#kunikazushi

[rubberduckyrye]

The way his brother was looking at him was far too foreign. Once upon a time, they could read each other like a book, without any noises to their silent conversations. Four-hundred years ago, they knew each and every facial expression and what it meant, each little movement they made, all of it.  But now, the brother before him was speaking a foreign language.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

THIS COMMISSION IS OVER A YEAR LATE.

I'M SO SORRY.

Context: Before I got my shoulder busted I was drawing this commission, and I ended up getting REALLY insecure after finishing the line art stage, thinking that it looks like a horrible mess and just bad in general. I ended up avoiding it for a long while, and then my shoulder injury happened.

After a few tweaks and coloring/shading it, it's now a piece I'm extremely proud of! And I'm kinda mad at myself for getting insecure over nothing xD

@trans-shuichisaihara wanted to commission a scene from a RP AU where Scaramouche has a twin brother, and in this thread, they reunite for the first time in hundreds of years.

Enjoy!

[madam-kumo]

Don't Leave Me Too!

Kunikazushi x Mother Reader (Platonic)

(CW: Graphic descriptions of Injuries)

PT.1 --- Masterlist

"Take him, I have no need for this one anymore"

The electro archon said as she dropped the boy at near your feet. The poor thing was shaking and his eyes were glossy with tears. You couldn't blame him, he was just betrayed by his mother after all. He looked bruised up and beaten; he must've lost a fight of some kind. "Yes, my lady" was all you could say; you had to say no as you were only a mere Inazuman doctor. "Go on, I don't care for you. Maybe she will have better use for you" The shogun huffed, looking at him from behind when the boy turned around to look her in the eye.

The puppet was holding in tears, the feeling of betrayal and pain hit him like bricks. He couldn't keep it together as tears cascaded down his pale face. He bit his lip to avoid sobbing and annoying his creator more and soon started to walk towards the you at a slow pace. You waited patiently near the door for the small boy, an emotionless expression written on your face.

Deep down, you felt sad for the boy. You knew he didn't want to be in this situation, you knew he wanted to be useful, and you knew he was the angriest you've ever seen him, but you kept your comforting words to yourself and waited for the boy until he reached you and you soon slid open the door with the boy in tow.

The shogun hesitated to turn back around and watch as they leave, why? The puppet was useless. Why did she care? Before she could respond to her thoughts the doctor and the puppet had left her domain.

"You're safe now my dear"

You said softly when the small boy stepped foot into your abode. It was small but peaceful. All of your furniture (or lack there of) was neatly placed around and clean. The corners were lacking of dust and snacks were wrapped on the wooden counter. "What?" He asked, tilting his head in confusion. "That was mostly an act to avoid angering the Shogun" You said while chuckling. That's right, The Shogun, that was her name. He didn't want to call her his mother anymore, so he will just call her creator.

"Right" He said cautiously.

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He had only been with you for a few months and he was practically glued to you. The small boy, who's real name was Kunikazushi, never left your side. He would even sleep next to you to keep nightmares away. He was attached to you and barely ever let you breath. But you didn't need to, not when you had Kuni to take care of.

"Get out of here you freak!" Another boy screamed as they chased Kuni off. Kuni just wanted to help him with his swords. He kept running and running but no matter how much he fled, he felt like the voices just kept getting louder and louder. "Shut up! Shut up!" Kuni repeated in his head over and over until he reached your shared home.

it was as if time stopped. The noise and yelling stopped and everything felt a little better. Kuni looked behind him to see no one in sight. The boy was gone, out of sight. Kuni stepped into the home, his shoulders shaking, trying his best not to cry. His lip quivered and his eyes welled up with tears. His knees gave in an he collapsed on the floor in tears. He started to sob and his tears fell down his face and onto the floor and his lap.

