#kpop gc shenanigans

[hongtiddiez]

the kpop gc now has a mascot and i love him so much, what a little idiot

[atinykidult]

To my friends,

Hello, everyone!

Before I say anything else, I would like to say that you have all been some of the brightest, biggest blessings in my life during 2020. Even though I don’t know the colors of your eyes or the sound of your laughter, I love you and will always be thankful for you. In one year, you became unforgettable lights in my life.

This is my goodbye for a long while, and, truthfully, I was wondering if I should have left quietly since I have left you all so long anyway. But some of you are truly dear friends to me, so I wanted to leave with a little more closure.

I plan to leave Tumblr for a while, and perhaps permanently. During my hiatus from here, I have made some sad choices and put too much pressure on myself. But I think I’ve made some very good ones, too, and I’m learning to be more self-assured and to love the people in my life more loyally. I constantly feel like I’m bad at friendships, as much as I love the people in them, so I’m deciding to step back from every social media for a while and really re-center myself and my face to face relationships.

I love you all, and thank you for all the love you have given me during 2020.

You are all more precious than the stars in the sky, and more beautiful than sunrises, and I thank you for being my friends.

All the love in the world,

Liz

@yunwoo @inkigayeo @toffee-hwa @jaesmintea  @xiaocity @yeocult @s1ardusk @softhwas @sanflowerseeds @bluumin @twancingyunhoe @joongsdazzledshoes @barsformars @closer-stars @yunhowhoitiss @atthispointwhoevencares @lovely-kpop-writer @citronnade-coups @4chai @hansolmates @woozisnoots @hanniesbubble @myflowerxmh  @leannehuang @yunception @kpophours  @imoonstarstuff @nafnifnice @yangcaffeine @haotheheckk @daybreakx 

CIRCUS CLOWNS!!

I had written these letters in preparation for my 500 followers celebration, but never got to post them. I know we don’t talk as much as we once did, and I know I am too quiet. But I will always love you fiercely, and I hope to keep watching you bloom into the amazing people you’re going to be. Here they are now

Anna ( @yunwoo ) — Thank you for matching me so well, for being an inspiration for me even though you’re younger. Thank you for the joy you bring me, and for all the times we have screamed together. Thank you for doing anything and everything you want, for sharing your gifts to the world. From coding, to design, to writing, to interacting with people on your blog—you’re giving the world a great gift by just being you. Thank you for that. And, in our friendship, thank you for being one of my closest friends during quarantine. I do not say that lightly, and I talked to you more than many people in my life. You brought me a lot of fun and friendship during a time when I should have lost it (I’m thinking early in quarantine, especially). I will actually remember spring of 2020 fondly because of that, and because of your friendship, I began to realize that Tumblr was more than just a place to be nice and share writing. I realized it could be real. So, of all these thank yous, I say perhaps most emphatically of all: Thank you for being real.

Vivi ( @inkigayeo ) — Thank you for being everything I am not. You are loud, and brilliant, and so, so undeniably kind. You shine so brightly and beautifully; it is something that I am fiercely thankful that I get to witness anytime I see you online. Thank you for seeing me. I think that a lot of people see me as one thing or another, and I sometimes fear they will love me less because of it. I honestly think you’ve seen a lot of sides of me, and still want me around. So thank you for that. And thank you for living so proudly. I say that because you are just yourself. No holds barred, no faking it. You pursue what you want, love loudly, and I love that about you. Thank you for sharing it, and yourself, with me.

Ana ( @toffee-hwa ) — Ana, I have so many thank yous crowding my mind right now, I don’t even know how to begin or make it cohesive. So, first of all, thank you for being in my life. Of all the friends I have made here, you are one of the most genuine, kind, heartfelt, hardworking, and all around spectacular. You mean so much to me, and it may sound a bit dramatic because we’ve never even spoken face to face, but I truly think the world of you. Thank you for sharing all the little things with me, from our little heights to our filters. Thank you for sharing the beautiful details about yourself, from Hera to new hair. Thank you for being here for me. I feel like when I get busy, I cut myself off. In this latest bout of it, you stayed in touch. That means the world to me. So, Ana, even if we never speak again tomorrow (which I hope isn’t the case): Thank you for your loyalty and heart. I am better and feel more loved for knowing it.

