#lee eunsang fluff

[seokmattchuus]

Daily Texts with X1 - Maknae Line Pt. 2

[pyox1]

[5:25pm] "Eusangie~"

Seemingly too engrossed in washing the dishes, Eunsang hadn't even noticed your presence before you latched your arms around his waist. Your cheek pressed to his back, your hands played with the hem of his shirt.

"What are you doing?" He asked, his heart beating embarrasingly quicker by the second.

"I just wanted to be close to you." You murmurmed, head poking from behind his right arm. His eyes already shifting towards you, you smiled cheerfully. He could only giggle, his hands latching to yours. In that very moment, Eunsang made a promise to himself; that he would do anything for you to never loose that smile.

[sweetdejun]

i'm afraid i'm gonna regret it but 10 + eunsang please!

here it is! I hope you don’t regret it, lol and I hope you enjoy the read instead!

10. he comes to you for... help on tying his tie.

[6:35 p.m.] you’re frantically running around your apartment because you have a handful of chores left but you also need to start getting ready. a friend of yours, hangyul, is throwing a party to celebrate his 20th birthday and he’s doing it at a really fancy restaurant so, you only deemed it appropriate to dress formally, also. he invited you there by 7:30 which meant you needed to leave by 7, which also meant eunsang, your best friend (who you’ve secretly also been harbouring feelings for) should be at your house by 7. “fuck it, I’ll just do everything else when I get home.” you tell yourself and rush to your bedroom to go get ready. you’re surprised because what usually takes you an hour took you 15 minutes today. you cleaned up well for the time that you had. you had just finished applying your lipstick when your doorbell rang. “must be eunsang,” you say, approaching the door. you open it to reveal eunsang, standing there and you scan his appearance. he’s dressed in a long sleeved red dress shirt, and black slacks. his hair is pushed back, and he looks divine. he gives you a smile and waves, “hi. can I come in?” you scold yourself in your head for staring at him for that long and you open the door wider for him to step in.

“you look beautiful, y/n.” he hugs you, arms securing themselves around your waist as you reciprocate the hug by draping your arms around his shoulders. “thank you, you don’t look too bad yourself.” this brought out nothing but a smirk on eunsang’s face and a cocky, “when am I not?” this earned him a small smack on his forearm and you went to grab your purse, and hangyul’s present. “are you ready to leave?” you hear eunsang’s voice call. “yeah, let me just grab my shoes.” once you are absolutely sure you have everything, you head towards the door, and slip on your heels. and just as you turned the doorknob, eunsang’s hand grabbed your wrist. “wait, can you help me with this?” you turn and see a tie, neatly folded in his hand. “where did you have it?” he smiles sheepishly and says, “it was in my back pocket? and I didn’t put it on because I don’t know how, so I figured I would ask you for help.” aw, how cute, you thought in your head and asked him to give you the tie. he steps in front of you and you realize your drastic height difference doesn’t help in the situation you’re in. as you try to reach up, you fail because you can’t even get the tie around eunsang’s neck. with the both of you laughing at your struggle, you have him bend down a little.

you try not to notice eunsang’s gaze running over your features, and you begin to tie his tie. and if anyone were to see the image you two were creating, well, it would look like you’ve been dating for some time. as you finished it off, you softly whispered, “there you go, it’s all done.” you look up from the printed fabric into his eyes and find him already looking at you, his eyes boring into your own with a flash of what you assume is warmth (you say that since it’s quite similar to how you generally look at eunsang). the room is filled with your silence for a bit, until the tension is broken when eunsang whispers, “can I kiss you?” you nod a little too soon, and eunsang leans in and plants a sweet kiss on your lips. your eyes flutter shut and you rest your hands on the back of his neck, pulling him closer. he does the same by engulfing you in his arms and pressing you against his chest. the languid sounds of your kisses fill the room, and bounce off the walls until you both separate, breathing hard. eunsang rests his forehead against your own, smiling and you mirror his expression. “you have lipstick on your lips,” you mumble and run your thumb across eunsang’s stained mouth, wiping away the light traces of red that managed to transfer. “you have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do that, y/n.” you shift your gaze back to eunsang’s earnest face. “me too.” you mutter loud enough for him to hear, and he beams, “I really like you. a lot. be mine?” you smile wide and envelope him in your arms in an embrace, “I really like you a lot, too. I’ll be yours, eunsang.” and from there, you two headed out to hangyul’s party, hand-in-hand and loving smiles for one another on your faces.

[clowninyourfeed]

Goals🙌

Hangyul: They can’t reject you if you reject them first

[dvrlingrenjun]

request by @songdaiyu : Hello! Can I please request X1 reacting to your group being on Idol Room with them and them thinking that you’re gorgeous and funny? 💛

「 a/n: i’m not sure if you wanted x1 to be your boyfriend or make it platonic but i’ll do both! i hope you like it! ♡ 」

masterlist - requests

x1’s reaction to you being on idol room!

han seungwoo

once the two hosts announced your group’s name, seungwoo would be pretty shocked because you never told anything about going to idol room to him but nonetheless, he would secretly love it because he gets to see you more!

he would cutely giggle whenever you make a funny comment that would make x1, the two hosts and your group crack up in laughter. he already adores you so much, i think he would adore you even more.

cho seungyoun & kim wooseok

• cho seungyoun’s celebrity crush is you ever since you debuted, he mentioned you so much in interviews, etc. to the point where the directors thought it would be a great idea to invite you and your group. he would pull on that yoon jisung shocked face, where people thought he was acting.

he would totally fangirl maybe secretly or maybe even show it. when he finally saw you in real life, he thought you are a goddess that fell from heaven. after the shooting, he wouldn’t miss the chance to give his number to you :)

• kim wooseok would probably mentally compliment you like:

“YES! THATS MY GIRLFRIEND PEOPLE!”

but of course can’t say that out loud since the relationship is private and you guys wouldn’t want to expose your statuses. so when you guys go on a date or something, he would be sure to shower you with compliments.

kim yohan

when yohan saw your group and yourself apear, he would start mentally freaking out. since x1 knew he was a fan of your group and more specifically, you as his bias.

he started freaking out more when him and you were paired up for partners for a game. he didn’t realize that you were that funny and attractive until you guys won a game, you smiled cutely and went to high five yohan. who was dozed off at the sight of you, in a good way lmao.

lee hangyul

hangyul would be more hyper than usual, he would be really happy that you came and plus, they looked really pretty that day. not saying that they looked ugly before.

he would be so happy that the two hosts pointed his behavior out, hangyul would have to lie and say it was coffee or something like that. or saying that it’s his usual behavior. *cough* team rocket *cough*

cha junho

i feel like junho bb would actually try to avoid you haha, if you two were in a relationship, it would be because some people are crazy these days and somehow found out you two would be dating.

