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snoopy.exe 💻⌨🖱
Snoopy #10
11/10/2024
#peanuts#snoopy#art#10#gif#first gif!#wasn't sure about the frame timing but i think i settled on a good speed in the end#one thing about me is that i looooove a hand-drawn version of a digital interface#idk why but it's just so yummy to me. hand-drawn screenshots have me like (SICKOS voice) YES HA HA!#tbh i have no idea if an .exe file can even do that but whatever!#also notttt sure about that shade of yellow but yellow is my default and favourite colour sooooo#not pictured: the mouse cursor i briefly considered drawing before realising i didn't want to animate that LOL#imagine if british people spelled cursor like 'cursour'... it's giving ferb in the doofenperry kpop stan twitter au#also for once in my life the outlines are just proper black instead of off-black bc i think that's very computer interfacey
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#WayneVegasWedding Part 1
#based off of my own post asdfghj#i started fucking around with a twitter generator and now im more than 15 tweets deep asgshdjd#ive always headcannoned that gotham and metropolis hate each other and its especially funny when you rmb theyre quasi neighbours#jon hamm as bruce and chris pine as hal because i am a weak woman#yes jason is a kpop stan and yes duke would fight any metropolitan that talks shit about gotham/batman#hal jordan#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#duke thomas#batlantern#brucehal#batfam social media#social media au
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hai I hope I’m not bothering u 🎀 can you make soobin texts pls? can’t get him off my mind
ur fine don’t worry <3
texts with Soobin pt 3 ?
w: suggestive, fluff, reader jokingly saying soobin is gonna drown
#kpop#jistagrams rants#kpop smut#jistagrams answers#txt soobin#txt scenarios#txt reactions#txt beomgyu#txt suggestive#txt social au#stan txt#txt soft thoughts#txt smau#txt soft hours#txt smut#txt social media au#txt hard hours#txt hard thoughts
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No but now that we have that scene with Liliana and Subaru singing, I have this idea in my head of Subaru being an idol trainee that never got to debut because he gave up from his crippling low sense of self-esteem.
Is it because I'm currently into k-pop and want to inject it into every fandom I'm in? Yes.
Will this realisation stop me in any way? No.
So I imagine that, being a k-pop trainee, he would have at least a modicum of ability to perform tasks. I want to even headcannon this to be the source of his love for radiocalisthenics.
One day, after pulling a muscle during dance practice, a fellow trainee came and taught him radiocalisthenics to help him prevent it from happening again.
I would also like to say that he thought up lyrics on the spot, which would make him a good songwriter in general. I would even like to think he penned a few songs for nugu groups at the time in the company he trained under, learning the basics and more when it comes to production and composition
I would imagine that he would initially want a rock concept like Dreamcatcher or more of a suave Bad Boy concept. But he's actually well suited for ballads and softer production like IU or Yerin Baek as well as kooky production like Red Velvet, NMIXX, or Billlie.
If he ever debuted in a group, I would put him in a Lead Vocal Role as well as a Maknae due his age. Because in my timeline, he would be like 15-16. Also, I feel like there were a lot of problems in his time as a trainee, which caused him to drop.
A mixture of insecurity to his vocals as well as a bad vocal coach, overthinking and agonising over his looks due to his eyes, and overall fear of being not enough made him leave.
Now that he's in the Re:Zero world, he has the chance to try again.
#natsuki subaru#subaru natsuki#re zero#re:zero#re:ゼロから始める異世界生活#idol au#Idol trainee#kpop#I believe Subaru is in fact a gg stan#This is the only way I can cover for the fact I do not listen to boy groups#I know his music wisdom will impress people#Imagine if I make all the candidate's knights into a kpop group#we can add Otto and Garfiel for more members#Al knows kpop#Al is a 2nd Gen kpop fan#Subaru does not like the companies#No one should like idol companies#Let Subaru burn down the Hybe Building#Subaru is an Orbit and participated in the boycott to free the LOONA girls
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the less they know | j.w
summary : You were always the kind of person to stay focused. You were determined to prove yourself in this new job and never let anything deter you from your path, that was … until you met Jung Wooyoung.
pairings: wooyoung x blk!femreader
tags: light fluff , angst, SMUT WARNING, foreplay, unprotected sex, vulgar language, creampie, MINORS DNI ♡
word count: 7.2K
Since you were a little girl, you were always interested in the fashion scene. Your grandmother would frequently watch fashion shows, whether on television or in person. Even designing clothes of her own. In fact, she was the one who taught you how to use a needle and thread in the first place.Thanks to her, your addiction to the art grew over the years, which led you to the heart of Seoul, South Korea for the Summer International Fashion Seminar. A home for artists, like yourself, who wished to put their works in the public eye. All of your accomplishments in your youth, made you the first Black woman and fashion creator to have ever made it to the Korean Division. Whether your luck went any further after this point, the feature itself was impressive.You worked your ass off every day to prove to everybody and to yourself, that you deserved everything you earned.
That was only the good part of it though.
Your nervousness was starting to overcome you little by little. This was your sixth interview this year with a company in South Korea and you were sure that it could possibly be your last if this didn’t go well. You had a dream of designing that you wanted to follow, and your parents sent you off on that quest in support of your journey, but for months you had nothing to show for it but half truths. Your mother would call and ask how work was going at your new job, and you would lie and say “Great!” almost half heartedly every time. You weren’t necessarily lying that you were working, which you had been — creating new pieces for yourself as well as filling your sketchbook with new designs for the future. Despite your lengthy background, despite your qualifications nothing ever worked out.
So, this company was your final hope or you would be leaving Korea for good.
Your leg shook violently in the chair as you stared forward at the empty seat behind the Director’s desk. Scanning over the structure, pictures of family and other knick knacks lined the wooden surface, making it known that it was clearly a space that was lived in and lively, which was not customary of most offices.
The other company buildings you visited were grand and uniform in design and color, but this one — still holding on to extravagance— had murals, pictures of staff, and plaques commemorating important figures. From what you could tell this was almost like a familial space, everyone had a bond with one another here. It was sweet to see, but it only made you realize just how alone you had been in Korea all this time.
You were pulled from your thoughts just as you heard the doorknob to the office click. You immediately stood to your feet as a woman stepped through the door, seemingly shocked by your presence. You greeted her with a polite bow and she returned the gesture.
