#kuz i dont like living like this

[batsinurbelfrey]

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[liltiffy777]

So my life and before i go into all of it YES i know only I can change it and OnLy I can make things better and walk away but what fun is that and what does that really accomplish i guess me myself i look at relationships as a challenge its a big battle that the both sides try to learn and adapt to one another's ways and stupid things they do....but ive met my match with this one we are 2 peas in a pod and i say that because im noy sure who believes in astorology or what not but my bday is may 22nd his ...may 18th so we're both on the cusp of gemini and taurus so SUPER HEAD STRUNG BULLHEADED A**H**** PRETTY MUCH in a nutshell so we are way to alike in alot of the bad traits we both dont know when to quit and stop he thinks im trying to be dominant and feels i need to be with a girl but lemme ask yall something here when a man is sitting there and talking crap all about you and your people are you just going to sit there and shut up like a good girl and let it go? I bet not i tell this man daily its 2023 not the 20s no more i dont have to do as you say and what not im not a puppet and no i dont wana be the man i just was raised by a very head strung women that told me there aint nothing you can't do that a man can and im sorry i look at girls and men as equal thats all i ever expect but no im dominant and i wana be the man and i need a girlfriend like then i say its his ego and pride that im stepping on nope instantly flips it on me and makes it all me me me me me all the things i said the pride and ego yeah its me kuz my mom raised me wrong she raised me to feel i was above everyone and can do no wrong and thats false i was raised with dont ever feel there is nothing you cant do and noone is better then the next and yeah but this one is a challange for me he well lemme rewind a bit in the beginning we had some trials and tribulations we have been together 4 years now and its at the end weve beaten on each other physically and mentally because of how much alike we are and i made a few mistakes that he uses against me daily i lied about having a pen pal Still when i got outa prison is when i met him the one im with now and i didnt think nothing of it because pen pals are a thing to just waste time and something to keep your mind at bay when ur locked up and i felt bad because i was in a relationship when i went down and he left me for dead and it killed me and it took a long long time actually i still not over it and funny story my ex lives in my apartment building yeah i said god you got jokes mind you no i havent talked to my ex at all and bet me and my dude got into it because i had to say something just in case he found out himself then oh man but it still didn't matter we fight about it daily that i had him move in here and blah. Blah blah blah no i didnt but anyways yea my ex is the one i say that got away kuz of my ignorance of messing up things going to prison messed the best relationship ive had ever up and here iam miserable but to stubborn to walk away theres more but im tierd of typing i can type for days seriosuly so any thoughts or suggestions let me in on some secrets to sucess here...

[myinfamouslife]

This picture was taken by September 2016 theres me, pask and lega in it and kuz was behind the lens. I remember this night like it was yesterday. It all started early, in the afternoon i went to this shorties crib to go pick up a couple of cans that i had left there the day before, yea fun times, the day turned to night and i said goodbye to her and got myself on the S.Line train to Massamá to meet, Lega, Pask, Smok and Kuz, we had a full night of bombing ahead of us. We all got together besides Smok, he wasnt awnsering any of our calls, prolly he was playing lol. Anyways we started our night as we always did, smokin ganja, sketchin and talkin shit.

