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kissyjuyo · 29 days ago

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📓 pobla night !!

characters. 🎱 sunwoo x oc (aly)

tags. oral (m receiving), car fun :p oc & her first timeS !

notes. halloween special or idkkk just something rotting in my brain THIS SUCKS BTW I CANNOT WORD IT OUT PROPERLY SORRY mwa mwa - ning 🩷

"alam ba ng kuya mo na nandito ka?"

yan ang tanong ni sunwoo kay aly. it's almost 3 am in poblacion. it's crazy crowded and it's overstimulating almost everyone.

"yes, duh.", masungit na sagot ng dalaga sa kaibigan ng kuya niya. iyon lang naman ang relasyon nila. ayaw niya talaga kay sunwoo dahil sa mga rumors nito. kesyo playboy at fuckboy raw ganito ganito. aly shows it. hindi nya matago ito. well, naturally, masungit naman talaga siya. the rumors of sunwoo is just the fuel to her fire.

kahit pa ayaw nito sa kanya, hindi siya nalalayo sa binata lalo at kaibigan pa nito ang kuya niyang si hyunjae.

"ugh. do you have your car?", nakakunot noong tanong niyo sa binata. sunwoo looked down on her. may kaliitan kasi ito. "can i go there? i need a breatherr! ang daming tao, my gosh! it's suffocating to look sa crowd.", umikot pa ang mga mata nito.

sunwoo sighed. "tara.", tanging sambit nito at pinangunahan na sa paglalakad ang babae.

the parking isn't far kung saan sila nakapwesto. sa dulo lang banda ang kotse ni sunwoo kaya it's still a walk.

aly breathed in relief, it was peaceful despite the fact that she's inside sunwoo's car. inabutan pa siya ni sunwoo ng flask galing sa likod na upuan. "thanks."

the two sat in silence but it wasn't awkward. noong una ay nakasandal lang sa labas ng kotse si sunwoo ngunit inaya na ito ni aly sa loob dahil mas malamig. walang hangin sa parking dahil hindi naman ito open space. sunwoo's on his phone, taking off his jacket to give it to the shivering aly who's also on her phone.

tahimik lang na nag p-phone ang dalawa bago basagin ni aly ang katahimikan.

"can i blowjob you?"

"puta, ano?", nakakunot na tanong ni sunwoo. gulat, natural. aly just asked him if she can blow him out.

aly rolled her eyes. "i just saw something on X! kaya naisip ko, ok?!", mataray pang sagot nito. sunwoo scoffed, "ako tinatanong mo, alyson. nabagok ka ba?", pabarang tanong ni sunwoo.

"i didn't stutter, sunwoo. tutal hindi naman kita gusto! i believe it's better i practice with you, kasi like, sino ka ba?!"

sunwoo scoffed, again.

adjusting his seat. sunwoo tapped his thigh. aly was about to remove his jacket on her nang pigilan ito ni sunwoo. "isuot mo lang."

aly went and kneeled down in between sunwoo's leg. the space was big enough for her but sunwoo's so worried (secretly) about her hitting her head in the steering wheel.

"ano pa hinihintay mo? hindi lalabas ng kusa ang tite ko, aly.", aly gave him the look. "teach me how! ano ba yan! this is my first time, stupid!"

sunwoo sighed, rolling his eyes before unbuttoning his pants. his dick sprawled out when he pulled down his underwear.

dito na sinimulang kabahan si aly. sunwoo's big, long and girthy, there's no way it will fit in her mouth.

"hawakan mo.", aly followed. her hand looked even smaller holding his member. sunwoo almost hissed.

aly tried pumping it up and down. may kahirapan dahil hindi ito lubricated. "do i put it in?", she asked. eyes still on sunwoo's dick.

"oo, ingatan mo lang sa ngipin mo.", aly nods. hindi lang naman siya ang kinakabahan. halos ilang mura na ang nasabi ni sunwoo sa sarili simula nang itanong ni aly sa kanya kung pwede raw ba. dagdag pa rito na kapatid ito ng tropa niya... mamamatay na ata ako, isip pa nito

halos mawala ang pakiramdam sa hita ni sunwoo nang sinimulang dilaan ni aly ang ulo ng ari niya. hindi naman siya normally ganito ka-sensitibo sa ganito.

"puta...", mahinang mura ng binata nang ipasok ni aly nang buo ang ulo ng ari nito sa bibig niya. sa tahimik ng paligid, tiyak na narinig iyon ni aly. "subo mo pa, aly, shit..!"

mas lumalim pa ang pag subo ni aly sa ari ni sunwoo. she bobs her head up and down but slowly on his dick. siguro dahil sa bagal kung kaya't nagiging ganito si sunwoo. gusto na lang niyang bumayo sa mainit na bibig ni aly.

"aly, tangina...", sunwoo's hand found the back of her head. simula nag simula sila, hindi na natanggal ni sunwoo ang mga mata nito kay aly. kay aly na hirap na hirap isubo nang maayos ang pagkalalaki niya. when aly looked up to sunwoo, napamura na lamang ang binata sa sarili. her hair is a little messy, madungis ang bibig, at ang mga mata ay may kaunti nang luhang namumuo.

"kaya pa, babe?" tanong ni sunwoo habang hinahapload ang likod ng ulo ni aly. bumitaw sa pagkakasubo si aly at lumunok. "can i just suck the head? you're too big."

sunwoo chuckled before nodding. aly then proceeded to suck on his head. ngayon ay mas mabilis ang naging galaw niya. nilalaro na rin ng dila nya sa loob ng bibig ang ulo ng titi ni sunwoo.

"ahh..! puta!", gusto nang bumayo ni sunwoo. hindi na niya mapigilan. mas naging mabilis ang pag abot niya sa rurol dahil sa ginagawa ni aly. "aly, shit..!" mahinhing binawi ni sunwoo ang ari sa pagkakasubo ni aly at saka mabilis na sinalsal.