“I apologize if I kept you waiting. I had to make some rounds throughout the department and lost track of time. It’s nice to meet you. My name is Director Yoo.” She said kindly, stepping around you to get to her seat. “Please, please sit.”
You retook your spot in the chair and re-adjusted so that you presented yourself well. You were perfectly dressed for the occasion, wearing a hand-crafted black plaid blazer that fit well against your frame; matching with a skirt and a nude turtle neck. It was formal, but also fashionable and eye-catching as well.
“Director Yoo. I appreciate you choosing to discuss this opportunity with me. I was happy to hear back from you.” You started, sweetly smiling at the woman.
“I must say, I was quite shocked to hear that you chose to apply here. What made you choose us?” She asked bluntly.
“Well, I have been in Korea for some time now and being in a foreign country you tend to do a lot of research on the things that are around you. Your company landed on my radar. So, the more I found out about you and the groups you have here it was an obvious choice.” You tried to explain with as much happiness as you could muster, hoping that it would hide your fear.
“I see..” Director Yoo spoke flatly. “I hope you don’t take this wrongly, but we.. don’t usually tend to higher foreign residents.”
You flet a cold shiver run across your body. Swallowing your saliva, and clearing your throat, you righted yourself to speak again. “Of course..”
“I’m well aware of the work that you have done. You’re extremely talented, however, it is only your Nationality that is an obstacle.”
“Director, if I may?”
She motioned for you to go on and leaned back in her chair, the leather stretching against the pressure.
“I’ve been into fashion my entire life. It’s who I am. And it’s everything that I have ever wanted to do. I applied at your company because I know that I’m good at what I do. Really good. I’m more than qualified. I understand that you take care of yours at home, and I respect that, but if you give me a chance, You’ll see that I’m trying to do the same. And I will work diligently to prove that hiring me erases all other obstacles for you in the future.”
Director Yoo stared at you as you spoke, intently taking in every word you said to her. It felt like your life was being analyzed in a weird way, and it made you nervous. As if you were being graded somehow without her ever seeing your work.
Suddenly, she sat up in her chair and rolled closer to her desk, clasping her hands together before letting out a soft sigh.
“We run a tight ship here. We work for the artists, and it's my job that I have the best of the best working on my team. They’re idols so their image is everything. Their image is our image. And we have to take care of that diligently or else we’ll be out of a job. Everything we do has to be quick and efficient. When I ask for you, you’re there. No If’s, Ands, or Buts. No distractions. Can you handle that?”
This woman was intense. That soft and sweet demeanor you thought she possessed was then replaced with business motive. She didn’t play around when it came to work, but you expected no less from the Head of the Fashion Department. You nodded your head quickly, accepting her challenge without fear.
“I’ll do more than my best.”
Standing from her seat, she walked to the other side of the desk where you sat and extended her hand. “Then welcome to the KQ family.”
You suddenly felt lighter as she said those words to you. Your shoulders affixing themselves to the light and feathery feeling now bestowed upon you. The opportunity to break down crying in front of her presented itself to you many times as you bowed to her with gratitude, but you maintained what resilience you had left. “I won’t let you down ma’am.”
“Good. We’ll finish the rest of the paperwork later. I would show you around myself, but we’re trying to finish prep for their comeback and we need all the hands we can get-“
“I can help!” You chimed.
The Director appeared confused at your eagerness and looked as if she was ready to shoot down your proposal, which made you feel guilty for speaking up in the first place, but she smiled and pulled open the door to the office.
“Let’s put you to work then.”
Following the Director through the KQ building, the two of you spoke in length about the expectations for this comeback as well as their concept. You didn’t know that much about Idol schedules, but from what you were being told, you definitely had your work cut out for you, and it excited you nonetheless. Taking the elevator up to the third floor, you were introduced to the calm chaos of the Art Department.
Racks of concealed clothing were parked outside in the halls or being loaded up by other employees, followed by them writing something on the labels in Korean. Some of them bowed at the presence of the Director, and looked confused at you but still greeted you warmly anyway before running past you to their next destination.
“We’re usually a little more organized than this, but it’s a little hectic today since we only have three weeks before the music shows. We were down a stylist so we are missing the finished pieces for one of their music show appearances. That is of the utmost importance and where you come in.” Director Yoo motioned you into one of the empty work spaces.
When you stepped inside it appeared like a dressing room combined with a waiting room with a vanity and a long body mirror, a couch and two side seats accompanied with a wall-mounted television and coffee table. In the corner was a rack of strewn about clothing and a desk with a large sewing machine and measurement map.
You took in the comfortable feel of the room , making note of everything at your disposal.
“Since it’s your first day, I won’t overwhelm you, but I want you to get used to things. The stylist left all of the equipment so use what you need. You’ll be working with Wooyoung today— he should be here in a moment. So take care of them. Any questions?”
“No- well, yes. One. I have complete creative control??”
“Anyone else's opinions would just slow you down in the moment. Just show us what you got and we’ll go from there. Good luck. No distractions!” The Director swiftly exited the room just as soon as she entered, leaving you standing in the center of the room with no idea where to begin.
It felt like you had been thrown in the heat of battle without a weapon, but if you didn’t find something quick, you were sure to be killed.
You placed your belongings on the couch, all except your sketchpad. Knowing what ATEEZ’s concept was, you tried to brainstorm something fast. From the research you had done on the group, you were privy to their style already, which gave you something to go off of. Since you of all people had the knowledge of what was hip, your pen started moving across the pad without hesitation.
“Excuse me?”
In the middle of you sketching, you heard a soft voice from the direction of the entrance. You quickly shot your head up from your paper and turned around to see—as unprofessional as it was to say— the most beautiful man you had ever laid your eyes on. You knew you shouldn’t stare, but it was almost impossible as he gazed upon you. His skin was a gorgeous light honey color. His jawline was chiseled to an inhuman perfection, accompanying his sharp nose and plump lips. He looked like trouble incarnate with long dark hair, but his brown eyes were so kind, you felt like they would suck you in within a matter of minutes if he stared at you any longer.
Shaking yourself free from your trance, softly patting your cheek as a nonverbal “pull yourself together”. You gave him a soft smile before bowing to him.
“I.. Hi. Hello. Sorry about that. I might have zoned out a little bit.” You chuckled nervously.
To your surprise, he laughed softly as he entered the room. “I noticed. You were staring at me for a while and didn’t speak. I thought I broke you for a second.”
That’s because you did.
But you didn’t say that out loud. “And you must be Wooyoung.”
