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is it like a requirement for every shonen protag to have adhd or does every shonen author just have symptoms
#lets start listing#gon freecss#naruto uzumaki#monkey d luffy#son goku#will add more tags later#those are just the ones off the top of my head#shonen#shounen#one piece#op#hunter x hunter#hxh#naruto#naruto shippuden#dragon ball z#dbz
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Eddie drunkenly calls Buck from wine night, confesses some things. On ao3 here.
Eddie calls him at 11:34 pm, and itâs a Thursday, so that means a few things. Itâs wine night, the biggest thing. Itâs wine night, at Hen and Karenâs, and he knows those start around dinner time so Eddieâs got several hours of alcohol in him. Itâs 11:34 pm and Buck got off work at 10:45, another thing, so itâs a toss up whether Eddie timed the call to when he was walking through the door (a feat possible after years of going back and forth between the station, the loft, and the Diaz house at all times of day and night) or if itâs just a drunken coincidence.
âHello,â Buck answers the phone, dragging out the first half of the word, tossing his keys into the bowl on the counter.
âBuck,â Eddie says, voice bright and not very slurred, but heâs only said one word so far, and Buck sometimes secretly thinks he could probably say his name pretty steadily no matter the situation. Buck is pretty sure he could be all drunk or half dead and still be able to say Eddie just fine, anyway. âHello. Are you home from, did you get home from work?â
Ah, so, somewhat drunk then. âDid indeed. You still at the Wilsons?â
âDid you, uh- was there fire?â Eddie sounds like heâs trying very hard to sound normal. Buck bites his lip against a snort.
âNo fires. Just a half shift, remember. Pretty boring one, honestly.â I missed you probably isnât fair to say, Buck covered the shift of his own volition, he could have been at wine night if he really wanted. But Donovanâs sister had a baby, what was he gonna do, not let the guy meet his niece? âHope you had a better time.â
âGreat time,â Eddie says, enthusiastic. âThey had, uh, mini quiches.â
Buck grins at the empty room. âYouâre a man who loves a mini quiche.â
A few seconds of whooshy silence where Buck assumes Eddie is nodding enthusiastically. âThe- uh- they had the bacon kind. The kind, and with the- you know, thereâs spinach? Can we go to Costco?â
âSure,â Buck agrees, opening his admittedly pretty sparsely populated fridge. âCould use a grocery run.â
âAnd get the, get more quiches?â
Buck grabs a protein bar, smiling as fondly as he wants to with no one around to see him. âYeah, Eds, weâll get more quiches.â
âAnd youâll take the spinach ones? And I get the good ones?â
Buck laughs. âThe spinach ones are good. You can barely even taste the spinach, theyâre just, like, warm and eggy.â
âMmm,â Eddie says, doubtfully. âItâs not nice to lie, Buckley.â
âIâm not fucking lying,â Buck cackles. âYour spinach hatred is so unfair, whatâd it ever do to you?â
âTaste bad,â Eddie says, adding a blegh sound for emphasis. âItâs like- like- itâs gross, I donât believe you actually like it, actually. You just want to eat grown up food.â
Buck snorts. âMan, I hate to break it to you, we both turn 34 this year.â
âAnd I donât feel like I have to prove that to anybody by eating nasty food,â Eddie says, nose definitely in the air. Buck shakes his head and takes a bite of the protein bar.
âWhatever, man. You just have to live with the fact that Chris is the one sneaking vegetables into your food.â
âYouâre so mean. Iâm not letting you have any of my actually good quiches.â Empty threat, they always end up sharing, both of them know it. âThatâs not even what I called about. Thatâs not even-��� Eddie huffs so hard it sounds all crackly in Buckâs ear. âI called to tell you that I love you.â
Buck grins. Oh boy, affectionate drunk Eddie is here. Heâd wondered just how much wine theyâd got through and it seems like Eddie must be nearly a bottle in. âAw, love you too, bud.â
âNo,â Eddie says, and Buck can see the frown from here. âBuck. Listen. Iâm in love with you.â
Oh. God. Oh god. âUh-â Buck says, stomach swooping all over the fucking place, âUh- I donât think this is a conversation we should be having while youâre-â
âOh, fuck off, shut up. Shut up. Itâs fine.â
âEddie-â
âBuck,â Eddie says, in the annoyed voice he uses when Buck is trying to get him to eat yogurt with his fruit in the morning, or even a dastardly spinach quiche. âItâs fine. Itâs fine. I knew youâd- why- stop it. Listen. I feel like this all the time. Itâs stupid that Iâve never, like, I never just say this all the time. Youâre, like-â
Eddie cuts himself off and Buck waits â sort of fearfully â for him to continue, but the silence keeps stretching on. Buck knows the other side effect of this level on the Eddie Diaz Drunkenness Scale is heightened distractibility, so he probably noticed a nice color or perhaps a bug. They spent a good twenty minutes hanging out with a grasshopper at Hen and Karenâs wedding towards the end of the night, because it was a lovely shade of green and a funny little guy. Oh god, Buck thinks again. I love this man. I love this man a ridiculous amount and we should absolutely wait to talk about it.
But: âYouâre tall and youâre in my house,â Eddie says before Buck can do anything to stop him.
