#laundry tmrw tho.

[killyourrdarlingss]

My mediumest dog took my floor bed but it's okay cause he's had surgery twice this week.

[itsalwaysdark]

bedtime nowww probably ummm today qas not what i wanted it 2 be but its fine. i dont feel negative just a very very very numb day which is almost worse. but only almost 🙏

[nomaishuttle]

it was pretty fun except i got randomly rly upset and now im still upset. sigh

[supportstudies]

100 Days of Productivity (46/100)

April 13th 2024

been a silly goose but I’m back on the grind gang. I am so back. anyways had a wonderful day yesterday with my besties @kiwi-mochipanda and joy who is tumblrless. we did so many fun things for joys bday and got kbqq which was banger and I destroyed that beef brisket like my life depended on it. we also went to the fancy shmancy mall and we all got cute shoes!! today was also wonderful (minus work I had to leave early before I had a meltdown bc our assistant managers do literally nothing all day and the gm can’t fire him his boss has to ughhh) me and @f0xttr0t went brekkie with jake and I just love being outside and eating food with my dog and bestie shit goes hard yk. Then I went to work which was fine customer wise and I love working at cec it’s just that once again the assistant managers do nothing and we were severely understaffed today. my gm is super nice tho and I called him and told him what happened and he said he’d pay me for the rest of my shift since I basically worked 4 jobs at once. but other that, in the words of ice cube, today was a good day.

🎧 - Crazy Form, ATEEZ

Productivity/Self Care

submitted more library applications!

did laundry!

went out for breakfast

planned for tomorrow

went to work and stood up for myself

had tea time

read (fanfiction counts gang)

did creative writing

See you guys tmrw :3

[uriekukistan]

ok but what emojis would the rest of gen 1 qs use

for those who didn't see, i said urie would probably not use any emojis here. i also think he is more of the type to call you rather than text even for something small (haise via text: we're ordering pizza, what do you want? *incoming call from urie*)

when shirazu is texting urie specifically he would use those random emojis that no one ever uses just to irritate him (sassan🤰 said 🗣 it's your turn 🎮 to take out 😍 the trash 🗑🚮). but in general, he tends to use 🔥🤌😎🧐💀😈 type emojis

saiko is more of an emoticons type person since they're easier to use in gaming chats. i also see her being a kaomoji user ٩(◕‿◕｡)۶ (haise said he's making her fav dinner) (°◡°♡) (polite request. mucchan pls do my laundry) (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ (request granted mucchan is doing her laundry) (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ (just found out there's a 7am meeting tmrw)

mutsuki is also more of an emoticon user, mostly just uses :) or :D to show that he's interested in the conversation because he worries that his texts might come across as passive aggressive. might use emojis like 😅😊🥳, but not 😀🙂😢 because he thinks they seem mean.

gonna include haise even tho he's not technically a q, but he is pretty similar to mutsuki in that he mostly uses :) and :D to sound more friendly over text. but i also see him adopting the same emojis as shirazu and saiko because he's a cool mom.

[frnotlai]

“im bored matt” m.s

warnings n shit: smut, language, pet names, prolly pretty shitty writing and prolly not proofread. lowercase intended, if you dont like it dont fucking read it?!? im not your mom do what the fuck you want.🤘🏼

finally holy fuck. me, my boyfriend and his y tyty brothers just got back from tour and i just finished mine and matts laundry it took me a fee hours but im done. i walk into matts room to see him playing video games with nate. i walk over to him and give him a little kiss on the cheek. he mutes his mic and tells nate to give him a sec

“what are you doing sweetheart?”

i sinply shrug and go lay on his bed and begin to read my book. im reading twisted love by anna haung.

i got to a part were theres smut and immediately begin to feel myself pool in my panties. i need matt, now. i bookmark my book and lie it down and walk over to matts desk were hes gaming. i spin his chair around and sit in his lap.

“princess what are you doing” he lies his controller down and mutes his mic.

“nothing” i look up at him batting my eyelashes innocently.

“i don’t appreciate the lying baby” he grits his teeth together.

i smile up at him “im just bored matt” i sigh

“see it wasn’t so hard. don’t lie to me again princess.” he says strictly wich only made me more wet. god this man is going to be the death of me.

i straddle his waist and lay my head in the crook of his neck “matt please” i whimper into his ear. he turns his head and smirks down at me

“what do you need my love? i need words, tell me.”