“Gosh, what gave it away?” A sarcastic tone lining his words as he pulled his hair back behind his ears.
“The Director told me a loooooot about you.”
Wooyoung scoffed. “Waah. I don’t know if that’s a hidden compliment or an insult.”
“A compliment.” The two of you laughed for a moment.
“If I would have known I would be working with you, I would have prepared some compliments of my own.”
You grinned. “Well there’s still time for that.”
“You’re very pretty- I mean your outfit is. Pretty.” He stammered over his words, but tried to save himself and you laughed.
“Thank you. I made it myself. Which is exactly, what I’m going to do for you as your new stylist, so why don’t we get started?”
Throughout the rest of your session together, the conversation would flow as easy as it ever had with anybody else. While you dressed him like your personal doll, making him try on outfit after outfit in order to see your vision, he would hammer you with questions. Spilling jokes that would send you into laughing fits that had no return. It was non-stop. You don’t think you ever had this much conversation with someone since you came to Korea, but it felt nice. Being around him felt nice. Oddly, it was as if you were friends for a while instead of people who just met. It was so easy to talk to him, considering that he was an idol as well as a stranger to you. You would have thought he was snobbish in every way possible, but he just felt like a friend.
You had taken all of Wooyoung’s measurements and dimensions and finished up a good enough sketch that gave you an idea of how you wanted to style him, and he sat there with you and explained what kind of vibe he wanted to go for. You took all that information and drew it within minutes. It was complex, but doable. Portions of the design would have to be hand stitched, but that didn’t stop you.
“Alright, done!” You exclaimed proudly, flipping the sketchpad around to show him. “What do you think?”
Wooyoung kept his eyes on you the entire time, his fist resting on his cheek as he smiled. “Beautiful..”
You looked to him happily at the sound of his words and were met with those bright brown eyes flushing over every portion of your face. You thought he was referring to the drawing, but he was staring at you. Did he mishear you perhaps?
Your heartbeat was starting to pick up rapidly to the point you could hear it in your ears. You just met him mere hours ago, how was it that he managed to get you flustered so easily?
Laughing lightly to yourself with the hopes of trying to play it off as a joke, you set the sketch pad down and started gathering your belongings. “ I see why the girls love you, Jung Wooyoung.”
“Why’s that?”
“You're a flirt.”
“Here and there.” Wooyoung leaned back in his chair, working the corner of his lips up into a sly smirk while his head tilted slightly upwards. “But..I only flirt with the people I want.”
You believed that you had choked on air at that moment with your lungs seemingly collapsing in on themselves. From what you had learned about him since your conversation began, was that he was very up front with how he feels. He was one of the blunt ones in the group, but there was nothing that could have prepared you for that. A part of you wanted to believe that he was messing around, however the look in his eye was saying otherwise. He was staring at you like you were the only meal on the menu– his glare alone was a danger to you and you desperately needed to separate yourself from it.
Maybe all idols were like this with the new girls or the women that worked with them . Him flirting with you didn’t mean anything and even if it did, it didn't matter. He was an Idol and you were an employee with everything to lose. It wasn't like you could give into his advances anyway, if the two of you were even caught stealing sideways glances at one another, or touching each other in any way that was not becoming of an idol and staff relationship, it would be a disaster waiting to happen.
After months of agony you had finally managed to secure the job that you had been looking for to jumpstart your career, and nothing could get in the way of that. And a workplace affair was not on your bucket list of plans for your future.
“Boy, you play too much.” You played off Wooyoung’s statement once again, pushing the thoughts of his flirtatious notions to the back of your head.
No matter how unnervingly attractive he was. There could be no distractions. Not one. Not even him.
“Hey you two. We’re wrapping up for the day. Everything good here?” The Director’s voice came crashing into the room from the doorway, and you felt your heart lighten.
Saved by the bell. Thank god.
“Yeah! All done.” Quickly scrambling to your feet, you tossed your bag over your shoulder and fixed yourself accordingly. “I’m putting the pieces together tomorrow.”
“Perfect. You’re a lifesaver. Wooyoung. Hongjoong and your manager are looking for you, it's best you start heading out too.”
“Thank you, Director.” Wooyoung said, nodding his head in acknowledgment of the woman’s position and authority just before she walked away, leaving the two of you alone again.
You took the opportunity to try and weasel between the awkwardness brewing in the air, but you felt a light tug on your arm pulling you back. Your eyes landed upon Wooyoung who had your hand clasped in his. As strong as his physique was, the hold he had on you was gentle. The way the pad of his thumb brushed across your smooth brown skin sent goosebumps up your arm.
“W-Wooyoung?” You stammered, searching his face for some kind of reasoning behind his sudden actions. “What is it?”
And like he had just stepped out of a romantic movie from the 90’s, he brought the back of your hand up to his lips and softly planted a kiss in the center. The gesture set your entire body on fire. All of the gears in your brain halted for a moment, scraping roughly against the other as none of what you were experiencing made a single lick of sense. Not that you had the energy or time to make sense of it in the first place, but all you knew was that this shouldn’t happen. Right?
Wooyoung flickered his soulful gaze upon you once more. “Have a good night. I liked spending time with you today.”
Not knowing what else to say to him, you mustered up a smile through your obvious confusion and relative anxiety and bowed to him politely before pulling your hand out of his.
“Goodnight, Wooyoung.”
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When you arrived at your apartment, you collapsed in your bed almost instantly after finishing your nightly routine—plopping face down into your linens. The emotional weight of the day had completely tired you out, and you wanted nothing more but to sleep now. Letting out a thunderous, muffled groan into your bed sheets, you flipped your position to stare up at the ceiling.
Out of everything you had experienced today, only one thing— one person— was on your mind.
Jung Wooyoung.
And not the one thing that mattered which was keeping your job.
He kissed your hand. He flirted with you.
How could he be so careless to do something like that in public?
But he was so sweet. Gentle. Kind. Even staring up at the tall ceiling above you, you could perfectly trace out his smile with your eyes. The tender look he gave you when he called you “beautiful”. The spot on the back of your hand still tickled with the kiss he left behind, and you ran your fingers across it softly. His laugh made you weak in the knees and you could listen to it every day if you could. It made you laugh even thinking about it.
The words he said to you before you parted ways played on loop in the back of your head. You pondered for a moment if he was actually serious about them, but wiped the thought from your mind entirely.