"no, wait! in my mouth, sunwoo!", sabi nito at siya na ang sumalsal sa binata. "putangina.", mura na lamang ang nasabi ni sunwoo nang isubo ulit ni ang ulo ng ari niya at ang isang kamay naman niya ay nag sasalsal nito.

"aly– ah! puta!"

sunwoo came in her mouth. bumagsak na lamang ang likod nito sa sandalan ng upuan, hinihingal. halos malagutan ito ng hininga sa lakas ng impact ng rurok niya. aly swallowed before wiping her mouth.

bumalik ito sa kaninang upuan niya at tinignan lang si sunwoo na nakapikit.

"done praying?", tanong nito nang mag mulat ng mata si sunwoo.

sunwoo sighed, fixing himself. matigas pa nga rin siya. "alyson—"

"be my fubu."

napalunok si sunwoo. kahit pa libog siya, hindi naman niya ata kaya gawin iyon sa kapatid ng tropa niya.

"can you please not think of kuya in this moment? you're so annoying, i'm literally asking you to fuck me here.", aly rolled her eyes.

sunwoo almost growled in annoyance, "this will be a big secret, aly.", paninigurado nito.

"of course it will. so we're in?"

sunwoo sighed, nodding

"what happens in pobla, stays in pobla."

#the boyz #sunwoo #the boyz smut #sunwoo smut #deobi #filo au

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anyalovesu · 6 months ago

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we're not saints at all.

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“I don’t understand what you want from me, Alistair,” Jas sneered at him as she took a step away from him. She was glad he did not push it and he remained standing from where he was. Jas came up from the basement studio for some fresh air, being inside there for most of her remaining day eventually got her head stuffy that she had to get up for a while. They were practicing all day, after all. Elijah and Gwen came up with her, leaving the men downstairs to yap about whatever.

“I am asking you for another chance,” he sighed. He wasn’t threatening, like Eli described Isaac was a while ago. Alistair was… just there. “Is it really that hard to give? Hindi ka naman mamahalin ni Park in the way you want him to.”

“You think saying all that will magically make me consider giving you another chance?” Jas spat, turning harshly, arms crossed against her chest, afraid that it might move in ways that she did not want to if she did not restrain herself. “I knew you were one narcissistic fuck, Ali, but I never saw you as someone this low.”

“Bakit mali ba ako?” Alistair scoffed, rubbing his temple in frustration. “Tobias Park is using you for your body and you’re just letting him? Does he even love you? It really seems like I’m only one looking out for how you feel!”

“I shouldn’t matter to you!” her voice raised, full of anger that she didn’t care if Gwen and Eli heard her from the inside of Eli’s house. “You didn’t seem to give a flying fuck about how I felt when you disappeared out of no where! You didn’t seem to give a fuck when you decided to just move to LA without even warming me up to the idea of it! You broke up with me out of nowhere and told me you were migrating! Inisip mo ba ang mararamdaman ko noon, Alistair?”

Alistair, once again, just stood there dumbfounded as he watched Jacynthe explode on him. “Sige nga? Why does it matter to you so much about how I feel? Tobi has made me feel more important than you ever did when you promised me friendship while you were on the other side of the fucking world!”

“So did friendship mean casually having sex with your friends, now–”

“You’re going overboard, Kuya,” Eli barked at him, yanking his arm angrily, tugging him inside of the kitchen connecting the backyard to the rest of the house.

“Hey,” Gwen hummed, pulling Jas for a hug as she held back tears. “I don’t want to apologize for what my brother did. It’s not my apology to make.”

“You don’t need to consider him in anything you decide to do,” Gwen continued, holding Jas’ shaking figure when she finally broke into tears. “I will talk to him, alright?”

Before they could even hide the aftermath Tobias was already standing by the kitchen door, looking at the both of them. Jas couldn’t quite paint the expression plastered on his face—did he feel bad? Is he pitying her? Did he do something he shouldn’t? Is he considering leaving her? Whatever it was, it scared Jas, to the point that she hurriedly wiped the tears on her face and tried with all her might to pretend that what just happened did not affect her at all—except that it did, and it was already too late to just hide behind a lie.

“Sinaktan ka ba?” He asked, as he walked towards her and Gwen. Gwen quickly excused himself and left it to Tobi to comfort her.

Jas shook her head, still reading the expression on his face. He was stoic as ever. They were the OA and nonchalant duo after all. It was at these moments where she wished that Tobi was easy to read—that she could just read him like the back of her hand like how it is for her and her friends. But Tobi always had this resting bitch face expression on his face that always made it hard to determine how he felt.

“That’s good,” he hummed, pulling her into a hug, holding her tight. It was only then did Jas realize that she was holding her breath and that first inhale, laced with his Dior Sauvage perfume that she recalls they bought together when they went shopping for Bianca’s gift, never failed to remind her how thankful she was that she could still breathe. “Gusto mo na umuwi?”

Jas glanced inside the house from the kitchen window, she could hear the faint sound of Eli reprimanding Alistair for what he had just done. Actually, reprimand would be an understatement. Elijah was furious, she was shouting at him and Leon was trying to pull her away from the situation. Elijah has been through a lot today, Jas takes a mental note to apologize for adding up to it.

She then looked back at Tobi and nodded. She didn’t have the face to present to her friends and Tobi’s friends after causing a scene. She thought that was enough shame for the day—going back there would only make her feel more embarrassed that she even talked to Alistair in the first place when she fully knew that she shouldn’t have.

“Okay, here are my keys,” Tobi told her calmly, unclipping his car keys from his belt loop and handing it to her. “Ako na ang kukuha ng gamit mo sa studio. Antayin mo nalang ako.”

“Kailangan ko pa magsabi kay Eli na aalis na ako–”

“I’ll have Eli come with me kapag lumabas ako,” he hummed, before pressing a kiss on her forehead. “Is that okay with you?”