“you” is all i can manage out before i start whimpering and whining again.

“thats all i needed sweetheart.” matt says b4 unmuting his mic, — “Nate we can play later see ya bro.” “bye man”

and with that matt picks me up, throws me on the bed, and locks his door.

“now what exactly do you want baby. do you want me to eat that pretty little pussy out until you can’t feel your legs, or do you want me to fuck you in every hole so hard you can’t walk tmrw and i have to carry you everywhere?”

i genuinely considered my options. i have work tomorrow. fuck. “the first one” i mumble kinda embarrassed to be saying it out loud.

“what was that love? you want me to eat your pretty little pussy out until you cant feel anymore? say less.”

He immediately took my legs and slung them over his shoulders. in one swift movement my panties and skirt were on his bedroom floor. “look at you already dripping for me. what a good girl”

“matt please” i whine out. and with that he dove in. licking and sucking. i was crushing his head with my thighs and tugging his hair. “OH! maTT fuck i- agh” were the only coherent things coming out of my mouth. “you taste so good pretty girl” he smirked up at me.

“matt please can please cum omfg i cant matt.” i was almost on the verge of tears because i was so pleasured.

“cum for me sweetheart”

and with the knot in my stomach was unfolding like never before. i came shamelessly and hard.

“oh fuck” i muttered out coming down from my high. “if i start being bored more often will you do this every time”

“maybe pretty girl, lets get you cleaned up tho” he says and starts to get up but i stop him. “not so fast pretty boy its your turn.” i say seductively dropping to my knees.

PART 2?!? lmk if y’all liked it. writings pretty ass but wtv. WOOO

Nate was that green writing btw😋✌🏼

[kulekrizpy]

stressed and wish i had someone to comfort & look out for me

i have an interview tmrw and a LOT of stuff to pack and i'm leaving the home i've been in for 20 years in 15 days

watched school spirits and the main character's situation w/ the shitty boyfriend is stressing me out (also bc i tend to channel my stress into relationship stuff and tho i'm trying my best not to i still have the feelings that trigger the urge. bc trying to mediate a relationship feels more attainable than doing things that cost real-world money and have real consequences. it's a source of comfort to work things out. but in this case said guy will literally just hurt me again at some point so that's a no-go. i need to do yoga... and i need to be done with this guy so i can just MOVE ON)

also will be trying to see ppl for holidays. ugh 😣 family is unexpectedly in town so we have to be sure to see them

no working stove for like four months, it's hard eating healthy

barely done any exercise besides standing at my retail job, partially bc it's cold and partially bc everything is happening

car is still working fine, but i do wanna get it checked out at some point...

friend is getting married soon and i have to pick an outfit for THAT (which may end up being picked on the day of like so many). i'll have to drive like an hour

if i get this job, yay but also i'll be working fulltime and i have a lot of transitions to make... if i don't, i have to keep looking AND deal with those transitions eventually. and god, more interviews

can't seem to FOLD MY LAUNDRY (attempted this at least 3 times over the last few weeks and it's still only about half-folded.... all mixed in with the unfolded stuff)

oh and i have to pack and unpack my whole life 🫠

feeling the pressure

in the morning i need to shower and pick my outfit for my interview

[prince-of-red-lions]

for the ask game, warm milk, soft fur, and vanilla?? :0

hi hi hi!!!!

hmm, smth that makes me feel comfortable.. for starters just an environment without any controversies- yknow? I just love it when I can just do my own thing without ppl constantly asking me abt controversial or just generally difficult questions. another one is probably memes LMAO. I just like being in an active and funny environment where we can all make fun of and laugh about things. smth more in like a physical form tho- just blankets and like my bed :)) as well as music. I love music sm. I also LOVE LOVE LOVE fluffy things.

favorite scent? ooh, I have a few. I like gasoline (sorry not sorry), clean laundry- OOOH I LOVE CLEAN LAUNDRY AND THOSE DRYER SHEETS AAA- the smell of rain and thunderstorms is smth so magical and special to me too :) I love the rain sm. I also really love the salty ocean air- the coast is a place I enjoy very much.