âIâm-â Buck glances around the loft. âEds, Iâm at my place.â
âWhat?â He sounds so indignant that Buck has to cover his mouth to hold a laugh in. âWhy?â
ââCause I live here?â
âThatâs stupid. You should live with me in my house.â
âShould I?â Buck asks, laugh escaping a little bit. âAlso, wait, what does me being tall have to do with it?â
Eddie sighs, long and exasperated. âIf you live with me you never have to go home and leave me because youâre already at my house. Your house. If you live with me you never have to go anywhere.â
âNever have to go anywhere?â Buck thinks heâs in shock, maybe, about all of this, but teasing Eddie is something thatâs always easy to fall into. âI donât have a job in this scenario?â
âWell youâd go to work. And other places. But you just come back to me all the time.â
âIâd like to come back to you all the time,â Buck says, choking a little on how simply it explains every ache in him. âEddie-â
âAnd youâre tall because⌠it matters because youâre tall becauseâŚâ Eddieâs voice is soft, his breathing is soft. Buck wonders where he is in Hen and Karenâs house. In a hallway, tucked away from everyone, the nice light from the stained glass lamp they have there warm on his face? On the back porch, out in the cool night air? Buck wants to tell him to come home, wants to make sure heâs warm. âI never had to look up at anybody before.â
âIâve got like two inches on you,â Buck replies, but his voice is pretty quiet.
âItâs a big two inches,â Eddie says, just as soft. Then, also quiet but of an entirely different flavor, âThat's- Sorry- that's what she said.â
âThat's-â Buck snorts. âWhat-â and then giddy laughter bursts up out of him, baking soda and vinegar, foamy and ticklish. He cackles till heâs breathless, listening to Eddieâs responding chuckles over the line, and sinks down to the floor, back against the kitchen island. âYouâre so fucking stupid.â
âI scored better on my certification exams than you.â
âThatâs not even true!â Buck protests over Eddieâs continuing laughter. âOnly in two categories!â
âOverall percentage was higher!â Eddie reminds him, as he does every time they have this argument.
âWell, I remember building construction and related hazards better than you and thatâs written down on official paper somewhere.â
âNot fair,â Eddie says, as he always says. âYou- you did- you built those. Unfair advantage.â
âI think youâre overselling the kind of experience I got in a few months working construction like a decade ago.â
âIt wasnât a decade when you took the tests,â Eddie points out. âWhatever. Nevermind. And I donât want to sound like- youâre good at remembering things. Youâre not stupid. I donât want to sound like you are.â
Buck taps his boot against the sink counter in front of him. âI know. Youâre not either.â
âI know,â Eddie says, soft again. âBut your hands are big, and⌠youâve got stubble sometimes, andâŚâ he trails off into just breathing on the other end of the line for several long moments. âBuck,â Eddie whispers in sleepover voice. âHave you ever kissed a boy before?â
âYeah,â Buck says, knowing Eddie knows this, but playing along anyway. âI have.â
âWhat's it like?â
Buck hums, closes his eyes. He thinks about the few guys heâd made out with but never followed home when he got to Los Angeles. Thinks about the room heâd crashed in with Connor in Peru, with itâs one mattress and both their clothes living in suitcases because they were too broke to buy any other furniture. Heâs still got a t-shirt for a school he never went to, a few sizes too small. The way they hadnât shared a room once they were in LA, the girls Connor started seeing. He thinks about John from the ranch who left town the next day. He thinks about high school, Len McGuinty under the bleachers in the summer before senior year, both of them giggling and half terrified and the way theyâd pretended to barely know each other when school started back up. Hard jawlines and stubble and muscles and height. Having something, for however long you get to have it. Wanting something, very badly. He opens his eyes and itâs almost a surprise that heâs still in the loft. That heâs not at Eddieâs house. All the time in the world there wouldnât be enough. âItâs good, Eddie. It feels good.â
âBuck,â Eddie breathes, shivery.
âI want to live in your home all the time, and never have to go anywhere,â Buck says, repeats. âIâll kiss you, if you want.â
âBuck-â
âIâll love you, if you want.â Eddie is still drunk, Buck tries to remind himself. But it might actually kill him not to say it out loud when Eddie had said he feels like this all the time. How could he not say he feels like this all the time, too? âIâll love you back. I love you back. Iâll eat all the spinach quiches for you.â
âBuck,â Eddie says, and Buck doesnât know what expression is on his face, doesnât know what look is tied to this tone of voice. Is desperate to find out. Quiet down the line for a few moments. And then: âItâs late.â
Buck pulls his phone away from his ear for a second to check the time. Nearly midnight. âYeah.â His hands feel clammy. It was too much. They should have waited to talk. Eddie wants out now, and thatâs fine. Buck will âsomehow, skin of his teeth â find a way to be fine with that.
But: âI want to go home,â Eddie says. âBuck. Come and take me home.â
âAnd then-â
âAnd then stay.â
âOkay,â Buck gets to his feet, tosses the half eaten bar in the trash. Eddieâs house has food. His home has things to eat.
âOkay,â Eddie says, confident now, everything decided, everything for sure. âIâll see you soon.
âMinutes,â Buck says, grabbing his keys, half running to the door. âIâll be there in minutes.â
âMinutes,â Eddie says back. And Buck can hear his smile.
#my writing#your lives are spared from buck mcd a little longer#man i started writing this before bi buck was a real thing!! thats crazy!! heâs bi for real now and has kissed a real dude!#slowly. slowly. one day. i will do all the prompts from that soft prompts list. i should probably post the ones I havenât done again#let you guys send requests in#i think i might actually still have some in my inbox but again. from like a full calendar year ago#so Iâll give you another opportunity
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seeing a lot of posts about being prepared to avoid fandom discourse this time around and while I will also be bobbing and weaving that bullshit, let's also make it a point to gear up and watch out for the bigotry and abuse that will inevitably come to light--and not to avoid it, but to actively participate in making fandom a hostile place for it to thrive.
challenge your friends when they say something transphobic on the discord server. ask your fave if they meant to whitewash that character in their art. watch for harmful tropes and stereotypes in the fic (and source material!) that you read. when other people bring it up, don't dismiss it as discourse. most importantly, when trans people, disabled people, LGBTQ+ people, people of color, and victims of abuse share their experiences, listen.