You did not have the luxury for fantasies and what ifs. You had a job to do. The lives the two of you led were too different, continuing like this with one another would be dangerous. He was an idol. You only worked with him and nothing more. You could not allow yourself to be distracted by him any longer.
You had to come into work tomorrow focused.
And you did just that.
The next day, you came to KQ Entertainment a bit later than the other staff members at the request of the Director. You were more dressed down than yesterday now that you felt a little more comfortable. You wore a long sleeve, green, textured halter top with blue washed jeans that hugged against your waist, with green, suede sneakers you had made yourself. Your thick, kinky hair pulled into an up-do with wild strands falling across your forehead. Your makeup was done lightly, mostly highlighting your key features like your eyes, cheeks, and lips.
You greeted some of your co-workers as you passed them by in the hall towards your new office space. Flicking on the light in the still and empty space, you threw down your bag and immediately positioned yourself at the back of the room where you rummaged through the leftover clothing. Pulling a few pieces from the rack you folded them over your arm and turned towards the desk where you noticed something there that had not been there before.
Laying the clothes down on the table to get a better look, there had been a small rectangular box filled with the delicacies of Korean culture that you had grown to know over the half a year that you had been here, companioned with a beverage and a note that was written in the language left on top of it. Pulling the paper off, you put your months of studying to work and read the note.
You look even prettier with a smile on your face
so i hope this brings you one today, while i'm away
- Woo Young
So much for no distractions. You had just managed to pull yourself up by your bootstraps and insisted that you would not think about him again, just for him to go and do something like this.
You wanted to be angry , however you couldn’t help but smile.
“Ahh… Jung Wooyoung. You will be the death of me.” You ran your finger over the note and your heart fluttered.
You had never had anyone show you such kindness before. Regardless of his intentions, the gesture was sweet and you were grateful. Knowing that he was on schedule today saddened you a bit, but you had work to finish and now was the time to do it. Setting the lunch box he had gifted you to the side, you set your desk up with all of the equipment you needed and got to work.
Music played at a medium volume from the television across the room, giving you some kind of sound to work with as you attempted to create Wooyoung a dynamic look for his stage using the information you gathered from him yesterday. The sewing machine whirred as you raced against time, feeding it with a bright color that you imprinted onto the dark gray shirt you had found, which had taken a few hours at least to replicate it front and back.
Once it looked as good as you wanted it to, you cut the sleeves off of it, dipping down into the sides of the shirt so that the holes could give him some mobility while he was dancing. You would clean everything else up later, but your vision was coming to fruition. You continued on like this well into the late evening, and soon realized after almost pricking your finger with a needle, that you had not eaten a thing. Completely forgetting the meal that Wooyoung had left you hours before. You stood and admired your work, wiping the sweat off of your brow and nodded feeling accomplished with what you had gotten done.
Grabbing the box from the side table, you stepped out of the room and walked down the hall towards the break room that had a kitchen inside of it. There were a few lingering employees there, but it was mainly empty, not that it mattered to you. You stepped over to the microwave and heated your lunch before returning back to your work room, and to your surprise you found someone else there waiting for you.
You stopped in your tracks and peeked to the side to get a better look at them, but he did you the favor of turning around to greet you.
“Wooyoung? When did you-“
“I just popped in. Schedule ran a little longer than usual, but I wanted to check in on you. Something told me, you would try to work into the night if no one stopped you.” Wooyoung explained, looking you up and down from head to toe. “I see I was right.”
You snickered to yourself, walking back over towards your desk where you had been working. “Well, I have a job to do, fortunately enough for you. Somebody has to keep up with your image.”
“Sometimes work can wait. Look at you, you’re just now eating something and it’s almost eight o’clock.” He sounded as if he was almost scolding you, but more out of concern than anything.
You took the chopsticks apart that came with the meal, pulling open the plastic covering as your nose was hit with the most delicious aroma. “At least I’m eating now right?”
Wooyoung cursed under his breath and shook his head, “You’re really stubborn, you know that?”
You took a few bites of your food before setting the box to the side begrudgingly with a sharp sigh.
And for some reason, you snapped suddenly. “We only met yesterday and all of a sudden you think you know me?”
Wooyoung seemed taken aback by the tone in your voice, but for some reason you could not hide your growing frustration. “Well, I’d like to. But you won’t let me.”
“There’s a reason for that.”
“Why?” He asked sternly, furrowing his brows at you.
You laughed in disbelief . “Are you seriously asking right now? You’re an idol, Wooyoung. I work for you. I shouldn’t have even let you know as much as I have told you anyway..”
“If I cared about any of that shit, I wouldn’t have come here at all. I wouldn’t have asked you a single thing about your life. I meant what I said to you yesterday-“
“Jesus Christ..” You stood to your feet, completely thrown at his lack of understanding of your current predicament. “You don’t get it.”
“What??”
“This is so unserious. I am not having this conversation with you, Wooyoung! I have work to do.”
“Does anything else ever matter to you other than work?” Wooyoung retorted, standing to his feet now.
You quickly moved over towards the door and shut it. “Look, I don’t know what image of me that you have carved in your mind in the last twenty four hours, but you do not know me. I don’t know you outside of work alone. I can’t even believe that half of what you said yesterday was the truth or how many times you have said it to every other girl that works here with you.”
Wooyoung stepped closer to you, an uncontrolled fire burning deep inside of his gaze. You felt like you were shrinking in his presence alone the closer he got to you. Your eyes darted across his face, terrified of what his rebuttal to you would be.
“Ever since I saw you yesterday, I couldn’t take my eyes off of you for a second. I asked you every question under the sun just because I liked the way you spoke to me. I told you the dumbest jokes just to hear you laugh because your smile made me smile.”
“Wooyoung-“ You tried to stop him, but he continued speaking and moving towards you.
“I wanted you the moment you looked back at me. When you left me last night, all I did was think about you. Today, I couldn’t think straight without seeing your face. You have been the only thing on my mind from the moment we met. Time means nothing to me.”
Wooyoung was towering over you now. Your back was pressed against the curtains on the door’s window leaving almost no room between you and him. You hung onto every word he spoke like it was his last. They were tied together so beautifully that it was almost hard to refute them. You wanted to believe them, but none of his words changed your reality: the two of you couldn’t be together. You swallowed thickly, licking over your lips to soothe the dryness lingering there.
“This can’t happen, Wooyoung. We could lose everything if someone found out that the mere possibility of us existed. One scandal could ruin your career. My career.”