but if you guys didn’t know each other personally, i feel like he would avoid you because you looked so pretty in real life, he wouldn’t want to be near you because of that reason lol.

son dongpyo

dongpyo would clap and laugh at everything you would say. say something that’s not even funny? cue dongpyo cutely laughing while clapping.

in his eyes, you were actually really funny, from witty comebacks to funny comments that cracks everyone up. after he session, he would know for sure that he wants to be friends with you. or maybe even a bit more than friends ?

kang minhee

minhee would probably send you finger hearts secretly, he gave the brightest smile when he saw you and your group walk on to the set.

whenever you two are out with cameras around, you would send low key finger hearts to each other. yes it was risky but minhee and you loved the thrill of it. that day, minhee sent a lot of hearts which meant that he would want to compliment you during those times but couldn’t. he thought that the new hairstyle you tried on today looked really pretty and couldn’t wait to comment on it when you two are alone.

lee eunsang

eunsang wouldn’t exactly interact with you during the times when the cameras were rolling but whenever you caught his eye. he would lightly smile at you before looking somewhere else.

when you were dancing to girl group songs with hyeongjun though, he would cheer as loud as he can. he wants you to know that you slay because we stan queens/kings/royalty sisss.

hi i miss lee jinwoo :(

song hyeongjun

it was known that you and hyeongjun are really close friends since childhood. so he was estatic to see you after such a long time, due to both of your busy schedules and careers.

he would make sure to make some perfect friend goal pictures whether on the side-lines or not. he wanted to show off his beautiful and funny friend to the world and made sure of it.

nam dohyon

i feel like dohyon would pull on that face in the ghost scare ep when he heard a creaking noise and would scream when you two would always make eye contact.

dohyon is just a shy baby, so he would probably get teased a lot during that hour. but after that, he would probably try to act cool and ask you to hang out some time because “you seem cool and funny.”

[csy-x1]

reaction to finding out that their secret!idolcrush choose him as their ideal type — maknae line

⌯hyung line here⌯

type: fluff

summary: basically the title

warning: none!

junho

“he’s so cute and friendly, my type”

he really didn’t expect someone to notice him, especially you. so when he heard that he was your ideal type, the other members teased him so much.

dongpyo

“dongpyo has been my pick since the beginning”

oh man. this boy would become even louder than he already is usually. whenever the thought of you randomly popped up in his head, dongpyo would make a random loud-high-pitched scream and melt inside.

minhee

“he’s just him, and that makes him perfect”

when he found out, the others members and him was watching random things on the tv and you said that he was your ideal type. his face would go red and try to play it off like he doesn’t care.

eunsang

“i don’t know why but he just is.... sexy?”

this lost boy doesn’t know what to do and ask his hyungs for help but obviously they’ll just tease him and hopefully he’ll one day tell you that you’re his ideal type too.

hyeongjun

“he’s just so caring... maybe that’s why.”

hyeongjun would melt from the inside and out and be very obvious about it. he would really want to meet you in person.

dohyon

“i really want to be friends with him, we could even be rap buddies or something.”

dohyon would be so in for being “rap buddies” together. honestly he just wants to branch out and have more friends so he isn’t stuck with members all the time.

[smileyyohan]

X1 reaction to short gf trying to kiss their cheeks by tiptoeing

Kim Wooseok:

Wooseok would melt when he sees you trying to reach him just to peck his cheek. He already would find your shorter frame adorable and this just proves it even more to him.

‘Struggeling to reach me y/n?’ he asked teasingly just to see you pout which is another thing Wooseok loves about you.

‘I can't help being short’ you said while jokingly pushing his chest which felt like nothing for him because he is stronger than you think he is.

‘If you wanted to kiss my cheek’ he said while slightly bending his knees to reach your level ‘you could've just asked me babe’.

Kim Yohan:

Yohan would smile using his adorable gummy smile when you tried to reach him so you could peck his cheek. Making sure you don't notice, he slightly leans forward to make it easier for you to kiss his cheek. When you succeed and you happily smiled, his world stopped for a moment. He loves you so much and words can't explain how he feels about you.

'Good Job jagiya’ he grins while staring at you lovingly ‘You deserve a kiss from me as a reward’. He picks you up and pecks your lips several times.

Lee Hangyul:

Hangyul is a little tease so when he figured out that you were tiptoeing because you want to kiss him, he decided to stretch his neck so it would become a little bit harder.

‘Struggeling down there love?’ he asks with a teasing smirk that you both love and hate. 

‘Yes, and a certain idiot loves my suffering’ you said with a smirk in return ‘I just want to give that idiot some affection but he won't let me’

Hangyul decided he teased you enough today and stood slightly lower so you could kiss him, which you didn't because you didn't want to give in that easy. He took matter in own hands and decided to peck your cheeks, which made you blush.

‘I still love you kiddo’ he said which made you smile and slightly punch him.

‘Love you too, bully’

Cha Junho:

‘Chacha’ you said while looking at him with puppy eyes ‘Could you please quit growing so I can kiss you normally?’. You have been trying to reach Junho for a while but your 5'0 self couldn't reach Junho at all without injuring some muscle.

Junho had to giggle at your silly but adorable complaining about his height. Your smaller height was one of the many things he loved about you and he couldn't help but fall even more in love with you when you ‘complained’ about not being able to give him a peck on the cheek.

‘I'll help you’ he said with a small smile and leaned down to lift you up so your head is at the same level as his.

‘Now give Chacha a kiss’ he said while pointing to his cheek.

Kang Minhee:

Your and Minhee's second date as couple just finished. Minhee thought going to a restaurant together would be a lovely date. It indeed was because you couldn't help to both fall for the heavenly food and for your boyfriend who became even more perfect than you could ever imagine.

Now Minhee decided he would walk you home because he wants to be sure that you are home and safe because otherwise he wouldn't be able to rest well. 

‘Thank you for the amazing date Mini’ you said once you two arrived at your house ‘I had a blast’.

‘That feeling is Mutual’ he said while smiling at you, not sure if he should kiss you or not.

You stand on your tiptoes trying to reach him, which you somehow succeed at after pulling a muscle or two and kissed his cheek. 

‘Goodnight Minhee’ you whisper in his ear and walked into your house, leaving Minhee behind, whose now blushing.