"Kuni?" You asked as you turned the corner. Your eyes widened when you saw the broken boy sobbing into his hands. Rushing to his side, you wrapped your arms around the boy and held him into your chest. He clutched the fabric of your yukata and hid his face further into you, trying to muffle his cries. "Oh...poor thing" You muttered and slowly brushed your fingers through his choppy locks.

Eventually, his cries ceased and he lifted his face from you. You were relieved to see no injuries other than a bruise from him tripping on a branch on the way back. "Please don't abandon me too!" He cried as he sniffed again. Your eyebrows furrowed. "What happened, dear?" You asked worriedly. "Everyone hates me! They think I'm an abomination" He shouts which startled you, but you quickly calmed down; His anger was understandable.

"Kuni... You're not an abomination-". You were interrupted. "But I am! Everyone thinks I am, so why don't you!" Kuni starts yelling once again but you grab his face with your hands. "Kuni... you. are. not. an. abomination" You say seriously and press a kiss to his forehead.

He felt to scared to be embarrassed or retaliate so he just put his head on your lap and closed your eyes, silently begging his subconscious to knock him out. Just as he was about to fall into the planes of sleep, he felt you gently pick him up and wrap him in the futon.

"I'll be back, mother!"

Kuni yelled and waved to you at the door. "Be safe and make sure to be back by dusk!" You yell back from the kitchen as you get the last of your medical supplies restocked and cleaned.

He had started to call you mother only a few weeks ago. You were more a mother than the one that actually brought him into this cursed world. Kuni will and has dedicate his life to protecting you and knows you won't be betraying him any times soon.

So, with that last goodbye, he jogs towards the forest to grab some lavender melons and food for you.

Oh....how he wished he hadn't.

Kuni was proud of himself for finding nearly an entire weeks worth of food. About five fish, a three lavender melons, and some sweet flowers filled his basket and the house slowly reached his view as the sun set behind him.

For some reason, the aura of the home didn't feel as welcome and peaceful as it usually did. It made his heart drop to his stomach. He threw the doors open to see a dark house- no candles lit and everything was broken or scratched. His eyes widened as he noticed a smeared trail of blood leading to your bedroom.

He dropped the basket-to hell with it- and rushed to your room to see through the opened door- a sight he never wanted to see, ever.

There you lay, your eyes wide and full of frozen fear, blood seeping out of your mouth and onto the floor, covered in bruises and scratches, and a large gaping wound in your stomach. It was a horrifying and disgusting sight to the small boy. You stomach was pouring blood into a pool beneath you, it was mostly dry but no less mortifying.

His hands clasped his mouth, trying not to gag as he sobbed and ran towards your body. He lifted you up and held you into his chest as his breathing quickened, his eyes shot wide, and tears ran like waterfalls down his face. "Mother! Mother!" He chanted, begging you to wake up. You can't betray him too. You are his mother- you can't go too, you can't! "Don't leave me!" He sobbed into your bloodied chest, clutching your cold and slightly blue hand in his own.

He continued sobbing into you for hours, until someone walked through the door. "Ah... what a sad sight" A man with bright blue hair and a mask said. "Did you do this!" Kuni accused, pointing his finger at the tall man. "Of course not. Why would I ever do such a thing" He said innocently, even though it didn't reach his smile. "I'm here to make a deal with you, Kunikazushi" His grin became even wider, baring his sharp teeth. The small boy didn't have time to ask questions about how he knew his name. "What the hell do you want! I have nothing left of worth to you." Kuni grunts as he continues grasping your corpse.

"Oh, but you do! I'll return your mother to you- if you agree to join a small experiment of mine..." He snickers. "What is this experiment? And how the hell will you bring her back? She's already gone." Kuni growls, looking the man up and down cautiously. "I have my ways, boy. You have relations to an archon so I wish to test some things out. Oh, where are my manners! I am a scholar from the academia, Il Dottore" He chuckles.

Fuck it. Kuni was too clouded with desperation to question him. Dottore reached his hand out to the boy and he was quick to grasp his hand and shook it, using his other hand to continue holding you; he won't let you go.

