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This is no news to anyone, but I’m rewatching Merlin *gasp*, and I noticed that during “The Dark Tower” episode of season five, where Gwen is kidnapped by Morgana, each time, and I bloody swear, because I double checked, each fucking time, Merlin and Arthur interact with each other, and they get on with their mating dance of, “I made you a promise, remember?” and their so not homosexual clasping of their arms, the ‘modified’, if we really have to call it that, theme song “Gwen and Arthur”, the same one they play in the finale, where Merlin and Arthur are on the verge of shagging on the tree branch, where Merlin and Arthur talk heart to heart about their feelings, constantly plays in the background of this episode.
Which. Well. Not surprising, at all.
I just didn’t notice.
They always put it to mask Merthur, in some way, like in this episode, it was Gwen they had to rescue, and everyone felt guilty (because me, personally, I would die and resuscitate a thousand times over, if it meant to save Gwen), so someone would think that’s why the song is in the background, but the scenes where the song actually plays are all between Arthur and Merlin, as if saying, “the love Arthur feels for Gwen, who he risks to lose, is as strong as the one Merlin feels for Arthur, when he sees him at his most vulnerable, and wants to help him, and protect him, and who he doesn’t want to see dead.”
AND ALSO, BECAUSE I’M NOT FINISHED:
rewatch the episode, and tell me if this isn’t the softest way in which Merlin interacts with Arthur.
It bloody is.
“Learn how to knock, will you?” “I apologise, sire.” Merlin did apologise and proceeded to promise Arthur they would have rescued Gwen, and became all touchy with him, while they stared into each other’s eyes, okay.
“I made you a promise, remember? We will bring Gwen home.” And Arthur just looks at him? And stares? And hopes? With a poor third wheeling Elyan too.
“Trust me just this once.” Merlin doesn’t make a fucking joke, he just stares at Arthur (all the knights third wheeling, give these men a break from the obvious Merthur) and Arthur gazes back at him and once he understands Merlin actually knows where to go, he clasps his shoulder (just kiss him, will you?) and asks him “Where now?”
They’re so gentle with each other in this episode, my heart can’t take it.
Bonus:
there’s also a wild Arthur sleeping, while he hugs Gwen, and he looks so soft.
#also like poor elyan#what did my boy do#he’s alive for me#i grasp at tiny branches#alright?#let me be😔#i want more merthur portrayed as soft in private thank you very much#it would heal me#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc
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some epilogue vibes (an excuse to draw some hugs. and my durge so many times)
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#wyll#karlach#astarion#shadowheart#lae'zel#minsc#jaheira#durge#oc: noon#anyway as said attempting to tag late game stuff more just in case#spoilers in the tags also bc i'm gonna ramble lol ->#i'mm😔having played embrace durge for most of the game all the sweetness punched me in the face (affectionate) like girllllll lol😔😭<3#tho let wyll be hugged damnit >:(#(i wonder if they added wyll hug in the new patch? doubts i don't trust like that but huge if they did)#also idk why minsc got that ending lmao. i didn't even know there were diff outcomes just found out looking for his ref for this pic LOL#i helped nine fingers and the guild helped in the endfight?? idk what happened but godspeed my guy#also loved jaheira's ''good to see you please for the love of gods remember to never have kids''#minsc in the bg: ''i'm getting executed tomorrow💯💪''#also i didn't even know why karlach glowed blue then looked it up like oh😭😔🥺 ohhhhh
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ok gayboy
#LOTUS PERSONA ART LETS GOOOOOOOO IT ONLY TOOK ME FIVE FUCKING MONTHS#this is for the three ppl that follow me and know about persona eat up my loves 😍#i love narcissistic bastards who are doomed by the narrative he's a keeper fs#(idk anything abt akechi except hes a gayass detective and loves pancakes and is a tsundere /JJJJJJJ)#he has this sopping wet quality about him that i adore very much. it's the homosexuality i think#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#akechi goro#goro akechi#lotus draws#bro why is his hair so fucking hard to draw it's like chuuya's but if he used a straightening iron#speaking of him this is the hair color i wish he had :(((( my fav hair color frfr it exceeds every other one#the light desaturated brown with hints of russet MWAH MWAH#anyway it's three on a school night i think i should sleep ig😔