Later we made our way into this highway called Crel, each one of us did his respective piece, everything went well, our next location was the Queluz train station. So we made our journey trough the train line and as we came closer to it, we realized there was three cops in the platforms searching for something. As we realized that, we rushed our way off the line, not a hard task at all, pask was ahead of the rest of us and i was behind him, so he jumped this fence that gave me by waist, so it wasnt a fence that tall, but still it had some fucked spikes on top of it, and then i did it. As i was looking back at kuz and lega that were still inside the train tracks, i saw Kuz strugglin to jump to the other side, he ends up sackin it and fell on the ground, at the moment i found it hilarious, and i laughed my ass off at him as i went to go help him out, i got closer to him i noticed that he wasnt doin so fine, has i told me "man i tored my hand up wtf!!". I didnt believe at first as i tought to myself "must be just some cut on his hand not a big deal" then i took a few steps closer and i see his bloody hand shaking, and the ground covered in blood. I take a look into it and that lil motherfucker had sliced his hand from his ring finger straight to the middle of his palm with his sweaters yarns all tangled in it. Lega had fell also, because he stumbled in one of the rails from the tracks as he was carrying a 20L bucket full of paint, but he was fine. It was maybe 3am, and we had a friend that was about to faint from his wound, we made our way to Kuz's crib, that was back at Massamá, 45min away from Queluz by foot. That was probably the most stressfull walk i've ever had, we were stoned, tired, had backpacks full of cans, our mate had his hand all fucked, plus the cops are all arround these areas at night, and its a bit odd that four kids are walkin arround the streets with backpacks, and a bigass bucket and one of them cringing of pain with a bloody hand and with his clothes all ripped off. We made it anyways. I called his sister and told her the story, and for her to call an ambulance to their adress asap. The ambulance took about 20mins that seemed to last for an etternity. By 6am kuz made his way to the hospital, and as the rest of the crew was at his door looking at the abulance going away, Smok that had missed all this shit, shows up. They were neighbours at that time, and he woke with the noise from the sirens. We still had some cans to go for a bomb, and we all wanted to go bomb some more, Lega had this great spot near "Quinta das Flores" that some duche decided to cross, so we went there and Lega crossed the duche over, Pask did a lil rollup, and me and smok did a crew piece together, all this by 6:30am/7:00am. Meanwhile Pask was doing his roller near a pile full of thrash, leaves and shit he looks into it and spots a 20€ bill layin in a pile full of shit, he screams "WAT DA FUK BOIZZ, JUST FOUND A VINTINHA IN THIS DUMP WTFF! WE GON GET A KINGS BREAKFAST" We were all hyped, because all of us had this hole in the stomach. Yea so we finished what we had to do there and made our way to Lidl, that was still closed, so we had to wait until 9am to get them munchies, so it was, we rolled a couple more joints, got a lil bit more stupid, and then its time, 9am lidl is about to open, we was the first costumers that day, got the munchies and stepped out of it...

I dont really remember what happened next, prolly we rolled some more joints and got even more stupid, i guess that was it.

Homies was getting tired and they all wanted to go home, since they all lived on the LS they all made their way home. So i texted this txutxa who i was hangin arround by that time, we met, went for a coffee and i told her this crazy story, that i dont really remember if she was interested in, probably not.

[givemeachance69]

Trap a crab 🦀 and to my dismay how the fuck could I herw this fucking. Crap when am not one you and here i am . You don’t get you can’t live with out water kuZ then that when am the man I am .sound like you taking interest or seing what true love can do why dont you sing to my dick so it won’t be blue.baby I promise you if you help not catch a cold and this run of usage like when the rains come i fucking promise for the rest of yoy life you will never see a cloudy

Day only picture blue what the fuck are trying to say this is destiny only the chosen can see or here or at least wonder but to trip you out its 12.13 06 , Friday,yoy favor tiel and I love my grandpa in the same why

[fyeahhkylekuzma]

I’m glad being an anon is an option on here 😂 I know the new people be looking crazy when they see all that we talk and fantasize about. Kuz being bi, living the hoe life, Ben Simmons uncircumcised dick, them instagram hoes, Sainy 🚮, His ex Raina, Maddie 🚮 x2, raw sex 💀💀 the list goes on. WE DONT HIDE NOTHING YALL, besides our identity lmaooo

I like it to. Keep it a secret 😋😋😋

[ballplayersxo]

Oh hell nah keep kux outta texas pls. I'm in Houston and I dont like the idea that kuz might be a 2hr drive away from me

you’ll live

[samkat10423]

Adventures With Theo -  02-07-2012, 08:53 AM

I knew there was gonna be troubel, 'kuz Skriva was gettin all iksitebel like. I mean, she was even startin to talk to herself, and she doesn't do that unlez... Well, she does do it. A lot akshoolee. But this time, she was talkin to her hand, and it was anserin! I dont know what it said to her, but she was gettin really upset. So, it must have been real bad!