You were almost pleading with him at this point, you had worked so hard for this life only to have it threatened by the possibility of a prohibited moment of weakness. However, you could not deny that you did feel something for him, though it did not yet have a name. Maybe it was because you were lonely all this time and just needed someone to make you feel good, or maybe you were just desperate for attention but were lying to yourself to make you feel better. You weren’t sure.
But you felt something, you just couldn’t say the words.
“So they won’t know. They won’t have to.” His voice had lowered into a sweet whisper now that caressed your ears like a tender melody. Wooyoung pulled his tongue over his lips, flicking his gaze between your dark brown pools and your glossed pair. He placed a finger underneath your chin and tilted your head up to face him. “But if you tell me, right now, that you feel nothing for me…I’ll walk away.”
“I..” You desperately wanted to say the words. In fact you were trying to force them to come out, but your tongue could not forge the sentence in time. Your eyes, instead, we’re carving out the line in his lips and how much softer they looked up close.
You felt like your heart was going to pound out of your chest. The pressure of the moment building and building so fast that you couldn’t keep up.
Just say it.
“Nobody would know, right?” You exasperated.
Wooyoung nodded his head. “No one.”
As soon as he gave you the confirmation you needed, you pulled him in closer by the nape of his neck. Your lips crashing hungrily against the others like you had been waiting for this moment your entire lives. Your hand brushed through his dark tresses, gripping onto them as the kiss intensified. Your bodies pressed firmly against the other with no promise of letting go. You could taste his cool breath swirling in your mouth as his tongue pressed between your parted lips and claimed entry.
His strong hands found purchase on the back of your thighs after sliding over every curve in your frame. He pulled you up in the air, you instinctively wrapping your legs around his waist as he moved you over to a new— more comfortable location. To where, you had no idea nor did it matter to you where he chose. In the matter of seconds, you found yourself placed on a high platform of some sorts, completely stable against it and him. The cool surface he had you against being a dead giveaway that he had you against the vanity with him trapped right between your legs. The next thing you know you were tearing off his clothes. Removing the distressed denim jacket he had on and tossing it to the side, along with the dark graphic tee he donned as well. Each article of clothing hitting the ground with a thud somewhere. With his upper attire now removed, you could fully admire the true beauty of his skin tone — the way it shined in the light and melded beautifully against your own as you caressed his shoulders and chest. Meanwhile, Wooyoung started going for the buttons on your jeans, undoing the fastenings prior to tugging them off of your waist and letting them fall onto the floor, kicking them off to the side in one push.
Hands falling down the ripples of his abs and down to his dark colored sweats, you hooked your fingers inside of them and started to pull them downwards and Wooyoung assisted you, leaving him in only his briefs that showed the massiveness of his growing bulge.
“I want you..” You moaned into his mouth, breaking the kiss to speak, which Wooyoung took as an opportunity to dress your skin with his lips. Canvassing your cheeks and your neck with ticklish, pillowy love notes that made you smile.
“Tell me what you want baby hmm?” He cooed sensually, pulling back for a moment to look at you, taking note of your desperate and needy tone with a devilish grin. His hands ran up your thick thighs, feeling the warmth growing between them. His fingers lightly brushed against your lips, pressing into the fabric with his middle finger just to feel how wet you were. “You want to feel me like this?”
You groaned in response to his touch, biting down on your plump bottom lip as you watched him explore you. Wooyoung was enthused by your reaction, but even more so at the slickness he felt in your panties alone. You hastily nodded in response to his question.
“Fuck, you’re already dripping and I barely touched you yet.” Wooyoung brought the tips of his fingers up to his mouth and sucked them, which turned you on even more.
He kept his eyes on you the entire time he tasted you, taking those same two fingers and dipping them back into your crevasse, pulling your panties to the side while using his other free hand to hook one of your legs around him while the other remained spread, giving him a clear view of your pussy. Using the pads of his fingers he circled your clit, soaking the duo with your juices as you moaned out for him, slowly writhing in place.
You threw your head back from the sheer ecstasy and cried out at the ceiling above. “Ooh shit-“
“Look at me.” He commanded, bringing your focus back to him once more. “I want to see how pretty you look when you cum on my fingers.”
Wooyoung planted a soft kiss against your cheek just as he inserted his two digits inside of you, pushing past your slick walls and beginning to pump his wrist inside of you, picking up that speed and translating all the power into his forearm and then his entire arm. The room was filled with the harmonious sounds of your juices squelching against his hand and your pretty moans that were music to his ears.
“That’s it baby. Let it out..” Wooyoung coached into your ear, holding you tight while he watched his middle and ring finger appear and disappear inside of you repeatedly, fully coated in your liquids. “That shit feels good doesn’t it?”
“It feels so fucking good..” You cried out to him with a shaky voice. “Please don’t stop..”
The intensity of him pushing into you was almost too much for you to bear, but it just felt too good to have him pull back now. You wrapped your arm around where his wrist and forearm met and gripped onto him tightly, your toes curling at the sensation running through your body. You were teetering at the edge now— your eyes rolling steeply to the back of your head, your vision growing more hazy by the second. Wooyoung kissed the side of your head, your jawline, your neck rhythmically fulfilling your every desire.
You were growing closer to your end, every moan increasing in pitch and frequency. If there were anybody passersby outside the door, you were sure that they could hear you, but you almost didn’t care. It felt too good to hold back.
“Your moans are so pretty. I can’t wait to hear how good you sound when I fuck you…” Wooyoung growled into your ear.
You inched your hand up towards Wooyoung’s neck, cupping it just around his jaw and turning him towards you. “I want to feel you inside me. I can’t take it anymore..”
You searched his face for a moment. His eyes were glossed and practically sparkling with a deep, unsatiated lust. He had a need for touch— a thirst for it. A soul that required physical connection. That was a quality you both shared. Now that you experienced him, you couldn’t get enough and wanted more. If you didn’t have him now, you felt like you could explode. Wooyoung recognized this and pulled his fingers out of you, soothing your throbbing mound with the palm of his hand; giving you some time to breathe. He stepped back and removed his last article of clothing. His briefs hit the ground with a dull thud as his girth jolted from the seams, pointing stiffly towards you. Your mouth started watering at the sight. His dick was just as pretty as the rest of his body and the size fit him perfectly.
Inching towards you, the man pulled you off the surface of the vanity by your waist and eagerly flipped you around to face the mirror. With your frame slightly bent over the counter you saw him snake himself into the cusp of your neck, moving the thick strands of your hair out of the way so that he could see your face. “I want you to watch yourself.. don’t look away.”