[milky-mochi]

[8.02am] in which eunsang finds out about x1′s disbandment

! - mild swearing

you never fully understood how quickly a headline could change someone’s life.

when eunsang scrolled through his phone as per his morning routine, he had never expected his world to crumble. he expected new stories from his friends, or someone asking him for the answers to the homework. but not that headline. not the few words that would wreck everything he had put his heart and soul into.

he sat frozen on the edge of his bed as his phone fell out of his hands. his eyes were blanketed with a layer of tears threatening to fall, but he did not have the energy to see them through. he sat there, truly and utterly frozen.

you walked into the room with a smile on your face, hoping to ask him about where you guys should go for breakfast. but when you saw him stilled and his breathing getting heavier, your smile dropped. you rushed to his side, placing a hand on his shoulder on instinct.

“what's wrong? are you okay?”

he didn’t respond. his eyes fixated on the patch of flooring just in front of his feet. eunsang didn’t know what he was feeling, and yet, he was feeling too much at once. anger, confusion, sadness, loss, and hopelessness, all mixing in an ugly mess in the pit of his stomach, shutting down all senses in his body. eunsang felt numb.

after receiving no response from him, you picked up his phone on the bed beside him. on the screen was the soompi article, shouting out that eunsang’s dreams had been shattered. even worse, countless people had liked the article and shown support for it, making your blood boil hot in your veins.

“did they tell you about this first?” 

an anxious heartbeat passed before eunsang responded. it was a slight movement, barely the ghost of a shake, his head nudging itself towards the side before returning, but it was enough to break the both of you.

you pulled him into a hug, gently holding his nape. he buried his face into the crook of your shoulder before moving his hands to your waist to pull you closer. it was only in this position did his eyes release his tears. you felt them, warm and bitter, against your skin. 

they first came in silence, with nothing but eunsang’s heavy breathing to accompany them. but when you placed a hand on his back to reassure him, he broke. a desperate cry emitted from his lips. you felt it vibrate against your collarbone as you pulled him even closer. he cried his soul out for god knows how long, emptying his sadness into your shoulder.

“what the hell,” he whispered desperately after a long time of crying. “what the hell. what’s going on?”

you stroked his shoulder. “i have no idea. have you called them? maybe it’s a mistake.”

eunsang gently shook his head. you felt his hair shift under your chin. “seungwoo-hyung messaged us. said it was real. didn’t wanna read the full message,” he said in between breaths.

your hand came up to stroke his hair, holding the back of his head ever so gently, as if he might break under any pressure. tears began to well up in your own eyes. “i'm so, so, so sorry, eunsang.”

he sniffled, before pulling himself up to look you in the eyes. that’s when you saw his eyes. they were red and puffy, but within those tears, you saw him. he was close to breaking. the pieces of his soul were stitched precariously together, and this piece of news threatened to rip the threads wide open. he was shaky when he spoke, the words weighing down on his tongue.

“y/n, what did i do wrong?”

you broke at his words. the tears came streaking down your face. he thought this was on him. innocent eunsang, who worked harder for this than you had ever seen before, thought that this mess was somehow done by him. it was so screwed up it made your heart ache.

your hand came to caress his cheek. “eunsang, you did nothing wrong. this- this bullshit, it’s all because of some stupid adults who thought all this shit was okay. i hate them so much for it. and all your fans hate them too. but this is not on you, eunsang. not in the slightest bit.”

eunsang sniffled again. “really?”

you smiled at him and nodded your head, brushing a tear away from his cheek. “you deserve better. and you’re going to get it one day.”

eunsang’s shaky face revealed the ghost of a smile, and you had never been more relived. it hurt you so much to see him cry. “really?” he asked, still in disbelief.

you laughed and nodded again, taking his hand in yours. this entire situation was screwed up, and eunsang didn’t deserve any of it. you would burn down that entire building if you good, scream bloody murder as you fought all of them one by one. but you couldn’t. so you hoped that you being here for him would be enough. 

you hoped he knew that we would never be alone. he would still have his fans, and his members. and he would have you, for as long as he walked the earth, and as long as your lungs breathed in air.

“we’ll get through this, eunsang,” you assured him, squeezing his hand, “together.”

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a/n: hello!! it's been really long since i’ve written for x1, and i’m so sorry it’s angst aksoihd but i am Still Not Over the d-word, so i made myself cry lol anyway x1 pls come back

[asdfghjilysm]

I will always remember the day you kissed my lips

The night sky has never been more beautiful than that night.

pairing: eunsang x reader

genre: fluff

word count: 1,822

warnings: none

Summer holidays were already coming to an end and just tomorrow evening your dad was going to bring you back home from your grandparent's house. You knew you'll miss this time even though you were even more sure you'll come back next year like you always do.

Before moving to the capital, you used to live there. Moving out was a really hard time for you, not only because you were just a weak-hearted middle-schooler, but because of every memory you made with your neighbours and your best friends. You also loved your family, so once your first school year in the new city ended, you asked your mom and dad if you could spend the summer right at your grandparents'. Both they and your grandma and grandpa agreed immediately.

And it became a tradition.

Every year you came back to the place you grew up. And every year you made sure to spend every day as if it was your last. The neighbourhood was pretty calm so when you weren't spending time with your grandparents, you went out with your childhood friends - Yunmi, Junho, Chaewon and Eunsang. You did pretty much everything: sleepovers, karaoke parties, film marathons, long walks, skateboarding, swimming in public pool or lake, eating out, sleeping in tents, weird photoshoots on a basketball pitch or supermarket's parking in the middle of the night and much more. But there was still one thing you really wanted to do, but somehow there was never an opportunity.

"Why don't we go stargazing this night? There's this large hill over there, we could—" you said, laying on Chaewon's huge bed, between her and Yunmi, while Junho and Eunsang were sitting on the floor, next to the three of you, but before you could even end the sentence, one of the girls interrupted you.

"Our classmate is doing a sleepover today... I and Yunmi got invited and we really wanted to go though" she said, a little weakly.

You moved your head up in boys' direction but unfortunately, their faces immediately showed they were invited too, they didn't even have to say it out loud. You let out a sigh and let your head fall back down on the pillow.

So no stargazing this year as well.

Your friends offered you to go with them. At last, some of their classmates were also your classmates back then. But you were too shy, to be honest. You assured them it's okay and that you'll also enjoy spending the last day with your grandparents.

It was already an evening and you were sitting on a soft couch, next to your grandmother. You were watching another episode of her favourite soap opera. However, it wasn't your favourite though. Your head started to feel heavy, and you were just about to drop off when the notification sound rang from your phone's direction. You quickly unlocked it and opened the messaging app.

"Dress up warmly, I'll be at your place in a minute" you read the text a few times and lowered your eyebrows. It surely was the right sender, but you weren't sure if you were the correct person to receive that. You clearly stated you were not going to that sleepover.

