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I'm so out of the kpop fandom lately that I didn't even know they were collabing until the teaser showed up in my subscription list. and I'm so glad that I saw it because it's so beautiful and the song's amazing and I'm just so happy to see them together being happy and making great music together 😭😭😭😭😭

I'm reviving this blog for a bit just so I can cry over wooseok and eunsang's song 😭😭😭😭

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its so good 😭😭😭 and the butterflies 😭😭😭 and them being happy 😭😭😭 and their voices together 😭😭😭 and the mv aesthetics 😭😭😭

I'm reviving this blog for a bit just so I can cry over wooseok and eunsang's song 😭😭😭😭

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I'm reviving this blog for a bit just so I can cry over wooseok and eunsang's song 😭😭😭😭

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Opposits attract + hidden relationship with junho

i’m sorry but i don’t think i can write this one. since i only write platonic relationships for the maknae line, it’s a little hard for me to write a hidden relationship for junho. 

but thank you for the request!  

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just found out you have to write if you want something to be written……. feeling shocked, devastated, and blindsided. please respect my privacy and space during this time xx

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Its okay take a break if you need. Health is more important! Honestly i will miss your writings since i did requested some before but you really deserve the break👌 good luck for your upcoming assignments 🤗 and maybe after the 17th, hope to see you back :)

aww thank you!! you are honestly the sweetest for taking the time to send me this ask. what did i do to deserve you?? 🥺 do you remember what you requested? let me know and i’ll add it to the top of my to do list after i’ve done my assignments 😁😁

but, oh my god, i’ve been procrastinating so much today, i can forsee myself dying of self-inflicted stress because i’m going to end up submitting the assignments at the very last minute😫😫😫😫 why am i like this??? 

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Hey! It’s okay to feel worn out or not I. The mood to write. Take your time and do things at your own pace. If you need a break take it. Write is something that’s fun, so take some time and find your jive again. I believe in you!!!

thank you so much for saying this. you are the sweetest and i love you💕💕💕

honestly i think i was just really overwhelmed with everything i had to do, and i felt like i wasn’t doing enough for my assignments, work and writing. and that made me less productive which made me more overwhelmed and it became a damn cycle.

so i decided to break the cycle by deleting tumblr and twitter off my phone and blocking it on my desktop (drastic, i know, but i needed to do it). that’s why it took so long for me to reply. and i’ve realised that writing and fangirling just can’t be a priority for me right now, and i also realised that that’s okay. 

and that’s something i hope everyone knows. it’s okay not to be productive. it’s okay not to be in the headspace to create or do things that you used to do, even if you have more time now. it’s okay to take this time to rest. while it may not feel like it, taking care of your mental health is productive!

if any of you need someone to talk to, please don’t hesitate to send me an ask or a dm. please know that you’re not alone💕

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sorry for being m.i.a. and i’m sorry if my last post (which i’ve deleted now) worried any of you. i needed a bit of a break from tumblr/twitter to get my personal life and mental health in order, which i haven’t really done but i’m in a better place right now than i was a week ago (woo small wins!). 

anyway, just a heads up, i don’t think i’ll be able to write anything until after the 17th, since i have 3 major assignment due before then. but i will be online if any of you want to chat and hopefully after i’m done with my assignments, i’ll try to upload at least one work (fingers crossed!). 

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I apologize on behalf of auto correct. I meant Wooseok and mafia au, love ^_^

Hi hi can you do a drabble challenge for wooseok + mafia? :’)

thank you for the requests!! 

i’m so sorry, this is bad. it was a bit of a struggle finding an idea that wasn’t too detailed. like all of the ideas i came up with were more suited for a series than a drabble. so, if you want me to redo it, let me know. but i hope you like it.

drabble challenge #5: 

“remind me again why we’re breaking into seungyoun’s house.”

you kneeled in front of the door and pulled the tools you needed from your pocket. “because i refuse to let him win this prank war, and if i ask for his permission to enter his house, it’ll ruin the prank.”

wooseok watched you fumble with the bobby pin in your hand. “i thought you said you knew how to pick a lock.”