As to how I’m feeling rn? just a little tired. also a bit of dread mixed in there bcz of chores n stuff I gotta do tmrw but dread is a strong word LMAO. also a bit excited cuz I get to try on my Halloween costume tmrw so :]. and to wrap my chaotic feelings up I’m also happy that you sent this!! hehe :)

tysm for dropping by my inbox!!! I had fun answering these and if you have any further questions don’t be afraid to ask!! have a lovely day/evening/night evie ‼️‼️💖💖💖💗💗💝💞💕💕💝💞💘💞💘💖💓💝💞💗

[elytrafemme]

ok more bitching bc im sick but like. today was a Good Day its just i have a shit ton of stuff to do tmrw like pack any of my belongings and do my laundry and eat food and figure out my sister's arrival and try not to get locked out of my own room indefinitely etc. and the general stuff i have to do before leaving as mandated by the university. all of this sounds deeply miserable tho bc i am like. ill. im just gonna mouth wash and go to bed like i hate feeling all groggy and sniffly and gross. i got SHIT to do. but at least ill be home in a bedroom that doesnt really feel like home but with family that do and ill see my friend and go to the doctors and ill be happy just. nngmgn. whatever

[faint-frankie]

（ 11-15-2024 ） daily post? idk how often i’ll do this.

tw(s) - none. i just have a panic attack / meltdown lolllz

f; Mikey/Frankie - host

— art ; 9:20AM - 10:30AM ( 2nd period )

i'm so behind in this class 😭 im literally an artist but like i just don't pay attention alot of the time.. im trying to get back on it but idk

next period is urban conservation and i'm going crazy because my boyfriend won't be here today and that period (+ the rest of the day) is whenever i spend time with him.. AND HIS PHONE IS BROKENNNNN I MISS MY HUSBAMMDNDND (hashtag bpd struggles i want my fp)

speaking of husband our 2montths is tmrw!!! yay! im peeing with excitement like a dog cuz like 2months???? YAYYYY cant wait for marriage

uodate im not trying in art class rn. i dont care rn y’all im just gonna draw on my own. EFF ZEN TANGLES IM TOO TIRWDDDDDD DUDE 😒

my mom has no money but i want food frm the vending machinr and she doesnt let me get a job (or my permit.) so im just fucked i guess!

ok rn im lowkkey having a huuuuge fuckin panic attack like okay!!!!!!!!! awsum!!!! ahahahababababbaa. can i be okay is that an option

last night i had a dream about being in a psych ward. i’ve had them in the past, usually like a few time a year? they’re slowly getting more personal and realistic and i’m actually so scared that’s a sign.. cuz i’ve had dreams wiht meaning before that come truw :/

im so anxious im DYING!!!!!! my head hurttss... listening to misfits while crashing out is probs stupid on my end so ill chnage it.... :(

— urban c. ; 10:40AM - 11:50AM ( 3rd period )

ugh i actually camt focus :( ill probably just draw i feel lkke shit. walking frm my last class to this one wore me outtt....... :/ i got so fuckkng scared since my safe person isnt here and i kinda thought so.eone would kill me at any moment but ir hasnt happened yet.

oh thank god he went bcak over the answers.... i had no idea what was going on...

f; Khris & co; Johnnie

— lunch ; 11:50AM - 12:20PM ( approx,, )

i'm sitting at lunch with our friend rn! she's like on the phone rn,,, so i'm fucking around on my computer until next period i guesss. i think our bf is hopefully getting his phoen fixed??? god i hope so .. im stalking his location like a freak but tbh frankie showed me it because he stalks him alot... WITH HIS CONSENNTNTT

our friend rly likes andy biersack so she told me abt his tattoos... i sadly know like nothing abt black veil brides but i think its coooll

some kid is shouting abt cishet white men,,, errr like ok i get the hate but cmon. i'm not really eating at lunch im just hangin hereee

someone is talking loudly about their alters, idk how to feel abt that.

i did one assignment in the middle of lunch, its so fucking hot out im dying....FUCKKK IT WAS LIKE 37 THIS MORNNINGNGN