"No, not the gnosis!"

Scaramouche yelled in frustration desperately trying to grab the glowing chess piece from the Sumeru archon. The Shouki no Kami started to destruct beneath him and bring him down with it, promptly knocking him down from the archons vicinity. He yells and wails in frustration as he punches the floor. This was his only chance. His only chance to get you back and get revenge on his creator. He's so close to getting what he desperately wants and why this all started in the first place.

Nahida pitied the boy as he slowly turned back into the broken child he once was. He started to sob and desperately tried to grab at the archon, even now that he was so far away from it.

His sobs increased; he felt so hopeless. Once Scaramouche realized there's no hope, he brought his hands to his face and just cried and screamed into his hands. It broke the traveler and Paimon's hearts but they all knew they had to let him get all of the built up anger out of his system.

While crying into his palms, he felt arms slowly wrap around him. He didn't care to look up and he hid his face in their chest. Nahida gasped as did the traveler as they look upon the illuminated figure. You looked so worried for the small boy, just like you did so many years ago. Even centuries later, your arms felt the same.

"Mother!" Kuni yelled for you and you just shushed him and kissed the top of his head.

"I'm right here my child, and I am never leaving you again"

[the-commonplace-book]

angry gremlin boy needs more hugs and to be told that it's okay to cry

[sapphire240400]

Someone here reached Wanderer  Friendship Lv. 6 a while ago- and of course, I needed to draw something about it-

I named him after “Kazuki”

[shishi-gamii]

[kyruolio]

Thinking about my beloved shrimp cap and how he is now immortalized in this painting of scaramouche

[cannottthinkofagoodname]

TW: Puppet body, fake body

Scaramouche/Wanderer/Kabukimono/Kunikazushi fanart

Boy, dose he have a lot of names

I love him as a character and all the lore he brings with him. He is just amazing as a whole. His character arc is fascinating.

I included some head canons, that you I personally find perfect for him.

When he was created, I think Ei didn't include any.... Well *parts* and she intended to leave him genderless, but after waiking Kuni found that he was more comfortable with identifying as male and goes by he/him ( another i really like is Wanderer being a demiboy) Also his Puppet design isn't really how I envision Ei made him, but more like what I personally imagine when hearing Living Doll. It's not functional but so beautiful.

Also that after becoming Wanderer, he has cracks on his face from when he fell. It just has so much angst potential.

[kirbyfigure]

My heart goes out to the artists who draw scaramouche with doll joints

I LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART PLS KEEP DRAWING HIM LIKE THAT

(Seen below)

[sorryidontexistanymorebyeee]

A quick lil pic I drew of scara

[cannottthinkofagoodname]

So beautiful 💜💜💜💜💜

[izpaimonbubbles]

miko♡♡♡

ei, dear!

kunimooshi

istg.

ei♡♡♡

Yes, Miko?

miko♡♡♡

I love youuu ♡♡♡♡♡☆☆☆☆

°!!!

kunimooshi

gross. ew. i thought u were cool miko

ei♡♡♡

AW, I love you too, miko!

kunimooshi

L

gross stop flirting

bye

kunimooshi has left the chat and blocked you and 1 other

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[cybersp4c3]

Hi there, same anon who did the doll collector thing back with more.

When I said doll I actually just meant how he is in game since he's a puppet so he's the same size.

This works with both Kabukimono and Kunikazushi. Poor puppet Kabukimono who was just abandoned and looking for a purpose would have plenty to do with me. He'd make the perfect little cock sleeve and addition to my collection. He'd be so eager to serve, all that I'd need to do is corrupt his mind with my cock. Make him swallow it so far down his throat that it takes over his mind and he finally realizes that he doesn't need oxygen.

Kunikazushi would take some more convincing but that's okay, nothing a few ropes and some nice love from my cock won't fix <3. He'd be so fucked dumb that he'd know this was his true purpose, he'd know his only job was to serve up his holes like a cute doll. His pussy would be so full of cum and would feel so empty without my cock.

