, i moved around a lot as a kid and while it didn’t bother me too much (it made me fall in love with traveling but that’s a separate story), the one thing i wanted was to grow up with a best friend, have someone to go through all the milestones and everything with in person, not via letter or text or facebook.
and then last night, i went with my middle school best friend and college best friend to see my elementary school best friend perform and i keep tearing up. because it wasn’t my whole childhood or youth, but all these people have been my friends since the first day i met them, and now all of us are almost thirty and we’re still friends. and occasionally, when adult life lets us, i can hang out with them all together. i’m so just damn grateful for them.
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cacophonylily · 2 years
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I am currently reading a 1990 master's thesis analyzing the birth of the French sports press around 1850 just to be sure my depiction of Booker's life and knowledge is as historically accurate as it possibly can be.
Yep, that's right. That's the level of obsessed I've reached today.
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stasyan-didelphis · 1 month
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It's crazy, how in our society romantic relationships always imply sex a priori. In my 23 years of asexual life, I sometimes catch myself starting to forget about it. And then I turn around and see what everyone else's relationships look like and I'm like, "Oh, shit, that's right, THIS is a typical romantic relationship, yeah, absolutely", because my perception of relationships is a little different.. I guess I'm just asexual to the core, ahah
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natailiatulls07 · 2 months
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Carlos Sainz x dcc!reader x Rebecca Donaldson
Summary - When the Dallas cowboys cheerleaders come to perform at a race, one blonde catches the eyes of a particular couple
A/n - First polyamorous fic!!
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back with my sisters on the field for the third year!
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dccheerleaders great to have you back, can't wait to have your cookies every week ;)
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Thank you to these dc cheerleaders for their wonderful performance of thunderstruck at the Circuit of the Americas!
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Spotted: Carlos Sainz and girlfriend/model Rebecca Donaldson were seen partying after his second win of the season in Austin, Texas.
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username I bet he's loving life rn with a race win and also a performance from the dcc ahah
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(Caption: Nights out in Austinnn)
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dcc take on London!
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Spotted: Carlos Sainz and partner/model Rebecca Donaldson was seen today in London during the summer break, they were asked why they were in London to which they replied with 'We're seeing someone...' So who are they seeing??
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in London with the best people x
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username who's that blonde girl??
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username Rebecca when will we see you at a gp again?
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username the dcc girls obv :/ username no mate, she said in her vlog that they left early username oh that's so fucking weird username CRAZY suggestion okay? Maybe she's with Carlos Sainz and his partner username now that's a new kind of delusion ahaha
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a few days in Dallas!
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username THE BLONDE GIRL AGAIN?!
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iamrebeccad had the best time honestly
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username guys you know how someone said that 'blonde girl' is Y/n L/n...I think they might be onto something ??
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username so I think I can speak for everyone when I say that Carlos Sainz and Rebecca Donaldson are soft launching a new girlfriend who is also a Dallas Cowboys Cheerleader!!!
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Our cheerleader x
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Finally we get to show her off to the world ;)
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finsterkiibo · 3 months
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something about watching a person you care for be forcibly made into a vessel for the millions of people who watched you and your friends be put through a killing game for their own entertainment
a different kind of chapter 6 saiibo from the usual armored kiibo,,.. thinking about the tragedy of it all…..
wanted to draw on a smaller canvas for that almost pixel/ms paint type look!! though tumblr might kill the look on that I’m not sure how good it is with pixels ahah also! it’s a drawing made in one sitting cuz!!! I will go crazy if I don’t do that every once in awhile LOL
oh! and close up as well as extra initial sketch that I just. for the life of me couldn’t fix the pose for, so I just totally redrew it for the final piece lol
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lesbicastagna · 6 months
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i don't even properly manifestate things i just have very obsessive patterns of thinking and after a while the universe just goes okay. you know what would be funny.
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theysaidhush · 1 year
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okay i really need to get this off my mind so, imagine cat hybrid!jungwon who lives w his owner in an apartment and one day while he's sunbathing by the window, he sees you, a pretty fluffly cat hybrid brushing your tail across the building, and he's intrigued
you notice him too and give him a shy little wave and smile and jungwon thinks he's been lovestruck. everyday he'd perch by the window in hopes of seeing u more and it goes on like this for two weeks until both of your owners notice and arrange a surprise play date together.
u both instantly hit it off, but as soon as your owners left to get some food, jungwon immediately mounts you, kissing ur ears and biting ur neck. he doesn't know what came over him he just knows he couldn't hold himself back anymore, all he wants is to claim and breed you, so be a good kitty and let him make you his? ♡ (yes same anon hehe)
Ahah you might think I’m crazy but I’m writing a whole ass oneshot about this one too because it’s so good and it made me so horny when I read it. But not the type of horny like saying "I’m horny" online, the type of I’m horny in real life fr ugh 🥵
Anyway, I’m literally putting rich!Jay as Jungwon’s owner and poor student!Jake as your owner because sorry not sorry but I’ll definitely do a spin-off of this.
Spoiler for the end !!! Imagine that weeks after you show sign of pregnancy (cmon they’re indoor cat who cares if you get pregnant) and Jake knock on Jay’s door like "G’day mate, your cat got mine pregnant" and Jay just blink because his sweet boy fucked the neighbour’s cat (aka you) so hard and nice that he got you pregnant.
