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The urge to finally read the lotr/hobbit has been hitting me again. And I keep having to remind myself of my lack of capability to read dense fantasy and also my lack of free time to read it in a reasonable amt of time to retain any of said dense fantasy lore.
#let’s be clear. I really wanna#and if I had the ability to watch movies. I would be contemplating watching them first more#but genuinely like. I’ve failed to finish reading the hobbit like. three times#I think the first/second time I got as close as the dragon stuff at the end??#anyways idk maybe in the latter half of the year I can. life willing (aka. if life goes the way I’m hoping)#but. rn ima stick to my manga and comics and majority rereading things I think#and I like that#I have been slowly rereading the Percy Jackson series for the second time#in prep to read the heroes of Olympus series. that I’ve been told is super good but that I know nothing about#(doing the reread bc it’s been like. four years and I genuinely don’t remember the plots)#I also have a goal to finish Lockwood and co this year#I have the first two books in the long earth series too#which I wouldn’t call like. super easy reading or anything. it’s sci fi. but#I’ve read the first two like. five/six years ago from the library. but then Covid hit yadda yadda#now I’ve been buying them so hyped to do that#anyways random book talking sorry. Ima go finish the last like. thirty pages of collision course
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Sometimes I think about the FNAF 3 ending,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf 3#dave afton#evan afton#fnaf cassidy#michael afton#golden freddy#the song in the good ending of FNAF 3 is ‘don’t go’#and that alone made me wanna draw this out#Michael in the final moments of his little brother remembering who he is#having his birthday finally#he clings to him wanting to let him know he’s sorry#as he passes on#It’s very clear through the survival logbook#that Cassidy and Michael were trying to help Dave remember who he is#I think the book really paints a touching extra bit of information to that whole game#sorry for this weekly angst yall 🙏🏾
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whartever i'm not finishing this
something that happened this morning
i think she is stupid
#it's not really clear but basically i let pebble into a different room#went back to my own room and was closing the door#and she ran straight into it#i started drawing this like right after it happened. left home for a few hours and didn't wanna keep drawing#art#digital art#doodle#sketch#comic#unfinished
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vampire and werewolf sitting in a tree
time trav e l i n g
first comes. trying to kill eachother then comes... learning you're his dead ex-lover then comes marriage!
(you can buy the book this scene is from for $15 it's really good. it's the fan favorite of the series!)
#comics#idk I thought this scene might make sense on its own#I thought about making it like all tall but 8 pages is a lot I think to make tall...........#it's like a lot to scroll past#but I think this looks cute enough and gives enough of a vibe at a glance that you can tell if you wanna click on it#sorry I'm trying to think of as many ways as I possibly can to advertise this book#there are so so so many of them#you gotta help me man#anyways#I really liked this scene#fun fact it was my FIRST episode with my new editr#and my first editor made me really anxious#kept asking me to change stuff and giving notes that made no sense#she also kept micing up their names and she wouldnt reply to me for weeks even when I was begging for edits on something#anyways so I was super nervous#esp cause its the first gay episode so I was like well. let's. see how chill she is#and she was so nice...#you guys she was absolutely amazing#she was such a delight to work with and so incredible#her notes were top notch every time#and she was always so quick to respong#while also very much keeping her work boundaries and hours clear#god shes so amazing I'm never gonna forgive webtoon for firing her#she deserves the fucking world. I multiple times told her and webtoon that she changed my entire experience there and made it worth it#and then she gets fired. god. fuck them. ugh. anyways.#short comic#time and time again#webtoon#comic book#my art
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Unpopular opinion maybe?
If people can make half a dozen stories changing and romanticising the tale of Hades and Persephone, people should be able to do the same for Zeus and Ganymede.
#Greek Mythology#Ganymede#Zeus#Hades#Persephone#I just find it weird#the number of post I've seen getting really worked up#over people possible writing Ganymede's story as a romance#because the original story is horrifying#when its basically the exact same as Hades and Persephone#which is constantly being written as being more romantic.#like let's be clear:#the original for both of these stories are terrifying stories of kidnap and Stockholm at best.#But if people wanna rewrite them as something else?#Let them!
