#let's not despair just yet
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Let's be hashtag REAL with ourselves for a minute. Dragon Age ALWAYS had kinda cringey dialogue writing LMAO
#like guys let's wait to see if the moments of drama deliver cause that's what DA does best#I do miss silent protag simply bcs you had a choice of more things to say#but DA2 was very limited in comparison and Hawke was still iconic so#let's not despair just yet#dragon age the veilguard#da:tv
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Why are we as a fandom not talking more about this scene ??
Clive is literally asking the professor to come back and stop him. Like this isn't him pretending to be Future Luke : he looks genuinely upset/displeased even after the professor promises to come back. He only goes back to smiling after the professor says, and I quote "I wouldn't dream of leaving things here in that state" before talking about stopping his future self. Clive wants confirmation that Layton is actually going to confront the bad guys, that he won't just solve the mystery but fix it too.
And this is literally so important. Clive's speech at the end, about getting saved. This is concrete proof that he had truly meant it from the start, because he's asking for Layton to stop him and thus save everyone here. Which, hey- he didn't just hope and wait to get saved, he tried to save himself too.
Yep, that's right. The game talks about how dangerous it was for Clive to bring Layton underground : it doesn't talk about how even more dangerous it was to let him leave. He could have brought back cops (he did). He could have gathered precious knowledge out there (he did). He could have never come back (and yet he did !!). Clive letting Layton leave is the biggest threat to his plan, and yet HE DID. And you know what else he did ? Make Layton promise to stop him. You can't make a clearer call for help, you just can't.
"Oh but it doesn't make his crimes more forgivable, now does it-" of course not. This isn't about Clive's redemption, it's about Clive trying to avoid needing a redemption : his efforts are vain the moment he started using the fortress. But. There were efforts.
#Damn Syl ! Back at it again with the nonsense/stating the obvious !! <3#Actually nope I don't care. I know how it feels when your self is working to achieve a goal your essence is actively against.#You just feel TERRIBLE. Shouldn't I give in ? I want to give in. It feels wrong but fighting it feels even worse. I'm tired#This exchange is so important. The despair. Asking for help when he knows at that point he's not getting saved it's too late#Like he's been working on the mecha he knows it's done he knows he's starting it. He knows Layton will be his enemy#And yet he still asks him to fix things. He still lets him go when Layton would have understood if it wasn't possible#It's about Clive asking/trusting Layton to keep the fight going and win even when Clive himself knows he can't keep fighting#I feel like I'm repeating myself. It's 2am and I'm sleepy ahah but I needed to get this one out <3#clive dove#professor layton and the unwound future#professor layton and the lost future#unwound future spoilers#lost future spoilers#My analysis#(Scheduling this one to post when I'm sleeping. I wonder how this one will go lol)
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Something about Whit’s character that I don’t see a lot of people talking about is how often he is willing to hide things or even just straight up lie in order to protect people. In the CH1-9, he lies about being friends with Charles in order to prove his innocence, and mind you not only has Whit not known Charles for more then about three or four days with the only interactions between them being Whit teasing him, but Whit outright admits in CH2-2 that he used to be the most judgemental of him
Now obviously Whit and Charles became friends after the trial, but the point here is that in Chapter 1, Charles is not someone that Whit particularly knew, and yet Whit still chose to lie despite the small chance that Charles was actually the culprit. But the instance I really want to talk about is in CH2-11 when Whit hides David’s secret from the rest of the cast. This isn’t an Eden situation where she was threatened into keeping quiet, Whit chose to keep quiet about David’s secret despite it being a massive piece of evidence and potentially risking everyone’s lives in the process. David was also someone that Whit lacked any real relationship with, I think the only time the two interacted was in the kitchen in CH2-7 and that was very brief
Whit mentions after David goes into his emo phase that the reason he hid the secret was to protect David’s career, but honestly it feels strange that that would even be a concern in his mind in a situation like this, especially when like I said he barely knew or had any interactions with David. There is another reason for this behavior. Now, in CH2-3, Charles does say something that could give a lead
Whit is a very empathetic person, and probably puts himself in other people’s shoes when it comes to situations like this. As such, he is not the kind of person to sacrifice someone else’s privacy willy-nilly as he can imagine how that would affect someone. This also lines up quite well with his talent, I must add. As the Ultimate Matchmaker, part of his talent probably has to do with keeping people’s secrets, and this lines up with how DRDTDev describes his talent too
However, I do think there is another reason for this I feel like Whit and Hu share a similar mindset of wanting to assume the best in others. Hu is obviously more direct with it, but I think Whit also has this mindset to a smaller degree. You could argue that this is also due to his intuition, and I’d say it is partially that, but with the whole David situation I don’t think that’s all there is to it as every other example of his intuition has turned out to be right. Whit hiding things and lying for others probably comes from a place of wanting to believe the best in them. I don’t think Whit would really care about protecting David’s career if he thought he was a scumbaggy manipulator, nor would he lie about being Charles’ friend to cover for him if he thought he was the culprit. He chose to do those things in an attempt to see the best in them.