Jas nodded before Tobi smiled at her softly, pressing a soft kiss on her lips to which, though it was short and sweet, she still managed to kiss back. “Okay,” he says. “Wait for me in the car.”

She did what he told her to do, there was nothing else to do after all. She was too ashamed to go back in there to collect her stuff, it’s a good thing that Tobi offered to get it for her because it would’ve raised hell for her to go within a 2 feet radius from Alistair after their encounter earlier.

Tobi tried to avoid eye contact with anyone but Eli and Leon by the time he was back inside the house. He knew he had to get their stuff as soon as he could to keep Jas from waiting in the car for too long.

“Jas wants to go home,” he mumbled to Eli, showing her Jas’s mini Louis Vuitton bag. “She wants to talk to you though bago umalis.”

Elijah nodded understandingly. She couldn’t blame her after all. Being faced with confrontation all of a sudden was overwhelming—she had first hand experience of that just a few hours earlier.

Jacynthe, on the other hand, sat in the passenger seat of Tobi’s Aston Martin, rehearsing her apology for Elijah. She wasn’t one to be nervous around Eli but after everything that happened, sitting there in silence while she waited for Tobi to come made her antsy. She knew Eli has been going through a lot—a lot more than she is. It was rude to cause a scene like that and add more to her stress. The wedding is coming up, she can't be one more problem to deal with.

“Honey?” Eli’s soft voice muffled through the closed windows. Jas immediately unlocked and pushed the door open. Elijah immediately pulled her into a hug before she could even start her apology. “I’m sorry about Kuya Ali. I didn’t think he’s still going to bother you! I already told him to stay away from you!”

“It’s… It’s my fault,” she mumbled against Eli’s shoulder. “Don’t worry about it. Kasalanan ko naman��”

“No, honey!” She argued. “Kuya Ali is just a little shit. Magpahinga ka na, okay?”

Jas nodded before Eli turned to Tobi who was still standing behind her with Jas’ bag. “Kuya, sa bahay n’ya okay? Magpapahinga!”

Tobi laughed at her innuendo, which made her hit his arm harshly. “Seryoso ako! Baka gumawa pa kayo ng milagro, ay nako! Done for the day na kayong dalawa narinig ko kayo kanina noong lumabas ako ng studio!”

“Sabi kasi sa’yo!” Jas whined, stomping over to Tobi to pinch his side.

“Bakit ako? Ikaw ang maingay tapos ako ang sinisisi mo!” Tobi cackled, pulling Jas into a hug.

From everyone watching inside the house, Amir and Leon mostly, it wasn’t hard to see how in love Tobi looked whenever he looked at Jas. It wasn’t hard to tell—Tobi never looked at anyone that softly, eyes literally turning into hearts whenever he looks at her. It’s the same look they see themselves having whenever they look at their respective partners. It would be a big fat lie to say that isn’t love.

—

“Can we drive for a bit more?” Jas hummed, playing with Tobi’s calloused fingertips while the other held on the steering wheel. “I’ll pay for your gas. Let’s just not go home muna.”

“Where do you want to go?”

“I don’t know,” she mumbled, tracing the sides of Tobi’s hand. “Hindi pa ako ready umuwi.”

A lot of things bothered her. From ignoring her dad constantly to being one of Eli’s headaches today—she hasn’t been a good daughter or a good friend—not even a good person probably. The thought of it only diminished her worth to be loved—because if she isn’t good, what is there to love?

“What’s bothering you, pretty?” he hummed, keeping his eyes on the street lights lit as he turned to change routes. Normally that would’ve scared Jas, luckily she’s never had to be in that kind of sticky situation but threats did come along once in her life. This is why she always preferred to drive herself to places—well, until Tobi.

“Nothing,” she replied quietly, focusing on fiddling with his hand. “Ayoko palang umuwi.”

“Then something is bothering you,” he chuckled. “Sabihin mo na.”

“I don’t feel like a good person,” she replied so quietly it came out as a whisper.

“Only a good person would worry about not being a good person, Jas,” he replied curtly. “Besides, what’s the point of pretending we’re all nice? We’re not saints at all, anyway. May mga tao at may mga tao na hindi maganda ang tingin sa atin. Someone is always going to favor someone else over us. Someone is always going to wish you bad things.”

In reality, Tobi felt bad that he was preaching that to Jas when he was conflicted about it too. After living his entire life watching his brother get favored over him, he still doesn’t know how to accept it. He’s still trying to be nice, hoping that one day he’s going to wake up and his parents love him a bit more to the level of Leon’s. It was hypocritical.

“Saints don’t fuck each other in the bathroom anyway,” she sniggered bitterly. “I mean, at least I’m getting good sex, no?”

“Still want to get married sa church though,” she mumbled as they passed by one. “Kung ikakasal nga ako.”

“I’ll marry you there then,” Tobi chuckled, interlacing his hand with hers before giving it a light squeeze. “When you’re single and thirty.”

“Don’t keep my hopes up,” she chuckled, sandwiching his hand between the both of hers when she realized that his hand was cold. His hand was always cold for the record, but the airconditioning of his car made it even colder, she thought it was concerning. He could be anemic, she thought.

“Hindi nga!” Tobi laughed at her. “I agreed to it. Gagawin na’tin ‘yon kapag wala ka pang relationship by 30.”

Jas could only smile. Maybe it’s not too bad to be delusional every once and a while and believe him. So, she did.

“Pasaan tayo?”

“Intramuros,” he replied shortly.

“‘Di pa ba sarado?” Jas asked curiously, glancing at the time display on the dashboard screen. “It’s almost 8:30 na.”

“The Myoi’s own the night touring service, Jacynthe, calm down,” he chuckled, tugging her hand to press a soft kiss on the back of her hand as they took a turn towards the parking lot.

Tobi made some calls before he opened the door to get out. Jas was about to open the door herself but Tobi had already jogged around the car to open the door for her. The romantic gesture made her blush. She was lucky the parking space was dimly lit that Tobi didn’t notice.