He needs to be brainwashed

[madam-kumo]

Back and Here to Stay

(Probably should've put this sooner but major spoiler warnings)

Kunikazushi x Mother Reader (platonic)

PT.2 of Don't Leave Me Too!

"Mother!"

Scara shouts as he looks up from your chest. So many emotions were clear in his eyes. Anger, sadness, grief, but there was a spark of relief and pure happiness in his irises. Tears continue to run down his face in globs as he looks upon your illuminated form. He sniffs while rubbing his face with his hands.

"Why did you leave me?!" He yells in anger, though, his arms betray him and his arms grow tighter around you. "I know you're angry with me Kuni. But we need to get you out of here and taken care of". He was to tired and injured to retort and just collapsed in your arms; he was still awake- but barely.

You turn around to look the archon in the eye. "Thank you for helping him, Lesser Lord Kusanali" You praise the girl. A sweet smile appears on her face and she carefully steps over to you and Kuni. "We need to get him out of here. If I may ask, please pick him up". You nod and gently pick up the small boy. He hides him head in your chest, no longer wanting to see the outside world, wishing more to fall asleep in your arms and stay with his mother, and only his mother.

"A letter from the Dendro Archon" An attendant held out the letter to Ei. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Why would Kusanali be reaching out to her. They barely interacted as their nations were too far apart to do so.

Ei hesitantly accepted the letter from the attendant before sending him away. Why was she so scared to open the letter? She had a weird feeling that this letter was something she didn't wish to see.

She ripped the green seal off of the envelope and left it to fall on the ground. Ei slowly red the note. Nahida had taken her son, no, her creation into her care and told her in case she had any words to say to him.

Her heart dropped to her stomach as she red the note over and over again. She completely forgot Kabukimono was even one of her creations. Ei had given him away so long ago. Just hearing his name makes her want to forget all over again but he was useless to eternity. She shouldn't care... right? So, why does she?

Would Makoto want her to let him go or to bring him back? If she brought the puppet back, he would fight her. And she didn't want to harm one of her own creations. She can't hurt her own creations.

"You seem quite conflicted don't you, Ei?" Yae Miko teased behind her. "What do you want Yae" Ei said harshly. "Oh, so angry! I was just stating a simple thing" Yae giggles at the angry goddess. Her chuckling dies down once she realizes the gravity of the situation. The shrine maidens face turns serious.

"You know better than anyone that you were the one to let him go and abandon him.". That word: Abandon. It played in her mind like a broken radio. His broken and betrayed eyes still haunted her like a ghost.

"So what the hell do you want me to do...." Ei mutters to herself begrudgingly. "Give up on this dumb guilt of yours and let him move on, you did that to Makoto after all- so why can't you do it now".

She wanted to smack that grin off of the fox's face but held back and reluctantly agreed.

After a few days, Kuni had woken up, and like before- refused to leave your side and was attached to you at the hip. He had brought you to Irminsul to help Nahida gather data on a topic that he had not informed you of. Because it was you he wasn't telling it to, it was probably for a good reason.

And there you stood, behind Kuni and next to Traveler and his floating companion. You and the other ladies had been having a conversation in your mind. "How did he turn out this way in the first place?" Paimon asked, scratching her head in confusion. You sighed but answered "Revenge is a blinding goal, it changes people for the worst". "How come every conversation is good when I'm not in it" Kuni interrupted your conversation.

A glowing branch suddenly appeared in front of the boy. "Anonymous date?" Kuni muttered, looking cautiously at the packet of information. "Hey! Remember to share it with us!" Paimon squealed while throwing her fists in the air. "Shush!" Kuni says harshly. Visions of Tatarasuna flash in past his eyes like a projector, allowing you and the traveler to see it as well.

