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oh nooo i want to see all of the deleted scenes!!! but if I have to choose then so it be. Can you post a deleted scene from final training montage or SS tattoo au or a little in love act 4?
Here's one from One Final Training Montage. All the deleted scenes from that one are just variations on how it actually ended up, but I thought this version was kinda cute.
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âIt sounds like maybe youâre the one who could have figured all this out a little earlier,â she grumbled.
âMaybe I should have,â he agreed amiably.Â
She fiddled with the ribbon on her sword. âWhat⌠do we do now?â
âWell, we could trying making out while weâre sober.â
âI mean, what are we going to tell Brother?â
Renji shrugged, and in a most uncharacteristic way, replied, âHe can deal with it.â
âBrother had never âdealt withâ anything in his entire life.â
âYeah, well between us, weâve got three bankai and heâs only got one, so he can learn to deal with it.â
âWhat about--â
âRukia. Youâre⌠scared, arenât you?â
Rukiaâs pupils narrowed. âNever!â
âItâs okay to be scared.â Renji pulled off his bandanna and wrapped it around his hand. Then, carefully, he reached out it take hers, which burned with cold, even through the cloth. âItâs scary to love someone, especially someone who has the gall the run around fighting Arrancar and Quincy and standing too close to Kurosaki when heâs shooting his mouth off.â
âAre you talking about me or you?â
âDoes it matter? Itâs also scary to *admit* that you love someone, which I think is why you have lowered yourself to some ungodly temperature to have this conversation.â
âIâm think Iâm actually pretty close to my limit. I donât think I can stay this cold for very long without hurting myself.â
âWell, donât do that. You love me and thatâs all I need for today. Weâll figure the rest out when youâre ready. Why donât you warm back up?â
âI might start crying. Or kissing you.â
âThat would be okay. Iâve seen both of those things before and theyâre not so bad.â
âBut before I do that, I⌠I think Iâm really close. To Bankai. I want to try.â
Renji grinned. âReally? Go for it.â âYou should probably⌠leave. I think itâs going to be big.â
âGood. I want to see it.â His heart was swelling with pride for her. And also⌠reiatsu? âAnd I intend to keep fighting by your side for a long time, so we better practice dual releasing.â
âDual releasing?â
âSOO ZABIMARU!â
âHAKKA NO TOGAME!â
#1500 follower deleted scenes fest#is dual-releasing a thing in bleach??#because gotdam it should be#thanks galaxy-brained 2019 me i will be rolling that idea around in my brain all day#like. you should get bonuses for dual-releasing with your bestie/soulmate/frenemy whatever#but there's a chance it doesn't work if you don't have enough drift-compatibility#let's get real you probably just get a bigger explosion but let me dream#fyi when people send me multiple requests i will pick based on a combo of what other requests i've already gotten and what i have available#but beyond that i go in the order you list 'em so please list your 'most wanted' first cuz that's what you'll get#i have another request for the little in love preview so that'll be coming up in a bit
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TF2 THINKPIECE
sniper and why i love quiet guys
you ever look at a quiet guy in real life, like a regular dude, whoâs minding his business, and impose all of your absolute worst thoughts on him and casually dismiss it with âthe quiet guys are always like thatâ? (that might just be me i have anxiety)
well thatâs why i love sniper.
and thatâs why i love writing him.
yes, sure. i can turn him into that animalistic, brutal, feral bushman most love to imagine him as. i can write him as this guy who is cool, confident, smooth, and vicious. frankly, itâs one of my favorite ways to imagine sniper too! but really, as iâve grown up and interacted with cool, confident, smooth, vicious men; i really like to imagine him as a dude. a dude with a good eye and a steady hand and a good head on his shoulders. whoâs got what some would call âa lively jobâ and âinteresting hobbiesâ. whoâs doing his best to live a life thatâs right by him.
snipes kinda reminds me of my brother? a good natured guy at the end of the day, but just very quiet. he doesnât reach out often, and while he does expect you to reach out, itâs okay if you donât. itâs not going to make him feel a type of way unless you miss something important. snipes, like my bro, and frankly like myself, were raised to be independent. self reliant. but snipes, also like my bro, and unlike myself, has a much greater self awareness about the amount of socialization he needs to feel mentally sane.
i do stand on the opinion that sniper is the most mentally sane person on the team.
sniper is a guy you are most likely to hit if you threw a rock in a crowd. and you probably wouldnât give him more than a passing apology. he is not an insane super-genius. his roommate is not a wizard. heâs not a wiz with tech, or explosives. not a super suave frenchman with weird disguise tech. and heâs not big enough to haul around 350 pounds with ease. hell, he barely knows his gun well enough to maintain it. heâs a dude with a gun and great aim.
heâs a guy who likes to talk shit to his friends over a beer. heâs a guy who can pick his fights, and tries to keep himself in situations that donât have him at disadvantages. heâs a guy whoâs man enough to stand down, or get support when he needs it. heâs a guy someone can count on, themselves! heâs a solitary man who understands his need for socialization. heâs an average guy who stumbled his way into greatness.
snipes is a guy who is an ever-changing product of his environment. and he controls his environment carefully. he is a man who can be swayed, but not easily. a man who likes the most basic knowledge of both sides to make his decision. and snipes, like anybody, needs recognition. he needs recognition that he is doing his best and itâs appreciated. not all the time, but heâs gotta hear it. because when he does, he gets better. quicker on the draw, faster on the pickups, more social, more breezy, more competitive, willing to take bigger risks, just to see if he can. and itâs easier to take failure with a friend laughing with you.
itâs kinda my favorite thing about sniper, and the way in which i think about him!
sometimes quiet guys are freaks and weirdos, yes. but most of the time they are just guys. guys with families they love. and friends. and hobbies they enjoy. foods they hate. goals they want to achieve. dreams they gave up on. things they are not good at. a couple of things theyâre great at. and they do their best to make sure their strengths are helping the people around him, and try to let their friends and their support system make up where they lack.
guys like sniper are a rare breed. but theyâre everywhere, at the same time.
i love sniper. and i love guys like him.
i hope they keep on keeping on!
#team fortress 2#team fortress two#tf2 sniper#iâm gonna label these thinkpieces#bc theyâre not headcanons theyâre me making up things and going#yes this is fact itâs 100% fact and the source is i made it the fuck up#thinkpiece#really itâs to give context on how iâm approaching some of these characters#so yknow. not a headcanon but reference material for when you ask yourself#why would you write this character this way#itâs kinda my way to explain my views#thanks for appreciating my hcs if you got this far!
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boy oh boy do i have some life ruining books to recommend!!
iâll start off with the most ânormalâ one: Johnny Got His Gun by Dalton Trumbo. the story follows joe, an extremely relatable american everyman, after he gets blown up my a bomb in world war one. the explosion leaves him severely disfigured, resulting in him losing both legs, both arms, both eyes, his nose, ears, and his entire mouth. the whole book takes place in joeâs mind as he reflects upon what possible future he might have, his struggle to communicate with the doctors and nurses around him, and his profound rage at the american military. letting you know right now, this book is not for the faint of heart, itâs visceral and angry and touches something primal inside you like very few other books. expect to take breaks.
next up is Tender is the Flesh by Augustina Bazterrica. following a devastating worldwide pandemic, all animal meat is now extremely deadly to humans. instead of people becoming unanimously vegan, though, governments across the world decide to selectively breed and slaughter human livestock. the protagonist, marcos, is a high-ranking employee in one of these slaughterhouses who must grapple with his function in this gruesome new society when he falls in love with a piece of âlivestockâ he is gifted. if you have a weak stomach, skip this one. this book gives you detailed tours through human slaughterhouse, human breeding facilities, and human tanneries. this book is gruesome and exhausting and one of the best things iâve read in recent memory.
ok, weâre done with the gross ones, i promise. next is The Grip of It by Jac Jemc. going into this, youâll think itâs a standard haunted house story. itâs not. young couple julie and james have just moved into a small town to hopefully get james away from his gambling problem, but find that their house is⌠odd. there are countless hidden rooms, stories of children dying decades before, things going bump in the night, eerie drawings on the walls, an elderly neighbor always watching them, and bruises covering julieâs body. every turn of a page will leave you wondering what the truth is, who you can trust, and what is really going on in that house.
now weâre getting into the really weird territory with The Raw Shark Texts by Steven Hall. eric has amnesia. he awakes in a house that is⌠probably his. he finds letters from himself explaining his situation, meets with a therapist heâs apparently been seeing for years, and dreams about his dead fiancĂŠe. some of the letters he finds are⌠dangerous, though. literally. just by having read the text on the page, eric is in extreme peril, and now that youâve read it, you are too. eric has to travel across the uk, outrun conceptual sharks, and drink paper, and itâs one of my all-time favorite books. this story is about a lot of things. grief, memory, the power of the written word, what it really means to be a person, to be alive. just writing this summary makes me want to read it again, i really canât recommend it enough.
lastly, we have by far the weirdest item on this list, and also my favorite book ever: House of Leaves by Mark Danielewski. depending on what internet circles youâre in, you mightâve heard about this book already, but iâm gonna infodump about it anyway. this book is about zampanò, a blind old man whoâ i mean, this book is about will navidson, a documentarian who moves into aâ no, this book is about johnny truant, a tattoo artist who compiles zampanòâs essays aboutâ ugh. okay, letâs start over. the navidson record is not real. it is a documentary that does not exist, even in the universe of the book. even so, the late zampanò has written an extensive essay about this nonexistent documentary, which young tattoo artist johnny truant now feels compelled to compile and share with us. zampanòâs essay tells us that the navidson record is the story of will navidson and his family after they move into a house that is 1/4 of an inch bigger on the inside. well, thatâs an oversimplification. it also has a single hallway that takes 5 1/2 minutes to traverse, a seemingly infinite and ever-changing labyrinth both underneath and within the house, and⌠something that lives in that impossible space. in case you canât tell, this book is hard to describe. it, and the raw shark texts, are whatâs called ergodic literature, meaning they use the literal text itself as a function of the narrative. in house of leaves, youâll see pages with the text upside down, the word âhouseâ is always printed in blue ink, some pages are diagonal, some have only a few words on them, thereâs a page thatâs just a few bars of sheet music. similarly to the raw shark texts, this book makes you a part of the story just because youâve read it. this story spans multiple appendices, a collection of letters from johnny truantâs mother, and a companion album by the authorâs sister, and is one of the most amazing pieces of art iâve ever encountered. itâs by no means a light read, a complete full-color edition will come at about 750 pages, but every single one of them will grab you by the throat and not let go until youâre looking over your shoulder for minotaurs and wondering if your house has the same dimensions as it did yesterday. read this book.
thatâs my main list, but here are a few honorable mentions:
The Last Wolf/Herman by Laszlo Krasznahorkai, Piranesi by Susanna Clarke, Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke And Other Misfortunes by Eric LaRocca, and The Boxman by Kobo Abe
happy reading!!
what is the best book youâve ever read in ur entire life i need a book that will completely ruin my life hello please
#books#book rec#book recommendations#johnny got his gun#dalton trumbo#tender is the flesh#augustina bazterrico#the grip of it#jac jemc#the raw shark texts#steven hall#house of leaves#mark danielewski#the last wolf#laszlo krasznahorkai#piranesi#susanna clarke#things have gotten worse since we last spoke#eric larocca#the boxman#kobo abe
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THORST COLLAB: Bakugou - Starving till I tasted you
A/N: First: IF YOUâRE UNDER 18, BEGONE FROM MY BLOG SINCE I WRITE MATURE CONTENT!! This one has been sitting in my documents for almost 2 months now. This week inspiration finally struck me once again tho!
This fic is actually a Thorst Collab between my lovely friends & I on Discord. Iâm the first one to post mine, so I canât wait to see what the others will write!
Now.
STRAP ON YOUR SEATBELTS CAUSE THIS MOTHERF!@#$%CKER IS 4.2K+ WORDS LONG
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If someone told you a year ago that you would have enough money to pay off your student debt, buy your dream apartment, help out your family and friends, move abroad and drive in a â67 Chevrolet Impala, you wouldâve died laughing at the joke.
You told yourself it was stupid, buying that lottery ticket. But here you are; $100.000.000,- on your bank account. A young and now rich Omega in her prime. After making sure you had spend part of it wisely, you made sure to live the rest of your life on interest alone.
The first month had been nice. Decorating your new place, going out for dinner every day, getting a new wardrobe, spoiling yourself silly. You got new nesting materials, softer blankets and bigger pillows. It felt nice. Until it didnât anymore. It started to feel pointless and empty. You felt like you were becoming one of those people that flaunt their money and that isnât the type of Omega you are.
So here you are. Sitting in your peach colored dress and a numbered paddle in your hand. Tonight, you attend a charity auction. The charity was a rehabilitation program for criminals who want to get back on the right path.
The auction items arenât exactly⌠items. Theyâre Pro Heroes. People could bid on having a date with some of the most desirable Pro Heroes, Alphas, Betas, Omegas, all of them. Even No. 1 hero Deku and No. 4 hero Red Riot are up for auction, both being Omegas.
One of the last dates are being auctioned and you realize you have been zoning out. Not having bid anything yet, you put up your paddle.
âGoing once, going twice⌠SOLD TO NUMBER 917 FOR TONIGHTâS HIGHEST BID OF $300.000,-! A date with explosion pro hero Ground Zero!â
Oh lord. Yes! You got- wait⌠You got actually got it? You won a date with Pro Hero Ground Zero. Wasnât he the one with the explosion quirk? Impressive power and always capturing the villains. What separates him from Deku is his social skills. Or lack thereof, to be more precise. Ground Zero isnât really the type of hero to stick around the people he saved to see if theyâre okay.
On top of all that heâs also an Alpha. Highly sought out by Omegas who want a pup, but not the Alpha. His genes are what people want, not the man himself. His personality also making it harder for people to approach him. And you just won a date with the most desired and aggressive Pro Hero Alpha there is.
âOi!â
The voice behind you pulled you from your thoughts. The subtle scent of caramelized candy apples caught your attention. You turn around and find a handsome Alpha standing there. Arms crossed, cardinal red eyes watching you and his lips in an almost angry looking pout. This is the man you just bought yourself a date with.
âH-hi!â you manage to stammer out.
With a huff, he places a card on your table. You pick it up and see that itâs a business card from Ground Zeroâs agency. At the bottom, writing in sleek handwriting, is a phone number. You look back up at him, ready to ask him why he gave this to you. But heâs already turning around and heading for the exit.
âJust contact me when you wanna plan that date things.â
And just like that, you had Ground Zeroâs personal phone number.
 ~ A few days later ~
 Youâre sitting at a small booth, sipping on your matcha latte. You were a half hour too early, so you decided it wouldnât hurt to go ahead and order a drink before Bakugou would arrive. In his very first text he made it clear to call him âBakugouâ and not by his hero name. He said that it would feel too much like an interview otherwise. In return you told him to just call you âY/Nâ.
After some back and forth texting the last couple of days, you two agreed to meet up at a local coffee shop. Not a lot of people know about this shop. Itâs small and the interior looks more like cozy living room than a flashy coffee shop. It was your favorite place to sit down and enjoy a cup of coffee, tea or like right now, matcha latte.
Neither of you had any set plans for the rest of the day. Just kind of going with the flow seemed like the way to go. This would give you the freedom to hopefully have a quiet âdateâ. But you canât really know that for sure when the person youâre on a date with is a Pro Hero.
The sound of the bell above the front door rings. You look up and see him walk in. Sitting all the way in the back, you canât even smell him scent. Werenât Alphaâs supposed to have very strong scents? Maybe heâs on suppressants?
He scans the shop, probably looking for you. His eyes land on you. He walks over and sits across from you. He leans back against the chair and swings his right arm over the arm rest while the left one is resting on the table. His eyes trail down from your face to the drink in your hands.
âI see you couldnât wait for me to arrive,â he gruffly says.
âUh-uhm, yeah. Sorry, I was super early. I hope you donât mind.â
The silence that spreads between you two makes your Omega feel uncomfortable. Something doesnât feel right and youâre starting to think that the Alpha in front of you truly doesnât want to do any of this. So, to make it a little more bearable for yourself, you pump out a small amount of calming pheromones. Just to take the edge of this meeting.
Bakugou keeps looking at you. Until he finally picks up the menu card and says: âItâs fine. Itâs your day, after all.â
He was right, you figured. But you still wanted him to have a pleasant time today too.
And so the day continues. The conversation isnât very lengthy or deep. You discuss basic things like work, hobbies, favorite food. After a while the conversation kind of dies down. You suggest you two head out and into town. The man in front of you doesnât seem overly thrilled about it, but still agrees.
When you go up to the front to pay, you hear him quickly walking up to you. He pulls your arm back. Surprised, you let out a small sound of shock and look up at him. A confused look is on his face and he pulls his hand away from you.
âThe heck are you trying to do?â
Confused, you say: âUh, paying?â
âI see that, but why? Omegas donât pay when theyâre with Alphas.â
Wow. At first you didnât know how to respond to this remark. True, Omegas usually arenât the ones paying on dates. In the past an Alpha would go out and hunt for their Omega. Since the hunting days are over and many Omegas work nowadays, treating them on dates are a way to show the Omega they can provide for them.
âWell,â you say as you hand over the money to the Beta barista behind the counter and thank him, âI donât know about other Omegas, but Iâm perfectly capable of paying for drinks too. I can provide just as well as any Alpha.â
You two walk outside and turn left to head into town. Youâve been meaning to go to the bookstore and hopefully find some new reading material. Two birds, one stone, right?
âTsk, shouldâve known a rich Omega like you doesnât like to be told what to do,â Bakugou mumbles to himself.
You stop in your tracks. What? Was that really what he thought of you? A rich and snobby Omega?
Realizing youâre not walking beside him anymore, Bakugou turns around. Your head is bowed in shame. Normally your scent smells like peaches and hazelnuts, but now it turns into that of rotten fruit. You feel called out. For winning the lottery, for treating this Alpha to some drinks, for basically buying yourself a date with someone who clearly wishes to be anywhere else but here.
Your voice shakes, but you gather all your courage. âIâll admit I was given a lot more financial freedom recently. And yes, I donât like being told what to do. I believe everyone should be treated equally, regardless of their second gender. But I have never in my life asked for something. I was taught to work hard, to help people and to help and reward the people that help you.â
You pick up your head and look him straight in the eyes, politely smile and say: âIâm sorry you had to do this. This isnât really how you planned your day would go. You can go, if you want to.â
As you pass him, determent to still go to the bookstore, you feel a weight being lifted from your heart. It really is unfair to the Alpha to make him go on a date with someone he doesnât like. Deep down inside your Omega whines sadly. She recognized a good and safe provider in the Alpha, one who isnât driven by hormones to just get an Omega pregnant. One who isnât controlled their Alpha status. Too bad his Alpha isnât interested in the Omega.
âFuck, crap- wait! Shit!â
The cursing Alpha quickly catches up to you. He stops in front of you, holding up his hands to halt you. âOkay, fuck-just⌠let me explain.â
You cross your arms at him and wait for him to continue.
âOkay, so⌠Listen, Iâve been a real dick to you. Not just today, but basically since that charity event when I gave you my card. It was wrong of me assume anything about you. Shit Y/N, youâve been nothing but nice to me. You donât mind carrying the cost of a date, youâre not flaunting it around town that youâre spending time with a Pro Hero, you put up with my shitty responses and that isnât how you should be treated. Or anyone for that matter! You deserve a proper date. So just, maybe I can make it up to you?â
By the end of his apology, Bakugou practically gives you angry puppy eyes in an attempt to ask for forgiveness. He reminds you of an angry Pomeranian. Smiling, you tell him that you forgive him. This day is supposed to be a fun one.
âBut! Youâll have to carry the books Iâll buy as a punishment. And just so you know, I always come out with two shopping bags,â you tell him.
Bakugou just grins. âFine. Theyâll probably weigh nothing for me.â
Something in the air changes. A little sniff of your nose helps you identify the change. The scent coming from the Alpha next to you is slightly peaked. You heard that when an Alpha is preening their scents get stronger. You hardly think thatâs the reason. Maybe itâs just because heâs in better mood now. Whatever the reason, you find yourself agreeing with your Omega; itâs a very nice scent.
 ~ An hour and a half later ~
 âIâve never met someone who spends over an hour inside a bookstore!â
âI told you when we came in that it could take a while,â you reply to Bakugouâs complaints.
âYou do this with nesting stuff too? You know, blankets and shit,â he asks.
In both his hands, Bakugou is carrying a bag containing close to twenty books you can add to your bookcases back at home. Even underneath the sleeves of his hoodie you can see the muscles of his arms. Heâs not as bulky as Pro Heroes Deku and Red Riot, but those muscles are pretty impressive. You bet your money that those thighs could squish a watermelon. You can practically feel the water filling your Omegaâs mouth. She wants nothing more than to chomp down on those delicious shoulders. And honestly, you wouldnât mind that either.
You remember you were asked a question. âI do. How else am I gonna know I made the right choice? All of those blankets and shit, as you put it, go in my nest. Iâm at my best with a perfect nest.â A confident smile forms on your face and from the corner of your eye you can see Bakugou looking at you. A small smirk creeps up on his face.
While enjoying our little banter, you both failed to notice the Alpha towards the two of you. Until he opened his mouth. âI bet I can make your nest even better, little Omega.â
The other guy stops right in front of you, completely ignoring the Alpha next to you. Youâre shocked and take a step back to create some distance between you again. But the guy doesnât let up and steps closer again.
âNo, now get lost,â you firmly say. This wasnât the first Alpha-asshole you encountered.
âAwh, why the sour face, baby? Bet Iâll be more fun than the hedgehog here.â
âOi, asshole! She said to get lost.â The smells of pheromones of two Alphas are dominating the air. The strongest one being the creepy guy, Bakugouâs not so much. You honestly confused on that point. With an Alpha as desirable as Bakugou, you truly expected a stronger scent.
You canât help but release your own distressed scent. The tension is getting to you. Even other people noticed and are stopping to see how this plays out.
The creep briefly looks at Bakugou before returning his attention on you. âCome on, baby. Ditch this  guy and then you and I can have our fun. What do you say?â
He extends his hand to put it on our waist and before you know it, you slap his hand away and punch him in the face. He stumbles back while cupping his now bleeding nose. Screaming in pain and shouting names at you. Heâs beyond pissed; punched by a fucking Omega!
The adrenaline is pumping through you and every instinct in your body is telling you to run. Hide. Find an Alpha to protect you. Youâre frozen on the spot. Your mind shutting down.
Thatâs when you feel a hand tugging you away. Your Omega recognizes the person this scent belongs to. Caramel candy apples. Bakugou.
You donât know where heâs taking you. Your mind still processing things. All you know is to follow. âCause heâll lead to safety. Alphas keep Omegas safe. Follow. Safety. Alpha.
By the time you get to take in your surroundings, you realize youâre in an office. An office? What are you doing here? You look around and see a wooden desk with a black leather chair. A small bookcase, a closet and a couch with coffee table. A puffy black rug is covering the wooden floor, complimenting the one black wall behind you. The other walls are a tinted orange color.
