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You know I just have to. Philip and Rodrigo AND Carlos for the bingo
see this was actually a little tricky cause i didnt wanna be too repetitive but lets see
philip
rodrigo
carlos
#as to why i do not want to dissect rodrigo under a microscope - its because i know EVERYTHING about him already. im the CEO of rodrigo cmon#as to why i did not check the 'insanw' bracket - there is definitely something sooo wrong with him. he is fucked up dont get me wrong#but he is not quite... insane. not in the same way that philip and carlos are. he has much more control (control freak...) and he's like.#ok look. insane but high functioning in a way neither carlos nor philip could ever be.#as per carlos and my being surprisingly nice to him here... he's suffered enough. and unlike with philip and rodrigo...#he already has a mental breakdown every other scene unline rodrigo and philip who both have just one really but its huge and So Good#carlos is CONSTANTLY going through it lmao#let the boy have some rest#ive made soooo many typos you hust gotta deal with it sorry#oops another one teehee#don carlo#don carlos#ask game
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manifesting: dunk lifts joong in their next bl 🙏
#star in my mind#simm#star & sky special#our skyy 2#os2: simm#hidden agenda#joongdunk#simmgifmine#hagifmine#meine grafiken#adrm#tbh i don't expect them to have a series together in gmmtv pt2#and that's actually fine by me#i do want them to branch out and do other projects as well#however i would really really really love if they did do another series together in 2025 or 2026#and if they do i would really really really love if dunk was the one to lift up/carry joong for once#please?? pretty please?? 🥺🥺🥺#they already did some switcheroo in the last scene from hidden agenda ep10#where they paralleled it with two scenes from star in my mind#except they switched places and lines#(i actually have two gifsets about this lol)#(wait i should reblog them)#aaaanyway can we have a switcheroo of who does the lifting as well? please??#i've seen enough of joong carrying dunk like. give the boy a rest and let dunk do the heavy lifting for once#pls i need it :(
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OH MY GODDDD MY SON FINALLY GOT A NENDOROID OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GODD
#SOUND THE FUKCINF ALARMS IM SO EXCITED#my boy finally getting what he deserves 😭 oh my dear#i dont have disposable income but the moment i do im getting his nendoroid his band figure all three of his figures in his hero costume#his q posket and any other figures i find of him. i alreadu have the pop figure#might also get lady nagants 2 figures (that i remember)(ones a nendoroid)(whyd she get one before my son and daughter?)#(like shes my wife and i love her but like. okay.) as a treat#denki comes first though#one day i will own all of his merch and i will be one of fhose psycho people with insanse shrines for their faves#anything for my son#i wish the program i was in let me have a job... i reallt want a summer one..#i will use ghe money to buy kaminari figures. after i have them all i will save the rest for when i go back to college. unless i remember#somethinf else i want. then nevermind.#...maybe some should be put away so i dont spend it. whatever.#denki kaminari#kaminari denki#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#denki#kaminari
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I can't get over "This artwork relates to Mechi assaulting Mechi", like, I know Mechi III never got the chance to have his own name, but this just makes for one very confusing sarcophagus.
Oh, right. We also had shamblers to deal with. No matter, they go down pretty easily.