You couldn’t believe that you were doing this. Tucked away in a dressing room with an idol. With him. At your own place of work. As much as you wanted some semblance of shame to come, it just never did. As all you could think about in this moment was him taking you and equally how bad you wanted him. You were reminded how good this moment truly felt when he planted a kiss on the exposed part of your shoulder and slowly eased his way inside of your slickness. Your mouth fell agape as did his; your tight walls gripping around the curve of his inches the more he pushed inside of you. His length fit you perfectly, as you completely gloved his inches.
“Fuck..” he whined. “You feel so good.”
With him so close, you could smell the freshness of his cologne. It was strong and commanding, but also hypnotic in many ways. His breath capes your neck, making your hairs stick up on end. His deep, guttural groans as he started stroking inside of your moist cavity only triggered your own moans. And still you did as he instructed you to and watched him fuck you so lovingly. The vanity rocked underneath your weight, causing you to slightly shift off balance and grip onto the table so it did not move. Wooyoung started to pick up his pace, the force of him hitting you from behind, sending your ass colliding against his pelvis in thick waves. He pulled back, catching the force head on as he reached forward and grabbed a handful of your coils and pulled your head back just a bit to where you can still see yourself in the mirror.
“Mmm, you’re such a pretty fucking whore for me.” Wooyoung chuckled lowly. “Look at how good you take that shit.”
The sensation was overwhelming your senses. Your walls pulsated across his thick member, releasing and gripping him constantly. Still reeling from when he was fingering you just a few minutes prior, you could still feel yourself coming closer and closer to your inevitable demise. The pressure in your abdomen was building like a dam about to burst. Even with the stamina that you two had, you could feel that he was close along with yourself. His breath was beginning to hitch and grow more rapid than before. You could feel his dick twitching inside of you as well even with the strength of his pumps.
You dared to stare at him amidst the euphoria you were experiencing out of curiosity as well as purely being enamored with the beauty of the man before you. You watched the way his chest rose and fell from his heavy breathing followed by the intensity of his orgasms. Sweat beads across his skin, giving way to the light that shines overhead. It was more pleasurable for you to know that he was enjoying himself as much, if not more, than you were.
Your lips curled upwards, licking across your own as Wooyoung sang your praises for taking him so well. Especially since it wasn’t just coming from anyone. Despite the circumstances of how you may have gotten here, you knew that he felt that this was more than just sex. You weren’t just engaging in a little hit it and quit it, no, it meant more. The purest form of connection that any person could ever experience, especially, when it stemmed from deep yearning – hoping that each other would wake up to the truth. There was no turning back from this moment forward.
“Fuck, I’m about to cum!” You exclaimed in a huff, urging him on as his thrust kept pumping into your tight walls, and his grin grew wider as he felt your coming climax brewing.
“That’s right, be a good girl and cum for me.” He coaxed. You felt like you were on cloud nine as you coated his dick with your juices. He leaned down into you, pressing your stomach against the table, and wrapped his arm around your shoulders and gripped your neck so roughly that you could see the veins in his arms poking from beneath his sandy skin.
Your moans were broken and incomplete, forming into a ball of nonsense tumbling from your mouth. You put the last bit of your energy into giving him everything you had, bucking your hips against his length.
“Cum in me baby..I want all of you. You primed softly. You didn’t know what came over you just then as you had never uttered those words to anyone before, but you just couldn’t control yourself in the moment and neither could he.
Sending his hips forward in powerful bursts of passion, Wooyoung growled hellishly into your ear the closer he got to his own end. The fullness of his climax painting your insides like his own personal canvas. You came with, riding out the last of your cum, before you dropped to the table, digging your nails into the wood and scratching against it from the final feeling of release. All your pent up frustrations over the last few months flowing down your thighs and onto his inches.
A light laugh escaped his lips, sighing as he closed his eyes and hovered over your weakened and fragile body.
“Do you think they’ll know?” He asked playfully.
You let out a half-hearted chuckle. “I guess we’ll have to find out.”
#kpop fanfic#kpop#kpop stan#kpop smut#smut fic#ateez fluff#ateez scenarios#ateez x reader#ateez fanfic#ateez angst#ateez wooyoung#ateez mingi#ateez au#ateez jongho#ateez yunho#ateez smau#ateez series#ateez san#ateez edit#ateez hongjoong#ateez seonghwa#ateez sexy#ateez social media au#ateez yeosang#kpop fanfiction#fanfiction#idol smut#idol fic#wooyoung#jung wooyoung
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tgcf makes the argument that as a crazy devoted stan you might actually know your idol better than their actual friends do
#controversial post#hualian#tgcf#this is all about my kpop idol au but also i saw someone make a point on twt#how hua cheng spent much less time with xie lian than fengqing or lqq#yet hua cheng undoubtedly knows his true character much better#and i guess the book’s point is that.#as a devotee (or crazy stan) when your admiration is completely one sided you do pay more attention to the other person#rather than just knowing them in relation to yourself. whether as a teacher a friend a mentor#hua cheng uses his parasocial powers for good ultimately
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RP Partner Search
- I am looking for a rp partner to rp K-pop. I do many groups, but the most I do is Enhypen, ateez,txt, Xikers, straykids. I assure you I do many, so don't be shy to suggest others.
- I do rp other fandoms besides K-pop, like from movies or even anime and even video games like genshin
- I can do percy Jackson [the show], Maze Runner, Hunger Games [All movies], House of the Dragon, The Originals, Vampire Dairies, Legacies, and many other mkre
- Trying to see if I can rp about xikers with someone [their wrecking me as my biggest group is Enhypen]
- I prefer oc, which is easier for me, but I can try other for you.
- I do FxM since it's more comfortable for me to do
- must be +18, I am super friendly so I bet we would get along.
- I can do any types of AUs I don't mind any.
- I can do NSFW or sfw, I don't mind.
- I don't mind any kind of writing way. I can copy the way you rp if u want a specific type.
- I don't mind anything, but I do have some restrictions, which I can say if you text me.
- I prefer Discord because I can organize things better there and it's easier.
- I hope this gets out and that you won't be shy. Text me or comment that I'm always available.