"I told you it's okay. I'm staying home this night" you replied. But right when you tapped the "send" button, you heard a car's engine from the outside.

"No you're not."

"Come out quickly."

You looked over the window to see a dark jeep on the driveway. You knew that car.

"Grandma, can I go out this night too?" you asked quickly, a bit embarrassed.

The woman got a little bit shocked at your sudden question but her facial expression immediately changed into a smile.

"Just come back safe and sound" she said. Not only she trusted you, but she knew you have already turned adult recently and that she doesn't really have the right to tell you otherwise. But you didn't use this for your every whim. You loved her too much to lose her trust.

You stood up and kissed her forehead after thanking sincerely. You ran to your room and grabbed a random hoodie, then you ran to the front door, wore your shoes, shouted a "bye-bye", quickly went out and walked to the car.

As the jeep's windows were darkened, you couldn't see who was inside. You grabbed the front door handle and opened it.

"Hi guys" you said, without really looking inside.

But you only heard one voice in answer.

As you finally got into the car, you realised there really was only one person inside, except for you, of course.

"I thought the others are here too and we'll go together to that sleepover. Are they already in her house?" you tried to excuse yourself. There was that obviousness in your voice - it was easy to notice you really didn't want to go there.

"Don't worry, we're not going to that sleepover".

You looked at your friend with confusion written all over your face.

"What do you mean, Eunsang?" you asked, not paying the slightest attention to the road you didn't even realise you know.

"You'll see" he responded and his lips curved into a little smile.

You crossed your hands on your chest and turned over to look outside the windscreen. Sudden realisation hit you like a truck. You knew that old road through the forest too well not to recognize it immediately. And before you could even say anything, the car stopped.

You were now at the top of the hill. Not so far away from the town but far enough to be the only people in the nearest neighbourhood.

"We're here" the boy stated, pulling keys out the ignition switch and opening his door.

You smiled and opened your door as well. The warm wind hit your bare arms. You quickly got out the car and wore the hoodie you were holding in your hands up till now.

You looked around and the excitement left you speechless. It was perfectly dark around and would also be perfectly quiet if not these crickets, hidden in a high grass nearby.

You moved your eyes up to finally face the sky. The weather was perfect. Not a single cloud appeared and the moon was shining delicately. But the moon wasn't the most important. The main reason you were there, were the stars. You felt like they were shining even brighter than usual. The vision of the night sky was so perfect that night, you could also easily notice the whiteness of the Milky Way.

You moved your head from left to right, staring into the space in awe, as you suddenly felt a hand softly wrapping around your wrist.

"Come there" your friend whispered and led you to the back of the car. He opened the trunk and what you saw made your hand immediately shoot up to your mouth.

Inside there was a stack of pillows, blankets, a laptop and lots of snacks. You wondered how was it possible that you hadn't noticed it earlier.

You giggled quietly and threw your arms over boy's neck. He wrapped his around your waist, took you up and threw both of you into the softness of all these pillows.

As you two disentangled yourselves, you picked some small cushions to sit on and blankets to cover your legs, and sat on the edge of the trunk. You laughed as you noticed his feet touching the ground, as yours waggled in the air, a whole dozen centimetres above the grass.

You sat there in complete silence, not moving at all, only shifting your heads from one constellation to another.

After like half an hour, you finally lowered your head and turned over to your friend only to notice he's already looking at you. The moon has now moved to the front of you two, so you could easily see his face and the expression it showed, although you couldn't find the right word in your head to describe it. But it surely was different than usual.

He moved his gaze to your hand as he slowly held it in the warmth of his own palms. Your heartbeat suddenly sped up as his eyes finally met yours again. You already felt what was most probably happening.

You liked Eunsang. A lot. You knew you liked him much more than the others, and much more sincerely. He was the first person that heard about all your problems, and only after he knew, you then told the others. There wasn't a day you two wouldn't text or call each other during a school year. And when you were at your grandparents' place, he was the one you spent most of your time with. No matter where and what time it was. You just felt safe and appreciated around him.

But you never thought he would think the same about you. You often heard as Junho was telling him about girls from their school and he never seemed to ignore his friend's words. You also never felt as if he treated you differently than Yunmi or Chaewon.

But the truth was that you just didn't look at the right moments. You never saw how his eyes sparkled every time you appeared. You never saw his cheeks slightly blushing every time you complimented him. You never saw his smile every time your tiny figure hugged his giant-like body. And what you didn't and couldn't see was how his heart beat ten times faster every time you arrived. Every year he waited for the summer holiday, not to have a school break. But to see you again, and to spend this whole time with you.

And there you were. Right in front of him, with your eyes looking directly into his and heart fiercely hitting your chest.

He took a deep breath and let out these words, that were echoing through his head the whole summer:

"Y/n, I think I love you".

You smiled widely and teary-eyed, but before you even remembered how to speak again, he let your hand to delicately cup your face and slowly leaned forward to place a soft peck on your lips.

It was short but long enough for you to feel the butterflies in your stomach. A whole lot of butterflies. But you liked this feeling. You wished you were forever as happy as you were in that moment. Because you felt the happiest in your whole life so far. And it all thanks to him.

Afterwards, you still stayed close, he was still holding your cheeks and your foreheads were touching. It took both of you a short while to open your eyes. You then placed your hands on top of his and interlaced your fingers.

"Eunsang" you finally responded while looking directly into the warm darkness of his gaze, what made you smile even wider. "I think I love you too".

[minheeology]

04:34am

seungyoun smiled as you fell asleep on his shoulder while he sang to you. he had been away for a long time and if he was being honest, he missed little moments like this most of all.

[eunsangst]

[ 16:32 ] {requested}

"so apparently, you suck at math," he laughs, plopping himself down on your bed.

you put your pen behind your ear and spin your chair around. "that's a very helpful statement, eunsang," you say from your desk.

he laughs, tossing one of your stuffed animals up and down. "honestly though, it's just advanced algebra."

you make a face at him and spin your chair back to face the countless extra work your teacher made you do to catch up. soon, you feel eunsang's hand playing with your hair.

"i'll help you," you hear him say, not an ounce of sarcasm in his tone.

"no, eunsang, it's fine," you say. "you're here to hang out, not tutor me."

"well, where's the fun in that if you've got your face buried in school work?" he says, pulling one of your extra chairs beside you and sitting down on it. "besides, i would love to teach you. all you had to do was ask."

"you think i wanna be a nuisance to my own best friend?" you say.

"who are you kidding? you've been a nuisance ever since you came into my life," eunsang jokes.

your mouth drops open and you start to get up from your chair. eunsang instantly pulls you down, laughing. "i'm sorry! i was kidding."

"you better be."