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free him
#he fell into one of sanji’s anti luffy traps#while trying to sneak food from the kitchen half asleep#it runs in the family it’s not his fault 😔#acesan nation let me in#portgas d ace#sanji#one piece#acesan#i guess#my art#i may or may not have used his death panel as ref lmaoo
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#shiguang dailiren#時光代理人#link click#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#aashi doodles#im suffering rn and want to suffer with others so here's my contribution#lu guang stayed pretty composed on the plane but would that always the case after he wakes up from his cxs is dead nightmares...#lu guang...😔#this was inspired by that one comment in an jnterview where someone asked why lg's bed rails were so high#and i think it was producer who said it was to keep a certain someone from sneaking into his bed but i was like get real#nothing can stop cxs when he wants to do something. and if he wanted to be up there he would go no matter what#anyways lets imagine this as a scene from s1. back when we all had theories that one or both of the boys were trapped in a time loop#we have this scene where lg is having a panic attack and not even cxs is sure why exactly this is happening but plot moves on we h#yeah plot moves on and we shelve this for later and bam. s3 yep lg stuck in a time loop with cxs always dying trauma is confirmed#anyways thats enough from me for now. ima go throw up byeeee
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sevika..sevika come home…the kids miss you…i mutter as the nurses drag me back to the psych ward
#i’m in the trenches#they couldn’t let her outshine everyone in act 3 so they made my baby a background character 😔🙏#she’s so hot#HELP#i believe in switch sevika#so this is her bottoming#i also believe in top on top violence#so this is that as well#also people who know me:#you know i can’t draw this without some blood#sevika#sevika arcane#arcane#arcane fanart#sevika fanart#sevika art#arcane art#art#artist on tumblr#im too lazy to finish this 😞
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Reposting all my spicynoodles art since I know that’s the kinda mood we’re all in today
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#technically there’s more but tumblr only lets me put 10 pictures so 😔#my art#digital art#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk spicynoodles#spicynoodles#spicynoodleshipping
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"On your knees."
Your strangled gasp barely passes your lips as you are pulled down all of a sudden by his Evol. You struggle to move, the gravity around you is much heavier than it should be. Kneeling before him, you hear the sound of a zipper being pulled down, and then seconds later, his cold voice commanding, "Now suck."
When you hesitate, he reverts the gravity around you, and you nearly tumble forward, unprepared for the sudden lightweightness again. Little fluttering gasps escape when his gloved hand just barely touch your chin, the pads of his fingers touching just enough to tilt your head upwards and your eyes focus in on his hardened cock, already dripping with precum.
For a moment, you swallow, the taste of his cum already registering in your brain before your mouth instinctively part enough to take in the tip, slowly taking in more and more of him. He tenses briefly, his own breathing unsteadied, almost as if he was unprepared for how good this felt.
"That's it," he groans as you take more of his cock in your mouth. His large hand cradles the back of your head as he praises you. "What a good little cocksleeve you are."
He smiles, amused, when you seem to preen with delight at his words. "Do you like it when I praise you?"
You moan in response around him in your mouth, his immediate shallow, slow thrusts have your eyes brimming with tears as you let him use you for his pleasure. When he yanks your head back by a fistful of your hair, you peer up into those beautiful amethyst eyes of his, ready to drown in them and submit to his will completely. When he spoke again, you could feel yourself pulsing, aching to be his in body and soul.
He could see your desires in your eyes, always knowing you better than even yourself. He smiles again, and croons, "Then be a good little fucktoy for me, and I will praise you more, my pretty little slut."