Dia ( @jaesmintea ) — Dia, I feel like I know you the least well of the circus clowns, and I’m sorry for that. But I love you to the moon and back regardless of that. I am so proud of you for all you’ve overcome, and so thankful that I get to be one of your friends. Thank you for sharing your art on Tumblr; I remember when we first met, I was in awe of what you create. Thank you for being such a warm, welcoming person. I think anyone could find a home in you, and that is something more precious than the stars in Seonghwa’s eyes that someone shared a post about. This is silly and small, but stay with me: Thank you for your music tastes. I found the song Happiness by Wingtip through you, and it has brought me so much joy over the past few months. That’s a bit of how I feel like I interact with you. I know we don’t speak as often, but I am still incredibly thankful for you, and have gotten so much joy from knowing you. Even if it’s just watching your shenanigans with Vivi. Dia, my sweet friend, you bring so much love and joy and beauty wherever you go. Thank you for that.

Siya ( @xioacity ) — Siya, I don’t think I’ve poured a sentimental heart out to you very often. I’m sorry if you feel left out (it’s not being left out of much haha). Anyway, that leads me to my first thank you to you: Thank you for being the down-for anything, always there for you friend. You’re such a constant in the gcs. That, to me, is very precious. You’re such a loyal, well-intentioned, hard-working person. Those are qualities that mean the world. Thank you for them, for letting me be your friend so I get to see them. Thank you for pushing yourself, too. The world doesn’t deserve you, Siya, but it gets you, and wow. Thank goodness for that! I do not say lightly, that I believe you can do anything, Siya. You are talented, and hardworking, and kind, and unstoppable. I am so proud of you, so thankful to know you, and I can’t wait to see where you go. Wherever you end up, I hope I get to see it and go: There’s my SIYA TALENTED. (I love you so much!)

[silverypurple-rosedlions]

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Okay. So, I've been thinking for a while and I finally made my decision on what to do with myself in general. First, I want to thank Neul (@shinhaneul-oc) for talking to me and giving me the advice I needed to hear for a while. You're absolutely the best, and I swear I'll be here for you like I said 💚

Second, I want to thank our sweet friend, Julia (@julia-oc), who made such delicious sugar cookies. They're literally the greatest thing I've had today. Again, we seriously don't deserve such a sweet and kind person like you 🤧💚

Lastly, I want to thank the Seventeen bros for making me laugh my ass off with our crazy shenanigans and stupid drama in the gc. I really needed to just let go and clown around. You're all the best and chaotic people I've met, and I'm glad we met you all. Now, finally to my decision.

Since I haven't been in the right mind space for a few days, I've decided, with Jeonghan hyung's approval, to be less active for a little. I'm not going anywhere and it won't be long. I'm only taking a step back for a little. Just until I feel better and/or have Jun back here with us. Iwon't be seen a lot when reblogging and greeting those who join. But you can certainly talk to me in dms, but, I'll be a little slow than usual. I've just been feeling a little suffocated here and even at the base, so, I'll he hanging around and going out. But I'll keep everyone posted on what I'm doing.