"okay, let's start with this one."

time passes by as eunsang continuously tried to help you finish the extra work given to you. you would never admit that you had the biggest crush on him. and you were sure eunsang didn't like you the same way.

he was always surrounded by girls at school, he was the smart one in class, the one helping teachers bring their materials in the hallway, the one receiving countless gifts on valentine's day.

you were just his best friend who continuously supported everything he does, and you couldn't ask for more because he does the same for you.

at one point, eunsang's hand brushes against yours and you flinch a little at the sudden contact.

you lean forward to answering the problems, and eunsang leans back on his chair to stretch his arms, his left landing on the other side of your chair's armrest.

he then starts to make his fingers walk across your back with pressure in attempt to massage you.

"you can take a rest you know," his voice says, breaking the silence. you immediately set your pen down on the desk and lean back, forgetting his arm was there.

"oh sorry!" you exclaim.

"no it's okay," he laughs. "do you want to rest now? you look really tired."

"no i'm good, i have to.. why are you staring at me like that?"

eunsang blinks, realizing that he has indeed been staring at you. "what?"

you feel your cheeks blush. "i'm.. nothing."

"can i do something?" he suddenly asks.

"um sure," you say. "do anything you want. this is like your second home anyway."

"okay," he shrugs, and leans in to quickly kiss you on the lips.

you feel your heart drop to your stomach at the sudden contact of your lips with his. when he pulls away, he smiles puts his head in his hands, and your mouth drops open.

"sorry, i couldn't resist," he mumbles.

"wait, what?"

"i like you, y/n," he sighs. "i think i always have."

"b-but all the girls who've confessed to you... and you end up liking me?"

"what's wrong with that?" he says, leaning back on his chair again. "you're the only person whom i trust the most."

you start to let out a big smile. you couldn't believe that fact that this boy right here, the boy who is admired by almost everyone in school, is your best friend, and the boy you like that likes you back.

"well, you're in luck, lee eunsang," you say, pulling him close to kiss him again. "because i like you back."

"thank god," he says, cupping your face in his hands as he smiles in between the kiss.

[pyox1]

[8:45am] Your eyelids becoming heavier by the second, you felt as if you were slowly drifting off to dream land. This would've been a great situation if you had been in your bed, but you weren't. You we're currently falling asleep in your 8 am lecture and the only thing stopping you from doing so, were the stifled laughs coming from the boy, named Eunsang, sitting next to you.

"You're bothering my sleep schedule. Why don't you pay attention to the class instead?" You huffed, stretching your neck.

"I could ask you the same thing." He grinned, holding a pen in between in fingers. Watching him attentively write in a well organized note book, you suddenly realized you hadn't taken any notes.

"Shit!" You half whispered, unzipping your backpack. As you were rummaging through its content, you felt a tap on your shoulder.

"Don't worry, I got you." Eunsang said motioning towards his notebook. Analyzing it more carefully, you saw how he had doubled every piece of information, essentially writing a second copy of his notes.

"Oh my gosh Eunsang, thank you so much." You said, relief washing over your body. "You need to tell me how to make it up to you."

"How about a date?" You stared at him, eyes wide. He chuckled at how the color of your cheeks darkened and scribbled down an address on a piece of paper before handing it out to you.

"Meet me there tonight at 7 okay?" Holding the piece of paper close to your heart, you nodded. There wasn't anyway you were going to fall asleep now.

[sweetdejun]

coterie: the ninja star (2/2)

gang!x1 x fem!reader

synopsis: you’re an ordinary girl, with an ordinary life. but what happens when you catch the gang that is famous for keeping their deeds under the table, in action?

coterie’s masterlist can be found here

pairing: lee eunsang and y/n

a/n: mention of drugs, violence, and cursing. proceed with caution. THIS IS LONG AF. 

it took a few days for any activity to resonate between you and eunsang. after that day eunsang agreed that he’d start training you, but he had not started anything. then one day, you were cleaning around your room when you heard knocks on your door. it was eunsang. you stood confused, and in response, he only told you, “get ready and meet me outside in ten minutes.” needless to say, you followed his order, and soon were sitting in the passenger’s seat. “let me tell you something,” he started off saying, breaking the silence between the two of you. “I know that you might think what I do is violent. you’ve seen it yourself with jinhyuk. you know what I’m capable of. where I’m going to take you today may affect your decision about working with me. just know that I honestly could care less what you choose and if you don’t want to work with me after today, you are more than welcome to just lay low and not work with me.” if you weren’t confused earlier, you sure as hell were now. he pulled into a parking lot that was fairly vacant. you seemed to be surrounded by abandoned buildings, and this area didn’t look like it had seen people in a while. “wait in the car. I’ll be back,” eunsang told you before stepping out of the vehicle and making his way over to one of the buildings. he hid skillfully, and you know where he was because you saw him but you didn’t realize what was about to happen. suddenly, two men appeared to be exiting one of the buildings. one man had continued walking while one idly stood in front of the building. just then, eunsang came out and beat the man up. you didn’t need to hear the painful screams leaving the man’s mouth as he called out for someone, and you only assume he was calling the man that left with him. but it was pointless because eunsang eventually threw a punch hard enough to send the man’s head flying back, splatters of red leaving his mouth and he fell back with a thud. you were confident that as the man landed on the concrete he’d definitely broken a few bones. eunsang walked back to the car, breathing heavy. he sat in and tried not to look as your shocked expression quickly morphed into one of a poker face. “so before you decide anything let me tell you who he was. this guy is part of a huge drug scandal, which he gets from us. one of the rules when purchasing anything from us is don’t do anything that will make us look bad. the news spread that the guy was lacing candy for innocent children with drugs this past halloween. he put almost ten kids in the hospital that night. he broke the most important rule, and so seungwoo hyung told me about this guy and we decided that we should take him out.” eunsang turned back to look at you, and your eyes were wide. “he’s not dead, he’ll just be out for a day or two.” he adds in, and you visibly relax a bit. “so, now you know. tell me, is this still a position you’ll consider?” and even though he was sure you were going to deny this job, in the back of his mind eunsang couldn’t help but think maybe, just maybe, you would still stay. and when you told him, “this makes me want to do it, even more, eunsang. I hope you realize that you won’t be getting rid of me that easily, buddy. I’m staying, and if I can help keep this city clean and free of dirtbags like that, then isn’t that also helping people?” 

