#kpop in mourning

[choisansexual]

[y-vna]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ🫙 𓈒ིུ ✿͟❀͟ ᰯ20͟0͟7♱ ⎯⎯ Atonement ◌࣪𓇻🗡️࿔

with tears in my eyes,

I begged you to stay.

You said, "Hey, man, I love you,

but no fucking way"

creds x all notes/alt key

hi so every image to the very right of each row of images (starting from the top and work ur way down) has one part of the total 4 parts of the story I wrote to correlate with this moodboard, bc i felt like it idk. Read it if you want, but just know there's an implied trigger warning and I'm not even close to a professional writer so don't go after me. Thank you, Happy Reading!!

- all credits for this moodboard are in the alt text of the divider!

inspo for this style of moodboard and inspo for the symbol layout here goes to @/miumiudaga @/nicodefresas and others!

*lots of notes for this moodboard because I spent so much damn effort here but 😭😭

[yalibat]

shh, shh.. pretty ladies

trolls brainrot w mourn lol -----> @itsnotmourn

[howtodrsw]

𐔌 𐙚ㅤi wanna be happy – ࿙࿚ 🌪️

i'm ready ࣪ 𓈒 ⠀ྀི ㅤׂㅤ 🏢 𓉸 𓈒

to walk into my room 𓈒 𓄼 ࣪⠀ ִ ۫ ּ ֗ 🕯️

࿙࿚ ݴ᭄ᭂ ┈─ without looking for you ♱ ‎ ‎ ᡴꪫ‎ ‎ 🗡️ : 五条悟 💌

[en-lista]

BITE ME.  ›  DARK BLOOD ݃ 2023

SYNOPSIS. why fear the words of those who don’t appreciate art?

STARRING. ot8 .. enha's choreographer .. backup dancers

DURATION. 541 words

CW + NOTE. possible criticism from homophobics + lista wasn’t able to participate in promotions ≠ she isn’t part of this era 🤭

“..and calista will be partnered with howl. now let’s all get along and do our best, alright?” dahee concludes, shortly receiving a chorus of agreement.

with everyone ready to learn this new dance routine, they shuffle across the room to get a decent view of the dance teacher. calista removes ni-ki’s arm from atop her head and does something similar.. except her target isn’t a place, but a person.

“excuse me,” easily gaining the choreographer’s attention, she cuts to the point, “why did you pair me with a male dancer?”

“since this is quite a sensual and romantic dance, we want to make sure you exude as much chemistry with your partner as possible. and.. well, given how well you get along with howl, i thought it’d be best to put the two of you together.”

she has to admit it.. there is sense to his explanation. yet, there is a pair of dots in her mind that hasn’t been connected. and while it may seem selfish, she needs to know the answer.

“no offense to howl,” the mentioned dancer waves it off, much more interested in witnessing where this is going than feeling indignant. “but i’m capable of doing the same thing with a female partner.”

..is it just dahee, or did the studio get chillier?

“are you really confident about that?” before he can be misunderstood—a few blank stares from both her members and the dancers tells him he already is—the young man hastily tacks on, “people will already make comments about you dancing with another woman, who knows what they’ll say if there’s a lack of chemistry between the two of you..”

calista shrugs her shoulders, undeterred. “let them talk. at the end of the day, that’s all they can do. besides, i’m sure with practice, my partner and i can build up a connection that’ll translate into our dance.”

“she’s right.” this time, it’s jay who speaks up—ready to defend his best friend. “no matter what she does, they’ll always have something to say. so don’t pay them much attention or else they’ll drain your energy and patience.”

still hesitant about letting the idol pull off such a bold move, dahee turns to ni-ki for his input. it makes sense, seeing as how he did contribute in the creation of this choreography..

all eyes are on the maknae as he coolly approaches the older girl, his verdict readily sitting on the tip of his tongue. his arm wraps around her shoulder, rosy lips curled in a confident smile. “ever since we were rookies, noona has never failed to pull off a showstopper. which is why i’m certain that regardless of who she dances with, she’ll continue her streak.”

3 to 1; the winner has been declared.

resigned, the choreographer sighs and apologizes, “if you’re really set on this, i can pair you with hyeily. but please know that i only made my initial decision because i don’t want you to face the fans’ harsh backlash, okay?”

“i understand, and i appreciate your concern.” a cheshire smirk paints itself upon calista’s visage as she tells him, “but i’m no longer a stranger to that kind of scene, so if they talk then i’ll just tell them..

bite me.”