#{🍀It is an equal failing to trust everybody and to trust no one at all. and to trust no one at all.🌟}#If I am right about all of this I wonder how he and David will interact in Chapter 3#As David mocked Hu for how she went about things and Whit has a similar mindset#Especially considering Whit is the only one who really hasn't snapped (externally) from the death game yet#GODDD I WANT TO SEE AN INTERACTION BETWEEN THEM SO BADDD#Chapter 3 is going to be Whit's chapter I'm telling you#I'm also thinking pretty hard about how this all ties into his everything is fine mindset about the death game#I'm going to make a full analysis on Whit eventually I just needed to let my thoughts out#Also I hope the way I refer to the episodes didn't confuse anyone#danganronpa despair time#drdt#whit young#drdt whit
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ripping this moment to shreds with my teeth
#OUGH YGHHHH ARGHHHH UGHHH RHRGRHRRHHRRRGRHRGHRRGHRH#sorry but im forever thinking about this literally tattooed this moment on my skin forever it means everything to me#one day we will unpack my obsession with murderous prettyboys who scratch their own skin bloody in moments of despair#cause their own downfall with their carelessness and their closest loyal friends' deaths with their fucked up ambition#and attempt suicide after their fall from grace#(they also fuck highborn women and have a weird gay thing going on with their misogynistic bestie. btw)#so yes we will unpack that but not today thanks. its not illegal to want to chew on murderous femboys yet#the three musketeers#vicomte de bragelonne#alexandre dumas#aramis i like you a normal amount king haha im unwell#anyway the fact that i could have just let this hyperfixation go a year ago and been totally fine and at peace with it#if sofia hadnt organised a playdate for her two coolest mutuals who hadnt known each other before...
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You don't know how to write a fix it fic after episode 15x18 "Despair"? Let me help you a little bit (well it's more like let Jensen help you with one of his songs):
Dean would still hope deep deep deep down that Cas would come back because he always did. He came back once from the Empty maybe he can do it again.
"How far will you go You should know You'll be on my mind Said you were leavin' But never said when you'd be comin' back home and I can't wait another day"
But Dean would also miss him and feel miserable without him. He would feel empty and would no longer want to live.
"Ride with me Round the lakeside Got a raincoat and a veil It's been so long since you went away Took all of your lovin' and left me with nothin' and When you go What a shame"
And Dean would think that he deserved to lose Cas and that it was his fault the angel died. He would remember all those memories and wouldn't believe he didn't see Cas's love for him. He, who always thought his love was unrequited, would realize how wrong he was.
"Maybe I deserved it To be left this way I'm not sure How I was so blind"
Dean would want Cas's love back, would want Cas back. But if he comes back he might become insane from the fear to lose him again or simply because he will be consumed by this love or just that he would lose his mind if Cas had to keep his love for himself again (lots of possibilities for this one).
