#landoncalrissianofthelongtailclan

[prov31lioness]

So....yesterday was so not fun. My most excellent Spartan took #landoncalrissianofthelongtailclan to be put down and I went to school for my first anatomy exam of the semester. The exam was better than expected but the fate of poor Landon was as depressing as we thought it would be. We placed him in a good spot in the back yard and will be planting something fitting over him come spring. The Lordling handled his goodbyes manfully and even insisted on filling in the hole himself. What a champ. The rest of the evening was spent doing very little that was productive and we just hung out together as a family. I woke up this morning feeling miserable, I think the emotional and stressful past few days have run me down. I'm back at school for my first anatomy lab exam and I am so anxious about it. This pic is me trying to smile....its just not happening today. We are all entitled to a bad day every once in a while and today seems to be my allotted bad one. My attitude doesn't seem to be too terrible I'm just feeling #meh. I'm going to hit the gym after class and #sweatoutthosefeels then home for some #arttherapy and #scripturewriting, if I'm not in a better place after all that then I think I'll just go back to bed. Hope everyone has a better day and I'll remind myself that tomorrow is another chance to pass or fail. #thefeelsarereal #studentteacher #examday #ineedsomecuddles #baddaysareexpected #butwedonthavetolikethem #cheerupbuttercup #missingmybeautifulboy #goodbyesarehard #gottagetthroughthis #gottamakeitthrough #isitbedtimeyet #lordgivemestrength #lordcomfortme #heholdsmeinhishands #christianwife #christianmom #christianparent #praiseJesus #myjourney #journeybeforedestination #diditagain #thelordismylight #prov31lioness (at University of Central Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtOLE4HhT5R/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ooqp1tyyshqw

[prov31lioness]

Today is a sad day. We are getting ready to say goodbye for the final time to #landoncalrissianofthelongtailclan. He was just returned to us, 2 weeks ago, after an #8monthwalkabout. We thought he was gone forever and by a miraculous series of happenings he came back to us. Now he must leave us for the #rainbowbridge. We found out he has #squamouscell tumors in his mouth shortly after he came home. We tried meds to shrink them and help him cope but they have just grown and spread. We have decided to euthanize before he gets any worse. After everything he must have been through on his walk about I cannot bear to see him in agony. He is already having trouble eating without pain as the tumors are interfering with his chewing. This beautiful boy is a champ. He dealt with some interesting #autoimmune issues where he developed sores all over his body and lost most of his hair. He's survived some serious urinary blockages due to #FIC. We thought he was a goner many times, but this time it is for real. Never will we find another kitty with a soul like his, our dog in disguise. No more car rides with him tagging along, no more neighborhood walks with him following the whole way, no more toe warming with him on my feet at night. The poor Lordling is gutted to lose his buddy after just getting him back. My Spartan is sad and I have to put on a strong face for my son but I, too, am devastated. We know that God brought him back to us for his sake, not our own. And I will strive to see this situation as the service it truly is. Please say a prayer for him to pass quickly and comfortably and for us to deal with his absence in a healthy way. Hug your #furbabies for me and send some love our way. Ecclesiasties 3:15 Whatever is, has already been, and whatever will be, already is. @spartan_trucker #mommasbigboy #landonjustdontgiveaflip #tuxiesarethebest #brokenhearted #goodbyebelovedfriend #catsofinstagram #furbabies #furmomma #rescued #loveyourbabies #appreciatethem (at Saint Cloud, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtJZQRMh5Ln/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lgg64uv4dm13

[prov31lioness]

Ah good morning! #landoncalrissianofthelongtailclan is back and I get to catch a few more #sightsfromthebathroomwindow with him and #CakeNuggetInYourFace. Oh deeze kittays! #catsofinstagram #catlady #adoptdontshop #shessoglossy #shesmybabygirl #marshmallowboops #nutcrackermouth #neuroticmess #8monthwalkabout #furbabies #rescued #furmomma (at Saint Cloud, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs0WnBRHbt6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qqovrb7675fk

[prov31lioness]

How is he so photogenic?? #landoncalrissianofthelongtailclan #landonjustdontgiveaflip #neuroticmess #justgothimback #8monthwalkabout #catsofinstagram #rescued #adoptdontshop #adoribibidible #furmomma #cats #shamelesscrazycatlady (at Saint Cloud, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsvPgxvhj3U/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gckfx70xq1zh

[prov31lioness]

Oh these kittays! Landon is settling back in marvelously and Reshi is being her usually crabby self. #landoncalrissianofthelongtailclan #icklereshikinstheillestbitchkitty #landonjustdontgiveaflip #shessofreakedout #catlady #catsofinstagram #miraclekittay #furmomma #furbabies #rescued #adoptdontshop #adoribibidible (at Saint Cloud, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsoF7pzhE5Q/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wzvc5y0clq6r

[prov31lioness]

The man of the day! #landoncalrissianofthelongtailclan #heisfinallybackhome #catsofinstagram (at Saint Cloud, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsmB7wBBZRp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1u0ob7svhh5m5

[prov31lioness]

He is home. He is oh so skinny. We are absolutely thrilled. He doesn't appear to be ill but we will make him an appointment with Dr. Bassett asap for a check up. What a miracle, on walk about for 8 months and now back home. Thanks #orangecountyanimalservices you have made one small family very happy. #landoncalrissianofthelongtailclan #kittaycomeshome #pleasedpuss #catsofinstagram #checkingoutthehouse #allthesniffs (at Saint Cloud, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsllXuwh3U3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=g3xhbj4k3i0x