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace caleb#love and deepspace x reader#caleb x reader#caleb smut#lads scenarios#so when i found out his evol is actually gravity manipulation#i kind of....did some thinking 👉👈#(i was gonna post this the other night but the devs dropped another caleb trailer so...priorities amirite)#listen i'm getting mean!caleb out of my system (actually need him in my pus—)#because i know i will be writing more soft!caleb in the future and might not get back to this mindset 😭#just let me be pathetic for him in peace 😔🫶
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so I’ve had this fantasy AU in the back of my mind since 2021 and I finally decided to draw some stuff on it
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#it’s very simple plotwise but I just like the aesthetic I’m a child raised on fantasy and mmorpgs okay ✋😔#Arthur is a pirate whose greediness doomed him for centuries to guard what he once tried to steal in the form of a dragon#Francis is a spoiled prince who is being sent on a campaign to capture a dragon under a mountain and make it a weapon of the kingdom#the catch is that no one knew that the dragon was not a dragon at all#and the artifact designed to subdue the monster instead weakened the curse and (almost) restored him to human form#this is essentially a beginning of the whole story#I’m not going to tell the whole thing bc I’m cringe#let’s say it’s them being put into situations#while being dragged into politics ofc#anyways things escalated quickly back in 2021 and I put A LOT of characters into this AU#and I have quite a few ideas for art#shame that I’m not a writer and nobody but me will understand the context 🤪#hetalia#fruk#hws france#hws england#aph
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woaj do you guys think that lion thing is edible or what
#manga redraw#:)#i don’t have the page saved but if anyone find the one let me know#my art#digital art#fanart#artists on tumblr#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi fanart#laios touden#laios dungeon meshi#dunmeshi laios#dubgeon meshi lion thing#i don’t remember what it’s called 😔#dunmeshi
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as fun as it is to talk about the sillay crow family dynamics, i'm soo interested in what this means for the crow familia going forward in a darker lens.
im mostly speaking from the perspective of a rook de riva who romanced lucanis btw <3
illario brought the axe down on his own head after failing to take first talon. he's imprisoned except to play house whenever caterina wants to see him around for family dinners before tensions inevitably shove him back into the cage he's been left to like some house pet lmfao. it's actually kinda fucked up and as a certified sicko i love it. especially considering the casualness in which lucanis describes all of this. crows gotta be a little unhinged<3
But!!! while lucanis was right that illario's reputation is ruined forever as a traitor crow beaten to his knees before every house that doesn't exactly free house dellamorte either. Talon houses will want their pound of flesh of illario for nearly trying to put antiva under venatori control. and yet lucanis refused. house dellamorte showed mercy. they are breaking the rules, making exceptions. this is not how the crows operate and there should--WILL be retaliations for it. illario left this house bleeding in his attempt to claim first talon and their blood is in the water now with house dellamorte having a sole heir who blatantly exposed a weakness and seemingly has no lineage to take after him.
and nevermind that we know murmurs amongst the crows will linger about a first talon being an abomination. i know lucanis kind of handwaves it off as at the coffee date like 'there could be worst first talons' but baby boy, you have avoidance and denial issues this WILL become worse of a problem the longer it goes on. <3
more under the cut bc i didn't realize this was getting so long lol
but in comes fifth talon viago de riva. a bastard to the king of antiva who wants to strengthen the crown. a man who has been ruthlessly exacting and meticulous to get where he is now. and the scariest part is that he has ambition, always has, and knows he has more power than the king himself to make plays if he needs to. this makes for a dangerous (and sexy) combination. in comes his protege rook. casting silly family dynamics aside, viago knows this union between house dellamorte and de riva is extremely beneficial for both houses but also very dangerous. even he knows his ties to teia show a weakness in him that other crows may seek to exploit. and while i do think he may be sincere about wanting rook to find their happiness with lucanis as he has with teia - i truly think he will not shy from showing the importance of a 'political alliance/union' especially with first talon house dellamorte struggling from the blow after all is said and done.