"All I know's that if you return it And kept it here to stay I'd lose my mind I'd lose my mind"
Despite the lack of will to live, despite thinking this is what he deserves, despite the fear, despite all that, he would try anything to get him back from the Empty. He would go to the end of the world for him.
"Cause you know I'd go to the end of the world for you To the end of the world for you"
#destiel#deancas#dean winchester#castiel#return to me#radio company#inspiration to write a fix it fic#spn 15x18#Despair#we already know how insane jensen is for writing watching over me#but i think this song is underrated#because it could also be about dean and his feelings for cas#he just didn't tell us about it#or just didn't tell misha so he couldn't tell us#or maybe he hasn't realized yet that dean took over the vessel while writing it#dean did go to the end of the word for cas#remember purgatory?#anyone?#anyway I keep singing it in my mind lately#that's why I had to let this out#my random thoughts about destiel
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Clark: i dont have any idea whats going on but i DO know one thing and its that this woman is trying to hurt Wally's kid and thats not gonna fly
Man poor Clark. Dude is trying so hard to understand and help out but he's just... so slow. The man is like living molasses in Flash Time.
From his perspective it was just a normal day then giant spaceships came out of nowhere and suddenly there is an army of blurs and he just starts teleporting from place to place before he can even register the locations.
Then suddenly he's with familiar blurs, ones clad in red and yellow. Their forms fading in and out like hummingbird wings, voices more akin to mice squeaking than actual language. If he didn't have his superhearing and his ability to hear inhumanly high pitches, he wouldn't have a chance at understanding them. They try to stay still long enough for Clark to talk to them.
He says "What is going-" and then they're gone again. He didn't even finish the question.
Then there's just one blur around. Small, orangey-red at the top, must be Wally's daughter Irey. Before he can even register that information she's being choked by some unknown blur halfway across the room. Something touches his hands and he doesn't even have time to look at them, he just grabs. He was desperate at this point. Good or bad, whoever this was they were staying put until Clark got some answers.
Anyway I think it's very funny that the Kryptonians are aware that something is happening. But they can't do anything about it. It must be incredibly frustrating and confusing to them.
They can hear the screams of the people who died and the people who are trapped in rubble. They would have seen/heard the spaceships come in. They came in at a normal speed so they would have had time to react to that. They know it's an alien invasion, they know people are dying and they know that they can't help.
#its interesting to me that literally the only people on earth who are aware of this would be the Flash family and the Super Fam#i forget what it is exactly but i believe the speedsters are experiencing one day every second and a half#this whole thing will be six weeks long for them and one minute long for everyone else#Clark though... let's be generous and say he's moving at a quarter of there speed. he can say words at least and move which is pretty good#so Clark will experience 1.7 days in ten real seconds. the Flash fam will experience 7 days in that same time frame#So the Kryptonians will have 10 and a half days of total confusion and despair. it sounds like a lot and it sounds like they should be able#help. but remember that the speedsters (including the bad guys) will have SIX WEEKS. there's just not a lot the Kryptonians can do except#feel bad. at least everyone else only has one minute of seeing a confusing and scary blurry world#like Roy and Donna saw the space ships come down and then everything's been a blur since then#there's no cognition there. they're not even out of shock yet.#anyway i just think its neat#dc#dc comics#the flash#superman#Clark Kent#one minute war
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listening to the isat ost and i feel like im gonna explode
#im TRYING to PAINT but i keep having to take BREAKS BECAUSE (REDACTED SECRET BOSS THEME) IS MAKING ME WANNA SHATTER INTO A BAJILLION PIECES#words#also like i have thoughts so SPOILERS#but its so.#the trio of i wont let you go home/tell us tell us tell us/you want to stay with them is so#like it gets me in my feelings...#i wont let you go home is so desperate and despairing and frantic#and then tell us tell us tell us is like the immediate aftermath of a breakdown things dont feel real yet but youre calmed down now#it feels so tired and worn down but still hopeful#and you want to stay with them is just pure Comfort and its just. SIFFRIN. I CANT. I CANT HANDLE THIS#it feels muted though and it feels like youre getting covered in a big warm blanket#and its just lovely ahgh#the we're with you!/its finally over melody finally feels Complete and then its immediately emphasised with the its finally over reprise#I JUST. I LOVE THIS OST#AND NOT TO MENTION HOW CAN YOU HELP ME STARDUST THAT SONG IS SO#IT FEELS SO RESIGNED IT HURTS TO LISTEN TO#loops depression vs siffrins mania FIGHT#isat spoilers#ok im done now
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I’m wrong but I like to imagine Peko found a baby but she didn’t tell fuyuhiko because he was going bat shit crazy and choked out by nekomaru
For remnant baby au, why did you pick Peko to find the baby?