Tobi reached for her hand, interlocking them. They rarely ever hold hands whenever they go out. In the car, they do. But once they’re out, there’s always been this awkward distance between them, somehow to remind everyone who can see them that they were friends and couldn’t be anything more.

Jacynthe fought the urge to think it was going to be something more. After all, it’s Tobi, one of the most strong-headed people she’s ever met. He doesn’t change his mind easily.

Tobi managed to take one of his zip-up hoodies in the trunk before handing it to Jas. He always had extra clothes in his trunk for whenever his bandmates would spontaneously drag him to the gym with them after practice. Perfect timing, he thought, because Jas would be the type of person who would rather be too cold than carry a jacket around. Admittedly, he would get annoyed whenever he had to take his jacket off and give it to her because the shops in BGC got cold, but it would be a lie to tell that he hadn’t got horny seeing her in his clothes with the amount of times they had to rush home so he could fuck the living daylights out of her while she was wearing his hoodie. He grew to like taking his jacket off for her or just bringing an extra for her even if it meant that he’d be the one carrying it around.

“Amina Myoi really built a tourism empire ano?” Jas hummed, as soon as got inside of the place. Sila lang ang tao na it-tour ngayong gabi. It was well past their working hours, but Tobi managed to pull some strings for one last tour before they closed.

Tobi nodded. His mother's side of the family, his mom especially, was responsible for greatly expanding the empire in tourism in the country that the Myoi’s have long started. She and Soren Yang have been business partners long before he was born. After getting arranged to marry the engineer son of one of the most successful architects in the country, the empire began to expand with multiple resort and hotel projects all around the country. Balesin might have been one of their biggest projects. The acquisition and development of the island from start to end almost sent Park Group and Myoi Tours bankrupt, which back then resulted into Amina Park agreeing to arrange one of her children to one of Soren’s to ensure that Yang ENT. and Yoon Hotels will back their businesses up if they do end up in a situation.

Tobi was too young to understand what was happening back then—what kind of deals with the devil his parents were making. He just knew it was for work and he couldn’t say anything about the jobs that feed them and provide all their luxuries. He was young. Looking back at everything now, with Elysia Skyline finally being put into work in Cebu, all those deals were slowly resurfacing. Only then did he realized how fucked up everything was.

The very empire that established their family names was the very empire that put their children in a position to break.

And that was fucked up.

“I’ve never been here ng gabi,” Jas chuckled, rubbing circles on the back of his hand.

Jas was very lucky to never have been forced into anything her parents wanted. She was free to do whatever she wanted and would still have a home to go to whenever her decisions weren’t very good.

“We got lucky nandito pa si Kuya Herman,” he smiled, leaning over to kiss her temple.

“Thank you,” she smiled, leaning her head against him shoulder.

“Girlfriend n’yo sir?” a guy asked. Tobi chucked at him and shrugged.

“Bakit? Bagay ba kami Kuya Herman?” he asked playfully, resting his head on top of Jas’.

“Aba s’yempre sir!” Kuya Herman replied enthusiastically. “Bagay na bagay kayo! Nililigawan n’yo ba sir?”

“Ayaw nga ako ligawan, kuya!” Jas playfully replied.

“Nako sir, mauunahan ka kay madam kapag hindi mo pa niligawan!”

“I doubt,” Tobi chuckled, placing a soft kiss on the side of her head once again.

Jas found it annoying that he was so complacent that no one will come while he’s still there. Mainly because it was true even if there’s on label on it.

She doesn’t know if it hurts or if it was annoying.

—

“Jacynthe,” Tobi called. Jas turned to see him and Kuya Herman a good 5 feet away. She found herself standing in front of the San Agustin church, just staring at the architecture in all its glory.

“Are you okay?” he asked, jogging back to where she stood.

“Why are you calling me by my name?” she asked, blankly. She hasn’t called her by her nickname since the incident a while ago. It was evident thay above everything else, it bothered her too.

“Your name is Jacynthe,” he smiled, innocently. Well, he knew what he was doing. He was jealous, and out of irrationality, he hasn’t been calling her such because for a good moment, he was insecure. As much as he hated to admit it, Alistair got into his head.

He ran into him when he went out just a few minutes after Jas did. He was petty. He told him things he had to convince himself he wasn’t. God. He knew all of those things already but hearing it from someone else? That he doesn’t deserve Jas?

He almost melted into the cracks of the floor he stood on as soon as he saw tears form in her eyes.

“Are you going to leave me?” Jas asked softly, voice breaking as she avoided his gaze. “Why are you acting like this?”

“Pretty,” he sighed, realizing the effects of what he had done, moving to pull her closer.

“I’ll go home at your place tonight,” she proposed desperately, holding both of his hands to wrap around her waist. “You can have me anyway you want, Tobi. I promise I rejected him right away—”

“Hey, pretty,” he panics, removing both his hands from his waist to her face. “Hindi ako aalis,” he says firmly. “Kakasabi ko lang na pakakasalan kita dito tapos iniisip mo na iiwanan kita?”

Jas looks up at him finally, eyes welling with tears. “Nothing will make me leave you, Jas. Unless of course, you want me to.”

Jas didn’t say anything but wrapped her arms around his neck as she cried. She had already been crying for more than she should today. She really hopes the makeup artist tomorrow will find a way to hide it.

“I’ll let you rest muna, hmm? Go home muna sa White Plains tapos susunduin kita bukas pa-Aurora, okay?”

Jas nodded carefully at him. “Good girl,” Tobi replied before pressing a soft kiss on her lips. It was short and sweet… addictingly sweet, she craved for more and more but she couldn’t quite ask for it.

“Let’s go?” he hummed, hand moving to reach for her hand once again.