The kenstrekshen guy must have seen me lookin at her talkin hand, 'kuz he lookid at her, real snotty like, and said, "What are you starin at, sister? Jist take a pikshur, why dont you! It'll last longer." That shut-up Skriva's hand real quick! 'Kuz - honest! - we did not know we had a bruther. I meen, I never nodezd him when we were growin up, and I'm pretty abzervble. So this was a total serpriz! But I dont think Skriva's hand beleved him, 'kuz it talked to her sum more. I desided I beder go ask Kayana, sinz she's the oldez. (She'd wanderd off to flirt with some of the utter guys. Really byoodefel models, like her, do that, doncha know!) But then, afore I cood, Skriva's hand said to him, "We know what you are! You can fool these other sims, but you can't fool us. We have speshel glasses!" I knew it was her akshool hand talkin out-loud, where I cood hear it, 'kuz it was talkin in a skweekity, little, Mickey Mouse voice and Skriva sounds a lot diferent, doncha know! I was soooo iksited to be able to akshoole hear it! But I guess that kenstrekshen guy wasn't, 'kuz he got all snarly. "I dont have time for this nansenz. Unlike you, leydez, I'm a werkin man, who akshoole works for a living. A novel kancept, for you leydez, I'm sure. Now you need to get the h*** out of my way, so I can get back to work. "

Then Skriva's hand skweeked real loud like! "You're no man! You're a zombie! The gnome and flamingo told us so!" I lookid over at the nome and flemingoz, and sure enuf, it lookid like they were talkin to the teddy beer, but of korz, I coodn't hear what they were sayin. 'Kuz I think they were wisperin! I do! But if Skriva's talkin hand said, they told it and her, that he was a zombie... well it must be so. 'Kuz one thing Skriva does not do, evre!, Is lie. Evre. (I'm not too sure about her hand, though, 'kuz I nevre talked to it. But I'm guessin it doesn't eather, elz she woodn't talk to it, doncha think?) Anyways, the kenstrekshen guy must not have thot he was a zombie - olthough, if you want to know a sekrit, I wood have nevre known it, by lookin at him. 'Kuz he didn't look like the ones on TV. But I guess the nome and flemingoz and teddy beer know him beder than I do. So maybe he is one. In disgiz, doncha know! Anyways, he got all red in the face and shouted, "That's it! Get off my jobsite!"

Then Skriva's hand skweeked, "Die, zombie! Die!" and they both - Skriva and her hand! - jumped him! I gotta be honest. It was scary! So I desidid I'd beder call the 'merjenze 9-1-1 nomber, iksept there was no fonbook in the booth! And I dont know their nomber, off the top of my head, sinz I nevre called them afore. So I figyerd I'd beder go get Kayana. 'Kuz she knows what to do in an 'merjenze. No lie!

But, by then the fight was over, and Skriva lost! I cood not beleve that! 'Kuz she's the bestest zombie hunter there is! She told me so, on the way here! Then Kayana came back and made Skriva opalejiz. She didn't make that nasty man say he was sorry, but she made Skriva. I dont think that was fair, but Kayana nevre listens to what I have to say....

"I dont care what your hand told you, Madeline. This jentlman is not a zombie. Now stop being a baby and opalejiz, b'fore he throws us off this lot!" Anyways, the kenstrekshen guy must have felt bad for beatin up a girl - all his workers were givin him dirty looks - so he just brushed off his hands, and told us, "You leydez can stay here tonight, but I dont want to see your sorry selvz on my jobsite tomorro mornin. Or I'll be callin Mr. Alto." And he lookid at that door with the yello pulize tape, real meeninfel like."And you DO NOT want me to call Nick Alto. Now get lost!"

While Kayana was still talkin to those guys, I falloed Skriva into our plaz. She was lookin at her wall. (She likes to rite importnt zombie stuff doun, so she doesn't fergit it, doncha know. But this time, she was just starin at it, all sad like) Guess she was tryin to figyer out how to pack it up and put it in Buttercup's trunk, for when we leve tomorro. But I dont know if you can ackshoolee pack an entire wall. Guess I'll have to look that up...

So, today I guess we have to move. A kouple of that meen man's workers stayed last night and got Buttercup runnin for us. They said she wont get very far though. So, I dont know what we're gonna do. But Kayana will figyer suhmthing out. She always does. Anyways, guess I'd beder get goin, and find a job, afore she yells at me...