The scent hanging in this office is⌠comforting. Soothing. Safe. Youâre safe in here.
Youâre seated on the couch. Wrapped in something soft. A blanket. A big, fluffy and soft blanket. The scent is even stronger on the blanket. You slowly inhale, imprinting this delicious mix of sweetness. After a couple seconds you finally notice the man next to you. Bakugou grins as he sees your focus shifting to him.
âI take it the blanket is approved,â he jokes.
You slowly nod. This small little cocoon makes you feel less vulnerable. Just like the presence of Bakugou next to you. It feels right. âWhere are we?â
âOh yeah, fuck. Weâre at my agency. This is my office.â
Youâre confused. âYour office? Why? Iâm sorry, I kind of⌠froze. Can you tell me what happened afterwards?â
The smile that spreads on his face makes you feel funny inside. âWhat happened?! Y/N, you punched that fucker right in his fucking face! Shithead had it coming, tho. You just beat me to it. Omega or not, you know how to fight.â
You two look at each other and burst out laughing as you think back to that glorious moment. The creep definitely didnât see your punch coming. It feels good to know the man next to you thinks youâre a decent fighter. He seems to actually be enjoying your company. Maybe heâs one of those people that are careful with who they get comfortable with. It feels good to know he feels like he can relax a bit more around you now.
You jokingly nudge him and say: âI bet I can even take you on, you big grump.â
âOh yeah?â His eyebrow is raised, grinning with his canines on display. âProve it then.â
Knowing a challenge when you see one, you keep your eyes fixed on his cardinal ones and slowly lean in closer. Baring your neck to the side in submission to lure in his Alpha. Your Omega is very pleased by the motion. Just as he moves to lean in too, you throw the blanket in his face, grab his neck and shove him down on the ground. Stradling him and jabbing your elbow into his side, pressing your nails into the skin of his neck.
Smiling down at the man below you; âHowâs that, Alpha?â
A short lived victory as he snarls and the two of you roll over, with Bakugou keeping you pinned underneath his weight. He may not look like it, but this man weighs a ton!
âIf youâre trying to be a worthy opponent, why not call me by my first name? Itâs âKatsukiâ,â he breathes heavily atop of you.
Next to your ear you hear a low grumbling sound. Still seeing this as a playfight you laugh and reach back. Your fingers finding pressure points in his neck, making him let go of you. This gives you the chance to overpower him again and straddle him once more while holding his wrists above his head.
Victorious once again, you look down. Growling and teeth bared, the air around you growing thick. The smell surrounding you hits you like thunder. The caramelized candy apple scent overwhelming your senses. Your eyes travel down to his neck and see something you failed to notice before; gland patches. Patches to block someoneâs scent from becoming too noticeable. Thatâs why the other Alpha smelled so much stronger. But now, now youâre drowning in it. You can pick up on rage, possessiveness and⌠arousal. As much as heâs growling and snarling at you, you know that heâs enjoying this too.
Chuckling at you, he cranes his neck. His face now closer to you than a moment ago. âIâm pretty sure I just got my ass handed by the most perfect Omega.â His words push through the alarm bells his instincts are sending off. His Alpha is not pleased about being pinned down. But as it takes in the Omegaâs scent of peaches and hazelnuts, it canât help but lie down and surrender itself to this tasty smelling Omega. An Omega that can fight back. An Omega that can hold him close. An Omega worthy of carrying his pups.
His Omega.
Before either can properly get out any words Bakugou has wrestled his hands free and grabs a hold of your hips while your hands pull his face closer and seal the distance between your lips. The taste of sugar coated apples is even stronger on his lips and you canât get enough of it.
His fingers press deeply in your skin, kneading the flesh. His hips pushing upwards while holding you in place. The low rumbling sound in the back of his throat being accompanied by your mewling. You wanted more of him, your Omega needed more.
The Alpha makes his displeasure heard. You both part to breathe in fresh air. His lidded eyes are on fire and following every movement you make. Your hands slip down to his collarbones and settle on his shoulders. The path of your hands make Bakugou throw back his head. His body is pressing into yours desperately, like he has no control over it anymore. His growling increases in volume.
Through gritted teeth he manages to speak to you. âFuck, Omega. What are you doing to me?â
Taking a leap of faith, you answer: âI donât know. All I know right now is that I need capable Alpha to take care of me. Are you that Alpha, Katsuki?â
Before you can even blink, youâre being rolled over again. This time youâll let him have his way. His hands are sliding their way up to your chest, grabbing the front of your shirt and tearing it apart. You try to protest, but youâre stopped by the warning growl of his Alpha. You lay back down and occupy yourself with running your fingers through his hair. Your gently massage making the Alpha let out a content sound.
Entranced by the man above you, you hardly even notice his onslaught on your clothes. And his own clothes. Getting those replaced will be a worry for later, your Omega decide. All you need to focus on right now is Katsuki. You want this Alpha to mate you and it needs to happen right now, or else your Omega just might perish on the spot.
Thatâs when you feel it. The hard and heavy feeling of his cock rutting itself against your core. Your body canât help but react to it and release a good amount of slick. Katsukiâs mouth nipping along your collarbones as your bare you neck in submission. You feel his fangs graze your scent glands and you start to whimper desperately.
âFuck, Y/N. Keep making those pretty noises,â Katsuki says.
âYes, Alpha, yes. Just-ah shit! Just fuck me already!â you loudly exclaim.
Now who is Katsuki to deny such a nice plea from such a good Omega?
Wasting no time, he slides himself inside. The stretch making you cry out for more, deeper, more, anything he can give you. You just know you need more. Barely able to hold himself back from ramming himself inside and fucking you like youâre in a heat, he takes his time for your to fully take him in. A sigh of satisfaction leaves you both when he finally does.
Your legs wrap around his waist and try to pull him deeper in. Your fingers curl around his spikey locks and tug harshly to get him moving. Grunting, Katsuki finally complies. Being buried inside you sends him into over-drive. You feel too damn good around him. He feels too good inside you as he sets in a brutal rhythm. Youâre pretty sure no other man could ever make you feel this good. No other Alpha could ever please your Omega ever again. Feeling his body slam into yours like his life depends on it is possibly the best feeling in the world. Your lungs are sending out a mix of his name, pleas for more, for him to go faster.
Katsuki canât help it, he canât stop himself anymore. He need to do this, he needs you, his Alpha needs to mate your Omega. Give her everything she wants and all that sheâll take. Only the best for his Omega, he will be worthy of giving her pups.
You can feel the base of his cock starting to inflate. His knot. His knot is growing. As soon as you notice, you start to claw at his back. A need filling you till the point youâre almost bursting.
âAlpha! Knot, please- Alpha, knot me- I need- Need your knot, Alpha!â you scream in desperation.
He wants to. Oh, he wants to so badly. But in the back of his mind thereâs one braincell left that tells him that now is not the time nor the place. His Omega deserves better.
âYou deserve better than to be knotted in my office, Y/N,â he moans, âplease give me a chance to give you something better one day. Iâll be the best fucking Alpha there is!â
You love the sound of that. Something better. Somewhere in the future. A future with Katsuki. âYes, Kastuki! Only you, youâre the only Alpha, please, Iâm so cl-â
The moment he sinks his teeth into the flesh just above your collarbone, youâre send into a world of blinding lights and exploding fire. His name keeps falling from your lips. The waves of fire keep pulsing through your body.
The tight grip around him becomes too much for Katsuki. He needs to pull out or else heâll knot you for sure. When he you keep chanting his name, he pulls out and covers you in thick, long, white streams of his cum. Covering you in his seed, marking you as his in an obscene, but beautiful way.
âLook at you, perfectly covered in my cum,â he pants.
You preen at the compliment. A content scent is released. The smell of a happily fucked Omega. Katsuki could get addicted to this smell.
With the shredded pieces of clothing he cleans you up. He pulls the blanket you discarded earlier over you both as he lies down next to you. Your tired and warm body cuddles closer to him. He drinks in your scent a you purr softly.
âWhat did you have the blanket for in your office?â you ask with a yawn.
Katsuki looks down at your half-asleep face. A smile forms on his lips as he gently kisses the top of your head.
âI kept it for my future mate.â
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THESEUS - a dsmp story ( DreamSMP x Queen!Reader)
CHAPTER FIVE : AND I REALIZE THREE FUNDAMENTAL TRUTHS AT THE EXACT SAME TIME.
Chapter Summary: You had gotten what you wanted, but at what cost? Nightmares ensue, and Dreamâs true colors begin to show.
pairing: c!wilbur x queen!reader
an//Â IM BACK!! hopefully yall like this chaper cause this is the last one that I wrote in the past, Im writing chapter 6 rn so it might take a while. Also sorry for not posting requests I really wanted to get this chapter out there
â ď¸ swearing, dsmp spoliers(?), angst, arguing, smoking, explosions, gaslighting(?), not proofread.
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"Good job you two! This is all yours now.â
Dream had led you and Eret back to the castle, all of them still battered and bruised from the war they recently had. You had already taken off your armor and now you were wearing underneath your L'Manburg outfit that was torn and burnt showing some of your skin which was also burnt or cut. You had noticed on the way to the castle that Dream had kept on looking at the outfit that Eret and you had on with disgust, like a taunt.
You could finally relax in the huge castle that you apparently deserved because you and Eret had taken the first lives of the citizens of L'Manburg. In your heart you knew that L'Manburg was still a country. They all have two more lives and they will build the country up again with those two lives. You sighed then kept walking into the throne room. you looked at the two big thrones that sat next to each other. One for a king and one for a queen.
"Why are you standing there? Sit down! Relax!" Dream patted one of the thrones.
You and Eret had sat down on the thrones next to each other looking around the huge throne room and Dream smiling right in front of them. Once you both sat down you tried to sit up straight, but you wanted to slump down into the comfy, plush, velvet and gold chair. The two of them sat on velvet and gold thrones while in burnt and torn L'Manburg uniforms. It was a sight to see, and if someone didn't know the context of what just happened, this scene would've made sense to them.
"I'm happy you did this. You deserve all of this." Dream said while walking along the marble floor.
"It's beautiful, but I'm exhausted." You let your head fall to the side. You sighed wanting Dream to leave so you could finally get some rest.
"I bet."
"Eret are you okay?" You spoke up after Dream.
Eret had a look that you couldn't make out. He just stared off into space in his own mind. He shook his head after you called for him again.
"Yeah, yeah I am fine. I'm just thinking." Eret quickly responded.
"What are you thinking about?" Dream said in a monotone voice.
"If we did the right thing." Eret sighed.
You slowly nodded because you were thinking the exact same thing. They were traitors, you had built somewhat of a connection with those people you helped kill. And now what? you're living in a huge castle and apparently you "Shouldn't be feeling this way", Dream claimed.
"You two are overreacting. They are fine." Dream said bluntly while staring at them with a straight face.
That was a huge lie, their lives were taken today. They're not just âfineâ.
"You two were never a part of that place anyways. This is your home! Why would you need to wear those hideous colors? They look bad on you, it's unflattering. There is no need to go back." Dream explained.
You hang your head not knowing what to say to the man, there wasnât really anything to say but you spoke up hoping the words will come to you.
"I don't-"
"You don't have to say anything, it's okay. You're safe now. Did you get hurt?" Dream asked.
The bruises and scars said differently.
"Remember when I said that?" Dream pushed the question.
You rubbed a burn mark on your wrist and laughed a bit. "No! Actually I don't. We're safe now, but that doesn't mean we aren't hurt." You chuckled in disbelief.
"Well maybe if you listened to me you wouldn't be so anxious. If you listened you wouldn't have been so hesitant. You're safe." Dream said sternly.
"Maybe you're tired, Dream. We're all tired. Shall we go to bed?" Eret stood up and held out his hand to help you up from your seat.
You accepted his hand and started to follow Eret through the huge castle making your way through the huge, high ceiling halls. The three walked towards the king's and queen's room in the castle, Dream kept a slower pace and walked behind the two wanting to get one more word in before leaving the castle.
"If you two are ever in doubt just remember that you are on the right side of history." Dream said then turned around to leave the two alone.
You both stopped and turned around to see Dreamâs back facing the both of you as he walked away. You and Eret eventually made it to your new bedrooms. There was a big door which held a huge room made for the both of them to sleep in and two separate rooms next to the bigger door which were made for one person. Eret and you stood in front of the bigger door staring at the intricate designs on the door not speaking to each other.
"So?" Eret laughed.
"So!" You exclaimed while chuckling.
"Are you okay sleeping in that huge room tonight?" Eret asked.
"I'm not totally comfortable with that, but it would be weird if we slept in the same bed. Don't get me wrong! You're a great friend, but-"
"Y/N/N stop! I'm okay with that too. I wasn't looking to sleep in the same bed. Yes we're married, but we're just staying friends, hey we might get a divorce later." Eret explained.
"If I do, we won't be king and queen anymore." You said softly to your husband.
"Is that what you want? To be "queen"?" Eret asked while putting air quotes around the word queen.
You paused for a moment then answered his question.
"I don't know where I'm supposed to be, Eret." You looked up at him sadly and he pulled you in for a hug. It took you everything you had to not cry into the L'Manburg uniform Eret was wearing. Today drained you mentally and physically, your hands were raw from shooting arrows, you had burn marks on your skin and your feet hurt from running through the kingdom. You werenât sure about where you would go, because this didn't feel like your home.
"Let's go to bed and we'll talk in the morning. Rest on it because I'll happily divorce you so you can find your place in this huge kingdom." Eret laughed and let you out of his arms.
You chuckled and then let him go walking into what was supposed to be the queen's room and right next to it was the king's room which they both walked in after saying goodnight and closing their doors finally having time to themselves after a long day.
You finally took off the L'Manburg uniform and laid it on a velvet chair in the corner of the huge room. You stared at the uniform before going to the nearest closet and picking out something to wear for that night. The queen's room was basically the huge couple's room that you found before, but just with a smaller bed. There were still trinkets, jewelry and even clothes in the closet. you took a nightgown out of the closet and sat on the plush bed. You ended up laying down staring at the high ceiling thinking of the predicament Eret's question brought.
You finally retired for the night and crawled into bed and got under the soft covers. The window was open so a soft cool breeze was blowing through the room letting the curtains flow with the breeze. If you left you wouldn't have anywhere to go except back to L'Manburg, they would never let you back even if you tried. They probably hated your guts by now, so maybe divorcing wasn't a good idea. You had a set home here, you had food, clothes, and you weren't under attack every minute. you didn't have to watch your back for any enemies.
Your mind slowed down as you finally lulled yourself into a deep sleep forgetting the troubles in your mind for only a moment.
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The sunset fell over the horizon making it a gold, red color. It was beautiful. The trees were illuminated and the lakes had a certain glow to them. you could see mobs began to crawl out of the ground and caves, but you was safe up here.
You looked down and saw the familiar obsidian walls. It seemed like a faint memory, but in reality the walls were real. It was like you could feel the stone underneath your feet at this moment. you could see inside L'Manburg.
you saw Tubbo and Tommy laying in the grass talking to one another. you saw Fundy sleeping in the grass next to them. There were two new faces you had never seen before. It was a woman with short pink hair and another man with a shaved head. It might've been your mind putting people in your dreams to fill space. Then you saw Eret sitting by a small river letting his bare feet flow in the water. It was a peaceful scene.
"Beautiful sunset isn't it?" A voice showed up beside you.
It was Wilbur. He had his uniform on, it was clean like the war didn't even happen.
"It is really beautiful." You agreed watching the sun continue to lower over the trees.
"You know everything the sun touches is yours? It's all of ours. It just so happens that you can see the sunset and sunrise from L'Manburg. You can do anything as long as you see the sun rise and fall." Wilbur said, keeping his gaze soft at the sunset.
You hummed but stayed quiet admiring his words and the sunset.
"Let me tell you what I wish I'd known when I was young and dreamed of glory. You have no control who lives, who dies, who tells your story. After you took one of my lives away I understand now. You can't control other people and their motivations."
You hang your head in disappointment, but then Wilbur continued.
"But I know that we can win. I know that greatness lies in you, but remember from here on in that history has its eyes on you. History will forever have its eyes on you no matter what you do." Wilbur looked into your eyes as the sun set on the two of them the stars began to shine.
The light brown eyes Wilbur had turned darker because of the sunlight being gone. You looked out back at the mobs in the forest and the huge towers in the sky made the kingdoms members. you turned around and looked into L'Manburg. Or what was considered L'Manburg.
There was no one there anymore, instead of people there were huge amounts of TNT that filled the walls behind them. you could hear faint voices around them, people that you didn't know. It sounded like chaos. you whipped your head around to Wilbur who was dressed in a brown tattered trench coat, brown pants, and a white shirt instead of the L'Manburg uniform.
He had a cigarette in his mouth and matches in his hands. He smirked at you as the voices around you got louder and your head sounded like you were in the middle of a tornado. your head was buzzing as your eyes couldn't focus on Wilbur in front of you. It felt like these moments were happening right in front of your all at one time.
"You want to be a hero Tommy?"
"You know if I die, this country goes down with me."
"if respect is the only thing protecting you from a knife in the back, then respect is nothing, right?"
"Kill me, Phil. Phil, kill me, Phil kill me! Phil, stab me with the sword, murder me now, kill me! Look-"
"You know Y/N" Wilbur started next to you. He lit a match and turned around to L'Manburg which was now filled with TNT.
"Somethings. Somethings were never meant to be." He threw the match into the huge pile of TNT and all in a second the obsidian underneath your feet disappeared as you fell into the explosion beneath you.
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"Fuck! Where am I?!" You shot up from your sleeping position in a cold sweat.
You frantically felt around the bed trying to convince yourself that you were physically at the castle in your bed. You finally caught your breath and laid back down in your bed finding yourself staring at the ceiling again. Even with the window open blowing cool air into the room, your skin still felt hot. You ended up tossing the covers off of you and making your way towards the entrance of the kingdom to get some air.
That dream was so much stuff in it you couldn't comprehend all of it. It was like Wilbur was there as if he was talking to you directly and it wasn't a dream and it made you second guess yourself and think that it may have not been a dream. You finally made it outside and sat on one of the steps that led people up into the kingdom. you sighed and breathed in the fresh air and it immediately relaxed your body and mind. You were alive, you were here and sadly Wilbur wasn't there. You closed your eyes and felt the breeze around you until you were startled by a figure beside you.
"You're up late. I thought you said you were mentally tired." Dream chuckled sitting beside you.
"I had a bad dream." You sighed.
"Hey don't take my name in vain like that" Dream laughed trying to bring up your mood.
Dream sighed and stood back up when he didn't get a response from his companion.
"Come one, let's go. Let's get your mind off of the one bad dream." Dream held his hand out, gesturing to you to take it.
You took his hand and then released it letting him lead the way to wherever the wind may take them. The dream is currently still stuck in your head. The voices from different people confused you and made your head spin.
"You want to be a hero Tommy?" What did that mean? Was someone threatening Tommy? Will someone threaten Tommy? You grew to care for that kid.
Who said "If I die, this country goes down with me"? What country. L'Manburg?
"If respect is the only thing protecting you from a knife in the back, then respect is nothing, right?" That one stumped you the most. you didn't even know if this was being spoken to you or to someone else. All of them except for the Tommy one.
Were they all even dreams? The one that haunted your mind the most was the one where someone was telling a man named Phil to kill them. Were you there for that moment? Did Phil kill the person? Who was Phil? All these thoughts and questions plagued your mind so much that your feet mindlessly carried you wherever Dream led you to.
"Here we are." Dream led You on top of a hill, a tall enough hill to see the main attraction. The place you missed the most, L'Manburg.
Tears started to form in your eyes and you tried blinking them away. All the moments of that dream appeared in your brain, but even stronger. you never felt these emotions before. Maybe L'Manburg was your home all along. you missed seeing Tubbo, Tommy, Eret and Fundy doing their own thing while your and Wilbur had a deep talk inside the van. you had spent weeks with them growing too attached to them and then ended up becoming a traitor.
"That place. You never belonged there. You're too good for them." Dream started and you stayed quiet watching the stars begin to disappear.
"Do you trust me?" Dream asked.
You stayed quiet not having the answer he wanted to hear. He wanted to hear you say that you trusted him when in reality you couldnât, you weren't fully there yet, not anymore.Â
"They lied to you. It's not your home." Dream continued on letting you listen and not talk.
"How did you know if someone said it was my home or not?" You asked, startled.
"I might've been keeping an eye on you. I wanted to make sure my flower was okay." Dream kept his gaze on L'Manburg.
"Stop calling me that." You sighed.
"I never started. This was the first time I said that. Who called you flower?" Dream suddenly got serious, staring at you.
you kept your sights on the obsidian walls, not sparing him a glance. The stars began to fade and the sun peeked over the horizon. As they stayed longer the sun rose over the walls of L'Manburg. You started to remember the words in the dream you had.
"You know everything the sun touches is yours? It's all of ours. It just so happens that you can see the sunset and sunrise from L'Manburg. You can do anything as long as you see the sun rise and fall."
L'Manburg stands for independence. Independence. That word kept ringing through your head like a mantra until a few voices below the hill and near the walls alerted you.
"HEY! Hey Wilbur! Give me back my shit!" Tommy yelled as he stomped after the older man.
"Wilbur get Tommy to stop shouting and give him his swords back please!" Fundy yelled trailing behind the two.
"No not until he learns not to go start stabbing shit!" Wilbur yelled back at the other two.
You missed that. you missed the bickering and the nonsense they all shared. you were upset that Tommy still hadn't learned his lesson and you wished you were there beside them at that moment.
Dream spoke up giving you a look you couldnât quite get. "You are never allowed to step inside those walls again.
"What gives you the right to tell me what and what not to do? Who does that make you? Who do you think-"
"YOU ARE NEVER ALLOWED TO GO IN THOSE WALLS!" Dream yelled getting dangerously close to you.
You continued to stare at those blue eyes as the bright sun rose over the dark walls of LâManburg. you didn't say anything but descended down the mountain alone with the sounds of Tommy, Fundy, and Wilbur bickering in the background, wishing you were there and not next to the man next to you who was staring at you angrily.
"I know whatâs good for you! I know what's good for this country! Just trust me Y/N!" Dream yelled starting an argument
"Would you calm down! You came here to be all quiet and now you're yelling at me. You might want to be quiet before Wilbur hears you. Or do you want me to get him myself?" You yelled back, getting furious.
"Oh you wish! He doesn't care for you as much as me, Sapnap and George do! They agree as well!"
"Don't put words into his mouth!" You accused
"Oh! So if he cares so fucking much he would've help save you. And do you know what would happen if he saved you?! You would've died! I saved you! You were in a perfect situation and all you had to do is not complain! You're always overreacting." Dream ended with a huff and rolled his eyes while turning away..
you were speechless at this point. Overwhelming emotions consumed you. you couldn't believe you were overreacting. Maybe Wilbur wasn't everything you needed. you were overreacting, you were being selfish too. Dream was right. Dream walked over to you pulling you in a hug with L'Manburg was still in your sights.