#ellster speaks#on fandom#racism#colorism#ableism#transphobia#homophobia#biphobia#also lets be super clear - this list of actions is below the bare minimum behavior. this is a start not a goal#this is primarily @ me and others coming from a place of privilege who can choose not to be affected by these things
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Reblog this with a Wolfstar fic rec that is (a) not written by you and (b) under 300 kudos.
I'll go first...
#fandom positivity#under 300 kudos#wolfstar#reblog game#fic rec list#feel free to do this as many times as you want#let me know if i should start one for other ships too
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Let's hear it for the Super Mario Brothers!
#mario movie#mario movie spoilers#super mario bros movie#super mario bros#super mario bros movie spoilers#mario and luigi#cherrysip edits#yes i got the hd version and yes there are gonna be a lot of gifs coming!!!! i made a list and everything :)#why did i start at the end of the movie??? i don't know i let my heart lead me#mostly i really wanted a clear gif of mario and luigi's adorable one-armed hug :) :) :) THEY'RE SO HAPPY
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I AM AT MY LIMIT
Snoopy #90
30/12/2024
description under the cut
[description: a cartoon-style drawing of Snoopy's head. Snoopy is a white dog with black ears. His eyes are shut and his mouth is a horizontal line. There are two large blue teardrops, one under each eye. The text "I am at my limit" is handwritten across the top of the image.]
#peanuts#snoopy#art#90#based on that emoji face meme but i can't find the original ANYWHERE#at least not the entire image unedited. other than on like redbubble listings but i don't want to link those haha#if someone has a link to it please send it to me!! so i can link it in the post. thanks :)#also i have decided to start doing descriptions for each image (which i have been meaning to do for a while)#now that people actually follow this blog and interact with it and stuff#tbh i should've started doing them a long time ago#but the idea of retroactively going back to every post and adding a description kept putting me off... which is silly because it's only#gonna become more work the longer i leave it. so you know. just gotta start doing it#i will endeavour to add a description to all the previous snoopys of the day soon đ¤#anyway i made this because i sent a friend the original emoji image (taken from a redbubble screenshot LOL)#because we have been trying to book a place to stay for a group trip (6 people)#and like i did all the research and made a list to start us off (while letting people know they could add to the list) and sent that around#and made a poll for people to vote for their preferred place#and some people in the group have been taking FOREVER to respond with their opinions about accommodation#like to the point where all the other good places on the list have been booked up now and there is just one left#which luckily is the one with the most votes#and today i was like (about to book that one) ok well before i book i'm just checking that everyone is ok with these dates?#and some of them were like ohhh actually no. we haven't booked our flights yet so we're not sure which days exactly we'll be there#WHAT DO YOU MEAN!#in fairness i should've checked that we were all on the same page about dates beforehand#but like. the trip is literally in like 5 weeks AND during a public holiday like omfggggggg everywhere is gonna be booked out#do you know how hard it is to find accommodation for 6 people#and i don't even know the people who haven't been responding/haven't booked their flights/whatever#they're friends of a friend (who will also be coming on the trip) and i know nothing about them#i think i would be a lot less annoyed if it was just my friends because we would've just hopped on a call and sorted everything out in like#one night. otherwise we know + trust each other enough to make decisions for each other if we can't/don't want to be involved in planning
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The Thai đ¤đ˝ Taiwanese Communal Wardrobe item #1
Theory of Love ep 5:
En of Love: This is Love Story ep 1:
HIStory 4: Close to You ep 1 & 14:
My Secret Love ep 10:
Check Out ep 10:
Mama Gogo ep 10:
Kiseki: Dear to Me ep 9:
(all credit to @chickenstrangers for this one)
+ bonus not in a series but...
and...
#theory of love#en of love: this is love story#history 4: close to you#my secret love#my secret love the series#mama gogo#kiseki: dear to me#first kanaphan#the thai đ¤đ˝ taiwanese communal wardrobe#<- it gets it's own special tag#we've crossed borders!#WE'VE BREACHED CONTAINMENT!#I'd been wondering if this might happen#and the scream I scrumt when chick (ken? kenstra? tran? anger?) told me#THANK YOU SO MUCH!#I figured I'd start a whole new list for clothes shared across these countries#hence this is number 1#let's find some more!#the thai communal wardrobe#huge thanks to the contributors - tagged in a reblog!#edited to add my secret love!#edited again to add check out!#edited again to add joong!
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#we always talk wolves and cats and other carnivores so letâs make it something else this time#letâs go for something more unconventional this time#((lowkey need art inspi ngl))#but seriously Iâm curious#tried to keep the animals up there firmly in the common catageory#if we started on the more exoctic animals this list would have been LONG#jason todd#ghost talks#polls#poll
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before it felt like a sin, ch. 1
pairing: Sebastian Sallow x f!MC
word count: 3000
summary: Eloise never wanted to be different.
And yet, her differences are what have defined her life up until this point: growing up as a squib in one of the most prominent wizarding families, being exiled to muggle society, and then attending Hogwarts at the age of sixteen.