The story of Niwa betraying your son never sit right with you. Niwa just never seemed like that kind of person; he was always so sweet and kind to you and your son- welcoming Kuni with open arms. Kuni had also buried something in your backyard but when you asked- Kuni never answered. At that point, you probably didn't want to know.

Once Nahida had finished her summary of what had happened, Kuni balled his fists and gritted his teeth, cursing the fatui member under his breath. "Kuni..." You mutter his name, but before you could touch his shoulder, Nahida told you to give him a moment.

Moments had past before Kuni pushed you away from him and grabbed the travelers hand, creating a shield. You only saw them hold hands for a few minutes before the shield dispersed. "I only thanked him for helping me" He said to Paimon. Kuni turned around and made an opening into the Irminsul tree. "Kuni, what are you doing?" You asked, panic increasing in your voice.

He hesitated before coming over and wrapping his arms around you. "Don't wait for me" He whispered in your ear and soon launched himself from his place and into the opening of the tree. "W-where did he go!" Paimon shouted while you looked around frantically.

"I don't know how he did that with so little power, but what I do know is that you three have to get out of here now" Nahida commanded, and you knew better than to question here.

You had been pacing in the inn for hours at this point desperately trying to find an answer for where your son had run off to. You had already cried and begged Nahida and the traveler to find your son, but they had no answers. As a response, you had isolated yourself in your room.

You two had already been separated for hundreds of years. Being separated again was the last thing you wanted!

You had no reason for sleep or food as ,ever since you came back, you felt no fatigue when it came to normal human needs; It was strange to get used to but you delt with it none the less.

The archon and traveler were very concerned about your wellbeing but they knew better than to bother you. After all, now they have a wanderer to take care of.

A knock broke you out of your deranged state, Nahida had only checked on you once and hadn't bothered you since, so why now? You sigh but open the door anyway, knowing it was probably important. You hesitantly open the door. Your eyes widen and you throw the door open wider to throw your arms around the smaller boy.

"Kuni!"

You yell into his shoulder as you hold him. You wanted to slap him for leaving you without answers but that could wait. You felt him wrap his arms around you. He sighed into you and relaxed in your arms.

"Where have you been!?" You ask between sobs.

"That will be told later, but know that I'm back and here to stay, mother"

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Tag list: @swivy123

[the-abnormalities]

A quick introduction!

This includes all of the alters' main information and how they let you know who posts. You can ask questions to them in the questions... Section? The thingy in the bio, I dunno what it's called, you know what I mean. Also a summary of what fandoms we can write (we can all write the fandoms) and age limit of writing... Intercourse.

JENNIFER (she/her)

One of the main alters. She is 15 years old, and is the body of the system. She is unlabelled and has a brain injury, which is the most likely reason why DID has developed for her along with possible autism. Can write 18+.

CARLTON (he/him)

The second of the main alters. Carlton is 16 years old and identifies as pansexual, being the more extroverted alter. His name originally came from when Jennifer was trans and the name came from FNaF, but the name is now used for an alter, 2 separate beings. Can write 18+

JOHN (he/him)

The protector. He is 17, very introverted, closed off and also mostly numb, unlabelled like Jennifer. He tends to write more than the others, since h enjoys doing so, but the first 3 listed here will be writing here the most... Maybe. Closest with Vesper. Can write 18+

MATTHEW (they/them)

The trauma holder. He is nearly always overwhelmed and stressed, being calmed down fully only once. He is 14 years old and is panromantic but asexual. He writes his emotions, finding slightly helpful.

KUNIKUZUSHI (he/puppet)

The child alter who prefers to be known as Kuni. Kunikazushi is 6 years old, mentally younger at times, but feels like he is actually 600, though the alters prefer to have more realistic ages. He's curious, and enjoys writing down his thoughts. He also really likes MLP, so you might get a bit of that from him. Friends with all alters besides John.