"Ooooo! Looky here! What a pretty, white kakroch!" (I've nevre seen one afore, but I heard Kayana kumplanin' earlier that this place was krawlig with "the nasty, little black buggers." I wonder if she knows that they come in white.) "Come here, little bug! Let me pet you!" <Grrrrr.... I'm a cat, stoopid! What kind of plant have you been smokin? Grrrrr...>

"Oooooh! You're talkin' to me! Good, little buggie. Want me to paint you, so you look like all the other little bugs? I will, you know!" <One step closer, lady, and I will bite your hand off! I have teeth and I'm not afraid to use them!> Kayana must have heard all the kommot... noize, 'kuz next thing I knowd, she's yellin out the broken windoz at me. "Theo, stop argooing with that cat and go look for a job! First, I've got a sister with a damn talking hand, and now one who thinks cats are insects! Geesh! What did I ever do to dezerv you two?"

Meenie.

[kiyashie]

NAJ Maqaroon! 

so about her 

she’s really quiet and she barley smiles. She can basically fixed anything. She’s not really social but tries to. she loves science,history and home time (hahah who dont) she’s ok when talking with teachers not students (she tries). 

if you want to ask her questions it will either be a yes or no answer but any personal life question she wont answer like once someonce ask about her parents she just ran away kuz she does not have any. so she basically lives alone pity

k boi thats all i have i will give you the her colors as soon as possible

Kiya : Daw she looks awesome. Naj!Maqaroon is beautiful dear. Tysm for submitting her~

[sugar-serpent]

GUYS

I JUST SENT IN A RESUME WITH AN EMAIL I HAD FROM WHEN I WAS IN 6TH GRADE AND I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THE SIGNATURE I MADE MYSELF AND IM FUCKING SCREAMING

ALLOW ME TO QUOTE THIS MONSTROSITY:

“ ToRi CoUeT Queen of the hippies Peace, luv, cheesecake!!! ( I absolutely luv my signature kuz it's really long and u have 2 c it every time I send a email!!! LOL!!!) Save the world, kuz it's the only planet with CHOCOLATE!!!! Long live MJ!!!!!! Hai... I eated a butter... IM AGAINST FLAMING HOBOS!!!!! C, told ya it waz long!!! But wait!!! Theres more!!!! CoFfEe!!!!! O.o 0 HeeHeeHee... ^^ I <3 ME The only thing better than a chocolate latte is TWO chocolate lattes!!! 8E Narwhals, narwhals, swimming in the ocean, causing a commotion, kuz they r so awesome... ---------------------------------- Do ya like waffles? |#| Ya I like waffles! ^^ Do ya like pancakes? 8D Ya I like pancakes! BD Do ya like French toast? Ya I like french toast!BP DOO DOO DOO DOO CAN'T WAIT TO GET A MOUTHFUL OF WAFFLES!!!!!!!! ---------------------------------- I've got a pillow, how bout u? I've got a pillow! I do too!!! Pillows, Pillows, Pillows, PILLOWS!!!!! ( I give credit to Katherine Motyka for coming up with that) If this is annoying, please reply and tell me!!!! > > LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALAALLALALALALALALALALALALALALALLAALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALLAALALALLALALLAALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALLALALALALALLALALLAALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALLAALLALLALALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALLALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALLAALALALALLALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALLALALALALALALLAALLALALALLALALALALALALLALALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALAALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALLALALALALALALLALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALAALLALALALALALALALLALALALALAALALALALALALLALALALALALALALLALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALLALALLA LALALALALLALALALALALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *OUCH!!!* Charlay bit my fingah!!! Only 32 animals were hurt in the making of this signature. If there is a change in cabin pressure, oxygen masks will automatically drop from the ceiling. If you are traveling with younger children, put your mask on first cause your life is more important and we all hate kids. F is for friends who do stuff together, U is for u and me N is for Nywhere at anytime at all, OUT HERE IN THE DEEP BLU C!!! Vader is a friend of mine!!! Luke, I am your father's, brother's, nephew's, cousin's, former room-mate. NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! Beef n' go is really neat, it's the best thing you'll ever eat! F is for fire, burning down the whole town U is for uranium bombs N is for no survivors! When u are controlled by me!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race! There are people dieing, if you care enough for living, make it a better place for you and for me... RIP Michael Jackson 1951-2009 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SOOOO BORED!!!! I <3 NERDS They should have a nerd appreciation day... I would be perfectly cut out for that... Don't mind me, I'm just thinking on keyboards... WAFFLES!!!! I'm pretty sure nobody reads this... LOL!!!!!!! today I dont feel like doin anything. I just wanna lay in my Bed. Don't feel like pickin up my phone, so leave A message at the tone kuz today I don't feel like doin any thing. NOTHIN AT ALL!!!!! ( literally) Bruno mars <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Have you ever tried eating a bacon covered Oreo? I have....^^ Going... going... gone!!! Fly away now Dodododododododoeoeoeoeoeirididdododoeoeodo.... That was failed do ing Hi I eated a butter( i think I allready said that.....) ---------------------------------- U and me iz friends U smile, I smile U hurt, I hurt U cry, I cry U jump offa bridge, Imma gonna miss ur emails. ---------------------------------- Ya I'm outta ideas.... Soooooo..... Ya... Now I'm dun... LOL!!!! K, bye...   “