"I did everything because I love you. You're too precious for them, you're not for them. They don't deserve you, you deserve someone who wants the best for you. A flower that needs a home and I'm here to give it to you." Dream softly explained.
Your eyes kept tearing up at the words and different emotions flowing through you. The sights on L'Manburg make your memories and questions come back. Where did you belong? But more importantly who was telling the truth?
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Tempered Glass:Â Chapter 1
Pairing: Din Djarin x Female Reader (no use of Y/N) Rating: M (will become explicit in later chapters) Word Count: 5.5k Warnings: slow burn, canon-typical violence, cursing, sexy thoughts, pining, non-graphic description of wounds Summary: With the ghosts of your own mysterious past close on your heels, you canât afford to get in the middle of someone elseâs fight; however, attraction drives you to make a reckless decision, and you end up swept up in the Mandalorianâs story. Notes: (1) Reader is bisexual. It will probably only come up peripherally, but I wanted to make a note of that. (2) I did my best to keep physical descriptions of the reader out of my writing, but please let me know if something slipped in that isnât as inclusive as it could be! Â
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Image from The Art of Star Wars: The Mandalorian
You felt the weight of the Mandalorianâs gaze before you saw him.
Sitting in the cantina on Nevarro, you were alone in a corner boothâa seat close to the back exit that had a clear view of the front door.
You were halfway through your drink when the hairs on the back of your neck prickled, and you had the overwhelming feeling that you were being watched.
You scanned the cantina and, in your periphery, registered the Mandalorianâs head snap back from your direction to face the man sitting across from him. You hadnât noticed him enter, but it must have been just moments ago because you surveyed your surroundings every few minutes.
The two men were seated a few tables away. You observed the Mandalorian for a moment, noting his stiff-backed posture and the tension in his shoulders under his battle-worn armor. He could tell youâd caught him staring and that you were watching him.
The man sitting across from the Mandalorian was gesticulating as he spoke. Youâd been on Nevarro long enough to recognize him as Greef Karga, local leader of the Guild. You could only see his back, but he was boisterousâa stark contrast to the Mandalorianâs silent stillnessâand his voice carried.
Karga was saying something about bounties and currencyâno surprise there. Mandalorians were the most feared bounty hunters in the galaxy. You didnât know much about them besides the legends youâd heard as a child, though it was very unclear what was true and what was myth. Youâd only ever seen one in person before, and that Mandalorian had been terrifying, threatening.
This Mandalorian, however, was... intriguing? He was, of course, intimidatingâin his head-to-toe armor with a long rifle leaned against the table, he was the very picture of a warrior. Any person with sense would be scared of him, and judging by the sidelong glances he was getting from the other patrons, most were.
The very relatable experience of having someone catch you in the act of watching themâas youâd just done to himâhowever, humanized this Mandalorian. Noting his broad shoulders, you couldnât help wondering what he looked like under all that heavy metal. Youâd heard rumors that some Mandalorians never took off their armor in front of another person. That would be a real shame.
Though youâd have preferred to continue thinking about the man under the armor (and the things you wanted to do with him), a small voice in your head reminded you of the potentially dangerous reality of your situation.
Why was he watching me? He canât possibly recognize me.
No one had come after you in years. There was likely still a steep bounty on your head, but many of the people who wanted to find you were dead, imprisoned, or deep in hiding. Some were convinced youâd been taken out in a star cruiser explosion (because you almost had been). And, you no longer looked like the photo that was attached to your bounty puck. Your hair was a radically different shade and length. You wore contacts to obscure the real color of your eyes. You always chose high-necked clothing to conceal the identifying scar that slashed an angry line beneath your clavicle. Â
You kept a low profile, moved often, and assumed a fake identity, but you felt safe enough in your anonymity to come to a planet like Nevarro, a place that was swarming with hunters.
Plus, you reasoned that if the Mandalorian was looking for you for a job, this is probably not how it would have happened. It would have been stealthy and quick, potentially bloody and violent.
No, you didnât think he was looking for you, which meant he had been looking at you. Out of interest. And that was so, so much better.
You turned your body towards him pointedly to make it more obvious that you were watching him. The slight forward lean of his shoulders told you he registered your movement in his periphery. His helmet stayed trained on Karga, but it was impossible to know exactly where he was looking through the black t-shape of his visor. You would have bet he was looking back at you.
The Mandalorian responded to Karga, pushing some credits back across the table. You could hear the low undercurrent of his modulated voice, but you couldnât quite make out what he was saying. It looked like they were arguing about the currency of the credits on the table.
As Karga dug in his pocket for something, the Mandalorian turned his helmet slowly back towards you. Throwing caution to the wind, you smiled at him and winked, and he dipped his head in acknowledgement. You watched him expectantly, figuring this was when heâd walk over to your table.
Instead, he turned his head back to Karga, responded to something he said, and grabbed the credits off the table. They were clearly finishing up their deal. The Mandalorian slid out of the booth and strapped the long rifle to his back. He started toward the front door.
Maybe youâd read the whole situation wrong. Like you, he was trained to be aware of everyone, everything around him. Perhaps, heâd just been surveying the cantina, not necessarily you.
Feeling slightly disappointed, you finished your drink, dropped some credits on the table, and got up to leave. You were pulling on your jacket when a familiar feeling made you flick your head up. The Mandalorian was standing at the front of the cantina, his dark silhouette framed in the light of the open doorway, visor trained on you.
From where he was standing, he looked you up and down, lowering and raising his helmet to survey your body from top to bottom and back up againâa gesture that could have easily been achieved without moving his entire head in such an obvious way. His penetrating gaze and brazen attention made you shiver.Â
He waited to see what you would do.
You were tempted to go to him, to see what would happen, but the stubborn part of you wanted him to come to youâand, more importantly, the sensible part of you was worried this was somehow a trap. You made an impulsive choice and decided to prolong the chase...whether that chase would prove to be literal or figurative, you werenât totally sure.
You smiled slyly at him and turned, slipping out the back door.
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The second time you crossed paths with the Mandalorian, you saw him before he saw you.
You were walking down Nevarroâs main thoroughfare, a busy street lined with vendors, pushing through the crowd, when you spotted the back of his reflective helmet. A couple weeks had passed since you had seen him in the cantina, and youâd been hoping to see him again, always keeping an eye out for his distinctive profile.
These past two weeks, youâd found your thoughts straying to his imageâstrong, mysterious, intimidating. He was sexy. There was no getting around it. Youâd spent enough time around people in masks and full-body armor to know that it wasnât just the mystery of the helmet that attracted you to him. There was something about him you couldnât shake.
It didnât help that you were bored and lonely here on Nevarro. It was not your favorite planet. It was dry and hot, the surface a mosaic of cracked flows of hardened lava and loose tephraâunwelcoming terrain. It was volcanically active, too, steam pouring from fractures in the hard, black ground. A river of molten lava ran under the city itself. Who would choose to live here?
For you, Nevarro was no more than a stopoverâa place to stay for a few months before moving on to the next planet. You could leave any time, easily book passage to a bigger city on a prettier planet, but that shameless part of you that imagined the Mandalorian fucking you in his full armor was bold enough to convince yourself to stick around for a little longer and see if you could run into him again. Why not?
Youâd been running for years, denying yourself comfort, companionship, consistency. Couldnât you indulge just this once?
You had no reason to think the Mandalorian had thought of you for one second after seeing you in the cantina, but you let yourself hope. He didnât hide the way he looked at you, and he hadnât pursued you as a quarry when you left the cantina (and what a relief that was), so that meant...heâd flirted with you...right? That was probably how a Mandalorian flirted? Maybe you were stuck in his head the way he was stuck in yours? A girl could dream.
You watched his helmet disappear and reappear as you both weaved through the throngs of people. The Mandalorian had a purposeful gait and an immediate effect on everyone around him: the crowd parted for him as people avoided his path and his gaze. No one wanted to be noticed by a Mandalorian.Â
Well, almost no one.
The Mandalorian clearly relied on his menacing appearance and the notorious lore associated with his armor to ensure that he was left alone. You, on the other hand, depended on stealth and the ability to disappear in a swarm of people to stay hidden. This meant that while the crowd parted easily for him, you struggled to wend your way through it.
He turned down a side street.Â
The fact that heâd hounded your thoughts since you first saw him spurred you into recklessness, and you followed. As you turned down the same side street, you saw the edge of his cape disappear into an alley. The further away you moved from the main street, the more you began to question yourself.
This is potentially a bad idea.
This is definitely a bad idea.
Your existence hinged on your ability to stay lost, to be anonymous, to change your appearance, to never be sought out. And here you were, seeking out a bounty hunter.
Youâd been slipping into a dangerous false sense of security these past few monthsâspending more time in each place, neglecting to change your chaincode as often as you should. Just because no one had come for you in a couple years, didnât mean you were safe. You needed to snap yourself out of this delusional thinking.Â
But maybe... not yet?
You picked up your pace.
It was just the two of you in a long alleyway, and you were sure he could sense you behind him by the slight turn of his head, but he didnât stop or turn around. You werenât being stealthy, only a few long strides behind him. He had to know you were there.
He walked surprisingly quietly, considering his heavy armor and determined stride. The loudest sound he made was his cape whipping around his calves. His long rifle was strapped to his back, and he was carrying a camtono in his left hand.
He quickly slipped down another shadowy passageway that you hadnât noticed. You turned to follow, about to say something, but the passage was deserted. You walked to the end and back, checking to see if heâd turned again, but there was no trace of him. No doorways led off the passage. The only things in the alley were a stack of abandoned wooden pallets and a grate that emitted hot steam. He must have given you the slip on purpose, taken some secret route to evade the stranger on his tail.
Understandable. Itâs what you would have done too. I probably should have come up with a better plan than just pursuing him.
Well, fuck.
You were more disappointed than you cared to admit, but you turned and headed back to the apartment you were renting a few blocks away. You were slightly embarrassed by how impulsive youâd just been. You wouldnât have felt so abashed if it had paid off, but it hadnât.Â
Youâd overstayed your time on Nevarro. Your self-imposed limit was two months per location, and youâd been here two and a half. You couldnât push it any more, especially for such a ridiculous reason. It was time to go.
***
The third time you encountered the Mandalorian, neither of you saw the other coming.
You packed up your things, fitting everything you needed in one backpack. You purchased more food and let the hours of the afternoon drag on, waiting for the sun to sink low in the sky before heading out.Â
When it was evening, you slipped your blaster into the holster at the small of your back. You slid a vibroblade into the sheath at your hip and strapped a much smaller one to your calf where it was concealed under your pants. As you slung your bag over your shoulder and scanned your small space to make sure you hadnât forgotten anything, noise erupted outsideâan explosion, not far away.
There were enough ex-Imperials and bounty hunters on Nevarro that street fights and loud commotions were commonplace. You slipped out your front door, figuring you could avoid the action by slinking through the alleyways. You knew the layout of the city fairly well by now.
You crept through the dim streets. You guessed that the fighting was a couple blocks to your left based on the muffled sounds of intermittent blaster fire. You made your way toward the cantina where you knew a few regulars who would have transpo connections, but you only made it a couple blocks from your apartment before you ran into trouble.
Suddenly, shouts echoed down the street behind you. You made a hasty left turn, looking back to see if anyone was following as you broke into a run. With your head turned, you didnât see the Mandalorian backing his way down the street toward you. You collided painfully with his back and crumpled to the ground next to him. He, mostly unfazed, made a grunting sound and snapped his head to the side to see whoâd hit him. He kept his body and his blaster trained forward at two shadowy figures that were stalking towards him, but he pointed his left vambrace down at you, prepared to neutralize you if needed.
He cocked his head at you as if trying to assess whether or not you were a threat. Before you could think of anything to say, blaster fire screamed down the alley toward both of you. You grabbed your own blaster and sprang to your feet.
Noting the way you trained your blaster away from him, the Mandalorian redirected his attention back to the oncoming assailants. As more blaster fire streaked toward you, he jumped in front of you to shield your body with his and fired back down the alley.
I guess he decided Iâm not a threat.
The figures drew nearerâone, a hulking man, and the other, a wiry woman with blue hair... both bounty hunters. They slunk around stray crates and garbage bins, making it difficult for either of you to land a direct hit.
The Mandalorianâs beskar armor lived up to the crazy stories youâd heard. Blaster fire pinged off of it without leaving a mark. Standing so close behind him, you noticed that his armor was different than what heâd worn just earlier that day. His old armor, painted a rusty reddish-brown, had been mismatched and battered. This was new, pristine, unpaintedâa stunning reflective silver.
It was the same Mandalorian though. That you were sure of.
You kept most of your body behind his protective stance, just peaking your head and arm out periodically to take a shot. You leaned around him again to fire, and you hit the woman in the thigh while she was momentarily exposed. She grunted in pain and paused her advance.
You ducked back behind the Mandalorian. You were surprised and confused by the way the he was treating you like a partner, protecting you instinctually. You hadnât exchanged so much as a word yet.
Werenât Mandalorians supposed to be merciless, violent bounty hunters? Why was he trusting you? For that matter, why were you trusting him? It sounded absurd to think that he just felt trustworthy.
The next time you poked your head out, you noticed that the man had stopped shooting and was watching you intently from where he was hiding behind a stack of boxes. He made eye contact with you and held it, and you saw recognition dawn on his face. He pointed at you, turning to the woman to yell something in a language you didnât recognize, and then charged forward, blaster drawn. His mouth formed your name, your real name, as he thundered towards you. You froze where you stood, partially exposed.
Fuck. He recognized me so easily. How?
Hot blaster fire zinged past your ear. The Mandalorian lurched forward and fell to one knee in a controlled movement as fire erupted from his vambrace. His quick thinking snapped you out of your panic, but your heart thundered as you processed how close youâd come to getting shot.
As the manâs clothes caught fire and he began to flail in panic, you came back to your senses and shot him in the chest.
The female bounty hunter, who was still several paces behind the man, disappeared down an alley behind her, just as you resumed shooting in her direction.
It wonât be long before word spreads that Iâm alive on Nevarro. FUCK.
The footfalls of the woman faded quickly, and you knew she was too far ahead to catch.
You and the Mandalorian were left alone in the alley. Things were quiet for a moment.Â
You turned to look at each other. It was then that you noticed the bundle tucked tightly in the crook of his right arm, the same arm that held his blaster. He shuffled the bundle to his left arm carefully... tenderly?
He tilted his helmet slightly, starting to say something just as you did the same. Before either of you could form a sentence, several more figures rounded the corner behind you.
âCome on,â you yelled, grabbing his arm to drag him forward. For the moment, the two of you were in this together. It was better than being caught in this fray alone. You figured youâd be able to slip away from the action soon enough.
As you ran through the streets, you both noted the echoing footsteps picking up behind you at each juncture. More and more peopleâbounty huntersâwere joining the pursuit. It seemed like every bounty hunter in Nevarro was being drawn to the Mandalorian.
What did he do to bring this much heat down on himself? I need to lose him.
You considered turning down every street or alley you passed, but at least one hunter blocked each one. Every doorway was shut tight. The hunters were right on your heels. You kept running, the Mandalorian pounding along behind you, until you reached the main street, emerging near the archway that marked the entrance to town. Beyond the archway, the flat expanse of Nevarro stretched out before you; a silver ship, not far ahead, was the only thing that broke up the uniform landscape.
You both stopped abruptly in the middle of the street, as at least twenty bounty hunters closed in around you, each with a blinking fob in their hand. You were trapped. The pinging chorus of the fobs was enough to rip you back to a not-so-distant time when that sound was a constant refrain in your nightmares. But even at the height of the Empireâs search for you, youâd never had this many people on your tail.
Up until this moment, you hadnât been too worried about making a getaway. You knew you would get out of this. Youâd been in worse situations. But now? Blood rushed in your ears, and your adrenaline spiked. You were cornered, outnumbered, and somehow in the middle of a fight that had nothing to do with you. You were surrounded by bounty hunters, and one had already recognized you. Youâd spent years disappearing and here you were, back in the thick of it because you turned down the wrong alley at the wrong time.
You glanced at the Mandalorian and tried to formulate an escape planâor at least a way put some distance between you and him.
He surveyed the scene, seemingly calm in his blank mask of beskar, and began to walk towards the archway, as even more bounty hunters appeared. Not having come up with any better alternatives yet, you followed him.
The Mandalorian stopped short when Greef Karga sauntered out from the shadows to block your path forward through the archway.
âWelcome back, Mando!â Kargaâs voice, the voice that had seemed jovial in the cantina weeks ago, sounded threatening as it rang through the street. âNow, put the package down.â He rested a hand on his hip, pushing back his cape to expose his blaster.
The bundle must be valuable. You wondered briefly what the Mandalorian had wrapped so carefully under his arm. A rare material like kyber? Something unstable like rhydonium? A set of holodisks with important intel?
The Mandalorian mirrored Kargaâs movement, hovering his hand over his own blaster. âStep aside. Iâm going to my ship,â he replied calmly. He sounded awfully certain considering the circumstances. Your eyes flicked back to the silver ship, an old Razor Crest, that sat just beyond the archway.
Karga chuckled. âYou put the bounty down and perhaps Iâll let you pass.â
âThe kidâs coming with me.â
KID?
âIf you truly care about the kid, then youâll put it on the speeder,â Karga said, pointing to a speeder parked in front of the building on your right, where a droid sat in the pilotâs seat. The droid let out a series of cheerful beeps, indicating its readiness.
âHow do I know I can trust you?â asked the Mandalorian.
How did he know he could trust me? This guy seems to play fast and loose with trust.
Karga scoffed, âBecause Iâm your only hope.â
Shit.
Any second, this fight was going to turn into an every-person-for-themself situation. You and the Mandalorian had helped each other thus far because it had been convenient, but now that you were trapped, you knew this precarious alliance youâd formed out of necessity was about to fracture. You hadnât missed the way he said I and me, not we and us. You werenât part of his equation, and you couldnât blame himâof course, you were also going to prioritize your own safety over that of a literal stranger.
You surveyed the street, looking for the least obstructed escape route. You hoped you could run fast enough once this tense moment passed and the fight started in earnest.
The Mandalorian stepped back into you suddenly, taking the opportunity to whisper urgently, âJump in when I say go.â
You were stunnedâso stunned that you followed him without thinking as he walked over to the speeder.
For the first time, the Mandalorian looked down at the bundle in his arms. You gasped when you saw that it was in fact a sleeping childâa tiny green infant. He took a moment to watch the baby before glancing at you briefly. He looked back down at the child and without any warning, he breathed, âNOW.â
You dove head first onto the speeder as he raised his blaster and shot a hunter who was right behind where you had just been standing. From the outside, you imagined that it looked like the two of you were partnersâthe way you moved together, coordinated and seamless.
You scrambled back and pushed crates out of the way, staying down on your stomach, as the Mandalorian flung himself over the side of the speeder and landed next to you. Blaster fire screeched all around you as the hunters reacted in unison.
You both stayed prone on the floor of the speeder, reaching only your blasters up to return the fire that was raining down on you. The Mandalorian rolled over to carefully place the kid down before yelling at the droid at the front of the speeder.
âDRIVE!â
When the droid shook its head in refusal, the Mandalorian demanded again, holding up his blaster threateningly. The droid acquiesced, and the speeder lurched forward. You grabbed the child and hugged them to your chest as the crates shifted around you.
You made it almost all the way to the archwayâyou and the Mandalorian taking out several of the bounty hunters as you wentâbefore someone had the sense to shoot the pilot droid. The speeder crashed to a halt in a rain of sparks. Fire ceased and a tense quiet fell.
The Mandalorian edged toward you on his elbows. You could hear the bounty hunters closing in around you, the crunch of their boots ominous. You curled your body protectively over the child.
âFuck,â you whispered. âWhat now?â You looked into the black t of his visor, wishing you could see his eyes.
He nodded as if that was a sufficient answer to your question and worked his way toward the edge of the speeder. Slowly, silently, he pulled his long rifle from his side and eased it between two crates, pointing it at a hunter on the roof of the closest building. You heard the sound of the rifle powering up and its screeching discharge as it vaporized the hunter. And then another. And another. The Mandalorianâs reload was lightening fast. You took the chance during the ensuing chaos to scoot to the edge of the speeder and take aim at a hunter with your blaster. The remaining hunters scurried away, taking shelter behind walls, doorways, whatever they could find.
The Mandalorian paused, and for a tense moment, nothing happened. The threat of the Amban Rifle was enough to create another temporary ceasefire.
âThatâs one impressive weapon,â bellowed Karga. You couldnât see him from where you lay.
âHereâs what weâre gonna do. Weâre gonna walk to my ship with the kid, and youâre gonna let that happen,â the Mandalorian stated authoritatively.
We.
âNo, how about this? We take the kid, and if you try and stop us, we kill you both and then strip your body for parts,â Karga spat back.
You could feel the hunters starting to come out of hiding all around you. The subtle rasp of tephra under foot gave them away again. You looked behind you and saw that one hooded hunter was edging closer to the speeder. The Mandalorian had his back to the hunter, as he faced Karga. You trained your blaster on the approaching hunter, ready to fire. Before you could pull the trigger, the Mandalorian kicked the canister at his feet, knocking the hunter over, and sat up to stun him with the rifle.
Apparently, he had been aware of the man the whole time. His peripheral vision must be largely obstructed in his helmet. How is he so acutely aware of everything around him?
Everyone opened fire once again.
Over the sound of blaster fire, you heard Karga yell, âDonât hit the target!â
The Mandalorian rose to his knees, leaned over some crates, and activated his vambrace so a sudden burst of flames cleared out the hunters that were closest to the speeder. You took out two more with your blaster while they were distracted by the flames.
The Mandalorian grunted in frustration as the fire streaming from his wrist sputtered out. Then, he grunted and doubled over in pain when blaster fire hit him in the side, where he wasnât protected by his armor.
He clutched his side and ducked back down to crawl his way over to you, gently pulling on your arm until you released the child, so he could look at their face. The child cooed and opened two huge, watery eyes.
You looked away, feeling like you were encroaching on a private moment.
Is this his kid? Who is after a child? What is the story here?
You leaned away and fired several more shots, injuring another hunter.
Then you heard it. A streaming projectile took out one of the hunters on a nearby roof. As the hunter screamed and fell to the ground, several figures in Mandalorian armor, powered by jetpacks with blasters in hand, rose up from behind the row of buildings lining the street. There had to be at least a dozen of themâmaybe more. It was hard to tell in the chaos. They seemed to be everywhere. They took out hunter after hunter as they slowly lowered themselves to the ground and sparks rained down around you.
You both sat up to watch.
A particularly huge Mandalorian in blue armor with a large repeating blaster touched down next to the speeder and bellowed, âGet out of here! Weâll hold them off!â
âYouâre going to have to relocate the covert,â responded the Mandalorian, raising his voice to be heard over the din.
âThis is the way,â replied the huge blue Mandalorian, as he continued to fire at the bounty hunters.
âThis is the way,â agreed the Mandalorian next to you.Â
In one fluid movement, he strapped his rifle to his back. You sheathed your blaster as he thrust the kid back into your arms, and he grabbed your free hand, hauling you to your feet as he stood. You jumped from the speeder together. He pulled you along behind him, continuing to shield your body with his as much as possible. The juxtaposition of the way he held your hand and how he was brutally taking out hunter after hunter with his blaster was jarring.