— asian studies ; 112:30PM - 1:45M ( 4th )

i got to class late... by like 1 min tho so its chill. i talked to my friend abt some weird shit which was interesting? im exhausted kinda. im hot but cant take off my hoodie cuz my scars :/

ughhhghghhg i have catch up work to do and suddenly im dissociating this is bullshit

f; Loretta

I'm going to be typing properly, because typing.. however that is, makes my head hurt. I'm currently trying to get some work done while keeping us calm. I want to work on our craft/practice, but school comes first. I have no idea what's happening after school, as our boyfriend cannot text and school ends soon. I'll just plan it out as best as I can in my head? I definitely need us to do laundry. It's piling up very bad.

f; mikey / frankie & co ; loretta

BO9YFRIEND HAS PHOENBBACK OGGOG BOFYRIENDNDDND

i'm so shakey and can't process noise and all that.. everything is so weird im so scared of everythint spsoososooss bruh. time to research the brobecks to soothe myself

— media ; 1:50 - 3:00PM ( last period. )

i feel absolutely horrible. i cant brwathe i reel like im going to sob amd puke i jsyt wannabgo hoke

my mom isnt answrring me like o hate her but lowkey olease acknlwlddmge im habing a panic attaxi

im aboutnto cry in class i cant takehrhjjs. im havjng flashbadks too. i justbwanna go home

im about ti leave school thank fuck. i feel awfuk and just cant think. i keep thinking abt the weird psych ward dream i had.

okay im going to ennd this journal thing here since its longnand boring and infeel like shit

if you actuallt read this, thank you:3

[starjxsung]

HAI STAR I AM BACK FROM EUROPE !!! I got home like two hours ago :3 feels SO good to be back in my own room in my own bed - showered, have laundry going, AND I UNBOXED MY LIMITED EDITION ATE ALBUM I BOUGHT IN COPENHAGEN (posted a pic on tumblr if ya wanna check it out hehe) ... work and school emails can wait until tmrw... RAHHH it's been so long lemme go through your last few responses to my messages since last time I responded Summer if FLYINGGG wahhh I can't believe I start school in a month! I've seen bits and pieces of what you've said about ATEEZ and Lolla and they both sound RAHHHHH I'm so glad you had fun and meet up with your older sister (for ATEEZ) (though the sunburn does NOT sound fun) and I'm glad you were able to stay safe (?) and be responsible and help that girl out (at Lolla) As for South Africa guy... So basically once I went on the trip we didn't talk cause he was on his trip and I was on mine but I did send him a long ass message about what was going on in my brain (after confirming that he would be okay and welcoming to that sort of messages since we couldn't talk it out at the time) and explaining to him how hurt I really was? but like in a respectful and calm manner. Idk it was longggggg mostly cause I over(?)think or like have many thoughts because while I did want to explain that I was hurt, I also wanted to make it clear that I saw where he was coming from and wasn't telling him to hurt him or make him feel bad if that makes sense. Anyways, seeing as I JUST got back and he just got back a few days ago (with covid nonetheless), we have yet to talk about it and he has yet to respond to my long ass message. (also for background info in case I forgot to tell you, yes we did end up talking about where our relationship is a little bit ago before this whole ghosting thing happened and bascially we ended up with "committed relationship w/o lables" because apparently I have baggage (anxiety) attached to the term "girlfriend" from my last relationship LOL hahaha but yeah so basically agreeing to be "committed" and then this happening kinda just made it feel a lot worse aslkjdf) anyways what im left with now is feelings of residual hurt, uncertainty, and genuninely questioning how comfy I am in this relationship now... but I shall wait until we actually properly talk about it hahaha... also... did you actually raw dog your flights... how do you do that omg I will like do that for periods of time but usually I have music going for most of it... (today during my flight from Amsterdam (layover) to where I live I watched one of my fav comfort movies three times in a row (it's Zootopia LMAO)) Europe Trip stuff: my fave part was def the guided, all inclusive tour we did of Norway country side form Voss to Bergen - it was hiking, biking, and kayaking! I died physically (i mean like one of the days was 61 km of biking... and we were doing stuff for 6 days) BUT EVERYTHING WAS SO PRETTY AND THE WEATHER WORKED OUT AMAZINGLY usually its rainy and dreary and cloudy (like where I live - honestly norway looks like exactly where I live) but it was SUNNY the WHOLE time!! I got to swim in the fjords and go fishing (I LOVE fishing...) and just take in all the nature as I hiked and biked etc... and my younger brothers and I made some friends with another family on the tour (there were four other families in total) - this family had three boys - two 17 y/o twins and a 14 y/o - they were so much fun tbh LOL the 14 y/o was very mature tho (maybe more than his brothers tbh) I thought he was like 17 when I first met him and thought his brothers were like 20 LMAO they're all tall- anyways, the 14 y/o, he thought I was like 15 when we first met (I think he developed a crush on me ngl by the end of the tour lol) anyways ya it was fun !!! sorry for the LONGGG life update... HOW ARE YOU DOING STARRR