as soon as you agreed to train with eunsang, within a few days he decided to give you a bunch of ‘easy things’, according to him. to you, it was an introduction to self-defense, with basic moves, including various kicks and punches. and for someone who only had experience hurting cockroaches and teeny tiny spiders, you didn’t think you were doing too bad, but eunsang was quick to call you out. he’d say “not enough power” or “your stance is wrong” or “you messed up the order.” this didn’t stop you from training with him though. you’d never felt like this before, but it was an addictive feeling, punching and kicking the sandbags and the adrenaline that pumped in you and never quite died down. you remember telling eunsang about this feeling a few days after when you took a break during your session. as he drank out of his water bottle, and looked at you, heavily breathing. the fire that burned in your eyes that day in the car was unlike the one he saw now. if those were embers, then this was an inferno. eunsang knew that feeling, because it was the same thing he felt when he fought, too. at least he was doing something right, he thought, before re-wrapping his hands up with his gauze, signaling the continuation of your training session. but you were only human. because all this was new to you mentally and physically, it didn’t take long before you felt yourself starting to burn out. your body would be in pain, aching and pulsing as you’d push yourself down onto your bed, landing with a thud. all you wanted to do was sleep. and just as you felt like you were finally relaxing, your alarm would go off again, signaling the beginning of the next day. and you think you can hide your exhaustion but after seeing you starting to lose power in your punches, eunsang’s eyebrows get furrowed. “stop,” he gruffly says, holding the sandbag you just hit to halt any further movements. breathing heavily, you look back up at him, “what?” “you’re losing your power. what’s going on with you?” you brush it off, “nothing,” “y/n.” he sternly calls and you slowly meet his eyes. “you don’t think I’ve noticed, huh? you have trouble keeping your eyes open, you yawn constantly, you’ve been losing strength in your attacks. what’s wrong?” frustrated, you lean against a wall and push your hair back, “sorry, but this is all way too new for me. I thought it would be easy to get used to but it really isn’t. I’ve not had a good night’s sleep in so long, so that’s probably why I am how I am right now.” eunsang looks as if there are gears turning in his head. he sighs, placing his fingers on the bridge of his nose and groans, “fine, take a break. go fuck around, do whatever, I don’t care. sleep, right, that’s what you want? do that. but be ready to train in two days. I haven’t told you anything yet but we have a mission and it’s one where I’m going to need you to get involved also,” and just as you are about to ask him for more details, the boy pushes you out of the room and shuts the door in your face. ugh, once an ass, always an ass.

but that statement didn’t really ring true to you anymore. if someone asked you in the beginning if you liked eunsang, you’d tell them that you’d shit your pants before even starting a conversation with him. but you know that after spending more time with him, he’s not as bad as you thought he’d be. sure he can come off as an asshole sometimes and is not really the best with his words, but all in all, he’s not intimidating to you anymore. and part of you feels terrible for judging hire character even before you had a proper conversation with him, but another part of you tried to justify it by telling yourself he’s the one that beat up jinhyuk. you were the one that patched him up after that, so you remember how bad his wounds were. if eunsang could beat him up like that, who knows what else he’s capable of? but your thoughts are cut short because the minute you enter your room you hit the shower, and then plop yourself onto your bed, and the long-anticipated slumber your body craved for finally took over and within a short period of time you were out like a light. the next couple of days may have been the slowest days you’ve had ever since you’ve arrived at the mansion. because you didn’t have anything to do, you really would either sleep or just fuck around, but that got boring too quickly. all you were thinking about was the mission eunsang briefly mentioned to you, and how you were going to be involved this time around.

meanwhile, eunsang immediately noticed your absence in those two days. he didn’t realize it until now, but without you in the training room, things were kind of boring. that’s because when you started training with him, you’d train then ask him random questions, to which he’d give random answers, and as hard as his exterior made him seem, he thought you were amusing. you reminded him a lot of how he used to be. before eunsang was recruited to be a part of x1, he was... a college student, much like you were. he got in on a sports scholarship, for boxing. he was also a tae kwon do major. he remembered his freshman year when he was genuinely happy. he dreamed to open a place where he could teach children tae kwon do so that they could feel the love for the sport, just like he did. things, unfortunately, weren’t always in his favor. one day, he got a call. it was seungwoo, who offered him the job. he was elated of course, but when he told his family about it, they were adamant about telling him no. eunsang had to think long and hard: because he came in on a sports scholarship, his school tuition was paid for. his parents worked their asses off to pay for his pre-college training. if he had been given the opportunity to give back to them, then. why the fuck shouldn’t he? eunsang remained persistent and this led to his family cutting off all ties with him. now he had a job, but for who? his parents weren’t happy with him, they didn’t even want to see him anymore. so eunsang kept his word to seungwoo and stayed working for him. but not a day goes by when eunsang doesn’t remember his family. he still loves them dearly, because, well, it’s family.

pretty soon, though, the two days pass for the both of you. you walk into the training room and breathe in. you wait patiently for eunsang to show up because when he does, he sees the anticipation in your eyes, and starts, “seems like you want to know something.” “you know what I want to ask you about, eunsang.” you crossed your arms and impatiently tapped your foot. “fine, okay. the mission is in a few days and... it’s a girl.” confusion is clear on your face, so he elaborates, “the person you have to beat up is a girl.” that’s why he wants you to do it? because he doesn’t want to hit a girl? subconsciously you find this gesture of eunsang’s endearing. but you don’t let him know, and instead ask him, “who is she?” eunsang grimaces, “she’s the daughter of the military general. she’s been involved with some of the underground gangs and has also been involved in some activity involving hazing and college kids. we’re going after her because if we punish her and keep her in our custody, we’ll not only stop her from doing any more damage but also have the military general under our control.” so the next few days, your training is rigorous. in fact, you are confident that your training is the most intense now, but you think that the two day break really helped you out because as you throw your last set of punches, you could have sworn you saw eunsang smile from the corner of your eye. your suspicions proved to be true when you turned your head and the beam that grew on woman’s face remained, and you swear, your heart skipped a beat. “really good, y/n! at this rate, you’ll be ready to fight!” a hesitant smile grew on your face, but eunsang noticed it, and his eyebrows creased. “what’s wrong?” “I just...” you start, “don’t feel ready. I’ve never done something like this before, and this seems like it’s huge and I don’t wanna fuck up.” eunsang’s heartbeat accelerates as he responds,“you’ll do fine, y/n. trust me, with the way you’ve been training, you’ll definitely be able to kick her ass. I’m sure of it and if you need any help, which I doubt, I’ll be waiting for you.” eunsang places his hand on your shoulder and your eyebrows shoot up. “is this you being nice, eunsang? wow, I get this and a smile today? you must be really happy.” eunsang rolls his eyes and pushes you playfully and you laugh. he gets caught up in admiring the contours of your smile and the way the corners of your eyes crinkle. 