A blaster shot grazed your thigh as you ran, and you swore at the stinging pain, doubling over slightly without loosening your grip on the child. The Mandalorian turned his head but didnât stop pulling you forward. You faltered for a moment but gritted your teeth and sped up to sprint behind him, leaving the chaos in your wake as you crossed under the archway. You made it the short distance to his ship, where the ramp was already lowered.
You followed him up the ramp. He shoved his blaster into the holster on his belt and started forward into the ship.
The idea of being trapped with this strange Mandalorian was absurd, but you didnât have much of a choice. If you stayed on Nevarro, the remaining bounty hunters would tear the city apart to find you. This was the fastest way to get off world: a calculated risk.
You sensed movement behind you before you heard Kargaâs voice.
âHold it, Mando.â
You both spun around to face him. Karga had a blaster trained on you and the kid in your arms.
âI didnât want it to come to this. But then you broke the code,â he spat.
The Mandalorian was silent as he assessed his options. Silent was clearly his default state. He was used to hiding behind the intimidating mask of his armor.
You were trying to guess how good Kargaâs reflexes were and if you could grab your blaster from where youâd resheathed it at your back fast enough. As you thought it out, the Mandalorian tipped his head subtly to his left at what looked like a carbonite chamber. Before you or Karga could register his plan, he shot a metal cord from his vambrace, hitting the button to activate the chamber and filling the hull with freezing mist.
In the gloom, the Mandalorian grabbed you roughly and pushed you out of the way. Karga shot blindly. You whipped out your blaster and fired back, knowing exactly where he had been standing. You heard him grunt and fall backwards off the ship with a thud.
The Mandalorian made quick work of shutting the ramp, deactivating the hissing carbonite chamber, and initiating the takeoff protocol from a control panel on the wall.
You slumped onto a nearby crate, exhausted, as the ship lifted off the ground. You let your backpack slide off your shoulders onto the floor next to you. Still holding the baby to your chest protectively, you loosened your arms to study their sweet sleeping face.
His face? Her face? Who is this child?
Wordlessly, the Mandalorian stomped forward and snatched the kid from your arms. You looked up in surprise as he disappeared up the ladder next to you. He was gone for a few moments before the ship jolted as it left Nevarroâs atmosphere and jumped into hyperspace.
You rested your head on the cool wall behind you, trying to catch your breath. You let your eyelids slip shut for a minuteâuntil you opened your eyes at the loud thud of the Mandalorian jumping back down into the hull, ignoring the ladder all together. He walked purposefully towards what looked like a storage bay, set the sleeping child down inside, and closed the door with a snap. He turned slowly to face you.
***
Chapter 2
#my writing#din djarin x female reader#din djarin x f!reader#mandalorian fanfic#mature#din djarin x you#the mandalorian x you#the mandalorian x female reader#mandalorian reader insert#tempered glass
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May 13th Reading
Definitely long awaited and way bigger than I intended it to be so buckle up.
Funky disclaimer: this is for entertainment purposes only and not to be taken as fact! This is my interpretation of the cards!
Oh boy. The continuation of yoongis soulmate saga.
(Note frome future me: it's not proofread but I'm hungry. Sorry for mistakes!)
So so so so
Let's start.
I started with all the normal jazz. Connecting with his energy and shit. Same as usual same old same old. Platform= same same. I was like, "hey, let's talk about your soulmate and the whole may 13th shit" and we connected via energy stringy thing to the forehead and such. I was intresting bc my end of the string was kinda my energy color! Neato. Looks like some rest has really done me good!
Okay, here's where I start actually asking shit. I made notes at this point before the reading as I usually do. I'm just gonna insert the screen shot here.
The 14 thing really fucked me up. You'll see later. Also, when I got the whole Pisces Jupiter thing I had to do me some googling bc we established that Jupiter went into Pisces ON May 13th so I was like?? Am I missing something?
I was. I forgot that it goes retrograde and then co.es back to Pisces on December 28th. And I do indeed think it to be significant.
The shit about temperance makes a lot of sense. In yoongis first soulmate read I flipped my shit bc he was like, "You're gonna get temperance reverse" in regards to a card for his soulmate and I was like "pft whatever. Don't play me like that"
And then I got temperance reverse. It's been a significant card from the jump.
I asked him if he had any advice for his soulmate and that's what "Don't wait for big things, you'll miss the small ones that lead you to bigger things" and "Look for facts before assuming" and "Don't try pushing it, forcing it won't make sense" and "A spade is a spade/ ace is an ace" and "Don't make ill informed guesses" all were
Now this part:
"Union has happened , yet to on the physical"
Gave me some hints thankfully because he straight up said no more hints.
This ties back into the whole Jupiter thing too. The seeds are/ have been planted and now they have to grow before they can be harvested.
Well Mr. Yoongi, I'm impatient and I don't want to wait. I want to see you in love pronto.
Anyways
He showed me a little dream box/ trinket box looking thing and a super vague Keychain with no further explanation... so... there's that I guess.
I can't quite decide if "Don't make ill informed guesses" was a tongue-in-cheek pike at me or if it was genuine advice to his soulmate? He just loves to not explain things.
Now let's begin the monster read.
So. The first row of cards
I asked the question, "what the fuck was May 13th and what was it's purpose in regards to your connection"
Important is what it was lol. I interpret this as them finding their footing and this being the starting point of the genuine foundation being layer. Like they've been manifesting eachother for a while but May 13th marked the start of them making the real life changes in their actual lives that will be the set up for them meeting.
The seven of coins is about thoughtful planning and creating security/ stable plan. The tower is essentially ripping away anything and everything that was built on unstable foundation and challenging/ testing your character (an extremely rude awakeing if you will). Judgement is releasing the past so you can rise above it and confronting yourself as you are (Also legit awakening) the queen of coins is financial security and self confidence in your abilities. Ten of coins is prosperity and abundance and most of all, stability. Eight of wands is explosion of potential and rapid movement. Temperance is awareness and balance between physical and spiritual. It's also that quiet peace where you find balance.
So. Seeing all those cards it really does seem like maybe his soulmate took on something new that could lead straight to union? Same for yoongi. I'd like to analyze and recent or new-ish habits or hobbies he's picked up?
Moving right along though. I asked what the 13th did for each of them in their personal life and personal journey. Kinda like what came as a result of that energy? Let's start with yoongles
This was really intresting to me. I think he definitely gained some form of clarity about the situation with that sun card. The 5 of cups tells me that either he was kinda forced to confront some of his flaws in a way that he was trying to avoid or he had to consciously let go of something dear to him? Could be something he had to leave behind because it crumbled with the tower moment but he didn't see it coming or didn't know that it was time to part with it? With that queen of wands though fits beautifully with the sun! Its like he's found warmth after a long winter. Definitely found a spark of compassion and generosity from a place of happiness and love rather than anger, fear, obligation or pitty.
I asked for clarity cards/ anything else that may 13th signified bringing in and we got the 2 of cups and 10 of swords. I have two thoughts. Either he let go of a relationship that he was already in because he didn't feel as though they were particularly compatible anymore (Also ties into the above section) OR the 13th had made him very much consciously aware of his soulmates incoming status and he is now preparing and working on himself for when this person comes. The 10 of swords would be him releasing the past and the pain and any ill fitting behavior that don't vibe with him any longer. Yellow really seems to be working for him by the way.
Soulmate time
Lol. All signs point to his soulmate genuinely starting a new venture. New creative pursuit that will bring them good money. 10 of pentacles is abundance, prosperity and stability. The ace of wands is a new creative spark and passion and it's the first big steps into something new. The 2 of wands is "the world is in the palm of your hands" vibes. Choices need to be made swiftly and with the ace of wands I think they will be. With the heirophant too, it will be a well informed decision because they've been manifesting this and has been searching for all the possible information.
As for clarity, we have the moon. Damn. Soulmates been doing that shadow work. Dredging up all their bullshit and getting rid of it while still taking the time to sit with it and release it so nothing is unresolved. Also probably extra creative due to all the emotional baggage being thrown out. (Definitely helping with the ace of wands vibes tbh)
Now for the bad boys in the middle
The question I asked is what those individual changes (detailed in the last two sections) will bring for the bond and I just can with them. These fuckers. I am so invested in their love story bc it's so... them? And just so fucking ROMANTIC. UGH I CAN'T.
Back to the point. High priestess, 4 of wands and the lovers. The high priestess is deep knowing and insane intuition, the 4 of wands is the purest joy and marriage and the lovers is well, the lovers.a magical union.
FUCK DUDE I NEED THIS TO BE A ROMCOM.
For the row of bottom cards
I asked if they had anything at all to add so I'm gonna explain each card individually bc I think they could be individual tid bits of shit.
Knight of coins is good news about finances/ money looking promising and organized work (also dependability!!). Death is all about transformation, the beginning of a new chapter and accepting in order to move foward. Ace of coins is spiritual and material abundance and also a reminder to keep grounded. Page of swords is confidence, important news coming and really good insight! Roots out secrets or hidden things like a truffle pig. The star is promising potential, healing and guidance from an enexpected place. The two of cups is a soul connection, love, intuition especially in regards to another person and a good bind. The emperor is self awareness, foresight, fearlessness to achieve a goal and confidence. Eight of coins rev is poor discipline and skating by on low effort.
Now to the sides!
Yoongi is the left, soulmate is the right.
So, let's begin with yoongi. The first two cards are anything he wants to say to his soulmate. Wheel of fortune and three of swords reverse. I take this as "its all in divine time/ it's destiny" (wheel of fortune) and "trust your intuition. It's okay to get hurt, you just need to remember you can always pick yourself up" (3of swords rev.)
We have now cards that I asked what he was learning through this process/ in this time. Be positive and first step.
The last two cards are affirmations he wants to give his soulmate.
"When I introduce joy to a situation, I change the vibrational frequency of what's happening around me" and "directing my focus onto what's thriving creates more of what I want"
Now for soulmates cards (same structure)
Strength and eight of swords. "You're stronger than you think. Take every part of yourself and acknowledge it. You're a force to be reckoned with" (strength) and (soulmate snapped at him on this) "the only thing holding you captive is you."
Now we have peer pressure (I think soulmate is learning to say "fuck you" and "fuck off" to people who have a set idea of how everyone should be living their lives), emotional healing and open your arms to receiving.
Then we have "its good to feel good" (lol I feel like yoongi definitely needs this one) and "when I connect to the spiritual realm, I open the door to recieve divine guidance, clear direction, and great wisdom"
The last stretch my friends.
So. Completion, leave behind the things that no longer serve you. Exist in the present and don't keep mulling over the past or any future happenings. Magic, pay attention to the magic around you. Listen for the signs of the universe and take them as they come (essentially listen to divine guidance) . Be open minded but logical as well. Luminous warrior, try focusing on the good in yourself instead of berating yourself for every small flaw. Spiritual path, self explanatory. The blade, your power can be a weapon when used willy nilly (most often wounding the wielder) or it can heal. Don't fear it but also consider how you choose to utilize it. The give away, be greaful for the sake of being greatful for it, not because you want something in return. The rain maker, manifestation station. Create with the tools you have because you have everything you need in order to manifest. "Don't take life personally"
Now we have heaven sent.
""Let yourself be helped" assistance is coming your way so act on it and say yes"
" This Oracle also comes with the message that you are to trust in the things that you feel and say to others without knowing why. It moves them. You might not understand, but through trust you are allowing yourself not to overthink and censor yourself. As such you are able to become a vessel through which the spiritual gift can be passed on to others. Don't block yourself. Let life happen through you. Only benefit can come from this."
And free from judgment, free to love
" If you have been asking life for a solution to a specific difficulty you have been having, this Oracle comes with the message that a solution is in gestation right now. This situation is already being sorted out and the resolution will come to fruition very soon. Hold tight and wait for the eminent birth of that resolution."
" This Oracle also brings you a message about love. You may find that you are loving, or soon will love, in a different way. You may worry about this love, given that it defies what you have known or been taught about love. Perhaps you are becoming able to love another tremendously, even though you don't have much of a personal relationship with them. You might question if this love is real. It is real Kama it is just happening at a different level to the love and attachment you experience when you are involved in a personal relationship with someone. It is not more or less, it is just a different facet of love. It may be that you are opening up to love the planet and her creatures, including the animals, the ocean dwelling life, your own body, the trees and so on, more than before period you may feel passionately purposeful about giving your time and energy to causes that protect and nurture the Earth and her creatures. You are affirmed in this love too. The universal mother is operating through you to nurture life. She will support you in your work, so that you can continue To come from love and not become drained, depleted or lost in despair or fear of futility. Instead, you will be energised and expanded by your dedicated service to life."
" Finally, this Oracle has a message for those who may be feeling alone or lonely in a need of greater nurturing from others. You are asked to stop, relax, centre and settle into your body to feel your connection with life itself. The air in your lungs is the same as the air that moves through the trees. The water in your blood is the same water that fills the oceans and is moved by the phases of the moon. The flesh of your body is the same substance as the body of the Earth itself. The heat in your digestive system is the same fire and heat as that from the Sun. Feel this connection, then do something nice for another without agenda. Make a donation, even if just a small one, smile, say a prayer, sent out a good thought or make a wish for another. That's it. You have connected to life again and in doing so, life can connect with you. And so it shall.
And that's all for the cards but but but.
Someone (either my guide or yoongi) was like, "do a song. Do a song. Do a song." And I was like, "oki doki, sounds good.
So I asked what numbers I should try refreshing and then it hit me. The number 14 came up before the reading and it seemed a bit misplaced? So I did 14 shuffles and look what popped up
You gotta be fucking with me.
Istg these fools will actually be the death of me dude. Euphoria is so romantic and I lowkey feels like it describes a bit of what their bond must be like.
YOONGGGIIII
Anyway,
I came back to the platform to be like, "thanks homie" and it was weird bc he was practically pure energy? Like usually I visualize his energy as what his physical body looks like because it's easier to comprehend? But nope, he was just a big shimmery glob of energy.
As I was going to disconnect, a few things happened. I felt tingly and the platform was vibrating almost? So I was like, "hold on, what the fuck is this?"
And then
It hit me
"MIN YOONGI IS YOUR SOULMATE HERE??"
I could tell this fuckin asshole was smug even in his blue glob form.
The color was... blue like yoongi but also a light lavender/ pink kinda vibe. Pretty damn distinct.
I was so stoked and I thought we'd all get to chat and I could yell at his soulmate for being an elusive asshat
But Mr smug butt had different plans.
My dude dropped a little marble thing in my hand and I was like ??? And he was like, "you'll know when you need it" and I was like ?????
My guide took pity on me and said, "it's just a representation on information that you've been given but it isn't the proper time to unpack it yet"
Cool cool so like and energetic zip file that will release itself whenever it damn well pleases? Cool cool cool.
(Asshole)
Anyway, I genuinely think that my excitement of this whole situation must somehow also influence how yoongis energy handles my prodding? Like what the fuck is this marble bullshit?
To top it all off, he gives me a friendly shove off of his platform.
Thanks, buddy.
Now we are here. And as always, I'm left with more questions.
My main take away is that amay 13th through July 28th will be all the foundation and ground work and December 28th 2021 through May 10th (11th? 9th?) 2022 will be a more likely time for physical union and actual relationship stuffs.
Anyone who knows more about astrology please feel free to chime in on this whole Jupiter in Pisces bit! My understanding is super surface level!!
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That was a big boi and now my thumbs hurt real bad. Hope you were entertained by the chaos.
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Cuddle Buddies (Bakugou x Black! Reader)
Chapter 10: Iâm Sorry
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Banging on the door, you pleaded,"Katsuki, open the door! It was a joke." He won't even respond back to you at this point. It wasn't supposed to go like this. You should've never listened to Mina, Denki, and Sero.
"Leave me alone! Go cuddle back up to that moss headed asscrack!"
Ok let me explain what happened.
You were sitting in your room with Mina, Denki, and Sero. You were just chilling and messing around, giving each other dares and bullying people in the dorms.
You and dared Denki to go to class 1B's dorms and ask Shinsou out, which went surprisingly well. Sero dared Mina to go beat Iida up, (don't tell anyone but he lost), and Denki dared Sero to dress in your clothes for the rest of the week, and now your dare.
They all ganged up on you and dared you to cuddle with Deku until Bakugou came back from training. They did this apparently to get back at him for giving them the wrong answers on the last test Aizawa gave to the class.
You were reluctant to do this. One, because your relationship had been going strong for a little while, and two because obviously Bakugou still had a small problem with Midoriya. But the forfeit was almost, it not worse than the dare.
If you didn't go along with the dare, they would make you embarrass yourself in front of the whole school for the rest of the year.
Thinking it was mostly harmless (mistake #1) you went along with it, thinking you could just explain it to Bakugou and he would still be somewhat upset , but not as much (mistake #2)
Walking to Midoriya's room, whom you had gotten quite close to at this point, you explain the dare and dragged him to your room knowing that's where Katsuki went right after his shower.
Laying on your bed. Midoriya lied down next to you, pulling out his phone to wait for Bakugou to come back. You pull yours out to text Katsuki.
Big HeadđĽ
what time will you be back?
BakuboyđĽ
i'll be back in 25 minutes
Responding with a simple k to make it seem like something was off since you never replied with 'k', you open tiktok and start to scroll.
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Hearing the door close, and another open, you immediately know that it's Katsuki going to shower. "Izuku, he'll be here in like 20 minutes. We gotta get ready."
"This is kinda nerve wracking. You sure you wanna do this?" he asked concerned.
"Yeah it should be fine."
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You heard footsteps coming towards your room, scrambling to get into position, you lay down on Izuku's chest and try to curl up without looking awkward. You see the door open. We're so dead.
"What the fuck is this?!"
"What are you talking about?" you ask, pretending to be clueless.
"Is this what we're doing now?! Going around getting close to everybody you see?"
Sitting up, you try to act surprised. "What are you talking about? You know me and Izuku are friends."
"Fuck it. Keep cuddling him." He walked out of the room looking dejected. You expected a bigger reaction out of him, but he looked... tired and sad.
Jumping off the bed, you follow him to his room, trying to get his attention. He just ignored you. He slammed the door in your face, locking it.
"Katsuki! It was just a dare, nothing was really happening."
"Leave me alone! I don't wanna talk to someone who cuddles every dude she sees!" Damn.. that kinda hurt. But can you blame him?
It was almost like he wasn't paying attention to what you were saying, just wanting to get you to leave him alone.
And that's why we're here now.
"Katsuki, open the door! It was a joke."
"Leave me alone! Go cuddle back up to that moss headed asscrack!"
You went silent, trying to figure out how to get him to let you in the room. But then, you heard small sniffles. By now, everyone had went back to their rooms, not trying to get involved, but if they were there you wouldn't even have heard the sniffling.
Is he crying? You had never heard, let alone seen him cry, over anything. He was always so tough around you, especially when you needed him in times of stress and frustration.
You didn't think it would hurt him this much. Obviously, he won't text you back, no matter how much you plead, and you can only think of one thing to do. Call Kirishima.
Pulling your phone out, you text Kirishima to come to Bakugou's door, explaining to situation to him. When he arrives, he can hear to sniffling as well. "Do you think you can talk to him? He won't even respond to me anymore."
"I'll try. But I'm not sure it'll work."
"Thank you so much. I owe you one."
Stepping away from the door, you see Kirishima try to plead with Bakugou to let him in. "I don't wanna talk to you or her or anyone. Leave me alone." This was heartbreaking enough, but what he said next really twisted the knife.
"I'm finished." The only thing you could think about him being done with is the relationship. Not wanting to pressure him anymore, you leave, thanking Kirishima for trying.
You walk to the roof, taking your phone out and opening spotify. Turning on Fight Song, you start to sing along. You really got in your feelings, feeling tears slide down your face. Hearing clapping behind you as the song ended, you turn and see the whole school clapping. Bakugou ran up to you and kissed you passionately. "I love you so much. I could never be mad at you-
(I'm sorry wtf. I cry laughed while writing this. i'm fucking with y'all. now for real this time)
You walk back to your room, feeling rejected and frustrated. You should've known better than to do this to him. But you didn't, and now your relationship was probably, no, was ruined. Midoriya had left by now, so you just sagged onto your bed.
You were so angry with yourself, you didn't know whether to cry or cut your own leg off. Decking to cry, you just layer there, tears streaming down your face as you silently cried. You had no right to cry here, but the only person you ever really got close to after the incident just dumped you.
Still crying, you curl up into the pillow Katsuki always slept on when he spent the night in your room. Smiling slightly at the thoughts of the sleepless nights you both had, and the meaningful conversations you both had, it just mad you more sad. How could you mess up like this?
'I'm sorry Katsuki' was the last thing you could clearly think straight before your head went into a clouded mess. Thoughts running rapid in your mind. Voices in the back of your head yelling at you that everything was your fault. That this wouldn't have happened if you weren't so stupid.
You knew none of this wouldn't have happened if you just refused the dare, but you just had to be stubborn.
This went on for hours on end. It went on so long, you lost track of time. But what snapped you out of your daze was a loud bang. At first you thought it was someone playing around but you heard it again. And again. And again.
Getting curious, you walk slowly to where the noise was coming from. You realized it was coming from Bakugou's room. Panicking when you couldn't get the door open,you run to Kirishima's, bursting through the door, you start to shake him awake.
"Kirishima, wake up. You have to help me."
"What are you talking about?" He tried to turn away but you kept shaking him.
"Something is wrong with Katsuki. Kiri, you have to help me." Now being alert, you runs with you to Katuski's room, now hearing the loud noises. Apparently other people had heard it too because you saw groggy people waking out of their rooms, wondering what the noise was about.
Kirishima tried to get the door open but he couldn't because it was locked. "Break it down," you said suddenly.
"What?" he asked confused.
"You have to break the door so we can help him. Quickly."
"But-"
"We have no time to be discussing this! We have to help him. Now!" Not meaning to raise your voice at him, you look at him apologetically. He seems to get it and uses his quirk to help him break down the door.
When he can finally get in, you see Katsuki sleep walking almost. He was standing up and getting ready to fire another explosion. Kiri covered you when it came. "You can't take her from me! Please!" He was.. crying? Is he dreaming?
Walking up to him, you try to touch his arm. He flinches and gets ready to attack again. He kept screaming about someone trying to take someone away. About him being scared to lose someone. Then he mutters your name.
"Y/N, please don't leave me. I need you to help me." Help him what? Kiri helped you try to calm him down. He grabbed his hands while you maneuvered him into a sitting position on the floor near the bed. He was struggling trying to get away, still pleading with someone to let you go.
This was to heartbreaking to watch. You gently lowered his head to his favorite place on your body. Your thighs. He often liked to lay on them and watch TV or scroll on his phone.
"Hey," you whispered, "it's ok. No one is taking me away." Trying to comfort him, you stay to stroke his hair, scratching his scalp gently. He started to calm down a bit. Kirishima saw this and let go of his hands whispering that he was going to get Aizawa just in case.