SAKONJI (he/him)

The caregiver. Unlike John, Sakonjis job is to look after the alters, rather than protect them, he's like a caregiver. He is 54, intelligent, based on the demon slayer character Sakonji Urokodaki. Can write 18+

VESPER (he/him)

A cat hybrid. Much like his sister Vesperina, he's into darker colours, favourite being green though, being a Bombay cat hybrid. He's the moodiest of the twins, being friends with John, and being an overall introvert. His age is unknown.

VESPERINA (she/her)

Like her twin Vesper, she is a cat hybrid. She is the more extroverted one, being cuter in a way. She's younger but not by much, also a Bombay hybrid. Her favourite colour is Purple but she's a more dark aesthetic sort of person, age unknown.

CHARLIE (He/him)

Charlie is the alter based on Charlie Spring. He's not fronted much so not much is known about him, but of course, a massive simp for Nick Nelson... He's 15 years old.

SWANSEA - FRAGMENT (He/Him)

Close your eyes, Daisuke.

FANDOMS

Five Nights at Freddy's

The Stanley Parable

Genshin Impact

Doki Doki Literature Club!

Love, Theoretically

Demon Slayer

Attack On Titan

Z-O-M-B-I-E-S 1/2/3 (Disney)

Yandere Simulator (Do not support YanDev)

Creepypasta

Little Nightmares 1/2

Miraculous, Takes of Ladybug and Chat Noir

Mouthwashing

Heartstopper

[jubi-liana]

Genshin Spoilers or whatever...

BUT

It's so funny that crack ship Scaramouche/Kazuha suddenly became rooted in Genshin Impact. Long story short:

A) Scaramouche was behind Kaedehara clan fall from grace.

B) Kaedehara adopted son of Niwa - who was Scaramouche friend (the guy that found him and then died while protecting fandango boy). Which was why Scara spared Kazuha's ancestor.

I never shipped Scara/Kazuha but now I'm quite excited to see how their story will unfold.

[ventisweetheart]

''You don't love me anymore''

Scaramouche x Female!Reader Genre: Angst, hurt/comfortish?? Warnings: Mentions of blood, cussing, scaramouche being a meanie, not proof read, kidnapping, wound mention, let me know if I missed something! Author's Note: This was requested by my lovely cousin :> The request is here I think this might be my longest fic yet, I am kinda proud of it. (and yes this is before he had his new update)

''Archons, you are so annoying. You never leave me the fuck alone!'' Scaramouche says, slamming his pen on his desk.

''Well maybe if you didn't stay out working all the time I wouldn't have to be like this, Kuni. You never give me attention anymore, you almost never talk to me anymore, you come home late everyday and when you do you either go straight to bed or you sit in this office and do stupid 'paper work' the whole time! It's not my fault I miss my boyfriend.'' You trying stating in a calm manner but, it's almost impossible with the lump forming in your throat, while you try to keep the tears from spewing from your eyes.

He seemed almost offended by this statement. The expression on his face gets worse, the crease between his eye brows deepening, his eyes, almost as if they are holding a tight grasp on your figure, full of rage and annoyance. ''Did you just say that I don't give you enough attention?'' He scoffs. ''EVERYTHING THAT I DO IS FOR YOU, FOR US-'' He takes a deep breath before speaking once again

''You are such a selfish, filthy piece of shit. I don't have any use for you anyway, so why do you care?''

That's not true. He knows it's not true. You are not in anyway the slightest bit selfish. You have been by his side when no one else was, you didn't see his as a bad person because of his actions and his past. You saw him as something not many did. You saw him as human and nothing less. He never understood why you were so kind to him, even now. You are barely yelling at him, you are still being kind to him, why?

''You are such a selfish, filthy piece of shit.I don't have any use for you anyway..'' Those words keep repeating in your head again and again. He didn't mean it, right? He didn't mean it, he didn't mean it, he didn't- it wasn't long before the tears you were trying to hold in leave your eyes. You try to wipe the tears away but you can't get it to stop. He has always thrown small remarks at you and picked on you but, it has never been this bad. He has never spoken to you in such a way before and you have never been more taken back by one of his rude comments. This one felt real. It felt like he really ment it. The way he looked at you while he said it, the tone he used, his hands flat on the desk.