Lol well, you’re right that Peko didn’t tell Fuyuhiko about the baby right away. And in fact, originally she was never going to go back with the other remnants and the au would be just very domestic with Peko raising Koko somewhere far removed from the tragedy and the others. The reason it changed was my bestie latched on to the idea of the other remnants interacting with Koko, and honestly she’s the target audience of most if not all of my au’s lol.
It was actually a while ago that I first came up with the au (February of 2021 actually!) so I don’t Fully remember what kicked off the idea. I think I was just thinking about the remnants as I was trying to fall asleep one night (as I often do lol, I’m a very normal person) and the idea of Peko finding and adopting a baby just sort of happened? It might have been just ‘the remnants with children is fun’ but with them all in their early twenties at this point in canon biological kids didn’t really make much sense.
Peko herself was always been invested in keeping others safe and healthy, so she seemed like the natural choice. Plus I just like Peko lol.
The art this ask was in reference to (the one with Nekomaru fighting Fuyuhiko) is a scene that’s a little bit later into the plot of the au. Nekomaru (and Akane) are very attached to Koko, but even more than that Nekomaru’s the Ultimate Team Manager, it’s his job to make sure all the remnants are ok and doing the best they can. So he Really doesn’t take kindly to Fuyuhiko trying to shoot Koko and ending up shooting Peko instead.
(Peko saw he was going to shoot and dove in front of Koko (Peko has always had very little self preservation instincts) and so she’s the one who ended up shot, much to Fuyuhikos horror (and his despairs delight))
#I get to make fuyuhiko unapologetically the worst in this au it’s great lol#you’re very right he IS going bat shit crazy#largely because he thinks he just killed Peko#which is a Lot to take in#and his despair is just latching on to it and not letting go#I actually wrote out his reaction to the whole thing despite not having the beginning of the fic written yet#I just think he’s neat#danganronpa#Peko baby au#peko pekoyama
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forgot to post the estarriola dialogue i liked aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA tmrw.........anyway soon to be 10 evoker owner <-person who couldve gotten them way earlier but doesnt read
#stardust speaking !#also person who realized in horror they nvr cleared thro all sandbox stages......woops#anyway estariolas last+recruitment i.....teared up? T_T i was the target audience.......#his 'give me back my emotions' r the kinda stuff that rly hits me......like shinsha in anni too 'give them back to me'#its just. that specific line. and desire. despair. makes me emotional each time#SIMIMARLY akira in 1.5 with the 'dont hurt my friends anymore' and that event with the human kid 'dont hurt him' about#the ghost? curse? of his dead wizard friend...T_T it just.#faust carrying the burden cuz thats better than the kid cursing the moon.............miss that event#same event where they have to climb a staircase n akiras dying n shinos all 'lets start running when we get back sage'#(unable to keep quiet about mhyk)#evokers r so charmy theyre so funny#the crew not trusting lobelias promise that he wont murder anymore. when hes genuine about it#vs their oh okay:) to haase & nier who r lying through their teeth#SO funny#i havent read caims event stuff yet but immmm i rly adore caim....#theresa events whole 'justice is theresas mom kinda?!?!?' is everything to me#man niers past.......maria theresas as well....haase...;_;
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Fitz: but you never had kids
Chade: i had you.