“no, i said that i watched a video on it, and i think i know how to do it.”

wooseok rolled his eyes, pulling the bobby pin from your hands. “i’ll do it.”

you stepped away, muttering under your breath, “like you can do any better.”

you stood, watching his every move. wooseok put the bobby pin in his pocket and then reached into his other pocket, pulling out his lock-picking kit. your eyes widened at the sight of the kit, and they only got wider as you watched wooseok effortlessly pick the lock and open the door.

you followed him into seungyoun’s house, confusion taking over you. “why do you own a lock picking kit? and why are you so good at picking locks?”

“because my dad’s a mafia boss and he taught me everything i need to know about breaking and entering.”

you laughed, clutching your stomach. “oh, good one. what’s the real reason?”

wooseok looked at you with a raised eyebrow. “that is the real reason.”

“so, you actually expect me to believe that you are the son of a mafia boss and you have been part of a mafia the whole time i’ve known you?” you flashed him a look that conveyed your utter disbelief. “you know if my prank fails, we could totally try to get seungyoun with the ‘you’re part of a mafia’ prank. he would probably believe you.”

“i’m telling you the truth.”

“mmhmm, ok you can give it up already. out of you, me and seungyoun, you are the worst pranker in the history of pranking. that’s why the prank war is between me and seungyoun. but just know that we still love you.”

wooseok sighed, knowing that there was no way he could prove to you that he was telling the truth. “you know, in the future, you’re going to realise i was telling the truth. don’t say i didn’t warn you.”

“mmhmm, whatever you say, baby.”

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wooseok + height difference!!

thank you!! 

man, you know you have a creative block when you have to stop yourself from rewriting one of previous works with a different character. but i’m actually proud of how this turned out. soft wooseok is a concept i need to write more of.

drabble challenge #4:

there weren’t many things that you were self-conscious about. but if there was one thing that you were slightly sensitive about, it was your height. you weren’t that short, but when all your friends were goddamn giants, it was easy to feel like a midget. this always led you to wearing the highest heels you owned whenever you went out with them. now it was just a habit for you to stuff your feet into the most uncomfortable footwear known to man, even when you weren’t going out with your friends.

“are you ok? you look like you’re in a lot of pain right now,” your boyfriend asked, watching you with concern as you sat on the curb, rubbing your aching feet.

“no, these are new heels and i forgot to break them in.”

he crouched down to look at you at eye-level. “why do you wear them if they hurt you this much?”

you looked down at your feet to avoid from looking at wooseok. “they make me look taller,” you mumbled, hoping that he wouldn’t hear.

“why would you want to look taller? you’re not even that short.”

you look up at him with an exasperated expression on your face. “you and all of my friends are way taller than me. at least with heels, i am close to your heights, instead of being a midget. do you know how it feels to always be the shortest one in the group?”

wooseok raised an eyebrow at you, with a small smile on his face as he tried to stop himself from laughing. “um, have you seen my groups?”

you pulled your bottom lip between your teeth as you realised your mistake. “sorry.”

“look there’s no reason for you to be self-conscious about your height, especially around me. i think there’s a lot of perks to being short.”

you rolled your eyes at him. “yeah like what?”

wooseok thought about it for a second. “like the fact that i can give you a piggyback without a problem. if you were taller than me, i would probably struggle a lot.”

you tilted your head for a second as you imagined that. you laughed at the image that came to your mind, which made wooseok smile. “hmm i guess you’re right.”

wooseok nodded his head. “of course, i am. now, i’ll give you a piggyback to the car, since your feet hurt.”

he turned around, waiting for you to hop on his back. you thanked your lucky stars that you decided to wear pants for this date, so that you didn’t unwittingly flash any innocent bystanders. you wrapped your arms around his neck, and he stood up, hooking his arms around your knees. he turned around to check that you hadn’t left any of your belongings on the curb, before walking towards his car.

you rested your head against his, feeling warm and safe in his embrace. “thank you wooseok.”

“for what?”

“just for everything.”

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rivals au & wooseok 👀👀

thank you!! :) man this one was hard, because i didn’t know how to end it and it was entering one-shot length territory so i had to cut down a lot. but i hope it’s ok.

drabble challenge #3:

you couldn’t tell if the girls huddling around you and repeatedly asking you if you were ok was helping or making you feel worse. on any other day, you would happily take part in badmouthing the asshole that owned the office right next to yours. but today, just hearing his name made you want to throw up.

“i can’t believe they actually gave the diamond project to wooseok. can’t they see that the project was made for y/n?”

“y/n’s presentation was way better than wooseok’s. all he had was his connections.”