and the day of the fight rolls around. fast. you’ve arrived at an abandoned apartment building, eunsang is waiting nearby, equipped with a walkie talkie for efficient communication. he stands impatiently near the car, leg bouncing and praying that you stay safe. and the girl, eunha, is supposed to be arriving at this location for something. she’s not expecting to see you as she enters the building. “who the fuck are you?” her nasally voice screeches in your ears and that makes you want to punch her even more. “that doesn’t matter. what matters is I’m here to make sure you stop. no one deserves the treatment you give people. it’s disgusting.” without warning, you swing at her. the minute your fist connects with her jaw, you know it’ll end well. she holds up a fight, jabbing you in the stomach a few times while dodging your own. she has a bloody lip, and you have cuts along your knuckles and one on your forehead. “give it up already.” she tells you and attempts to kick you but you move out of the way. “make it easy for me then. stop fighting back and just come with me.” upon her refusal, you continue to fight. things start to get crazy when she picks up a metal bar that was found nearby and tries to swing it at you. you dodge it just at the right time and snatch it from her, only to pound it strongly against the back of her head. there was so much power in that one hit that eunha tightly closed her eyes, and stumbled to the ground, on her knees and her hands going up behind her head to console the fresh wound. “I got her, eunsang,” you say into the walkie talkie. you pull out a small piece of rope you’d kept with you and panting hard, you manage to tie her hands behind her back. pretty soon, eunsang shows up and finds you leaning against the wall, still huffing from your intense quarrel. he picks up eunha and throws her over his shoulder, then turns to you and motions you to lead the way. you both walk out of the building and towards the car. you open the back door for eunsang to lie eunha on the seat, and you both then sit in the front seats and eunsang starts the car, leaving the destination. “how long will she be knocked out for? I hit her pretty hard,” you start, running your fingers through your hair. you ignore the slow sinking in your stomach.“she’ll be out for a couple of hours, which is plenty of time to get her back home, and the boys will help us out from there.”  the silence grows in the car, and you’re not sure if eunsang can sense the nervousness from you. your throat seems to tighten and your head hurts immensely. when eunsang looks at you and says, “why are you crying?” you let out a shaky breath before saying, “did I do the right thing? should I have not hit her as hard?” you ramble, violently wiping at the tears falling from your eyes. eunsang hesitantly reaches over and places his hand on your knee, “hey, it’s okay. you did do the right thing. we’re not the bad guys, you know that. don’t feel bad, y/n.” eunsang stops at a red light and turns to fully look at you, his hand patting your knee. and maybe you’re just overwhelmed with emotion, but you lean in and plant a kiss on eunsang’s lips. before he seems to even react to it, you hear a honk from behind you, and you break away from the kiss. you look outside, embarrassed as ever. “sorry,” you mumble and eunsang keeps driving.

the car is silent the rest of the way until you reach the mansion. eunsang and you leave the car, and before you say anything, eunsang says, “go in. you’ve done well for the day. I’ll call the boys to help me out.” you walk quickly, entering the house, only to go directly to your room and closing the door shut once you’re in. you’re embarrassed and ashamed. “stupid, stupid, stupid.” you mumble, pacing back and forth in the room, hitting your hand against your forehead, wincing when it touched the cut inflicted during the fight. you don’t know how long you were doing that for but you hear a knock on your door. you pause and go to open the door, to reveal a flustered eunsang, playing with his hands. “can I uh, come in?” you move to the side, and he enters. “listen, about earlier,” you start, rubbing your forearm, “I just, I don’t know why I did that.” eunsang finally meets his eyes with your own and a flash of an emotion passes through them. “did it mean anything to you?” he asks, and a glint of hope is resonated in his tone. “honestly? yeah, it did. because I like you, lee eunsang. in the beginning, I hated you, but now, you’ve shown me a whole new side to you, and I liked it all. it’s okay if you don’t like me back, I get it-” you’re cut off when eunsang takes long strides towards you and joins his mouth with yours, cupping your face between his fingers and shutting his eyes. you swallow your own words as you grab onto his waist, kissing him back with just as much fervor. “I like you too, y/n. I think from the moment I met you I liked you. you just...reminded me a lot of how I used to be, happy. when I met you, I never thought I’d be happy again. I was always sad and depressed and I had a hard time expressing my feelings. but when you came along, it felt like you revived me. I can’t see myself without you anymore, and I want you to be mine.” a fresh batch of tears pool in your eyes, this time out of happiness. “of course, eunsang. I’ll be yours,” and you lean in to peck his lips once more. that night, you and eunsang stay up together, where he tells you all about how he used to live before x1, and you tell him about your college life. one thing that you both are able to agree on, though, is that in the end, you both found each other, and that’s all that matters.

a/n: that’s a wrap for eunsang! sorry if the fighting scene wasn’t all that great, I’ve never written any before 😖. thank you all for being so patient with me, this week’s been crazy and the semester is almost over so my final exams are coming up so I’ve just been really stressed with that ❤. on the bright side though, my winter break will be LONG so that means I can give you guys more coterie! now tell me, who do you choose next? if you didn’t think the ninja star was eunsang, who’d you think it was? let me know in the comments and as always, thank you guys once again for supporting the series!!

[clowninyourfeed]

In case you didn’t smile enough today:

[x1musings]

82 + eunsang please :D

i’m sorry, i didn’t have any ideas that were good enough to write a whole one-shot for this prompt, so i’ve decided to do a longish drabble instead. i hope it’s ok. if you want me to do a one-shot for it, could you please send me ideas/aus that you want? i’m completely blanking on any ideas for this.

#82: “you will never guess what I just bought.” + bestfriend!eunsang

 you couldn’t stop the tear that rolled down your cheek, as you stared at the paper in front of you. you knew you weren’t the smartest person in the world, but this time you had really tried, even going so far as to sacrificing your precious free time with your best friend to spend time in the library going over every practice question in your textbook. so, to see that big ‘f’ written on your test paper after all the effort you put in filled you with a sense of hopelessness. 

the sound of your phone ringing pulls you out of your self-pitying thoughts. your heart falls when you see your best friend’s name pop up on your screen. you knew you could never lie to your friend, and you knew the second you picked up the phone, he would rush over to make you feel better. but you didn’t want to burden him like that. 

you wipe your tears away and hesitantly pick up the phone. 

“hi eunsang.“ 

“hey…are you crying?“ you roll your eyes with a smile on your face. of course he would know. 

“i’m coming over now.“ and he hung up. you stare at your phone in disbelief. you had said a whole 2 words, and that was enough to get him running over. what did you do to deserve a friend like eunsang? 

it took longer than you expected for him to knock on your door. you open up to see him holding something behind his back.

“you will never guess what i just bought.“

the smile on his face never fails to make you feel better. so you indulge him.