It's been a stressful day so it's no wonder the boys are getting snippy with each other, but... C'mon. You fucking dumbasses. You have the same ancestors!!!! I love them both so much they're so stupid
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#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#Rest In Peace Mechi III#you were with us for only a brief moment but I'm sure you'll haunt the boys for a long while yet#The shamblers are dealt with#the boys have gotten their frustrations out with some poorly-thought insults#now hopefully things can calm down for a little while#let's take a deep breath and hope Randy plays nice#have a fabulous day y'all!! <3 <3 <3
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Lights Out dream team - scribbled Silly Style. low quality, even
#theyre hanging out <3#with the horrors AND each other <3#its taken some deliberation but these are the first four & the ones who spend the longest time in the dark together#frank wakes first. then poppy. then howdy#the rest im still kinda Thinkin on who wakes when#im thinkinggggg eddie-julie-barnaby? or eddie-barnaby-julie... i have several Factors to consider#scribble salad#wh lights out au#but anyhow frank poppy wally howdy quartet lets gooooo#i like making characters that arent typically associated with each other Interact#like its usually frank + eddie or julie / poppy + sally / wally + barns / howdy + barns#so its fun to think about these four only having each other#their Main Besties are all still in dreamland#OH FUCK YEAH PLUS HOME LMFAO#i keep forgetting about home im sorry. lock me up boys#well its not like home can join them on their adventures (horror journeys)#and its kinda. not on good terms with wally. which means its not on good terms with the others.#but anyway at this point in the au wally is very happy to have more friends#so is frank! finally New Conversations!#im thinking that his and wallys relationship was starting to strain a little by the time poppy wakes up#so its good for them to have Other People#big friends! cozy friends!#they are Extra Big bc the illusion of their reality is shattered! they are their base selves!#no more mind reality twisty to ~keep them in frame w/ the smaller puppets~ for the show#so poppy/howdy/barnaby are all nearly 8 ft as canon prescribes#and all of the others are 3-4 ft (also as canon prescribes)#an Adjustment for sure <3
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now that i have aventurine i'm just left wondering how the fuck was i doing anything before😭😭😭😭😭
#he's making everything SO easy#he's the bestest boy:33333#well actually no he isn't#he refuses to give me his fuckass lc😒😒😒😒😒#but yeah overall i am so fucking glad i got him#acheron too#penacony is so easy now lmao#ngl i was struggling just a bit before..#but let's ignore that i just needed some backup alright#sampo is really fun too he is now part of my main team too:333333333#now i have set my eyes on boothill and firefly and black swan#yes i REALLY fucking want jy too but i already have three lightning charas..#i hate it😔😔😔😔😔#i would love to just secure him and then not use him bc i want him to just rest#he's staying at home while i work#that would be sooooo lovely wahhhhhhhhh#i can't think abt this too much or i'll actually get sad#I HAVE BIG FEELING OKAY LEAVE ME ALONE#😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔#mayor of loserville
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Sacrificial lamb and all that
#baby baby baby#He said :(#and#he said ☹️#The way Kreese stared at him and hovered like a hungry wolf ready to pounce the whole time#the way Johnny tried not to cry and sweat and went straight into the arms of his predator like he has for YEARS#because he’d been literally in Kreese’s hands. Given to him and left with him. for YEARS.#And the way he stared up at him so desperate and melted into his grasp#let him swipe his hurting nose and obeyed when he made him do something he didn’t want to#because who else does he have. And his mom wasn’t there. and he had to go home with bruises all over him and no one#to Sid. to be mocked and laughed at some more. to cry all alone in his bed thinking about how the man he trusted and loved hurt him#And I think Kreese was more jealous. murderously so. that Johnny clearly wanted to be on good terms with LaRusso rather than so mad he lost#and by the time he realized he went too far and he lost his little champion—whom he ‘loves most besides CK’—he decided to get revenge on#Miyagi and Daniel. because it’s THEIR fault he did that to johnny in the first place. he hates them both with a passion. HE was humiliated#in front of his boy and the rest of the cobras by Miyagi. and Daniel…he changed Johnny. he practically took him away from Kreese.#Man is delusional cause that’s 10000% how he sees things#and GOD the way he begs Johnny to come back in ck. and then hurt him more because ‘thats what was best for him’#and Johnny moves away from his touch and stares at him like an abused animal but still lets him stay#because he still loves him despite everything#he knows Kreese is in his own reality and does love him. but he realized his worth to an extent#realized its not okay for Kreese to have done all those things to him#and brainwashed him#and he was being victim blamed the whole time Kreese came back to cobra kai#I cant.#I’m SCREAMING. everything was taken from him but it was his fault because he ‘shouldnt have let Kreese come back’#Only unobservant idiots ignore the fact that he was abused his whole life just so they can hate on him constantly.#johnny lawrence#cobra kai#karate kid#Still love Kreese though
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note that i will only ever call mithrun "stupid" jokingly. by "stupid", i only mean "frustrating behavior that i am immensely familar with". seeing him do something that makes me groan aloud, closing my eyes, sighing "stupid (affectionate, mournful)". like when he fucking... his dumbass "i don't want to [use the bathroom] right now, so it's fine." oughh. i know you! i know you! that's not how that works!!! and he's smart!!! he's so smart... but god, god... he's kind of an absent professor. he's kind of a cloudcuckoolander. i love him dearly. he gets called a dummy, a little idiot, and i flick his forehead, a little bonk of hard-heads, like "try again, idiot. that's not how bodies work." and "ooh, 'that's not going to work'. yes it is. shut up, stoopid. stubborn little man, my god." rolling my eyes forever.