and of course, by extension to de riva, house cantori and the beautiful lovely miss teia, will be extending her support to strengthen their houses but also herself from any opposition. as much as i love that she's kind of the heart that brings this fucked up lil familia together, i know she is just as cunning and clever to recognize what this alliance does for her too.
and caterina.. well, without going into a whole thought piece on her, she has built her (and her grandson's reputation) entirely to instill fear in others, even command enough respect to know she's the one running things while lucanis is just a stand-in as first talon. but what happens when caterina is gone? another dellamorte dead just like all the others. all lucanis has left is himself and his traitor brother. how does he handle illario? how does he fair being a leader to the crows when he didn't want any of this in the first place and no longer has caterina to guide him? how does he wish to pursue carrying the dellamorte legacy (if at all)? does he seek a protege of his own to take on after him? i can't remember who says it (viago or lucanis) but there's a line about how saving thedas will make their houses immortal (hot and very sexy) but also how far can that reputation protect house dellamorte, really?
i don't really have a point to all of this, this is all just stuff im simply chewing on and letting out into the ether because the ripple effect of repercussions with what illario did and what lucanis now has to deal with fascinates me SO MUCH.
#it's all so fucked up (affectionate)#dragon age#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#as much as i know in my heart lucanis deserves to be a malewife i really like to see him in situations i fear 😔 take him away from me#i still stand by what i said about wishing there was an option to kill illario bc i think hardening luca w/ that is also a fun avenue#to explore BUT letting illario live and imprisoned also kind of cooks ngl#(but im still giving the writers shit tho bc we know we couldnt do any substantial exploration of 'this is fucked up. what if we did that--#-- and made them worse' with the companion storylines)#aev plays da4#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#viago de riva#teia cantori#also thank you to my bestie for bouncing back and forth w/ me about this <3#long post
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doodles from yesterday’s episode I forgot to post-
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#let’s go lesbians!!#also eclipse aroace canon?!?!#fnaf security breach#fnaf#original art#my art#fnaf fanart#the eclipse and puppet show#eaps monty#eaps ballora#eaps eclipse#tsams eclipse#sams eclipse#eaps fanart#eaps#I’m tired leave me alone 😔
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two mimir.. 🤲🏼🤲🏼
#i'm so fucking unwell about them this isn't fair i don't need more tragic yaoi in my life LET ME LIVE FML#they deserved so much better#fuck the “who would top who would bottom” argument bc they're minors we should be asking who would big spoon and little spoon 😔#kinda wild how we had a sleepover with yusuke and almost ryuji but not akechi 🤨#atlus discriminating between boyfriends i see#not even complaining i still think yusuke should've lived with us i started violently sobbing when he said he was moving back into the dorms#that was so homophobic of the devs i was gonna ask him to share the bed next night 💔#ANYWAY#persona 5#p5#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws#its two am on a school night i need to sleep bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#no school day after tmr bc the juniors and sophmores are taking the sat tho 😼‼️
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the sun can’t shine on Loki anymore so now they shine the sun on Mobius
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#I’m 😩😫😩😫😔😔🥺🥺#the sun will shine on us again#miss minutes play don’t let the sun go down on me by Elton John#lokius#loki show#loki x mobius#mobius#mcu loki#mobius and loki#loki spoilers#wowki#loki and mobius#loki#loki series#loki season two#mobius mcu#loki odinson#loki s2#marvel
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So I had a vision of Orbwin in Charles jacket (then waking up wearing it) and it spiraled
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I’m normal. 👍
#tetris draws skrunklies#DBDA#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#charles rowland#orbwin#THATS A TAG LETS FUCKING GO#payneland#I just rlly like the idea u can’t fault me😔😔
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throwback 💈
#my art#ocs#original character#quinncent#oc: quinn lacey#oc: vincent craft#qv art#the people (me) needed to see this !!#the 'fro and cornrows are 👌#not me going on and on about how vincent has such style and then putting him in the ugliest fabrics known to man 🕺#let him be a little groovy and radical it's not his fault#quinn honey...you're not quinning with those bangs 😔
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