#letterstoheaven

[justlistenblog]

JOHAN

https://www.justlistenonline.com/letters-to-heaven/johan

Another letter to heaven! This was a new angle for me by using Google Translator. I hope it has done this letter justice. Thank you for sharing! If you do leave a comment please keep in mind to always be kind, courteous and respectful. Anything less will not be tolerated. 

[lostdazedandconfusedinlife]

To my angel in heaven,

My angel I miss you so much, it’s so hard to describe the pain I had when I got the call saying you were gone. I couldn’t believe you were gone I remember crying and drive not know what to do. I didn’t believe it, how could I you’re my best friend and never wanted you to leave me. We had so many plans for life, you were the person I talked to every night. Most nights we cried over stupid guys who never loved us back no matter how much we gave them. Other nights we would just rant and laugh about life. I was so angry at you for leaving me because how could you leave me, how could you leave me to deal with life by myself? But I could never actually be mad at you and I was mad at myself for not talking to you more and not seeing you. I wish I could ask you all of my questions in my head, I wish I could hear your voice, your laugh, I wish I could have one last hug and to hear you say “I love you”. I know you’re always with me but I just really miss our late night convos...

[theoddestofhemall]

what hurts the most........

Dear step dad,

this will be the first christmas with out you lurking behind the scenes. i know our time together was never perfect. i know i never grew up to be something that makes you proud, i want you to know i regret that. that i let the trauma dictate what i could become despite the fact that i am smart enough to be more. i wish so much that things could have been different. that we could have had the life where those things worked out and i went on to make you proud. i know i am not mentioning mother, and if that makes you upset i am sorry. but like she does she has not even attempted to make sure im dealing with this ok. she just assumes i dont care. because its you. and she thinks i hated you. but i dont, i didnt. i dont think i could. so many of the bad things were put in motion by past acts committed against me that just jaded my young mind so badly it spilled out on you. what hurts the most was knowing i was trying to love you, but every time i tried to show it it just rotted. and now its too late and the only way i can talk to you freely is on here where no one who knows me reads the things i write. i took for granted the time i thought we could have had. i should have just said i was sorry. but i was always afraid to bring up the past, not wanting it to spill so toxically all over the little ones and him. you loved all of them and for that i will be eternally grateful. they are mine and part of me. but you did not hold that against them lol. i have a memory from facebook saved to my photos. its when you told me i could handle the cookie baking for the holiday season three years ago. you didnt have to but you did. we were not friends for some reason but i know you were in the back ground always. helping and being the best pawpaw you could given the distance. well this has gotten long and dramatic so im going to sign off. just know i miss you and am sorry for everything. i know anyone who happens to read this probably wont get it. but its ok they dont have to. because i have to get things out so they dont try to kill me........

love the broken daughter who wishes she would have tried harder.........

[zerimarclassics]

A letter to Heaven: Hello. I miss you. I know you are always there. We’re doing good and waiting for a new arrival. I hope I make you proud, and I hope you’re smiling down on us. I hope you’re happy with what I’ve done and know that I’ve kept my promise. I hope you know that I carry you and your wisdom with me everyday and in everything I do. I miss your voice. I miss you. I remember you and I thank you. Because without you - I would not be who I am. Happy Veterans Day. Thank you. #veteransday #grandfathers #grandfatherslove #letterstoheaven https://www.instagram.com/p/CHdwdruFlv-/?igshid=1a17cpq0b5hbv

[1lotuseater9]

My latest article

You can read my latest article published by The Odyssey here:

https://www.theodysseyonline.com/mama-birthday-heaven

[helloannecharlene]

Last night I had a dream, it was special because you’re there. Short but worth it. . . . In my dream we are at the airport. I didnt know where we’re going but I’m glad that at long last, even just in my dream.. I am with you. I missed you 😢 We miss you! . . #letterstoheaven #letterstoheavenforATE https://www.instagram.com/p/B1aRF95Bq0VKVzUU0aUheY61cIkoseGxPZZCyY0/?igshid=2c80mgyhwznx

[letterstomymama-blog1]

Letter to my mama

Hey Mama,  When I was younger, you told me that you’d be there for me, forever. Everyday since you have been gone has been a struggle for me. A struggle to survive. A struggle to thrive. A struggle to remember that you are here. Everyday, I find myself missing you more and less. You have been gone for many years, but the memories of me holding your hand only seem to get stronger.  But mama, life is so hard and I wish that you were here everyday! I wake up missing you, and with the strong desire to just talk about my day. I want someone to listen to me that way you did, me telling about any old stupid thing which occurred during my day. There is no book on grief, but if I wrote one, I would warn all of death’s victims that nobody will ever listen to you the way a mom does.  Mama, its been almost ten years, and the pain of your departure still motivates me. At 25 years of age, you should still be here with me. I should have you here to see my struggles, but alas, your memory is what guides me. I have so much to tell you, but I promise that all of my letters will make you proud.  I love you to the moon and back!