I'm sorry if I worried anyone with how odd and depressed I've been lately, but I'm going to be okay. I swear. Take care everyone, yeah? Bummer I had to do this on Soft Saturday 😔

💕// @ghoulxbaekhyun (Seok's love) @seventeen-chatbot Wonwoo (Jun's love)

Wonwoo's Tutoring An Intellectual// @college-baekhyun

Closest friends// @empress-jiaqi @kpop-shelter @yourlocal-babybear @yourlocal-babybear2 @/julia-oc @/shinhaneul-oc @sweetandsleepyjamie @detectivexsicheng

💎// @singledad-coups @minghaostitch @decade-wonwoo @god-vernon @xdevilmingyuxx @princexjunhui @leejihoon-cb @van-gogh-minghao @yanderexhoshi @weeb-wonwoo @soulmateshua @vampireprince-jeonghan

🥀// @aikihades @sophie-svt-13 @waitingwhispers60 @yangomangos @m00n-nim96 @moonlit-jaemin @time-for-confession @xash-axx @vampiremomo @mafia-chaeyoung @split-jiu @artsydahyun @princess-yeji @werewolf-sehun @incubuswooyoung @twiceland-saga @amazingspiderhan @mafia-choa @la-soleilmafia-cb @yarindere @floristluda @werebaek @fairy-dejun @90sjeewonie @yanlee [DM for +/-]

[jungsungchans]

they are so strangely charming sddsdsdd the things they do on insta..... 😳 admittedly idk what a marb is i'm sorry 😔😔 he's so weird tho and yet somehow everything he does is endearing??😭 yes a revecarablinkzen!! great name💖 ahh i love mingyu he's so funny n cute!! and minghao's style... absolutely insane💗💗💗 omg itaewon gate was truly smth else💀 -❄ (1/3)

YES that was the candymakers!!! tbh i barely remember the book i had to google it lol but yes that's the one! oh i haven't read any of jorge luis borge's work but i'll check it out thank u for recommending it to me!! and tbh i get it haha i don't have much motivation to read books nowadays :// i did like all the light we cannot see.... but i read that back in 8th grade whoops i also think the great gatsby is so well-written but f. scott fitzgerald was NOT a great person 😕 -❄ (2/3)

i was into poetry recently tho.... i really love le lac by alphonse de lamartine!! do u like poetry? or what else do u like to do in ur free time? (besides making amazing gifs ofc!! i can't believe i haven't mentioned this before but your gifs are stunning!!!💖💖) btw i'm so sorry for the late reply, i hope you're doing well!! -❄(3/3)

god their insta shenanigans 😭 ive seen their old lysn screenshots they r so funny it physically pains me. by Mark Barb i mean like a barb but for mark—idk if uve ever come across them but the barbz are nicki minaj’s fanbase. im not a proper barb bc im critical of her for obvious reasons but the barbz are maybe the funniest fanbase of all time the barbzstruggle twitter brings me joy sometimes....but the point is that i love mark a lot i think hes fucking fantastic <3 mingyu is soooo great i like him a lot i can really see why he n jaehyun were in a gc together 😭 they both r massive dorks...and back when i was into kpop and minghao was my bias he still had that poodle hair (mansae era ish) so seeing him when i got back into the grind was 🥴🥴🥴 to say the least! i love him and his closet id raid it if i were tall enough lol and im gonna r0b his shoe collection anyways. itwgate changed my brain chemistry btw ☝🏽

😭 i only remember it cause i used to read every book i remotely liked about six or seven times...not like consecutively but when i ran out of new things to read id cycle between older stuff. did u ever read the candy shop war? that was my favorite candy-adjacent kids novel lol. tbh jlg’s stuff is really easy to get into bc a lot of his work is super super short id highly recommend it if ur trying to get back into reading (he writes poetry too!)! ive been really bad about reading well recently too...i liked the great gatsby but i read this side of paradise and that was super disappointing lol. i didnt know he was like. an awful person but i kind of figured given his time period ig? while theres a real imperative to not just blindly say “separate the art from the artist” because that allows one to ignore, internalize, and platform racism, misogyny, anti-semitism, and other forms of bigotry (cf jk rowling) i try to read just about everything i read critically, because no matter how any author presents themselves i feel like theyre just as likely to be a bad person as any other artist or celebrity—actors, musicians, etc.