Continuing to whisper calming things to him, he gets calmer and calmer as time goes on. You notice Aizawa and Kirishima standing at the door. You tell them you have to situation under control and that you would you would call if you needed help.
Nodding, they leave the doorway.
You noticed that Katuski was starting to wake. "Hey," whisper to him, trying to not have him on high alert anymore. Seeing you, he looks away and tries to move.
"You don't have to move. Stay here as long as you need." Reluctantly laying back down on your lap, his breathing calms. "You wanna talk about it?"
Silence. "Can I explain what happened at least? You don't even have to forgive me, just let me tell you what happened"
He grunts in response. Taking that as a yes, you start to explain that it was just a dare, and no one would ever come between the two of you. Explaining how he doesn't have to worry about anyone trying to take you away from him because it won't happen.
"You mean it?" You had never seen him this vulnerable. "Of course I do." You kiss his forehead, still combing you fingers through his fluffy hair that was slightly matted down to his forehead with sweat.
"Now do you wanna talk about what just happened?"
Nodding his head, he gets to explain. "I fell asleep and at first it was normal. But then I was back in the dusty place I ended up in when I got kidnapped the first time. But this time, you were there and that burnt idiot was holding a knife to your neck."
"They were demanding that I join them or they would hurt you. They just kept digging deeper with the knife." He let out a shaky breath.
"You looked terrified. I couldn't bare it, so I started begging them to let you go. But that wasn't enough. He started to cut you all over with that damned knife. He wanted me to join them and then he would let you go."
"You told me to just listen for my safety, but i didn't care about my safety, just yours. I want you to be safe." Tears started to stream down his face.
"You don't have to continue," you reassured. So he didn't. He just cuddled further into you and let go. He looked so small and vulnerable. Continuing to reassure him, you just tried to make sure he was ok.
Finally settling down, he grabbed your hand tightly in his. "Promise you'll never leave?"
"I promise." He gets up and drags you to the bed. You looked at the clock. 4:47 in the morning. "You're still not fully forgiven m, you know that right."
"I know," you cuddled up to him. "And you know you're gonna have to make it up to me, right?"
"Anything you want."
He smirked mischievously. He pulled you closer and kissed your head a few times. Finally settling down, you both fall asleep, glad that you could help him and explain what happened.
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(and that is a wrap! over 2k words just for y'all since i haven't updated in a while. i hope you enjoyed and i'll see you soon with a new update đ¤)
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lacuna- part 5
din/reader
i want to say a massive thank you for everybody whoâs supported the content creator strike, itâs really important to draw attention to the issues we face and hopefully itâll mean that engagement goes up and people will start respecting creators more đ as always, a massive thank you to @brothersdrxke for drifting with me on this
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word count: 3.4k
warnings: probably some swears, poetic allusions to smut, din experiences emotion, 18+ no babies thanks
You donât see Din for years, but he never fully leaves your mind.
Green Squadron gets pulled every which way across the galaxy, and you follow your orders. From the outer atmosphere above Scarif, to the Battle of Yavin, to some Outer Rim planet you barely spent a day on where the white ground turns red with every footstep. You see more stars than you ever thought possible. Mercifully, the endless missions and drills leave you little time to wonder what the Mandalorian might be up to in your absence.Â
Youâre not thinking about him under hails of blaster fire and explosives, nor while you duck and weave through smoke and flame to cover your teammates in the air. But he comes to you in the small hours, hours you spend trying to sleep, hours you spend wishing you were tucked up close against his side. You still claw through your memory for his smell, long since disappeared from the blanket you keep with you. Metallic and warm and home.
Youâve not used that word to describe anything for a long time, but it feels right.
Still, you live. Life in the Rebellion keeps you busy. Between meetings and missions and drills, you barely have enough time to eat, or sleep, or think some days. Youâre grateful for that. The people around you are just as engrossed by war, but they donât seem to let it get in the way. Thereâs love and light and laughter and you let it engulf you when you can. Nights spent in the rec rooms on your assigned cruiser, playing games of sabacc or keeping friends steady on barstools at the tiny cantina. People donât stop living, so neither do you. Shara and Kes had married as soon as he was between missions, not long after sheâd held your hand in a death grip at the prospect of her possible pregnancy. And youâre the first to hold their little boy when he comes, a week earlier than expected and furious, screaming into the galaxy. Life is good. But itâs missing something.
You try to live, at least. You freely give out smiles and stories and time, but you can never bring yourself to take it further. They always lean in close and you keep the distance. Break eye contact. You canât do it. Itâs not right. To do that to him. Even through the radio silence, even through the way you feel him just out of reach. Youâre always kind about it, and nobody ever takes it badly, eyes soft as you apologise and tell them youâre spoken for. He hasnât, but you are. Thatâs how itâll always be.
He creeps into your dreams until heâs always there, his arms the only thing you can think of in the moments before you sleep.
Somewhere outside, youâre always outside with him. And thereâs no armour or uniforms or obligations, just you and him and the sky as it turns a soft shade of pink. Heâs not wearing his helmet, something you know as solidly as you know how to fly, but you can never quite stretch up to see his face. You donât mind. You donât mind because in this reality, he loves you. He tells you he loves you, over and over, and thatâs enough. It doesnât last long. The clouds roll in, dark and heavy, and Dinâs warmth disappears from beneath you. Instead, youâre swallowed into the black as Captain Antilles tells you to suit up and move out. You donât know where youâre going, but the weight sitting in the pit of your stomach makes you certain youâre not coming back.
You wake up in a cold sweat, breathing hard, and try to bring your heart rate down. Other pilots in the barracks are fast asleep around you, breathing in unison. Except one.
âYou have a lot of those,â Shara whispers, the rest of the squadron still snoring, âBad dreams, I mean.â
âDid you get a holo today?â You donât want to talk about your dream. The fear still courses through you, it seemed so real. Missions are getting more and more dicey as each side gets more and more desperate, itâs not clear whoâs winning anymore. If anybody. You can count on one hand the number of pilots whoâve come back completely unscathed in the last few months.
âHeâs talking properly now, I swear every time I see him heâs bigger.â Sheâs trying not to cry, and you have the good grace not to mention it. Being away from her son for this long leeches at Sharaâs spirit. Little Poe is safe and happy and being doted on by a relative of Kesâs, far away from the Empireâs reach. But sleep escapes her most nights, replaced by the pain of watching him grow from a distance, and the very real threat that she wonât get to see him grow up at all. You stretch your arm out across the narrow gap between your bunks and find her hand in the darkness. Itâs all either of you have.
âWeâre flying out to the Endor system in 36 hours. The second Death Star is mid-production, not operational, weâll hit it before itâs done.â Thereâs none of the sarcastic warmth youâve come to expect from your team commander over the years, this is it. The final stand. The noise of the cruiserâs hangar fades away as your brain switches to fight mode and you process your orders. The end of the Empire, or the Rebellion. Three possible outcomes: you win and live, you win and die, or you lose and die. The Empire will not leave survivors. Like any good pilot, you pretend that the odds donât scare you.
Youâre going to lose people. Friends, colleagues, strangers will fall, but thatâs the risk you run in the Rebellion. Every single person would lay down their life at a momentâs notice if it meant the chance of success. Youâre the best youâve ever been, a veritable armoury of skills that would make your sixteen year old self faint. If it was down to just you, youâd make it out of any dogfight no doubt about it. You have no fear when youâre in the air. But itâs not just you, is it? Itâs Shara, and Green Squadron, and the Rebellion at large. If any of them go down, thereâs no question that youâll follow.
Youâre fumbling through your pack the moment you realise youâve made it back to the barracks, alone, the solitude is far too rare and youâre not about to waste it worrying. Youâve pressed the talk button and brought the comm up to your mouth before youâve even figured out what you want to say. Hopes that heâll answer, or hear you at all, arenât exactly high. But youâre desperate enough to give it a go.
âIâm going to the inn at Mos Espa. The one from before? Iâll click when Iâm there, if youâre around.â You donât tell him that itâs because youâre pretty sure youâre going to die. And you love him, even if he doesnât know. And youâre selfish, ultimately. You just hope he canât tell youâre trying not to cry.
â-if youâre around.â
Your voice echoes around the cockpit of the Razor Crest, and Din tries to ignore the way it ties his stomach in knots. He misses you, so much more than he thought he would. Itâs like thereâs a space inside him where only you fit, like his lungs threaten to collapse without you.
He should pretend that he didnât get the message, like the way he pretends that he doesnât keep the long-range comm pinned to the control board of the Crest, like the way he pretends he doesnât think about getting in touch with you every second of every day. Itâs the first time heâs heard from you in a while and thereâs a new bounty puck burning a hole in his pocket and he really shouldnât be thinking about going. Except thereâs something in your voice that he canât quite work out. He doesnât want to go so far as to call it fear, but he canât sit there wondering. He canât sit there as if he hasnât missed you.
So, Din powers up the Razor Crest, and locks in the coordinates for Mos Espa.
You hadnât even needed to ask Shara to cover for you, she offered the second the word Mando slipped out. Youâve held her through nights where all she can do is miss Kes, she understands the pain you feel every time you spot the comm in your pack. Youâd asked her once if she thought you were being silly, pining over a man whose face youâve never seen. Sheâd only told you to shut up, that heâs clearly not just some guy you sleep with when the opportunity arises.
âYou donât lose sleep over dick, Lieutenant.â Â
And sheâs right, even if youâre afraid to put any other word to it.
The room hasnât changed, although youâre not sure why some part of you had expected it to. The desk and chair are still in the same place, the bedding still a faded red, even the light in the ceiling has the same tattered lampshade. You stand by the small window, watching peopleâs shadows grow long as the day comes to an end. Still no word, no sign, nothing from Din.
The suns set, and heâs not here. Heâs not coming. You hate how much you want to see him, just once, before you have to leave. Youâre about to curl up on top of the bedcovers and sleep, until two knocks on the door echo loud and clear.
You look rough. Din doesnât want that to be the first thing he thinks about you when he opens the door, but he canât deny it. Your shoulders sag with exhaustion, stress, and thereâs that fear he didnât want to admit to hearing before. Itâs not him youâre afraid of, but somehow he knows you wonât even acknowledge it.
âBeen a while.â Years. Itâs been years and thatâs the first thing he can think of to say?
Heâs here and now you can barely move. You spent so long preparing yourself for him not to show that you have no idea how to react now that he has. It feels like youâre walking through cobwebs.
âYeah, it- it has been.â This is really not how you envisioned this would go. But heâs right, it has been a while. Maybe the more hopeful part of your heart wanted you to just pick up where you left off, but youâre not even exactly sure where that would be.
Din makes the decision for you. He strips his armour slowly, setting it on the desk in the same way he did the last time you stayed here, and never once takes his eyes off of you. You can feel it, like he thinks youâll disappear if he looks away. Maybe you will.
Your jacket is already draped over the back of the chair, the night not yet cold enough to warrant more than your tattered t-shirt. Itâs the one you wear under your flight suit. Youâd left your old blanket on your bed back on the cruiser, you need his scent on this instead. You need to keep him with you when you take to the skies, just in case.
He steps closer to you, helmet still in place, until heâs all you can see. The cold metal presses down firm against your forehead, but itâs not uncomfortable. It feels right. In any other context, it might scare you.
âI need you.â You canât keep the tremble out of your voice, only hoping it makes you sound desperately horny rather than terrified. Your hands knot themselves in the thick fabric of the flight suit over his chest and he just holds you there for a moment. Bare hands skim your back, reaching up underneath your shirt to find your skin. They freeze when he finds a symmetrical set of scars. The marks feel old, settled, but still carry a heat that feels more recent than the ones heâs used to feeling.
âProd, I think the medic said it was. Donât recommend that.â Your half-hearted laugh travels up his fingertips.
Dinâs mind flashes back to years ago, to the crime syndicate he slaughtered, the ones whoâd treated torture like it was dinner and a show. The rebel pilots heâd freed-
âWe had the bantha-prod on the other one yesterday. Oh, the screaming.â
He decides it probably wasnât you, the galaxy is a big place and thereâs more wannabe crime lords than womp rats. The chances of you being the second pilot are slim, and if one group was using bantha-prods on prisoners thereâs no doubt there would be more. Theyâre convenient, easy to get your hands on, and pack a decent punch. He lets his fingers rest on each of the pronged scars for a moment, and leaves it at that.
You keep your forehead pressed to the helmet and let Din strip the layers between you, breaking only when he leans back to lift the old t-shirt over your head and your eyes slip shut against the dim moonlight. You canât see much with them open but you need to feel him, all of him, and you know he trusts you not to look. Your mind is reeling so much that you donât even hear him slip the helmet off, you don't register that heâs bared himself to you as much as youâre bared to him until heâs pressing you down against the threadbare blankets.
Itâs there that you let him consume you, take over every square inch of your skin until you belong to him completely. Just for this isolated moment, as if the war doesnât exist. And you revel in it, you lose yourself and let him guide you through it all. Committing his every touch, every kiss, every breath to your memory. This is what youâll think of when you go down tomorrow. Youâll think of him and the tight feeling in your heart when he kisses you and youâll remember that he took care of you. Even when you canât get your hands to stop shaking.
Youâre in your head, he can tell. But Din knows you, far better than either of you are willing to admit, and he knows you wonât tell him. So he throws everything he is into it. Into this time with you, no idea when heâll get to be with you again. If ever. And for once, the fear for his creed is silent. He pulls you into him until itâs impossible to tell that youâre not one single being. You need this, clearly, and his heart is so firmly in your hands that heâll give it to you. Heâll put everything on hold for you, every time.
Youâre the first one to rise from the bed, barely having caught your breath before youâre rummaging for your clothes on the floor with your eyes still clenched shut, and thatâs when Din knows somethingâs definitely wrong. He can hear your hands shake as you pull your t-shirt back over your head.
âHey,â He leans forward to catch your elbow, but you shrug his fingers away, âWhatâs wrong?â
âI have to get back to base.â Is the only explanation you offer. Din huffs and the sound makes you flinch, too sharp in the dark, as he pulls you back to the scratchy sheets. Your hands find his broad chest and you take a second to focus on his breathing, on the way his ribs expand, until you can find the right words.
âCyarâika.â
âI think Iâm dying tomorrow.â
He says nothing. You donât expect him to. What are you supposed to say when somebody tells you theyâre going to die?
âDin, I-â
He surges up to kiss you, breathing you in and surrounding you until he is all you know. All you ever want to know.
âTell me when you live.â He whispers, pulling his lips away just enough to speak, and hopes youâre tired enough to forget the way you promise as you tuck yourself back into his chest. He canât let you say the words, he knows heâll never leave if you do.
It doesnât take much convincing to get you to stay. A few hours, he says. Heâll wake you up when you need to go, he says. You know he will, heâs never given you a reason not to trust his word. And you let yourself relax into him, curling into his side and wondering what would happen if he didnât wake you up. What if you just stayed here, the two of you in this room, for the rest of forever? Itâs a nice enough thought to clear your mind and let sleep take over.
You wake before he does, hours before the suns are meant to rise and you know itâs time to go. It hurts, to think about leaving Din here in this bed to wake up alone. Like the last time. You hope heâs not too upset with you as you fumble blindly for the rest of your abandoned clothes.
While he has seen far too much cruelty, and been far too kind to you to deserve this, you leave him sleeping. Better for him to wake at dawn and be angry with you than to wake now and convince you not to go. You know he would. Youâve never much believed in the Force, or love for that matter, but every path youâve ever taken has led you straight back to him. Thatâs got to count for something.
But love isnât something you get to have. Youâre not foolish enough to convince yourself that it is. Although, if anything in the galaxy could come close, it would be Din. You leave your heart behind with him, tucked up close beside his in the tangled sheets. Heâll keep it safe, you can trust him, of that youâre certain.
âYou ready?â Sharaâs trying her best to sound upbeat, and you have to hand it to her. Itâs difficult not to feel like this is the end, hers is the first smile youâve seen all day.
âI think we both know the answer to that.â You reply as you tug her into a hug. You squeeze each other almost uncomfortably tightly, but part of you feels like it might be the last chance you get to hold your best friend. Sheâll feel every ounce of love you have for her, even if you crack each otherâs ribs. Your matching dark green flight suits feel far too new, too starched and solid, for the firefight you know is coming.
âYou smell like boy.â She mumbles into your shoulder and you huff out a laugh.
âIâll see you after.â You say when she pulls back. Neither of you are sure youâre right.
But you are. The comms fill with cheers as you watch the second Death Star crumble, the remnants of the fleet around you falling. And you can breathe. Your work, the Rebellionâs work, is far from over but this? This is everything youâve been working towards for years. Itâs hard not to feel relieved for just a moment. You catch Shara as she zips by, following her down to Endorâs surface.
Youâve barely unclipped the safety belts before sheâs wrestling you out of the cockpit and down to the forest floor. You land in a heap of laughter, maybe a few tears, and wait for the adrenaline to settle.
âWe did it!â Sharaâs smile is wider than youâve ever seen it as you clasp her cheeks in your hands and hold her there. Youâre both swept up into somebodyâs arms only a moment later, Kes Dameronâs booming laugh filling your ears, and you let the joy wash over you. Youâve gotten through the worst of it with this, your little found family of rebels, intact. If only it wasnât so glaringly obvious that someone is missing.
Later into the night, you pull yourself away from the party, slipping down a ladder from the treehouses and making your way to the ships. It takes a moment to remember exactly where your A-Wing is, and another to dig around in your pack to find it, but you breathe a sigh of relief as your fingers close around the comm. You take a deep breath, steeling yourself for whatever will come.
âI made it.â
Thereâs a second, a click from the comm, and then another.
Din finally lets the tears fall, and he can breathe again.
As though the man on the other end thought better of what he was going to say. The party still rages above your head, and you try not to let it get to you.
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Far Off Places (CH 3)
Chapter 2, Chapter 3 , Chapter 4
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You woke up in a panic, sitting upright rapidly and crying out in pain. You winced and scrunched your face up, hands shooting up to your arms in a hug. You didnât have any physical wounds, but you could still feel everything from the dream-state. This was the worst by far compared to any other dream youâve had. None of them were as dangerous and harmful as this one, but you knew it had to be done. You tried to envision what the person looked like right before you woke up, but all you could remember was the lime green and concern in whatever the person was saying. That was another anomaly. The people in these kinds of visions would never be able to see you until you interacted with them, essentially NPCâs. So how was it that this one person could see you and talk to you. Out of the hundreds of dreams, this was the first time that this has ever happened. What made them so special?
A rapid, loud banging echoed in the house, and you didnât realize what it was until you heard the door being busted in. Panic set in and you grabbed for your axe next to you, but set it down when you heard Technoâs voice ring out. You called out to give you a moment, prepared yourself quickly, then went downstairs to meet the three males in your doorway, panic evident on their features. âWe heard screaming. What happened?â Techno walked further into the house, hand hovering over the hilt of his sword. âDid someone break in? No one should know where we are, âPhil said, looking around the room in worry. You wrapped your arms around yourself, suddenly aware of how cold it had become. Techno came back and threw a blanket over you, huffing out a âclearâ before standing next to Ranboo. âMaybe you guys could come in and I can explain. Iâm not in danger, so you donât have to worry, but I do have another thing I need to share.â They all looked at you curiously as they followed you to the den to light a fire and get comfy.
âI donât know where the dreams came from or when they really started. I think they were always around, even as a kid. When something memorable happens, whether itâs good or bad, I can relive those moments through dreams. If theyâre bad moments, I can essentially play detective to find what went wrong or find evidence of who did what specific thing. Thatâs what happened last night. The night my kingdom burned down I had no evidence, no clues, no information. Last night, I had one of my⌠Visions? Dreams? Iâm not sure what you would call it. The only downside to these things is that any pain felt in the dream state, I feel in real life. The screaming you heard was probably because I was burning alive last night. The physical damage doesnât stay, so visually Iâm fine, but I still feel my skin stinging and it can last for hours, days, or even weeks.â You pause to let them process everything. âQuestions?â They all shook their heads so you went into further detail.
âSo last night I visited my kingdom as it burned down. I knew I had limited time and also knew the more damage I took, the harder it would be to recover in real life when I woke up. I had to speed run my search, essentially. I didnât find much at all, honestly. I mainly spent the whole night running through flames and tripping over holes where the ground had been blown up. That is⌠Until I saw someone in the distance run past the road I was on. I followed the figure through the streets but ended up losing them. I had way too much happen and the smoke was clogging my lungs and I fell over. I almost passed out but heard rapid footsteps and a muffled voice, and right before I woke up I looked up and all I can remember⌠Is green. The strange thing is, though, is that in every single vision prior to this, the people are NPCâs. They donât interact with me unless I interact with them first. So the fact that whoever this person was could see me and tried to talk to me is⌠Scary? Iâm not sure if I should be worried about that or not. These visions never end up like that. That person is the only person I saw alive and unscathed and also tried to help me.âÂ
âYou said⌠Green?â Ranbooâs voice was laced with concern and he seemed more panicky than he did before. He always seemed on edge, but now he looked downright terrified. It worried you and you nodded hesitantly. âAnd you only ever see people that were at the scene prior to the dreams?â You nodded again and they all looked at each other. âWhat? Whatâs wrong?â Phil scratched the back of his neck and Techno huffed loudly as he got up and left the house. Their responses were concerning, to say the least. âWell,â Phil started. He took a moment. âThe only people we know that are or wear green are Sam⌠And Dream.â You could feel the air stiffen and Ranboo got visibly more upset. âWe try not to talk about the latter, but seeing as youâre new around here and you could be facing something bad, we need to talk about it. Ranboo, if you need to leave, then you can.â He sighed but showed no signs of moving. âNo, if anyone has information to share, itâs me.â Phil nodded and looked at you, Ranboo keeping his eyes on his hands that held the leather bound book he had shown you yesterday.