#kpop roleplay#roleplay#kpop#enhypen smut#bts smut#txt smut#stray kids smut#enhypen roleplay#enhypen#bts#ateez#roleplay au#kpop stan#anime rp#movie rp#genshin rp#xikers#xikersrp#xikers yechan#xikers hunter#ateez wooyoung#ateezsan#xikers reactions#fandom rp#house of the dragon#percy jackson#percy jackson rp#house of the dragon rp#the maze runner#hunger games
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i am watching some older (like 2000s-2010s) kpop performances and. brain just said "what if idol au"
and i'm like Fuck cause... toumyu almost gives a lot of that anyway but . oh my god lol
sengo would thrive i think tbh... he'd be SUCH a dancer i know it in my heart ... i think about idol!sengo a lot actually oh man...
fudou would be a trainee struggling to get his shit together so he can debut ???
sada would either be a trainee with him or in a new group idk (with urashima!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
hachisuka of course known for his visuals more than anything lol (maybe also his group's leader idk)
i can't decide if taikyuu would be in a group or a soloist... i suppose he could do both
of course the gous are the gous
if yuichi was an idol (lord help him lol) he'd have been like... either scouted randomly when he was out somewhere (i guess for his looks? he'd never believe that askdfkfd) (OMG if they saw him among a garden and the agent was like 'shit... flower boy...' LOL) or he'd work for the company in some capacity already and get put in an on-the-spot audition or something idk. what i'm saying is he'd never go out for an audition himself he'd have to be thrown into it.
otherwise he could perhaps be a makeup artist or something? idk. or maybe a fan lol
the genji bros would def be in a group but have their own duo unit too
oh man oh my god HEH.......HA... *dies*
#as;ldfj plz dont judge me lol#ONCE AGAIN I DON'T HAVE ANY INTELLIGENT COMPREHENSIBLE COHERENT THOUGHTS#I'M JUST WATCHING TVXQ MIROTIC AND I'M LIKE. FUCK......#i'm not gonna lie as a boyband fan since forever and kpop stan since 2006 ...#when i found tkrb and learned they did like... idol type concerts and songs#i remember being like “swords? action? fantasy? .... IDOLS?????? GOD THIS IS SO FOR ME”#also i'm not really purporting to rp this LOL#i mean i Would if someone wanted#but i don't know really how it would be interesting as far as my brain can come up with HAHA#idol-au
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Bronze Saints positions if they were in a kpop group or something this came to me in a fever dream (reminder for non kpop stans, position go main > lead > sub)
Visual is like, the pretty one, and maknae is the youngest, it's not exactly a position I like Seiya being the youngest ‼️
Also I tried to go with the vibe, tbf I have no idea what I'm doing except having fun...I don't even know if it's an actual AU or anything. I say kpop but idol group is probably more accurate idk ??? Do other idols group have positions like this ?? There's this french group with big inspirations from kpop but isn't actually a kpop group who has positions like this so idk I guess it's something like this !!! 😭 this is just a silly post...
Seiya - Main vocalist, sub rapper, maknae
Shiryu - Main dancer, lead rapper, leader because let my have my leader Shiryu dreams
Hyôga - Lead dancer, lead rapper, maybe sub vocalist ?? Idk, but he gives an all rounder vibe kinda
Shun - Visual, lead vocalist, sub dancer
(Ikki would be a manager sorry, no way you'll see him dance and sing on scene he's not giving idol AT ALL)
#sorry for being terminally ill (a kpop stan)#LISTEN TO NOBODY BY SOYEON WINTER AND LIZ IT'S A BANGER ‼️‼️#this content caters to me and me only i also have hcs about photocards. autism be damned#i wish i could share this to a 35yo straight guy saint seiya fan honestly that'd kill him on the spot#kotz#knights of the zodiac#cygnus hyoga#andromeda shun#phoenix ikki#dragon shiryu#saint seiya au#pegasus seiya#if this leaves my target audience lowkey like the dance post i'll lose my marbles please#I KNOW 67 NOTES ISN'T BIG BUT FOR ME IT IS especially when i thought it'd flop since it's really random
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Not everything is about you Flopjeet
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Summary: You and kim grew up together and became platonic living with each other. But one night both of the overwhelming desire of you two using eachother gotten stronger.
Warnings: (18+); KimlipXfem Smut, fingering, oral, praise, thigh riding, overstimulation, aftercare, swearing, drunk sëx⚠️
You hear keys jiggling from the kitchen. “Heyyy,” you hear.
You turn around from the stove to greet your roomie, seeing Kim walk pass the kitchen with her hair all messy while wearing gym clothes.
“You look hit,” you said with a giggle behind it. “Oh hush, cardio ruin’s me.” She makes her way to the stairs and heads up to her room.
You continue to crack the eggs into the pan and prep the plates on the countertop. Couple of minutes pass and you’re about to finish your breakfast, you hear footsteps heading back down the stairs.
Kim gives out a loud sigh. “My legs are killing me.” She makes her way to the microwave, pulling out the food you made for her, plopping right next to you, picking up her fork. “Y/n bless your soul, I haven’t eaten all morning,” she says dramatically.
“I’m surprised your boyfriend didn’t bring you anything, after all he drags you with him to the gym at the crack of dawn every day.” Kim laughs at your statement. “He only drinks protein shakes and to me they taste like metal, it’s gross.” You both give a disgusted look.
After chatting for a few more minutes, you both go do your own thing. You were just in your room cleaning while listening to a playlist. Kim was really quiet, surprisingly. Right after you thought that, she busts into the room.
“Wanna watch a movie later in the living room?” She asked. You stop the music before answering. “Yeah, I have nothing else to do.” Kim smiles at your answer. “Okay, around 8 good?” You nod with a smile, she leaves the room shutting the door behind her.
"You finish and lay down, scrolling on your phone to pass time.
Ding*
Kim: “you better not be asleep y/n.”
You read her serious text and leaped out of bed, grabbing a comfortable hoodie off your desk chair.
You make your way down the stairs and jump over the couch, making Kim inch up. “Okay, so are we rewatching Princess and the Frog?” you ask with a smile. “We've been rewatching that movie since grade four, we need something new,” she said, rolling her eyes.
You steal a handful of popcorn from Kim's lap and shove it into your mouth.
“Nothing's wrong with sticking to the basics.”
You guys eventually choose something to watch. After the first two movies, you turn to see if Kim is still awake. Seeing her head droop down, you take the empty bowl from her and place it on the console table.
Grabbing her arm, you place her into your lap for a more comfortable position. She groans from the comfort and adjusts herself to face your stomach. You smile at the way she sleeps, “you manage to still look cute while asleep.”