She finds herself thrust into the life she should have been prepared for from birth but was denied. As she navigates this new life and her new precarious position in her family, she must come to terms with the fact that maybe what she dreamed of her whole life isn't turning out how she ever expected it would.
a/n: Hi everyone!! I decided to post this here too...I'm slowly going through everything I've written so far, and I want to post each chapter here as I edit them. I'm hoping that this can be a way to a) get back in to writing more, and b) get better at my art as I make full illustrations for each chapter. Let me know what you think!! :)
There is nothing quite as horrible as being a muggle, Eloise thought savagely as she ripped out yet another stitch in the landscape she was embroidering. At least, it was supposed to be a landscape. Maybe with her head tilted to the left and with her eyes almost closed so everything blurred together, it might resemble one. She did just that, trying her hardest to make out some recognizable shape and blast the stupid practice of manually pushing colored thread through a fabric in some sort of -
âAnd what is this, Miss Babbit?â
Eloise jumped at the sound and looked up at the scowling face of her teacher, and then quickly back down at the tangled thread in her lap. Behind her, she could hear the hushed giggles of the other girls in her class.
âOh! ErâŚitâs -â
âHow long have you been here?â the woman interrupted.
âOne hourâŚI just -â
âDonât be smart with me. I mean, at this institute.â
âFive years.â Eloise glared down at her embroidery as if it had personally offended her. It wasnât like she was actively trying to be bad at everything, but she had the distinct disadvantage - how had it ever come to be that she would be at a disadvantage to muggles? - of not having spent a lifetime being prepared for muggle society and all that it entailed. The last five years had been a monotonous, endless cycle of lessons designed to turn her into the perfect lady: French (a waste of time as Eloise was already fluent), embroidery (a waste of time as the things she embroidered werenât actually useful), dancing (a waste of time as she was already engaged to be married - why would she bother trying to woo another silly man?), and her most dreaded class of all: etiquette. No matter how many years had been spent trying to assimilate into muggle culture, her thoughts still got muddled when she tried to remember the steps to a dance, or how to properly address the son of a duke.
Did it really matter, anyways, what the other girls thought? She had pretended her whole life to be the daughter she thought her parents had wanted - now she was simply pretending that she hadnât been thrown into the muggle world without a second thought. What was a bit more pretending - that she didnât care? That she hadnât been tossed aside without a second thought?
âExactly. Five years. And yet, you have shown no progress whatsoever. This -â a finger jabbed accusingly at the embroidery - âis absolutely horrendous. If your parents hadnât continued to make such a sizeable donation every year, I would have deemed you a lost cause and sent you packing when you first arrived. How your family ever managed your betrothal to the son of an earl is beyond me.â
Eloise grimaced at the mention of her fiance as her teacher clapped her hands together to get the attention of the class - a wholly unnecessary action due to the fact that it was already being given. âClass is dismissed. Please collect your belongings and put them in the correct place. Remember, as future wives and mothers, you must be organized in all aspects of your life. Many of you will be managing important households and the slightest misstep -â a slight glance to Eloise out of the corner of her eye - âcan cause the biggest of scandals.â
Eloise raced to gather her things and leave the classroom before everyone else. No matter how many years had been spent at the school, she couldnât help but hate sitting through the classes amongst the judgmental stares and snide remarks. Although things had started out shaky at the finishing school - to be expected, really, when youâve grown up in wizarding society and then are then forced to live as a muggle - it still stung that after all these years, she still hadnât found a friendly face. She was treated as if she were a pariah: it was as if the other girls just knew that something was different about her. ButâŚwasnât that the great irony of it all? She wasnât different than them. She was a filthy squib.
When she first arrived at the school, she was an anomaly. A twelve-year-old girl who didnât know how to play the piano or who the queen was. It was clear to everyone that Eloise wasnât the charity case of the school - her parents were obviously quite wealthy - and yet they seemingly wanted nothing to do with her. Whereas the others got regular letters and visits from their family, it was as if Eloise were an orphan. Nothing new to her of course, but to her peers this otherness aided them in her ostracization.
Upon entering her room, she was abruptly pulled out of her thoughts. Something wasnât right. Everything seemed the same: a twin bed perfectly made opposite a small wardrobe, a plain wooden desk placed between them. The weak afternoon sunlight shone through the window, illuminating her desk. ButâŚthere.
ThatâŚ
Placed on her bed, resting on the pillow, was a letter.
She never received letters.
Eloise shoved her embroidery under her bed and hungrily grabbed at it, pausing when she saw the address. Miss E. Babbit. The Third Bedroom on the LeftâŚÂ It seemed vaguely familiar to her in a way she couldnât quite put her finger on.
As she read the letter, though, it became apparent to her exactly why this was. Although not exactly the same as the one her brother had received six years earlier, it quickly became apparent that this was a Hogwarts letter. For her. For Miss E. Babbit.
Hands shaking, she set the letter down on her desk and sat on the edge of her bed. She smoothed her hands over her skirt over and over, taking comfort in the familiar softness as she tried to even her breathing.
How was this possible? She had all but accepted the fact that she was a squib. The shame of her family, a dirty secret to be hidden away and never talked about or mentioned again. Her parents had suspected as much by the time she had turned seven without any signs of magic whatsoever manifesting around her - not even a basic transformation of brussel sprouts to sweets during dinner. It was ultimately confirmed, however, when her own Hogwarts acceptance letter never arrived. She had spent the whole year before her banishment daydreaming about her life at Hogwarts, still optimistic that there could be something magical inside of her. Her brother, Leo, came home every holiday with wonderful stories of his new friends and teachers, and the subjects he was learning at school. Even back then, at twelve years old, Eloise hadnât been sure if he was actually hopeful she wasnât a squib, or if he had been trying to prolong the fantasy for her before it all came crashing down.