ily always 💕🫶💖 🌱

RAHHHHHH MY ANGELLLLL I’VE MISSED YOU SOOOOO MUCH IM SO SORRY FOR NOT BEING ON HERE IN A MILLION YEARS I swear time has just moved so weird ever since lolla I still feel like I came back yesterday????? WTAF…… ANYWAYS!!! EUROPE!!!!! AND SCHOOL!!!!! HOW WAS EUROPE and how is school going (I’m assuming you started again???) I hope it’s going so well!!!!! I’ve been crazy busy at work it’s insane, I swear the work is just nonnnnnstop it’s making me want to die 😭 what’s crazy is that I started this blog bc I always had so much free time and now I can barely stay online bc I always have some shit going on at work it’s so frustrating RAHHHH

Ugh. I can’t believe all the confusion??? With South Africa guy????? First of all I totally understand your hesitation for an “official title” bc shitty relationships will definitely do that to you 🧍‍♀️but his communication fr seems so spotty 😭 anyways I’m assuming he responded to the message by now (I’d be scared if he didn’t????) but I hope there’s some form of resolution there? I mean he sounds like a catch and I’m so glad you guys get along well and seem to have mutual feelings for each other but it really sucks when that’s the case and then it just quickly turns into a guy completely wasting your time 😕 waiting for more updates but I just don’t want you to end up getting hurt by all of this!! I’ll beat his ass frfr

AHHHH THAT SOUNDS LIKE SO MUCH FUN I would’ve been dying from all the physical activity too I don’t blame you LMAO 😭 I’m so glad you met so many cool people (and even had someone develop a lil crushy crush on you HAHAHA) but that sounds amazing!!! Also how was the kpop store there??? I hope it was everything you dreamt of AAAAA it’s so much fun to find kpop stuff in places away from home 😭 I haven’t been to a kpop store in months now but I’m aiming to go this Thursday for a FAT shopping trip. Will keep u posted 😋🤞

ANYWAYS I AM GOOD I’ve just been crazy busy and I feel really bad that I’ve been so bad about being on here ???!,!.!.!.! Also working thru Kinktober and my eyes are burning out of my skull from all my screen time but. WORTH IT……

I love you so so so much I need a million more updates so I know all’s still well with you! Sending all my love as USUALLLLL 💓💓💓💓🫶👼

[mikerooksi]

PUNCHES MYSELF

anyways, hey whays up. I listened to the ninjago trilogy,, gotta watch dotd next !!!! excited for that :3

got skool tmrw tho... sighs.. hav to do laundry after school tmrw as well BECAUSE I FORGOT TO DO IT TODAY !! I'm running out of cool graphic t shirts dude‼️‼️‼️ 💔💔

oh.. I also have to finish forwarding testing. idk when they're gonna pull me aside to do that.. shrugs! but I'm gonna let whatever happen, happen.

dude this weekend feels like it's been a whole week bc of the extra day + when I went out yesterday.

i should rlly go out more.. my parents DO let me go out w js my friends AND I finally have a bike now.. plus I got a phone and my own keys.. it's js that a lot of the time my friends wanna stay inside.. and we don't even know where to go so we're js... there.. WHICH IS BORRRRINGGGG.

but summer break is coming soon so we'll have a bunch'a time

anyway. think that's it for today :3

[dilfian]

did so much room cleaning and yet

[valen-dreth]

i implore you....... no more work....... i have to do my dishes...................

[gardenhotspot]

sitting on a text to my boss 😔

[baiika]

//she’s resting,,,,,,,