#lines that obliterate me#'he loved me and yet he let others use me just as he had been used'#'i would always be his boy'#'deep down i didnt want my old masters mind to start failing him'#'fitz. my boy.'#chade in despair when fitz is deeply wounded and they have to heal him#nobody fucking touch me
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#sorry ignore this. needed to rant about personal shit#i just don’t understand why people are passive agressive and mean when they could not be. when they could just be kind instead. i understan#pain. I understand grief. believe me. i get despair and depression. i just don’t think that’s ever an excuse to just constantly be passive#aggressive and rude to the people you care about. it might explain the behavior but it doesn’t excuse it. I actually don’t think it’s a me#thing or just my trauma that i get upset when people are mean. i don’t think it’s something i should just have to get over or magically not#let it affect me. real things I’ve been told btw. that they aren’t going to change their behavior so it’s on me not to let it bother me.#like that’s actually fucked up. in my opinion. i try so hard to never let my bad moods or pain or grief result in me taking that pain out o#anybody else because i know how much that hurts. and saying it’s not about me doesn’t make it okay. i grew up with an abusive parent who wa#constantly taking shit out on me that wasn’t about me or my fault. and i was a kid i didn’t actually know that it wasn’t my fault. and now#obviously do and i can recognize that this behavior isn’t about me either but it still doesn’t make it okay for me to get the brunt of your#pain. you’re not better than someone else who hurt me while you are also hurting me just because you think you are. it’s not actually dif#different behavior just because you see my abuser as a bad person and think you are a good person. nuance exists. you both treat me in ways#i don’t deserve. unfortunately i am stuck. yet again. fuck this
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wish id had the energy to go bouldering w everyone tonight instead of giving myself brain damage from getting pissed off.... I hope they send me some cool pics at least 😔
#thinking abt the projects at that gym and sighing wistfully. i keep dreaming abt climbing#so u know its getting serious#i wanted to work out but im too tired and havent gotten to cry yet bc i had to heat the hot water so i ate dinner first while my flatmate#explained the russian revolution to me which is interesting and i love how into it she is but also im trying rly hard not to explode rn 😭#its okay gonna shower now and then probably play some more elden ring so i can just zone out entirely i forgot how nice it is to do that#and i need to go to bed by 10pm cuz im shatteredddd.. itll be nice tho i always sleep so deeply when i give myself a little med break#just a reset. and ill wake up less cranky and less despairing in the world <3#and after tmr itll be the weekend yayyy i need a proper break i have so much shit to do and catch up on 🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️#i have chocolate in thr fridge for when i get out of the shower too peace and love on planet earth. let's do this#.diaries
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#the choices. the way maybe there would have been more possible outcomes for them if they chose differently#the way that they can literally never know nor should it matter because its not how it happened you made your#choices now you have to move forward with them. the kids who wanted to live in ooo being told to find the#magic and wonder of their own world and make their own world better. that weight of reality comes with conflict but that they can be fought#against. that ooo was a...... mostly peaceful place but that peace and wonder came from a long long time of horror#uncertainty and pain. and THAT was only established by the same uncertain work they have to do now.#that weeds are still plants and only weeds if you choose they are. the dandelion becuase theyve touched so many worlds#including the real one. the way it didnt get to grow and flourish by being stagnated and isolated#but how its relevancy is achieved when all members are given equal autonomy and drive#that its not a world of magic anymore but thats not better or worse and you just need to do your best with the hand dealt you. that isekai#is appealing but dont let it neglect making your own world better. was betty released from golb after fulfilling her wish to help simon?#who knows theyll probably never meet again in this life. the way this will be a cycle for simon. despair and depression giving way to hope#nights where hes desperate for the crown again only to find peace yet again.#fionna and cake spoilers#the fact that casper has his eyes covered because simon was blind to bettys greater needs#but that nova was a sun because even in not getting to pursue her own thing she was still happy and bright and that brightness blinded simon
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I just watched The First Omen at the cinema and you may go ahead and cuff me for blasphemy, but…
Devil x Reader
You have been chosen by the Cult as the one to carry their ungodly plan after many failed attempts. This time it was a success, yet not for the reasons they might expect. The Devil has his eyes on you.