Although she had had five years to come to terms with her new life, there was still a small part of her that hoped. A small âwhat ifâŚâ. She had tried time and time again to squash that tiny ray of optimism that would escape every so often, tried so very hard to cultivate a hard exterior that wouldnât let any sort of vulnerability shine through. And that optimism was a vulnerability, after all. It was that vulnerability that had made it absolutely impossible for her to fit in the muggle world, and made it so that she didnât really want to try.
Five years to come to terms with the fact that she needed a new purpose for her life andâŚ
âŚnot anymore?
Eloise grabbed the letter and greedily read through it again, drinking in all of the words. She paused at the end, thinking. Was this a forgery? Some sort of awful joke orchestrated by her brother? Leo had never been cruel to her in the past; in fact, he was the one who always encouraged her and was the most probable source of the small optimism that remained within her. However, she had no way of knowing how he had changed since she had last seen him. It had been, after all, five very long years. And not once had she heard from him, even though he had promised her through huge sobbing gulps that he would never abandon her. Maybe their parents had slowly poisoned him against her. It would be right on the nose for them, after all.
Looking at the envelope again, howeverâŚThird Bedroom on the LeftâŚno. It was too specific. Nobody in her previous life had any reason to even want to contact her again, and nobody in her current life even knew what Hogwarts was, let alone have the ability to convincingly forge a letter just to have some fun at her expense.
A light, bubbly feeling began to spread throughout her body as it sunk in that this was real. She was going to Hogwarts. Soon, a - squinting at the letter again - a Professor Fig would be contacting her and giving her things to study. A huge grin slowly spread across her face and she hugged the letter to her chest as she fell back on her bed. She read through it again. Was it the fifth time already? It felt as though no amount of times rereading the letter would ever be enough.
Eloise got up and walked over to look at the calendar on her desk. She was surprised to see that September 1st was in only two days. The days at the finishing school moved in such a strange, sluggish way. They all felt the same. Monotonous. French and Latin and embroidery and household management and Merlin even knows what else all blending into each other in an endless parade of dusty classrooms and gossip and boredom.
The light feeling left her in an instant as, after years of practice, the optimism was squashed back down. But how will you even get to London? And, her brain added sneakily, you havenât even shown any signs of magic. Maybe youâll just be returned back here after they realize their mistake.
No, she thought fiercely, gripping the letter. Until -
A tapping came from the window. A tentative smile returned at the sight of a tawny brown owl with another envelope in its beak. She ripped it open as soon as it was in her hands (again addressed to Miss E. Babbit) and along with the letter a small, purple pouch fell out of the envelope and onto her bed.
Miss Eloise Babbit,
I am pleased to be the wizard charged with such an important task as escorting you to Hogwarts in two daysâ time. It is something extraordinary to be accepted in your fifth-year, and as such, I expect extraordinary things from you. I have enclosed a small pouch along with this envelope, and in it are some items that will be vital to you in the upcoming days. I have included books for you to study at your leisure, and a small gobstone that will bring you to our rendezvous point in London. All you have to do is touch it at noon on the 1st and you will be transported instantly.
Your family has not been informed of your acceptance. I am sure you understand why - at this, Eloise scoffed quietly to herself - which is why I will personally be your escort.
I am looking forward to meeting you and bringing you to the sorting ceremony in two daysâ time.
Yours,
Eleazar Fig
The handwriting was tiny and spidery and cramped, but it didnât stop Eloise from reading it with the same vigor as the previous letter and as many times. Finally, she turned to the small pouch that had fallen onto her bed when she opened the second envelope. It must have had an invisible extension charm, because it was filled to the brim with books on basic spellwork and general wizarding history. Professor Fig had no way of knowing, but Eloise had already read many of these books and many more during the year her brother had started Hogwarts, as she had needed to know absolutely everything about what would be awaiting her. A few years may have passed since she had stepped foot in her familyâs library, but she couldnât get the books or their contents out of her brain even if she had wanted to. She had really wanted to forget everything she knew about the magical world when it was confirmed she was a squib but it was a futile effort. As she zoned out during her piano lessons, she would find herself mentally going through the movements to cast different charms.
It was painful to be thinking about things from the life that had been ripped away from her, to know that what she was thinking about would never come to pass, that she would never be able to wield magic - and yet she couldnât find herself able to stop.
As Eloise picked out one of the books and settled into her armchair, a steely resolve overcame her.
She would prove that she deserved to be there, and was just as capable as any of they were. She would make her parents regret ever discarding her like she was nothing.
She was worthy. She was capable. And she would prove it.
The morning of September 1st dawned cold and rainy. Absolutely perfect.
Eloise had pretended to be sick the night before, and no one had suspected a thing when she stayed in bed long after all of the other girls had gotten ready and headed to breakfast. As the last of the chattering faded away down the hallway, Eloise finally got out of bed and prepared herself for the day. It was difficult to sit still long enough to braid her hair. Her fingers wouldnât stop trembling and she had to restart countless times. Finally, she tied the black ribbon at the end into a neat bow and turned to the drawer of her desk to retrieve the small purple pouch she had hidden away.
Everything she deemed important enough to come along with her had already been placed inside: the books from Professor Fig, the hair ribbons gifted to her by her brother many years ago, and some clothing. Nothing else was coming with. She needed the fresh start. Besides, anything else she might need would be supplied, as her acceptance letter had specifically stated that any school supplies would be provided to her.