Then there was quiet, deafening quiet, as they walked through the equally eerie and beautiful halls of the century old buildings. “I wasn’t raised religious,” Tobi mumbled out of the blue. “I only ever went to ask God for anything noong inoperahan si Bianca. She was very young with a heart disease that could cost her life if she was left untreated. That time no one would take her operation because she was only days old and the risks were very high. I went and prayed to God with Leon. Dahil hindi naman nga kami tinuruan ng ganoon, hindi namin alam kung anong sinasabi namin sa loob ng chapel ng Valiente. All I knew was we were begging to God for someone to save Bianca because we were running out of time. But then your mom stepped in.”

Jas looked at him attentively. He was just speaking quietly, pretending to listen to what Kuya Herman had to say about Philippine History. Tobi had it all memorized already by the amount of times he’s been here to clear up his mind in the past few years.

“All I knew from your mom back then was that it was her first high-risk surgery. She had only gained her license to perform surgery a few months prior, ayaw pa noon ni Mom and Dad na pumayag but Leon and I had to beg them to let her because she was our only chance to save Bia. Flying her to the States would be a higher risk. But then your mom managed to save Bianca. I began to pray a lot more after that pero parang hindi na ako pinapakinggan ng langit. At first I thought naubos nalang ang mga panalangin ko noong niligtas si Bianca, but I grew to think that maybe it was Leon that they heard and not me.”

Jas couldn’t help but squeeze his hand. Tobi never opened up about his feelings. He’d occasionally talk about how things happened in his life, childhood memories and the trivial things that he remembers, but he never talked about how he feels. It was a big thing that he was saying all these. It must’ve weighed heavy on him for him to finally say it.

“People always picked Leon over me. I mean maybe except Amir but we’ve been friends long before Leon was born. Leon was everyone’s golden boy, I’m pretty sure the world would kneel before him if he asked and that’s never going to happen for me. Noong nakita kita na kausap si Ali kanina, handa na akong kausapin mo ako at sabahin sa akin na babalikan mo na s’ya but it only broke me when I saw you crying because of him.”

“You thought I was going to leave you?”

Tobi nodded. Jas’ heart dropped to the floor at the confession.

“I don’t have nice things given to me often,” he hummed. “I thought the only good person that I managed to hold was going to be taken away from me.”

Eli was a sight to see on stage. Jas has never seen her smile like that before, you really do glow like nothing else when you’re doing something you love with the knowledge that someone loves you above anything else, right? Hearing Leon confess his love for Eli was an entire level of disgustingly sweet but it’s rotting deep inside of her because she knew she wasn’t going to be loved like that by his brother.

Better to love than not love at all.

Why can’t Tobi just hang on to that? Why can’t he just give all of himself for once? Why can’t he love someone the way he loves music?

At the end of the day, maybe she’s just not that worth trying for.

She loves Ellie. Don’t get her wrong. She loves Eli like her own blood sister. She and Bella somehow fit perfectly into that little sister figure that she always imagined to have and the two of them were never hesitant to accept those positions. Life was better with them, Jas knows it.

But she couldn’t help but be jealous. She spent her entire life craving and chasing after love and she still doesn’t have it while Ellie has love chasing every strand of her hair. Love just naturally grows with her no matter how afraid of it she is. She’s always proud that Ellie eventually learned how to accept and understand love. But damn. When is it going to be her turn?

“I’m sure kilala n’yo kung sino ang sunod naming alas,” Kyle announced, laughing as he glanced towards me and Leon. “Dahil wala si Leon, syempre babawi kami sa inyo. Kilala n’yo si Honey?”

The crowd roared as soon as Kyle mentioned her nickname. Tobi could not help but smile as soon as his eye caught the mop of red hair from the side of the stage. His heart raced a bit, it would be a shame to not admit. She was beautiful. She was stunning. She always glowed differently under the stage lights; almost as if she belonged there—like she was meant to be there. He didn’t quite understand why she stayed behind production and rarely went on stage when she had an amazing voice and an impecable stage presence. His pretty can devour anyone in stage if she wanted to.

“Ay nakapasweet naman,” Ellie teased.

“The woman who is currently producing half of the songs in our next album, I present to you, Jacynthe Clair Huh!” Kyle jumped excitedly.

“Good luck, Jassy,” Leon cheered her on before she entered on her cue. She stood before a bedazzled white microphone on the stand, something the boys gave her as a gift after their last album that she helped with did very well.

“Hello, ako po si Jas,” she smiled. The crowd went wild on her fingertips. “Hindi po ako girlfriend ng kahit na sino kaya wala akong iyayabang sa inyo gaya ni Eli but I did write a couple of songs for Midnight Covey, so I guess that counts for something right?”

“This is Bagong Tradisyon, sing with us if you know it,” she took off the microphone as she went up to sit from on the tall chair that was placed on stage before her set. Tobi had already switched his electric guitar for an acoustic one and Kyle’s keyboard was moved next to her chair, he was also sitting down at this point. Everyone had already left the stage for their break as they began singing.

The song itself was inspired by the wedding of a friend that both Kyle and Jacynthe had in college. At the point where Jas was constantly getting cheated on, their friends were beginning their love story which started its new beginning just last year. And yes, it was a big fat lie that she didn’t imagine herself getting married. It was all that she longed for when she was young and growing up. She wanted to marry someone who isn't like her father. She wanted someone who will never leave her, love the good things and correct the wrong ones. At first she thought maybe it’d be Alistair—Jesus. She’s glad she didn’t end up with him. After him there were several others that in her feeble little mind, she imagined herself getting married to. Then there’s the most far fetched person she wishes she’d see at the end of the altar—Tobias Park.

The idea of getting married, starting a new life, celebrating every holiday of the year, the birthdays, anniversaries—the idea of never being alone anymore—made her heart happy. It made her happy that someone decided they were going to swear in front of a divine entity that they are not going to leave and they will love her until the day that they cannot anymore.

And she longed for that day to come.

Now Elijah is going to do just that. Before she does. Before anyone in their friend group does. With someone she loved all her life.

Will she ever be in that position?

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joannajj · 7 months ago

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(Jeremiah Ong x Reader).