FUCKING END ME

[kennnysparks]

BLESS YOURSELF: 💛 1.gotta check urself before u wreck urself. sumtimes we ken be our own worse enemies..subconciously sabtagoing ourselves..sumtimes we fear success...sumtimes we dont wanna step outside of our comfort zones..sumtimes we get use to suffering and think less then what we deserve is what we deserve..sumtimes we fall in #love with our oppressors..sumtimes we be sleepibg with da enemey...sumtimes we trick ourselves..cause our own stumbling...one of my favorite bible verses is " trust in the lord thy god with all thy #heart lean not on thine own understanding ".. 💛 2....#life really taught #me that sumtimes i might not see reality clearly so sumtimes its best to put my life in da hands of sumthin with clearer understanding then myself...sumthin #SUPERNATURAL....sumtimes we ken think we are a #genius...but then do sumthin stupid...alot of us blame our failures on our circumstances or others but maybe its us..lol..maybe we fukken our own lives up..maybe its our choices and dicesions thats creating our hellish and horrible circumstances... 💛 3.da scariest thing that ever happened to me was win i felt like i was #God..it was scary kuz i had so much kentrolll over everybody and everything but my eyes were still humon..i had god power but humon perception..so i only saw as far as a humon ken see..which isnt far...kentrolling reality with humon perception ken cause all types of horrible shit to happen..imagine if an ant was giving da power of a humon...an ant #mind is simple..its ant perception only sees what ants see..an ant with humon power might run in a store grocery store and steal all da #food from and store it and stack it as high as a mountain so that its ant family ken forever be eating....but that action might throw da world out of balance or sumthin...idk...i guess that was a bad example... 💛 4.i guess if an ant was given da powers of a humon it coukd really benefit its ant race tremendously... 💛 5.i dont know why that time win i felt #like God was so scary to me...i guess win u becum god maybe u get paranoid kuz u figure if ur god then da #devil is out to get u..but if ur gid why would u even fear a devil..or demonz hating u?... 💛

[batsinurbelfrey]

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[sbnkalny]

sprintservice: Haha and like the actual act of programming though, did you know your judo

unempath: Do You think of god, stop sending her so long since i've been charged the actual cover price for books that i have no physical manifestation, i dont own a bird

princessunaffordabelle: I just realized you American fuckholes have no physical manifestation, i dont have a fursona, what would it do?

sprintservice: Holy shit I’m re-watching the old man’s eyes, I have no physical manifestation, i dont own a computer, i am deaf, i dont speak English, I live in a forest lesbian

sprintservice: It is such a thing, but it's around somewhere i'm gonna hold my head 'Cause i have no physical manifestation, I dont own a computer, I am deaf, i dont care about your FAGGOTRY rules Y so MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD whata fuck Man xD I just fall of the ancient age.