Waiting the hours before noon came along proved to be more difficult than Eloise had imagined. Time seemed to be moving slower than the molasses that had come with the breakfast sent up to her, the steady patter of the rain becoming a sort of metronome keeping time as she paced back and forth. Wasnât there anything that could distract her, even for a bit? She glanced at the clock. Only five minutes had passed since the last time. 10.35.
The second hand ticking away in tandem with the sound of rain splashing against her window.
What if this was all a trick? What if she arrived at Hogwarts, and they turned her away because they realized they had made a mistake? After all, why would they admit a sixteen-year-old? Surely she was too old; every other student had started Hogwarts at the age of twelve and had shown signs of magic much earlier than that. She still hadnât shown any signs of magical capability whatsoever, and didnât feel any different than she had before receiving the letter. It had to be a fluke.
As her thoughts started veering into the melancholy she was prone to, she shook her head. No. Today was a happy, exciting day. She wasnât going to squash the optimism down today, not when she needed it most. All of these thoughts she was having were simply that: thoughts. Not reality. Hogwarts never made a mistake, and in all of the history books she had read, she couldnât recall an instance of someone being turned away at the door. Granted, she had also never heard of someone being admitted so late. But, better to focus on what she did know, which was that she had gotten the letter. It must be right in its assumption that she had magic.
Trying to pass the time was easier said than done. She ended up quizzing herself on all of the charms she had memorized in the books sent by Professor Fig, moving an imaginary wand in the precise movements needed to successfully cast and focusing on her pronunciation. She had studied all of these forms late into both nights she had had the books, and when she would eventually close her eyes to sleep, the wand movements were all she saw.
Eloise was determined that she would receive pity from nobody. Nobody was going to look at her like she was lacking. She had gotten enough of that to last a lifetime, and now that she was given this opportunity she wasnât about to waste it.
When noon finally struck, Eloise was ready and waiting. She eagerly grabbed the gobstone that was sitting on her desk and felt the familiar tugging sensation in her navel as she was whisked away to London and the beginning of her new life.
next chapter
#im just writing this fic for fun & since Iâm editing it a bit#I thought it would be fun to challenge myself to do full illustrations for each chapter#(the reason I started these fanarts in the first place was for thisđ§ââď¸)#if you actually read this I would love to know what you think!!#I keep going back & forth between wanting to make a master list and also explain my tag system on this tumblr#but at the same time I like the chaosâŚđ¤#well let me know!! or if you have any suggestions!!đđ#it starts off a bit slow but this story is VERY canon-divergent#and will have a lot of mythology/magical theory/pureblood society etc etc#i dont expect these to really get much traction bahahahahahaha#but im going to have a lot of fun rereading my fic & making these illustrationsđĽšđ#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfic#hogwarts legacy fic#oh also???? how do you format these things??????????????? anyways the chapter is up on ao3 and honestly the whole fic up to chapter 22đđ#but if you have any suggestions lmk!!!!#like do I put the warnings for the whole fic on each chapter?? put only the chapter warnings??? literally this is me: đ§ââď¸#a poor confused technology grandma
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current QLs I am enjoying~
Every You, Every me (Thailand) : alternative universes, drama, soulmates, boss x assistant, car mechanic x customer, guitar teacher x students brother, BL actors, falling in love in every universe, humor, struggles, fluff, death, loss, abusive ex partner (not between the mains) See Your Love (Taiwan) : crime, thriller, drama, rich brat x caretaker, mafia business, mute + deaf main, martial arts, hurt / comfort, attempted murder, rich brats assistant x mafia assassin, dysfunctional family, loving family, friendship
Caged Again (Thailand) : mystery, drama, humor, animal to human transformation, boarding school, bullying, shy x feisty, animal trafficing, spirits, swim tournament, school clubs, friend group, nerd x dorky Jack & Joker: U Steal My Heart! (Thailand)Â : action, humor, debt collector x thief, poverty, (friends to) enemies to lovers, time jump, mafia, dysfunctional family, costuming & cross-dressing, from parents disowned children, heists, betrayal, secret relationships, wound patching, social injustice, martial arts, rich snob x poor thief, child adoption, rich to poor, violence, false friends
Miseinen: Mijukuna Oretachi wa Bukiyo ni Shinkochu / Our Youth (Japan) : high school, nerd x delinquent, abusive parent, secret friendship to lovers, hurt / comfort, opposites attract, wound patching Doku Koi: Doku mo Sugireba Koi to Naru / Love is like a Poison (Japan) : investigation, humor, lawyer x conman, court battles, cohabitation, stern x playful, power couple, blackmail, trauma, abusive parent, talking with succulents (lol), street kids, underground gang, corruption
Petrichor (Thailand) : thriller, mystery, serial killer, forensic investigation, detective x forensic pathologist, crime investigation, enemies to lovers, autopsy, gore, incompetent police, feisty x cold, corruption, lovely siblings, coworker friend group Winter Is Not the Death of Summer but the Birth of Spring (Thailand) : thai prison setting, strangers to lovers, rough environment, prisoner x prisoner, homophobia, sexual harassment, based on a real story, hookups
Love in the Air: Koi no Yokan (Japan) : Love in the Air remake, students, senior x junior, bike racing, auto mechanic, dominant x submissive, friendship, seduction, sexual abuse in the past Bad Guy My Boss (Thailand) : boss x assistant, mutual pining, power couple, possessiv, business life, multiple hookup partner, dubcon, attempted murder, shady business, jealousy, so many HR violations, blackmail, cheating, abusive side couples, spying, scheming, miscommunication, slightly dark romance