Kindly listen to this song while reading.

Ikaw at si jeo ay isang matalik na magkaibigan simula pa noong grade 4 pa kayo. Lagi kayong naglalaro sa paborito niyong playground manila, sadly, kailangan ng pamilya ni jeo na pumunta at dun na daw mag enroll ng ibang school si jeo, kaya panay iyak ako nun at laging nasa tabi ko si jeo dahil ayaw ko syang mawala sa tabi ko.

Tomorrow na ang last na pagkikita namin ni jeo kaya sinusulit namin ang pagkakataong ito, nasa paboritong playground namin kam, nakaupo sa swing.

"pot, kailangan mo ba talagang iwan ako?". Sabi ko na almost crying.

"di naman kita iiwan forever". Ika niya habang hinahawakan kaliwang kamay ko.

"promise?". Inoffer ko ang pinky ko para i- sealed ang promise namin.

"promise". Nag sealed na kami ng kamay.

.....

9 years later.....

"Ma, alis na po ako".

"mag- ingat ka ah, paki bati nalang ako kala Janice!!". Sigaw ng aking mama sa kusina.

"opo ma!!".

Pupunta ako ng Palawan kung saan nakatira sina jeo, balak ko sanang sorpresahin ito.

Nandito na ako sa palawan, lumabas nako ng airport at nag hintay ng masasakya.

After ilang minutes, may huminto sa aking suv na puti, nag wait ako baka iba ang hinihintay nito pero Isang minuto, binaba yung bintana at nakita ko lalaki na nakatingin sakin na para bang Kilala niya ako.

Awkward kong pag wave sakanya as hi para di nya maisip na rude ako... Tinaas niya ang bintana kaya nakikita kona lang is black screen. Binaba ulit ito at bumungad sakin ay si tita Janice, nagulat ako at napasigaw dahil sa gulat at saya.

"tita ja?". Confused kong sabi.

"yes, ako nga nak". Nakangiting sabi nito.

"bat po kayo nandito? Balak kopo sanang sorpresahin kayo". Kamot ulo kong sabi.

"ay ganun ba, sinabe samin ng mama mo na pupunta ka sa Palawan kaya dali dali kaming pumunta dito". Tita Janice.

"ano ba yan si mama, sabi ko sakanya wag niya sabihin sainyo". irita kong sabi.

"ok lang yan nak, tara na't makauwi na tayo". Tita Janice.

"btw po tita, sino po ito?". Tinuro ko yung lalaki na katabi niya.

"ay, oo nga pala, Asawa ko nga pala, sya yung dahilan kung bakit kailangan namin tumira dito". Explain ni tita ja.

"ay ganun po ba, kamusta naman po si jeo?".

"ayun, makulit padin pero ayun laki na muscles at nag gy- gym pa yan". Tita ja.

"talaga po, miss na miss ko na po siya".

"ay nako, mas miss na miss ka niya, nak, kung alam mo lang, laging hawak hawak yung printed na picture mo..minsan pa nga nakikita ko yan umiiyak dun sa kwarto niya habang hawak hawak picture mo".

"cute". Bulong ko.

Nakatulog ako sa byahe dahil di naman ako natulog sa eroplano, nood nood lang ng K-drama.

"nak, dito na tayo". Pag- gising sakin ni tita Janice.

Nagising ako at tinignan sa labas ng kotse kung asan na kami, kita ko may dalawang naka parada na kotse at may mga aso't pusa na nakakulong.

"po? San po toh?".

"sa bahay namin". Natatawang Ika ni tita ja.

"mafe, San si jeo?". Tanong ni tita ja kay ate mafe.

"ate mafe!!!! I miss you". Sigaw ko nang makita ko si ate mafe na sobrang close sakin.

"uy, bel!! Musta ka na? ang ganda ganda mo na oh!!".

"thank you po, parang sumexy ka ata ate mafe?".

"huy, hindi naman AHAHAHA".

"si jeo pala?, natutulog pa sa taas tabi sila ni meng". Ate mafe.

"ahh ganun, sige, san si Joshua..?". Tita ja.

"nandun sa likod, nilalaro yung mga kuting".

"Joshua!!!!! halika muna dito, may bisita tayo!!". Sigaw ni tita ja.

Ilang segundo pa ay, bumungad samin si kuya Joshua, naka braid ang kanyang buhok kaya medj hindi ko siya namukaan ng 5 sec.

"bel? Ikaw ba yan? aba, ang laki- laki mo na, dati binubuhat- buhat pa kita ngayon tignan mo oh". Kuya Joshua.

"AHAHAHA, oo nga po e, time flies so fast nga po e".

"si jeo ba ang hanap mo? nandun sa taas, lam mo ba kung ano ano pinaggagagawa niyan nung wala ka, ewn ko ba Jan". Kuya Joshua.

Nasa sala kami naguusap, kung ano chika, ganun. Nalaman kona pala yung name nung kasintahan ni tita ja, geo ong pala.

Kinuwento nila sakin about sa vlog na ginagawa nila, mesmerized ako nun.

Nag vlo- vlog sila about sa nature at lagi daw sila naliligo sa dagat at ilog at nag ca- camping pa, nag offer pa nga sila na sumama ako sakanila pag maliligo ilog or dagat or di kaya ay magcamping. At sino ba tatanggi sa offer na yan, kaya nag yes nako kagad.

Habang nag uusap kami, may gumalaw sa peripheral view ko sa bandang kanan ko kung saan ay hagdan at taas naman nun is mga kwarto nila.

Tumingin ako at nakita ko si jeo, bagong gising, nakatitig sakin na walang kibo.

"uhm....".

Dipa rin siya gumagalaw.

"jeo". Tawag ni tita ja.

Wala padin.

"jeo!!" Sigaw nila.

At wala pa din.

Kaya ako na ang tatawag sakanya baka sakali na bumalik sya sa katotohanan.

"pot". Tawag ko sakanya.

At finally,

"bel?".