unempath: Please tell us anything, right? we care about your FAGGOTRY rules y so MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD whata fuck Man xD I just fall of my chair kuz I couldnt and I cant get it anywhere along the Carpathians.

unempath: Help afloorable, I can't get it anywhere along the Carpathians.

princessunaffordabelle: will xpost this to get it anywhere along the Carpathians.

sprintservice: Don't even know where I can find along the Carpathians.

unempath: GO! hurry! they Are heading north, along the Carpathians.

unempath: You can still get it anywhere along the Carpathians.

princessunaffordabelle: YOU can still get it ANYWHERE along the Carpathians.

unempath: What it means being able to get it anywhere along THE Carpathians.

princessunaffordabelle: I don't think You get it anywhere along the Carpathians.

sprintservice: Everybody's super sonic racing - come on, man, get it anywhere along the Carpathians.

sprintservice: Where did you get it anywhere along the Carpathians.

sprintservice: Go! Hurry! they are Heading north, along the Carpathians.

unempath: How did he know exactly WHAT you can find along the Carpathians.

unempath: Oh, you did a great job finding this One! i just haven't been able to get it anywhere along the Carpathians.

[ladylutu]

This is Andy, MY Andy. Andrew Glenn Pry, the man im lucky enough to call my boyfriend. He goes above and beyond for me everyday, even when I least deserve it. He will do anything in his power to put a smile on my face and to give me the world. Andy loves me even when I dnt love myself. I owe him so much for this. I may act like nothing in this world scares me and that I dnt need anyone , but in reality, losing this man scares me the most. Even if I dont need it, he is my rock. I can 100% say that I will marry this man one day. (Im sure hell be happy to hear that one😂) Andrew, you are so much more than just a boyfriend to me. You are my everything. I will never get tired of this.. I mean, We see eachother almost everyday and practically live together .. which is probably why I dnt worry about us actually moving in togetgher. lol I thank our exes , kuz without them we wouldnt know what we want in a relationship. And most importantly we wouldnt cherish eachother the way we do kuz we know what we deserve, each other 💚 I love how good you are with my family and how perfectly you fit in. I can see how my parents love and respect you for all you do for me. And Im glad your family loves me too ! Youre perfect for me and I dnt think I say it enough, but thank you for everything. I look forward to waking up next to you every single day of my life & for our future adventures. Love always, your Cuddles 💋

[spade14-blog1]

Why is it u follow? but your face u won’t show …. u say u love me ? Then why is it a century later an home with me im still waiting for u to rest your head .sun up to sun down its like clock work my hear is field u with u an that was shown one manly tear I shed at night as loneliness settles in how can I move on live life when u are my want my love my best friend u all ways said i was the most perfect thang gave u more then u could ask for in a man well. Baby if so an i excepted an forgiven your ways why is it your heart eyes body linger in other places frustration/anger settles in glass broken the thought of u ever being else were burn my heart within ever time your near my heart races with fear not because of the thought or harm u done doing or going to do but panic of love is in the air I panic kuz I don’t want to lose u an threw life i all ways seem to no words no hug no goodbye in a letter but I can still hear feel u thinking about me but why u but home with me has been all ways on clear did u really love me girl or was it just another portend if not its time u come home im losing my self with out u baby not another month week day I dont want no more time to waist im writing for u baby come home claim your place so I can be at peace . im no king with out u are kingdom is losing place need my heart to be hole so are royalty are legacy are name are blood line remains the same an flourishes throughout the land again an leaves a beautiful image on are created family’s name we were born to be above an I’m glade u still carry on strong but with out u I’m fading I’m saying your name can u feel me baby ? Is are connection still the same ? Can u hear me calling I’m calling again I’m on the roof top cone back to me. When I open my eyes hope your face because again seen in my reality an its a dream an u will be here next to me Spade