Content: female reader, mentions of pregnancy, religious themes, blasphemy, violence, horror, a non-consent scene!, based on The First Omen (2024); image from the promotional poster
Why you, of all people? You're not particularly devoted to religion, nor do you stand out in terms of virtuousness. Or lack of, for that matter. Alas, their reasons remain unknown.
What's certain is that you woke up one day and found yourself strapped to a foreign bed, staring into a ceiling you didn't recognize. You weren't alone. Around your helpless form stood men and women, dressed in black and wearing a solemn smile. Your forehead received a gentle, encouraging stroke from the hand of the priest. The scent of chrism invaded your nostrils.
You begged them to release you. The older man spoke softly in your ear. "You are serving a greater purpose. It is all in the name of God." God? Purpose? You rolled your eyes back and gazed upon the large painting hanging behind you. Virgin Mary and her blissful smile and stretched out hands felt like a mockery.
The holy image vanished as a black cloth was nonchalantly draped over your face. You felt the rope tighten around your neck and begun gasping for the scarce air barely making it through the thick canvas. A crescendo of muffled chants, and the room went abruptly quiet. Had everyone left?
Then you heard it. That profane growl, causing the entirety of your body to shiver in repugnance and terror. You trashed, and pulled, and screamed, to no avail. A clawed hand rested on your bare stomach, then a second one traced the rest of your body. You laid limp, vision blurred as the room swayed in tandem with the sacrilegious act.
You'd been defiled by a Beast. The next time you opened your eyes, you were back in your bed. Your hopes of it being a mere nightmare were shattered the moment you lifted your gown and noticed the deep scratches, the monstrous prints left on your skin, and the hollow sensation in the pit of your stomach. Your body had been tampered with, and something was growing out of your misfortune. A vile blight, throbbing with life within the comfort of your flesh.
You spent the months haunted by voices and visions. The grotesque, horned Creature would frequently reappear in your mind, exhausting all other thoughts. Such a heavy, imposing presence. It wouldn't let you forget, not even for a second: you belonged to Him, and He would soon return to retrieve you. The mother of His child, the object of His adoration. Was such a thing even conceivable?
You prayed to be left alone, yet the Cult naturally longed for its promised gift, bound to come back eventually. And so, once more, you were facing the people who caused your despair. "We've come for the child", the priest explained, glancing at your obvious, bulging belly. The clawed hand framing it was still a fresh wound that never healed, almost as an ominous warning: this body was owned by a jealous God.
Your trembling hands revealed a pocketknife. This time, you were prepared. The group took a moment to observe your daring gesture, then proceeded to approach you with calculated steps, with newfound resolve. Would you be able to keep them away? Their intentions were clear: you were in possession of the Antichrist, and they needed to secure this immense power.
The ground shook, and everyone froze. You glanced at the altar painting, the same one that witnessed your corruption. Virgin Mary remained with an unfaltering smile. From behind the ornate frame, large, horrid hands creeped out. A travesty of everything Holy. The priest gasped and quickly threw his hands in prayer. This was not part of the plan. This was not meant to happen.
"Pater noster, qui es in caelis-" he began, but his voice was cut short. His face turned pale, and he clutched his chest with a terrible grimace. The nun next to him let out a scream before she was pushed away by an invisible force. Her body hit the wall with a loud, wet sound of bones breaking and flesh tearing. You stared at the massacre unfolding before you, devoid of any fear. Somehow, in the depths of your soul, you knew you'd be safe.