About this spin-off, it’s definitely gonna end in a foursome because I’m a whore, no questions asked no answers needed. You’re in heat and presenting for your sweet and caring owner, so he fucks you dumb on the balcony so Jungwon can see that your HIS pet, and then everything goes downhill when Jungwon get a whiff of your smell, so he somehow manage to get to you both and tell you what a good kitty you are because you’re lapping his dick as if it’s covered in your favorite treat. Jay come back from work and know that his cat is at Jake’s since he’s not here and just goes at his friend house, only to see the both of them slamming their cock into you, trying to fuck your heat out of you. And what a sight, he can’t help it, he gotta watch you and jerk off.
Oufff 😮‍💨 it’s so messy, my mind going crazy, I think it’s the word mount who gets me going on, I don’t know why but it’s so sexyyyy..
It’s out !!!-> The cat from across the garden.
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aannonn · 6 months
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just watched the new episode,,,, ヾ(•ω•`)o
spoilers!!
(i made so many gifs sgishahwhs my poor pc- xd)
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PURPLE1!1 AWSIHAHSWHAW
i smiled like a idiot when i saw them awawaaaa <333333
(im so sure Alan just knew we were gonna go crazy over this frame he jUST KNEW THAT'S WHY HE MADE SUSPENSE /pos /lh)
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besties discussing how to prank their other bestie
they are so silly /pos
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does that mean that Purple doesn't live with King or is just a house that they can sometimes spend their time in? (Or they both live in there)
HMMMMMM
(also Red whattheheck dONT BREAK PURPLE'S HOUSE'S WINDOW LIKE THAT /lh)
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Purple is such a genius that's all i can say /vpos
they are so smuggy sghahws love them ;33
(lil' diagram Green doesn't like this,,,, lol)
":3 hm? huh. HUH. WAIT NO- NONONONOONON STAWP >:((" /lh
this episode made me question so many things,,, ahah,,, i think i know what im gonna add to the third part of this lil' ❛❛ava/avm moments that made me question life❛❛,,, ;>
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This episode truly showed how wonderfully agile Green is. He simply dodges all the cakes coming at him in such a natural and casual way that it's actually quite fascinating to watch. He even dances! :0 sigshwahsh
He is canonically the most agile of the group and I love how that fact was used in this episode; The entire episode was silly (/pos), but it still didn't miss any opportunity to showcase everyone's abilities and skills, which is something I really loved seeing. <33
Honestly speaking- I think one of the main points in this episode was to showcase Green's agility more??? idkk- Maybe. loll
(lil' edit; I forgot to say this sgshhawhs but like. Mad respect for the animators, honestly. I can't imagine how hard was to animate this whole scene sigshahwhs (so worth it in the end tho! /gen /vpos))
sigshahwsh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (/vpos)
this whole episode was so silly (/pos) but also so cool gosh i love this entire series sm
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agappa · 3 months
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General relationships : Thorfinnxfem!reader
• well if we’re talking about him when he was a teenager it’s gonna be very rough ahah
• Like the only thing he’s thinking about for years is revenge so love is a feeling he’s really not accustomed to.
• He doesn’t acknowledge those romantic feelings. So when he started to feel differently about you compared to others he really didn’t know how to manage those feelings for you.
• So at first, he’s going to be mean to you because you have no right to make his heart beat so fast when you're around !
• Then with a lot of time, he’s going to soften up a little bit (nothing crazy he’s just going to stop screaming at you).
• And then out of nowhere, he is going to surprise himself with the thought of wanting you close to him, not wanting you to go to the battlefield, wanting nobody to hurt you or else they're going to hear about him.
• But honestly, I don't think he’s capable of being in a relationship with you at this time of his life, same when he’s a slave because he needs to work on himself first to accept you in his life.
• But if we're talking about him after those two states… Damn that man gonna treats you so right.
• He has so much love and kindness to give.
• At first, he has trouble receiving physical affection but after he gets used to it he becomes feral about it (but only in private).
• He loves talking all night with you about your projects, stories, and fears.
• Talking about fear this guy has a lot of trauma so you have to soothe all those nasty thoughts.
• But because of his past and current state, he knows how to take care of you when something troubles you.
• Like he got a lot of nightmares, at first he really didn’t want to annoy you with that, so he tried to not make it obvious and go sleep in another room. But once you reassure him and make it clear that you want to be by his side when he’s at his lowest, it's like he falls for you all over again and finally lets you smooth him to sleep (honestly I think I'm going to make a fic about this plot hehe).
• He’s the best listener and makes you feel heard.
• Especially about all your « girls » thing (menstruation, mood swings…) because he never really lived with women so he knows practically nothing about it ! But he’s very curious and eager to learn (like in the manga he thought that women could produce milk at any time, even without being pregnant…).
• So after you teach him about your periods he's gonna be very careful with you, he makes you an adapted diet when you got them and tracks your cycles to be sure everything is all right.
• So honestly he cherishes you like the most precious gem in this world, he already lost too much in his life he couldn’t stand to lose someone so important as you :,)
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