You mumble a soft 'sorry' while you take a few steps back from his figure, eventually storming out of his office. Your job here is done, he doesn't need you anymore, he's tired of you- he doesn't love you anymore.

Or so you thought.

With eyes blurred from the nonstop flow of tears, you weakly push the front door open and start to head for Chinju Forest. It a place where you usually like to go. The flowers that grow rapidly and the soft soil underneath your feet, to you it's a calming place to be.

After a while of sprinting and getting odd looks from people in the city, you arrive safely. You begin walking on some trails you found and smiled at the presents of the fluorescent flowers. You pick one from a bundle in a bush and brush over the gentle petals with the pad of your index finger, while looking down at the flower you harshly bump into something in front of you.

You quickly look up and you are met with a tall, and muscular man. You weren't sure what it was but you immediately had a bad feeling. Something about the way he was presented. He seemed intimidating.

''Well, what's a pretty little lady doing out here all by her self?'' He says while bending down to meet your eyes, even though you weren't as short as he tried to make you look.

''Oh.. I apologize for bumping into you but, I really need to get going. It's getting pretty dark out here.'' You say almost rushing your words, you wanted to get out of there as soon as you could, something wasn't right. Looking past him, you being taking small steps to get by but you are soon stopped with his long, bulky arm wrapping around your figure, your eyes widen.

''Hey now, I could use a buddy ya know. Let's talk for a while yeah? Follow me'' The man says this with a smirk on his face but you can tell he is on the edge of annoyance. His grip on you tightens. This is where you begin to panic. You try to wiggle out of his grasp but it only gets tighter, until eventually he is using bother arms to keep you in place of his hold. You let out screams of ''Let me go'' and ''Don't touch me'' and pleas for help from anyone else who might be around. It wasn't long until your vision gets blurry again, and this time not from tears. You then see nothing but black and the noise around you gets muffled.

Scaramouche looks up from his paper, to look out the window. He notices that it is now dark outside. Where the hell is she? He thinks as he draws the curtains. You're not still mad at him, right? Was he too harsh? What if you finally left him? What if you never come back? What if-

*Knock knock*

His thoughts are soon interrupted by heavy knock at his office door. Ah that must be you! He opens the door with a slight smile on his face, ready to greet you but, that smile is wiped right off his face when he sees it isn't you. There instead in one of his agents. Kind of surprised of why he would be here at this hour he shows an expression of confusion.

''My Lord, I got the message that the papers are due in the morning.'' Scaramouche rolls his eyes at this statement almost dismissing the agent but, something comes to mind.

''Go look for y/n and don't ask any questions. Make sure to tell the other agents as well, if you don't find her by midnight, it's not going to look good for either of you.'' The agent rapidly nods his head and leaves the presence of Scaramouche. He closes the door and sits back in his desk chair with a sigh, all while his anxiety starts to get the best of him. He spends the rest of his time intently staring down the clock.

12:01

It's one minute over 12?! And they still haven't found you? Unacceptable. He storms out of his office, to the agents.

''Where the hell is she?''

''W-we came were coming back to say that we couldn't f-find her my Lord but, we-'' The agent was quickly cut off by a punch to the face.

''Now, who's next? Not following my orders? How dare you?'' Scaramouche is full of rage, it's written all over his face, he is even angrier than he looked when the two of you were fighting. He leaves and heads for the city.

It might not seem like it but he's scared. He's terrified that you're gone, that you don't love him any longer. He's frantically searching high and low and every corner of the city. An agent comes running up to him, stopping at a halt in front of him, almost out of breath.

''My Lord! We got told that y/n was last seen going into Chinju Forest. We searched part of the area, we noticed there was a picked flower left on one of the trails.'' States the agent.