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inside me there are two wolves: one who will agree with you when you critique s3, especially part 2. and one who will cry when you critique s3, especially part 2
#i realize these really aren't mutually exclusive#ig it makes me sad because i do agree with the crit which hits harder as a FAN who's really rooted for the show#not saying i hated part 2. let's be clear about this right now#i just have some FeelingsTM about it#but i won't detail them anymore because i've let them out in a post before. you can just find it if you really wanna know lol. or ask me!#anyway just rambles#tagging this? yeah why the fuck not#polin#bridgerton
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Hi, hello, just came here to say that I love your fic "trending in Japan". I was wondering if you had headcanons regarding Kenji or Emi or interpersonal relationships and stuff. Many hugs for you.
hi hello, thank you for the encouragement and hugs! After some thought ive realized I do in fact have some hcs about some of the character dynamics in the movie as well as just kenji himself, cause hes captivated my entire brain:
Kenji & Emi
Emi does not have teeth but she does inexplicably have a teething phase. kenji is forced to hide all his (salvaged) fancy cars in the garage bc the corvette's already been chewed to hell and his heart is gonna give out if he has to watch any more classics get wrecked
he reads her bedtime stories. A lot of aesop's fables, because theyre short and fun and hes trying to raise his monster daughter with good morals. emi goes hogwild for these but its unclear if she actually understands what hes saying; kenji's pretty sure she just likes the silly voices he uses for different characters
they go flying together! they go first thing in the morning before breakfast - it helps kenji shake off the grogginess of sleep and emi gets to stretch her wings. shes not able to go very far for very long initially, but as she grows and gets those cardio gainz she almost gets to be quicker than him. they have races and play air tag :)
while she doesnt have the vocal range to speak english herself, it becomes clear that emi does understand it well. (kenji also develops an ear for her chirping/squawks, though body language & facial expressions play a big part in communication for both of them) during her (much later) rebellious phase she'll simply pretend not to know what's being said when kenji is telling her to do something she doesn't wanna do, which frustrates him to no end
Kenji
developed a pretty massive chip on his shoulder after moving to the states. it wasn't just bitterness over his dad staying behind, though that was a part of it. this is canon but he was picked on in school for "how [he talked], how [he looked] and what [he ate]." he felt like he had something to prove to both his father and the world. he threw himself into sports - specifically baseball - and his academics, and he did so well that it forced everyone to shut up about how he was different from them and focus on how he was better than them
^ playing off this: kenji had a bonkers fucking yonkers routine when he was a kid/in highschool. he'd get up hours before school started to practice his swing, go for a ~1hr run, workout, study, etc. He'd go to school, come home, and do it all again. this is exaggerated but my point is that this kid was DETERMINED and had the discipline to see that determination through to the end
didnt have many friends because of all aforementioned things. he had acquaintances, and he was invited to parties and outings and stuff (never went), but he spent most of his free time hanging out with his mom. he never really had a "parents are so embarrassing" phase. he always liked to do anything with his mother: going to the bank, going grocery shopping, watching cheesy telenovelas till ungodly hours in the morning, etc. she was his no.1 supporter, confidant, and best friend
he played for his university's baseball team and got scouted at 19. his mom forced him to finish his bachelor's first so once he graduated with his degree in kinesiology at 21, he was drafted to the dodgers
Kenji & Ami
both of them, up until meeting each other, were totally dedicated to their career (and child) so they had basically 0 time for friends. theyre both borderline losers but theyre juuust good enough at what they do for people to admire them instead of finding them sad and lowkey pathetic
kenji is way more into the idea of being friends than ami is. hes pretty enthusiastic about it; he thinks that they have a kind of rapport, since they share a similar work ethic and are both (unbeknownst to ami) single parents. he calls her to chat abt random things. ami initially isnt superrrr into it; she thinks kenji is kinda lonely and desperate for human connection, & it isnt until her mom points out that she has not spoken to anyone outside of work-related reasons in 10+ years that shes like oh shit, i am also lonely and desperate for human connection. so she grudgingly acquires a friend. theyre both really bad at it
need to clarify that in my mind their dynamic is 95% kenji yapping about work and drama in his personal life (circumventing the 8m baby kaiju hes raising) while ami goes "mhm mhm" and takes notes until kenji notices and is like What are you doing. at which point ami is like...... right . nothing. im listening. and forces herself to put the notepad away. she has a hard time disengaging from the reporter mindset and just hearing something intriguing without turning it into an article. the other 5% are the rare moments where theyre connecting super well - ami's psychoanalyzing the hell out of whatever kenji just said and hes like what are you my therapist. over time she starts opening up to him, too, and eventually theyre comfortable enough to be having philosophical discussions over breakfast just for funsies