âWell, for starters, Sam is a prison guard. He also helped build the prison, as well as a lot of the other bigger builds in the main part of our cities. Heâs normally a very neutral sided person, but lately his fears have been clouding his judgement and heâs been⌠Making questionable choices. He let a kid visitor die in the prison with the prisoner.â They both got quiet until Phil cleared his throat. âI mean, the kid, Tommy, was revived⌠By said prisoner⌠But the fact that Sam let it happen in the first place is horrible.â He stopped again and Ranboo sniffled. âSo, who is this prisoner then?â Ranboo looked up at you, malice and hatred clear as day in his two toned eyes. âDream.â You looked at him inquisitively. âBut, if Dream is in prison then how would he be an option for who I saw? These people never show up in my dreams unless they were there at the place I visit. Who is he? Why is he in prison? I have so many questions.âÂ
âAnd we can answer them,â Ranboo stated. All sense of calm he had was completely gone. Just by his body language and the tone in his voice you knew already that what Dream had done to land himself in prison was horrible. âDream is⌠Dream is possibly the worst person you could ever come in contact with. Heâs murdered, stolen, manipulated. The list goes on. Iâm sure you know of the three life rule.â You nod and he continues. âHe took two of Tommyâs lives in wars in our lands. Tommy ended up putting Dream in jail after taking two of his lives. They decided that for some reason we still needed Dream. He said that Dream had⌠Some kind of revive book. Weâve lost a few people very dear to us so Tommy wanted to keep Dream around until they could get the book. Well, Tommy visited Dream in prison not too long ago, and while Tommy was in the cell with Dream explosions started going off and he was put into lockdown for a week. Remember the part where I said Dream was a literal murderer. He killed Tommy. Beat him to death. Then revived him.â He trailed off and you looked at him in shock. âThereâs no way. Absolutely no way! After someone dies the third time thatâs it! How could anyone revive someone?â Ranboo shrugged.Â
âTommy came to us after and⌠Heâs not the same anymore. Something must have happened when he was dead. He was so worried about one of our friends being revived, like genuinely horrified. It takes a lot to scare Tommy but he changed. Dream is to be feared. He-â Ranboo stuttered and got a bit more finicky with his book. Phil looked at him and rubbed his shoulder to try to calm him down. âDream has some sort of control over us. And me I think. Iâm not exactly sure. I go into what I call âenderwalkâ sometimes. I canât remember anything from when it happens but I donât think itâs bad. I write in my journals a record of everything that happens since I lose memories. I also used to⌠Hear Dreamâs voice inside my head. Now that heâs in prison, though, I hear him less⌠But Iâm also going into this enderwalk state more often. Let me say it again, Dream is to be feared.â Ranboo looks up at you, his features looking more sad than before, almost sorry. You notice the scars on his face but decide to say nothing, as to not offend. âSo then, how do you think he could be an option?â Ranboo relaxes slightly, but not all the way.Â
âDream has a counterpart to him. A second personality that we think is what gives him these abilities and all this power. Dream XD. Dream XD is a god, almost. Itâs very possible he could have targeted you, for whatever reason, to enter your mind. Iâm not sure how or why he would target you. You said your journey was three days long, which means you came from at least one hundred miles from here. How he would even know who you are, Iâm not sure of that either. He could have reached out to find someone vulnerable or showing weakness, and that could have been you.â You let out an exasperated sigh and rest your elbows on your knees and put your head in your hands, trying to process all this new information. Phil put his hand on your shoulder, and you allowed the gentle touch to sooth you. âIâm worried about the next time you sleep,â he says quietly. âIf it happens again⌠If you get to meet this person and if it is Dream, be very cautious. We donât know what he wants or why he wants you. Heâs dangerous and manipulative so please be very careful and think about what you want to say to him before you say it. Pick apart his words and donât fall for anything.â You think for a moment and look up at them.Â
âI hate to be like this, but I shouldnât trust any of you either. And thereâs no reason to trust me. Believe me, I want to fully trust you. You all seem so nice. But weâre still strangers. Iâve had my guard up here, too. Why should I trust anything you three have to say anyway?â The room goes quiet and Phil takes his hand back. Ranboo tries to disagree but Phil cuts him off. âNo, Faer is right. You canât trust us, as much as we canât trust you. But you have to at least give us a shot. We can protect you. Techno is⌠A loose canon sometimes, but he means well and if he knows I mean to protect someone, then he protects too. He tried killing Ranboo when he first showed up here, but when he realized I had taken him in, he started protecting him with his own life. He means business.â You nod but stay silent, the only sound in the room being the crackling of the dying fire and dogs barking softly from a distance. Phil gets up from his seat and looks down at Ranboo, who was reading through the book on his lap, quill in hand, completely lost in thought. âRanboo, are we going?â Ranboo doesnât respond, too lost in thought to notice, so you speak up. âItâs ok. He can stay as long as he likes. I made this room as cozy as I could on purpose. I write as well and planned to use this as a sort of getaway.â Phil nods and you walk him to the door where you both say your goodbyes.
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Glaives and Cor dream team! Iâm glad you threw in some OCs, too. It makes the love and the organization seem bigger and more real. Iâm also glad Pelna got to be inner circle - I love him and he doesnât get enough love. I was worried we were gonna have a time limit when you mentioned explosions, so Iâm glad they didnât have that, at least. I also enjoy how you weaved in the backstory with the action; they built together nicely. The salute/dedication broke my heart; he couldnât even speak.(Contâd)
The image of their no mercy charge was terrifying and vindicating. I loved your play on meanings with Nyx being the one who could stop Cor - not by force of battle, but by their relationship. :( I love how you use magic in your work and the armiger (ab)use here is nice; Pelna just shoving a laptop in made me smile even amid all this. I jumped in fear for Cor when the lights blinded him (ambush), and then the reveal was even worse than the summary implied. I wasnât ready! (Contâd)
I like that the tattoos were the id, and that he still had his braids after 4 weeks (4 weeks!! Poor Nyx). The tension and delays in getting to Nyx mixed with Pelnaâs updates felt like a nightmare where youâre running but canât move. And then we finally see poor Nyx. The comment with the gunâs name drives home how present heâs been the whole time, how entwined with Corâs life. *My* heart! I totally called the rescue strategy as soon as Crowe and Lib were talking but it was so satisfying.(contâd)
What *did* Lib say, btw? Then the hallucination/betrayal hurt me. Poor Cor. Poor, poor Nyx. Iâm glad you gave us a lot of denouement bc this one needed it. Everyone got to help and Cor and Nyx got cuddles and the road ahead is long but itâs there. Ah, ah, my heart. Thanks so much for another amazing work. Iâm off to reread it and wallow in the feels some more! âĽď¸âĽď¸âĽď¸
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Pelna most definitely deserves more recognition and love.
I was a little worried about what people would think about the way I included the backstory so I'm really glad you liked it!
The glaives regularly abuse the armiger. There's no doubt about that. If every glaive had to empty their armiger, who knows what would be found XD
I was very mean to Nyx on this one. Four weeks in captivity with those people *shudders*. And Nyx didn't tell them anything when they tried to interrogate him. He revealed absolutely nothing. Probably was a little shit too in the beginning in true Nyx Ulric fashion.
What Lib said is between him and the Terrible Human đ But let's just say that it wasn't anything nice and Terrible Human was terrified.
Cor & Nyx deserve all the cuddles and they will have a lot of time for those during Nyx's recovery. A lot of the glaives will visit Nyx in the hospital and later when he's home, bringing food and everything to make things smoother for them. Libertus and Crowe will also take over their guest room and sofa, just so they can make sure Nyx doesn't do anything stupid and follows doctor's orders.
Thank you so much for all these asks âĽď¸
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Dear Aomi Bakugou Katsuki x Reader
"I've seen you in a dream before, you are the warm and bright presence that embraced me on Cape Kamui a long time ago on a June afternoon."
Shinohara (Y/N) is a normal girl who had everything she could ask for, a loving family, a beautiful home, friends, and a fluffy cat. For a long time, she gave her life and happiness for granted, never imagining that she'll face one of the worst and crueler facades of society so closely, destroying what once was a happy, harmonious and normal family. One day, in hopes to recover what they lost, the Shinohara family took one of the more difficult decisions of their lives; leave behind their home back in Hokkaido and travel hundreds of miles south until Musutafu, the place that could grant them a solution and help close the yet fresh wound and scare away the ghosts of the past. Hardheaded, passionate, and ambitious (Y/N) is forced to confront the incarnated face of the superhuman society that she hated the most; Bakugou Katsuki.
PAIRING: (Bakugou Katsuki x Reader)
GENRE/WARNINGS: Romance, Fluff, Angst, Dark Themes, My poor attempt of humor, Strong language (Courtesy of King Lord Explosion Murder God *********đĽ), Manga Spoilers.
STATUS: On going
Chapter 1: School is a Great Place to Make Enemies
Chapter 2: My Stupid Classmate, The Angry Dandelion
Chapter 3: In Conclusion, This Day Was...
Chapter 4: Welcome to the NeighborhoodÂ
Masterlist \( ̄︜ ̄*\))
âA/N:
OH-EM-GEE-
It's really been a while since I updated this story, I really thought it was a couple of months ago, Iâve been very busy lately and just kept pushing writing for later, and later transformed into 8 months! I had to admit that I also had a huge block with this story, but recently I got a lot of inspiration and energy, chapter 6 is almost ready but editing needs to be done after all. Hopefully this would be a good one! Thereâs more details coming in future chapters and also new characters! I got a thing for OCs recently, I feel they add more personality to the story!
Enjoy!
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5: Aldera Chronicles
âJust a good dayâ That was what you prayed, asked for last night, and what you tried to repeat to yourself to keep calm and serene while you looked desperately for your earphones. As soon as you did, you connected them to your phone and searched for the loudest song you kept in your collection.
âOi! Iâm talking to you dumbface!â Â
The loudest one of all.
After the whole âneighbors fiascoâ you got stuck with Bakugou on your way to school, both of your mothers insisted that you should go to school together at least today, so you could âamend your differences and get closerâ you almost gag at the suggestion, but your mom looked so ecstatic about the idea of you making new friends, after all she hasnât looked that excited in a while, so you could not find yourself saying no to her.
Although you âacceptedâ, that didnât mean that you will stay with him all the way to school, right now you were still in their field of vision, so if you left him behind, they will notice. You were just waiting for the perfect moment, as soon as you made it to the end of the street and turned to the left, you will take that as a cue to hop on your bike and leave him behind eating your dust.
âWhat a shity morning, stuck with this idiot. That friking hag threaten me to change the wifi password if I didnât come and to top it off, she had the fucking nerve to take my phone, fan-fucking-tasticâŚâ Bakugou was right in front of you grumbling angrily and throwing profanities left and right. His anger was more than evident; he was more hunched over than normal; his hands were way deeper in his pockets to the point you thought he could rip them open and his feet were stomping on the ground with such intensity that you could almost feel it vibrate under your own.
Despite the fact that you could not see his face, you could bet your (F/C) post-its that there was an extra deep scowl and curled pouty lips âdecoratingâ his face right now. You tried to distract yourself with your phone and avoid Bakugou as much as possible, it was bad enough to spend more time with him than you already did in school, not to mention that unwanted encounters may become commonplace being next-door neighbors.
You sighted dejected at the thought, you really were kind of excited about moving to a new city, Musutafu was way bigger than Sapporo was, with bigger malls, parks, shops, restaurants and more fun things to do. But sadly for you, Bakugou manage to crush your hopes and expectations as soon as he opened his mouth, hell, even by existing actually.
Your attention was snaped back to reality when the sound of cars passing by and other students came to you. You got on your bike again, getting in front of Bakugou so you could reach the avenue faster, âOi! Donât go in ahead of me dumbshit!â You ignored him as he yelled at you, his words more and more inaudible as you got farther.
After a few minutes you had lost him completely, he probably went the opposite direction to the bus stop or the train station, Aldera was close, but not enough to go walking, you did it there in twenty five minutes with your bike if you took your time, fifteen if you were in a rush, you made sure to verify how long it would take you to get there the days prior that you had to actually go back to school.
You decided to relax and enjoy the view of the city and listen to your favorite songs like the day before. Luckily the Tatooine Station was open, safe and working at its fullest.
âNot a single villain in sight, phew, how good that they managed to clear the area otherwise I would have had toâŚâ Suddenly memories of your crossing trough Dump Beach⢠came to you, that was an experience you were so willing to donât repeat ever again. âI wonder who else from my school had to make a detour like me yesterday, or if someone was involved in the incident⌠those ladies said it was a middle schooler, but itâs quite ambiguous data to make any conclusive statements, there are hundreds of middle schools in Musutafu and the commercial district is in the center, so it could be anyone.â
You stopped in front of a crosswalk, waiting for the light to change. âIâll ask Midoriya if he knows something else, he probably passed by or somethingâ. You had to admit that you were kind of excited about the idea of befriending the green head, even with his nervous, anxious, jumpy and shy personality he gave you a kind and sweet vibe. His insecurity gave away his true nature; his clumsiness, the nervousness, overanalyze everything, the mutter, for some they could be annoying but you found it rather and oddly fascinating, it made him feel real, genuine and honest.
âHeâs almost likeâŚâ
The chirping sound of the traffic light snapped you out of your rampant thoughts announcing that the light had finally turned green. You started off with your bike along the rest of the pedestrians and continued on your way to the school.
The rest of the way to Aldera passed without any hitch, you left your bike locked and took your stuff to walk to the shoe lockers like yesterday, just a few feet ahead you distinguish a very familiar mop of green curly hair. He seemed slightly hunched and deep in thought, probably way too deep in thought to the point that you could see a colorful smeared aura surrounding him and the word mutter coming out of his mouth. And you were not the only one, as you could see the people around walking away, with slightly perturbed expression on their faces. You just took it as a cue to let your presence being known.
âGood morning Midoriya!â You hopped by his side and greeted him enthusiastically. The poor thing almost had a heart attack and jumped out of his own skin as you just scared the shit out of him. He released a muffled scream and seem to calm down a tiny bit to immediately turn the shade of a tomato and babble a greeting.
âG-G-G-G-G-Good mo-morning Shinohara-san! You-You-You caught me by su-surprise.â He squeaked as he covered his face with his arms and his eyes moved erratically to look everywhere but you.
âDid I scare you? Iâm sorry! I guess I let myself go a little bit.â You trailed, resting a palm against your nape.
âOh nonono! Please donât apologize! Y-Y-You were been courteous after all. He whispered breathlessly at the end fidgeting his fingers nervously. âIâŚnobody ever greets me or says good morning, I didn't expect it and that's why I got a little nervous. T-Thatâs all, so donât worry.â His little confession shocked you for a moment, it was really depressing to be honest but it motivated you at the same time.
You beamed confidently at him, âWell Midoriya, I recommend that you get used to it then, because I intend to greet and say goodbye to you every day without fail from now on.â
He looked up at you with a surprised and somewhat puzzled expression, his fingers started to twitch nervously, his countenance became even redder if that was even possible.
âB-B-B-B-B-But Shi-Shinohara-san-!â
âShush, shush, shush! I am not going to put it up for discussion this is how itâll be from now on and it's over.â You placed your hands on your hips, a slight scowl adorning your face to accentuate your mock annoyance. âBesides, who will run away from Bakugou with me after I tell him how much of an asshole he is for the umpteenth time in a row?â
You relaxed your demeanor again, offering him a goofy smile, so he could notice that you weren't even mad to begin with. The poor greenette thought for a smidgen that he made you angry and that worried him profusely. But one glance at you told him that you were being sincere, he was scared that you could be trying to play a prank just to make fun of him as it has already happened to him so many times. that alien feeling of relief and tranquility invaded his chest, apparently the chance encounter he had with his childhood hero had been a good omen and brought him more good things that he could imagine.
His eyes teared up with hope and a squiggly smile adorned his face, he dried his tears with his gakuran sleeve and clenched his fists excitedly.
âSo, what do you think?â you asked eagerly.
âI look forward for it!â
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âDid you see what happened yesterday at the commercial district? It seemed pretty roughâ You commented to Midoriya absentmindedly while you took your uwabaki from your locker. He visibly flinched as he heard your question almost dropping his shoes in the process.
âYe-Yeah, they said that the pro heroes could hardly put up a fight because of the villainâs quirk.â
âRight? Hopefully All Might was nearby, otherwise who knows what would have happen. I wonder if the hostage is ok, I didnât watch the news last night so Iâm not pretty sure what exactly happened. Do you know how it was?
He flinched again and turned his head to you rigidly as you raised an eyebrow at his sudden odd behavior.
âI do-donât know a lot but I read that everything was ok afterwards, the hostage walked out with just a couple of scratches, so thereâs nothing to be concerned about Shinohara-san, itâs pretty nice of you to worry so much, especially since the hostageâŚâ Midoriya looked down and tapped his trembling indexes together; he wanted to tell you something, but didnât know how.
âCome on Midoriya, you already told me the hostage is ok, what can be so bad that you are hesitant to tell me?â You inquired him softly.
âIs nothing bad per se, well, youâll see the hostageâŚâ He paused and looked in all directions to check if anybody was listening. Ok, weird. He got a little closer to you and cupped his mouth with his left hand.
âThe pe-person captured yesterday was-â
Your little hush-hush conversation was interrupted when the metallic sound of a locker being abruptly opened echoed in the sudden silent space. Your ears located the unexpected noise behind you and instinctively you turned to see what had caused such a ruckus.
A couple of lockers from you, a really angry and really frustrated Bakugou appeared right in front of your eyes. You observed how out of the blue everything and everybody seemed to freeze in time, and all eyes were on him. The atmosphere turned tense, every person there watched attentively his every movement, talking with just a glance, some people were whispering among themselves no even taking their eyes off him.
âWhat the hell is happening?â
He took his uwabaki and slammed them on the floor, removed his shoes and buried them unceremoniously in the locker, slamming the door shut. He grumbled, trying fruitlessly to put his uwabaki, cursing that he couldn't put them on as smoothly as he wouldâve liked. He suddenly stopped his movements, acknowledging the unwanted attention he was receiving.
âThe hell are you looking at you fucking losers?! Why donât you mind your own damn business, huh?!â
His voice echoed with fury at the school entrance, despite their obvious fear, nobody moved an inch, all the eyes glued on him. He finished to put on his shoes and stomped further inside. At the corner of his eye he noticed your presence and immediately stared at you, he seemed even more infuriated than before, this clearly soured his mood even further, if that was even possible.
You returned it with one of your own, as intense or more as his, the attention seemed to turn your way as your little staring contest became longer, Midoriya nervously looked between you and him, probably waiting for another showdown to break out, just like yesterday. Everybodyâs breath hitched by the minute, but you didnât back down, your (E/C) eyes met the fiery inferno of his crimson ones, after a couple more seconds he just tsked and stomped away with his hands buried way deep in his pockets.
After he left, the clock started ticking again, everyone took a breath of relief, averted their eyes from his retracting back and continued their lives like always. Midoriyaâs shoulders relaxed significantly at the time that his soul slowly returned to his body. When you noticed him more calmed and focused, decided to address the elephant in the room.
âWhat. The. Heck. Just. Happened?â You whispered bewildered. âWho peed on his cereal? If this is something usual here, Iâll be more than glad to take my bike and go all the way back to Sapporo.â You crossed your arms over your chest and stared irritated at his retracting back.
âWell, now that Captain McTantrum⢠left, what was that you wanted to tell me about yesterdayâs incident?â You asked relaxing your demeanor to something more gentle and friendly. Midoriya flinched slightly and his poise appear suddenly uneasy.
âUm, well, the person-the-the person th-th-that got trapped by the mud villain, tha-tha-that personâŚâ Midoriya tried over and over but it was useless, he couldnât complete a single sentence without stumbling over his own words. Noticing that using his words would be useless, he looked at you in the eyes to then wander his gaze, pointing to something behind him. You started at him completely lost while he kept repeating the same cycle of looking at you and then looking away, urging you to get what he was trying to say, not moving his head once, like he was unsure to look back.
You exanimated what was at his back; just a couple of students walking to their respective classrooms, friends greeting each other, and Bakugou turning to the right at the end of the corridor to go upstairs-
âWait, Bakugou?â
Then it hit you, the awkward silence when he arrived, the unwanted starring, the murmuring, his more than usual foul mood, the outburst, Midoriyaâs reluctance to tell you, he probably though he would get into trouble with him if it reached his ears that stupid Deku was talking shit of him to thief bitch. Everything made sense now. You broke out of your trance and looked at Midoriya âWas Bakugou?-â He eagerly nodded his head, satisfied that you finally understood him.
âOh, I seeâŚâ
âY-YesâŚâ
ââŚâ
ââŚâ
âHOLLY SHIT-â
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With the issue clarified and only five minutes left before the class started you two proceeded to go upstairs as well. Midoriya and you made small talk with some intervals of comfortable silence here and there, soon enough you both reached your classroom, people chatting lively when you opened the door. Midoriya walked in just behind you as you made it to your designated seats.
âIf Iâm not wrong, Math is our first class of the dayâ your mind wandered to other school related topics while you seated at your desk, just as you did the bell ringed and your teacher entered the classroom and started his lesson of the day.
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Midday finally came, which mean it was finally lunch time, you invited Midoriya beforehand to eat with you, he timidly accepted, after a lot of nervous quacking but you could tell he seem excited about the idea. As soon as the bell that announced the so waited lunch break ringed, you proceeded to pack your books and stationery into your bag and take out your bento when your desk was crowded by what it looked like to be all the girls in your class. One of them, a girl with short brown hair and blue eyes was the first to approach you.
âHey Shinohara! Do you want to have lunch with us? We didnât actually have the chance to talk yesterday and we thought it would be nice to know you better.â She spoke.
âYuki-chan is right! Is refreshing to have another girl in the class after almost three years since we are very few, with you we are eight now!â Said another one of them visibly thrilled.
âYou looked so cool yesterday when you confronted Bakugou!â
âI think nobody has managed to do that and live after it, or actually do itâ
âRight?!â
âSo awesome!â
They gave you a really kind and chill vibe, chatting and praising you animatedly. Although they seemed to really enjoy Bakugouâs antics against your green head classmate, well, nobody's perfect, noted. You canât judge the book by its cover, but when you looked at them, itâs impossible to not think aboutâŚ
The offer is almost irresistible.
Almost.
âThat sounds lovely! But Midoriya and I agreed to have lunch together today, so Iâm afraid weâll have to leave it to another time.â You almost cringed at how cutesy and honeyed your voice sounded but they seemed to buy it, until their expressions made a 180. Their faces were shocked and almost offended at the thought of you putting him over their proposal. It was a âare you for real?â reaction over all. You kept smiling at them to emphasize that you were serious, when the girl that talked first tried to dissuade you.
âB-But why donât you eat with us today and leave your lunch with him for tomorrow? Iâm sure Midoriya wonât have a problem, right?â She turned and looked at him just as the rest of the girls did after she, Midoriya flinched nervously holding his bento at the unexpected attention he was receiving. Â
âEhâŚ! IâŚ! Well⌠UmâŚâ
âYou see! Heâs ok with it!â
âHe hasnât even said a thing!â You thought trying to conceal your disbelief. âLetâs put all the beef on the grill thenâ
âOh, I got an idea!â You chimed. âMidoriya! Why donât you join us for lunch too? That way nobody eats alone and we get to know better! Itâs a win-win plan! What do you think?â You were not dumb, although it was true you canât judge anybody by a simple glance, you had a somewhat firm idea of why they were so eager to mingle with you, so you just did what you thought it was necessary to make sure it was not that, and what a better way than with your nerve-wreck of a friend.
âWhat a better way to know someoneâs character than by the way they treat others?â Â
The poor guy looked like he was about to have a seizure and your classmates were not any better; they looked at you even more astonished than before, and you could swear that they started to sweat. Suddenly they look to be hesitant, even the more insistent one. They looked at you, at each other and then at Midoriya.
âI-I think you are right, it wasnât very nice to insist after you already had plans withâŚMidoriya, I guess we can leave it for another day.â The others seem to agree, a bit crestfallen but relieved nonetheless.
âI knew itâŚâ
They shortly left after that; you kept your friendly smile until they finally disappeared behind the door, when they were out of your view completely you let your smile fall and collected your lunch from your desk. You marched to the door, but stopped midway when you noticed that certain someone was still standing lost in his own world, mumbling nonsense as usual.