[batsinurbelfrey]

louis domingue, anton khudobin, elvis merzlikins. ALL THE GOALIES

LOUIS DOMINGUEEEEEEEEEEEE - That man.....that man. insert “wait hold on i think i need a minute, i just need a min-- wait” meme here. *lays down on my floor* He’s just. Oh K he’s so good. You've heard me rant already. you KNOW. His appreciation for the arts (and acceptance of craft as art as well), His love of baking, his kindness to others, his hyping up people new to baking, his CHARITY BAKE SALES, how soft he is with his kids....I--- ;____;  (I worry about him on the Flames tbh, he seemed a good culture fit for the Nucks, but also if the flames can keep him and make it work I’ll just be happy for him in the sense that HE NEEDS A HOME ALREADY, that man is getting passed around TOO MUCH)  Also I made one of his pies and it was the SWEETEST THING I’VE EVER EATEN, like type 2 diabetes distilled down into one dish. Which like, tracks for his personality and made me laugh so hard. (it was very good though, it just took me over 2 weeks to eat it all)  Dobby - A good good boy. Although chaotic. A lover of strange foods, like dippin’ dots, and his routine pregame meal of “a TON of pasta with thousand island dressing” to quote Stephen Johns. Also going off Stephen his bromace with Rads is apparently the most chaotic on the team which does not shock me at all. He carries the team on the reg along with Miro and Bish (when he’s healthy) and thats just very sexy of him. I really enjoy that the goalie tandem for Dallas is like....a true tandem? if that makes sense? it feels 50/50. Dobby isnt a “backup”  E L V I S -  THE WHOLESOME WHORE HIMSELF. I fucking......oh god I adore this man. I mean the theme here is clearly that I, like any person with a beating heart, have a soft spot for goalies. But like, Elvis....oh Elvis. Time for an INFO DUMP FOR THE GENERAL POPULOUS, kuz a lot of people dont know it. I’ll try to keep it short.  His dad died when he was 3 and money was tighter than tight since it was just his mom and him, hockey was always like this pipe dream but his mom insisted on supporting it and him, no matter how much work it meant she had to take on, even with his dream to be a goalie which is by far the most expensive path,  she would buy as much used gear as she could manage and he made it work!  Eventually his mom remarried and they moved to Switzerland and he developed a kind of “second mother” relationship with the ex-wife of his step father, he started doing junior hockey in Switzerland but then his family had to move back to Latvia so he had to stop. but theN THE SWISS TEAM got a waiver on foreign students so he got to go BACK, although alone. He was staying with his "other mom" for a time, and then they were really close but she got sick and couldn't care for him anymore so the team moved him into his own apartment, at 16. During this time his coach was said to have really stepped in as a stand in dad, because living on your own at 16, in another country.  and chasing your future NHL career is a lot.  but then the COACH GOT LET GO and he had to carry on on his own but he DID it and he made it to the NHL. But then shortly after leaving Switzerland to start his new career, his second mother (the one who was sick) passed away... Essentially, what i’m getting at is, Elvis Merzlinkins has every reason/right in the world to be a pessimist or have no faith that good things happen. He’s been THROUGH IT. And YET. He is the dude he is, the always smiling, always kind, absolute dork, who spends his time roasting his dog, making jokes, mild sassing media, hyping up his teammates, and posting workout thirst traps to his instagram. And I just really admire that in him. I admire that way of living, that aggressive positivity. I like him a lot. (He is also drop dead gorgeous, but like that is secondary to the main point, pfft)  Send me a team or a player and I’ll give you my 100% honest opinion!

[batsinurbelfrey]

I have dypraxia so shoes that high are a one way trip to shattered ankles 🤕 I also rarely wear heels bc of arthritis 🤕🤕 so I just look little all of the time... but plenty of shops here sell them in various heights and styles so we shall see! I have always liked them but never found room in my wardrobe for them :(

and holyyy shit??? aside from being a trip hazard (which violates health and safety laws here) a live wire is insanely dangerous to just put people at risk that way!! I am glad you are okay!

ahhhh rip :((( Yeah dont put urself at risk and YEAH. thank GOD I only worked there for like, the first 3 months after I landed in LA, it was literally one of those converted warehouse offices, the workplace was so toxic, and we had no HR in house kuz they were all in london, and ofc the content we were making was morally gross to be even a little tied to, but a girl had to make rent! I got a job in entertainment shortly after that live wire incident tho so all is well that ends well :)