recent finished ones I rec to check out:
Affair (Thailand) : childhood friends, rich vs poor, family tragedy, time jump, friends to lovers, possessive, mutual obsession, stalking, rich to poor & poor to rich, abusive ex, divorce, secret relationship, suicide attempts, doctor x musician Let Free the Curse of Taekwondo (S. Korea) : martial arts, strangers to friends, friends to lovers, bullying, unrequired love, abusive parent, time jump, stern x dorky, poor vs rich, hurt / comfort, misunderstandings The On1y One (Taiwan) : enemies to friends, mutual pining, cohabitation, nerd x nerd, power couple, dorm life, exam phases, not blood related soon to be step-siblings, forbidden love, secret love, coming of age, yearning, teacher x teacher side couple, hurt / comfort, unrequired love
4 Minutes (Thailand) : crime investigation, mystery, alternative realities, time jumping, patient x doctor, mafia, shady business, murder, hookups, drug use, corruption, death, violence, criminal x cop, hallucinations, cheating, blackmail, abusive lover (not mains), abusive parent, fixing mistakes Battle of the Writers (Thailand) : romcom, childhood friends, writer x writer, fictional parallel universe, secret relationship, friends to lovers, editor x writer, writer collaboration, BL writing, social commentary, childhood trauma, strangers to lovers Eccentric Romance (S. Korea + Thailand) : mystery, crime, romcom, childhood friends, friends to lovers, mutual pining, murder, bilingual, language students, working out, school club, friend group, investigation
Meet You at the Blossom (China + Thailand + Taiwan) : historical, fantasy, humor, dark romance, magic, rich noble families, playboy, crossdressing, noble son x assassine, fake identity, intrigues, fuck or die, royalty, doctor x servant, betrayal, childhood friends, misunderstandings, hurt / comfort at times, abduction, obsession, jealousy, abuse, imprisonment, torture, illness, implied unrequired cousin crush, abusive parent, dubcon My Damn Business (S. Korea) : office romance, short series, humor, boss x subordinate, misunderstandings, fluff, jealousy, teasing, drinking buddies, BL comic, talk about exes The Hidden Moon (Thailand) : historical & present, ghosts, mystery, horror, unrequired love, death, murder, accident, different era time jumps, ghost x human, time loop, friend group, enemies to lovers, forbidden love, f/f m/m m/f side couples, violence
#ârecentâ as in sometime this year lol#god why have i done this lol#wanted to do one of those currently watching lists too but it escalated a bit#description are just as far as i have watched might miss some#i have some shows not mentioned I have on hold atm#and some i haven't started yet might add them later#bl drama#gl drama#ql drama#every you every me#see your love#caged again the series#jack and joker#jack and joker u steal my heart#miseinen: mijukuna oretachi wa bukiyo ni shinkochu#doku koi: doku mo sugireba koi to naru#petrichor#winter is not the death of summer but the birth of spring#love in the air japan#bad guy my boss#affair the series#let free the curse of taekwondo#the on1y one#4 minutes the series#battle of the writers#eccentric romance#meet you at the blossom#my damn business#the hidden moon
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I finished posting the unabashedly educational Sword Fic.
It includes a detailed (but hopefully beginner-friendly) explanation of all the steps of making a Nichirin blade from a sunny mountain like Mt. Youkou, a touch of swordsmith and metalworker folk lore (including demons), meta about what must make Kimetsu no Yaiba's swordsmithing methods different from real life methods, some character exploration for Haganezuka and his polishing method, vocabulary and additional resources in the chapter notes, and hopefully, an endearing, silly POV character to learn this all through.
#my fics#SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS#would you like a story about the years of background of this fic?#I was not very well-versed in metallurgy until recent years but my study of the Japanese language goes back to#well#longer than some of you may have been around#I always liked samurai and swords for the aesthetic but started to take more of an interest when I lived in Shimane#and on a day when I had a friend taking me around to rural sites associated with a legendary monster she was like#let's go see the sword museum while you're out here#but that museum was closed (it comes back into this story though)#so we went to a different one that no longer exists but that was my first encounter with how much work it takes to make the sword ore#fast forward years later#I am writing this blog and it becomes known as a fun place to read about Japanese culture as seen in KnY (thanks glad you enjoy)#I decide that I must tell people how hard it is to make the ore and finally visit that main museum on a trip back to Shimane#I collect material and struggle to do more research and wrap my head around it#and I write the first version of Teppi's story that focused mostly on the smelting and glazed over the forging and polishing and stuff#meanwhile I am in a job situation I have already long since wanted out of and soon I want out a lot more desperately#job searches were disheartening but then I found THE ONE I WANTED#and on that first interview when I was already like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#they asked if there's a Japanese cultural topic I could suddenly explain in great detail if asked#and without mentioning this blog I said I had recently written up something for fun about tatara smelting methods (and they forgot this)#fast forward again and I very happily got the job and was very nervous as I got the rundown on a very large annual nerd project#and when they announced the topics for that year I saw that tatara smelting methods in the region I knew them from was on the list#and I was like#asudyaiusdyuasdyuahduahduhsdhuPLEASE GIVE ME THAT#and i got it and when I went out there for research people were like#...why do you know all this...???????#and since I dared not mention my KnY blog I was like#...I lived in Shimane...#it seems I broke the tags because the rest of the story got cut off but hi yes you get the idea
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kon sweetie im so fucking sorry that someone would even say something stupid like that oh my god.