âMidoriyaâ You called him, he seemed to have got out of his trance and looked at you eyewided, confused and bewildered.
âHuh?â
âAre you coming or what?â You said smiling.
He stared at you genuinely surprised, but he swiftly shook his head and walked towards you.
âYes!â
âA-Are we going to eat outside?â he asked curiously.
âI mean, itâs a beautiful day the temperature is perfect and this would actually be the first time ever that I had the chance to be outside in early April without freezing my butt. Do you have any place in mind?â
âNo, I-I always eat by myself, so I prefer to stay in the classroomâ He answered somewhat ashamed.
âIts ok, I know the perfect place.â
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Fundy Dream SMP Chaos 01 APR 21
Delayed Liveblogging Part 1/1
Iâm late cause I was on Wills stream.
He was laughing and complaining about not being able to burn things.
Heâs happy he made a thing.
Oh no. Why is he tnting the castle and arsoning?
Why is Fundy causing problems on purpose?
Fundy honey please donât break the holy land.
Oh itâs supposedly a fake server.
I need to read chat more to learn what is happening.
I guess I trust chat with fake smp?
OH WAIT! Itâs April first!
I expected Fundy to prank us but Iâm honestly too stupid for my own good sometimes.
Alright install hacks. Letâs go.
Chat has been burned before today.
Just casually looking at the reach mods.
The reason I donât trust this is be a fake server is because he was on the real server earlier.
Fundy honestly might just be trying problems on purpose and it wouldnât surprise me.
Sneaking under the half door! Oh wait never mind.
Oh no. Not memory dream stuff. Please your chat will cry.
Arson the Tommy house.
Arson the trees.
Oh an awesome old house.
Ah yes more tnt.
Fox boy has had quite the explosion obsession lately.
Upwards MLG. So talented.
I still donât trust this not to be real. Because Fundy very well might explode things.
My dog is laying on my foot.
Lots of explosions.
Making more tnt nice.
Fundy gets banned arc! Letâs goooo.
Ok I want to see Fundy make this shot.
Explosion hour!
You can do it!
Chat is so divided between encouraging chaos and desperately hoping this is an April fools prank.
Itâs still April first over there isnât it?
1000% cannon
I love how Fundy understands that people do what they are told not to. So he tells them not to prime.
So close.
Come on! Explosion!
FOR THE PRIMES!
Yesssss!!!
MLG Fire. All the talent of this man.
I was so excited for PokĂŠmon cards. But no face cam.
Wait donât do PokĂŠmon cards. We canât see. đ˘
Ah yes, PokĂŠmon card asmr...
I wish I could see the cards. I love PokĂŠmon cards.
I donât know what some of these PokĂŠmon he is vaguely describing are.
Oh wait! What was the last one???
Oooo what is it? What is it?
Rainbow glitter doesnât limit it.
I could not understand that name. I canât tell if itâs good.
Also Fundy. Time to look at this card.
Quit retaking the picture and just post it.
I swear he is enjoying toying with us.
Weâre being shot while heâs trying to take a picture.
Ok time to check the bird site.
I have replied to the tweet with the requested phrase.
I donât believe itâs worth a lot but itâs pretty.
Finally weâre done being stabbed by the skeleton.
Skeleton coming into close shot range.
Please donât drown sir.
Heâs cominâ
Anyway back to causing problems.
Or you know back on memory lane...
Oh wait nevermind. Problems on purpose.
Really cool idea?
Another lovely ranged shot.
Aww. Didnât quite make it.
Again didnât quite make it.
Lazy way now.
âEekâ -Fundy
Thatâs one way to get revenge.
Chat keeping on calling for the death of Michael.
Casually sneaking into creative cause heâs out of tnt.
Tnt balloon launcher!
Oh Fundy planning on causing trouble at the other prison.
Tnt launcher letâs go.
Oh a being donated 100 lovely.
They deserve to have a tnt launcher named after them.
The chests being full has me suspicious but I still doubt the boy is truly causing problems on purpose.
Tnt launcher did not work.
L the streamer.
Oh Niki is going live on the smp. I suppose thatâs one way we can find out if itâs the true smp.
Off they went. But itâs not accurate.
Weâre just working with Fundy to cause trouble.
Nope. He just canât do it.
Wow heâs flying like magic! (And covering that with tnt)
Making homemaker a bigger target isnât going to work.
Heâs gathering so many arrows.
Not a single one hit. Awesome looking but a lovely failure.
I tried to check on Nikis stream but the only thing that happened is I had to watch an ad to get back to Fundy.
Also Niki was hosting Minx. I missed her.
Awesome explosion Fundy.
Ah. Auto build.
Oh we auto built a bunch of signs. And none of them have the message.
Fungi grave. With diamonds. Lovely.
I am enjoying this even if I know better.
Ah. A lovely pile of tnt.
Poof!
Someone should have let Fundy have tnt sooner.
Casual flight.
I always love the music on Fundyâs streams. Just That lovely nostalgia.
Just piles of tnt by the hotel.
Chat is so panicked.
I donât think most of them know itâs April first.
Oooo are we gambling?
Nope not gambling. But it did work gorgeously.
Iâm not a griefing kind of person, but this does my heart good.
Enjoying problems.
âOh whatâs this placeâ adds tnt âgoneâ -Fundy
Come on chat people. Just encourage him. Quit saying check the date and that itâs a fake server. Just role with it.
Oh that was a very pretty explosion.
Exploded early but it worked (stupid egg bits)
A gorgeous sideways explosion.
We still arenât destroying... oh wait. We are exploding. No sign.
No escape. But he survived. And the prime bell is still safe.
Castle explosion time.
Iâm kinda sad about the castle Iâll admit. But Iâll still up for a good explosion.
Made the lil house and now he explodes things.
Chat blowing up the rainbow castle isnât homophobic. Hush.
Oooo shaders. Thatâll look pretty.
Cant wait to see the pretty screenshots the artists use.
Probably a back up. Weâll see.
Oh Iâm also a bit sad about the museum. But you know. If we gotta explode things we gotta explode things.
I canât wait to see the shaders with this.
Struggling to explosions.
Oh pretty. And the hotdog survives!!!
Cinematic. Beautiful.
Donos playing along saying heâll be banned. Or donos just confused.
This boy truly pretending he hacked his way into creative on the smp.
Ok that was a pretty cinematic shot.
Holo mellons
Sniff raid! Lovely!
Also the person telling them to check out foolishâs stream. Hush. Let us worry people.
Oh did Fundy build the funky cube thing? I doubt but still.
Prison time.
Oh got to get the skeppy and bad house
And whatever that pit building is.
Everyone still talking about how it ainât real. Quit it yâall. Come on. Join the joke.
Our dearest mods trying to keep everyone from spoiling it.
The prison is a really pretty build. And it does look explodable.
Explode the prison. Yes and 5up is hot is what are winning.
The noâs canât catch up. Itâs fire time.
You can tell the prank has failed, but itâs still good for the heart to see it explode. It is still a game after all as emotionally attached as we have gotten to it.
A small thing. A small explosive thing.
Everyone changing lag already.
Everyone already ready to fight Fundy if he were to blow up Michael.
Button time.
Oh we even have the cool undertake music.
And the cannon didnât reach.
Auto build plus lots of tnt.
This is the grand finale of the prank I believe.
I might to go foolish after this. Get some chaotic building man.
Prime bell!!!
Poof and pop.
Oh that was pretty.
Wait... inner wall...
Well. Lore people take your notes on prison construction.
This knowledge will help you on your quest later.
Prison couldnât even be broken by a fox with a tnt canon.
Phil Raid! Hooray!
Please be a real raid. I want the extra half hour of chaos.
Even though the fox should be yelled at to go to sleep.
Oh. Was it a real Phil raid? I half expected it not to be.
The chat is both confused and chilling.
You get that hype train rich people.
Walking around trying to pretend we havenât been blowing everything up.
Casually walking around showing off his destruction.
Itâs not even April first over theee anymore is it?
Ah. Yeah it is April fools joke.
Ah. Is Fundy actually coming clean about his stuff.
Ah no. Heâs continuing to pretend nothing is happening.
Lots of tnt.
Gorgeous. Magnificent. Fantastic.
I love tnt particles for whatever reason. They always look so good.
That actually did a lot.
Yes join the fox discord! Yes follow the fox Twitter! Iâve already done both. I donât really check either but still.
Showing off his explosions.
Oh weâre doing a reenactment.
Letâs gooo.
Lâmanhole v. 3 (4?)
Lots of tnt. Always good.
Oh. Oh no. Itâs lagging bad.
The tnt. Isnât going.
Ah now the true lag.
âCool guys donât have the frames to look at explosionsâ -Fundy
That was a good explosion. How deep did it go? No very probably.
TNT parkour! We love it!
That didnât work but that was a nice explosion. Plenty of bedrock.
Good job with the hype train rich people.
We enjoy our streamer causing problems.
And the sign has changed again. You know the one. âYou heart...â
Trying to fill the orb thing with tnt.
That was a very contained explosion.
Good explosion time.
Ok. Weâre talking concrete replacement.
Blood vines exploding this early again.
Casually exploding the tiny Eret.
Everyone convincing him not to blow up the tiny Eret.
I love how those who watch one watch the other.
Lâmanburg yeah explode it. Eret? No.
Oh wait donât look at the spoilers.
Secret Base Here.
Ahh. Blowing up his tower as well.
Nevermind. We like the tower.
Reasons. Mhm. Didnât plan on that when he set this up. (In relation to snowchester)
Boyâs tnt penmanship is like that of a toddler.
Great explosions.
Oh weâre poofing the Targay next.
I love the two types of people. People like me, playing along, and the people who are panicking and praying itâs a copy.
Love the mods telling everyone itâs real.
Aww he died.
Itâs ok. We respawned.
Defiantly cannon.
We donât want it to be? Thatâs worrying for future lore.
But weâre not talking future lore. Weâre doing therapy explosions.
Oh an ad. I didnât get it. I wonât complain.
All the levels gone so sad. Not like they can spontaneously appear.
No. We arenât going to snowchester. Too far away.
Where is the next level?
Random fire arrows???
Yes we are question marking.
Coder boy? Minecraft commands?
Run command?
Execute command?
Heâs typing. I understand none of it.
Oh itâs peaceful.
There it goes.
Withers our favorite thing
Withers and chickens.
Oh. We stuck. We lagging bad.
Let me join the L group really fast.
The game crashed and now heâs trying again.
Wait all the damage reset?
Oh wait no weâre on the real smp now arenât we!
Maybe not... weâll see.
It never saved?
And here is the April Fools reveal.
Oh hooray sub goal and piano tunes!
Oh American roadtrip by Fundy!
Thatâll be fun! Itâll be fun to see the vlogs and the like!
Raise that sub goal! Get that fun adventure!
Itâll be a month but itâll be fun!
Ah he is telling them it was a real April fools steam.
But this is a cool idea! I hope the boy gets to come here on an adventure.
Why do many New York and New Jersey people? Also hooray 5up!
I hit the text block limit. Good song time! Banger tune time! Oh thatâs neat! FundyJam! Another? I could make a part 2 to this instead of cramming, but thatâs too much work. GOOD SONG GOOD STREAM! I love Fundy streams so much. Very therapeutic explosions. And the raid went through. 15TH FOR MAIN CHANNEL VIDEO!!!!
#fundy#april first#dream smp#kinda ish#itâs close enough#delayed liveblogging#spoilers#Fundy spoilers
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i uh. realized people follow me now because of uh. youâre human tonight on ao3 asdjgfs
i have content!! behind the scenes content as promised. i do outlines for my fics as a general rule of thumb just because i personally canât write things to a satisfying finish if i donât Do That, and so - here are my chapter/plot outlines for youâre human tonight ^^ (i have no idea if this is interesting content or not i thought iâd put it out there because i think outlines are kinda fun hhhh)
chap 1 fundy
subtitle: an inkling
fundy makes an iron golem gone wrong, dream makes it go boom
chap 2 purpled
subtitle: uh oh social interaction
purpled shelters a fugitive, gets his house explosion-proofed as thanks
this is probably gonna be the only chapter with a funny title hh oh well
update: itâs not and iâm pleased with myself for branching out with my dry humor
chap 3 sapnap
subtitle: dust to dust
sapnapâs dying via wither effect, and he knows respawnâs around the corner but goddamn if it doesnât hurt til then. dream skids in around the nether fortress corner, drops all his weapons cradles sapnapâs head in his hands, has always taken death much harder than anyone sapnapâs ever met. at the last few seconds, when death creeps up like a shroud, dream starts to hum to him hoarsely, pressing his forehead to sapnapâs, and in the final moments sapnap doesnât hurt at all. the last thing he hears is dream whimpering. he visits dreamâs bunker the next day, knocks on the door over and over, but thereâs no sign of life there. sapnap shrugs, bites his lip out of guilt for forcing dream to sit there watching him die (if temporarily), and moves on.
the chapter that introduces dreamâs primary ability of soothing hurts. put a lot of emphasis on the fact that sapnap ached up until the moment dream started humming, because for dream to do that is pretty frivolous considering once sapnap died heâd respawn and the hurt would just disappear but dream wanted sapnap to have a peaceful last few seconds. emphasize how abnormal it is that withering stops hurting.Â
chap 4 ponk
subtitle: beaches dry of sugarcane
dream visits ponk after george burns down the first tree. when ponk arrives to the second tree to move in, he realized dream made the tree flourish, grow healthier and bigger.Â
chap 5 sam
subtitle: fuck this shit iâm out (edit: the official subtitle is âoh god oh fuckâ, i changed it last-minute)
dream picks samâs brain for manhunt strategies while the latter is mining for redstone. sam stumbles upon a spawner and reels back, trips, nearly misses the moment dream sweeps him behind him and his eyes flash beneath the mask and when sam gets back up, dazed, thereâs nothing but the splay of cobwebs all over the walls.Â
chap 6 punz
subtitle: lines drawn
in an unrelated skirmish, punz drives his sword up to the hilt in dreamâs chest, relying on respawn for dream to not feel any pain and for punz to get paid. dream doesnât die. this is understandably alarming.Â
can we get some funnies in chap? just a few laughs?? a lil funny for mr luke punz man?
can we get some panicky dry humor for real tho because punz strikes me as someone who copes with morbid humor and dream spluttering up blood is def a situation that punz would not know how to deal with
chap 7 wilbur
subtitle: so about that date
wilbur makes platonic moves on dream while dream fake texts his fiance under the table. wilbur also accidentally vents to dream about his little brother tommy and how afraid he is that tommy will get himself hurt for how reckless he is. dream siphons some of his anxiety from him, smiles as they depart from one another. wilbur notes that dream is shaking when they leave.Â
chap 8 skeppy
subtitle: get wrecked noob
dream walks skeppy through some pvp. when skeppy demands a rematch w tommy and gets a lil stage fright kinda sorta thing, dream siphons his anxiety and his nerves and goes full soccer mom with bad and skeppy loses 5-2 but like!! he won!! against tommyinnit!! HH
is there any mental image nearly as powerful as dream wastaken, the soccer mom
chap 9 jack
subtitle: mandatory volunteering
after tommy goes on another one of his destructive rampages lmao, dream enlists jack, newest-comer, to help him rebuild stuff bc underclassmen have to do whatever upperclassmen tell them to do thems just the rules. after rebuilding a statue near the community house, dream pats it fondly, and when tommy sneaks back to set in on fire for shits and giggles, he finds that itâs fuckin fireproofed AGAIN
rebuild efforts, i promised monuments rebuilt so thats what theyre gonna fuckin Get
chap 10 antfrost
subtitle: twist the knife
ant on what ends up being an unpublicized manhunt: dream stops the manhunt because heâs triggered a raid and by the time the hunters get there, alarmed by the screaming and the fire and dreamâs unresponsiveness, the villagers are all dead and there are raider corpses everywhere and dream is lying near the bell on his side, whimpering. (what the hunters donât know - dream tried to fight off the raid but was overwhelmed and witnessed the village get slaughtered, he took the pain of the villagers that werenât dead but were dying.)
segment: Thereâs a reason they do the manhunts, and itâs not just for them to horse around and try to kill one another for a few days. Antfrost is the newcomer but heâs always been good at reading people and from the outset he knew that Dream was someone filled to the brim with the restlessness that characterizes humans, that never-settling wanderlust, and his brain works too fast for the rest of his body sometimes, and he just needs an outlet. Itâs part of why he eggs Tommy on in their little war games, why he holds onto those discs even though he doesnât need them, why he gets that delighted look on his face when someone tells him that Tommyâs griefed them or stolen from them or otherwise ruined their morning. Antfrost thinks the only times heâs ever really seen Dream silent, Dream waiting, Dream unmoving, are when Dream isÂ
chap 11 karl
subtitle: head in the shallows
karl, sapnap, george, and dream have a sleepover after mcc 11. karl, nearest to dream, wakes up when dream starts tossing and turning from a nightmare. when he tries to shake dream awake, dreamâs eyes fly open and he slams his fist into the wall behind him and the earth, the literal earth, the entire slab of it, shudders like an earthquake. sapnap and george sleep like the dead, so itâs just karl and dream staring at one another. finally karl asks, concerned, âdo you want some tea or water or anything?â
chap 12 hbomb
subtitle: a maidâs burden
âi want to dress up as a maid for fundy,â says hbomb with false bravado. fundyâs fiance levels a very impassive look at him for an awkward minute or two and just when hbomb thinks heâs misread dream and fundyâs relationship dream says âiâll get you a wigâ and the entire chapter is just dream idly twisting the fabric of reality to get hbomb the items he needs to put the outfit together
pranks, i promised pranks, theyre gonna get pranks
chap 13 alyssa
subtitle: message in a bottle (edit: official subtitle is âship in a bottleâ)
alyssaâs leaving, at least temporarily.Â
alyssa tells dream itâs getting dangerous on his server, doesnât relish the expression that brings to his face, but he holds her hands and nods and bids her safe journey. when alyssa returns, running for something (later weâll learn she had heard that dream was bad, that he might be dying), she finds that her house is completely inaccessible by everyone save her, placed in complete stasis by someone.Â
start of the chapters leading up to festival arc. build unresolved tension in this one.Â
chap 14 niki
subtitle: life doesnât discriminate
wilbur and tommy are relentless, they waste no time; niki is willing to wait for it.Â
the night before the duel, she goes to dream and holds a sword to his throat and demands he call it off, even though she knows itâll mean little because of respawn, tells him she wonât stop hunting him down until he gives up lâmanberg. dream smiles a little sadly and pats her hand and her fright, her rage, it simmers back down, and the anger that had swarmed her and made dream out to be the devil dies down until itâs just her friend, who was playing along with tommy til it got serious and he got cocky, whoâs just as in over his head as she is, and maybe nikiâs soft but she likes that about herself, that sheâs always the first to forgive. niki is looking at the healing cut on dreamâs neck, uncovered by any bandages, when dream shoots tommy, a clean shot that causes no suffering.
a long chapter, probably. i think at some point in this i want to mention nikiâs respect for dream for apologizing during the first pet war, for not letting things get any bigger until fundy came back. some parallels can be drawn here - that dream let the fire die down in the initial stages of the pet war, that dream wonât let go of the lâmanberg war now, and it occurs to niki that she doesnât know dream nearly as well as she thinks she does if she expected him to act exactly the way he did during the pet war. sheâs got what sheâs wanted - dreamâs remorse, proof of dreamâs humanity - even though itâs not in the form niki wanted it.Â
chap 15 eret
subtitle: crown of thorns
the king in name only consults with the true leader.Â
theyâre both upset about pogtopiaâs exile, eret arguably more so because they think their early betrayal of lâmanberg somehow butterfly-effected into the current dumpster fire, and as they talk eret works themself into a full panic attack reflecting on things that were, things that couldâve been - and the tide washes out all of a sudden, and eretâs left with the same looming hollowness theyâd been feeling before, no dregs of the panic, theyâve never had a panic attack that left them feeling normal after - but dream is now wheezing like heâs about to die and eret immediately walks him through the panic attack, levelheaded even as theyâre confused out of their mind.Â
chap 16 quackity
subtitle: water to blood
quackity is a snake in the grass.Â
quackity at schlattâs side during the few weeks of his presidency. he knows schlatt from before, has been his friend, so he knows when his friend is acting off. the cynical, straight-faced humor is still there, his completely bland delivery and brazen showmanship, but itâs twisted to the left somehow, to make it so that those qualities that make up his friend have rotted, hurt people. quackity eventually goes to dream after schlatt first overdoses with a lot of questions, maybe even to confess that his allegiance has begun to shift because he canât go to pogtopia and he canât go to schlatt - and dream just gives him a long, sad look before lightly patting quackityâs shoulder and says âi canât guarantee anything - just that youâll be safeâ and shooing him off and as quackity heads back to manberg he realises all the hostile mobs are avoiding him like the fucking plague.Â
itâs big q!!!! fattest ass in the cabinet!!!!! pog!!!
fun fact this chapterâs subtitle was almost âchekhovâs gunâ until november fucking 16th of 2020
chap 17 tommy
subtitle: most disputes die and no one shoots
tommy learns how a legacy dies.
a compendium of tommy watching the madness consume wilbur. it needs to be emphasized in this chapter that wilbur becomes an entirely different person when theyâre ejected from manberg, that he becomes obsessed with the legacy heâs created and watching it crumble is what twists him; when dream gives tommy his crossbow, tommy, out of desperation and a need to have an older sibling again, asks whatâs wrong with wilbur; dreamâs face hardens and he asks tommy to take dream to wilbur. itâs a terse meeting, the only one they have before techno and before wilbur completely loses it and demands the tnt; wilbur says a lot of things tommy doesnât understand (itâs complex mythological jargon hinting at dreamâs status as a god but could be misconstrued to refer to dreamâs status as simply the world owner) and at one point wilbur sneers, âare you trying to play god, dream?â and dream lurches forward and grabs wilbur by the wrist, and thereâs a completely silent moment where tommy feels the air suck out of his lungs and thereâs an off buzzing in his ears and he fancies he hears something that sounds, just a bit, like dream, whispering desperately wilbur wilbur wilbur itâs me itâs me listen listen listen then a shrieking, acrid wave of no and tommy reels back and when he looks up dream has staggered back, his hand to his mouth, blood dripping from somewhere beneath his mask, sounding like heâs gagging or maybe heâs sobbing, as wilbur shrieks in a voice that is entirely not his âget out get out if i canât have lâmanberg...â and tommy understands, finally, as dream sprints out. thatâs not wilbur.
a distinction needs to be made perfectly clear in this chapter, as with schlattâs chapter: itâs not them. theyâve been twisted out of control by something bigger than them, something that wants to toy with the young god running an oasis of peace for his people. it doesnât need to be outright said in this fic; in another we can delve into the madness and who did it and why. for now, just make it clear itâs not explicitly anyoneâs fault.
chap 18 techno
subtitle: colosseum
dream had to let techno in first, you know.Â
techno and dream have interacted often - the duel, the championships, theyâre friends more than acquaintances now. but techno was called in by someone wearing his brotherâs face that he honestly doesnât recognize from his voice and when he arrives at spawn, before tommy fetches him, he sees dream sitting cross legged waiting for him and they talk about the situation, dream giving techno a quick brief. when tommy comes, crying âtechno, this way, this way to pogtopiaâ, and crossbow bolts are being fired at techno, dream gives him a lil wave goodbye (or what techno thinks is a lil wave goodbye but what actually turns out to be putting a swiftness effect on him).