#mithrun#i'm not devaluing his intelligence#i feel like both can be true - that someone can be really smart but also take really stupid actions conversely#i fucking KNOW i do all the time#and i don't think there's anything particularly wrong with the word#it's not that his intelligence is compromised in any sense or that i think he's incapable#and it is solely#the fact that he is a stubborn little guy who doesn't listen and just goes 'that won't work' / 'i don't want to' / etc.#like... BUDDY...#buddy BOY#dummy#you are NOT a good judge of this ok?#zip ya lip little man#i know what you are#and i ain't fuckin listening to ya!#god. 'that won't work'. blah blah blah. okay sleepy. see you next panel.#fuckin knew that was going to happen#'i'm not tired' (his body stops working and he doesn't know why)#oh. OH. you're NOT? buddy i KNOW what happened ok? you need some fuckin rest#like - i'm gonna kick your legs out from under you + you're going to fall gently into bed + i tuck you in and smooch you#but i also fucking complain because OF COURSE YOU'RE TIRED ! you bastard ! go sleepy bye#it's his poor decisions and i know why he does them - because he doesn't know - but by god#it's also a little like please... listen to yourself...#on the one hand he doesn't know and never will#on the other hand ... you have been awake for hours and hours without sleep... please get some rest...#but yeah as someone who forgets needs and has little sense of that it is like... objectively a stupid experience#and i don't say that with judgement in my heart but it feels REALLY stupid when your body does something and you don't know why#it's not the disability though that makes me say as much - it is fully the fact that he is SO STUBBORN! SO STUBBORN!!!!#you say you're not tired and fall down? hm? then maybe you are? i know you don't know but whatever. let's get you to bed boy. ok?#caring for him + shaking my head like i get it so much but you gotta sleep! 'this won't work'. ok liar... i already know it will.
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Nature would start to heal if Tim dozed off on Dick's shoulder like this:
#yes they have to be wearing hoodies bc in case some of y'all forgot--i have a soft boi dick agenda#no but i need tim to crash at dick's place and for them to both be ready for bed in their pajamas and hoodies#but then bruce in full batman garb knocks on the window and is like ''we need to talk''#so then dick and tim glance at each other before settling on the couch#and bruce stands in front of them and goes off on all these details of a case or what have you#and dick and tim are both blinking sluggishly and trying to follow along but neither of them have slept in 48 hours#and so tim slumps against dick's side and settles his head on dick's shoulder#and dick rests his head on top of tim's#and both of them just kinda hum at whatever bruce says but dick does the talking when required#and tim's eyes keep sliding shut but he's trying his damndest to listen to what bruce has to say#but at some point sleep takes a hold of him and dick eventually motions for bruce to gtfo and let them sleep#Dick Grayson#Tim Drake#soft boi dick
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#over three weeks now since hes gone#sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that#like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door#the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall.#still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls.#i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie#we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well.#i miss him all the time everywhere#cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type.#its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol#collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now.#for the rest of my life. just this#and then we're back on the floor weeping lol#but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still.#anyway. SUICIDE#bb boy#txt.me#u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out#bb baby
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Ride 738: Towards to scorching hot stage!!
Pag 1
The climax of the training camp arc!!
Pag 2
The incandescent battle is starting!!
Sohoku, towards the Inter High!!
Pag 3
4: It's so hot
It's so hot suddenly!!
I can't do this anymore, I'll take a two hours break
I'm your buddy, so I'l also take a two hours break!!
5: The weather on the third day of training camp....
Pag 4
1: is scorching hot
Pag 5
3: Kakaka it's pouring out!!
Pouring out!!
5: Sweat!!
Pag 6
1: Finding shade and running like this seriously exhausts our stamina!!
2: Yeah!!
5: Murakamii!!
Pag 7
1: Yessir!
3: Thanks!!
Thank you!!