Tawag niya sakin na palapit ng palapit.

Tumango nalang ako.

"Ikaw ba talaga yan o nananaginip lang ako, kung nananaginip talaga ako, kurotin mo nga ako".

Tumawa sila including me sa sinabi niya.

Kinurot ko sya ng medj malakas.

Nagulat naman ito at kita sa mukha niya na masakit.

"sorry, sabi mo ka- ".

Diko natuloy ang sinabi ko dahil niyakap ako bigla ni jeo ng sobrang higpit.

"pot, di ako makahinga,".

Pinapat- pat ko yung braso niya dahil totoo ngang hindi ako makahinga.

Kaya lumayo sya at nag sorry.

"sorry, miss lang talaga kita so much!!".

"ehem, baka nakakalimutan niyo may tao din dito oh".

Biro ni kuya josh at ang result napatawa kaming lahat.

Dito kami ni jeo sa kwarto niya nag uusap kung okay lang ba buhay niya dito at sakin.

I met domeng already, super kind and gwapo din sya like kuya niya, I just found out na inampon nila si meng.

"ang ganda ganda mo na".

Compliment niya habang nakatitig sakin.

"oh why, thank you, lumaki na ang katawan mo oh, sobrang pogi mo".

Ngiti kong sabi.

"I'm glad na you keep you promise".

Sabi ko na paiyak na.

"I would never ever break any promises that we made for each other".

Ika niya, nakangiti.

Niyakap ko sya ng mahigpit at umiyak sa kanyang shoulder.

I stop crying.

But I think I will start crying again dahil sa confession sakin ni jeo.

"Isabelle, sasabhin ko sana ito bago kami umalis pero..... Bel, I love you not as a friend but as a lover, matagal na kitang mahal simula nung nagkakita tayo..... Bel, pwede ba kitang maging girlfriend?".

Napahagul- gul ako sa confession niya.

"yes, I would love to be your girlfriend!!!".

Sigaw ko.

Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit, ilang minuto pa ay binereak nya ang hug at parang ang mundo'y nag istop at parang kami lang dalawa ang gumagalaw.

Palapit ng palapit ang Mukha namin sa isa't Isa, nakatingin ako sa kanyang mata habang sya naman ay nakatingin sa aking labi.

Ayan na nga, nag meet na ang aming labi sa isa't Isa, ang soft at lasang strawberry ang kanyang lips, kaya pinikit ko na ang aking mata at inenjoy ang moment na ito.

Little did we know, nakasilip pala lahat ng pamilya ni jeo sa slightly ajar na pinto, kinikilig pa mga ito.

That's all, folks

#Jeremiahong jeoong Ongfam #Spotify

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bbarican · 7 months ago

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ヽ(★ω★)ノ ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ ——— may the 4th be with you!

hi tumblr! may the 4th be with all of you! especially to my fellow star wars fans

kamusta kayo? how’s everyone so far? i cant believe its may - we’re really well into the summer na and i guess we’re all just trying our best not to let the heat get the best of us

some updates for yall but mostly myself kasi alam naman na natin, if i dont gather my thoughts, theyre all just gonna pile up and i might burst so here’s a run down of how life is so far:

family:

visiting japan with our lola was really lovely but it proved to be a bit more difficult than we anticipated

im glad we’re all back in manila, fully rested by now, going about our normal routines ulit

we’re seeing my lola and the rest of my mom’s side tomorrow and im really excited for the roadtrip going to batangas! for the reunion part, meh, lets see how it goes

i miss my kuya more than anything; so many new memories without him present cause he’s in the states but i know for a fact naman na he’s also having fun there and working hard

how is thirdy turning 20 in a couple of days?!

friends:

i saw chevy last night! we went out for drinks and food somewhere in bf and i really enjoyed just talking to her and catching up and laughing and even having our hearts broken over boys

i hope she finds the right kind of love that will surpass what she and her ex had

im forever grateful for my office besties, i will never stop saying that (kahit na may time na nakakainis din sila, love ko parin sila)

work:

i mean, work is work

im just glad to be having productive days here and there

im also really glad na hindi nagiging problem yung pag alis ng boss ko for 11 days since he’s on a vacation with his family which he deserves naman

summer s typically the slow season for us so i guess ill take this time to prep for when the busy season rolls in ulit

personal:

i noticed ive been eating more and i am not okay with it; im going to do something about it starting on monday and i really need to discipline myself better cause if not, im gonna spiral into a really bad place for sure

my dog literally just farted and amoy skunk putangina ang baho

i really want to save up even more money kasi nga jp and i plan on going to baguio in august

and kinakaya naman! i got this in the bag for sure

i have enough right now to buy a laufey ticket too for september so please please pray for me na makakakuha ako ng ticket sa monday

love:

beyond grateful for him, always always always

im 3000% sure im going to choose him everyday, over fights, over drama, over overthinking

he bought me donuts and i love him

so yeah! i hope may is lovely for all of us; its really really hot so i hope everyone stays hydrated and wag tayong magpapakagalit dahil mainit

also stan bini!

#personal #thoughts #writings #updates #journal #diary

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peryodismo2425 · 4 days ago

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Bidang Sekyu!

Ni Tenshi Bedico | Nobyembre 9, 2024

Araw-araw, nakikita mula alas-siyete ng umaga hanggang alas-kwatro ng hapon na nakapuwesto sa ilalim ng hagdanan ng Katipunan Wing ng UPIS 7-12 building ang security guard na si Kuya Dan. Laging nakaalerto at nagbabantay sa likod na parte ng gusali—buong araw na nakamasid sa mga nangyayari sa eskwelahan ng mga estudyante, guro, tauhan, at custodians. Pero sa araw na ito, matutuklasan natin ang kanyang simpleng pang-araw-araw na serye sa likod ng kanyang buhay bilang sekyu ng UPIS.