“what’s with management always sucking up to him? you’d think he was the chairman or something.”

“oh shit, here he comes.”

you looked up from your coffee cup, just in time to see him enter the break room, with an annoyingly smug smile on his face.

“hi ladies, you think you could give me a second with y/n?”

the girls looked unsure whether to leave you alone with, knowing that nothing good came from you two being alone together. so, you nodded at them, wanting to get this inevitable conversation with wooseok out of the way. they took their time leaving, each looking back at you to make sure you were really okay. once they left, you went back to staring at your coffee, as if it would somehow give you the strength to deal with put up with whatever he had to say.

“what do you want, wooseok?”

“just wanted to see how you’re doing.”

you glanced up for a second to send him a glare, before looking back down. “as if you care.” you paused for a second as a thought came to you. “why did you throw you hat in the ring? you said that you weren’t even interested in the project.”

he took a seat across from you and leaned back as he stared at you. “well i wasn’t. but then i heard your friends talk about how you were the best in the department and that i was a coward for not trying a hard project like the diamond project, so i decided to try my hand at it.”

“so, the only reason you took it was to prove that you’re better than me.”

“basically.”

you had to curb your urge to throttle him. “let’s see if you can get a meeting with the ceo, then we’ll see if you’re better than me.”

wooseok raised an eyebrow and leaned forward. “what will you do if i do get the interview?”

you leaned forward too, staring him down. “i’ll admit that you’re the best in the department.”

he smirked at you. “ok, but you have to do it publicly, like in a meeting.”

you stood up from your seat and walked over to sink to pour out your cold coffee. as you walked out of the break room, you said, “fine. i’ll give you a week, wooseok.”

a week later, you had almost forgotten about the bet, having been swamped with a new project management had given you. that is, until wooseok stormed into your office, walking over to your desk, and leaned his arms on your desk to stare you down.

“what did you do to make the ceo refuse to meet with me? he’s refusing to work with anyone besides you.”

you raised an eyebrow. “i didn’t do anything. i just took the time to get to know him while i was preparing for the presentation.” you took a moment to smirk at him. “it’s not my fault if the ceo was so charmed by me and my ideas. hmm, i guess that means that i don’t need to admit you’re better than me, because you aren’t.”

“i will get you for this,” he said, pushing off of your desk, and walking out of your office.

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tag yourself~

tulip- broke af, unhealthy binge watching, study groups, laughs at their own jokes, stressed 24/7, just wants to have a good time

rose- very thoughtful, has a sweet tooth, gives a lot of compliments, messy room, forgets things easily, stares at strangers’ dogs

sunflower- takes too many naps, spontaneous personality, almost always listening to music, good at solving problems, too many apps

daisy- bad at time management, easy to get along with, cares about the environment, has unpopular opinions, types quickly

lavender- sarcastic voice, seems normal but is actually really weird, good at lightening the mood, bad eyesight, enjoys being alone

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I loved your Seungyoun fake relationship drabble!!

ahhh i’m so glad you liked it!! and thank you for taking the time to tell me, i really appreciate it 🥰🥰🥰

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for the drabble challenge, roommate + hangyul!

thankyou!! 

drabble challenge #2:

hangyul was slowly but surely losing his sanity as he stared out the window. he was never one to stay home for an extended period of time, always taking the opportunity to explore new places every chance he got. so, being stuck at home with no option of leaving was draining his soul. and it didn’t help that he had run out things to play with in the small apartment he shared with you, having mastered each and every game that you two owned. he turned his head to watch you as you sat on the dining table, typing away at your computer. while he was suffering staying locked in, you were in your element. while hangyul was an adventurer, you were more of a homebody, always staying home whenever you weren’t working or running errands. you had joked earlier that you had been preparing for this your whole life, and as he watched you, he was starting to believe your words.

he walked over and took a seat next to you, pouting as he rested his head on his crossed arms. “play with me, y/n. i think i’m going to die from boredom right now.”

you laughed, shaking your head at him. “play with yourself, hangyul. i have work to do.”

hangyul raised his head. “that sounds dirty.”

“get your mind out of the gutter. i didn’t mean it like that.”

hangyul wiggled his eyebrow at you playfully. “sure, you didn’t.” he poked your arm lightly. “please y/n, you’ve been working all morning. take a break and stop me from dying of boredom.” he gave you puppy dog eyes, for good measure.

you groaned. “fine, 1 hour. that’s it. then you’re going to leave me alone to finish my work. deal?”