An enormous shadow emerged from behind the painting, twisting, bending, stalking towards you. Your nose scrunched at the stench of blood. You were the last one standing among corpses. To your surprise, you exhaled deeply, shoulders drooping in comfort. A silent voice murmured in your ear, telling you not to fear. That Father was finally home for you.
Foolish, ridiculous humans. He'd been willing to entertain their petty plans of grandeur, until he met you: your tender, frail body, your innocent soul. How exalting it was to have his way with you. You were meant to be the one. To carry His offspring into the damned world. But not for some trifling reason of a Cult desperate to crawl their way back into control. Their greatest mistake - which led to their demise - was to assume the Devil himself can be controlled, ordered around. He has allowed you the greatest honor of joining him, out of your free will, to sow the seeds of chaos as his beloved mortal.
Thus, he couldn't have possibly allowed anyone to interfere. What you saw that day, in that old, musty underground cavern, was an omen: a bloodbath awaits the one who dares to approach his human.
You look up into the demonic orbs: trenches of madness, obsession, vulgarity, burning holes into you, slurping your very existence with hunger and lust. You are his.
#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere x you#yandere x darling#yandere monster#yandere monster x reader#devil x human#yandere headcanons#yandere imagines#yandere scenarios#monster x reader#monster x human#monster smut#monster romance#horror#tw religious themes#the first omen#demon x reader#demon x human#terato
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title: save me.
pairing: childhoodfriend!katsuki x reader
katsuki has always saved you, his princess.
the first time you asked katsuki to save you was in kindergarten.
you'd fell and scraped your knees after some other little boy shoved you to the ground, upset that you had taken the swings from him earlier. you were in tears as you begged, "save me kacchan!" as his eyes widened and a feeling he couldn't describe overtook him, he scared off the other boy, happily taking the praise from you as you looked at him stargazed, in awe of his strength.
from that day on he swore to protect you, in all the games you'd play, he'd be the knight, you'd be the pretty princess in the tower, and his gang of friends would be monsters, trying to attack you.
he'd superglued your hands together at recess once too, just to keep you with him. he smiled as he said, "now we'll be together forever!" the reprimanding the two of you faced because he did so was worth it in his opinion, as the message stuck throughout the years.
it manifested in his protective nature over you never ceasing even as you two aged. in middle school the guy who'd been rude to you to the point of tears in biology came to you the next day, shakily begging you to forgive him. guys wouldn't look your way, terrified to even upset you. when you confronted katsuki about it? he'd deny it, say you must've done something yourself.
katsuki felt you were the only one who was his equal, the only one he wanted by his side on his journey to become number one.
that's why he was glad to be with you in u-a, why he 'let' you apply without the public humiliation he'd inflicted on izuku.
since you two were together constantly due to the dorms, you'd do everything together. you'd study together, train, sit next to eachother in class, eat lunch together. you'd even developed a habit of napping in his bed, waking up with horrible 'bedhair', not knowing it was because he'd play with it when you were fast asleep.
and as you two graduated, becoming pro-heroes, getting married. opening an agency together, plans for children on the way.
plans that were all thrown out as quickly as they were conceived.
the last time you asked katsuki to save you was when you were bleeding out in the destroyed streets of the city. debris and destruction surrounding you as you struggled to even mutter the phrase. "..s-save.. me." you could barely see him, let alone see the heartbreak and despair in his reaction.
everything hurt, your body could barely process why. maybe it was the fact you were being impaled on a blade of steel, brought forth by the villain who'd caused this madness in the first place.