Pag 8
1: Kaa....!! Cold water feels so good...!!
Hyaaa.... it works..!!
2: The standard spots to pour water on yourself are face, head, and back, Onoda-kun
Putting it in yous stomach also feels so good, but
3: In one shot you'll upset your stomach and then a toilet hell will await you
O-okay!! Scary...
4: Alright, we're refreshed!! Let's raise the pace again, Onoda-kun!!
Okay!!
Pag 9
1: Naruko-san....
3: Incredible... the senpais aren't taking a break and keep running
Despite how hot it is...
4: By the way, have you noticed?
Huh?
Their jerseys
5: Since this training camp started, the senpais
6: have been wearing long-sleeved jerseys
Pag 10
1: Why!? Ah! It's true, Imaizumi-san... and Kaburagi-san too
They should just take it off, since it's so hot
2: Is it a way of training?
Like carrying a burden to power up?
A heavy burden
3: I'm sorry... my left knee hurts
Is that so?
4: I was overly optimistic... I thought that if I did a good job.... and succeed in this training camp, then I'd be one of the six members
But....
5: To overcome everything and keep fighting, you need physical preparation
6: Just being cunning won't open the way
7: I understand, I accept your retiring
But
Pag 11
1: You'll work behind the scenes for the last two days
There's a lot of work to do behind the scenes, and this time you'll do it with all your strength!!
3: If you want to become stronger, you have to study and watch other run, too
Observe, discover. There are things you can only discover when you're not pedaling
4: Not a single second is a moment you can't learn!!
5: It might be the first time I meet such an intense senpai...
“Learn”.... Naruko-san....
6: I want to become stronger, I'll do my best
Let's add ice
7: The jerseys have a meaning too, I'm sure
It's not just a careless burden
Pag 12
1: There's something!!
Human bodis have the ability to adapt
2: From spring to summer
3: From autumn to winter, we meet seasonal changes and adapt
We do it two times a year
4: The body naturally creates its own system to face the hot and cold according to the climate
5: Just like during summer the leaves grow green and thickly
6: While during winter the leaves fall
7: You can't see it with your eyes, bt our skin, bones, sweat glands, and muscles, go through dramatic changes
Pag 13
1: The proof is that, during summer, 10° are so cold you feel like freezing, but during winter it feels warm
2: To force that adaptation faster, that's the meaning of these long-sleeved jerseys!!
3: Adapting takes time. So we're adapting to heat earlier to prepare for the summer Inter High!! Our bodies too!!
4: Yeah!!
5: After all, this year's summer is gonna be our third Inter High!!
Pag 16
3: Kyushu, Kumamoto Prefecture, Mount Aso
Pag 17
1: Do you know? A long time ago.... they say that here, as far as your eyes could see, there was a hugh volcano surrounding this scenery
2: Huh, really?
When humans still hunted with stone tools
3: There were four big explosions and the mountain collapsed in the magma pit
4: With a diameter of 25km, it's the largest caldera in the world.... and it made this outer rim of the crater
So, the cities, roads, and fields we can see from here, inside the muntain?
Yeah
Pag 18
1: I can feel it, somehow....
The breath of the earth
2: With my whole body... yon!!
3: Fou!! Really!? I can only see this huge scenery....
!! No, I can feel it...!! Fou
Pag 19
1: This splendid scenery and steep slopes
2: This magnificent nature
3: An unpaved side road that appears from time to time
4: We came to.... inspect the race's course
5: and chose a “road bike”, but
6: Ah!! I get it!! I was thinking about it now!!
7: I wish we had bought our “mountain bikes”, yon!!
Fou!!
There's so many roads that make me want to run!!
I totally get that!!
Pag 20
1: Our third and last Inter High will be in the scorching hot Kyushu!! In the “land of fire”, Kumamoto
2: Mount Aso
Pag 21
1: will be our stage!!
Pag 22
1: It's gonna be a hot one, this Inter High!!
2: It's burning up
3: Our final last stage
Pag 23
1: Red like magma!!
2: Challenge!! The last Inter High!!
Yes!!
Yeah!!