- your daughter

[unspokenwords1028-blog]

Tu Partida

Hay días grises,

  como hoy por ejemplo.

Que tu ausencia se siente mucho más, Y todo duele un poco más. Inevitablemente este dolor que siento al recordarte y hoy me pregunto porqué? Porqué tu?  Porqué hoy?  Porqué no estás? Me inundo la cabeza buscando una razón, más no logro encontrarla.  Y en ese momento me toca aceptar y descansar.  Entender que hay cosas que no podemos controlar,  como tu partida por ejemplo.

[thegeorgehorsepoetry-blog]

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[justlistenblog]

Thank you Jen for the letter and sharing! You definitely have a way with words to where I could feel the love you had for her.

Please take a moment to read over her letter, it's a very inspiring and you won't regret it!

[kristiniec]

Dear Lil #Sister, HAPPY 31st BIRTHDAY!! 🎂 🎊🎉🎊🎉 wait... Yes Im 32 So you're 31 LOL ACK WE'RE OLD OMG LMAO I've got like 30 minutes till midnight so I'm good haha. How are you? Is our baby brother driving you nuts? Gregory drives me and the family nuts sometimes, I don't know if he does for you too LOL. Everyone's ok, or as ok as we're gonna be because we're all a lil cuckoo sometimes 😂 And see how big our niece is getting? She calls me "Nini" because she can't fully say "Thinie" yet lol. But Mima keeps trying to get her to say my full name 😂😂 Mom is impatiently patiently waiting for me to give her grandbabies, Dad however is in NO rush LOL. I asked him on Jason & my birthday not sure if yall saw his face 😂😂😂😂. I wonder how things would of been different, but I don't dwell on those thoughts so much because we can't change things, but it's nice to ponder. As I've gotten older I feel a little hole because I'll see others with their sister bonding and remember I don't have you with me here. You and Jason. But I know you & God blessed me with a group of gals and guys who are close and became like my family 💖💖 And I know yall are always with us in spirit and in our hearts and lookin over us. Love you bunches and give a kiss to our baby brother for me. 💖💖💖 #LettersToHeaven #BabySister #BabyBrother

[krzy-babi-blog]

To my son..

My dearest Elijah,

Today (10/20)is the day you were due to enter this world, and I miss you so very much. My heart aches from the loss of you, but today I choose  to remember the blessings I was given. As you grew inside me, I loved singing to you in the shower. I rubbed my stomach (even before I was showing) to remind you that I loved you. I was elated and beyond grateful for the day I first heard your heartbeat and the first sonogram I got. I was proud to watch my body evolve to protect and provide for you. The day I felt you flutter so lightly inside me was one of the best days of my life. Each week I was so thrilled to learn how much you had grown. I am so thankful that I got to deliver you, no matter how much it crushed me that I had to let you go. That day the nurses confirmed what I was telling your daddy all along, you were a boy. Daddy picked the perfect name for you my angel, because God called you home. I am so blessed that I was able to hold you and I will cherish that always. The necklace that holds your ashes is one of my greatest treasures.

Until we meet again my sweet boy.

#letterstoheaven #sweetboy #son #countingblessings

[pandorasmouth]

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[homegrownhoneyx]

Letters To Heaven ; 1

dear katie... why is it so hard for me to write about you.. my poems usually always just flow right onto the paper.. i have so much to say; i just cant seem to put it into words.. i wish you could be here.. they say the best writings come from pain.. but what happens when the pain becomes too much?.. with every word it hurts.. with every word i cry.. and finishing it just seems so impossible.. maybe its because my mind and heart dont want to believe youre really gone.. and writing it makes it seems more permanent.. i dont know what it is.. but if you could just send me a shot of faith.. help me put all into words.. i want to write this for you.. i wanna share youre beautiful life with those who were as lucky as i was to have had the privelege to have known you.. i miss you every day.. sincerely, your heartbroken bestfriend.. desperately seeking your presence.. ; BNL 4.12.16