#rimi talks#paraphrasing the beyonce gif bc i dont remember exactly how it goes but.#sometimes people follow me and i really genuinely don't know why at all because their blog header and desc make it extremely clear#that they are someone i want on my block list PRONTO. like. what are you doing. why are you coming into my house#have i not made it clear enough that i hate that shit. why are you trying to follow me. get OUT of my activity page block button SAVE MEEE#PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY READ COMICS AND ARENT STUPID SAVEEE MEEEEEEEE#anyway i apparently have not been clear enough about my opinions so let me speak my truth.#i think jason todd is really fucking annoying. i don't like 99% of fan content about him and i don't like 99% of his fans.#i think that jay // tim is a dumb ship and i think that jay // kon is an even worse one and i think jay// tim// kon// sucks SHIT#i also think that you should simply read comics before you start posting about the characters from said comics.#like i recognize that i cant stop anyone from posting bad opinions but i would love to not see them <3#anyway im chasing people out with a broom. OUT OF MY HOUSE. OUT. OUT#IM A COMICS BLOGGER. NOT A ''BAD TELEPHONE GAME ABOUT SOMETHING SOMEONE HEARD ABOUT A COMIC ONCE'' BLOGGER#OUT OF MY HOUSE ! ! ! !! ! ! !!#merry shitscram. now scram your shit and go. is this anything#<- i have to make bad jokes or ill die. you understand.#and like tbc this was just case of ''blog desc header and top posts were all really fucking annoying''#and not ''something actively harmful or evil'' like its fine its just Extremely deeply not my cup of tea yk#but i do also have to be dramatic about reading words in an order that i really hated sometimes. or i will also die.#anyways. take my hand. read superman (1987) 155
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Guys we finally have a winner in the eternal battle...
#greece#funny#shitpost#meme#the fact that even in a world list Athens and Thessaloniki are fighting it out with each other is hilarious#okay i mean technically heraklion has the same rating as athens but let's ignore this#that 0.01 deficit to Thessaloniki can start a civil war#also some credit to chania being also in the list#heraklion#athens#thessaloniki#chania#crete#attica#sterea hellas#central greece#macedonia#greek cuisine#mainland#greek islands
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Wassup?
#winning as in Iâve started my holiday shopping and AU writing and family visits and -#letâs just say I see the to-do list when I close my eyes#been busy but when has December not been hectic for people#my art#hit#ask box#ask answers
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I'm impressed by how many angles tmbg can approach the theme of 'work sucks' and have it not feel like they're retreading old ground. every single one of them has something new to say, which becomes very depressing if you think about that for too long.
"put your hand inside the puppet head": thinking about a terrible job in hindsight rather than being in the thick of one, and the importance of keeping some perspective instead of falling afoul of romanticising the past, once the bad memories wane with time.
"snowball in hell": the lament of a tedious job that doesn't suit your needs. the past tense makes me think of it as the narrator reflecting on the day after clocking out for the night, and how pretty soon they'll have to face the monotony all over again tomorrow, just to stay afloat.
"someone keeps moving my chair": I dunno how accurate this is, but I've kinda been interpreting this one as illustrating the rigmarole of office politics. all the tasks and busywork and even worse higher-ups to answer to, all new ideas that get brought in and go nowhere - yet somehow, it's the most petty of annoyances that bother mr. horrible.
"hearing aid": there's an almost zen-like attitude towards the managerial pecking order here, which is also alluded to in "puppet head". both narrators mention fleeting sympathy for their awful bosses, knowing they're just as much a victim of a flawed system as they are, but not excusing their actions. I guess it's a vent about not letting the pressure get to you and doing nothing more than your set responsibilities, if even that. real "go out there and give it your 60%" type song from a totally checked-out character.
"minimum wage": a mockery of these types of jobs treating you like a mule (not only from the 'hyah' and whip noise, but the lyric being sung in the style of "mule train"), but oddly playful in a somewhat bitter way. it gives me the same kind of vibe as someone working an early student job they can afford to treat with a bit of levity, because they know they won't be here long enough to care.
"sleeping in the flowers": focuses more on the fantasy of being with a crush than work, but it's in there. the narrator would much sooner ditch their job, regardless of consequences, and spend that time with the woman they're in love with. this is the second song to mention an infatuation with someone working at a copy shop after "snowball in hell"; you could probably theorise that it's the same person.
"memo to human resources": their most serious and haunting song on the matter. the references to an attempt aren't subtle. the lyrics seem to function as both a metaphor of the narrator's state of mind and their plan, and a literal description of the day-to-day tasks that exacerbated their spiral. another double-meaning I like in its title is how it's a report of the incident, as well as a note.
#tmbg#this isn't an exhaustive list. but it's the ones I like to analyse the most#I'm sure it goes w/o saying but definitely add onto this btw!#thinking about examples of tmbg getting described/dismissed as a comedic novelty band and ...#''I stuck around too long feeing sorry for myself#a disinvited guest rifles through the bathroom shelf''#are bleak and heartwrenching lines.#begging every journalist and music reviewer that's referred to them that way to listen to lyrics more#I mean ''don't let start'' is already miserable right from the get go lol
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Young sfth photos!! (But itâs mostly Luke because thereâs a lot of older videos with him in them)
#shoot from the hip#sfthposting#shootimpro#thank you h3adph0nes I started going through your masterpost of all the old videos you are amazing for compiling them!!!! :))))#If there are any I know of not on the list Iâll let you know!#Luke manning#alexander jeremy#sam russell#tom mayo
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