Pag 24
2: At CSP, Sohoku High School racing team's training camp is 3 / 4 done
Everyone is riding at their buddy's pace
3: Many of the first and second years retired, but even so, the third day ended without any incident
4: Currently, there are 8 people in the top ranking who could be chosen as Inter High members
There's only the last day
5: The fourth day
#yowamushi pedal#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 738#helloooo we're baaaack!!! god how i've missed yowapeda :') i was forgetting who i am without it for the past 3 weeks#i hope sensei had a good rest tho! just like i did lmao#anyway! literally nothing happens in this chapter lmao but!! gotta love the way sensei makes Kiji show up even when theres no need#he's showing up more than manami and midosuji at this point xD sensei created him and decided he never wanted to let him go#and honestly??? yes yes sensei pls keep going we love to see it we're also very much in love with Kiji Kyuui thank you#if you ever doubted that kiji will have a great role in the ih then think again bc watanabe will show him more than he'll show sohoku#the spotlight is all his#btw i also love what naruko said to murakami! nothing better than to see our boys act like the senpai they now are!#i loved how he basically said 'you have to practice you cant just be a little shit and hope for the best' lmao#(btw i know i have some asks and messages i still havent replied to! but i havent been home and tbh i havent been on tumblr much#but i promise ill reply to everything tomorrow!)
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Heres some of my favorite sorrows of yukio okumura
#People are missing out on burnout at his desk yukio#Also there's some sillies with the rest of the exwires like there's a chapter for bon's birthday#ALSO I like that salaryman exorcist shows Yukio hanging out with the exwires on his off time#Usually it's through rin but still I'm glad to know they're actually friends#I've seen some fanfic authors say Yukio wouldn't hang out with them cuz he's the teacher but he's their friend and peer#Also like in my other post if u want more Yukio silly content the light novels specifically the 2 Yukio oriented ones in spy game are great#Quite a lot of the light novels have been translated on tumblr#If someone needs a link to them let me know#Yukio in wonderland has been a fave of mine since I read it and I think it's a crime that it wasn't the chapter adapted for the OVA#They're keeping the full body models of boy shiemi and Izumo RELEASE THEM#Isn't it funny that the exorcist cast technically has 2 different canon gender bent designs#Yukio okumura#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist
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Tyria Pride Day 1 EU! A very eventful day! It started kinda slow, as I wasn't feeling very energetic, but then event 1: General Almorra appeared (other names censored just in case)
Event 2: council chair & frog incident
Started off with having the new chair out and people joined, then the frog incident happened, perhaps as punishment due to my overly arrogant behaviour
Then Tyria Pride from Anet came to hang out, that was a surprise
Event 3: Boylovers [BOYS] Guild creation
I got encouraged by Luisa of Luisa's guild of girlfriends to make a boyfriend version of it since I talked about it a bit throughout the march
And so here it is. I didn't really know what to do with the guild emblem so I just modeled it after Kivuntuoja since he was the one I was on when creating it and my representative lover of boys. With a heart background of course.
Event 4: Boy Juice
Saw this person asking if anyone wants T in say and responded and to my surprise got this mail from them. Bless this person..
And lastly the group photos at the end
Very fun first day!
