#l.e. bowman

[thiscouldbesomethingreal]

“I want to be so sure of your love

that my anxieties starve and die”

[sharedinsanitea]

“Maybe you’re shrinking because

you never figured out how

to fit into this world.

How to carve out a spot

and make it your own.”

- L.E. Bowman

[wordsnpoetry]

i apologize to myself daily, but i rarely accept it. i am still learning how to look myself  in the eyes and say you did okay.

l.e. bowman

[earlgreydarkchocolate]

[imaginemirage]

I move from one ache to another,

not knowing how to breathe in the moments between.

I think I'm more obsessed with longing than love.

More interested in dreaming of lovers

than actually holding them in my arms.

I think I've learned to define myself by being empty,

by always craving and never having.

A heart that doesn't know what to do

when it gets what it wants.

L.E. Bowman

[zarabellasdreams]

[goddess-of-alchemy]

[a-lilyofthevalley]

i will wear bones in my hair along with flowers so you will know even beautiful things can be deadly

(l.e. bowman)

[lovejunkie97]

[parish-in-hell]

[lulu197547]

The ability to surround myself in darkness...

[ilikethesewords]

Healing wasn't rosemary baths and candles and tea; it was ugly crying in the shower. It was finally wrapping my arms around my knees and admitting defeat. Healing was no longer trying to hide that my eyes were always swollen; it was ignoring the churning of my stomach and forcing myself to eat. Healing was going through the everyday motions until the nights felt shorter. It was crying and falling and rising and trying until the walls of an empty house no longer scared me.

[schlafparalyse]

„The most important lesson you can learn is that a healthy love does not hurt - it heals“ L.E. Bowman

[thiscouldbesomethingreal]

Are you sure?

[cavemanjac]

[sharedinsanitea]

“Sometimes it seems that I am losing

instead of finding. Replacing instead of gaining.

They call it blossoming, but it feels more like spilling out.”

- L.E. Bowman