#know myself 2018
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I could smell the lapidot on you I just didn't want to say anything
i am incredibly embarrassed and so sorry. i need a shower
art i drew in 2017
#ask#lapidot#if there was something in the way i draw that some how gave it away you have to tell me i cant live not knowing#my account where i posted SU stuff was called like tweeterbirds or something#looking through the usb with all my old art on it and i dont remember drawing like half of this shit man#i have to keep telling myself i was having fun i was just a kid this is not cringe#i used to draw dumb lapidot comics kinda like the ones i draw for TLT now so i havent changed at all tbh#one of them was just me redrawing a shitty 2018 meme with lapidot and it got like 7k notes#it was what i was known for in my friend group#i shipped them so hard and kept telling everybody i was straight i promise teehee#the COMPHET MAN
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the juppet !! i just realised he is jerma posing i swear that was unintentional...... i spent so long digging thru muppet concept art and looking at old puppet designs just to end up doing a rly simple drawing but. i love joehills!! i have only been watching them for like 4 years but their videos r so special to me :3
#i would love to do a more complex drawing inspired by muppet concept art at some point... just wanted to give myself a bit of a break#i've been spending So much time on these drawings every day n it's not really sustainable for me to be spending multiple hours every day#when i have so much work i should be doing...... but i rly enjoyed this silly little muppet even if it's v simple for my standards#tbh i'm surprised i even made it this far into the challenge.. we're like two thirds in ?!!?!#i've only ever completed an art challenge once and that was inktober in 2018... and those were SIMPLE drawings#my standards are a lot higher than they were 6 years ago... but also there's extra pressure because i'm posting these#and i know i don't Have to post them but. it's a way of keeping myself accountable because i am terrible at that without outside motivation#omg why do i always ramble So much in tags this is ridiculous i'm so sorry if anyone actually reads these....#anyways i rly hope my people drawing skills r improving..#i doubt there will be noticable difference but i hope i feel at least a little more confident by the end of this#hermitaday#horsemeatluvr does hermitaday#horsemeat gallery#joehills#joehills fanart#joe hills#joe hills fanart#hermitcraft#traditional art#unedited sketchbook drawings 4 the win (i've given up on scanning n editing these or even taking them in proper lighting... too much effort)#i'm just a little guy
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fresh haircut
#em draws stuff#h5#henry v#henry v 1989#<- on account of the way I draw him is heavily kenry b inspired#story of this drawing is 'saw a henry post that oldshrewsburyian made in 2018 and couldn't get it out of my head for weeks'#this is the SECOND time I've drawn this.#do you KNOW how rare it is for me to actually sketch out and do STUDIES for a drawing.#usually that doesn't happen unless someone is actively making me do it#...anyway. not @-ing her in the post because I am a) just a hapless wriggling undergrad#and b) all out of energy for hyping myself up to talk to people who I look up to and am a little scared of#all that aside. the border-flowers are (an attempt at) broom... knowers know :]
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don’t be a coward
*aroaces your rottmnt leo*
#it’s pride month I’m allowed to do whatever I wanttttttt#Now for hcs no one asked for:#Donnie’s demiromantic aegobisexual#They’re the only one who actually has a concrete label bc they like finding words (hence the micro labels lol they dissect their identity)#Leo knows he’s aroace spec but hasn’t bothered finding a micro label bc he’s vibing he’s also trans and finds men aesthetically attractive#Bc I say so#Mikey and raph don’t really bother with that stuff but Mikey cares more about his family and art and having fun than romance#And raph thinks women are really prettyyyyyy but hes okay not dating for now bc he’s like 17 and has bigger concerns#Like keeping her idiot siblings from accidentally killing themselves /aff /hj#did I just aspec all of ur turtles??? Yes#yes I did.#I’m very proud of myself#listen leo and usagi are cute#Now hear me out: make that queerplatonic#(I have a problem with making relationships queerplatonic lol)#Tbh most of this is a joke/light hearted I don’t really care about their orientations bc they’re just a fun turtle family!!!#Romance has never been anywhere near a draw to rottmnt for me#So maybe that’s why I subconsciously decided they were all aspec lol#I need them being siblings and having fun they can date when they’re 40 (I bet splinter agrees with me)#/j#rottmnt#tmnt 2018#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt Leo#leonardo#tmnt leonardo#leonardo hamato
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Half assed screens, but some of the glamours I might will use for Ieeha throughout the journey of Dawntrail!
