#life is a fucking nightmare

[fellthemarvelous]

Just a normal day in America

[yourheartinyourmouth]

getting real aggravated with how all the content around ADHD these days seems to be slipping back towards “ADHD makes you a fun silly Manic Pixie Dream Girl and yeah losing stuff and being late all the time is annoying but ha ha squirrel”

ADHD ruins lives. The suicide rate of ADHDers is heartbreaking. ADHD comorbid with major depression is the norm, not the exception. ADHD also comes comorbid with fun things like Binge Eating Disorder and substance abuse addictions, because our brains literally don’t make enough dopamine to function. The rate of comorbidity with autism is sky high, often compounding the issues we face and the difficulty we have in getting proper help.

People are destroyed by this disorder and how it makes adapting to neurotypical society basically impossible and the absolute wrenching agony of that reality. We all have horror stories of medical providers, teachers, bosses, parents, telling us we’re making things up, or we’re exhibiting “drug seeking behavior”, that ADHD is fake, or the bizarre notion that one just “grows out of it”. Getting assistance for things like work and school accommodations can be a nightmare, because many neurotypicals making decisions about who can access these accommodations consider ADHD to be a mild annoyance at worst, despite it being a disability recognized and covered by the Americans With Disabilities Act.

sure, it can be fun to be the MPDG ADHDer. but 9/10 times it’s nowhere near as fun as it looks, and you don’t see the pain that being a messy, frantic, cupiditous, fickle, mercurial, hypersexual, chaotic, distracted, manic-depressive bundle of hyper sensitive nerves who can’t keep track of anything or finish anything or stick anything out, pay bills on time, or basically exist as a functioning human in society, brings with it.

my ADHD isn’t cute and quirky. It’s a nightmare.

[supportstudies]

too autistic abt min yoongi trying to write a class discussion post abt an artwork from another culture so I chose daechwita and now I’m shaking and too excited to write properly bc I keep getting distracted thinking abt him and then I get like teary and have to stim hard bc there’s too much excitement in my body and it needs o u t but then I stay too excited bc i have to analyse the mv and i keep noticing new things and then the cycle starts again. I would like to be put down.

update: discussion post submitted accidentally referenced like 7 different kpop mvs so they’re now apa citations. banger.

[coolxatu]

im so fucking mad for what the hentai addicts did to the word goon. its such a good word that you can literally never say again once you find out how internet weirdos use it

[gardenianoire]

woke up so credibility horny and I don't have time to make myself cum

[muffinapologist]

Me: [searching “how to build stamina” “strength training” “proper way to use dumbbells” ]

The internet, for some reason: oh you want to lose weight? You want to know how to burn fat? Here are the best exercises for burning calories. Here’s how to become leaner

[gothicc-burnout]

Boarding is starting but i have to pee but its delta so if i go pee theyre gonna take off while im in the bathroom because they hate me then give me a meal voucher that doesnt work

[fretbored34]

I mean, the title is basically the essence of every book, right?

[inthebackgroundscreaming]

I think my toxic trait is I want things to be better without having direct confrontation or talking about it.

[beepmon]

ah yes trying to diet which is just having a panic attack in the kitchen causing me to crave sugar

[vepppy]

going thru my screenshots to find something else but found this trisha video screenshot instead

[yourheartinyourmouth]

my lease is up in twelve days and the landlord hasn’t said anything or asked us to sign a new lease….

mildly concerning. maybe we’ll be homeless. fun.

not like we can afford our bills anyway.

[knifearo]

being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

[gardenianoire]

me thinking about how I'll never see aerosmith live because they're not coming to my city and airfare, hotel, ticket would cost more than my ass could earn in a month

[nemjun]

finally went and pre ordered totk 🤪 $100

[babyprime]

wyllstarion is everything to me because they both get what they need. astarion needs sincerity and romance and softness. wyll needs someone who is willing to be a MASSIVE fucking cunt on his behalf and encourage him to be more selfish.