Sooner or later, you follow behind Kim, laying your head back and slowly closing your eyes.
Later...
You suddenly wake up to strong movement. “Ugh, my neck hurts,” Kim whines. You rub your eyes and yawn. “I slept pretty well.” You stretched .
Kim stands up and grabs the empty bowl and heads to the kitchen, placing it into the sink. She looks at her phone to check the time. “Y/n, I'm heading out later to go shopping at the mall. I have to find a new outfit.” “Where's Yves' birthday party going to be at again?' you ask." while scrolling to find the invitation she sent you.
“Yves' party is at the new rooftop bar downtown. It's supposed to have a great view of the city!" She spoke with a excited tone.
“Well I’ll just find something in my closet, im too lazy to stress my brain figuring out what to wear” you say.
Kim walks over to you moving your phone out of your sight, “well wear something nice, we have to look good together”.
#loona posts#loona odd eye circle#loona fanart#loona smut#loona kim lip#stan loona#jjk smut#annie attack on titan#aesthetic#smut kpop#fem reader#friends w/ benfits au#kpop#writing#total drama#yves loona#attack on titan smut#party#birthday
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can you do Yeonjun nsfw texts like soobies?💗
I got u pookie
messages with yeonjun
parings: bf!yeonjun x afab!reader
warnings: suggestive, pet names, reader calls jun beautiful, mentions of being tied up, dom yeonjun 😻, mention of smoking (he was smoking weed i js didn’t clarify it lol)
#kpop#kpop smut#txt#txt yeonjun#txt hard hours#txt scenarios#txt reactions#stan txt#txt smut#txt hard thoughts#txt post#txt suggestive#txt social au
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This would need explaining but instead I'll say Eclipse you will always be famous to me (you are not real)
OG screenshots from Stray Kids, IVE and Itsy
#sams art#art#oc#au server stuff#digital art#so. we made a fake kpop group and I gotta say i am their biggest stan#ALSO DON'T LOOK AT THE FINGERS LOOK THE OTHER WAY FORGIVE ME THIS TIME#also. the show is actually called solar eclipse and I need you to know that.#eclipse simulator was what i put before we came up with the name so again but pretend that says the right thing
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( 📨 ) 𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍 𝐭𝐨 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐆 ⌅ .
STAN TWITTER for lollapalooza & beijing fansign
+ ( 𝗕𝗢𝗡𝗨𝗦 )
OUTFIT IN LOLLAPALOOZA
( 📁 ) : NAVI : MASTER LIST
( tag list ) : @smh-anon @jennwonwoo @angie-x3 @scarlet789
#༝ ( 💬 ) ⸺ kiki › . stan twitter#seventeen 14th member#seventeen addition#seventeen added member#seventeen female addition#seventeen oc#seventeen x oc#seventeen x fem oc#seventeen imagines#seventeen reaction#seventeen scenarios#kpop addition#kpop added member#kpop female addition#kpop oc#kpop female oc#kpop imagines#idol!reader#idol!au#idol!oc#fictional idol community#fictional idol addition#fictional kpop community#fictional idol oc#fictional kpop oc
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revalink shitpost of the day: revali and link as kpop stans
revali is either a complete anti who openly mocks and says shitty stuff about kpop idols and runs blockchains on stan accounts, or he gets extremely defensive and aggressive because you didn’t like his nugu girl group’s comeback song because come on this is musical genius what do you mean it sounds like construction noises!!! he spams fancams of his bias and runs a protect/shooter account for his ult group. revali is definitely at risk for being a solo stan, though, he's got a couple of strong opinions about certain idols in certain groups...
as for link, no one had any clue that he likes kpop at all. his personal belongings have no indication of kpoppery and he never talks about it irl, but then you look up his youtube channel and its like 300+ videos of full length kpop dance covers. link performs it exactly like the original idols do down to a T and also has really nice outfits and sets, and the video is just really professional??? how did he film this??? champions+zelda would probably find out after doing a random kpop dance challenge for shits and giggles, but wait why is link slaying the choreography to antifragile by lesserafim rn…
#loz#botw#loz botw#revalink#shitpost#this was extremely sef indulgent i know#very specific niche of mine being fulfilled#disclaimer i'm an army and not a kpoppie i'm just severely ill (a twitter user)#i started writing a whole kpop stans rivals to lovers revalink au because of this#if this gets attention i'll post it#in case anyone wanted to know my thoughts on the other champions#daruk isn’t a kpopper but he thinks the whole newjeans hype boy tiktok trend is hilarious and sings the song constantly#he might ask link to teach him the choreo for hype boy…#urbosa likes older gen kpop like 1st/2nd gen#she probably cried when snsd came back with forever 1#mipha says she’s not a kpopper but she’s an avid collector of jimin photocards and has spent hundreds to buy his official pcs#(she’s not a solo stan btw she just really admires jimin’s contemporary style of dance)#zelda is one of the baby kpoppies who have 22.6k followers on twitter#she’s gonna follow in revali’s footsteps and become a shooter account i think#king rhoam bosphoramus hyrule knows one (1) kpop song and it’s butter by bts#i could write so much kpoppifying the champions#amihan's revalinkverse
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nailing my theses to the door: the way hua cheng acts about xie lian is precisely how those carefully non-toxic insane kpop stans behave. like “i love them and support them no matter what” and “let’s respect their boundaries” and “let’s raise a ridiculous amount of money for charity in their name” but also “every inch of my bedroom walls are plastered with their face” and “i spend hours every day getting into arguments online defending them against haters” and “i collected all 700 of their album photocards” and “i have them blocked on twitter so they can’t see my smut fics” and most importantly “if they end up dating someone i’d be devastated, but as long as they’re happy id support them no matter what”
#tgcf#hualian#my hyperfixation demon#tgcf meta#meta stuff#i have a whole au about this#but also as a veteran non toxic insane kpop stan#like. the way hc acts about xie lian is exactly just that#the parasocial relationship is real but he is acutely aware it is one sided#and he goes to great lengths to personally police himself against crossing any boundaries#that’s why i SAY. he tries so hard not to be toxic#but it doesn’t mean his obsession isn’t utterly insane and over the top. bc it is#but he’s self aware and tries to do it in a way that won’t hurt xie lian in any way#have u guys ever navigated the non toxic stan culture that exists on social media. it’s a minefield. the way they fucking talk#anyway
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