“what did you buy?“

“you didn’t even try to guess,“ he says, pouting.

you roll your eyes playfully, “you said i’d never guess. so just show me.“

his smile widened as he pulled out a large tub of your favourite ice cream from the ice-cream shop down the road. you squeal in excitement, jumping on him and giving him the tightest hug. he nearly drops the ice-cream, but manages to catch it at the last minute. 

“you’re the bestest friend i could have asked for, eunsang.“

[yvnseong]

𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑡 𖧷 𝑙𝑒𝑒 𝑒𝑢𝑛𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑔

credits to: @asdfghjilysm they came up with the prompt that inspired me to write this!!!

𖧷𖧷𖧷

“Hey Grandma?” Yunseo asked curiously.

“Yes Yunseo?” I responded smiling at the younger girl with me at the table helping me go through my old items.

“Who’s this?” She questioned her hands holding a photograph taken many summers past. She handed me the photo of a young male laid in the grass, his head resting on his hand, with his other arm stretched out. I smiled softly at the discovery of the old picture.

“Lee Eunsang.” The smile etched onto my face faltered for only a second as memories of that summer flood back to my head. “My first love.”

Her hands once again took the picture from my hands, she studied it carefully. Her eyes scanning every part of the picture. “When did you take this picture Grandma?”

“The summer of 1969. We were about your age. So somewhere around sixteen or seventeen. It was the last time I saw him.” You said reminiscing on that summer. You watched intently as Yunseo continued to study the picture carefully.

“What was happening in that moment for him to look so happy?” She asked, a delicate smile gracing her lips as she saw the pure happiness present in his eyes. His lips brought up into a gorgeous smile.

“Would you like to hear a story?” I asked, my eyes trained on her face. She blinked slowly, gently handed me the photo and nodded. I smiled.

𖧷𖧷𖧷

Summer 1968

Lee Eunsang was in love. Who was he in love with?

It was the girl who worked at the photography studio with her family. They met the day Eunsangs mother had insisted getting a family portrait, much to his and his sisters annoyance they went anyways. They entered the studio, bitterly he sat in a waiting chair and then he saw her.

She passed by and gave them a polite smile. Her hands holding a large folder filled with something. Eunsang didn’t care what the folder was filled with, he was entranced by the beautiful girl. She noticed his stares and smiled coyly. Making eye contact with him and throwing him a playful wink before walking away.

He was embarrassed, his dad began to poke fun at him for getting caught staring and he just laughed sheepishly. Although embarrassed, all he wanted was to get to know you.

When the family was called to the area for the photos he was not exactly surprised but more so shy to see you there helping set up the cameras and the stools on which he and his sister would be sitting on. The family walked towards the seats and began to start to position themselves following their introduction to the photographer. Eunsang stayed quiet until, “Hello! That’s Eunsang he’d like to take you on a date. What’s your name?”

His head whipped quickly towards his sisters direction, his sister laughed and his parents couldn’t help but try and muffle their laughter. “I’m Y/N. Nice to meet you Eunsang.” You said holding back giggles, extending your hand out. His face was bright red but he ignored it as he held out his hand to shake yours. “Nice to meet you Y/N.”

“Now about the date, when are you free?” She questioned him shyly her cheeks hot with the sudden shyness that overcame her.

Eunsang was taken aback, but he wasn’t going to let that hold him back.

𖧷

Summer 1969

Things moved quickly. You both became inseparable spending all your time together. Most of your dates you spent in parks, having picnics and talking about life.

One day in particular you showed up at the park after being dropped off by your dad. You held a camera you had been gifted by your aunt. “Eunsang look at the camera I got!” You smiled excitedly gently placing the camera into his larger hands. He looked at the camera and examined it. “My aunt gave it to me.”

A smile came onto his face, “Can I take a picture of you?” And so he did, once the photo came out from the top of the camera he shook it. The smile from previously widely present. His eyes filled with love as he looked down at the picture of you. He placed it into the pocket of his white shorts being careful with the photo. Y/N grinned gently pulling him closer by his striped yellow tie pressing a loving kiss to his lips. They both stayed there for a moment before she pushed him back.

He fell onto the grass a small laugh escaping his lips. She picked up the camera and held it up pointing it towards him. “Smile!” She said happily his head rested against his arm and he outstretched his arm happily smiling as he posed for the picture she was about to take.

CLICK!

The photo came out and she instantly began to fan it. He smiled watching her lovingly his eyes studying her in that moment. He never wanted this to end. She looked at the picture and giggled. She quickly flashed it to him before hiding it. “Let me see it Y/N!”

Y/N stood up and ran away giggling before yelling out, “Catch me!” They ran around for a while before the both got tired and collapsed to the ground where they had previously been taking photos.

They laid besides eachother. He turned to look at the girl, she stared up at the clouds a tired smile on her face, and he studied her features as always. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her. He threw an arm over her stomach and they laid there. It was peaceful.

𖧷𖧷𖧷

“His sister asked you out for him?” Yunseo said laughing.

I giggled along with her, “I know! He would’ve never done it himself.” My hands gently put down the picture. It seemed like just yesterday we were both running around that park. I laughed softly to my self, he never saw the picture.

“What happened to Eunsang?” Yunseo asked carefully. My smile faltered as I placed my hands on the table opening a small album filled with old photos I couldn’t seem to detach myself from. I picked up the photo and delicately slid it into the album.

“He died my love.” You said in a hushed voice, almost reliving the pain you felt back in 1969. You looked up to see her and she was silent, wanting to ask something but being unsure how to ask.

“If you don’t want to answer it’s okay but, how did he die Grandma?” She said softly.

“The day we took those pictures, his mom picked us up and dropped me off at home before they headed back to their house. On the way to his house their car was hit by a drunk driver. They both passed away. His sister and father moved away and I never saw them after the funeral.” I explained, a soft smile etched itself on my face.

I looked up at Yunseo and she was in a state of shock. She processed the information before saying, “That’s horrible.” I nodded softly.

“On a lighter note he’s also how I met your grandfather honey.” I said laughing slightly.

“Really?” She asked shocked. Her hand had flown to her mouth.

“Mhm. They were friends and we got closer after his death as we both were grieving, but that’s a story for another time.” I said quietly.

“Grandma, why did you keep his photo for all these years?” Yunseo asked genuinely curious.

“Some people you’ll never forget. He’s my first love, and a part of me will always hold him close to me heart.” You said simply. I looked up at her and saw tear begin to well in her eyes. I reached out and gently wiped her tears away.

I looked back down at the picture book in which I had placed his picture. I smiled softly gently turning the page onto the next page.

Many summers past, and he’s still a part of my heart.