i used to be more into poetry but i havent picked up too much in a while </3 we had a poetry unit in ap lit during quarantine that was kind of not fun and so i was like🧍🏽‍♂️lol. i’ll definitely check out that poem though, i enjoy the stuff and itll be good to get back into it! for fun i like sports—i watch hockey, my main blog, @henderyhuangs, used to be a hockey blog lol. seasons starting up soon so im looking forward to that. i like basketball and reading too. thank u for thinking my gifs r ok 🥺 thats very nice of u to say 😭 todays been very all over the place haha but i hope uve been safe and well. and take ur time w sending these, just do em whenever u want im not picky haha. ik i just wrote you a whole essay, its probably not ideal to have 2 go thru this long ass message and try to respond 😭 so i totally understand. hope you’re well too! take care.

[jeontrack-blog]

a u    r e v o i r

Hello there, As you can probably read by the title, this is going to be me bidding you all farewell. This has been on my mind for the past few months and of course it hasn’t been an easy decision to make. My blog has only been around for a year and three months and I have not been much active throughout, and I still wanted to see just how far I could go, but alas! my journey ends here; for now. I do not consider myself a big or recognized blog, especially as a writer here on this platform, and probably no one would even bat an eyelash that I am finally withdrawing as a writer here on tumblr; but I do not just want to leave without explaining why, especially to my mutuals and the 1K+ beautiful people that follow me, have read my writings, appreciated them and gave me support. I owe them everything. So first of all, I would not be able to upload anything for the incoming months. If you haven’t read my faqs, I am a senior high school student that already attends a health sciences med university and takes a specialized health allied, “pre-med level” strand of studies. You can only imagine how much my studies takes up most of my life to the point where watching kpop videos while on a three hour ride to my university is the only “me time” I have. There is no possible way I can balance writing/posting fics whilst studying. I am sorry but this is something I have to sacrifice for the sake of my future. Like everybody out there, I do have my own life. I hope you all understand. Secondly, aside from my usual constant state of writer’s block, I have lost motivation to actually type down writings I really want to write. And it is horrible because there are some ideas/plots that I come up with and absolutely fall in love with and I want to right them but I just can’t? Writing for this blog isn’t as enjoyable as it used to be, it has become a burden and I am honestly pressured to match everyone’s expectations for the writings I put out. I would still be on tumblr using another blog of mine, and would continue reading beautiful writings our amazing fandom writers put out and also continue being a trash for our boys; so in a way I have not left the tumblr realm all together; just the “being a writer” part. But who knows, maybe one day I’ll return and you’d be able to find my works floating around tumblr again, under another name, under a new persona. This, most definitely, is not the end; I have a feeling that I’ll find my way back again. Whether I would let it be known that I am Bey, the writer of the blog jeontrack, still remains as a decision I would embark on if ever the time comes. Being a tumblr writer has honestly been such a ride. Being able to share my writings was something that made me happy, and to think that even just one person enjoying them already makes my heart soar but to have more than a thousand of you?! Just. wow. I wish I could’ve celebrated such a milestone with you all, and I absolutely regret not being able to do so. So much had happened in this blog that I absolutely treasure. I found friends and people I trust, I even got the chance to talk and befriend writers I’ve long looked up to and had actually inspired me to finally make a writing blog of my own; and some of them even became my mutuals?? Like is this for real? Wow  I’ve learned so much throughout my entire stay on here as a writer, lessons and values that I’ll always keep in mind.  I have thought hard on whether I should deactivate/delete my account a day or two after posting this or if I should just leave it abandoned. And I’ve decided to leave my works up for your reading  pleasure, and for everyone who have appreciated them and had supported me. It is kind of like the little mark that I would leave in this platform. But of course my works are all still protected by a license. My leave does not mean you can plagiarize, repost, or translate my work. Please respect that. I am discontinuing my series Playing With Flames and the (only) fic on my WIP list as I leave. Thank you for being patient with me and I owe you my out most apology for letting you down.   Thank you so so much, I can never express the happiness you gave me and how much I am grateful for all of you. I love you all so much with my whole heart. And now for the last time, This has been Bey, writer of the blog Jeontrack, now logging out.  Under the cut are messages for my mutuals and people I hold dear, that not only became my friends, but had also grown to become my family around here.