before kenji reveals that hes ultraman, ami thinks hes in a gang. he keeps showing up to their lunch "dates" with like bruised eyes and fractured bones and gets all shifty when she tries to ask about what happened. when she eventually confronts him about it, hes so offended that she thinks hed be involved in something like that that he tells her about being ultraman
thats about all i can think of rn, though im sure ill think of more after rotating all the characters in my head for a while. thanks again for stopping in, i appreciate the support :)
#sorry this took so ridiculously long for me to get to#i didnt have too many hcs before i sat down to think about it and i didnt wanna just talk about kenji#honestly. if im being honest. lemme be honest. i find it hard to write for and/or about emi#shes cute asf i loved her in the movie but since she is a literal baby child its difficult for me to get a grasp on her#i can only really think ahead to when she grows up and starts developing a bit more of a personality#anyway. hope this is suffices#ultraman rising#ami wakita#kenji sato#emi sato#mine#asks#anon#trending in japan#entry 2 in the TIJ tag lets goooooooo#just to be clear btw. ami & kenji is a platonic thing to me#not that i hate the idea of them together i just dont feel like they have that sort of chemistry#and anyway (i talked abt this in the notes on TIJ ch.3 but) i lowkey hc kenji as aroace so it doesnt gel w my personal interpretation of hi#but take it as romantic if u want i really dc. theyre silly together in any way
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i know probably nobody gives a shit about it anymore, but i'm high key so fucking glad that Queen showed up in Ch2 perfectly alive, finally putting to rest all those fucking "died in childbirth" headcanons that were rampant back in the Ch1 days to explain where Lancer's mother could've gone if she wasn't present.
somehow that was like the only explanation people seemed to care about, which made absolutely no sense if they were going off of Jevil's "THE QUEEN RETURNS" line.
#haz says a thing#deltarune#deltarune headcanons#deltarune queen#cyber queen#chapter 1 gang where u at#salt in the tags#gone are the AUs where spade king is evil explicitly because his too-good-for-this-sinful-earth wife died having lancer#and i couldn't be happier#even if i am still salty that they were a thing to begin with#it was either that or he was irredeemably evil all along and it makes no sense that his wife would be this paragon of absolute good#i hate that interpretation of him too tbh#you wanna talk ooc shit? spade king and lancer were hit with it the worst#also just to be clear i still don't see queen as lancer's bio-mom#it just doesn't really make sense to me#also bc i made ms lilith and i still don't feel like permanently incinerating her#let me cope her birthday's coming up
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"Yeah I could take her," Faith seconds before this.
#i wanna do a fuffy story in the wishverse some time#buffy's roaming around watcherless doing her own thing#ends up in boston around about the time the whole kakistos thing woulda gone down#saves faith from him#faith thinks she's the coolest person ever and since it's not like she's got anything good going on in her life#decides to just follow her around and manages to attach herself to her#buffy is really buff here but lets just say she's really hitting the gains in the wishverse#buffy summers#faith lehane#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#wishverse#to be clear faith is having the time of her life here#she knew what she was doing when she started boasting about how yeah she could totally take her favourite slayer#(in a fight right)#art#my art#meme redraw
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going into maeglin's tag every so often and seeing people trying to convince maeglin fans to hate him is most certainly an experience
#i think peope who hate maeglin end up in his tag quite often#all the 'let idril/aredhel dislike him!'#that's fine and whatever#but why are you posting that in his tag#it is quite clear YOU don't like him and those posts are in direct response to his fans who DO like him#and you are entitled to your opinion but i don't get why people post that stuff in the tags#if i went into idrl's tag and said she was a bitch for not liking maeglin - or saying she shoudl've been nice to maeglin#i'd get swarmed#rightfulyl so#because idril doesn't owe maeglin kindness#nor does aredhel at the end of the day if we're going that route#but i really dont....wanna see passive aggressive opinions in my fave's tag#mind u#i hardly go into maeglin's tag#and whenever i do#it's annoying people
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looking at my phone in a normal state for the first time in hours. what’s up chat i’m so good
(saki thoughts in tags)
#🎹 saki’s super special tag !! <3#me when i lie (i am not good)#don’t worry… i’ve set a screen time limit of one hour for myself hashtag self control#i just miss my friends :( i need to see how everyone is#and… shinonome#he made it clear he doesn’t want to be friends anymore… which is okay !! btw !! i understand why#i crossed a line methinks. i don’t really know where but i should’ve been more careful#as soon as shiho lets me out the house… i’ll go take responsibility. like i need to. i’ll go say sorry#for now… i’ll be here#sorry everyone… i know this is my fault. no matter how convinced shiho is of it it is my fault. i know it is.#// OOC/MOD HERE !! wanna interact with ppl with saki again… this is my excuse….#// thinking she snuck outta the room and now she’s downstairs#// the screen limit thing is true !! just pretend everything that happens takes place within an hour 💪
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hi. for people who saw gatsby: an american myth. do you remember mckee asking nick for lunch. and then gatsby in like the next scene inviting nick for lunch. because i remember.