#its funny cause im actually super nervous#in a way thats really similar to how i felt when heavenward dropped#im as prepared as i possibly can be i think for the way ieeha will look with the new graphics#while trying to remind myself to cling onto the hope of being able to mod him#maybe ill be positively surprised of how he looks but tbh i kinda doubt it with his key features being changed#but ill try to stay positive as much as possible at least#im sad that burnout + lack of PC made me miss out on so much of endwalker#i think thats why i dont feel ready for dawntrail yet... because i dont feel done with endwalker#but ill just do all the things im behind on after!!!!!!#ieeha de verral#ieeha#my screenshot#ffxiv glamour#also someone once pointed out i use the maid tights a lot#and they were right. but its still nowhere near how much i use the midan horn of healing#im serious its been the key feature of ALL of ieehas healer glams since...... when did midas drop? early 2016? since then#the field commanders gloves are my second most glamoured item most likely#especially since is for all classes.......#i want to use other headpieces but they either clip or arent visible under ieehas bangs#or they just look off#who knows what will happen in DT... maybe he'll find a new hairstyle or smth. he's had the same since like 2018#TIME SHALL TELL HEHE
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Fuckass bob
Rip
#lookit the shtate a ya#back in 2018 we called this the bisexual bob#i have no idea why we did that. looking at myself in the mirror i have never seen a more heterosexual woman in my life#the hair is very greasy in that before pic i KNOW. it happens very fast#wish i could take cuter s*lfies#i like the hair a lot but i am not a photographer#it looks better in real life please believe me
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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Hey dumb question. When you have a fever, are you supposed to keep cool or bundle up? I’m getting conflicting reports
#I need to cure this thing by Monday#or tomorrow since I need to clean my apartment#I haven’t been sick since like 2018 and I never had to deal with it myself#I know it’s pathetic but I’m going to cry lol#I don’t have a human thermometer so I had to use the meat one I got for bulgogi
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saw this fun challenge on twitter by @/sapgoon_... had to do it because im a lover of experimentation! blank version under the cut!
#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#lizzy does art#this is like my greatest hits tbh truly a testament to how much i love to change my style like every 6 months or so#anyway this is my birthday present to myself since my birthdays today :D#so kind of future me to have invented time travel to get 2018 and 2020 lizz to draw minato for my birthday...#haha yeah i've totally been into p3 for five years! uh huh! (2018 me didnt know what a minato was.)#2020 me knew what a persona was and thought that minato was pretty mass destruction boy#and since its my birthday it marks 2 years since i watched the p3 movies :D oh how time flies....#this is not what i originally intended to post today but like... yeah... yeah.... the minatoverse#also i miss lineless style from 2022... i GOTTA get back on that lineless grind frl frl it still slaps tbh
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I feel so deeply fond for the bonkers past iteration of myself that set this calendar reminder. Thank you, 2020 me, I'll do my best. Additionally I'm going to go tell 2024 me I'm a delight and can do whatever I want forever
#2020 me was nottttttt having a good time so by their standards I am killin it#i recognize this is ''weird'' but i spent a lot of time hostile to myself and i prefer the silly little mash notes method#oh my god 2018 me preemptively apologized to 2020 me for a stressful month... b*tch you do not know the HALF of it#2019 me just called 2021 me old ;(
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this is deviating pt 2. i used to be an exact will wood reference but i lost three pounds and now am 96 pounds and 5’5.
#i do not know how i lost 3 pounds but whatever#will wood#wwatt#the normal album#i/me/myself#2018 demo
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picking up slime rancher two after not playing for a while is like a breath of fresh air the pretty music and environments~ :3 ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) just me and the slimes
#ghostie rambles#ily slime rancher#gang must know i fw slime rancher too this day#ive never been more at peace with myself#2018 me would be very happy for me#slime rancher 2
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I need n e e d to ramble about Eph’s family again because it’s the only thing keeping me from ripping a door off of its hinges atm—but wait! I’m doing something different today. I’m gonna go backwards in the family tree (which you can view here if you wish! But it’s not necessary for the purposes of this post)
So a lil while ago on twitter, @/kwoojii asked for Ephemera backstory headcanons (well specifically they also asked about his commitment issues 😄) so I figured why not share what I said and expand on it here?