Of course. Chinju Forest was one of your favorite places to roam. Why didn't he think of that sooner? But he is then met with another fear. What if something bad happened to you? All because he got mad at you for trying to get his attention. This is bad. He says nothing and starts dashing to the Forest. At this point, he doesn't care who's watching at the moment. He needs to know that you're okay.

You slowly open your eyes, you feel a sharp pain gradually getting worse on your head as you become for aware of your surroundings. It seems that you're still in Chinju Forest, and you're alone so maybe you can make a run for it. You try to move but, you can't.. You look down to see that you're tied to a tree with thick rope around your shoulders, feet, and torso. You're weak, you're in pain, you don't know what to do anymore. You soon hear crunching from the dried leaves on the ground getting closer to where you're tied.

A distorted- looking man appears next to you. You slowly raise your head up to meet eyes with the man. The spinning in your head makes it hard to tell who it is but, based on the figure and height of the man, it seems to be the one from earlier. The one who might of caused this.

He tilts your chin up harshly, even higher than it was before.

''This all could have been avoided if you just listened to me.'' He even speaks harshly, spitting in your face as he speaks, as if he is disgusted by your actions and behavior.

You let out a groan of pain as the wood from the tree trunk you're tied to digs into the wound on the back of your head, while he tilts your chin up.

''Now, why don't we start-''

''I suggest you get your hands off of her, now'' Scaramouche says while the man widens his eyes in pure fear. The man gets on his knees and begins to plead for forgiveness, as if he already knew what was coming for him.

You look at your boyfriend, all of the memories from the fight come back to you. The yelling, the look of being infuriated by your words, the fear that he has no use for you anymore, that he doesn't want you anymore. Yet, here he is confronting the very being that put you in this current state. Gosh, your head is spinning.

The man's begs for forgiveness are quickly ignored and he is kicked to the ground. Screams and cries can be heard from the man as Scaramouche kicks his gut and curses him out. He man spits out blood with each rough kick he receives. His body is now limp and disregarded. Scaramouche turns his attention to you. He takes out a small pointed pocket knife and cuts you loose. You unconsciously falls into his arms, with your head laid on his shoulder. He begins to tear up. This is his fault. He let this happen to you, he let you get hurt because of his stupid temper issues, because he is selfish. He places his hand on the back of your head and feels a warm liquid on it. He looks at his hand to see that there is blood from the open wound on your head.

''Hey.. look at me'' His voice is small, still in shock.

You slowly lift your head to look at him. He is met with your half-lidded eyes. The eyes that used to hold so much life. He could swear he sees sparkles is them. Your eyes are still glossy from the flow of tears earlier.

''You actually came.'' Your statement shatters his dull heart. The guilt continues to build up as he remembers what he said to you during the fight.

''I am so sorry'' He whispers. Those words are hard to say. He hates admitting that he's wrong but, he hates what he made you feel. That you were unworthy of his love, that you were not needed in his life, that he didn't love you anymore. That was far from the truth and he knew it.

''I..'' He trails off, trying to find the right words to say.

''I didn't mean anything I said, I swear.. please I know this is so selfish of me but don't leave, y/n. I didn't mean it I didn't, I love you so much, I can't live without you.'' Pathetic. He sounds so pathetic. He cringes every time he begs and pleas but, if that's what it takes for you to know he needs you, that he loves you, he would do it a million times over and more.

You can hear the sorrowful tone in his expression. Yes, he made you feel useless but, as much as he hurt you, it still pains you to see him like this. Especially since he almost never acts like this. He knows he messed up. You place his head between your hands.

''Can we go home, Kuni?'' You have a small smile while you say this but, you're not sure what to say to his apology.

This is definitely something the two of you will have to talk about but, until then you want to feel the warmth of your lover once again, free from pain and sadness, feeling like you are truly wanted by the person that made you the happiest.