#gw2#guild wars 2#guildwars2#tyria pride#tyria pride 2024#gw2 screenshots#kivuntuoja#boylovers#i totally should have made the guild tag BL but i was busy thinking about boys#kinda wanna do things with this guild i did get some people wanting to join but idk if any were up for doing stuff or just for laughs#alas i had to log off to take a break before na time#gotta rest before going for another round#anyway if anyone wants to join boylovers let me know
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240109 bubble live
#baby boy that hair is YELLOW let's get some toner on that shit#jk ik the blue shirt is making his hair look more yellow than it actually is but askd;fjask;fajs#anyways im so glad the makeup direction for this seems to be sparkly under the eyes that is and forever will be my fave look on him#so sad i cant actually watch the rest of this live rly#i have a meeting at work soon#onlyoneof#ooo#jung wookjin#nine#ooo bubble
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rage is a ✨way of life✨
#found out that i successfully angered someone by not showing up to work on saturday lmaoooooo#and im just like… gOOOOOOD. BE MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!#mans has no room to be mad anyway. it’s his fault i had to ot for 7 hours to cover his work for him in the first place soooooooo#a nd he’s getting demoted next year and im ahauxucjsjjsjsjsjxjdhss#in other news im kinda annoyed by my mother’s (unfortunate) pressuring of me to go to the upcoming family christmas gathering :(#like no way manssssss i haven’t seen the extended fam since my grandma’s funeral and i’d like to keep it that way thanks~~~~~~~~#and a c h r i s t m a s gathering of all places… m a n. im half expecting them to drag everyone to church to end off the gathering…#i wouldn’t put it past the hosting aunt to do that ngl. she had tricked me into attending a church service in the past and all…#like. man. there’s this local mall that has a similar name to said church service…#so ofc it’s normal to assume that said mall is what she was referring to when she said ‘let’s go to [insert name]!’ with no context right???#and uggshdhdjjsjsjdjs i don’t wanna be introduced to my cousins’ kids as ‘auntie [insert nickname i hate]’ bc that’s lame#and m a n. i definitely don’t wanna interact with my cousins’ kids. i either don’t know or can’t pronounce (or both) their names#i only remember the oldest one’s name (bc he has a stereotypical frat boy name) and the one who’s named after a ninja turtle#but none of the rest. i think some of them have names from my cousins’ spouses’ home countries? dk about the others though#i’m 80% sure one of the girls was named something like ‘triceratops’ but that doesn’t seem right…#being named after a dinosaur sounds cool though… or any prehistoric creature really#if i could choose my own name i’d like it to be ‘coelacanth’#just so i can say ‘i coelacan’t do it!!!!!’ if someone asked me to do something i don’t wanna do. the pun potentials are endless mans#huh. wow… i started this off with a mad coworker and ended it by turning into a coelacanth… how did we get here anyway…?#oh wells no one reads the tags anyway uehxudjdjdjsjsjss my secrets are ✨safe✨
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I snoopes around your old tags aand I am a little in love with Harwen
Aaaah, thank you, I'm so happy you like him! ❤️❤️
I've been thinking about him a lot this Veilguard eve too, kinda revisiting him (and some of my other, "non-canon" guys, especially vis a vis the Themes™ and how they continue through the new guys), and for what it's worth... I think that for a character I made when I was only like 22, he still works pretty well!
I would probably do a few things differently now, more consciously, but, I mean... I still think that the "reclusive, introverted, gray-ace-but-specifically-demisexual Dalish assassin-strategist Experiencing Cultural Divide And Alienation" is still a fun concept that I really like!
.... I have also been toying around a bit with mods for the BG3 cc, to try and make (among others) him an updated face for the Veilguard timeskip too, and um.
the "Vallaslin" and the nose on this one are not quite right (the Vallaslin is supposed to be Andruil's, and his nose is supposed to be a bit hooked, kind of aquiline), but in his mid- to late forties? There's no way Harwen isn't gonna be dilfy. A positively dilfy elf.
(This is, I believe, is Shadowheart's dad's face, and he's an assassin-spec archer rogue in Dragon Age canon, but I think he'd be more of a hunter-, or gloom stalker-subclass Ranger in real DnD.)
#squirrel plays dragon age#oc: harwen lavellan#is another one of those guys who make me kind of side-eye my younger self#for never having as much as entertained the thought that yeah; she might very well be autistic#like let's be real. let's be SO real. yeah Ray probably only has his regular plot-PTSD piled on top of his cPTSD#but this guy? this guy is *textbook*. i re-read some backstory shit i had written about him back in the day; and well uh#ngl i could have straight up pulled half his thoughts and feelings from the DSM5#and i was just writing it like “hahehahuhehaho this is gotta be so relatable to everyone else too hehehihihohohu”#“i'm sure everyone experiences the world as if there was this invisible yet impenetrable wall between themselves and the rest of society”#“and like; numbly searching for belonging and never feeling quite right no matter where you are; but feeling Worse Occasionally?”#“totally the universal experience of being human”#and here i am 30 years old and holding my head in my hands like no. no babygirl. most people actually don't usually feel like that#but thank you for confirming it for me yet fucking again#(also. how wild it is for him to be both demi and autistic huh. no wonder baby boy has never been in a proper relationship before Josie.)#(yeah for sure; have the guy who struggles with establishing relationships only experience attraction through a deep emotional bond)#(that's not gonna make him lonely for sure)
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