I need to give additional context, because this goes into general edgy headcanon territory. Below are screenshots from one of my fic documents [Overmorrow Character and Lore Files - File 3 (pgs 2-3)] explaining what I imagine the situation in Daybreak Town is:
Now to get into the main part: My backstory headcanon for Ephemera is that he was raised by two moms. They owned a library, and even had a small textile business on the side. As you can probably guess, Eph grew up surrounded by books, and got his scarf from them. They loved him dearly, and tried their best to give him a good life.
But they fell on hard times. In the midsts of their struggles, they were eventually approached by the MoM. They talked a lot and came around to trust the clever, charismatic, even sympathetic guy. And he made them a promise that their son would be well cared for under his watch 👁️ So, convinced by the MoM’s words…these mothers choose to give up their only child in hopes that he’ll have a better quality of life elsewhere.
Eph has very vague memories of them. He remembers being loved, but he also remembers being abandoned and left alone for a long time (however long it takes for the MoM to get things set up in Daybreak Town; I assume the kids are kept in some liminal space in the meantime).….hence the commitment issues. He learns to figure things out on his own, and that carries over into his early days as a keyblade wielder. He likes being with people, but he relies on himself first and foremost. He tends to keep a bit of emotional distance between himself and others without meaning to because he subconsciously thinks that one day, they might leave him too. It’s easier to be the one who leaves than it is to be the one who gets left behind.
But this makes his bond with the other union leaders and Player all the more meaningful, because they all choose to stand together again and again, despite the odds, and their own personal doubts and fears.
It’s a bit of a downer, I know…but I assume it’d be like that not just for Eph and his parents, but for most of the other Daybreak kids and their parents too.
…Can I perhaps offer you some of my old doodles from last year as consolation? 😄
Phoebe Ophiuchus (left) and Paraphernalia “Nalia” Lumen (right), the lesbians that started it all 🤍
#khux#ephemer#my headcanons#my art#the ophiuchus family#s/o to eph and his moms for giving me a very specific type of brainrot long before ml existed!#with how much I’ve been yapping about his family lately I’m genuinely surprised at myself that I’ve never talked about phoebe and nalia!#I created them in like….2018 I think. well now you know I guess!!#my posts#timeless child#my ocs#phoebe oc#paraphernalia oc
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First time every drawing Karai!
Side note here, I LOVE ROTTMNT Karai. Like, queen! Slay! Pop off!
This woman went through literal decades of torture and came out on the other side with enough strength to still take on the shedder!
Like, girl boss! Right here!! Slay!
#rottmnt#5cythz art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#5cythz doesn’t know what she’s doing#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles movie#Karai#rottmnt karai#gram gram#Karai 2018#karai hamato#queen#slay#inktober#I think this is the furthest into ink tober I’ve ever made it#I don’t give myself many more days before I quit#I have no faith#artist of tumblr#unpause rise of the tmnt#unpause rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#unpause rottmnt
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SURE when i water my plant regularly and take care of her she is at rock bottom. call that bitch a sickly victorian child the way she brightens up the room for a day then shrivels up and dies. but the MOMENT i give up on her and leave her to perish OH, SUDDENLY she's an entrepreneur, she's starting her own company, she just birthed five new children and ended world hunger. whore.
#like ive had her since 2018 i think#and she was doing very well for a long time#not to mention shes to only plant of the literal 20+ we bought back then that survived that long#dont ask why we bought 20 plants#thats for me and my father to know and my mother to not understand#(most of them if not all were bought for bug-eating purposes#and my father had a go big or go home attitude so we spent like 2 hrs picking and packing plants#then decided to buy a fish tank while we were at it)#but the MOMENT we got new flower pots#she became a problem#and istg i have no idea what im doing wrong at this point#i dont water her? she dies#i water her a lot? boom. dead#i water her every now and then? exploded#the MOMENT i switch into fucking die for all i care mode she THRIVES#i take it very personally#if she dies after i water her again i will drink all the flower water myself and spit it out on her grave#personal
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