“deal!” he said, smiling widely at you. “what do you want to play? mario kart?”

you smiled back at him, closing your laptop and walking to the kitchen. “yeah sure, you set it up, i’ll bring snacks.”

“perfect!”

while you had said you’d only play for one hour, it soon turned to two, then three, and before long you had spent the whole afternoon trying your hardest to beat hangyul just once. your small apartment was filled with the sounds of hangyul’s evil laughter as he lapped you for the hundredth time, and your whines as he won the match once again, which always led you to ask for a rematch.

“just one more!” you whine, gripping his arm and shaking it.

hangyul pulled his arm away with a laugh. “let’s watch a movie instead. i’ll order some pizza, and you choose the movie.”

“are you sure you want to give me that power? because you know i’m going to choose a rom-com.”

“if that’s the price i have to pay so that i don’t have to play another round of mario kart, then i’ll gladly pay it.”

“asshole,” you yelled at his retreating back, which garnered you a laugh from him.

hangyul returned ten minutes later, and settled into the sofa, next to you. you rested your head on his shoulder as the movie began.

“thanks for saving me from boredom today,” he whispered.

“anytime,” you whispered back, with a smile.

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YOU ALREADY DID THE DRABBLE CHALLENGE?! OMG THAT WAS SO QUICK AND IT REALLY GOOD!!! I really wasn’t expecting it so quickly, thank you so much for that. I really really liked it. Seungyoun is just so 🥰

honestly, i thought it took me too long to write that 500-word work. like i kept getting distracted by everything around me that it took over 2 hours for me to finish it. and i feel like my brain died in the middle of writing it. words were hard for me last night😅

but i’m so glad you like it!! 🥰🥰🥰

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wahh i just woke up to 7 drabble challenge requests, thank you guys 🥺🥺🥺 i will try to get them done today 😊

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seungyoun + fake relationship

thankyou!! also sorry about this drabble, words are hard for me rn for some reason 

drabble challenge #1: 

when you had drunkenly asked your best friend to pretend to be your boyfriend and escort you to your ex’s engagement party, you were mostly joking. but youdefinitely weren’t expecting him to actually show up to the party – lookinglike a damn model no less – and pull you into his arms with a wide smile on hisface.

“what are you doing here, seungyoun?”

he pulled away with an innocent smile on his face, his arm still around your waist, holding you against him. “what do you mean, baby? there’s nowhere else i’d rather be than right here with you.”

if it weren’t for the fact that your ex and his new fiancé were standing right next you and watching the interaction between you and seungyoun intently, you would have cringed at the cheesy comments coming out his mouth. but since seungyoun was doing you a big favour by being here and you didn’t want to embarrass yourself anymore, you decided to play along, putting your hand on his chest, and looked up at him with the most loving expression you could muster.

“but i thought you had to work today? are you sure that your boss will be ok with you taking time off work?”

“it’s fine,” seungyoun said, flashing a smile at you, “i’ll just work overtime tomorrow.”

you turned back to your ex and introduced seungyoun to him, taking the chance to brag about your best friend wholeheartedly, before letting seungyoun take the lead. while seungyoun engaged in some small talk with the people around him, you couldn’t help but concentrate on the feeling of his hand on the small of your back. the warmth that radiated from his hand through the thin fabric of your dress was the only thing keeping you running out of the building. to others, it would look like him staking his claim on you, but you knew he was silently trying to help you feel comfortable in this entirely uncomfortable situation. he knew how much you didn’t want to be here tonight; it was the whole reason you had gotten drunk the night before. so, he wanted to be there for you in any way that you needed him, whether it was as your best friend or fake boyfriend.

it took about an hour of socialising, but you finally got the chance to get seungyoun alone, away from the festivities. the second you get him alone, you wrapped your arms around him and hugged him as tightly as you could, hoping he could sense your gratitude.

“i can’t thank you enough for tonight. you’re a godsend, cho seungyoun.”

he hugged you back. “i’m always here for you, whenever and wherever you need me. all you have to do is ask.”

you pulled away slightly. “how did you get so good at acting? everyone thought you were head over heels in love with me.”

seungyoun chuckled, as he pulled you back into his arms. “that’s for me to know, and you to never find out.”

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