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[analogboii]

so i keep pulling my best friends biases. and today i pulled both scoups AND hoshi in a single album 💀💀

this is about how it goes every time bc i pull scoups and hoshi all the time its so funny 💀💀 even when i order stuff off etsy sometimes theyll come w a random pc freeb and i got scoups and hoshi from those too its so funny to me (also she lives 20 hours from me which is why i cant just give her the pcs. by the time im able to visit i might as well have a whole binder cause damn her bitches wont leave me alone smh)

[astorae]

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horae_official night or day, rain or shine, my skye will always be my favorite view 💙 happy birthday flower, i’ll make sure to treat you to lunch or dinner, whichever you like better

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[rosyhoneydew]

I’ll never be over FIFTY FIFTY showing up, dropping banger after banger and then immediately dissolving bc their company was trash 😭 absolutely tragic

[bodega-catto]

Grief tints and ruins everything for me because this song is probably meant to be sang for a lover and yet all I can think about is her and how she’s dead.

“These simple feelings were maybe all I had” and it really is just reduced to that. Simple feelings that you miss and you can not recreate ever again. Whenever I’m happy, sad, excited all I can think about is how I wish it was something I could share with her. Now I can’t even speak about her without getting a knot in my throat.

If I had known it would end like this, I would have treasured them more.

When will it be when I see you again?

I will look into your eyes and say “I missed you.”

[ko2mi]

sometimes i look at my old hq writing n its like wow . i used to love this piece of media so much that it drove me to creation!!! that’s crazy!!!!

[kashmirichaiwithmehr]

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[choisansexual]

many arohas and other fandom members alike, are changing their dp's on their socials to solid black pics. this is to signify unity in mourning. we are encouraging those that feel compelled to do so, to please set your default avatars and photos to solid black to represent your pain and grieving.

furthermore— feel free to reach out to anyone who has this as their default pic; find comfort in others experiencing and suffering the same hurt and loss.

[theday]

moonbin talk in tags

[en-lista]

BOOP.  ›  MANIFESTO: DAY 1 ݃ 2022

SYNOPSIS.  there’s no favoritism, just honesty.

FEATURING.  kim ‘sunoo’ sunwoo

DURATION.  313 words

CW + NOTE.  body insecurities + and we get some more comfort- frankly speaking, these are the words i wish i heard when i found myself in a similar situation several times before..

boop. squish. boop boop. squish—

“noona~” sunoo finally caves after enduring this.. pattern for a few minutes. “what are you doing?”

calista giggles then answers, “i can't help it, your cheeks are so adorable.”

“really? i think they're too chubby, just like the rest of me..” he trails off, hoping that the older girl didn't hear him. 

but given how quickly she sits up, it was no use. sunoo's stomach twists slightly at the frown on her face—it's the expression she wears when she's disappointed. but why? all he did was say the truth..

“kim sunwoo, don't let what the others say affect your view of yourself. yes, you have round cheeks, but that doesn't mean you're fat. i've seen the same pretty feature on other people, regardless of their figure. believe me, if they gave me permission, i'd squish them too.

and while we're here, let me tell you that you are absolute body goals. i mean, most engenes tend to fawn over it on social media, some even want to know how they can achieve it themselves. especially this waist of yours..”

caught up in calista's comforting words, he doesn't notice her fingers dangerously wandering towards his sides until they're tickling him relentlessly. he shrieks and tries to get away, weakly pushing at her hands. in an attempt to get away, he ends up sliding off the sofa and sprawled on the floor. 

sunoo wipes off the grin on her face by tugging her down. the two of them decide to stay there, side by side, chests heaving from the air that laughter and gravity had taken out of them.

the younger member turns his head and mumbles, “hey, noona?”

“yes, nunu?”

“i love you.”

“i love you too. never forget that i'm always by your side, no matter what.”

she turns on her side, meets his gaze, and..

squish.

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[astorae]

TAKE    A    SCREENSHOT    ╱    WHICH    “AUGUST”    PC    WILL    YOU    PULL    ?

i failed to mention this on my other blog but feel free to take two screenshots! (and please don’t forget to reblog your pulls, pretty please?)

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[taievieu]

its FUNNY!!!!!!!!! do you not like JOY and WHIMSY

no i HATE fun i HATE happiness I want everyone to be sad FOREVER. which is why this month i'm partnering with the 45th president of the united states, donald tr