Si SG Dan Lauz, o mas kilala bilang Kuya Dan, mahigit isang dekada nang nagtatrabaho bilang isang security guard sa UPIS matapos siyang i-assign ng Northcom Security and Investigation Agency rito. Ayon sa kanya, wala na siyang iba pang establisyimentong pinagtrabahuan bilang isang sekyu—nagmula na sa UPIS ang lahat ng mga karanasan niya sa pagbabantay sa gusali at komunidad ng UPIS.

“Andito na ako mula pa noong 2014, nakita ko na mula pagkabata at ‘yung paglaki ‘yung mga estudyante—marami na rin talaga kaming napa-graduate,” nakangiti niyang sabi.

Tulad ng mga karakter sa mga kinagigiliwang teleserye na araw-araw nating napapanood sa telebisyon, bumibida si Kuya Dan sa tungkulin o gampanin niya bilang tagabantay at tagaprotekta ng mga taong nasa loob ng gusali—hindi nagmimintis pagdating sa kanyang nakatakdang iskedyul ng mga gawain bago at habang nagtatrabaho.

Nagsisimula ang kanyang araw sa pag-alis sa kanilang tirahan nang alas-kwatro ng umaga patungo sa kanilang security base. Matapos ang kanyang isang oras at mahigit na biyahe, makakarating siya sa kanilang security base para sa kanilang lingguhang guard mounting kung saan isinasagawa ang inspeksyon sa kanilang uniporme at firearms, pagtatakda ng kanilang mga gawain at responsibilidad, at ang pangkalahatang pag-oorganisa nilang mga sekyu ng kanilang mga tungkulin sa kabuuan ng araw. Matapos nito, muling bumabiyahe si Kuya Dan patungo naman sa UPIS at dadating ng alas-siyete ng umaga para makapagsimula na sa kanyang duty.

Sa loob ng kanyang tungkulin sa buong araw, umiikot ang kanyang mga gawain sa pag-iikot—partikular na sa likod ng gusali kung saan siya kadalasang nakapwesto—pagbabantay at pagraradyo ng kanyang report mula sa kanyang base, paninigurado ng seguridad ng kanyang lugar, pagbubukas at pagsasara ng mga gate sa loob ng eskwelahan, muling pag-iikot sa gusali ng UPIS pagkatapos ng mga klase para sa pag-iinspeksyon ng mga silid-aralan, at pagsasara ng mga pinto ng mga pasilyo sa bawat palapag.

“Sa araw-araw, kailangan namin kayong protektahan; sa inyo na rin umiikot ang trabaho ko—ang routine ko,” ani Kuya Dan

Kadalasang nakakausap at nakakasalamuha ni Kuya Dan ang mga taong inatasan siyang protektahan at bantayan sa pang-araw-araw. Bilang isang ‘bida’ sa teleserye ng kanyang buhay, mistulang sumusuportang mga karakter ang mga guro, estudyante, tauhan, at mga kawani na bumubuo ng araw-araw niyang serye at responsibilidad bilang isang sekyu.

Palagian siyang makikita na binabati pabalik ang mga estudyante at gurong dumadaan sa kanyang base sa araw na iyon. Kapag naman tapos na ang kanyang duty, nakakasanayan niya nang makipagkwentuhan sa mga kawani sa paaralan tungkol sa naging takbo ng kani-kanilang mga araw. Ayon sa kanya, malaking bahagi na ng kanyang buhay ang mga taong nakakasalamuha niya sa sampung taon niyang pagtatrabaho at pagbabantay sa loob ng gusali ng UPIS 7-12.

Bilang parte ng iba’t ibang komunidad sa UPIS na pinoprotektahan ng mga security guard na katulad ni Kuya Dan, alam ng lahat ang kanyang kahalagahan sa pagpapanatili ng ating kaligtasan sa loob ng gusali ng UPIS 7-12. Kaparehas ito ng kanyang sariling depinisyon ng importansya ng kanyang trabaho—ngunit sa mas malalim niyang perspektibo, nakikita niya ang pagtatrabaho bilang isang security guard sa UPIS na isang paraan upang ipakita ang kanyang pagmamahal at suporta sa kanyang pamilya, lalong-lalo na ang kanyang trabaho ang pangunahing pinanggagalingan ng pantustos para sa pag-aaral ng kanyang mga anak na nag-aaral na sa hayskul at elementarya.

Matapos ang mahabang araw ng pagtatrabaho sa UPIS, parte na ng kanilang family bonding ang panonood ng iba’t ibang mga palabas o teleserye. Partikular na sinusubaybayan ni Kuya Dan ang teleseryeng “Batang Quiapo” na pinagbibidahan ni Coco Martin bilang si “Tanggol” at kinagigiliwan na primetime show ng mga Pilipino sa kasalukuyan. Si Armando “Mando” Mendoza, isang pulis sa nasabing teleserye na pinagbibidahan ni Allan Paule, ang paborito niyang karakter sa palabas na ito.

Sa pag-uugnay ng karakter na ito sa trabaho at personal na buhay ni Kuya Dan, nagustuhan niya ang pagiging isang tapat at marangal na pulis ni Mando. Nais niyang ipagpatuloy ang mabuting pag-uugali at pakikitungo ni Mando sa kabuuan ng palabas—��di lamang sa kanyang trabaho, kundi pati na rin sa teleserye ng sarili niyang buhay; maigting na pinanghahawakan ang personal na mga prinsipyo at paniniwala na nananatiling nakaangkla sa kung ano ang marangal at tama.

Bagaman sampung taon at mahigit nang umiikot ang teleserye ng buhay ni Kuya Dan bilang isang security guard, hindi sumuray ang kanyang debosyon sa pag-usad sa kanyang buhay-trabaho sa UPIS. Mula sa teleseryeng kinagigiliwan, dala-dala ni Kuya Dan ang kabutihan at katapatan ni Mando sa tunay na buhay—sa kanyang pinagbibidahang gampanin sa UPIS bilang isang marangal na sekyu.

#Tenshi Bedico #Kawani

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