#not pjo#chitter chatter#when gatsby was like 'we should do lunch' i was like. hello. fucking. hello. are we. hello.#gatsby really said we just met literally 5 minutes ago. come meet my father figure. normal normal thing to do jay.#to be clear gatsby also asks him to go to lunch in the book. but like. there's a time skip. and also#in the show after mckee asks they immediately start making out on the couch. none of this ... nonsense#so the vibes are a LITTLE different in my brain.#i saw a few people say they didnt think gatsby and nick flirted enough and like while i do think that think part of it is we're#in nick's pov but not his HEAD#he DOES start singing about gatsby's smile for no reason until jordon is like. alright buddy. lets talk about daisy.#like nick was just Doing That. pull it together carraway.#but i got the vibe (JUST my take) that gatsby was like. kinda into nick. zero reason to be leaning into his space like that sir.#however when he actually MET daisy again he became kinda singularly focused on her again#i mean he built his whole lifeup to this moment#he says it at the end. he murdered pieces of himself to bring himself here. for DAISY.#him snapping back to daisy mode makes sense to me but he still reaches out for nick as a comfort in the sense that hes like#nick do NOT leave please stay with us. daisy does the same. and ofc part is that theyre really. fucking awkward. but like.#LET ME HAVE MY OWN NONSENSE INTERPRETATIONS. HES TRAPPED BY WHITENESS AND CLASS AND HETEROSEXUALITY.#hes already so much of an outsider trying to fit in. (i also think he loves daisy or an ideal at least. and she's EASIER to love. safer.)#nick inherently has more freedom even as a gay man in the sense that hes richer and white and an ivy league dude i mean you understand righ#right????????#even if its in the book i do wanna point out the parallels between those moments. im choosing to see it as deeply intentional <3#this show had a lot of repetition and parallels (see daisy and myrtle in a lot of songs and scenes)#(one i LOVE is tom giving myrtle a necklace and daisy later giving TOM her necklace in case he sees anyone he knows. idk love that shit)#im...gonna queue this#im embarrassed to talk about this show so much. so. into the queue it goes!!!#all the worlds a stage#so like. anyway. thats where i think nick's mind immediately went when gastsby asked him for lunch. personal headcanon <3#gatsby after one convo: we're doing lunch // me and nick immediately: oh ok! guess that's a date then!
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Okay sure maybe getting very tipsy. Sobering up and then programming for three hours straight (ish) at 2 in the morning isn’t the best idea but also I feel like I’m going fucking BONKERS RN
I DIDNT TOUCH. the fucking GUI for this project. AT. ALL.
And YET.
Somehow?!?
One list. That is, and until about five mins ago, has ALWAYS. Shown up in one drop down. Is now showing up IN A FUCKING OTHER ONE
#Sarah coding#see I wanna fucking fix this bc it’s making me mildly freak out#but I also acknowledge that the. whole. yknow. freaking out part#means I really should take a step away from this for the rest of the night#but the guilt of not working destroys me#anyways I actually feel like the world is FUCKING WITH ME RN#I’m five secs away from restarting this whole fucking thing#just redoing the whole thing#starting fresh#bc Jesus fucking Christ idk what’s wrong#also. I keep trying to fix issues. and then I try the test cases and ALL OF THEM FAIL#like. I’m actually- I need to take a fucking deep breath and walk the fuck away bc holy crap#let’s be clear too. I’m fucking sober. I’m fucking perfectly fine now#barely tired#but there’s gotta be something I’m fucking missing#bc I stg if the world is just deciding to fucking piss on me this goddamned hard#I’m going to commit some heinous fucking crimes#shut up sarah
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