âthatâs not my brother, dream,â says techno, and dreamâs mouth wobbles and he says, hoarse, âi know.â
techno Suspects, but only knows that dream has world-manipulating powers and thus standard minor god powers. he doesnât let dream know he suspects.Â
chap 19 bad
subtitle: run devil run
bad trusts dream, perhaps against his better judgement.Â
dream comes to visit bad and skeppy on neutral grounds in the interim leading up to the festival that everyone on the server is side-eyeing and side-stepping. bad considers his friend and the owner of the world as he gives dream an impromptu tour through the escape route he and skeppy have dug out, wonders with a little reproach how dream could let things get to this point, then, soft, gentle as always, acknowledges that dream is only human kindly. when he says that, though, dreamâs face crumples, as though those words hurt him more than any criticism badâs given him in the time heâs known him, as though bad had driven a blade into his heart, and bad doesnât understand but he lets dream run away from that. when a small flock of creepers explode over the tunnel the night before the festival and bad grumbles that he has to fix it, he learns dream left him with a fortified escape tunnel.
a/n: iâm sure the irony isnât lost on you.
chap 20 tubbo
subtitle: cadmean victory
what say the sacrificial lamb?
tubbo is coming to terms with the fact that he might not make it out of office in one piece and itâs not his first time respawning but the older members of the server always, always did their best to shield the younger ones from death. he runs into dream by complete coincidence while heâs avoiding pogtopia (mostly wilbur) and manberg (mostly schlatt), caught between two strangers wearing his friendsâ faces. he looks at dream, who looks back at him impassively, and tubbo starts to cry, because it finally hits him that even with his death and respawn nothing will be fixed, nothing can change, the poisonâs run too deep into the veins of dreamâs beautiful little world and now nothing can be right anymore and it feels like heâs shattering into tiny, aching shards - and then dream kneels before him, takes his hands, presses his forehead to them, sighs like his heartâs breaking, and tubbo feels a small calm thread back into him as dream stands abruptly, jittery. dream, with hands that shake, grips tubboâs shoulder, hovers for a second, then his head jerks up and he bolts into the forest, clambering up a tree with admirable ease and disappearing away into the leaves as schlatt suddenly emerges from the bushes nearby with a joyous, plastic âhey! tubbo!â
chap 21 george
subtitle: lantern burns low
a moment in the night; george is visited by a specter.Â
dream comes, pale, and asks george if there is anything wrong, is everything okay with you? takes georgeâs caught-off-guard face in his hands and says george george george, are you - and george catches a glimpse of dreamâs powers (is he safe safe does he hurt no but fear but anxiety there are dregs hush now quiet now he is safe all quiet quiet quiet heâs safe) and he says, stricken even as the constant thrum of nervous energy heâd kept with him fades out, âdream what was that,â and dream presses his hands to his mask where his eyes are and says, despairingly, âthey donât get to have you too,â and staggers back out.Â
george is the first person dream overtly âcomes outâ to. this is also why george doesnât see dream til the festival.Â
chap 22 schlatt
subtitle: the empty throne
dream visits schlatt in his office.Â
schlatt, possessed by madness, has no idea what heâs saying but it feels right, itâs exactly right, everything is in his hands, and when dream approaches, his hands facing up, is he there is he there yes yes yes tainted polluted this is twisted this is madness madness madness dream reels back, shaking, and schlatt leans in and leers, not even knowing what heâs saying, âyou canât even fix it, young god,â and relishes the way all the color drains from dreamâs face.
=)
chap 23 dream (edit: this monster ended up being split into three for pacing purposes and also if i left it together it was gonna be. h. 14K WORDS. also the drama of a cliffhanger at what most people thought was going to be the last chapter was too good to pass up donât @ me
subtitle: do you feel like a young god?
running, running, running again
finale!! dream takes everyoneâs old hurts into himself, takes the madness from schlatt and wilbur, promptly passes the hell out because no one should be doing that, wakes up, gets the shit hugged out of him, and explains a little, and gets told that heâs loved over and over.Â
i uh! take questions! i like talking about this story, thereâs a lot i still want to show, and even apart from that i just really love mcyt haha
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Gravity (Bakugou x OC)
Part 10: Declaration of War
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Masterlist II AO3
Bakugou x Vigilante!OC
Warnings: angst, explicit language, violence
Word count: Â 2146
Genre: enemies to lovers ; angst ; romance, slow burn
When a new student makes an entrance, Bakugou has a real bad feeling. There is something about this girl that just doesnt feel right. From the flaming hair to the calculating glint in her green eyes, everything about her just pisses him off.
Little does he know that his fate is intertwined with the person he despises so much, defining his future path in a way he would have never expected
Lunch break was a fucking nightmare. Artemis couldn't remember when sheâd last felt so goddamn tired. Her head pounded to the point where it became increasingly hard to stay focused, despite having had not one but three cans of energy drinks in the morning alone.
Her mood was getting worse, too. People just wouldn't leave her alone. Her classmates swarmed around her constantly. When the lunch bell rang, Iida, Uraraka and Midoriya dragged her along to the cafeteria in what turned out to be an attempt to make sure she ate healthily, forcing her to eat every single vegetable they piled on her plate, despite her having clearly stated how much she hated them.
Whenever she went to the bathroom, there was always at least one girl from the class accompanying her, assaulting her with friendly chatter as if theyâd been friends for years.
It was truly puzzling, and Artemis wasnât sure if she was comfortable with it.
By the time the last period finished, sheâd had enough. She just wanted to go home. At least there, sheâd have the peace and quiet she so desperately wanted.
The moment the school bell rang, Artemis packed her belongings into her bag and shot out of her seat.
âWhat the heck are you all doing here?â she heard Uraraka say loudly. Â The tone of her voice told Artemis something wasn't quite right.
She looked up to see a big crowd of students sheâd never seen before standing in front of the classroom door. Not only were they blocking the exit, but their stares were a little too curious for her liking.
This day just wasnât going to get any better, was it?
âDo you students have some sort of business with our class?â Iida asked in his best diplomatic student rep voice.
âWhy are you blocking our doorway? I won't let you hold us hostage!â Mineta shrieked so loudly it rang in Artemisâs ears.
With a frustrated groan, she slung her bag over her shoulder and stepped closer. Something told her that this had something to do with the USJ incident. According to her classmates, the whole debacle had caused a huge media storm. Not that she was surprised. After all, UA was the school for young heroes in the country and the villain attack was a big tarnish on their name.
Artemis had no desire to be part of this spectacle. She prepared to march her arse through the crowd, pushing people aside if she had to. She just wanted to go home. Enough was enough.
âTheyâre scouting out the competition, you idiots,â Bakugou growled as he made his way past Artemis. âWeâre the class that survived a real villain attack.â
For a split second, his eyes lingered on her as if there were something else he wanted to say, but then he changed his mind. He stood in front of the crowd with a posture that said, âIâm ready to brawlâ.
âThey want to see what a future pro looks like,â he continued, narrowing his eyes. âNow move it, extras!â
âYou can't call people âextrasâ just because you don't know who they are!â Iida piped up, horrified.
Artemis had to bite back a laugh. That sounded more like the Bakugou she knew: ready to start shit, not giving a damn about what anyone else thought. In a way, she shared that sentiment, though she knew better than to make the whole school her enemy. But maybe that was because she actually possessed some form of common sense.
âSo, this is class 1A? I heard you guys were impressive, but you just sound like an arse.â A rather tall boy emerged from the crowd. âIs everyone in the hero course delusional, or is it just you?â
A soft snort escaped Artemis at his words. The look Bakugou gave her only made her laughing worse.
What? she mouthed at him. After all, the person was telling the truth. It was hardly a secret that Katsuki Bakugou was, in fact, an arse.
The small vein at Bakugou's temple started to throb, a telltale sign that his patience was running out.
âHow sad to come here and just find a bunch of egomaniacs,â the unfamiliar boy continued, his voice dripping with contempt. âI wanted to be in the hero course, but like many others here, I was forced to choose a different track. Such is life. I didn't cut it the first time around, but I have another chance. If any of us do well in the sports festival, the teacher can decide to transfer us to the hero course, and theyâll have to transfer people out to make room.â
The more he spoke, the more Artemis realised that the contempt sheâd first picked up on was actually closer to jealousy. If what he was saying was true, none of their places in this class were safe. That was an interesting concept. Survival of the fittest. Despite the harshness of the policy, she supposed it ensured that every student gave one hundred percent at all times. It also allowed the school to weed out who wasnât fit for the job or just not willing to put in the work. She gave Mineta a side glance.
The boy looked over her classmates and scoffed. âScouting the competition, you say? Maybe some of my peers are, but Iâm here to let you know that if you don't bring your very best, I'll steal your spot right from under you. Consider this a declaration of war.â
Artemis rolled her eyes. Judging by Bakugouâs hot-headedness and the provocative look on the other guyâs face, this would likely take a while. And after spending the day wasting her energy on being nice to her overly-concerned classmates, she had absolutely no desire to wait here until theyâd finished their dick-measuring contest.
Before Bakugou could bark his reply, Artemis cleared her throat loudly, attracting the attention of him and the crowd.
âI don't know what youâre trying to achieve here, treating our class like a monkey circus and all, but could you please get out of the way?â she snapped at the unknown guy. âIf you need to have a little fight to figure out which one of you has the bigger dick, do it somewhere where youâre not in the fucking way. Thank you.â
Silence fell over the crowd.
âArtemis! You canât use these kinds of words at school,â Â Iida gasped in outrage, but Artemis just waved him off.
âIida, do I look like I give a fuck? Now, move.â
Leaving her stunned classmates behind, she made her way through the crowd. Artemis was aware that her outburst was uncharacteristic for the persona sheâd put on until now and that sheâd probably regret having snapped like this as soon as her mood lightened up again, but that wasnât going to happen anytime soon. This day could go fuck itself, as far as she was concerned.
The following days didnât prove to be much better than the first. After three days, Artemis had given up questioning her new friendsâ behavior, or why they were constantly around her. Maybe that was how things worked? She wouldn't know. The whole âDeku-Squadâ, as she liked to call the small group of Midoriya, Iida and Uraraka, certainly didn't miss a chance to involve her in every activity possible. Group work during class? One of them would always call her over. Lunch? Artemis couldn't even make it out of the door without them swarming her and dragging her along to the cafeteria with them.
Before long, Artemis started to catch herself actually enjoying the time she spent with the group. No, not enjoying , she told herself. More like accepting this in order to fit in.
Today, however, her splitting headache made it increasingly hard to keep up her friendly facade. Her dreams hadnât gotten any better, either, the haunting images leaving her nauseous when she woke up. Artemis wasn't sure whether all this was the result of the poison still wreaking havoc in her body, or if something else was going on behind the scenes.
âArtemis, are you doing okay? Youâve been pushing that shrimp around your plate for five minutes now.â Urarakaâs voice cut through her train of thought.
âHuh?â Artemis blinked and looked up, meeting the worried gaze of her classmate. âYeah, Iâm fine.â
âAre you sure? You look a little pale. Shall we escort you to Recovery Girlâs office?â Iida was already getting out of his seat to help her, but Artemis quickly waved him off.
âNo, please. Iâm fine. I just⌠need to go get some air real quick. Don't worry,â Artemis responded and quickly got up.
It might have been her only chance to get out of this overcrowded room, where so many voices banded together into a loud humming noise that threatened to detonate her brain like one of Bakugou's explosions.
Before any of them could say anything or offer to join her, Artemis slipped out of the cafeteria and made her way to the school roof. Over the past couple of days, the place had become something of a refuge for her, as nobody rarely went up there.
One thing sheâd noticed after the attack was that her stamina had noticeably decreased. Again, she guessed it was the result of the still-prominent poison in her blood causing her to get light-headed as soon as she did anything physically taxing, like walking up several flights of stairs.
She had to sit down for a moment to catch her breath once sheâd reached the roof. It was pathetic, really, how weak sheâd become. A bitter laugh escaped her. If her father could see her now, he'd tell her how much of a disgrace she was. Or worse. That man had never taken kindly to weakness.
Suddenly, her quirk picked up an approaching heartbeat. Great. She really wasn't in the mood to be seen in a vulnerable state like this.
Forcing herself back onto her feet, Artemis grabbed her bag and proceeded to push herself onto the last flight of stairs
âI swear, â she muttered to herself, âif one more person asks me if I'm okay, theyâre going to be taking an involuntary swan dive off the roof. I've had enough.â
âThat doesn't sound very heroic coming from a student enrolled in the hero course,â said someone with a husky voice behind her.
Artemis froze. Sheâd heard that voice before. Turning slowly, she spotted the same boy with lilac hair that had antagonised Bakugou in front of the classroom a couple days back making his way up the stairs. She groaned.
âDo I look like I care, fuzzy head?â she huffed. âNot that you would know, being from General Ed.â
Apparently, that rubbed him the wrong way. His brows furrowed.
âNot for long, that's for sure,â he replied in a sour tone. âYou should really check that nasty attitude before someone pulls you off that high horse that youâve become so comfortable on.â
âOh, really?â Artemis scoffed. âAnd who, exactly, would that be? You? Pardon me, but I am not in the mood for whateverâŚâ She gestured vaguely between them. â⌠this is, so please leave me alone.â
With that, she proceeded to climb the stairs again as fast as she possibly could, which, given her current condition and the growing dizziness in her head, wasn't exactly lightning speed.
âYou seem to be pretty sure of yourself. You shouldn't underestimate your competition. I am going to take a spot in the hero course.â
âCompetition?â
It was clear that this guy wouldn't leave her alone until heâd said his two cents. What was it with grumpy men in this academy and their need to measure their dicks? She didn't even have one!
Letting herself slump down onto one of the steps, she sighed deeply and took a closer look at the boy before her. He was tall and a little on the lanky side. His lilac eyes were underlined with dark circles, making him look like he hadn't slept in days, but his gaze was focused and determined.
âLook. I don't know why you feel like you have to hype yourself up by robbing me of the last shreds of serotonin that I possess, but I can tell you this: your âdeclaration of warâ on the hero course doesnât worry me in the slightest. Why? Because Iâm not here for some silly naive fantasy of heroism like most of you. So, no. A sleep deprived, unkempt, scrawny teenage boy trying to make me nervous doesnât scare me.â Artemis shook her head. âSo, if we're done here, I would like to spend my lunch break in peace.â
With that, Artemis turned on her heel and stubbornly forced herself up the stairs, despite her body's protests.
She didn't catch the boyâs intrigued gaze as he watched her disappear up to the roof.
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Not Good Enough
Robin Buckley x Reader
Summary: Bathroom scene, but make it gay
Request:Â Robin x Henderson reader where sheâs robins biggest crush ( bigger than Tammy) and robin doesn't thing she likes her back
I leaned against the toilet that I had just vomited in, the high from the truth serum finally wearing off. I could hear Steve and Robin in the stalls on either side of me. Â
âDo think we puked it all up?â I could heat Steve say.
âMaybeâ Robin replied. Â
I mumbled a weak âyeahâ Â
âAsk me somethingâ Robin chuckled âinterrogate me.â Â I pushed myself up from the toilet and gently leaned myself against the stall, trying not to think about all the germs. Â
Steve laughed and fell silent for a second, presumably to think of a question. âuhhhh, when was the last time you uhh peed your pantsâ Â
I burst into laughter at this question, after all that weâve been through, he wanted to know the last time we peed our pants âreally Harrington, thatâs the best question you can think of?â Â
âHey! Iâm liked super drugged right now, give me a breakâ he jokingly defended himself. Â
I shook my head, which caused my vision to spin for a second. âOkay, well uhhh, probably like 14. I had a dream that I was peeing, and I peed myself in real lifeâ
I looked at the stall that Robin was in and waited for her to answer. âTodayâ she said quietly. Â
âWhat?â Steve and I said in unison. Â
âWhen the Russian doctor took out the bone sawâ she said quickly, with a almost giddy tone. Â
âOh my godâ Steve laughed and you chuckled to yourself. Â
âIt was only a little bit thoughâ she giggled. Â
âI think itâs still in our systemsâ I giggled along with Robin. Â
âAlright, my turnâ Robin said, and you could hear shifting to sit up.
âAlright, hit meâ Steve groaned.
âHave you...ever been in love?â she asked, the question surprised me and my cheeks burned. I didnât want to answer this one, so I stayed silent and let Steve answer. Â
âYep. Nancy Wheeler, first semester senior yearâ he said, and made a small explosion sound. I recalled that Halloween party, the thought made me cringe, I couldnât imagine how hard it must have been on him. Â
âOh my god, sheâs such a prissâ Robin groaned. Â
I thought about fighting besides her last year, the Demogorgon in Willâs house. She definitely wasnât a priss. Â
âHmm, turns out, not reallyâ Steve said, voicing my thoughts. Â
We were all silent for a few seconds before I heard Robin softly kick your stall with her shoe âwhat about you Henderson? Ever been in love?â
I took a deep breath and tried to keep a steady voice âyeahâ you said, barely a whisper. Â
âWhat? With who?â Steve asked, seemingly shocked. Â
âDoesn't matter, they wouldnât like me backâ I said, suddenly fighting off tears. Â
Sensing my obvious discomfort, Robin steered the conversation back to Steve âare you still in love with Nancy?â
âNoâ he said simply.
âWhy not?â
âI think itâs because I found someone whoâs a little better for meâ my eyes widened. âItâs crazy, ever since Dustin got home, heâs been saying âyou gotta find your Suzie, you gotta find your Suzie.ââ he started rambling out, and I smiled a little at the mention of my little brothers supposed girlfriend. Â
âWhat, who's Suzie?â Robin interrupted. Â
âItâs Dustinâs girlfriend from campâ I replied.
âIf sheâs even realâ Steve chuckled softly. Â
âShe is real, Dustin wouldnât lieâ I defended my baby brother. Â
âFine, but thatâs not the point. The point is, that the girl, the one that I like is...itâs someone that I didnât even talk to in school...and I donât even know why. Maybe because Tommy H. wouldâve made fun of me. Or...I wouldnât be prom king. Itâs stupid. I mean Dustinâs right, itâs all a bunch of bullshit anyways.â Steve heaved a sigh, Robin and I remained silent, not sure if he was done. Â
âBecause when I think about it, I shouldâve been hanging out with this girl the whole time. First of all, sheâs hilarious, sheâs so funny. Like this summer, I've laughed harder than I've laughed in a really long time.â My heart sank when I realized who he was talking about. I couldnât compete with Steve, he was the towns heartthrob, ever girl dreamed about being with him, and the way Robin had talked about him earlier, I guessed she liked him too. I squeezed my eyes shut as more tears leaked out. Â
I wanted him to stop talking, I wanted to get up and run out of there, but I sat there and listened as he continued. âAnd sheâs smart, way smarter than me, you know she can crack like top secret Russian codes.â I could hear Robin shift in her stall, but she didnât say anything. âYou know, sheâs honestly unlike anyone I've ever even met beforeâ he seemed to be done after that, as he went quiet, waiting for a response. Â
But none came. âRobin?â Steve tapped against his stall wall, making me jump slightly. When she still didnât answer, he asked âRobin, did you just OD in there?â Â
âNoâ she sighed softly, âI...am still alive.â Suddenly Steve slide under the stall into my stall. He looked up at me as I stared down at him with tear filled eyes. He probably meant to slide into Robins stall, but stopped and sat up. Â
âWhy are you crying?â he asked. I just shook my head, not trusting my own voice. Robin slide under too, and looked at me with worry. Â
âIâm fine, you guys were having a heart felt momentâ I cracked out. Â
âThe floor is disgustingâ Â
âYeah, well, I already got a bunch of blood and puke on my shirt, so âŚâ Steve chuckled, gesturing to himself. âWhat do you think?â Â
âAbout?â Â
âThis girlâ
âShe sounds awesomeâ I smiled to myself, she really was. Â
âShe is awesome. What about the guy?â Â
âI think heâs on drugs, and heâs not thinking straightâ Robin was speaking softly, her eyes full of sorrow.
âReally? Cause I think heâs thinking a lot more clearly than usualâ Â
âHeâs notâ she said firmly, and I looked at Steve, wondering what he was thinking. Robin took a deep breath âlook...he doesnât even know this girl. And if he did know her, likeâlike really know her, I donât think heâd even want to be her friend.â She wasnât looking at him anymore, she eyes roaming the bathroom stall. She wouldnât look at me either. Â
âNo, thatâs not true. No way thatâs true.â Steve defended. Â
âListen to me Steve.â She looked at him again. âItâs shocked me to my core, but I like youâ my heart dropped, this was it. She was going to tell him she likes him and they were going to be a happy couple and I would have to support them because they were my best friends. âI really like you, but Iâm not like your other friends.â She glances over at me, and I wouldnât look her, so I turned to look at the wall. âAnd Iâm not like Nancy Wheeler.â Â
âRobin thatâs exactly why I like youâ Â
Robin scoffs and shook her head. âDo you remember what I said about Clickâs class? About being jealous, and like, obsessed.â
âYeahâ Steve nodded.
âIt wasnât because I had a crush on youâ my snapped to look at her, what the hell was she talking about? âItâs because...â she turned to me, meeting my eyes. âYou wouldnât stop looking at him.â
âWhat?â Steve and I said in unison. Â
Robin closed her eyes, leaning her head against the stall. âY/N, you were always staring at him, even though he always got bagel crumps on the floor, and asked dumb questions, and he was a douchebag...and...and he didnât even like you, and I would go home and scream into my pillow.â
âRobin, what are you saying?â I asked, my voice coming out wobbly. Â
âI wanted you to look at me Y/Nâ Â
âI...I donât understandâ I choked out. Â
âI like you Y/N, as more than a friendâ her voice so soft I almost didnât hear her. Â
âYou...you do?â A blush spread across my face, and I gave her a dopy grin. âI like you too.â I wiped my tears away, and saw that Robin was smiling too. Â
âWait...but youâre both girls...â Steve said, obviously confused. Â
â...Steveâ Robins smile didnât leave her face, and she looked back to Steve.
His eyes light lit up with understanding âoh.â
I reached out and took Robinâs hand in mine, bringing her attention back to me. âIâve liked you for a long time, I just thought you would never like me back, or even be into girls.â
âBut, what about Steve?â Â
I laughed âI was staring at him the same reason you were, I thought you liked him!â Â
She started laughing too âweâre both idiots Y/Nâ Â
âThat we are Robinâ
âSo... you guys are lesbians?â Steve mumbled, more to himself then directed as a question.
With Robinâs hand still in mind, joy filled my heart. The world could throw all the shit it wanted at us, but I'd be fine as long as Robin was by my side. Â
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