"you're.. you're gonna be okay." he said, equally for yourself and him. trying to convince himself this was all a nightmare, one he'd hope he'd wake up from soon.
but as he looked over at you, processing the fatal wound in your stomach. he knew he couldn't be selfish and lie to you a second longer.
his words came out cracked as he confessed, 'i.. i don't-- i can't help you.'
how dare you? how dare you try comforting him in your last moments, reaching out to coddle his face with the hand that wasn't mangled, softly smiling and ignoring the blood cascading down your mouth as you dedicated your last words just to him. "i love you.. you've always- been my knight, katsuki."
he felt your hand drop, but he rushed to pick it up. he had never felt so hopeless in his life, he always swore to protect you.. and yet? he failed. he was a broken man as he was escorted away from your corpse, only your ring to serve as a permanent reminder of what he lost.
he was a broken man as he tried and miserably continued life without you, seeing you in everything, yet never feeling you again.
the only form of solace he would ever get was to find that villain, and to pummel him into the ground. and he did so, feeling so gratified in the moment, as if he'd served justice in your honor.
but all the blood he'd shed would be worthless,
for nothing could bring back his pretty princess in her tower.
alt ending!
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hi, hopefully this isnt a stupid question -- this is only my second election i'm voting in, and i'm a little confused about results. is it actually confirmed that trump has won, or is it just almost certain based on the counted votes? bc i know that provisional ballots (like mine) probably arent immediately counted, and there was that thing about votes needing to be verified because of signatures, plus to my knowledge the electoral college doesnt vote til december? i'm probably just grasping at an infinitesimal chance of things not being shit, but also i do actually want to understand and google is not helping :( if you can't explain no worries, you just seem to be knowledgable & willing to answer questions haha
This is absolutely not a stupid question.
So everything is currently pointing at what is most likely, not at what is 100% certain, but it's like 99% certain. There are still votes being counted, but in the states where the election has been called it has been called either because enough of the ballots have been counted that the remaining count wouldn't change the results, or that the area is historically so strongly in favor of one party that it's exceptionally unlikely that they'd flip the other way (for example, they're still counting california's ballots but you're more likely to get struck by lightning five times today than california is to flip red in this election). The places that have not yet been called do not have enough electoral votes for Harris to win the election.
The electoral college is exceedingly unlikely to flip their votes against the state/district vote; "Faithless electors" is the term for members of the electoral college who would vote against the vote they are committed to for their region. It was something discussed in both the 2016 election and the 2020 election and flipping the electoral college without winning the election was the motivation behind J6. As shitty and bullshit as I think the electoral college is, if you're going to have one and you're going to have the rule of law, you can't hope for faithless electors because what you're hoping for at that point is that the people representing you are acting directly against the choice of the voters.
I want you to listen to me. I have been voting in presidential elections since 2004. Presidential elections always suck. Who the president is does matter, and does impact your life, but you genuinely do not have a ton of influence over that so you can't let it throw you into despair and inaction, because we should be active and political and protesting the wrongs of the world even if your favored political party wins. Vote in local elections, work with your local community, and if your local community sucks too, work with online communities to both give and get support.
Whenever something like this happens, people pass around the Mr. Rogers quote about looking to the helpers. I like that quote. I think it's good, I think it's hopeful, I think it helps! But I also think that sometimes it's even more effective if you look for how to help. Who are you the most scared for after this election? Who are you worried about in your community or among your friends? What can you do that might make their life easier? What can you do to protect people like that in your community? What don't you know that might make you better prepared to help them in the future?
One thing that I think is a fantastic way to prepare to help is to either begin or continue learning a language that you don't know. I am working hard on my Spanish because I live in California and there are a ton of Spanish speakers here who I might be able to help. Is it directly aiding anyone right at this second that I'm practicing conjugation? No. But it might help someone who is being harassed by a cop, or who is unhoused and needs help, or who is being abused by an employer at some point in the future, and I can get myself ready to help. Learn how to use naloxone and pick up up an inhaler; you might not need it now, but it'll make you ready to help someone who does need it. Order free covid tests every chance you get, even if you don't need them, because then you can give them out to people who do need them. Plan B has a multi-year shelf life. Pick some up so that you've got some on hand if someone needs it.
Maybe there's nothing you can do right at this exact second (though if you are able to donate to gender affirmation fundraisers, border kindness, abortion funds, bail funds, etc., you can absolutely do that), but you can get ready to help someone who will need you someday.
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