So I wasn’t courageous enough to message each and everyone of you personally and I think I’ll just cry if I did.  To everyone in Bangtan Writing Squad. Do you know how much all of you mean to me? Do you know how lonely I was in here? You’ve all made me so damn happy and holy shit I’m looking at our gc now and oh god I’m tearing up because I’ll miss you all so so much. I’ll miss waking up and seeing messages from you all, I’ll miss how welcoming this network and it’s members was, how you all felt like my home on here. I was actually considering deleting my account earlier this year but it was postponed when I met all of you because you made me want to do well, to believe in my works, and I cannot thank you all enough for that. I’m sorry that I’ll be saying goodbye like this, I should’ve done better, I hope you guys don’t hate me. Lolita, Mocha and Icarus, my lovelies, I hope you guys are doing well. It’s too bad that we haven’t been too active lately, I could’ve spent more time with you  ;; I’ll surely miss our shenanigans so much and ahhhhhh godbhksva Lucy and Mak, my babies!!! Mak you’re such a wonderful person, never loose that kindness and positive outlook in life, I adore you so so much. Stay strong my baby. And Lucy hngggg I don’t even know what to say my words are failing me; I’ll miss you so much! Morgan, you seem under a lot of stress lately because of your work and I care for you a lot and I’d still probably worry and fuss about you even after I leave so please stay hydrated and don’t skip your meals. Please take care of yourself! Becca, Dia, Ate Ella, Karlee, Lex, Nell, Raven, Sky, Alex, and Yubin, such lovely people, I’m really going to miss all of you so much. Jacy and Nyx (Lucy too), thank you for being the best admins anyone can ever have. You’ve been so strong for  all of us and for this network. I admire you all so much. Euph, my baby, you’re messaging me on kakao as I type this and I want to fucking cry. I’ll miss this a lot. I feel like this would surprise you the most because we were just on the phone on call for about 3 hours, I actually really wanted to tell you but in the end I couldn’t. Please forgive me. I’m going to miss you so much my baby. Don’t hate me. I love you all so much, I will still be here tho, on another blog of mine and would still watch you and your works grow. I’ll be here supporting all of you. You make me so damn proud. I love you all so much. Thank you. You all have my heart. And lasty,  Jenn! I’m not sure if you’ll see this ahaha I might just break the news to you on SC later or just send you a link because I’m still scared. This isn’t really a goodbye for us since we know each other outside tumblr. But I apologize for not telling you about this. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to continue PWF, I’ve wanted to dedicate the last part to you. I love you so much and I am absolutely grateful to have you. You were my first ever friend on here. You’ve given me unyielding support and believed in me the most. I treasure you so so much. Good bye my lovelies. I wish you nothing but the best, both for your crafts/works on here and on your personal lives. You will always remain wedged in between every crevice of my heart.  

[hongtiddiez]

half of the server is asleep so i changed everyone's names to kaomoji of their bias. can't wait for everyone to wake up (●ˇ∀ˇ●)

i'm supposed to be working rn

[hongtiddiez]

it's a bad day to be my friend

[hongtiddiez]

I know I've said before that no one should ever be friends with me but I'm so serious. I was fucking on one today.

[hongtiddiez]

still mad i'm not on that fucking list

[hongtiddiez]

the way the kpop gc reads like someone's chatfic will never not be funny to me

[hongtiddiez]

sometimes when i say something particularly unhinged the GC takes my pink username away from me and its distressing every time

[hongtiddiez]

you say a man's armpit is sexy one time and you never know peace again